confessions (re-edit)

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if ur wondering what happened, essentially I used an example to prove my point. Here’s the transcript to save u wondering!

“I find -actor- a little bit grating but
i don’t think it’s anything to do with her, i think it’s just my deep routed jealousy that she is a young girl and she is getting everything that I wanted when I was her age.
I bet she’s wonderful, and I hate that part of me that doesn’t like people for no reason.
Maybe also because
I see the unhealthy parts of myself in them
the younger version of myself
that is probably still there deep down, but she (annotation pops up “she being younger me”) wants attention.
It’s weird because I usually love everyone, and I can. Ugh!”

it’s a confession about one of the worst parts of me and I wanted to explore it because I know a lot of people deal with jealousy and this ugly side. And I think in a conversation with a few friends it would have been fine to talk about, because as you can see in the transcript I’m trying to show just how much it isn’t about them. But using a name sort of created a target, and people misunderstood the message and started turning it into a forum for opinions of this person; which wasn’t what i intended at all! Celebs receive enough hate lol and I am so ashamed I joined in and potentially encouraged it. EsPPecially because this person is so young. I am embarrassed!
The worst part about all of this is that it wasn’t meant to be a statement! But nothing I post online to hundreds and thousands of people is ever going to be low key. And I keep forgetting that.
Anyway go send some celebs some love. Particularly ones that get shtick for no reason.

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