My she recently came out as they. And god, I love them so much. I loved them before and I love them still, but I’m not the kind of girl they’d like, and I know that. And I’ve been hopelessly watching as they fell in and out of relationships over the past year, always rambling to me about their partner, because they were comfortable enough to say whatever they needed to. They told me their name first, and god their name is so overwhelming them. They smell like coffee shops and chilled air. Of fall, and pumpkin pie. They tastes like peaches and rich white chocolate and cinnamon. They feel like soft fluffy blankets and the cold, but comforting feeling of silk. They feels like the crunching of autumn leaves. And god, they means everything to me.
i wanna cry because i watched my crush got into two consecutive, long toxic relationship in the 2 years we've known each other. she had just broken up with her last boyfriend and now knows the best for herself, and im happy, really happy to see her slowly regain herself back. but thats all it will ever be, she just doesn't like girls as far as i know.
damn love him with all ur heart and be there for him and if you ever feel ready, go tell him. you'll regret not telling him when ur 80 on a rocking chair
Jus saying Luna lovegood is like one of those girls that I realized years later that my obsession w her was actually me trying to show attraction lmao. Turns out I’m not straight :)
Just be upfront. My gf did this whole thing after my sibling told her to be straightforward like "well my friend likes this person who's dating someone else what should they do?" and I was just like "{her name} If you like me just say so, I'm polyamorous." then she told me so yeah, we've been dating for 2 years now so just be straightforward.
Luna Lovegood introduce them to dodie and boom, they’re suddenly your girlfriend
Not even a joke, I showed my crush dodie and the next day my friend accidentally told me she liked me and then I asked her out... we now obsess over dodie together
me and my crush kissed, cuddled, and held hands today. i think u just gotta tell then how u feel. it worked for me. he likes me back and is thinking about asking me out. but you always have to give it time. tell them how u feel if they dont feel the same its okay. ik this is like 7 months late but its okay
All ya gotta do is charm them and show them that you care ma dude, I just got ma girl yesterday!
Edit: we broke up a week ago- but it’s because her way of showing love is different from mine and I’d rather actions over words. I’ve found someone that embraces that and hopefully everything goes well.
ella h, that’s ok ma dude! You will find someone that makes you happy! You deserve happiness and will soon get it! Don’t ever give up! You are loved and you are worthy!
Your not doing Anything wrong, it’s just the people dating there crushes are happy about it and want to tell everyone and the single people keep it to themselves so it looks like everyone’s with there crushes but I’m reality it’s just a handful
Luna Lovegood I know this is late but my advice is to just create a trusting friendship with them. It might blossom into something new. This advice is cliched but that's what relationships are like: having a best friend sorta. Sorry if you don't need this advice anymore 😅.
I know probs no one cares, but,,, I still am crushing on her, but we are now best friends so that's fun. also, she told me she is bi curious, and has been valiantly trying to bring her homophobic father around. so ya... fun times I guess??? my heart flutters everytime she touches me and we spend everyday together so WOO
Let me take my notepad to take down noted my crush don't even glance in my direction and I just mumble dumb stuff when I'm around her but found out a few months ago that she is hetero tore me to pieces but still images of us falling in love was just fantasies
My crush when I was 11 was on my best friend. We started dating on November 2nd in 2015. This year will be our 6th year anniversary and we’re pretty sure we’re going to be married in our twenties. We were wlw at the beginning but now we’re mlm lol. We figured out we were both trans around the same time and we’ve been growing and evolving together. 🥰
'She' is the reason I love Monday mornings at school. She is the only person allowed to hug me and still hasn't noticed the way I see her. Her boyfriend did though. She's both fire and rain, but to me she feels like a perfect storm. She's the reason I'm a mess and the reason I don't fall apart. She's into pop-rock but still took the time to go through my entire excessively long folk playlist. She's a total flirt, but only with me. She's cold feet, burning eyes and storytime by the fireplace at my place. She is the reason we almost died when we tried cooking at her place, and still found a way to forgive me for almost burning her house down. She is the only person who ever listened to my original songs even though I had her fooled by telling her I sent memos to my best friend. She smells like rain, hot chocolate and winter and fall. She's late night talks and smiling at the ceiling ad stargazing together even when we're far apart. She has the brightest, bluest gaze mine ever met, and the softest smile I've ever seen. She has long, golden hair falling down in waves upon her shoulders. She has long, slender fingers. Her hands fit so perfectly in mine but still find their place in somebody else's. She is memories of getting lost in town and running after the bus, and waiting for three hours in the pouring rain on a February afternoon for her to come out of class, with the pale hope of spending the ten minutes of her ride home with her. She is memories of sitting on the ground in the subway, my head on her shoulder and her hand in my pocket on the day before her birthday. She is music, Breaking Benjamin songs on repeat in the car, changing guitar strings because she's too lazy to do it herself. She sounds like steel and feels like nylon. She is video games, victory and the taste of defeat. And she means everything to me.
Sorry for my long ass rant, it's sappy as hell, but I needed to... -_-
This nearly made me cry, your passion is beautiful. I hope things work out. And even if they don’t please hold onto those memories and never let them become tinted with pain 🖤
@Mayurakshi Ghose I never would've thought I would work out for me. Stories like mine always made me jealous, but gave me hope too. Now, my girlfriend and I are 13 months strong. Keep your head up :) You'll meet the right one when it's the right time.
@mmmya We sure are! Celebrating 2 years and 7 months together as of today. 🥰 It makes me so happy every time someone comments here and I'm reminded of just how lucky I am. So thank you for making my night 💜💜
i love reading all these comments, all about their ‘she’. it’s lovely to hear the stories about how they fell in love. or how they’re pouring their heart into the comments of a youtube video because they haven’t told their ‘she’ or can’t tell their ‘she’
i’ll say your name in the hopes that you’ll never see this.
hanna, your smile bright as sunshine and your coconut scent. your radiance and beauty. your everything. while our time was short together, which now i’ll admit was my fault. i cherish every moment. you holding my hand under the table and our first kiss in the bathroom hiding from everyone else. every moment having to tell people i’m straight because of my mother. the time you kissed me on my head. or when we danced at our sixth grade dance when you said your feet were hurting but you didn’t mind because you were with me. i see your face everywhere some days. and while it wasn’t your fault you give me this mindset of being scared over getting with another girl. i don’t want to hurt her like i had with you. you’re a beautiful soul that didn’t deserve what happened. you smell like lemonade and cool-aid jammers. you taste like crumbling leaves in winter and the feeling of happiness. you and all the memories with you mean everything to me. thank you, for everything. “my she”. ❤️
this is going to get lost in the comments, but why not. i’ll say your name here because i know that you won’t be in this corner of the internet. and if you are, i guess you’re not very straight after all, huh.
mollie, you are radiant and beautiful. the most gorgeous girl i’ve ever laid my eyes upon. you never cease to make me laugh and better my day. we have the same name, which makes me feel so strange - but a good strange. your blonde hair is soft and your blue eyes are so pretty. my heart pounds when you’re in the same room as i. people in our class talk about us. they say it’s weird how we are from different universes but have become friends over time.
but you don’t like girls, and i wish with all of my heart that you did. so maybe i could have a chance. you’re also very popular so i understand that you’re under a lot of pressure to be perfect. but you already are.
you’re the only person who truly understands me and i love you for that. i have utterly fallen head over heels for you.
I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me (: I hope you and her work out tho7gh because I bet she loves you even if she dont show it
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“And she smells like cinnamon and smoke” “She tastes like lily blossoms and tears” “You would find her on the cover of a vinyl” “And she means everything to me”
“she smells like blueberries and sweets” “She taste like summertime and dreams” “Oh you would find her in a movie poster” “And she means everything to me”
it’s been four years and people are falling in love with dodie just like i did in eighth grade and it’s hitting me how much time has passed. this is on spotify and i see people posting it and i almost forgot the song existed and i haven’t listened in so long and yikes. i almost forgot what it was like to fall in love with the girl i thought of when listening to this. and it all came back in one rush. i’m just rambling but i love you, dodie. thank you so much.
The comments here are so FREAKING SWEET and honestly I just want to collect them all up and publish the into a poetry book (with full credits to each writer of course) And publish it so everyone can see how absolutely talented y’all are
ok this is my favorite side of youtube, where the comment section is full of people helping other people and congratulating them & it's just so positive and happy I love it
she's aro. and i feel so bad liking her because i know that she feels uncomfortable when romance is brought up but i can't stop. i can't stop and i keep dreaming and what's wrong with me?
you don't think you're pretty. but you are. you're so beautiful and you'll never know how pretty i really think you are.
yo! update with this, turns out i was just feeling very intense queerplatonic vibes, and i have a wonderful girlfriend who i adore! they mean the world to me, and i can't imagine not loving them. i honestly forgot about this but i just figured i would give an update, haha!
My house burnt down a year ago- I just discovered that this song reminds me of my house. She did smell like lemongrass and sleep. I tasted birthday cakes and heard countless storytimes and went through so many falls with her. But there's nothing I can do so oh well
that's... really cool, actually. people refer to boats and houses as "she" I'm so sorry about your house, but I can only offer that you'll find another, and expirience new and happier memories at your new house. best of luck
My 'she' is a warm summer night, with thunder and rain. She's the reflection of moonlight on dark water. She's the ambient noise of a city and she's the faint glow of purple neon in a dark room. She's leather jackets and black nailpolish. She's a rose in a field of daisies and she's the comfortable silence in an overwhelmingly loud world. She's both a butterfly and an eagle. Her laughter is bright and joyful and makes me feel like laughing too, however sad I feel. She wouldn't believe me if I told her, but she's incredibly smart. Behind the layer of edginess and acting tough, she's got a heart of gold.
Sadly, both me and my 'she' both have one thing in common; we want things we can't have. She keeps chasing the baddest boys that play with her for a bit and then toss her, leaving her broken. And no matter how much she's hurt me before and how hard she's left me alone when I needed her most, I'll always be here to pick up the pieces. I'll always try to mend her back together and make her smile, no matter how much that tears me apart. I'm here for her as long as she needs me, and I'm ready to disappear back into the shadows as soon as she decides I've done enough. I'll listen to all her vents and to all her stories. I'll let her cry on my shoulder and I'll support her and comfort her. And I will never expect to get the same treatment back.
The fact that she's bi makes it even more painful. It's a slap in the face; The barrier between us is not her sexuality, it's me. I'm not fun enough and I'm not loud enough and I don't go to parties and I don't skip school. I'm not at all like her friends and I'm sure it won't be long until she listens to them and just ditches me again, like she's done before. And that hurts. That hurts so damn much. But all that is worth it if I get to spend time with her and hug her and just feel at home.
She's a hurricane and she's destroying every piece of me that I've managed to fix from the last time she broke my heart. And I let her.
Telma Antonia, I’m crying. You wanna know why? My situation isn’t exactly like yours. But I let my “She” do those things to me to. I will always listen to her, I will always love her, I will always be the one who tries to keep us in contact. But she will never do the same. She will continue to tear me down, maybe not knowing that she is. She doesn’t know how much I feel for her. I don’t think she understands. She gets crushes and easily, so incredibly and astonishingly easily, lets her feelings go. I don’t understand! How? How can she do that? I cannot let myself go! She’s straight! Honestly, how many times do I have to tell myself that she is straight and she will never love me like I love her?? I have told myself again and again, and yet, I cannot get over her. It breaks me down. What almost breaks me down more, though, is she never talks to me. I am always the one to initiate. I listen to all of her stories, all of her rants, and yet, she doesn’t appreciate me. She takes me for granted, steps all over me like her special little doormat. And you know what? I let her. And, what’s worse? I still love her.
@gay idiot Oh dear.. I found myself and my situation in every single one of the words you wrote. It hurts so damn much.. Please remember that you're not alone in this. I'm going through the same thing and so are a lot of others.
The both of us dont deserve this. I think we'll have to accept the fact that we look at them differenty than they look at us. We cant keep following them like lost dogs or it'll tear us both apart. And the worst thing is that they dont even care.
The sad truth is that life doesnt work the same way that stories do. In every single book you'd read about a similar situation, the protagonist would end up getting their love interest. But thats just not going to happen. I think we should both take a step back and allow ourselves to heal. The following communications should be initiated by them, not us.
What has helped me quite a lot is venting. I do this by using creative sources. I write poetry, Ive drawn her, Ive written stories about her.. It makes me feel a little better. This way I can express what I'm going through without having to say anything to her and gradually, the person I've been writing about has less and less similarities to Her. Because honestly, shes far from the perfect person she is in my mind and it's time for me to realise that.
Thank you. I agree with you. I need to break contact with Her. It’s going to be difficult, but I’ll try. I have written lots of poetry. I cannot very well draw, but I have done one piece of art of Her in a metaphorical sense, and I think it’s helped me realize what I’m letting Her do to me.
It’s unfortunate how perfect both of our Shes feel. I guess what we both have to know is that they’re not perfect for us. The only thing I wonder is why we believed these people were so perfect in the first place. Thank you so much again for all that. That was really sweet, and I hope that what you’ve just said to me you can believe yourself. Good luck.
It's been eleven months since I posted this about my 'she'. I still think about her sometimes but I have moved on, and in the process of that I have found my own worth. I am more than just someone that is used to vent to. It's a shame she didnt realize that.. In time, I'm sure I'll have a new she.
@Yeti thank you for commenting, i loved reading this back after all that time <3 nowadays she simply remains a part of my past. something to look back on with a wistful smile, and not something to regret. that time of me and her was so bittersweet, and as much as it used to sting, i'm grateful for the experience and I wouldn't change it for the world. It's moments like these, people like her, that end up shaping us all and giving our lives meaning where sometimes it seems to lack any. :)
I finally came out as a lesbians this year. I found my She in college, she has these hazel eyes that anyone could get lost in them, at first I never thought brown could be such a beautiful color but when I look at her my heart just melts. I would get lost in them all the time when I watched her from across the room. There were times where we would talk and I would just forget where I'm going and walk into a door because she made me feel so nervous but in a good way.I liked her the first time I saw her, my friend introduced me to her and I was so nervous to have a conversation and I realized over time that she means a lot to me. We became good friends, she would invite me to your place for some parties and even when I saw her with another girl, I was still happy for her. She's so understanding and she get's me; when we have problems we're always there for one another. She smells like apples and honey, she reminds me of a sunset on a coldish fall day. When we're together it feels like home. and now we're together and my heart still beats out of control, everyday I fall for her and when we kiss it feels like the first time. When I hold her it just feels so right ,we went on our first date never have I felt so happy in my entire life. I'm able to call her mine now and I fall of Mount Everest whenever we're together. So thank you for reading this and I hope you find you 'She' or 'He' or 'Them' someday and Happy Pride to all my beloved beans <3 ~ love Jay
I listened to this before coming out. Listened while pining for her. Listened when she accepted my confession. Listened after coming out, after we broke up. Listening now after realising I'm still okay.
I never want to stop thinking about her. About her little giggles that interrupt her words when she talks. Or her messy eyebrows that are so beautifuly imperfect. Or when she points her toes just to subconsciously remind you of how beautifully she dances. I never want to stop thinking about how beautiful she looks in a flower crown. Or stop getting lost in her deep eyes.
@Kathleen Leon tbh I don't even like her anymore. I mean she's really nice. And still beautiful as ever. But I got to know her a bit more and maybe realised she isn't for me
this song makes me feel 13 again. i don’t really watch dodies content anymore and i haven’t for a while, but she’ll always have a part of my early teen years. this song reminds me of how bittersweet it is to grow up and find yourself. dodie wont see this but thank you for helping 13 year old me feel normal and safe and accepted. <3
I'm falling and have fallen for s boy hard haha tell her how you feel my boy now is my boyfiend (: I thought it would never happen but here and and him are 3 months alsmit down
Oof, I’m AroAce. I’ve always wanted to know how it feels to fall in love with someone like that.. best of luck to you, my friend! I hope she loves you too!❤️❤️
And I'll be okay admiring from afar Because even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart And she tastes like coconut and rosewater and dreams But to her I taste of nothing at all
Sometimes I remember that in the future, I'm going to have a wife. And I'm going to get to live with her and laugh about silly things at midnight, and watch movies and go shopping together. And then everything seems fantastic. I cannot wait for then
she looks like an angel who has fallen from heaven with no wounds. she’s tall for her age; 5’11”, to be exact, and whenever i hug her, i feel so safe and secure. she’s so beautiful, with short pixie cut brown hair and bright hazel eyes. she wears glasses, but i think that they frame her eyes, make them stand out. she has a unique personality. one minute, she’s shy and anxious. the next, she’s protective and caring. after that? she’s fun to be around. i love every little bit of her personality. whenever she’s anxious or scared, she reminds me of myself. when she’s protective and caring? i’m the same way with all of my friends. when she’s funny and overall exuberant, i can’t really relate, since i’m neither of those things. if i’m going through a rough patch, she’s there to cheer me up and calm me down. if i say something bad about myself, she kicks me in the shin (yes, literally. it’s her way of getting me to shut up). when i’m happy, she’s there to be happy with me. i remember one particular time when i found out one of my other friends had started cutting. (i volunteer at an equestrian center, and so does she.) after lessons and chores were done, i finally broke down. everyone there had noticed, but she was the first to. we had just taken one of the horses out, and i had a few silent tears streaming down my face. when i wasn’t expecting it, she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a hug. we kinda just stayed like that for awhile until i pulled away before i did something stupid or said something that would mess everything up.
the she that i’m talking about has been my crush for months now. i can’t seem to get her out of my head. doesn’t help that she’s my best friend.
screaming yelling she texted me while I was watching this my heart skips some beats... when I open the text it says she's going out with her boyfriend and she probably won't text me till tomorrow...
My "she" was younger than me, only by a few years. Online, long distance... met through gaming. We ended things because it was going too fast and... now she's dating a boy after telling me she only liked girls. I just feel lied to. And I miss her. everything felt so special with her and her relationship feels... forced... she deserves better, but. I'm not going to be that person, and interfere. I'd rather have her not hate me.
M M2017-08-27 20:56:34 (edited 2017-08-27 20:59:50 )
screaming yelling same with me😥 so basically "she" became my crush when her and another friend came round my house. We were home alone and we were playing truth or dare. I was the only bi there (rip) and my other friend dared me and "she" to kiss. We did. I immediately fell in love. I still know To this day that she has a boyfriend she is desperately in love with and she will never love me because "she" is straight.
'She' broke up with me after a week last school year saying she couldn't love me bc of a injection her catholic school gave her to not like girls, saying they give it to her every month. Then this school year she is dating a girl and I'm pretty sure her gf Doesn't like me.
'She' is 100% available and I hate myself everyday for not telling her how I feel. She told me she used to like me, too. I think she still does. She makes me so nervous but the good kind of nervous. I wish I wasn't such a scaredy-cat...
"She" is my best friend an in love with a girl in pur class. They were drunk and kissed and "she" likes her now. But "she" doesn't like me. That's uuugh............ she even likes a girl. But not me !
'She' would always tell me about all of her boyfriends.. and how she wanted to be with them so badly even though they used her and treated her terribly.. (All her boyfriend would talk sh¡t about me to her and her friends)
Anyways.. I was born with testosterone("Male"), but I've always felt as a girl and desperately wanted to be like all the other girls..(so I'm "Trans, mtf")
[back to Her] 'She' told me that she liked girls instead and that she was a lesbian. So I told her how I felt about her. And 'she' laughed at me and said; "I already told you, I'm into girls"... Then I told her and explained how I am/want to be a girl.. 'She' looked straight at me and laughed again and said; "I'm into girls , plus I have a crush on this one girl already"...
I just sent dodies I’m bisexual video to my “She” (I’m bicurious but like 95% sure I’m bi) She has a crush on a guy in our year She is my best friend And I don’t know what to do
Of course i love the studio released version, but there's something about the way the guitar strings squeak and stutter in between chord shifts that give the original version that magical feeling <3
my "she" and i were taken from each other before either of us were ready to let go. we tried to make it work. we called it love. we held hands under tabletops and cuddled when the world was sleeping. we snuck our "i love you"s in hidden messages and taps on the shoulder and soft smiles. but the world was against us. and we were pulled apart.
when the dust settled, we tried again. i felt victorious. i could finally be with them again. but they had moved on fast. one night, we were everything. the next morning, they were in someone else's arms. they had a new "she", and i never knew.
it's been almost two years. i'm better now. sometimes it hurts, thinking about what once was, and thinking about the pain i felt afterward. but i'm okay. and hopefully they are too.
my she is bisexual, i knew she was bisexual before i got feelings for her, when i first thought of her as more than friends i didn’t know i was bisexual too, i thought i was straight but overtime i became so in love with her and it’s because of her i know i’m bisexual, but the problem is, not long after i developed feelings, she got a boyfriend, which of course i tried to play off and act like i didn’t care but inside it hurts so bad, every time i look at her i feel like she’s the only person in the world, every time i’m around her i’m instantly happy and i love talking to her so much. i’m absolutely CRAZY over her like words can’t describe how much i want her, she’s the most beautiful person and i love her personality and i feel like when we’re together we just click, of course i always remember she has a boyfriend and it hurts but i always thought she looked at me differently and listened to me even though she has a boyfriend.. maybe i’m stupid for thinking she likes me back.. i just like her too much.
A couple months ago, I posted a comment about my she, the one who didn't like me back. I'm happy to say that I've found my next she. From the moment I saw her, I knew. She was absolutely distracting. I couldn't focus on my science exam because she kept running through my mind. When the next school year started, I was hopeful. She's a year younger than I. Whenever I could, I would say hi, welcoming and warm. During a school walk outside, I walked with her. It was cold out and I noticed that she only had one glove, so I offered to keep her hand warm. We held hands the whole way. At some point after that, our quick hello's turned into something more. In the morning, we would walk together and talk, and when the bell rung, I'd drop her off at class. One day, I told her. Told her that I liked her. It's safe to say that we were both flustered. Later that day, she invited me over to her house. We talked, getting to know each other. I found out that she loves to play sports, that she plays clarinet. She's an absolute dork, but I love that about her.
She isn't my girlfriend yet, but I hope to ask her soon.
Never give up. It may take awhile to find your she, but have hope.
My mom was talking to my grandmother and she said to my grandma:That person is living with someone, instead of saying:she's living with a women, so I practically shouted:If I end up having a girlfriend are you gonna say that I'm dating "someone" instead to say that I'm dating a girl?.And even though I said that she was mad to me when I asked a girl out, because I didn't "informed" her.
ive girlbossed too close to the sun i fear,,, i won’t stop playing this song, my mom’s not getting the hint but she does start humming it out of nowhere now
My she is a thing of beauty, undeniably my safe space. She smells of excitement and fear, she has deep green eyes and greyish hair. She wears checkered clothing.
the lyrics "am i allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at" really hit me hard. for the longest time i didn't know what having a crush was like. i'd ask people but their responses weren't very useful. this line is what i think of when i need to describe having a crush. i love this song with all of my heart.
i'd give some sort of sappy story about my crush, but i don't have much to say. i don't know her well, i don't even know what her sexuality is, but she does mean everything to me.
I think you're the person my friend likes. Is this that girl who watched the bee movie on a live stream? Because my friend wants you to adopt her. If you read this, say "Hello Paris, Audrey said you're welcome my PANda" 💕
I've loved DODIE for so so long. And this comment thread is how i found Amanda. I swear, this is how I found the girls that I look up to for everything, especially my sexuality.
Omg all of the comments from seven months ago all of the fans of Miles were so comfortable with calling them Amanda. Oh how times change and how people evolve❤❤
Omg Miles. Same tbh. Well, kind of. I already came out to my mom and all my friends. Well, the most of them. But I still haven't tell my dad or any other familiar c:
MilesChronicles I remember watching this, and then watching one of your videos, and I am so proud of how far you've come (from beautiful queen Amanda to handsome meme king Miles) and I love you. I came out after watching your videos, and you probably won't ever see this cause I'm just one of the thousands of people trying to get you to notice me but you really do help. Well you help me with my anxiety, depression, eating disorder, and insomnia (yes, I know, there's a lot wrong with me😂) but anyways, I love you and dodie and I'm proud 💙
Oooof you've come a long way.. But..you can never fully know yourself.. You always grow, you always change. I'm so glad you've discovered yourself so much more now, Miles. Keep growing babe~ We love you♡ (Funfact: this song gave a name to those butterflies and heart flattering towards not only guys buy girls💓 Bisexual is such a beautiful word^^)
This is the first of dodie's songs I ever heard, on a playlist made by my "She". At the time, we were in a D&D game together, and this song fitted both our characters so well - each absolutely adoring the other, but not knowing the other felt it too, not even believing the other ever could. The two eventually admitted their feelings and became a hell of a power couple on so many levels - an avenging angel of the god of dawn and her moon worshipping wife, setting right all kinds of wrongs together. Art imitates life, it seems. 8 months after the game began, I told her I liked her as more than a friend, expecting to, at best, be told she was flattered but didn't see me that way. My heart damn near stopped when she told me she felt the same way, and had for some time. We've been dating for over 2 months now, and she's even lovelier than I ever dared dream. Talk to your "She". You might find you don't actually taste of nothing at all.
@Phileine koot I hope you're doing alright now that 8 months have passed. It's incredibly hard to lose someone that you have such strong feelings about, whether they died or left your life. Trust me, it does get better ❤️
she is loud laughter at the smallest things, hugs when i’m feeling down, tickling on the floor of the classroom. she is infectious smiles, heads pressed together when she’s looking over my shoulder at my phone, soft whispers in my ear when we’re not supposed to be talking but are anyways. she is gentle teasing, a sense of humour that matches mine so well, tank tops and cardigans. maybe she’ll never know how i feel about her, and maybe that’s okay.
this song gave me the courage to come out to my sister as pan and guess what? she fucking told me she's bi when I told her. now i think everyone in my family is secretly gay somehow ha know.
@Phandom unite for Hamilton Weird isn't it, 50 years ago being gay or bisexual was totally messed up and rejected by society, now its all good. Maybe incest will be accepted by the society in another 100 years.
mimi m same because i think i'm lesbian (or bi) and someone else is bicurious, another is asexual biromantic, and another is asexual aromatic and agender lol
+Rachel I came out to my sister as bi and she kept it a secret and that she lives me no matter what now I don't know how to tell her that I think I'm actually just a lesbian...
just having to write this makes you cruel and heartless, do you really want to be this person or did you break like everyone else does? no different then anyone else. Please just don't be cruel.
Donutella Studioz Pan means all, maning you're atracted to all genders, Bi means 2 as in 2 genders (male and female) and Pan means all as in all genders (male, female, agender, genderfluid, nonbinairy etc).
Marit R. Bi doesn't mean you're attracted to only male and female, it can be any two genders like female and a gender or male and gender fluid. Just wanted to say that
Pastel WhipCreame No. Bi litterally means 2. as in 2 genders: male and female. if you're atracted to people regardless of their gender that's Pan because pan literally means all as in all genders. male, female, agender, genderfluid etc.
Marit R. Yes, I said two genders. But it can be any two genders, it doesn't need to be male and female. It can be any TWO. I actually am pansexual by the way
Marit R. Being bi doesnt always mean you're ONLY attracted to male and female, you can be attracted to two genders. Thats bi. Not necessarily the binary.
my “she” is literally the sweetest, more kind person in the world. she is gorgeous and lights up any room and makes me laugh constantly. she means everything to me. but she doesn’t feel the same way :(
My She smells like fear and comfort, She smells like play doh and fabric freshener, She wears our school's hoodie and jeans every day, She is always late to class, and She never changes how she acts for anyone.
She is always herself, her quirky, brave, funny self. She has a beautiful smile and a laugh that could make anyone cheer up. She has long eyelashes, soft hair and smooth skin. Her hands are always cold, she's always humming a song.
There’s just something so romantic about leaving a message on a video like this, left to be forgotten and drowned in a sea of messages and memories from others around the world. It’s also kinda comforting to realise how many people relate to you and maybe there’s hope that one day you’ll find someone you click with. ‘She’ was the first girl I’ve ever liked, this was a while ago now though and looking back on it now it was kinda dumb. I’ve had a while to think things over but I still have no idea if you liked me back even though I think you did? So here’s to being hopelessly sappy but I really did like you for maybe over half a year. You were so cute and I admired how smart you were and how you shared your interests with me and your favourite music and shows. In a way you really impacted my life and the person I am now; so thank you. I’m sorry that I was always too shy to say anything but also the circumstances surrounding us weren’t in our favour and eventually we drifted to find different friends. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to make you dislike me. Now when I see you at school I’m pretty indifferent, I think time really changed everything. I’d just like to say that I was really happy when I hugged you on the last day of school back when I liked you. Also I think you looked incredible at prom. Thank you for those memories even though I look back on them through rose tinted glasses :))
me: is a lesbian me: has a crush on girl who doesn't know I exist (waiitt she once smiled to me cause I did but that wasn't on purpose) me: only told best friend that she's gay me: doesn't care about gossipping but actually does
Everyone in the comments is like,"i have a crush on a girl and omg help me" and im over here like, I literally havent spoken to a real human in actual years.
@Astronaut yea the 2 years ago thing at the top kinda gave it away lol. one of the best yt conversations ive had in a while so thx. hope you have a great day or night :D side note if you want to be friends do you have a discord or something?
The emotion in this performance is stunning... I literally cried a waterfall.
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Anu Kashu2021-05-22 22:02:39 (edited 2021-12-10 17:26:15 )
She met me when she first moved to our school in 3rd grade. She was amazing, talented, outgoing, intelligent, still is probably.
We became friends. In 4th grade, She once chose to sit with me, the boring lonely girl, instead of her other 'cooler' friends, and I think that's when I fell for her.
She told me She loved my voice, She encouraged me to sing infront of people more, She showed my drawings to people and She became my biggest cheerer.
In 5th grade She became closer to me, but She said she was moving away. I made a farewelll card for her, She hugged me twice and kissed my cheek, and I realized I fell for her.
She didn't move away and we met again in 6th grade. We drifted apart but my heart started fluttering more around her. She still made whoever sat beside me in lunch breaks move aside so She could sit beside me. She still looked into my eyes as She talked and listened to every word I said. At the end I decided I'd confess to her when 7th grade begins, and tell her She means everything to me.
She moved away that year without telling me.
It's been more than 2 years since, and I've forgotten how She smells, and never found out what She tastes like. But you would find her in my heart, and still She means everything to me.
I keep trying to fall out of love with her, I’ll remind myself that she’ll never like me back, that she only barely knows my name. But every time I’m this close to forgetting about her she’ll do something small like complement my hair, or tell me she likes my outfit and I get butterflies in my stomach all over again. Falling for a straight girls is the worst. Pray for me y’all 😔✌️
one afternoon my she and i were sending each other love songs to eachother and this song is the one i absolutely love most. later that afternoon she gave me the courage to break up with a relationship that was taking a toll on my mental health. and now my she is actually mine, and i couldnt be more in love
she smells like flowers and spring air. she tastes like strawberries and peach. she has beautiful brown hair that falls over her rosy cheeks. she had soft hoodies that she stole from me when she was cold. she had soft brown eyes that shine when i kiss her. she is my angel. she is the person i want to spend my entire life with. she is perfect in every way. she means everything to me. but now, i dont mean anything to her.
this song used to mean something and then something else and then another something else. i can no longer put into words what this song means to me, all i know that i still come back to it. two or three years after discovering it, a new album version of it, yet i’m still back to this video. it holds a part of my soul. it always will.
to my "she" You're radiant, stunning, and powerful. I sneak looks at you whenever I can because seeing you gives me a confusing sense of nervousness and anxiety but at the same time a rush of ambition and bliss. Your eyes feel as if they're boring into my soul, tearing down all of my walls and leaving me as vulnerable as putty. You're remarkably intelligent and I'm hanging on your every word. You're an upperclassman and so cool and intimidating at times I couldn't tell if I had a crush on you or wanted to be you. I now know that it's the first one and will always be the first one. I've only met you so recently but you give me the greatest sense of nostalgia and homesickness that I've ever felt. You're so enchanting and I'm well aware that I would travel to the ends of the earth if you asked me to
We met during a time neither of us were okay and she fell for me before I knew anyone could.
She reminds me of Christmas, partly due to her name and partly because the first time I realized she was different was when we were in the hall watching a movie for Christmas and she let me lay my head on her lap. The rest of the year faded away and home alone became background noise as we quietly whispered and I watched her big blue eyes, magnified by the glasses that perfectly frame her face.
She is an afternoon in October as the sun set behind three girls waiting to get picked up. Their voices echoed through the near empty parking lot of the green, the songs they sang always making me think of her. And when she left, I felt different than before that afternoon had begun.
But I took too long to realize she meant everything to me, too long to realize it was okay that she did. And now her touch is a distant memory that I can only feel if a squeeze my eyes tight till they tear up.
Well you know what? It’s almost 1 AM and I’m already here. I’m not even sure if she’s my She. But, despite only knowing her for a month or a month and a half, I love her. She’s my best friend. Time with her blurs. We talk for hours. She falls asleep on calls, and yet I feel so safe regardless. She’s scared of storms, despite living in a place with a bunch of them. she texts me when she’s scared of the thunder. she’s vunerable. she is afraid of a lot of things. she’s sensitive, and kind. she is the flowers that bloom on the first day of spring. eager to bring happiness. she is the smell of rain and sky. she is the sound of calm walking on wet pavement. she is the sound of the quiet chatter of friends walking home after school ends. she is the taste of tea on the late night of a 4th of July, flinching slightly when you hear the fireworks. she is the feeling of when your dog is home to greet you. she is the feeling of a long hug. she is broken. i have had to talk her away from the edge. i have had to struggle to create the scene of holding her in my arms to make sure she doesn’t leave. and yet, she is extremely brave. she is the quiet of the snow on a school morning. she is the sheer joy of Christmas morning.she is the smell of pine and taste of cookies. she is my warm summer day. she is the cherry blossoms that bloom in spring. she is the feeling of leaves falling around you in fall. i do not know if she is my She. but I love her, forever and always
at the age of twelve i experienced my first crush on a girl. i saw her on the first day of middle school in my math class. she wore a million bracelets. and i was intrigued. we spoke and became the best of friends. i later learned that she wore so many bracelets because she would cut. most of my other friends would try to avoid her because she was awkward and insecure and she was suicidal. but i loved her. i asked her out. she said yes. it was the happiest time of my life. people would give us weird looks when we held and hands and called each other nicknames. we didn't care. she stopped cutting. the first time we kissed was on the school bus on our way back from a field trip. i didn't care if people saw. oh, and it was far from magical: it was awkward, we bumped noses and i mostly kissed her teeth, but we giggled and held hands again. i fell asleep on her after that. the last day of school came around, and she told me that she might move. i focused more on the "might" and didn't spend enough time with her. she broke up with me that summer. she was going to a different school, it wouldn't work out. i cried. i cried so hard. we still kept in touch- but it was never the same. she would post sad things on her snapchat- just like when we first met. except this time i wasn't there for her to hug and soak my shirt with tears. she told me she was cutting again. here we are now, two years later, and she told me she's coming back to my school. i get to see her again.
My she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
delusional illusions ok I just saw this but THANKS SO MUCH FOR UPDATING I'm flipping choking to death rn this is so sweet ahh. I'm so happy she's doing good!
This is honestly such a beautiful story (I may have kinda wrote it in my notebook and added a little doodle to go along with it oops) I hope you guys end up together again!
delusional illusions that’s such a beautiful story, I wish that could happen to me. Make sure you never forget those beautiful magical moments, even if it doesn’t work out. You have something really special to hold on to. I’m literally in tears omg
we neeeeeed an update omg also I hope everything works out, I had a she and we were dating but since we're 12 she said she wasn't ready for a relationship and broke up with me. Just a stranger with a sob story hoping things go better with you ok bye
I love that I, at least once a day, get a notification for a new comment here and it’s always a super Supportive and lovely message. Even tho it’s not about me, I just love the wonderful community in this comment section. Thank you for making my day better!
delusional illusions WHY AM I CRYING? I had a similar situation at the age of 11. Only my (other one because my life is that messed up) She asked me out first. I had liked her for the longest time, but didn't say anything because I was short and loud and kind of annoying and She was tall and pretty and fun to be around. And She liked me! I was so happy I danced around my room for a bit, though my happiness would end soon enough. I loved her, yes I felt so much love for her, but I was moving. I sobbed and cried and now I go to a different school. Turns out it wouldn't have made much of a difference if I didn't because she's in a private school now, far away from me, all away across Texas, while I'm at the top she's at the bottom. Now I've tried to get over her, and I like someone else, but my She now calls me 'cute' and 'short' and 'adorable', and this She likes girls too, but this She likes another. One prettier and taller and wittier than I. So I stand alone. Still.
my ex girlfriend used to wear a million bracelets too. our story is a parallel to yours, except she didn’t move away. we broke up in the summer and didn’t talk for the first half of the school year. today, we are friends again. but i don’t think she will love me again, nor will i love her in that way.
How is she? ik i'm in no position to say this, as I am a random person from the internet, but protect her ! Make her feel loved. Make her feel special.
Re-watching multiple times: your "She" song touched my soul.... it's so unique and emotional song ... I cried like hell every time.... I love the short film too with your song included... Great job! You're a genius. Congrats.
This has been my favorite song since I heard it, and I relate to it on so many levels. I sent it to my crush, who I was pretty sure was straight, and when she said she related to it, I asked why, and she said that she had a crush on me. We are dating because of this song, and I want to thank dodie for making me so happy over the years.
She is so many things, of which I can only begin to describe. She is misty gray eyes the color of a rainy summer day. She is golden hair with streaks of indigo and purple pulled up into a messy bun. She is dancing around the house like nobody's watching. She is a captivating whisper which lingers softly in my ear. She is strawberries and cream. She is fresh watermelon and lemonade on a summer day. She is t-shirts, ripped jeans, and worn-out Chuck Taylors. She is every constellation in the clear sky. She smells like petrichor in the evening at the end of a rainy day. She loves books and music and painting and cooking. She is a free spirit; a force of nature. I am proud to call her mine.
okay but i really think describing someone as smelling like lemongrass and sleep is amazing and beautiful and just i want to have someone who loves me who smells like lemongrass and sleep because thats just wonderful
I remember listening to this when it first came out and genuinely questioning my sexuality. Still haven’t figured out what exactly I am but the song is still good 👍🏽
Ok I know that this will just be lost in oblivion, but a week ago I was lonely and I was always admiring this really pretty girl on instagram, and we started talking in the comments of her page, and then it moved into DMs and then she gave me her phone number and we were talking more and more, and she posted on instagram about liking a girl and I was just hoping that it would be me, and then she told me that it was, and she’s so wonderful, and we are actually going on a date at the end of July hopefully and I honestly can’t believe it, and I know that people probably won’t see this, especially considering that this video is several years old, but I’m so happy, and I just wanted to share that with the world <3
i forgot i commented on this before, but reading that made me very happy because now we’re dating and she means everything to me and wow she’s just amazing
Chiibet i’m glad it made your day better!! our relationship is amazing, and every time i talk to her it feels like i’m falling in love all over again. she’s absolutely wonderful and i care about her so so much; it’s just perfect :))
Turnt Turnips hi!! you said you wanted updates, and i’m quite happy to deliver bcs i could honestly talk about her for ages :)) we’re doing amazing, and she’s absolutely gorgeous,, our parents still don’t know we’re dating, so i’m allowed to sleep over at her house and everything, and falling asleep in her arms after kissing her and saying i love her is probably the best feeling in the world, and she makes me the happiest i’ve been in a while
sorry to annoy y’all with the notifications, but i just still can’t believe i’m IN LOVE WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD and SHE LOVES ME BACK,,, she actually understands me and if something’s wrong i can tell her and know that everything will still be okay; she can’t fix all my problems but she’s here for me and i always know i don’t have to deal with them alone, and mental health wise, i haven’t been doing so hot lately, but she’s been so so supportive and i can’t believe i somehow got this lucky🤪🎀💕💖💗💞☺️
Omg this happened to me too, but it was at school with my beat friend. We both had a crush on each other and it wasn't until yesterday that we officially became a couple.....I feel happier than ever
My story is a bit similar and it also started out on insta but the relationship lasted a year but then she broke up with me cuz we lived too far away and it wasn't working out.
Just about a week ago, my mother found out I was dating this girl that i cared for very deeply. My mother is very religious. I had been with her for two years. When she asked me out, she sent me this song with a caption "For a very special girl <3". I'm coming back to listen to this attempt to heal , but its so hard though all these tears.
She is dyed hair, horses, the first and only person I’ve ever trusted with my heart, and the first person that I cared about the fact that she broke my heart.
every now and then i have to come back to this and cry bc ive come SO FAR since i listened to this for the first time and finally understood that all the little weird feelings i had around girls that i pretended meant nothing, because there was no way that i wasn't straight, and there was no way i LIKED her, we were just good friends, meant something, and that was okay. i know that now, and even though im definitely not anywhere near coming out to my family, im so happy and proud that ive come as far as i have with accepting myself, and that's so much because of dodie.
I remember two year ago when I sent this to my best friend and crush at the time. This song had been how I realized I’d liked them, because every single lyric just reminded me of all the time we’d spent together. When I sent this I told them it was because I thought they’d like it since they’d recently come out as bi and I had as well. For the next month I’d endlessly stalk the recent comments on this video, praying to see someone say that their crush sent this video to them and was wondering if they liked them back. That comment never came, sadly. However, they’re still one of my best friends, and even if it’s platonically now, I love them so so much and am so happy to be their friend :)
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Ari owo2019-07-23 21:32:41 (edited 2019-07-23 21:34:02 )
She was perfect. She was beautiful. Every time she smiled the world would turn brighter. She made everything so much better; she made me happy. Life seemed to make sense next to her. She was my best friend, and she seemed to like me too. But I was so scared. So fucking scared. I never told her that she was the only thing that kept me going; that she owned my heart. What was the rush anyway?
With time, we grew up and slowly started drifting apart. We ended up being just strangers. She left my school eventually and I haven't seen her ever since. For the first couple of years she was gone I thought I had gotten over her, that it was stupid to think I actually liked her. Then, as I got older and learned what love was, I realized that I loved her with all my heart; and I still do.
I met her 11 years ago, and it has been 3 years since she left. I have felt this way for approximately 7 years. I still can't forget her. I should've told her how I felt. I should've let her know she was everything to me. And now I can't. I pray for some miracle that will let me meet her again, so I can tell her everything: how much I love her, how much I want her to be by my side, how much I want to hold her hand, how bad I want to hug her, how much I wish I had told her sooner. How much I have missed her. I miss her. I miss her so fucking much. And wherever she is, I hope she is the happiest in the whole world.
I know the odds of you finding this are slim, but here you go anyway. I hope you see this R -
My she has beautiful hair that she always pulls back and I wish she didn't because it's so gorgeous, she is so pretty and super cute, her personality is amazing, she's so nice, she doesn't judge anyone, not even me when I told her I was bi, she's really funny, she makes me feel important, she didn't cut off our friendship when I told her how I felt about her, she invites me everywhere, she's smart. My she smells like grapefruit and dewdrops on grass. My she tastes like sunshine and blue skies with fluffy clouds. You would find her anywhere the dogs are.
Shes the girl you would see on the cover of a cassette tape. Shes the girl who's eyes are darker than the ocean. She is the girl who makes me smile, no matter what. Shes the girl who, I was unsure of at first. But after a while, she was just perfect. She wears clean jeans, and talks about books, and the characters, like their real people. She makes me happy. Not the happy, when you see your crush. She makes me happy like, when you get a new puppy, or, when you have a smoothie after a hard day, all of those, all in one. Kyah, no matter what anybody says, your "she".
Update: I still love her, its just really deep down. She hasn't changed one bit.
Update: Imma write one about my ex because she’s my new she. She talks about marvel characters nonstop and how much she loves loki, i have no idea what she’s talking about but i would listen to her talk about it for hours. You would see her on an add for vans or platforms. i dreamt of our wedding day, and proposing as soon as we turned 18. i was waiting until my 16th birthday just so i could finally tell my parents about you. I would rather go through the pain of a breakup every day for the rest of my life if it meant seeing you one last time. She makes me so much happier than anybody else, which is why it hurt 10 times worse. She’s the kind of girl who you never stop loving. It’s like a part of me died when you said “i think we rushed into this”. my stomach sunk, and my voice started to shake. But despite that, i still love you. and i know i always will.
@Yeti she didn’t like me. i got over it but we’re still best friends. i fell i love with a another girl and she liked me back. then she dumped me a few days ago.
I remember discovering this song about two and a half years ago, when I was just discovering my sexuality. This song was always my little secret, and I remember it would always get me through a long day, especially if it was filled with lots of homophobia. Now, two and a half years later, I'm an out and proud lesbian getting ready to go on a first date with a girl who I've liked for a bit.
Thank you, Dodie, for the beautiful song that helped me so much. I went from hating myself and crying myself to sleep to falling in love and being proud, and this song was the absolute beginning of that. Thank you so much ❤
Stella Luna I can help you out a bit....sorta... Everyone figures it out differently. If you dont know right now thats ok. You may realize you have had a crush on girls as well as guys or maybe it will take you a few more years to figure that out. Its hard for someone to tell you how you should discover yourself. If you think you are Bisexual, test out the lable and see how you like it. You could also be pansexual or asexual. Try to see what you could do for yourself
Stella Luna I see what you mean. Just try to do a little research then, and talk to people. if someone asks about your sexuality you can say you're not sure there is nothing wrong with that
...now if you don't mind me asking do you feel like you could be with a boy and/or girl? Can you picture being in a relationship? Holding hands? Kissing? or Do you just want to chill and have a good time with them without the romantic stuff? Do you get goosebumps when anyone talks about how pretty that girl is?
Stella Luna i struggled a lot because i had crushes on boys but i also had crushes on girls but kinda denied them, until i got a HUGE crush on my best friend. maybe think, do you wish you were in a relationship with a girl/boy/non binary? do you imagine yourself kissing or on a date with any of them? and don't forget, you don't have to come out or label yourself until you are ready!!🖤🖤
Tøffee you are not a bother in any way, maybe build some kind of relationship with your father first? and try to drop some kind of hints, but if you are not ready yet you don't have to. i hope this helps, update me on how you go!!!🖤good luck
Elena Joy I'm the same. I'm Bi, but my mother thinks homosexuality is a mental disorder, which fucking sucks. I can't come out because I live in the Bible Belt. I love my friends and family to death but they were raised in a way to think like this. It's horrible but to them it's tradition.
Bobbi O'Leary I mean that as in I wish I had the confidence to come out to the people I care about, even though I think they would be OK with it, it's just a small "what if they weren't" in the back of my mind that's stopping me. '_'
Keona G yea, I've pretty much decided that it doesn't matter who I fall in love with it just want them to love me back, but I'm also quite young so I've haven't been in love, yet.
heyy to everyone that replied, it’s been a while! i just got a notification from this and remembered when i wrote this. i am 17 now and came out to my friends and most of my family and i couldn’t be happier!! i just wanna say thank you to everyone that replied to this and im so proud of all of you for embracing who you are, good luck!!!
I think this was one of the first things that made me start to realize I was bi. Although I’d never had a true crush so I couldn’t exactly relate, I wanted to. I really wanted to. My heart started to skip beats just thinking about having somebody like this.
7 years later and i am just becoming obsessed with this song and i don’t know how i didn’t find it before. i guess that’s because i just figured out my sexuality in the last 2 years. this song hits so close to home and i just want this song to hug me🙂
i listened to this on repeat when i would talk to her. i loved and cared for her so much, i still do. she killed herself a little over a year, but i still find myself coming back to this song every other weekend, replaying every memory of us in my mind. i miss her so much. this song is a little piece of her i have left to hold onto.
Lola you are so strong beautiful. I know your she is so proud of you and I hope you’re doing well. thank you for being brave enough to share your story I understand that it was probably very difficult to be open about that pain ♥️
This song is so beautiful and brings tears to my eyes. I'm not lesbian, so I'm not thinking of a specific girl like many of the other comments say, but I love this song. It's sadly peaceful. (.
I remember my she completely. Last school year we met and instantly clicked. We both talked and hung out a lot. After some time, I realized I had strong, deep feelings for her but was scared to admit it to anyone since I was horrified that they’d hate me. From the moment I laid eyes on her I got butterflies. Her hair was the most gorgeous shade of blonde you’d ever see. Army green jeans would be stuck on her legs 24/7. Some days she’d wear a cropped sweater and others she’d just throw on a graphic tee. Either way, I thought she was the prettiest girl alive. The day of my birthday, I told her how I really felt. She said it wasn’t her thing but said she would still support me through everything. As much as I appreciated her response, it broke me in half. I didn’t know what to do. The next afternoon in health class, her seat was empty. I texted her asking where she went as she was never absent and she didn’t reply. I refreshed the messages and her texts and profile were gone... she’d blocked me on all social media and I found out through a teacher that she was then homeschooled on the 12th of March... months later going into this school year I feel uneasy without her... but I hope someday our paths cross again because she was one of the greatest things that happened to me.
My crush is right now but ye he is my he I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
As a straight guy, I still hella relate to these lyrics and I am both currently sad and hopeful. It's a strange combo of feelings. I know she's out there somewhere...
I know this comment section is about gay and stuff, but I'm pan and now i have a he.
I love my he. He means everything to me. He shouldn't. I don't want him to. We've grown closer and closer. I still love him. He doesn't love me. I love you Dom.
I want all of you to go out and get your She. I never thought I'd have mine, but I do. And it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. We've been together nine months and so much has happened and I've got her, forever and ever. If you ever in a million years read this comment in a sea of heart ache and people who've been broken and people who've been fixed - my Firefly, I love you. Thank you💛
@Lily Muha It’s about the struggle between having a crush on someone, and balancing the fear of rejection and /or that the person you crush on doesn’t feel the same way. Hope this helps!!
2 years ago I went scrolling through my recommended, and found this. I cried the first time, the second time I realized I was thinking about a girl, a girl I can’t even name at this point.
I would sing this until I fell asleep. I would sing this to her. I would pretend she would always be mine to keep. Once I told her, she lied, My, she lied She said “I do too” She was my sunlight through clouds, You think it’s perfect until it hurts, Those clouds turn out nice, But make it worse, The honey I would call her, Was actually a poison I often would stir
She wears overalls, big hoodies and even bigger smiles. She has the cutest freckles and the bluest eyes. Her cheeks and lips are a rosey pink and I so wish I could kiss them and tell her it's alright and I love her. She smells like warmth and comfort. She tastes like Apple juice and mandarin. She loves me, but not how I wish she did. You would find her in a Polaroid picture. She means everything to me.
'She' just came out to me as bisexual and asked me if I shipped Phan and I said yes and then she said "be the Phil to my Dan?" And if that isn't beautiful then idk what is
Oh and btw I'm so sorry, you deserve better than a dushe bag (probably spelled that wrong) we could be friends tho and if you want to talk to anyone ill give you my social and you could just talk and rant as much as you want!!!
update: i've found someone else. he knows how to make me feel loved. he knows how to make me laugh and he makes me extremely happy. i'm so glad i can finally call him mine.
That moment that you're acearo and you listen to love songs and you like them but they also make you feel broken, sad and lonely but you ignore it because Dodie.
My she is a grade younger than me. Her hair color always changes and her eyes are green. She's small and thin, usually wears black clothes, skips class, loves music, and often has a hospital band on her wrist. She love's her family and friends and is very close with them, she's the person I always worry about and I think she deserves all the love and happiness in the world. To me she's Chevrolet cars, gym class, concerts, camouflage prints, art hall, classic skating, dirt bikes, my favorite songs, and my whole world. She's always so confident, beautiful, funny, cool, adorable, nerdy, smart, and kind. She's bi, the first girl I liked, and someone who'es special to me. I was never able to get over my social anxiety and talked to her, and she moved away this year. But I'll never forget her and she'll always have a special place in my heart because she was the one who helped me to realize that I was bi. I hope that If you're reading this and you are scared to talk to the person you like, you will receive that push you needed and just do it. Because if you wait to long then one day it will be to late and you'll always regret it. <3
My 'She' is the most precious and perfect person I could ever ask for. I think she's just so beautiful and cute and I just want to hug her and never let go. I could write on for ages about her, honestly. But, since I don't have that kind of time...
My 'she' is just- perfect. She has dark skin, beautiful chocolate brown eyes, and short, dark hair shaved on the left side with a little music note drawn into the shaved patch.
She smells so sweet and cozy. Her skin is soft and she has some acne here and there, but I don't mind it, I love it in fact. She's pretty outgoing, but still introverted in a way. She always knows how to make me feels better and make me smile and laugh. She also draws, and i love her drawings, they're really good and of course better than mine. She plays ukulele and guitar, her voice is so soothing and sweet and I could fall asleep to it (in a good way). She always takes care of her friends and looks out for them.
When she went to my house to pick me up so we could go to the mall together, she just walked into my living room wearing a shirt that said "Sell your soul!" While casually greeting my parents. Something about the way she acts and looks does something to me. I've liked her like this for almost 2 years now. But I know she likes another girl. I confessed to her with Would You Be So Kind sometime in December 2018. She told me to give her a couple of days to figure out an answer. But, she never gave me that answer. In January, I started going out with my best friend, telling myself I didn't like my 'she' anymore. I forced myself to keep this feelings chained up just so my best friend would be happy. I did eventually break up with her though because I only saw her as a friend. We're cool though, don't worry. I recently asked my 'she' if she had ever found an answer. She said she was willing to give me a chance, but told me I had to wait for her to heal from everything she was going through. I understand completely. So, now, I just have to be patient for a solid answer. I may not be good at waiting, but I'm willing to for her.
Edit: I've finally gathered the courage to ask her for a direct answer because I couldn't take it anymore, it was driving me crazy every day. She finally told me, "No, but don't take it as a solid answer, I need to work things out with some people." I was prepared for it anyway, so I'm fine. I can't tell if I still like her, I haven't hung out with her for so long that I don't even know anymore. Maybe once school starts up again I'll start having more feelings again. Maybe.
@Yeti Mhm. We're just friends now, I lost feelings. We're chill now, I got to see them at my birthday party last week. They're real cool and I'm glad they're my friend :]
My favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case. A feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.
I listened to this song when I was coming to terms with my sexuality. I realized that I really was bi/pan when I fell in love with a friend at school. I was in love with her for 5 years, and she was one of my closest friends. I’m a science-minded and serious person; she was the best artist I’d ever met, and always had a bubbly personality. And, God, I would’ve followed her to the end of the world. She was my first love, and I haven’t felt like that for someone since. We spent every day after school together, and she would show me her art, her favorite movies, and her vulnerability altogether. I finally told her after 4 years because we were graduating. Senior year sucked, because she knew she felt the same back, but didn’t know how to go about it. She then told me she’d never planned on making many friends in high school, but I came along and flipped everything on that. (Made my heart melt) We dated for a while, but going to separate colleges strained us a lot. We ended up breaking up on thanksgiving of our college freshman year. Over time I feel as though I couldn’t put those same emotions, that same vulnerability, into anyone else. But this song reminds me of the time I did, and that it’s still possible.
It wonderful to be gay. I know it doesn't feel like it right now and I know these sound like empty words, but one day you're going to look back on it and all it will be is a memory of a time that was horrible but made you stronger and something you went through just so you can look at the life you will eventually have and realize how beautiful it is. What you see around you is not everything. There are places where you will be loved for who you are, not who you love. Never be guilty about feeling something as awesome as love for someone else. It doesn't matter what gender they are, it matters who they are and who you are. You are not alone. I mean it. There are so many opportunities for you if you can just hold on to who you are and make it through. Stay strong. I've been where you are and it made me a stronger person. I've said it before, but I'll say it again: you are never alone and being gay isn't just okay - it's amazing.
Kawaii Max, I know how you feel. I know objectively that being gay is fine, but it's been so drilled into my head that what I am is wrong, that I feel like I'll always have a part of me, deep down, that thinks what they say is true. I'm so sad that this is still something that some gay people have to painstakingly endure for at least 18 years. I'm lucky that I've only got 3 more to go, and I hope that you get to eventually find a safe place where you're accepted. Sorry for the long comment, I just had a lot to say.
Kawaii Max one of the beautiful things about the internet is that from thousands of miles away, I can tell you that it is 100% okay. Sending love to you through the screen 😘 stay strong
Kawaii Max I hope you're okay. I know this is old but I wanted to send some love ^^ Being gay is so much more than okay, it's good and natural and valid and fabulous and great and wonderful and lovely and it's you - stay true to yourself! ^^
Kawaii Max it is absolutely and utterly wonderful and TOTALLY OKAY to be in the LGBTQIA (SAGA) community and I hope you are able to surround yourself with people who accept you!💜
Kawaii Max You are wonderful and yes it is 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% okay to be gay or whatever you identify with! Stay strong and remember to always be yourself! ❤
Kawaii Max I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope that sooner or later you find people who love you for who you are. Yes of course its okay to be gay just be who you are. there's nothing wrong with it at all I hope you realize that sooner or late
Just don't let anyone get you down. You are perfect and no one should be allowed to say something different. It's not just "ok" it's just another beautiful part of you.
Gay is great! That sucks, the situation you're in, but you will eventually find the perfect person for you and you'll be so happy they won't be able to do anything to you.
You're beautiful and others opinions don't matter. Never let someone's opinion be your reality. You'll find your love, and it'll all be worth the crap you had to walk through to find them. we're rooting for you!
Kawaii Max Hun it's absolutely okay to be gay! I'm so incredibly sorry about your situation, but one day you will be able to be exactly who you are. One day you will be surrounded by people who love you no matter who you love. Always remember things get better.
I'm pan, and you're accepted! When you one day (I promise) get surrounded by good, supporting people you'll be the happiest person alive! For now you just got wait, I know it fucking sucks, but seriously I promise!! This is a reason online friends, and YouTube comments on videos/songs like these are so helpful. Have an amazing day, week, month, and year. I wish you the best
This song was my gay awakening and coming back to this five years after realizing I like girls makes me so sentimental. Thank you for this song it means a lot to me
She's got beautiful smooth skin and dark hair that she sometimes wears in two cute braids. She has a golden voice that can make me cry. She can play the guitar and the ukule. She doesnt like to label her sexuality and doesn't care about gender. She has a kindness that is so pure and soft and loving. She gives me hugs whenever she sees me. She holds my hand sometimes. I was singing she to myself when we were sat together in the library one day and she asked if she was the she. I said no but my head was screaming yes. All these things I thought made me special to her is just how she acts with everyone. Hugs them, holds their hand. She smells like tea and warmth. She tastes like hot chocolate and snuggling up in a cosy blanket.
she makes me feel like im looking at a god she makes me want to be in between her arms she makes me want to listen to her voice on repeat she makes me want her so so bad i love the way her sass makes me think of a cat i love the way she sings the way her voice gives me chills the way her blue eyes stabs my heart like daggers the way her long amber hair always ends in a wave and how i had youre contact as your name in hearts to find out you didnt feel the same and how i ruined things by telling my friend now you are an older girl's , girl as i see our possible relationship came to a one sided pain filled end
it is incredibly hard to describe my love for this song but I'll give it a go. You know that feeling when you look at someone you utterly love, whether they are family, friend, lover, or celebrity obsession and you realise how much they mean to you and how proud you are of them and you almost cry because everything aches with pride and happiness? You know that feeling when something truly amazing happens and every day you think about that moment and every time you remember your heart skips and your lungs feel like they are clogged just because of that beautiful memory? Have you ever climbed a mountain and got to the top, looked down and see all the dents, every building is just a crinkle in the landscape and everything seems to make sense. You can see an understand the world, when you think about that amazing moment, you see and understand the world, when you look at that person you love, you see and understand the world. When I listen to this song, for just the 4 minutes this video plays, I see and understand the world. All those feeling I just described is what I mean when I say 'I love this song'
I never was able to put these feelings into words and you did it perfectly. Well done. I'm crying so hard right now because I finally understand my feelings.
+Steffi Mountain its amazing how you have interpreted this song and your feelings. I respect that so much :) I have felt like this quite a lot and I couldn't put my emotions into words but you have done it so precisely and I appreciate that ;)
+Steffi Mountain Wow. Reading this while listening to this song. Puts me in the same kind of space that your talking about. You basically just wrote a poem that aligns heavily with the spirit of this song... Well done. I am overjoyed within myself to be apart of this experience! :) <3
I love this because I know exactly how you feel, I feel like the only way to describe this feeling is like looking at someone you love and realizing how far they have come and that they understand you, Its the absolute things they are friends with you for that make you love them, Dodie means everything to me.
every time you said: "you know that feeling...?" i was like: "nope, i sure don't." with a pained smile 😂 hey, could someone describe being in love for me real quick, so when i finally do fall in love some day, i don't sort of overlook it? that would be great, thanks.
This song is like 5 years old and I recently have fallen for my third “she” but she’s straight, and i’ve long accepted that i’ll keep falling for straight girls even if I don’t like it. But when this came up on my recommendation and I listened to it again it made me cry
I really loved this song's simple lyrics. I saw this way back when I was in high school, I was just realizing I'm gay and that I might be falling for my best friend then (we both had boyfriends at the time). Those simple lyrics explained my complicated feelings back then. Happy to see it reached 5mil views. Congrats dodie, you deserve it.
The lyrics “she smells like lemongrass and sleep” are honestly my favorite, theyre so beautiful, like sleep doesn’t really have a smell but when you think of it you think of things of imagines that you think would smell like sleep. And everyone probably has their own thoughts on what sleep smells like, it’s so interesting to me.
This song has just a special place in my heart. When I was coming out to myself and when I was with my soulmate (we are now just friends, friend soulmates) so now every time I hear this i get a strange déjà vu feeling. Then I cry.
This is on my playlist of simply brilliant songs I love but must never listen too, cause they would make me cry that instant. Thank you so so much for making and uploading this...
i met her last year when i started high school. we clicked. i liked her for months. i without a doubt fell in love. at one point we almost had a thing, then she basically ghosted me. i was heartbroken and absolutely devastated. i still had to see her everyday at school for the rest of that semester because we had a class together. we rarely acknowledged each other. i never lost feelings for her at all. i missed her but i knew there was no hope.
3-4 months later, she reaches out to me completely out of the blue and apologizes and tells me how she feels. we started talking again for a few days and we almost had a thing again, but then i ghosted her just like she had done to me. i don’t even fully understand my thought process on doing that. i loved her and i was stupid.
a little over a month later, we casually started talking again. that turned into us talking constantly and facetiming each other daily. we eventually both told each other that we had feelings for each other. we wanted to be together. i wanted to ask her out, but i wanted it to be in person even though i already knew the answer.
then, the first time we could actually hang out, i asked her to be my girlfriend. we had our first kiss, and it’s been magical ever since.
we have been dating for almost four months and it’s truly been amazing. i am so insanely in love with her. she is perfect in every way and i can’t believe she’s actually mine after everything we have been through. there have been times where i had no hope, but we ended up together after almost 9 months. if it’s true love, it will work out.
I love how her microphone captures every intimate click and pop from dodie's mouth on the "d's" "t's" and how the word "juice" is sung closed in her mouth and deep in her palate! dodie, Thank you for being another female artist I can love so thoroughly.
I remember back in 7th/8th grade I used to come to this song practically every day and apply to my own situation. I was absolutely in love with this girl in my band class and looking back it was so juvenile and unrequited but if you’re looking at this by any chance Jess H. I seriously think I was in love with you and still am and probably always will be.
No. It is not "nothing much". It is TOO much. It is a sincere and lovely woman showing to the world the LOVE she has in her heart. Please, try to find this on a newspaper to see what you get from the world. You deserve all love back to you, twice as much.
I'm bisexual and this song really explains how I feel. It is simple but there is some beauty in that. Your allowed your own opinion I just want to let you know this longs means a lot X
'this is nothing much' and 'alright'??!! the first time I listened to this song, my 'she' came to mind. I had never dared think it was true, had never dared explore the idea of my bisexuality. I have never connected to a song so much on such a personal level and I could finally let myself sit and accept who I was and take some time for me. this song has been what has stopped me from doing all kinds of dangerous stuff because it lets me take time for me. you probably won't see this as this was posted yearssss ago but, I owe you my life. thank you
I’ll tell you about my “she”. We used to talk all the time. We were inseparable. Then, things came along, and we stopped talking.. but we started to talk again recently. I’ll describe her for you.
She has dirty blonde hair. She used to say that it’s eventually turn brown. Her eyes are a beautiful forest of green. You would get lost. Her glasses suit her so well. Her lips are a baby pink. Her hands are so delicate, yet so rough. She wears baggy clothes, yet sometimes, she dresses up. She’s insecure about herself, but she shouldn’t. I kept all the little notes we passed. She smells like nature: the birds, trees, and the plants. I wish I could hug her, and tell her how I feel, but, I don’t think that she will feel the same way. It breaks me everyday. So, tell your “she” you love her, before it’s too late.
i watched this when it first came out , spent 2 months looking for it again but i wasn’t quite sure of the lyrics, ive finally found it 5 years later and i always wanted this song to be about someone to me and now i have a beautiful girlfriend who’s everything i would’ve wanted , thank you
God this song... it's so raw and perfect. I can't stop crying, the girl i like is my best friend and I can't sort out my feelings. The emotion in this song makes me think about how awful lgbt people are treated. what i will have to go through in my future.
this song depicts the state of falling in love - the hesitation, the butterflies in your stomach everytime you see that person, the warm feeling everytime your skin touches hers, the sparks everytime she intertwines her fingers with yours and the sudden confusion again as you wonder if she feels the warmth you feel, too, and the last stage, complete realization that you might really just be a person, falling in love with another, waiting for that person to catch you -- just as you catch your breath the moment she says that she likes you too.
I actually cried no joke, I write songs like this all the time and my hope is that someone reacts to them the way I did to this one. I never could have imagined that a song would resonate with me so much, I feel so full ♥️
Okay she may never see this . I have has so much drama with my friends and you were always the for me in the toughest of times. Your perfect skin that radiates golden brown and perfect patches. Your hair is silky, Long and perfectly imperfect.your laugh and those crazy days were we whacked home from dance together
She smells like bubblegum and rain she tastes like oatmeal and greens oh you would find her staring into my eyes:)
So this was just in my recommended, and me and my best friend (also my crush of two years) just 2 days ago came out to eachother as bi, and that we both had a crush on eachother. I'm seeing her for the first time since telling her in a week and I can't wait!!!
doddleoddle you know when you find a song that describes how you feel perfectly, and you want to cry because it hits you so hard, this is it, thank you dodie 💜
I felt like this towards my best friend. At the time I was naive and full of compassion for others. So much so that i had no regard for myself. In my head I would idolize them, i wanted to see them happy and it hurt me so bad that they were so unhappy. I wanted to show them a loving world. But I began to realize that it wasnt okay for me to tell them how much i cared about them only to hear them call me names and tell me how terrible of a person i was when i tried to be my very best for them... and even change who i was for them. Our friendship ended, and i forgot what it was like to love and care about someone to that extent. But i think... even though i dont feel that way towards anyone right now, I’m glad I’ve gathered some love for myself at the end. And now that i don’t look at myself with their eyes anymore, I’m much happier.
i remember listening to this when i was questioning my sexuality and now i'm out as bisexual! crazy to listen to this song now <3
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mata schmata2020-06-10 11:08:54 (edited 2020-06-10 11:09:41 )
I used to hate everyone. I wanted to be left alone forever. But for some god forsaken reason, I feel like I could die happily at any moment if it were only in her arms. I love her so much
she has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much
My girlfriend introduced me to this song, and I love it! I love her sososoosososooooo much!! 💞💞💞 The message below is for my gf: If you read this Claudy, I love you more than you could imagine! 💞💞💞You mean the world to me 💞💞💖💖
I love this.. her voice, the words, the feeling.. Every breath I take feel clear and my head clear and light, storm gone, tightness gone.. I remember good times. Thank you. I’m happy. I think I’m ready to revisit the world again~
Hey so allow me to talk about my best friend. She is probably one of the best things that happened to me :) She deals with all of my stupid stuff and topics. She was the first person I actually felt comfortable talking about my sexuality with. My parents don't accept it and she does. So somehow it feels a little better. She also came out to me as asexual and I never realized how important she was to me until a while ago. She's going to a different school next year and now I'm truly scared. We'll stay in touch but I really don't want to lose her. Though I like girls I do love her as a friend. I don't know what to expect now so I guess she'll be gone soon but I think I'll be okay.
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Gacha _ Dede2020-01-06 04:38:13 (edited 2020-01-06 04:38:30 )
My she smells of lavender and lemon, or sometimes peppermint and chocolate. She tastes like sugary strawberries picked fresh from a garden, or cookies made from scratch. She is the embodiment of fall, leaves, and safety. She is warm heat on a cold winters day. She wears what I can only describe as herself, and is the most confident person I will ever get to know. She is my safe place. She has the most beautiful baby blue eyes you will ever see, the most gorgeous copper red hair, and red and light brown freckles spread across her face, in only a way that you would dream of. She has the prettiest pale skin you’re ever gonna see. She never fails to make me laugh, and she’s always been by my side. She knows how to cheer me up in a way that only she can. Lips so soft that you wouldn’t ever know they were placed upon you. Beautiful curls that you hate and I love.
I know you’re never gonna read this, but Shaylee, I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you. I’ve always known that I would come back to you when I needed to talk, and I can never manage to stay mad at you for more than ten seconds. You’re beautiful blue eyes that you don’t seem to like very much, they’re absolutely stunning. Like the clearest ocean you’ll ever see. I know that you don’t feel this way about me, but hell, I can try can’t I?
believe me, I've been there. actually I am in that situation and it hurts but I know I'll get through it and so can you (even though your comments was a while ago sorry I'm late)
sometimes I just come back to listen to this song and, you know, admire it from afar haha. but it was so good to come back now and see those new coments tho. loved to know people still listen to this beautiful song too. <3
edit: WTF I just saw the album version and I'm soo excited! I know this song for years since this video and ugh how did I miss that? IT'S AMAZING!!!
jennimoo that wasn't even a laugh. It was just a breath through her nose. Here I am searching through the vid for a cute laugh but all I got was an exhale. Wow...
Sarah H2019-04-29 17:00:14 (edited 2019-04-29 17:04:27 )
This song just touches me so close to the heart. Dodie I cant even tell you how much this song means to me. I can't thank you enough for bringing it in to my life.
i've loved her for so long. i couldn't tell her. i know she'd reject me, i'm too much feeling. she wears these beautiful skirts, and adorable glasses. she's just so perfect. i don't know how to.
I keep going back to this song every once in a while. the original YouTube version. this acoustic version and the comment section has been a place of comfort for me a couple of times, and I'm sure it will be in the future too ♡
My “she” was my first kiss with a girl and helped me discover my bisexuality. She was my best friend. We hung out one day and I was super nervous because I had a massive crush on her and she (at least I thought) had one on me. We went downtown and walked down the streets and she held my hand. This made my heart beat really fast and I had so many butterflies in my stomach. I was so happy. Eventually she kissed me and it was wonderful. After a few weeks I found out that she had been talking to 2 other people and I’m sure kissing them. My heart shattered when I found this out. She has now been dating a boy for three months :( Anyway, I know nobody will see this (I mean this song is 4 years old) but I just thought I would share my story in the hopes that soon I will find someone who loves me like I loved her.
Btw this song really put me in my feels because I know that I probably don’t even cross her mind anymore.
“this song really put me in my feels because i know that i probably don’t even cross her mind anymore” maybe not. but tonight your words, a part of your story, crossed my mind. and maybe that’s not enough, maybe it won’t even matter to you, but to me it’s something. and one day, when i come back in like a year having forgotten this comment, and scroll through the comments all over again, you’ll cross my mind again. you’ll find your someone one day. and everything—all you past—will seem so insignificant in comparison. you’ll start writing them into your future. and then into your past. you’ll tell stories you’ve told before—stories from before you knew them—and write them into each one of those stories
I was raving about this song to my crush not only because it reminded me of her but also because I just love the song, she gave the song a try and fell head over heels for it almost more than I did. I haven’t talked to her in about three months now but sometimes I can still see her smile when we sat together sharing earbuds listening to this song for the first time again. I miss that.
Oh my... this song is just adorable! I heard it many times and everytime I cry because it is too close to my life(( "But to her I taste of nothing at all..."
I'm pan and this feeling is so awkward. I've been in various lovey dovey girl bottles for about 3 years before I went out with someone a few months ago... and now I can talk about it... I was dumped... ahahaha.
Pan! Just came out to one of my friends, still haven't told anyone else, but I'm kinda freaking out, I know I shouldn't feel like I need to hide being pan but like... yesterday I kissed a girl, for the first time, I'm so confused by myself, i don't even know if she's straight, she was crying, I couldn't help it.... idk, I'm so confused, we haven't talked and now schools out, idk what I've done... whyyy emotions
I'm bi. But I feel like I can't tell anyone. Because some of my friends I told said it was just a faze or I was just making it up for attention. With my age they just don't t believe me. And it hurts. Like if you agree that this is hard.
I listen to this song when ever I feel down or bad about my self it makes me feel like I'm being wrapped in a warm hug and I want to say thank you you make me feel safe
I remember first listening to this song 5 years ago at the age of 16-17, being completely confused by my sexuality And now I'm 22 and I finally now who I am
i told her i loved her about a week ago. she was shocked and needed time to process, so i gave it to her. last night she sat down with me and apologized for leaving our last conversation in a weird place. "i've been thinking about it. at the beginning of our friendship i felt some of the same things you described - just because we connected so deeply, so fast. but i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person, and i just don't feel that way about you". those words have been playing over and over in my head. every time she spoke of someone who she'd like to be with, it was if she was describing me. internally, emotionally, i think that maybe i am, but because of her sexual orientation, i'll just never be able to give her everything she needs. i wish that i could - i would love her so deeply. later in the night she texted me "i'm always going to be here. but if you need space, that's okay too. i just want you to be happy." the sad thing is, i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person because of her. i know that right now what would make me the most happy is having her love. but i will take time to move on and love her in whatever capacity she needs me to.
Yes I know I’m four years late to this version but it has more heart break in it. I’m in love with one of my closest friends, she’s been dating this guy for almost a year now. Tonight we had a movie night with a lot of our friends and her boyfriend and she was laying on me for a while and cuddled into me and my heart just broke knowing I will never have her. She is in love with her boyfriend and they are perfect for each other. Also when I was experimenting I dated her boyfriends best friend who he’s really close with and we joked about the guys leaving us and dating and us leaving them and dating each other. She will never know how I really feel
my she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke. She means everything to me.
LLL I’m bi, and I have a crush on a pan girl, but we both lean more towards girls. She’s been my friend for about a year now and she’s been having relationship struggles with her ex who she still likes and who still likes her, they only broke up because they couldn’t do long distance. I’m not sure if she likes me back, because I know she and her ex are very open to each other about who they like, all the while reassuring the other that they’re still soulmates. And she told me that her ex doesn’t like me, and changes the subject when she mentions me. She says her ex is jealous... I don’t know what to do 😔
This is exactly what I'm going through! My she has a long-time crush on a guy, but she told me she's bi. She also assured me that she could never like someone she's already friends with. Ouch...
i had this happen to me. i asked her out after abt a month she came out to me. she said no cus of her religion. it was heartbreaking. i still love her. not even necessarily romantically. she was my best friend and my first love. i hope shes doing good right now.
this is literally exacly like me, except for the guy part haha, and even knowing that i would never tell her because i know that she lokes another person :(
Hey you remind me of my friend, she's a lesbian and my other friend is bi and they have a joke that they are together, she tried to kiss her yesterday but it went very much wrong, I wish the best to both her and you 💕
Update: Guess dreams do come true, they're together now and I'm really happy for them.
Me and my friend have this thing we're we are married. Everyone ships us and I really like her. The other day she said that we were just friends to someone and I kinda broke
I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
These comment are so beautiful. I had my own She before too, she was and still is my best friend. I loved her dearly and she wanted to give us a chance, but I was too afraid. I wasn’t out as bi (still not) and felt like that wouldn’t be fair to me or her to hide our relationship. She deserved someone who could love her openly and with no restraints...so I let her go. She’s been with her boyfriend for years now and I could not be more happy for her. Yet from time to time, when I lay my head down to sleep at night, I find myself looking at old photos, text messages, and remembering things left unsaid, or things I should’ve said. It’s my biggest regret. Maybe one day when things are different I’ll find my new She and be able to tell the world about her :)
My “she” has a wild spirit. Whenever she walks into a room, it lights and shines like a thousand stars. She could make you smile and laugh, I find it impossible for anyone to dislike her, that’s how perfect she is. When I first met her, I was going through a lot. My parents were getting a divorce, I was failing all my classes, my self esteem was as low as it had ever been. I felt worthless, I felt like I had nobody. That’s when Sophyia came into my life, and saved it. She was an angel, my angel. She assured she’d stay with me no matter what. When the divorce was finalized, I was staying with my mom, she’d call me every night to ask if I was doing ok. I was in 8th grade at the time, and I thought I only loved her as a friend. I am now in my sophomore year in high school and I love Sophyia with all of my heart, even though she will never love me back. Sophyia is straight, she’s had a boyfriend (the same guy) ever since I met her. She doesn’t know I love her, but even if she did it wouldn’t change a single thing. She is straight and I am bisexual. If anyone reading this is going through a similar situation, I promise you, you’ll find your “she”. It may not be today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not even a year from now, but it will happen. I don’t know when I’ll get over Sophyia, it probably won’t be for a while, but for now I’ll be fine admiring from afar ❤️
my she. her smiles makes me dizzy. her freckles are breathtaking as they bedazzle her arm. her dimples make the worst days better. her laugh makes my heart swell until it’s full of love. Even just hearing her talk is like therapy for my soul. she doesn’t love herself and i wish she could see how beautiful she is. her lovely brown hair gleams in the lights. when i look at her everything else goes out of focus. She just radiates light and i want to be around her forever. i love you abbie.
Theres this girl that goes to my school. I thought she was absolutely beautiful. I asked our mutual friend if she was gay, and of course the answer was no. I dated a different girl for 9 months, but she was still stuck in my mind. At the start of this new school year, I started talking to her, as we have two classes together. This little infatuation turned into a crush. I really liked her, but I knew she was straight. One of my close guy friends told me he liked her, and I encouraged him to pursue her, after admitting my feelings for her to him. I knew I needed to get over her if they were going to be something. So, I told her. I told her I liked her and that I needed to get over her. She said she was flattered and that it was totally fine. She ended up rejecting my friend. Soon after, I saw that she had posted something on Instagram implying that she was interested in someone. I kept asking and asking what guy it was. She ended up saying, "well, actually, its not a guy... aaand, its you. Maybe I shouldn't have told you cause you're probably over me, but oh well..." of course I wasn't over her. I told her, and we talked and hardcore flirted for a week before I asked her out. She said yes and we went on our first date last night. I ended up kissing her, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt
Blackclaw 360 thank you :) I’m still so happy with her. I think I love her... I just don’t think I’ll tell her for a while, I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, I’m not 100% sure she feels the same way
This is so heartwarming and amazing!! I wish you guys all happiness! A small request though, I'm a small author and I wish to use your story as a base to a beautiful romance story if it is possible, i really loved everything about your comment and it inspired me so much.
Lizzy Symons awww I wish my crush liked me, ik she doesn't and ik I have told her but we went out for a week and she said its too awkward wich means she doesn't like me, but I can't get over her, sometimes I wish I was straight then maybe it wouldn't be so hard
Revisiting this after 5 years of being out. This was the song I sent to my best friend trying to explain how much I loved her. I did end up dating her for a year but then she broke things off. God damn do I miss that girl though
I've watched this countless times however I would like to inform you that today I officially saw Dodie live for the frist time and at the "she means everything to me" she beamed at me like. Directly at me I will never get over it this song means to much to me 😭😭 beign front row has a million perks I'm so glad I was able to
LPSwarriorsisters if your friend is straight, there's nothing you can do. don't try to force anything. if she's gay or bi or whatever, go for it! I had a crush on my best friend for years and I finally told her and now we're girlfriends. it's pretty great.
I was literally just in that situation, we're together now. I suggest figuring out if she is gay or bisexual, if she is straight, don't force anything, just hope for the best, she may be gay and or bisexual, hope things work out for you.
my 'she' is the most beautiful girl i know. we've been friends for 4 years now and she makes me so happy. i dont feel nervous around her. more like... at peace. she has soft honey blonde hair which she hates though i find it kind of ironic that yellow is her favourite colour and she loves bees. she has the kind of eyes you just get lost in. a bright and beautiful sky blue with flecks of brown. shes pale like a porcelain doll with freckles scattered all over her face. and she has the most entrancing smile that makes me want to kiss her. everytime she smiles i smile and everytime shes sad im sad. i know we wont work out if i tried and i think shes seeing someone at the moment anyways (a boy) and im happy for her. im not sad which im shocked to say but she doesnt make me feel jealous. i just like to admire her.
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Island Stewart2019-10-18 05:17:21 (edited 2019-10-18 05:24:56 )
My she is my best friend. She has an amazing laugh, and always steals my food but I don't mind. She is oversized hoodies, croissants, and bad puns. Whenever she is tired she leans her whole body against me, and I have to work to support her because she's so much taller than me. She is late night conversations, musicals, and dumplings. We're always touching, even if it's just our knees because we sit next to each other in math class. She is an artist, and I have a wall full of her drawings that she has given me over the past couple years. She draws on my arms, and I don't wash it off until I have to. She told me that she doesn't know how she feels about me, and then she asked to kiss me. That was both of our first kisses. She told me that she didn't really feel anything, but I felt everything. I dream about her almost every night, and on the bus in the morning I fantasize about being with her. She made me a playlist full of love songs, but I'm scared to talk to her about it. I think I might be in love.
Ive met the most amazing person they changed the way i look at life. They make me feel like im enough and they make me feel safe and make me laugh when i cry and talking to them is heaven they are so funny so if you're reading this i love you simone
my she wears short skirts and silver shoes and has long golden hair with peach on the ends, she’s unshaven legs and penetrating eyes, mascara and tight-lipped smiles. she smells like vanilla and earl gray, she has a patch of freckles only on one cheek, a crooked nose, and the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever seen. she’s leather jackets and doc martens and rainy spring days and classical music. she’s a cup of coffee on a winter morning, she’s january, she’s cold hands and tight hugs. she’s walking hand in hand, she’s smaller than me, with long golden hair falling down her back. she’s skipping class, she’s concerts and new favorite songs. she’s perfect and she makes me feel safe.
she means everything to me.
this was long and sappy, but i needed to talk it out.
@morgrugyn I wanna do one too, but I'm better at narrative style than poetry.
She was graceful. Her fingers dancing along the piano keys. The way she flipped over and over again on the high bar, her gymnastics training mixed with her gleeful joy and desire to show off.
She was good at everything she tried. She always beat me at tetherball and jump-rope. Smarter than me too.
Her hair was long and dark and straight. Mine was blond, short, and unkempt. Her skin was a beautiful tan, mine was was a pale pallor. She had two front teeth, slightly crooked. When she smiled her crooked teeth and her freckles were more picturesque than a sunset.
I followed her around. I wanted to be "besties" with her, and was sad when she wouldn't. I didn't know what I was feeling.
Years later, at a mutual friends 13th birthday party. She talked about the boys she liked, I couldn't understand why I was so uncomfortable.
She and I shared a bed while the other girls gabbed all night. Nothing happened, but I stayed awake all night and listened to her breathe. I wondered what she would feel like if I hugged her, and I wondered how her lips would feel on mine.
I tried every rationalization I could think of to deny what was going on.
I remember crying with joy and pain at the thought of waking up next to her for the rest of my life like husbands and wives do. Joy from the vision, and pain that it would never be.
She woke up with bleary-eyes and bedhead the next morning. I had never seen anyone so beautiful.
Her beauty in that moment would come unbidden to me for years. And I would cry. My first heartbreak, though I didn't know it at the time.
I pretended that I was crying tears of envy. Of inadequacy. It wasn't until I was 17 and had liked many other girls my age that I realized what I was.
And I was relieved. Everything made sense.
I look her up on Facebook sometimes. I think she's engaged now. To a man of course. She is 23 now.
She shares my first name. And her last name, like the part of me I gave to her in first grade, is "Heart".
I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me < that's what I meant to write erlier but didnt have time too
Taylor Gregory2020-01-10 21:16:56 (edited 2020-01-10 21:17:37 )
@yuri she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts, she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, thinking about the day that you wake up and find that what your looking for has been here the whole time
My first she was when I was twelve, she was suicidal and yet filled with life. We were twelve and I fell head over heels, and she did too. However, I couldn’t break her heart, I knew disappointment awaits those who date young and I couldn’t stand to see our friendship torn apart by that. So I stood by why she dated many others. She got better and then I moved across the sea. We are friends we still talk and now and then fantasise about our wedding, I miss her but there is also someone else breaking down my guard I’m 15 now. I am a very useless bisexual and an about to cry
It's funny, when I discovered this song 4 years ago I hadn't met you yet. But I listened to the song while closeted, wondering when my she would come along. A year later, I met you. Immediately, you made me feel things I had never felt before. I couldn't even describe the way you made me feel, you just made me happy. But I had never felt so much pain from one person before. I fell hopelessly in love with you, thinking you were straight and incapable of ever having feelings for me. But I longed for you everyday, even though it hurt. I tried for so long to get over those feelings and move on. I did for a while, until you told me you weren't straight. The feelings I had repressed for so long all came back, and as it turned out, you liked me back. I wish I could see you, kiss you, hold you. There's days where I just wanna run away with you and never come back. You make me a better person, and you make me so happy. Avery, you're so lovely. Everything about you is wonderful. Your countless freckles, the way you laugh at the dumbest things, the way your personality can brighten a room. You're amazing, and I'll always wish that you could see yourself the way I see you.
My She and I kissed. It meant so much to me, but it clearly meant nothing to her. I thought it meant she might like me back, but I suppose it was just for practice or whatever. "But to her, I taste like nothing at all" means so much to me, because it's true. I could describe her taste perfectly. The day we kissed she tasted like an odd mixture of strawberry and mint, and I loved it. She probably doesn't even remember anything about that night, and it HURTS. Edit: I feel like my love for her grew tonight, in a weird way. She slept over for the first time in forever and it was absolutely blissful. Every moment was magical. I can’t even put what I’m feeling into words it’s literally the weirdest thing ever. She wears this perfume to school sometimes and, upon occasion, I can randomly start smelling it. My heart feels like it’s swelling with love and I’m just waiting for her to pop it. Edit 2: she likes s boy now. It sucks SO much. She’s had lil crushes on boys before, but none were like this. I want to die. Hearing her just say his name is painful. I wanna be a supportive friend and hype her up and shit but I physically CANT. Does that make me an awful friend? I feel like an awful friend. But there are just these lil moments that we have that give me the tiniest sliver of hope though, y’know? Like we’ll make eye contact for a couple seconds too long or she’ll have her head on my shoulder or when we’ll hold hands upon occasion as a joke. I know those are all friendy lil things but it’s just the vibe I get from her, I can’t explain it. It’s also the way she talks sometimes. She’ll make an unnecessary joke about us dating or mention tiny things about our kiss or gets jealous when I mention other girls I sorta like and there’s other stuff that’s impossible for me to put into words. Unrequited love will be the death of me. I physically CANT get over her. There have been a couple girls that I’ve liked but just something always sends me back to her. It sucks ass idk what to do :/// Edit 3: (No one is asking for this I’m doing it for myself). I don’t like that girl anymore lol. I guess I do a little, it’s just not that intense anymore. I think a small part of me will always have some feelings for her. She’s just different, not much fun to be around. I miss the old her. But whatever. People change. I mean, she’s also racist and pretty homophobic, and that’s a large reason why too lol. I like another girl, though. It’s relatively new, and it’s escalated kind of quickly. She’s really cute. Super freaking cute. She’s also bi, and I think she might feel the same? Honestly doubt it tho. It’s just starting all over again, for the third time, and it feels so weird. I hope this one doesn’t have the same outcome.
The only way you can even begin moving on from someone is by distancing yourself. You need space. Otherwise you’re just hurting yourself. You have to be honest and let go so you can find someone who loves you back the way you deserve.
My friend is also queer, but she doesn't feel the same as I do. She kept talking about hooking up with another girl and how much she liked her, and I broke down at NYC pride cause I thought she liked me back but she didn't. I sat crying in her arms, pan flag wrapped around me like a blanket. I can't look at the shirt I wore that day without feeling physically ill. It has been 4 months and I still can't stop feeling this way.
Although it hurts, it feels awfully good to hurt. I sometimes wish I didn't tell her how I felt, so that she'd still hold my hand and lean on me while we watched TV. I wish I could just hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But i can't.
Just keep pushing through. You're not alone. It sucks ass.
Edit Update: I actually don't feel for this crush anymore and have actually found a new girl, someone I am now dating and in love with. Thanks for all the likes and kind replies!❤
Oof welp here goes me talking about my crush.
She smells like sandalwood on the beach and fresh laundry. She tastes of spring water and honeysuckles we used to pick and drink back in our childhood days. She's sporty, reserved, shy at times, intelligent, and completley not my type. Yet somehow I fell in love with her. She's godlike in my eyes, reminds me a lot of Athena: smart, creative, passionate, reserved and caring, doesn't show her emotions easily. She truly means everything to Me, and I'm so in love with her it's hard to describe. She really means everything to me, but I can't seem to tell her that I love her.
Recently I noticed signs she might be into me: she gave me a rose last Valintines day, she stares at me and I stare at her across the room longer than we should, And after that I smile at her and she smiles back with a glimmer in her eyes. She talks to me the most out of everyone in our friend group, constantly asks if I have crushes on any boys (I say no of course but she doesn't know I'm a lesbian) and has been increasingly more interested in our conversations. I blew them off as friendly gestures at first but now they are fucking with my head and I think that she is into me, but I'm not sure. And god I hope she hasn't lost feelings for me but she probably has. And I don't know her sexuality, I've always assumed she was straight.
I know it's stupid, but if anyone took their time to read this (which you probably didn't) could someone please encourage me to confess my feelings to her? I'd really appreciate that.
I hope I'm not too late but I think I can help. I am having the same exact problem with a girl in my group (Color guard) and she is literally the cutest person I have ever met. I seriously have a crush on her and I think she likes me too because of the way acts around me verses the way she acts around other people. I say do it, I hope I'm not too late, but there are definently signs. I think that she's into you, too. So, do it!
i know it's late but if you still have feelings, just go for it. she would just move on and take it as a compliment is she didn't like you back. it's better than regretting it when ur old and on a rocking chair
@Yeti Haha, I should probably make an update on this comment since it's two years old, but I already have a girlfriend now and it isn't the girl here. I moved on and found someone I actually love! But thank you for the encoraging words.
She is smart, funny, cute, comfortale and safe. She smells like waking up in the morning to a sunshine, fresh nature, flowers and mushrooms. She is a beautiful cottage, with a warm fireplace as a heart. Homely and guarding you from danger. She is psychedelic colours and visions, she is chill smokes in the evening and sweets, and the stars that shine brightly in the night sky. She has wild curls and bright blue eyes, and she loves sleep and coffee. But she would never mention me in this sense, cause she has found another one, who is her He.
This song reminds me of a girl who I am madly in love with and she’s just my everything and no matter who thinks she and I won’t last I will do anything in my power to be with her because she has my heart
She smells like what I loved about fall and flowers She looks like something that would come out of a renaissance painting. She sounds like a muse- comedic, sweet, smart, blunt and just holds genuine excitement She feels like Everything and im happy I have her in my life
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Not 5 weenies2021-02-06 06:43:00 (edited 2021-02-06 06:49:40 )
This came on in my Spotify and I started crying. I came here, and started crying again.
My she just broke my heart yesterday, but its ok. I apologize for all. For being insecure For being annoying. And I forgive her She broke me, but i sill love her. No matter what. And i love her more than nobody.
Please, appreciate your friends, you don't know how much hurts lose someone. Someone that you love.
I've been listening to this on loop since I found it a week ago. It helps me learn to accept that I'm slowly healing from depression and falling in love for the first time at 20 years old. It's hard to realize that I'm not actually aromantic but had to build an emotional wall so thick and tall that any sign of love was just surpressed and felt wrong. But now... Now I can learn to love. It's still hard, but it will be okay. Thank you for this song ♡
I relate to this in a totally different way. I'm transgender. This song showcases my feelings really well. I look at girls more in envy of their bodies over attraction (even though I am bi). I wish I could be that, but it seems so far away and unreachable. The first time I heard this song I immediately knew that it was going to be one of my all time favourite songs ever. I just feel really connected with it.
I identify as non-binary and I often find myself scared of relationships and staring at heterosexual couples because to them ones a guy and ones a girl, it's simple. I'm scared of finding someone but them not liking me due to my sexuality and gender identity
+marty That sucks. I'm sorry and I hope everything works out :) I don't know my gender or my sexuality, myself. You'll find someone. I really hope you will.
I get what you mean with the body you want being so far out of reach. I'm ftm trans. hopefully when/if you start transitioning everything goes smoothly, and I hope everyone is accepting of you. I just honestly hope your situation as being trans is better than mine. <3
@kassidy gavi I'm sorry to hear you aren't having a smooth time with being trans. I know what that's like. It was really rough for me for the first two months after coming out, But it has gotten a lot better. I'll probably get to start transition in a year or so. I wish you the best of luck.
I first heard this song last year while I was at school. I had my best friend in mind. I just moved away, so I don't see her, but we talk. And every time I hear this song, she's still the girl I think of. I miss her a lot, but I'm still glad she's in my life as much as it's possible. She's the first person in a while who's made me feel like I genuinely belong. Every time I talk to her or text her, that feeling gets stronger and stronger. She's truly amazing and I feel so lucky getting to have her in my life.
Returning to this comment section after about 4 years and I’ve come out. Everything in here is so wholesome and it’s really sweet! Glad to see that there are still baby gays keeping this song and comment section alive!
Acabo de encontrarme con esta hermosura, fue parte de mi vida en unos tiempos difíciles y me la acabo de encontrar en un playlist de Spotify, vine porque la recordaba con una voz dulce y me transportó a mis 16, gracias.
Annikka M I told mine, she even had a boyfriend. I was also gonna come out to my mom the same day but chickened out, last night I found out she was probably homophobic so I am happy I was not gonna tell her.
i wrote my she a song... she said she liked me too... she’s my internet best friend and doesn’t want a long distance relationship. I may be meeting her this summer
This song basically summarize how I felt about 3 girls. The 3rd one, the way she acts around me, makes me feel like she hates me after the first months of school. Girl #3 is someone whom I still love, and I cannot tell her my feelings. I’m hoping we’ll heal over time.
Juniper May honestly this is the cutest shit, when u guys talk about your ‘she’ :’) I hope yall find the courage to her or find your love in another she
I always told myself If I ever had a girlfriend I would caption the photos with these song lyrics. Fast forward a couple of years.... She played me "beautiful" on her violin on my birthday, her smile lights up my world, she feels like cocoa butter and satin sheets...and she means everything to me <3 (still can't quite believe its real (!!))
I don't know why but this song helped me so much to come to the conclusion that I am pansexual and so proud of it. I am now crying and I don't know why.
omg same. this song also helped me realize i'm pansexual. now i come back because i really like this girl and this song makes me feel butterflies and sad at the same time 😌
if anyone needs help being proud of their sexuality AND gender then devin "ghost" sola is a really cool dude to look up to. he's very proud to be himself, even though at the beginning when he joined his band me got teased for his "girl butt" haha
SAME BUT BI (I remember listening to this song when I started questioning my sexuality and crying bc I suddenly realized I related to it. I told my best friend and then found out she was bi too. I admitted my feelings to her a few days ago after keeping my crush a secret. and We are now a sort of a couple
wutsername_ I feel the same way. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, at first I thought I was bi, but then I realized, I don't care if they identify as a girl or boy. I've fallen in love with people who don't identify as either.
wutsername_ I think I might be pan too, I feel like no one will take me seriously as 13 may be 'too young' to figure who you love, I thought I was bisexual but now I relate to pansexual way more. If anyone could please help me. My mum's very LGBTQ+ supportive but I don't know about my dad. Now I'm crying and I don't know why
I wish I knew what my sexuality was. I Dont know if I'm pansexual or bisexual or gay. I feel like if I were to ever have been in a relationship I would know but I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
wutsername_ Hey, you're the first person I saw comment about pansexuality. Other than myself. I'm pansexual, but that's mainly because I can't decide. I've liked a cis boy, a cis girl, a trans girl and my current crush is gender-fluid, her pronouns are she/her and she describes herself as "pangender".
I did too when I came out to myself not too long ago lol :D I think that's simply all of the suppressed and missunderstood or unconfronted feelings taking over all at once and overwhelming - it's such a beautiful thing ^^
For me - She has the most beautiful smile, and the most taunting laugh. She brightens up so many peoples days, especially me. She gives the best hugs that make you feel so loved. She can stand up for herself and other people. She makes everyone feel welcomed and appreciated. She means the absolute world to me. I love her with all of my heart but she’ll never feel the same way.
this video was uploaded just a few weeks after i turned 13. funny now to think of myself as ever being closeted, but at the time of this video, dodie was the first person to touch that deep part of my heart that made me feel safe and accepted for who i was, hearing this song was the first time i realized i wasnt alone. fast forward to now, im 18 and im out (and safe!), and i've been dating the love of my life for almost 3 years now also this song is a tiktok song lmaoo but thank you so so much dodie for being the first person to show me that being myself is okay, your videos helped me survive so much, and i love and support you no matter what. you have a very special place in my heart💘
to my 'she' i know we've never met but you do mean everything to me. talking to you is one of my favorite pastimes, and even though we're just friends, i'm okay with that. i can't wait for the day i see you and am finally able to hold you and take you to your favorite coffee shop as we watch the rain hammering on the windows. thank you, and i can't wait to see you dear <3
i remember listening to this song when i was in the 7th grade and riddled with self hatred bc i couldn’t face the fact that i was queer. now that i’m a senior in hs this song means so much to me. thank you so much for such a beautiful song dodie.
I love how gay these comments are i need friends jesus ( my insta @asocijalna_kornjaca just cuz I NEED FRIENDS ALRIGHT) <3 Much support to all of yall lovely amazing people zjksksksns awww
I am so lucky to have been able to rewrite this with a more positive tone. I am grateful to be able to sing this to her now.
Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be wrong When she's just so nice to look at? And she smells like rainwater and night She looks like sparkles and light You would find her in the world she imagines And she brightened my entire life Oh I'd never tell No, I'd never say a word on my own And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt And she looks like bubbles and wildfire She tastes like apple juice and desire You would find her in the world that she dreams And she brightened my entire world Oh, oh Oh, oh And I would still be okay Admiring from afar 'Cause even if we’re far apart I know I am still beside her And she tastes like birthday Cake and blossoms and fall I hope to her I do not taste of nothing at all ‘Cuz she smells like perfume and roses She tastes like strawberries and almonds Oh you would find her in the worlds she’s created And she means everything to me Yes, she means everything to me I hope I mean everything to her
Things always get better before they get worse, but here I am, and to all of you struggling I hope you reach happiness too.
my she, well, she smells like rain and new books, she tastes like hot chocolate and marshmallows, she's like summer nights spent listening to music and looking at the stars, she's like warm hugs from people that you love, she's like leaves falling in autumn, she's like fridays and saturdays spent laughing with friends, she's like christmas presents, soft cold snow and rainbows, she's like big white pillows, comfortable clothes and messy buns, she's like my favorite movie, my favorite song, my favorite book, my favorite everything, she's like car or train trips with friends, she's like beaches in winter and autumn, she's like new flowers in spring and pool parties in summer, she's like my favorite jacket or my favorite pair of jeans, she's like skating and feeling free, she's like big and green trees full of delicious fruits, she's like my favorite day of the year, she's like dancing under the rain and running to my favorite place, she's like my favorite place, she's like soft blankets and hot baths, she's like 80s movies and bands, she's like evenings spent reading in front of the fireplace, she's like going to sleep at 5 am and waking up at 2 pm, she's like my safe place, she's like art. she's the only one who can make me feel this way, and she means everything to me, even tho i mean nothing to her.
She smells like nostalgia and memories You'd find her in a slipknot concert And she meets everything to me She tastes like birthdays passing by and barbecued steak rye But to her I taste like nothing at all...
So, I met this girl in an anime convention and she looked so cool on her cosplay so I asked her for a picture. Then a week later, I found her on Instagram and we started to exchange DMs and we are talking everyday. Omg she is sooo nice and I really really like her. She gives me cosplay tips and everything. I thought she was straight at first, and so I didwbother with her. But I know deep inside that I really like her. And then one time, she sent me a DM telling me that she likes someone—a straight girl😭. So, ofc I comforted her and told her I also like a girl that likes someone else. Never did she know that it was her I was talking about😭😭 my heart is in pain rn.
I love songs like this, they aren't sad but they aren't happy and it's just a perfect mixture of sadness and happiness it fills my soul with a feeling I've never felt before
it was a thursday. we sat on the bleachers after school our feet dangling over the side, legs touching just a bit and i wanted so badly to tell you. you looked so pretty then, your hair let down, black eyes catching the fading October light and in that moment, i could not imagine a world in which i would not want to hold your hand
I just read a review that said the rereleased version with the strings made it have a disconnect to this version. I really liked the strings. I feel like.. the build up made me feel like I was seeing the person I loved while she’s singing about them. Did anyone not like the strings?
She smells like warmth, like home. I love the way eyes light up when she smiles. I love her beautiful smile when she hits me in the face with a pillow. I love the way she bounces in her seat when she’s excited. How her voice cracks when she’s just so happy.
She’s just so bloody beautiful and she doesn’t even know it ❤️
If 'She' sees this one day, I would like to tell you that it's still impossible for me to stop liking you, it has been five wonderful years since I noticed my feelings for you. I know that you don't feel the same way as I do and I accept it, it's fine, but I would like to be there for you for all the rest of my life. You can count on me for anything you want. I just want to see your smile
I'm so conflicted because I really like this song, but I absolutely listened the fuck out of it on repeat when I was closeted and confused and sort of maybe liked this girl at the time because I was figuring myself out and it makes me kind of really anxious to listen to it but I love it, but it hurts and aaahh
i remember listening to this and feeling all the emotions flow right in me
and now it's reached 5M views!
this is such a beautiful song and i'm so glad to be able to listen to this and still remember the lyrics after not listening in like years. thank u dodie♡
In may I met my "she." She was my cousins best friend. At their birthday we ended sleeping on the couch together. Right then I knew I had feelings for her. She is a grade above me and would ignore me whenever I waved or said hi. I thought she wasn't the one. Then my cousins and her came over one day, then I fell right back into the feelings. She loved cuddles, and good smelling people. We were talking and she said something about her being the only one in the room that liked girls. I gave a weird look to my cousin, and then was like "no, you're not actually." And she was so surprised. We kept hanging out and I kept developing more feelings for her. Then one day we kept kissing each other's cheeks cause she was laying on me. I bent my head to kiss her cheek and she kissed me. I was so dumbstruck. About 4 days later I finally got the courage to ask her out while we were walking. She said yes and I was literally the happiest person alive :) Dodie this was the song I listened too when I thought she didn't like me. This is the song that helped me work up the courage. This is the song we consider "our song" And I would like to thank you for helping me and the fellow people of the community section.
Okay, your name is beautiful. Like it could have so many meanings its weird, but in a good way. P.S. that is a beautiful little story, cutest love story ever!<3
This is a good song to cry to haha. Honestly this song made me realize I told the biggest lie. Saying I fell out of love with my now ex because they said they fell out of love with me and found someone else. And now I’m beginning to realize I never made them happy. They felt like they had to design themself around me. So these lyrics mean a lot to me. Thank you.
I was reading and it described someone as lemongrass smelling, and that book is now my favorite, along with this song being my favorite song. I just thought it was kinda cool I guess
I love reading all the cute stories of love under this video, so I thought I'd share my own experience with this song. I came out as bi to my friends last year, and I knew I had a huge crush on one of my friends (who had also came out as bi-romantic a month after). I performed this song to her, but as we were both fans of dodie she just thought I was singing it for the lols. But from then, we both pretended we were a couple, "joking" that we love each other and nothing could take us apart. It turns out, she had feelings for me too, but we were both too shy to ask each other in case the other didn't feel the same. Two months later, over a note I still have to this day, we both admitted to our feelings at the same time. The seconds afterwards was the best feeling, finding out that she felt the same as me. A year later, we're still together and very happy. New challenge: plucking up the courage to kiss her (I'm a very shy person and have social anxiety so it's super scary for me to be brave enough!) !
You've been together for a year and you haven't kissed?? I know you said you have social anxiety (that's totally understandable; If the guy I'm in love with right now reciprocated, I would probably faint on the spot- I can't even think about kissing him), but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's so impressive to me, I wish I could do that. I'm the type who kisses first date. But I've never dated any of the people I've loved, so I can't imagine what that would be like! I'm kind of dying just thinking about thinking about it-!!!!
Good luck!! It’s really scary, especially to put yourself out there first. When you’re both girls it’s a little unclear as to who should make the first move... if you’ve been together for over a year I️m sure she wants to kiss you too!
I know this will get lost in the sea of pining girls. But i would like to engrave my memory of her here.
To my she. You were my first love and my first heartbreak. Laughs that boomed like a echo in a empty church. A voice like an angel choir. Eyes that held so much love and adoration for everyone, eyes that cried tears at the pain of others. Hair as light and fluffy as the clouds. Skin dusted with freckles near her nose that made it look like she was constantly flushed. The smell of citrus from the lotion you loved to put on. The feeling of her arms wrapped around me even though i was taller and that they were basically around my chest. first person to make me feel as if i actually mattered to someone. That i actually had a chance to love. When you left i felt as if everything crumbled in my hands. And when you came back my heart was stitched from the first time you had broken it.
And even now that youre gone the wounds that you left still stay where they are. And the memory of you still leaves scars.
This made me cry and smile at the same time cause, I fell for my best friend. She was kind, smart, happy and funny. And i didn't know what to do!? i never fell or even felt feelings for the same gender before, it's just everything about her made me smile and even fall more in love. I loved her smile, her laugh, her personality, everything about her just made me smile. I even love the small little things she did, I loved how she would make that cute face everytime she heard something she liked, and how soft and warm it felt when her hand sliped into mine, the goofy smile she would make when she blushed or got embarrassed, I just was a mess everytime i saw her.....I just wish she hadn't moved so far....I just wish i could see her again.
my first ever crush was a girl. only realised it eight months ago. she was graceful and beautiful, i always called her a princess when we were younger. when i asked my friends in late 2016 if they had girl crushes they always said that was weird and no they'd never had them. i realised i was bisexual eight months ago but i remembered that i had been since i was six. she is my everything, and she will never know.
i know this will just get lost in the sea of comments but thank you for listening to my story.
Aw I hope you can tell her someday - and if you do I hope it goes well! 💗 I'd also like to comment something completely unnecessary from one of dodie's videos on her being bisexual "...and everyone gets girl crushes - right? Apparently not. Yeah... turns out not everyone gets those!" okay I've embarrassed myself enough with a random probably not even accurate quote bye I hope things go well with your she!
radioactive I always come to this video for the comment section because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I know exactly how you feel, and I am also in tears oml thanks for sharing your story, it’s so bittersweet and I can’t describe what it feels like to finally relate to other people in this way(specifically other bi/ pan girls), ugh it makes me feel so warm inside.
I’ve always loved this song, but I’d never been able to truly relate to it. I used to read all the stories in the comments, and now I’ve realised I am bi, so I’ve come to add to the stories and the poetry of people describing their ‘shes’ by writing about mine 🤍
she is doc martens and great music taste and smiling all the time she is two black stars drawn in eyeliner on her cheeks and a yellow backpack she is checkered trousers and baggy jumpers she is usually with lots of people who aren’t me, but then ...
she is laughing and staring into my eyes she is sitting next to me and her leg’s touching mine she’s telling me she’s bi and in the moment I don’t take it in and now I’m realising I’m the same but she’ll never know
and she is definitely a lot more far more interesting than any amount of words can describe but I’ll never know that either because I’ll never know her like I want to
hopefully in the future I will talk to her more and maybe one day she will know how I feel about her, but for now I’m admiring from afar 💫x
ok so no one will care about this, but if like me you come back to this video simply because it meant so much to u before and still does, then i’m just replying to myself saying i finally had my moment with the ‘she’ i wrote about over a year ago and it was the best thing ever. and now i could give u a whole list of things about her, of songs she loves, of funny stories she’s shared with me. she is no longer a mystery i was so desperate to understand, and i am no longer a mystery to her. so long story short ,,,, if u were waiting like i was, fuckin go for it :)
i will always think of the same person when i hear this song, years will pass and she will always be my she. i might not have a crush on her anymore but that’s the point of the song. “and she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall, but to her i taste of nothing at all” i’m happy that i’ve been able to move on but she will always hold a special place in my heart.
My She is the most important thing in my life, she’s my best friend, i love her so much,she smells like peaches and the forest, she has short brown hair and hazel eyes, her teeth are a bit crooked but i think it makes her unique, a couple months ago she told me she liked me and we started dating, i don’t know why she likes me but i’m glad she does, on the last day of school she told me she was moving and i was gutted, i cried for so many days straight, she said she might be able to stay for half of the year but i know one day she’ll be gone and it breaks me, i love you Emily, forever and always even if we’re apart 💕 - Grace
Me second She is amazing as well, i love her to but we can never be together, she says she doesn’t want to date anyone but it doesn’t stop me from loving her, she smells like juice and laundry detergent, her eyes are amazing, i can’t describe them, she has short dirty brown hair, it’s in a pixie cut, she’s taller than me which is amazing because her hugs are the best, she says she’s fat but i think she’s perfect, i love you Ash, forever and always 💕 - Grace
I remember that I used to listen to this song believing that the girl I love so much would and could never love someone like me...And now, after almost 5 years of when I first heard this song we are together(2 years on June)and she's the best thing that happened into my life. If you see this my little love, I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I never left.
im reading the comments wanting to write about my "she" but right now my "she" is a "he". and there have been past "she"s but there is a "he" right now so i thought i would write about him. he is a beautiful person. he plays guitar and writes music. if he ever saw this he probably wouldn't know it was him. but whenever i talk to him my heart is lit up. he carries himself with such a confidence and purpose. he makes me feel safe and accepted and understood. so though you will never see this "thank you for all the late nights and music sessions and deep chats. i appreciate you." i know this love will fade and i will see this in a month or a year or a decade and feel so much different and have a new "he" or "she". but for now here are my feelings and my thoughts sent into the universe. thank you for being such a great person, dont ever change from who you truly are because who that is is beautiful.
i saw dodie last night and she played this song with bi colors on there. i felt like i belonged, and with my dad standing next to me who was adamant that i’m not bisexual, i felt like he had to come to terms with it. i felt powerful
hngh. she has beautiful blue eyes and amazing hair and the cutest chubby lil cheeks and her laugh is like little lemonade bubbles and wow. I've literally had a crush on her for years.
This really made me cry when I thought of my BFF . She has more friends than me. I havs like none except her. And I barely spend time with her. She means everything to me.
My 'she' was my best friend. I saw her 3 days a week, and every other weekend for almost 2 years, not that long I know. But it felt like a life time to me. I felt so comfortable around her, like I could just tell her my deepest most embarrassing secrets and she wouldn't judge. Or like we could just lie next to each other, just injoying each other's company, even without saying anything forever. For a little while , like the beginning of our meeting, she had a gf. ( I thought I was still straight at this time.) Her gf made me so mad and I didn't know why she was nice enough ig. But it just every time I saw her I wanted to cry. They broke up after about 3 months. Shes a hockey player, a good one too. She loves animals, and pop music, going to the mall, her dad, and rollercoasters. This one time we went to the mall, and saw one of those VR rides and she wanted to do it, I was scared. She eventually convinced me to go on, and she let me choose the course! When it started to rise up, she offered me her hand. I never let go. They were so soft. She made the ride so much less scary. I miss her so much. Shes a year older than me. When we were at my apartment, we would play Mario Kart, and watch YouTube videos in the bathroom( not inappropriately) it was so cute, we turned the lights off and I had my head on her shoulder just sitting on the bathroom tile watching 5 minute crafts. I really miss her. Because of Covid and some family things it's been a little over a year since I've seen her. And only after I couldn't see her had I'd realized that I've fallen for her. Shes flirty, athletic, tall, beautiful, ( like siriously gourgous!), long blond hair, and dark green eyes,And just so chill and peaceful. I have her number and like a month ago I tried texting her ( I suck at texting 😐) but its not the same. Hopefully soon her mom will finally let her come over. I thought she was the one. I just hope I can see again.♥️
I've only ever heard this song on spotify, but hearing it in its raw version and watching the video with it changes the song to be so much more somber. Its so beautiful
Four years ago I would listen to this song regularly and think of my very first love. She was and is straight but I couldn’t help but like her. She was so beautiful to me. Nothing ever happened of it and we remain very good friends but just listening to this song brings me back to those days. I don’t miss being in love with her necessarily but the way she made me feel was just as sweet as it was bitter.
I know it’s unlikely that anyone will see this, much less read it through, but I figured I should leave this somewhere. Trying to leave my mark somewhere I guess, facing oblivion.
To all the girls I've loved before (cheesy, I know, but it seems fitting)
The first
My first She was wild. She was a prairie spirit trapped in the cage of her mind, anxiety and trauma forming the steel, with her stepfather serving as lock and key. We were fast friends back in school, inseparable only weeks after meeting. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment where I knew I loved her, but there was an aching in my chest and a longing in her eyes. We were both full of butterflies, fluttering and skittish. Eventually it became knowing smiles and anxious looks with nervous laughs. She was a shattered vase with gold filling her cracks, broken pieces strung together, still learning how to be herself. She was a gust wind, a beam of sunlight, radiant and full of spirit. She had long tangled hair full of stories and whispers of the places she had been. She smelled of horses and home, one look and you could tell she was aching to run free again. She was always nervous on the outside, shaking hands and stuttering sounds, grasping for phrases just out of reach. She had a way with animals too, she could walk up to them and they wouldn’t run away, like she was one of their own. Lord knows I loved her, I was smitten, drowning in her soft smile and her gentle laugh. The way she would dance when it was just us, laughing as if she knew she could fly. I was lucky enough to see those chains of doubt lifted off her soul even if for just a moment. The way her eyes would fill with fireflies, the way she would smile like the sun itself. I will forever be thankful for that. But her chains were so, so heavy. I hadn’t noticed that they had latched on to me at first. Their weight was fine in the beginning. Just a gentle tug in the back of my mind. But it only grew. Knowing how broken she was became daunting, and every time it came to mind the weight got a little heavier. And I sank a little deeper. And before I knew it I was drowning, gasping for breath and trying desperately to swim in water to thick to move in. She was there at the bottom of that vast ocean, looking up at me with sad eyes and a broken smile, chains around every limb and weights the size of mountains. My heart broke for her, every time I thought of surfacing I would see that smile, that sad twinkle in her eye, and I would stay. I thought I could help, Lord knows I tried. Clawing at those chains day after day, searching for those wild eyes and windswept hair that I had seen once in a blue moon, trying desperately to give her the freedom she craved. But I’m only human, and I broke. The chains were so heavy, and I hadn’t had a breath of air in so long, and my mind began crack, demons I had already defeated pouring out. Some others noticed and pulled me to the surface, but leaving her left a gaping wound in my soul, and I know she will carry a scrap of it with her, from now until the day I die, and maybe even past then. I know that when she escapes what binds her she will a force to be reckoned with. Someday I will learn how to fill that void she left in my chest. But that day has yet to come.
The second
My second She was soft and warm, she smelled of flowers and fresh morning dew. She had a cloud of soft curly hair framing a round face and a bright smile, and her gorgeous hazel eyes framed with thick glasses always had a twinkle to them. She had a dusting of freckles that formed her very own constellations, searching for them was one of my favorite pastimes. She was a vibrant yellow sunflower in a field of grass, a summer breeze floating by. Long sweaters covering her hands, holding a cup of tea. She was warm hugs and soft sighs, a beautiful sunrise you see once in a lifetime. Being with her was safe, warm, and welcome. She was like walking through a meadow, with soft music and the sound of birds. She was a wise soul, you could look into her eyes and see that her life was not absent of pain. Despite knowing the toils of life, she knew joy. She knew love. She was lovely in every sense of the word. She was Yellow, and she’ll always be Yellow. Though she was so yellow and lovely, she never loved me. She was straight, and I was not. I knew this and I still fell. Sometimes I still feel like I’m stumbling to my feet.
The third
My third She was something Different. Sarcasm filling the cracks of a lonely mind, still just a child under the hurt. She was no stranger to the beeping of machines and the prick of a syringe, as weak as her body was, her mind was that much stronger. She would play video games past midnight, drinking tea while wearing a hoodie three times her size. She was sarcastic, and full of funny retorts, lively and exhausted all at once. She collects strange odds and ends, antiques littering her room. She has a soft face with a tough façade. She was like soft hugs in secret, compassion only when the world was not looking. Her room was full of warm pillows to counter her cold frail frame. She would spout random facts about all her favorite shows and games, a walking well of knowledge. I found myself returning day after day, just to hear more of that sharp wit and unrelenting mind. She is one who seeks to know the world as it is, and not as it is told to her, to know every color and every shape she can find. She is old and new, outdated and modern, my favorite contradiction. She has so many unexpected twists and turns, I doubt anyone has learned them all. This She is still in my life, but she is a case of unrequited and far away. Though I find a beauty in everything she does, I doubt I matter much to her. To her, I am a friend to chat with and nothing more.
The fourth
My fourth She is a childhood friend, we grew up together in a small town, and were best friends till the day I moved away. All these years later and she finds me, how could I have known that she was just a message away, a click on the computer. After learning who she is now, I can safely say that she is, in the simplest terms, a wildfire. She is love and passion in their brightest intensity, blind to the world and its cruel ways. She is not one to follow the crowd, and never hesitates to burn her own path. She is new and lively, though she is simple is concept she is a powerful force never to be underestimated. She is that rush of adrenaline when you try something new for the first time. She is that overwhelming joy when you succeed at doing something you thought was impossible to do. She is defiant, and if you earn her trust, she is loyal to the end of the earth. She is up north, the land of pine and thick blankets of snow, warm fires and small towns. Though I miss the snow, it does not compare to how I ache to know her again.
There’s my sob story, scuse all of the poetics, I guess im just trying to do them a justice.
Reading this, I felt an odd sense of deja vu, and I had to check if I was the one who'd written it instead I know those feelings so so well, the good and the dark-and maybe one day it all becomes worth it? But for now, I hope you're okay. That everything you're dealing with heals over time, and that these feelings become lessons that change who you are. Love isn't something to ever fear, so love freely, and I wish you all the best.
This is beautiful and one day I hope that someone cares about me so much that they'll take the time to write something like this about me. Good luck everyone and I really do hope that one day we can all find someone good for us.
Omg, this could be a good song!! :33 would you mind if I take in on inspiration from your piece of work?!?! Promise I won't plagiarize or anything, just a reference of mainly the story of the songg! :333
whimsicalDeviant your writing sends me to a place I can’t even find a name for. I feel so whole after reading the contents of your mind, that was beautiful. Thank you for this <3
my god, the writing here was absolutely stunning. with every word, I felt a multitude of emotions and I could visualize the person as if they were next to me!
That is the most beautiful writing I have ever seen. I felt happy yet sad while reading this. This piece of artwork (yes artwork) is just so relatable you should think about becoming a writer
I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
I wish anyone in the world would care about me this much but for now I'm screwed and I went through break up today and i want to just go to sleep and never wake up
Darn this hit me. For some reason this sounds like something I would write all touchy and metaphoric. No one I know would write like this for a person. Honestly I wish someone wrote something like this for me but that would never be the case. Thank you for making me feel happier and sadder haha this makes me want to do this for the person that i will someday love as I want them to feel the way i did reading this ♥️
This is absolutely beautiful. I do something like this when I am describing a crush. I never show anybody though. You are very brave. With a very poetic and beautiful mind.
Words cannot describe how beautiful this was to read. I can almost feel many of the emotions you held for each girl, and the love that you will continue to hold for them. Thank you for sharing your words and I truly believe you have done them justice with your words
Alyssa Tetro really? I’m so glad you like my writing, to be honest I’ve never put too much thought into writing a book before because I don’t really see myself as a writer. I might consider writing something though seeing how a bunch of people seem to like this :o
i cant believe i was lucky enough to stumble upon this comment. the way you have with words is so powerful it makes me feel as though i lived your life. i fell in love with those girls with you and i felt every bit of the pain you went through afterwards. god, i’m so lucky to have seen that. i love you and i wish you the best in life.
whimsicalDeviant i’m in bed with my girlfriend, who is sleeping right now, and as soon as i finished reading this and looked at her i started sobbing 😭😭 this shit was beautiful
kallie rosalee awww! I’m so glad my writing reached you (sorry for making you cry, I hope it was a good one!). maybe you should try writing something about your gf
This, gives me happy vibes. It makes me want to write, or do an art piece based on each of these descriptions. My gosh, it’s giving me so many ideas! You could make a book about these girls, and I would instantly buy it and read it!
Your writing is something far more than beautiful . It brought me to a new world , a world I want to join... want to stay in ....to call home. I've always had a special place for poetry but I haven't read many . After this I'll be looking for more poetic pieces and start writing myself !
I loved reading this. The people you care about are lucky to have you, I could only hope to have someone in my life who sees the world in such a poetic way.
Aniya Oladele maybe someone has? I never told the people I’ve written about that I wrote about them, never really worked up the courage y’know. maybe there’s someone who’s written about you and you just don’t know it yet :o
I really loved this I’m not even joking this was beautiful❤️ and this really reminded me of why I am the way I am, I’ve recently come to the realization that I like girls, I’ve had my bi phase, but girls are just something different. Their soft, gentle, funny. You could probably say this about boy’s too, but it’s different for me. I’ve known this girl for 5 years, I never saw her as my crush before but she is one of those people that suck you in with their beauty, their grace. We were really close friends for a long time because we played the same sport and we were on the same team. Then she left after 2 years, it was because of school, I was sad, I must say I kind of forgot about her for a while. She came back to my team almost a year ago. I was excited, kinda confused why she was back, but happy, very happy. The moment I walked back into the gym where we had practice, and she turned around I was shocked, I was acting kind of weird, but after five minutes or so, we acted like we’ve been friends the whole time. I never noticed how much I missed her, but when she came back, I finally did. We’ve hung out again, had a sleepover at her house. I only see her in practice because she goes to another school, but she’s part of the reason why I even come to practice sometimes. She makes me feel euphoric and extremely happy. But then at the end of 2019 I noticed that I kind of liked girls, I didn’t know I was into her then. It was weird. Let’s say a month ago I noticed. Now every time I think of her I see her beautiful turquoise blue eyes, that pull you in, her beautiful smile, that reminds me of the sun, and her delicate hands that feel like feathers to the touch. When I saw her as a friend we were both very clingy towards one another, we still are, wich means we were constantly hugging, holding hands, slinging our arms around each other’s shoulders, when we did something with our team we would constantly be with each other, laugh, randomly do cute stuff. Now that I see her as my girl crush and she doesn’t know, I can keep doing these things without her knowing but I really want to tell her, but I don’t want to scare her away. I still want her to be my friend, I mean I want her to be more but she’s probably straight, we’re all still in THAT phase of finding out who we are. We had practice today and we were cuddling again, playing around, then we were facing each other and good god I almost kissed her, I was just playing with her hair in the front, and I just took her chin with my index finger and almost kissed her, but I didn’t, I really wanted to though. This may be pointless to say, but I’ve thought about her the WHOLE day and this was eating me up so I had to get it out. If you read this, hope you’re doing ok. Drink some water if you haven’t, take care<3. Ps: she’s angelic. Oh and sorry if I put some wrong commas and periods, english is not my first language so I tried my best!!
claudia.garcía this reply is so cute 🥺. girl you should ask her out! if you cuddle and play with eachothers hair she probably likes you back! you got this!
this is beautiful! I'm scared to say I feel much like the third She, because you made it sound so amazing to try and search the truth behind all the lies and all the known things we just take in and believe for no reason. I do that a lot, tbh. I doubt everything around me, and search for new angles. I paint the world I see with colors I make and try and show others what I see, although... I don't think anyone really cares. to be fair, I don't know if I'm straight, gay, bi or... whatever. I just don't let it stop me. I love the people around me so much, and I know they won't leave me only because I'm different. I'm already different. I'm sorry you didn't have luck with these Shes, but I'm sure you will find someone who will be perfect for you, and will love you just as much as you love them. That's only fair. And I hope you continue writing, because that was lovely! I loved every word!
bruh. 😳 had to check the username bc i’m just now realizing that i was in love with my best childhood friend who moved to the southwest and that’s why it hurt so much when she moved
I am in TEARS woman TEARS the first one got me so hard. I lobe the way you put things i can only dream of being able to write like this. I will always look back at this saving it I’m my notes right now.
I am in TEARS woman TEARS the first one got me so hard. I lobe the way you put things i can only dream of being able to write like this. I will always look back at this saving it I’m my notes right now.
How do I love someone like this? How can I learn to describe them in such wondrous ways? Not even just romantically, but anyone? How do I love so beautifully like you?
May I just say I was too scared to read it all bcos I don't want my heart to start drawing things up on the girl im trying to rid my crush on, I just want to asy still that you're amazing ❤
This is one of the most beautiful comments I’ve ever read. In fact, one of the most beautifully written stories I’ve ever read. I can picture your “She”s so perfectly, you paint a picture with your words. I wish you all the very best and I know you will find her one day.
she has brown eyes, dirty blonde hair and a little bump on her nose she gives amazing hugs, because she needs them and she knows i need them. she likes to steal my food and draw pigs and dogs she cries a lot. she cuddles me when we have sleepovers & listens to me, always. she is perriwinkle and wisteria, she is yellow and green and mountain purple. i love her but she doesnt love me she's my best friend but nothing more. she means everything to me.
I think it’s so bizarre how fast feelings form. Some relationships take months to build trust and to learn about each other. While I’ve only known you a month, I can’t help but admire you. It feels like we’ve known each other for so long Meg. I truly wish we lived closer, you feel like the missing piece to my messy heart.
discovered this song some years ago and i was so very closeted that i thought about the girl who i knew had a thing for me and was like 'she would probably like this song' like bitch!! you like her back!!
I have been listening to this song on repeat, crying, for the last hour because it makes my heart ache. It makes my heart ache knowing the girl I love will never love me. She's my world and I'm grateful to just be around her. But she's straight. And It makes my stomach flip thinking about a life without her. I really don't know what I'd do without her and I'm just so sad. Because to her I know that I taste of nothing at all.
I wish I knew someone at my school that had my same plight and that I liked and that liked me but I live in a small town and I doubt any of them will ever come out if any of them are even not hetero
Well, I am a bisexual girl in love with a bisexual boy and I kinda feel like this song is not really meant to touch me like it does but I only can think about him and how life is hard and maybe we will never get together because things change and not in a good way and I am feeling so bad
its because the world doesn't give anyone a chance. she could open up a little because love doesn't mean a man and a woman, it means happiness. I hope you could give it a try and ask her. And maybe love will work out for you. I hope it works out <3
Erin Byrne I told my best friend also my crush that I liked her at 3AM and she was like ok I figured and surprisingly she didn't take it back but apparently she's not straight either she just doesn't like me like that so fmlllll
lol memories , i told her and we stopped being friends for a while which sucks but we’re slowly rebuilding that bond hope y’all and yalls “shes” are doing good
I remember discovering dodie 6 years ago in 2014 and this was one of the first songs of hers I listened to. I was 11 and confused about my sexuality. Today at 17 I can kinda come to terms with my bisexuality and now and again I come back to this song becos I relate to it so much.Thanks for this bi anthem dodie!!!💗💞
I was obsessed with this when I got my first female crush. A lot has changed. For instance, we're both men now. But I know he'll never lover me the same way and it still hurts
okay but I have such vivid, emotional memories of lying in my bed at twelve listening to this song as I came to terms with my bisexuality and I'm out and happy now but this song still HURTS
I used to think of a girl two-three years ago. She was beautiful, kind, honest, and my best friend. She let me be weird, as soon as i first layed eyes on her. I fell in love with her, every aspect of her. Her blue-green eyes, her straight brown hair, her everything. She was gorgeous. I was more outgoing then. So i talked her. She was seated next to me. I became friends with her. But she found better friends. Then two years later. We became best friends. I was so happy. Then i messed it up. I told her i liked her, she’s straight. She didnt like that. She asked me why. I didnt know the answer. She then avoided me for months. Then i finally asked why she was avoided me. She told me she was weirded out, when i asked her why. She just kinda shrugged. Then we became friends again. After that year ended, i never heard from her again. I still think of her. She was really pretty and kind. But, i had zero chance.
Oh godddd!! How did I not hear this before?! The part where it says it aches- I lost it🙈 this is exactly how I feel.. The whole song! Thank you so much dodie for this soulful beauty💓
You know what it is ironic like look at how much the comment get and the phrase "i am so weak"is like she telling through the comments I need to go to the hospital
im dating my she. its been almost six months now, this is our song. i sent it to her before i asked her out, later on she told me that she squealed and spun around just out of pure happiness. when im around her everything else goes away. i have a polaroid picture of her and i in the back of my phone case- there is hope. you will find that one person who will mean everything to you. shes out there, yall just have to wait and see. i love her so much. riley, if you're reading this, i fucking love you so much and we gotta dance to this song in our kitchen someday. <3
I’m completely and utterly in love with my (very straight and in a relationship, best friend) and this song is just such a comfort to the quite somber of being lucky enough to be her friend, but never having a chance for more
I’ve been crushing on this girl from work for almost a year now but my contract ends this month and I’ll never see her again after so guess I’ll be listening to this song on repeat and cry
She smells like apple cider and caramel and the beach. She is constantly looking for herself but I always saw her. Her laugh makes my heart wrench. It has since the day I met her. And I think she knows. And I think I know, as well. But she is too important to lose, so we both ignore it.
She jumps from ledge to ledge without hesitation, continuously, without pausing to clean her bandages. I will always run after her to patch her up, even if it kills me. Her smile and damn giggle is enough to keep me going.
It’s difficult watching her fall for boys over and over again. Especially when they never treat her well. However, it’s better than the alternative. If we ever followed through with what we started when we were young... she could risk being kicked out, endlessly harassed, and the concept of losing her in the first place is far too terrifying to think of. So. Here we will stay, close enough to hope and imagine, and I will drift in and out of love with her again every few times I see her.
She has a smile light the blazing sun and a laugh like a strike of lightning. She is impossible to ignore in the most frustrating and amazing ways. And this is why we cannot stand too close. I’ll just be close enough to feel her warm.
I'm doing the same. I can kind of relate, as I have a best friend that I love, but not romantically. All I know is that someday I'll lose her to another guy (or girl). I'm just happy that I'm not attached to her in a romantic sort of way, or else it would hurt a lot more.
She has hair that doesn’t know it’s colour and a laugh that sounds like honey and strawberries she’s smart funny and loves to draw she’ll sketch in class and I bring post it notes so we sketch and I keep them all on my wall they make me get out of bed she makes me want to look good and her face when drawing is so calm and concentrated she has freckles sprinkled all over her face and she is so great and loveable and I’m not sure if I’m allowed to look at her like that cause I go to a catholic school so that’s super fun
She smells like cotton, washed and sweets, she tastes like chocolate bars and coconut , you would find her , exploring anywhere , and she , means everything to me i tried to make it fit to the beats of the song but i wanted it to be accurate too , Sienna , i miss you.
Oh my gosh. Dodie’s facial expressions, and voice inflections, and AHH just everything about this song!!!!
Also this comments section is full of beautiful descriptions of girls who are loved by girls and wow it is a balm for my blistered soul. Today has been alarming, to say the least, and it comforts me to remember that we share this world with girls who smell like lemongrass and sleep.
when you're feeling sad about a crush and want a sad song to relate to but your dad's playing Pink Floyd's "The Wall" in the background and you gotta choose between being sad or being angry.
If you should go skating on the thin ice of modern life. Dragging behind you the silent reproach of a million tear stained eyes don't be surprise when a crack in the ice appears under your feet. You'll slip out of your depth and out of your mind with your fear flowing out behind you as you claw the thin ice. Srsly how can you not like this album? Greatest album ever!!!
PolarPoop the fact that I've seen this comment five billion times means a few things- 1. I watch this video a lot. 2. I'm hiding from my secret yet to be figured out sexuality (which may be Bi) in the comment section 3. I def want someone to relate to ugh
this makes me so unbelievably emotional because when i first heard this song i just absolutely broke down because i accepted that i’m a lesbian and i didn’t know where to even go from there on. this song made me think of a certain girl who i would later come out to, and would layer bawl my eyes out because she told me i was gross for liking girls and it goes against god. three years later and i don’t hide it anymore; i don’t really come out, it just a thing that i won’t hide :) my mum told me that she knew and that was when i stopped hiding it, and i’ve been lucky enough to have so many supportive and lovely people around me <3
Woke up in the middle of the night, congested, body aching...alone; and the only thing I wanted was to listen to this one song from 7 years ago that melted my heart and calmed my soul. THIS means everything to me, thank you.
i started dating my best friend who was a girl then later on she turned into a he and and i really support his decision but after he came out as trans i realized that i was lesbian and i told him, we're still friends but i just wanted to put that out there because hes the bestest gift i could have ever gotten:)
This is me and my boyfriends song and I am absolutely obsessed with it. We both love it so much. Every time I hear it I fall in love with him even more.
she is one of my best friends. she's straight. she knows i like her, and she's never made it weird or uncomfortable, and completely accepted it. I'm so incredibly thankful for that, but it still hurts knowing she'll never love me back the way i love her. it's not as painful as having a crush who is afraid of you liking them and avoids you, but it hurts.
My “she” is the most beautiful girl I’ve met. Freckles splatter her face. She is small and the most perfect person for hugging. She jumps around like a little pixie and I love it. She is straight and has boyfriend. But she still is perfect.
whenever i feel sad,i come to this video and read the comments. i swear this side of youtube is the warmest thing i could never find here. i feel like im not alone and just you know,idk it feels so great but also sad. i fucking love this video and my queen dodie.
I'm in love with one of my closest friends, and she already came out to me as pansexual. I just don't want to ruin our friendship if she doesn't like me back. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I love her.
I haven't found my "she" yet, but damn am I excited to find her. I know that the memories that will be made, and the adventures that we will go on will be wild and exciting. I know that falling for her will start off slow like falling asleep, but will happen all at once. I know that when I find her, it will be a miracle because while I have given my heart to many, I have always left with a little more cracks in it each time. I know that once I find her, I will find my home, I know that when I find her, I will feel the wind through my hair and the sun on my skin in a new way. I know that when I find her, I will thank every lucky start that gave me her. I know damn well, that I will fight for her until I breathe my last, and I will enjoy every moment spent with her. I can't wait to find my "she", and experience all the love and joy that we will bring each other.
i never realised that i had a "she" until very recently.
she was in most of my classes in high school. i thought she was so incredibly pretty, and when she'd say that she wasn't attractive i was so confused because she was the most beautiful girl id ever seen. she was also funny, and she liked the same bands/youtubers as me. i always wanted to be around her. my first "wait, do i like girls?" moment was when i was looking at her from across the table. but i was convinced i was straight, so i couldn't possibly like her in that way.
but i did. it's so obvious now, i can't believe i didn't realise it sooner.
Same, but we don't talk to each other anymore. It's been almost 3 years now and I only recently realized I was in love with her the whole time. Explains why I've been feeling like shit whenever I think of her. Things sadly didn't end well between us... I still miss her tbh
my first time listening to this song was the studio version on the Human album. there’s something so special about her singing it just with the guitar, it’s so raw and emotional and tugs at my heartstrings so much more.
She smells like The prettiest of Flowers and cinnamon. With Hair that falls slowly down her face, She’ll brush it away from her eyes with a small soft smile. She was Blue with My Comforting Yellow. Honey with my Warm weather and Comforting hugs within my cold winter nights. The sound of glistening rain pattering gently down along the dark pavement.
She was the soothing voice, The home within my hurt, And the Reason for my tears to dry. She was the calm that fixed me when I was in pain. She was the reason my bad days became good days. Hearing the Phone ring i’d smile, Knowing almost immediately it was her.
It was all the little things about her. The way she would blush a pretty shade of rose. The way she would Play her guitar with so much happiness, as if music took away all the sense of Sadness in this bittersweet world. The way she would Drink so many cups of water. The way she would say sorry if she thought she said ‘I love you’ too much.
But then it all faded. Slowly in time she realised, I wasn’t good enough. And she became bored. She Would call later each night so we’d speak for so little time. She stopped texting during the day to check up on me, to see if I was alright.
She was cuddling somebody else, With full blazing attention of sunlight that I’d never seen her be able give somebody before. She was somebody else’s smiles, Somebody else’s giggles. She was somebody else’s Warmth within the freezing winds and the Sunlight after a storm.
She’s everything but mine. But it’s okay. All I want is for her to be happy. I’m used to not being enough for people. Because I’m always the one getting left and never the one leaving. But still, it’s okay. As long as she’s smiling, I’m Okay. But if ever on this earth she needs me again, I’ll be there. And I always will.
This song reminds me of my ex best friend, she was my everything and I miss her so much. Whenever I see her I just want to go over to her and give her the biggest hug but I can’t do that..I’m now lonely and I feel so bad because I thought this boy was my new best friend but he lied to me and he literally never speaks to me at all. I can’t believe that this has happened, I lost her and it was all my fault..I miss the memories what we had, all I have is old photos and videos of her and me. She’s found new people to be with and a new best friend while I’m here alone, just watching her silently as she walks past me through the corridors or cafeteria..I’ve tried to apologise but it’s too late. Sad how one little lie can effect something so bad, if you have a bestfriend then always keep them by your side, try not to loose them 💕
I'm stuck at home and it's raining and I have a cup of coffee in my hand. I'm listening to this song sobbing and reading the comments because I know I will never get a she who will care so much about me cause emotional baggage is real.
I remember listening to this song 5ish years ago and loving it, but never feeling it. Then 10th grade of high school happened. I met a girl that (I’d honestly say) changed my whole perspective of love. We met though a mutual friend, and i caught feelings from day one. Every time i thought of her, it made me smile. She is so kind, smart, talented, beautiful inside and out, and a million more things i could list for hours. But nothing ever happened between us, and she eventually moved out of state for college after graduation. I still think about her sometimes and wonder if she felt the same, or if things could’ve been different if i had just taken my shot. We still talk once in a while, but i don’t feel like it’d be right to tell her now or ever at all. So to my point, i actually FEEL these lyrics now. This song has gotten me though so much. Thank you Dodie
He has the most amazing eyes. I've done everything to get over him, and somehow he smiles and I fall. He laughs at my jokes and then complains that I have the sense of humor of a crayon. When he makes a joke, he always stops to make sure I'm laughing. He grabs my hand to get my attention and when he lets go my heart breaks. I just stare. I dream I could stop time. He would freeze. Everyone would freeze and they couldn't see me or hear me or feel me, but I'm there and I move. I could kiss him and just cry and just be with him. I pray that none of you have to understand what it feels to look up at someone and see them looking at someone the way you look at them. So I'm here writing an anonymous confession of love that he will never see as it gets buried in a YouTube comment section. I'm here and he's there with his girlfriend and I'm here. He's there.
I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it but I'm coming back again and again the last weeks and listen to this on repeat because I can relate to this so much at the moment.. I really need this on Spotify Dodie!
That moment when she(haha) is putting a new ep on spotify including human and she~
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ur mum2019-12-17 21:37:47 (edited 2019-12-17 21:38:20 )
I was 11 when I watched this video for the first time. I hated myself deeply for the way I felt and I wanted to bury it so no one had to see. I come back to it 4 years later, comfortable with myself, to tell you that it gets better.
She had long soft dark hair and a beautiful smile. She was kind and she had a sweet laugh, her eyes were bright and sparkly and she was so nice to me. But it never ended up working out
she. smiles and my world brightens. she looks like a goddess even when she isn't trying. she. talks like an angel sent straight from heaven to greet me at my darkest times. she. means so much more than everything to me. its been a month and im already never letting her go. she has the most beautiful eyes. big faces smiles and loud giggles. she most likely won't see this. but she.
i remember listening to this 5 years ago and not thinking much of it, and now im a closeted bisexual who is in love with my best friend who would never think of me any more than a friend
This will sound incredibly stupid and self-centred, but I would love to have someone hear this song and think of me. Just the idea of someone hearing a love song that's so bittersweet and being reminded of me. I don't know I'm just idealistic and self-centred
deliciousandvicious9 i can relate, it isnt self centred at all. we all just want to know what it feels like to be strongly loved, but never known about it.
@ all of u replying "never will happen 2 me :///" sHUt up Ok?? u literally neVer know like seriously im 99% sure that there's soMEONE who thinks about you if they've ever heard this song/they could even jus feel this way abt u w/o hearing the song...my point iS that ur wrong and someone most definitely thinks about you lyk this
take me for example,, ive liked this girl for...a year now?and well i never really knew how special she was until she ended up being in a heck of a lot of my classes @ school nd i literally can't stop looking at her because of how pretty she is and how her laugh is so nice to hear and how she's so funny and how her eyes are this beautiful deep shade of blue,, like...she pretty much is the first thing i think of when i wake up and the last thought that i have before i go to bed which is weird because we've never even talked...she has no clue she means the woRld (and everything more) to me. you could be like her nd have no clue about how much you mean to someone!
there is nothing self-centered about wanting a person to think of and love you.
it is idealistic though. and hopelessly romantic. also, this is a song about unrequited love. that means that one of you doesn't reciprocate those affections. whether from ignorance or conscious choice - one loves while the other does not.
so... maybe this isn't the best song to base romantic daydreams on.
but what do I know, I'm just a push pin with an Internet connection.
deliciousandvicious9 you're not being self-centred or anything! I'm pretty sure a lot of other people (including myself tbh) want to have this kind of song about them like you; you're just the first one to bring it up haha
that sounds funny, u know. i am the opposite. all that i want is to someday, listen to this song and think about someone else. even if this person never accepts me, i wish i could think about them like this (just to be clear, i have no idea of who and where they are, but i like to pretend that i know there is someone out there for me). i think i am the most self-centered one here, but what can i do when all of you talk about such sweet and nice stories and i just want to know how does it feel for once?
She’s sweet, so kind, and is my only reason i look forward to going to school. Her eyes are absolutely stunning and they are like an ocean i could just drown in. Her laugh could make me smile even on the darkest days. I love her so much even though i dont know what her sexuality is, and she is so important to me.
2:21 i’ve listened to this song millions of times, one of my favorite songs, everytime it means something different to me, there’s this one girl i’ve been constantly in and out of a relationship with, idk what to do, she just ended things with me saying it was the last time, today i saw her and we were talking with our friend and i was standing right next to her, but i have never felt so far from her.
my she is in a relationship with someone who isn’t always aware. I care for her more than they do, and i notice when things are wrong with her before they do. I’m thinking of sending this song to her anytime soon, probably keep you updated even though you probably will not notice!
I always end up here it's 2:58am and I'm think about her. I know we can't be together and probably won't. It's all memories that never happened but she means everything to me.
The first girl I admitted to myself I liked was my best friend. Her name was Jessie. She was blonde and freckled. She loved strawberry milkshakes and cats even though she had a dog. She was my muse for everything. She had a boyfriend for eight months of the year and a half we've been friends and it killed me. He was a terrible person and I just wanted her to be with me. I would have treated her right. He never did. She was hopelessly straight though. I was always giving her gifts. I gave her yellow roses and a book of 100 love letters but I didn't tell her I liked her until a month after I got over her. She told me she knew. We're still best friends but she was my She.
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s o f a2017-11-21 04:10:51 (edited 2017-11-21 04:11:07 )
Aww. I hope that one day you find someone who looks at you the same way you do them. You deserve it.
I still haven’t found myself a she but I sure am excited to have one. Oh to live in a cozy cottage in the woods with my wife, baking, writing, and singing songs.
Here's the lyrics if you have a special guy on your mind :)
Am I allowed to look at him like that? Could it be wrong When he's just so nice to look at? And he smells like lemongrass and sleep He tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture And he... Means everything to me Oh, oh I'd never tell No, I'd never say a word And oh, it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt And he smells like lemongrass and sleep He tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture And he... Means everything to me Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh And I'll be okay Admiring from afar 'Cause even when he's next to me We could not be more far apart And he tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall But to him I taste of nothing at all And he smells like lemongrass and sleep He tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture And he... Means everything to me Yes, he means everything to me He means everything to me
i remember listening to this song in 2015, still in the closet because i was in 5th grade and would be scared of what people at school would think since they were really judgy now i’m a sophomore and out as bisexual :)
I dedicated this song to first girl i fell in love with when i realized i was bi, honestly every single part of the song made sense to me everytime i was with her. I was scared and i thought that probably this would ruin our friendship, and i think in some kind of way it did, now that she´s not anymore in my everyday, i still love her and i really wish her the best of the lucks. Andrea you´ll probaly will never see this but be sure i will always love you and the best thing i can do its let you go.
how she makes me feel
she’s a vance joy song come to life, soft like emmylou, warm like saturday sun, and as classic as riptide
spring daffodils and summer cherries
lavender fields
stripes and overalls
raspberry lemonade
doves and clouds and being free
flowers blooming
snowflakes
late night rain
pink and yellow and blue and all her favourite colours in between
cotton candy
violet skies
painting with watercolours
english accents
fuzzy socks
bicycle rides
and old movies about falling in love,
because they’re so true with her.
Oh my, I love this song almost as much as I love the woman who wrote it. And that accent (sounding like an American now), I could listen to her read a book on refrigeration engineering, it is so fun to hear!
I see all these sweet comments from people altering the lyrics to make it fit for their situation or telling really cute stories. And it made me wonder, we are all someones she/he/they etc. but maybe one of these comments is about you. Maybe someone you know has written something so sweet for you. And maybe they didn't, maybe they wrote it in their diary or in their head. Just remember you are beautiful and loves and people will have some cute stories about you, just because you don't always hear them doesn't mean they don't exist.
nora her smile is so bright her long hair is the color of autumn her blue eyes sparkle like a diamond she’s a drop of bright color in a sea of gray she’s the most gorgeous person in the whole world loving her is painful when she doesn’t know you exist but loving her is also beautiful because she was the one who sparked the rainbow tears and that is better than any tears of gray
I had a “she”. She is currently my best friend, and i had a crush on her some months ago. I would love hugging her before school, and smell the nice scent of her fresh curly hair. She always grabs me by the wrist to make sure i am listening to her, to tell me something no matter how random or simple it was. We always talk about our favorite shows and movies nonstop. Our sense of humor is only understood by each-other, and we can laugh together for hours on end. When i used to like her, she had a big crush on a guy and ended up making out with him at a party. It hurt having to see it all happen, put on a facade and feel excited for her. Despite feeling jealous, i learned that all i want in the world is to see her happy, and if she didnt see me the same way i saw her, so be it. this song by dodie and “let her go” by passenger was really important to my moving on. I know this was released 5 years ago and this will get lost among the comments, but i just had to get it out of my chest. I hope this song can help others as much as it helped me understand my emotions. :)
She smelt like sugarcane and dreams. She tasted like chocolate milk and cotton candy. You would’ve found her in a misty cherry blossom forest. She meant, and always will mean, everything to me.
I can’t wait to meet my “she”. Since 3rd grade I’d have several girl crushes but I cant find someone yet. Then again I’m still in 6th grade but that doesn’t mean I cant be in love <3
She smelled like colored pencils and fresh air She tasted like warm sweaters and laughs Her smile lit up galaxies Tracing her glasses with my finger Her hugs when I cried Her soft voice saying “it’s okay” Her curly fluffy hair You could find her with my head in her lap during recess Me wearing her sweater because I forgot mine She didn’t care if she was cold As long as I was warm The sight of her cuts is imprinted in my mind forever I don’t know where you are now I wish I could have saved you I wish I hadn’t said that I shouldn’t have said that If I could go back in time I’d undo those words My time with my she was so short Yet it felt like a magical forever I miss you
you know i loved you, you dont know that i still do. Im happy you found happiness somewhere else, though i wish it couldve been me....im not one to write long romantic texts, i already did that but threw them away because they were all about you. but if you ever see this, know that ive always thought of you while listening to this love, your loempia
My she has a laugh so amazing it makes my heart skip a beat, my she is so gorgeous that I stop breathing when I see her, my she makes me laugh when I need to, my she knows when she needs to take things seriously, my she is amazing, my she is a he, and I wasn’t ready for that
I'm several years late to the party but I'm reading all thses stories and I want to contribute so here goes.
My she right now isn't straight. I'm not sure what she identifies as, but I know she dates both boys and girls. I found out that we listen to the same music and after I got dumped I realized that she was really pretty. I hadn't told anyone. Still haven't, really. Anyway, I was thinking about making a move when I found out a guy friend of mine started going out with her. This is the second time something like this has happened to me.
Edit: I just got a like on this and its kinda therapeutic to write my thoughts down so to add to this, she said she didn't really like that guy and they broke up. They were still close enough that I was considering making a move because it wouldnt be too weird.
She and I had a moment in the bathroom. It was magical. Somehow, she got hold of a new song that isn't technically out here yet and we listened to it together.
I was really hoping she was into me.
And then she told me that she's started going out with another guy I know. He didn't know that I liked her either, so no hard feelings except that A) he didn't tell me they got together B) I thought he was gay but he's bi so now I feel like a shitty friend for not knowing he's bi and C) I still like her. I'm trying to get over it, but I do.
Life sucks sometimes, but I know it'll be better. There will be girls that I like that like me back that don't have boyfriends. But it still sucks for now.
Edit 2: I'm completely over her now and very confused about another girl.
My ‘she’ has been my best friend since we were 9. I had no I fea she was my she. We’ve been through so much together, but I think I’ll just keep admiring from afar.
Get someone else to listen to it, one of my friends wrote a song and told me it was crap and i listened to it and it was amazing. Get someone to check before you say it's crap. Xx
i know i’m not your she. but someone else is, and she looks at you the same way i did. i see you look back at her just the same. don’t break her heart like you did mine. please. ily.
I was brought here by Liam O'Brian's connecting with the song, and your work is amazing. I can't wait to share this with my daughter. I think it will speak directly to her, but it also speaks to the connections of humanity and as much as love is love, unrequited love is unrequited love. Thank you for this song.
My girlfriend now actually sang this song to me before we were dating and I instantly fell in love with both your song and her XDD guess that makes me super gay
to everyone in the comments, thank you for sharing your beautiful words of your Shes with me. maybe one day i'll be confident enough to talk about mine, but as of now my bisexuality is terrifying due to my strong feelings of love for both girls and Jesus Christ.
She's My Rainy Days on January morning but not like the the bad type of rain but more like that the phenomenon of Sunny rain. She's the one pause in the movie or the song or whatever that just makes you feel amazing, she's bisexual, we're dating... but I hurt her. She might break up with me it's almost been a year to. It's my fault and I'm ready to accept it but I just I listen to this song when I had a crush on her when I first saw her. And when she accidentally told me she liked me my heart s o a r e d and I messed it all up. You haven't talked at all, but I can still feel your pain from this far, I know you want to talk to me but you can't because you're scared, I don't want you to know I love you so much love at the point I might break. I've been made fragile, and I just hope she learns what support is.
P. S. I'll Always Love You even if I'm on the island. Bye.
Edit:she broke up with me but that's okay, we both still love each other very much. And we're still friends. But I still want to be with her and kiss her.
She smells like strawberry and feathers She tastes like music and laughter You would find her in a cheap music festival And she... Means everything to me
I felt this way for my 'she' for so long, until I got up the courage to tell her. Turns out we both liked eachother. We've now been dating for almost two months, and I love her so so so much. I'm going to do something for her with this song, because she really means everything to me.
She came into my life at such a rough patch for me, but since then has stuck by my side and supported my every decision. With miles upon miles between us it was a risky decision, but we fell for each other, and I don't regret a single thing. Every day i smile a little more. I love you, jow.
My 'she' was a close friend. We hadn't known each other all that long, but some how our friendship grew really quickly. Despite knowing(and accepting) that I'm gay, as well as being out to most people, when I started to feel an attraction, I pushed away. At the time it must have seemed really weird to her because one minute I was really open and happy, and the next I was cold and closed off. This wasnt my first 'she' and I felt that I couldn't let my heart be broken again. I was doing my GCSEs that year, so I felt that my grades would be affected if I acknowledged my feelings. All of this happened while I knew that she(at least thought) she was bi. She would talk to me about this girl that she really fancied, and I killed me inside to here her talk about her. After my GCSEs I broke down and wrote her a letter explaining pretty much everything, including my feelings for her. About a month later she told me that she was dating this guy. She also told me that if she wasn't dating him when I told her I liked her then she would have said she liked me back. I was just starting to get over her and it tore the wound right open. A few weeks later she told me that she wasn't bi, and that it was just a phase. We haven't talked since.
oh my god i love my “she” so so much. everything about her, her dark hair, green and blue eyes, her smile, her laugh, she’s so sweet, she is so so caring. she means everything to me, but i mean nothing to her. i see whole galaxies in her eyes and she can’t even see a single star in mine
i was in 7th grade. i had been friends with this girl for about 1 year. we became really close that year and talked every day. we facetimed every day after school and we hung out every weekend. she had another best friend at the time and they were both boy crazy. i would always get jealous when they went over and talked to all the boys. i wanted her all to myself. i stayed up until 1 in the morning listening to her cry about this boy that she liked and how he liked her best friend. i felt so bad for her, and i just wanted to hold her in my arms as she cried. after winter break, she started to distance herself from me. i was confused because we were good friends before but all of a sudden, she started avoiding me. i was so confused and sad, i had no idea what to do. then, covid hit. we stopped becoming friends and i was heartbroken. during quarantine, i made the discovery that i was queer, and everything made so much sense. i could never tell her how i felt because she is straight, she also doesn’t like me now for whatever reason BAHA. but, i’m over her. and i’ve changed and moved on. i’m a freshman now, it took me a very hard time to accept myself. but now i know that it’s ok to be a gay girl. and i’m happier then i ever was before :)
I've only seen her a couple times and talked to her even less, but she makes me feel like I've got a family of butterflies nesting at the bottom of my stomach😊🥰🥰
you'll never know now, but i loved you. i loved your warm eyes and your honey skin, your freckles and your smile. i loved the way your brown hair shined auburn in the sun, and your dimples that you gave oh-so-generously. i loved you, i really did.
You know what? That is the same description of my best friend, who I am in love with, and when I read it I started crying because it reminded me of her and I miss her so much...
A. Drago while I am listening to this song and reading this, I am crying. This song is the one that I used to listen to when I got my first girlfriend (first girl) and she broke up with me for a guy, I still love her even though we. Won't be together and knowing her is enough for me, but this described her perfectly. She is so incredibly beautiful
Enchanted Onyxia why r u guys so rude if he felt this way he felt this way u didn’t go through what he felt doesn’t matter what age so just please stop with the hate
Thank you... a close friend just died she was like the only sibling I had Thank you dodie... you help calm me down... and it isn't the first time I've cried to your songs
Shwump Animations it does. Two of my friends passed away this year. It absolutely burns at first, but the pain will fade. You'll never be completely over it, but you won't be broken
Over this quarantine I started thinking about what I felt and I heard this was a really good song. I listened to it and realized I was thinking of my best friend, who I thought I had lost feelings for. Now whenever I listen to this song I think of her. I'm going to ask her out in a year or two because she said she wasn't ready to date anyone yet. I really hope she feels the same way.
She is my best friend. She constantly in and out of relationships. She loves the rain and snuggles. She smells like warm hugs and blankets. She is a foot taller than me but I don’t care. She has bright blue eyes that transform into the prettiest hazel in the sun. She will never love me like I love her. She breaks my heart but puts it back together at the same time. She is happy. She is my favorite person. She makes me sad but I don’t mind. She will never see me. She.
"She" is (most definitely) straight and a Christian and says the word "gay" in a slightly ashamed whisper, and it breaks my heart every time.
Edit: we still haven’t directly talked about it (probably because we both have anxiety and are terrified of losing each other) but we have talked about how cute Ryden (a gay relationship between Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie) could’ve been together, and about other gay ships. So maybe life isn’t as cruel as it can be made out to be - a more hopeful version of the same human 😊
Edit (once again) Months from the first comment: I told her that I’m bi last night, and she replied in all caps, that she was so proud of me, for being able to tell her 😁 I was crying tears of joy from her response. She told me that I wasn’t alone (although she is writing a full response at some point today, because her parents told her to go to bed before she could) I still am convinced sometimes that she is only in my head, because I could not have asked for a better friend - the happiest version of me that I’ve been in quite a long time
Yet another edit: We’re together now 😁 (also, dear past me, your “straight” sister literally just broke up with/completely emotionally destroyed said “straight girl”...yet you are oblivious to all of it)
That's soooo shitty. I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a person like that! Sounds terrible. I'm really turned off by that sort of attitude, thank God... Can't fall in love with someone who's presence disgusts you. :)
I've liked this dude like all through elementary school but now we're in high school he acts all Republican and talks shit about gays (I'm pansexual) and everything but I still like him...
My first She was my hero. When I came to my new school, she was my first friend -and, I would later discover, my first crush. She was so many first. First person I came out to. First heartbreak. She was so beautiful. Long strawberry blonde hair that fell in waves. Eyes that changed hues. And when she cut her hair to shoulder length, she looked even better. She was like fire, I think. Confident, strong -or at least that's how I saw her. She came out to me first, you know. In fact, her confidence gave me the confidence to come out. As we grew older, she changed and we grew apart. I realized we would never work out. So I let go. I missed who she used to be, what we used to have.
My second She is wild. I've only known her for a few days, yet she's left such an impression on me. She's strong and determined, smart and unafraid. She's loyal and kind. I lo- no, I like her. I like her a lot.
I think I’m biromantic, my she, my best friend, is so calming to be around. She smells of flowers and sadness. I hug her occasionally and she does the same. Holding on to each other when we need it.
She loves another person though. They are the most adorable people together and I tell her that they look so cute together. I want her to be happy. Maybe in the back of my mind I had a crush on her, I’ve never had one of these crushes, that’s why I think I’m asexual, or maybe I just lack feeling in general.
Perhaps I’m leaning on her for emotional support. Feelings like these make my head a chaotic mess. I think I gave up a long time ago, it’s just that I’m not really sure what I am feeling. Its a mixture of emotions whenever I see her. I admire her and just want her to be happy, because she deserves someone so much more.
I hope that she gets together with her, I will cheer her on and tuck this feeling away.
Sorry this is just a rant on Youtube, I needed to get my feelings into words somehow.
“she” loves me back. she sang this song to me. sometimes my anxiety gets in the way of things, or my brain is just weird and messes things up, but she’s so patient and loving. i love her sooooo much.
To my she, you are the most Beautiful person I have ever met. I love you more then you could ever know. Ever since I met you, my days have gotten a little brighter. You are amazing at everything you do, and I have loved you for four years now. You are the best thing in this world and help me everyday to become someone I know you will be proud of. So though I know you will never see this, I love you Mina, with all my heart, I probably won’t ever get the courage to tell you but I hope one day I will.
This makes me think of my best friend who isn't my best friend anymore. She just stopped talking to me and honestly I still love her more than anything on this earth.
ouch i don't talk to my best friend anymore either i miss her but it's my fault i was the one who stopped it all, the worst part was that i did it to see if she'd care and Well, she didn't ...or at least she didn't show it
Chicken Bathroom We're in the same situation. I miss my best friend in the whole world! I told her i missed her and she said "i'm sorry...i didn't know....." i walked away crying. When we were best friends.....She was the only one there for me....i am in another world without her... :(
+Betsie Lynch one day i hope you'll find someone so much better. just think about it, there's 7billion people in the whole world and probably a couple billion who are dicks so minus 2 billion that's like 5 billion friends -actually i think a lot more ppl are mean but like you still have so many people out there who'd be more than willing to be your friend, i want to say something to my friend but i don't think i ever will. at least you did it, you should be proud
For everyone who has someone they'd wish to be back in their life— contact them, text them, call them, write them a letter, find them on social media, do it now. Honestly, do it, right now. Stop reading this and do it
Lucy Davey I used to have a best friend and we used to talk everyday and I loved talking to her soo much.She then got a boyfriend and went from only talking about him to bearly texting me and then just not texting me at all. Its been a year already and I miss it a lot everyday.
this hurts so much. i was in love with my best friend and even if she was horrible to me and i know she didn't deserve my love at all, i still miss her.
Lucy Davey My best friend, who I have liked for ever, recently stopped talking to me because I got a girlfriend. She has a boyfriend though and claims to still like me but I can't date her so why try.
Awh I've been in this situation before. Recently I got in a fight with my best friend and she was mad at me, but she meant everything to me. So if you can, then you should have a big chat with her (if you are comfortable) or you can let her know how you feel about her via letter/text. I hope things work out for you like the way it did for me <3
It's the same for me. She was my best friend and I still love her. I know she's happier now though, so that makes it easier for me too. Doesn't mean I don't miss her more than anything though
Reading this made me realize that I'm doing this to my own best friend... I'm slowly starting to talk less and less with her. I love her to bits, but I'm just... Busy, I guess. And she's also busy, but I miss the times when we'd be screaming and having fun just like we did two years ago.
PockiePandee same here. We both have a lot stuff to do in school an its just killing me. Plus she have a boyfriend now. I seen her last year in September maybe... and barely texted with her
reminds me of my best friend. i had a crush on her before i really knew i was bi. i never told her and she was murdered a year ago so i never will i guess...
Unicatwhal ugh i had a crush on my friend too but id never say i word to her cause i was afraid something like this would break our friendship but idk i need encouragement
Lucy Davey this song also reminds me of an ex bestfriend because she introduced me to Dodie and I'm glad she did but I don't regret leaving her at all.
My ‘She’ has curly blonde hair that waves in the wind like silk, a sweet smile that shines like the sun, she wears shorts and shirts to every event I see her, her voice sounds like church bells ringing and she is the person I love most in this world.
omg, I just heard this very song in the Italian Netflix series "An Astrological Guide for Broken Hearts" and I am beyond proud! Proud that I knew right away that it was your voice and your song, that's just so cool ❤
just realized this is one of the first songs i found when coming to terms with my bisexuality (2016) and i completely forgot about it. i didn't even start really listening to dodie until this year. this is my first time watching it since and all i remember is having this on repeat, taking each word to heart. i guess i've come full circle
She smells like vanilla sweets She tastes like cotton candy dreams Oh you would find her in a forest with the birds And she.....means everything to me oh~
im actually thinking of my boyfriend while listening to this. the whole tune of this song reminds me of his beautiful eyes in the sun wind making his hair all messy his loving arms and warm smile so healthy happy. i love you nino.
She’s my best friend and we’ve been through ups and downs... but she’s in love with someone else and has been her whole life. I feel safe with her, laughing, being awkward but it’s okay. She thinks she’s ugly but her freckles are beautiful and her eyes sparkle in the golden sun by her window. I know it will never happen, I have no chance, but I can’t stop the way I feel about her. This song just describes everything so perfectly. Me and my crush love each other. But we only love each other as friends, and nothing else. I guess I’ll just have to be hiding my whole life
Oh man. I really like this girl. She’s so beautiful, so talented, so kind, and unfortunately... so straight. I guess our romance will exist in my dreams :(
probably clarisse try and go for it, maybe she isn’t straight. If she truly is, I’m sorry and I hope you can get over it well and you will remain good friends. ❤️
Oh boy I felt the same about my crush she meant and still means everything to me. Its been more than a year now and Im just so lucky to have her by my side
"But to her I taste of nothing at all" but I think to her I tasted like a friend... and yeah my feelings and emotions broke our friendship. It's really hard not to have feelings for your straight friend.
She has hugs that feel like coffee on a gloomy morning. She smells like rain and and tastes like raspberries. Her eyes are like a blanket in the coldest of winters. Her smile is goofy and sweet and confused. Her thoughts are whimsical and silly. She speaks sunlight and sugar. When she breathes, she breathes in hope. And when she exhales, she exhales comfort. And most importantly, she will never feel the same about me. She will never see me and think of her favourite sweater. She will never smile at the thought of me. She will never ponder if the things in my head. She will never know of the aching I feel in my chest for her. And lastly, she will never know I love her.
@I_Am_Glove i don't think they were intending on judging anyone for their sexuality. they're just frustrated that the person they like could never like them back.
She told me she was bi after someone was saying gays are weird. I went over to her house for a sleepover, and I told her while we were swimming. She said “I’m surprised but that” and we just kept swimming. I tried to be cute and send things and she’s not saying anything. I don’t know if she likes me or not, but I hope she knows.
I remember when I first found this sound. I loved it, but it wasn't something I could relate to. Now it hurts how much I can relate which, somehow, makes the song even better which I didn't think was possible.
One of my best friends is her classmate, but I didn't come out yet to anyone except my friend Leonardo ( Well, I didn't come out to him but he saw that I was kissing a girl, so...)
Last week I was with that friend who is her classmate, and she appeared smiling, showing her wrists with cut marks, and my friend said something like "Look, these cuts aren't too recent" It hurts me because I can't help her, and when I talk about this, she refuses to say how she feels about the cuts On one hand I want to like her, on the other, liking her, is making me sad and I getting bad to know that I will never have anything with her besides friendship Anyway, thanks for saying this... (Oh, and sorry if I said something wrong because I'm brazilian and my english is bad)
I understand you, but my case is a little bit different. My best friend told her she likes me, and I like her too, but we can't be together because our families are extremely religious and homophobic. It hurts so much, because I know that if I fall in love with her, I wouldn't be able to hide it, and my parents would kick me out of the house... It hurts so fucking much.
Her hands are always so cold but so soft and she'll ask me to warm them up because mine are always warm. I miss her all of the time, even if she's sat right there. And now I'm crying. Thanks Dodie.
It's funny because she actually smells like lemongrass and sleep. And her hands are skilled but small and warm. And they press hard but lightly upon your skin, her hair is blonde but not TOO blonde, the perfect amount. You're horrible, Dodie. I'm gonna go cry in a corner now. (no hate, love you Dodie <3)
I am a pansexual trans male. I have had a friend since the begining of 6th grade. Im in 8th grade and we are still friends. She was the first person i came out to. I am in a toxic realationship with my boyfriend ive known since i was 4. We are still friends let alone him being toxic as hell. I have a crush on my friend who i have known since 6th grade. She's so pretty and sweet. I wanna hold her. But i cant. She doesnt feel the same. Ive told her before. I dont want to ruin our friendship. She is an absolutely amazing person. I dont want her to hurt because of me. This song reminds me of her. It hurts my heart so much. We always want what we cant have..
when i was eleven i would listen to this song over and over and try to convince myself that who I was was okay and now I'm sixteen and doing the same thing. its a different girl now and my life has completely flipped on its head. this new girl is pretty and smart and talented and oh so kind and I haven't ever felt like this for someone who I wasn't dating and it hurts. shes one of my best friends and went on a date with one of our guy friends yesterday and I feel like I'm eleven again. i cant look at her without feeling shame, cant hold her hand without feeling guilty, can't joke without feeling like a liar. she deserves to know but I'm not going to ruin what ive built. i hope it works out with our friend and I hope that she's happy, she deserves it.
i know how everyone is describing their “she” in the comments but here’s my problem, i don’t know to describe my “she”. she’s just my beautifully complicated “she” and i love that.
i was joking with my she about how bad i am at singing and she told me to sing tear in my heart by tøp for her because we are true buds no homo bro and i told her about this song because it was the only love song that came to my mind and now two weeks later i realize that this song is literally my feels about her
this song reminds me of the first girl i ever loved and oh god:( if you’re reading this i’m sorry. i’m sorry i messed things up, i’m sorry i don’t text you anymore, i’m sorry we fell apart and i have moved on and so have you. i’m glad you have, you really deserve the world z, you do. you really did change my summer and made me a better person. i wish things worked better but i don’t think it could have. anyway i’m sorry if u see this i needed to get this out oof
I know probably nobody will see this comment, but I don't care. This song makes me think of this girl who I really like. I love everything abut her, she's so sweet, loving and absolutely amazing. I can't help, but be attracted to her, but I always thought I was straight. I guess why I like her so much is because {HE} came out as genderfluid, and it makes sense. She/He can portray both genders. Not only does the fact of liking someone not fully male terrify me, she/ he's all of the sudden drifting away from me. Like I understand if you need space but I want to be your friend. I Love You , please don't shut me out. Like she/he's only like this to me. Its got very distant. I miss my best friend so much.
+Lili Madison McDonald THATS STILL SO AMAZING! thats a big step in the right direction, and its good that they know. i hope things can always be great for you, and the future is so bright. 💘💘
+Lili Madison McDonald This stream of comments is exactly why I come to this "side" of youtube the happiness, the discussion amd sometimes the sadness but almost never any hatred or hanger always happiness, helpfulness and respect that's why I love fanbases like this one. and massive congratulations Lili
Lili Madison McDonald i'm reading through all of these replies while listening to this song in the background and no joke tears are streaming down my face. this is so beautiful.
“It feels oddly good to hurt” Genius line. It’s like you are finally being honest with your self, but it hurts because it could never happen and you could never tell anyone. It’s like a feeling that’s awful, but worth it because it’s a feeling you could only get from her- someone you will only meet once in a lifetime. And it aches even more because thinking about it will only remind you how it might never happen.I’ve never related more to a line I don’t think... ♥️
I literally didn’t think this was a song about love until I read the comments. Honestly not hating it either. I really thought it was about jealousy, which I guess is just what I think about more than love.
I am best friends with my 'she'. And I am lucky enough to know she feels nearly the same. I'm Panromantic heterosexual and I can safely say I am so lucky. My 'she' knows I care so fricking much about her and she cares right back. Her eyes are everything. Her awkward smile is everything. Her hands and freckles and dreams are everything. And I get to be with her always. I couldn't ask for more. Good luck to all the lovelies in the comments with their 'she's. I hope you have as much luck as I did. Hearts, hugs, and smiles around.
I also brought milk and cookies so feel free to take some. ♡
watching this vid when it first came out as a kid, it was my favorite. I didn't know why at the time or why I got so emotional when listening to it. I still don't know what it really means. Do I like girls? No, I am extremely boy crazy... Am I bi? I don't know... I do love women but I can't tell if it's admiration or attraction. Could it be both? Both my parents have expressed countless times that they would love me just the same if I was gay or anything of the sort, so what's holding me back? What's making me question things? Am I just touch deprived and therefore think I like girls? No, I've had these thoughts for years.. I don't know, maybe I'll never know...
Don't rush yourself to figure anything out. It's good that your parents will accept you either way. It gives you more time to understand yourself without being held back. I struggled for many many years. It took meeting a girl who really confirmed the feelings I have towards women with the way she makes me feel. Now I feel so amazing knowing a little more about myself. She's my girlfriend now. But I still don't know if I'm gay or bi. I've had many boyfriends, and loved them, but it still can be confusing if maybe I was just trying to validate myself or feel normal or if they were just meant to be best friends. Life's really complicated. At this point, I'm just loving people for people, and that's all. My sexuality is my girlfriend. That's it
Wait at the end there did she “correct” herself to “he” at the end there or was it just a continuation of the word she? Because if it’s the former, that is heartbreaking.
i really am back here once every year leaving a comment for myself to see next time i’m here, aren’t i? lol. this time, this song—the memories associated with it—feel SO far in the past. i’m no longer here because of the girl i liked freshman year. i’m no longer the me that typed something along the lines of “songs about liking a girl” into the youtube search bar and discovered dodie for the first time. so much has happened, so much has changed. i loved a boy a couple years back and i’m still left in pieces. the girl from freshman year and i drifted apart and then back together and then apart again right before i started my first year of college this year. i’ve had ending after ending after ending and i don’t even want love anymore, but i can’t seem to get my brain to understand that. and now i’m here because i miss the me that i was when i first found this song, i miss when life was so much simpler, before oliver and before madhura and before durva. it seems like i’ve been numbing so much for the past few years. i miss back when i let myself feel my feelings, because weirdly enough the beginning of me falling apart was the last time i remember feeling my emotions. it’s weird to look at a time like that and wish i was there, isn’t it? but i do. i so desperately do. because nights like these when i let myself just feel and cry and hurt have become SO fucking rare. all i do is watch twitch stream after twitch stream while barely staying afloat with my school work because i can’t get myself to feel what i need to feel and i can’t get myself to do anything else while there r so many unfelt feelings inside of me. it’s so exhausting
hey, if you see this you know who you are. i loved you. so much. so much that i couldnt even imagine that my tiny little heart had the capacity. i know youre mad for not telling you this before but i didnt have the courage. i didnt want to lose our friendship. because you were my best friend bub, you truly were. i couldnt stop thinking about you for a second. you were always in my mind and it felt like a dream actually so i didnt want it to turn into nightmare. at first i thought it was all because of the soulmate friendship thing we had but im pretty sure that i was in love with you. you were the most beautiful person i've ever seen in my life. i always wanted to kiss your rosy cheeks, touch your soft hair and watch your doe eyes forever, but i couldnt. sigh. i just wanted to say that i was completely honest when i supported you with your crushes no matter how it hurt. because i knew we wont be a "thing" and there wont be "we". because to you, i tasted of nothing (at all) :') i could've texted you this but i dont think you need to hear them since you already have a crush and they love you back, i assume. hope you are happy and hope you will forgive me.
So, I think I like a girl. Anytime I hear this song, I just picture her. She is really beautiful, she is everything I want to be. But I think I may want more than to be her. I think I like her, like like her. Im only 15. But I haven't felt anything quite like this before. I've never written this down, said it aloud, or ANYTHING. But , I think I'm bi, and I think I like her. Woah. I don't anyone will read this. I hope not. Or do i. Who knows. Anyway, thanx for letting me get this off my chest dodie. This song means alot to me now. I'm bi. Yep. 🌈
Listened to this song when I finally let myself be comfortable with my sexuality. This song will always be the one I can look back at and remember how much I hated myself. But I’m now happily dating this girl :) I am very very happy to say the least. She’s made me so very comfortable with my sexuality and helped me accept myself more.
my old crush was one of my friends. i adored her so much. i've moved on, but i tend to think about her every now and then. i remember listening to this song and thinking of her.
I regret not telling you. At least if I told you, it would give me peace of mind. It has been four years since I last spoke to you and I miss you a lot. I've been trying to forget about you, but it seems that my heart does not want to. I wonder if your first love will always stick with you no matter what. If it does, its terrible inconvenient lol. I hope that you are doing well and that you find your perfect partner and you are happy. If we ever meet each other again, I'll look forward to it
i think im in love with my bestfriend she smells like my mom her hair is soft, brown, and so beautiful her brown eyes are the best thing to get lost in just thinking about what you would do if she were yours her soft smile is my security blanket that gets me through the day her warm, tight hugs are like hugging a baby bear i love holding her soft hands, soft like silk i love how she can rave on about how she takes care of her nails, her favorite music, anything she says she loves waist hugs she loves cute nicknames (my nickname for her is babie) she loves how i look in her headband shes the most unorganized person i know she loves jelly lippies clear lipgloss because it smells like bananas and babies she loves the thought of a perfect relationship nobody holds a candle to her
I remember years ago I used to listen to this on loop because I was in love with my best friend who ofc was straight and ofc I did the whole girl falls for her straight best friend and it hurt so bad knowing that she could literally never be mine but I stuck around because she was my best friend we aren’t friends anymore that was years ago but still coming back listening to this song brought out some memories
This my first time admitting to this online... I like both genders. I'm so scared of these weird, new feelings I'm getting for my friends of the same gender. I know compared to a lot of people, this isn't so extraordinary. I've always supported the LGBTQ community but never in my life had I ever thought I would be any part of it. Two weeks ago, I finally built up the courage to tell my two friends and I could tell they've been pretty awkward around me after I told them. I really want to tell my best friend but I am terrified that then we'll be awkward too. We are an inseparable pair who've known each other since we were in kindergarten. We've never had many interests that we've related on, but somehow we've managed to be closer than sisters. I really hope if I tell her that won't change. Sorry for rambling and if you're reading this far I really appreciate it. :-)
+Sinnamonie tell her when you start to fell comfortable!! it is definitely a hard thing to come out about to others because of the risk of that awkwardness happening, but trust me, later it will feel as a whole heap of weight has lifted from your shoulders!! i wish you the best of luck although n.n just please remember if anyone disses on you because of your sexuality it is best to just ignore them! no one is 100% something, sexuality is fluid!
Everything will be okay!! If you are ready to tell your best friend then you should! If you're not ready yet, thats okay too! You don't have to rush things. Just do you and you'll be okay :D
I've been exactly there, I know complicated things can be at first... Well, it's always gonna be a bit complicated I guess, but you get used to things after a while. It can be really hard to tell people, especially if you did before and they started to act awkward, but if you really care about each other with your best friend, things are gonna be alright. I had to wait about a year before I was ready to tell my best friend, but thankfully she's been really understanding and supportive, and I hope yours will be too. And even if some people don't understand, know that we do, and fully support you. Good luck, friend:)
The "I was a fierce ally before knowing I were gay" is a ver common experience actually! And I'm sorry about the awkwardness thing. I'm sure it's hard but remember you have a community online!
I know this was a month ago but this was how I felt 2 years ago and now I'm out to everyone and people are getting used to it and it's not even a big deal anymore . it gets so much easier and it will become 'normal' to you :)
If they do then that's their problem not your's, you are amazing no matter what, bi, straight or gay. They could eventually process the fact that you are bi but it may take time for them to, but if they don't there are lots of people out there who will except you for you! x
This song omg,,,,, ever since it came out I've related to it and I means so much to me... my SHE is, I think, the love of my life but I'll never be more than friends with her and I'm coming to terms with that... I love her so much that just thinking about her makes me feel like I'm floating lmao. I love her more than love can ever mean and if we're just friends it's okay because she's worth that good odd ache.
This is exactly how I feel about my best friend. When I came out to her and a couple of other friends as apothisexual and demiromantic, she said "Oh, cool. I'm pretty sure I'm straight." I havent told anyone about my crush on her except for my other best friend but it HURT. SO. MUCH. I'm even going with her to a dance but she invited me to go as friends. 😞 Sorry for dumping my feelings on you all
It is so nice too see, that nearly everyone in the comments found the own perfect she, the own perfect version of a girl that's perfekt and all this girls in the story are completely different but oll of them are loved by someone. Too see this shows how much love is in this world is and that everyone has the possibility to find a perfect person. It don't meters who this is. It can be a she, a he or something else. It also shows that there are so many girls which are falling in love which another girl and that's absolutely ok. Because all of you are perfekt on your own way, don't meters how you look or who you love.
No one has to read this but this feels like a safe place to just rant.
I’m head over heals for my best friends who I met through Discord. We planned our first meetup and it was the best thing to ever happen to me, our next one is coming up soon. She’s just so perfect and everything about her makes me smile and blush. I just want to hold her and run my fingers through her hair but she’s clearly stated that we’re just best friends. I’ll always think of her this way even if the feelings are never returned. This song reminds me of her so much so I listen to it constantly but it hurts so much sometimes. Anyways, I just needed somewhere to vent. Have a great day to anyone did end up reading this :)
My She, where do I even begin, she’s dedicated, talented, and such a light. The cutest laugh and the most precious smile. Eyes with a million stars. She reminds me of the warmth of a blanket in winter. But with the beauty of sunlight breaking in water. She’s a year older than me, graduating this school year. Shes my crush for five years. I’m infatuated but can only look from afar. I know she will probably never know who I am, and will never want to know. But I’d rather feel these wonderful feelings than feel nothing at all, even if it does break my heart. To the she in my life. Having only accepted my sexuality this year, I wish I had a long time ago, to realize that i didn’t want to be your friend, and I didn’t want to be you. But in reality I just had a crush on you. And I still do. I wish I had more time.
My she has light brown hair and wears boys sweaters.she has beautiful nose and rainbow shoes.she is 2-3 years older than me...she means everything to me♥️
I love the weird sad nostalgia I get remembering how scared , frustrated and awestruck I was when I used to listen to this on repeat back in 2015.It's 5 years , 2 coming outs and many ridiculous crushes later.Reading about other people's crushes in the comments also makes my insides mushy.
I'm 26 and I literally just came out as queer to some close friends who were really accepting. But I'm terrified that if I come out to my family they will just tell me that I need to "find god"
A lot of people find this song sad or happy, and I can relate since I’m essentially an empath because my brain was wired exactly wrong. But for me, it makes me feel longing because I’ve never been able to find someone who tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall. I’ve never had that hurt that feels so good, or known I taste of nothing to the one who I know smells of sleep. And I just... I want that so bad, and the only thing I have are sad love songs that echo in the hollow part of my soul to remind me it’s waiting for it’s matching puzzle piece.
I don't know her sexuality, but I'm guessing she is straight. She is absolutely stunning, long brunette hair which is usually down or in a braid. She is the most kind person I have met (by the way we both met at theatre). At the moment, we are doing the play Charlotte's Web, she is the role of Wilbur, and my role is Fern. So we spend a lot of time together onstage. We have known each other for a year and a few months. We have talked, but we weren't bestfriends. In fact, when I see with her friends, she seems so fun and cool (I only see her at theatre, we go to different schools). In the show, Fern and Wilbur are like, best friends, at first it was a little awkward because we haven't talked a lot before (although we have) but after a few rehearsals we really connected. When I hug her, u feel butterflies swarm all around me. I am very shy, and quite anti-social. So it is hard for me to make friends :(. So today is opening night of Charlotte's Web, and I am forcing myself to ask her to be friends, because I dont know how else to get closer to her. She is also very quiet, like I am, and a little louder around her friends. Wish me luck!!
(also I know I'm 5 years late on this, so no one will see it but, everyone else is doing this so yeah)
She's bisexual. She has only told me. She's got brown, medium length hair. She's so funny. She's makes me smile. She's got dark brown hair on her arms. She's got short nails. She's got all the memes. She's watch too much anime. She's great to talk to. She is amazing at drawing. She's really smart. She's hates showing off. She can dance. But she hates being filmed. She's beautiful. She's amazing. She's my best friend... and I can live with that.
I dont know if I have a crush on her as I ignore all those feelings. I like our relationship the way it is.
my best friend is a girl and I'm dating her I'm so very happy ^^ but for some reason i keep getting upset and down through out the day but she always makes me happy i luv her very much ^^
i caught her listening to this one morning before school, and i know she was thinking about me whenever she listened to this. she means everything to me, quite literally everything. if i ever stopped tasting like her apple juice and peach, my heart will have gone away.
Dodie's voice is like a warm comforting hug. I wish I could disappear into it and fall asleep in her poetry and lose myself in her melodies. No matter what, dodie's songs will always be a comfort for me and they will always bring me to tears.
Well I’m a he, and my he is fully straight so yk His name is Drew and we’re barely friends, but every relationship I’m in falls apart because I know in the back of my head that I don’t really care about the person I’m with
I know that you'll never read this, but there's so much that I wish I could tell you. You know that I see you as more than a friend but you could never understand just how much I really care about you.
When I first met you, I didn't think of you as someone incredibly special. Over time, that slowly began to change. I realised that you are wonderfully beautiful and kind and funny and clever, but for some reason, I was too nervous to ever tell you.
At the time, I actually had a crush on another girl. When everyone eventually found out, I was hiding in the school library at lunch to get away from the drama. There weren't any empty tables, so I sat near you.
You asked me if the rumours were true, and for some reason, I felt comfortable telling you. You began to ask me if I was gay, but at first I was so ashamed that I told you not to even say it. You respected that and went back to reading.
Then, I felt an urge to tell you, so I did. You were the first person that I ever really came out to. From the way you reacted, I was intrigued to find out more about you. I asked if you were too and at first, you reacted in the same way I had originally. You were so nervous that you told me not to even say it. Then, you nodded. You told me not to tell anyone and I understood. The bell went for lessons and we parted ways.
That was two years ago. In that time, we have become close friends and I love spending time with you. A few weeks ago, I came out to you as non-binary because keeping it inside my head made me feel so trapped and alone. You were so wonderfully supportive and kind, and didn't make it a big deal. When you started to call me Riley, my world felt a little brighter. Thank you for being the most incredible, supportive and wonderful friend. You are the most beautiful person I have met inside and out and I feel so lucky to know you.
Yet, it breaks my heart a little every time you talk about that boy that you like. It hurts every time I think about the fact that you will clearly never see me the way that I see you - but I could never tell you because all that I want is for you to be happy.
Like I said, I know you'll never see this but I just needed to get all of this down.
I am inlove with someone over the past 4 years. I will never have the courage of telling her how much she really means to me, of how much I really care for her, of how much I love her. If I tell her all that, I fear that I'll lose our friendship or worse, I would lose her, too. I have no plans on telling her and it brings pain whenever she is with someone, but I can't afford to take a risk. However, she will always have a place in my heart. "No matter where you are or who you’re with, I will always truly, completely love you.”
I know that no one would dedicate this to me, so i’m going to do it myself. self love, bitches...”She smells like storybooks and rain, she tastes like campfires and sage, oh you would find her in a leather-bound journal, and she...means everything to me.”
'am I allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at.' hits really close to home for all of the wlw growing up in the closet
my “she” is about three or four years older than me, i see her everyday. our school has a house system with twelve houses based on certain saints, which allowed me to get closer to her. she always noticed me and finds me nice. i may have slipped a love letter at some point, but she probably doesn’t know it’s me. she’s the kindest and closest senior i have right now.
she says I smells like clouds and look like autumn, she smells like happiness and looks like July 💞 she has a bunny I sewed her and named him Cloud, I have an elephant called Seri (seritonin)
my she is everything artsy. she has bouncy, curly hair that covers her flawless face. she reminds me of roller skating late at night, painting with big strokes, gazing at the stars and passionate love. she’s magical and mysterious and turns heads when she walks past. she has the best style. she hangs with the cool edgy girly girls, even though i know she doesn’t belong with them. when she speaks she knows everything right to say. she tastes like laughter and a carnival. she smells like sweet flowery shampoo and elegance. and i will be okay, admiring from afar. seven seats away and yet a whole world away. the only thing that connects us is the one time she said hi to me on the train, the soft but intense glances i throw at her when she’s not looking. would she ever go for me, in some universe so far away? maybe, or maybe i’ll never know because i have no courage.
"she" is my best friend. i've known her since we were ten and even though we don't often get the chance to get to hang out because of our different schedules, she talks to me about the shows she's watching and listens when i rant about a toxic friend. she feels like a warm sweater and watching your favourite tv show warm at home while it rains, like a warm hug and "welcome home" after you've left home for a while. she feels like autumn and stardust and i love her so much. she hugs me whenever we pass each other in the hallways and always laughs when i sneak up on her when she has headphones in. she doesn't care about what other people think of her and flows along with everything life throws at her and she means so much to me.
she smells like amber and clean sheets and the open sea. she has hair like gentle sunlight dancing on the sand, and it catches my eye every time. she feels like home and warmth and every time I hear her voice I’m calm again. she tastes like coffee and blueberry muffins.
and she is my best friend in the whole world and she will never know how much I really love her. but it’s ok because she’s MY best friend and that’s all I need
I used to listen to that song when I met a girl and slowly or more like not slowly at all we fell in love. But there was a misunderstanding and she hates me. It's been nearly two years I just dreamt of her.
Ive always wanted a "she". Someone who could make me feel so wonderful and hopeful, someone to make me feel buttery and warm. Someone to make me feel *COMPLETE*. Ive chased after the idea of a "she" many times before, but it was like all my senses were dulled. Nobody would have that taste, that smell, that feeling of a "she", I couldnt find anyone like the person dodie describes or any of the "she"s in the comments. So, Ive accepted myself. I found a way to be okay, and come to peace with how maybe there wont ever be a "she",,,, but I have him with his pun shirts, her little baked goods, them with their fuzzy socks, and her cute doodles... As long as I have those guys, I wont feel incomplete
In 8th grade I managed to get a 9th grade girlfriend and I really really liked her but I was constantly telling myself that I couldn’t date a girl and I didn’t want anyone to find out, I hated myself so much and the last thing I wanted was for everyone else to hate me too, so seeking validation I told my two brothers and I got told by one of them if I ever married a girl that I wasn’t his sister anymore and I wouldn’t be a part of my family anymore. And he used it as blackmail so to avoid being outed I had to force myself to just be straight thus breaking up with my then girlfriend over dm and I constantly regret it. I’m friends with her sister who is in the same grade as me and when ever I run into her she avoids me at all costs and has a girlfriend,I’m in 10th grade now and I have the choice of going to the same high school as her but I just can’t bring myself to do it, the thought of seeing what I could have had just physically hurts my heart.
Listening to this hurts me so much because of how it literally expresses my feelings to a tee. Especially the end 'but to her, I smell of nothing at all'.
My She is small and sweet. She has such long, long, dark brown hair that’s always windswept from the sea breeze. She’ll tie it up in a messy ponytail when it gets in her way of working and the way it tumbles down around her face and over her shoulders makes her look even more beautiful than she is all the time. She has warm brown eyes behind her adorably oversized round glasses and she’s so smart but so modest. She’s the kindest person I know and will always help you out and make you feel appreciated when no one else will - or even when everyone else will. I fell in love with her the day I met her, 5 years ago, and now we’re parting ways without her even knowing. We’re friends now, but still not very close ones. I want to become closer friends, at least, but I don’t know what to say. She’s bi, and I she’s mentioned twice in the past two months an aspect of her “type” of girl - I fall into that category, but it doesn’t seem to apply to me. I want to ask her to go to pride with me next week; if nothing else, as a goodbye, but hopefully as a way to bring us closer. I worry so much over what to say that I end up saying nothing at all, and I don’t want that to happen. I need to say something, before it’s too late to say anything, but it’s so scary. I just don’t want to screw up what we do have.
This is my “she’s” favourite song I don’t even know if she cares about me but I think I might have a crush on her because every time she texts me back I get all excited and so nervous when I write back I hope she likes me too
no ones is ever going to see this comment but i’ve never had someone’s music make me feel so much emotion. dodies music is pretty much the closest thing to heaven i’ve got. thank u dodie for making hard times easier. 💓
i have a crush on this girl in my english class and i only have 3 weeks until the semester ends to try to talk to her and i most likely will never see her again 😰 it's because of her that i came to terms with the fact that i'm a lesbian 🥺
i wanted to say this last night but you comments are off on the official audio but listening to this song was the only thing that calmed me down last night when i was starting to have a panic attack so thankyou...you are truly amazing...
This is going to get lost in the comments but oh well
My girl. Well i wish you were Your so stunning in every way How your hair comes to a fine curl They way you glance my way The way your eyes get small when you smile The way your beauty stretches upon miles The way i can just watch you be you The way i wish we were one but we are two Your fresh loving smell freshens the air I love you and you know i care It pains me to know you will never feel the same My love for you is like losing a hopeless game We have had our moments in the past But i now know nothing is going to last Your straight And now im carrying all this dead weight You will always be my best friend
I heard this a few years ago. It made me really uncomfortable because I thought that if I liked it I was gay. I avoided listening to it because the words hit home so much for me, but I didn't want them to. That was the first day I realized I was bisexual, and I didn't even know what that meant. I just knew that Dodie's voice sent shivers up my spine, and that I just couldn't handle the I'd that I, ME, a good Christian kid, liked girls
My she is one of my best friends. My she is who made me figure out I was bisexual. My she has a smile that can literally make me feel like everything’s going to be better. My she bakes the best cookies and always gives me an extra one. My she gets really excited whenever we talk about neuroscience or music together. My she will jump up on the cafeteria table whenever she hears us talking. My she bites her lip whenever she’s playing the cello or writing something down. My she will get really excited whenever she gets an answer right. My she will make make jokes about my British accent. My she calls me a google maps because I’m good at geography. My she will say my name in a really high pitched voice and it makes me feel all warm and loved inside. My she will put peace signs up whenever she sees me and smiles like a maniac. My she is dating a boy who I think is perfect for her, but that doesn’t stop me from being jealous.
dodie, in about 7 and a half years you’re going to perform this song in san francisco for thousands of people, creating a once in a life time moment for all of them, probably not entirely understanding how much your words have touched them
My She is a girl I love so much already even though we couldn’t meet yet. We only know us from writing, voice calls and video chats because there’s a literal ocean between us. I didn’t plan on falling so deep for her but when she admitted she has feelings too it washed over me like a wave of excitement but also fear since I don’t know if we’ll ever able to move together. I want to touch her soft skin so badly and I wish I knew how she smells like. She’s my first girlfriend and so far even my family doesn’t know because she is so sacred to me. I’m maybe able to visit her this summer if we’re allowed to meet and I’m so happy but also afraid I’ll break in two when I have to leave again.
She’s my best friend since high school. We don’t even need to talk to get each other’s idea. When she looks at me, i feel like i’m having a severe heart attack. I don’t want to lose her and i hope she knows. One day, when we were chatting over the phone, she said that if one day, i passed away earlier than she did, will i remember her in my afterlife, i said, probably no, since we would’ve be too sad to remember each other and i’d rather not having an afterlife if there’s no her companion in my life. She cried so hardly and said the same to me. I probably won’t have any other new best friend, cos she means everything to me. And i know i mean everything to her as well.
I haven't revisited this video since the new version came out but the original just hits so much harder, this was all I'd listen to when i was first figuring myself out. It brings back a lot of hurt memories but it's kind of nice to know how much happier ive gotten. This song reminds me of the first girl i fell in love with, which btw wasnt reciprocated at the time. i miss her, i miss what was there and our friendship. maybe, hopefully I'll be able to look back on this comment and know how things changed :) thanks for reading kind stranger
She was my cousins best friend, she was dating my best friend, she was all i thought about for 2 years. She smells like a rainy day in summer. She is my everything. We have been together for a month
For me, this song is bittersweet. I don't have a She. It hurts me that I don't love somebody this much; love someone enough to be my She. And it hurts even more that I don't know if I'll ever be anybody's She.
Trashcan't thank you for putting it into words. i am so afraid i will never be enough for someone to love this much. i am so afraid to end up hurting someone i care about because i can’t reciprocate their feelings.
caroline, i still haven’t gotten over you. i know im the one that ended it but i wish i hadn’t. i’ve regretted it since the day i did it even though it’s been almost a year.
you’re the most beautiful person i’ve ever met. i could stare into your eyes for hours. they are just so pretty and when you smile, they just light up. your skin is so soft and i just want to hold your hand again so badly. your lips look so sweet i wish i could kiss them so badly. you’re seriously the best person i’ve ever met in my life, you stand up for yourself, you’re so so passionate about what you believe in, you don’t let others bring you do, you are sweet to everyone unless they hurt you.
everytime i see you crying or upset i just want to hug you and tell you everything will be okay but i can’t because i feel like you’ll judge me even though we are best friends and it just hurts so badly to see your tears i want to wipe them and hold you.
i know you don’t like me anymore and it breaks my heart everyday seeing you flirt with someone else. everyone realizes you like him and they won’t shut up about it and just hearing his name feels like a stab in the chest
sorry if i repeated myself a lot but yeah
anyways i know you’ll never see this but if you do
She is one of my best friends. Always happy. She helps me when I’m broken. I help her. But she will never like me more than a best friend. We text every morning and night. We hang out so often. But she won’t like me. But I’m okay with that. She means everything to me.
A girl and i both really like eachother, but im scared to ask her out because i dont know if she would want to be seen with me. I cant even understand how she could like me. Shes so perfect and im.....not.
She is my everything. She has the most crystal blue eyes i've ever seen. They're like pools of sky. She wears pastels and shes the most adorable. She has peach pink lips. Her eyelashes are blond and yet they accent her eyes so well. She has rosy cheeks. She has the cutest little button nose. She's so patient and caring. Her smile makes everyone around her smile. Her excitement is contagious. She's a lot taller than me. And she also likes someone else. As long as she's happy thats all i care about.
This song reminds me of someone who hurt me. Instead of dwelling on old memories I’m going to express my love for the one true person for me. To my love, my angel, my puppy- I love you more than anything. You taste like chocolate and smell like sugar. Your skin and hair always seem to be so soft, asking for my touch. You’re so warm, so kind. Watching kids tv shows with the windows open, cuddling during thunderstorms. Kissing during art class and walking hand and hand through the halls. Going to arcades and thrift stores. Switching sweaters and never being apart. Watching horror movies all night. Taking naps after school. Cooking meals together. You’re my perfect match and I adore you
@sweet_ serenity shes in love with someone else and getting on with her life.. she's moved on. The worst part is she never even knew how much I loved her.
+Kathlene Daniels for me it's always that bit when they have a straight face, and then slowly you can see their lips quirk up a bit, and then they burst out laughing and rock side to side.... And you thought that you could never make her laugh like that, and you never do again.
I read this while crying about how much I miss my crushes laugh. wellshit
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Rose Lalonde2016-11-02 22:53:35 (edited 2016-11-02 22:58:51 )
When she's thinking, she stares off into space, and when she gets a happy thought, she gets this tiny smile. When she laughs, she looks down, and then peers back up at my eyes. I love watching her. Everything she does is beautiful. And she has no idea I love her.
she’s my internet friend. she’s beautiful beyond compare but she doesn’t know it. she’s kind and soft and gentle and beautiful and her laugh is so pretty. i’ve never met her in real life but i would do anything to. she sees me as just a friend and it breaks my heart sometimes. i daydream about getting to be with her and kiss her and hold her hand and laugh and see her smile and i know it won’t happen but there’s still a shred of hope left in me. m i love you
I somehow only just discovered this song and it made me cry. I don’t think my ‘she’ sees me as anything but a friend and coworker. She has the brightest eyes and I could get lost looking into them. She is so soft and sweet and I want to hold her close and protect her from the world. She (metaphorically) smells of books and rain and teatime and autumn. I want to tell her what she means to me, but I’d rather ruminate on a thousand ‘what ifs’ than risk losing a friend
she smells like the lavender that the bees and i adore i think i may love her more than the bees ever could she tastes like juice boxes and peace the calm and warmth she makes me feel she means everything to me she's the reason why I'm alive but she'll never like me back
inspired by another comment my she has golden summery hair with bangs always in her eyes and oh her eyes pierce me in the gut every time she looks at me theyre rare green gems she always looks out the window when shes in a moving car i always stare at her wishing she looked at me the way she looked at the clouds in the sky because thats the way i look at her i wish she knew just how much i listen and how much i notice at every chance i can and i wish she did the same for me but alas she doesnt but thats okay i guess im happy if shes happy i just want to make her as happy as she makes me
she smells like strawberries and lemonade she feels like rain and silken hair and whipped cream she sounds like laughter and wind through leaves and punk music and crepes sizzling in a pan you would find her on the cover of a magazine she means everything to me but she has her own she
I always come and find my way back to this. This song is what introduced me to Dodie and since then I've been in awe that I know such a delightful person as her. She probably doesn't even know about my existence but I wish her well and I love her so much and Intertwined EP is a masterpiece and I wanna see her live. I love you Dodie😭💜
Rahul Loves'ThePayne Same here. This song introduced me to her channel and i couldnt stop watching her channel <3 Ive listened to this song about A MILLION times now and ill never stop
she smelt like my sweaters, the rain that would fall on us, and the sun. theres nothing more i could say rather than i love you, my darling. my love for you is greater than words can ever describe. it would be useless to search for words to express something that cannot, and never be narrated. i love you, my dear.
my 'She' sounds like the music you listen to when walking through the rain. She smells like sweet white roses in a summertime greenhouse. She reminds me of carefully spieled poetry, every word with it's own meaning a purpose, a prose that would take a lifetime to analyse. Also she's hella straight and we hardly talk any more so ya know. that's life i suppose. I don't think anyone will find this. Dodie's song She was really special and hit me so close when i first heard it last summer. I wrote a short story that was inspired by this song, so i think i might share it: https://jewels-and-frequencies.tumblr.com/post/165620091191/she might as well. Today Australia voted YES for same sex marriage, so maybe sharing this can be my little celebration since i'm not out yet :)
i have heard my afab sibling play AND SING this song literally YEARS ago am i that oblivious? did i just assume they were singing these lyrics but still totally cishet? i really didn't know anything i literally i oh my gosh
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tee koike2016-07-23 07:43:07 (edited 2016-10-22 16:48:30 )
This is honestly the most beautiful song I've ever heard... 😢
After I came out I came across this song, I started listening to it so much that I began loving it and claiming it as my favourite song, I forgot about it, and I came across it again this month through a pride playlist, it reminds me on my girlfriend.
i used to listen to this song when you first released it. i wasn't out, i wasn't even sure i was gay. i'd seen girls i'd fancied, or thought were pretty, but i never felt for them the way i felt for guys.. i thought maybe my doubts about my sexuality was just my subconscious looking for attention. i ignored it.
i met her last year. she is the most beautiful, vibrant girl i've ever met. she's sweet, and sensitive. sometimes she gets really drunk and she clings to me and she kisses me and she tells me she's worried about her little sister. she rides a bike everywhere. she always wears red lipstick. once she held my hand and she told me it was ok that i couldn't label how i feel for girls, that she couldn't either. once she ripped her tights and she thought it was funny, so she asked me to help her rip them even more. i bought her a stupid tweed jacket that she loved and it was the ugliest thing. she looks amazing in it, she wears it all the time. when i'm in a room with her, it's like its just us. we're living together next year. we're just friends.
My she is one of my best friends. She is gentle and kind, and our joke is that we call each other waifu. I'm not completely lesbian, and I have a boyfriend and he knows. She is gentle and kind and knows all the things not to hurt me. She has dated a guy, a guy that she didn't like for long. She told me "what is I told you..... " And she paused for a while the continued with what I could tell wasn't her real intention "what if I told you I was a girl" Idk what she meant to tell me. But I have to tear myself in three, one for my boyfriend, one for her, and one for the rest of my friends. I can't tell her, I don't know what she is, and I can't risk more of a heartbreak then just crushing on her. She lightens my day when I just can't agree with my boy. She is there for me, but I love him, and I love her And it's so difficult to just try to figure it out. So I'll struggle in the background Thank you to all the comments to inspire me to share my she Thank you dodie for this amazing song Edit: single Pringle now, can focus on my she.
she’s just everything. the smell of rain and the cold november frosts. greenish eyes like the rivers in rome and she’s so warm. warm like when you have a heavy blanket but warm like the sun coming through a window. emilia i am in love with you
My ‘she’ was my best friend last year while I was slowly losing my original best friend and I knew she was bi but at the time I thought that I was straight (spoiler: I’m not) but we held hands all the time told each other I love you and kissed a couple times in truth or dare on the back of the band bus (how ironic) and this past summer I realized that I am very very gay and a couple days later I realized that I had feelings for her so I was on the phone with a friend and she was hyping me up and I felt really confident so I told my ‘she’ everything and asked her out. Little did I know she has a partner and I apologized a thousand times and told her that it was okay because she felt bad and then we didn’t talk for months until recently the friend I was on the phone with told me that she missed me and wanted to talk to me again so I started slowly talking to her again. A month ago I was at the friend’s house and she told me that at one point my ‘she’ had a crush on me while we were best friends. Her and her partner have basically promised themselves to each other (pre-engagement sort of). She was my first real crush and I haven’t had one since her. They say that if you’re in love with someone you won’t have eyes for anybody else and I don’t which scares me because I really missed my chance didn’t I.
Love how she says she’s looking for 300 likes … over 5 million views later. Saw her and her band in Copenhagen last night. Magnificent. ‘She’ was a very well received part of the set!
my she wrote a long comment under this video about a year ago. every time she read it to me i cried. i was and still am so in love with her that when she turned her back on me for another girl, i lashed out. i reported the comment on another account and today went to go see if it was still there. its not. i know she no longer thinks of me when she hears this song, i know she’s happy. my she definitely won’t see this, but, claudia, i miss you, and no matter what i say or do, i’ll always be waiting for you. i love you so much and i wish you two the best.
The fact that I spent years coming back to this song on YouTube because it was never really released and it was my wlw anthem comfort cry song and now there's people who've only heard the released version? like its so weird I feel old.
Found this song because of Liam O'Brien from the show Critical Role. Beautiful song.
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ur mom2019-11-05 04:58:31 (edited 2022-06-17 01:57:27 )
my she is the prettiest person I've ever met. she smells of home, a faint scent of perfume, but mostly just herself. she has the prettiest medium brown, super straight hair which she looks so pretty in, and when she curls her hair she looks equally as pretty. she has the cutest blueish-gray eyes with huge pupils that expand all the time because she stares off into space. her eyes are so kind and welcoming and whenever we make eye contact my heart explodes. she has one front tooth that grew in over her other front tooth and it just makes her smile even prettier. she has great style and she looks cute in everything she wears. she gives the sweetest compliments and she knows exactly how to make another person feel better. her hands get sweaty when she holds mine during theatre games but i dont mind because those hands fill me with so much joy. her voice changes from kind of deep to higher when shes talking about how she cares about me. her laugh makes me smile so big and she can light up my whole day. she makes me so happy, even when shes hurting me. i hate that she'll never be able to see herself the way I see her. i hate that i'll never be able to tell her how I see her. i hate that she feels pain. i hate that i cant make it better. i hate that i'll never be hers.
Just thought I will share my story(＊￣︶￣＊) I always knew I was straight, but after I met my best friend who's 5 years older, maybe something demisexual happened to me. She's a girl, I am too, both of us were straight but slowly I realised I turned bi for her. When I finally started giving her hints, As to asking "what do you think? What r we?", she realised, we r more than best friends, then we started dating but she had this unknown obsession of unknowingly hurting me and taking the advantage of it, after we started dating, she tried to push me far away by hurting me cuz her father won't accept us.... Lol as if my parents would. Now we broke up, lol, as soon as I thought about finally parting ways, just as she wanted, she told that now she'll fight for us but... Am done. Yeah I love her a lot, can't even move on but I srsly can't forgive her, she's my everything, and I just... Love her, she was the only person who ever genuinely cared about me. We r still together, we talk, but not as before "we don't talk anymore like we used to do" She doesn't even tries or apologizes, I understand, she wants to go on like this, hanging on me, well, I'll do that too then
Je MoEdEr you could try and tell her, maybe she isn’t straight after all and loves you too. If she’s not, it might help you get over her and I’m sorry and wish you the best ❤️
Je MoEdEr I know it’s hard but just let her goo had a crush on a girl and I’m trying to get over her she is bi but she likes someone else so just let her go it’s not worth it
Je MoEdEr I've heard some rumors about my crush actually being gay, but sadly this doesn't even guarantee anything.. Even if she's a lesbian, she might not be in love with me 😞
this video is very old, and this comment will get lost, but thats alright. I need to talk about my she. she has skin the color of brown sugar, hair thats chocolate brown, with lighter patches in it. she has glasses with golden rims, and shining eyes behind them. she's short and outgoing. she loves to draw, she loves soft classical music. she is painting on a sunny day, she's baggy sweatshirts that smell familiar, she's semi melted ice cream you eat at the park. you'd do anything to make her smile, or laugh a tiny bit, anything to make her feel happy. she's paintings and pictures of the ocean, she's little bruises you wake up with, she's sitting under the stars and talking about your feelings. she's leaves growing back on a tree after winter. she's dating your friend, while you have to sit there and try to be supportive and act like your fine. she will never know how you feel, and it hurts deeply. but she is still my she.
I am a guy and I listened to this with my crush and the onl thing stopping us is the age gap so we listened to it and I just stared deep into his eyes, I have never felt so much pain and love at the same time.
she dwarfs me she is loud and fearless she has hair that cannot be described with words the green eyes of hers are like the sun she smells like a bakery and tastes like a milkshake the clothes she wears can only be described as "hers" she will not hesitate to express her silly thoughts the sound of her voice is enough to lighten up the worst of days she, gets hurt alot as we sway our feet together on an ocean cliff i can only think of that we were once best friends and we are the happiest in the world
she was soft and light like a butterfly her voice would dance and whisper she could giggle so joyously that the heavens would sigh She could play ukulele and whistle tunes that would strike my heart So we talked And we talked I told her everything and I thought she told me hers But she didn’t know so she didn’t Then I told her and she welcomed me with open arms I celebrated but she wanted it slow I said yes She asked not to label I said yes She avoided me at school and asked for space I said yes She wouldn’t meet my eye So I didn’t meet hers I asked if she wanted to stop this and just be friends for her sake She said yes
Kinda late to the party but... I also wanna talk about my she. She smells like home and chocolate chip cookies. She has the most adorable smile anyone has ever seen. She's kind, understanding and carefree. She's passionate, lively, and she would never give up on anything she truly wants. Her warm eyes squint as the laughter comes out of her mouth. And I can't stop looking at them. I could look at those beautiful, round circles for eternity. I love her from the bottom of my heart, I really do. She does not, but that's allright. We're very good friends, and I hope we can always be. I strive to be old ladies, gossiping in our garden chairs while drinking tea. And even then, she will be special to me
my she doesn't care about me. she is friend zona haha. she is cuddling and feeling so warm. she is home, and cats, and Cinnabon's, and some energy drinks. she is tears on my shoulder because she is upset. she is a-lil-peep-tees. she is colored hair and she is a bun on her head. she is lilac in the may, she is pink sunsets in the middle of the winter. she is holding hands in my dad's car. she is don't caring about me.
I don't have one of those sad stories but here's a fluffy one. Ok so about a year ago I realized I was pansexual. A couple months ago I got feelings for my best friend ever. She saved my life. Long story shory on the whole saving life thing: this one girl who was my best friend suddenly started to hate me and bully me. I would cry alot and I was super suicidal. It was super sad. Then one day she noticed, and she asked if I was ok. I told her everything and then we became best friend. Then I devolped feelings. I told her and she said that she might be bi/pan but she is scared cuz her homophobic parents. The next week I asked her out. She made me wait a whole 2 days can you believe it lol. Anyways she invited me to a farm house and she was driving a go cart. I leaned in and said "hey um remember the question..." and she said "oh ya. I don't see anything wrong with it" Now I identify as a trangender male. I've never been happier. We've been strong for almost 4 months. Idk what I taste like to her, but she smells like lemon grass and sleep. She tastes like apple juice and peach. She means everything to me. When we go back to school when summer is over, I want to tell her I love her. I wanna send her songs like these.
there was this girl i apparently became obsessed with and i guess a certain church i attended had a problem with that. i had to try and convince myself the real reason was she reminded me of an envied old enemy from when i was a child. i guess i thought if i could be this girl's friend i would not only have a friend for once in my life, but it would also be my way of finally getting the old girl's approval(she was a part of the cool kids group from way back when and i of course was never that at all). anyway this girl never did give in to being my friend. the obsession became so great because of the girl from my childhood that she actually complained and basically put a restraining order out on me at least through the church anyway. i had to try hard to get over it and accept that she is not the girl from before. eventually i just dropped the problem all together. but i never did get any answers as to what the so called obsession really meant. was i or was i not of a certain way and what the hell did it really matter to that stupid church at the time if i was or wasnt? will i ever know? will i ever be free to fid out? will any church ever accept me? and why church anyway? just please someone say its ok and love me for me whoever i am?
My she is my best friend. She’s straight and has boy problems I help her with. She smells like lavender. She’s nice and mean in a fun way. I tell her everything. She’s the person I trust most.
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Alex Gray2020-11-08 17:22:37 (edited 2021-04-10 20:00:17 )
so, uh, seeing as everyone else is sharing, i hope this gets lost in the comments.
to my she-
i'm sorry. you deserve so much better. and the time that we spent together, i think, was the best i've ever had. i've never been as close to another person as i have to you. it's been four years, and we don't talk a lot, but you gave me some of my happiest feelings. you mean, and i can't stress this enough, so so much to me. and, yeah. i'm sorry i messed up so much. you're still one of my favourite people. i think. that will never change.
i'm sorry, L. i love you. you deserve nothing but happiness.
I'm back here again. With so many other girls who feel like me. I found a new "she". And this time I'm ten times more scared about it. I think about how I have created a fantasy with her that will never happen because in my fantasy she is the one that stops her life for me, and I would never want her to do that. More than anything I want her to be happy. I think I'll be ok admiring from afar. But it will still hurt. Because I will always wonder what could happen. I wonder what it meant when she smiled at me after a few too many glasses of champagne. I wonder what it meant when she was so eager to come to the concert with me. I wonder what it means when she helped me move in, and came to the funeral, and stayed with my family, and played my love interest in so many scenes. If she thought too much about our Halloween costume like I did. I wonder what she means when she texts me "I miss you". I wonder if she texts that to our other friends or if she just meant me. She probably didn't.
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Kai Dontley2020-11-10 12:15:05 (edited 2020-11-10 12:17:44 )
My "She"s: My first was bright. Bright, bright, bright, brighter than the sun when you first wake up in the morning. I had to squint for a few days after meeting her.
As the weeks ticked by, the light around her softened, until she was a warm glow that I looked forward to seeing. And when I did, I felt that same glow in my chest, somewhere between my heart and my butterfly-ridden stomach.
It took me a little while to realise what this feeling was, but it clicked eventually.
She was the closest I've come to a romantic relationship. She sent kisses on the phone, caught my hand and held it once. Her freckles endeared me and her eyes enchanted me. They seemed to change colour every time I looked.
And her grins felt like paradise. If heaven was a place on earth, she had to have been it.
She was fireworks. She was surprise birthday gifts. She was music, fingers flying across the piano keys to weave a dramatic solo.
And then she was gone.
There was a boy. And then another girl. It's likely there was nothing more than friendship there, but she was gone and all I had was a stone in my chest where the glow once was.
My second was brief. I wouldn't say I loved her, but she was special to me. If my last "she" was a solo, this one was an entire ensemble. The faintest smattering of freckles, like old paint on a canvas she used. The crinkles of her eyes behind her glasses when she smiled. The sunniness in her face and voice when she said hello.
One morning, I came out to her. I don't get surprised very often, but I did when she came out in turn. Words escaped us in that moment. Sentences started, then spluttered out. But we smiled for the rest of the day.
The following day, I tapped her on the shoulder to pass on a message. And the way her eyes sparkled when she saw me told me she was still as excited as I was.
Then the next day came.
I don't know what happened but I think it was partially my own fault. One awkward silence was all it took before I spiralled. I panicked. I never said a word to her, or blamed her for anything. But I fear she may have done that on her own.
We're friends now. She has a boyfriend. Things are confusing but I'm okay with it.
My third was the softest, gentlest. This "she" was quiet. A pencil on paper. A flutter of butterfly wings. The crumble of a chewy cookie. Her freckles were chocolate sprinkles, her hair unwound cotton candy. I imagined kissing her under the tree we sat under for lunch, dappled sunlight shining through the leaves.
Alas, I don't think it was meant to be. I don't know if she ever knew of my feelings, but she stated from time to time how exasperating it was when people didn't understand that non-straight people could be just friends and nothing more. I took that as a hint, and eventually my feelings faded. However, I continue to love her as a friend, and she does the same to me. I may confess how I felt, some day. We'll see.
So yeah, those are my "she"s. Everyone's descriptions are lovely, and I got inspired to write my own :P
I found this song back in June and I listened to it on repeat for about 2 months, and after that I bucked up enough courage to come out to my friends and family and bi, thank you so much, ♥♥♥♥
my 'she' is the most beautiful person on the planet, inside and out. she wears the same fuzzy black sweatshirt to school every day and we start off our mornings by screaming our heads off over bad puns and jokes with each other over texts. we meet in homeroom and seemingly have conversations without even talking. we have 6/8 periods together, and the 2 we are apart are the longest moments of my life. her eyes are so beautiful; the color i cannot tell, but they're like staring into the milky way. us two take a water break every day before 7th period and joke for a small 3 minutes by ourselves. it makes me feel so hot and cool every time i think of her. we console each other over calls when we crack and break down. she loves purple now because i told her that purple is the only word that comes to mind when i think of her, and how beautiful purple is to me. and by god how purple she makes me feel. but i'm pretty sure she is in love with another, but i'm not sure. everyone asks me to confess, but if she doesn't want me as her 'she'?
ive havent heard this song since i was 14 and unsure of my sexuality... now im 20 years old and recently heard this song again while visiting my first girlfriend's dorm room ! <3 needless to say i cried my heart out, but they were very very happy tears :)
My she - you are my light my sunshine. I can say without a doubt that you make everyday better when you are in it. I know I can never tell you how I feel about you cos u dont like girls or me and I'm afraid that telling you will remove you from my life.
I hope and wish you all the best. Know that I will always and forever love you even if u dont love me back.
am I allowed to like this song as a straight guy? because although I don't fully relate to it, I still love it and I feel the pain and the beauty in the song also did I mention it's a very good song
Anyone is allowed to appreciate art even if it isn't about them. One of my favorite songs is about a trans guy and I'm about as cis and girly (not straight tho) as they come.
I have never been anyone's "she". And I don't currently have a "she". To be honest, I wish I did. I know it hurts, but it "feels oddly good to hurt," as Dodie puts it.
My best friend adores Dodie. She's bi and someday i'm going to sing this for her and finally ask her out. Jesus, i'm so gay yall, just gonna casually ask out my best friend with a ukulele song. *Gaying Intencifies*
Laura Wi2020-01-16 08:32:42 (edited 2020-01-16 08:33:00 )
My she is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. The most optimistic person in the world. She's so happy and full of joy. We met probably ten years ago and see each other like at least one time the week. At some point I realized she means everything to me, but I would never tell her that. She's the one motivating me to do things I'd never done without her. She makes me happy everytime I see her.
I’m genderfluid (they/them and he/they usually) and my pansexual heart wants to rant about my “he”. “He” and I met through my ex and we would play video games together after school and after I came out, he fully accepted me and supported me when we were still friends. When my ex started getting more toxic towards me and not being cis, “he” stayed by my side and helped me through the break up and still hung out with me. I fell for him over the time we got closer. The day I confessed to “him” is the one of the best and happiest days of my life. We stayed on campus after school was over and sat near the library and I told him and immediately ran away wearing a blanket cape. “He” ran after me and wrapped me in a tight hug and I looked up and was greeted my him planting kisses on my face and smiling. We left the library spot and went to the back of the school to cuddle and I spilled everything to “him” about my feelings I wanted to tell him and how I’ve been pining for him for so long. He also confessed that day and told me he had the same feelings for me. We cuddled until I had to go and we didn’t see each other for the next two weeks we had winter break. We called and flirted long distance and we’re so happy being reunited. We’ve been together for 4 months now and just mentioning “him” will immediately brighten up my day. “He” tastes of victories in video games. “He” tastes of Pride flags and gender euphoria “He” tastes of beautiful flowers and flower crowns “He” tastes of cuddling and naps with cozy blankets. I love “him” dearly and hope to stay with him as long as I possibly can. If “he” ever sees this, I want you to know that I love you so so much and I cherish all the highs and lows that shaped our relationship. I love you. 🏳️🌈🌹💐🌺🌷🌸🏳️🌈
i hate that it's so easy to tell someone of the opposite gender that you like them, but so much more difficult to tell someone of the SAME gender that you like them.
Ikr, it's because it's hard to know if they might hate you (Or just LGBTQA people) and cut you out of their life. Or if they just reject you and you have to push down your feelings.
To me she’s denim hats, mom jeans Uncuffed, black coffee, pink converse with drawings and twenty one pilots lyrics on the sides, calligraphy scribbled on her arms and countless flannels. Floral leggings and painted shoes. Freckles spread across her cheeks in the cutest way. The most beautiful blue eyes. A blinding smile. Yelling at me to sleep. Waking up too early and talking late into the night. Short hair falling out of a pony tail and books always on hand. She’s studded earrings, practical, and digital aesthetics. No impulse control, mochi ice cream, ranting about death. Rays of sunshine while rereading your favorite book. She’s your favorite drink at a perfect temperature. Holding hands while watching a movie and cuddling on the couch. A forehead crease and pale skin. Hand made bracelets and Kleen kanteens. Writing quotes on a desk and rapping along to a song. Making up dances and pottery. Moving gracefully. She’s you’re favorite oversized lilac or gray colored sweater. She means so much to me.
This is my literal favorite song. I stumbled upon it and it’s what got me into dodie songs. And I used to listen to it all the time thinking about how the girl is fallen for probably didn’t like me back. But apparently she did!! Before I knew that I recommended her this song and would you be so kind and she thought they were sad but true, then kinda glanced at me while we were listening to it. Anyway. I’m planning to ask her to our school dance this year! I’ve never outright told her I like her but I plan to soon! ♡
god it is so ironic that we listened to this song while laying on her bed and staring at the ceiling while my star lamp had the galaxy sprawled out onto it. I always had a neutral opinion on this song until then. I had, have? been in love with her for over 2 years. and throughout the entire time ive known her, shes friendzoned me without even a thought every second. no matter what we do, she makes it platonic. like cuddling on her bed with our hands intertwined, or when we went on a train around the park holding hands and laughing. Cause even when she's next to me, we're could not be more far apart. Cause she, tastes like sweets and hot chocolate and home But to her? I taste of nothing at all. I just wish she loved me the way I love her. but it's too late now. She'd in a wonderful relationship now with someone else. and I can't help but wonder, why? Why them and not me? Is there something wrong with me? Am I unattractive? Annoying? Rude? I asked her this once. All she said was "Nothings wrong with you, I'll just only ever see you as a friend." I know I need to move on, but it feels like the only way to move on is to find someone else. So I found myself uselessly attaching myself to people I don't like. But no matter what, it doesn't work. I always come back to her. No matter what, I can't get over her. I just hope, truely fucking hope that the person that shes with understands and values her. Because god dammit I wish she could love me like that.
There are a few girls this song makes me think of: One She was really tall, either that or I was just very short when I met her. She had curly, ginger hair that almost represented her personality. She was wild and fun, she skipped classes, she was loud and brave she was beautiful, she didn’t care what anyone else thought about her. She was everything I had wanted to be. She had a common name, their were three girls with her name in my large class, but no one like her, she let me call her by her middle name: Marissa. It was a beautiful name to me, it seemed to suit her perfectly, when running carelessly down a hill with her when she asked me to follow her screaming “Marissa!” To me it just seemed so right. I can’t quite remember when I fell in love with her. But I remember when she broke my heart. She sat down with our other friend. Let’s call her ‘Kerry’ and said “we’re dating” she couldn’t even remember the strong relationship we’d had, it shattered my confidence and I couldn’t think straight for the rest of the day... Two Her name was Alice. I met her at an audition. We were both nervous, too nervous to talk to each other in fear that we’d lose focus and mess up out songs, which happened to be the same. It was like an invisible rope of fear and awkwardness was keeping us apart, slowly as she revealed her name was Alice i felt it beginning to loosen, she mentioned that her song was ‘Me and the sky’ from come from away and this rope of emotion loosened again as I too was singing that song. We got lost on the way to the audition room. I remember her staring into my eyes, she had dark brown eyes like swirling chocolate that you could get lost in, she was beautiful. Her voice was beautiful too. After the audition we gave each other our phone numbers and slowly lost touch. I miss her, I wish I could tell her that I liked her and that everything about her was perfect. Three Seren, her long blonde hair swirled around her shoulders like the sea around the rocks. She had sparkly green eyes that shone when I spoke to her, she has always had issues with self confidence and, so have I so we immediately understood each other when we met. We went to the same school and one day she took me somewhere and she suggested we got a drink from the vending machine by the place we were bowling, yes, that was where we really bonded for the first time, at a bowling alley. Something on the machine got stuck and she put her hand on mine to help me, I was nervous, I knew I was falling in love with her. She smiled at me, an awkward, beautiful smile that can brighten up a room, Although we seem to be the only people who notice when either of us walks into class. I posted a video online once and saw her halfway through. I’ve watched it back many times, ashamed of the joy on my face when I noticed her. I love her, she loves me. I’m just glad I met someone like her...
My she is beautiful with such a kind heart that not many people see. You come off as intimidating but once someone gets to know you, you are a little bundle of joy who is just a dork who wants to be seen and loved. I always thought you were beautiful since I first saw you freshman year but now that we have grown closer I want to love you and show you how important you are! I know that your straight but I still have some hope that you can see something in me. I love you F.
Don’t mind me I’m just looking through the comments to see if someone just so happened to have my Crush’s l name while the were also describing me as her ‘she’
i was always so convinced that i'd never find love, because i was hiding in the closet, and everyone who i'd ever loved in high school and college had been straight or not into me. it took me 19 years of waiting, looking, and in my first few weeks of university, i met my she by complete chance and so unexpectedly. she was beautiful, with a great personality, full of sunshine even on a bad day, and she always made the younger, much shyer me smile. i didn't dare think that she was gay because all of the others i'd fallen for had never been, so why would she be any different? and even if she was, there was no way someone so amazing could possible be gay for me: unattractive, awkward, quiet, plain and unable to react/portray my emotions correctly. but despite that, she stayed. i don't know what she saw in me, but she kept talking to me, making dates for us, even if i tried to walk away for the fear of being hurt again. but despite it all, she waited. even if i was unsure about myself, and my life choices, and even when it took me three weeks to muster the courage to ask her out, she still waited. she waited until i was ready to make the first move. and best of all? she said yes when i finally asked her out. she's still by my side, supporting me, loving me like nobody else ever would. even on my bad days, especially then, she's there, a single text away. and me? i do the same for her: support her when she's unstable, hold her when she's spiralling down, tell a bad joke to make her laugh when she's sad, protect her from the world. just like she's protected me. i'm prepared to give her my everything, just to make sure that she stays. so that one day we can have a future together. a future beyond the student life.
My little cousin is being cremated right now. At their funeral today, their friends, myself, and others walked to the beach to send off a beautiful botanical wreath. Their friends afterwards sat in a circle and played this song out loud on a speaker. I wanted so badly to hug them all, tell them thank you for being friends with my cousin. I’ll forever associate this song with them.
If any of you happen to read this, Jasmine, Zoe, any of you wonderful people, thank you so much. You were such a blessing to their life. I’m eternally grateful for the love you gave them when they felt they didn’t have enough of it from their own family.
I came out last week and my family hates me now but in some way I feel happier because I’m not lying anymore and I’ve lost this weight on my shoulders that I used to carry around but what I’m saying is be strong don’t care about what people think be yourself and trust me you will feel happier because your not lying to anyone or yourself xx
‘She’s’ tall slender and the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen, she straight, and always will be, it’s been 4 maybe 5 years since I’ve started loving her, and know I’m think maybe I should stop because as much as I hate to admit it the only thing in love that she’s shown me is extreme pain and hurt. Though she’ll never know.
'She' is my best friend who somehow found out i had a crush and didn't tell her. I've just written her a letter explaining everything and now im sobbing and trying not to throw up.
This feels like a safe place to share so yeah. I like this girl but I need to deny my feelings for her cause we’re toxic for each other. And nothings working.
Since a lot of peole are doing this as well i thought i might give it a try too. Nobody is gonna see this anyway. So, for starters, im not sure my "She" is really a "She" to me.
The story is not too exciting. I started talking to this girl on tumblr last year, back in august or september. We used to talk all night. I would be up until like 5am on the weekends talking with her (which, for her, were like 10am because of timezones). I had the best conversations with her, we would talk about everything and nothing at all. We would go from how an alien society probably works to random austrian holidays. From dominoes to her showing me all of her four cats. I always looked forward to the time of the day where she usually replied to me.
She was incredibly funny and wise. I remember being completely awestruck sometimes just because, even though she is one younger than me, she made me realize stuff. She was smart like that.
But she would sometimes disappear for one week, one time it was for two. Which was, like, completrly fine. She was in her last year of school, so it's completely understandable that she was busy or was just not in the mood for talking. I was never mad about that. I would actually feel honored that she felt like replying to me when she had the free time.
But in late november everything changed. She stopped replying completely. In january, she messaged me again, saying that she was sorry and all, and that she was going through stuff, and then promised that she wouldn't do it again. She did though.
That message from january was the last time we "talked". It's been seven months. In april i tried to send her another message, because it was her birthday. But i didn't want to send stuff to her and be annoying, you know?? So i never tried to reach her again.
I don't know if she is a She. I just miss her. I miss our conversations. I miss how i would hear the specific noise that tumblr does when you get messages and i would drop everything to go reply to her (and i always knew when it was her). I miss it so bad. She would teach me random german words, which i always liked to learn, and i teached her random portuguese words. We would call each other the equivalent to "angel" in our respectives languages: I called her "anjo", she would say "engel" back. I miss it so much.
Im not mad at her. She has her reasons. Im just worried. I don't know if she is alive. I don't know if she needs some sort of help. I don't know anything... And it kinda freaks me out. Because i KNOW she has her reasons, tumblr is not exactly the most sane place to go, but there's always that little voice in my head that is like "she is ignoring you. She actually hated talking with you, that's why she disappeared. She doesn't even remember you anymore", and it's incredibly suffocating sometimes.
Because the voice is most likely right. She sometimes appears in my dashboard, rebloging stuff. And i know it's queued stuff, but no queue runs for seven months straight. Im not an idiot.
I don't know if she is a She because, well, we only talked for roughly 2 or 3 months?? But i know that, at least for me, we clicked. And i know we were bound to never happen because of distance and stuff, but i was content enough with late night conversations. Just talking and learning little details about her was absolutely awesome.
If you made it all the way till here, thank you so much for listening. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this kind of stuff.
My she is mine. She has hair brighter than the brightest sunset or the leaves in october. She smells like freshly mowed grass and campfires. She tastes like cherries and her touch feels like an angel's wing. I still don't know how I got lucky enough to call her mine but I will never let her go
to my she- i know you know how i feel about you. we felt it together once. you know i miss you but i know you cant make a decision right now. i just wish i could tell you just how much i love you because its truly more than anything. i know we are young and you arent ready to commit but i cant hide that id wait forever for you to decide. i dont want anyone else even if i could choose. you are my everything and more. i hope one day youll see me the same. i love you.
1:02 when i started thinking about my "she" , mom calls me :pull the curtains son,. did it, i came back , 2 seconds later, doorbell rings, i went to open the door,my cousin came home, i came back, continued listening to this song, after 5 seconds, mom scolds me as i am in my room when my cousin is home, i went, played with him, came back to continue with the song, after 20 seconds, i had to use the bathroom, o i went, i came back and found, my phone was not on the bed, searched it, finally found it in my cousin's hand, playing video games, no one gives me a chance to think about my "she" .
most people here are talking about the 'she' s that they'll never have. this one hits deep for me because i had my she, we were both in love- but she fell out of it and i'm well and truly still in it. heartbreak is so fun :' )
she has shoulder length, black hair, with two red streaks framing her face. she tells me how she hates her acne scars but i tell her how cute they make her. she smiles sheepishly. she calls me cute every day. she kisses me on the cheek on my bad days. we go out for coffee at least once a week. we talk about everything from her dog to our shared mental illnesses. sometimes we talk about nothing at all, and just sit in each other’s company. she uses this rose scented lotion, and offers it to me sometimes. it smells like her. we both love fall and the rain. she has the most beautiful smile. her laugh is like the sound of water. i would give anything to be the cause of it. she’s so smart, and kind. she understands me better than anyone. but she doesn’t feel the same. why would she? no one ever feels like that about me. she likes girls too. but i don’t know. all i know is that when we met, we were playing a couple in our school play, and i would love for that to become real a year later.
i used to dedicate this song to my girlfriend (ex now) now my new girlfriend dedicated it to me and i’ve never felt so happy before , because my past relationship was extremely one sided, and i was used as an experiment. i’m happy now.
Should I send this to my crush? We’ve been friends for four years and we’re both bisexual, but I don’t think she likes me. I’m so madly in love with her it hurts. I really want to tell her but I don’t want to lose our friendship. Leave me some advice with the reply box, and remember that you are a beautiful human being who deserves the world. ❤️
Since everyone is giving beautiful descriptions about their 'she,' here's mine. I know it's different but it's because I just had a story in my mind and this is from my character's pov (pls excuse if u find grammar mistakes) :
I lay in my bed at home. Where drops of rainwater instilled themselves on the windowpane beside it. It was almost like nature was listening to my melancholic thoughts, in the way the sky brought its water down to the ground like my tears. I was thinking of her. About how I felt about her. The way she made butterflies flutter in my stomach every time she looked at me with that beautiful smile of hers. It may have been a beautiful feeling if I were allowed to feel it. Instead, I had to suppress it like it wasn’t mine to feel.
Only a boy should love a girl, not another girl. What will my younger self think when she sees who I turned out to be…? A freak. I know that I am not alone in this ‘queer’ thing. But right now I feel like my sexuality is something to pity about, not something to feel proud of.
my 'she' made me believe that even in distance and miles apart, one could still make you feel safe and sound.
She is my dearest friend, the one i come to when I feel like I don't fit in the real world. When it is tiring and I found myself asking "why am i even here?" she would be there, across my screen, asking me how my day went. She is that girl I'll cry to about my favorite band. She is the late night talks, the "I'll take pictures on this trip so I could show it to her." She is the first good morning and my last good night. She is the laughter I tried to suppress at 1am. She is my comfort person. She is that gleam of hope in my darkest days. She is the one I am starting to see in a different light, the one that could never be mine. And she is my greatest what if.
She smells like that sour but sweet unnamed citrus perfume that you complain about but know you love inside, like chocolate, like brown sugar. She tastes like the beach on a warm summer day where it’s coldly so no one is there even though it’s the best type of weather. With her adorable round glasses, hair always pulled back messily a beautiful deep brown with fawn on the tips, the shape of her face, her lovely band and striped shirts. Her smile, everything is perfect. I just wish she saw herself like that. Or that she liked me.
She smells like cheap perfume and slushies. She tastes like strawberries and cream. You would find her in a Hot Topic Store. And she means everything to me.
I can relate so much it made me cry. I really like (borderline in love with) my best friend and I'm pretty sure she only likes guys. Update: she has a boyfriend now :/
catladywithadog explains me but she knows and it's awkward around us she is bi though but I doubt she likes me also she goes out with someone
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Alice Bouchard2017-01-10 22:50:28 (edited 2017-01-10 22:56:45 )
I've got a kind of similar situation as well :( but we both changed so much in the meantime, and now I'm like stuck in a situation where I don't love her anymore, but I love her past-self and every time she becomes close to someone I grind my teeth hard and try to not be jealous.. it's selfish and I don't know how to get rid of this reaction/emotion..
catladywithadog saME omg its the worst and when she talks to me about boys I'm like yeah..... then I told her I'm gay and that changed everything. now she asks me who I like I have to hold back that I love her and its the worsSST
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Star Eater2017-01-22 02:53:36 (edited 2017-01-22 02:54:02 )
Mya Patterson why did you tell her you're gay then if you're in love with her tf that's your own fault
catladywithadog try bringing up sexuality with them . I played that tumblr number game with my friends so i could find otut their sexuality, and one of my friends told me she was questioning before but now she knows she's straight. it really helped me feel less alone questioning my sexuality
catladywithadog I had a similar Situation. when I was around 12 years old, I got closer from a girl of my class, soon she called me her best friend … and I called her that as well, even though I secretly knew ehe was more then a friend. She was my first big love. I knew that she was into boys, so I just accepted it. It was okay for me, we were best friends, and she was happy. When I was 14 we started to live apart from each other, I slowly fell out of love. It was okay, we are good friends by now again, and she knows that I used to love her. and I moved on from her.
catladywithadog wow you just worded everything that's been in my head for months now and is the exact reason why I'm revisiting this song for the billionth time 😞
I liked her and she liked me, I'm not even sure anymore, she just forgot? Forgot about me so easily. She didn't tell me what I did wrong, I lost my best friend and the person that I love. I hate her but I love her?
I love you. I've wanted to be with you so bad but couldn't. You liked me. I messed it up. Then you liked me again. I didn't. Once I finally realized, you said no. I couldn't get over you, and yet we still remain friends. Thank you. I love you. 💞
Hey ash I know your not going to see this comment but this song reminds me of you and though you have a girlfriend, I’ve fallen for you and no matter how much I try I can’t stop.
straight me watched this thinking the song was slow and too boring but now 2 years later i listen to this on repeat thinking about how i can’t wait to be in love with a girl 🤧🏳️🌈
Everything about her is complex. Nobody can tell whether her hair is brown or blonde, and her eye color shifts between beautiful ember, brassy gold, and a breathtaking blue. Her voice can make me smile, or bring me to tears, and her smile is heaven. She is incredible in every way, and she perplexes me. What does she see in me? Because I’m complex, but on a different level. I’m messed up, so messed up, and I wish I could tell her that. I wish I could tell her about the pills I take to make me ‘happy’, or how I got the scars on my arm, but I can’t. I wish I could make her see my hurt, but I can’t bear to hurt her.
She smells like perfume and the beach, she taste like vanilla and sweets. You’d find her in her own amazing world, and she cannot know the real me.
For anyone going through this, it's tough to balance everything. In my experience, everything gets better if you keep her light close. I hope you are doing better.
And she smells like rainwater and night She looks like sparkles and light Oh you would find her in the world she imagines And she brightened my entire life
She is the most beautiful person. i saw her today and she gave me a book that I've wanted to read because she reads it quite a bit. She has the kindest soul. She gave me a nickname and I don't let many people give me nicknames. Every time I see her I get butterflies. I always want to hang out with her. I give her a big hug everyday and I can never stop thinking of her. I'm also like so happy because she came out to me as pan. I wish I had the confidence to tell her how I feel though.
i commented on this video a few years ago and i can’t find my comment anymore but i commented something about how i found the girl of my dreams and i’m so in love with her and we were dating and this song reminds me of how i couldnt tell her i liked her because i was afraid she didn’t like me. we were gonna be together 4 years in november. she broke up with me in january, she’s straight now. i was an experiment to her i think. 2 days before she broke my heart i met dodie out of the blue and was like oh my god it’s crazy that i’m meeting the person who wrote this song, a song that meant so much to me. and then i lose my girlfriend two days later. i’m still very heartbroken and not over her at all but ya know. that’s life.
he smells like hair product and dreams he tastes like raspberry and cream you would find him hiding beneath the covers and he means everything to me
if you somehow see this, i love you liam, my angel. i love you no matter how many times you make a silly mistake or stutter on an easy word or get too anxious to do something or hurt yourself or change your hair or your pronouns because at the end of the day it’s you. it’s your poems that you hate but you let me read anyways and it’s the color of your face when you’re just about to blush and it looks like watercolors on your skin and it’s the feeling of the ring you always wear digging into my finger just enough to let me know that you will hold on as long as you can and it’s laughing at incredibly stupid jokes that i make while shaking your head and it’s sending me good omens fanfic at two am because i dragged you into this fandom so it’s only fair and it’s scoffing and calling me a bastard just before you cuddle up to me and tell me that i matter beyond everything else and it’s the taste of sour patch kids lingering on my tongue because you kissed me for so long and it’s you and you’re all i need.
to everyone else, i hope you find someone like him. well, not exactly like him, but someone that makes you cry for the first time in months because of the avalanche of love that a song that reminds you of them gives you. someone to laugh at and laugh with, to cry and rant and smile and just be with. and if you have someone like him, i want you to hold them close and know that life is truly wonderful.
my she is wonderful. she smells like roses and freshly washed laundry. she tastes like strawberries and baby wipes? you would find her in a field full of sunflowers and daisies. she means everything to me.
I was young but i think i loved her, she was so much different then everyone in my town. Everyone (but me and her other friend) thought she was ugly, short, and dumb, she belived them to. She would tell me every weeks about her slitly emotionally abusive stepmother and her chrush that was a boy that looked nothling like me. and we would sit in the grass and she would sing me her new songs, and even though her singing voice was awful i still listened and comlamented her because i loved her company. We would have sleep overs almost every weekend and i would dress her up in my clothes that were way bigger than her. She always tried to make people laugh especially her boy chrush, she never was happy herself, she hated everything about her self and only was happy when watching kpop. She would fake smile every time I tried to make her laugh and she would laugh too. I think she hung out with me so she could disract herself. One day we were sitting in math class and she said Korean music but she was talking about kpop, so i said "you mean kpop?" Then she got mad but i didn't notice, i thought she was playing around cause she always says kpop instead of korean music, so she said Korean music, so i said kpop, then she said "do you want to get on my bad side?" So i said sure and laughed cause i for sure thought she was trying to be funny. But sure enough that night she said "you wanted to get on my bad side" and for the next three hours she said how she never ever wanted to be friends with me again and said that i have been an awful person and freind and said that ive always made fun of her and she never wanted to be my friend again. The first message i got from her that night my stomach sank cause she said she hated me, and i started ugly, howl crying, like the type some mothers do when their child dies. And then my mom came to see what was up, i was only being nice to her even when she was saying those things to me of how she hated me and i was trying to reason with her and ask her why she was acting like this, but she kept saying the most awful things she could about me. I was being civil and trying to calm her down and now i wish i would've shouted back at her and say what a horrible freind she was being, because maby then it would've been easier to let her go and stop being upset over it cause she never told me why, she had never acted that way towards me before. The worst part is is that she only said those things to me and her other friend sadie, me and sadie hung out with her pretty much every day at different days. She was freinds with all my freinds and everyone took her side besides sadie, no one believed us, they all thought we were being over dramatic. I had deleted all of my messages from her back to when we first exchanged information cause i kept going back there trying to find any warning signs that could have told me she would ever do that to me but i couldn't find anything. After that she tried to reconnect, but never really apologized or said why she was acting like that, what could have triggered what she said, one day we agreed on meeting at the place we used to hangout to talk things over but she cancelled. I tried being nice to her and be her friend again because she wanted to be my friend again but the damage was done. To this day i have grown very far apart from my friends that didn't believe me, and i haven't talked to her more than a sentence for about a year or so now. I think i had a chrush on her and i knew it but i shoved it down cause she was a hundred percent straight. I still cry over losing her every once and a while, cause she was my everything, my freind, my reason to stay happy to not worry her, and at the time my reason to live, besides the freinds that didn't believe me because i didn't want them to have to remember their dead freind. Now a days she is the reason why im not really close to anyone anymore beside two people but i still feel very distanced from them, and why i lost my close freinds but most of all she is the girl that took away from me what i never knew i had before we stopped being freinds, it was love or at least love for her company, i cant tell.
Her name was Estella, she was a short Asian girl with a spanish name, underbite, and glasses. Her names means star and when we stopped being freinds she ripped a hole in my soul and im still trying to sew it back up with roadtrips and food and new freinds but that empty space will always be there🌑⭐
I currently have a crush on a girl and I have no idea if she’s straight or not, although I’m pretty sure she is:( its so hard because I want to be with her so bad
My she has gorgeous curly hair just below her collarbones. She wears a yellow jersey and kills it on the field. She has a gap in her two front teeth that you only see when she smiles her beautiful smile. And she held onto me like she never wanted to let go. But she did. Shes struggling and I understand it because I've been there. So I'm waiting for her. And I hope that one day I get to her again because she means everything to me.
but you are beautiful beyond description. We know this because you know yourself. Our lives are made up of so many sad stories before the end. Choosing our wins is sometimes recognizing that we loved.
Edit Update: I posted about another She a couple of years back but like this one I no longer have feelings for her. I now have a new she, who I'm actually in love with and dating currently! ❤ and she makes me the happiest girl alive.
I posted a comment on her who knows how long ago about my first she, but I want to post about my second she in hopes she doesn't see this.
She smells likes freshly laundered hoodies that came from the dryer and are nice and warm, as well as calming Friday and Saturday nights in summer where it's slightly chilly and the windows open exposing the dew on the window screen. She tastes like homemade brick oven pizza and sweet dragon fruit (weird combo yes I know lol but she reminded me of those two). You would probably find her imagining her brand new fantasy story to write while sitting in the woods, letting nature surround her.
She really means everything to me, and I don't know what to do.
She's bisexual, and I'm an Asexual Lesbian, so I only feel romantic attention towards girls but that's not the point here.
The point is I would possibly have a chance with her if it weren't for the problems:
1.) She's a senior, which means she'll be moving for college after high school 2.) She's not ready to date, especially after what happened with her relationship last year 3.) She has other girls (just friends of hers may I add) who like her but she's trying to deal with turning them down and trying not to feel regret as she doesn't wanna hurt them.
I feel for this girl HARD. And I still have feelings for her. Could she like me? Yes, there is a possibility by some grace of God or whatever exists out there that she would and want to date me as much as I want to date her.
I know I should be honest with my feelings and tell her the truth, but I am honestly terrified that if she doesn't choose to either 1.) Say she feels the same way (again that would be dumb luck) Or 2.) Turn me down nicely abd we become closer best friends because of it She will hate me and have our friendship fall apart. Though she probably won't given the person she is, I'm absolutely terrified. So...
Every time I listen to this it brings tears to my eyes. And now that I have realized I am pansexual, this song means so much more to me. Thank you dodie.
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they smelled like flower shops and they tasted like caramel and tea you would find them deep in the pages of a notebook and they meant everything to me.
i hope you’re happier without the stress of me, lily. i hope you still cry over videos of flowers blooming and you still draw on the table in your studio when you don’t know what to write and keep angry running commentary while you’re writing an essay and you still wear the trans flag you hung on the bookshelf like a cape and you still eat green tea candy that actually tastes like caramel and you still have callouses on your fingers from playing bass i hope you’re not overly cautious and anxious and scared and unsure anymore. i knew you weren’t ready but i still thought it would be okay. “no one’s looking, lily.” “your parents won’t walk in, it’s okay.” “the door’s locked, alright? we can cuddle.” it scared you and i’m sorry i know you’re happy now i see you in martial arts three times a week and we talk about books and history and mythology and d&d and actors and music and so many more things and i’m happy too but sometimes i just want to taste those green tea candies again and feel your hand wrap around my waist one more time
i’m sorry, i really am
they are chai lattes and libraries and fall but to them i am nothing at all
this reminds me of my crush ;-; i still like her even though my friend told me that she called me a freak behind my back. i still like her cause i dont believe my friend so :T
This song hits hard. I have a friend who confessed their love to me months ago. I finally realized I was in love with them, but not until until after they had gotten a girlfriend. I kept my mouth shut during their whole relationship and they recently broke up. Maybe I'll be one of those other success stories in the comments in a few months or more.
"They smell like cotton candy and spring They taste like strawberries and dreams You would find them on the cover of a book But my feelings for them are something I overlooked"
It’s funny... because the “girl” that I think of when I hear this song isn’t a girl I really know. It’s the first girl I ever had a PROPER crush on. When I went to holiday in spain, she stayed a few doors down from me in the hotel. She was a few years older than me. With gorgeous ginger hair that was slightly curled that fell just below her shoulders. She had freckles on her face and either green or blue eyes, but that’s the thing, i never got close enough to see her. But every single day for weeks, I’d see her around the hotel and I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. but obviously i was too young to understand any of my feelings. so i just watched her all day, admired her.
then, one day while i was eating in the food court, i looked outside and she was sitting on a suitcase, waiting for a taxi with her family. And... my heart just sunk... i just stared at her until the taxi arrived trying to take in all of... her before I would never see her again. and months after that trip i thought about her.
and i never spoke to her... never knew her name... but... i think of her every once in a while again and smile to myself. she’s out there somewhere. and i hope she’s doing well. and i know it’ll probably never happen but i hope that maybe one day we’ll cross paths again... because i’ve never liked a person like i liked her. to this day, the effect she had on me still lingers. any ginger girl i meet now, DECADES later, reminds me of her... in such a sucker for gingers probably because of her lol
To my she- Please don’t give up on me… I’m sure you already have but please… don’t let the environment you live in dictate how you live your life. Please be yourself, live life. Please don’t give up. Please keep trying.
I just randomly got the song stuck in my so I listen to it obviously because i can't focus on anything else
And I go to the comments and it ends up I now am in love with 20 something people that I've never met, but I'm also in love with my current "she" who is actually a he but a beautiful he.
Hes got hair like a lion and it defys gravity but he makes it adorable and when he laughs in a way that makes you heart skip a beat and how he only talks loudly when hes frustrated or people talk loudly at him and the softness of his voice when he's just listening and trying to make you feel better. The way he flirts badly on purpose and it still makes me blush because he knows that I am all his and he does on purpose to make the butterflies in my stomach flutter even faster and find their ways to my heart.
And I know he'll never see this but it would matter if he did because I've already told him I love him and he loves me to and hopefully this lasts because its more serious then I thought and I think I've truly fallen for this boy that say "if we go to sleep at the same time well meet in our dreams" and the boy who even before we were dating almost started a fight because someone was toxic, and the boy who confessed to me after we broke up because I thought he wouldn't like me if I was me and he said "if I don't try now I'm gonna regret it because something could have happened"
And he smells like the salty oceans with moss
And he feels like butterflys at night
But most of all he
He means everything to me
Micheal your amazing and you wont see this but I swear I love you.
HI DODIE i am listening to the human EP and the new version of this song and is so stunning (as is the whole EP!!) i just adore it. i came here to read some of the cute stories in the comments while i listened to "she" hehe :)
She smells like lemon and ginger. You would find her in the ring, fighting, at home, laughing, in the woods. She is red hair, grey eyes. She is tall. She is everything you can imagine.
I love her. She is everything to me. But she hates me now, after everything we've been through. She doesnt even speaks to me anymore, does not even say hello. It hurts. I know I lost her and it is killing me.
Bree, my best friend, my first girl crush, the person that helped me realize my sexuality. My she. She is a gorgeous human that I let down. I hadn't accepted my sexuality and I lost her because of it. I chose a boy over my best friend. A boy over the girl that I was in love with. And now I don't even have my best friend.
And I'll be okay admiring from afar Because even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart And she tastes like coconut and rosewater and dreams But to her I taste of nothing at all
To my She, my first crush, who made me realise i was demi not aro. I love you. And you will never love me back
My she was the most beautiful girl i ever saw. She was sweet, kind, friendly and caring. Just a look at her gives me butterflies and all sorts of feelings that i never felt for someone else before. I couldn't tell her about my feelings for her when we were studying together. But after a year i told her that i used to have crush on her n i liked her. But after that she stop talking to me. Man i regret that decision of telling her otherwise atleast she was talking to me before but now she has stopped talking to me. 🥺 I hope i get over her as soon as possible.
My gf just sent this to me and even thi I already knew this song and like I know all the lyrics and now what she's trying to say with this yet I still lcamehere because Idk istg this is adorable
AHHH SAME! I can never listen to it without crying. I’m gay but I also am in love with Dodie’s voice so idk what it is!! If it’s the song or her voice!!!
You are to kind for me, i truly don't deserve you, but you chose me And she smells like fall leaves and cinnamon because the perfume she wears reminds her of her mom, who she dosen't live with. Whenever you're ready, 'I'll know how you taste You would find stuffed into a Harry Potter book she won't put down until she's done with it To my wonder she, my girlfriend
'she' is my best friend. she's taken but I can't help it. she has gorgeous blonde hair and blue eyes. i'm out to everyone I know as bi and my heart aches knowing that I can't have her. i just hope one day I can tell her about my feelings, even if she doesn't accept. for now, i think we're staying friends.
My 'she' is kind, caring, sweet and adorable. My 'she' has long black hair that falls around her shoulders in beautiful waves. My 'she' has tan skin and breathtaking hazel eyes. My 'she' could wrap me around her pinkie and put me in her pocket for later. My 'she' means the world to me. My 'she' may not be perfect to other people, but she is perfect to me and that's all that matters.
I'm so proud of all the people that have realized or have come out with their sexuality. I hope you all are in a good place. YOU BETTER TELL ME WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE. I feel so emotional sniffs Have a wonderful day all you beautiful people!
i hate my self for thinking of the girl i do, her religion is against lgbtqa+ but she supports me, we hold hands all the time and we hug and she holds me in her arms when i’m not okay and i adore her for that she’s my world. but i’m not hers.
People here are saying you don't want to be heartbroken, but truthfully, being heartbroken is a special feeling. It's strange saying that but after getting over a heartbreak you realize how beautiful it actually was and how it changed you. It's kind of a nice experience in a maybe masochistic way.
I actually believe everyone should be heartbroken at least once. It is such a good lesson. You learn how deep your feelings can be, you learn to be empathetic and learn how not to hurt others. It is a life lesson and I wouldn't trade my heartbreaks for all the happiness in the world. My heartbreaks taught me how to deal and find my happiness, my peace.
i dont have a 'she' but i have a wonderful 'he' he is amazing. we first bonded for ok i'm not quite sure how to explain it, but we kinda 'clicked' i guess is the right word, and after a bit i came out to him as a transfem, i told him first bc he was the person i was closest to at the time, (and bc he's transmasc lol). the first time i saw him was in my math class, (this was before either of us were out) and i just couldn't stop trying to get glimpses of him. a few months after i first saw him i joined his friend group and actually met him for real, (our friend group is very gay so idk how i didn't join it earlier lol) and after we chatted for a bit i knew it, i was in love with him a few months after i knew i was in love i started to come out of the closet to a few people, and every time i asked, he would help me with it. i think was at the end of pride month he texted me, telling me that he liked me romanticlly, and i was at a loss of words, i had no clue he liked me back. sadly at the end of pride month for where i am, covid started to get a lot worse and we could see each other, sadly covid is still bad where i live so i won't be able to see him for a few months :( but i still love him so much, he has helped me through so much and i miss him, i would do anything to see him soon if anyone who read this is not sure if their crush likes them back, go for it, try something. i had no clue he liked me so there's a chance they like you. i wished that i told him about my feelings before this covid spike, but currently i don't have a time machine. if you truly love them, don't hide your feelings, it won't do any good hiding them, ask them out, you might be surprised of the answer. thank you for reading this, i wish all of you the best of luck! goodbye for now
My She was my long-time best friend and my first real crush. She’s sadly the straightest person I’ve ever met in my life, and she never found out about my feelings towards her, and likely doesn’t even know I’m Bi at all. The first time I was ever open about liking a girl was in the comments section for a dodie song, I believe it was sick of losing soulmates, and the girl I was talking about was my She. I tried to find it today, but I got no luck. Maybe I deleted it in fear that she’d somehow find the video and see what I had written. Either way, this song perfectly encapsulates how I felt when I realized I had feelings for her, and it shakes me to my core even now.
I'm sobbing thiS is actually the cutest song I've ever heard and I just want to sing it to the girl I love why does everything have to be so complicated ughghgiutjfn (you can tell I'm a very emotional person...)
oh god im so bi and this makes me so happy. I end up in tears every time I listen to this. My parents think that I'm "confused" about my sexuality at such a young age. But i know that i like guys and girls. so this means alot to me. so i know i might be a little late with this but i just want to thank you dodie ~Felicity
same, I think I might have a crush on a girl which made me realize I was bi, my mom said I was just confused but I'm not I know where I stand on who I might like and gender isn't a factor
I hate the "you're just confused", "it's just a phase" stuff. For me, I'm not sure what my sexuality is, but I've started thinking something like panromantic asexual?? Meh I'm still figuring it out... definitely asexual but not aromantic😊it's fine for me - I would accept being called confused about my sexuality right now 😂
I thought that I had found my ‘She’ but I was foolish and too young to understand that we were just friends. I had made the whole thing up, she didn’t kiss me because she liked me. She kissed me because she could, because she knew I would let her. And at first I was sad, then I was angry, but now it’s not that big of a deal. I wish she wasn’t my first kiss because she didn’t deserve it, but there’s not much I can do about that now. Now she is just a memory, one that I won’t forget because for awhile she meant everything to me.
so I have a massive crush on my best friend. she's bi and I'm getting kinda mixed signals and I'm too scared to do anything so instead imma cry to this
Does anyone remember a fan music video that came out for this version of She? It was done within a year of the song being released, Dodie even commented on it. It started out with two girls in a bookshop, later on they walk on the sidewalk together, they go to one girl’s house and they kiss and stop; later on they text about it and one girl has feelings and the other wants to be just friends so the first girl is crying in her bed and turns out the light. Does anyone know where to find this video??? I can’t find it anywhere and I’d love to watch it again :(
Coming back to this video after realising I'm bisexual makes this so much more emotional and hit me so much more than the last time I watched it. Thank you Dodie for helping me come to terms with my sexuality and being an angel in general.
Anna p hey it's cool to be confused about it, trust me I was for bloody years. You might want to consider the possibility that you might be heteroflexible - primarily and vastly straight but you can start to like a person of the same gender on the rare occasion ❤
RowanInTheRain thanks that sounds a lot like me! I am very akward rn because my mum found a blog post i wrote and is now questioning me loads. thanks anyway!
RowanInTheRain Same for me. I'm actually in love with my best friend, and we are planning to have a stronger relationship. I'm still trying to tell my mom im lesbian, but she has never really accepted it. Every time someone gay walks by she says something negative about them. I'm working on it tho, and things are getting better.
We met a little over a year ago when I went and shadowed at what would be my new school (if you don’t know shadowing is where you go to the school for a day to meet your classmates before you actually start going there officially) Anyways, she was really nice to me and I immediately got a crush on her. I thought about her the whole summer and I was delighted when I saw her on the first day of school. We became friends within the first couple weeks of school and I expected my feelings for her to go away, but they didn’t. They got stronger till it was too much to handle and I was head over heals in love with her. So I told her, she didn’t love me back. After that she got a boyfriend who I developed a passionate hatred for. To this day I wish I could stab him or something just to get my revenge on him for taking the girl I loved. Anyways, after she said she didn’t like me I started to myself and wonder why I wasn’t good enough for her. It was basically just a bunch of torment for a few months but I loved her too much to give up. Fast forward to February, we were on an overnight field trip and I was sharing a bed with her. We started messing around as a joke. It went kinda like this Me: Haha what would you do if I licked you? Her: hah nothing It went back and forth kinda like that for a few minutes till this happened Me: what would you do if I kissed you? Her: nothing Then we leaned In to kiss each other but before our lips touched I said “did you really think we were gonna kiss?” She said no but recently She told me that’s the only time I’ve ever made her cry because she actually did wanna kiss me. I wanted to kiss her too but I guess I was just too fucking dense to take a hint. After that she broke up with her boyfriend (I still hate him though) and I had kinda given up at that point. Nothing exciting has happened after the whole kiss thing, except for the everyday pain of loving her but her not loving me back. It’s been over a year now and I’m still in love with her, the only difference is that now I’m ready to move on. She still means everything to me
to my "she" (I've kinda got three so let's wrap this up)
She's sad, a lot. I try to help, it works. She's got these yellow eyes I could look at forever. I liked her for over 5 months, I was kinda glad when I lost it though. It was weirdly painful to like her, since I knew she'd never like me back and nothing could happen between us, we're too young.
She's got long curly hair, smells of fruit... maybe it's the number of hair products she uses. I cried over her once, it was weird, but I didn't mind. She moved though. We still keep in touch, she calls me "Waifuu/Wifey", it's cute. No homo tho... unless.. ;w;
I've known her for... 11 years? We liked each other once. She was my "gay awakening," lmao. I never really tell her how much I love her as a friend, she's got really thin hair and freckles everywhere and she's really pretty. She's also got this weirdly funny sense of humor, I don't know why I find it funny but she's hilarious.
I don't think have what I'd call a "Crush" on my she. I don't get blushy around her, and I'm not embarrassed. But... She is beautiful. She's sweet, and small, and artistic. I love holding her hand, and hanging out with her and hugging her, and she's the only one I will give piggy backs. She's really awesome and I never get tired of hanging around her. She's just... Amazing.
I'm exactly like this with my she but once this school year started she kinda stopped talking to me and i was so sad because she helped me so much and we would stay up to late at night talking about our problems with each other and she would sit on my lap and we would hold hands and snuggle and hug all the time i really miss that i miss talking to her and holding her hand and hugging her.
It’s exactly the same for me but I don’t think she likes me back and we have been best friends since Kindergarten and I don’t want to ruin our friendship by telling her ( plus I am still closeted).
She, my she is my girlfriend. She has brown hair and dark brown eyes. Her freckles cluttered along her face, all of them looking like you dotted them with a small paintbrush, so perfect. She smells like the way soft pillows look. I can't describe it. But there's another she, who has brow hair as well; but lighter. Her eyes brown too, but they just look so, alive. No freckles in sight. Just tan, slightly bumpy skin. She smells like Champaign and red wine. Her voice is so exaggerated. Shes so- sure of herself. Except this she.. She is my best friend. We used to just sit and chat for hours on end, going on long walks in the rain, I can still remember the smell of those days, the misty smell of pavement and wet dirt. We would go around our blocks on our rollerblades and bikes. Just having fun going up and down the huge hill that seperated the two. But then my girlfriend asked me out, I said yes since I thought I liked her- but I don't. I like the the one with the eyes that you get lost in, the one that goes on and on about how I need more self confidence and how I'm worthy of it. Not the one that never says I'm beautiful back, or that she loves me. My real she, means everything to me.
My "she" is one of my best friends. I've decided the next time i see her i will tell her how I feel. We've been flirting for months now and its time to act on it. We get along so well and even though we come from different backgrounds have so much in common. She makes me so happy and is so easy to talk to. I feel like I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. She is tall and has beautiful dark brown hair. She smells so sweet almost like roses with the laugh of an angel. Ill edit what happens when I tell her.. wish me luck <3
Edit: I confessed to her and she said she loves me but wants to just be friends. :(
Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be wrong When she's just so nice to look at?
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture And she... Means everything to me
Oh, oh I'd never tell No, I'd never say a word And oh, it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture And she... Means everything to me
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
And I'll be okay Admiring from afar 'Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart And she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture And she... Means everything to me Yes, she means everything to me She means everything to me
I don't know if I'm in love with my "she". Her bright blue eyes, soft skin, and kind smile. Her cute nose, delicate yet strong hands. I almost never stop thinking about her and that's no exaggeration. She's the reason I'm up at midnight writing love letters. I'm unknowingly being around her more than my best friend. Her hugs are the most amazing feeling ever. Her sense of humor is just so lively and I'm beeming like an idiot after every interaction with her. I don't know if I'm "in love" but I do think I love her
the little clips in her hair. her necklaces. her rings. the ring I gave her that she still wears. her hair. her laugh. her humour. her passion. her intellect. her. "and ill be okay, admiring from a far" "but to her, i taste like nothing at all"
Oh my GOD I just wanna give her a damn HUG. Like I wanna do something to show her that she means everything to me. I wanna cuddle on the couch while watching shitty movies and laughing about random shit. BUT IM TOO MUCH OF A COWARD TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE UGHGJBHJHHHFG I HATE IT HERE
My she has been my best friend since 2016, i liked her since middle school, we're both now out of school. I hated her for a moment because she got with my ex boyfriend, the feelings went away for a few months but came straight back. I was in a poly relationship with her but was still too shy to even cuddle her. I wish i kissed her another time, i wish i held her, i wish i told her i loved her. Feelings for her leave for a moment, but they always come back. I talked to her on the phone for two hours last night about my break up, she comforted me. I wanted to tell her i still love her but i was too afraid to. She smells like lavender and how it smells before it storms. Her smile lights up a room, and her laugh makes me flustered. She always tucks in her shirt and wears these pale purple adidas. I so badly just want to run my hands through her soft faded pink hair. But she likes someone else, ill never have a chance.
My she is a gentle fighter. She gives the warmest hugs, and smiles at my silliness. She learns to fight to keep fit, her fists wrapped as she is drenched in sweat. But my god is she wonderful. She records me as I stupidly swim in a lake in springtime, laughing and wrapping me up in a towel as I shiver. Her purple hair poofs as we spin on the dance floor, and as we sway to the beat of the slow song. She laughs when I pout that I can't be taller than her in my heels and She drags me along the hiking path in March when we get lost, following the maps that lead us back to our car. Her sweet smile widens when we watch our favorite tv shows together, and read horror stories that make me jump. Her talent with a sewing machine and fabric makes beautiful creations covered in stars or jewels that make me look at her in wonder. She was sun that provided my moon life. And I thank the lucky stars in our galaxy that we are dating, because She means everything to me.
i’m just gonna share my story since everyone else is. i recently started a new school and eventually i started getting a liking to my best friend, but then she showed me a picture of her crush and we grew apart. then, suddenly, everyone started shipping me with different girl. we never liked each other at the start, she found me annoying. but, in a week, we started to attach to each other. guess who i’m dating now? C:
I go to an all girls school and I just came out to my 2 best friends from that school as bisexual. I was inspired by this song to tell them. Thank you dodie
i feel a little out of place here cuz im a closeted trans guy but im head over heels for my She and She kissed me back in february and i miss her so much. she's still heart broken over her last relationship so i respect that and im letting her make the moves and stuff but i really like her. like a lot.
she smells like lavender and rain she tastes like summer nights and autumn days you would find her 'neath a spotlight on a stage and she means everything to me
'She' is my best friend and we've been best friends for 3 years. I found out I liked her 1 year ago but I tried to repress it because she's straight but the feelings were/are getting stronger. But recently she's more 'friendlier' to me like saying I'm cute and stuff and she said she's questioning her sexuality which gives me a little hope. But even if she likes girls she probably wouldn't like me cause whenever we joke about being in a relationship she says ew and a bit little of hope dies inside me but I hide it by laughing. But I still love her (as a friend.) I'll never tell her how I feel cause I'm too scared and it would probably ruin our friendship. Anyways thanks for wasting your time reading this :) ✌️
Jiminiepabo awh I know how you feel... it’s crushing when they don’t even know they’re hurting you and just think they’re being funny. Be my friend lol
One of my best friends just sent this too me. Last week she told me she liked me. I’m straight. I thought she was joking and I laughed. I’m so sorry.
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george ‘sbiscut2020-02-22 23:45:47 (edited 2020-02-22 23:46:27 )
We m going to put my she out there, no may ever notice this comment but I’ll write in nonetheless. She has the prettiest I’ve ever seen, they’re pale green like stripes on a peppermint. She was in my French class, we did a group project togethe and had this joke that we were dating. Slowly, I stared to fall for her. She is like if the song hey there Delilah was a person. She would doodle cartoons of the kids in our class and show them to me. But I had no chance, she was straight, until she came out as bi. It all changed, she would touch my face, tell me I’m pretty. I was ready to follow her anywhere I was going to ask her out. I went to her house and we did nothing but talk and laugh for five hours! I was ready to shoot my shot. And then she got a girlfriend. I was broken, I still am, my Delilah would never be “my” Delilah. That’s where I am now, thanks for reading 💕
i wanna tell her but i can’t she’s my best friend she’s all i have she’s my everything even if i would tell her she wouldn’t feel the same and it sucks i wish i could tell her that her laugh makes me get butterflies in my stomach the way she smiles makes me feel warm inside whenever she’s not paying attention is when she looks the prettiest she doesn’t even try everyone likes her i have no chance i wish i could tell her that the way she walks is adorable when she does her baby voice i space out every time she giggles is like a melody the way she sits like she’s the only person alive and when she lays her head on my shoulder my heart tells me to kiss her forehead and hold her hand but i can’t i just can’t
Am I the only one who remembers the version of this song dodie sang with dottie? Why can't I find that anywhere? It was my favourite version cause it sounded even gayer <3
I come back to this song when I get sad that my internalized homophobia stops me from coming out to my religious homophobic parents....I just want to find love without fear of going to a conversion camp.
She was my everything. My right and wrong. My rules and regulation. She was the world and I was a fly. She was every decision and every option. She changed, I changed and I realised that she was wrong. Now she is a monster that is shout are you still in there?!
Hello people who are coming back to this song for the memories I have a story
\Mabey TW?/
A young girl who has never heard of the LGBTQA+ community before comes along this song while crying in her room. She listens for a while on repeat. She has now been introduced to dodie. Not only did this calm her down, but she relized she liked boys and girls! Whenever this girl would have a bad day she would always turn on her music and it would help! Few years later she gets diagnosed with anxiety and depression. The only thing she knew to help was dodie. Her music was like serotonin to her. Dodie has helped her for so long. Her music was the only thing keeping her going. Whenever she wanted to give up, she just turned on dodies music and she would remember something worth living for. Dodie basically saved her life..
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Its me
Im that girl
If you are having troubles like this please call a hotline loves ♡
I fell for a straight girl. I confessed. She said we should stay friends because she didn't feel the same way. She acts like it never happened but idk... I am so confused. She gets really close and touches me, does things she never did before when I hadn't confessed.
This song has helped me before and after confessing. Before, I realized I liked a girl. I realized I was bi. After, I realized that, yes, she is straight but I am not alone and there are many other fish in the sea, I just wish these mixed signals would stop :/
Mine has short dark hair a spunky personality, striking blue eyes , flirty she wears wears skinny jeans and old tees and looks stunning when she dresses up she smells like returning to home after a long trip and laughs at all my jokes
My she, I told her I liked her last night she said she does not think she is at a point for liking people right now and I understand but it hurts so bad. She In fact does taste exactly like birthday cake story time and fall and to her I taste of nothing at all. To my she I wish you nothing but happiness
this song hurts me, but not because of reason most people have described. you see, i am indeed gay and have fallen for straight people, but this song means something different for me. this song perfectly captures what it feels like to love someone that doesn’t love you back. the feeling of knowing that no matter how much you care about someone, they’ll never care about you in return.
Am I allowed to look at her like that Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me (Oh) I'd never tell No I'd never say a word And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt She smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me Oh, oh Oh, oh and I'll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthday cake, and storytime, and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me Yes she means everything to me She means everything to me. (Lyrics :>)
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR MONTHS AND YOUR VOICE IS JUST SO DELICATE, SOFT AND SWEET AND I LOVE IT AND THE LYRICS REMIND ME SO MUCH OF MY FUCKING CRUSH AAAAA
I feel oddly out of place here with the fact that i'm really hoping that my she is hetero. like bro, wtf am i doing here with my heterosexual relationships..
Dear crush, I love you. You are my whole entire world. I seriously love you. You are my first love. I just wanna hold you in my arms forever and ever. Dear em I love you forever and ever no matter what happens. Love,L
She smells like coconut and flowers. She tastes like lemonade and clouds. You could find her in an abandoned building. But to her I taste of nothing at all.
used to have a crush, but that died out really quick. She was bi which reassured me but we just had nothing in common which made me realize i didn’t like her as much as i thought. I just don’t want to be so lonely, but at the same time i know i still have to work on myself before someone else could actually love me. I’m not totally sure what to do, but maybe once i’m in better shape i’ll try things out again and find my “her”. It’s better than the “no one” i have at the moment.
She giggles on the worst day She’s cherry chapstick and baggy sweaters She’s vanilla and fresh baked cookies She’s the calm after a storm and the rain after a rainbow Shes a hug on a cold day She’s a sweatshirt stealer and her smile lights up my day She’s the best girlfriend I could ask for
I have a "she" in mind right now she is beautiful, talented, funny and just lovely. I love her with all my heart but I'm to scared not only to come out but also to ask her she knows I like her after my friend told her I'm not mad just a little sad it wasn't exactly how I wanted to tell her. I have rumers going around about me being lesbian and I'm sure they will die down but I still love her and hope one day we can sort it out because I don't want to loose her. 💙💜
I forgot I wrote this but to anyone who may care even a little bit. I moved school recently and I relized how much I miss her and need her. I plan on asking her out in person this weekend and I really hope she says yes. Wish me luck! 😂
i have this crush, i think shes two years older than me, she gives me hugs, and she says that she loves me! omfg, i think i have a girlfriend, h YAY oh also, her hair smells beautiful
A lot of these comments are ppl falling for a straight girl, for me it's falling for a bi girl and only now realizing I may like her more that I "should" but how can I say anything when her last homosexual relationship went tits up and i don't want to loose her even if it means never telling her the truth
To u. I’m sure I taste like nothing at all. But it’s magical feeling this way for u. It sometimes feels good to hurt becuase to love someone with so much love to give even though they don’t love u back is liberating. It makes me feel alive.
The days it really hurts are bad. But as I am reminded that we are meant to be and even if we are far apart u are a big part of my life. The days the knife digs deep and I can feel it in my chest I tell myself odd things to console my hurting. I know I am worthy of u. Heck I’m outta ur league (true) and to know the only reason u probably don’t love me isn’t me, it’s u, is really re assuring. These days however. That glimmer of hope of us being together, it’s fading and the hurting is more and more. I don’t mind because I knew you wouldn’t love me and was prepared for nothing at all to happen ever but believe me when I say I wish with all my heart u felt the same way.
okay, so i know i’m a little bit late here, but i want to share a story about my she. i really liked her still do. i think. and my friend also did. the friend doesn’t know i like her. and i’m trying to encourage her and my she. i’m trying my hardest because i still don’t think i can accept the fact that this is happening. and that really freaking sucks.
My she asked me to her homecoming dance with her instead of her boyfriend...and we slowdanced together..for like 8.3 seconds. but it was still magical for me. She knows im homeschooled, and so i told her that i would probably never get to go to a dance..so she used a pickup line from my favorite show to ask me to her dance..and i obviously gladly accepted. We have the same taste in music, the same humor, our parents have been friends since highschool...she is a cheerleader and im an artist/musician, and..all of this sweet stuff that i like talking about but is irrelevant. back to the other thing. i knew that i had feelings for her when i met her, but...i didn't exactly know if that was because she was actually interacting with me and i was in awe, or if it was because i actually had a full blown crush on her.
But, i knew for a fact that i liked liked her after one moment. she had asked me to be in the towns Halloween parade with her, and i said yes. well, on our way there, she was doing my cat makeup for me in the car. the way she just gently touched my face with her soft hands, and i just starred into her sugar blue eyes, everything else blurred and i didn't even know how to react to it all. it was such a unfamiliar but fantastic feeling. And we marched together, throwing out candy, and she actually helped me with my social anxiety. there were loads of people but because she was there, i didnt feel anything but bliss. Funny Enough, her last name is Doty, pronounced like dodie. And well, my last name is rose..i like to call her doty, and she calls me rose. i love it. shortly after homecoming she broke up with her boyfriend.. and i guess i could say i had a window of opportunity. But sadly..i was too scared. i was to insecure about myself..thinking about all the things that could go wrong. And now she has another guy. im happy for her though, because im her best friend, and i just want her to be happy.
I really love this song but I’m not gay. When I listen to this song I just think of my best friend but I don’t like her like that. When dodie says “and she...means everything to me” that’s just how I like to think of it but not in a gay way ( btw I’m not against gay ppl I actually think it’s really cool)
Since this song came out I on and off listen to it but still am so confused about my sexuality I think I’m bi or at least bi curious but could never explore anything with girls no one would support me
So I've been in a crazy place in my life recently.. all full of stress and stuff & just came across your sweet videos (they've really helped) and I just want to say thanks for putting your lovely self out here. You're amazing ^-^ Keep doing what you're doing :D<3
My She is someone I met at the beginning of school and never really noticed. She was cool and that was it. My she was a girl who wore oversized shirts and hated her haircut. She was short and shy and quiet and tried to be invisible yet I seemed to see her more and more. I would notice her coming out of the cafeteria and my heart would skip a beat. We were added to the same Hamilton group chat and found that we had a lot in common, especially music wise. We started texting, mostly about Hamilton or some other song that we loved. She had an operation to remove her appendix and went out of school. Last year I went to the DND club and found her sitting opposite me. When you see someone every day you don’t notice all the small changes, but now I did. Her hair had grown out and her eyes shone and she was so confident. She no longer hid at the back of her friendship group, but led, and she said a little hello each time we passed in the corridors. She was more forthcoming about herself and I heard her voice, which was gorgeous I learnt more about her love for acting and her family and everything I knew and saw just strengthened my feelings for her. I was also pretty sure she wasn’t straight, and everyone I knew who knew her felt the same way. We’re in a Drama production together, and just before Christmas, we were sat together, her, me, and a couple of our mutual friends. One was talking about how he was trans and yet people thought them transphobic, and I told them about being bi and my Catholic side of the family(why I haven’t come out to that many people) and she said how her family would be fine with her not being straight...but she is. (Off-topic, another was raised with the hope that she was gay, but she’s straight too). So, yeah. She’s straight. My she perfectly imperfect, with a long pointy nose and a deep voice and expressive eyes and God I should be trying to get over her, but I can’t.
she smells like soda pop and jeans she tastes like happiness and pink oh you would find her in a modeling poster and she means everything to me.. - but she doesn't like me like that. and she's dating someone else.
Currently in love with a straight girl who wants to marry her boyfriend.... It hurts but at least we're friends. And we're going to a concert together.
I'm bi. Not gay. But my she has blue short hair. Is tall has ocean blue eyes. Smells like warm appelpie and spring. I don't really talk to her. I don't even know her name. But i know one thing. I love her.
my she is sunshine in may, im the moon in march. she, dancing like no one is there to judge, us, swaying under the stars. she, friendship bracelets and giggles and old books that smell like memories long forgotten. she is hair dyed auburn, poofy and messy and without a second thought, beautiful. she is plaid pajama pants and muscles and eyes like chai tea. we, tears underwater and hugs that hold you tight and make you feel alright. cold hands and hot chocolate and love. she. i love her
i came out to my best friend, it's still says delivered.
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sophie woodruff2019-11-05 22:29:04 (edited 2019-11-05 22:42:15 )
My she’s a he. He’s tall and funny and has the perfect dirty blond hair he has covering his eyes . My she smells like hope and promises. My she taste like a new life like a new beginning. He tastes like the sky right before the sun rises. My she has a pure deep voice and isn’t afraid.I know my she isn’t a she but I’m in love and I’m falling hard. I’m young and I feel this way. I’m not stopping because he’s perfect. He’s a blue sky and a flock of birds. A field of flowers and the spots on a cow. He makes my heart pump. He’s the last thing I think of at night. I want to end up with him. I feel like he doesn’t know me. Like he’ll never find out how I smell or taste but it won’t stop me. I know how special everybody is but he’s just a tad more. He makes me. He why I smile, he’s why I frown. I think love is different when you young. I guess puppy love is real. And I guess that this love is too. He’s my day and my night. My quilt on a cold day. My hot chocolate when it snows. My tear at the end of the movie. My diamond in the ruff. My greaser. My socs. He’s my rock. He’s my everything. He taste of happiness. He genuine. He’s mine.
This won’t get seen, and I hate that. Dodie, ‘She’ was the first song I ever heard by you, and it was recommended to me by the girl I love. Since then, I’ve fallen in love with her and you. Your songs have helped me through so much. They brought me and that file together and gave us something in common. The more I listened to you, the more this girl and I talked and talked and talked. And I related to this song so much, but she never knew. I’d cry my eyes out to this song. Then I bought the ‘She’ tote bag for her, and put a note inside it. The note was a song I wrote for her telling her I liked her. For the past 8 months, we’ve slowly gone form friends to more. She struggles with contact, so we don’t kiss or anything. But we’ve held hands, and we sit close, out hands sometimes touching, her head on my shoulder... and I fall in love with her over and over again. We talk for hours about everything. And we have a bright future ahead of us. She makes me so happy. She’s kept me alive, and you have played a huge role in that.
Me and A.M. met in the 6th grade, and became best friends recently. She's really nice, funny, pretty, and is really open with me. I've liked her for a while now. A few months ago she told me she has a crush on a girl at school. When I asked her who, she laughed it off. I asked her if I knew her, and she didn't really answer. My useless self didn't realize who she was talking about until now. Me.
For a few weeks I teased her about it, and tried to get it out of her. She never cracked. Then she came out on her Instagram, and posted about her crush. She was posting hints and clues as to who she is. At this time I still didn't realize it was me. Then one day on her last post, she said that she was sure she was obvious enough for me to know. I texted her, still confused, asking who it was.
"There's a huge hint in the first post." She told me.
So I went and looked at the old post. I scrolled through the caption, looking for the clue until I found it. I felt my heart sink. Well, sink in a good way. I don't know how to describe the feeling. But I felt... Happy.
It said:
"I'm taller than my crush, and she always says 'Only by an inch!'"
That's when I realized. I remembered she always teases me about being shorter than her. I always told her exactly that phrase as a response. Thinking about it now makes my heart beat faster. A chance to be with my best friend? I'd love that.
But we haven't talked in a bit, and I've been dealing with my own shit. I feel bad. I'm too scared to tell her I like her back. Because there's always that chance that she was talking about someone else. But, I don't know. But I really like her.
And I know she's too scared to admit it. And I don't know what to do.
My s/o uses they them and is aro/ace and I love them just the same. We’ve been together for months and have been friends for 3 years. I love saying this, but I really love them and I want to be with them forever
‘She’ is the reason why I got into romantic songs that I would've found cheesy before I knew who she was. She is the reason why I scream into my pillow every night. She is the reason why I try to sleep early now. the things I wanna give and say to her can only happen in my imagination and in my dreams. She likes fiction and is the most creative person I have ever met. She is a responsible daughter. She is a total dork, and I love that. But she is also the reason why I have cried a total of 3-4 times this year, and it's only April, yes that is rare for me. Everybody wants her girl or boy, so I'm not that special, but for some reason, it still makes me sad even though I do not have the right to because I never showed that I even like her. I haven’t shown 1 hint, What's the point of giving hints when you are sure that you have a 0 chance on someone? “I’d never tell no I’d never say a word, and oh it aches but it feels oddly good to hurt”. She is the most beautiful person I have ever seen, it's so hard for me to focus on my tasks when we are calling with our friends while I'm doing my homework because she always turns on her camera, I can't help but just look at her. The ocean reminds me of her. So does ice cream. I want to say more about her so bad but I'm scared that she might see this lol. She is the first girl I have ever had a crush on, my past “girl crushes” were just a platonic attraction because it's kinda hard for me to tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings lmao. IM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS BOIDNBHFEUIEUHDC
'She', who used to be my best friend, and we both liked eachother, just told me she likes my best friend, and my friend likes her back. That stuff hurts. I'm still trying to get over liking her for 8 months.. and it really sucks because I find myself constantly questioning myself: did She ever like me at all, what did I do to screw it up. did I just have a crush, did I, dare i say, love her? shes probably way happier with my friend they are way better for eachother. There is no way She actually cared. Am I just being dramatic. Should I just not tell anyone how I feel? etc. etc.
just your average clikkie i don’t think you’re being dramatic. not that it’ll make your pain any better right now, but i can tell u from personal experience that it is possible to get over someone that u have strong feelings for. i wish you all the best, and hope that you find a she who loves u as much as u love her
Megs Donnelly me too I literally have tears trying to escape my eyes right now. Idk man I'm just reading all these comments and realizing that It's okay to not be straight. I've been questioning my sexuality for a while cuz idk. Boys are cute. Girls are cute. And I just don't now what I am. And that's totally fine
i don’t think anyone will see these, but if you do, know you were meant to. the first time i heard this song i was 12. i was insecure about myself and my body and who i loved. i craved attention from men because thats what was expected of me. the first time i heard this song i was afraid to sing it out loud because god forbid my parents hear. i came out to them as bisexual at 13, and they didn’t believe me. it was a phase to them, or i was too young to know, or it was a trend. all of the above, they excused their inability to accept it with. i started self harming at 13 too. i was falling apart inside and i was terrified to exist as who i was. i had a long distance girlfriend because i was a little gen z gay and we all went through that at one point. i wanted to die. i stayed in that dark headspace for a couple years. i moved, and it was a little easier because it was a fresh start and to these friends i wasnt the little “boycrazy” girl they grew up with. it took me until 11th grade, at the age of 16, to truly come to terms with myself. i’ve been dating my girlfriend for two years and i still was afraid of the way people looked at us. i have learned to love myself for loving women. i have learned to love myself for identifying with she/they pronouns. i have learned to love myself for my ability to belt this song at the top of my lungs, word for word.
i am living, breathing proof that it is going to get better. i believe in you, sweet one. you can do this.
i needed this. thank you. you are so strong. i feel just like you. i'm 13 and dating the girl of my dreams but i just feel so unwanted. school is stressing me out and so are my parents. thank you for reminding me that it'll eventually get better <3
ugh i feel like this right now and i keep thinking she likes me then the next day feeling i'm a nuisance. And i barely know her. Well im trying to know her before i mess everything up... idk. This is probably the most real crush ive had and it scares me. First crush on a girl...
I have liked multiple girls but these were the main ones. 1. She smells like books and sleep, she tastes like Lime Le Croix and fruit, you would find her on a blurry mirror photo... 2. She smells like chlorine and the beach, she tastes like pineapple juice and chocolate chip cookies, you would find her in a framed photo in my room... 3. She smells like pretty clothes and roses, she tastes like seaweed and promises, you would find her on the cover of an album... 4. She smells like pages of books and shampoo, she tastes like toothpaste and brownies, you would find her on the back of a book... 5. She smells like gymnastics chalk and grass, she tastes like rays of sun and rain, you would find her on the TV for the Olympics... And they meant everything, to me. I'm sure not many people will see this but they meant everything to me but I can't have them because She moved away, She is straight and my best friend, She broke my trust and never defended me, She is straight and so intelligent, and She is straight and not what she seemed.
Hi I'm dumb enough to find out this was for years ago But I just got a girlfriend at school even though I've known her for a very long time it's only the third day of school but she means a lot to me BUT A BOY LIKES HER!
She is black jeans and a striped shirt, used to be giant t shirts to hide herself but it didn't matter because the world saw her anyways. She is stolen glances shoulder length hair bang swept to the side a chunk of hair or two framing her face. She is a smattering of beautiful freckles across a button nose. She was never mine and never will be, never to anyone really, though everyone will steal a glance or two, a short moment of ecstasy just from looking at her. She knew I loved her and I knew that just wasn't her way so I settled for a friend who would lead me on and share secrets and midnight cups of hot chocolate over facetime. She smelled like almonds and French Toast, she tasted like vanilla and fall, but I knew that she was a unicorn, magical and beautiful, but overall unreal. She never loved but that's not what I needed from her. Years later, i'm writing a Youtube comment she will never see, and i'm okay with that as long as I got the chance to know her. She will forever be in my heart.
I know we can never be together. I know that you’d think I’m weird for liking you, for liking being around you, for getting so excited when I get to see you. I know you think all of this is a joke. But if it’s a joke, then why did you say that you would date me at that party? Why are you always the one who offers to hold my hand? I’m so confused. I don’t know how you feel about me, but all I know is that I would do anything to get to hold your hand again. I miss you. I didn’t expect for any of this to happen, I didn’t mean to start liking you. Yet here I am, desperately waiting for a reply from you, hoping that you feel the same way.
My 'She' is a girl that i met online. Shes so beautiful. She lives in Portland, Maine. I live in Texas. We've only started talking today but I've known her for a year or so. I don't wanna tell her I like her because... she might think I'm weird and i might run her off. Its sad because I wanna tell her but... she might reject me.. and i don't like being rejected. And i hurt.
I rmebee hearing g this song when I was 9 or 10 I believe. I found dodies channle from the acne song. After listening to this I remeber I couldn't stop myself IT rang in my head over and over and I still messed up the lyrics but I kept singing it and coming back to it. I knew I was gay I never said it or admitted it to myself but I knew. I remeber everytime I sang a part with the pronoun "she" it hurt but I didn't know why, still I kept singing it. I remeber one night going to sleep and singing to she softly to my self but only changed one lyric she to he. When I did that It was the first steps to me accepting myself . About a year later I moved and realized I truly was gay I knew it deep down yet could never accept it. I remember going to sleep feeling this heavy weight on my chest as if I was the worst and guilt weighed over me. I felt like a monster , at 12 I experimented and went with bi as the label, im not nor ever really was but it was a step . Sadly I got outed and put back into the closet and that's where I am but now because of you I'm proud of who I am even if I can't say it .
My 'she' is bi, like me. We also both have anxiety, she's had hers for ages, whereas mine has only surfaced recently. For ages, I really liked her, assuming she didn't feel the same way. I was actually dating a different girl while I was getting to know her, but something didn't feel right. I was dating a girl I didn't have feelings for, whilst I pined after the beautiful blonde in my drama class. We would always hug and hold hands, and everyone could see that we liked each other, except us, so I broke up with my girlfriend. Soon after, I finally plucked up enough courage to kiss her, and it turned out that she liked me too. We dated for six months, but then she stopped talking to me. This was before I knew about her anxiety, so I didn't understand why, I thought that I had done something wrong, or that she didn't like me anymore. I ended up finding comfort in a guy, who told me I was beautiful and amazing. He made me feel warm and fuzzy, told me that he liked me, but couldn't date me because he also liked someone else. I felt awful for feeling this way about someone else while I was still in a relationship with someone, so I broke up with her. When I was single again, the guy stopped talking to me. I felt unwanted and alone, feeling like shit for letting an amazing girl like her go for a guy who didn't really like me. Then, somehow, me and her got close again, and ended up back together. For a while, we were happy, but it didn't work out. We broke up again, promising each other that it wouldn't happen again, and we wouldn't get back together a third time After that, we drifted apart, stopped talking. Recently, I started getting panic attacks. I didn't know how to deal with them, I felt lost and out of control. I almost had one in a drama lesson, but she held my hand and calmed me down. I don't think she realised how much she helped me, but after that, I knew I liked her... again. So I told her. She says that she isn't sure how she feel about me, that she needs time to think. Now she knows I like her, but I'm too late. If I had understood things like anxiety and depression back then, maybe it would've worked out between us the first time. I know that I don't deserve her, she's too good for me. She is beautiful, inside and out. She just doesn't see it, but I do. I hope that she still sees me the same way.
Cerys Jones It’s five months late, but you shouldn’t blame yourself. You can’t blame yourself for something that you didn’t understand or were not aware of. If you two never get back together that’s okay, because there are 7 billion other people out there. You might have to wait a while, but they’ll come into your life eventually. :)
Well I see a lot of comments of people wanting to be with their crushes and I can only say a few things about it. If it's meant to be it will happen. If your crush is a friend and they don't like you in that way, you can't help it, it's their own person. If you talk with that person and spend time with them and suddenly you like them they will like you back if they already have a some some for you. You have to be yourself because trying hard to make someone like you is just shitty, someone will like you just the way you are.
My She is femme and straight, but sometimes I can’t help but notice that She says things about other girls that are not quite straight. Oh well, even if she wasn’t straight she’s way out of my league.
I know this will be tossed into the void of the 15k+ comments but oh well, I need to talk about her and where else is better?
My She was well... 'mine'. For seven months. That doesn't seem so long but it felt like forever, I spent so long with her planning lives together. We decided on baby names, what pets we would have, everything. We would stay up until midnight whenever we could to have late night conversations about whatever we could. We loved the same music and movies and date ideas, even the same dog breeds. She was so perfect and I was so content with our simplicity. She was a closeted bi but we were fine with being a secret.
She had beautiful hair and a beautiful face, she had a way of making simple things sound so amazing - she sent me videos whenever she was with friends because she always went to catch frogs. Her laugh when she found one was perfect and I found myself falling deeper in love whenever we spoke. I saw her as a safety net, someone who would be there no matter what. We even picked out houses online for heavens sake- she was just my world. My life. We both loved pokemon so we got matching Umbreon onesies that we would wear whenever we went on Friday video calls (we always drank tea and played Uno from far away as she was from another country).
She ended up acting odd a few months before we broke up, but she said she was having a bad time with her mental health so I let it be. She was barely ever online to speak anymore, and she was distant when she was there. But she was mine you know? Fast forward a while until I'm counting down to my birthday with her and she takes three days off. It triggers my attachment anxiety but ah well. My friends had been telling me she wouldn't have been the one but I had it engrained into my head that she was always there.
I wake up on my bithday excited for the day; she isn't online. Oh well, everyone else is online! She comes online a few hours later. A 'Hey babe' comes through before she swiftly deletes it and replaces it with 'Hey'. Odd. I ask her why and she stays typing for a few minutes before settling on 'We need to break up.' A little heartbroken conversation about why. (She fell out of love.)
We play Minecraft together the next day and her voice is just so... familiar. She didn't seem to be hurt at all, just awkward.
It's been months wince we've spoken yet we still like each other's posts. She still means the world to me and she's still perfect in my eyes. I'm pretty sure she's moved on but I don't think I'll ever be able to - meaningless flirting won't ever fill the She-shaped hole in my heart. Listening to the music we loved, watching the movies we loved, playing the games we loved, seeing the dog breed we loved online or on the streets... it hurts. So much reminds me of her. But she seems happy.
Maybe one day I'll get over her but to me she still smells like lemongrass and sleep.
I know that my comment will probably get lost in the sea of comments, but I'm still going to write. My he is a special boy. This comment section is full of people describing their 'She's, but I'm describing my 'he'. My he is a special boy with beautiful hazel eyes that I could stare into for hours. We met on the dating amino in May. He posted about him wanting to find a boy who would talk to him and hopefully date him. Nobody responded to it. I was scared to because I didn't think I was good enough for him. Sixteen days ago, around 11:40 pm, he asked me to date him. I, obviously, said yes. I had strong feelings for him, and he found out. He supports me and uses my correct pronouns. He also uses my name instead of my deadname, and I love it. I get a lot of hate for dating him (because he's trans), but that doesn't stop us from loving each other. We call almost every night now, and he actually cares about me, unlike my other boyfriends and girlfriends. I love him so much. He came out to me before we started dating, and I was so proud of him. He was scared to come out. Well,, that's my comment for ya. Happy pride month. ~Aziraphale.
Embla Sjöblom this is so relatable when my “she” actually liked me back and asked me out I cried I was shocked and terrified because I care so much for her we’re coming up soon on our first month together and she makes me so happy I hope I never lose her
to my she (well they’re nb but afab) i miss you. so much. i miss talking to you. i know you don’t want to talk to me and you probably don’t miss me and you have moved on. i just.. i don’t know what to do without you? i’ve never missed someone this mych. i just wish things were different.
This makes me kinda sad because I'm the crush of my best girl friend and I am a transgender and I didn't come out to her yet (I am in the male spectrum)
she is not my first love, but she is the last. thx darling for ur cute smile, ur beautiful voice, ur warm hugs i am sorry that u can not love me, even if u tried really hard, u did ur best this song will always remind me about u and how u gave me my first and last piece of happiness i uderstand u and i hope that u will find someone that u will love so much, that ur heart would fill with all best emotions. and as dodie said "i'll be okay admiring from afar", because i love u From E to S be happy my sunshine
My she has long, thin black hair that she cut a bit shorter recently. She has small dark brown eyes, almost black. when she cries you can feel her eyes cutting through you like glass. She wears white and black Adidas shoes, she loves Adidas. She loves the shade black. She Knows I Love Her . But She Doesn't Love Me....yet.
Edit: Hey guys so um so the she I don't have a crush in anymore I have a maybe girlfriend it's confusing but basictly it's all good in the hood New edit: so I do don't have a girlfriend anymore and I don't have a crush on my she But I have a new she Who I think Liwks me back But she doesn't know I love her...yet
Lol, so it's 8:30 something AM and I don't have to be in class yet, but I finally found my she, and I'm dating her! Fyi, I'm making an update about the two previous comments of shes I'm no longer into. I'm in love with her now, and she is here to stay with me and in my heart forever ❤
We met in high school my Junior year, she is a year below me. Back then, I knew her as he for a couple of months before she came out to me as she on discord. A few months later, we figured out her new name together. And a few months after, the thoughts started. Then after that? I realized I had a crush on her in history class.
I had confessed to her first, but she wasn't into me then. And for some reason then I didn't realize why that tore me apart inside, why I cried myself to sleep, why whenever I listened to certain songs or did certain things, she appeared in my mind.
I was in love with her.
Later, during July, when quarantine had already started that year, she confessed to me. Every feeling I had for her came flooding back, and I instantly knew that this was my chance. We made our moves, we've started dating, and it's already been a year and a month since we've been together. I love her more than life itself to be real, and that will never change.
Now, she smells like warm blankets, vanilla, and comfort. Like chilly, yet warmly comforting fall days where you'd have a picnic. She tastes like hot cider on a rainy day, and lava cakes you share with ice cream after dinner. You would find her DMing a group of players for D&D, or busy building and cutely rambling about her next campaign and characters. She has gorgeous long ginger hair, sparkling jade eyes that I see mother nature in, freckles that adorn her body like confetti sprinkles, soft lips, a gorgeous tall body, and fuck....
You'll probably never see this but this song makes me cry because I've suddenly fallen in love with my friend and I don't think she'll ever feel the same way but she's so perfect that I can't deal with it at all
My girlfriend is the best in the world i love her but before she told me she liked me this is how i felt we both bonded over dodies music and P!atd so this song means a lot so i will always love this song
shes never gonna see this and everyone else is pouring their heart out so i guess i will too.....
to my 'she', you make me so happy i think i could burst. thinking of you gets me through the day and all i want is to be n your arms again. in theory, 80 miles may not be that much but it feels like you're an ocean away. all i want is to have you in my arms and be holding you tight. you are quite possibly my favourite person in the world and i love you so much. i haven't stopped replaying our kiss in my head ever since. i joked that when lily moved away, i would find a girlfriend... and i did. it's better than i could have imagined and you make me feel so valued and loved. ik this is gonna sound super cliche but i've never felt like this before about anyone. ive never met someone as kind and talented and amazing at acting and gorgeous and with the most elite music taste. ellie, i am so glad you have come into my life and even though its only been 56 since u asked me to be your girlfriend, its been the best 56 days of my life and i hope you never leave it. i love u. so. fucking. much. ps this song will always have a special place in my heart because it was in those 5 minutes when we were sitting on your bed and this song was playing that i knew i was falling in love with u. and i continue to every day.
this song makes me think of the girl that made me realize I was bi. and its funny because I know ill never be over her. I just send her some light and love when I think of her, because she lives across the country, and there's no way we could ever meet again. but I love her and id give her the world if she even hinted that she wanted it
Im female to male transgender and ugh this song just fucking gets me because i remember feeling like this not knowing if i was allowed to feel the way i did. All of you lost people know that life gets fucking better. Stay alive :)
My crush (there’s 0 percent chance of her seeing this so I’ll use her name)
Liv, we play Minecraft all the time, are on call basically when we can be, and she’s my best friend (?) Today, we were playing like normal, and she got weirdly obsessed with this book she wrote and threw it in the lava b4 I could read it. She started writing another one and I was so curious I killed her and picked up the book. She didn’t want me to read it tho, so I threw it back to her. Like a minute later, she hand the book, along with another on to me. They say ‘I like u a lot but I don’t ruin our friendship’ (sry for mistakes its 1am). It goes silent for a minute as I send her a song I wrote about her :). We text a bit and she asks me if we’re a thing. I say I guess. And omgggg I still can’t believe it lol. Really so if this doesn’t make sense lol I’m really tired and high on my crush liking me back, also helium (inside joke just in case liv does see this)
my first real she was just a few months ago, it was a sudden realization for me. i went from never noticing her, to her being everywhere i looked. whether it was in the hallway or in the cafeteria she was always just, there. my she had been sudden butterflies and stolen glances. a smile and a shy wave. a wish on a star and a hopeless dream. i sent her a note into her locker in it, was a cheesy science pun and a confession unsigned. I was too embarrassed and shamed to put my name i think she knew right away that it was me i got a text from her, saying that she was flattered but she didn't feel the same that she doesn't have feelings for anyone
my heart had been shattered i spent days crying and moping pondering over what-ifs daydreaming about soft hands and stolen kisses
over the past few months, I've been picking up the fragments of my heart piece by piece i put myself back together waiting until i find my next she
It’s been a long time since this came out but I come here a lot, especially to read the comments. Everyone is confessing their love and it’s so sweet 😭
this comment section gives me so much hope that everything is gonna be ok and that i am not less worthy of experiencing love, even if it’s with a girl.
i love reading the comments on this song and the stories behind them. there’s nothing cooler than when a song can connect so many people and inspire them to pursue something. i just posted a cover of this gem on my channel; it’d mean a lot if whoever’s reading this could check it out. have a great day 💙
god, my she is so perfect. Her brown hair and hazel eyes and how they're so captivating, her messy bun that makes me feel even more. And how She wears oversized sweaters and jeans, or sometimes her leather jacket that fits her perfectly and how she always does this thing with he legs when she's nervous. Her smile is so bright and her laugh is music to my ears, and she knows about how I feel. But I won't give up on her, she's just so amazingly perfect in every way I can't let go of her.
Ahhh, so glad this is on her new EP!! I remember watching this when it came out and questioning myself for months after 😂 dodie was one of my first female crushes
This song used to ache when I was so in love with a She I couldn't have, but now it's a He I can't have and it hurts just enough, but I wrote a male version as a way of venting and being able to relate to the song again 💔💜 I'd like to record a cover sometime if that's alright ^^"
I'm so happy she put this song on Spotify, I listened the absolute fuck out of it when I first had a crush on a girl and I was just so frustrated because couldn't listen to it without Wi-Fi
It's so great to come back to this version right after seeing the Vevo DSCVR version and appreciate how much this song has evolved and stayed the same over the years.
Hi I just wanna say that 4 years ago, I had just stumbled across your song, and I had loved it so much. I was curious, confused, intrigued, and I clicked on your link to watch your sexuality video. 4 years ago, when I was 11 years old, you were my introduction to bisexuality. At the time, I didn’t know such a thing was possible. It felt scary to me, a confused 11 year old girl whose life was going in all different directions. About a week ago, listening to one of your other songs, I had such a strong memory of listening to this song, and it almost brought me to tears. Years had passed since I had even thought of this video. It had been a few minutes of my life that I had spent watching this video that I had forgotten until something, maybe your name just clicked and I remembered I had subscribed to you years ago because of this one song, sparked my memory. Seeing “She” in your Human EP just moments after I had this thought solidified this memory and brought up so many emotions that I hadn’t known I had buried or even ever felt before. I now purposefully listened to your song, 4 years later, as I a proud, out, and confident bisexual girl. I want to thank you for being my introduction into bisexuality. At the time, as a clueless 11 year old girl, I had no idea that watching this video and hearing you say “I like girls and boys” would lead me down a path of total self discovery and reidentification. I had no idea that what I had deemed as weird and confusing would end up being me and that I would have it no other way.
this song has been like a safe place for me for the last year or so and i am infinitely grateful for how much it’s helped ease the confusion of working out who i am <3
I remember listening to this song before I accepted myself as bi and being terrified at the fact that i could relate. I would play it and hope that my mom wouldn't hear it.
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My first “she” was one of my very first friends at the beginning of high school. She was shy and didn’t have many friends so I told myself “Just make her day. Be a friend to her.” I did and we became friends. One day, I asked her if she liked me, just out of curiosity. She said that she did. I only began to develop feelings back for her once she got a boyfriend. I missed my opportunity to be with her.
god it hurts....... i'm in absolute love with my straight best friend and listening to this brings tears to my eyes because of how much I can relate........guess I just have to admire from afar.
i just saw dodie for the first time last night in glasgow and i had managed to hold back tears until this song. i just remembered wee baby dodie with her wee blue guitar, i remembered how i felt seen when i heard this, i remembered falling in love with dodie after this... and seeing her up on that stage was so surreal and so amazing. i love you dodie. you inspire me and millions of other people so much, and for a lot of us, this video is where that started. thank you for everything you do.
I love that this song now is so new and yet so perfectly preserves everything that made this the song that hugged my heart late at night whenever i felt less than
i can see the difference now with this version and the one on her "Human" EP. this one has more raw emotion that you can just vividly feel while the on the EP on the otherhand, felt more like a blissful farewell as her vocals are more reminiscent in a sense.
It's been about six months since she left me and I still love her so much, I'm not sure if I will ever not be in love with her. But she's with someone else and I really want her to be happy, eventhough even more I wanted to be the reason for her happiness. L, if you're reading this (and there's a good chance you are because you only listen to like 3 songs), I don't regret a single thing, even if it hurts. To all my beautiful girls who feel ashamed for loving girls, it gets easier. Be proud of who you are. Your identity is amazing, there is nothing more natural than falling for other girls.
I fell in love with this girl over a game, I'm sure she looks at me as a friend but whenever I see her face I can't help but smile, she's beautiful and makes me so happy.
Every LGBTQ+ out there. You guys are well accepted here. You are valid and you mean something. You guys belong here. And if someone says other wise, foRgeT tHeM I l y s m uwu 🌻
Four years ago I listened to this song thinking how beautiful it was and how emotional it made me while also sitting there thinking "PSSSSSHHH I'm StRaIGhT". Well 2 days ago I was sitting in a hot tub listening to this song with my best friend while she confessed that she liked me. She wasn't going to say anything but apparently me playing this song on shuffle finally gave her the courage to tell me. Aaaaaand I totally like her too. :)
Came back here while doing "A study in dodie" which is part one of an art collection I plan on making, the raw power of this song even two years ago when I first heard it, so powerful and heartwarming, I love this woman so much!
Aww, all the cute stories... Sure, I'm late, but I'll tell whoever finds this about my she. We're on a sports team together and work together well and constantly have debates about who's better, only arguing that the other person is better. She's beautiful, with dirty blond hair usually kept up in a frizzy messy bun, eyes bluer than the Caribbean ocean, big round glasses that shine gold, a spattering of freckles across her nose and cheeks, her upturned nose, and her goofy grin that can't help but make everyone around her smile too. Best of all, she's a weirdo like me. She doesn't really care what other people think of her that much, and from experience I know it's freeing in a way so you can be yourself without worry, whoever you might be. I've been quietly crushing on her for quite a while but I'd never tell her because I know she's Christian and so I don't know how she'd feel about another girl liking her. But anyway, for the time being I guess I'll just be the best friend I can be until this crush goes away and hope in the meantime that just being around her will remain enough for me.
oofie i'm going through some sad boi hours so imma vent about my 'she' (and if you see this, i am so sorry i couldn't tell you directly)
my 'she' is an online friend who lives in the same city as i do, however we live on different parts of the city so we can't see each other irl at all. she's honestly pretty, with curly hair, and she has a thing for making memes / editing in general. she's also a gamer jdhsfsd. we both aren't straight, she's a lesbian and i'm bi.
we met at a house party, several months ago. we clicked almost right away and a week after, we started talking via tumblr (we're still talking btw). for a few weeks we were talking back and forth, me enthusiastically replying back everytime she messaged me. we shared one common interest (danganronpa, it's something i love LOVE to talk about). for a while i was convinced i would be able to make a move once our friendship grew, however, later on, she casually mentioned her partner in a convo one day, and from then on, I was crushed. going into october, she added me into a discord server w/ her partner. her partner is lovely to talk to, to be honest. it's just that i have been crushed with constant jealousy every time they come on and they're both affectionate towards each other, wishing i was in their place instead. (not to mention i feel like she doesn't care as much everytime i show her any sort of (platonic) affection) She also has told me that she has wanted to be my friend since god knows when, but i feel like i mean nothing to her at all.
i'm slowly getting over her, though. hopefully this jealousy will pass. nonetheless, i still like her as a friend and she means so much to me. anyways, it's getting late, so i'm gonna finish it off there. i wish i could tell her so this can get cleared, but i'm afraid it would possibly ruin our friendship.
she is my best friend, she is the girl I've relied upon for the past 5 years. she is the girl im in love with. she looks at me the way i've always wanted to be seen. when she lays her head on my shoulder I feel the safest I've ever been. when she looks at me and smiles, I am loved. but we remain friends, and as I hopelessly romanticised what might have been, as I conjure up moments in my head where I find that she loves me and she knows I love her, she sits next to me, and this song plays, and I realise they are just dreams for now. maybe one day something will happen, but until then, she is will remain "she."
Thank you so much. You helped me realize I was a lesbian, I connected so much with this song and realized it which made it so much easier. I’m listening to it again after almost 2 years and I’m on the verge of tears ahebwhqjw
i listened to this song when it came out, and it's something i relate to, to this day. i remember telling someone i liked (i told her after i grew away from the feelings of wanting to date her) that she was the girl i liked and she wasn't angry, she was very sweet about it.
I had a huge crush on one of my now best friends and I swear I would sing this at home crying cuz I knew she would never see me that way, as we became closer friends my crush faded and I’m more happy to be her BFF than gf but this brings back memory’s :)
I met my she junior year of high school(she's a grade above me), and I didn't realize I even had a crush on her until after she left. We never really talked, she was more of a friend of a friend of a friend. But I remember one time she said she was blown away by my voice and I actually died
she is a bird amongst the sleepy morning, her voice so soft and sweet. her smile is bright, not blindingly bright, it's bright like a warm fire, as you take a bite out of a smore and smile so much your face hurts. and her laugh, that silky smooth wave of laughter, i just want to hear it forever. her hands, they fly across the page creating beautiful images, and images made out of words. even the silly notes she passes me have a special place in my heart. the way her dark, dark hair so imperfectly settles over her round face that holds her dark, mysterious eyes is somehow perfect, so perfect. i want to run my hands through it and kiss her on the cheek and tell her she's mine, i want to hold her hand and watch the stars with her as we talk about life and love. but no. she will never feel the same. the girl in the soft blue jacket is straight, and homophobic.. i dreamt of being in love and now it's here, and it's so wonderful but i will never be with her. ever.
I am very straight but every time I hear this song I always think of my friends and how they are all so important to me. Kinda weird how I view this song from a friend point of view instead of a romantic view but yeahhhhhh
You’ll go through boyfriend to boyfriend yet I will never find any of them good enough because none of them are me. We’ve been best friends since childhood and we’ll be best friends forever, yet I’ll still spend part of our time together just wishing that one day you would have the ability to feel the same way I feel. I feel like you are everything to me.
This is me and my girlfriends song. It makes me cry every time and I just text her in a mess of tears saying I miss her ever tho we say each other at school the day before haha
My SHE is my girlfriend/fiancée.. I’m just so glad I was as lucky as to find her.. she means the world to me... we’ll make it through mi amor. Eu te amo com tudo meu coração!!❤️
Dodie I love you and I love my girlfriend but this song reminds me of when I was still trying to learn who I was and back when I was growing up in a very disapproving family as a bisexual guy and it just... it hits hard
I have a she and have had multiple she’s. The first meant so much. We always talked whenever we could and even though we never saw eachother.... we were in love. I never heard her voice either. She was like... a light, rainy blue. That was my first she. My second she also meant so much to me. My family knew about her. She was the only she my family knew about. Except, they only thought we were friends. She was a pastel pink, but also a dark red. I loved her until I met my third she. After I met the third, I started getting over the second, and we broke up. The third she was grey-purple. I would dedicate all my time to her. She was kind of manipulative. I didn’t care. That was my third she. Now we’re at the fourth she, my current she. She’s chick yellow but also stormy grey. She loves me and I love her. She’s the she I thought about while listening to this. The first time I listened, I thought of SL, my first she. The second time, I thought of Kendall, the second she. The third time, I thought of Emily, my third she. Now, I think about Bella, my current and fourth she. I love her so fucking much.
Edit: Bella and I have broke up. I no longer have a she. My world is turning dark and stormy grey. I feel lost, but it's okay. I'll find a way out of it. I'll soon figure out who I really am. Thank you for reading.
Hey so I think I fell in love and never realized it and she’s gone now oof.
I’m listening to this song again because of Human and I remember thinking of her while listening to it but I didn’t know I loved her. Im not even sure now. Goddamnit Dodie why do you have to play with my emotions like this?
Also I used this song as an example in my English class of how song lyrics can be poetry. I had no idea that at some point in my life, I would be bisexual. I also had no idea that I would be comfortable and confident enough with myself to use an explicitly wlw song as an example of poetry in my catholic school. I’ve become such a different person from how I imagined myself when I was younger, and I would have it no other way.
she smells like warmth and comfort and her favourite shampoo. she gives me chills, giggles and long, amazing deep conversations. but never the love i needed. she was never warm enough for me. to straight to be bi.
my girlfriend was always a fantasy. for 2 months she was my "she".. i gave her a note, asking her to be mine. she said yes. April 21st is our 2 month anniversary together and i cant be any happier
Can you feel attraction to a song?? Aaa i just love this song so much and it has such a special meaning to me but it's so sad too because i got rejected. Oh well ^^
Dear She, you were so amazing, all I wanted was to know you. I did everything I could, and it worked. I became your best friend and those were some of the best months of my life. I rarely trust people as much as I trusted you, you deserve that. Even when your old group of friends tried to get you back by telling you about how I liked you, you saw how upset I was by it and you didn’t listen. It hurts knowing I’ll never be with you, but all I want is for you to be happy. I just wish we could be happy together. I miss you 🧡
She gives off an aura, like cuddling under a blanket with tea after dancing in the rain. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Her grin would make you smile so much more than you love her. It reminds me of a shark, the way her teeth glint, and she has a spark of light in her eyes. And she’s so fierce. Her hugs are home. I am lost and alone without her, spiraling away from who I need. She smells like perfume and fresh air, even if you’re in a stale closet ;) I named my Heifer cow after her, because she’s so beautiful and I just want to hold someone who means so much to me with her name. So I can think of her when I hold them. But she’s straight, and I am queer and lonely. Platonic goes only so far.
I have never had a song hit me so deep. This song makes me cry every time. I don’t even know how to explain how grateful I am to dodie for this song. It’s absolutely perfect to me. Always and forever.
i met her at an outside of school drama group. we never spoke at first, but then we became very close, and she gave me her phone number. we gave each other nick names (she was axolotl, i was flip-flop) and we talked about musicals together. the thing was, she was two years older then me, but we were still friends. when we met, she gave me a bobble which i kept in my hand until i went to bed, then i put it on my wrist and slept with it. then, when i woke up, i put it back in my hand and went to school, keeping it in my hand until i went to bed, where i put it on my wrist and kept it there. at one point, she was too old for the drama group, so she left and moved up, and i stayed behind. then the summer holidays came around, and i was on holiday when she went to pride. she posted a photo of it and i said how nice she looked and said how sad i was that i couldn't go, and she said we could go next year. then school started up again, and i was realizing that i was falling in love with her. we kept talking, and i would purposefully walk around where she and her friends stood, so i could see her and feel happy again. i also went to an lgbtq+ group that she ran with her friend, which was nice (i was one of the first members and i still go now). to contain my feelings, i wrote letters to her, but i deleted them a while ago. the strange thing was, i didn't want to date her because she was 2 years older then me, and even if i asked her and she said yes, it would feel unnatural and strange, and it would just be awkward, so i never bothered to even plan asking. overtime, i crushed this love i had for her and we stopped talking completely.
it's been 8 months since we first became friends and i still wear the bobble she gave me because it comforts me. i still see her at the club and around school but i don't look at her the way i did before. i saw everyone else talking about their girl crushes, and even though i don't classify her as a 'crush', i still wanted to write this. because i've never explained this to anyone and i think i need to.
To my crush, If you happen to be watching this, Nothing brightens my day more then you do. The past 3 years have been so scary for me, especially with me questioning my sexuality. Noting has been as good as the feeling of seeing you and talking to you. I hope that you realise how much you have impacted my life.
This song reminds me of a girl I once knew. We werent together, we never liked each other like that, and... I didnt want anything from her, I just wanted to be beside her. She was my first friend, and she was... Everything you'd expect to find in a discarded memory of your childhood sweetheart. She was soft, kind and caring, and she, fair in apperance, beautiful in nature, but still, exactly like me... in all the ways I wanted to be. She had really sweet mannerisms, was thoughtful beyond all belief, and... anyone could see how good natured she was. And she... Meant everything to me.
And though people change, and stories end, and as much as it hurts my head to even be writing this to begin with, I would still kill, to just be friends with her one last time
Because it's true. I'd be okay admiring from afar, cause even when she's next to me we could not be more far apart. Cause she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall... But to her, I taste like nothing at all.
this song really showed me who i am. how it’s okay to have feelings for someone else, and it’s okay for them to not like you back. anytime i see a girl, my heart flutters. they’re beautiful. but i feel as if im not.. the only girls i dated ended up using me as their rebound, being fake, or cheating on me. i just broke up with my boyfriend of almost two years, because i didn’t feel happy in the relationship like i used to. it might be time for something new, even though it’d be hard.. i just don’t know anymore, though. who would wanna date an ugly potato like me. god it sucks.
Theres this girl in my school shes absolutely amazing and I love her but shes straight and I dont know what to do
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I listened to this as a junior, fall 2015. Almost 4 years later and I'm just realizing that I had a crush on my best friend. We're not friends anymore. But I loved her. She meant everything to me. I had another crush on another girl, who was also one of my best friends. "Am I allowed to look at her like that?" That lyric always rang through my head when I was with them. I never told them, and I know it was for the best. I'd like to think that somewhere deep down they knew of these feelings I had for them. I'd like to think that they wouldn't mind. But even so, I kept quiet, and let the friendships fade, slowly disappearing into the past, into the faint memory that becomes of high school. Now I just smile at having gotten the chance to experience feelings like that.
I'm allowed to look at her like that. She smells like mine. We both love Polaroids. She means everything to me. I'd never tell you I'm bi. It feels oddly good to hurt. You would find her in a thousand poloroid picture because she so damn cute. She means the world to me. I'll be okay admiring from afar. Cause she smells like mine. She is my world. Yes. She means everything to me. She. Means. Everything. To. Me.
Valentine's Day two days ago. My friends spent the entire day talking about their boyfriends and their crushes. I've never had a crush. Never had a boyfriend. I have no longing for either. But I do have a she. So She, if you watch this. That day at Lightwater Valley was the best day of my life. When we sat on the waltzers and you threw your hands up and laughed, the multi-coloured lights reflecting off your face. Running down to the lake to show us the fish. Convincing us to go on the really kiddie rides with you. I love you. You are forever my best friend.
My she is one of my best friends, hOw OrIgInaL, anyway, I don’t know if she really is my ‘she’, but here’s the story: I met her at a party, and I instantly fell for her. She was a year older and really cool and pretty, she was really affectionate and it made me crazy. Alot happened, but basically she told me she liked me back, but she didn’t, and Im already trying to get over her for over half a year but,,, uGh idk
To my 'she'.....She lives far away in the little town I have so many memories in,she has black dyed hair and wears a black headband at the front of her hair.Shes funny moments that make me smile and her lil peep hoodie,shes the time we made out at a sleepover..she smells like smoke and sadness,she has almond eyes and freckles all over her body,she has the prettiest eyes and cutest small smile.She means everything to me,I used to mean that much to her but not anymore
i really want to confess my feelings to bon bon, but she has a boyfriend of two years, and is straight as far as I'm concerned. I think she's weirded out by me all the time since she gives me weird looks when I talk
i don't wanna get rejected
this song reminds me of her a whole lot, especially the bridge
Story time because I need to vent I guess: There was this girl and I’d been crushing on her for maybe a year and a half, and she knew for most of that time. She also said she felt the same but she had a girlfriend. We are now together and it was everything I hoped it would be. She really is everything to me, even now, despite what’s happened.
She made a group chat with my two best and closest friends to tell them that she liked another person (someone that she met online and has never even heard the voice of) a bit more than me. The first thing my bestie does is screenshot it and send it straight to me while playing along with my gf. I was mad, but not surprised honestly. I know I should break up with my cheating girlfriend but I still love her so much and after so long of liking her I don’t want to throw it all away. She doesn’t know that I know she‘s considering cheating on me and I want it to stay that way honestly. I want to stay with her as long as I can because I don’t want to lose her.
I know you might not want to hear this right now but....i suggest breaking up with her. honey, she's going to break your heart if you don't. you deserve someone so much better, and i know it may be hard to hear, but let her go. it's the right thing.
My 'she' is my best friend. It's absolute torture knowing she's bi, but would never like me back. I've come to realize I'd rather be tortured with her than risk messing up our friendship by telling her.
She is my everything..she is my bestfriend, my soulmate, my everything. The only problem is she is straight as a line..she’s always been there for me, when I needed her. I’m so in love with her but she doesn’t have a clue. To her, I’m her bestie..but I wish I were in her arms, But she also has a boyfriend. She’ll never like me the same way..but I’m fine with that. As long as I’m with her and she loves me in a different way, I’m fine with it. She helps me through so many relationships and breakups and I never realized until a few weeks ago that I’m just in love with her. I never stop thinking about her. Her long silky black hair. Her mesmerizing eyes. Her baby-soft skin. She means everything to me. It breaks my heart knowing She’ll never be mine. but I’m okay with her loving me as a best friend
my She is my wonderful girlfriend. She is so kind and wonderful, and She treats me like I mean everything to her. she deals with my issues and my aches, my panics. she is my everything, because she truly understands me and is there for me constantly. I wish I could tell her how much I love her, because I love her so so much.
Everyone’s commenting about their sexuality so sure I’ll join even tho I don’t have the typical “I’m confused” or whatever. I’m straight and in a happy relationship, but this song touched me when i heard it on the ep. back when I first heard this song I had been brainwashed into being homophobic by my parents. The more lgbtq people I was exposed to, the more I realized “wow these are just humans trying to be happy go them”. I heard this song on the ep and cried. It’s a literal masterpiece. I’ve always been baffled at dodies lyrical genius, but this song is a literal example of how she’s matured over the years. You can hear it in her voice, stronger and more controlled than back then. She had strings in the song, something she probably never thought about being a possibility back when she first wrote this. Not to mention that most of her songs are timeless perfections. This is why I love Dodie
I was in love with her. I realize that now... I still have her eyes memorized. Her hoodies and messy brown hair and her chubbyness and I... I remember how her favorite color went from icy blue to red to teal. I know how her favorite animal was the wolf and how she felt like her home was in the woods. She didn't like hugs. She had personal space issues.... I... I know she was straight. I know she didn't think of me like that. But it doesn't even matter. She's gone. For good. I'd feel better if she was still alive, but you know.
I cry almost everytime I hear this song because holy shit I can relate so much.
I've always fallen in love with straight girls but I think this crush I currently have takes the cake of the most heartbreaking unrequited love I've ever had.
"She" is Hazel. She's a girl who lives in Germany(I know her online, I live in Florida), and even though I don't know a lot about her, I'm head over heels in love with her. She knows I have a crush on her and has for a while and although she's okay with it and stuff, she's straight and would never date a girl. She flaunts the fact that she's straight around like it's a trophy and it slowly hurts me more and more everytime she does it, even if she sometimes says it as a joke. And I know that I can never change who she is and I don't want to change her but sometimes I wonder how me and her would be if she was into girls.
I cry over her a lot, she's all I think about when I listen to music and I see her name everywhere and it's like I can never get a break from the amount of heartache I get when I think of her. I've had a crush on her since september and it was at first a hate crush because I did not like Hazel back then, but then it turned into a full on lovey dovey crush and I don't know what the hell happened, but now it's causing me to cry so much that sadness is all I ever feel anymore. I don't wanna tell her that I cry over her because she's a happy-go-lucky person and I don't want her to be worried about me.
Her personality is so bubbly and lovely that I just want to hug her, kiss her, and protect her, but she'd rather be with a boy. I hate being into girls, especially since most girls I fall in love with end up being straight and I may have only had a crush on her for nearly half a year, I've felt more heartache thinking of her than I have with thinking of anyone else. She's called me cute and adorable and she's said she loves me but I know it's only a friend thing to her, I wish I could straight up tell her that I love her more than anything but I know she doesn't return the feelings so why even say it.
Pretty much everyone we know, even her best friend and ex boyfriend ship me and her together, and she got mad over it because "she only likes boys and will never be gay". It's a shame that everyone else sees what she'll never see. If she ever changes her mind about her sexuality, I'm here, but until then I'm just her friend and nothing more, and that sucks but it's better than nothing. I make cute posts about her on my private account and draw pics of our OC's together(Hazion :') My OC's name is Orion and it's not cannon though because Hazel is straight) to show her my appreciation for the fact that she's in my life but it's a shame she'll never feel the way for me that I feel for her.
"and I'll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all"
She's also said things like "I swear this fandom is gonna make me bi" and she's said/done things that make me think she might be in the closet, but I don't wanna confront her about it or anything because I'm scared she'd get mad at me, and that would be the worst feeling ever for me. She's so adorable and I would never want to hurt her in any way, even though she's hurt me(mostly without knowing).
Earlier this month she and her best friend(I have forgiven the both of them for what they did but still) were playing T or D and her best friend dared her to say that she's gay for me, and she did it and I thought she was genuine and I could feel my heart blooming, but once she told me it was a dare I just completely lost it and had a mental breakdown. She said she'll never do that again but it still hurts so bad.
The thing is, about her, I can't stay mad at her long because she's the cutest thing ever. I love her wavy dark chocolate hair that ombres to blonde and I love the way she's always so happy about everything and I love how she doesn't mind me no matter how weird I am. I just want to cuddle her and nuzzle her face and place small kisses on her neck and eat ice cream with her. I want to show her how much she deserves to be loved, but she'd rather have aboy do that just because they have a dick.
I'm scared of her seeing this, really scared. She doesn't watch dodie but she knows I like this song. Although I doubt she's ever gonna look at this song because she's straight and will never be able to relate to a song like this.
I don't know what to say. I don't want to say that you deserve better than hazel because personally i don't know her an can't judge at all. I think all I have to say is that there is someone else out there for you. It sounds crappy and untrue and quite frankly shit but this heartache will pass. Sooner or later, I promise you another Hazel will come along. But at the same time she wont be another Hazel because she will be her and she will be yours. I am painfully aware that this is horrible, crap advice and sounds insincere as fuck,but you are amazing and perfect and fucking beautiful and one day someone will appreciate. I fell in love with one of my close friends when I was younger, and I was so confused about the way I felt, and I felt so abnormally jealous when she showed off her numerous boyfriends and we'd always had this whole flirting thing going on all the time , and sometimes it felt like she was mocking me (although she never knew how i felt), and like all typical ya novels, she kissed me and for a few minutes I was in absolute heaven. And then she started weirdly avoiding me but i was so fucking over the moon that she might like me back. She left a few weeks later to another country and I was so fucking devastated, it hurt more than anything ever could and although it took close to a year, consisting of strained and awkward skype calls and texts, I finally got over her .Very slowly,and very painfully,but I did. And a few weeks ago, I went on a date with an amazing boy with black rounded glasses who smells like coffee and makes me happier than I've been in a long time. That was a pretty fucking long reply but all i want you to know is that it will get better. It has to.
She's still as straight as can be and not interested in me and I'm still madly in love with her, but I've been less depressed over her, I really only get depressed now when I get really in my feelings, especially when I'm high.
I heard her voice for the first time last week, tbh I was blushing and I kept stuttering and shit in the call because I just loved her voice so much, she was nervous about joining the call at first because she rarely actually speaks english, but she speaks it really well and her accent made my heart melt when I heard it. I was constantly complimenting her voice and she was all like "thank you" and honestly she was just so damn cute.
I sang Riptide by Vance Joy for her(coincidentally today I found out Dodie made a cover of Riptide lmao) and she loved it, and honestly I really had a good time in the call with her. I really wanna call her again but I feel like I'd be bothering her if I asked. Idk man, I just wanna hear her lovely voice again. It's the type of voice that would fit perfectly for a princess that's out in nature attracting animals or some fairy tale shit like that, she made my heart swoon when I heard her.
I really hope one day I can end up with her, even though I know it's not likely. God I just love Hazel so fucking much.
Ok so I just linked her to this and she's readig this comment right now and my heart is actually fucking pounding.
She said she's mad at some parts but she thanked me for the compliments.
Tbh I'm sobbing right now because it's so painful to love her, especially since she likes boys. It doesn't help since I've lowkey had gender dysphoria since 2013, I came out as trans ftm around the first time I commented here. Why the fuck couldn't I have been born as a boy? Why couldn't I just see her as a friend? Why do I have to like girls? Why couldn't I be normal and like boys too like every other girl does? I'm so fucking sick of this heartache. I just wanna be happy. I've already convinced myself that I'll mever find love and tbh I'm okay with being single for the rest of my life but it hurts so bad. I can't stop crying and all I can think about is her. All I want is her, and I can't have her.
DoReMiRocker I just read all of this and to be quite honest I don’t even have any advice or something, I just feel like that I need to say something. My motto is what happens happens, it’s a bit selfish but that’s how my life taught me to do. I read your comment and somehow I felt sad, I never feel sad for someone who I don’t even know. Saying cheer up will probably not help. But please keep it up! And Idk why I am even writing this💫I’m sorry if my comment sucks 🌸 🐥
Alina알리나 Your comment doesn't suck, I appreciate that you cared enouh to say something tho.
Another update bc why not:
Hazel deactivated her Instagram the day after I showed her this comment(Wednesday morning), with no warning or anything, I feel like she actually hates me or something. She made me cry for a whole hour after I showed her this comment(although I don't think I told her I was crying) and I thought about her today and how she deactivated while I was out at the mall and I ended up crying for about 10 minutes and it was so embarrassing.
She didn't really pay much mind to the fact that I wrote so much about her, she mostly chose to focus on where I was like "she might be closeted" and she chose to get offended at that and talking about how she was "fucking mad". She legit takes being called gay as an insult and I lowkey feel like she has something internalized that she's not telling me. She kinda made a big deal over it instead of focusing on everything else I wrote about her, which literally everyone else thouht was beautiful. The fact that she only focused on me thinking she is closeted shows how little she actually cares about me. Tbh I bet she just wants me out of her life and that's why she deactivated. I feel like I deserve nobody bc I do so much for her and say so much to her yet she takes it with a grain of salt.
im pretty late too but hEy i took my time to read this whole thing because i’m going through the same thing except that my ‘she’ isn’t a ‘hazel’. sincerely (me), i don’t want to offend you or anything but hazel sounds like a person you don’t deserve. you took your time to write this, explaining how heartbroken you are (or were, hopefully) and once she reads it she getS MAD AT YOU?? that’s so not right. try to see all the bad things she has, or sth💛 you deserve better (i don’t know you tho but still).
DoReMiRocker this comment is probably going to be Shit but here goes nothing: first of all I cried over your comment. For the first time in about 3 months I cried, maybe I just needed to get it all out but I definitely know that the way you describe this girl and your heartache is so recogniseable. I have felt like this too and I can tell you, this will pass. Another Hazel will come along and the new hazel will be even better than this one. She will treat you right and she won't get angry over you thinking she is GAY. Bc that's honestly a shitty thing to do. Hazel did a shitty thing. She might be a perfect girl in your mind but know that she is not. She ignored all of the beautiful words that you wrote and got angry over 4 words out of a 100. So just believe me when I tell you that you will find happiness. You will forget Hazel and all the heartache she has brought you. Don't worry
DoReMiRocker You DO deserve somebody. You deserve someone more than Hazel deserves someone. I read everything. You cared so, so much for her, and you loved her so much...anyone would be so lucky if you liked them. I still cannot believe the way she handled it, I am incredibly sorry for what happened...I hope you find someone who feels the same way you do for them :)
UPDATE: I just exposed her for all the fucked up shit she did to me that made me even more heartbroken then I would've been if she had not, it's stuff I kept my mouth shut about for a long time. The tea is on my Instagram, @doremirocker .
DoReMiRocker heyy so i know i am like 4 months late and my comment may as well just be a repeat oc the others
I am glad to see the fact that you distance your self from whats toxic and not good for your health
I hope you doing better and in a better state then you were over these 4 months and the ones before that.
Dont go that hard on Hazel tho because maybe she really didn't know how much she meant to you or how much her actions would hurt you. (Unless she did than i have nothing against what tou did or told her)
please dont go on to cut yourself you are probably an amazing girl and i believe you can find happiness with someone else someday with somebody who wants you.
I remember a guy had just transferred from i think Rhode island and it was 4th grade( yea i know to young or whatever) but i saw him and melted. He wasnt super hot or had much good looks but he wore a smile on his face that just lit up the whole room. We only talked a bit for the reason that i am a shy af cherry (wont say tomato because i dont like them and cherries are cuter) and we didnt have a lot in common. Another reason would be the fact that all my friends liked him to so i just let them go and tey to win him over . I cried my self to sleep each night over hime but over the summers when we didnt see each i slowly got over him . He moved this year 7th grade to a town nearby but we stoped talking completely after 6th so... yea
Love is a wonderful and terrible thing at the same time. It's a good thing you eventually stepped down, because honestly, it really, really sucks when love goes unanswered. I've been there a couple of months ago and I wouldn't wish it upon anybody else.
Now I'm going to assure you that you're not going to end up all alone, as long as you won't ever give up on looking for love! Although breaks are allowed (after another devastating heartbreak for example).
You've found only straight girls thus far, so maybe try a different approach. For starters you could look for places where the LGBT+ community flourishes; dating sites, bars, chatrooms... You're certainly not the only one and you don't have to hate yourself for being into girls. You just have to find the right girl for you! ;)
UPDATE: Me and Hazel are no longer friends. I give up, after all she's done to me, I shouldn't be holding on to something so toxic. I feel better now that she's out of my life and I'm definitely finding myself better now that she's not there to absolutely fuck up my emotions. I also appreciate everyone who has messaged me on Instagram, you guys can still dm me because I don't care who I talk about it to at this point, I'm just hoping that nobody else goes through what I went through with her(besides Hazel herself, then maybe she'd understand what she did to me lmfao).
Basically she caught me talking shit about her. While that wasn't a good thing to do on my part, the one chat I had where I could talk about her was really the only place I could really let off steam and vent and such. She says she was betrayed when she saw me talking shit about her yet she emotionally fucked me up for so long and made me hate myself for almost a year, so in reality I'm the one who should feel betrayed. She's lucky I forgave her in the first place, and she says she was trying to trust me again because I exposed her for a very good reason, but if anything, I was the one trying to trust HER again. She has no right to get mad at me for talking shit when that's what she did for so long, while leading me on and pretending to be gay for me.
In case anyone didn't read my last comment, my Instagram is @doremirocker so feel free to hit me up on there.
UPDATE: Me and Hazel are friends again, but I have a new crush. That crush is a "he" and he's super nice to me. I'm over Hazel but yesterday she snooped through one of my close friend's accounts until she found my private account and snooped into that, and got hella mad at me over posts i made months ago. Like damn, I'm over you now, can you just leave me be? And she shouldn't have been snooping on my friend's account to go through my private account in the first place. There's a reason why my private account was private.
DoReMiRocker Honestly, the things Hazel had done and continues to do are disgusting. This is such a toxic situation and I know I’ve no right to say this but I strongly recommend cutting her out of your life and never looking back. No one has any right to treat you like this, as a friend or whatever else.
DoReMiRocker honestly now at this point it sounds like shes mad that you DONT like her anymore. Thats messedup but i hope hope hope things end well with you and hazel. But just as friends. Good luck with your new He crush though 💚
DoReMiRocker I like my best friend who came out to me as bi and she has a crush on one of my other close friends I don’t know if I’m gay or bi but I’m definitely not straight I’m trying to stop liking her because she like someone else but it’s really hard because she knows I’m not straight and she isn’t interested in me in a romantic way :/ but she is so cheerful and happy and I love the way her short blond curls look in the sun ☀️ but I feel like it’s not fate.
Hazel is officially out of my life. I've had her blocked for over a month now and i officially have a new "she".
My new "she" is a girl named Lyn, she's 21 and she lives in Mexico. She's super out of my league though and she has a crush on someone else who knows her a lot more but I'd like to at least be friends with her. Seeing pictures of her makes my heart race, she's so pretty and sweet and I'm not sure how she feels about herself but she is super beautiful. I wish I didn't fall in love so easily because i can already tell this won't go anywhere but if I could be her friend then I would be the happiest person in the world.
I've started talking to my new "she" more, good news is that she's bisexual, and she called me cute(even tho it most likely was in a platonic way, but I can dream lol). Bad news is that she's supposedly "dating" someone. I wanna tell her but I don't think I ever will. Especially not after the way Hazel and the short lived "he" crush treated me. Because of them both, I have major trust issues and I'm reallly insecure.
I'm in a bit of drama since someone said they were more creative than Lyn(my new she) and that hurt her, and I was high off my ass so I made a stupid story where I basically cussed the person out in an effort to defend Lyn. Lyn says I didn't do anything wrong but i can't help but feel like my decision was a bad one. I deactivated my Instagram(I'll reactivate it in a few days most likely) due to feeling so overwhelmed. The person is popular, with like 9k followers, so nearly 500 people were viewing my stories and I felt sick to my stomach whenever people who weren't my friend mentioned my name so I just deactivated for my own mental health. I just wanted Lyn to be okay, I'm just glad at least she's not mad at me.
I told my crush, my best friend, that I like her upon being inspired by this song. Apparently, she likes me too! We where just sat there hugging and crying. She kissed me on the lips the other day. It has really been a true happily ever after.
I ended up completely falling in love with my straight best friend, I think of her every night and it's been a year and a half. I think I'm finally ready to lose what I didn't have. When she found out that I loved her, things became awkward between us but tbh I was already awkward.
The annoying thing is I think I have (again) fallen for a straight friend. She is so beautiful and funny and kind but I think she hardly notices me. It's like I'm there, but not.
I hate being bi why do we all have to fall in love with our friends! my friend will never love me... they are bi as well but they only think of me as a friend.
Everything about this song is perfect. It is a jigsaw puzzle of gentle beauty. The deep and soothing guitar chords, the meaningful lyrics, the lifting harmonies, the metaphors, the stop motion lyrics, the background, the tears running down my face, what. Chills, honestly! It sparks joy in the feelings of embrace and love, yet a grey sadness of aching and longing. I keep coming back to this song, not only because the prechorus, chorus, bridge, just everything, is memorable and insightful, but also because it strikes places that are very nestled in my strange, strange head. (I literally bought a lemongrass candle because of this song.)
Rosa McLellan And you would try to sell it, never sell out of it, You'd probably only sell one, It'd be to your brother, because you have the same nose, Same clothes.
Rosa McLellan And you would try to sell it, never sell out of it, You'd probably only sell one, It'd be to your brother, because you have the same nose, Same clothes.
I've only ever had one she so I'm not she even counts as a proper she. But she was beautiful in a way boys weren't. Boys were pretty and cool and simple adjectives like 'nice' but she, she was unexplainable and abstract nouns and glow in the dark star stickers. She was straight of course and nice to me in a way people are when they know your name but nothing more. And I fell hard for her for a solid two to three years before she became a little more distant and the butterflies that ran through my body before had fluttered away and I haven't seen them again.
ive been listening to this song for years, so I think I should share my story. my she.
we've been classmates for 4 years and I've had a crush on her the whole time. she's the smartest girl in my year and she's absolutely amazing at sports. she's one of the popular kids but she never treats others badly, never really talks behind people's back, and is generally a really nice person. 2 years ago someone told the whole class I liked her, and she didn't even laugh at me about it, shrugging it off. it hurt, but her indifference was better than her mocking me.
she always does things that make me wonder "could there be a chance of us getting together?". she sometimes sits next to me when there's plenty of empty seats around. she sometimes walks alone (without her friends) near me. she sometimes leans closer to me than to her friends on the sofa in our school, our shoulders touching. these things always make my heart flutter, cheeks redden and my day a whole lot better.
but then I remember, why on earth would she like me? I'm not a close friend, not even friends if I have to be truthful. I'm weird, loud, silly and awkward. all the things she's not.
This made me cry. It's so true, I'm bi and I have feelings for my best friend. Sad thing that I could never tell her because she is unbelievably straight.
+Sammy Hunter same here, girl. it really sucks, it's been like this for years and finding this song only made me realize it more, but I can't hate it, too beautiful :)
Me too, my best friend has a boyfriend. She doesn't know that I'm Bi. She knows nothing about my love for her. And that makes me feel like shit. I want to tell her, but I just can't.
@themagicman2010 even if I grow out of my feelings they are still hard to deal with and I still relate to this song. please don't give your opinion on a matter that you may not fully understand, thank you.
So basically I like this one girl. A cutie, blonde curls, an amazing personality. She is amazing at singing, and just amazing, but idk if she is straight or not. To test this, I’m going to tell her I have a crush on her tomorrow, but if she doesn’t like me I say “ HAHAAHAH APRIL FOOLS”, and will be sad. If she does like me, I will be happy owo.
i'm really not the type to vent online, but you know what? i don't care anymore.
i'm lucky enough to be in a school with a very accepting student body, and my "she" is bisexual. when i became friends with her, i was (to say the least) a confused mess. i met her when we were in grade one but we only became friends during our first year of high school. she sat beside me and we were what one would call "the dream team", people began teasing us together and i sort of just realized that what the hell i'm not straight. i ignored it though, because i was scared of being different. i come from a rather homophobic family and although i didn't care if someone else wasn't straight, i had to be straight; there was no other option.
my family and i are tight knitted and i was afraid of breaking their love, because i'm not stupid - they wouldn't accept me. so as i said, i just ignored my sexuality and kept saying that i was straight. a few months passed and "she" had a girlfriend (or at least a semblance of it). and here's the thing, the girl had the same name as me. our "shipname" became theirs, but i was happy. i was happy, because she was happy.
towards the end of the school year i found out something, a close friend of mine liked her. it felt like the universe was playing with me, because just as i was about to come out to my friend i learn that i can't - because she also likes the girl i am so, so smitten with it.
gray (let's call her gray) broke up with her girlfriend and she had a small thing with my close friend.
long story short, they broke each other.
and god, did it hurt me; because all i want is for the two people i love to be happy.
enter second year of high school, gray gets a new girlfriend and i am still smitten. her girlfriend ends up hating me and when i mentioned it casually to her she shut it down immediately.
i avoided her, not because i was bitter of jealous or any of that. i avoided her because i knew that they had fights about me, and i wasn't going ruin their happiness.
gray cornered me and oh my god, i made her cry. i felt so fucking bad because all i wanted was to make her happy dammit.
we (slowly) became friends again and by the end of the school year we were okay. gray and her girlfriend lasted until the start of our third year, but they eventually broke up.
gray fucked one of my friends over and i was so, so mad at her. i was smitten, but i'm not blind dammit; it was her fault.
as of now we aren't talking, because of two things: 1. she made a terrible decision and 2. i need to get over this damn crush.
This song is so damn relatable as a young lesbian girl. Since everyone's sharing their story, I think I will too. Last year I met a girl, and within a few months we'd become super close. But as we got closer and closer I fell more and more in love with her. Eventually I told her I had feelings for her and her reaction was positive and we stayed friends. However one 'drunken' night in the summer I told her I really loved her and everything started to go down hill. We parted for two months and it was so horrendously painful, I needed her. Now, we're closer friends than ever and for the most I've moved on because she's too good of a friend to lose, but now she's dating a guy who's another one of my mates and I try to be happy for them, but I still get jealous.. Can anyone relate?
I just wanna fall in love. I know it will be hard and painful after, but I can take it. I waited for too long it's almost like nothing will hurt more than not being in love
My advice would be to not focus on falling in love with people specifically, fall in love with flowers and sunlight and your reflection when you first wake up, because if you fall in love with life then life will love you back, and people are always attracted to someone who radiates love, for themselves and for everyone around them
StarMintaka Me too... I want to fall in love, but most of all I want to be fallen in love _with_. I just want someone who I can be totally myself with, who I feel really comfortable with, who makes me happy and giddy when I’m around them. I want them to feel the same way about me. I want cuddles and kisses and someone who I can share everything with, and who can share everything with me. I’m afraid that by not being in love, but rather in love with the idea of love, I will end up being disappointed when it finally comes along, or expecting it to be perfect when it arrives. I don’t expect a perfect love. I expect a human love. I just want romantic love. I have wonderful friends and a wonderful family but, as always, I have to want more. I see everyone around me with a partner, and I feel like I’m the only one solo. Most people at least love someone, even if that person doesn’t love them back, or they don’t love anyone but they don’t want to. I loved someone once, for a while, but I doubt he knew. I don’t think anyone did. And then the feeling faded away and left me feeling worse than before because now I had had a face to give the love of my daydreams, that just doesn’t seem natural anymore.
I’m sorry for writing such a long reply but I was desperate to speak and this comment section - on She - is such a wonderfully accepting place - and your comment was in a way similar to mine...
Be extra careful: I know the feeling of not being in love and the desire to feel something. I know it aches. But when you finally fall in love thinking you can handle it, and it turns into an ugly spiral of ambiguous back and forth with someone who doesn't really love you back, it's hard to move on. You know it's wrong, you know it's consuming you and that you deserve better. But it's addicting because "it feels oddly good to hurt". Very addicting. It's hard to find the strenght to get a hold of yourself once again when you know what you're leaving behind but don't know when or if you'll feel something like that ever again. And love is not just a feeling. It's a person you don't want to let go. They will always be in your head somehow, it will not just be "hard and painful after". Even when you manage to go on, there's no going back to a point where you were fine on your own. Because deep down you don't want to. When you'll fall in love, because you will, don't lose yourself.
so i like this girl from my school thats a year younger than me. she doesnt know me but we are both in glee club and she sees me sometimes everytime she walks the hallway i would just have heart eyes because she is the most cutest person ive ever seen and yet she doesnt know i exist. her short curly hair her glasses is the most cutest thing and she can play piano,guitar, and ukelele and whats more cute is shes taller than me
I’m a closeted lesbian. I had a dream a few nights ago about a girl. She doesn’t really exist but I can’t stop think about her and she was so sweet and I remember every detail of her. I want to see her but I can’t seem to dream about her again. I think I’m psycho for falling in love with a hallucination
my "she" and i met a while back and i remember just falling so incredibly head-over-heels in love with her so quickly. she was one of the only people who i ever cared about... one of the only people who ever cared about me. we would flirt all the time and have the most wonderful conversations and i was so sure that she felt the same way. i was too afraid to specifically tell her how i felt, but to me it felt like we were kind of together already. but then one day she got a boyfriend. and i cried so much. i still do.
later, on the one of the last days of school before we'd be going to school in different cities far away, i told her how i had felt. she smiled at me and told me that she had felt the same but that it was too late. she didn't want to break up with her boyfriend because she liked him too and anyways, we wouldn't even see each other very often when we changed schools.
this song hurts so much to listen to because it not only perfectly describes how i felt and still feel about this girl, this wonderful, special girl, but it also reminds me of the horrible regret that i have over something that i could have done that would have changed everything. but it's too late now.
This is such a beautiful song I love it ; I like how you open up in to the LGBT community and how you express it in your song (i'm straight ) if you read this have a great day and stay alive |-/
everyone is commenting, so i guess i should too. i mean, no one’s gonna read this anyway.
so i’m still confused about my sexuality. really, really confused. and rly fucking goddamn scared, because i only liked this one girl and the rest of my crushes were.. boys. let me first describe her :
she has short hair, because she recently got a haircut and i love it so much she’s so pretty ajdjshdhd. she’s like kinda tall, taller than me. she also introduced me to musicals and i love her even more for that 💜. we both have similar interests and i just rly like her. i’m not really sure why, i just do. i mean, most people in my class would describe her as like a decent person who you can chat with but.. i really really like her ever since i grew feelings for her.
i just love the way she laughs, and how her soft voice sounds like, and i’ve always wanted to hug her or hold her hand or just kiss her cheek. we used to do this thing though, where we would press our foreheads together and giggle afterwards. i didn’t like her back then, so i didn’t rly feel anything when we did that little ‘forehead pact.’ but now.. ugh. everything is so different and i just adore her, and every time i see her my feelings just grow even more.
but i also have this inner voice telling me that i like her just because she’s nice to me. you see, i didn’t have many friends and i considered her one of my very first friends and she’s just so kind and sweet and nice to me. i don’t really know what this feeling is but.. ugh.
To my she I could never date you. Your amazing at sports, always quick with insults, and I've never had a proper conversation with you ,except to ask for the money I was collecting for class prefect. Your so popular , something i never will or never want to be. I can picture us , sneaking our after school , sitting together , never talking , but communicating with silence. I'll never have you , but I want you.
in 2016 i met a girl that was my she, but she was toxic , she was bi and had a toxic gf, she had a crush on me when she first met me, she was my first girl crush and made me realize I wasn’t straight, she broke up with her gf after their relationship got too toxic, she jumped into another toxic relationship with a guy, she cried over and over about all these people that didn’t deserve her . I liked her the whole year, and told her over the summer. Then I realized how she played me, how she flirted with me and gave me false hope, and you used me to make her gfs/bfs jealous. She moved schools, and then she came back in Sep. 2017 for a week to my school, I was so angry at her I couldn’t talk to her anymore. I blocked her on everything and cut her off, and she kept apologizing but I just couldn’t. 2018 came and I unblocked her, but we didn’t talk, she was in another city. 2019 we texted a bit and FaceTimed once but she changed a lot, not at all how I remember her and we didn’t talk after. She was the only person who I truly ever felt something for. I don’t like her anymore but there’s a place in my heart where I can’t ever forget about her. To this day, no one has made me feel like she did. She knows I liked her, but doesn’t know I loved her. My heart aches knowing I never got to give her my love, or know about it. She doesn’t even think about me anymore. but to me she was my best friend, my person, my she.
A few months ago when I first heard this, I was extremely confused about my sexuality. Now I've realized that It doesn't matter who I love. I love my girlfriend with all my heart.
The thing is, is this song means so much to me. I love my best friend so much, but she doesn't realize that I feel this way. I relate to this song so much, because I know I can't ruin our friendship over my feelings. It kinda sucks you know. I love this song so much, thank you Dodie.
oKay so im having a bit of confusion and i know this community is so nice so i might just sort of blurt stuff out if that's okay? basically, yea, it's the whole i have a crush on my best friend thing, and wow it hurts. im such good friends with her, and i love every minute i spend with her, she honestly makes me so happy, and everything about her is just perfect to me. she's straight, but (i know that it's bad to think) sometimes i feel like there's something? im probably just making it all in my head, i don't know, but i just get a feeling i guess. but i don't know what to do, like i feel weird keeping this massive thing from her, but i reallllly don't want to mess up our friendship because i don't want to lose her. im so confuseddd
You should tell her, you might have a chance and if she rejects you, she still will be your friend it might be awkward at first but it will get better and you will be comfortable with each other more
This song hurts and I love it. It hurts to finally realize who you are. It hurts to realize you aren’t what you and the people around you expect you to be. It hurts to think you’re not accepted, but just remember There are others that also hurt. You’re not the only one.
I am in love completely and totally for the first time She's gay She's hilarious and adorably awkward and loves horror movies and rock music and drawing and messing with people We're on a missions trip together, it's one week long Today it's the last day of the trip We're from different states, I met her here And now we have to go home I'll never see her again She is perfect and I want to listen to her talk and laugh and tease me for the rest of my life But tomorrow I have to say goodbye to her for the rest of my life I haven't told her I'm not going to I came out to her I want her to love me, but I doubt she does And now I have to say goodbye To her, the amazing human who I fell in love with, who I never want to leave, who I want to be loved by And I was going to write "Goodbye" here at the end, but I can't Hello Hello laughter and teasing and references and fangirling and falling I know now why people say you fall in love I really am falling But now I have to leave So who will catch me? I love you
I'm never going to see her again. We never said goodbye, just see you later, insisting that we would see each other one more time before leaving. I feel confused. Some mistake must have been made. I know I'm supposed to stay with her forever. I know I'm supposed to be with her and all her friends and be one of them and be her's. So why did I have to say goodbye? Why am I not with her? Somebody made a mistake. Somebody gave me the wrong life in the wrong place. I'm supposed to be with her. I'm supposed to be with her, and I'm not. What is happening? I've thought before that I was in love, but I was wrong. This is what being in love feels like. Nothing else matters. I would leave my whole life behind to go and be a part of her's.
This comment will probably get lost in the comment section, but here's my story. Like Dodie, I started to like a girl in my music club. At first, I was stunned by her amazing talent and I wanted to be her best friend badly. She was a year older, she had blue eyes and wavy brown hair. Soon enough, she wouldn't get out of my mind. At this point, I started to believe I was Bi. I couldn't believe it as I thought I'd never feel this way towards a girl, but I guess I was wrong. Me and her were good friends, but we only saw eachother on club days as she was in a different year. I was so confused with my emotions, but I swore not to tell anyone, and so I didn't. To this day, no one knows of my sexuality. And... I still like the same person. Great.
I have a huge crush on a girl and it's been going on for a month and she's straight. Listening to this makes me really emotional, but it's nice to know I'm not the only one
Marble Soda i'm in love with one of my closest friends. she's bi too yet there's aNOTHER FRIEND who's also bi and im pretty sure they're in love and i feel so sad whenever they get flirty with each other.
'she' makes me smile everyday but she doesn't know it. 'she' has perfect green eyes and long brown hair. 'she' smells like summer and she will never love me the way i love her
Hey ! Just wanted to say that you made a MASTERPIECE! i love this song, it's very intense and i can't stop listening to it... :) Greeting From Montpellier, France.
@Jesuis Alex Non y'a moi aussi !!! (bon, techniquement j'uis anglaise, mais ca fait les 2/3 de ma vie que je vis a Poitiers donc voila, je me considère parmi vous ^^ )
...I thought it was just a crush that'll last for a few months, but hell...I've been in love with a transgender man (biologically female) for a freakin 2 years. Hell, I've even seen him transition from a cute girl, to a strong man : ') Thank you Dodie for this song <3 it helped me let me accept my feelings, when it was hard to ^^
That’s so amazing. So many people would be weirded out by someone being trans but the fact that you can have feelings for them must make them feel so proud.
Scared Of People Wow, that really touched me. Thank you. Yea, I hope he feels proud too ^^ he deserves it :) Tbh I don’t exactly see why people would be weirded out. They’re the same beautiful person whether boy or girl
My family doesn't know I'm bisexual, and I plan on keeping it that way until I... I don't know. Shrivel up and die? All I know is that it will be a while until I am comfortable telling my family.
I know that nobody will read this but anyway.. (btw sorry for the bad English).My “she” is hella straight but god I’m in love with her...we aren’t close friends at all but every time she talk to me My heart goes skdidjfb she don’t even know that I’m pan.. and I’m scared that if she find out she will stay away from me.. i know you will never read this and if you do.. you wouldn’t know that it’s me.. But god I really love you...
to my she- I knew I loved you when we became friends, yet I also knew you would never look at me the same way. I knew what I was getting myself into, falling in love with a straight girl. You were the one that made me realize I was bi, looking at your gorgeous eyes that I could stare at for hours and the caring personality that pulled me in. The way you delicately hug me and the way that you smile at me makes my heart flutter, even though you do it in an innocent friendly way. You’ve put my heart through so much in the past year, seeing you fall in love with someone and get hurt and then now seeing you fall in love again. I’m going to be honest-it hurts like hell to hear you talk about them the same way I talk about you. It hurts to know that you’ll never think of me that way. I’ve been trying to get over you for a year now, however nothing has been successful and your essence is forever stuck in my mind. To my she- I love you, even though you will never love me.
This song brings back so many memories. This is the song that got me listening to dodie.. this is also one of the first songs i cried to thinking about girls i liked. i will never nostalgically smile this big with any other song.
Since everyone is spreading their hopeless gay crushes in the comment section I feel the strong urge to follow along so listen up.
My she is a coworker. We work together every day and she started out as more of a role model (she’s also 5 years older than me) but now, as she left the work place for 3 weeks I realized how desperately I need her and how much it aches to be without her but it’s hopeless because she’s about as straight as a ruler and in a relationship.
So what’s the natural reaction for me now? Listen to this song on repeat and cry because I’m miserable.
my she is amazing. she has the most beautiful deep brown hair with eyes which she likes to call green because she thinks hazel is too boring.. but everytime i see them i melt. she is a beacon of light in my life and the human embodiment of the sun, with the softest pale skin and freckles plastered across her face, and the most delicate hands that i very much love to hold. jesus christ im so gay
i’m listening to this for the first time in 2019 and i’m actually crying in class. this so creatively describes the whole process of discovering sexuality and all of the struggles wow wow wow didn’t know i could love dodie more edit: the feels are pouring out of every pore
Rewatching this video again, after listening to the new version on Dodie’s EP. It’s amazing how much her voice has grown and matured. This song still makes me cry and is truely beautiful. <3
I had no idea... god when I first listened to this song I had no idea what kind of effect it would have on me. I’m revisiting this song right after her EP is out and I... I guess I never understood the pure innocence and sadness of this song. The simplicity of it all just seems to be... I don’t know there just isn’t a good way to describe it. It’s like running through a field with the person you love being happy with them but then seeing them run into someone else’s arms. But you’re still happy because they’re happy... i don’t know. Just my thoughts:) love you dodie!
my she is amazing. she has really deep eyes and freckles and dimples. We're friends, not amazingly close but I can do things like lie on her lap and it doesn't seem weird. I keep taking photos of her. I can't stop, she knows I'm doing it it's not stalkerish but I just can't stop. She looks so amazing all the time. It hurts. I love her so much and she makes me so happy. She wears her socks on the outside of her jeans and puts on lipstick with no other makeup. She looks like someone out of new york. For a while she didn't have a haircut even though she really needed one and it looked amazing. Her hair curled around the side of her neck and it was hard not to fiddle with it. I ended up begging her to get a haircut.
This reminds me of the first girl I fell in love with when I was 13. She was straight and getting over her was very painful. I’m forever grateful for this song and to you for showing me I am not alone
omg this song is such a mood. its just one of those songs that takes you into another world and gives a voice and a melody to everything you feel inside and just makes you feel everything at once... damn im in love with this beautiful song
I haven't listened to Dodie's stuff in ages, I forgot how sweet this was ^-^ Such an earnest song, glad I got to hear that again after all these years :)
I told my “she” that I liked her and it went absolutely amazing. She was super chill with it and afterwards we went to McDonald’s and hung out for nearly 3 whole hours. God I love her so much
You dont deserve a paragraph. You deserve a thousand books witten about how amazing you are. You're beautiful and when u smile, its the prettiest thing ive ever seen. I know ive never really made it clear how much i like you, but ive been afraid you wont feel the same. Sometimes i think you're too beautiful for me. I miss you when we dont talk to each other even though we're not even together. I thought id better let you know how i feel. Its pointless keeping these feelings to myself. You deserve to know that u mean the world to me
I love looking up at my celling and grinning like an idiot thinking about you, and how you've changed me for the better, always being there for me. I appreciate you. Always talking to me about the little things that make you feel better, or things that make you happy like when ever you answer correctly when asked a question. Just hearing your voice, or when ever you smile your right cheek sinks in a little deeper then left or when ever mad or annoyed you brows are slightly raised. You're just so fucking beautiful.
This. Is the first song I have ever heard by Dodie. I was reading something online, and then I saw this song. I listened to it..... And cried. I loved this song.
I just got broken up with by the first girl I've ever been in love with and I'm still in love with her which sucks but every word of this song is perfect for how I feel so I just listened to this like thirty times while looking at my old Polaroids of us kissing (and crying a little bit) this song is beautiful thank you 💕❤️💖
Bethany Lowe As awful as you might be feeling right now, you will feel better. Stay strong. And if this girl is the one for you, the universe will find a way to bring you back together
She is probably one of my best friends. I think I’m falling for her. Truth be told I have always loved her. Ever sense I first saw her, I just couldn’t help but be amazed by her beauty. Ramen noodles, I just want to let you know that I will always love you!!
You have such a profound gift with words, Dodie. The vulnerability and poetry in your songs is so relatable, I find myself smiling and crying at the same time. Thank you for sharing your gift with a stranger across the world.
If I simply only got to have you, I’d be okay. I love your tan and soft skin, the way it shines under the sunlight and how your beautiful bold, brown eyes glimmer when you’re amused or happy. I love your smile, how every time something funny happens you immediately turn to me, and how your little face scrunches up when we laugh together. Sometimes you even lightly hit your lap in order to express your little outbursts of joy. I love how every time you make me mad, I can’t even stay mad. Even with how stubborn I am you always find a way to make me crack up. I love the way you talk about the things you like, and how excited you get to share your interests with others. I love the way you talk, and how passionate you get when you express something meaningful to you. I love it when you put your arm around me, or when you grab my face and press my cheeks together. I love it when you suddenly grab me by the waist and mess up my hair, and I love the way you tease me yet somehow do it lovingly. I love it when you hug me. The feeling I would get around your arms always calmed me. The warmth you carry with you makes me feel safe. Like I belong in your embrace. I love it when you turn and look at me, and how your glasses slide a little lower to your nose. I love it how every time you walk into my sight, my heart jumps. I love it how every time you would do something slightly suggestive of your feelings towards me, my heart would stop. But every time you’d lay on her, or hold her hands and look deep in her eyes with that beautiful gaze, my heart would drop. I spent ages just trying to be enough for you. Months crying and feeling my heart tear a little more. School nights where I’d stay up till 4 AM just thinking about everything. Every memory. The day you left me because you figured I wasn’t right for you. And the day you told me you couldn’t be with me because I was leaving. Because you’d be too hurt to let me go. I always ask myself what I did wrong. I always hug the bear you’d constantly take from me and hug all for yourself. I can’t sleep without it. I feel like it’s the only comfort and the only piece I have left of you now. I’m so far away. I wish I had never moved. I wish my family could have just been able to stay. Every day I think about you. Every single fucking day I wish I was there, I wonder what it would have been like if it were me and not her. You’re the only real motivation I have to somehow come back. I can’t let you out of my heart. No matter how much I try. Everything about you is so pure and so beautiful. Even when you feel like you look your worst you’re still gorgeous to me. I’ve never loved anyone so deeply. If love isn’t worth it, you’re the exception. I love you. Goddamn it, you’re my she.
I honestly forgot this song existed- when I first heard it, I was questioning. Later that year, I identified as bi and stuck with the label. At the time, I didn't have any crushes on girls at that point. Even now, I'm still closeted towards family and the friends I made this year.
However, I recently met a girl, who to this day, makes me question my label. She made me question what I identified as and I'm still struggling. Soon enough, I started developing feelings and I'm currently just pining over her.
To my 'she',
You're incredible. You're such a dork but the way you welcome others and seem to want everyone to be happy is just so admirable. Though we don't talk much, your personality just emits a sweet aura that I love so much. We're friends and I think we might just stick as that? Every time you compliment me, I become this flustered mess who can't process anything. You make me fall every time we talk and God, you're just amazing.
I hope that you never find this but h, I'd love to get to know you better <3
You know, everytime I listen to this I start daydreaming, mostly about if my crush was gay and liked me back, but also about just her, she is such a beautiful and sweet person and I can't
One of my best friends and I bonded over your music, and she’s straight and I’m mcnot and over time I’ve started to have feelings for her. This song always makes me think of her
one of my best friends and i planned to duet this while i had a crush on her. i came out to my mom around that time, and it didn’t really go that well. i ended up losing this friend shortly after, and just the thought of this song made me sad. but now, we’re as close as ever and i can only think of her he when i hear it, even though i don’t have a crush on her. love you, v
mia, my she, if you're reading this, you mean everything to me. i love you beyond words. you bring an endless amount of light and happiness into my life. you're the best thing that ever happened to me. although things can be scary at times, i am willing to go through them if it means i am with you. you are my angel.
i don’t feel much recently. at least not as much as i used to. it’s been a little while since i’ve felt anything, really. but tonight, reading through all these comments, i remembered what it’s like to really truly feel. and i am so thankful—for dodie and for every single soul that’s in this comment section
So I have this huge crush on this girl. She sits next to me in chemistry (lol rather fitting) and we would talk about the weirdest things. We share the same taste in music, clothing, youtubers, and even school subjects. She’s the only person I can make eye contact with without feeling uncomfortable. She held my hand a few weeks ago (my hand was was apparently warm and hers was “cold”) and I just felt all of my problems fall away for those few seconds. Whenever she talks to me or I see her in the corridor, my heart always does a backflip in my chest. She has the most adorable smile and the best personality. She is always wanting to help you.
God.. This is my favourite song and even though I'm only 13 I wanna use this for my wedding song.. As I'm walking down the aisle and see the love of my life, I want this song playing in the background. 😊😘
This describes me and my crush at the moment I wish that that would change between us Thanks Dodie u have helped me through a lot of things like how to come out to my parents and family as bisexual and listening to ur song has made me stronger and more self excepting I owe a lot to u THANK YOU DODIE CLARK !!!!!
One of the reasons Dodie is such a good artist is the way she really conveys her emotions in her lyrics and singing style. I can feel the pain and love in this song and I gotta say, it’s bloody amazing.
I have a girl crush and people are actually expecting that i do. But i keep on denying it. But even if on the outside, i seem so indiferent about her presence, but inside, whenever im near her, its like a bittersweet taste on my toungue, tingles down my back, and a peacefull feeling that makes all my worries disappear. I love her.
I listened to this on repeat in the 7th grade, I had just come to the realization that I liked women and I couldn't really relate to the song but I loved it anyway. Now I think I just may be in love with a straight girl, the song really speaks to me now. I'd honestly do anything for her, she's just perfect and she makes me really happy. But even if I never end up with her, I hope she'll at least be happy with her whoever she does end up with.
She means everything to me. Her laugh, her voice, the way she readjusts her glasses. Everything she does makes me fall in love even more and I wish she knew that. Every time I get a notification from her, I smile. I cannot help it. I love her...
here because the human ep comes out tomorrow @ midnight and this is my favorite dodie song, i've even got my own little story tied to it, which is weird because so does everybody else??
i found this song back in the beginning of 8th grade. i had just met a girl, she was in my gym class. she had this pretty, unique smile, and a goofy laugh that always made me grin. she had short brown hair and the prettiest dark brown eyes. i was always too scared to talk to her in person, she was always with her best friend, and i was scared he wouldn't like me. one day she posted about being insecure on her instagram, and i left a comment, not thinking much of it. we soon began messaging each other, quite often. and one day we walked together on the track during gym, we talked about movies that frightened us when we were younger and our religious family members and it was a lovely hour. i continued to harbor this crush for her, it was obvious but i pretended it wasn't. she went on to have a boyfriend, one that didn't go to our school, but we continued talking and their relationship didn't last long. eventually i went out and bought flowers and a stuffed bunny from the dollar store with my close friend. (it sounds silly, but i was determined to ask this girl to this dance) i painted her a picture and wrote a note on the back, with her name written on it. the morning that i planned to ask her i got too scared, i crumpled the painting and shoved it in an empty desk, hid the flowers and the plush bunny in my bag, and went on with my day. i was approached by her later, she was holding the note. our history teacher was cleaning out her desks and found it, saw her name on it, and gave it to her. she immediately knew it was from me. i confessed that it was from me and we laughed it off, she politely turned me down, saying that she didn't know me well enough, and we went on to become closer friends. the semester was soon over and we both now had art together. our art teacher knew we were friends and sat us next to each other, and we would always giggle and talk about our childhoods. after a month or 2 she asked ME out. i was so happy and i spent every minute that we were together smiling and i would always look forward to seeing her. we made each other bracelets out of yarn and during our clay projects i sculpted a crab who we called geoffrey with a g. before we knew it the end of the school year came. at our middle school the last day we always sat on the track and they played music and kids would just hang out and eat pineapple whip. i remembered sitting in a circle with her friends, i was barefoot and i had my head laying in her lap and we looked at eachother and i would grin. she kept insisting on giving me a piggyback ride and she did (i'm rather small so it worked out pretty well lol) at the end of the day we hugged eachother tightly and cried and said our goodbyes. she was going to visit her grandma for half of the summer so we wouldn't see each other until july. but we called almost every night at around 1-2am, i would always walk out to my backyard and try to show her the fireflies on my phone camera, we talked about her coming over and us catching them together, but it would never work because my phone camera sucked. another night we were texting each other, and i sent her this song and told her about how it always made me think of her. she suggested that it be our song. before she came back she broke up with me. she told me she wanted to start high school single, which i understood. that didn't mean i didn't spend the entire month of july crying into my tub of icecream. i'm over it now and we're cool, i just miss it sometimes and wonder if it could have gone differently.
she she's omg she's my girlfriend. and our one month anniversary will be on valentine's oml. she's so cute oh god i've been with her for a day and she's everything to me
I listen to this song and I always, always, always cry simply because this is the song my girlfriend and I dedicated to each other.. cliche and sappy. But I don't think outsiders of the relationship understand how much it makes your heart flutter when you know that with a specific song you're being thought about.. and the thought about her makes me giddy.
To all of you girls watching this who can relate right now. I was in your place years ago and now I have a wonderful girlfriend who I love with all my heart. Some day you will meet someone who feels the same for you as you do for them.
"And I'll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthdaycake and storytime and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all"
my "she" is my first love and doesn't even like me, but i love her. she's straight. but we kissed twice and, she wasn't my first girl, but it was so fucking magical, i felt so many things that i never thought could ever feel something like that before. it was only a kiss, you know? but, it was something else. we talked a few times and she is just the most intelligent and most beautiful that i ever saw. its been six months and i think of her every fucking day and hurts so bad. she knows about my feelings because she's friends of some friends of mine but what can she do, right? i'm just some stupid girl who fell in love with her, it's not her fault. i'm SO dumb and SO in love with her. i see her everyday on school but she doesn't talk to me, but yesterday was saturday and i saw her then she said "hello" to me and give me a smile and i just fucking lost it because she's everything to me. i love her this song is 100% me... about her about my "she" i just hope that feeling go away soon, cause its been 6 months and still cry about it.
My 'she' found out she was my 'she' in the worst way possible, it's was out of my control and basically forced out of me. In front of her. I have been hopelessly in love with her for a long while now, and I've stayed silent in my pain. But the knowledge that she doesn't feel the same is the hardest feeling of them all, harder than staying silent. I don't think I'll ever get over her, and I've never wished more that I had those magic tears like in the Disney films that would solve all my problems. Cause with the amount I've been crying, I'd have plenty to share. This song has been my favourite Dodie song for years, and has seen me from crush to crush, but never one this intense or heartbreaking. Thank you Dodie for putting my brain into a coherent song, you are one of the most talented musicians in the industry.
i just told my friend i like her and she sent me this song
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Sarah Fleming2018-11-02 04:26:11 (edited 2018-11-02 13:49:39 )
I'm about to cry because I feel this way about a girl from my school and I'm pretty sure she's straight. It's so hard to be her friend and know that she'll never think of me the way I think of her. And my heart aches because I joined stage crew to hang out with her more and she just thinks I'm one of her best friends. I wish I could send this to her, but I'm scared she won't like me back and I'll lose her as a friend.
Just finding this now, but I need a safe place to talk about my “she”...
She’s absolutely beautiful. She has beautiful dark hair that just lays perfectly every time. She has a birthmark on her cheek that looks like a : . She hates it, but it the cutest thing about her. When she smiles at me, I feel my stomach lift into my chest. She’s short and slim. She smells like ice cream. Her laugh is so beautiful and real and I don’t know if I could go a week without hearing it. She’s smart and is amazing at writing. She has perfect handwriting. There’s always been something about her that drew me closer. Recently, she came out to me as bi and I couldn’t have been happier. Even though I don’t think she likes me, it’s nice knowing that at least she trusts me. I still haven’t come out to her, but i think she knows. She doesn’t know I like her and probably never will. She’s just perfect.
i love ur skin. it’s as clear as your eyes. your eyes shine like honey pots in the sun and you smell like musk sticks and warm lazy weekends. the way your hair is all fluffy makes my heart skip a beat or two. you’re the sound of lonely summers and late night candlelit baths. to me you’re everything I love. Apple and cinnamon, and gentle hugs. itchy funky socks and laughing so hard you can’t hear yourself choke on your own joy.
every time you’re near me it’s magical. it’s like a kid on christmas, staying up to see Santa. It’s like tossing a coin into a wishing well and waiting for the sound of it reaching somewhere you couldn’t ever see.
my favorite thing about this song, is everyone in the comments can relate about their ‘she’. we all found something to bring us together and its beautiful despite the heartbreak we talk about.
my ‘she’ is bisexual, but she has never reciprocated the feelings i have for her back. she simply see’s me as a friend and it hurts, knowing in some alternate reality we could have something real, but we don’t. maybe thats okay & maybe it worked out for the best. despite that, i’ll still wallow in my pain and listen to my heart breaking haha.
um ... so im watching this on a human ep playlist. i guess its fitting that i realized the playlist was made by someone with my crush’s name while listening to this song. im rather afraid that this song won’t sound as good on the ep bc how could it be improved ? it’s perfect and so accurately captures the emotions of many who listen to it.
I was reluctant to make a comment on this video, because it will most likely get lost, but this video helped me come to terms about my "she." I've known her for fourteen months and I've loved her for a few months. I was so infatuated, I used to write these long letters to her and then bury them in my drawers and never show anyone. She is the source of sunlight in my life, she is happiness and sweetness when I'm sarcastic and cynical. Everything she does makes my heart race. I love her so much, but she always talks about her boy crushes to me and it hurts so much. She sometimes holds my hand or squeezes my knee, and I dont know what to think It was killing me keeping it to myself, so I gave her one of my notes last week explaining my feelings. She said she might feel the same way, but all week at school she's been cold and distant with me. She would never do it out of cruelty, so I'm worried that I've made her uncomfortable and she just said she might like me to not hurt my feelings. It hurts my heart and I want so desperately to be over her, but I can't.
My first love. She was beautiful and funny and everything started out perfect but it quickly turned bad. I was emotionally abused and we always fought, but I loved her and wanted to make it work. She didn’t want to try at all. 6 months post breakup I still miss the little things and just the other day she messaged me and actually apologized for everything. I’ll be seeing her soon, wish me luck
i don’t even know my she. she’s a gorgeous girl i keep seeing on the train home from school and we get off at the same stop so we sometimes wait for out parents to pick us up (not together of course i’m sitting on a bench all the way across the room trying to sneak glances of her and her adorable freckles, getting caught every time). i hope with every fiber of my being that i’m not creeping her out. i can hardly talk to my classmates though let alone a girl who i see in a train who i don’t even know speaks english or has any interest in me (i saw her looking at me a few times but i don’t know if it was because of the cotton candy colored mess on top of my head or he rest of me) and i’m just so scared and so i’m love it hurts to think about it at all but i still love thinking about her and her vintage turtleneck sweaters and her timberland boots and her tortoiseshell glasses that frame her amazing face so well and those freckles- oh /god/ those freckles and just /her/.
My she was a girl from my middle school when I was questioning myself a lot. She was a grade below me and I had known her since the third grade and she was the one girl who was always my friend no matter what. A majority (pretty much all) of my friends at my school were very dramatic and would be pretty horrible to me at times and she would always help me and be my friend and make sure I was okay even though she had her own friends who didn’t like me all that much. In sixth grade she came out as lesbian and I was over the moon but I couldn’t really figure out why. I thought at the time that I just liked to have another LGBTQ+ friend that I could talk to about things other people wouldn’t understand (as I said I was questioning myself). Fast forward to 8th grade when one day I was laying on the floor in the middle of the hallway doing my work when she walked by where I was. She snuck up behind me and poked me in the shoulder and gave me a smile as she walked on and as I was watching her, I finally realized I wasn’t straight or gay! I was bi. I had never thought of that in regards to myself before and that exact moment I just knew. I am very lucky to have my sexuality figured out even though I am quite young and I would definitely be in the same mental state as I was before and probably even worse. Thank you Alex Wood for helping me so much more than you could possibly ever imagine.
I have a crush on my best friend and I feel just like this, I got so jealous when I saw her friend have polaroid pictures of her and she doesn’t know I like her like that 😔😞
I'm like in the complete opposite situation. I'm not straight, but I'm pan. My friend is bi and she has a crush on me, but I don't feel the same way. She told me about a year or so ago, and I didn't directly tell her my feelings, but made it clear that I wasn't into her that way. She still likes me, and she's my best friend, and I don't want to upset her. I'm not sure what to do, I've been kind of just acting oblivious and chill about it, but I feel kind of uncomfortable when she makes a small move of some sort. When I listen to this song I can't help but imagine this is what she feels like, and it hurts me just to think that I could make her feel that way so easily. I feel like I'm toying with her heart without meaning to. I don't know what to do or feel or think anymore. I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong, and honestly I'm just sad about it all. Anyways, I'm just ranting, thanks if you read this whole thing.
Yo. I don’t have the answers and I don’t know if you resolved the issue but I would be upfront. It sucks but if you’re uncomfortable you need to make clear lines. Good luck!
I fell in love with this song before having come out to myself. But, now having a crush on a girl that will never love me, thus resonates so deeply in me right now. She's straight, and has a crush on a guy, and I've even helped her tell him. But it hurts so much to see her sometimes, when all I want to do is hug her, tell her how I feel, and kiss her. But it will never happen. So I just wait till I get over her, and admire from afar.
i am so shaken because the original is so good but the studio new version is also so good in a totally different way? because to me this one is like fluffy and soft but the new one is like if you had completely given up it’s sad but so good and i just
I have a best friend that matches the lyrics to this song. Some lyrics can change, because to her, I taste like a placebo pill. She thinks I’m sweet, but I’m really not that much. I don’t like her, as in, love, but I just really appreciate that God brought her into my life.
this is the most beautiful, accepting and loving comment section i've seen on the history of youtube
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Ella Vonbuskirk2018-12-15 16:16:12 (edited 2018-12-22 15:49:23 )
Right so my "she" is in my algebra, she's the most beautiful, amazing person I've ever seen in my life and in the first week of school I didnt know anyone in my school (I've been homeschooled since 2nd grade) I kept seeing her glance back at me or just kinda stare at me and I'd sometimes catch her doing it and smile and she'd kind just look away all embarrassed. It. Made. My. Heart. Melt. This was when I didnt really know if I was bi or just thought a few girls were cute, but with this girl, it was like this physical pain in my chest when I saw her. All I wanted was to hold her hand and look in her eyes. I dont know if she just thinks of me as a friend or something more but i dont want to ruin our friendship and make it awkward ??? I got broken up with yesterday by my boyfriend and she saw me crying and came over and hugged me/told me it would be okay. Sksks I stg the hug was literally the softest and most kind thing I've ever experienced. Anywho sorry for this gay rant I am just hhhh
my she was pretty recent. she was bright and beautiful and she filled the room and my heart. oh my heart had never been so full before. i thought i was going to burst. my hand in hers we shared a bed and cuddled and it felt like we were meant to be next to each other and when our friends woke us i didn't feel embarrassed at all because she was my heart and we stayed up until the sunrise and held hands and talked about life and love and pain and saddness and growth and longing for home and longing to never go back home and love and love and love. i wanted to tell her i loved her but our world was so perfect as the sun peaked over the trees. we kissed a few times that year. she tasted of the sun and her lips felt like when you're halfway between awake and asleep when the sun is slipping between the blinds. i loved her. i love her. she'll never love me but i long to just be close to her again, holding hands and laughing and dancing and laughing, god so much laughing. even if she'll never love me my heart is hers.
To my she, I fall for you more everyday. Whether we are on an ikea date, or grabbing a coffee, or just eating McDonald’s ice cream with French fries. Each time I see your beautiful face I just want to hold you forever. Anyways, I’m happy that you are my girlfriend and you’ll always be my she
So I finally know what love feels like. It hurts real bad, not even because we can't be together, but because he means the world to me and I wish he loved himself more. Every little thing about him has my heart. I'm thankful that he's my best friend and I wouldn't have it any other way. I've just never felt this kind of tenderness for another person, and it's kind of overwhelming. I feel hyper aware of my place in the universe, and the number of stars in the sky, and the smallness of the crinkle in his nose when he smiles. I know I'm lucky for the fact of his existence in my experience. My desire to protect him and his heart hurts mine, because I don't know if I can.
My she broke my heart... It's been over a year and I'm still not over her But I found another she She's off limits tho:/... But this song speaks to me so much cause I know what my she smells like and her scent is so comforting even if I cant have her I would wait for forever to be with her
hi i noticed some people were sharing their stories and i wanted to share mine so let's get this bread
so i got a crush on this girl that i used to be "enemies" with back in 2nd grade or smth she helped me through a lot and i always felt happy when i was around her. she meant everything to me we hung out often and used to text each other so often.
however this school year, i dont know why but she stopped talking to me. the last text she sent me was months ago but every time i try to bring up a conversation in text she leaves me on read. she also hangs out with someone im not on good terms with anymore and i dont want to make anything awkward. and it honestly hurts me so badly, i mean we spent almost any time we had together but if you were a new student and you looked at me and her, you'd think we were complete strangers so yeah
I might be four years late, but oh, my she is the sweetest. I'm not gonna say much about her, cause she's so special to me, I don't want to spread everything around to everyone, cause she's so sweet and special and loveable, and I think I'm in love, and she says she loves me too, but she keeps getting into other relationships and it kills me to see her get hurt and rejected over and over, but I know I can't stop her, cause that's just mean. Oh well, she is my She, and that's what's important.
this is for my he. you mean everything to me. im sorry that you got the idea i liked tony. i like you. and only you. when people make fun of you. i feel like its me being made fun of. im sorry i made fun of you at first. i love you so much and i see so much potential in you even when you dont. the way you draw, the way you talk, the way you write, the way you are motivated. you are why i am still here today. you stopped me from doing thing i should have never done. im so sad you dont like me anymore. i should have took the opportunity while i had it. i love you so much. im sorry to push you away. please. come back. i love you so much gleb every little thing you do and say and everything about you is amazing. i see a future with us together. im sorry. i love you Gleb.
this is for my she. im sorry annabel had to get in the middle of us. i know you thought of it as a friendship. but i liked you in another way. i will never get over it. congratulations on being my first girl crush. i love you. youre perfect in every way. i know that im not as descriptive as others in this comment section. but here we are. im sorry. i love you Kim.
this hurts so badly yet i keep replaying it over and over because i want to hold onto every memory i have with her. her smile puts butterflies in my stomach. her voice is like chocolate and silk and when i’m around her i feel so warm and fuzzy. but i fucked it up. i was always too scared to ask for her number and i said i would do it on the last day i would see her in a year but i couldn’t find her. there was no point anyway, she’s straight and she’ll never feel the same
I haven't listened to this and so long and just like last time within 5 second I'm crying over the same person is was 3 year ago bc I still have a crush on her I just can't think of how to say it to her
Fuck, this is killing me inside. Y knows I love them, and that I have since we were kids, but they love him. Y is perfect compared to me, I don't blame them at all. I've tried so hard to push my feelings away, but I can't stop loving them. Recently, I've sorta drifted away from them, but it's only because this is killing me inside, and I feel like shit because I do want to spend time with them. I don't care if we're always just friends, as long as I get to be around them, but this is just fucking me up so much right now.
she, she has the cutest freckles and a nose piercing which perfectly blends in. she wears big combat boots and leather jackets. she lives on the other side of the world... this girl. we have mutual friends and have only hung out a couple of times but wow. we've danced to a slow romantic song that neither of us knew; i've spent hours trying to find that song about the blue sky. she held my waist while i looked up at her and smiled. she is funny and lighthearted. she loves vines and memes. she borrowed my necklace for a party, i helped her put it on... i had to tiptoe. i met her dad. we hugged goodbye. i'm counting down the days until i see her again...
I met a girl who I though was going to be just another 'she'. She is gorgeous and so tall which leaves me feeling so nice and gooey( and taking in the fact shes taller than me, a 5' 8" girl, while wearing 1 inch heels she is TALL). She has an adorable smile and a cute haircut and these beautiful brown eyes that shine gold in the sun.
Today we went on a coffee date. AT the time we didn't know much about each other, so I was expecting a very tentative conversation for an hour-ish before we awkwardly left, but instead we somehow passed 5 hours talking at this coffee shop. We had a bunch in common, but also enough differences that I have so many things to look into that she loves. Neither of even noticed how much time had passed, and I never felt the need to mess with my phone, just spent the whole time focused on her. The thought of more dates, of getting to call her my girlfriend, to be able to go to school dance together makes me so happy and cheesy so that's how I'm feeling rn. Normally I listen to this song, ts because I have a unrequited crush, typically on a straight girl. Now Its because I have someone who genuinely likes me, and going back to this reminds me of how far I have come.
I really like this girl. I met her at church and you all know what that means! She's straight. I'm moving away, and probably won't see her. I want to tell her everything. She's really nice, so maybe she would be accepting. On the other hand, she's very religious so maybe she would be weirded out. I'm scared, but should I tell her?
she likes a boy of all people i have to contend with it’s him he’s perfect compared to me and she loves him at this point it’s like contending against the world and he doesn’t even know
you don’t know but i’m infatuated with you. i’m scared to use the word love, because it would only confirm things that i don’t want to accept. i love the way your voice goes a few octaves higher when i tease you. i love the way you’re shorter than me, it’s cute. i love the way you notice when i’m down. i only hate the way you don’t pay me more attention. i only hate the fact that i like you too much, much too much.
my she is someone that makes me want to be better than who i am now. her smile is so pretty even when it’s not genuine. ill always care even if she doesn’t feel the same way anymore.
I'm crying. This is exactly how I feel about a girl. One of the most important people in my life, I love her but she loves someone else. And when she knew how I felt we both wanted to vanish, we didn't, but our friendship is...
I had such a bad fight with my girlfriend the last two days I was such an ass and was doubting our relationship. I'm lesbian and i love her she's my everything we're talking everything out tomorrow this song gives me strength❤️
Look at this. Everyone is agreeing, probably the only place with people getting along, and sharing heartfelt stories. <3 if anyone is reading, I hope everything is well, have a nice day
I just need to write this down haha. Anyway my best friends sister and I were so madly in love for two years we tried hiding it from my best friend but of course she knew. She was heading off to highschool and I wouldn’t see her everyday which killed me and my best friend ended up blocking me on her sisters phone. I can’t handle seeing her in the halls it makes me so sad. We were never officially dating which means we never broke up and I need that closure.
ive had feelings for this one girl for literally 3 years and because ive been best friends with her for 9 years i don't want to make things werid between us. she is pan but i am still terrified of rejection, especially from her. we were really close. like, text and talk on the phone pretty much for most of the day and night, share the same bed, lay on top of each other whenever we wanted to and it was fine, sneak out at 4 am, pull all nighters when everyone else around us is asleep, and plan our futures kind of close. i was and still am the person she always tells her secrets to. within the secrets she told me was that she had a crush on our other best friend, who already had a girlfriend. i knew i had lost my chance. but i told myself no matter how i felt or suffered, she deserved all of the happiness in the world and i was going to give her that. this was also the first time i ever liked a girl and the first 2-6 months i had a constant questioning of my identity.
I can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly. tl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.
I wish there were an easy answer. After three years of my pining for her, she got engaged and told all of her friends but me. (I got to find out by a mutual friend asking me if I'd seen "it" yet. "It" turned out to be a picture of the engagement ring.) Then I cried for a few months...and the part of me that had been hanging onto my feelings for her for so long finally snapped like so many twigs. Whether I wanted to give up on the feelings or not was irrelevant. I'd been trying for most of those three years. It just happened when it happened. I wish I could be of more help. All I can say is 'be patient'.
This song hit me personally in a different way and I don't know how to get out of the situation I'm in right now.I have a crush on my straight best friend(we're both girls).we were teased and bullied about being gay and liking each other and she was totally disgusted at the idea of it.do I keep hurting myself or tell her and hate myself for making our friendship awkward?
@Bella Loperena That's a rough situation, and I doubt that I'm the person to ask about something like that because my relationship history isn't the most decorated, but I'll try my best to offer advice. There is no right answer when it comes to something like that. Personally, I wouldn't be comfortable being best friends with someone who didn't accept my sexual orientation. [Feel free to correct me if I'm incorrect about that. It's difficult to tell whether you mean that she's disgusted at the idea of two girls being together or just the idea of her being with a girl in general.] But, if you can't stand the idea of losing that friendship even through that [Which I'd understand. Hell, I somewhat recently found out that one of my oldest friends is actually...pretty racist, and it makes me really fucking uncomfortable, but we've been friends for so long that it's hard to confront her about anything that could potentially end the friendship, so I've been doing the cowardly thing and keeping my mouth shut for the past couple of years.] then the best thing is actually probably...to keep it to yourself and hope that your attraction to her will fade. And if that sounds awful, it's because it is, but your whole situation sounds awful. Of course, from that little amount of information given, it's not as if I know much of anything about your relationship with your best friend. For all I know, she could be very supportive and she'd be glad that you told her. It's hard to predict the outcome of something like this. All I can do is give you a hug, wish you the best of luck, light a candle for you, and send you on your way.
Thanks I really appreciate it. (And no it wasn't like she didn't like girls being together it was more of a "no we're just friends" kind of thing)I'll try to be more clear next time.thanks again.
@Bella Loperena Really? I was able to help you? That surprises me. But if that's true, I'm really glad that I was able to make a difference. And it's probably very good that you went to your mom. I have no doubt that she'll be able to help you more than I, some faceless figure from the Internet, ever could.
Me too, I was in love with someone some time ago. I was young but I felt deeply for him. But sadly he fell for my best friend, isn't that fucking perfect? I was so mad but hurt, she knew him for only 13 months. I knew him for 11 years I thought I could get over it. I couldn't. I cried every day I couldn't eat or sleep I'm 24 now. 4 years and I still can't get over it. But this song it helps. That is a song worth recognizing. Thank you
@Willow Black My situation was very similar, actually. The genders were switched, but I fell in love with a girl who fell in love with my then-best friend. And that was one of the worst pains I'd ever felt in my life. I cared deeply for both of them and I wanted to be happy for them. I tried very hard to be happy for them. But it just hurt so much that I couldn't. And then I started to hate myself. I felt selfish for not being able to be happy for them. I felt like a monster. I started obsessively drawing this red beast with scales and feathers and horns and no one ever knew it was a self-portrait.
Time passed, turned out my "best friend" was an asshole. It started off with him telling me to never come near him or his girlfriend--who I was still in love with--even though I hadn't done anything wrong. And then he started to emotionally abuse her. And they broke up.
It didn't fix my situation, clearly. Just because she wasn't in a relationship with that dickwad anymore didn't mean she suddenly developed feelings for me. I still suffered from unrequited love. ...Honestly, even though I'm in a happy relationship now and I wouldn't give that up for anything, even her, I know, deep down, my feelings for her are still there. And they hurt sometimes. And I have to lay back and listen to music like this for a while until they start to pass again.
But that's just the way things go, I guess. A scar that runs that deep isn't just going to go away. Even though I know a relationship with her wouldn't work out--I wouldn't want to try even if she wasn't engaged to someone new by now--it still stings from time to time. And I think that's just a part of life.
Stay strong, Willow. Life is tough, and it might make you resentful from time to time, but we as humans are brave enough to overcome the pain.
@Nikanaiko Thank you I'll try it just hurts and knowing that I haven't been in a relationship just shows I can't get over it. But thank you so much for putting up with my sob-stories. I wish you and your love the best of luck
@Willow Black Hey buddy, the fact you haven't ever been in a relationship means nothing. I haven't either. Patience is so so important, and just waiting for that special someone will be the longest wait - but eventually they will find you; that one key that fits the lock to that big heart of yours. Ir may seem like you're giving everything to someone, but if they are disillusional and seem to ignore your affectiob, it's not worth the pain. Moving on is so hard, and it damages us all. Converting that pain, and adding it to the fire is howevwr what allows us to carry on. People change. You will change. You will find someone. And you will be happy one day, my friend!
Live strong. Be happy! Don't let the little things get you down :)
@Willow Black I had a situation like yours with an old boyfriend.for the first few months he was super sweet but then something changed.he started calling me names and making fun of me.to him they were just jokes but to me they really hurt,and finally I just had to break up with him.a few weeks later I had to move schools and I haven't seen him since. i wanted to get over him and deep down I thought I was but once and a while he would spring up in my head an it made me feel terrible.i felt guilty for the whole thing and to be honest I still do.I'm still not over him but I am going on without him.Also,why do I feel like this comment chain is like our own little support group?:D
@Bella Loperena I don't blame you at all for wanting to break up with him. If what were jokes to him were offensive to you, then the two of you clearly weren't compatible. And if you asked him to stop and he didn't, then he was just a jerk. Conversely, however, I also don't blame you for looking back and thinking about that relationship from time to time or feeling some old emotions spring back up. I think that's normal. I don't think I've ever loved anyone without feeling at least some residual emotions even after years had passed. I don't think I'd say you haven't gotten over him just because you have those feelings. You've chosen to move on with your life and not let those feelings hold you back. I'd say that means that you have gotten over him, because you know that you're better off elsewhere and you're acting based on that understanding.
As for the comment chain becoming somewhat of a support group, I don't really mind it. YouTube comments overall could stand to be a little more positive, so if there's anywhere people feel they can really talk about their feelings without being afraid of being hassled, then I'm glad that it exists, and I'm glad to be a part of it.
Story time! So there was this girl that I really fancied and every aspect of this song reminded me of exactly how I felt about her. I knew she was straight but I couldn't throw away hope. So on Valentine's day I finally confessed to her, but she rejected me. She said she was straight and probably had as much probability of turning queer as I would have turning straight. I understood but was still heartbroken. I went to my other friends for support. It turns out one of my friends was crushing on me but couldn't say anything because I like some one else. Long story short I found my current girlfriend like this. What I am trying to say is not to feel so sad because a straight girl doesn't reciprocate your feelings. Love will come around and through someone who truly smells of lemongrass and sleep
Yeojin Yoo Thank you. I have a crush on this girl, and she confessed me yesterday that she's in love with a straight girl. I still have a chance, but she's crushing on her since last year, so it's hard that we could be more than friends right now. I hope she looks at me like she looks at her someday. You gave me some more hope, so thank you.
Melinda Diamonds GO FOR IT LIFE IS SO SHORT ( and remember, keep following them after confessing *if they are your friend already * and tell them : "don't make things awkward i still like you as a friend and i dont want anything in return i just wanted everythinf to be out " i did that and now she is holding my hands and she told me that she'd give me a reply when she's figured it out ) gosh that was long
I want a she so bad... I don’t know why but Lately i’ve just been thinking about falling in love and everyone makes it seem so magical but I always feel ill never find a She but I just want one
I listen to this song on repeat for hours and hours bc it's so fucking relatable. There's this girl and I can't get over her and when I knew she liked me I didn't say anything. No matter how much I love her she just doesn't feel the same way and it hurts knowing she has moved on and I'm still in love with a hole in my heart
iamcaddy theres always hope-idk if u still like her cause its a month later but i was homophobic cause it was the way i was told to be but i realised im gAy as frickkdl (i mean bi) but i really couldnt have seen myself liking girls or accepting any lgbt person (i was quite young) but then i realised my parent(s) were wrong and theres nothing wrong with any of that. so maybe that girl just needs to see that its really nothing to hate or whatev lol ok im going now bye :)
Chicken Bathroom can i just say thank you so much for being living proof that homophobic parents don't always have to make homophobic children and that people can learn and have their own point of view. Thank you so much. You are an inspiration.
Every Time i cry, she tells me, that Everything Is going to be okay, and I belive her, looking into her brown- Golden Eyes. Every Time I hug her, her smell is so calming that I forget every Problem. Every Time she smiles, my Heart Begins to Beat a little faster. Every Time I See her with other Girls I get jealus, even if I don't want to. And every Time I think about it, I Remember that we are just best Friends. I think i'm deeply in love with her.
to her: i like you a lot. you are all that i think about and all that i want to be with. you broke my heart today by telling me that you are going on a date tonight with someone else. i am going to tell you my feelings soon. i cannot stand the awkward tension that is a consequence of my want to be closer all of the time. i would do anything for you love. your hair is lovely and your face is beautiful and your personality is just simply beautiful. i fell for you the first time that we actually talked. i have never felt this way for anyone. i am terrified.
life update: i got the confidence to tell her how i felt and she told me she felt the same way. we dated for a while and i told my family that i’m bi and they told me that i was wrong, they aren’t homophobic but they didn’t believe me. i got in trouble for telling my little brother. her family is super religious and they found out accidentally. they wanted to meet me and they thought we were doing things while watching a movie, but i had genuinely just fallen asleep. i fell hard for her, i fell in love. but ultimately, she couldn’t handle having to lie to her family about us and ended it. it’s been several months but sometimes it still hurts, i’m just glad that i had a few happy months
Lily, I know we have only been friends for two years, but even though I'm too scared to tell you and you'll never like me back, I just wanted to say that I love you, and I always will. You helped me when I almost committed suicide, and you've been there for me when nobody else was. You helped me figure out that I was bisexual. And every time you smile I want to hug you to death even though you are almost a foot taller than me. You say you're ugly but that's complete bullshitzu you are beautiful and gorgeous and you are the light in my life. I love you with all my heart and soul and life for you. You wont ever see this, and you won't ever love me back, but it always helps to get things off your chest no matter where you are... Good thing nobody's reading this.
I know that you don't like me back You love them. You only think of me as one of your best friends-- and we haven't even met before. But you don't know how important you are to me. You've made me smile in the darkest of times.
I remember when it was Christmas. While everyone in my house was smiling and laughing outside, I was contemplating about killing myself inside of the bathroom. You tried to cheer me up even when you were busy with your own needs, and it just makes me guilty.
But I really did appreciate it.
When you tell me that you love me, it makes me happier than you could ever imagine even if you don't mean it the way I want it to. I'll be okay just supporting you with them. As long as you're happy, I'm happy too.
A while ago, I had a friend. She was so amazing, she was my best friend. We lived far away, but we were still very close. One day, she texted me, saying she had a crush on me. I didn't know how i felt about her, i had been kind of torn before she said it, but i quickly realized that i loved her. We were never dating, but it was a mutual understanding that we loved eachother. We kind of fell apart, or I did. My parents found out, and got mad at me. I explained to her what happened, and she was OK with taking a break from whatever we were. Later, I texted her again on a whim. We were talking for a while, and then i realized, /shit, i still love her./ So i told her, and we went back to the way we were before. But then one day she left. She wouldn't answer my texts, my calls, she deleted social media, blocked me. It broke my heart. She broke me. People are right when they say you never forget your first love. Its been months, but I'm kindasorta over her.
There's a new girl now, a straight one, and it scares me. Because the first time i saw her, her back was to me and she turned around and grinned and she was SO BEAUTIFUL and i got flustered and tripped over a rug and hurt my ankle and we met in the summer, and that summer was like a dream. We slept over a mutual friends house and we fell asleep together and she fell asleep way before me, because my lil gay soul couldn't handle a pretty, amazing girl curled up next to me with a small smile on her face, and we took a polaroid picture together that day, and I'm scared, because as much as i want to forget the girl that came before her, I can't.
I want to love her as much as i loved Rae but i gave my soul to my first love, and I hate that I can't just get over her.
But i do adore the new girl, and maybe that's all i can do for now, and maybe that's okay. Because she smells like lemongrass and sleep, she tastes like apple juice and peach. You could find her in a polaroid picture, and she means everything to me.
I have a crush on my best friend. And she's straight, she has deliberately said I'm a straight ally. Fuck. I'm so in love with her. When I came out to her I was so scared because I was about to tell her my feelings but I chickened out and just told her that I'm pan. Anyways, she's in love with a guy; and seeing her being in love with someone else breaks my heart, I mean I love to see her happy but this guy is just not good enough for her. I'm not saying that I'm good enough for her either. But in some way I want her to know my feelings without ending or making things awkward in our friendship, she's just the prettiest and I want her to know that; Fuck.... did I wrote all that? Jeez I'm so gay. Help
She smiled at me like i was the only girl ever. She kissed me like i was going to break if she really kissed me. I love her but she is in love with someone else i see them together i smile and pretend im happy but its like being stabbed in my heart.
Sometimes I get scared the it was all in my head that every moment we shared was a dream or a delusion. It was like a dream. Except it started off perfect and slowly became more and more like a nightmare.
This song gives me chills. It makes makes me feel soo happyyyy ANd always brings me to frikin tears oml this song makes me so smiley and its so calm omg :,)
I'm a guy and I'm not gae lol but this made me cry anygay cuz it made me think of my girlfriend and I miss her cuz I'm at college and shes at home and I love her
IM BISEXUAL!!! Man that feels good to get that out there! First time saying it, and I'm shaking. I think I'm kinda in love with my best friend who is 100% straight and I'm kinda dying. She's the sweetest, but she only thinks of me as a friend. I was in the bath and thinking to myself "wow, she's great. I'm glad she's in my life. I love her so much. I think I'm in love with her. Fuck."
BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Omfg same I can't stand the fact about having a crush that is my 100% straight best friend but still we hug and stuff so I'm happy to have her BUT IM DYING INSIDE RIP
BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! I was in that exact same position, then I came out to her that I was bi, the next day she told me that she is also bi. She had a boyfriend at the time. Last week she said she had a crush on me, then she broke up with her boyfriend... I somehow accidentally asked her out and she said yes. It'll all be okay 💜
Well she asked me out... then dumped me 4 days later because she realised she was in fact 100% straight while dating me. Excuse me while i go cry in my bathtub listening to this on repeat
I can't stop thinking about a girl I knew last year. We both really liked each other, but her mom didn't want her to be gay so she started dating a guy. I haven't talked to her since November. I miss her so much.
Ok I'm going to be honest...when I first found your channel, I couldn't really relate to you. Your style is different to me..we got different aesthetics goin on. And to be honest, it was so different to me that I naturally cringed. But as I started to watch more and more videos, I saw a very sweet girl who has unbelievable talent. Dodie, I adore you so so soo much and this song was the one that sold me. I subbed and followed on other social media and I can't wait to see more of you. And I absolutely LOVE ALL your original songs. Much love to you Dodie. Xoxoxo
same! I first found her from her Death of a Bachelor cover and I disliked it at first but I listened to her original songs and listened to that cover again, now i love it!
who HURT you I'm gonna punch THEM IN THE FACE also this is amazing and I'm gonna cry, you described my feelings when I was questioning so perfectly, thank you
I know this comment will be lost but... if you ever afraid to ask.your crush out because you think they like another gender... just remember that I always been sort of a straight person... but I felt in love with a person of the same gender and same sex as me... life is not a straight line even for the most straight person!💓
I know you said this with the best of all intentions but this isn't really fair advice. There are most certainly people who are strictly straight or strictly gay, and accepting that is often a necessary part of life people (esp bi/gay ones) need to understand to move forward to someone who will consider them.
Hey I know I'm late but your comment made me happy! I just wanted to let you know, maybe let you know something you said made someone smile. It's not every day you can say that. Thanks again -Jazz
lua What she/he meant was that for no one life goes as planned or expected Meaning the other person could change interests Strict people have weaknesses as well to whatever it is You can never know what will happen but whatever it might be it will change your way of thinking in some way
Trixie What you're bringing up isn't needed she's /he's talking about confessing not moving on Nothing personal against you thooo Its just pointless to bring this up 'cause she's talking about confessing not moving on after a "no" About how you shouldn't be afraid to confess 'cause you could never know whats gonna happen Basically what you said is true and stuff but there's no point in mentioning here if the topic of moving on never got brought up
This really gave me the courage to come out to my friend that I loved. I remember the day I came out to her that I was lesbian, the day she told me she was bi and how happy I got that I might have a chance. I also remember the day she came to me crying saying she loved someone and that they turned her down and how sad I felt that she didn't like me and that she was sad. I remember the day she said she loved me and the day I told her I loved her too. I remember our chats just saying cute things. I love her so much and how she looks and how pretty she is and her cute chubby cheeks. I must be talking gibberish but I love her so much and this was just the start. Of me realizing my sexuality and how much I loved her.
My she is right now. But she’s my best friend. She’s bi too but in a very toxic relationship and I want nothing more than to help her and I do but the one thing keeping me from properly feeling like this is her relationship. When she does get out of the relationship, I don’t know what I’ll do because my feelings will go all over the place.
this song makes me think of my now ex...funny enough she's the one that first showed me this song. my biggest regret will always be breaking up with her, but I wanted her to be happy. now I just miss her and hate that she really has moved on.. why am I venting in the comments 😳
My "she" made me realize that I'm not totally straight. "She" is now my girlfriend and this song gave me the courage to ask my she out and we now have been together for only a week. If you are looking for a sign to talk to your she. This is it. Send her this song or something. But trust me, talking to her is worth it 😍❤️💞
ok so since everyone is telling there stories I think I can tell mine too. Ive fancied girls before but not like this one girl. oh my,this girl, let me tell you. she was and still is amazing. she is a friend of mines twin sister and we first spoke when my friend told me he was going to commit suicide and he wouldn't answer me so I texted her and she told me he was fine. she is a grade higher than me. we met when I was in 10th grade and she was in 11th. we had gym together. we started talking and we became great friends. we took over 200 photos together. I sadly don't have them to this day. but I still have some posted on my social medias. after a while of being such close friends with her, I started to develop a crush. she is just so beautiful and I was always laughing and smiling around her. I could tell her anything. I liked her so much. I didn't know if she was into girls too. and omfg every time she would tell me about the stupid boyfriends she would get, I would get so upset because they don't know how to treat her. she is delicate like a flower and as strong as steel. she wanted something real not some fuckboy asking her for nudes and trying to get in her pants. at some point her twin brother, my friend, started shipping us together. and I would get so flustered and embarrassed when he would say that I'm front of her. (he knew about my crush on his sister and he was so on board with it lol) we talked about it one time and I said that it was funny and that its not like we would ever happen and she asked why not? and I said because your straight and she said no. I'm pansexual. and oh my the heavens opened up for me. after she broke up with her stupid bf like 2 weeks later I gave her a note saying that I liked her. she texted me asking about and she said she was shocked and that she didn't know that I felt this way about her. but I still didn't ask her out. I tried but she said she needed a little bit more time because it had only been 2 weeks since she broke up with her bf. I waited until a week later she got another bf. I was angry. I didn't talk to her for a week. she apologized for leading me on and I forgave her and we were still friends. a few weeks later she tells me she is going to break up with her bf because he is as much of a dick as the others. and she told me that if I were to ask her out she would say yes. so I made a medium sized sign that said "would you be part of my world as my girlfriend?" (her name is Ariel so it totally goes) and she said yes. we got together and I was so happy. the only thing was is that she wasn't out to anyone yet. she was out to me and a few of her friends. so we couldn't hold hands and stuff. I was ok with it. I would be there for her for anything. but then an ex of mine came back. he blackmailed me into breaking up with her. he said that I didn't he would tell my parents about me. ( I wasn't out to my family just my friends) he didn't want to get back together he just didn't want me with her ig. so I did and I felt so bad. I hurt her and we didn't speak for a while. until I apologized to her again and she said it was fine. we became friends again until summer came and we didn't talk much. I stilled really liked her but then I found out she was dating someone else and I got so sad and angry that I stopped talking to her. we started talking again and she asked me questions like if I was cheating on her when we were together and stuff and I said no. but I told her about what my ex said and she got upset and she asked if me and him got back together and I said No but IG she didn't believe me. we haven't talked since and I miss her so much she just graduated highschool and we still haven't talked. she is now dating a good friend of mine and I'm happy for her but I still like her a lot to this day.
Me: wanting to sing this but needing to change all the pronouns he tastes like apple juice and peach. You will find him in a Polaroid pic- ...oh
Any ideas of how I can change the words?
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This comment will probably never see the light of day, but that doesn’t really matter to me. I just want to contribute my story for my own She. I will say her name in the hope that she will never read this. I don’t think I could take her reaction.
For my Jessi ❤️ She is sweet. Sweet like peppermints and frosted bagels and whipped cream. Savory like green tea and smooth as silk. Her voice was a lullaby, her words a paperback novel. She smelled like soap and books and simple, sweet smiles over her shoulder. Her eyes were deep chocolate, her skin glowing with life when she smiled at me. Incandescent. Radiant. She lit up my life. She was so indecisive, revising spoken sentences halfway through and stuttering her way through stories. I never minded. She would lose herself in the words, and let her dark eyes dance with dazzling light. She was brilliant, but conscious about how she presented her intelligence. She loved school, but didn’t like to say so. She also loved kittens and anime and that muted indigo shirt she wore every day during the fall. We would run cross country together, work on projects after school, and sing broadway songs wildly offkey and not caring a wick. Once, during an afternoon lull in the springtime, we sat down under a tree and just talked in soft tones about life and such. We laid almost on top of each other; personal space had never been an issue. Her skin was so, so soft. I learned that day that she wasn’t straight. I learned to hold her close and not to question it. I learned to hope then, as I had never hoped before. She was the one who made me realize I could love. And I did. I loved her, immediately and forever. My love.. my moonbeam, my daffodil... never returned the favor. It’s been years since I’ve held her like I did that one springtime. Years since I stopped following her around like a lovesick puppy, living smile to smile, plutonic hand-hold to mouth. I also learned that I can live without her close to me. I tell myself I’m over it, that I haven’t seen her in weeks and we were just friends anyway. I moved on. I did. I moved on from my She. I thought about my love, my dearest love, and decided that she was better off without me thinking about her like that. When she was reserved, I was too loud. I smiled at everyone and everything like a kid on Christmas morning, while her smiles were few and far between, even though they had a brilliance like the Northern Lights. I overshare with an easy wink, while she keeps secrets and hides them under dark lashes. I love the stage, she lives for the shadows. I am the sun and she is the moon. Even when she does appear next to me, she’s faint. A glimmer of who she really is. The only times I truly see her is when she’s going away. Always just out of reach. So I stopped caring. I stopped caring for her like she was my one chance at heaven. I stopped grinning like a dope just because her hand brushed mine. I stopped imagine what’d she’d do, what she’d say, and just shut my mouth when she asked if I liked anyone. Because I’ve moved on. It’s been weeks. Months. Years. She was my first love, but I’m certain she won’t be my last. I don’t need to think of her to smile anymore. She isn’t she to me, anymore. I moved on. ... But… somehow, I know, that if… she ran up to me.. if she kissed my cheek and said she wouldn’t mind dinner sometime.. I would still lay down my life for her in an instant. I would watch the world burn down to embers if it meant she would love me half as much. I would give her anything and everything I could. Because she deserves all of that, and more. My sweet love. My moonbeam. My daffodil. My Jessica ❤️
Since other people are doing this.. i thought i might aswell..
To my she...
Im with a guy right now.. hes been my best friend for years, we joked about dating then i caught feelings. We arent fit for eachother.. I just dont want to ruin the friendship.. I guess my "she" has to wait until college.
I’m reading thru all the comments and yes it is filled with lesbians but it’s filled with hope and sadness and just the general feelings of an unrequited love and let me tell u this has been an eye opening experience to me. And all u peeps out there, it’s gonna work out. Eventually. Maybe not now or even in the next month or not even with your “she” but it will work out with someone, somewhere, and sometime.
i definitely discovered this song like almost 2 years ago when i really was questioning myself and i’m coming back now and i feel so much better. i actually have a “she” and this she makes me so happy. and actually we’ll make a year together in 3 days and i’m glad things turned out this way.
shit I remember when I came here first almost two years ago it was before I came out to anyone and I remember still downloading it and singing it out loud on the streets while walking to school, bc no one was on the streets then. You made me feel accepted and not alone and showed me that I am really not alone with these thoughts. Now I am here, came kinda out to evreyone... I mean kind of.. and got over my first,.. and second.. and I guess kinda third crush wow It was a long journey, but you really helped me to accept myself
Gosh. Seeing this again 4 years later and having the same feeling but for a different person is Wild oh this is such a sweet song and so many people relate to it. It brings so many people together ❤
Tbh I kind of miss the time when this was put online. Because I feel like, even a lot of effort was put into it it and it’s amazing, I felt closer to you tubers and it felt more “intimate” because it wasn’t a “huge production”. I don’t know whether it’s because times have changed and it’s me being too nostalgic but yeah I feel like it has changed.
I have heard this song 3 times live. Once with my girlfriend, and twice with that same girl who broke my heart. We have remained best friends but i cannot describe how deeply i miss her.
It pains to think that I've missed yet another music to be cherished.. I'm 4 years late hehe All thanks to the most badass and cool friend I met somewhere... "She" the song explains very well. We'll play dodie clark songs on cafes one day... as soon as she gets better <3
I wrote about my she on here a year ago. Everytime I listen to this song I think of her, even though I have long since given up on romantic love with her. She will always be my first she though, and I will love her as a friend forever. She means everything to me.
Hi I'm Daniela, I just want to tell ya... thank ya. I will dedicate this to my crush, Luisa. I like her so much. I love all your songs... You're great! :)
When I first found this I never quite understood why I related to it so much, because I was assigned male at birth. Then I realised that I’m bi, and I thought it was that. But that never seemed to explain fully why I related so much. When I started to like people, mostly girls, at puberty, I was incredibly uncomfortable with liking girls but fine with liking guys, even though surely liking girls makes me straight and ‘normal’? Well now I know why I related so much, and still do, because I’m not a boy, I’m a trans girl, and I had, and continue to have, shes :)
ITS BEEN LIKE A YEAR SINCE I LAST LISTENED TO THIS. I REMEMBER ID LISTEN TO IT EVERY DAY FOR TWO MONTHS SO I GOT BORED EVENTUALLY BUY IM LISTENING AGAIN AND CRYING
I remember listening to this when I was 11 or 12 and I cried my eyes out. I am 15 now and I still cry a little and find it sad. I feel this song so much. Thank you for your beautiful voice and that you created this song. <3 <3 <3 <3
My ‘She’ is my best friend. I don’t know what it is about her but I like her. I asked her out on Fourth of July and she said no and that she doesn’t like me in that way. She doesn’t know that I cried for an hour. She doesn’t know how sad I was the next day. She doesn’t know that I still like her. And every time I listen to this song, it reminds me of her. She always kisses me on the forehead and stuff to annoy me and it means nothing to her and everything to me. Every time she would joke and say I was her girlfriend, so many times I wished it to be true. I joke around about the time I asked her out like it was nothing but it still really hurts. Even after two and a half months. And I knew a girl that would ask me out constantly and it made me uncomfortable so I stopped talking to her. I’m not going to be that girl. I’m going to let her go. I won’t keep asking. I won’t keep pressing. I’ll just let her go.
Geez I love all of your songs, and I'm finally getting over the girl who made me realize I'm Pansexual, and this, this just amazing "she means everything to me"
I have this girl at school I've liked for a couple of years now and this is the first year that I've really accepted my identity as a lesbian. It feels so...good to know who I am and my heart aches everytime I see that girl but she has a boyfriend so I'm hopeless. I've also been in love with my best friend for a pretty long time and she's bi but I already kinda told her I like her and she said she doesn't reciprocate my feelings. I've been telling her that I don't like her even though I really do...
So I watched this for the first time on a bus back from a ski hill (I'm in this cool program thing. It's super fun). I was exhausted and somewhat heartbroken because this person I liked had basically just turned me down. I just listened to it on repeat for the whole 45-minute drive home. Now, I can hear the wheels moving and feel the rocking of the bus and smell the smell of tired kids and candy and I can remember how this put the pieces of me back together a little and sealed me away in a little bubble that I could just stay in away from reality. I know that noone will really see this but Dodie you make things that make people okay again, and thank you for that.
Me and my she have been speaking on and off for the last 9 months now. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, something about her is so enticing and different, I well and truly have fallen for everything about her. However something always gets in the way whenever things are starting to progress and I feel so helpless against it all. She has a 'friend' and she swears thats all it is but I can see that he definitely likes her as more than friends (who can blame him she's perfect) . I want to trust her and I do, but I just don't trust him. They've been spending a lot of time together yet she swears that there is nothing there. It hurts so much but I still feel so hung up on her, I can't let go, no matter how hard it gets, I just can't. I would rather put myself through the constant ache of not knowing than be without her. shit is bad at the moment, but I really, really hope it gets better soon.
Edit::::: 12/18 Well we grew distant, and despite the pain of not being able to talk to my she, wow it benefited me. I am so happy, I finally feel that I can focus on myself and have found a happiness that only I can replace. My time with my she, was an emotional roller coaster, however it taught me so much. I wish her well and I hope she is also as happy as I am.
Hurting you was the biggest mistake ive ever made, i realize how real you were when it came to other girls and it hurts thinking back to it, i dont know your relationship status but im almost positive youre with someone because youre perfect idk where im going with this but i love you. to my she
i hade a crush on my best friend at the time, she really messed me up. every time i listen to this song im reminded of her and its this kind of sappy feeling
I have a friend who I was in love with around the time this first came out. Turns out she hated me, she got rid of me as soon as she could. As soon as I asked, and no, I wasn’t a creep. We’ve been friends for a while.. she just kicked me out of her life. I cried for a week.
My "she" is the most precious person on earth to me. We know each other since 1st class. Her smile and laugh is breath-taking, even though two of her teeth are missing. She's the cutest human beeing I ever met. When I'm sad, she always cheers me up and makes me feel dizzy. And she's also my best friend and I'm very afraid of asking her out on a date. I'm just to shy, but I'm happy if she's just near to me.
Hi I’m a person2018-09-28 03:38:27 (edited 2018-09-28 03:42:47 )
My “she” is my STRAIGHT best friend, everyone knows I like her, its quite obvious, I blush whenever I’m around her, im so happy around her. She’s so pure, kind, adorable, happy, wonderful, just an amazing person. She’s also so pretty, her hazelnut eyes black curly hair, cute clothes. I hope she doesn’t see this, She might, she would know its me (she knows my user, and she knows the story and she’s the only person I call “pure” XD) Little storytime: Once I was laying outside with her and i saw a rainbow (one other friend was there) and I said to the other friend, that’s weird, the rainbow fades when ~name~ is out of my view. XD im so weird. Anyway, bye
My she, sits next to me in writing class and ik shes not straight (hence her im not straight braclet) and were both new to the school. I hope things work put between us in the future but I dont want to rush anything. She is so quiet and sweet, I low peer editing her work cause her writing is beautiful.
My She is so sweet, she would take a side glance at me every time we were in the same class. I'd pretend not to notice. She would blush at slightest things, she would pretend to let my flirts go over her head because she was too shy to say anything. Today we are dating and I'm slowly edging her out of her bubble. I'm helping her be more confident and I couldn't be happier to have her to myself. She's so sweet and shy, I love her so much and I feel so happy around her. She is so caring and loving, She is an absolute angel, this song reminded me a lot of her and i can't stop smiling!!!!!! :D
I first watched this video, when I had my first girl crush. I've liked her for 4 years straight now. She liked me back. Last year she told me I was a bitch and moved to a different school💔 After years of friendship 😔
i think i found my she. she's in my lab group in chemistry, as well as in my ap world and english ii honors class. she has the prettiest smile and such beautiful brown eyes– i've always adored brown eyes. they're like chocolate. she has the sweetest laugh and i can't help but smile everytime i hear it. she likes the same coffee shops i do and i want to take her on winter dates while she leans on my shoulder as we do tedious school work. i want her hand in mine and i want to run my hands through her curly brown hair. i want to make her smile and laugh. she's so beautiful and i adore her.
I have a crush on this girl I’ve known since pre-K and she’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen and she doesn’t know how I feel about her. I get butterflies whenever I see her. She is something I can’t describe. And she just sees a weird friend that is almost nonexistent. I just want her to notice me. And I cry every time I think about the fact that I can’t ever just even hold her hand. 😢
I feel guilty. My best friend just told me a guy likes her and she likes him back. I want to be happy for her but I can’t help but feel heart broken. I’ve loved her for the past 6 years but I respect her too much to tell her how I truly feel. But all I care about is that she’s happy, so if that means watching her with this guy, so be it.
I’m not even gay / bi/ pan and I’m crying now bc I relatteee to the lyrics on a Spiritual level. But for a boy that I asked out and will never like me back .
I'm really late but I'm going to show this to my girlfriend. I think that she would really like it speaking that we were once like that to each other. My girl means everything to me right now, and I love her with all my heart. Even though some people might not support us, I will still love her more than I thought I could. But here is our story (from my perspective)
I have known her for years, and I looked up to her. She had been out of the closet and VERY lesbian for years, and I was in the closet all through middle school and into high school. I decided that I needed to come out once I kissed a guy and hated it (long story) and so I came out. We hung out a lot after that because, well, were two lesbians and we need to stick together. I got a crush on her and I couldn't help myself. I was finally done with repressing myself, but I was still nervous. Finally, she asked me out. I took a few days to respond because I wasn't confident and thought she was still in love with her ex, but they ended on bad terms. I said yes after a few days, and we have been together ever since. In two days is our one month, so I know "ever since" isn't a long time, but I still love her.
update: its approaching two months and were still as happy as we can be. She means the world to me still, and every day my love for her grows more and more. I love her with all my heart. Life has blessed us both to find eachother, to listen and be listened to, to love and be loved, to cry and be cried on.
ian and riley!2018-08-10 06:32:49 (edited 2018-08-15 00:02:19 )
this is very late, but that’s okay. this song means a lot to me. i fell in love with my best friend. she was my everything. she would get sad sometimes, and she would get a lot of anxiety. and she had an awful mental problem that i hate called schizophrenia. one day she told me that whenever she’s with me the stupid voice in her head goes away. and from then on I wanted to stay with her forever.
one time at a sleepover we tricked our friends and said we were dating. so our friend said “kiss then if you’re a couple” i got so nervous and so i said “let’s look up how to fake kiss” and she was like “lol k” so we did. and ever since then we were like “kissing isn’t a big deal why don’t we just do it” she was my first kiss. and it sucked. i loved it. but i didn’t do anything because i didn’t know what to do. I love her so much. then we kissed again. and i actually kissed back. then we told each other about how we had a crush on each other. and it was amazing. we hadn’t started dating until like 2 weeks after that. that was in may.
i’ve lied to my dad about it. now i’m never allowed to see her again. only at school. and it’s awful. everyday i feel like giving up and honestly hurting myself. but i never did. because i knew i would have her back. i’ve been without her since june. and it’s awful.
we had this whole plan to move to london and get married and adopt a baby girl and name her yazi and live in a flat and go to college. and just love eachother. and i honestly can’t wait for it. i miss her so much. and i can’t wait to see her again.
O o f. I'm crying in the club. I'm scared to even tell her I'm gay, I'm scared to tell her I care about her, but I do. She's straight. I should get over her. I want to get over her but I can't. I sit silently and laugh with her but on the inside, we both know we should just be friends. I can't just wish her to be gay, but I do. Maybe I'll eventually get over her.
so this is me @ this girl i was. totally fucking gone for. she was engaged to a guy at the time and i'd resigned myself to just being her friend. fast-forward to today, and now that girl is mine lol- we have wedding colours picked out and everything.
My she is, at least from my point of view, the most interesting and exciting and wonderful person, and I know it’s bc it’s a crush and it’s infatuation and that’s just how you feel but just bc I know it’s me doesn’t mean that when I see her and I feel happy and excited that that’s not real or isn’t good. I don’t even want anything to happen, but I love being so excited and happy about another human being, especially one so kind and dedicated and caring and one who has the best laugh and the best smile and of course it doesn’t matter but is also one who is very cute and has the smallest and best face and who’s whole just demeanor and way of being makes me tighten up inside when I see her.
Kaelynn Mercier I love both, and I’m sure you’d do well either way, but which means more to you/makes you feel the most/relates to your life the most? If a song connects to you it really shines through when you perform.
Aya M Sometimes when I’m practising a song on guitar and it has a bit where I slide the chord up, I just do it over and over again because I love how it sounds 😂😂
im listening to this song now because im rehearsing it for music, but i sorta kinda definetly have a crush on the girl im working with and she suggested it and idk if its just because its an easy song and we both love dodie or (what my friends say is most likely) she likes me back because shes also hella gay and ugH
So.... I have a crush on a straight girl but I can’t get her out of my head, she is the most beautiful, charming, kind person I’ve ever met and I’m in love with her. I stare at her in class, she catches me looking and smiles, but that’s because she thinks we’re only friends. I want to tell someone, anyone, but nobody knows that I’m gay. I’m aching to send this to her but I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship. So, yeah. Just needed to get that off my chest.
Edit: I really wanna send this to her but even the thought of it makes me want to run and hide. Any advice??
Now knowing that dodie wrote this song about a girl in her friendship group, it makes me sad because the exact same thing happened to me and yet my "she" turned out to be nothing more than a selfish, manipulative person who didn't care about me. :(
I love how you reveal a small part of yourself every time you share your original songs. You write from the heart Dodie. She and Social Dance means so much to me and I treasure them a lot. You are such a wonderful person. Thank you for sharing your music and I wish i could meet you in person someday. Good luck with everything. <3
i saw a post on tumblr and this is what it said~ purple is blue and red but it’s a separate color. and no matter how much blue or red is in it it’s still purple
I just want to say this spoke to me. This made me think of my best friend. and how much I love her. Her name in my phone was actually She,,which is kinda crazy coincidental.
this is my favorite thing you have ever written, dodie; incredible use of poetic language... cutting and burning and gravelly and real and aching. my heard hurts, i am crying, i am feeling... during the winter it's hard for me to dig into those emotions, but this song does it for me. just. thank you. thank you.
QUICK STORY jk; I started having feelings for this Queer/Gay girl at my school before I knew I was Bi. It was really intense and scary for me and I ended up telling someone I thought I could trust and they betrayed me. Long story short she told a lot of people including the girl I had a crush on. My crush rejected me. And I know you shouldn't expect anyone to like you back just because of their being gay, but it still hurts to know that it's not heterosexuality that was stopping her from liking me back. It was just me that did. And all the while she was rejecting me she was talking about this other person that she liked. It hurt so fucking much. I still occasionally wish on 11:11 about her. Overall, I think I'm over her because of different guys that I've been texting to distract myself, but then something happened. She told me to listen to this song. I didn't recall it at first, but listening to it is tearing me to shreds bc the girl I have in mind is her. I don't why I have this on repeat. Or why I keep doing this to myself. I really hope she doesn't see this bc I'm not sure if she can recognize this user. And I've also sent playlists to her so there's a chance she'll come across this comment. So if YOU are reading this, don't mind me I'll get over it. ALL U PPL IN THE COMMENTS, COMMENT TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
Andromeda aw, I've felt like that too. The worst thing is, my "she" says I'm gorgeous and pretty and all that as a friend. So either she's lying or she doesn't like my personality. It hurts omfg. But I know we'll both get over it. We'll find a "she" that loves us back❤️
I kinda know how you feel, I kind of hinted to my crush that I like him and he asked if I liked him and I said no, because I was afraid he wouldn't like me and after that he said "Oh thank goodness!" I don't know why I still like him. He goes to another school now and I think about him all the time. What's worse is that I'm trying to forge about him and my friends keep teasing me about him.
My she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
I relate to this so much, I'm bisexual and I secretly like this girl who Is my best friend, but she's asexual and I have a boyfriend who I'm starting to fall out of sync with...
I really want to tell my friend but we're so close as friends and I don't know what she'd say, I don't want to ruin our friendship and I'm so scared she won't like me back..
EricaTheTherian If you can manage to gather the courage, I think you should tell her. But also try and explain how it’s fine if she doesn’t feel the same way about you. I just think you’d feel better to at least know the answer for certain rather than constantly wondering “what if...” 😊 There’s a 50/50 chance of her liking you back so you might as well find out if you can bring yourself to do it ☺️ Ngl, I’d find it incredibly difficult if it were me, I can’t tell anyone anything, but even if it takes a while for you to tell her, I think you should try :)
Two of my best friends are LGBT+ (well, more than that are, but these two I’m focusing on for a reason). One’s lesbian, the other’s bisexual. Earlier this year, my bisexual friend admitted she had feelings for the lesbian friend. These feelings weren’t reciprocated, and for a few days they were hardly talking to one another (mainly because one of them is hella dramatic😂) but after that they got just as close as they were before. I’m sure you can keep your friendship just as strong if your feelings aren’t reciprocated 💜
i actually don't know anymore.. i have a girl crush and she is really beautiful, she's smart, and she's kind. but she's really straight and everyone actually feels that i like her, of course i denied that. but what if she actually knows? i don't want our friendship to be awkward, uGHHHH she's straight btw :(
chesκα if you think she knows and she still hangs out with you, obviously she doesn't mind. Maybe she's not as straight as u think :> if nothing you should tell her, who knows what'll happen cause there's no real bad outcome if she loves being with you, cause just having a crush on her wouldn't change anything drastically unless she likes you back. Idk just do you xd
chesκα if your friendship is true and she finds out, it won't be weird. My current crush is my straight best friend, and she and I always joke about my crush together. If you guys have a good friendship, it wouldn't be a roadblock. Sometimes it can even bring you closer together. But be warned, cause it does kinda hurt a little more when she knows and doesn't feel anything and she dates guys and stuff idk yeah
Don't rush it. I am not saying "never". Just wait for the right moment. This could make your relationship awkward and if U really want her, its OK. If U cherish that friendship, you wait for her.
all my friends that I've told that I'm bi were pretty stunned, they all thought I was straight. truth is, it's because I never said anything openly gay, but careful not to say anything promisingly straight either. point being, if she hasn't stated she's not into girls or whatever, then she might not be so perfectly straight as you perceive. however if she has, don't worry about it. i've come to learn wasting your time on straight girls is just mentally tiring and can lead to self doubt. not worth it. you deserve better, and no matter how far away it seems you do get over it. buckle up, you'll be alright x
If she is kind and smart, she'll accept it. When dealing with someone that liked me and I saddly didn't feel anything back, I gave 'em a big long hug, a tight squeeze to make it clear it'll all be okay. Here is a tight squeeze to you, it'll be okay 🥀
Same, I like one of my best friends, the most awful thing is that my two other best friends acts as if we’re a couple, no one knows I like her, and she goes along with it... like a joke. I told my best friend, which is actually my bff from day one, that I’m bi but she took it as a joke too. I’m curious, am I a joke to them? I feel so small when I’m with them but I love them all. My crush sat next to me at class and she’s so nice, I reaaally like her. For most of the people I guess she looks decent? I think she’s one of the prettiest person I’ve met, she’s hilarious too. She’s straight tho, sometimes she says some celebrities make her feel gay, but that’s how everyone feels. I don’t want to open up to her neither do I want to tell anyone else. But it hurts to keep it only to myself ):
I feel like my best friend has a crush on me and since she told me that she's bi and started to act like she likes me more than a friend it's so awkward between us. And I don't wanna hurt her or end our friendship couse I think she has a crush on me, that would be really stupid. But I can'r treat her normally now and I feel guilty about it..
Omigosh same except my she is not straight but... she’s known that I like her and she’s a really open person usually and tells her crushes she likes them and I thought she liked me and she’s really kind and super smart and adorable and funny but she’s never talked to me about love and we are just friends right now and idk...
I just told my straight friend who I love so much. She told me she's not upset, she's not creeped out, and she still loves me unconditionally with all her heart. She felt honoured I love her because she thinks I'm the most amazing girl she's ever met. So we unconditionally love each other and that's just as strong as romantic love 💗.
chesκα I’m in the same situation here I like one of my friends and me and her are both bi and she is like maybe one of my closest friends I have and I feel so awkward thinking about her xxx
chesκα if tou think she knows and she does than it is alright, right? Cause she behaves the same. And if you tell and she is going to be rude and stuff she is just no good friend
Same here. In my case, she found out anyways. She always knew. But we're still bestfriends. We're not dating but that's ok, I still have her even though i wanted her to be mine.
I’m in the same situation and yesterday i told her I liked her and I ruined everything and I regret it and we were best friends like we were inseparable
This song is mentally bad for me. It reminds me of this terrible one-sided love I used to have for a girl.
I went out of my way to make her smile. I'd hang out with her whenever possible. I'd be her shoulder to cry on when she needed it. I was even willing to neglect my own life if it meant I could enrich hers. But for what she meant to me, I did not mean as much for her, and she broke my heart because of that. I had to let her go for my own good, because it just hurt so much.
It's been a couple of months since then and I'm ready to move on. But listening to this song just makes all those past feeling rush back to me and I feel myself reaching back to those days. I know I should stop but... I can't help listening to this song over and over.
This song gave me the courage to come out to my parents.
The only sad thing is, is that the person I think of when listening to this song is no longer alive and it kills me when I think of what could have been :(
Annnddd my ‘She’ is probably straight. We barley talk and we go soccer club together and she’s just so adorable and cute. She’s a year younger than me, there’s something about her that makes me like shdjsjfjsjfjd. She stares at me for ages and it makes me uncomfortable but comfortable idkkk... We went to the library together with my friend and I, who was helping me with her. I was so nervous and she was like staring at me for half the time... I can’t even speak to her properly I’m just so frustrated with myself sometimes.
She means everything to me? .... yeah. But to her, I taste like nothing... nailed it. I'll be okay admiring from a far, cause even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart. NAILED IT. I'm glad I'm not alone. As selfish as that sounds.. I'm glad that there are people out there who made it through this and are still happy and alive even though it feels like being stuck in hell- on the inside.
I have a She. This She also likes girls (woohoo). But my She is liked by another. They've known each other longer and the other is way prettier than myself. I don't know what to do and I can't say anything, because the other would get mad at me and my She would most likely not return my feelings. I'm stuck in a loop of If I could tell her but I shouldn't, and I don't want to end up as the water in a stormdrain, neglected and dirty. So I'm just here, admiring my She and her being one of my best friends, but myself not being able to tell her. (This is why I literally always cry when listening to If I could tell her)
Edit: She and the friend are dating now, and I can't liveeeeeee (ok I can live physically though)
Update: They're still together, and I'm third wheeling with them at the mall. H e c k
I think you should tell her. I'm pretty much in the same boat as you, but my she doesn't like girls. So I say go for it. Maybe I haven't but maybe you'll have the confidence I don't and do it.
This is exactly what I'm going through right now 😫 it's honestly so painful but I don't want to loose her friendship so I guess I'll just tell her when I know I'll never see her agin 😕 xx
Wow wtf this is exactly me right now... just my “She” like this other girl... and yeah I’m stuck here being her best friend :( I hope everything goes great for you!!
Lizbeth Idc I ship it! Good luck! (thank good it's not a straight girl) I kinda want them to break up. Shit I'm mean... But whatever I hope you'll be happy.
Every time I listen to this song I think of the girl I have a crush on at school. The problem is that I'm still in the closet at school , I do want to come out but I only really have 2 freinds the girl I have a crush on and one of my other freinds and I don't want either of them to hate me . And if there's the slightest chance of her liking me I'm gonna be moving in a few months so I don't know what to do
To all the people that are struggling with crushes on straight people: It gets better. I had a “she”. She was straight, my ex friend told everyone that I liked her. She took it badly and ignored me. It hurt my heart badly. But now I have a beautiful girlfriend I think I was her “she” but I wasn’t straight. She came out in sixth grade then went back in the closet and came back out in 8 th grade after asking me for help on how to come out. She liked me in 7th grade but just ignored it and then the feelings came back. We are now freshman in highschool and I love her. We started dating about two days after our homecoming. On November first it will be 1 month.☺️
I've got a crush on a girl at my school (I'm a girl too) and we're sort of friends. I came out to her as gay and she told me that she might be bi but she doesn't know. I really like her but there's no way in hell she'll like me. It's so horrible to see her nearly everyday and hug her everyday and talk to her everyday but know that we could never be in a relationship.
I'm in a similar situation actually apart from I don't know if I'm bi or bi curious. I told her that I liked her well used to and she kinda freaked out, but now she like is very close to me and it's nice. but it's too late because, I like this other girl who is so beautiful, I know she doesn't really like me that much like that but, were really close as friends. although I don't think she likes me, on tag day or whatever it's called to wear ur own clothes at school, she kept checking me out, and touching her lips while looking at me. so idk but if I ever told her she would tell the whole school, so have to get over her.
I'm in the same situation, with the exception that she told me she might be bi like 2 years ago so I really wanna ask her about her sexual orientation now but i don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable. But at the same time i need anwers bc i'm crushing so hard on her :(
I was in a similar situation about a year ago except she was straight and we'd been best friends since the start of primary (elementary) school. I remember every day at school she would tell me about her crush (on a boy) and it crushed my heart and soul! She even said she might be in love! Then, after she told him that she liked him, she got over it and I was SO happy! I came out to her and she was really supportive and just the best! I no longer have those feelings for her and (since high school) we have become distant but I still think she's great! (That's my story.... sorry it was long lol)
I don't know exactly what it is, but something about your voice is so wholesome and relatable and just...... UNDENDINGLY BEAUTIFUL that I can't stop listening to it and I sincerely hope you keep writing music because it's wonderful. :)
Julia Perry I really wish this was on the EP, but it seems she chose newer songs for that. Maybe there will be a music video on her new VEVO channel. There is still hope for this song
I normally don't add such personal comments on youtube videos but this song is extremely special to me (as is Dodie, I adore her so much). Basically my best friend throughout all of high school, who said she was straight, recently admitted she had an enormous crush on me. I'm a pansexual female and although at first I was worried about ruining our friendship now we are kind of secretly dating (only a few peeps know) and I couldn't be happier. It's both of our first time dating a girl so everything is so exciting and new and lovely. But yes, this song is an amazing song about loving a girl and it makes me so happy to see that represented on youtube. That's all I have to say for now :3
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Raya C2017-09-06 01:51:48 (edited 2017-09-06 02:43:22 )
"she" lead me on and left me alone and cold. its not her fault but i cant help to feel something is wrong with me... she used to message me everyday during classes and now she ignores me. im so broken
My She has a crush on a guy... Even after he rejected her She won’t stop telling me how much she likes him.. And now I think she’s having a crush on another guy..
I wish my damn heart didn’t ache so badly when I saw her with a guy..
she was a new student that came in 6th grade. i’d never known of any other girl like her. i didn’t know what was happening and why i took such a liking to her so quickly, this urgency to be close to her.
give it a year and while i’m still in a pit of crushing on another boy, a new friend group emerges and we’re all in it. i’ve come more to terms with my sexuality and it feels so real to me.
but he... he doesn’t like me back. and although i’ve known this since the beginning, it hurts. so i cling. i cling to her, i tell her about how i feel about him, i tell her i’m capable of loving more than just boys. i cling to every shred of hope and happiness she gives to me.
and another year passes, and the thought of him still stings just a bit. but the pain. the pain of her. her liking him. him liking her. them liking each other. it’s an unbearable feeling of unworthiness. of how i’m not good enough for either of them.
and he’s happy without me. she’s happy without me. they’re happy. without me.
and i’ll be here for her when she needs even when it hurts me to my core.
Jasmine Maestro don't worry, you're time will come. Maybe it wasn't meant to be, even if you thought it was. Everyone has a soulmate, yours is waiting for you. Stand strong.
this girl and i met online and we became really close. we wanted to send each other gifts for our 1yr friendship anniversary. i suck at buying gifts but i thought i bought nice things. i sent them to her. when she texted me that the box arrived at her house, i was so so so happy. she said she loved everything. i was so happy. its been over 3 months and i havent received my box yet. we havent texted since april. but who knew a couple months could feel like a couple years... i see that shes active on twitter, but she never texts me. she has this other internet friend, and theyre close, and they say they love each other. she was self conscious, but i told her that she's beautiful, because thats really how i felt. i developed feelings for her. i wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend, but i was too nervous. i was working up the courage. but when i was ready to tell her, it was too late. she doesn't talk to me anymore. i really want to tell her how i feel replaced and hurt, but shes going through bad depression and i dont want to worsen things. but i need my feelings to get out of me. her birthday is in 2 months, and i want to send her a letter, wishing her a happy birthday, but also what ive been feeling. im scared.
I think you should try to text/message her and tell her you miss talking to her, even if she may not reciprocate your feelings. Keeping a friend is better than losing one over unrequited love. Maybe she really missed you, too.
Even if she admits she doesn't want to talk anymore, ending a relationship (platonic or romantic) by saying a proper goodbye is better. It makes it a lot easier to move on.
Anyways, I understand how painful it can be when it seems you're losing a friend. Good luck, I hope all goes well with you whether you decide to contact her or not :)
Raya C2017-10-27 22:23:09 (edited 2017-10-27 22:24:22 )
i love her. i really do. she claims to love me but why would she? how could she?im just me. im nothing. she doesnt believe me when i say i wont leave her... maybe she wants me gone. i dont know,,, i just cant lose someone so perfect and im so scared that ill never be enough
Because I don't know you, I can't point out all the things she may adore, but I know they are there, your beautiful eyes, tinkling laugh, your courage, your intelligence. But even if not, don't throw away this beautiful chance for love. The fact that she loves you is enough. Hug her for me.❤️💛💚💙💜
PS. I know this is old, but I just needed to respond in case
i know im late but please don’t let your dark toughs come in the way of your feeling to her❤️ take it from me i did let that happen and i still regret it.
Alright so I don’t want to over analyze here but you are clearly seeking approval on the internet. Now that is not particularly a bad thing, it just won’t help you, believe me, I’ve been there. You won’t believe us either if we tell you that you are great. So what you are gonna want to do is seek approval from within, because that’s the only sincere way of approval and the only way this approval will stick to you. And I’m not saying it’s easy, otherwise you probably would have done it already, but sooner or later you are going to have to try. Otherwise none of your relationships will work out because you will demand too much of them. Sending love.
Girls don't believe it when guys or anyone who they love say things like not leaving them cause they are scared that if they ever believe what you said they're gonna fall deeply in love and then regret it knowing that she wasn't enough worthy of your love so you left her for someone else. And some girls are like me who've seen their mom suffer because of that
I feel the same way about this girl at my school..we were dating but she’s so scared that her parents would find out she’s dating a girl so we had to break up, and she left me for this guy. But I’ll be okay because she’s happy with him. I don’t know why I’m telling you this..something’s wrong with me
Anon x this is really frustrating! The most important thing is that you are good to her and if you intend to do that then you are worth her! Stop being emotional, it's not cute, the girl you like likes you. You've won, now take the victory with some grace and buy her some goddamn flowers.
I know it’s been five months since this comment and I know absolutely nothing about you but I can guarantee there is something about you to love. Maybe you bite your lip when you really think about something. Maybe you scrunch up your nose when you disagree with someone’s opinion. Maybe you look up at the ceiling when you talk about something important to you. Maybe you smile crooked or tap when you’re excited or any of another billion tiny things, but you are not boring or ordinary. It is impossible. You’re not just you; you’re the ONLY you. you’re lovable. never doubt that.
Anon x I know you're just talking about your problems, and sorry, but the way you arranged the words is amazing. Hope everything goes well, and remember: You will never be alone. People love you. So if she doesn't care, let her go. There are many other people that care. ❤
Has anyone Jsut not wanted to have a she, has told her like 50000 times but still has said no... Once she actually said she liked me, but she was dating this boyyyy... And he onyl tried once😭😭
She smells clean and bath and body works like a sheet right from the Dyer was spritz with perfume and her brown straight hair and she is quirky and loves fun head bands and she has tiny hats in her looker and she wears leggings under shorts and fights with her younger siblings and her care free smile and blue mascara everyone questions but I love and her eyes I can never quite pin point the color of somewhere between gray gold and the color of a deep like by her house and the was she wears heels to school even though they hurt her feet and how she loves fall and Halloween and presents at Christmas and bunnies at Easter and fireworks on the 4 th of July I really love her but she is my best friend
currently in my room. listening to the rain. laying on my bed with tears streaming down the sides of my face . this is the one thing that brought me joy all day, thankyou dodie. I’ve listened to this song over 100 times and my arms get goosebumps every time.
I actually have a weird story... I identify as bisexual but i lean a lot more towards boys. But... My first love was a girl. Her name was Noomie. We were 13 and dated for 10 months! I’m 15 now and it’s been so long... But i still cry at night if i think to much about her. Her smile, her voice, her lovely little hands! Her bright peanut butter colored skin and her dark curly locks that she hated but i loved. I can’t believe how lucky i was for being with her for such a long time... The time i had with her is precious to me and i haven’t fallen for a girl since so i guess she was just that special... I identify as bi. But so far there has only been one girl that has kept me up at night just by smiling so brightly. I miss her... But i thank her...
To my she I love you I love how your so confident and you might not love anything about yourself but I love everything I know we never really shared anything intimate besides that one time we cuddled and then I laid on you and I just want you to know S I love you a lot and I hope you find you she or them/he/it/doll
I NEED TO RANT BASICALLY ON DISCORD THIS GIRL JOINED THE SERVER AND WE STARTED TALKING AND SHE'S SO SWEET AND SHE ASKED ME TO MARRY HER AND WE ARE MARRIED (not literally lmao) BUT IDK IF THAT MEANS SHE LIKES ME ORRRRR BUT I'M OVER HERE CATCHING FEELINGS MAN IDK WOT TO DO
I came out as pan to my mom about two months ago, I think she doesn't believe me. She has always said that she doesn't have a problem with LGBT+ people even though we're catholic (plz give me help to help her accept that I'm pan)
I kind of felt the same when I was coming out as bi to my mom, I kept dropping not so subtle hints like 'I'd date either a guy or a girl if I liked them' and she was like 'uh-huh' as if she wasn't listening until I said I was bi, I don't get how she didn't get it until then tbh
It was the first day of school. She is known as the loud class clown. She is the confadient but is secretly insecure about a lot of things she would never tell anyone. A girl with long dark hair and eyes as black as the night sky walked into the classroom. She couldn't help but to stare at this beautiful human being that had just enterd her life. They spent long nights laughing, talking, and just being together. Every time she looked into the dark eyes of the girl she could swear she could stars light up in them. Often times she found her hand reaching for hers before taking tests, going on stage, or when she was simply feeling nervous. Her heart broke when the girl had an anxiety attack. They would sit in the bathroom stall as the girl would tremble, shake and cry. She would hold her trembling body as close to hers as she could. She would hold her hand to her heart and whisper "don't worry,I will always be here". Soon the girl discoverd she felt love for this dark haired, stary eyed girl that had crept her way into her heart. She would do anything for her. She was her world. She went to confess her love to the dark haired girl and found her hands, that she so often held, intertwined with anothers. Hot acid tears foarmed in her eyes as she ran. She ran to the bathroom and sank to the floor. She's gone, she can never be mine
No my world has lost its color. Stars are no longer twinkles of light I and she gaze at in wonder and awe. I never new something as beautiful and wonderful as stars, lakes, trees and rocks Could cause so much pain
I used to listen to it secretly and think about that girl I was hopelessly in love with. I pass on this advice, tell her. You'll regret it if you don't my dudes. Trust me
Ill never stop loving you, ill never forget your cream skin and your chocolate freckles, your caramel hair. Ill never forget your kiss that tastes of the spice you were named for. Ill never stop loving you Saffron, ill never forget our time. You were my first real love
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Sara ??2018-07-24 15:53:24 (edited 2018-07-24 15:54:07 )
i recently had to end something with somebody who i really love a lot. she’s ethereal. i love the way her lips felt on mine, the way we ugly laughed together like we didn’t have a care in the world, the way her hazel eyes looked in the light, and how she said my name. i love you. i love you with every ounce of my being and i’m sorry.
she.. she held my hand and we walked and walked. she was my best friend, and my first love. sadly, she didn't feel the same, although she said she had a crush on me. she was so anxious and snarky and beautiful. I probably sound like a creep, and if she read this, she'd probably hate me even more. but I still really love her, and I'd like to start taking again. I just can't seem to let go.. heh. I can't possibly describe her in words to type. she's just... she. memorizing. wonderful. odd. amazing.
I sound so weird and stalkerish and ugh. just ignore this maybe please?
there was this girl in my grade. we had a couple classes together, and she was so sweet and so nice. she was popular, and really pretty. we would talk sometimes, but i felt like i was just the girl who could work computers and help you do work. i wanted to be around her all the time. i wanted to be her best friend. i wanted to be more than her best friend.
this song gave me the ability to except that i might like her more than a friend. thank you dodie ♥️
This is probably about my millionth time listening to this song and I still love it so much. I really love it and I feel the lyrics. Its so beautifully written tbh. I really just connect to every part of this song.
It seems every time I listen to dodie’s songs I hear something different about it. and every time and i relate to it in some way it makes me feel something, I don’t know what it is but Its addicting. : )
I know I’m late but I want to share too. I cried when I found this song today. I have a “she” right now. She’s my best friend and I would do anything for her. I came out to her and then a few months later I told her I liked her. She understood, after all she was very understanding. However, I regretted saying that, no I didn’t regret that i was bent, no she didn’t go telling everybody, she wouldn’t never do such a thing. However, I just wished I said I love you instead of I like you, because now I realise what it actually is. She’s straight, but she gets it, she’s cool with it. But somehow, I still feel like I did someone wrong. Sometimes I think to myself “why did u do this? Why did you fall in love with her?” But I guess it was fate. Who could blame me? She was talented and nice, charming and trustworthy. She had chocolate brown hair, freckles and green and orange eyes that were so beautiful. She was, no IS, everything to me. I just wish it would be easier talking to her about it. It’s very hard for me to open up. I don’t even know she really understands how much I love her. And it’s hurts when she doesn’t love me, but I guess that’s just life. I really want to send this to her, but I’m too scared.
i have a very clear memory of crying to this song in seventh grade when i first realised i was gay and liked my friend. this song has honestly got me through so much bullshit and it will, no matter how many years in the future, always have an extremely close place to my heart. thank u dodie <33333
i never thought a perfect person could exist until i saw you. your happiness means everything to me, and if that means that i’ll never get to tell you all of the little things i love about you, then it’ll be fine. your smile means more than anything i could ever give you.
There was a girl in my friend group that I’ve honestly always had a crush on. Her mom is in the military and she was going to be stationed across the country, so she had to move soon. I never had any classes with her, but we would always see each other outside of school and after school. During a lunch period (which i didnt have with her) a friend gave me a letter that she wrote for me, basically explaining that she liked me. So, I wrote one back to her saying that I felt the same. I gave it to my friend that would give it to the girl, and she did that same day. After school we hugged but I had to leave. A month later she moved across the country, and a year later I’m here. I sometimes wonder if she forgot about me.
I just realized that Dodie was playing the guitar in this video! I remembered when she said that she found it difficult to play the guitar because her fingers were so short (that's why she plays the uke more often), but this song sounds so good! <3
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Ali Cool2018-06-16 22:07:41 (edited 2018-06-16 22:08:32 )
I remember watching this video. I remember watching it outside in the rain, drinking and smoking, feeling shit. I remember wondering how on earth I would ever feel okay with liking girls, and with being different.
I’m watching this video again 12 months later. The same emotional feeling strikes me, but this time it aren’t tears of sadness. I’m so happy. I’m so lucky. I’m so grateful for being different. But especially, I’m so grateful for being able to love and be in love with someone. This girl has changed my life for good - in the better - and I love her so much and I’m not ashamed anymore, I’m proud of who I am and I want to tell everyone who is struggling with the same things I used to, that (and I know you’ve heard this a million times already) it’s gonna be more than okay and you’re gonna be fine and you’re gonna find real, true and great love and in the end that’s what it’s all about.
I know it's kind of stupid to be writing this comment, but everyone is making this a nice little collage of stories so why not add one?
My "she" was a year younger than me, but two years behind me in classes (she didn't fail, i just skipped). All during my senior year I started to notice her more and more thinking that she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. It wasn't until two months before the end of the year that I realized I had a crush on her. I told her at my graduation party the weekend after graduation, and she gave me her number, but nothing ever came of it. I still look at things and they remind me of her. I really wanted things to work out especially since I tried so many times to tell her in those last two months, but was too nervous until that last day that I saw her.
Every time I think this song won't bring me to tears, every time, I end up being wrong. It's been so long, and I'll never forget mumbling these words to my self from across the room whenever I saw you. I'll never forget sitting there covered in blankets and tears begging just to be loved. We've both drifted away, but every once in a while I like to swim back to that time, even if I know you won't be there.
I've commented on this like 8000 times but I don't care it's late at night don't judge me internet
I fell in love with a girl. I fell in love with her eyes and her hair and her spirit, how she sparkled in the sunlight. And then she left me. She told me she never loved me. And then she left.
I know my she from acting camp, she’s beautiful and hilarious and her personality is just wow! I told her i was bi because i painted my nails for pride month, she told me she the “straightest straight person ever” so i could never date her but i reallly wish i could. I might even love her
i really, really love my friend. and she to me quite a while ago. but not anymore. i wish i'd told her that i love her then. nobody's ever liked me- i'm not exactly attractive or popular. and i was asexual until i realised what i felt for her. i told her how i feel i think two weeks ago, i'm not sure, and now she just assumes i don't feel like that anymore. but i do, and i love her so much.
When I first listened to this song I never knew why it hit me so hard or why I felt connected to it and now I'm listening to it and I can proudly say I'm bisexual girl that like girls and boys...and man do I like girls 😅
I told my boyfriend that I was bisexual and once liked a girl. He said, "As long as you love me right now and no one else, I don't really care. You're beautiful no matter what." WHAT A CUTIEEE
I first listened to this when I was in the closet. I gotta say, this song hit home so hard I got scared...Now I listen to this when I am out to pratically EVERYONE and I'm glad I am. You are an inspiration to me and I love you to death.
I was obsessed with this song a while ago just over a year ago... and I didn’t understand why because I thought I was straight and had never liked a girl. Now, I’m happy accepting that I am bisexual, I repressed and avoided crushes on girls pretending I only wanted to be their friend which wasn’t healthy. Now I know why I liked this song, I related so much to it, and all the days spent listening to this on repeat with such bittersweet emotions make so much sense now. Thank you Dodie 💖
Ever wonder how many peoples stories you make it into? Even as a really small side character or maybe someone who makes a difference in someones life even if you don’t realize?
I think I might sing this for my talent show. Because I have this crush on a girl,and I love this song. And we are best friends,so even if she doesn’t like me like I like her,we will always be friends.
This made me think of you. I listened to this on repeat for a year, thinking about your smile. You caught me in your trap. Those 6 months were the sweetest & painful memories. And even after all these months I hear this song & think of you. And how I still love you, even though you don’t feel the same.
It hurts knowing that she's the person that makes me question my sexuality. It hurts knowing that I've never met her and probobly never will. It hurts looking at pictures of her and wishing that I was in them. It hurts knowing that she doesn't know I exist when I exist for her...
This song made me actually cry which is an impossibly rare thing for me since I often have a lot of trouble expressing my emotions. I discovered this song years ago and always thought of this one girl from 5th grade when I listened to it. That year she had told me that she would be moving away at the end of the school year. I was too shy though so I let her slip away without ever knowing how I really felt about her. Now I'm revisiting this song and the memory of that is just flowing through me, but not only that. It's now reminding me of my other lost crushes like my first one from third grade who found out through my friend talking loudly about it with me while she was right there and said she didn't like me. Or my second one from fourth grade who also moved away at the end of the year, she was really special because although we never really said it I think we both really liked each other. Or my most recent heartbreak from a girl who I've been friends with since elementary school and through middle school. At the end of 8th grade I found out that she had a boyfriend so there was no point really telling her anymore. So now this just reminds me of the "Shes" who meant everything to me.
I love her so much it hurts. The way she gets me like no one else. Her excitement for things that only comes around every so often but when it does, you can't help but feel excited too. The way she's always been there when I need her. Our little crazy conversations about silly things. Our serious conversations that we both only feel comfortable talking about with each other. The freckles all over her checks that just add to her beauty. I just love everything about her. But she'll never feel the same way. She, truly, means everything to me
Love how people are all relating to this and each other, I love my best friend too and it hurts, I hate it but I would hurt for her, God everyday I would hurt for her
My "she" lives far away from me... i knew her in a vacation and I miss her so much... she's beautiful, she has blonde hair and blue eyes and her smile is so beautiful. I cried when I left and I promised her that I will go to her city one day. I just wish she was here with me...
I wish someone loved me as much as you guys in the comments love the people you’re talking about.
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Clara Barz2018-06-07 13:38:30 (edited 2018-06-07 13:38:43 )
i loved you for... for so long. for about 8 months, wasn't it? your smile, your dimples, the way you'd softly sleep on my shoulder and how you'd always play with my hair back when it was long, everything made my heart throb. we drifted apart, and i don't love you anymore. i have someone else. you probably do to. you changed. a lot. i remember clinging onto the memories for as long as i could. being inlove with who you once were. and it hurt. but i'll never forget that first-time spark and how i realised; how i realised who i really was. how i realised i'm pansexual, how i began questioning my gender and identity and how that one single spark changed my everything. i remember listening to this song everyday and crying. crying for so long. i remember all the pain. but that pain led to the better. because of you i am who i am today and although i do not love you, you did a lot for me. even if you never realised it. i wish i could say this to you face to face. i wish you'd understand.
I fell for you, I fell hard. I fell for the way your fingers danced on piano keys, I fell for your eyes which turned into pools of molten gold in the sunlight, I fell for your magnificent smile and for the way your laugh floated into the sky like a cloud that had taken a wrong turn and just found its way back home. I loved everything about you. And you loved him.
This is probably really weird to say, but this song, oh this song helped me learn some things about myself I didn’t know. I listened to this song when I was thirteen and had no interest in a relationship at all. Yet, I connected with it. From the longing for a person I could never have to the fact that you’re singing about a girl (and I am female). I kind of brushed it off though. Then I went a while thinking I was aromantic, but this feeling this song gave me stuck with me... Then this April I just full on realized that I like this girl.... I just listened to this song and realized, I thought about her every time I listened. The connection I felt to this song finally made sense and I just wanted to say thank you for sharing this song with the internet! -Snap Pea
the girl i’m in love with just said she’s falling in love (with someone else) to intertwined. listening to this and moping is how i’ve decided to deal w it
So at this moment of time I'm fighting with my internet gay crush, and its kind of my fault because I was childish, but you know I got pretty salty when she got drunk and then messaged me that she loved me and wanted to go out with me and then proceeded to want to forget the whole ordeal.... anyway I love this song so thankyou for cheering me up ^_^
her dark hair and hazel eyes and pasty skin. her crooked teeth and freckles. the way she smiles and the way she talks. the way her eyes hold mine when we talk. the way she calls out the answer in class and the way she sings on stage. the way she laughs and the way she walks.
I’ve always listened to this song and thought it was pretty, but never felt a real connection to it. Well that changed. I met my “she” this summer and I’m still trying to convince myself it’s not a crush, because I’ve never liked a girl or thought about a girl like I think about “she”. I’m just very confused. I don’t know if I’ll ever tell anyone, definitely not her. “And I’ll be okay admiring from afar. Because even when she’s next to me we could not be more far apart.”
And now I’m sobbing over this song. But honestly thank you Dodie.
You'll never know, because I just can't find the courage to tell you. I love you more than anyone else. You helped me find myself and someone I could relate to. The feeling in my lungs, heart, stomach, my soul when I'm around you is consuming me slowly. I've become obsessed with spending time with you, no matter how strange it may seem. I know you would be open, yet the only relationship we have had was a pretend one for a prank I enjoyed too much. There was a reason I was the one who asked you out in the prank. There is a reason I worry about getting too close. Because I was getting too close. I wasn't cautious anymore. I wasn't spending time with my family anymore. I need to tell you, but it seems as impossible as holding the sun in your hands. It seems foolish... But it's true. The she I always talk about is you
I know this is about a girl loving another girl and I’m straight, but this really cute and I’m glad others feel comfortable. I know I’m a Christian, but I still love gay people because God tells me to love my neighbors as myself ❤️
you’d never realized, but i loved you. you hurt me so much, yet i waited. i waited and waited and you never fucking gave me what i waited so long for. i know i don’t deserve what i want, but i wanted you, maci. i just wanted you. couldn’t you just give me you?
I met my 'she' about 2 years ago in our first year of high school, we were both new to the school and we were also to awkward to talk to people, but every time I walked behind her to get to a lesson, I'd talk about things that she might have been interested in to get her attention and actually talk to her, but it didn't work, but in one of our science lessons, a friend of mine started talking to her about roblox (of all things) and they shared Skype details, and then I managed to get her details as well, and a few group calls later and we became stupidly close, but my admiration for her was still there from the beginning of the year, and lots of people realised that I was still being a bit awkward (out of fear of being a doofus and messing up) but over time, those feelings grew and even she started to get some feels .
We've been dating for a really short time and we're inseparable already.
Except for one problem. My mum wants to move out of the neighbourhood and school, and I don't know how I feel about a long-distance relationship.
(Side notes that are irrelevant to the story:
She was my first girl crush She is honestly one of the best humans on earth.)
I used to listen to this song so much, but I couldn't quite feel the lyrics like I do now that I'm in love with a girl. This song is so relatable now, it hurts a little.
I remember when I first figured out I was bi (I lean more towards girls tho. I don't really like guys, it's rare) and this song scared me so badly. I was so scared to admit I liked girls and I had a huge crush on this one girl at the time. You see, I was scared because my parents are extremely homophobic to the point where they're happy when they find out when gays are killed. So I was in so much denial I didn't want to believe that I liked girls. Now I've gotten to the point where I accept it. I'm still terrified to come out to people but I accept myself and I think that's the first step :)
It’s a weird feeling, when you realize you’re in love with your best friend. It’s this weird contentment because you know she cares for you in most ways, but it’s also a great deal of pain. She will never look at you the same way you look at her or read into the little glances or touches. You just feel... strange...
Am I allowed to look at her like that Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me
I'd never tell No I'd never say a word And oh it aches But it feels oddly good to hurt
She smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me
and I'll be okay Admiring from afar Cause even when she's next to me We could not be more far apart Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall But to her I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep She tastes like apple juice and peach You would find her in a polaroid picture And she means everything to me
Been with a boy for almost a year and ope suddenly i realize that i’m not happy. A trans girl and a non-binary person come up to me and turn my life upside down. So I guess i’m pan surprise! Idk I mean I love my sexuality and knowing more of who I am, but it doesn’t seem so important. I mean yeah it makes me really happy and i’m proud, but i’m not surprised and I guess a part of me always knew. Idk. My point is, i like the song bc it reminds me of the first girl I liked and idk, while I think sexuality is great and important, it doesn’t define you. And these are just my thoughts lol. I’m proud, but it doesn’t define me, and i’m happy.
OOF. I remember listening to this song when I had a crush on a girl. Moved on because I knew I had no chance with her. We always talked but then after a while, she hardly ever talked to me. Anyways, I found this amazing guy who is now my boyfriend. <3 However, the girl I used to like now flirts with my boyfriend. ._. She's still as sweet as a cupcake though - can't seem to hate her. ); EDIT: I'm now realising that I probably just admired her, not had a crush on her. I don't really know. :O
Like maaaaaannn I can say I relate I liked a girl she was the coolest, she always played around and being touchy (not realizing I'm going bonkers inside) but she was straight and when I came out to her I felt like she kinda pushed back made me sad but that's okay
I liked my best friend for months and a one day when I got stood up, she said she liked me but it was a complete lie and she broke it off with me 4 days later and we didn't talk for months it broke my heart
I know I’m super late and probably no one will care but I have a “she”. I fell for months ago. She is beautiful, absolutely stunning, intelligent, kind, talented, wonderful, and absolutely perfect. I love her and don’t know what I would do without her. She is gay. She liked me for the smallest time and we were happy. Then she told me she liked our other best friend. I was broken but being the person I am I told her that she should talk to her. She went off to talk to her and I crumbled apart. My best friends are now happily together. And I spend nights wishing I had the courage to tell her how I felt. I still love her and she is oblivious.
We met in kindergarten. I ran up to you and said 'let's be friends'. I couldn't have chosen a more true friend. As we grew up we grew apart. We finally stopped talking after I told you I'm pansexual. You said it was okay, you said you were okay with it. That was the last time we hung out for a long time.
That year you didn't invite me to your birthday party for the first time in 10 years. So when my birthday came around, I didn't invite you to mine.. for the first time in 10 years. it was a little after that, a little time of going to every play you were in, getting your autograph, hugging you, watching from afar, getting jealous of boys walking next to you, that I realized...
This song hits so close to home for me. every word Dodie uses describes her. "She's just so nice to look at" - She's just so pretty. "She smells like lemongrass and sleep" - She slept for soooo long at sleepovers and she loves fruity things "She tastes like apple juice and peach" - Even though she's 15, her favorite drink is juice. She loves it. She also LOVES peaches. "You would find her in a Polaroid picture" - She loves polaroid and almost every picture on her Instagram is a Polaroid. "She tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall" - Memories of birthdays, telling each other ghost stories at sleepovers when we were 8, 9, 10, 11, etc.
"She means everything to me" - Brynn, my dear biffle, you mean everything to me. I wish we would get back together because you've been the best friend ever. I know its weird that I like girls but that doesn't necessarily mean I like you like that, and even if I do, I know you're straight and I wouldn't put that on you. We were going to hang out this week. You never texted back. It's okay. I hope you're doing okay.
Love, Your biffle/buffet
(P.S. I don't know if you ever had a code name. I know you don't like being out there so I used your middle name, if you ever see this. Now you know.)
I commented on this song a whole ass year ago. If anyone who reads this even cares, the comment was sad, about how listening to this song gives me a dull ache in my chest and I could only think of this girl who broke my heart. I have a girlfriend now. She’s amazing. She improves my life. We’ve been together for almost two months now. This song doesn’t make me as sad anymore. My heart has healed a bit. I promise stuff gets better y’all. Look what happened to me :)))
i wouldn't find her in a polaroid picture. she'd be in a b&w instagram post, not showing her face because she thinks she's ugly, maybe in the middle of some woods with her back facing the camera (so someone else took the picture for her), with a description something like "in the woods i find my self" with her english mistakes and 389 likes and a handful of coments telling how good of a photographer she is and how did she come up with this picture because the editing is so good and she'd thank everyone and put a smiley face at the end of the response but she's still sad inside and i can't help her anymore because she asked me to leave and so i did but i still remember her smell and her taste and how she'd smile while we were kissing and... oh how i miss her i miss her more than anything
I'm late, I know but. My she is a funny,nice,awesome person.
But shes straight.
And she likes someone else.
I meet her online and fell head over heels for her but....it hurts....
I want to cuddle her and kiss her. But I know I cant because of her sexuality. It hurts inside knowing that
I want to hold her in my arms when she crys and stop her awful parents from hurting her mentally. I would risk my life for. Hell. I would want to die if she ever got hurt.
I cry about her all the time. Knowing I can never be with her. But I just wish I would stop loving her in that way.
I feel that I'm a freak to society. That I should love a man but. I just...... cant.... I'm still in question of my sexuality, I'm might be pan or just full out lesbian.
I told my she that I liked her today but she doesn't feel the same way and now everything is so awkward between us and I hate it because we used to be such close friends and I miss her
The number of times I would come here after my parents talked about there views on gays. I love her. I still do. But apparently, it's wrong to her and everyone around me. So I don't know anymore, I just really want to be happy with someone who loved me <3
This song touches me so much and makes me cry everytime...
Ugh I'm in love with my best friend Aaliyah and this explains literally all my emotions 😢😣 she's bi and she's dating a guy I never quite got along with much and she keeps sending me mixed signals and I'm afraid to tell her how I feel in case it makes it weird and AGH!!! It's been like this for over a year now. 😒 I hate this. Help. Someone. Please. UGH! 😣😢💔
Evelyn Buchanan tell her. I know you are scared but if you don’t it will be worse. If she doesn’t feel the same way it will be ok. If she is really a great friend she wouldn’t care if she didn’t like you back. I dealt with that before and I said something and she didn’t like me the same..but we are still v close..it doesn’t matter about me tho. So ye just try..or at least start with hints if you are too scared..I don’t really mean flirting..just show in some way..
Lol I remember wanting to learn this song on a guitar just so I could play it to my crush. I clearly gave up, once I knew she wasn’t for me. I actually knew she wasn’t for me even before... But you know, a girl can dream.
Problematic Ryan ross StannieTM I have the same problem, my other best friend won’t stop talking about my ‘She it’s so heartbreaking because I walked into them and my she had her head on his shoulder and I know she’s bi, because before they were dating we kissed and I was so happy. But I think she was playing with me because afterwards she just pretended like it never happened, and when I ask her about it she stays quiet. She means the world to me and I want to protect her because I know she’s happy with my other best friend so I won’t interfere but I’m secretly dying.’she’, if you see this, I’m sorry. But you’ll forever be my She
I see all these girls desperately trying to ask a girl/maybe guy out and I have figured it out. If you're gonna ask a person out, first direct them to this video. Then, buy them some fabulous lemongrass scented soap or perfume or something (even if it doesn't smell superb just do it make sure the label is visible as lemongrass) and throw in an eye mask or a blanket and BAM now they smell great and they think you're witty AND they know you like em.
I have a crush on my bestfriend and I can't tell her. She said I'm like a brother to her and there's no escaping the sibling zone. Shes bi but she likes girls more so she probably wouldn't be interested in me (I'm a trans boy) what do I do????
I relate to this. I love it, and I can't stop listening. Although, I don't think that the girl I have a crush on even knows it. I love her, and I'm afraid to tell her. I'm afraid because I don't think she feels the same way. I don't even know her sexuality. It breaks my heart to know that she might never know this. And might not even understand my feelings for her, and that every night I feel like I'm dying on the inside. And I'm dying because I feel as if I can't tell her this. I don't know what to do.
I liked a guy, for like, what, almost two years? Funny thing is, we rarely talked. But one day, after spending 40 minutes hovering over a send button, I told him - straight. But if I could go back? I wouldn't change it, because whilst it hurt so, so, much, the constant pain of having hope and not having any confirmation of that hope.
He was my first crush. I could've moved on with my life never knowing how he felt. But I asked him. It was worth it.
One day you'll die, and you'll rot, never having known how she felt. So my advice, to you?
I'm going through the same thing, except my friend told her a week ago. We haven't talked since then.. Good luck with your situation. Being honest can be hard, but it can be freeing too.
Actually, it's not the first time that I'm listening to this song. But I wanted to tell you all (I mean each person which secretly loves someone and can't tell this someone how they feel), tell this She or He how you feel. It'll make you just feel so much better. I know it's simpler to say that than to do it. I fell in love for my best friend actually and I didn't know what to do... But this song really helped me and now I'm dating her for soon 3 years. I really had the chance that she likes girls too actually. But even if the person you love isn't interested into your gender, tell her or him. You'll feel so much better, I can tell you. I'm not obligating anyone, but I'm telling what I think you should do. All I can wish you is good luck and a happy new year full of love and luck.☺️❤️ And thank you Dodie for your amazing songs and content.❤️
(Btw sorry if my English isn't that good... I'm from Switzerland so it's not my mother tongue...😅)
holy crap this song is beautiful. i'm straight, but i know girls out there can relate to this song so much. the fact that a lot of people listening to this have a person in mind is amazing.
I met my She the second day, first period of high school, and She has been my closest friend ever since. I came out to her first, halfway through freshman year. The first day of sophomore year, this year, She came out to me as bi. We’re both extremely timid and anxious and apparently we’ve liked each other since we met. Over text a few weeks before homecoming, we figured it out and i was just so excited and happy and full of every good emotion. I asked her to homecoming a week later. 2 weeks from today we have another formal dance and She asked me to it 5 days ago with a super cute sign that says “wanna go to TOLO togayther?” and I’m just so happy and ugh She’s just the best and I need to get up my courage to kiss her, I’ve wanted to all of high school and now that I know She actually likes me I’m slightly less scared.
Update a bit over a year later: She’s still just a friend, yet we still like each other just as much, if not more. We can’t date, though. Her dad’s homophobic and she doesn’t want to disappoint him. We bridge an awkward line between best friends and girlfriends and don’t know what to do. We don’t hug or touch because we’re scared of what it may mean, even though we already know exactly what it means. She is sweet and soft and small and I just want to hold her forever. She has beautiful blue eyes and cute shoulder length curly brown hair she’s trying to grow out. She hates her hair but every day I look at her she’s prettier than the last. She has a very particular smell that I can neither pinpoint nor describe but it’s perfect, and when I least expect it I’ll smell it and it never fails to make me feel better. She’s supportive and kind, understands me, and is there for me, always. We’re still trying to figure things out between us and make everything more comfortable. It’s a strange state that is neither good nor bad, but I’m just glad she is who she is and likes me for me, no matter how much I feel I don’t deserve it. So, my she, if you ever find this, know I mean all this and more. I love you.
lol this is actually really funny now. We graduated high school together as friends. We were always huge on communication and had real, honest conversations often. Together we looked at the life we'd been living "together" for the previous four years and decided that we really were better as friends, no matter how much we had liked each other at one point or another. We had grown so incredibly much as people in that time and we had helped each other through every step of the process. No matter how complicated things got between us we always ended up back in her room, talking it out, strengthening our friendship as healthily as we could. I'm so grateful for the time that we spent together because she truly changed me for the better. We still FaceTime from our respective colleges and catch up.
I have a new She now, and my best friend is happy for me. That's all I could ever ask for.
this song reminds me so much of my best friend. it's funny cause when we were in year 9 i thought i had a crush on her, and this year we kinda stopped talking. and it sucks cause i love her and don't wanna lose her, especially considering its very hard for me to make friends cause of my anxiety. wish i new how to bring it back...
Corey Johnson tell her you miss her. Don't think anything of it. If she was a good friend she'll be nice about it and you can work together to replenish what you had. If not, I'm sorry friend, move on. Your life doesn't depend on her. It may seem like it now, but I promise you can get over her
i literally thought to myself when going to the comments "there's always phandom comments but i rlly don't think they'll be here" i was wrong 😂 we even lurking in every single small corner
My story is so different from everyone else's bull I'll give it a shot
I started to become friends with her. After not long at all we told each other everything. We were best friends. At the time I didn't know I was bi but I now know I am. She already openly identified as bi. The more time I spent with her the more my feelings got more and more and I soon fell in love with her. We very obvious flirted with each other and then on her birthday wrote her a letter about my feelings for her. That night she told me she loved me. After that we had a very awkward stage where we acted like we were together but weren't and we both knew we had feelings for each other. I would have (and still would) jumped in front of a train for her. She asked me out over a YouTube video cover. I said yes. We dated for a month or two but I felt us growing apart and eventually she told me her feelings for me had faded. She broke up with me over text. I was fucking shattered and I still am and it still hurts to
(YouTube wouldn't let me continue so I'll keep going here) and then I found out on my birthday a few days later that she was already fucking dating someone else. It's been a month and a half now and she's still dating that guy. I still hurt every time I think about it, I've just gotten used to it. I'm still in love with her, she knows. We're still best friends and tell each other everything. I would do anything for her. But I just wish we could have another shot at a romantic relationship, but I cant control other people's feelings. I just have to helplessly sit on the sidelines....
+Riley Kicklighter I'm sorry about that, the hard truth is that even though there is a lot of people (including me) who have crushes on their best friends, usually it's better to stay away from relationships with them, because then you could loose them forever I hope you go on to find someone who loves you very much Riley
this is exactly what happened to me to the the T. except that she didn't ask me with YouTube, she gathered all our friends, took me to the place we met and gave me a cupcake.
well some things are bound to end (but who knows maybe soon u two will be back together) and its not an easy process. it may takes time, weeks, months or even years. but even though things ended, atleast there are memories shared.
You know that overwhelming happy feeling you get when you love someone so much? I get that every time I watch this video. I hope one day you will understand how much you have truly done for me Dodie, thank you.
My she and I have only been friends for a little under a year, but I've gotten so attached to her. I want to tell her how I feel, but I also don't want to risk ruining our friendship by telling her eehhhhh.
@ everyone: I really really hope you get a song like this sung about you one day, and I really really hope that you realise how much you mean to somebody. Maybe not right now, but one day you'll be someone's reason to live.
It takes someone so beautifully wonderful to be able the capture all of my feelings and put them in the space of a few minutes. I am in total awe. My heart has never been gifted such beauty. Thank you.
congrats daisy! sorry that this is late, btw. im also planning to come out as bi soon to my family but im scared as when i told my friend her reaction was more negative than positive.
The day this gets recorded in a studio and will be on Spotify is a day I very much look forward to, every time I come back to YouTube for this song that feeling grows a bit stronger
I feel like I'm late to ride this train so I'm just going to say this. I saw dodie in London last night and it was probably the most amazing concert ever, genuinely! Dodie performs so well with a huge amount of energy, so does her band and they're all amazing! I'm 20 now and I really wish I'd known about dodie back when this was uploaded, i went through some pretty shitty times with girls that I like at the time, I was like 15 lol but that's besides the point, dodie you are a genuinely amazing artist and please never stop doing what you do! All of your songs are amazing <3
i know i'm late to this post, but this song has helped me realize so much about my feelings that i don't always want to admit to myself. i don't know how you did it Dodie, but I can listen to this song on repeat and cry every time. the lyrics are so well crafted and u have somehow combined MONTHS worth of my emotions in just a few stanzas.
she’s so amazing. she makes me feel good about myself when I’m at my worst. she makes me laugh until I feel sick. but she’s straight. and i can’t seem to get over her.
I remember watching this just after it was posted, I haven't forgotten the lyrics since. I have cried tears of sorrow and happiness while listening to this song. Over the past few years dodie has been one of the few consistent things in my life and I am forever in awe of how she has grown as an artist and a person. Thank you dodie, we all love and support you.
this is so.. beautiful. it matches your voice your voice incredibly. and.. it’s so atmospheric. it sounds like the feeling of walking around before or even just after it has poured rain for days, and it sounds like a cup of tea sitting on a clean-cut nightstand at three in the morning next to someone reading their favorite book, that’s worn from tear. this sounds like the feeling of speeding down winding roads with the car windows rolled all the way down, early on a crisp autumn morning.
My she is my everything. I met her about a year and a half ago. I was in grade seven, she was in the grade above me and had just moved to our town, and had made friends with one of my best friends, also in the grade above me, so she started hanging out with us. I didn't like her at first because I'm protective of my friends, and my anxiety and terrible past experiences with new people made me paranoid. I will never forget the moment I let my walls down... it was because of her. I was at a sleepover party with all seven of my friends, and something shifted in my brain. I started seeing her differently... I took down my guard for a moment, and then all the feelings came flooding in. I had not realized how beautiful she was before. And she was always so happy and made me genuinely laugh at a time when I couldn't even manage a genuine smile... still does. I'm so gay for her and she's straight. I remember when she told me she needed some distance from me... I don't remember any time I felt so desolate and lost... Luckily, that didn't last. We became friends again, and when I saw her for the first time in months, she yelled out my name and pulled me into a hug. We even cuddled. I love her... But she will never return my feelings.
This song is legit everything I feel right now it almost made me cry. I'm so upset I've only just recently discovered Dodie Clark. This is an amazing song.
This song took me back to a time when I was so sleepy and so in love with a girl who wanted nothing to do with me, and it's such a sad, rainy sort of nostalgia. I still love her sometimes.
This gave me the chills ugh and it's so relatable but yesterday I asked my friend (also my crush) about what she thought of bisexual people, she told me it was cool but she would throw up if she was ever in a same sex relationship sooo.... I don't stand a chance
This song helped me and still helps me so much. Luckily my she feels the same way as I do but there were times when I was so hopeless and this song somehow helped me getting through the ache. I still listen to it when I argue with those nasty homophobes, I send it to them and some of them even started to understand. So thank you Dodie for making my life so much more bearable
I have a 'she' and she's one of my best friends. We'd been friends for roughly 2 months when we were walking back from school together and laughing and our arms were just hanging down by our sides when I felt this urge to hold her hand (I didn't btw) and I was so confused. She was straight. At this time, I thought I was straight, maybe questioning a bit, but I was so so so confused. Over the past year and a half, I realised I was pan, we've grown a lot closer as friends and we went to the same orchestra at school(this will come in later). We've hugged a few times but only platonically and I hate to say my feelings towards her haven't changed, they've only grown stronger. It honestly sucks so much when you hug someone you desperately want to cuddle and maybe kiss but you're only hugging platonically. The whole time we've been friends she's liked a boy that goes to the orchestra and I've been encouraging her to say something to him, because I'm a good friend (possibly). A few weeks ago she said to me that she might be bi but she doesn't really know, and I got so excited. But now she's dating the boy from the orchestra and it sucks so so so much. I really want to be happy for her but I can't and I hate it and I hate myself for this. I like her so much.
I first found this song when I first found dodie, around 3 years ago. This also was around the time when I first started questioning my sexuality. I didn't know it was okay for a girl to like a girl, and I was ashamed of myself at first. But with time I became proud, and I thank this song for helping me figure that out. But I also thank it for helping me get over being rejected by the girl I fell in love with. It's been months and I'm still trying to get over it lol. But it's such a pretty song too smh why can't I have some of her talent
To the girl who made me feel like she was the only one who cared about me, else and teach me how easy it is to say ,whatever but never mean it and how fragile it is to a heart.
It's so interesting for me to listen to this. I was never in love with my best friend but he was in love with me. And it broke my heart to break his. I cried because I couldn't feel the way he felt about me. Love is so weird because it can't be chosen, only felt. I list him in my list of heart breaks because I ended up losing my best friend because I couldn't feel the same way about him.
im in love with a girl from my class. she is so smart, talented, kind, pretty, amazing, and sweet. i think its so amazing she is different and not perfect like others, because to me that just makes her even more perfect to me. i think of her every time i listen to this song. she means everything to me.. but she straight soooo.... I'm just here like "yeah shit i hate being in love"
I loved you You left me in pieces Your pale skin Your browny black hair You tore me apart And left me to die But I still love you I’d do about anything for you It’s always for you For you For you..
She doesn't even know I exist but every time I look at her my stomach drops. My friends call her my girl and I wish she was. She can tear my heart out of my chest with just a look and I can't understand why. She's the most beautiful thing I've seen and she doesn't know that.
0:40 oh my gosh, I love that so much cause my girlfriend takes poloraids of everything and before when we were just friends I used to think that was so adorable ❤️ (I still do)
I sent this to my crush (I'm a girl and my crush is also a girl and I love her so much) and she reacted sooooo nicely!! I feel like she might have feelings for me, but I have no idea... I hope she likes me back because (like what it says in the song) "she means everything to me!"
I'm French so I didn't get the sense of the song right away, but I looked at the lyrics and the translation to understand because I loved the melody and your voice. Now I'm crying. This song explains your story and I can recognize mine into it. My heart is going to break because of too much feelings... Thank you Dodie. (If I said something who isn't correct (I'm French, remember?) please tell me ^^ because I want to progress in this language)
Your English is amazing :D Only one small mistake when you said "I can recognize mine into it". Instead of "into" you'd want to use "in. The word "in" would be speaking of something inside of another thing whereas "into" is more action based. It's a common mistake to make so don't be phased. c:
you are an amazing person dodie !!! you make me happy every second that i listen to you wonderful music please never change and it seems that what ever age you are you are always in love i agree you dont fall in love with a girl or boy you fall in love with a personality
I left a comment on this video before when I had been left because my girlfriend didn’t like me reaction to her being sexually harassed. I had never felt more broken and failed, and I doubted I’d ever be able to forget how much I care for her. A month later I am standing in her arms in my room swaying and sobbing, because I have her back and she’s finally away from him and loves me. I listened to this song every night when she was gone and sobbed thinking that I’d never receive the same love again I’d given her. I explained myself, I poured my heart out to her, and she realized I wasn’t just overprotective. I just cared. And when this song came on now that I had her back in my arms, I couldn’t help but burst into tears in her hold. This song is in my heart and has so much more meaning that anyone can understand. Thank you dodie.
you tour in Manchester, we all will remember our colourful hearts to create the sea of lights to show that Dodie is the she that "means everything to me"
I know I already commented on this but I'd like to share somethings about my "she". I actually found dodie because of her and part of me hopes she sees this even though I know she won't. She doesn't know I like girls, but I have had a crush on her for a while now. I'm not sure if she's gay or not because there was an incident involing her texting my friend. To this day we haven't figured out what that meant. I have been focusing on the possibliliy that she likes girls, but even if she does, what are the odd that she likes me. I think of her every day, and part of me really wants to get over her, but the other part just really can't let go. So to her, I want you to know that you are loved, even if you don't feel the same way about me.
I’ve gone my whole life thinking that I’m straight until I met this girl and she caught all of my attention and urgh now I’m confused about my sexuality. ShEs JuSt sO gReAt IdK wHaT tO dO
reading the comments of this song reminds me that love still exists in many forms and that not everyone is in a relationship purely to use someone and to hurt them. It reminds me of the childhood crushes that I used to have and all the butterflies I'd feel when I was around someone I liked. I don't feel that much at all anymore so it's nice to see that some people still get that joy from people.
i was staring at her and then i thought "shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit" in a second time, "she is my best friend" in a third time, "shE IS A GIRL!!" and finally, "that will pass" but it's not i am in love with her like, i am really in love with her this is the first time i'm feeling this being happy because she is with me, she talks to me, she smiles to me because i kinda like the sensation of this butterflies then being angry because i'm stupid, she's stupid, THE WORLD IS SHIT and all these guys who are so close to her, too then sad so sad because she doesn't like me not in that way, the way i do and she probably never does sometimes, i hate me because i chose the worst person to be my first love she is my best friend SHE IS A GIRL, FUCK but i am kinda used to it now to me loving her to her not loving me and to all this weird feelings yeah, it's alright this is just another of these shitty teenage romances "that will pass" it always do
I'll never see you again but I need to say it some way, I loved your golden hair that would bounce of your shoulders when you laughed, I loved your bubbly laughter that made your shoulders shake, your sea green eyes that I could find myself lost in, I loved you. I'm sorry I pushed you away, but I was confused and in love. I loved you more than I thought possible but now your gone. I'm sorry
This reminds me of someone who, while i didn't have romantic feelings towards her, i felt strongly about :') she was one of my closest friends, and i miss her more than anything, but now we don't talk, and it hurts. But I loved her, even if it was platonic. It was strong, and she very much did mean everything to me.
Hey so it's my 18th birthday in like 10 minutes and I just wanted you to know that if you ever read this Dodie that this is like my favourite song and I always come back to it. Like I remember crying to this when I was 15 and it's so wild I still love it. Anyways good night I love you
I like dodies songs, I relate to them surprisingly, like with this one, there’s this girl and she means absolutely EVERYTHING to me, even if she never loves me back, hey, as long as she’s happy I’ll try my best to do the same, I like her songs though, got a bit off track😂
I'm honestly REALLY relating to this song right now, since I'm crushing on another girl. What's worse is that about a week ago, my crush figured out I like her, and I've been trying to avoid her ever since. Help.
I have a "she" dark brown hair that's red at the tips that's always a mess but in the most perfect way and beautiful hazel eyes that sparkle and a smile that lights up my world and a personality that everyone falls in love with she wouldn't be described as perfect I guess but I see her as such shes told me she thinks I'm hot and makes little comments about how gay she is but she is in a great relationship with a boy who I'm also friends with and they are just the cutest but there are times I want it to be just her and I
To that someone. You were my person for years, & i never knew to the extent until it was too late.... maybe not too late, but i got too scared to have the conversation. So, just know, you're still the most beautiful soul I've ever grown to love, you are so stunning, & smart, & funny, & spontaneous, & ...i really truly hope you're happy & in love & living your best life right now. I wish nothing more than that. Xoxo always
I don’t believe my ‘she’ is a singular person, i believe my ‘she’ is all I have liked and never told them. My she has a range of different hair colour and eye colours and she comes in many different sizes. And just like the song, I’d never tell them, because I’m too scared. So to all my ‘she’s’ thank you, I love you
This kid at my school in 8th grade (he was a month grader at the time) sang this song for our choir concert and I swear to god I fell in love with him.
My She is this absolutely lovely girl who just has this gorgeous short dark hair, and dark eyes and freckles, and I just love her so much I don't even know what to do with myself. Love you, Z
I DONT LIKE MY SHE BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD SHES PERFECT AND MY FRIEND AND CRUSH HATES IT WHEN I SAY THAT I SAY THAT I SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS AND IM NOTHING I ALWAYS AM
I fell in love with my best friend and i know she doesn’t love me back I’m 12 and she’s 14 I want to tell her that I like her i also dont care that she’s older Or that I’m a girl and so is she she’s she’s sweet and beautiful.
0:43 I actually have picture of that it’s a piece of art work in a museum called Tate modern in (London although it could be in other countries to) its actually really cool because there are different words that light up individually and then all together
ok so first of all, my "she" had a crush on me before i had a crush on her. she liked me for about a week, and i liked her for about 2 months(mine was during summer vacation, she had her crush on me at the beginning of the school year). she was also my best fren, like a sister almost. i made her question her sexuality (and idk why but i've always wanted a person to question their sexuality because of me XD), and she made me question mine. now i have a boyfren, she had a boyfren (he only gave her things that costed money. she knew what real love was, he didnt.) we confessed to each other about 2 months ago lol. and i confessed first, so hAH.
I have an intense crush on a girl in my class, but she has a boyfriend. She is always nice to me, but I can never hold a conversation with her, because I always get too nervous.
There needs to be more. If this many girls have had such painful experiences, and many of us got something so positive out of a single song, then there needs to be more resources or media for young LGBTQP+ people to turn to. They need to know they're not alone in what new experiences they go through. Awkward first dates between LGBTQP+ couples are something people almost never see as a usual thing in the media. If we are surrounded with movies and books and TV shows telling us that being straight is correct and safe, we are not going to be willing to embrace who we are, in denial of who we love. I mean, it's so terrible to think of all the other people out there who still feel so alone in this!!!
Even though Dodie won't ever see this, thank you for making such a safe space in your comments. Thank you for making me feel so not-alone in what I've been struggling with for months with my own incredible, verrrry straight SHE.
Remember: There will be a day when you can say you're okay, and mean it.
For a second I thought we fell for the same girl, which is impossible as I am only in secondary school. She's also my best friend, I'm deep in the friend zone but its cool I still get to be her friend and maybe more with time, who knows she's bi and I'm pan we might work out (doubt it though). :( for me :) for the song
So... I'm openly bi. There's this girl in my class who told me that she supported same-sex relationships but she didn't want to hang out with me because I'm gay-related. What the hell does that suppose to mean?
So...I have a friend she's my best friend...We have been best friends since 2nd Grade and we are in HS nowAnd I have a crush on her.........I have been thinking of singing her this songOnly problem is I have not come out to anyone....My family is super religious and I know my grandmother would disown me in a heartbeat...What should I do I don't want my family to hate me
Do it. Do what your heart tells you it doesn't matter what your family thinks it matters how you feel and you should tell your "she" because you never know one day you might not be able too.
Aww yes the problem of the religious family. I know how you feel but I’ve come to realize that you do not need others approval to be happy. Even though I still have not come out and I am scared to because I don’t want my homophobic friends and family to hate me, I still know what makes me happy.
The story:There is this new girl(I'm a girl too)at my school we quickly became friends,because our favorite hobby was art, i live in a Christian family(you see my problem)so not only do i have to hide my sexuality(I'm bisexual)from my family,i also need to hide my feeling to my new best friend -_-
Tell your family first! Would you rather be loved for someone you're not, or hated for someone you are? If your family can accept you, then just know that people will always be there for you.
Eli Patrick2018-04-01 19:56:51 (edited 2020-01-31 04:17:43 )
This is just a theory, but what if instead of an actual person “she” is happiness? Think about it, when Dodie is describing how “she” tastes and smells, what if she was thinking about what happiness is to her? Like when she smells lemon grass it makes her happy, or when she tastes peach she’s happy, etc. Also the Polaroid lyric, many people take pictures to capture good memories that they want to look back on. So maybe when Dodie says that “she” belongs in a Polaroid picture she is talking about when you take a picture of a fun time, or when happiness is present.
Or you know I could just be completely over analyzing this amazing song and should just listen to it like a normal person.
damn i just found your channel and 1. your voice, ukulele playing, and songs are all amazing! 2. so many of your songs are perfect for my feelings towards my bestie and i'm sitting here crying over amazing music and my best friend
Dear Dodie, Almost two years ago my first ever girlfriend (I'm a girl) also my first date first relationship and first kiss, sent me this video. Her name was Melina and she was absolutely wonderful and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have ever come to terms with my sexuality. She sent me this video to watch (knowing that I was straight at the time) and when I soon after explained to her that I had felt this way about a girl she admitted to me that she loved me and we dated from August of 2015 to February of 2017 and it was one of the best times in my life. About a year after she sent it I had a different girlfriend named abby and I quickly fell deeply in love with her in August of 2016. I dated abby until October of 2016 and during the time we dated I linked her to this video and she loved it. To this day I am still deeply in love and probably even more in love with abby and I appreciate this song for many reasons. It has affected my life by inspiring me to come out to my friends and family and helped me to understand and accept myself as bisexual. Dodie, thank you so so much for (unknowingly) helping me in the greatest way possible and affecting me in an amazingly positive way for the last two years of my life. It has been a beautiful adventure and I couldn't have done it without you. Most love – Ren.
For one I listen to this song too much and for two lemme add to this mess of emotions. I like my best friend. She's my "sister," my parents and actual siblings love her too. We literally do everything together. I kind of try to push aside my romantic feelings for her...but there have been two cases in which that was kind of hard. Once was when she told me 'if I were gay id be gay for you,' and after that when she said 'I've been thinking, and I think I'd be better off with a girlfriend instead of * insert her boyfriend's name here *."
I would talk to her about it and, you know, ask her out and stuff, but I'm afraid I'd loose her if we broke up. She's so amazing and I couldn't stand it if she left me. So I'm just a little confused pan potato.
Just Another Ghost I think you should ask her out, I know that fear of what would happen if you broke up, I get it too, but It sounds a lot like your "she" likes you too but is just too nervous to ask you to be her girlfriend. Go for it, if it would make you happy do it. Good luck!
You should talk to her! People are always afraid friendships will break up if love confessions happen, but I doubt that would happen in a long term relationship! So, I say go for it!
SpaceBanana I know how you feel, thank you for sharing your story. You might not realize, but it really makes me feel hopeful, and kind of like I belong somewhere.
You should definitely ask her out :) she basically told you she likes you already-- saying that she would be better off with a girlfriend was her way of coming out to you and I'm sure she likes you a lot. You may or may not lose her if you break up, but just think about what it would be like to be with her. Isn't that worth it?
My first hardcore she was in first grade. I loved her laugh and I loved her dimples. I loved how she would always cheer me up. I loved the way we would sing (terribly) on the bus to school together. When I was bullied she defended me. Everyone else on the bus suspected I was gay in some way. I am bisexual. She defended me from all the teasing and I lovd her so much. I miss her. In fourth grade she asked me if I was gay and that she could never hang out with me again if I were. The next day she stopped talking to me completely. I moved away the next month and we never talked again. I was so upset, but I truly miss her and I hope someday we see each other again.
This is stalkerish and weird, but over last summer I actually filled a whole notebook with the lyrics to this song. Over and over again. I don't know if I'm gay, bi, straight, queer in any other way etc and I don't care for labels but I am falling hard and fast for a girl, and finding this notebook and this video is so nostalgic sad and amazing. Thank you dodie for everything you do
Sometimes i think my ex is the "she" in our situation. I still love her i really do but i wonder why she wanted to go back to being friends. Did i start to taste of nothing to her? Bc she still tastes of things to me
Well, I am straight and there is this girl that likes me, she used to be my best friend, but since she opened up her heart for me and told me what she felt, I just left. I remembered the exact words she said : "Why can't you accept the fact that i don't want to be just your friend" and i told her that if she can't handle being just a friend than it's better to be nothing at all. But fuck i miss her so much.
Kate Sh2018-03-20 17:08:59 (edited 2018-03-20 17:10:02 )
You might never know how I feel right now, but I really do love you. I love your soft skin and deep eyes, I feel like I could stare into them for endless years and never reach the bottom. I love your shining hair and how it appears to be a colour darker than black. I love how when you’re happy you have this content little smile playing on your lips. How my heart pulses when I catch you looking at me, how I involuntarily smile when I first see you in the morning. How you walk in to the classroom ready to hug and laugh with me. You are the type of girl that I could find in an old string of Polaroid pictures, or laughing in a room illuminated by fairy lights. Or on a beach at sunset, in a field of daisies. You’re my she
Man, Listening to this song... it makes me want to just cry. Me and one of my best friends stopped talking summer of freshman year because things got too complicated. And I hate myself for not being there for her when she went through a tought time with some thing. We just stopped talking. It’s so sad how you are best friend with somone and you do everything together.. but you just stop talking. I miss her a lot. I’m straight and didn’t like her that way, but I still loved and cared for her so much as a friend and it’s crazy how so many differnt people can relate to this song. these lyrics really strike where it hurts. I just wish we could be friend again but it’s probably too late to pick things back up again. And she has no idea that I still wish we were best friends..
My "She" confessed her feelings for me, asked me out, and we dated for a few weeks - and then she broke up with me, and more or less tried to force me into staying friends with her, even though I had made it very clear that I wasn't comfortable with that. At all.
She then proceeded to spread lies about me to most of our mutual friends, and probably her friends outside of uni and her family as well...
i never told anyone. but she was so soft and so damn warm like a fucking sunshine and she always had that amazing skin and smile and look and talk..i am so..so tumbled with her beauty.
This song makes me sad bc I remember playing the chords of this song on my guitar last summer (worst summer of my life because someone who I loved so much left me) And hearing the chords remind me of that summer... I'm sorry but I just needed to let it out.
I have this huge crush on a girl who was my best friend a year ago, until we stopped talking and yknow. I messaged her about a month ago and we're already close.. and I came out to her yesterday as bi, and she told me she was bi too. So...
dallon weekes is a work of art my crush (who's a girl) told me she's bi, but just a few weeks ago she told me she decided she was actually straight ;-;
Is it wrong for me to think of her at night? Is it wrong that my heart beats fast when she says that I'm right? Was I foolish to fall too far so fast? Because now I'm head over heels, and I can tell it's gonna last...
Cause she smells like book pages and rain, Cause she tastes like chocolate and pain, You could swim in those eyes for a year And she...she's everything I hold dear,
Cause to me she tastes like coffee, and reading, and orange But she Won't consider tasting me...
So I'll be okay Admiring from afar Even though I'll miss her I know it's not fair to wait
She had blue and white paint on her hands today, And I remembered the way her eyes sparkle when she paints. She sat next to me, and we shot the breeze, And I knew that this couldn't last...
I've been thinking in those dark days on the Youtube community and I really think that unlike some, you are such a great role model for young girls. I've had the chance to grow up in avery open family but Ii can see girls struggling wth their identity as a woman and with what is their sexual orientation, and the fact that you show how people can have no etiquette and still be happy makes me so proud to be able to recommend your vids. On top of that, you're such a great songwriter!
I have now listened to this song 12 times in two days kugfkhzqiehdiehqlish <3<3<3<3
god my friend is obssessed with this song. She has a ‘she’ that also likes her but they can’t date since one of them hasn’t come out. I as a bisexual also i have a she. Shes my world. But here’s the thing, she’s straight. And i’m heartbroken over it. Man, lgbt problems ;( 🏳️🌈
i want to thank you, i know you'll never read this but you connect people with your music, the way you sing, how you sing about your emotions, not just words but a thousand thoughts, so god damn many thoughts, your music is so special, the way you tell people the story behind it without a word, just the way your eyes glance or your lips swing, idk how to explain this but you're a beautiful human being, from the inside and outside, you've done a great job and i just wanted you to know how much you mean to us, thanks for listening
I kissed a girl that I fell in love with to this song (it wasn't our first kiss, we had our first kiss to Next to you by Danikka) but now coming back to this song my heart drops, I would give my right lung to tell her that I love her, but I hear she's doing good. She will always be with me regardless of how far she is physically. I'll be okay admiring her from far. (-:
have you ever loved someone and just,,, feel so below them?? and she knows it?? and does nothing about it? she lets you in one minute, then shuts you- not just- out!!!! but also down!! she’ll go and push you away and hurt you and make sure you stay away but it just brings you rIGHT BACK
I just wanted to say, that when I first heard this song three years ago I remember being in my bed cuddling my stuffed animal thinking about the GIRL I had a crush on. I used to think it wasn't okay to want a woman and listening to this song opened my mind. I thought a lot about it, and with research my young mind realized I was bisexual :) and I came out to my parents. I'm in an amazing relationship with an amazing girl today (Three years later) and it all started with this song. Thank you, this song has the most special place in my heart because now I'm perfectly comfortable and confident in who I am. Thank you!
I don't have a "she" like everyone else in the comments, but I do have a little story to share.
I met her in the year equivalent to eighth grade at school and I sat with her in classes for a few months. We would write each other silly memos and we'd have lunch together every day and we'd lean on each other's shoulders (platonic) during lessons. It was a wonderful time and I still miss those few months to this day. Eventually we had to change our seats in class and the two girls sitting with her after me both bonded with her so quickly and people quickly started shipping her with both of them. It felt weird and I felt... jealousy...? I was so confused and started thinking that I might have a crush on her. But bisexuality was a new concept to me at the time and I grew up in a rather homophobic household, so I was really scared and only told my friend. To be frank, I still don't know to this day whether what I felt for her was a crush or not, but that was the first time I felt a little something for a girl.
Fast forward to the year after (ninth grade). We were in different classes that year, but we still kind of stayed in touch, but we drifted apart even more than after we changed seats. We would still exchange the occasional memos, but times were different. I would buy her souvenirs from vacations and still wrote her a letter/memo for her birthday, but the whole "trying to have a closer friendship" thing felt quite one-sided. At this point, I still felt like I had a crush on her and every moment we got to talk alone in lunch lines whatnot made me so happy and hearing her mention the two girls from the year before made me feel something like jealousy. One day, she was playing truth or dare with her friends, and somehow, they dared her to say that she liked me to me. It was the first time her dares were targeted to me and being me, I turned red like a tomato really quickly. And that, my friend, is the beginning of people shipping us. It's weird because I'm still confused about what I feel towards her. I know that she doesn't like me like that at all so it just gets really awkward when people tease us, but deep down it's a pang of joy that takes over me.
Now we're in eleventh grade. I know she's straight, and nowadays I don't think I really have a crush on her - it's more like a "trying to be closer friends with her" thing now. We sit across the aisle from each other in class these days and we share a few electives, so times are slightly better than back in ninth grade. People still tease us, I still get embarassed, but spending time with her makes me so happy. I'm always scared of being too annoying, but sometimes I can't help but share a few inside jokes with her so that it feels like I share something with her that others don't.
I don't ask for much, just for us to potentially grow closer. I hope that that day will come before we graduate in less than a year;v; #rantover
update: our seats got changed again today and I now sit in front of her! BUT next to me is one of the girls that I feel jealous of... Awkward. I literally can't make ANY conversation with her it's so bad wish me luck
Vera Shek i have a close friend who i’ve known for more than half my life, and we’ve always just kind of fit. she came out as a lesbian when we were thirteen, and nothing really changed about our friendship except that i started to realize that i might not have been straight either. and i was so afraid of her too. it’s so hard to explain, but i would be anxious and self-conscious and stutter whenever we spoke, and i was so embarrassed every time i said something stupid, and the more i thought about it the more it seemed like a crush. but i didn’t even know what a crush was supposed to feel like. it was an incredibly confusing time in my life. since then i have actually started identifying with asexuality which is something i feel much more connected to, and i have also been diagnosed with clinical anxiety. these days i’m pretty certain that my feelings for my friend were (and are) purely platonic and simply sprang out of anxiety, because when i look back, there was never any actual desire to be with her romantically, i was just inexplicably terrified of her.
but still, understanding of these emotions notwithstanding, they persist to this day. not as bad as they used to be, but MAN do i understand the jealousy and the guilt that comes with it. more than anything, i’m just afraid that i’m not enough for her to love as much as i love her, even in the platonic sense. and i Know it’s stupid because she obviously doesn’t think i’m dull or annoying when we’ve been friends for almost ten years. but it just hurts to perpetually be everyone’s third, fourth, fifth priority. because she has so many other people and i often feel like i have no one; because she makes me so happy and i’m afraid i could never do the same for her.
I'm in love (I know it's probably not love since I'm "too young" but it feels that way) with a girl with a boyfriend. This song really helped me through with this "crush" and coming out to my family. I've told my grandma and aunt so far and plucking up the courage for my parents
I'm smiling like an idiot watching this!!!! Even thought Dodie is 10 years older then me I would totally to up to her if I see her and be like "Omg Your Dodie!!!" then start singing this to her and wait for her reaction !!!!
Same. I dont see her very much but everytime she's around I can't help but look at her so much. Shes just so beautiful to look at, and makes me smile when shes around, at least knowing we're on the same room makes my day.
+This time I'm Ready To Run same. He's always kind of sassy jokingly and so when I'd say something funny sometimes he just looks at me kind of like "seriously" with a poker face and I always want to do that to him but he's just so cute that I can't help but smile/laugh
I really like my ex-bestfriend. We used to be really good friends but we somehow just drifted apart. She knows I'm bi, and I think she knows I like her. But ever since she found out, she's always avoiding me. Like, if I'm already around her, she tries to act normal but I know she feels awkward around me now. We both love singing, and I love singing duets with her but now, she keeps on finding a way to reject me whenever I ask her about collaborating with me on my Youtube channel. She's always making excuses about being busy. I don't care that much about my crush right now, I just want my best friend back. I know that she's straight, and even if she wasn't: she's just not into me. And if I can't have her as my girlfriend, I at least want her back as my best friend...... or at least a good friend. Ugh what is my life....
the "but to her i taste of nothing at all" strikes a nerve and it makes me want to cry. i am kind of in love with a certain girl but she's dating someone else and i am nothing more than a friend to her.
My own she sent me a song then said "I dont feel like this too you lol" i felt heartbroken, not because she didnt like me, because she said lol. I love her so much and i put so much effort into saying the right things.
I loved you. And you knew, of course you knew. But fucking jesus you don't realise just how much. I desperatly I wanted to hold you and hear you ehisper it in my ear. You never knew how much it hurt to look at you and wish so deeply to kiss you and run. To kiss you and never come back because at least then I'd told you. At least then maybe I could've given you every single feeling in a single kiss. You don't know how heartbreaking it was to know that you'd never love me the same way and I know you never will but I still look at you longingly after all these years because you still smell like lemon grass and sleep and I hate you for doing this to me, but I love you so damn much
Me being someone who has no clue what her sexuality is but is probably gay finds this adorable and also slightly heart breaking. I have no idea what my orientation is but I'll find out soon...hopfully...
I'm kind of in the same spot. I know that I for sure am at least Bi but i feel more attracted to girls (like a lot more) but i would still date a guy if I really liked him. Ugh it confuses me
I have the same problem,, I've been questioning for 2 months now and I still don't know. But I don't like labels; they're a lot of pressure; so I'm just kind of not having one right now.
I realised recently that I was pansexual and everything just felt amazing like all the questions that I had were just gone and everything was right and it all made sense and I seriously hope that one day you have that feeling
Thank you so much. All of this support makes me feel a lot better about my situation. Getting these comments make my day and you have restored my faith in the YouTube comment section. Thank you :)
It's all right to not know what your sexuality is. You don't have to stress over the fact that you can't label yourself as bi or pan or gay or straight or demi or anything of that sort. In the end, you are you and you're allowed to fall in with with whoever you want to and that's what matters.
Vidhi Chaudhary SAMEE. I'm so confused all the time but I feel like I'm most likely gay? Like I'm in between knowing I'm gay and knowing nothing at all that describes my current situation so accurately
You know, this comment will never be read by the person I want to read it. He is a boy. I've always talked to him, I helped him with his girlfriend, and I've only acted like a friend. I don't want to lose our friendship. You have the most handsome brown curly hair. Your eyes are so pretty and I love their green glow. When you sing it is amazing and beautiful. I love you, and I have since the first play we ever did together. I'll continue to help you with other girls, and I'll never tell you how much I love you. But, I do
Cecília sjdksjks it's been like 5 fuckin years that I'm in love with her but I still can't find the courage to tell her... and she is staight so... yeah, life is like this
My best friend. She has no idea how I feel, but I sent this to her in the hopes the penny would drop. It hasn't. I'm scared to tell her, I don't want to lose her.
Sofia. We like eachother a lot and I really feel like she's the one for me but she lives on the other side of the world. She smells like lemongrass and I took a lot of polaroid pictures of her
her names Alexis. I don't know if i like her like that but i'm trying to figure it out. but she's great and I think of her while listening to this song.
Sammy Lester I understand why you're upset and I'm so sorry. But don't blame yourself you didn't do anything wrong and that's actually beautiful how you think of her <3
GenericPhangirl oh god I'd sing it to "her" I've got a massive crush and have for a year. I wanna ask her out so bad and I'm actually in love with her. She's my former best friend but we drifted apart, I love her.
GenericPhangirl Julie, even though we are still dating and I know this song is mostly for exes. I love her with all of my heart and she tastes of apple juice and peach to me
I actually got this sent to me. This girl said "I got a song for you, it is really cute and super gay" she is bisexual, I am lesbian or bi, don't know yet. Only problem is that I really like this girl even tho she lives on the other side of the world. And not sure if she meant this or just thought it was cute.
GenericPhangirl I'd sing this to my best friend, I won't mention her name because she is on YouTube a lot and we pretty much watch the same youtubers, but she means everything to me. And I'm just a good friend to her. She is bisexual as well, but she is in a relationship with a guy who treats her like garbage. I wish I could tell her my feelings without ruining our friendship
Alyssa, she's bi and I'm bi too. We talk over the internet in a group chat, and she looks at me nothing more than a good friend. Sadly, I'm too shy to ever pick up a convo with her in private, so I never made a move. Over time she got in a relationship with another girl called Xylenne and the most thing that hurt was, Xy was also a very good friend of mine plus she was in our group chat. It hurt so much to read how everyone shipped them and how in love with eachother they were.
ngân. she was my best friend for 4 years and i got a real bad crush on her, but when high school started she stopped answering my texts, so i stopped sending them.
I'm still figuring out my sexuality but I think I have a crush on a girl called Imi, I'm pretty sure I love her but I've never done this before. This is hard and confusing...
Dodie rlly gave a whole generation of gay girls and anthem... darling she has the range
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yup :)
11 likesIkrr
8 likesYeah❤️
6 likesYes. Very true❤️
5 likesIt’s sad this anthem is about a one sided love.
3 likes“But to her, I taste like nothing at all”
5990 likesThat hit close to home.
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@Ell Nichols its not her in the profile picture. The person in the profile pic is a Kpop idol called Moonbyul, from a Kpop group called Mamamoo.
13 likes@Ell Nichols Don't worry, you're welcome 😂
3 likes@Ell Nichols I've never been called sweet, thank you so much 😥❤❤
3 likes@Ell Nichols awwwh thank you 😥❤❤❤❤❤
2 likes@Ell Nichols you've cheered me up immensely thank you so much ❤
2 likes@Ell Nichols you too!
2 likes@Ell Nichols sorry if I'm intruding but I stumbled upon this convo and thought it was sweet. ^v^
8 likesnice pfp of moonbyul, dude
5 likeswow. im glad i stumbled upon this convo :)
3 likesSame
1 likeWhenever I text her I want to tell her how i feel, but then I stop myself because I kind of want to tell her in person
5 likesyeh me to
1 like💀me
1 like💀me
1 like:( I can relate. anyone else fallen for their straight best friend?
2 likesme 💀
0 likesmy current crush is a boy, but this song still makes my bi ass want to cry.
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Omg same
19 likessame omg. currently in love with a boy but i’m still only discovering that girls are so so so amazing. we’re in for a long one
52 likesWow thanks! No one else seems to get it.
8 likesIt feels so weird finding someone with the same name as me— 😭
4 likesmara_cleia LMFOAOAOSJKQ my name is actually tamara but i shorten it to mara because i don’t like it 🧍🏻♀️
5 likesSame
1 likeit doesnt make u less bi <3 ur so valid
7 likesValid bestie
0 likesew
0 likes@k ! cries <3
1 likeLol I told my best friend that I was Gay and she said “Yeah I’ve known for years but thanks for telling me”
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Mood
66 likesHow old are ya
6 likesIt’s all about the catra pfp 👉👈🥺
60 likesfake_todoroki I see fellow catra in the wild👀
25 likesThe same thing happened to me but she was my mom
13 likes.. Yeah your pfp is Catra she better have known
15 likesMine said “ are you sure?”
5 likesCATRA WTF
5 likesUr Catra pfp suits it lmao
5 likesMine said "okay, now where's the surprise?"
6 likesThats me but im trans so she was like "i already figured."
2 likesLmaooo I told mine and she was like "yea I had a feeling"
1 likeLOVE that
1 likeYou have straight friends?? Can't relate
5 likesI told my best friend I was gay but she acted weird so I told her it was a joke 😬
4 likesLol that was me when my "baby" cousin came out
1 likeLiterally me yesterday...
1 likeThis is my worst fear 😃
1 like@Eleanor :D same but i said that it was a "phase". pretty sure she didnt believe me but whatever as long as she doesn't ask for now it's fine i guess
0 likesThat was EXACTLY my best friend's reaction🤣🤣🤣
0 likes@Esh Malheiro she literally asked me like half a yr later if i "was still a lesbian"... fck but okay whatever i played that off smoothly... right?
0 likes@Seth Why do you need to know their age
0 likes@HI to be honest... I don't remember
2 likes@Seth l9l
0 likes@Seth lol I meant
0 likescatraaa 🥺
0 likessame lmao
0 likesMy best friend said “we aren’t friends anymorel
0 likesI came out to bestfriend early and he said I been knew
0 likesoof
0 likes@Seth that’s kinda creepy but ok
0 likesMy she recently came out as they. And god, I love them so much. I loved them before and I love them still, but I’m not the kind of girl they’d like, and I know that. And I’ve been hopelessly watching as they fell in and out of relationships over the past year, always rambling to me about their partner, because they were comfortable enough to say whatever they needed to. They told me their name first, and god their name is so overwhelming them.
1451 likesThey smell like coffee shops and chilled air. Of fall, and pumpkin pie.
They tastes like peaches and rich white chocolate and cinnamon.
They feel like soft fluffy blankets and the cold, but comforting feeling of silk. They feels like the crunching of autumn leaves.
And god, they means everything to me.
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You should tell him
66 likesOh my gosh that’s adorable
74 likesUpdate?
33 likesMy heart just melted reading this ❤❤
38 likesAny updates?
19 likes🤧🤧🤧
14 likesWow that’s so cute please tell us what happened?
17 likesThat's so cute, I hope he'll realise you feelings for him
16 likesThis is so cute
10 likesOh my gosh I’m crying, that’s so beautiful, I hope everything goes well for you and your he 🥺💕
14 likesSame
6 likesomg awww my heart🥺❤️
6 likesThis made me cry a little? Maybe
4 likesFuck, you’re gonna make me cry
3 likesso beautiful- im crying
3 likesOkay but that description was just beautiful💕
3 likesOk...I’m almost crying this is beautiful...😩 any updates?
4 likesPleeeeeeease tell us something came of this. I'm dying.
3 likesi wanna cry because i watched my crush got into two consecutive, long toxic relationship in the 2 years we've known each other. she had just broken up with her last boyfriend and now knows the best for herself, and im happy, really happy to see her slowly regain herself back. but thats all it will ever be, she just doesn't like girls as far as i know.
8 likesplz my heart
2 likeshow are you two doing now?
Awww any updates? <3
1 likeMy they still means everything to me. But now I know I mean everything to them too❤️
35 likes@Ribbons System🕷 YAYYYYYYYYYYY CONGRATSS :DDDD💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
6 likes@Ribbons System🕷 3 days ago? Damn, did I check in at the right time! 🤣 congrats!
5 likesdamn love him with all ur heart and be there for him and if you ever feel ready, go tell him. you'll regret not telling him when ur 80 on a rocking chair
2 likes@Ribbons System🕷 YOOO YES!!! Congratsss❤
2 likes@Ribbons System🕷 YAY OMG THIS IS SO CUTE
2 likes@Ribbons System🕷 awww yay!!!
2 likes@Ribbons System🕷 YAAAAY
2 likesI thought you were talking about the girl in the video, i was like daaaamn I will never be able to watch this video and look at it the same xD
0 likesUPDATE? 😭😭 MY HEART
0 likesHow is everyone in the comments dating their crushes??
6878 likesWHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG
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This is a moooD
103 likesI know right! If someone could tell me what I'm doing wrong it'd be great
102 likesLuna Lovegood sorry but
45 likesCan’t relate but he’s 3000 miles away
I understand
15 likesJus saying Luna lovegood is like one of those girls that I realized years later that my obsession w her was actually me trying to show attraction lmao. Turns out I’m not straight :)
43 likesWelp, I’m crying
9 likesMy crush doesn’t hate me anymore
19 likesShe bullies me now
You not da only one!!!
8 likesWhatever your doing I’m doing too... 😭😭😭
13 likes@hello I'm so sorry 😭😭😭
5 likesThe group of people who aren’t dating their crushes
17 likesLuna Lovegood well first of all your crush needs to like you back, so just.... be a.... person?
3 likesSAME 😂
1 likeJust be upfront. My gf did this whole thing after my sibling told her to be straightforward like "well my friend likes this person who's dating someone else what should they do?" and I was just like "{her name} If you like me just say so, I'm polyamorous." then she told me so yeah, we've been dating for 2 years now so just be straightforward.
7 likesLuna Lovegood DEADASS
1 likeLuna Lovegood | Mood!!!😂😂😂😂😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
2 likesyou arent asking them
0 likesPlease can you help
1 likemood. my crush is a junior and im a freshman so thats never happening........... soooooo THATS fun.
1 likeHave you tried telling you crush?
0 likesLuna Lovegood you have to find the right one.. <3
0 likesIt's okay I had a crush on a boy for like 5 years never spoke to him about it he never knew and then I realized I was gay
6 likesLuna Lovegood introduce them to dodie and boom, they’re suddenly your girlfriend
4 likesNot even a joke, I showed my crush dodie and the next day my friend accidentally told me she liked me and then I asked her out... we now obsess over dodie together
Haha sameeee
0 likesRight
0 likesMy crush is bisexual but a-romantic and I’m waiting till marriage yeah this sucks
0 likesMEEEEEEE 😂😂 Like seriously someone help me 🤣
1 likeThe problem is u didnt ask them out at a sleep over and tell them on roblox lol
1 likeim not lol i dont know what im doing wrong either!!
0 likesLuna Lovegood same
0 likesMutual feelings
0 likesLuna Lovegood dats facts what am i doing wrong?
0 likesIkr?!
0 likesme and my crush kissed, cuddled, and held hands today. i think u just gotta tell then how u feel. it worked for me. he likes me back and is thinking about asking me out. but you always have to give it time. tell them how u feel if they dont feel the same its okay. ik this is like 7 months late but its okay
1 like@lol mindy that is so cool I am happy for u
0 likesExactly
0 likesThe thing is I can seem to get boys just it’s never the one person I really want, I can always get someone just not that one person😐
2 likesApparently not screaming about satanic cults on Livestreams
0 likesSAME
0 likesIdk what I'm doing wrong either!
0 likesMy crush just went up to me first and i was trying to say i liked her back but all our friends were trying to figure out what happened
0 likesAngel Winchester idk I am dating mine just be nice and get close but not clingy
0 likesidk but I've been dating her for 2 years even though it's a long-distance relationship... good luck though, you will find the one
1 likeIdk and same
0 likesI did for a while. It hurt turns out she didnt even like me
0 likesAll ya gotta do is charm them and show them that you care ma dude, I just got ma girl yesterday!
0 likesEdit: we broke up a week ago- but it’s because her way of showing love is different from mine and I’d rather actions over words. I’ve found someone that embraces that and hopefully everything goes well.
Luna Lovegood, You can do it! Just show her how much you care and ask her out in a creative way!
0 likesLol I'm not cause I don't have a best friend
0 likesella h, that’s ok ma dude! You will find someone that makes you happy! You deserve happiness and will soon get it! Don’t ever give up! You are loved and you are worthy!
0 likesYour not doing Anything wrong, it’s just the people dating there crushes are happy about it and want to tell everyone and the single people keep it to themselves so it looks like everyone’s with there crushes but I’m reality it’s just a handful
0 likesLiterally me
0 likesHey....... Its been a year, but I really like ur... profile pic😗✨
3 likesEXCATLY MAN WTF AM I DOING WRONG
0 likesI need this girls social mediaaaa T○T
0 likesBRO SAME
0 likesIdk can someone help
0 likesI ain't XD
0 likesha ha ... i'm not :(
0 likes@Hail Four chemical dudes dude same, but thank the gay gods she's moving.
1 likeFr tho aaahhhh >m<
0 likesI send her hearts, and tell her i love her but she knows i say that to all my friends but i dont think she realises it :(
@Wild Flower same :(((((
1 likeIkr
1 likeWHAT AM I DOING WRONG
AM I THAT UNLIKEABLE!?
Qwq
perhaps its the nargles, luna.
1 likeIkr
0 likesLuna Lovegood I know this is late but my advice is to just create a trusting friendship with them. It might blossom into something new. This advice is cliched but that's what relationships are like: having a best friend sorta.
1 likeSorry if you don't need this advice anymore 😅.
I know probs no one cares, but,,, I still am crushing on her, but we are now best friends so that's fun. also, she told me she is bi curious, and has been valiantly trying to bring her homophobic father around. so ya... fun times I guess??? my heart flutters everytime she touches me and we spend everyday together so WOO
1 likeLuna Lovegood Woot! Woot! That's wonderful, dude!
0 likes@Jelly Tom aw thank youu
1 likeLuna Lovegood Have ya told her yet? Or... not the right time? Not tryin' to be nosy but just wonderin'.
0 likes@Jelly Tom oh no lol I couldn't lmao
1 likeLuna Lovegood Oh that's okay. The right time'll come! If you don't wanna tell her yet, cherish the sweet friendship you have! :)
0 likesLet me take my notepad to take down noted my crush don't even glance in my direction and I just mumble dumb stuff when I'm around her but found out a few months ago that she is hetero tore me to pieces but still images of us falling in love was just fantasies
1 like@J O'B oh wow, thats great! i mean like, some wrackspurts might be around tho
2 likesim so annoying ill shut up now
IKR
1 likeI KNOW! LIKE TELL ME YOUR SECRETS
0 likesFRRRR
0 likesDon't worry, you're not alone...
0 likesidk, i just dont have crushes or havent haven one yet that is in my league and not a celeb
0 likesIt’s true tho- HOW ; - ;
0 likesI don't even have a crush😅
1 like@_bouldering_ 368 same, i like have celebrity crushes but not real people in my league
0 likesthey’re honestly so lucky tho.
1 likeIKR 😞
0 likesMy crush when I was 11 was on my best friend. We started dating on November 2nd in 2015. This year will be our 6th year anniversary and we’re pretty sure we’re going to be married in our twenties. We were wlw at the beginning but now we’re mlm lol. We figured out we were both trans around the same time and we’ve been growing and evolving together. 🥰
0 likesIDK I THINK IM DOING SOMETHING WRONG TOO
1 likeAsking em out.
0 likes'She' is the reason I love Monday mornings at school. She is the only person allowed to hug me and still hasn't noticed the way I see her. Her boyfriend did though. She's both fire and rain, but to me she feels like a perfect storm. She's the reason I'm a mess and the reason I don't fall apart. She's into pop-rock but still took the time to go through my entire excessively long folk playlist. She's a total flirt, but only with me. She's cold feet, burning eyes and storytime by the fireplace at my place. She is the reason we almost died when we tried cooking at her place, and still found a way to forgive me for almost burning her house down. She is the only person who ever listened to my original songs even though I had her fooled by telling her I sent memos to my best friend. She smells like rain, hot chocolate and winter and fall. She's late night talks and smiling at the ceiling ad stargazing together even when we're far apart. She has the brightest, bluest gaze mine ever met, and the softest smile I've ever seen. She has long, golden hair falling down in waves upon her shoulders. She has long, slender fingers. Her hands fit so perfectly in mine but still find their place in somebody else's. She is memories of getting lost in town and running after the bus, and waiting for three hours in the pouring rain on a February afternoon for her to come out of class, with the pale hope of spending the ten minutes of her ride home with her. She is memories of sitting on the ground in the subway, my head on her shoulder and her hand in my pocket on the day before her birthday. She is music, Breaking Benjamin songs on repeat in the car, changing guitar strings because she's too lazy to do it herself. She sounds like steel and feels like nylon. She is video games, victory and the taste of defeat. And she means everything to me.
823 likesSorry for my long ass rant, it's sappy as hell, but I needed to... -_-
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This nearly made me cry, your passion is beautiful. I hope things work out. And even if they don’t please hold onto those memories and never let them become tinted with pain 🖤
69 likesupdate🥺
20 likesthis is so precious aaaaaaaaa
11 likesSomehow you made me fall in love with your crush with your passion and wording
41 likesThis is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read, holyyyy shit, it’s like reading my own life story, BEAUTIFUL.
19 likesOwie that hurt me too
7 likesI’m crying siam stop😭😭😭
7 likesjust wow
5 likesthat is so so beautiful...
2 likes🥺❤️
0 likesso beautiful- im crying now
3 likesDude that's beautiful
0 likesbro that shit was beautiful
3 likesThis actually almost made me cry
1 likeI'm going to cry 🤧🥺
0 likes"Her hands fit so perfectly in mine but still find their place in somebody else's" just wow
7 likes🖤🖤🖤
0 likesdamn keep her forever
1 likeHDHEUHEUEDH AWWWWWWWW
0 likesThat’s so fucking beautiful I’m crying shit
1 likeI hope it works out! Im rooting for you!😚 She sounds worth it♥️
1 likeYooo, coming from a person with no soul, this almost made me cry
3 likesUPDATE
0 likesomg ???
0 likesEver considered writing as a job?
0 likesreading this after a long mental breakdown at 2am wasn't the best idea but this is so adorable and sweet😭
0 likesThis poem broke me
0 likesShe caught me so off guard.
676 likesShe has the biggest heart, the warmest smile, the cutest mannerisms, and the safest hugs.
She's got a thousand freckles, perfect brunette hair, and sparking grey eyes.
She's the one I wish I could call mine.
Edit: I cannot believe this but she confessed her love for me last night. This feels like a dream
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That is beautiful and amazing and I am so happy for you
21 likesim so happy for you <3
4 likes@Tara Ariadne thank you sweetie 🥺❤️ we've been dating for almost 9 months now. it's so crazy to think about
23 likes@VioletEclipse thank you <3 my life has been changed forever. we've been dating almost 9 months now
17 likeswhen i tell you that when i read the edit, my stomach dropped for you
14 likes@camo crocs 💜💜 awwww thank you
2 likes@Chloe Allmond <3
1 like@NikkiRandomGamesss 😂😂 same girl
3 likesAaaaaa I'm so happy for you <3
2 likes1 YEAR UPDATE???????
2 likes@msa HAHA OMG I LOVE YOU. today is actually our one year anniversary ;) I couldn't be happier than when I'm with her 💜💜
13 likes@Chloe Allmond ommmfg this is so wholesome <333 i hope yall stay together forever
1 like@Mayurakshi Ghose I never would've thought I would work out for me. Stories like mine always made me jealous, but gave me hope too. Now, my girlfriend and I are 13 months strong. Keep your head up :) You'll meet the right one when it's the right time.
8 likes@Mayurakshi Ghose and thank you for the well wishes 💜 I hope the best for you, too.
2 likesIt seriously warms my heart to hear things worked out for you! I really hope everything goes well for you guys 💕
3 likesi’m so happy for you
1 likeomg im so happy for you<3 i wish both of you the best of luck!
2 likesWow, congrats! :)
1 likeomfg i hope u two r still together!!
3 likes@Junie we are!! almost a year and a half strong :))
7 likessjdhsjd this is so sweet
3 likes@Marine Chuop-Mourareau THANKS BESTIE ❤️ we vibin
1 likeDAMN HOWS IT GOING NOW
1 like@Yeti I'm sorry to report that... JK LMAO we still gay af together after 1 year 10 months!!
8 likes@Chloe Allmond omg i nearly had a heart attack lmao congratssssss
2 likesSANA OL! 😭😭
2 likesOML THE EDIT IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU
1 like@elise I love the fact that after two years people are still finding our story 🥺🥺 We're over two years strong now :)
6 likesWow
0 likesOmg that's amazing!! I'm soo happy for you that's the cutest edit I've seen <3
1 like@Chloe Allmond omg r you guys still together?
1 like@mmmya We sure are! Celebrating 2 years and 7 months together as of today. 🥰 It makes me so happy every time someone comments here and I'm reminded of just how lucky I am. So thank you for making my night 💜💜
0 likesshe smells like rubber gloves and sheep
5867 likesbecause she is a farmer
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why am I laughing so hard
233 likesThis song made me sad and then I saw this comment and I can't take it seriously anymore
188 likesomfg
10 likes😂😂😂
3 likes:)
0 likesand i'll be okay admiring from a barn
121 likesThank you for this.
4 likesI'm laughing so hard rn omg bless you all
10 likesShe can go on Farmers Only. She doesn't have to be lonely.
25 likesoh my gosh im laughing
3 likes+Frankie Henderson im fucking screaming
4 likesSCREAMING
2 likesI JUST SAW THIS AND IM HOWLING
4 likesFrankie Henderson god dammit i was crying reading other comments and i see this n now i cant stop laughing
8 likesIm laughing to fucking hard at this what the hell 😂😂😂😂😂
2 likes@britney still a farmer?
1 likecameron post ? is that you ?
0 likesWtf😂😂
0 likesFrankie Henderson I WHEEZEDSJSJSJ
0 likesLol
0 likesYeehaw
1 likelmao
0 likesMooo
0 likesThis song means a lot to people and you had to comment this
0 likesI'm howling
0 likesOmg stop lol
0 likesMood
0 likesi was like almost crying and then i saw this comment OH MY FUCKING GOD IM SCREAMING
0 likesFrankie Henderson bahahahh
0 likesjust becase she a farmer do not means you just say that ok thats mean
0 likesLmfao
0 likesI've been laughing at this comment for four years now...
6 likesCaroline Sauter the fact I made that comment 4 years ago makes me cringe hahaha
6 likesI CACKLEDDDDDDD
0 likes...
0 likesA FARMCORE LESBIAN
2 likesNOICE
0 likesShe is a cottage core lesbian✨
1 like😼👍🏽
1 likey e s
0 likesoh god i was just crying listening to this song and now i'm laughing so hard. why are you doing this to me?😂😂😂
0 likesY'all's replies are just YES
0 likesShe haw
0 likes5 years later and i still crack up to this comment
3 likes@Frankie Henderson this one is probably one of the most memorable comments I've seen ngl. many of us shouldn't be laughing that hard but we did. :,)
1 likeIM CACKLING OMG
1 likeI'm ugly laughing at this and idk when I'll stop
0 likesi love reading all these comments, all about their ‘she’. it’s lovely to hear the stories about how they fell in love. or how they’re pouring their heart into the comments of a youtube video because they haven’t told their ‘she’ or can’t tell their ‘she’
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It feels kinda sad at the same time longing for things most of us cant have but means so much to them😢, some of them give me hope though
6 likesa note to my “she”
429 likesi’ll say your name in the hopes that you’ll never see this.
hanna, your smile bright as sunshine and your coconut scent. your radiance and beauty. your everything. while our time was short together, which now i’ll admit was my fault. i cherish every moment. you holding my hand under the table and our first kiss in the bathroom hiding from everyone else. every moment having to tell people i’m straight because of my mother. the time you kissed me on my head. or when we danced at our sixth grade dance when you said your feet were hurting but you didn’t mind because you were with me. i see your face everywhere some days. and while it wasn’t your fault you give me this mindset of being scared over getting with another girl. i don’t want to hurt her like i had with you. you’re a beautiful soul that didn’t deserve what happened. you smell like lemonade and cool-aid jammers. you taste like crumbling leaves in winter and the feeling of happiness. you and all the memories with you mean everything to me. thank you, for everything. “my she”. ❤️
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lindsay that’s beautiful
13 likesthis is so pretty 🥺 also your “she” also owns the song I wanna be your girlfriend by girl in red damn
14 likeslindsay i hope you find happiness you deserve it. and i hope one day that she sees how much she means to you :)
3 likesokay so with my she we held hands under the table and kissed in the bathroom too... I'm literally in tears. I hope you get with your she some day
6 likesI am crying omg 🥺
0 likesMine is a Hanna too :(
0 likes🎶🎵Oh Hanna, I don't wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your lips🎵🎶
0 likesto my she -
908 likesthis is going to get lost in the comments, but why not. i’ll say your name here because i know that you won’t be in this corner of the internet. and if you are, i guess you’re not very straight after all, huh.
mollie, you are radiant and beautiful. the most gorgeous girl i’ve ever laid my eyes upon. you never cease to make me laugh and better my day. we have the same name, which makes me feel so strange - but a good strange. your blonde hair is soft and your blue eyes are so pretty. my heart pounds when you’re in the same room as i. people in our class talk about us. they say it’s weird how we are from different universes but have become friends over time.
but you don’t like girls, and i wish with all of my heart that you did. so maybe i could have a chance. you’re also very popular so i understand that you’re under a lot of pressure to be perfect. but you already are.
you’re the only person who truly understands me and i love you for that. i have utterly fallen head over heels for you.
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wait wh-
8 likeslol i just cried i Completely Understand this. you wrote that so beautifully.
30 likesNone of my business but I REALLY hope she reads this. Good luck, it gets better :)
29 likesI'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me (: I hope you and her work out tho7gh because I bet she loves you even if she dont show it
72 likesAlex Truelove so you basically go out with ed sheeran?
20 likes@pockyTV not sure if thats suppised to be a insult to me or my boyffiend or a compliment.
13 likes@Alex Truelove that's so cute!!! best of luck to you two 💕💕💕
8 likesaawwwww
3 likes@Alex Truelove im certain it's a compliment
7 likesaww good luck
0 likesWhat has happened?
0 likesfelt
0 likes“And she smells like cinnamon and smoke”
470 likes“She tastes like lily blossoms and tears”
“You would find her on the cover of a vinyl”
“And she means everything to me”
“she smells like blueberries and sweets”
119 likes“She taste like summertime and dreams”
“Oh you would find her in a movie poster”
“And she means everything to me”
I ASKED MY CRUSH OUT AND SHE SAID YES. I HAVE MY FIRST EVER GIRLFRIEND SUEIEONSOW
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I know this is late but congrats!!!
24 likesI get that this is rlly late. But well done. I hope it is going well
9 likeshow are you know?
2 likesAre you still together?
2 likeslucky 😭
0 likescongrats :D
0 likesit’s been four years and people are falling in love with dodie just like i did in eighth grade and it’s hitting me how much time has passed. this is on spotify and i see people posting it and i almost forgot the song existed and i haven’t listened in so long and yikes. i almost forgot what it was like to fall in love with the girl i thought of when listening to this. and it all came back in one rush. i’m just rambling but i love you, dodie. thank you so much.
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What is this song about a boy sent it to me
0 likes@Lily Muha a love song about loving someone but them not loving you back. in this case a lesbian liking a straight girl
0 likesThe comments here are so FREAKING SWEET and honestly I just want to collect them all up and publish the into a poetry book (with full credits to each writer of course) And publish it so everyone can see how absolutely talented y’all are
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IK THIS IS LIKE A YEAR LATE BUT OMG THAT SOUNDS LIKE A GREAT IDEA?? fr tho all the stories here are so heartwarming <3
4 likesok this is my favorite side of youtube, where the comment section is full of people helping other people and congratulating them & it's just so positive and happy I love it
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Victoria Martin // agreed !!
0 likesVictoria Martin I know right :]
0 likesBut why do people think I'm so mean though when I really don't know how to just say sorry.
0 likesVictoria Martin I know, it makes me so happy
12 likeswhoever ends up with this angel is going to be the luckiest person on earth
230 likesshe's aro. and i feel so bad liking her because i know that she feels uncomfortable when romance is brought up but i can't stop. i can't stop and i keep dreaming and what's wrong with me?
247 likesyou don't think you're pretty. but you are. you're so beautiful and you'll never know how pretty i really think you are.
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this made me cry. the way you love is so deep.
13 likesyo! update with this, turns out i was just feeling very intense queerplatonic vibes, and i have a wonderful girlfriend who i adore! they mean the world to me, and i can't imagine not loving them. i honestly forgot about this but i just figured i would give an update, haha!
38 likes@shay AWWWWW THATS SO CUUUTE 😭😭😭 good luck to u and your girlfriend 🥺✨
6 likesim so happy for youuu
3 likesYikes :(((
0 likes@shay :o congrats!!
1 likeMy house burnt down a year ago- I just discovered that this song reminds me of my house. She did smell like lemongrass and sleep. I tasted birthday cakes and heard countless storytimes and went through so many falls with her. But there's nothing I can do so oh well
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that's... really cool, actually. people refer to boats and houses as "she"
37 likesI'm so sorry about your house, but I can only offer that you'll find another, and expirience new and happier memories at your new house. best of luck
My 'she' is a warm summer night, with thunder and rain. She's the reflection of moonlight on dark water. She's the ambient noise of a city and she's the faint glow of purple neon in a dark room. She's leather jackets and black nailpolish. She's a rose in a field of daisies and she's the comfortable silence in an overwhelmingly loud world. She's both a butterfly and an eagle. Her laughter is bright and joyful and makes me feel like laughing too, however sad I feel. She wouldn't believe me if I told her, but she's incredibly smart. Behind the layer of edginess and acting tough, she's got a heart of gold.
351 likesSadly, both me and my 'she' both have one thing in common; we want things we can't have. She keeps chasing the baddest boys that play with her for a bit and then toss her, leaving her broken. And no matter how much she's hurt me before and how hard she's left me alone when I needed her most, I'll always be here to pick up the pieces. I'll always try to mend her back together and make her smile, no matter how much that tears me apart. I'm here for her as long as she needs me, and I'm ready to disappear back into the shadows as soon as she decides I've done enough. I'll listen to all her vents and to all her stories. I'll let her cry on my shoulder and I'll support her and comfort her. And I will never expect to get the same treatment back.
The fact that she's bi makes it even more painful. It's a slap in the face; The barrier between us is not her sexuality, it's me. I'm not fun enough and I'm not loud enough and I don't go to parties and I don't skip school. I'm not at all like her friends and I'm sure it won't be long until she listens to them and just ditches me again, like she's done before. And that hurts. That hurts so damn much. But all that is worth it if I get to spend time with her and hug her and just feel at home.
She's a hurricane and she's destroying every piece of me that I've managed to fix from the last time she broke my heart. And I let her.
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This is beautiful and sad at the same time... I love it :)
14 likesTelma Antonia, I’m crying. You wanna know why? My situation isn’t exactly like yours. But I let my “She” do those things to me to. I will always listen to her, I will always love her, I will always be the one who tries to keep us in contact. But she will never do the same. She will continue to tear me down, maybe not knowing that she is. She doesn’t know how much I feel for her. I don’t think she understands. She gets crushes and easily, so incredibly and astonishingly easily, lets her feelings go. I don’t understand! How? How can she do that? I cannot let myself go! She’s straight! Honestly, how many times do I have to tell myself that she is straight and she will never love me like I love her?? I have told myself again and again, and yet, I cannot get over her. It breaks me down. What almost breaks me down more, though, is she never talks to me. I am always the one to initiate. I listen to all of her stories, all of her rants, and yet, she doesn’t appreciate me. She takes me for granted, steps all over me like her special little doormat. And you know what? I let her. And, what’s worse? I still love her.
20 likes@gay idiot Oh dear.. I found myself and my situation in every single one of the words you wrote. It hurts so damn much.. Please remember that you're not alone in this. I'm going through the same thing and so are a lot of others.
14 likesThe both of us dont deserve this.
I think we'll have to accept the fact that we look at them differenty than they look at us. We cant keep following them like lost dogs or it'll tear us both apart. And the worst thing is that they dont even care.
The sad truth is that life doesnt work the same way that stories do. In every single book you'd read about a similar situation, the protagonist would end up getting their love interest. But thats just not going to happen. I think we should both take a step back and allow ourselves to heal. The following communications should be initiated by them, not us.
What has helped me quite a lot is venting. I do this by using creative sources. I write poetry, Ive drawn her, Ive written stories about her.. It makes me feel a little better. This way I can express what I'm going through without having to say anything to her and gradually, the person I've been writing about has less and less similarities to Her. Because honestly, shes far from the perfect person she is in my mind and it's time for me to realise that.
Thank you. I agree with you. I need to break contact with Her. It’s going to be difficult, but I’ll try. I have written lots of poetry. I cannot very well draw, but I have done one piece of art of Her in a metaphorical sense, and I think it’s helped me realize what I’m letting Her do to me.
12 likesIt’s unfortunate how perfect both of our Shes feel. I guess what we both have to know is that they’re not perfect for us. The only thing I wonder is why we believed these people were so perfect in the first place. Thank you so much again for all that. That was really sweet, and I hope that what you’ve just said to me you can believe yourself. Good luck.
wtf i'm crying
10 likesIm actually crying ❤ and you will find the right she
8 likesIt's been eleven months since I posted this about my 'she'. I still think about her sometimes but I have moved on, and in the process of that I have found my own worth. I am more than just someone that is used to vent to. It's a shame she didnt realize that..
13 likesIn time, I'm sure I'll have a new she.
@Merivesi Dude, I just read all that and cried and even though I don't know you, I still feel really happy for you for some reason
6 likesI know how that feels too
0 likes@Merivesi ik ur comment is old but it's still so heartbreaking
4 likes@Yeti thank you for commenting, i loved reading this back after all that time <3 nowadays she simply remains a part of my past. something to look back on with a wistful smile, and not something to regret. that time of me and her was so bittersweet, and as much as it used to sting, i'm grateful for the experience and I wouldn't change it for the world. It's moments like these, people like her, that end up shaping us all and giving our lives meaning where sometimes it seems to lack any. :)
4 likes@Merivesi :) thats great to hear. hope you find your she
1 likeThis is so beautiful and hurts at the same time, I hope you move on and find the right person in due time <3 take care ❤
0 likesThis is so insanely good. Like Jesus this is excellent. Can you please make an album already?!
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THANKS MAGIC MAN
96 likes@doddleoddle SECONDED DODIE!! Please make an album someday! This is fantastic xxxx
17 likesI would buy your album and listen to it over and over
4 likesStevenBridges 3 years later, look where she is!
2 likesand now, an album! 💘
2 likes@maelysmay this is so cute to read knowing of how everything turned out 🤧
2 likesthis song means everything to me ngl
70 likesi found it when i’d just started figuring out my sexuality and now here i am with a girlfriend, confident about who i am.
i forgot how relatable this song was and specifically the line “although i’d ache it feels oddly good to hurt”
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awe this is the sweetest thing ever
0 likesI finally came out as a lesbians this year. I found my She in college, she has these hazel eyes that anyone could get lost in them, at first I never thought brown could be such a beautiful color but when I look at her my heart just melts. I would get lost in them all the time when I watched her from across the room. There were times where we would talk and I would just forget where I'm going and walk into a door because she made me feel so nervous but in a good way.I liked her the first time I saw her, my friend introduced me to her and I was so nervous to have a conversation and I realized over time that she means a lot to me. We became good friends, she would invite me to your place for some parties and even when I saw her with another girl, I was still happy for her. She's so understanding and she get's me; when we have problems we're always there for one another. She smells like apples and honey, she reminds me of a sunset on a coldish fall day. When we're together it feels like home. and now we're together and my heart still beats out of control, everyday I fall for her and when we kiss it feels like the first time. When I hold her it just feels so right ,we went on our first date never have I felt so happy in my entire life. I'm able to call her mine now and I fall of Mount Everest whenever we're together.
48 likesSo thank you for reading this and I hope you find you 'She' or 'He' or 'Them' someday and Happy Pride to all my beloved beans <3
~ love Jay
I listened to this before coming out. Listened while pining for her. Listened when she accepted my confession. Listened after coming out, after we broke up. Listening now after realising I'm still okay.
48 likesI never want to stop thinking about her. About her little giggles that interrupt her words when she talks. Or her messy eyebrows that are so beautifuly imperfect. Or when she points her toes just to subconsciously remind you of how beautifully she dances. I never want to stop thinking about how beautiful she looks in a flower crown. Or stop getting lost in her deep eyes.
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How did this work out for you
1 like@Kathleen Leon tbh I don't even like her anymore. I mean she's really nice. And still beautiful as ever. But I got to know her a bit more and maybe realised she isn't for me
3 likesJ Hey, well good character development eh? Good for you though for realizing before its too late
3 likesHoly pants I cannot wait to tour with you friend this is so so good <3 <3
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I may have to borrow a guitar to play this lol
131 likesWOOO I'M SO EXCITED
Just bought tickets for me and my bestie for the london show! So excited to see you guys :)
0 likesomg hi BriBry i saw you at the saturdays as a support act
0 likesyour really good xx
I CANNIT WAIT TO WATCH YOUR LONDON SHOW OMFGKDJJXSJD
0 likes'holy pants'
9 likesit's been three years and i'm still questioning why you said 'holy pants'
1 likethis song makes me feel 13 again. i don’t really watch dodies content anymore and i haven’t for a while, but she’ll always have a part of my early teen years. this song reminds me of how bittersweet it is to grow up and find yourself. dodie wont see this but thank you for helping 13 year old me feel normal and safe and accepted. <3
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Ahh, same :) I don't what I would've done without this song while I was closeted tbh
1 likei feel exactly the same way. :’) i was 13 when this was posted too. time is funny.
1 likeI thought I was aroace. Then I met
853 likesHer
And oh, man, I'm falling hard
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Shaylee O'Loughlin goodluck. I hope you get together and are happy together!
6 likesWOW BIG MOOD
16 likesHonestly same, except it was just a really cute stranger who I passed by and eventually forgot about
9 likesI'm falling and have fallen for s boy hard haha tell her how you feel my boy now is my boyfiend (: I thought it would never happen but here and and him are 3 months alsmit down
2 likesHonestly same
0 likesOof, I’m AroAce. I’ve always wanted to know how it feels to fall in love with someone like that.. best of luck to you, my friend! I hope she loves you too!❤️❤️
3 likesSame. I think im demiro now.
2 likesAnd I'll be okay admiring from afar
Because even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart
And she tastes like coconut and rosewater and dreams
But to her I taste of nothing at all
SAME
0 likesFUCK
Sometimes I remember that in the future, I'm going to have a wife. And I'm going to get to live with her and laugh about silly things at midnight, and watch movies and go shopping together. And then everything seems fantastic. I cannot wait for then
62 likesshe looks like an angel who has fallen from heaven with no wounds. she’s tall for her age; 5’11”, to be exact, and whenever i hug her, i feel so safe and secure. she’s so beautiful, with short pixie cut brown hair and bright hazel eyes. she wears glasses, but i think that they frame her eyes, make them stand out.
63 likesshe has a unique personality. one minute, she’s shy and anxious. the next, she’s protective and caring. after that? she’s fun to be around. i love every little bit of her personality. whenever she’s anxious or scared, she reminds me of myself. when she’s protective and caring? i’m the same way with all of my friends. when she’s funny and overall exuberant, i can’t really relate, since i’m neither of those things.
if i’m going through a rough patch, she’s there to cheer me up and calm me down. if i say something bad about myself, she kicks me in the shin (yes, literally. it’s her way of getting me to shut up). when i’m happy, she’s there to be happy with me.
i remember one particular time when i found out one of my other friends had started cutting. (i volunteer at an equestrian center, and so does she.) after lessons and chores were done, i finally broke down. everyone there had noticed, but she was the first to. we had just taken one of the horses out, and i had a few silent tears streaming down my face. when i wasn’t expecting it, she wrapped her arms around me and pulled me into a hug. we kinda just stayed like that for awhile until i pulled away before i did something stupid or said something that would mess everything up.
the she that i’m talking about has been my crush for months now. i can’t seem to get her out of my head. doesn’t help that she’s my best friend.
'She' is texting me about her boyfriend.
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Lucky. 'She' is being texted shit about me from her boyfriend. I want to cry just thinking about it.
88 likesI feel your pain, dude.
43 likes:(
2 likesYour name, your picture, and that sentence.
38 likes"She" rejected me two days ago, after I told her my feelings a month ago
38 likesI'm so sorry, that is really awful, but itb will get better
10 likesWe all need a group hug here.
27 likes"she" told me about how she wants to get married to her boyfriend and that her first time was with him, last week. rip
29 likesI'm so sorry, we are here for you xxx
10 likes'She' is in love with a guy who doesn't like or deserve her and all i can do is support her without showing my true feelings. Lalalala :))
37 likesscreaming yelling 'she' is in another state and I'll never see her again, so what's the point in saying I love you?
22 likesI feel you
3 likesPanda_Pillow KEITH
3 likesGrace Lawson yes that's my pfp 😂👀👀
0 likesscreaming yelling yeah that sounds about right
4 likes'She' broke up with me because a "friend" don't like me.
11 likesseli und eny I feel you there, her boyfriend doesn't like me.
3 likesMe too
2 likesscreaming yelling DAMN same
3 likesscreaming yelling baby💕 sorry that sucks
4 likes'she' used to be my best friend and used to thell me about her 'she' and her 'she! used to do the same. We don't even talk anymore.
11 likesi know... my "she" was just online, probably talking about her boyfriend
10 likesFUCK WHY CANT "SHE" JUST NOTICE ME
GUYS GUYS EVERYONE HERE HELP ME PLEASE
4 likesOKAY SO I SENT AN INVITATION TO MY "SHE'S" BOYFRIEND AND HE REPLIED
"Hello"
WHEN I SAID
"Hello."
WHAT DO I DO????
HELPPPPPP MEEEEEEEE
what did you want to say to him? why message him in the first place? go from there
2 likesOof.
0 likesI have no idea why I wanted to talk to him.. eeeehhh I'm just going to leave it at "Hello"
1 like"She" is telling me about her crush, whom of which is male and somebody in our homeroom. 😢 he has no idea how lucky he is to have her like him.
9 likesscreaming yelling relateable..
3 likes'She' is telling me about wanting a boyfriend and a love life. If only she knew.
9 likesscreaming yelling she texted me while I was watching this my heart skips some beats... when I open the text it says she's going out with her boyfriend and she probably won't text me till tomorrow...
8 likesscreaming yelling hah ow please stop this makes me feel bloody awful 🙃
3 likesMy "she" was younger than me, only by a few years. Online, long distance... met through gaming. We ended things because it was going too fast and... now she's dating a boy after telling me she only liked girls. I just feel lied to. And I miss her. everything felt so special with her and her relationship feels... forced... she deserves better, but. I'm not going to be that person, and interfere. I'd rather have her not hate me.
7 likesi’m right where you are 🙁
0 likesscreaming yelling ouch sry
0 likesscreaming yelling im kind of going throught the same thing. but its jsut her crush...
0 likesstay strong
0 likesscreaming yelling same with me😥 so basically "she" became my crush when her and another friend came round my house. We were home alone and we were playing truth or dare. I was the only bi there (rip) and my other friend dared me and "she" to kiss. We did. I immediately fell in love. I still know To this day that she has a boyfriend she is desperately in love with and she will never love me because "she" is straight.
11 likesWell I'm going to cry myself to sleep tonight..😓
screaming yelling HEY IM COMMENT 50 AND LIKE 1000!
1 likeLPS Blue I know that it hurts, I was going through something kind of similar not long ago, but it will get better.
2 likes'She' broke up with me after a week last school year saying she couldn't love me bc of a injection her catholic school gave her to not like girls, saying they give it to her every month. Then this school year she is dating a girl and I'm pretty sure her gf Doesn't like me.
1 likeAkasha Kirby thanks 😅
0 likesTorture in its truest form.
5 likesIt's funny... she is texting me about her boyfriend who is texting her shitty things about me.
3 likes'She' is 100% available and I hate myself everyday for not telling her how I feel. She told me she used to like me, too. I think she still does. She makes me so nervous but the good kind of nervous. I wish I wasn't such a scaredy-cat...
8 likes'She' kissed me and then got back with back with her ex boyfriend
11 likes'She' has a girlfriend. Cue the depression.
9 likesscreaming yelling same
0 likes@Mo I hope SHE decide to protect you from him but if she doesn't then go do whatever comfort you like watching meme and ignore HER boyfriend
0 likesF
0 likesShe texted me about her boyfriend when she told me she was in love with me at the same time :')
0 likes“she” is a “they” and i can’t tell them because i’m in a relationship that i’m too scared to get out of.
0 likes"She" is so beautiful but will never see herself the way I see her
0 likes"She" is my best friend an in love with a girl in pur class. They were drunk and kissed and "she" likes her now. But "she" doesn't like me. That's uuugh............ she even likes a girl. But not me !
0 likesI can't even with how much that comment hurt. I don't want to relate but i do.
0 likes'She' would always tell me about all of her boyfriends.. and how she wanted to be with them so badly even though they used her and treated her terribly..
2 likes(All her boyfriend would talk sh¡t about me to her and her friends)
Anyways.. I was born with testosterone("Male"), but I've always felt as a girl and desperately wanted to be like all the other girls..(so I'm "Trans, mtf")
[back to Her]
'She' told me that she liked girls instead and that she was a lesbian.
So I told her how I felt about her.
And 'she' laughed at me and said;
"I already told you, I'm into girls"...
Then I told her and explained how I am/want to be a girl..
'She' looked straight at me and laughed again and said;
"I'm into girls , plus I have a crush on this one girl already"...
She, thought I was joking.. ^-^
yikes
0 likesDamn I felt that
0 likesOof yeah... felt that
0 likesMood
0 likesI just sent dodies I’m bisexual video to my “She” (I’m bicurious but like 95% sure I’m bi)
0 likesShe has a crush on a guy in our year
She is my best friend
And I don’t know what to do
that's heartbreaking
0 likes‘she’ is always avoiding me, pushing me off and ignoring me
1 like@Damsel In Distress i hope you’re okay now. remember that you are valid :)
1 likeI’ve bin there, I’m sorry babe😕
0 likes‘She’ keeps telling me about her dream boyfriend and how she’s going to marry a wealthy man when she grows up
0 likesOf course i love the studio released version, but there's something about the way the guitar strings squeak and stutter in between chord shifts that give the original version that magical feeling <3
11 likesmy "she" and i were taken from each other before either of us were ready to let go. we tried to make it work. we called it love. we held hands under tabletops and cuddled when the world was sleeping. we snuck our "i love you"s in hidden messages and taps on the shoulder and soft smiles. but the world was against us. and we were pulled apart.
72 likeswhen the dust settled, we tried again. i felt victorious. i could finally be with them again. but they had moved on fast. one night, we were everything. the next morning, they were in someone else's arms. they had a new "she", and i never knew.
it's been almost two years. i'm better now. sometimes it hurts, thinking about what once was, and thinking about the pain i felt afterward. but i'm okay. and hopefully they are too.
my she is bisexual, i knew she was bisexual before i got feelings for her, when i first thought of her as more than friends i didn’t know i was bisexual too, i thought i was straight but overtime i became so in love with her and it’s because of her i know i’m bisexual, but the problem is, not long after i developed feelings, she got a boyfriend, which of course i tried to play off and act like i didn’t care but inside it hurts so bad, every time i look at her i feel like she’s the only person in the world, every time i’m around her i’m instantly happy and i love talking to her so much. i’m absolutely CRAZY over her like words can’t describe how much i want her, she’s the most beautiful person and i love her personality and i feel like when we’re together we just click, of course i always remember she has a boyfriend and it hurts but i always thought she looked at me differently and listened to me even though she has a boyfriend.. maybe i’m stupid for thinking she likes me back.. i just like her too much.
42 likesA couple months ago, I posted a comment about my she, the one who didn't like me back. I'm happy to say that I've found my next she.
56 likesFrom the moment I saw her, I knew.
She was absolutely distracting.
I couldn't focus on my science exam because she kept running through my mind.
When the next school year started, I was hopeful.
She's a year younger than I.
Whenever I could, I would say hi, welcoming and warm.
During a school walk outside, I walked with her. It was cold out and I noticed that she only had one glove, so I offered to keep her hand warm.
We held hands the whole way.
At some point after that, our quick hello's turned into something more.
In the morning, we would walk together and talk, and when the bell rung, I'd drop her off at class.
One day, I told her.
Told her that I liked her.
It's safe to say that we were both flustered.
Later that day, she invited me over to her house.
We talked, getting to know each other.
I found out that she loves to play sports, that she plays clarinet.
She's an absolute dork, but I love that about her.
She isn't my girlfriend yet, but I hope to ask her soon.
Never give up. It may take awhile to find your she, but have hope.
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if you don't mind, could we have an update?
4 likesWow it's so beautiful, I hope this works out <3
0 likesplays this around my parents all the time ARE YOU GETTING THE HINT
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31 likesBethany is a Uriecorn SAME
7 likeswish i could do that but i'm from Chile and my mom doesn't speak english at all
34 likesBrendon Urie is dad XD and SAMEE
6 likessame, same with girls/ girls/ boys
24 likesBethany is a Uriecorn I love your profile pic
5 likesI've done this so much along with other similar songs about being gay / bi, IVE EVEN SPOKEN ABOUT GIRLS+BOYS IN THE SAME WAY
8 likesTHEY STILL ARENT GETTING THE HINT
my mom told me she would still would love me if I was gay and I whent 'WHOOOF' for relief and she did nothing. TAKE A HINT MOM!
17 likeslmao
2 likesBethany the unicorn Uriecorn I used to do that with girls/girls/boys 😂
6 likesDani Grant mi mamá tampoco sabe inglés:(
1 likeMy mom was talking to my grandmother and she said to my grandma:That person is living with someone, instead of saying:she's living with a women, so I practically shouted:If I end up having a girlfriend are you gonna say that I'm dating "someone" instead to say that I'm dating a girl?.And even though I said that she was mad to me when I asked a girl out, because I didn't "informed" her.
6 likespor otro lado tengo suerte porque puedo cantar todas estás canciones sin que nadie sepa lo que dicen e_e
0 likesDani Grant jajaja yo también 😂
1 likeSame, but they don't get the himt
12 likesBethany the unicorn Uriecorn I've been giving my parents hints for like a year now, so when I tell them they will be like yup. Cause I'm scared. Oops
21 likesBethany the unicorn Uriecorn j
0 likesi could never but i love you for doing so
0 likesdeadass. I played this and practiced it openly for a music assignment and only my sister asked why i was doing a song about a wlw relationship
0 likesLITERALLY ME WITH TGIS AND GIRLS LIKE GIRLS
0 likesSAME
0 likesLMFAOAOOA
0 likesive girlbossed too close to the sun i fear,,, i won’t stop playing this song, my mom’s not getting the hint but she does start humming it out of nowhere now
0 likesMy she is a thing of beauty, undeniably my safe space. She smells of excitement and fear, she has deep green eyes and greyish hair. She wears checkered clothing.
129 likesShe is my girlfriend
She means everything to me
It's really wholesome to read sweet stories about random people's "She" while listening to this beautiful song.☺️
9 likesmy "she" is actually a "they", but i love them so so much. 💗
12 likesthe lyrics "am i allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at" really hit me hard. for the longest time i didn't know what having a crush was like. i'd ask people but their responses weren't very useful. this line is what i think of when i need to describe having a crush. i love this song with all of my heart.
22 likesi'd give some sort of sappy story about my crush, but i don't have much to say. i don't know her well, i don't even know what her sexuality is, but she does mean everything to me.
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Oi, a fellow Celeste fan!
0 likesWonderful to see that here
I remember listening to this right when it came out and I hadn't
15124 likesReplies (284)
well at least you have good manners, thats what matters.
575 likesAMANDA! has good maaaaaaaaaanners and that's, what, maaaaaaaaatters
139 likesI love this comment so much Amanda !!🌈👩❤️👩
46 likesTwo of my favs, ahh
32 likesSame amanda...btw i love your vids ❤️
18 likesOh my goodness
12 likesAwe Amanda
7 likesofc
6 likesI loved hearing you sing it on younow!
10 likesQuote of the day update:FOUND.
19 likesoh my goodness amanda lurking in the comments
22 likesoh hey mom, im in the same boat that you were in how cool is that
11 likesdayum Amanda
3 likesAmanda! You watch Dodie? Why am I not surprised XD
8 likesAMANDA ITS YOU
4 likeswhen your fav watches your other fav
18 likesAMANDA YOU WATCH DODIE
14 likesamanda i literally found this song because you mentioned it on your liveshow and its the best thing thats happened to me
8 likesBABE
2 likesoh hi amanda
2 likesMOTHER
5 likesguys mOM IS HERE
10 likescollab please
4 likesok but same
4 likesMA TWO FAVES AMANDA AND DODIE
3 likesAmanda 😭 your my idol
1 likeHoly shit, I find you everywhere dont I?
2 likesIM COUGHING
0 likesI think you're the person my friend likes. Is this that girl who watched the bee movie on a live stream? Because my friend wants you to adopt her. If you read this, say "Hello Paris, Audrey said you're welcome my PANda" 💕
5 likesAmandaaaaaa yessss
0 likesAMANDA
0 likesDo a cover?
1 likei can relate to this on a personal level
2 likesAMANDA I LOVE YOU
0 likesyassss queen
1 likeOMG YOU'RE HERE
0 likesYou two need to collab, ok?
3 likesAMANDA
0 likesAMANDA YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME
3 likesAmanda?
0 likesAMANDA
0 likesme too amanda
0 likesthis is my fav comment ever
0 likesAMANDAAAAA!!!!!$
0 likesAMANDA
0 likesAmanda!
0 likesI relate to you once again
HI also relatable
0 likesthis is relatable
0 likesAMANDA!!!
0 likesMOM
0 likesoMg AMANDA
0 likessame daddy :)
1 likeOMG AMANDA I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE I LOVE YOU
0 likesawww
0 likesmOM
0 likesOMG NOW THIS SONG IS PERFECT
0 likesAMANDA
0 likesHEY BAE
0 likesOh hai Amanda 😂
0 likesMOOOOM :0
0 likesme
0 likesAMANDAAAAAAAAA
0 likesYES AMANDA
3 likesaMANDA HAS GOOD MANNERS AND THATS WHAT MAtters
2 likesmum
0 likesI've loved DODIE for so so long. And this comment thread is how i found Amanda. I swear, this is how I found the girls that I look up to for everything, especially my sexuality.
2 likesmom
1 likeMomm <33333
1 likeMOM
1 likeMum
1 likesame mom you 2 helped so much
0 likesDAD
12 likesi remember listening to this right when it came out and i hadnt
6 likesbut now im halfway out lmao
i read this and was confused at first cause i was like "you hadn't what?"
12 likesthen i realised, felt really dumb and proceeded to like and comment about my idiocy
AmandasChronicles Yo Amanda, same. You're great, by the way.
0 likesHere we see my dad being adoreable
5 likesoH mY GOsH.
1 likeAmandasChronicles AMANDA!
0 likesAmandasChronicles That's my new favourite Youtube comment
1 likeAmandasChronicles OMG AMANDA HIIII!
1 likeAmanda the fuck are you doing here
0 likeshi
1 likeaha :))
1 likeoh heya miles
21 likesmiles omg my bb :))))
15 likesAmandasChronicles OMG HI
1 likeMILES?! you watch dodie! high five!
18 likesAmandasChronicles
12 likesomG MILES YOU'RE HERE
MILES WHERE TF DID YOU COME FROM
15 likesAmandasChronicles AIIIYYYY MILES!!!
7 likesAmandasChronicles OMG HAI MILES
5 likesOmg all of the comments from seven months ago all of the fans of Miles were so comfortable with calling them Amanda. Oh how times change and how people evolve❤❤
29 likesAmandasChronicles awe 😂😂 I love you so much 😂
1 likeI love you soooo much
1 likeomg miles this comment :')
5 likesMilesChronicles MILES WUT ARE YOU DOING HERE
5 likesalso they changed their channel name :') ajsjksj
4 likesMILESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS I LOVE YOUUU I KNOW I'D SEE YOU HEREEEEEEEEEEE <3333333333333
6 likesa man, duh!
4 likesjk hey miles :))
MOTHER
1 likeWELL FUCK NOW IM CRYING
1 likeMilesChronicles I feel like you and Dodie are just internet friends that just hold off meeting each other cause you're both busy with shlit
7 likesMilesChronicles AWWW
0 likesMilesChronicles ME
0 likesMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIILLLLEEESSSSS wut up
3 likesMILES ❤️❤️
2 likesmiLES
2 likesMilesChronicles daddy is that you
4 likesMILES I LOVE YOU
2 likesAhh Miles!!
2 likesahhhh hi miles love you dude
2 likesSame. And now I cry listening to it
2 likesMiles!!
4 likesManda / Miles !!
1 likeYES
1 likeMilesChronicles HI MILES
2 likesMilesChronicles MILES!! WAHHHHH
2 likesMilesChronicles MILES AND DODIE PUT TOGETHER IS LIFE
2 likesMILES I LOVE YOU
1 likeMilesChronicles HAHAHAHA NICE ALSO MILES AYYY
1 likeMilesChronicles milessssss
1 likeThe first video I've ever watched of you was your coming out as trans video and I loved it❤️
2 likesOMG MILES!!!! I KNEW I’D FIND YOU HERE!!!! :DDDD
2 likesMILES HI
1 likeMilesChronicles AYEEEEEEE SAME HERE BUD
0 likesMilesChronicles hahaha
0 likesOmg Miles. Same tbh. Well, kind of. I already came out to my mom and all my friends. Well, the most of them. But I still haven't tell my dad or any other familiar c:
1 likeMilesChronicles Omg that's amazing ❤
0 likeslooking at this old comment might as well do this *Miles
3 likessame mom
0 likesMOM!
0 likesDAD!
0 likesDAMAD!
0 likesPARENT FIGURE WITH NO PATICULERE GENDER
2 likesi love you miles 😂
0 likesMilesChronicles MY BOY MILESS
1 likeLlama Socks Rock Miles, has good manners
1 likeMILES AND DODIE OMG FAVES
1 likeMilesChronicles OMG Miles that's amazing
1 likeWow...
0 likesMilesChronicles miles!!
1 likeMILES!!!!
1 likeMilesChronicles MILES! ILYSM! ❤️🏳️🌈😘
1 likeMilesChronicles MILESSSSSSSSSSS FAVE
1 likeMILES MY FATHER YES
1 likeMilesChronicles aRE yoU - IS THIS HAPPENING?!
1 likeLove you miles x
1 likeayee hi miles
1 likeMe too Miles, me too xxx
1 likefancy seeing you here
2 likesMilesChronicles AWWW BBY MILES
1 likeMilesChronicles Omfg Miles same
1 likesame
2 likesMilesChronicles hi miles you r so amazing
2 likesMilesChronicles MILES BB I DIDNT KNOW YOU LIKE DODIE
2 likesomg miles 💕
2 likesI was the 3000th like. Idk why i am sharing that
1 likemiLES DADDY
0 likesand look at you now
0 likesi had to read that a few times
1 likeHiii dad
1 likeoof same
0 likesMilesChronicles same miles, same. ❤
0 likesMilesChronicles awww miles
0 likesahhh miles
0 likesMilesChronicles MILES!
0 likesMilesChronicles miles holy SHIT
0 likesHello!!
0 likesMilesChronicles omg miles yay my life is complete
0 likesDADDY I KNOW IM LATE BUT I LOVE U
0 likesMilesChronicles awwwww!!!!!!!!!!!
0 likeslook at you now
0 likesMILEZ MY BRO
0 likesMilessss
0 likesMILES!!!
0 likesMilesChronicles MILESSS!! You watch dodie my life is now complete
0 likesAt least you have some good manners Miles,cause that's what matters
2 likesOMG
0 likeswow i was crying and then i saw this comment and i’m laughing, what are the chances of finding you here
0 likesMiles is me tho
0 likesMilesChronicles I love you :)❤️
0 likesMilesChronicles OMG MILES AND DODIE MY FAVE PEOPLE ❤️❤️❤️❤️
0 likes*miles
0 likesMilesChronicles aww. That’s sweet. I haven’t yet either. Maybe someday.
0 likesMilesChronicles omggg looking through the replies and everyone is like “yes Amanda!!” and for a second i was like “wait who’s Amanda?”
1 likeAyyyYy milesss
0 likesWhy is Mile's comment so far doowwwwnnnnnnnn!!!????
0 likesWow miles I didn't know you were in the comments 💙 you inspire me so much
0 likesAt least you have good manners... that's what matters.
1 likeMILES I FREAKING LOVE YOU
0 likesMILES
0 likesMilesChronicles I remember watching this, and then watching one of your videos, and I am so proud of how far you've come (from beautiful queen Amanda to handsome meme king Miles) and I love you. I came out after watching your videos, and you probably won't ever see this cause I'm just one of the thousands of people trying to get you to notice me but you really do help. Well you help me with my anxiety, depression, eating disorder, and insomnia (yes, I know, there's a lot wrong with me😂) but anyways, I love you and dodie and I'm proud 💙
1 likeHey miles
0 likesConspiracy theory?
0 likesShane dawson who?
Oooof you've come a long way..
1 likeBut..you can never fully know yourself..
You always grow, you always change.
I'm so glad you've discovered yourself so much more now, Miles.
Keep growing babe~
We love you♡
(Funfact: this song gave a name to those butterflies and heart flattering towards not only guys buy girls💓
Bisexual is such a beautiful word^^)
senpi, please tell me your ways of coming out
0 likesI started reading these comments and was like WT but then I realized they were commenting before Miles came out as trans
0 likesMilesChronicles lol omg I love sexuality puns
0 likesBig Mood™
0 likesSame tho
0 likesMilesChronicles it's so interesting how the reply's are like "Amanda" and now he is MILES
1 likeHHHHH ALL THESE COMMENTS CALLING YOU AMANDA BRINg BACK MEMORIES—
1 likeMilesChronicles DAD ❤️
1 likeoh, hi Miles! I wasn't expecting to see you here!
0 likesTwo years ago… well shit.. uhhhh I’m a bit late to this comment 😂😂 hey miles luv ya SMILES FOR MILES 😆😂💗💗
2 likesIronic
1 likeWhy hello there, Miles
0 likesFREAKING MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD
0 likesEvery calling miles Amanda in the comments chase he hadn’t come out as trans yet lol lol
0 likesmiles!
0 likesOH god at first I thought you hadn't done a complete sentence, then it clicked... The thing is I haven't either, lol
0 likesMilesChronicles
0 likesm e
Yo miles!
0 likesDad miles
0 likesO o f
0 likesAll the comments still say Amanda... Miles has come so far UGH IM SO PROUD OF YOU MILES!!!
2 likesAwww it's fetus Miles
2 likesAHAHAHAHA SAME
0 likesMilesChronicles mILES?!?!
0 likesMIIIIILLLLLEEEESSSSSSS
0 likesMILES!!! love you so much lol!!
0 likesDADDY
1 likeOmg I love you hi
0 likesI just listened to it and I go the feels to my first girl crush when I was “straight”
0 likesI love how everyone is like "AMANDA" and I'm like " it's miles now daddies lol"
0 likesI remember seeing this comment come out when I hadn't
1 likeOof these old name comments are annoying me so much
0 likesMILES
0 likesMILES
0 likesOhhh I didn’t know you listend to Dodie Miles! But same
0 likesMEEE LEGIT RIGHT NOW but it didn’t just come out... soooo. AND ALSO DADDY MILES AHHHHH
1 likeyAS MILES MY K I N G 😫😫
1 likeLmao that’s where I am now
0 likesOh hi miles I didn’t even notice that it was you at first
0 likesI didnt expect to find this and now Im dying 😂😂😂
0 likesI love you.😍😊😆
0 likesI love you. 😊😆
0 likesHHH
0 likesMILES
0 likes*Why this isnt on SPOTIFY??????? *
0 likesdad
0 likesMilesChronicles lol same
0 likesbig mood
0 likesOML YES
0 likesYep same
0 likesSAMEEE
0 likesDad!
0 likesMilesChronicles I love that the comments all say “mom” and “Amanda” and then at one point they just flip to “dad” and miles, warms my heart 💞
2 likesHey miles
0 likesi love you Miles
0 likesmiles always knows what i wanna say
0 likesMILES OMG
0 likesthis comment shows how much miles has grown, and what’s happened with his transition as stuff. It’s actually awesome and cool.
0 likesAhh good to see you here, Miles
0 likesmilesssss
0 likesAt first I didnt get it
1 likeBut now I do
🤪
Hello, father
0 likesYO Hey Miles
0 likesMilesChronicles miles 😊
0 likesAmanda?
0 likesKenia Pierre he was once “amanda’s chronicles”
0 likesMILES ! HIII ✨💞👌
0 likesMilesChronicles iconic, and I’m only now seeing this
0 likesoh hi miles! ur like my fav utuber ahah
1 likeOh hi Miles
0 likesI'm seeing this and I realised that this is before you came out as trans
1 likei keep seeing your deadname in the comments,, im proud of u miles
2 likesMILES
1 likeMiles has good manners and that's what matters
1 likeHi miles
0 likesMILES! Has good manners and that’s what matters ❤️❤️❤️
1 likeHoly shit miles this comment is a historic monument now
3 likesthe coments on this coment geez soo old
0 likesAye plot twist Ur gonna have to come out again 😂
0 likesMIIIILLLEEESSSSSS dAd♥️
0 likesHi miles
0 likesMILES! How funny seeing you here 🥰
0 likesPOV: you're here 4 years later after having watched Amanda transition to Miles and see all the "Amanda" comments and your brain just says "ERROR"
1 likeThis comment makes me feel old 😂
0 likesBrooo unknowing came out to this song
0 likesI love this song!
0 likestook me a minute to get it
0 likesWho is amanda?
1 likeLmao
1 likeThis is the first of dodie's songs I ever heard, on a playlist made by my "She". At the time, we were in a D&D game together, and this song fitted both our characters so well - each absolutely adoring the other, but not knowing the other felt it too, not even believing the other ever could. The two eventually admitted their feelings and became a hell of a power couple on so many levels - an avenging angel of the god of dawn and her moon worshipping wife, setting right all kinds of wrongs together.
9 likesArt imitates life, it seems. 8 months after the game began, I told her I liked her as more than a friend, expecting to, at best, be told she was flattered but didn't see me that way. My heart damn near stopped when she told me she felt the same way, and had for some time. We've been dating for over 2 months now, and she's even lovelier than I ever dared dream.
Talk to your "She". You might find you don't actually taste of nothing at all.
My she is a he
124 likesAnd he’s like hearing my favorite song come on in a room full off people i dont like
Hes the calm breathing i do when im having a panic attack
He’s the strongest part of me that puts the blade away
He smells like a deep warm grey
And he’s gone
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Phileine koot actually gone?
3 likesRegular Youtube no he didnt pass away if that is what you mean
4 likes@Phileine koot I hope you're doing alright now that 8 months have passed. It's incredibly hard to lose someone that you have such strong feelings about, whether they died or left your life. Trust me, it does get better ❤️
19 likes@Phileine koot it's been about 2 years now, hope ur doing better
1 likeshe is loud laughter at the smallest things, hugs when i’m feeling down, tickling on the floor of the classroom. she is infectious smiles, heads pressed together when she’s looking over my shoulder at my phone, soft whispers in my ear when we’re not supposed to be talking but are anyways. she is gentle teasing, a sense of humour that matches mine so well, tank tops and cardigans. maybe she’ll never know how i feel about her, and maybe that’s okay.
33 likesmy she smells like coffee and used blankets, and she, means everything to me
73 likesthis song gave me the courage to come out to my sister as pan and guess what? she fucking told me she's bi when I told her. now i think everyone in my family is secretly gay somehow ha know.
1692 likesReplies (58)
Haha XD
0 likesawh ♡
2 likes@Meredith Newman SISTER DAN
4 likes+Rachel hello ;)))
1 likeWow
1 likeI tested the waters with my friend, who then came out as pan
8 likesTen minutes later I had come out to her ^^
It's stuff like this that makes me wish I had siblings.
3 likesthats amazing dodie is really inspirational
4 likesWait your hitting on your sister?!?!?
1 like+alicool98 no no no this gave her the courage to come out but do t worry I read it like that at first ro
1 like@Phandom unite for Hamilton Weird isn't it, 50 years ago being gay or bisexual was totally messed up and rejected by society, now its all good. Maybe incest will be accepted by the society in another 100 years.
1 likeRachel I don't know you but I still think that this is great :)
1 likeI LOVE THE FOSTERS
0 likesthank you I guess haha
0 likesi heard the fosters hELLO IM HERE
1 likeHELLO FRIEND
0 likesWhat I did was I was with my bro, sis and cousin. I was making jokes with my cousin then I just said
5 likes"HAHAHA I'm so gay 😂"
...um...
0 likesThat's fucking awesome good for u :))
1 likeYou're a pan?
1 likeBen 200 nice overused joke
2 likes@yikes it's Peyton classic dad jokes 101
1 like@Ben 200 bless u
1 like@yikes it's Peyton i didn't sneeze, hahahaha crickey
1 likesweats nervously I don't- hides spatulas I don't know what you're t- hides Pam spray -talking hahaha 👀💦
10 likesGreat for you!! It's fun how that opens doors for other people
1 likemimi m same because i think i'm lesbian (or bi) and someone else is bicurious, another is asexual biromantic, and another is asexual aromatic and agender lol
3 likes+Rachel I came out to my sister as bi and she kept it a secret and that she lives me no matter what now I don't know how to tell her that I think I'm actually just a lesbian...
3 likesgood for you man
0 likesRachel that's the greatest thing I've ever read
1 likeomg pan bretheran
1 likeRachel nice that's cool I'm bi I think not completely sure
1 likeGeert Wilders are you kidding me!
2 likesThis person is more beautiful than that.
Geert Wilders you know it 👭
0 likes+Geert Wilders damn you take your hate somewhere else
2 likesWow that's amazing
2 likesAlso hi phammmm
just having to write this makes you cruel and heartless, do you really want to be this person or did you break like everyone else does? no different then anyone else. Please just don't be cruel.
1 likeSmillanhurtsmyfeels what
0 likesRachel I have the feeling this is EXACTLY how it would go if i'd tell my sister i'm pan 😂
3 likesMy sister came out to me as pan, and then half a year later, i came out to her as Bi😂
1 likeRachel OH MY GOD THIS HAPPENED TO ME
1 likeRachel what is pansexaul mean??
1 likeDonutella Studioz Pan means all, maning you're atracted to all genders, Bi means 2 as in 2 genders (male and female) and Pan means all as in all genders (male, female, agender, genderfluid, nonbinairy etc).
3 likesthat's literally the best coming out story ive heard omg
4 likesMarit R. Bi doesn't mean you're attracted to only male and female, it can be any two genders like female and a gender or male and gender fluid. Just wanted to say that
0 likesPastel WhipCreame No. Bi litterally means 2. as in 2 genders: male and female. if you're atracted to people regardless of their gender that's Pan because pan literally means all as in all genders. male, female, agender, genderfluid etc.
2 likesMarit R. Yes, I said two genders. But it can be any two genders, it doesn't need to be male and female. It can be any TWO. I actually am pansexual by the way
0 likesMarit R. Being bi doesnt always mean you're ONLY attracted to male and female, you can be attracted to two genders. Thats bi. Not necessarily the binary.
4 likesMarit R. Omfg we have the same name, you're the first person I've seen😂 do u pronounce it mar-eet
0 likesWhen I told my sister I was pan she thought I fucking loved gorillas and cactus' like what
3 likesRachel lol that sounds awesome
0 likesChloe Soles thanks fam 😁
0 likesYour welcome, its lit lol
0 likesbrendon uries left high heal I came out to my best friend as pan and she said she was bi
1 likeMy best friend and I came out to each other at the same time (ace/queer and bi)
0 likesbrendon uries left high heal SAME! My mom actually came out to me and said that she was with a girl and I told her I was pan.
0 likeshoing. how beautiful
1 likelmao, same
0 likesmy “she” is literally the sweetest, more kind person in the world. she is gorgeous and lights up any room and makes me laugh constantly. she means everything to me. but she doesn’t feel the same way :(
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I’m sorry to hear that:(
0 likesWhat is this song about a boy sent it to me
0 likesMy She smells like fear and comfort, She smells like play doh and fabric freshener, She wears our school's hoodie and jeans every day, She is always late to class, and She never changes how she acts for anyone.
23 likesShe is always herself, her quirky, brave, funny self. She has a beautiful smile and a laugh that could make anyone cheer up. She has long eyelashes, soft hair and smooth skin. Her hands are always cold, she's always humming a song.
She means everything to me.
There’s just something so romantic about leaving a message on a video like this, left to be forgotten and drowned in a sea of messages and memories from others around the world. It’s also kinda comforting to realise how many people relate to you and maybe there’s hope that one day you’ll find someone you click with. ‘She’ was the first girl I’ve ever liked, this was a while ago now though and looking back on it now it was kinda dumb. I’ve had a while to think things over but I still have no idea if you liked me back even though I think you did? So here’s to being hopelessly sappy but I really did like you for maybe over half a year. You were so cute and I admired how smart you were and how you shared your interests with me and your favourite music and shows. In a way you really impacted my life and the person I am now; so thank you. I’m sorry that I was always too shy to say anything but also the circumstances surrounding us weren’t in our favour and eventually we drifted to find different friends. I’m sorry if I ever did anything to make you dislike me. Now when I see you at school I’m pretty indifferent, I think time really changed everything. I’d just like to say that I was really happy when I hugged you on the last day of school back when I liked you. Also I think you looked incredible at prom. Thank you for those memories even though I look back on them through rose tinted glasses :))
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that was a beautiful comment
0 likesi’m not allowed to be sad about her anymore, i thought i fell out of love with her, but i still see her in my daydreams
7 likesMe: is bisexual
1370 likesMe: has a crush on a girl
Me: listens to this
Me: cries
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same...
9 likesRelatable
8 likessame
8 likesLiterally Me
8 likessame
6 likesBrendon! At The Disco me tho
1 likeBrendon! At The Disco yep
1 likeBrendon! At The Disco but girls love girls and boys and love is not a choice
3 likesSame :(
1 likeYEP
0 likesYESS!! MEEE
1 likedon't worry my love, it's okay. <3
same sbsbbx
0 likesthey’re gazebos beep beep richie SAME THO FOR REAL IM BISEXUAL AND MY FREIND IS A GIRL SHE NOT STRAIGHT BUT SHE HAVE A GF SO IM SAD!!
1 likeWOW ME TOO
0 likesme: is a lesbian
1 likeme: has a crush on girl who doesn't know I exist (waiitt she once smiled to me cause I did but that wasn't on purpose)
me: only told best friend that she's gay
me: doesn't care about gossipping but actually does
I am m e
0 likesHahahahahahaha i want to die
0 likesthey’re gazebos beep beep richie ohhh same :'(
0 likesSAAAAAMEEEE AND THAT GIRL WAS FREAKING STRAIGHT😭
0 likesRelatable
0 likesme too...
0 likesSame except I only like girls
0 likesSAME ME RIGHT NOW!!!
1 likei can relate
1 likesame i cried so hard
0 likeslove is not a tender thing my she was straight too ;(
0 likesdammit I'm crying
0 likesthey’re gazebos beep beep richie s a m e
0 likesMe too buddy me too
0 likesHappens every.single.time
0 likesEveryone in the comments is like,"i have a crush on a girl and omg help me" and im over here like, I literally havent spoken to a real human in actual years.
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I don't know how I found this comment but same
5 likesdamn you guys practicing for quarantine?
1 likeyou guys see the future or something?
couldve warned the rest of us lol
@ASmolYeti Lmfao yeah man, it was all part of the plan lmao
0 likes@Astronaut eyyyyyy hi
0 likesi wasnt actually expecting a response but thanks
since were on the topic how was you quarantine
@ASmolYeti pretty crappy so far, but I think everyone else’s is probably just as bad lmao. Also yeah this is an old ass comment lol
0 likes@Astronaut yea the 2 years ago thing at the top kinda gave it away lol. one of the best yt conversations ive had in a while so thx. hope you have a great day or night :D
0 likesside note if you want to be friends do you have a discord or something?
@Astronaut damn
1 likeHow can Dodie not taste of anything to anyone? Even straight girls would fall in love with Dodie
10 likesThe emotion in this performance is stunning...
4 likesI literally cried a waterfall.
She met me when she first moved to our school in 3rd grade. She was amazing, talented, outgoing, intelligent, still is probably.
8 likesWe became friends. In 4th grade, She once chose to sit with me, the boring lonely girl, instead of her other 'cooler' friends, and I think that's when I fell for her.
She told me She loved my voice, She encouraged me to sing infront of people more, She showed my drawings to people and She became my biggest cheerer.
In 5th grade She became closer to me, but She said she was moving away. I made a farewelll card for her, She hugged me twice and kissed my cheek, and I realized I fell for her.
She didn't move away and we met again in 6th grade. We drifted apart but my heart started fluttering more around her. She still made whoever sat beside me in lunch breaks move aside so She could sit beside me. She still looked into my eyes as She talked and listened to every word I said. At the end I decided I'd confess to her when 7th grade begins, and tell her She means everything to me.
She moved away that year without telling me.
It's been more than 2 years since, and I've forgotten how She smells, and never found out what She tastes like. But you would find her in my heart, and still She means everything to me.
I keep trying to fall out of love with her, I’ll remind myself that she’ll never like me back, that she only barely knows my name. But every time I’m this close to forgetting about her she’ll do something small like complement my hair, or tell me she likes my outfit and I get butterflies in my stomach all over again. Falling for a straight girls is the worst. Pray for me y’all 😔✌️
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i am so sorry
0 likesone afternoon my she and i were sending each other love songs to eachother and this song is the one i absolutely love most.
5 likeslater that afternoon she gave me the courage to break up with a relationship that was taking a toll on my mental health.
and now my she is actually mine, and i couldnt be more in love
to my she
15 likesshe smells like flowers and spring air. she tastes like strawberries and peach. she has beautiful brown hair that falls over her rosy cheeks. she had soft hoodies that she stole from me when she was cold. she had soft brown eyes that shine when i kiss her. she is my angel. she is the person i want to spend my entire life with. she is perfect in every way.
she means everything to me.
but now, i dont mean anything to her.
this song used to mean something and then something else and then another something else. i can no longer put into words what this song means to me, all i know that i still come back to it. two or three years after discovering it, a new album version of it, yet i’m still back to this video. it holds a part of my soul. it always will.
6 likesto my "she"
4 likesYou're radiant, stunning, and powerful. I sneak looks at you whenever I can because seeing you gives me a confusing sense of nervousness and anxiety but at the same time a rush of ambition and bliss. Your eyes feel as if they're boring into my soul, tearing down all of my walls and leaving me as vulnerable as putty. You're remarkably intelligent and I'm hanging on your every word. You're an upperclassman and so cool and intimidating at times I couldn't tell if I had a crush on you or wanted to be you. I now know that it's the first one and will always be the first one. I've only met you so recently but you give me the greatest sense of nostalgia and homesickness that I've ever felt. You're so enchanting and I'm well aware that I would travel to the ends of the earth if you asked me to
she smells of vanilla and home
5 likesshe looks up to me like the stars
she holds my hand to hide the scars
she encased my heart in a tomb
she is my everything
forever and always
We met during a time neither of us were okay and she fell for me before I knew anyone could.
29 likesShe reminds me of Christmas, partly due to her name and partly because the first time I realized she was different was when we were in the hall watching a movie for Christmas and she let me lay my head on her lap. The rest of the year faded away and home alone became background noise as we quietly whispered and I watched her big blue eyes, magnified by the glasses that perfectly frame her face.
She is an afternoon in October as the sun set behind three girls waiting to get picked up. Their voices echoed through the near empty parking lot of the green, the songs they sang always making me think of her. And when she left, I felt different than before that afternoon had begun.
But I took too long to realize she meant everything to me, too long to realize it was okay that she did. And now her touch is a distant memory that I can only feel if a squeeze my eyes tight till they tear up.
She means everything to me.
I meant everything to her.
She moved on, I’m stuck on her.
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awwwwwwwwwee
0 likesaww
0 likesThe last line broke my heart, I hope you're doing better now<3. I'm sure you'll find your one in due time, take care ❤
0 likesWell you know what? It’s almost 1 AM and I’m already here.
9 likesI’m not even sure if she’s my She. But, despite only knowing her for a month or a month and a half, I love her. She’s my best friend.
Time with her blurs. We talk for hours. She falls asleep on calls, and yet I feel so safe regardless.
She’s scared of storms, despite living in a place with a bunch of them. she texts me when she’s scared of the thunder.
she’s vunerable. she is afraid of a lot of things. she’s sensitive, and kind. she is the flowers that bloom on the first day of spring. eager to bring happiness. she is the smell of rain and sky. she is the sound of calm walking on wet pavement. she is the sound of the quiet chatter of friends walking home after school ends. she is the taste of tea on the late night of a 4th of July, flinching slightly when you hear the fireworks. she is the feeling of when your dog is home to greet you. she is the feeling of a long hug.
she is broken. i have had to talk her away from the edge. i have had to struggle to create the scene of holding her in my arms to make sure she doesn’t leave. and yet, she is extremely brave. she is the quiet of the snow on a school morning. she is the sheer joy of Christmas morning.she is the smell of pine and taste of cookies.
she is my warm summer day. she is the cherry blossoms that bloom in spring. she is the feeling of leaves falling around you in fall.
i do not know if she is my She. but I love her, forever and always
at the age of twelve i experienced my first crush on a girl. i saw her on the first day of middle school in my math class. she wore a million bracelets. and i was intrigued. we spoke and became the best of friends. i later learned that she wore so many bracelets because she would cut. most of my other friends would try to avoid her because she was awkward and insecure and she was suicidal. but i loved her. i asked her out. she said yes. it was the happiest time of my life. people would give us weird looks when we held and hands and called each other nicknames. we didn't care. she stopped cutting. the first time we kissed was on the school bus on our way back from a field trip. i didn't care if people saw. oh, and it was far from magical: it was awkward, we bumped noses and i mostly kissed her teeth, but we giggled and held hands again. i fell asleep on her after that. the last day of school came around, and she told me that she might move. i focused more on the "might" and didn't spend enough time with her. she broke up with me that summer. she was going to a different school, it wouldn't work out. i cried. i cried so hard. we still kept in touch- but it was never the same. she would post sad things on her snapchat- just like when we first met. except this time i wasn't there for her to hug and soak my shirt with tears. she told me she was cutting again. here we are now, two years later, and she told me she's coming back to my school. i get to see her again.
1357 likesshe will feel loved again.
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delusional illusions awwww
45 likesdelusional illusions holy shit. This should be a movie
111 likesThat's amazing, I'm glad she'll be okay!
27 likesMy she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
23 likesI’m crying??????? This is so sweet please take good care of eachother
46 likesAww omg that's so cute
15 likesI actually cried
21 likesi'M CRyING aahhh
14 likesi🗣 need🗣an🗣update🗣
46 likesI’m up late searching comments and find this this is the cutest thing I’ve heard in a while thank you for this
25 likessomething like this happened exactly In My school, except plot twist: it was a he the whole time! Dun dun duuuun!
3 likesdelusional illusions erg I have read this too many times but my god is it cute and my god do I wish my she likes me
5 likesoh my god this is so cute
3 likesThis is adorable. I hope you will help your She out and that she helps out hers.
5 likesthis is so cute!
4 likesI hope your both happy and loved
eyy she's happy and she's eating food (which is good) nothing romantic (yet ??) but she's so much happier which makes me so much happier
42 likesdelusional illusions ok I just saw this but
8 likesTHANKS SO MUCH FOR UPDATING I'm flipping choking to death rn this is so sweet ahh. I'm so happy she's doing good!
THIS IS SO CUTE IM-
3 likesThis is honestly the best comment.
5 likesAwwww I'm crying. You're killing me, Smalls
7 likesdelusional illusions help i cri
4 likesOh my g o d I'm in algebra reading this and like.. I almostfuckin cried thats so cute. This is my absolute favorite comment on this video
4 likesthat's so adorable and sad i hope everything turns back to old happy times <3
2 likesThis is honestly such a beautiful story (I may have kinda wrote it in my notebook and added a little doodle to go along with it oops) I hope you guys end up together again!
5 likesBassel Helmi so this is me on my other account but I would like to emphasize how much I love this comment ok bye also please update us thanks
1 likeThis is beautiful
5 likesYou take care of her ❤
IM CrYiNg T-TI just can't please love her as much as you can please!
3 likesdelusional illusions OH MY GOD THIS MADE ME CRY
3 likesdelusional illusions holy shit that's so fucking sweet aahhhhhhhHHHH
1 likedelusional illusions omg
0 likesdelusional illusions i'm gonna cry i hope everything works out for you and that you'll be happy together ♥
1 likedelusional illusions 💟
0 likesHow's it going
0 likesdelusional illusions I hope everything works out ❤️❤️
1 likeI hope everything works out...☺
1 likedelusional illusions that’s such a beautiful story, I wish that could happen to me. Make sure you never forget those beautiful magical moments, even if it doesn’t work out. You have something really special to hold on to. I’m literally in tears omg
6 likesmy heart. 💓
1 likemy God..
delusional illusions So sweet
1 likeHope you and she are okay
1 likedelusional illusions I hope you guys have a happy relationship from now on. This is so sweet <3
0 likesFirst comment to actually make me tear up.
1 likeAnd I wasn't even cutting any onions this time. ;-;
1 likeGenuinely wish you luck and happiness, my boy. <3
1 likedelusional illusions do what you need to do
0 likesi’m crying
1 likedelusional illusions OH MY GOD I WANT TO CRY CAN WE HAVE UPDATES!?!??!?!?!!?
2 likeswe neeeeeed an update omg also I hope everything works out, I had a she and we were dating but since we're 12 she said she wasn't ready for a relationship and broke up with me. Just a stranger with a sob story hoping things go better with you ok bye
2 likesdelusional illusions update? Xx
0 likesoh my god, bless your heart, I hope she does, you seem like such an absolutely loving person!
0 likesAwwwww that's so cute
0 likesim actually crying
0 likesdelusional illusions lovely story. Do you’ve an update?
0 likesdelusional illusions this is beautiful, we all need an update I hope everything works out
0 likesthis actually made me cry
0 likesAHHHHH YESSSSSSS THAT LAST SENTENCE OMGGGG
0 likesdelusional illusions OMG so sad but so cute! I really hope it works out. I know I'm late,
1 likeI'll pray for uuu!
PROTECT HER, KEEP HER SAFE IN YOUR HEART AND SHOW HER ALL YOUR LOVE. IM COUNTING ON YOU!!! YOU GO GIRL!!!
2 likesI love that I, at least once a day, get a notification for a new comment here and it’s always a super Supportive and lovely message. Even tho it’s not about me, I just love the wonderful community in this comment section. Thank you for making my day better!
2 likesHow is she now?
1 likeOh my god I really hope you guys workout because this is too sweet and adorable
1 likeI'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING
0 likesomg I literally cried :( hope it worked out :)
0 likesIM FUckeghfkvdbEN CRYIINGGGGGG I S OREALTE TO THIS AND THIS IS THW MOAT ADORABLE AHHHHH
0 likesdelusional illusions WHY AM I CRYING? I had a similar situation at the age of 11. Only my (other one because my life is that messed up) She asked me out first. I had liked her for the longest time, but didn't say anything because I was short and loud and kind of annoying and She was tall and pretty and fun to be around. And She liked me! I was so happy I danced around my room for a bit, though my happiness would end soon enough. I loved her, yes I felt so much love for her, but I was moving. I sobbed and cried and now I go to a different school. Turns out it wouldn't have made much of a difference if I didn't because she's in a private school now, far away from me, all away across Texas, while I'm at the top she's at the bottom. Now I've tried to get over her, and I like someone else, but my She now calls me 'cute' and 'short' and 'adorable', and this She likes girls too, but this She likes another. One prettier and taller and wittier than I. So I stand alone. Still.
2 likesAbsolutely beautiful
0 likesmy ex girlfriend used to wear a million bracelets too. our story is a parallel to yours, except she didn’t move away. we broke up in the summer and didn’t talk for the first half of the school year. today, we are friends again. but i don’t think she will love me again, nor will i love her in that way.
1 likeI'M CRYING. THIS IS BEAUTIFUL.
0 likesThat was so fucking amazing I’m crying in the club
0 likesthis is beautiful x
0 likesdelusional illusions I wish you so much happiness with this girl, cherrish her.
2 likesdelusional illusions update pleaseeee! MAKE THIS A MOVIE PEOPLE
0 likesAwwwwwwwwwwww this is the cutest thing
0 likesdelusional illusions I am in actual tears
0 likesthis is so cute i'm!!! sobbing
0 likesi love this comment so so so much, i’m glad you get to see her again❤️😊
0 likesdelusional illusions I’m not crying you are
0 likesthis is too pure please update
0 likesThis is the sweetest story
0 likesdelusional illusions I'm so happy for you
0 likesdid you just step out of a fairy tale??
1 likeI'm not even lying right now, I am crying because this is such a beautiful thing. "She will feel loved again." That broke me.
1 likeim crying this is so sad
0 likesHow is she? ik i'm in no position to say this, as I am a random person from the internet, but protect her ! Make her feel loved. Make her feel special.
0 likesthis is my story to. but i was to one who cut. and the girl, didn’t love me that way, well the way i loved her.
0 likesdelusional illusions I literally have the same exact story except without the cutting and girlfriend stuff
0 likesyou inspire me........you amazing person.........love is the greatest super power
0 likesdelusional illusions aww I'm so proud of you
1 likedelusional illusions I’m crying
0 likesDUDE THIS MADE ME CRY
0 likesI've been looking for this comment forever and I finally found it and your story makes me sob every time😭
2 likesYoU, OMG, tHeSE FeELinGs, LOVE HER So MucH, lovE hEr sO mUCh It hUrtS, MakE HeR HaPPy. AhHHhHHhhH
1 likeUpdate??
1 likeI'm cryingggg
2 likes@Dzelion Gurung MY BOY? REALLY?? LOL
2 likeshow are y'all now??:)
1 likeBro I'm crying 3 years later what the-
1 likei- take good care of eachother.
1 likedamn that is the most heartbreaking but bittersweet thing in thr world. How's it going now?
1 likeAww ❤ love that :)
1 likeI’m sobbing that is so so sweet and sad
0 likesUpdate?
Re-watching multiple times: your "She" song touched my soul.... it's so unique and emotional song ... I cried like hell every time.... I love the short film too with your song included... Great job! You're a genius. Congrats.
3 likesThis has been my favorite song since I heard it, and I relate to it on so many levels. I sent it to my crush, who I was pretty sure was straight, and when she said she related to it, I asked why, and she said that she had a crush on me. We are dating because of this song, and I want to thank dodie for making me so happy over the years.
8 likes"Cause even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart." Is my favorite.
13 likesShe is so many things, of which I can only begin to describe. She is misty gray eyes the color of a rainy summer day. She is golden hair with streaks of indigo and purple pulled up into a messy bun. She is dancing around the house like nobody's watching. She is a captivating whisper which lingers softly in my ear. She is strawberries and cream. She is fresh watermelon and lemonade on a summer day. She is t-shirts, ripped jeans, and worn-out Chuck Taylors. She is every constellation in the clear sky. She smells like petrichor in the evening at the end of a rainy day. She loves books and music and painting and cooking. She is a free spirit; a force of nature. I am proud to call her mine.
8 likesokay but i really think describing someone as smelling like lemongrass and sleep is amazing and beautiful and just i want to have someone who loves me who smells like lemongrass and sleep because thats just wonderful
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what does sleep smell like
8 likes@OH MY, OH NO, THE GRAPES ARE COMING!!!!!! i have never experienced sleep
5 likesMckenna Lastname same :(
0 likesMy crush smells like honey and books and it's grat
2 likescan we all take a moment to appreciate how cute dodie is??
5 likesI remember listening to this when it first came out and genuinely questioning my sexuality. Still haven’t figured out what exactly I am but the song is still good 👍🏽
3 likesI confessed my feelings today, for the first time to the girl I love. I preferred to leave, than having to suffer talking to her every day.
4 likesNot to be an emotional babie but I tear up every time I listen to "She". Dodie's voice is so calming and beautiful ugh, then the lyrics just :,
4 likesOk I know that this will just be lost in oblivion, but a week ago I was lonely and I was always admiring this really pretty girl on instagram, and we started talking in the comments of her page, and then it moved into DMs and then she gave me her phone number and we were talking more and more, and she posted on instagram about liking a girl and I was just hoping that it would be me, and then she told me that it was, and she’s so wonderful, and we are actually going on a date at the end of July hopefully and I honestly can’t believe it, and I know that people probably won’t see this, especially considering that this video is several years old, but I’m so happy, and I just wanted to share that with the world <3
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i forgot i commented on this before, but reading that made me very happy because now we’re dating and she means everything to me and wow she’s just amazing
305 likesChiibet i’m glad it made your day better!! our relationship is amazing, and every time i talk to her it feels like i’m falling in love all over again. she’s absolutely wonderful and i care about her so so much; it’s just perfect :))
128 likesMaddie L reading this made me so happy!! Congrats and thanks for sharing!!😌
24 likesMaddie L holy shut wow I am sobbing this is beautiful
18 likesMaddie L oh wow lmao that’s amazing. You should keep us all in this comment section updated regularly cause that shits cute !!
21 likesThat makes me so happy! Congrats!! 🧡🧡
12 likesOmg goals I wish
10 likesCongrats!!
9 likesMaddie L happy for you honestly ❤️❤️❤️
7 likesTurnt Turnips hi!! you said you wanted updates, and i’m quite happy to deliver bcs i could honestly talk about her for ages :)) we’re doing amazing, and she’s absolutely gorgeous,, our parents still don’t know we’re dating, so i’m allowed to sleep over at her house and everything, and falling asleep in her arms after kissing her and saying i love her is probably the best feeling in the world, and she makes me the happiest i’ve been in a while
88 likessorry to annoy y’all with the notifications, but i just still can’t believe i’m IN LOVE WITH THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GIRL IN THE WORLD and SHE LOVES ME BACK,,, she actually understands me and if something’s wrong i can tell her and know that everything will still be okay; she can’t fix all my problems but she’s here for me and i always know i don’t have to deal with them alone, and mental health wise, i haven’t been doing so hot lately, but she’s been so so supportive and i can’t believe i somehow got this lucky🤪🎀💕💖💗💞☺️
103 likesMaddie L I’m so happy for you guys x
4 likesI'm sooo happy for you!!
6 likesthis makes me think of my someone and my heart is happy
8 likesi’m glad you guys are happy with each other it makes me so happy to see happiness and love in this world
10 likeseverything about this chain of comments just made my day
13 likesthats so fucking cute omg im so happy for u
6 likesThis made my night Oof
6 likes@Maddie L Yass!!!!
4 likesMaddie L your so lucky <3
4 likesI can't THIS IS SO CUTE AND WONDERFUL I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU GUYS <333
5 likesI hope I'll fall date the person of my dreams too one day !! :D
Thats amazing! Congrats to you :)
3 likesokay but imagine your otp
3 likesBlepper Boye mE toO SOMEONE MAKE THIS HAPPEN OR ILL F SOMEONE UP
3 likesMaddie L i demand to see the wedding
11 likesI just read your beautiful story. Hope everthying is going well between you two, I wish you the best of luck in the future :)
9 likesAwww, that's so sweet
3 likesMaddie L AHHH IM SO HAPPY FOR U
2 likesAwe thats so awesome. Congratulations!
2 likesWow congrats that's amazing
2 likesawww I hope everything's still going well!!!
2 likesAww ❤️
2 likesAwww congrats! I wish something like this would happen to me! D:
2 likesCongrats. I'm literally speechless 😂. Really, I hope you both have amazing lives
2 likesOMGGG IM JEALOUS NO ONE FUXKIBG LOVES MEEEHEJSJS
3 likesMaddie L literally just commenting so that I can get updates on this it’s adorable I’m so happy for you
3 likesMaddie L im so fucking happy for you
3 likesI’m hope everything goes well with her. You’ll have to show her this song!!! I’m happy for you xx
3 likesGood for you girl c:
2 likesUpdates plz sooo cuuute Soo Happy for u
1 likeAwwwh thats the best thing I’ve seen today so cute
1 likeYou go girly
1 likeThis resonates with me. Mine didn't work out but I genuinely hope yours will last for the rest of your life
2 likesI hope I can find somebody like that soon..
2 likesOMG CONGRATS REALLY HAPPY FOR YOU :3
3 likesThis is so lovely, I wish you two all the best!
2 likesMaddie L do you have anymore updates. It’s been 4 months.
9 likesthis is super sweet
1 like🥰
2 likesMy lesbian heart is so happy for you 2
1 likeMaddie L a great story 😭 truly touching , along with the whole song
2 likesOmg this happened to me too, but it was at school with my beat friend. We both had a crush on each other and it wasn't until yesterday that we officially became a couple.....I feel happier than ever
5 likesI'm so happy for you :)
2 likesUpdate? !!!
1 likethis is EXACTLY what happened to me, this is crazy
2 likesThis is so happy it nearly made me cry
1 likeMaddie L how’d it go? lol 10 months later
1 likeMaddie L This is the single most wholesome thread on youtube
3 likesMy story is a bit similar and it also started out on insta but the relationship lasted a year but then she broke up with me cuz we lived too far away and it wasn't working out.
4 likesMaddie L are you still with her?
4 likesMaddie L WE NEED ANOTHER UPDATE
4 likesMaddie L PLEASE UPDATE USSS
2 likes@Maddie L aw I hope you are together forever and love eachother 😍
0 likesOmg. Same story. I'm crying 😭🖤
0 likesAww, congrats! Update??
0 likesAgain, you probably won't see this, but that is so amazing! How did it go?
0 likesUPDATES I just read through this whole thing it sounds wonderful hopefully you are having a great relationship
3 likesDaw, this was the cutest thing I've read today. I hope you two are very happy!
1 likemillanoeli I can relate. Mine didn’t either.
0 likesYay this makes me so happy for you
0 likesMaddie L pls give update soon it would be amazing your comment made my night. :)
0 likesOmg I hope things are going well 💕
2 likesthis comment made my night. congratulations, this is so lovely. sincerely hope you're still together<3
2 likesthis is wonderful
0 likesplease give us another update i just cried
3 likesWe need another update!!!
1 likeHey, how is the relationship going?
1 likeWOO!
0 likesMaddie L ahhhh I’d love an update!
0 likesthis is late but im so happy for u!!! 😭 and if you dont mind on giving us an update again,,
0 likeshow's it going now? honestly so glad for u!
0 likesBeen awhile.. hope its going ok!
0 likesJust about a week ago, my mother found out I was dating this girl that i cared for very deeply. My mother is very religious. I had been with her for two years. When she asked me out, she sent me this song with a caption "For a very special girl <3". I'm coming back to listen to this attempt to heal , but its so hard though all these tears.
4 likesmy ‘she’ has never met me. she came from another era and ive admired her from afar. some day we’ll be united <3
4 likesShe is dyed hair, horses, the first and only person I’ve ever trusted with my heart, and the first person that I cared about the fact that she broke my heart.
8 likesevery now and then i have to come back to this and cry bc ive come SO FAR since i listened to this for the first time and finally understood that all the little weird feelings i had around girls that i pretended meant nothing, because there was no way that i wasn't straight, and there was no way i LIKED her, we were just good friends, meant something, and that was okay. i know that now, and even though im definitely not anywhere near coming out to my family, im so happy and proud that ive come as far as i have with accepting myself, and that's so much because of dodie.
6 likesIs it just me or is everyone remembering their heart breaks during pride month and checking dodie's old gay songs?
18 likesI remember two year ago when I sent this to my best friend and crush at the time. This song had been how I realized I’d liked them, because every single lyric just reminded me of all the time we’d spent together. When I sent this I told them it was because I thought they’d like it since they’d recently come out as bi and I had as well. For the next month I’d endlessly stalk the recent comments on this video, praying to see someone say that their crush sent this video to them and was wondering if they liked them back. That comment never came, sadly. However, they’re still one of my best friends, and even if it’s platonically now, I love them so so much and am so happy to be their friend :)
5 likesShe was perfect. She was beautiful. Every time she smiled the world would turn brighter. She made everything so much better; she made me happy. Life seemed to make sense next to her. She was my best friend, and she seemed to like me too. But I was so scared. So fucking scared. I never told her that she was the only thing that kept me going; that she owned my heart. What was the rush anyway?
9 likesWith time, we grew up and slowly started drifting apart. We ended up being just strangers. She left my school eventually and I haven't seen her ever since. For the first couple of years she was gone I thought I had gotten over her, that it was stupid to think I actually liked her. Then, as I got older and learned what love was, I realized that I loved her with all my heart; and I still do.
I met her 11 years ago, and it has been 3 years since she left. I have felt this way for approximately 7 years. I still can't forget her. I should've told her how I felt. I should've let her know she was everything to me. And now I can't. I pray for some miracle that will let me meet her again, so I can tell her everything: how much I love her, how much I want her to be by my side, how much I want to hold her hand, how bad I want to hug her, how much I wish I had told her sooner. How much I have missed her. I miss her. I miss her so fucking much. And wherever she is, I hope she is the happiest in the whole world.
happy pride month! thank you dodie for being such a great strong influence while i grew up <3
3 likesJesus Dodie your songs make me want to be in love
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I feel the same way lol
0 likesIkr??
1 likeme too
0 likesSame:( but I prefer men and I'm only ten😂
1 like+Everything Lily 101 oml 🙏🏽
3 likesWell done for accepting that, you're on a journey just as everyone else, wishing you love and happiness xxx
2 likespraise jesus dodie
37 likes+Rachel nice name
1 like@Rachel Bentley yoo same name and we're both in the phandom :D
1 likeThere are some great profile pictures here
5 likesMy experiences say don't be in any rush, it ain't all its cracked up to be. For instance, when I say cracked I mean my actual self is.
23 likesDon't rush through people. I'm just lucky because my first might be Mr Right :D
8 likesNoah Cadwell same
2 likesthis.
4 likesNoah Cadwell right
1 likeNoah Cadwell Same
0 likessame
0 likesI've always loved how just by saying "You would find her in a Polaroid picture" you can really visualise the type of girl she is
4 likesI know the odds of you finding this are slim, but here you go anyway. I hope you see this R -
16 likesMy she has beautiful hair that she always pulls back and I wish she didn't because it's so gorgeous, she is so pretty and super cute, her personality is amazing, she's so nice, she doesn't judge anyone, not even me when I told her I was bi, she's really funny, she makes me feel important, she didn't cut off our friendship when I told her how I felt about her, she invites me everywhere, she's smart.
My she smells like grapefruit and dewdrops on grass.
My she tastes like sunshine and blue skies with fluffy clouds.
You would find her anywhere the dogs are.
R, you mean everything to me.
Shes the girl you would see on the cover of a cassette tape. Shes the girl who's eyes are darker than the ocean. She is the girl who makes me smile, no matter what. Shes the girl who, I was unsure of at first. But after a while, she was just perfect. She wears clean jeans, and talks about books, and the characters, like their real people. She makes me happy. Not the happy, when you see your crush. She makes me happy like, when you get a new puppy, or, when you have a smoothie after a hard day, all of those, all in one. Kyah, no matter what anybody says, your "she".
18 likesUpdate: I still love her, its just really deep down. She hasn't changed one bit.
Update: Imma write one about my ex because she’s my new she.
She talks about marvel characters nonstop and how much she loves loki, i have no idea what she’s talking about but i would listen to her talk about it for hours. You would see her on an add for vans or platforms. i dreamt of our wedding day, and proposing as soon as we turned 18. i was waiting until my 16th birthday just so i could finally tell my parents about you. I would rather go through the pain of a breakup every day for the rest of my life if it meant seeing you one last time. She makes me so much happier than anybody else, which is why it hurt 10 times worse. She’s the kind of girl who you never stop loving. It’s like a part of me died when you said “i think we rushed into this”. my stomach sunk, and my voice started to shake. But despite that, i still love you. and i know i always will.
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how's it going now?
0 likes@Yeti she didn’t like me. i got over it but we’re still best friends. i fell i love with a another girl and she liked me back. then she dumped me a few days ago.
0 likesI remember discovering this song about two and a half years ago, when I was just discovering my sexuality. This song was always my little secret, and I remember it would always get me through a long day, especially if it was filled with lots of homophobia. Now, two and a half years later, I'm an out and proud lesbian getting ready to go on a first date with a girl who I've liked for a bit.
3 likesThank you, Dodie, for the beautiful song that helped me so much. I went from hating myself and crying myself to sleep to falling in love and being proud, and this song was the absolute beginning of that. Thank you so much ❤
i'm saying this for the first time... I'M BISEXUAL!
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moraisboring ME TOO AND I HAVE NO FRICKIN IDEA HOW TO COME OUT BUT I KNOW MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ACCEPTING BUT IM STILL SCARED HAHA
115 likesWhat I did is literally text "I'm Bi" to my friend and left it. Turns out she's pan so that went really well :)
63 likesi told my mom and the thinks i'm confused because "i can only be attracted to one gender"
46 likesLucy Glover that's great!!
16 likesaye fam! just a new member passing BI
44 likesmoraisboring congratulation!!!
11 likesI'M SO PROUD OF YOU
15 likesAlyssa Driz HAHAH THIS WAS AMAZING
11 likesmoraisboring SAME
8 likesPolyjuice Productions THANK YOUU!!!🖤
9 likesmoraisboring ME TOOOO
8 likeswell I'm just passing bi
23 likesSeeing fellow bi pals makes me so happy, it's extremely reassuring to know I'm not alone 😊 (since I'm not out and have no one to talk to about it)
29 likesmoraisboring hahah aww thankss
8 likessarcastic smile Same
8 likesi am too (btw proud of you)
9 likesyou are all so kind, i'm proud of every single one of you!!🖤🏳️🌈
15 likesmoraisboring yaaaay! I know I'm really late but it's amazing that you're coming out, hope everything goes amazing for you
8 likesHannah van den Brandeler thank you so much!
3 likesmoraisboring I am saying this for the first time too... ME TOO! YAY US.
6 likesmoraisboring ME TOO!
6 likesmoraisboring ME TOO I CAME OUT TO MY FAMILY ABOUT A MONTH AGO, I HOPE WHEN/IF YOU COME OUT YOU ARE ACCEPTED TOO! <3
9 likesmoraisboring good for u👍I it's easyer to come out to YouTube first
6 likesmoraisboring cool!🌈
7 likesmoraisboring i'm so proud♡
9 likeslisten I'm two months late but I'm very very very proud of you! good on you for embracing yourself!
11 likesCyan And White thank you so much!!! this makes me so happy
4 likesWell done!!!Come out in real life when your ready!And if any one has a negative response, we're always here <3 (:
10 likesYYAAAYYY!!! :)
4 likesStella Luna I can help you out a bit....sorta...
5 likesEveryone figures it out differently. If you dont know right now thats ok. You may realize you have had a crush on girls as well as guys or maybe it will take you a few more years to figure that out. Its hard for someone to tell you how you should discover yourself. If you think you are Bisexual, test out the lable and see how you like it. You could also be pansexual or asexual. Try to see what you could do for yourself
Stella Luna I see what you mean. Just try to do a little research then, and talk to people. if someone asks about your sexuality you can say you're not sure there is nothing wrong with that
7 likes...now if you don't mind me asking do you feel like you could be with a boy and/or girl? Can you picture being in a relationship? Holding hands? Kissing? or Do you just want to chill and have a good time with them without the romantic stuff? Do you get goosebumps when anyone talks about how pretty that girl is?
Stella Luna i struggled a lot because i had crushes on boys but i also had crushes on girls but kinda denied them, until i got a HUGE crush on my best friend. maybe think, do you wish you were in a relationship with a girl/boy/non binary? do you imagine yourself kissing or on a date with any of them? and don't forget, you don't have to come out or label yourself until you are ready!!🖤🖤
6 likesEvie Gray OMG THAT'S GREAT, CONGRATULATIONS AND THANK YOU
3 likesmoraisboring I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!! YOUR SO BRAVE. WE LOVE YOU
6 likesLucy Glover not true. love who you want and of you love both guys and girls it's perfectly okay.
5 likesI'm bi too be strong love :)
5 likesMe too. I can't come out because my family is very homophobic. but if you need someone to talk i'm a good listener<3
4 likesyAY FRENS COMInG Out
3 likesSAME THO YAY
3 likesI told my boyfriend I'm bi last night
3 likesAlex Badgett THAT'S GREAT!! how did it go??
1 likeTøffee you are not a bother in any way, maybe build some kind of relationship with your father first? and try to drop some kind of hints, but if you are not ready yet you don't have to. i hope this helps, update me on how you go!!!🖤good luck
2 likesThanks so much!! Ill be sure to tell you uvu
2 likesmoraisboring YAY
3 likesmoraisboring Yes!!!! congratulations !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
3 likesmoraisboring YAYYYY CONGRATS
2 likesmoraisboring goalss
2 likesI AM PROUD OF YOU BABY 💕
2 likesI don't even know you but I'm so happy for you
2 likesmoraisboring proud of you!!💓💓
2 likesYAY!!! 🎉 BE PROUD
3 likesmoraisboring YYYYAAAAAAYYYYTTY
2 likesYAY
4 likesmoraisboring
4 likesYAY I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!
moraisboring EYYY IM PAN
2 likesmoraisboring BABY SAME
2 likessame :)
2 likesME TOO! :)
2 likesme too
2 likesElena Joy I'm the same. I'm Bi, but my mother thinks homosexuality is a mental disorder, which fucking sucks. I can't come out because I live in the Bible Belt. I love my friends and family to death but they were raised in a way to think like this. It's horrible but to them it's tradition.
6 likesGlitchboy Gaming
3 likesI'm so sorry, I cannot fully relate, but I hope all goes okay for you
Yass boo I think I may be too
2 likesmoraisboring YOU GO. YOURE AWESOME. OWN YOUR BISEXUALITY AND EMBRACE IT. NEVER STOP BEING YOU
1 likeBobbi O'Leary wish I had you confidence 😧
1 likeBobbi O'Leary I mean that as in I wish I had the confidence to come out to the people I care about, even though I think they would be OK with it, it's just a small "what if they weren't" in the back of my mind that's stopping me. '_'
1 likeI JUST CAME OUT TO MY FOUR SISTERS THROUGH A GROUPCHAT IN DODIE SONG FORM AND TURNS OUT ANOTHER ONE OF MY SISTERS IS TOO !
4 likesWell, since you only live once... ME TOO!
1 likeME TOOOOOOOOOO
0 likesYay I'm ace ( asexual)
2 likesYAYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! <3 I'm happy for you
0 likesmoraisboring I might be too but not sure if I'm bi or pan
2 likesKeona G yea, I've pretty much decided that it doesn't matter who I fall in love with it just want them to love me back, but I'm also quite young so I've haven't been in love, yet.
3 likesmoraisboring me too!!!!!!!💖💜💙
1 likemoraisboring AHHH IM SO HAPPY FOR U
3 likesHey I think I am too :) congrats!
1 likemoraisboring same 👍
1 likeSame❤️
0 likesmoraisboring BEAUTIFUL WOW U R AMAZING IM PROUD❤️❤️
0 likesmoraisboring SAME!!🎉😂
0 likesmoraisboring YES! YOU ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL!
1 likeME TOO
0 likesOMG CONGRATS! IT'S PROBABLY HARD, BUT TRUST ME, IT GET'S BETTER!
0 likesSAME DUUUUDE
0 likesMe too. I haven’t come out yet to anyone.
0 likesU go!💕
0 likesYEAHHH!! 😘
0 likesME TOO :)
0 likesCongrats
0 likesSO PROUD OF YOUU! <3
0 likesPROUD OF U SIS, I'M GAYY
0 likes!!!! Congratulations! I don’t know you at all but I rly hope everything goes well!
1 likeGood for you!!!!
0 likesI'm saying this for the millionth time- iM QUESTIONING :00 I tHinK iM paNsExUaL
0 likesMe too!! 🎉🎉🎉
0 likes@mora she'll get it eventually
0 likesheyy to everyone that replied, it’s been a while! i just got a notification from this and remembered when i wrote this. i am 17 now and came out to my friends and most of my family and i couldn’t be happier!! i just wanna say thank you to everyone that replied to this and im so proud of all of you for embracing who you are, good luck!!!
1 likemoraisboring same but shh
0 likesAND TAHTS OKAY IM A TRANSGENDER PANSEXUAO GUY WHO HAS MY BOYFRINED OF THREE MONTHS WITH ME
0 likesI’m proud 💓 same 🥺
0 likesme too .. and i'm scared
0 likes3 years late but WOOHOOOO IM PROUD OF YOU SIS. 3 years later..i hope you have happiness and are free now
0 likesI’M THREE YEARS LATE BUT YAY CONGRATSSSS!!
0 likesYES. SAME.
0 likesCONGRATS EVEN THOUGH IM 3 YRS LATE I HOPE YOURE DOING OKAY 💞💞
0 likesAyyyy me too mate. Bi and proud!
0 likessnapple II jsjsja hiii!! thankfully im doing great
1 likemora omg so glad to hear 💕
0 likesGo you!!!
0 likes@mora oh man I feel you
0 likesI'm gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
0 likesI think this was one of the first things that made me start to realize I was bi. Although I’d never had a true crush so I couldn’t exactly relate, I wanted to. I really wanted to. My heart started to skip beats just thinking about having somebody like this.
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Lily Fields it sucks but it’s amazing at the same time :,)
0 likesMy she reminds me of roses and strawberry.Even though I know it's not gonna end well with us.I love her.
4 likesShe means everything to me
We're young
it might not last
But oh,does it feel good for it to be now
amazing.
I love you,Lily💕
7 years later and i am just becoming obsessed with this song and i don’t know how i didn’t find it before. i guess that’s because i just figured out my sexuality in the last 2 years. this song hits so close to home and i just want this song to hug me🙂
4 likesEveryone talking about their "she"s is making my gay heart so warm and happy, you're all so sweett
5 likesinstead of calling your cute little thoughts about your girlfriends "sappy" call it "sapphic" cause this shit is poetic
4 likesi listened to this on repeat when i would talk to her. i loved and cared for her so much, i still do. she killed herself a little over a year, but i still find myself coming back to this song every other weekend, replaying every memory of us in my mind. i miss her so much. this song is a little piece of her i have left to hold onto.
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Lola you are so strong beautiful. I know your she is so proud of you and I hope you’re doing well. thank you for being brave enough to share your story I understand that it was probably very difficult to be open about that pain ♥️
0 likesThis song is so beautiful and brings tears to my eyes. I'm not lesbian, so I'm not thinking of a specific girl like many of the other comments say, but I love this song. It's sadly peaceful. (.
4 likesI remember my she completely. Last school year we met and instantly clicked. We both talked and hung out a lot. After some time, I realized I had strong, deep feelings for her but was scared to admit it to anyone since I was horrified that they’d hate me. From the moment I laid eyes on her I got butterflies. Her hair was the most gorgeous shade of blonde you’d ever see. Army green jeans would be stuck on her legs 24/7. Some days she’d wear a cropped sweater and others she’d just throw on a graphic tee. Either way, I thought she was the prettiest girl alive. The day of my birthday, I told her how I really felt. She said it wasn’t her thing but said she would still support me through everything. As much as I appreciated her response, it broke me in half. I didn’t know what to do. The next afternoon in health class, her seat was empty. I texted her asking where she went as she was never absent and she didn’t reply. I refreshed the messages and her texts and profile were gone... she’d blocked me on all social media and I found out through a teacher that she was then homeschooled on the 12th of March... months later going into this school year I feel uneasy without her... but I hope someday our paths cross again because she was one of the greatest things that happened to me.
4 likeswhen this song came out on spotify my crush sent it to me
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omf that’s so cute
161 likes@Mariam don't get excited we're not dating and i think im over her at this point (because i like someone else...)
67 likesDisappointmentttttttttttttt
123 likesIcefall The Hybrid if that was a reference to that one thomas sanders short I love you and if it's not then I look like an idiot
18 likesWell I just sent it to my crush so....how did you react?
8 likes@Liv Harrington how did she react?
6 likesCool
4 likesNoooo really?
2 likes@BUG I sink it's grate
0 likessksksksksksk that's adorable
1 likeLucky😭😭
1 likeMy crush is right now but ye he is my he I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
11 likesAristotle Shea fellow nonbinary?
1 likeI sent this to my girlfriend, she said it was cute💖
1 like@Alex Truelove aww im so happy you found a love. i hope you two are still going strong. :)
1 likeMy friend did that too.
0 likesSANA ALL
1 likeY’all best be dating now or I’m throwing hands
1 likeawww
0 likesGaSP THAT IS AMAZING AAAA
0 likesMy ex sent me this song then 5 months later destroyed my heart :') now this song just makes me sad. Sad gay hours
0 likesAs a straight guy, I still hella relate to these lyrics and I am both currently sad and hopeful. It's a strange combo of feelings. I know she's out there somewhere...
4 likesa personal thanks from me to you, dodie. without this song, i wouldn’t have looked up what it meant to like boys and girls. ❤️
2 likesI know this comment section is about gay and stuff, but I'm pan and now i have a he.
14 likesI love my he.
He means everything to me. He shouldn't. I don't want him to. We've grown closer and closer. I still love him. He doesn't love me. I love you Dom.
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unrelated but idk why this scared me cause one of my best friends name is Dom lmao-
0 likesI’ve never related to a song so much. I’m crying. This is so beautiful.
2 likes"but to her i taste of nothing at all" am i crying? maybe. do i show signs of stopping? no. hotel? trivago.
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ok dalynn hahah the last part tho
114 likes!!! :)
2 likesLol
7 likesOh my god I was going through all of Dodies old songs and I saw ur comment. HELLO I love ur channel
11 likesok dalynn that part made me cry to
7 likesTari Paul aaa i just saw this but hellO:) thats wild
4 likesthis comment helped me laugh thru my tears thank you
10 likesAhaha XD
1 likeKathy Paw me too
1 likeTRIVAGO SEARCHES THROUGH HUNDREDS OF WEBSITES--
22 likesTrivel? Hotago
24 likesI AN DECEASED
7 likesok dalynn AMAZING HAHA
3 likeswe can cry together its ok lolol
2 likesok dalynn lol the last part was awesome
1 likeYOU SHOULD COVER BUILD ME UP BUTTERCUO
1 likeok dalynn ME
1 likethe last bit tho 😂
1 likeok dalynn ahahhahaha
1 likeDude that line ripped me
1 likeIs this the fault in our stars
0 likesHAHAHAHA
0 likesMaybe trivago can be our always
0 likesi canNOT
0 likesHotel? Trivago.
0 likesLMFAOO
0 likes"even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart"
3 likesdamn i really felt that
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just makes me really sad
1 likeI want all of you to go out and get your She. I never thought I'd have mine, but I do. And it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. We've been together nine months and so much has happened and I've got her, forever and ever. If you ever in a million years read this comment in a sea of heart ache and people who've been broken and people who've been fixed - my Firefly, I love you.
18 likesThank you💛
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What is this song about a boy sent it to me
0 likes@Lily Muha It’s about the struggle between having a crush on someone, and balancing the fear of rejection and /or that the person you crush on doesn’t feel the same way. Hope this helps!!
0 likes2 years ago I went scrolling through my recommended, and found this. I cried the first time, the second time I realized I was thinking about a girl, a girl I can’t even name at this point.
3 likesI would sing this until I fell asleep.
I would sing this to her.
I would pretend she would always be mine to keep.
Once I told her, she lied,
My, she lied
She said “I do too”
She was my sunlight through clouds,
You think it’s perfect until it hurts,
Those clouds turn out nice,
But make it worse,
The honey I would call her,
Was actually a poison I often would stir
Mine to keep I thought.
Mine.
No,
His.
She wears overalls, big hoodies and even bigger smiles. She has the cutest freckles and the bluest eyes. Her cheeks and lips are a rosey pink and I so wish I could kiss them and tell her it's alright and I love her. She smells like warmth and comfort. She tastes like Apple juice and mandarin. She loves me, but not how I wish she did. You would find her in a Polaroid picture. She means everything to me.
6 likes'She' just came out to me as bisexual and asked me if I shipped Phan and I said yes and then she said "be the Phil to my Dan?" And if that isn't beautiful then idk what is
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Tris awwweeeeee
11 likesim crYing
15 likesTheHamsterLover
59 likesBad timing. Just found out she was cheating on me a few minutes ago
Oh my god, I'm so sorry, you deserve so much better.
46 likesHope you find your Phil soon, or your Dan...
Troye obviously she didn't ship phan enough
45 likesright?
7 likesTroye OMG it's frickin beautiful, can I write a story ha
6 likesIM CRYING THATS SO CUTE!
5 likesOh and btw I'm so sorry, you deserve better than a dushe bag (probably spelled that wrong) we could be friends tho and if you want to talk to anyone ill give you my social and you could just talk and rant as much as you want!!!
9 likesTroye I am sorry she cheated, she does not deserve you!!
4 likesidk either
3 likesI'm crying in the club right now
2 likesTroye DAN AND PHIL- DODIE- BDIWBOSNDKS- EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS COMMENT IS AMAZING
2 likesGerard Not Way
2 likeshaha, please do comment the story
Troye hi ily im sorry for her cheating on you. You deserve better anyway 💙
4 likesElla Elizabeth
2 likesthanks, love ❤️
Troye I want that to happen to me so bad
1 likeTHIS AIN'T A SCEEENE IT'S A GAH DAH AH RAH
2 likesaww, that's so sweet
Omf 😭❤️❤️
1 likeI’m actually crying rn that it so sweet aw
1 likeAhh I saw this comment and was reading responses and ah I'm so so sorry she cheated on you deserve better
2 likesI really hope you find a Phil <3
Ashley Gehrmann
0 likesahh thank you! i've actually caught feelings for a guy and i've lost feelings for her so who knows what could happen
ahh good luck friend!!
1 likeTroye KEEP HER
1 likeTroye oh crap just read the replies...
1 likeI'm crafting
1 likeTroye Awe im sorry
1 likeloony moony SAME
1 likePony Pegasister Same
1 likeupdate: i've found someone else. he knows how to make me feel loved. he knows how to make me laugh and he makes me extremely happy. i'm so glad i can finally call him mine.
0 likesсколько уже прошло..все ещё слушаю, спасибо, спасибо вам ещё и раз за эту прекрасную песню..
2 likesThat moment that you're acearo and you listen to love songs and you like them but they also make you feel broken, sad and lonely but you ignore it because Dodie.
6 likesMy she is a grade younger than me. Her hair color always changes and her eyes are green. She's small and thin, usually wears black clothes, skips class, loves music, and often has a hospital band on her wrist. She love's her family and friends and is very close with them, she's the person I always worry about and I think she deserves all the love and happiness in the world. To me she's Chevrolet cars, gym class, concerts, camouflage prints, art hall, classic skating, dirt bikes, my favorite songs, and my whole world. She's always so confident, beautiful, funny, cool, adorable, nerdy, smart, and kind. She's bi, the first girl I liked, and someone who'es special to me. I was never able to get over my social anxiety and talked to her, and she moved away this year. But I'll never forget her and she'll always have a special place in my heart because she was the one who helped me to realize that I was bi. I hope that If you're reading this and you are scared to talk to the person you like, you will receive that push you needed and just do it. Because if you wait to long then one day it will be to late and you'll always regret it. <3
5 likesMy 'She' is the most precious and perfect person I could ever ask for. I think she's just so beautiful and cute and I just want to hug her and never let go. I could write on for ages about her, honestly. But, since I don't have that kind of time...
46 likesMy 'she' is just- perfect. She has dark skin, beautiful chocolate brown eyes, and short, dark hair shaved on the left side with a little music note drawn into the shaved patch.
She smells so sweet and cozy. Her skin is soft and she has some acne here and there, but I don't mind it, I love it in fact. She's pretty outgoing, but still introverted in a way. She always knows how to make me feels better and make me smile and laugh.
She also draws, and i love her drawings, they're really good and of course better than mine. She plays ukulele and guitar, her voice is so soothing and sweet and I could fall asleep to it (in a good way). She always takes care of her friends and looks out for them.
When she went to my house to pick me up so we could go to the mall together, she just walked into my living room wearing a shirt that said "Sell your soul!" While casually greeting my parents. Something about the way she acts and looks does something to me. I've liked her like this for almost 2 years now. But I know she likes another girl.
I confessed to her with Would You Be So Kind sometime in December 2018. She told me to give her a couple of days to figure out an answer. But, she never gave me that answer. In January, I started going out with my best friend, telling myself I didn't like my 'she' anymore. I forced myself to keep this feelings chained up just so my best friend would be happy. I did eventually break up with her though because I only saw her as a friend. We're cool though, don't worry.
I recently asked my 'she' if she had ever found an answer. She said she was willing to give me a chance, but told me I had to wait for her to heal from everything she was going through. I understand completely.
So, now, I just have to be patient for a solid answer. I may not be good at waiting, but I'm willing to for her.
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Edit: I've finally gathered the courage to ask her for a direct answer because I couldn't take it anymore, it was driving me crazy every day. She finally told me, "No, but don't take it as a solid answer, I need to work things out with some people."
11 likesI was prepared for it anyway, so I'm fine. I can't tell if I still like her, I haven't hung out with her for so long that I don't even know anymore. Maybe once school starts up again I'll start having more feelings again. Maybe.
if it's meant to be, it'll work out. love grows with time
0 likes@Yeti Mhm. We're just friends now, I lost feelings. We're chill now, I got to see them at my birthday party last week. They're real cool and I'm glad they're my friend :]
0 likes"But it feels oddly good to hurt" the best way to describe liking someone I've ever heard
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42 likesMy favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case.
6 likesA feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.
I listened to this song when I was coming to terms with my sexuality. I realized that I really was bi/pan when I fell in love with a friend at school. I was in love with her for 5 years, and she was one of my closest friends. I’m a science-minded and serious person; she was the best artist I’d ever met, and always had a bubbly personality. And, God, I would’ve followed her to the end of the world. She was my first love, and I haven’t felt like that for someone since. We spent every day after school together, and she would show me her art, her favorite movies, and her vulnerability altogether. I finally told her after 4 years because we were graduating. Senior year sucked, because she knew she felt the same back, but didn’t know how to go about it. She then told me she’d never planned on making many friends in high school, but I came along and flipped everything on that. (Made my heart melt) We dated for a while, but going to separate colleges strained us a lot. We ended up breaking up on thanksgiving of our college freshman year.
3 likesOver time I feel as though I couldn’t put those same emotions, that same vulnerability, into anyone else. But this song reminds me of the time I did, and that it’s still possible.
I love seeing Dodie happy. She's so beautiful and talented and deserves the world ❤️
2 likesFavourite Dodie song. I related to it before I even knew why I was relating to it.
4 likesThese comments make me really happy. The fact that so many people are so in love with their “she” is heart warming :,)
2 likesI'm gay. And I need someone to tell me that's ok, please. I'm surrounded by homophobes :(
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Kawaii Max it's okay to be gay!!!!! Be as gay as possible!!! Be your amazing self:)
6 likesIt wonderful to be gay. I know it doesn't feel like it right now and I know these sound like empty words, but one day you're going to look back on it and all it will be is a memory of a time that was horrible but made you stronger and something you went through just so you can look at the life you will eventually have and realize how beautiful it is. What you see around you is not everything. There are places where you will be loved for who you are, not who you love. Never be guilty about feeling something as awesome as love for someone else. It doesn't matter what gender they are, it matters who they are and who you are. You are not alone. I mean it. There are so many opportunities for you if you can just hold on to who you are and make it through. Stay strong. I've been where you are and it made me a stronger person. I've said it before, but I'll say it again: you are never alone and being gay isn't just okay - it's amazing.
11 likesKawaii Max, I know how you feel. I know objectively that being gay is fine, but it's been so drilled into my head that what I am is wrong, that I feel like I'll always have a part of me, deep down, that thinks what they say is true. I'm so sad that this is still something that some gay people have to painstakingly endure for at least 18 years. I'm lucky that I've only got 3 more to go, and I hope that you get to eventually find a safe place where you're accepted. Sorry for the long comment, I just had a lot to say.
3 likesKawaii Max one of the beautiful things about the internet is that from thousands of miles away, I can tell you that it is 100% okay. Sending love to you through the screen 😘 stay strong
2 likesKawaii Max I hope you're okay. I know this is old but I wanted to send some love ^^ Being gay is so much more than okay, it's good and natural and valid and fabulous and great and wonderful and lovely and it's you - stay true to yourself! ^^
2 likesOf course it's okay sweetheart!!♥
5 likesKawaii Max it's ok to be yourself. You are loved
4 likesI don't understand homophobic people. Really. It's more than ok. You're made this way and one day you'll find someone who makes you glad you're gay c:
2 likesG A Y I S G O O D ❤️
2 likesKawaii Max being gay is amazing keep being you (I know how hard it is trust me I live with it everyday)
2 likesKawaii Max it is absolutely and utterly wonderful and TOTALLY OKAY to be in the LGBTQIA (SAGA) community and I hope you are able to surround yourself with people who accept you!💜
1 likeThis is definitely the comment section to be in ... Xx ❤️
2 likesKawaii Max You are wonderful and yes it is 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% okay to be gay or whatever you identify with! Stay strong and remember to always be yourself! ❤
3 likesKawaii Max Im bi, you be who ever you want to be! I love you for you! love is love not between two genders.
2 likesKawaii Max you are perfectly beautiful ❤️
1 likeKawaii Max I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope that sooner or later you find people who love you for who you are. Yes of course its okay to be gay just be who you are. there's nothing wrong with it at all I hope you realize that sooner or late
1 likeJust don't let anyone get you down. You are perfect and no one should be allowed to say something different. It's not just "ok" it's just another beautiful part of you.
1 likelove is never wrong
1 likeThe definition of gay is literally happy. So don't let those who bring u down stop you from being as happy as you really are.
4 likesGay is great! That sucks, the situation you're in, but you will eventually find the perfect person for you and you'll be so happy they won't be able to do anything to you.
1 likeKawaii Max its ok 💛
1 likeYou're beautiful and others opinions don't matter. Never let someone's opinion be your reality. You'll find your love, and it'll all be worth the crap you had to walk through to find them. we're rooting for you!
1 likeKawaii Max Hun it's absolutely okay to be gay! I'm so incredibly sorry about your situation, but one day you will be able to be exactly who you are. One day you will be surrounded by people who love you no matter who you love. Always remember things get better.
0 likesI'm pan, and you're accepted! When you one day (I promise) get surrounded by good, supporting people you'll be the happiest person alive! For now you just got wait, I know it fucking sucks, but seriously I promise!! This is a reason online friends, and YouTube comments on videos/songs like these are so helpful. Have an amazing day, week, month, and year. I wish you the best
0 likesThis song was my gay awakening and coming back to this five years after realizing I like girls makes me so sentimental. Thank you for this song it means a lot to me
2 likesShe's got beautiful smooth skin and dark hair that she sometimes wears in two cute braids. She has a golden voice that can make me cry. She can play the guitar and the ukule. She doesnt like to label her sexuality and doesn't care about gender. She has a kindness that is so pure and soft and loving. She gives me hugs whenever she sees me. She holds my hand sometimes. I was singing she to myself when we were sat together in the library one day and she asked if she was the she. I said no but my head was screaming yes. All these things I thought made me special to her is just how she acts with everyone. Hugs them, holds their hand. She smells like tea and warmth. She tastes like hot chocolate and snuggling up in a cosy blanket.
2 likesShe means everything to me.
she makes me feel like im looking at a god she makes me want to be in between her arms she makes me want to listen to her voice on repeat she makes me want her so so bad i love the way her sass makes me think of a cat i love the way she sings the way her voice gives me chills the way her blue eyes stabs my heart like daggers the way her long amber hair always ends in a wave and how i had youre contact as your name in hearts to find out you didnt feel the same and how i ruined things by telling my friend now you are an older girl's , girl as i see our possible relationship came to a one sided pain filled end
3 likesi’m not lesbian but i like this song more than everything
5 likesit is incredibly hard to describe my love for this song but I'll give it a go. You know that feeling when you look at someone you utterly love, whether they are family, friend, lover, or celebrity obsession and you realise how much they mean to you and how proud you are of them and you almost cry because everything aches with pride and happiness? You know that feeling when something truly amazing happens and every day you think about that moment and every time you remember your heart skips and your lungs feel like they are clogged just because of that beautiful memory? Have you ever climbed a mountain and got to the top, looked down and see all the dents, every building is just a crinkle in the landscape and everything seems to make sense. You can see an understand the world, when you think about that amazing moment, you see and understand the world, when you look at that person you love, you see and understand the world. When I listen to this song, for just the 4 minutes this video plays, I see and understand the world. All those feeling I just described is what I mean when I say 'I love this song'
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+Steffi Mountain that was beautiful :)
0 likes+Steffi Mountain holy crap, you did an amazing job describing it. i couldnt have said it better.
0 likes+Steffi Mountain bless
0 likes+Steffi Mountain do you mind if i post this on tumblr and give you creds? its so beautifly put and describes everything this song means to me
0 likesAmazing description! I would love to say that I feel the exact same way.....
0 likes+xPercy Pancakex because I do.
0 likes@Poppy Kowalski of course!! (but like you said pls give credit! Thanks!)
0 likes@Steffi Mountain yay! Omg thank u do much
0 likesI feel like this but my heart aches because my sister now doesn't like me pretty much because she got a boyfriend 😭
0 likes+Steffi Mountain Couldn't have said it better.
0 likes+ToriCat I hope it's okay now x you will be there long after any boyfriend lets her down.
1 likewrite a book
2 likesI literally know exactly how u feel! I feel that way about my dog and crush. (who likes me too)
0 likesI never was able to put these feelings into words and you did it perfectly. Well done. I'm crying so hard right now because I finally understand my feelings.
1 like+Steffi Mountain its amazing how you have interpreted this song and your feelings. I respect that so much :) I have felt like this quite a lot and I couldn't put my emotions into words but you have done it so precisely and I appreciate that ;)
0 likesThis is such a beautiful comment thank you
0 likes+Steffi Mountain Your description is so accurate to many aspects of my life :)
0 likes+Steffi Mountain Wow. Reading this while listening to this song. Puts me in the same kind of space that your talking about. You basically just wrote a poem that aligns heavily with the spirit of this song... Well done. I am overjoyed within myself to be apart of this experience! :) <3
4 likes+Steffi Mountain Yes.
0 likesim gonna throw up that was beautiful
0 likes(when im in love i get sick, and im in love)
i don't know that feeling.
1 likeI'm crying.... Because I know that feeling but.... It's different.... Never mind...
1 likeI love this because I know exactly how you feel, I feel like the only way to describe this feeling is like looking at someone you love and realizing how far they have come and that they understand you, Its the absolute things they are friends with you for that make you love them, Dodie means everything to me.
1 likeMe with Markiplier
1 likeMARKIMOOOOO
0 likesOMG yes
0 likesevery time you said: "you know that feeling...?" i was like: "nope, i sure don't." with a pained smile 😂
0 likeshey, could someone describe being in love for me real quick, so when i finally do fall in love some day, i don't sort of overlook it? that would be great, thanks.
Yes. That's it. Beautifully said, thank you.
0 likesI'm on a zoom call with my she, playing this song, hoping she notices how I feel
2 likesThis song is like 5 years old and I recently have fallen for my third “she” but she’s straight, and i’ve long accepted that i’ll keep falling for straight girls even if I don’t like it. But when this came up on my recommendation and I listened to it again it made me cry
2 likesI really loved this song's simple lyrics. I saw this way back when I was in high school, I was just realizing I'm gay and that I might be falling for my best friend then (we both had boyfriends at the time). Those simple lyrics explained my complicated feelings back then. Happy to see it reached 5mil views. Congrats dodie, you deserve it.
2 likesThe lyrics “she smells like lemongrass and sleep” are honestly my favorite, theyre so beautiful, like sleep doesn’t really have a smell but when you think of it you think of things of imagines that you think would smell like sleep. And everyone probably has their own thoughts on what sleep smells like, it’s so interesting to me.
1 likeStop writing songs about me !!1 I joke I love you <3
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BETHAN NOW EVERYONE KNOWSSSSS
416 likesShips
22 likesThis song has just a special place in my heart. When I was coming out to myself and when I was with my soulmate (we are now just friends, friend soulmates) so now every time I hear this i get a strange déjà vu feeling. Then I cry.
2 likesThis is on my playlist of simply brilliant songs I love but must never listen too, cause they would make me cry that instant. Thank you so so much for making and uploading this...
2 likesI think I fell in love today and this song just...makes it feel so much more intense...
3 likesmy she:
8 likesi met her last year when i started high school. we clicked. i liked her for months. i without a doubt fell in love. at one point we almost had a thing, then she basically ghosted me. i was heartbroken and absolutely devastated. i still had to see her everyday at school for the rest of that semester because we had a class together. we rarely acknowledged each other. i never lost feelings for her at all. i missed her but i knew there was no hope.
3-4 months later, she reaches out to me completely out of the blue and apologizes and tells me how she feels. we started talking again for a few days and we almost had a thing again, but then i ghosted her just like she had done to me. i don’t even fully understand my thought process on doing that. i loved her and i was stupid.
a little over a month later, we casually started talking again. that turned into us talking constantly and facetiming each other daily. we eventually both told each other that we had feelings for each other. we wanted to be together. i wanted to ask her out, but i wanted it to be in person even though i already knew the answer.
then, the first time we could actually hang out, i asked her to be my girlfriend. we had our first kiss, and it’s been magical ever since.
we have been dating for almost four months and it’s truly been amazing. i am so insanely in love with her. she is perfect in every way and i can’t believe she’s actually mine after everything we have been through. there have been times where i had no hope, but we ended up together after almost 9 months. if it’s true love, it will work out.
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congrats :)
0 likesdodie: plays first note
173 likesme: god damn it cries rainbow colored tears
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I hope you didn't mean to spell her name incorrectly, if so, I'm TrIGgEreD !!
1 likeI love how her microphone captures every intimate click and pop from dodie's mouth on the "d's" "t's" and how the word "juice" is sung closed in her mouth and deep in her palate! dodie, Thank you for being another female artist I can love so thoroughly.
2 likesI remember back in 7th/8th grade I used to come to this song practically every day and apply to my own situation. I was absolutely in love with this girl in my band class and looking back it was so juvenile and unrequited but if you’re looking at this by any chance Jess H. I seriously think I was in love with you and still am and probably always will be.
3 likesDODIE! I JUST HEARD THIS SONG ON THE RADIO! CONGRATS, LOVE! 💖💖💖
2 likes"Cause even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart."
1 like"Cause she, she means everything to me."
This hit me like a train. Really.
It's alright. Nothing much.
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rude
1352 likesTaking self-criticism to a new level! Haha
313 likesare you top or bottom just asking.......im not bieng or anything im just curious?.....srry for asking....
19 likes@Munshi Lucario both. She has two channels.
67 likes@doddleoddle why you be insulting yourself gurl
28 likesYou be amazin
@doddleoddle I love you, you are amazing and you have the best voice ever xxoo
6 likesNo. It is not "nothing much". It is TOO much. It is a sincere and lovely woman showing to the world the LOVE she has in her heart. Please, try to find this on a newspaper to see what you get from the world. You deserve all love back to you, twice as much.
27 likesit beautiful and truthful and my favorite song by you
1 likeI'm bisexual and this song really explains how I feel. It is simple but there is some beauty in that. Your allowed your own opinion I just want to let you know this longs means a lot X
7 likesTia Smith I'm bisexual too. This song describes how I feel about my best friend...she's kind, weird, cute...she....means everything to me....
7 likes'this is nothing much' and 'alright'??!! the first time I listened to this song, my 'she' came to mind. I had never dared think it was true, had never dared explore the idea of my bisexuality. I have never connected to a song so much on such a personal level and I could finally let myself sit and accept who I was and take some time for me. this song has been what has stopped me from doing all kinds of dangerous stuff because it lets me take time for me. you probably won't see this as this was posted yearssss ago but, I owe you my life. thank you
12 likesdoddlevloggle I don't like you realize how incredible this is
3 likesDodie this song inspired so many people omg! BE PROUD OF THISSS
2 likesITS AMAZING WRF
0 likeswas about to yell at this commentor before realizing it was dodie herself lol
8 likesThis is so funny
0 likesNOTHING MUCH I NEED THIS ON ITUNES
0 likesI thinks it the best song ever
1 likeUm.. dodieception?
5 likesEdit: I cringed at my own comment.
Aw some how I never saw this comment and your reply to this , I'm smiling
1 like+Tia Smith Lol You've probably realised that that's dodie by now 😁
0 likesbut...isn't that you..? o_o
0 likesoh if only 3 year ago dodie knew
1 like@ellen h dodie posted the first comment
0 likeslmao
I love you 👑💖
0 likesThis is literally an example of me talking to myself
1 likedoddlevloggle I was about to come at you until I saw who you where whooo
0 likesliar
0 likesJenna_eBrown not sure if anybody told you yet, but it’s on iTunes now :) how the times change huh
0 likesare you fucking serious
0 likesIt’s everything we need
0 likesI’ll tell you about my “she”. We used to talk all the time. We were inseparable. Then, things came along, and we stopped talking.. but we started to talk again recently. I’ll describe her for you.
15 likesShe has dirty blonde hair. She used to say that it’s eventually turn brown. Her eyes are a beautiful forest of green. You would get lost. Her glasses suit her so well. Her lips are a baby pink. Her hands are so delicate, yet so rough. She wears baggy clothes, yet sometimes, she dresses up. She’s insecure about herself, but she shouldn’t. I kept all the little notes we passed. She smells like nature: the birds, trees, and the plants. I wish I could hug her, and tell her how I feel, but, I don’t think that she will feel the same way. It breaks me everyday. So, tell your “she” you love her, before it’s too late.
This song is on a playlist that Ive been shuffling for hours on end. Love u Dodie🥺
1 likei watched this when it first came out , spent 2 months looking for it again but i wasn’t quite sure of the lyrics, ive finally found it 5 years later and i always wanted this song to be about someone to me and now i have a beautiful girlfriend who’s everything i would’ve wanted , thank you
2 likesShe smells like wet ink and paint,
3 likesShe tastes like club lemon and pain,
You would find her at the back of a picture,
And she means everything to me.
she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall. but to her, i taste of nothing at all <3
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Sophia Swan the feels are pouring out
37 likesI get this lyric stuck in my head so often and every time it breaks my heart bc I've been there
36 likesSomebody has a crush?!?!!! Awww
5 likesthat hit me in the gut
9 likesThat is so true....
1 likeThat's me.
1 likeThat hits hard
0 likesGod this song...
2 likesit's so raw and perfect. I can't stop crying, the girl i like is my best friend and I can't sort out my feelings.
The emotion in this song makes me think about how awful lgbt people are treated.
what i will have to go through in my future.
I hope i can find someone who loves me
this song depicts the state of falling in love - the hesitation, the butterflies in your stomach everytime you see that person, the warm feeling everytime your skin touches hers, the sparks everytime she intertwines her fingers with yours and the sudden confusion again as you wonder if she feels the warmth you feel, too, and the last stage, complete realization that you might really just be a person, falling in love with another, waiting for that person to catch you -- just as you catch your breath the moment she says that she likes you too.
3 likesLove how Dodie rhymed 'Autumn' with 'All'
2 likesSeeing the look in her eyes while she sang made me cry harder
2 likesI actually cried no joke, I write songs like this all the time and my hope is that someone reacts to them the way I did to this one. I never could have imagined that a song would resonate with me so much, I feel so full ♥️
1 likeOkay she may never see this . I have has so much drama with my friends and you were always the for me in the toughest of times. Your perfect skin that radiates golden brown and perfect patches. Your hair is silky, Long and perfectly imperfect.your laugh and those crazy days were we whacked home from dance together
6 likesShe smells like bubblegum and rain she tastes like oatmeal and greens oh you would find her staring into my eyes:)
So this was just in my recommended, and me and my best friend (also my crush of two years) just 2 days ago came out to eachother as bi, and that we both had a crush on eachother. I'm seeing her for the first time since telling her in a week and I can't wait!!!
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How’s it going? : )
0 likesI think one of the most painful things was having a She, falling out of love for her, then realizing that whole time that I'd been someone else's She
2 likesthis sounds like rain if it were a song and I love it <3
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eep ♥
318 likesI've never read anything more accurate. This song has the same relaxing effect as rain. Genious.
180 likes@thisbedottie This is so accurate and you and Patty have pushed me through my Depression
12 likesexactly
8 likesthe musical equivalent of rain
19 likesdoddleoddle you know when you find a song that describes how you feel perfectly, and you want to cry because it hits you so hard, this is it, thank you dodie 💜
19 likesDottieJames IVE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT OMG
4 likesDottieJames so true. Xox
2 likesTHIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE OH MY GOODNESS
1 likewait but it is a song,,,,
2 likesDottieJames it's raining outside rn and it's so perfect
2 likesNever read a more accurate comment.
2 likesOMG this is so accurate
1 likeDottieJames THIS!!!!!!!
0 likesIS SO TRUE
0 likesThe weather or the webcomic?
1 like"Rain" was actually her first song. So it is a song! :)
1 likeYou made me like rain a lot more today..
0 likesDottieJames that’s such a good description what
0 likesAnti septiceye Fangirl bi
0 likesIt does
0 likesThis is like a gentle rain that stays for a while but never bothers anyone really, and her song rain is like a thunderstorm witha nice aftersmell
0 likesWowo wait until you hear her song
0 likes“Rain”
perfect description
0 likesI felt like this towards my best friend. At the time I was naive and full of compassion for others. So much so that i had no regard for myself. In my head I would idolize them, i wanted to see them happy and it hurt me so bad that they were so unhappy. I wanted to show them a loving world. But I began to realize that it wasnt okay for me to tell them how much i cared about them only to hear them call me names and tell me how terrible of a person i was when i tried to be my very best for them... and even change who i was for them. Our friendship ended, and i forgot what it was like to love and care about someone to that extent. But i think... even though i dont feel that way towards anyone right now, I’m glad I’ve gathered some love for myself at the end. And now that i don’t look at myself with their eyes anymore, I’m much happier.
3 likesReally hooky chorus, can’t get this one out of my head, keep at it dodie!
1 likei remember listening to this when i was questioning my sexuality and now i'm out as bisexual! crazy to listen to this song now <3
1 likeI used to hate everyone. I wanted to be left alone forever. But for some god forsaken reason, I feel like I could die happily at any moment if it were only in her arms. I love her so much
4 likesshe has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much
121 likesafter years, i always find myself coming back to this song <3
2 likesMy girlfriend introduced me to this song, and I love it! I love her sososoosososooooo much!! 💞💞💞
2 likesThe message below is for my gf:
If you read this Claudy, I love you more than you could imagine! 💞💞💞You mean the world to me 💞💞💖💖
-Riley 💞
if i listen to this for even 5 seconds, i cry, why is dodie legit so, so aaaaa i love her
2 likesI love this.. her voice, the words, the feeling.. Every breath I take feel clear and my head clear and light, storm gone, tightness gone.. I remember good times. Thank you. I’m happy. I think I’m ready to revisit the world again~
1 like3 years of this video coming out
362 likes3 years of me loving her
3 years of her being everything to me
3 years of me being nothing to her
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SAME.
4 likesAshley lovely :)
0 likesSame
0 likesoh shit. and I thought one year was bad enough
2 likesComing up to three now. I’m literally moving away to escape.
0 likesits been 3 years since this comment
0 likesHey so allow me to talk about my best friend. She is probably one of the best things that happened to me :) She deals with all of my stupid stuff and topics. She was the first person I actually felt comfortable talking about my sexuality with. My parents don't accept it and she does. So somehow it feels a little better. She also came out to me as asexual and I never realized how important she was to me until a while ago. She's going to a different school next year and now I'm truly scared. We'll stay in touch but I really don't want to lose her. Though I like girls I do love her as a friend. I don't know what to expect now so I guess she'll be gone soon but I think I'll be okay.
4 likes"But to her, i taste like nothing at all."
6 likesHHHHHHHHHHHHH I FELT THAT A LIL TO MUCH
Dodie's voice has grown so much, 💜 i feel like a proud mother
1 likeMy she smells of lavender and lemon, or sometimes peppermint and chocolate.
4 likesShe tastes like sugary strawberries picked fresh from a garden, or cookies made from scratch.
She is the embodiment of fall, leaves, and safety.
She is warm heat on a cold winters day.
She wears what I can only describe as herself, and is the most confident person I will ever get to know.
She is my safe place.
She has the most beautiful baby blue eyes you will ever see, the most gorgeous copper red hair, and red and light brown freckles spread across her face, in only a way that you would dream of.
She has the prettiest pale skin you’re ever gonna see.
She never fails to make me laugh, and she’s always been by my side.
She knows how to cheer me up in a way that only she can.
Lips so soft that you wouldn’t ever know they were placed upon you.
Beautiful curls that you hate and I love.
I know you’re never gonna read this, but Shaylee, I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you. I’ve always known that I would come back to you when I needed to talk, and I can never manage to stay mad at you for more than ten seconds. You’re beautiful blue eyes that you don’t seem to like very much, they’re absolutely stunning. Like the clearest ocean you’ll ever see. I know that you don’t feel this way about me, but hell, I can try can’t I?
I'm seeing my 'She' again tomorrow and I'm not ready to watch her and her boyfriend together...
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Holy fuck does this song hurt today.
43 likesIt's ok. You'll be fine soon.
24 likesI know how you feel....
26 likesSame
10 likesoh god stop it
10 likes:)
3 likesyou"ll be fine ❤
5 likeswe believe in you, you can do this.
8 likesI know how you feel.....its hard
5 likesMercedes C same just remember it's not intentional on either us to hurt the over
3 likesbelieve me, I've been there. actually I am in that situation and it hurts but I know I'll get through it and so can you (even though your comments was a while ago sorry I'm late)
3 likesSame... it just hurts
1 likeI KNOW! I KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS!
7 likes"SHE" SAID SHE LOVES ME
BUT SHE LIED
NOW SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND
IM SO SAD
I LIE TO HER
BUT I LOVE HER
SHE DOESNT KNOW!!
AAAAAHHHH!!!!
IM SO SAD
IM CRYING!!
WHY DOESNT SHE CARE???
AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!
im in so much pain..
Lottie Lollie baby💕
0 likes+Fluffytail ik how u feel just advice never fall...... for straight girls...... it hurts
3 likesTianna nuch I'm pansexual and I fell for a gay guy lmao
1 likeOh jeez i didnt realise how weird my comment was i was too sad to care and posted it sorry lmao im fine.. i think sooo uh yeah
0 likesI know exactly how you feel, she used to be mine but she got asked out and said yes right in front of me..
8 likesAw😢😢😢
4 likesLottie Lollie My 'She' is going out with my best friend
1 likeJade Louise is your best friend a a guy of a girl ( or a they/them i don't judge lol)
1 likeeither way I'm so sorry that sucks💕
AmazingGrace A guy
0 likesLottie Lollie yeah same
0 likessometimes I just come back to listen to this song and, you know, admire it from afar haha. but it was so good to come back now and see those new coments tho. loved to know people still listen to this beautiful song too. <3
1 likeedit: WTF I just saw the album version and I'm soo excited! I know this song for years since this video and ugh how did I miss that? IT'S AMAZING!!!
Your music is so genuine I love it. And your voice is so soothing ahh I can’t!! 🥰
1 likeThis video’s comment section is so beautiful, yet so bittersweet. I can’t help but read all of them with well up with tears ❤️
1 likethis was how i found out i liked girls and looking back on it now fully out makes me realize how much it made an impact in my life
2 likesthat little laugh she does before she says "i'd never say a word"---
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is it intentional that your icon expresses exactly what your sentence says?
155 likesjennimoo ikr
0 likesjennimoo that wasn't even a laugh. It was just a breath through her nose. Here I am searching through the vid for a cute laugh but all I got was an exhale. Wow...
0 likesjennimoo I HAVE NEVER NOTICED THAT
0 likesThis song just touches me so close to the heart. Dodie I cant even tell you how much this song means to me. I can't thank you enough for bringing it in to my life.
1 likeI'm in love with a she and she means everything to me
2 likesi've loved her for so long. i couldn't tell her. i know she'd reject me, i'm too much feeling. she wears these beautiful skirts, and adorable glasses. she's just so perfect. i don't know how to.
1 likeI keep going back to this song every once in a while. the original YouTube version. this acoustic version and the comment section has been a place of comfort for me a couple of times, and I'm sure it will be in the future too ♡
1 likeMy “she” was my first kiss with a girl and helped me discover my bisexuality. She was my best friend. We hung out one day and I was super nervous because I had a massive crush on her and she (at least I thought) had one on me. We went downtown and walked down the streets and she held my hand. This made my heart beat really fast and I had so many butterflies in my stomach. I was so happy. Eventually she kissed me and it was wonderful. After a few weeks I found out that she had been talking to 2 other people and I’m sure kissing them. My heart shattered when I found this out. She has now been dating a boy for three months :( Anyway, I know nobody will see this (I mean this song is 4 years old) but I just thought I would share my story in the hopes that soon I will find someone who loves me like I loved her.
397 likesBtw this song really put me in my feels because I know that I probably don’t even cross her mind anymore.
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that's written so very nicely. i hope you find your "she", as i hope i will find mine
9 likes“this song really put me in my feels because i know that i probably don’t even cross her mind anymore”
13 likesmaybe not. but tonight your words, a part of your story, crossed my mind. and maybe that’s not enough, maybe it won’t even matter to you, but to me it’s something. and one day, when i come back in like a year having forgotten this comment, and scroll through the comments all over again, you’ll cross my mind again.
you’ll find your someone one day. and everything—all you past—will seem so insignificant in comparison. you’ll start writing them into your future. and then into your past. you’ll tell stories you’ve told before—stories from before you knew them—and write them into each one of those stories
Godddd i feel you this is literally almost my same situation but you will find the right she 💕
1 likeim sorry you had to go thru that. people can be jerks, and we cant help who we love. stay strong.
0 likesAm I the only one who’s straight but loves this song
5 likes7 years and I still go back to this song everytime.
1 likePerhaps one day I’ll be lucky and find my she.
For now, I’ll enjoy this song and cry.
I was raving about this song to my crush not only because it reminded me of her but also because I just love the song, she gave the song a try and fell head over heels for it almost more than I did. I haven’t talked to her in about three months now but sometimes I can still see her smile when we sat together sharing earbuds listening to this song for the first time again. I miss that.
2 likesOh my... this song is just adorable! I heard it many times and everytime I cry because it is too close to my life((
1 like"But to her
I taste of nothing at all..."
the comments are full of gay/bi/pan girls relating and it's the beautiful
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Yes it really is!
13 likesYes that's magical
11 likesIt's lovely to be with your people when you're in a minority.
63 likesI cri
2 likesHello the person your talking about is me I'm here
15 likeslove and beautiful music is universal, so, even the straight, we can all relate here ;)
10 likesIf any of you are single hit me up hurhurhur completely joking of course... Ha ha ha... Ye joking... Ha ha
13 likesYou are right and i think of the words... you are right it is beautiful. How did you know all my fellow bi would be in the comments?
7 likes+Jade-Louise Riley hello
2 likes😉
100% me. This song captures all of my feelings so beautifully, so THANK YOU DODIE❤
1 likeI want to like this comment but it's at 666 and I don't wanna ruin that
0 likes+Alex Hart same
0 likes+Galaxy Gurl oh hey I follow you on musical.lly
1 likeDont forget the pansexual ones 🙂👋💜
13 likes+Natasha Logan no
0 likes+Natasha Logan and the heterosexual
1 likeI'm pan✌️
4 likes+Regan Thomas PANBRO
1 likeI don't want to feel related to this song and I don't and it's really sad but it's so beautiful at the same time
1 likeyes pan buddies :)
4 likesI be Pan too! 💗💛💙
6 likespan fam 💖💛💙
5 likesPan <3
4 likesbi :]
3 likesBi :)
3 likesPan :---)
3 likesbiromantic
4 likesI'm pan and this feeling is so awkward. I've been in various lovey dovey girl bottles for about 3 years before I went out with someone a few months ago... and now I can talk about it... I was dumped... ahahaha.
0 likesJustabitof Emz I'm sorry to hear about that. That happened to me about 2 months ago
2 likesYeah, I was dumped about a month and a half ago and I'm scared I'll start crushing on my questioning, taken (by a boy) friend... uhh aha
2 likeslolzor sozbaj it is isn't it?
0 likeslolzor sozbaj yep
0 likeslolzor sozbaj bi🙋🏽
2 likesBi 🙋🏻
4 likeslolzor sozbaj pan :D
1 likeback to this video again; only difference from the first time i watched it is that, i am now proudly bi. who would've thought! lol
15 likeslolzor sozbaj I'm bi waddup
2 likesbi (just came to terms) :)
11 likesIt is. I'm bi and in love with my bestfriend so I relate
13 likeslolzor sozbaj pan fam here :)
2 likeslolzor sozbaj I'd have to disagree. It hurts so much to like a straight girl and have her tell you that she'll never like you because you're a girl.
4 likesI'm pan, but not a girl and I can relate :)
3 likesStraight people can relate to it to
3 likesIt could be about a best friend,or if you take away one letter it's he
Soooooooo
Hannah Artwork let the gays have One song
20 likesKeira Diaz Nabhani I'm in the same boat except I wasn't dumped. It sucks and I totally get it.
0 likeslolzor sozbaj i love seeing everyone feel safe enough to share their stories
3 likesSorry for offending anyone or making you angry I was just sharing my opinion
1 likeI only wanted to change the lyrics around a bit cause I'm straight
Sorry
laid ease, i'm single, ready to mingle ;-)
4 likesKIDDING....
;-)
My pan family is here
2 likesPan! Just came out to one of my friends, still haven't told anyone else, but I'm kinda freaking out, I know I shouldn't feel like I need to hide being pan but like... yesterday I kissed a girl, for the first time, I'm so confused by myself, i don't even know if she's straight, she was crying, I couldn't help it.... idk, I'm so confused, we haven't talked and now schools out, idk what I've done... whyyy emotions
4 likeslmao am i the only bi boy here (mostly lean towards guys though)
3 likesJohnny Boi nope I'm also a boy, i just replace the pronouns with he & him
2 likesExtremely pan 💗💛💙
2 likesBi :) 💗💜💙
0 likesGay! ❤️💛💚💙💜
2 likesIM PAN AND A DODIE CLARK STAN 💖💛💙
8 likeslolzor sozbaj this is relatable but idk wtf is going on in my brain and I've no idea what I am so.....
16 likesI'm a complicated human who is going through confusing teen times kill me please
French Toast oof same
1 likeHannah Artwork Just let us have something please I'm sitting her crying, this is so beautiful
3 likesHannah Artwork
0 likesDon't worry. You did nothing wrong and only shared a thought. People get offended too easily, so don't sweat it.
maryam hehe hi im pan
0 likesHello yes. I'm pan. And i relate ;)
1 likeI'm bi. But I feel like I can't tell anyone. Because some of my friends I told said it was just a faze or I was just making it up for attention. With my age they just don't t believe me. And it hurts. Like if you agree that this is hard.
17 likesWolfpadz They'll come around one day ❤
4 likesWolfpadz my brother told me the same thing when I told him I was questioning
0 likesI'm straight but it's great to read these stories in the comments
3 likesBi :)
0 likesmy heart is breaking in the best way at these comments your words are beautiful never stop writing this comment section is so perfect
2 likesThis 100% summed up how i've been feeling about my bff... thankyou <3
2 likesI listen to this song when ever I feel down or bad about my self it makes me feel like I'm being wrapped in a warm hug and I want to say thank you you make me feel safe
1 likeI remember first listening to this song 5 years ago at the age of 16-17, being completely confused by my sexuality
1 likeAnd now I'm 22 and I finally now who I am
This was very pretty!
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THANKS YOUUUU
58 likesi found this song around 4 years ago when she left me. i will never stop listening to this song, especially the original version. thank you dodie
1 likei told her i loved her about a week ago. she was shocked and needed time to process, so i gave it to her. last night she sat down with me and apologized for leaving our last conversation in a weird place. "i've been thinking about it. at the beginning of our friendship i felt some of the same things you described - just because we connected so deeply, so fast. but i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person, and i just don't feel that way about you". those words have been playing over and over in my head. every time she spoke of someone who she'd like to be with, it was if she was describing me. internally, emotionally, i think that maybe i am, but because of her sexual orientation, i'll just never be able to give her everything she needs. i wish that i could - i would love her so deeply. later in the night she texted me "i'm always going to be here. but if you need space, that's okay too. i just want you to be happy." the sad thing is, i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person because of her. i know that right now what would make me the most happy is having her love. but i will take time to move on and love her in whatever capacity she needs me to.
6 likesYes I know I’m four years late to this version but it has more heart break in it. I’m in love with one of my closest friends, she’s been dating this guy for almost a year now. Tonight we had a movie night with a lot of our friends and her boyfriend and she was laying on me for a while and cuddled into me and my heart just broke knowing I will never have her. She is in love with her boyfriend and they are perfect for each other. Also when I was experimenting I dated her boyfriends best friend who he’s really close with and we joked about the guys leaving us and dating and us leaving them and dating each other. She will never know how I really feel
3 likesi found this song after beginning to question my sexuality and it's so beautiful. also the comments are so sweet <3
1 likemy she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke.
1546 likesShe means everything to me.
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LLL same ... apart from the guy part . She was into gals for a while but she's pushing toward guys now .
14 likesLLL that is, so weirdly familiar 😂. We also have an on going relationship joke and she is bi but mainly into guys. Lel
6 likesLLL I’m bi, and I have a crush on a pan girl, but we both lean more towards girls. She’s been my friend for about a year now and she’s been having relationship struggles with her ex who she still likes and who still likes her, they only broke up because they couldn’t do long distance. I’m not sure if she likes me back, because I know she and her ex are very open to each other about who they like, all the while reassuring the other that they’re still soulmates. And she told me that her ex doesn’t like me, and changes the subject when she mentions me. She says her ex is jealous... I don’t know what to do 😔
10 likesThis is exactly what I'm going through! My she has a long-time crush on a guy, but she told me she's bi. She also assured me that she could never like someone she's already friends with. Ouch...
3 likesi had this happen to me. i asked her out after abt a month she came out to me. she said no cus of her religion. it was heartbreaking. i still love her. not even necessarily romantically. she was my best friend and my first love. i hope shes doing good right now.
3 likesthis is literally exacly like me, except for the guy part haha, and even knowing that i would never tell her because i know that she lokes another person :(
0 likesupdate i told her and she took it so nicley, but she would never be together with me haha
1 likeHey you remind me of my friend, she's a lesbian and my other friend is bi and they have a joke that they are together, she tried to kiss her yesterday but it went very much wrong, I wish the best to both her and you 💕
3 likesUpdate: Guess dreams do come true, they're together now and I'm really happy for them.
This is meeee. We've joked around but that's all itll be...a joke..
0 likesLLL same but my shes gay
1 like@Roxy Cole I'm in the same exact situation. She was into girls and I think she still is but she's getting closer to guys now.
0 likes@Vivian Marsh sameee but I've liked her for a month and she's friends with my friend and she dated my other friend but I'm too scared to talk to her.
1 like:(
1 likeF
0 likesMe and my friend have this thing we're we are married. Everyone ships us and I really like her. The other day she said that we were just friends to someone and I kinda broke
0 likesOh god I feel that!!!
0 likesI'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
1 likeI'm in the EXACT same position
0 likesaw baby.
0 likes😟😔
0 likesOkay mood. Mines my best friend. She's bi and said she liked me freshman year. But now she's dating a douche. But she deserves better
0 likesbro I feel you. she's straight, and she doesn't know I'm not. we also have a joke that we're dating. I get it
0 likesI hope you doing better now :)
0 likesThis song feels so sad and yet so happy at the same time... makes me wanna cry but in a good way 😭😍
1 likeThese comment are so beautiful. I had my own She before too, she was and still is my best friend. I loved her dearly and she wanted to give us a chance, but I was too afraid. I wasn’t out as bi (still not) and felt like that wouldn’t be fair to me or her to hide our relationship. She deserved someone who could love her openly and with no restraints...so I let her go. She’s been with her boyfriend for years now and I could not be more happy for her. Yet from time to time, when I lay my head down to sleep at night, I find myself looking at old photos, text messages, and remembering things left unsaid, or things I should’ve said. It’s my biggest regret. Maybe one day when things are different I’ll find my new She and be able to tell the world about her :)
2 likesYou have a wonderful voice honestly it's just so angelic, smooth and just so unique
1 likeI met my She at a Dodie concert. 🥺
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AW🥺
0 likeswonder when i'll be able to listen to this and not cry?...
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me af
6 likesThatGirlOnYoutube Someday. Someday for all of us.
2 likesThatGirlOnYoutube I never will, probably :')
2 likesThatGirlOnYoutube same
0 likesthis song is really special 🥺 i’ve been listening to this for years.
1 likeLong Paragraph, You Don’t Have To Read 😊
8 likes~
My “she” has a wild spirit. Whenever she walks into a room, it lights and shines like a thousand stars. She could make you smile and laugh, I find it impossible for anyone to dislike her, that’s how perfect she is. When I first met her, I was going through a lot. My parents were getting a divorce, I was failing all my classes, my self esteem was as low as it had ever been. I felt worthless, I felt like I had nobody. That’s when Sophyia came into my life, and saved it. She was an angel, my angel. She assured she’d stay with me no matter what. When the divorce was finalized, I was staying with my mom, she’d call me every night to ask if I was doing ok. I was in 8th grade at the time, and I thought I only loved her as a friend. I am now in my sophomore year in high school and I love Sophyia with all of my heart, even though she will never love me back. Sophyia is straight, she’s had a boyfriend (the same guy) ever since I met her. She doesn’t know I love her, but even if she did it wouldn’t change a single thing. She is straight and I am bisexual. If anyone reading this is going through a similar situation, I promise you, you’ll find your “she”. It may not be today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not even a year from now, but it will happen. I don’t know when I’ll get over Sophyia, it probably won’t be for a while, but for now I’ll be fine admiring from afar ❤️
Thank You For Listening 💕
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anna bortion um hi you just made me cry but it’s fine I hope you’re doing okay this was kind of awhile ago :)
1 likeAlison i am, thanks so much 💕💕 hope ur okay too :))
1 likeanna bortion 💕💕
1 likeI would listen to this song everyday I’d walk into school very comforting🥺😔
1 likeI found this song on spotify in a twenty one pilots radio playlist 😊 I like
4 likesmy she. her smiles makes me dizzy. her freckles are breathtaking as they bedazzle her arm. her dimples make the worst days better. her laugh makes my heart swell until it’s full of love. Even just hearing her talk is like therapy for my soul. she doesn’t love herself and i wish she could see how beautiful she is. her lovely brown hair gleams in the lights. when i look at her everything else goes out of focus. She just radiates light and i want to be around her forever. i love you abbie.
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This is beutiful
0 likesHow poetic!
0 likesthat moment when you’ve only seen her once and you’re already in love
1 likei think it's safe to say this song was so important in a lot of people's coming out process
2 likesCutest and a heartbreaking song at the same time. You got me good. 😭💕
1 likeI used to listen to this song when I thought I was gay and in love with a girl, turns out I was just desperate to love someone
3 likesTheres this girl that goes to my school. I thought she was absolutely beautiful. I asked our mutual friend if she was gay, and of course the answer was no. I dated a different girl for 9 months, but she was still stuck in my mind. At the start of this new school year, I started talking to her, as we have two classes together. This little infatuation turned into a crush. I really liked her, but I knew she was straight. One of my close guy friends told me he liked her, and I encouraged him to pursue her, after admitting my feelings for her to him. I knew I needed to get over her if they were going to be something. So, I told her. I told her I liked her and that I needed to get over her. She said she was flattered and that it was totally fine. She ended up rejecting my friend. Soon after, I saw that she had posted something on Instagram implying that she was interested in someone. I kept asking and asking what guy it was. She ended up saying, "well, actually, its not a guy... aaand, its you. Maybe I shouldn't have told you cause you're probably over me, but oh well..." of course I wasn't over her. I told her, and we talked and hardcore flirted for a week before I asked her out. She said yes and we went on our first date last night. I ended up kissing her, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt
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THIS IS SO CUTE AND HEARTWARMING <3
29 likesIm so happy for you! My 'she' is bi and will never love me.
12 likesLizzy Symons Congratulation!!! This comment is like a fairytale for me :')
3 likesBlackclaw 360 thank you :) I’m still so happy with her. I think I love her... I just don’t think I’ll tell her for a while, I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, I’m not 100% sure she feels the same way
7 likesI know this is late but while I was reading this I was somehow droolimg
2 likesthis is ADORABLE
4 likesOH MY FUCKING GOSH IM LIVING FOR THIS CUTENESSSS
3 likesLizzy Symons wow. That is so inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing this, girl/boy/person. This is beautiful.
3 likesAbsolute Hamiltrash Forever I’m a girl, and thanks!
2 likesLizzy Symons Oh, cool. Just making sure to include everyone, since genders in channels like Dodie’s and Thomas’s and Jon’s seem to be so diverse. 💙
1 likeAny progress?
2 likesThis is so heartwarming and amazing!! I wish you guys all happiness!
5 likesA small request though, I'm a small author and I wish to use your story as a base to a beautiful romance story if it is possible, i really loved everything about your comment and it inspired me so much.
I ship it
7 likesI ship it so much
this is so sweet omg xD
1 likeDoddie 2013 i would love to read that!
2 likesLizzy Symons THIS IS THE CUTEST DARN THING I HOPE YOU TWO ARE SO HAPPY TOGETHER
2 likesAww
1 likeLizzy Symons awww I wish my crush liked me, ik she doesn't and ik I have told her but we went out for a week and she said its too awkward wich means she doesn't like me, but I can't get over her, sometimes I wish I was straight then maybe it wouldn't be so hard
2 likesLizzy Symons aww i love this i hope yall are still together and happy :)
2 likesPrincess K SAMEEEEE
1 likeLizzy Symons aww that’s so sweet
1 likeOMGS IM TRYING NOT TOO CRY IMGS THIS IS SO DAM PRECIOUS
1 likeAWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!
1 likeI’m so happy for you
0 likesMY HEART OMG WHAT A FAIRYTALE (LOWKEY CRYING CUZ IM LONELY)
2 likesFuyuko Hanako So proud of you
0 likesi will never forget it
1 likeI first listened to this song when my ex sang it, the day we got together and it brings up so many emotions
1 likeRevisiting this after 5 years of being out. This was the song I sent to my best friend trying to explain how much I loved her. I did end up dating her for a year but then she broke things off. God damn do I miss that girl though
1 likeit's the way that this song reminds me of being 16 and listening to it and spending all my time with my best friend ❤
1 likeI've watched this countless times however I would like to inform you that today I officially saw Dodie live for the frist time and at the "she means everything to me" she beamed at me like. Directly at me I will never get over it this song means to much to me 😭😭 beign front row has a million perks I'm so glad I was able to
2 likesI've been dating guys for a long time, only to realize i'm actually a lesbian. This song helped me so much.
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YOU GO GIRL!
22 likesmiss chanandler bong same here, I forced myself into a relationship with my guy best friend and he fell in love and I'm lesbian
18 likesHaley why tf would you do that to him
0 likes@Sehon13Ultd she forced herself it was a mistake, she didn't do it on purpose im guessing
8 likesSame here.
16 likesAnd I'm a guy.
Now I'm totally a lesbian.
maybe you're bi if you dated guys
1 like@I'm in the phandom help me nah, believe me, I'm not bi 😂😂😂
7 likes+miss chanandler bong oh ok then sorry 😂
0 likesThat's the coolest username i've seen! Also congrats on coming out
3 likesHonestly I wish I could come out too. It's just... so scary and I have no idea how everyone does it.
0 likesDeadCat build up the courage!! you can do it take your time!
2 likesSAME!
0 likes@DeadCat If you're not 100% comfortable you don't have to come out, don't think about it! I haven't come out to certain people yet, and that's okay.
3 likesYeah!! I didn't realize I was a lesbian until a certain girl came into my life . Until then I only dated boys too.
2 likesFluff McPuffles ...Doesn't that make you bi?
0 likesmiss chanandler bong HAHAH love your name!! Also, good luck. I hope you achieve utter satisfaction in life:)
0 likesSehon13Ultd no. Just means she's finally figuring herself out
10 likesSAME
0 likescongrats((: love ur username omg
2 likesmiss chanandler bong I'm pansexual
1 likeSame... I think I might like my best friend... 😧 what should I do????
0 likesLPSwarriorsisters if your friend is straight, there's nothing you can do. don't try to force anything. if she's gay or bi or whatever, go for it! I had a crush on my best friend for years and I finally told her and now we're girlfriends. it's pretty great.
6 likesI was literally just in that situation, we're together now. I suggest figuring out if she is gay or bisexual, if she is straight, don't force anything, just hope for the best, she may be gay and or bisexual, hope things work out for you.
7 likesThank you so much!
2 likesIS THAT KATYA OMG
0 likesO'Tierney Thomas im bi and im 12😂 its very normal to find out at a Young age
5 likes@Fabulous Fandom Trash-Slave YES, IT IS, RPDR FAM 👋
2 likesmiss chanandler bong YASSS WORK
6 likestbh i only liked ur comment because of dan. sorry not sorry.
0 likesTessa NeedsDonuts lol
0 likeshey I know this isn't relevant but I really recognise the person in your profile pic? is it somebody famous? sorryy
0 likes@Holly Smith it's brian mccook, or katya zamolodchikova, they're a drag queen.
0 likesmiss chanandler bong ahhh omg I thought so, thanks
3 likes@Holly Smith it's okay!!!
4 likesHOLY FUCK IS THAT YEKATERINA PETROVNA ZAMOLODCHIKOVA WITH CHERYL????????
1 like@And Other Small Things YES BITCHH 😂😂😂
0 likesmy 'she' is the most beautiful girl i know. we've been friends for 4 years now and she makes me so happy. i dont feel nervous around her. more like... at peace. she has soft honey blonde hair which she hates though i find it kind of ironic that yellow is her favourite colour and she loves bees. she has the kind of eyes you just get lost in. a bright and beautiful sky blue with flecks of brown. shes pale like a porcelain doll with freckles scattered all over her face. and she has the most entrancing smile that makes me want to kiss her. everytime she smiles i smile and everytime shes sad im sad. i know we wont work out if i tried and i think shes seeing someone at the moment anyways (a boy) and im happy for her. im not sad which im shocked to say but she doesnt make me feel jealous. i just like to admire her.
2 likesMy she is my best friend. She has an amazing laugh, and always steals my food but I don't mind. She is oversized hoodies, croissants, and bad puns. Whenever she is tired she leans her whole body against me, and I have to work to support her because she's so much taller than me. She is late night conversations, musicals, and dumplings. We're always touching, even if it's just our knees because we sit next to each other in math class. She is an artist, and I have a wall full of her drawings that she has given me over the past couple years. She draws on my arms, and I don't wash it off until I have to. She told me that she doesn't know how she feels about me, and then she asked to kiss me. That was both of our first kisses. She told me that she didn't really feel anything, but I felt everything. I dream about her almost every night, and on the bus in the morning I fantasize about being with her. She made me a playlist full of love songs, but I'm scared to talk to her about it. I think I might be in love.
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how's it going now
0 likes@Yeti again, I keep finding you in replies
0 likesi remember finding this song in 2015 and sobbing my eyes out cause i related so hard but was far too scared to admit it
1 likeIve met the most amazing person they changed the way i look at life. They make me feel like im enough and they make me feel safe and make me laugh when i cry and talking to them is heaven they are so funny so if you're reading this i love you simone
2 likesmy she wears short skirts and silver shoes and has long golden hair with peach on the ends, she’s unshaven legs and penetrating eyes, mascara and tight-lipped smiles. she smells like vanilla and earl gray, she has a patch of freckles only on one cheek, a crooked nose, and the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever seen. she’s leather jackets and doc martens and rainy spring days and classical music. she’s a cup of coffee on a winter morning, she’s january, she’s cold hands and tight hugs. she’s walking hand in hand, she’s smaller than me, with long golden hair falling down her back. she’s skipping class, she’s concerts and new favorite songs. she’s perfect and she makes me feel safe.
2539 likesshe means everything to me.
this was long and sappy, but i needed to talk it out.
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Lily West this is the cutest thing. I hope you too are still going strong 💗
60 likesAwe this is so sweet 💗.
28 likesThat's what YT is for! xD
11 likesthis is adorable
14 likesi hope you’re having an amazing day💘💘
6 likesBeautifully
7 likesI flipping ship it
7 likesOmg you all are so cute >o<
2 likesOk write a romance novel or something
8 likesAwwwwwww cute
1 likeAlright my guys me and my corny romance novel are packing up and leaving, if you read it you read it but I'd prefer if no one else did.
8 likesThis is so cute and soft❤
1 likeThis is so wholesome i love it sm wow can i mean this much to someone hi-
2 likesWhy did I start reading this in the tone of love story by Taylor swift
10 likesThis is beautiful
1 likeAHHH IM CRYING RN
1 like@yuri same I thought I was the only one lol
2 likesWhat is going on-
0 likesLily West IM CRYING OMG
0 likesi wanna feel like this
1 likeThis is so moving and beautiful, to me
0 likes@morgrugyn I wanna do one too, but I'm better at narrative style than poetry.
5 likesShe was graceful. Her fingers dancing along the piano keys. The way she flipped over and over again on the high bar, her gymnastics training mixed with her gleeful joy and desire to show off.
She was good at everything she tried. She always beat me at tetherball and jump-rope. Smarter than me too.
Her hair was long and dark and straight. Mine was blond, short, and unkempt. Her skin was a beautiful tan, mine was was a pale pallor. She had two front teeth, slightly crooked. When she smiled her crooked teeth and her freckles were more picturesque than a sunset.
I followed her around. I wanted to be "besties" with her, and was sad when she wouldn't. I didn't know what I was feeling.
Years later, at a mutual friends 13th birthday party. She talked about the boys she liked, I couldn't understand why I was so uncomfortable.
She and I shared a bed while the other girls gabbed all night. Nothing happened, but I stayed awake all night and listened to her breathe. I wondered what she would feel like if I hugged her, and I wondered how her lips would feel on mine.
I tried every rationalization I could think of to deny what was going on.
I remember crying with joy and pain at the thought of waking up next to her for the rest of my life like husbands and wives do. Joy from the vision, and pain that it would never be.
She woke up with bleary-eyes and bedhead the next morning. I had never seen anyone so beautiful.
Her beauty in that moment would come unbidden to me for years. And I would cry. My first heartbreak, though I didn't know it at the time.
I pretended that I was crying tears of envy. Of inadequacy. It wasn't until I was 17 and had liked many other girls my age that I realized what I was.
And I was relieved. Everything made sense.
I look her up on Facebook sometimes. I think she's engaged now. To a man of course. She is 23 now.
She shares my first name. And her last name, like the part of me I gave to her in first grade, is "Heart".
Lily West this is the cutest thing i have read in oh so long
0 likesThis made me tear up 🥺 I want someone like that
0 likesNo I wanna do one to
0 likesif my girl said this about me i would be in tears😂
1 likeAww!! This is so sweet!
0 likesThat’s gorgeous....she would be a fool not to love you back 🌸🌸🌸🌸
0 likesAlex Truelove aww you guys seem like a good couple ❤️❤️
0 likesI'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me < that's what I meant to write erlier but didnt have time too
1 likethat was so so beautiful
0 likes@Alden Heterodyne this made me tear up dear lord
2 likesAw, thats so we'll written and sweet! Congrats!
0 likes@yuri she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts, she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, thinking about the day that you wake up and find that what your looking for has been here the whole time
2 likesI just cried
0 likesawww! thats so cute uwu
0 likesThat's adorable.
0 likesbeautiful. but i thought this was gonna be to the tune of you belong with me bc of that first sentence
0 likesthat was beautiful! whoever that's about must be very lucky!
0 likesthis was so sweet! i hope you keep her close to you, she seems like an important piece of your life!
0 likes@Bhadra and Gouri Hariraj yo same
0 likes@dune it's so wholesome and cute!!!!!😍
0 likesAwwww made my heart happy:)
0 likesma’am that’s beautiful
0 likesthrowback when i was like 10-12 listening to this 24/7 when i was fake dating a girl thinking i was actually gay
6 likesi remember when this came out, crazy how time flies. :,)
2 likesThank you doddleoddle, you helped me find out who I am! I listened to this song in 2017 and 2018 nonstop.
1 likeMy she is so wonderful and I’d give the world for her
3 likesIt's amazing how one song can bring so any people together and tell so many personal painful experiences. Love ya, dodie 💕
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I agree with you Sunny Juice Boy
0 likesTru
0 likesif this isn’t at my wedding i’m not going
4 likesThank you sooo much for putting this one on human 💜💜
2 likesThis isn’t a poem:
7 likesMy first she was when I was twelve, she was suicidal and yet filled with life. We were twelve and I fell head over heels, and she did too. However, I couldn’t break her heart, I knew disappointment awaits those who date young and I couldn’t stand to see our friendship torn apart by that. So I stood by why she dated many others. She got better and then I moved across the sea. We are friends we still talk and now and then fantasise about our wedding, I miss her but there is also someone else breaking down my guard I’m 15 now. I am a very useless bisexual and an about to cry
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Shit, you said this wasn't a poem but DAMN that's poetic, good luck, you got this
1 likedamn im sorry
0 likesTo my she,
2 likesIt's funny, when I discovered this song 4 years ago I hadn't met you yet. But I listened to the song while closeted, wondering when my she would come along. A year later, I met you.
Immediately, you made me feel things I had never felt before. I couldn't even describe the way you made me feel, you just made me happy. But I had never felt so much pain from one person before. I fell hopelessly in love with you, thinking you were straight and incapable of ever having feelings for me. But I longed for you everyday, even though it hurt. I tried for so long to get over those feelings and move on. I did for a while, until you told me you weren't straight.
The feelings I had repressed for so long all came back, and as it turned out, you liked me back. I wish I could see you, kiss you, hold you. There's days where I just wanna run away with you and never come back. You make me a better person, and you make me so happy.
Avery, you're so lovely. Everything about you is wonderful. Your countless freckles, the way you laugh at the dumbest things, the way your personality can brighten a room. You're amazing, and I'll always wish that you could see yourself the way I see you.
My She and I kissed. It meant so much to me, but it clearly meant nothing to her. I thought it meant she might like me back, but I suppose it was just for practice or whatever. "But to her, I taste like nothing at all" means so much to me, because it's true. I could describe her taste perfectly. The day we kissed she tasted like an odd mixture of strawberry and mint, and I loved it. She probably doesn't even remember anything about that night, and it HURTS.
519 likesEdit: I feel like my love for her grew tonight, in a weird way. She slept over for the first time in forever and it was absolutely blissful. Every moment was magical. I can’t even put what I’m feeling into words it’s literally the weirdest thing ever. She wears this perfume to school sometimes and, upon occasion, I can randomly start smelling it. My heart feels like it’s swelling with love and I’m just waiting for her to pop it.
Edit 2: she likes s boy now. It sucks SO much. She’s had lil crushes on boys before, but none were like this. I want to die. Hearing her just say his name is painful. I wanna be a supportive friend and hype her up and shit but I physically CANT. Does that make me an awful friend? I feel like an awful friend. But there are just these lil moments that we have that give me the tiniest sliver of hope though, y’know? Like we’ll make eye contact for a couple seconds too long or she’ll have her head on my shoulder or when we’ll hold hands upon occasion as a joke. I know those are all friendy lil things but it’s just the vibe I get from her, I can’t explain it. It’s also the way she talks sometimes. She’ll make an unnecessary joke about us dating or mention tiny things about our kiss or gets jealous when I mention other girls I sorta like and there’s other stuff that’s impossible for me to put into words. Unrequited love will be the death of me. I physically CANT get over her. There have been a couple girls that I’ve liked but just something always sends me back to her. It sucks ass idk what to do :///
Edit 3: (No one is asking for this I’m doing it for myself).
I don’t like that girl anymore lol. I guess I do a little, it’s just not that intense anymore. I think a small part of me will always have some feelings for her. She’s just different, not much fun to be around. I miss the old her. But whatever. People change. I mean, she’s also racist and pretty homophobic, and that’s a large reason why too lol. I like another girl, though. It’s relatively new, and it’s escalated kind of quickly. She’s really cute. Super freaking cute. She’s also bi, and I think she might feel the same? Honestly doubt it tho. It’s just starting all over again, for the third time, and it feels so weird. I hope this one doesn’t have the same outcome.
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Libby Jenkins hows it going? :)
4 likesI feel for youuuu, you’ll get through it❤️😍
6 likesThe only way you can even begin moving on from someone is by distancing yourself. You need space. Otherwise you’re just hurting yourself. You have to be honest and let go so you can find someone who loves you back the way you deserve.
12 likesMy friend is also queer, but she doesn't feel the same as I do. She kept talking about hooking up with another girl and how much she liked her, and I broke down at NYC pride cause I thought she liked me back but she didn't. I sat crying in her arms, pan flag wrapped around me like a blanket. I can't look at the shirt I wore that day without feeling physically ill. It has been 4 months and I still can't stop feeling this way.
19 likesAlthough it hurts, it feels awfully good to hurt. I sometimes wish I didn't tell her how I felt, so that she'd still hold my hand and lean on me while we watched TV. I wish I could just hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But i can't.
Just keep pushing through. You're not alone. It sucks ass.
Libby Jenkins honeyyyyy I know the feeling it sucks so much
5 likesLibby Jenkins I’m not crying you are
3 likesAvers Lane correct
3 likeswhat happened?
2 likesDm me @possessedrat if you ever need to talk
4 likesSpookyphan bless
1 likeits great that you got over her and found another she :)
0 likesUpdate?
0 likesEdit Update: I actually don't feel for this crush anymore and have actually found a new girl, someone I am now dating and in love with. Thanks for all the likes and kind replies!❤
24 likesOof welp here goes me talking about my crush.
She smells like sandalwood on the beach and fresh laundry. She tastes of spring water and honeysuckles we used to pick and drink back in our childhood days. She's sporty, reserved, shy at times, intelligent, and completley not my type. Yet somehow I fell in love with her. She's godlike in my eyes, reminds me a lot of Athena: smart, creative, passionate, reserved and caring, doesn't show her emotions easily. She truly means everything to Me, and I'm so in love with her it's hard to describe. She really means everything to me, but I can't seem to tell her that I love her.
Recently I noticed signs she might be into me: she gave me a rose last Valintines day, she stares at me and I stare at her across the room longer than we should, And after that I smile at her and she smiles back with a glimmer in her eyes. She talks to me the most out of everyone in our friend group, constantly asks if I have crushes on any boys (I say no of course but she doesn't know I'm a lesbian) and has been increasingly more interested in our conversations. I blew them off as friendly gestures at first but now they are fucking with my head and I think that she is into me, but I'm not sure. And god I hope she hasn't lost feelings for me but she probably has. And I don't know her sexuality, I've always assumed she was straight.
I know it's stupid, but if anyone took their time to read this (which you probably didn't) could someone please encourage me to confess my feelings to her? I'd really appreciate that.
Thank you. 💗
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I hope I'm not too late but I think I can help. I am having the same exact problem with a girl in my group (Color guard) and she is literally the cutest person I have ever met. I seriously have a crush on her and I think she likes me too because of the way acts around me verses the way she acts around other people. I say do it, I hope I'm not too late, but there are definently signs. I think that she's into you, too. So, do it!
1 likei know it's late but if you still have feelings, just go for it. she would just move on and take it as a compliment is she didn't like you back. it's better than regretting it when ur old and on a rocking chair
0 likes@Yeti Haha, I should probably make an update on this comment since it's two years old, but I already have a girlfriend now and it isn't the girl here. I moved on and found someone I actually love! But thank you for the encoraging words.
1 likeShe is smart, funny, cute, comfortale and safe. She smells like waking up in the morning to a sunshine, fresh nature, flowers and mushrooms. She is a beautiful cottage, with a warm fireplace as a heart. Homely and guarding you from danger. She is psychedelic colours and visions, she is chill smokes in the evening and sweets, and the stars that shine brightly in the night sky. She has wild curls and bright blue eyes, and she loves sleep and coffee. But she would never mention me in this sense, cause she has found another one, who is her He.
2 likesThis song reminds me of a girl who I am madly in love with and she’s just my everything and no matter who thinks she and I won’t last I will do anything in my power to be with her because she has my heart
1 likeShe smells like what I loved about fall and flowers
1 likeShe looks like something that would come out of a renaissance painting.
She sounds like a muse- comedic, sweet, smart, blunt and just holds genuine excitement
She feels like Everything and im happy I have her in my life
This came on in my Spotify and I started crying. I came here, and started crying again.
1 likeMy she just broke my heart yesterday, but its ok.
12 likesI apologize for all.
For being insecure
For being annoying.
And I forgive her
She broke me, but i sill love her.
No matter what.
And i love her more than nobody.
Please, appreciate your friends, you don't know how much hurts lose someone.
Someone that you love.
Its gonna be ok.
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How is it going dear?
0 likeshow's it going now?
0 likesI feel guilty that I have been listening to dodies music regularly for at least a year now and just now subscribed
1 likeI've been listening to this on loop since I found it a week ago. It helps me learn to accept that I'm slowly healing from depression and falling in love for the first time at 20 years old. It's hard to realize that I'm not actually aromantic but had to build an emotional wall so thick and tall that any sign of love was just surpressed and felt wrong. But now... Now I can learn to love. It's still hard, but it will be okay.
1 likeThank you for this song ♡
I relate to this in a totally different way. I'm transgender. This song showcases my feelings really well. I look at girls more in envy of their bodies over attraction (even though I am bi). I wish I could be that, but it seems so far away and unreachable. The first time I heard this song I immediately knew that it was going to be one of my all time favourite songs ever. I just feel really connected with it.
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I hope it gets better for you soon! don't give up x
3 likes@Laura Burbage Thanks. I'm not giving up the fight anytime soon.
5 likesI'm falling in love with someone who absolutely hates me
0 likes+Ryan Ross The worst is when you fall in love and then they hate you, and you wonder if it was you being in love with them that did it
1 like@Charlotte Adams i agree
3 likesI identify as non-binary and I often find myself scared of relationships and staring at heterosexual couples because to them ones a guy and ones a girl, it's simple. I'm scared of finding someone but them not liking me due to my sexuality and gender identity
11 likes+marty That sucks. I'm sorry and I hope everything works out :) I don't know my gender or my sexuality, myself. You'll find someone. I really hope you will.
4 likes+My Name Is [ Blurry Face ] finALLY SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW I'M NOT ALONE
1 likeI feel you, fren
0 likesMe too
0 likeswhat a lovely take on the song, I hope the best for you ♡
1 like@Serena Garrod Thanks! I will actually be starting transition in a few months hopefully
2 likesI get what you mean with the body you want being so far out of reach. I'm ftm trans. hopefully when/if you start transitioning everything goes smoothly, and I hope everyone is accepting of you. I just honestly hope your situation as being trans is better than mine. <3
0 likes@kassidy gavi I'm sorry to hear you aren't having a smooth time with being trans. I know what that's like. It was really rough for me for the first two months after coming out, But it has gotten a lot better. I'll probably get to start transition in a year or so. I wish you the best of luck.
4 likes-Delilah Fox
+D. Fox imma trans girl too and i feel the same way
0 likes+D. Fox I love your interpretation of this song, hope everything will be better soon !
1 like@Mariiiiineeee It's starting to look better for me.
1 like+D. Fox you are amazing
0 likes+✧ · ai chiaki · ✧ you rare perfect and amazing
0 likes+D. Fox that is awsome
0 likes@Skye pie Thanks! You're pretty great too!
0 likes@siri chauvaux I'm getting there. :)
0 likesUpdate? How ya doin’?
0 likesI first heard this song last year while I was at school. I had my best friend in mind. I just moved away, so I don't see her, but we talk. And every time I hear this song, she's still the girl I think of. I miss her a lot, but I'm still glad she's in my life as much as it's possible. She's the first person in a while who's made me feel like I genuinely belong. Every time I talk to her or text her, that feeling gets stronger and stronger. She's truly amazing and I feel so lucky getting to have her in my life.
1 likeI'm straight but this is so beautiful I want a "she"
1 likeReturning to this comment section after about 4 years and I’ve come out. Everything in here is so wholesome and it’s really sweet! Glad to see that there are still baby gays keeping this song and comment section alive!
2 likesAcabo de encontrarme con esta hermosura, fue parte de mi vida en unos tiempos difíciles y me la acabo de encontrar en un playlist de Spotify, vine porque la recordaba con una voz dulce y me transportó a mis 16, gracias.
1 likethis really hits home.... god i wish i could just tell her how I feel
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Juniper May do it!!!
9 likessame...GAH
6 likesYep, relatable
4 likesMe too...
2 likesAnnikka M I told mine, she even had a boyfriend. I was also gonna come out to my mom the same day but chickened out, last night I found out she was probably homophobic so I am happy I was not gonna tell her.
4 likessame
0 likesSAME. IT SUCKS
0 likesi wrote my she a song... she said she liked me too... she’s my internet best friend and doesn’t want a long distance relationship. I may be meeting her this summer
13 likesmy she is my sister's friend who is 4 years older than me and has a boyfriend lol cries in gay
11 likesI told the girl that I had a crush on (she is bi) and she turned me down :'( Never doing doing that again lmao
0 likesUgh Ik
0 likesMaja Snorradóttir same except mine said she liked me and then went and got a boyfriend and I didn't know and I asked her out and got turned down
1 likeMy she just thinks I have a crush on her but I fell in love
2 likes...... Same T - T ...
0 likesyup
0 likesnahw sweet
0 likesThis song basically summarize how I felt about 3 girls. The 3rd one, the way she acts around me, makes me feel like she hates me after the first months of school. Girl #3 is someone whom I still love, and I cannot tell her my feelings. I’m hoping we’ll heal over time.
0 likesI tried to do this for my She crush and keep chickening out
0 likesSame same same sameee
0 likesSame
0 likesI met my crush at camp a few years ago and she was the first girl I ever liked so much and she’s straight
0 likesMe too. She’s my best friend though, I can’t lose her
0 likesSame.🙄
0 likessame 😢
0 likesJuniper May honestly this is the cutest shit, when u guys talk about your ‘she’ :’) I hope yall find the courage to her or find your love in another she
0 likesEvery time I kick back with a whiskey and stick my YouTube favourites playlist on, this song just blows me away when it comes on. Lovely.
1 likeOkay but I think every girl who likes girls thinks about a special person when listening to this
3 likesI always told myself If I ever had a girlfriend I would caption the photos with these song lyrics. Fast forward a couple of years.... She played me "beautiful" on her violin on my birthday, her smile lights up my world, she feels like cocoa butter and satin sheets...and she means everything to me <3 (still can't quite believe its real (!!))
2 likesI remember listening to this when I first fell in love :,)
2 likesI don't know why but this song helped me so much to come to the conclusion that I am pansexual and so proud of it. I am now crying and I don't know why.
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I hope your profile picture is your overall conclusion! <3
10 likesI spy Brendon urie
2 likesCan I comment even one thing without someone replying about my god damn picture?
8 likes+HazelNut Apparently not brendlebob
1 like@Wentz is Whack Thats not even funny tho. I can't even be taken seriously as you have just shown.
0 likes+HazelNut Happy that you've figured yourself out though, and maybe you should change your profile pic if you feel so strongly about that...
14 likesSame .
0 likesOmg same
1 likeIf you related to this in any way, I think you know why you're crying.
1 likeI know exactly how you feel... I only recently came to the conclusion that I'm Pan
2 likes@Lovely Lily Same
0 likessame on everything you said
0 likesI love this song so much...
0 likesMORE PAN THAN PETER AND TWICE AS MAGICAL!
10 likesSorry, but I can't help but fangirl when I find my pan frens :3
Same actually
0 likesSame.
1 likesame.
0 likesSame
0 likesSame same
0 likesomg I cried so much. the exact same thing happend to me :(:
0 likesomg same. this song also helped me realize i'm pansexual. now i come back because i really like this girl and this song makes me feel butterflies and sad at the same time 😌
2 likes+Rachel hey my Pansexual people's
3 likesThis song got me thinking about me being gay. And it turns out i was right lol.
3 likes@Libby Belle we should start a pan club lol
1 likeOmg same I thought it was bad that I liked my bestfriend who also was a girl but now I know it's okay to be pansexual
1 likecan i join
0 likes@Malia Losa of course :D
0 likes@Rachel YAYYYY
1 like+Rachel can I join even though I'm straight?
1 like@Esha lol sure
1 likeif anyone needs help being proud of their sexuality AND gender then devin "ghost" sola is a really cool dude to look up to. he's very proud to be himself, even though at the beginning when he joined his band me got teased for his "girl butt" haha
1 like@Iliana Sykes lol i really like your profile picture
1 like@Rachel i like yours too lmao
1 likeim pan toooo
2 likesYay!!! same here!!:D
0 likesYAY SAME
0 likesPANSEXUALITY FOR THE WIN!!!
3 likesSAME
0 likesI'm more Pan than Peter.
2 likessame fren
3 likesSame fren
1 likeif this ain't me
5 likesYour profile picture though lul sus
3 likesSAME BUT BI (I remember listening to this song when I started questioning my sexuality and crying bc I suddenly realized I related to it. I told my best friend and then found out she was bi too. I admitted my feelings to her a few days ago after keeping my crush a secret. and We are now a sort of a couple
1 like^ ERM ARE YOU ME? I AM IN THE EXACT SAME SITUATION. it all happened this weekend actually. we are the Same person im not even joking
0 likes+Duns4Hands Actually it happened to me this week too. unfortunately, she reevaulated her feelings :(
0 likeswutsername_ i remember listening to this when i was still scared of the fact i'm lesbian and the first line oh my god
3 likes@HeyIt'sEliza aww :'( im really sorry about that. Hope you're ok 🌈🌈😇
0 likeswutsername_ hey sameeee
0 likeswutsername_ yo #pancommunity
0 likeswutsername_
1 likeI feel the same way. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, at first I thought I was bi, but then I realized, I don't care if they identify as a girl or boy. I've fallen in love with people who don't identify as either.
If Only I just had the same experience last night. I thought I was bi but now I think I'm pan.
2 likesAnnika Park Yes!! that's exactly what happened to me. Its cool how one song can show us who we truly are.
1 likewutsername_ I think I might be pan too, I feel like no one will take me seriously as 13 may be 'too young' to figure who you love, I thought I was bisexual but now I relate to pansexual way more. If anyone could please help me. My mum's very LGBTQ+ supportive but I don't know about my dad. Now I'm crying and I don't know why
0 likes@Lily. Jns i was 11 ur not too young and bisexual and pansexual are really similar so don't worry about that one
0 likespømegranate! at the discø I was around 11 when I found I like girls too, thanks you though. It really helps
0 likes@Lily. Jns sameeeee a bit earlier i think tho #PreTeenQueerSquad
0 likes@Duns4Hands i liked a girl when i was younger but i tried to just tell myself it was a phase and i'd get over it soon
0 likes@pømegranate! at the discø guessing that didnt work eh? 😂😎
1 like@Duns4Hands spoiler: i didn't get over it
1 likewutsername_ YOO SAME
0 likessame<3
0 likesI wish I knew what my sexuality was. I Dont know if I'm pansexual or bisexual or gay. I feel like if I were to ever have been in a relationship I would know but I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.
0 likes@Chrissy Long take your time. you don't need a label at all if you don't want one and if you do just say you're queer for now
1 like@pømegranate! at the discø thank you so much💛i needed that.
0 likeswutsername_ Hey, you're the first person I saw comment about pansexuality. Other than myself. I'm pansexual, but that's mainly because I can't decide. I've liked a cis boy, a cis girl, a trans girl and my current crush is gender-fluid, her pronouns are she/her and she describes herself as "pangender".
2 likeswutsername_ PAN POWER💛💖💙
0 likeswutsername_ ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
1 likeI did too when I came out to myself not too long ago lol :D I think that's simply all of the suppressed and missunderstood or unconfronted feelings taking over all at once and overwhelming - it's such a beautiful thing ^^
2 likeswutsername_
0 likesThis channel helped me realize that im bisexual haha
wutsername_ this song helped me realize im bisexual (or bi curious)
0 likesWelcome to the family.
0 likesliterally same
0 likesI found this song after I felt this out, but jeez, it sure did help give me confidence.
0 likeswutsername_ ME TOO OMG
0 likesIM SO PROUD OF YOU IM PAN TOOO CONGRATSSS WELCOME TO THE COMMUNITY ALSO I JUST SAW THIS COMMENT IS A YEAR OLD WELP
0 likesJOIN THE CLUB
0 likeswutsername_ be proud, it's a wonder feeling to know who you are, also on the crying note, you're certainly not alone
0 likesOh lord me too
0 likeswutsername_
0 likesHey! PAN-FIVE.
same, you posted this like two years ago but I realised like 6 months and this song was just like a woah I relate moment
0 likesSame bro
0 likesFor me -
9 likesShe has the most beautiful smile, and the most taunting laugh. She brightens up so many peoples days, especially me. She gives the best hugs that make you feel so loved. She can stand up for herself and other people. She makes everyone feel welcomed and appreciated. She means the absolute world to me. I love her with all of my heart but she’ll never feel the same way.
What the hell did I do to know a person like her?
beautiful. those tiny clips in between made this even better
1 likeeu to me segurando pra nao chorar ouvindo essa musica agora
1 likeThis song makes me bawl every single time I hear it
1 likeShe'll never love me. And that's okay, ya know? She is amazing and my best friend, how could I ask for more?
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Fandom Phantom same. Actually same.
8 likesFandom Phantom if she is your best friend, she does love you.
3 likesThat's what I've accepted over time. I know she can't feel the way I do, and that's ok because she's still a wonderful friend.
4 likesthis video was uploaded just a few weeks after i turned 13. funny now to think of myself as ever being closeted, but at the time of this video, dodie was the first person to touch that deep part of my heart that made me feel safe and accepted for who i was, hearing this song was the first time i realized i wasnt alone. fast forward to now, im 18 and im out (and safe!), and i've been dating the love of my life for almost 3 years now also this song is a tiktok song lmaoo but thank you so so much dodie for being the first person to show me that being myself is okay, your videos helped me survive so much, and i love and support you no matter what. you have a very special place in my heart💘
2 likesto my 'she'
3 likesi know we've never met but you do mean everything to me. talking to you is one of my favorite pastimes, and even though we're just friends, i'm okay with that. i can't wait for the day i see you and am finally able to hold you and take you to your favorite coffee shop as we watch the rain hammering on the windows. thank you, and i can't wait to see you dear <3
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❤️❤️such a precious comment
0 likesi remember listening to this song when i was in the 7th grade and riddled with self hatred bc i couldn’t face the fact that i was queer. now that i’m a senior in hs this song means so much to me. thank you so much for such a beautiful song dodie.
1 likei'm literally crying, it's so wonderful and soft
1 likeI'm a guy and I have a she.
616 likesExcept
It's not a she
It's a he
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AWWWWWWWWWWWW I SHIP ITTTT
29 likesThis is gay. And I love it. Much support
26 likeswhat a plot twist...
22 likesahhhh im a girl and have a she
3 likesPLOT TWIST OOH
4 likesNyAh Su COOT <3 (anyone else think the heart emoji thing looks like a smile..?)
3 likesKarly Rae k
0 likesAdrichan 13 I love this
0 likesAww that's cute either way it's okay
0 likesI love how gay these comments are i need friends jesus ( my insta @asocijalna_kornjaca just cuz I NEED FRIENDS ALRIGHT) <3 Much support to all of yall lovely amazing people zjksksksns awww
2 likesThat's perfectly okay.. I hope it turns out well and I support you two
0 likesThis is some cute shit
1 likeAww this is amazinggg
0 likes420th like blaze it fam. Love is love :)))
0 likesAwwwwe
0 likesim confused
0 likesO HELL YEAH.
0 likesThis is a adorable
0 likesI was about ten when I first heard this song. It made me realize i'm bisexual. :)
2 likesI am so lucky to have been able to rewrite this with a more positive tone.
2 likesI am grateful to be able to sing this to her now.
Am I allowed to look at her like that?
Could it be wrong
When she's just so nice to look at?
And she smells like rainwater and night
She looks like sparkles and light
You would find her in the world she imagines
And she brightened my entire life
Oh
I'd never tell
No, I'd never say a word on my own
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
And she looks like bubbles and wildfire
She tastes like apple juice and desire
You would find her in the world that she dreams
And she brightened my entire world
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
And I would still be okay
Admiring from afar
'Cause even if we’re far apart
I know I am still beside her
And she tastes like birthday
Cake and blossoms and fall
I hope to her
I do not taste of nothing at all
‘Cuz she smells like perfume and roses
She tastes like strawberries and almonds
Oh you would find her in the worlds she’s created
And she means everything to me
Yes, she means everything to me
I hope I mean everything to her
Things always get better before they get worse, but here I am, and to all of you struggling I hope you reach happiness too.
my she, well, she smells like rain and new books, she tastes like hot chocolate and marshmallows, she's like summer nights spent listening to music and looking at the stars, she's like warm hugs from people that you love, she's like leaves falling in autumn, she's like fridays and saturdays spent laughing with friends, she's like christmas presents, soft cold snow and rainbows, she's like big white pillows, comfortable clothes and messy buns, she's like my favorite movie, my favorite song, my favorite book, my favorite everything, she's like car or train trips with friends, she's like beaches in winter and autumn, she's like new flowers in spring and pool parties in summer, she's like my favorite jacket or my favorite pair of jeans, she's like skating and feeling free, she's like big and green trees full of delicious fruits, she's like my favorite day of the year, she's like dancing under the rain and running to my favorite place, she's like my favorite place, she's like soft blankets and hot baths, she's like 80s movies and bands, she's like evenings spent reading in front of the fireplace, she's like going to sleep at 5 am and waking up at 2 pm, she's like my safe place, she's like art.
3 likesshe's the only one who can make me feel this way, and she means everything to me, even tho i mean nothing to her.
She smells like nostalgia and memories
1 likeYou'd find her in a slipknot concert
And she meets everything to me
She tastes like birthdays passing by and barbecued steak rye
But to her I taste like nothing at all...
"Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be real?"
461 likes"I'd never tell, no I wouldn't say a word."
Ok but WhY iS tHiS mE tHoUgH?!?!
So, I met this girl in an anime convention and she looked so cool on her cosplay so I asked her for a picture. Then a week later, I found her on Instagram and we started to exchange DMs and we are talking everyday. Omg she is sooo nice and I really really like her. She gives me cosplay tips and everything. I thought she was straight at first, and so I didwbother with her. But I know deep inside that I really like her. And then one time, she sent me a DM telling me that she likes someone—a straight girl😭. So, ofc I comforted her and told her I also like a girl that likes someone else. Never did she know that it was her I was talking about😭😭 my heart is in pain rn.
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how's it going now?
0 likes@Yeti I keep seeing you in replies lol
0 likesI wish I could tell her how much she means to me
0 likesThis is such a beautiful song
Oh my gosh reading everyone’s “shes” and “he’s” is so sweet! I really hope everyone finds the love they’re looking for. Or not if you’re aro/Ace!
0 likesI love songs like this, they aren't sad but they aren't happy and it's just a perfect mixture of sadness and happiness it fills my soul with a feeling I've never felt before
1 likeit was a thursday. we sat on the bleachers after school
716 likesour feet dangling over the side, legs
touching just a bit
and i wanted so badly to tell you.
you looked so pretty then, your hair let down,
black eyes catching the fading October light
and in that moment, i could not imagine a world in which i would not want to
hold your hand
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Don't know if this was meant to be a poem, but it read like one and its pretty good imho
23 likesCan I write this in a song?
12 likesAAWWWWW
4 likesI legit thought this was lyrics to a lesbian song
10 likesi would like to draw this / make a book but I don’t think my art is that good so i’ll just write it 😊
3 likesfeeeelss... good job fren
2 likesthis is so beautiful.I make original music sometimes. can I use these as lyrics?
1 likeOctober... I see
2 likesThis is so beautiful 🥺
1 likeIm gonna turn this into a song. (I'm gonna give you cred dont worry!)
0 likesaw
0 likesThe song "We fell in love in october" by girl in red would also be a good song for you and your partner
1 likewhenever i'm feeling sad about my "she" i come back to this video and i feel a little less alone
0 likesI just read a review that said the rereleased version with the strings made it have a disconnect to this version. I really liked the strings. I feel like.. the build up made me feel like I was seeing the person I loved while she’s singing about them. Did anyone not like the strings?
1 likeShe smells like warmth, like home. I love the way eyes light up when she smiles. I love her beautiful smile when she hits me in the face with a pillow. I love the way she bounces in her seat when she’s excited. How her voice cracks when she’s just so happy.
0 likesShe’s just so bloody beautiful and she doesn’t even know it ❤️
If 'She' sees this one day, I would like to tell you that it's still impossible for me to stop liking you, it has been five wonderful years since I noticed my feelings for you. I know that you don't feel the same way as I do and I accept it, it's fine, but I would like to be there for you for all the rest of my life. You can count on me for anything you want. I just want to see your smile
2 likesI'm so conflicted because I really like this song, but I absolutely listened the fuck out of it on repeat when I was closeted and confused and sort of maybe liked this girl at the time because I was figuring myself out and it makes me kind of really anxious to listen to it but I love it, but it hurts and aaahh
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I feel ya
6 likesPossibly gay AND a Whovian?? We need to be friends lmao
1 likeSeriously though, I can relate 😔🤘
This is exactly what this song is to me
3 likesi just wanna say how much i love my girlfriend
9 likesthat's it
that's the comment
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good post op
0 likesi remember listening to this and feeling all the emotions flow right in me
0 likesand now it's reached 5M views!
this is such a beautiful song and i'm so glad to be able to listen to this and still remember the lyrics after not listening in like years. thank u dodie♡
The last time I listened to this I was still in the closet and I would cry to this song, now I'm out and my parents are so accepting
2 likesStill very single though sadly 😂
i love coming to this years later. you recorded this and put it on an album. i’m so proud of you dodie. i love you so much. thank you for everything.
0 likesIn may I met my "she." She was my cousins best friend. At their birthday we ended sleeping on the couch together. Right then I knew I had feelings for her. She is a grade above me and would ignore me whenever I waved or said hi. I thought she wasn't the one. Then my cousins and her came over one day, then I fell right back into the feelings. She loved cuddles, and good smelling people. We were talking and she said something about her being the only one in the room that liked girls. I gave a weird look to my cousin, and then was like "no, you're not actually." And she was so surprised. We kept hanging out and I kept developing more feelings for her. Then one day we kept kissing each other's cheeks cause she was laying on me. I bent my head to kiss her cheek and she kissed me. I was so dumbstruck. About 4 days later I finally got the courage to ask her out while we were walking. She said yes and I was literally the happiest person alive :)
201 likesDodie this was the song I listened too when I thought she didn't like me. This is the song that helped me work up the courage.
This is the song we consider "our song"
And I would like to thank you for helping me and the fellow people of the community section.
-T
(I was cursed with having a weird ass name)
p.s. July 25th was our one year
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tomorrow williams Aw this is so cute!
5 likestomorrow williams omg aw
4 likesTHIS WARMS MY TINY HEART
2 likesIs your name tommorow? Are americans that crazy
4 likesJoy Turina How do you know she’s American?
1 liketomorrow williams To be honest I would love it if my name was tomorrow. It’s so cute!
1 likeOkay, your name is beautiful. Like it could have so many meanings its weird, but in a good way. P.S. that is a beautiful little story, cutest love story ever!<3
2 likesawwwwwwwwwwwwww
1 liketomorrow williams Your name is amazing Jesus
1 liketomorrow Williams is literally one of the coolest names I've ever heard?? also so happy for u
1 liketomorrow williams so frickin cute also I love your name?!
1 likeJoy Turina yes I am American 😂 and I do think my name is crazy but I’ve grown to like it more than I did back when I wrote this.
0 likesawww update?
0 likes“and she...means everything to me.” this always makes me cry so much for some reason
1 likeThis is a good song to cry to haha. Honestly this song made me realize I told the biggest lie. Saying I fell out of love with my now ex because they said they fell out of love with me and found someone else. And now I’m beginning to realize I never made them happy. They felt like they had to design themself around me. So these lyrics mean a lot to me. Thank you.
1 likeI was reading and it described someone as lemongrass smelling, and that book is now my favorite, along with this song being my favorite song. I just thought it was kinda cool I guess
2 likesI like that this song meant so much to her that she came back to it and put it in her EP
2 likesI love reading all the cute stories of love under this video, so I thought I'd share my own experience with this song. I came out as bi to my friends last year, and I knew I had a huge crush on one of my friends (who had also came out as bi-romantic a month after). I performed this song to her, but as we were both fans of dodie she just thought I was singing it for the lols. But from then, we both pretended we were a couple, "joking" that we love each other and nothing could take us apart. It turns out, she had feelings for me too, but we were both too shy to ask each other in case the other didn't feel the same. Two months later, over a note I still have to this day, we both admitted to our feelings at the same time. The seconds afterwards was the best feeling, finding out that she felt the same as me. A year later, we're still together and very happy. New challenge: plucking up the courage to kiss her (I'm a very shy person and have social anxiety so it's super scary for me to be brave enough!) !
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Daisy Mai so happy for you guys ❤️
4 likesDaisy Mai Aw that’s so cute I love it when these stories have happy endings 😍☺️
3 likesYou've been together for a year and you haven't kissed?? I know you said you have social anxiety (that's totally understandable; If the guy I'm in love with right now reciprocated, I would probably faint on the spot- I can't even think about kissing him), but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's so impressive to me, I wish I could do that. I'm the type who kisses first date. But I've never dated any of the people I've loved, so I can't imagine what that would be like! I'm kind of dying just thinking about thinking about it-!!!!
3 likesGood luck!! It’s really scary, especially to put yourself out there first. When you’re both girls it’s a little unclear as to who should make the first move... if you’ve been together for over a year I️m sure she wants to kiss you too!
3 likesThis almost made me cry. It's so beautiful!
1 likeAww, update please? This is so beautiful : )!
0 likesI know this will get lost in the sea of pining girls. But i would like to engrave my memory of her here.
3 likesTo my she. You were my first love and my first heartbreak. Laughs that boomed like a echo in a empty church. A voice like an angel choir. Eyes that held so much love and adoration for everyone, eyes that cried tears at the pain of others. Hair as light and fluffy as the clouds. Skin dusted with freckles near her nose that made it look like she was constantly flushed. The smell of citrus from the lotion you loved to put on. The feeling of her arms wrapped around me even though i was taller and that they were basically around my chest. first person to make me feel as if i actually mattered to someone. That i actually had a chance to love. When you left i felt as if everything crumbled in my hands. And when you came back my heart was stitched from the first time you had broken it.
And even now that youre gone the wounds that you left still stay where they are. And the memory of you still leaves scars.
Bleh that was so dramatic
Love this song so much! <3
2 likes"She tastes like birthday cake and story time and faaaall" I love this song and everything about it
0 likesThis made me cry and smile at the same time cause, I fell for my best friend. She was kind, smart, happy and funny. And i didn't know what to do!? i never fell or even felt feelings for the same gender before, it's just everything about her made me smile and even fall more in love. I loved her smile, her laugh, her personality, everything about her just made me smile. I even love the small little things she did, I loved how she would make that cute face everytime she heard something she liked, and how soft and warm it felt when her hand sliped into mine, the goofy smile she would make when she blushed or got embarrassed, I just was a mess everytime i saw her.....I just wish she hadn't moved so far....I just wish i could see her again.
1 likemy first ever crush was a girl. only realised it eight months ago. she was graceful and beautiful, i always called her a princess when we were younger. when i asked my friends in late 2016 if they had girl crushes they always said that was weird and no they'd never had them. i realised i was bisexual eight months ago but i remembered that i had been since i was six. she is my everything, and she will never know.
106 likesi know this will just get lost in the sea of comments but thank you for listening to my story.
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Aw I hope you can tell her someday - and if you do I hope it goes well! 💗 I'd also like to comment something completely unnecessary from one of dodie's videos on her being bisexual "...and everyone gets girl crushes - right? Apparently not. Yeah... turns out not everyone gets those!" okay I've embarrassed myself enough with a random probably not even accurate quote bye I hope things go well with your she!
1 likeradioactive I always come to this video for the comment section because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I know exactly how you feel, and I am also in tears oml thanks for sharing your story, it’s so bittersweet and I can’t describe what it feels like to finally relate to other people in this way(specifically other bi/ pan girls), ugh it makes me feel so warm inside.
1 likeI’ve always loved this song, but I’d never been able to truly relate to it. I used to read all the stories in the comments, and now I’ve realised I am bi, so I’ve come to add to the stories and the poetry of people describing their ‘shes’ by writing about mine 🤍
1 likeshe is doc martens and great music taste and smiling all the time
she is two black stars drawn in eyeliner on her cheeks and a yellow backpack
she is checkered trousers and baggy jumpers
she is usually with lots of people who aren’t me, but then ...
she is laughing and staring into my eyes
she is sitting next to me and her leg’s touching mine
she’s telling me she’s bi and in the moment I don’t take it in
and now I’m realising I’m the same
but she’ll never know
and she is definitely a lot more
far more interesting than any amount of words can describe
but I’ll never know that either
because I’ll never know her like I want to
hopefully in the future I will talk to her more and maybe one day she will know how I feel about her, but for now I’m admiring from afar 💫x
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ok so no one will care about this, but if like me you come back to this video simply because it meant so much to u before and still does, then i’m just replying to myself saying i finally had my moment with the ‘she’ i wrote about over a year ago and it was the best thing ever. and now i could give u a whole list of things about her, of songs she loves, of funny stories she’s shared with me. she is no longer a mystery i was so desperate to understand, and i am no longer a mystery to her. so long story short ,,,, if u were waiting like i was, fuckin go for it :)
0 likesi will always think of the same person when i hear this song, years will pass and she will always be my she. i might not have a crush on her anymore but that’s the point of the song. “and she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall, but to her i taste of nothing at all” i’m happy that i’ve been able to move on but she will always hold a special place in my heart.
1 likeMy She is the most important thing in my life, she’s my best friend, i love her so much,she smells like peaches and the forest, she has short brown hair and hazel eyes, her teeth are a bit crooked but i think it makes her unique, a couple months ago she told me she liked me and we started dating, i don’t know why she likes me but i’m glad she does, on the last day of school she told me she was moving and i was gutted, i cried for so many days straight, she said she might be able to stay for half of the year but i know one day she’ll be gone and it breaks me, i love you Emily, forever and always even if we’re apart 💕 - Grace
2 likesMe second She is amazing as well, i love her to but we can never be together, she says she doesn’t want to date anyone but it doesn’t stop me from loving her, she smells like juice and laundry detergent, her eyes are amazing, i can’t describe them, she has short dirty brown hair, it’s in a pixie cut, she’s taller than me which is amazing because her hugs are the best, she says she’s fat but i think she’s perfect, i love you Ash, forever and always 💕 - Grace
I remember that I used to listen to this song believing that the girl I love so much would and could never love someone like me...And now, after almost 5 years of when I first heard this song we are together(2 years on June)and she's the best thing that happened into my life. If you see this my little love, I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I never left.
1 likeim reading the comments wanting to write about my "she" but right now my "she" is a "he". and there have been past "she"s but there is a "he" right now so i thought i would write about him.
3 likeshe is a beautiful person. he plays guitar and writes music. if he ever saw this he probably wouldn't know it was him. but whenever i talk to him my heart is lit up. he carries himself with such a confidence and purpose. he makes me feel safe and accepted and understood. so though you will never see this "thank you for all the late nights and music sessions and deep chats. i appreciate you." i know this love will fade and i will see this in a month or a year or a decade and feel so much different and have a new "he" or "she". but for now here are my feelings and my thoughts sent into the universe. thank you for being such a great person, dont ever change from who you truly are because who that is is beautiful.
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Zoe H. this was beautiful 🥺
0 likesi saw dodie last night and she played this song with bi colors on there. i felt like i belonged, and with my dad standing next to me who was adamant that i’m not bisexual, i felt like he had to come to terms with it. i felt powerful
1 likehngh. she has beautiful blue eyes and amazing hair and the cutest chubby lil cheeks and her laugh is like little lemonade bubbles and wow. I've literally had a crush on her for years.
1 likei wish my “she” knew how perfect she is to me, i wish she could see herself from my point of view and realize how imperfectly perfect she is.
0 likesThis really made me cry when I thought of my BFF . She has more friends than me. I havs like none except her. And I barely spend time with her. She means everything to me.
2 likesMy 'she' was my best friend. I saw her 3 days a week, and every other weekend for almost 2 years, not that long I know. But it felt like a life time to me. I felt so comfortable around her, like I could just tell her my deepest most embarrassing secrets and she wouldn't judge. Or like we could just lie next to each other, just injoying each other's company, even without saying anything forever. For a little while , like the beginning of our meeting, she had a gf. ( I thought I was still straight at this time.) Her gf made me so mad and I didn't know why she was nice enough ig. But it just every time I saw her I wanted to cry. They broke up after about 3 months. Shes a hockey player, a good one too. She loves animals, and pop music, going to the mall, her dad, and rollercoasters. This one time we went to the mall, and saw one of those VR rides and she wanted to do it, I was scared. She eventually convinced me to go on, and she let me choose the course! When it started to rise up, she offered me her hand. I never let go. They were so soft. She made the ride so much less scary. I miss her so much.
2 likesShes a year older than me. When we were at my apartment, we would play Mario Kart, and watch YouTube videos in the bathroom( not inappropriately) it was so cute, we turned the lights off and I had my head on her shoulder just sitting on the bathroom tile watching 5 minute crafts. I really miss her. Because of Covid and some family things it's been a little over a year since I've seen her. And only after I couldn't see her had I'd realized that I've fallen for her.
Shes flirty, athletic, tall, beautiful, ( like siriously gourgous!), long blond hair, and dark green eyes,And just so chill and peaceful.
I have her number and like a month ago I tried texting her ( I suck at texting 😐) but its not the same. Hopefully soon her mom will finally let her come over.
I thought she was the one. I just hope I can see again.♥️
I've only ever heard this song on spotify, but hearing it in its raw version and watching the video with it changes the song to be so much more somber. Its so beautiful
0 likesFour years ago I would listen to this song regularly and think of my very first love. She was and is straight but I couldn’t help but like her. She was so beautiful to me. Nothing ever happened of it and we remain very good friends but just listening to this song brings me back to those days. I don’t miss being in love with her necessarily but the way she made me feel was just as sweet as it was bitter.
1 likeI know it’s unlikely that anyone will see this, much less read it through, but I figured I should leave this somewhere. Trying to leave my mark somewhere I guess, facing oblivion.
2013 likesTo all the girls I've loved before
(cheesy, I know, but it seems fitting)
The first
My first She was wild. She was a prairie spirit trapped in the cage of her mind, anxiety and trauma forming the steel, with her stepfather serving as lock and key. We were fast friends back in school, inseparable only weeks after meeting. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment where I knew I loved her, but there was an aching in my chest and a longing in her eyes. We were both full of butterflies, fluttering and skittish. Eventually it became knowing smiles and anxious looks with nervous laughs. She was a shattered vase with gold filling her cracks, broken pieces strung together, still learning how to be herself. She was a gust wind, a beam of sunlight, radiant and full of spirit. She had long tangled hair full of stories and whispers of the places she had been. She smelled of horses and home, one look and you could tell she was aching to run free again. She was always nervous on the outside, shaking hands and stuttering sounds, grasping for phrases just out of reach. She had a way with animals too, she could walk up to them and they wouldn’t run away, like she was one of their own. Lord knows I loved her, I was smitten, drowning in her soft smile and her gentle laugh. The way she would dance when it was just us, laughing as if she knew she could fly. I was lucky enough to see those chains of doubt lifted off her soul even if for just a moment. The way her eyes would fill with fireflies, the way she would smile like the sun itself. I will forever be thankful for that.
But her chains were so, so heavy. I hadn’t noticed that they had latched on to me at first. Their weight was fine in the beginning. Just a gentle tug in the back of my mind. But it only grew. Knowing how broken she was became daunting, and every time it came to mind the weight got a little heavier. And I sank a little deeper. And before I knew it I was drowning, gasping for breath and trying desperately to swim in water to thick to move in. She was there at the bottom of that vast ocean, looking up at me with sad eyes and a broken smile, chains around every limb and weights the size of mountains. My heart broke for her, every time I thought of surfacing I would see that smile, that sad twinkle in her eye, and I would stay. I thought I could help, Lord knows I tried. Clawing at those chains day after day, searching for those wild eyes and windswept hair that I had seen once in a blue moon, trying desperately to give her the freedom she craved.
But I’m only human, and I broke. The chains were so heavy, and I hadn’t had a breath of air in so long, and my mind began crack, demons I had already defeated pouring out. Some others noticed and pulled me to the surface, but leaving her left a gaping wound in my soul, and I know she will carry a scrap of it with her, from now until the day I die, and maybe even past then. I know that when she escapes what binds her she will a force to be reckoned with. Someday I will learn how to fill that void she left in my chest. But that day has yet to come.
The second
My second She was soft and warm, she smelled of flowers and fresh morning dew. She had a cloud of soft curly hair framing a round face and a bright smile, and her gorgeous hazel eyes framed with thick glasses always had a twinkle to them. She had a dusting of freckles that formed her very own constellations, searching for them was one of my favorite pastimes. She was a vibrant yellow sunflower in a field of grass, a summer breeze floating by. Long sweaters covering her hands, holding a cup of tea. She was warm hugs and soft sighs, a beautiful sunrise you see once in a lifetime. Being with her was safe, warm, and welcome. She was like walking through a meadow, with soft music and the sound of birds. She was a wise soul, you could look into her eyes and see that her life was not absent of pain. Despite knowing the toils of life, she knew joy. She knew love. She was lovely in every sense of the word. She was Yellow, and she’ll always be Yellow.
Though she was so yellow and lovely, she never loved me. She was straight, and I was not. I knew this and I still fell. Sometimes I still feel like I’m stumbling to my feet.
The third
My third She was something Different. Sarcasm filling the cracks of a lonely mind, still just a child under the hurt. She was no stranger to the beeping of machines and the prick of a syringe, as weak as her body was, her mind was that much stronger. She would play video games past midnight, drinking tea while wearing a hoodie three times her size. She was sarcastic, and full of funny retorts, lively and exhausted all at once. She collects strange odds and ends, antiques littering her room. She has a soft face with a tough façade. She was like soft hugs in secret, compassion only when the world was not looking. Her room was full of warm pillows to counter her cold frail frame. She would spout random facts about all her favorite shows and games, a walking well of knowledge. I found myself returning day after day, just to hear more of that sharp wit and unrelenting mind. She is one who seeks to know the world as it is, and not as it is told to her, to know every color and every shape she can find. She is old and new, outdated and modern, my favorite contradiction. She has so many unexpected twists and turns, I doubt anyone has learned them all.
This She is still in my life, but she is a case of unrequited and far away. Though I find a beauty in everything she does, I doubt I matter much to her. To her, I am a friend to chat with and nothing more.
The fourth
My fourth She is a childhood friend, we grew up together in a small town, and were best friends till the day I moved away. All these years later and she finds me, how could I have known that she was just a message away, a click on the computer. After learning who she is now, I can safely say that she is, in the simplest terms, a wildfire. She is love and passion in their brightest intensity, blind to the world and its cruel ways. She is not one to follow the crowd, and never hesitates to burn her own path. She is new and lively, though she is simple is concept she is a powerful force never to be underestimated. She is that rush of adrenaline when you try something new for the first time. She is that overwhelming joy when you succeed at doing something you thought was impossible to do. She is defiant, and if you earn her trust, she is loyal to the end of the earth. She is up north, the land of pine and thick blankets of snow, warm fires and small towns. Though I miss the snow, it does not compare to how I ache to know her again.
There’s my sob story, scuse all of the poetics, I guess im just trying to do them a justice.
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Oh my God that's so beautiful. Wow this writing makes my heart and brain smile at each other.
223 likeswhimsicalDeviant god that was so beautiful to read.
118 likesJesus Christ this is fucking beautiful, your first she description- Oh lord, i had tears.
144 likesReading this, I felt an odd sense of deja vu, and I had to check if I was the one who'd written it instead
97 likesI know those feelings so so well, the good and the dark-and maybe one day it all becomes worth it?
But for now, I hope you're okay. That everything you're dealing with heals over time, and that these feelings become lessons that change who you are.
Love isn't something to ever fear, so love freely, and I wish you all the best.
That was really beautiful. I’m speechless.
54 likesHow do I save a comment?? <3 <3 <3
64 likesThis is beautiful and one day I hope that someone cares about me so much that they'll take the time to write something like this about me. Good luck everyone and I really do hope that one day we can all find someone good for us.
52 likesI want someone to care about me so deeply that they decide to write a paragraph about me like this.
51 likes@Emily honestly I can feel your pain
13 likesOmg, this could be a good song!! :33 would you mind if I take in on inspiration from your piece of work?!?! Promise I won't plagiarize or anything, just a reference of mainly the story of the songg! :333
17 likeswhimsicalDeviant your writing sends me to a place I can’t even find a name for. I feel so whole after reading the contents of your mind, that was beautiful.
23 likesThank you for this <3
This was beautiful it connected to me. Thank you for this, this is helping me overcome things
11 likeswhimsicalDeviant thIS IS GORGEOUS
10 likesmy god, the writing here was absolutely stunning. with every word, I felt a multitude of emotions and I could visualize the person as if they were next to me!
22 likesThat is the most beautiful writing I have ever seen. I felt happy yet sad while reading this. This piece of artwork (yes artwork) is just so relatable you should think about becoming a writer
20 likesthis fucked me up🥺🥺
12 likesI-
10 likesWow, this is beautiful
I'm a male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail. hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me
20 likesAlex Truelove 🥺🥺🥺
6 likeswhimsicalDeviant that was so so beautiful. i’m in tears
7 likesThis was so gorgeously written I don't know what else to say ahhhh it was really pretty good job very good yes (sorry words are hard) :)
6 likesman, that's a lot of shes.
5 likeswhimsicalDeviant this is so lovely. thank you for this little snapshot of your life
5 likesI don't really know why but reading through the first paragraph literally made me cry. What you've written is beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.
5 likeswhimsicalDeviant this is wonderful.
3 likesDamn, that was poetic. I feel like I should lobby to get you to write fanfic for Clexa^^
3 likesThis was so poetically beautiful
2 likesOk but like can u become an author-? How do u even explain things so amazingly?
3 likesI wish anyone in the world would care about me this much but for now I'm screwed and I went through break up today and i want to just go to sleep and never wake up
3 likes@Perculator aw don't say that. Life is worth living and people care about you and you're loved.
2 likes@Nai thank you for this I'm still sad but this put a smile on my face I love you for this thank you❤
2 likes@Perculator I'm happy I could help 💕💕💕💕
2 likesI WANT TO LIKE THIS COMMENT A MILLION TIMES I LOVE IT SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️
3 likesThat was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever read
2 likesoh my lord if i were one of those girls i'd die from happiness
3 likesI needed to hear this, feels like a wake up call. I love this, your Shes sound magical, and you should definitely treasure them.
2 likesDarn this hit me. For some reason this sounds like something I would write all touchy and metaphoric. No one I know would write like this for a person. Honestly I wish someone wrote something like this for me but that would never be the case. Thank you for making me feel happier and sadder haha this makes me want to do this for the person that i will someday love as I want them to feel the way i did reading this ♥️
5 likesthank you so much. that was truly beautiful..
2 likesThis is absolutely beautiful. I do something like this when I am describing a crush. I never show anybody though. You are very brave. With a very poetic and beautiful mind.
2 likesWords cannot describe how beautiful this was to read. I can almost feel many of the emotions you held for each girl, and the love that you will continue to hold for them. Thank you for sharing your words and I truly believe you have done them justice with your words
3 likesThis is so beautiful and inspiring, I think I’m gonna make a drawing for each she
1 likeClara Lucena holy crap!! I never imagined that something I wrote could be inspiring. if you do draw them could you maybe show me?
1 likeyou have a beautiful way with words my god
1 likeThat was so fucking beautiful! And now I am sobbing! So so beautiful!
1 likeam i the only one who noticed the water, earth and fire references? i guess that makes the third one wind 🤷🏽♀️
1 likeNori Spain hey if you do, let me know! I’d absolutely love to hear it! I’m glad something I wrote inspired you
0 likeswrite a book. i'd read it
2 likesAlyssa Tetro really? I’m so glad you like my writing, to be honest I’ve never put too much thought into writing a book before because I don’t really see myself as a writer. I might consider writing something though seeing how a bunch of people seem to like this :o
1 likei cant believe i was lucky enough to stumble upon this comment. the way you have with words is so powerful it makes me feel as though i lived your life. i fell in love with those girls with you and i felt every bit of the pain you went through afterwards. god, i’m so lucky to have seen that. i love you and i wish you the best in life.
1 likegracie gilmartin this reply really touched me, thank you :o
1 likeI'd like to read more if you post it somewhere!
1 likeYou could literally write your way into peoples hearts
2 likeswhimsicalDeviant i’m in bed with my girlfriend, who is sleeping right now, and as soon as i finished reading this and looked at her i started sobbing 😭😭 this shit was beautiful
2 likeskallie rosalee awww! I’m so glad my writing reached you (sorry for making you cry, I hope it was a good one!). maybe you should try writing something about your gf
0 likesi read this comment every time i watch this video, it is still the most beautiful thing i have ever read.
2 likesmolly eve awe thanks! I’m so glad you like my writing! It means a lot to know you come back and read it, thank you.
0 likesThat's beautiful.
1 likeThis, gives me happy vibes. It makes me want to write, or do an art piece based on each of these descriptions. My gosh, it’s giving me so many ideas! You could make a book about these girls, and I would instantly buy it and read it!
1 likeI need to make this into a song
2 likesOr a play
Whispering Lonewood I’m so glad you find my writing inspiring! If you do make any art based off of my writing I would absolutely love to see it!
1 likeBob Stevenson if you do I would love to hear it!
0 likes@3 wombats in a pinstripe suit or both?
1 likeYour writing is something far more than beautiful .
1 likeIt brought me to a new world , a world I want to join... want to stay in ....to call home.
I've always had a special place for poetry but I haven't read many .
After this I'll be looking for more poetic pieces and start writing myself !
Wow ok this is amazing, ur a really talented writer! Yeah, so glad u shared this, it sounds and feels amazing.
3 likesThis was gorgeous to read. You're such a talented writer. (And I say this as a writer myself.)
1 likeI loved reading this. The people you care about are lucky to have you, I could only hope to have someone in my life who sees the world in such a poetic way.
1 likeI love this I wish someone would write me something like this
2 likesAniya Oladele maybe someone has? I never told the people I’ve written about that I wrote about them, never really worked up the courage y’know. maybe there’s someone who’s written about you and you just don’t know it yet :o
0 likeswhimsicalDeviant I really hope someone has it’s such a sweet thing todo
1 likethis is so good it made me cry
1 likeThis was actually beautiful.
1 likeThat..... Omg that was beautiful 😢
1 likei want to talk to you now
0 likesthat was beautiful aaaaa. the fact that you put all that time into this, the fact that women are so perfect
2 likesɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ʀᴀᴅ exactly! every one of them are incredible, I love women so much 😔💚
0 likesI really loved this I’m not even joking this was beautiful❤️ and this really reminded me of why I am the way I am, I’ve recently come to the realization that I like girls, I’ve had my bi phase, but girls are just something different. Their soft, gentle, funny. You could probably say this about boy’s too, but it’s different for me. I’ve known this girl for 5 years, I never saw her as my crush before but she is one of those people that suck you in with their beauty, their grace. We were really close friends for a long time because we played the same sport and we were on the same team. Then she left after 2 years, it was because of school, I was sad, I must say I kind of forgot about her for a while. She came back to my team almost a year ago. I was excited, kinda confused why she was back, but happy, very happy. The moment I walked back into the gym where we had practice, and she turned around I was shocked, I was acting kind of weird, but after five minutes or so, we acted like we’ve been friends the whole time. I never noticed how much I missed her, but when she came back, I finally did. We’ve hung out again, had a sleepover at her house. I only see her in practice because she goes to another school, but she’s part of the reason why I even come to practice sometimes. She makes me feel euphoric and extremely happy. But then at the end of 2019 I noticed that I kind of liked girls, I didn’t know I was into her then. It was weird. Let’s say a month ago I noticed. Now every time I think of her I see her beautiful turquoise blue eyes, that pull you in, her beautiful smile, that reminds me of the sun, and her delicate hands that feel like feathers to the touch. When I saw her as a friend we were both very clingy towards one another, we still are, wich means we were constantly hugging, holding hands, slinging our arms around each other’s shoulders, when we did something with our team we would constantly be with each other, laugh, randomly do cute stuff. Now that I see her as my girl crush and she doesn’t know, I can keep doing these things without her knowing but I really want to tell her, but I don’t want to scare her away. I still want her to be my friend, I mean I want her to be more but she’s probably straight, we’re all still in THAT phase of finding out who we are. We had practice today and we were cuddling again, playing around, then we were facing each other and good god I almost kissed her, I was just playing with her hair in the front, and I just took her chin with my index finger and almost kissed her, but I didn’t, I really wanted to though. This may be pointless to say, but I’ve thought about her the WHOLE day and this was eating me up so I had to get it out. If you read this, hope you’re doing ok. Drink some water if you haven’t, take care<3. Ps: she’s angelic. Oh and sorry if I put some wrong commas and periods, english is not my first language so I tried my best!!
1 likeAlex Truelove 🥺
1 likeclaudia.garcía this reply is so cute 🥺. girl you should ask her out! if you cuddle and play with eachothers hair she probably likes you back! you got this!
0 likeswhimsicalDeviant I can’t it’s weird:/
0 likesthis literally made me tear up- you should become a writer like wow
1 likeThis is beautiful and I loved the way you worded it
1 like:(
0 likeswhimsicalDeviant I should probably also tell you that I’m not out yet
0 likesPleasure to my eyes, brain, and imagination but oh damn that pain it gave my heart :)
1 likethis was so so beautiful, made me feel your pain and almost feel like i fell in love with them with you. your writing is so so powerful
1 likeDANNNGGG
1 likeYou are a writer. My god, your writing is so good. Beautiful beautiful stories. Thank you for sharing!
0 likesthis is beautiful! I'm scared to say I feel much like the third She, because you made it sound so amazing to try and search the truth behind all the lies and all the known things we just take in and believe for no reason. I do that a lot, tbh. I doubt everything around me, and search for new angles. I paint the world I see with colors I make and try and show others what I see, although... I don't think anyone really cares.
0 likesto be fair, I don't know if I'm straight, gay, bi or... whatever. I just don't let it stop me. I love the people around me so much, and I know they won't leave me only because I'm different. I'm already different.
I'm sorry you didn't have luck with these Shes, but I'm sure you will find someone who will be perfect for you, and will love you just as much as you love them. That's only fair. And I hope you continue writing, because that was lovely! I loved every word!
Imagine someone writing this about you tho
1 like@emily what?
0 likesPandaLuna that wasn’t directed towards you, just the comment we’re all replying to lol
0 likes@emily ueah i know lol sorry
0 likesbruh. 😳 had to check the username bc i’m just now realizing that i was in love with my best childhood friend who moved to the southwest and that’s why it hurt so much when she moved
1 like@Sara but it's not her, huh? oofffff I really want to hear about two people who actually get together! this could be so sweet
1 like@PandaLuna i don’t think it’s her :(
1 like@Sara well, I hope you find someone amazing. Also... I just came out as bi to my parents. that was... strange😅 lol
0 likesI am in TEARS woman TEARS the first one got me so hard. I lobe the way you put things i can only dream of being able to write like this. I will always look back at this saving it I’m my notes right now.
0 likesI am in TEARS woman TEARS the first one got me so hard. I lobe the way you put things i can only dream of being able to write like this. I will always look back at this saving it I’m my notes right now.
1 likeHow do I love someone like this? How can I learn to describe them in such wondrous ways? Not even just romantically, but anyone? How do I love so beautifully like you?
2 likesthat was so wonderful and made my heart warm can i include some of this into something im writing at the moment?💜
0 likesMay I just say I was too scared to read it all bcos I don't want my heart to start drawing things up on the girl im trying to rid my crush on, I just want to asy still that you're amazing ❤
0 likesThe poetics are beautiful. Lovely writing
0 likesThis was beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.
0 likesThis is one of the most beautiful comments I’ve ever read. In fact, one of the most beautifully written stories I’ve ever read. I can picture your “She”s so perfectly, you paint a picture with your words. I wish you all the very best and I know you will find her one day.
1 likeThis was beautiful and made me sob and I love it
0 likesshe means everything to me
3 likesshe
has brown eyes, dirty blonde hair and a little bump on her nose
she gives amazing hugs, because she needs them and she knows i need them.
she likes to steal my food and draw pigs and dogs
she cries a lot.
she cuddles me when we have sleepovers & listens to me, always.
she is perriwinkle and wisteria, she is yellow and green and mountain purple.
i love her but she doesnt love me
she's my best friend but nothing more.
she means everything to me.
To the she I wish was mine—
2 likesI think it’s so bizarre how fast feelings form. Some relationships take months to build trust and to learn about each other. While I’ve only known you a month, I can’t help but admire you. It feels like we’ve known each other for so long Meg. I truly wish we lived closer, you feel like the missing piece to my messy heart.
i was singing this song in my head for the whole day. now its in my recommended. thanks youtube.
0 likesdiscovered this song some years ago and i was so very closeted that i thought about the girl who i knew had a thing for me and was like 'she would probably like this song' like bitch!! you like her back!!
1 likeI have been listening to this song on repeat, crying, for the last hour because it makes my heart ache. It makes my heart ache knowing the girl I love will never love me. She's my world and I'm grateful to just be around her. But she's straight. And It makes my stomach flip thinking about a life without her. I really don't know what I'd do without her and I'm just so sad. Because to her I know that I taste of nothing at all.
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Erin Byrne same. but my world lives 5000 miles away, on the other side of the earth.
5 likesSame :"(
3 likesErin Byrne same😭😭😭
1 likeFucking jesus I feel the same
5 likesApparently we all have a soulmate but I'll never find mine cause hates me
0 likes"it makes my hear ache" would you say it feels awfully good to hurt?
2 likesErin Byrne it's kind of the opposite with me everyyhing is the same except she's lesbian
0 likesErin Byrne, I have the EXACT problem and I've been friends with her for ever
2 likesI wish I knew someone at my school that had my same plight and that I liked and that liked me but I live in a small town and I doubt any of them will ever come out if any of them are even not hetero
4 likesI've been crying for hours as well, love is a painful thing
6 likesWell, I am a bisexual girl in love with a bisexual boy and I kinda feel like this song is not really meant to touch me like it does but I only can think about him and how life is hard and maybe we will never get together because things change and not in a good way and I am feeling so bad
0 likesI hope it works out for you
1 like...
0 likesits because the world doesn't give anyone a chance. she could open up a little because love doesn't mean a man and a woman, it means happiness. I hope you could give it a try and ask her. And maybe love will work out for you. I hope it works out <3
0 likespastel howell, that's no way to think I hope you get her
0 likesthank you sadie, :) i must have been emotional when i wrote that, i hope i can talk to her some day...
6 likesIm sorry. However, there might be a chance! I believe in you! GO GET HER! ❤️
3 likesErin Byrne I told my best friend also my crush that I liked her at 3AM and she was like ok I figured and surprisingly she didn't take it back but apparently she's not straight either she just doesn't like me like that so fmlllll
3 likesErin Byrne same
0 likeslol memories , i told her and we stopped being friends for a while which sucks but we’re slowly rebuilding that bond hope y’all and yalls “shes” are doing good
0 likesI cry more than I should when listening to this song. Out of all the people in the world I fell for the one person I cant have.
1 likeI remember discovering dodie 6 years ago in 2014 and this was one of the first songs of hers I listened to.
0 likesI was 11 and confused about my sexuality.
Today at 17 I can kinda come to terms with my bisexuality and now and again I come back to this song becos I relate to it so much.Thanks for this bi anthem dodie!!!💗💞
I was obsessed with this when I got my first female crush. A lot has changed. For instance, we're both men now. But I know he'll never lover me the same way and it still hurts
2 likesokay but I have such vivid, emotional memories of lying in my bed at twelve listening to this song as I came to terms with my bisexuality and I'm out and happy now but this song still HURTS
1 likesooooooooo good
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hell yeah
7 likesWaaaaiiiit you like Dodie?!??!
7 likesOml you’re cats video is the first vid I’ve watched on YouTube! :D
4 likesBoogity, boogity, boogity amen to that
2 likesShe’s breaking my heart without knowing it.
1 likeI cry every time. I just listen when I need a good cry
1 likeI used to think of a girl two-three years ago. She was beautiful, kind, honest, and my best friend. She let me be weird, as soon as i first layed eyes on her. I fell in love with her, every aspect of her. Her blue-green eyes, her straight brown hair, her everything. She was gorgeous. I was more outgoing then. So i talked her. She was seated next to me. I became friends with her. But she found better friends. Then two years later. We became best friends. I was so happy. Then i messed it up. I told her i liked her, she’s straight. She didnt like that. She asked me why. I didnt know the answer. She then avoided me for months. Then i finally asked why she was avoided me. She told me she was weirded out, when i asked her why. She just kinda shrugged. Then we became friends again. After that year ended, i never heard from her again. I still think of her. She was really pretty and kind. But, i had zero chance.
3 likesOh godddd!! How did I not hear this before?! The part where it says it aches- I lost it🙈 this is exactly how I feel.. The whole song! Thank you so much dodie for this soulful beauty💓
0 likesgirls are so pretty and i am so weak
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this is a solid mood
39 likesbiggest of moods
31 likesME
7 likesTOTAL mood
5 likesbig mood
3 likesI relate too much
3 likesMeeee
1 likeYou know what it is ironic like look at how much the comment get and the phrase "i am so weak"is like she telling through the comments I need to go to the hospital
2 likesmadison winfrey 10 months old, but still the biggest mood ever
2 likesSame girl same
1 likeYou’re not weak, you’re absolutely beautiful, no matter if I haven’t met you or not. I just get this feeling you are :)
0 likesmood
0 likescongrats on 5 million views dodie!
3 likesthis song defined my entire "falling in love with a girl for the first time" process
0 likesim dating my she. its been almost six months now, this is our song. i sent it to her before i asked her out, later on she told me that she squealed and spun around just out of pure happiness. when im around her everything else goes away. i have a polaroid picture of her and i in the back of my phone case- there is hope. you will find that one person who will mean everything to you. shes out there, yall just have to wait and see. i love her so much. riley, if you're reading this, i fucking love you so much and we gotta dance to this song in our kitchen someday. <3
1 likeThis song helped me so much in my journey of coming out, thank you
0 likesI’m completely and utterly in love with my (very straight and in a relationship, best friend) and this song is just such a comfort to the quite somber of being lucky enough to be her friend, but never having a chance for more
0 likesI’ve been crushing on this girl from work for almost a year now but my contract ends this month and I’ll never see her again after so guess I’ll be listening to this song on repeat and cry
2 likesThis song used to make me emotional lol, I’ve liked it ever since I figured out that I’m bisexual 3 years ago :,)
1 likeMy “She” is very similar.
2 likesShe smells like apple cider and caramel and the beach. She is constantly looking for herself but I always saw her. Her laugh makes my heart wrench. It has since the day I met her. And I think she knows. And I think I know, as well. But she is too important to lose, so we both ignore it.
She jumps from ledge to ledge without hesitation, continuously, without pausing to clean her bandages. I will always run after her to patch her up, even if it kills me. Her smile and damn giggle is enough to keep me going.
It’s difficult watching her fall for boys over and over again. Especially when they never treat her well. However, it’s better than the alternative. If we ever followed through with what we started when we were young... she could risk being kicked out, endlessly harassed, and the concept of losing her in the first place is far too terrifying to think of. So. Here we will stay, close enough to hope and imagine, and I will drift in and out of love with her again every few times I see her.
She has a smile light the blazing sun and a laugh like a strike of lightning. She is impossible to ignore in the most frustrating and amazing ways. And this is why we cannot stand too close. I’ll just be close enough to feel her warm.
I'm not even bi/gay/pan but I'm crying and reading all these cute stories and I love this and I really hope Dodie finds her She or He
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pretty. odd. I relate aha x I love just hearing about everyone else loving! 💛
6 likesI'm doing the same. I can kind of relate, as I have a best friend that I love, but not romantically. All I know is that someday I'll lose her to another guy (or girl). I'm just happy that I'm not attached to her in a romantic sort of way, or else it would hurt a lot more.
10 likespretty. odd. Same
2 likesShe has hair that doesn’t know it’s colour and a laugh that sounds like honey and strawberries she’s smart funny and loves to draw she’ll sketch in class and I bring post it notes so we sketch and I keep them all on my wall they make me get out of bed she makes me want to look good and her face when drawing is so calm and concentrated she has freckles sprinkled all over her face and she is so great and loveable and I’m not sure if I’m allowed to look at her like that cause I go to a catholic school so that’s super fun
3 likesI wish I could send this to my "SHE"...
1 likeShe smells like cotton, washed and sweets, she tastes like chocolate bars and coconut , you would find her , exploring anywhere , and she , means everything to me i tried to make it fit to the beats of the song but i wanted it to be accurate too , Sienna , i miss you.
2 likesOh my gosh. Dodie’s facial expressions, and voice inflections, and AHH just everything about this song!!!!
0 likesAlso this comments section is full of beautiful descriptions of girls who are loved by girls and wow it is a balm for my blistered soul. Today has been alarming, to say the least, and it comforts me to remember that we share this world with girls who smell like lemongrass and sleep.
when you're feeling sad about a crush and want a sad song to relate to but your dad's playing Pink Floyd's "The Wall" in the background and you gotta choose between being sad or being angry.
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Me af
12 likesWE DONT NEED NO EDUCATIONNNNNNN!!!!!!!!
6 likesBut srsly tho this song she's singing is beautiful<3
I meant the album The Wall by Pink Floyd not the actual song lol
8 likesIf you should go skating on the thin ice of modern life. Dragging behind you the silent reproach of a million tear stained eyes don't be surprise when a crack in the ice appears under your feet. You'll slip out of your depth and out of your mind with your fear flowing out behind you as you claw the thin ice. Srsly how can you not like this album? Greatest album ever!!!
4 likesOMG SAME
0 likes+Maddison Mad RIGHT PINK FLOYD IS THE BEST
1 likeI LOVE PINK FLOYD AAAAA MY DAD INTRODUCED ME TO THEM TOO
7 likesThis actually happens
2 likeslegit the most relatable comment I've ever seen
0 likesI relate so much
0 likesbut this album is really really nice?
0 likesno need to scream
0 likesahh but Pink Floyd is perfection.
0 likes@Green Apple
2 likestrue. dark side of the moon is an awesome album in my opinion
@***** Yeees. I'm singing in choir for the Danish Pink Floyd Project soon. Couldn't be more excited :D
0 likesI wouldn't call the wall an angry album
1 likeIt's got a lot of emotions going on
3 likesPolarPoop the fact that I've seen this comment five billion times means a few things- 1. I watch this video a lot. 2. I'm hiding from my secret yet to be figured out sexuality (which may be Bi) in the comment section 3. I def want someone to relate to ugh
2 likesI am thinking of my crush as she sings this song...everything is perfect about herrr
2 likes🏳️🌈 ✌ 💘💛💙
I listened to this song years ago, and i was falling in love with a girl...
0 likeswell, we are now together, 7 years now.
she, means everything to me.
i asked someone what i should sing and she sent me this.. 😬😂💕
2 likesi hope one day someone can feel this way about me :(
2 likesI once came out to a guy I liked, this is how.
151 likesHim: "I've kissed a lesbian before"
Me: "Me too."
(he thought I was kidding)
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CringeyBandTrash Tbh I love that 😂
5 likesLol
1 likeHolly Bramhall this is amazing 😂
3 likesI need this on spotify!😭
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It is on spotify!
0 likesI cried.... Such a beautiful song ❤️
0 likesThis is my favorite song of yours by far! 💜💜💜
1 likethis makes me so unbelievably emotional because when i first heard this song i just absolutely broke down because i accepted that i’m a lesbian and i didn’t know where to even go from there on. this song made me think of a certain girl who i would later come out to, and would layer bawl my eyes out because she told me i was gross for liking girls and it goes against god. three years later and i don’t hide it anymore; i don’t really come out, it just a thing that i won’t hide :) my mum told me that she knew and that was when i stopped hiding it, and i’ve been lucky enough to have so many supportive and lovely people around me <3
1 likeStory time: I sang this at a band concert and my whole family still thinks I'm straight lol
1 likeWoke up in the middle of the night, congested, body aching...alone; and the only thing I wanted was to listen to this one song from 7 years ago that melted my heart and calmed my soul. THIS means everything to me, thank you.
2 likesi started dating my best friend who was a girl then later on she turned into a he and and i really support his decision but after he came out as trans i realized that i was lesbian and i told him, we're still friends but i just wanted to put that out there because hes the bestest gift i could have ever gotten:)
1 likeThis is me and my boyfriends song and I am absolutely obsessed with it. We both love it so much. Every time I hear it I fall in love with him even more.
0 likesshe is one of my best friends. she's straight. she knows i like her, and she's never made it weird or uncomfortable, and completely accepted it. I'm so incredibly thankful for that, but it still hurts knowing she'll never love me back the way i love her. it's not as painful as having a crush who is afraid of you liking them and avoids you, but it hurts.
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how's it going now?
0 likesShe smells like sweat and chlorine 😅
2 likesShes tastes like salt and sweets
You’d find her at your local pool
She means everything to me
Not my crush but my best friend and I love her so
10 likes and I will send this to my crush and say I like her. She makes me so happy and feel like the happiest girl ever.
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GOOD LUCK!!!!!! <3
0 likesUpdate... she rejected me and now we aren’t talking well
0 likes@Molly Davies noo :'( that sucks
0 likesI hope you manage to recover from her rejecting you, that's so sad!
hugs if wanted
My “she” is the most beautiful girl I’ve met. Freckles splatter her face. She is small and the most perfect person for hugging. She jumps around like a little pixie and I love it. She is straight and has boyfriend. But she still is perfect.
1 likeI remember listening to this song when I was in 6th grade when I had my first girl crush, I finally found this song after years
0 likeswhenever i feel sad,i come to this video and read the comments. i swear this side of youtube is the warmest thing i could never find here. i feel like im not alone and just you know,idk it feels so great but also sad. i fucking love this video and my queen dodie.
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lexa griffinn i just come her when i want to cry
0 likesTØP fan same
0 likesprincess dodie
0 likesI want a girl who SMELLS LIKE SLEEP . love you sofia! ❤️ (my girlfriend)
2 likesI'm in love with one of my closest friends, and she already came out to me as pansexual. I just don't want to ruin our friendship if she doesn't like me back. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I love her.
0 likesI love this song so much and what’s crazy is is that my sweet, gorgeous grandma was names Dorothy Clark (Dodie Clark) And that’s just crazy.
0 likesI haven't found my "she" yet, but damn am I excited to find her. I know that the memories that will be made, and the adventures that we will go on will be wild and exciting. I know that falling for her will start off slow like falling asleep, but will happen all at once. I know that when I find her, it will be a miracle because while I have given my heart to many, I have always left with a little more cracks in it each time. I know that once I find her, I will find my home, I know that when I find her, I will feel the wind through my hair and the sun on my skin in a new way. I know that when I find her, I will thank every lucky start that gave me her. I know damn well, that I will fight for her until I breathe my last, and I will enjoy every moment spent with her. I can't wait to find my "she", and experience all the love and joy that we will bring each other.
0 likesi never realised that i had a "she" until very recently.
115 likesshe was in most of my classes in high school. i thought she was so incredibly pretty, and when she'd say that she wasn't attractive i was so confused because she was the most beautiful girl id ever seen. she was also funny, and she liked the same bands/youtubers as me. i always wanted to be around her. my first "wait, do i like girls?" moment was when i was looking at her from across the table. but i was convinced i was straight, so i couldn't possibly like her in that way.
but i did. it's so obvious now, i can't believe i didn't realise it sooner.
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Same, but we don't talk to each other anymore. It's been almost 3 years now and I only recently realized I was in love with her the whole time. Explains why I've been feeling like shit whenever I think of her. Things sadly didn't end well between us... I still miss her tbh
1 likeHow many of you got this song stuck in your head after you listen to it.
5 likes⬇️
my first time listening to this song was the studio version on the Human album. there’s something so special about her singing it just with the guitar, it’s so raw and emotional and tugs at my heartstrings so much more.
0 likesShe smells like The prettiest of
3 likesFlowers and cinnamon.
With Hair that falls slowly down her face,
She’ll brush it away from her eyes with a small soft smile.
She was Blue with My Comforting Yellow.
Honey with my Warm weather and
Comforting hugs within my cold winter nights.
The sound of glistening rain pattering gently down along the dark pavement.
She was the soothing voice,
The home within my hurt,
And the Reason for my tears to dry.
She was the calm that fixed me when I was in pain.
She was the reason my bad days became good days.
Hearing the Phone ring i’d smile,
Knowing almost immediately it was her.
It was all the little things about her.
The way she would blush a pretty shade of rose.
The way she would Play her guitar with so much happiness, as if music took away all the sense of Sadness in this bittersweet world.
The way she would Drink so many cups of water.
The way she would say sorry if she thought she said ‘I love you’ too much.
But then it all faded.
Slowly in time she realised,
I wasn’t good enough.
And she became bored.
She Would call later each night so we’d speak for so little time.
She stopped texting during the day to check up on me, to see if I was alright.
She was cuddling somebody else,
With full blazing attention of sunlight that I’d never seen her be able give somebody before.
She was somebody else’s smiles,
Somebody else’s giggles.
She was somebody else’s Warmth within the freezing winds and the
Sunlight after a storm.
She’s everything but mine.
But it’s okay.
All I want is for her to be happy.
I’m used to not being enough for people.
Because I’m always the one getting left and never the one leaving.
But still, it’s okay.
As long as she’s smiling, I’m Okay.
But if ever on this earth she needs me again, I’ll be there.
And I always will.
This song reminds me of my ex best friend, she was my everything and I miss her so much. Whenever I see her I just want to go over to her and give her the biggest hug but I can’t do that..I’m now lonely and I feel so bad because I thought this boy was my new best friend but he lied to me and he literally never speaks to me at all. I can’t believe that this has happened, I lost her and it was all my fault..I miss the memories what we had, all I have is old photos and videos of her and me. She’s found new people to be with and a new best friend while I’m here alone, just watching her silently as she walks past me through the corridors or cafeteria..I’ve tried to apologise but it’s too late. Sad how one little lie can effect something so bad, if you have a bestfriend then always keep them by your side, try not to loose them 💕
2 likesShe meant everything to me.
2 likesI TRIED TO FIND THIS SONG FOR OVER 2 YEARS, FINALLY 😍❤
0 likesI'm stuck at home and it's raining and I have a cup of coffee in my hand. I'm listening to this song sobbing and reading the comments because I know I will never get a she who will care so much about me cause emotional baggage is real.
1 likeI remember listening to this song 5ish years ago and loving it, but never feeling it. Then 10th grade of high school happened. I met a girl that (I’d honestly say) changed my whole perspective of love. We met though a mutual friend, and i caught feelings from day one. Every time i thought of her, it made me smile. She is so kind, smart, talented, beautiful inside and out, and a million more things i could list for hours. But nothing ever happened between us, and she eventually moved out of state for college after graduation. I still think about her sometimes and wonder if she felt the same, or if things could’ve been different if i had just taken my shot. We still talk once in a while, but i don’t feel like it’d be right to tell her now or ever at all. So to my point, i actually FEEL these lyrics now. This song has gotten me though so much. Thank you Dodie
1 likeThis for me is your Novels by Rusty Clanton. I have fallen in love with this song. It is indescribably my life right now.
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same omg
2 likes@Molly Cadman what a compliment!!!! <333
106 likes@doddleoddle Ahh you deserve it! Its the most beautiful song in the world :)
14 likesI agree
0 likesO..M..GEH.......... SAME!!!! XD
1 like@Molly Cadman well... i don't think it's so similar to your life like to mine, seriously, not even by far D:
0 likes+Molly Cadman same, describes me and my bff....
3 likes+Molly Cadman LOL
0 likes+Helena add Adored By Him to that list and it is my life
3 likesit hurts so much. i wish i could just look at her like a friend. i can’t. why can’t i?
4 likesHe has the most amazing eyes. I've done everything to get over him, and somehow he smiles and I fall. He laughs at my jokes and then complains that I have the sense of humor of a crayon. When he makes a joke, he always stops to make sure I'm laughing. He grabs my hand to get my attention and when he lets go my heart breaks. I just stare. I dream I could stop time. He would freeze. Everyone would freeze and they couldn't see me or hear me or feel me, but I'm there and I move. I could kiss him and just cry and just be with him. I pray that none of you have to understand what it feels to look up at someone and see them looking at someone the way you look at them. So I'm here writing an anonymous confession of love that he will never see as it gets buried in a YouTube comment section. I'm here and he's there with his girlfriend and I'm here. He's there.
1 like6 years later and I’m still sad without a girlfriend😭😭
3 likes"but to her, I taste of nothing at all" oof man I didn't expect to get called out.
5 likesI fell in love with this song the first time I heard it but I'm coming back again and again the last weeks and listen to this on repeat because I can relate to this so much at the moment.. I really need this on Spotify Dodie!
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Sharlin Lucia YESSS
1 likeツUmDaddy woah I just came back to this bc of your comment and saw I have 151 likes on this😅I still really need this song on Spotify Dodie!🙈
1 likeSharlin Lucia honestly yes
0 likesYesssss she needs to put more of her songs on Spotify! I love her and her songs
0 likesagreed??
0 likesmє 😂
0 likesliterally same
0 likesSharlin Lucia SAME
0 likesLooks like it's happening :) "She" is going to be on spotify!
10 likesThat moment when she(haha) is putting a new ep on spotify including human and she~
5 likesI was 11 when I watched this video for the first time. I hated myself deeply for the way I felt and I wanted to bury it so no one had to see. I come back to it 4 years later, comfortable with myself, to tell you that it gets better.
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That’s really deep coming from a person with their user as ‘ur mum’
1 likeNo offense btw
1 like@AG none taken lol, I forget that’s what my user is sometimes
0 likesShe had long soft dark hair and a beautiful smile. She was kind and she had a sweet laugh, her eyes were bright and sparkly and she was so nice to me. But it never ended up working out
1 likeshe. smiles and my world brightens. she looks like a goddess even when she isn't trying. she. talks like an angel sent straight from heaven to greet me at my darkest times. she. means so much more than everything to me. its been a month and im already never letting her go. she has the most beautiful eyes. big faces smiles and loud giggles. she most likely won't see this. but she.
1 likeshe means everything to me.
i remember listening to this 5 years ago and not thinking much of it, and now im a closeted bisexual who is in love with my best friend who would never think of me any more than a friend
1 likeThis will sound incredibly stupid and self-centred, but I would love to have someone hear this song and think of me. Just the idea of someone hearing a love song that's so bittersweet and being reminded of me. I don't know I'm just idealistic and self-centred
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deliciousandvicious9 I don't think that's self centered
1 likedeliciousandvicious9 that's not self centred
2 likesdeliciousandvicious9 i can relate, it isnt self centred at all. we all just want to know what it feels like to be strongly loved, but never known about it.
11 likesI know exactly who I'd love to hear this song and think of me...
2 likesdeliciousandvicious9 Its not at all self centered to want to be loved. Everyone deserves love and passion and never be embarrassed about wanting it
6 likesdeliciousandvicious9 I feel the same way!!
3 likesdeliciousandvicious9 same, but I doubt they will...
1 likedeliciousandvicious9 no I feel exactly the same like everyday 😂
1 likeme too, but i know nobody would.
2 likessame. everyone hates me though
1 like@ all of u replying "never will happen 2 me :///" sHUt up
4 likesOk??
u literally neVer know like seriously im 99% sure that there's soMEONE who thinks about you if they've ever heard this song/they could even jus feel this way abt u w/o hearing the song...my point iS that ur wrong and someone most definitely thinks about you lyk this
take me for example,, ive liked this girl for...a year now?and well i never really knew how special she was until she ended up being in a heck of a lot of my classes @ school nd i literally can't stop looking at her because of how pretty she is and how her laugh is so nice to hear and how she's so funny and how her eyes are this beautiful deep shade of blue,, like...she pretty much is the first thing i think of when i wake up and the last thought that i have before i go to bed which is weird because we've never even talked...she has no clue she means the woRld (and everything more) to me. you could be like her nd have no clue about how much you mean to someone!
i had to rush my comment cause i ran out of room rip but u get my point, i hope
1 likedeliciousandvicious9 I would toooo
2 likesHey, same.
2 likesdeliciousandvicious9 no you don't. Trust me.
1 likeOmg same!! I dream about this all the time
1 likedeliciousandvicious9 its not self centred to hope that someone thinks the world of you.
7 likesthere is nothing self-centered about wanting a person to think of and love you.
5 likesit is idealistic though. and hopelessly romantic.
also, this is a song about unrequited love. that means that one of you doesn't reciprocate those affections. whether from ignorance or conscious choice - one loves while the other does not.
so... maybe this isn't the best song to base romantic daydreams on.
but what do I know, I'm just a push pin with an Internet connection.
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deliciousandvicious9 you're not being self-centred or anything! I'm pretty sure a lot of other people (including myself tbh) want to have this kind of song about them like you; you're just the first one to bring it up haha
6 likesdeliciousandvicious9 I will think,of you when I hear this song,from,now on, love. and you're not being selfcentered at all, m'dear
1 likethat sounds funny, u know. i am the opposite. all that i want is to someday, listen to this song and think about someone else. even if this person never accepts me, i wish i could think about them like this (just to be clear, i have no idea of who and where they are, but i like to pretend that i know there is someone out there for me). i think i am the most self-centered one here, but what can i do when all of you talk about such sweet and nice stories and i just want to know how does it feel for once?
0 likesShe’s sweet, so kind, and is my only reason i look forward to going to school. Her eyes are absolutely stunning and they are like an ocean i could just drown in. Her laugh could make me smile even on the darkest days. I love her so much even though i dont know what her sexuality is, and she is so important to me.
0 likesJust made a playlist called "dodie is a full on happy mood"
0 likes<3
2:21
0 likesi’ve listened to this song millions of times, one of my favorite songs, everytime it means something different to me, there’s this one girl i’ve been constantly in and out of a relationship with, idk what to do, she just ended things with me saying it was the last time, today i saw her and we were talking with our friend and i was standing right next to her, but i have never felt so far from her.
I sang this song to my crush and one day I would love for her to be mine one day
1 likeI NEED THIS AS AN EP AND ON SPOTIFY
105 likesmy she is in a relationship with someone who isn’t always aware. I care for her more than they do, and i notice when things are wrong with her before they do. I’m thinking of sending this song to her anytime soon, probably keep you updated even though you probably will not notice!
1 likeI always end up here it's 2:58am and I'm think about her. I know we can't be together and probably won't. It's all memories that never happened but she means everything to me.
3 likesI think of my mom when i hear this song 🥰 and my great nan who passed away last year xx
0 likesI remember this coming out around the time that I did.
2 likesThe first girl I admitted to myself I liked was my best friend. Her name was Jessie. She was blonde and freckled. She loved strawberry milkshakes and cats even though she had a dog. She was my muse for everything. She had a boyfriend for eight months of the year and a half we've been friends and it killed me. He was a terrible person and I just wanted her to be with me. I would have treated her right. He never did. She was hopelessly straight though. I was always giving her gifts. I gave her yellow roses and a book of 100 love letters but I didn't tell her I liked her until a month after I got over her. She told me she knew. We're still best friends but she was my She.
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Aww. I hope that one day you find someone who looks at you the same way you do them. You deserve it.
0 likesAwwww you are a wonderful person!!!
1 likeI still haven’t found myself a she but I sure am excited to have one.
0 likesOh to live in a cozy cottage in the woods with my wife, baking, writing, and singing songs.
Here's the lyrics if you have a special guy on your mind :)
2 likesAm I allowed to look at him like that?
Could it be wrong
When he's just so nice to look at?
And he smells like lemongrass and sleep
He tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture
And he...
Means everything to me
Oh, oh
I'd never tell
No, I'd never say a word
And oh, it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
And he smells like lemongrass and sleep
He tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture
And he...
Means everything to me
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
And I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
'Cause even when he's next to me
We could not be more far apart
And he tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall
But to him
I taste of nothing at all
And he smells like lemongrass and sleep
He tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find him in a Polaroid picture
And he...
Means everything to me
Yes, he means everything to me
He means everything to me
When this is like all over Tik Tok and your remember when it first came out 💛
1 likei remember listening to this song in 2015, still in the closet because i was in 5th grade and would be scared of what people at school would think since they were really judgy now i’m a sophomore and out as bisexual :)
1 likewatched this video for the first time in 2014 anxious i could be gay and now im screaming it every two sec we stan
2 likesMy ex girlfriend sent me this when we started daiting🤧 I miss her so much😭🥺
2 likesI dedicated this song to first girl i fell in love with when i realized i was bi, honestly every single part of the song made sense to me everytime i was with her. I was scared and i thought that probably this would ruin our friendship, and i think in some kind of way it did, now that she´s not anymore in my everyday, i still love her and i really wish her the best of the lucks. Andrea you´ll probaly will never see this but be sure i will always love you and the best thing i can do its let you go.
0 likesI just found this and it is amazing !!!!
0 likesHappy pride month!
i accidentally just sang "and she smells like lemongrass and sleep, and she tastes like apple juice and bleach" oops lmao
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lmaooo
2 likesSuddenly took a darker turn..
12 likesAnd I sang “and she smells like lemongrass and sheep”
14 likesTHIS MADE ME WHEEZE LMAO
0 likesim crying
1 likeare you okay
1 likehow she makes me feel
2 likesshe’s a vance joy song come to life, soft like emmylou, warm like saturday sun, and as classic as riptide
spring daffodils and summer cherries
lavender fields
stripes and overalls
raspberry lemonade
doves and clouds and being free
flowers blooming
snowflakes
late night rain
pink and yellow and blue and all her favourite colours in between
cotton candy
violet skies
painting with watercolours
english accents
fuzzy socks
bicycle rides
and old movies about falling in love,
because they’re so true with her.
Oh my, I love this song almost as much as I love the woman who wrote it. And that accent (sounding like an American now), I could listen to her read a book on refrigeration engineering, it is so fun to hear!
0 likesI see all these sweet comments from people altering the lyrics to make it fit for their situation or telling really cute stories. And it made me wonder, we are all someones she/he/they etc. but maybe one of these comments is about you. Maybe someone you know has written something so sweet for you. And maybe they didn't, maybe they wrote it in their diary or in their head. Just remember you are beautiful and loves and people will have some cute stories about you, just because you don't always hear them doesn't mean they don't exist.
4 likesnora
2 likesher smile is so bright
her long hair is the color of autumn
her blue eyes sparkle like a diamond
she’s a drop of bright color in a sea of gray
she’s the most gorgeous person in the whole world
loving her is painful when she doesn’t know you exist
but loving her is also beautiful
because she was the one who sparked the rainbow tears
and that is better than any tears of gray
There is something about this song that is so simple...but also genius.
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4 likes@Dallas Coryell exactly my thoughts
1 likeI had a “she”. She is currently my best friend, and i had a crush on her some months ago. I would love hugging her before school, and smell the nice scent of her fresh curly hair. She always grabs me by the wrist to make sure i am listening to her, to tell me something no matter how random or simple it was. We always talk about our favorite shows and movies nonstop. Our sense of humor is only understood by each-other, and we can laugh together for hours on end. When i used to like her, she had a big crush on a guy and ended up making out with him at a party. It hurt having to see it all happen, put on a facade and feel excited for her. Despite feeling jealous, i learned that all i want in the world is to see her happy, and if she didnt see me the same way i saw her, so be it. this song by dodie and “let her go” by passenger was really important to my moving on. I know this was released 5 years ago and this will get lost among the comments, but i just had to get it out of my chest. I hope this song can help others as much as it helped me understand my emotions. :)
1 likeMy she...
1 likeShe smelt like sugarcane and dreams.
She tasted like chocolate milk and cotton candy.
You would’ve found her in a misty cherry blossom forest.
She meant, and always will mean, everything to me.
Dodie, you are my she 😫
4 likesi just want a girlfriend so i can sing this to her </3
0 likesI absolutely loved being a part of this - it's turned out so good! thank you dodes ❤️
22 likesholy frack though, dodie, so fckn stunning.
16 likesIs it just me or is this the most beautiful and relatable comment section ever
19 likesLiterally E V E R
Throwback to my first crush on a girl, I used to listen to this all the time lol
0 likesI can’t wait to meet my “she”. Since 3rd grade I’d have several girl crushes but I cant find someone yet. Then again I’m still in 6th grade but that doesn’t mean I cant be in love <3
1 likeThis is in an awesome Italian series on Netflix about horoscopes and love that I just watched. I'm so glad I heard this 💜
0 likesShe smelled like colored pencils and fresh air
2 likesShe tasted like warm sweaters and laughs
Her smile lit up galaxies
Tracing her glasses with my finger
Her hugs when I cried
Her soft voice saying “it’s okay”
Her curly fluffy hair
You could find her with my head in her lap during recess
Me wearing her sweater because I forgot mine
She didn’t care if she was cold
As long as I was warm
The sight of her cuts is imprinted in my mind forever
I don’t know where you are now
I wish I could have saved you
I wish I hadn’t said that
I shouldn’t have said that
If I could go back in time I’d undo those words
My time with my she was so short
Yet it felt like a magical forever
I miss you
to my "she"
2 likesyou know i loved you, you dont know that i still do. Im happy you found happiness somewhere else, though i wish it couldve been me....im not one to write long romantic texts, i already did that but threw them away because they were all about you.
but if you ever see this, know that ive always thought of you while listening to this
love, your loempia
My she has a laugh so amazing it makes my heart skip a beat, my she is so gorgeous that I stop breathing when I see her, my she makes me laugh when I need to, my she knows when she needs to take things seriously, my she is amazing, my she is a he, and I wasn’t ready for that
0 likesI love hearing all of these wonderful stories, but I don’t have a she. I want to be someone’s She
0 likesshe smells like happiness
1 likeshe tastes like vimto bonbons
you would find her in the woods in the rain
and she, means everything to me
I'm several years late to the party but I'm reading all thses stories and I want to contribute so here goes.
3 likesMy she right now isn't straight. I'm not sure what she identifies as, but I know she dates both boys and girls. I found out that we listen to the same music and after I got dumped I realized that she was really pretty. I hadn't told anyone. Still haven't, really. Anyway, I was thinking about making a move when I found out a guy friend of mine started going out with her. This is the second time something like this has happened to me.
Edit: I just got a like on this and its kinda therapeutic to write my thoughts down so to add to this, she said she didn't really like that guy and they broke up. They were still close enough that I was considering making a move because it wouldnt be too weird.
She and I had a moment in the bathroom. It was magical. Somehow, she got hold of a new song that isn't technically out here yet and we listened to it together.
I was really hoping she was into me.
And then she told me that she's started going out with another guy I know. He didn't know that I liked her either, so no hard feelings except that A) he didn't tell me they got together B) I thought he was gay but he's bi so now I feel like a shitty friend for not knowing he's bi and C) I still like her. I'm trying to get over it, but I do.
Life sucks sometimes, but I know it'll be better. There will be girls that I like that like me back that don't have boyfriends. But it still sucks for now.
Edit 2: I'm completely over her now and very confused about another girl.
i’ll come back to this comment when i’ve found my ‘she’
4 likesMy ‘she’ has been my best friend since we were 9. I had no I fea she was my she. We’ve been through so much together, but I think I’ll just keep admiring from afar.
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0 likesSame.
i can’t wait to think of my “she” listening to this song when i find her
0 likesYou inspire me. xxx
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love you♥
281 likes@doddleoddle @***** you make my day
16 likesyour name descirbes me right now.. it sunday and im up at 4:25
6 likesyou both inspire me :) xxx
11 likesstill waiting for a collab of you two wonderful ladies! xx
72 likesYou both and ed sheeran insire me. I write songs but they are crap.
13 likes@EpicGamer37
1 likelol, i have a 4 day weekend so i can stay upaslong as iwant on sunday!
Get someone else to listen to it, one of my friends wrote a song and told me it was crap and i listened to it and it was amazing. Get someone to check before you say it's crap. Xx
3 likesIly carrie<3
2 likesCOLLAAAAAAAB
5 likesCARRIEEEEE
2 likesItsWayPastMyBedTime, Srsly its way past my bed time right now xD its 12:56 right now
7 likesThe only reason I liked this is because I made it 2017 likes xD
7 likesItsWayPastMyBedTime I love you Carrie!! ❤️
2 likes#InternationalWomen'sDay
28 likesHonestly you two are such huge influences in my life and me writing music and excitable screaming
6 likesCarrie Hope Fletcher
0 likesU and Dodie inspire me SO much and u 2 r my biggest inspirations!! ❤️❤️❤️
I honestly think she inspires all of us, her songs always feel honest and real <3
0 likesMe too the aesthetic ❤️
1 likeSame
0 likesI dont know what it is, but the delivery of this song is the saddest but loveliest thing I've ever heard
1 likedear my ‘she’ —
1 likei know i’m not your she. but someone else is, and she looks at you the same way i did. i see you look back at her just the same. don’t break her heart like you did mine. please. ily.
S/o to the song that helped me admit im a huge lesbian.
0 likesThis song will always have a special place in my heart.
I wouldnt put it past my future self to have this be the first dance my wife and i dance at our wedding.
I was brought here by Liam O'Brian's connecting with the song, and your work is amazing. I can't wait to share this with my daughter. I think it will speak directly to her, but it also speaks to the connections of humanity and as much as love is love, unrequited love is unrequited love. Thank you for this song.
0 likesMy girlfriend now actually sang this song to me before we were dating and I instantly fell in love with both your song and her XDD guess that makes me super gay
106 likesto everyone in the comments, thank you for sharing your beautiful words of your Shes with me. maybe one day i'll be confident enough to talk about mine, but as of now my bisexuality is terrifying due to my strong feelings of love for both girls and Jesus Christ.
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i think i relate to you too much for it to be healthy
0 likes@Yeti hello again
0 likescoming back five years later hits.... harder than it should
2 likesShe's My Rainy Days on January morning but not like the the bad type of rain but more like that the phenomenon of Sunny rain. She's the one pause in the movie or the song or whatever that just makes you feel amazing, she's bisexual, we're dating... but I hurt her. She might break up with me it's almost been a year to. It's my fault and I'm ready to accept it but I just I listen to this song when I had a crush on her when I first saw her. And when she accidentally told me she liked me my heart s o a r e d and I messed it all up. You haven't talked at all, but I can still feel your pain from this far, I know you want to talk to me but you can't because you're scared, I don't want you to know I love you so much love at the point I might break. I've been made fragile, and I just hope she learns what support is.
6 likesP. S. I'll Always Love You even if I'm on the island. Bye.
Edit:she broke up with me but that's okay, we both still love each other very much. And we're still friends. But I still want to be with her and kiss her.
She smells like strawberry and feathers
0 likesShe tastes like music and laughter
You would find her in a cheap music festival
And she...
Means everything to me
I felt this way for my 'she' for so long, until I got up the courage to tell her.
58 likesTurns out we both liked eachother.
We've now been dating for almost two months, and I love her so so so much.
I'm going to do something for her with this song, because she really means everything to me.
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xWYVRYNx that's adorable aww
0 likeswyvryn are you still together
1 likeupdate pls
0 likesThis speaks to me on a personal level. Dodie has to keep hittin the feels
0 likesI can't tell you how much I love this song❤🌺
0 likesShe came into my life at such a rough patch for me, but since then has stuck by my side and supported my every decision. With miles upon miles between us it was a risky decision, but we fell for each other, and I don't regret a single thing. Every day i smile a little more. I love you, jow.
0 likesMy 'she' was a close friend. We hadn't known each other all that long, but some how our friendship grew really quickly. Despite knowing(and accepting) that I'm gay, as well as being out to most people, when I started to feel an attraction, I pushed away. At the time it must have seemed really weird to her because one minute I was really open and happy, and the next I was cold and closed off. This wasnt my first 'she' and I felt that I couldn't let my heart be broken again. I was doing my GCSEs that year, so I felt that my grades would be affected if I acknowledged my feelings. All of this happened while I knew that she(at least thought) she was bi. She would talk to me about this girl that she really fancied, and I killed me inside to here her talk about her. After my GCSEs I broke down and wrote her a letter explaining pretty much everything, including my feelings for her. About a month later she told me that she was dating this guy. She also told me that if she wasn't dating him when I told her I liked her then she would have said she liked me back. I was just starting to get over her and it tore the wound right open. A few weeks later she told me that she wasn't bi, and that it was just a phase. We haven't talked since.
1 likeoh my god i love my “she” so so much. everything about her, her dark hair, green and blue eyes, her smile, her laugh, she’s so sweet, she is so so caring. she means everything to me, but i mean nothing to her. i see whole galaxies in her eyes and she can’t even see a single star in mine
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But your world crashes when she leaves
2 likesi remember my first she
1 likei was in 7th grade. i had been friends with this girl for about 1 year. we became really close that year and talked every day. we facetimed every day after school and we hung out every weekend. she had another best friend at the time and they were both boy crazy. i would always get jealous when they went over and talked to all the boys. i wanted her all to myself. i stayed up until 1 in the morning listening to her cry about this boy that she liked and how he liked her best friend. i felt so bad for her, and i just wanted to hold her in my arms as she cried. after winter break, she started to distance herself from me. i was confused because we were good friends before but all of a sudden, she started avoiding me. i was so confused and sad, i had no idea what to do. then, covid hit. we stopped becoming friends and i was heartbroken. during quarantine, i made the discovery that i was queer, and everything made so much sense. i could never tell her how i felt because she is straight, she also doesn’t like me now for whatever reason BAHA. but, i’m over her. and i’ve changed and moved on. i’m a freshman now, it took me a very hard time to accept myself. but now i know that it’s ok to be a gay girl. and i’m happier then i ever was before :)
My boyfriend tells me this song reminds him of me I’m actually crying I love my baby
0 likesI've only seen her a couple times and talked to her even less, but she makes me feel like I've got a family of butterflies nesting at the bottom of my stomach😊🥰🥰
0 likesI'm not gay or bi but this song is really pretty, and it reminds me of my best friend. She does mean everything to me, but not in that light.
1 likeyou'll never know now, but i loved you. i loved your warm eyes and your honey skin, your freckles and your smile. i loved the way your brown hair shined auburn in the sun, and your dimples that you gave oh-so-generously. i loved you, i really did.
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Ari Drago that's so sweet 🙂
20 likesAri Drago this is so sadly beautiful like poetry
48 likesAri Drago did you mean Dan Howell
55 likes"you'll never know me" let me guess. a classic case of summer camp? or is she in your school and you can't talk to her?
9 likesYou know what? That is the same description of my best friend, who I am in love with, and when I read it I started crying because it reminded me of her and I miss her so much...
25 likesBobbi more like my high school crush lol...
3 likesSo deep and eloquent.. I love your writing.
7 likesThink I just fell in love with this comment
2 likesYou described me haha
0 likes+athenais roger lucky lil bih
2 likesI’m sorry aren’t you like 12
1 likeA. Drago i fell in. love with that comment
1 likehow did u make me cry with a few sentences
5 likesyoshii Puppy love is very real my friend. And It hurts just as much as immature lovers can
2 likesdamn...this punched my feelings in the face, and then gave my feelings a hug XDDD
3 likesA. Drago that's so beatutiful
0 likesA. Drago while I am listening to this song and reading this, I am crying. This song is the one that I used to listen to when I got my first girlfriend (first girl) and she broke up with me for a guy, I still love her even though we. Won't be together and knowing her is enough for me, but this described her perfectly. She is so incredibly beautiful
1 likeyoshii I’m sorry but arent you like seven?
1 likeOh my so touching and poetic! May I make an extended version and turn it into a song?
0 likesA. Drago beautiful.
0 likesTori, i guess THE PHANDOM IS FUCKING EVERYWHERE OMG BUT ALSO TRUE
0 likesA. Drago & 1200th LIKE!!!
0 likesEnchanted Onyxia why r u guys so rude if he felt this way he felt this way u didn’t go through what he felt doesn’t matter what age so just please stop with the hate
0 likesDay 1 of listening to this song every day, until my crush falls in love with me...
1 likeher enunciation is so shortened and clear at the same time i love it
0 likesThis is my fav song from dodie, im discovering myself and i dont know if im bi or hetero. I’m a little bit lost. So this is just so helpful.
0 likesthis song is as heartbreaking as ever, good to know :D
0 likesThis hit different but it's so perfect I love this so much and I love you so much
0 likesim out to my parents, have had good wlw relationships and do not have a current crush but this song hits me and makes me cry, i love it!
0 likesI DID NOOOOTTT... need to start CRYING in the middle of my zoom class... damn I love this song... dangit
1 likeCan’t believe TikTok lesbians hate on this song so hard. It’s beautiful
4 likesThank you... a close friend just died she was like the only sibling I had
125 likesThank you dodie... you help calm me down... and it isn't the first time I've cried to your songs
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Shwump Animations I'm sorry
5 likesLizzy Symons it's okay...it will get better... I hope
5 likesShwump Animations it does. Two of my friends passed away this year. It absolutely burns at first, but the pain will fade. You'll never be completely over it, but you won't be broken
6 likesIt doesn't get better. But it does get easier.
0 likesit'll get easier
0 likes@Yeti you’re in literally every reply section
0 likes@AG cuz im in love and lonely lol
0 likesOver this quarantine I started thinking about what I felt and I heard this was a really good song. I listened to it and realized I was thinking of my best friend, who I thought I had lost feelings for. Now whenever I listen to this song I think of her. I'm going to ask her out in a year or two because she said she wasn't ready to date anyone yet. I really hope she feels the same way.
0 likesShe is my best friend. She constantly in and out of relationships. She loves the rain and snuggles. She smells like warm hugs and blankets. She is a foot taller than me but I don’t care. She has bright blue eyes that transform into the prettiest hazel in the sun. She will never love me like I love her. She breaks my heart but puts it back together at the same time. She is happy. She is my favorite person. She makes me sad but I don’t mind. She will never see me. She.
2 likesI’m here crying over a straight girl :’)
2 likesShe tastes like birthday cake is my favorite line✨🍰
1 like"She" is (most definitely) straight and a Christian and says the word "gay" in a slightly ashamed whisper, and it breaks my heart every time.
236 likesEdit: we still haven’t directly talked about it (probably because we both have anxiety and are terrified of losing each other) but we have talked about how cute Ryden (a gay relationship between Ryan Ross and Brendon Urie) could’ve been together, and about other gay ships. So maybe life isn’t as cruel as it can be made out to be - a more hopeful version of the same human 😊
Edit (once again) Months from the first comment: I told her that I’m bi last night, and she replied in all caps, that she was so proud of me, for being able to tell her 😁 I was crying tears of joy from her response. She told me that I wasn’t alone (although she is writing a full response at some point today, because her parents told her to go to bed before she could) I still am convinced sometimes that she is only in my head, because I could not have asked for a better friend - the happiest version of me that I’ve been in quite a long time
Yet another edit: We’re together now 😁 (also, dear past me, your “straight” sister literally just broke up with/completely emotionally destroyed said “straight girl”...yet you are oblivious to all of it)
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That's soooo shitty. I wonder what it's like to fall in love with a person like that! Sounds terrible. I'm really turned off by that sort of attitude, thank God... Can't fall in love with someone who's presence disgusts you. :)
4 likesI've liked this dude like all through elementary school but now we're in high school he acts all Republican and talks shit about gays (I'm pansexual) and everything but I still like him...
1 likeRYDEN ITS EVERYWHERE I GO OHHHHHHH MY GOSH........ I’m sorry to hear that, I hope she comes to her senses
1 likeAmelia Harrell I'm so happy for you!!!!
1 likeMy first She was my hero. When I came to my new school, she was my first friend -and, I would later discover, my first crush. She was so many first. First person I came out to. First heartbreak. She was so beautiful. Long strawberry blonde hair that fell in waves. Eyes that changed hues. And when she cut her hair to shoulder length, she looked even better. She was like fire, I think. Confident, strong -or at least that's how I saw her. She came out to me first, you know. In fact, her confidence gave me the confidence to come out. As we grew older, she changed and we grew apart. I realized we would never work out. So I let go. I missed who she used to be, what we used to have.
2 likesMy second She is wild. I've only known her for a few days, yet she's left such an impression on me. She's strong and determined, smart and unafraid. She's loyal and kind. I lo- no, I like her. I like her a lot.
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Who is sheeee?
0 likesim sorry but- when did dodie get to almost 2 million subs??? ive been here for a long while and... im- im so proud of her...
1 likeFound this... I can't stop thinking about my crush 😂 thanks
3 likesI think I’m biromantic, my she, my best friend, is so calming to be around. She smells of flowers and sadness. I hug her occasionally and she does the same. Holding on to each other when we need it.
1 likeShe loves another person though. They are the most adorable people together and I tell her that they look so cute together. I want her to be happy. Maybe in the back of my mind I had a crush on her, I’ve never had one of these crushes, that’s why I think I’m asexual, or maybe I just lack feeling in general.
Perhaps I’m leaning on her for emotional support. Feelings like these make my head a chaotic mess. I think I gave up a long time ago, it’s just that I’m not really sure what I am feeling. Its a mixture of emotions whenever I see her. I admire her and just want her to be happy, because she deserves someone so much more.
I hope that she gets together with her, I will cheer her on and tuck this feeling away.
Sorry this is just a rant on Youtube, I needed to get my feelings into words somehow.
“she” loves me back. she sang this song to me. sometimes my anxiety gets in the way of things, or my brain is just weird and messes things up, but she’s so patient and loving. i love her sooooo much.
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at least "she" likes you back. this week im gonna try to hang out with "she" and im gonna kiss her!
0 likesthis song made me realize that i liked my first ever girlfriend so thanks dode 😎
0 likesall of us lesbians’ hearts are MELTING
2 likesTo my she, you are the most Beautiful person I have ever met. I love you more then you could ever know. Ever since I met you, my days have gotten a little brighter. You are amazing at everything you do, and I have loved you for four years now. You are the best thing in this world and help me everyday to become someone I know you will be proud of. So though I know you will never see this, I love you Mina, with all my heart, I probably won’t ever get the courage to tell you but I hope one day I will.
1 likeBeautifully done and you did great 👍
0 likesThis makes me think of my best friend who isn't my best friend anymore. She just stopped talking to me and honestly I still love her more than anything on this earth.
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aw im sorry
4 likesouch i don't talk to my best friend anymore either
6 likesi miss her but it's my fault i was the one who stopped it all, the worst part was that i did it to see if she'd care
and
Well,
she didn't
...or at least she didn't show it
Chicken Bathroom We're in the same situation. I miss my best friend in the whole world! I told her i missed her and she said "i'm sorry...i didn't know....." i walked away crying. When we were best friends.....She was the only one there for me....i am in another world without her... :(
4 likes+Betsie Lynch one day i hope you'll find someone so much better. just think about it, there's 7billion people in the whole world and probably a couple billion who are dicks so minus 2 billion that's like 5 billion friends -actually i think a lot more ppl are mean but like you still have so many people out there who'd be more than willing to be your friend, i want to say something to my friend but i don't think i ever will. at least you did it, you should be proud
2 likesChicken Bathroom thank you soooo much! it means a lot! hope u find the trust worthy friend! x
4 likesThe exact same thing happen to me and I still feel like that
1 likeThe same hing happened with me. Oddly the same. For me the person just stopped talking and starting seeing a boyfriend a lot more.
2 likesSame here. It's been years and I still miss her :(
2 likesFor everyone who has someone they'd wish to be back in their life— contact them, text them, call them, write them a letter, find them on social media, do it now. Honestly, do it, right now. Stop reading this and do it
9 likesSam Brink But.... i did and.... we are still not the same as we used to... we... are.... still........... strangers
2 likessame for me....i've got better people in my life now though and i'm so much happier than i used to be <3 stay strong
3 likesLucy Davey I used to have a best friend and we used to talk everyday and I loved talking to her soo much.She then got a boyfriend and went from only talking about him to bearly texting me and then just not texting me at all. Its been a year already and I miss it a lot everyday.
2 likesthis hurts so much. i was in love with my best friend and even if she was horrible to me and i know she didn't deserve my love at all, i still miss her.
10 likeswhen I read this I started crying.. I just want ny friend back!
3 likesLucy Davey~~ i relate so much to this it made me cry.
3 likesLucy Davey My best friend, who I have liked for ever, recently stopped talking to me because I got a girlfriend. She has a boyfriend though and claims to still like me but I can't date her so why try.
2 likesthat happened to me but i don't care anymore, i actually am angry at her
3 likesLucy Davey
1 likeBoi literally same
same :-( she just stopped talking to me, and I really miss her so fricking much.
1 likeLucy Davey oh that's awful :( if she means that much tell her!!
0 likesLucy Davey but if it's hopeless you'll find someone new and sometimes there's reason for loosing people ❤️
0 likesAwh I've been in this situation before. Recently I got in a fight with my best friend and she was mad at me, but she meant everything to me. So if you can, then you should have a big chat with her (if you are comfortable) or you can let her know how you feel about her via letter/text. I hope things work out for you like the way it did for me <3
5 likesLucy Davey you will find someone way better. 🌈
4 likesIt's the same for me. She was my best friend and I still love her. I know she's happier now though, so that makes it easier for me too. Doesn't mean I don't miss her more than anything though
10 likesLucy Davey I've never felt such a connection to comment ever before. i miss her so much..
4 likesfeel ya lucy u.u
0 likesLucy Davey that is an awful thing to go through.. I had the same thing happen to me a year ago. stay strong
1 likeReading this made me realize that I'm doing this to my own best friend... I'm slowly starting to talk less and less with her. I love her to bits, but I'm just... Busy, I guess. And she's also busy, but I miss the times when we'd be screaming and having fun just like we did two years ago.
4 likesPockiePandee same here. We both have a lot stuff to do in school an its just killing me. Plus she have a boyfriend now. I seen her last year in September maybe... and barely texted with her
1 likereminds me of my best friend. i had a crush on her before i really knew i was bi. i never told her and she was murdered a year ago so i never will i guess...
0 likessame
0 likesUnicatwhal ugh i had a crush on my friend too but id never say i word to her cause i was afraid something like this would break our friendship but idk i need encouragement
0 likesChara Dremurr Neko me too ugh
1 likeLucy Davey this song also reminds me of an ex bestfriend because she introduced me to Dodie and I'm glad she did but I don't regret leaving her at all.
0 likesLucy Davey I've been in the same situation with my crush/best friend and I miss talking to her
1 likeI'm absolutely love this song,it's beautifully gay too:)
1 likeMy ‘She’ has curly blonde hair that waves in the wind like silk, a sweet smile that shines like the sun, she wears shorts and shirts to every event I see her, her voice sounds like church bells ringing and she is the person I love most in this world.
0 likes(Sorry for being sappy qwp)
My comfort song atm <3
3 likesomg, I just heard this very song in the Italian Netflix series "An Astrological Guide for Broken Hearts" and I am beyond proud! Proud that I knew right away that it was your voice and your song, that's just so cool ❤
0 likesjust realized this is one of the first songs i found when coming to terms with my bisexuality (2016) and i completely forgot about it. i didn't even start really listening to dodie until this year. this is my first time watching it since and all i remember is having this on repeat, taking each word to heart. i guess i've come full circle
148 likesShe smells like vanilla sweets
4 likesShe tastes like cotton candy dreams
Oh you would find her in a forest with the birds
And she.....means everything to me oh~
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Peach Milk UwU whoa I love this
0 likesAlison Thanks haha I made it about my crush at the time it is actually based of their interests
1 likeThey never liked me back but it’s okay cuz I moved on
1 likeim actually thinking of my boyfriend while listening to this.
0 likesthe whole tune of this song reminds me of his beautiful eyes in the sun
wind making his hair all messy
his loving arms and warm smile
so healthy
happy.
i love you nino.
WAIT I REMEMBER HEARING THIS SONG SOME TIME IN MIDDLE SCHOOL AND NOW SHE’S SO POPULAR SO FJDJSJSISJDHDH
1 likeShe’s my best friend and we’ve been through ups and downs... but she’s in love with someone else and has been her whole life. I feel safe with her, laughing, being awkward but it’s okay. She thinks she’s ugly but her freckles are beautiful and her eyes sparkle in the golden sun by her window. I know it will never happen, I have no chance, but I can’t stop the way I feel about her. This song just describes everything so perfectly. Me and my crush love each other. But we only love each other as friends, and nothing else. I guess I’ll just have to be hiding my whole life
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Sorry for that but all these people in the comment section really made me want to spread my feelings too
0 likesOh man. I really like this girl. She’s so beautiful, so talented, so kind, and unfortunately... so straight. I guess our romance will exist in my dreams :(
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probably clarisse try and go for it, maybe she isn’t straight. If she truly is, I’m sorry and I hope you can get over it well and you will remain good friends. ❤️
0 likesI just asked out my crush, god she's amazing. I'm so glad we're dating now
0 likesOh boy I felt the same about my crush she meant and still means everything to me. Its been more than a year now and Im just so lucky to have her by my side
0 likes"But to her I taste of nothing at all" but I think to her I tasted like a friend... and yeah my feelings and emotions broke our friendship. It's really hard not to have feelings for your straight friend.
1 likeThis song is my favorite song ever!
0 likesShe has hugs that feel like coffee on a gloomy morning. She smells like rain and and tastes like raspberries. Her eyes are like a blanket in the coldest of winters. Her smile is goofy and sweet and confused. Her thoughts are whimsical and silly. She speaks sunlight and sugar. When she breathes, she breathes in hope. And when she exhales, she exhales comfort. And most importantly, she will never feel the same about me. She will never see me and think of her favourite sweater. She will never smile at the thought of me. She will never ponder if the things in my head. She will never know of the aching I feel in my chest for her. And lastly, she will never know I love her.
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Beautiful... How is it now?
1 likeAwe ..... I sure she does . How’s it going now ?lots of love ❤️
2 likesMy one of those ^^ is my favorite fucking sweater. I relate so hard m8. Feel better
0 likes@I_Am_Glove i don't think they were intending on judging anyone for their sexuality. they're just frustrated that the person they like could never like them back.
0 likesShe told me she was bi after someone was saying gays are weird. I went over to her house for a sleepover, and I told her while we were swimming. She said “I’m surprised but that” and we just kept swimming. I tried to be cute and send things and she’s not saying anything. I don’t know if she likes me or not, but I hope she knows.
1 likeShe means everything to me
I'm a straight guy and I love this song.
1 likeGosh this song is so sweet and beautiful
1 likeShe means everything to me 💔🤐
2 likesI remember when I first found this sound. I loved it, but it wasn't something I could relate to.
502 likesNow it hurts how much I can relate which, somehow, makes the song even better which I didn't think was possible.
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@Carissa H song not sound sorry
0 likes@Carissa H I know, I relate so much. I love her so much but I can't say anything
9 likes@Carissa H @Phan Girl Carissa,I feel the same now
0 likesI understand you </3
I commented this on the day I told her, and she said yes and I love her so much<3
13 likesAwn <3
0 likesso,finally u had a happy ending?
I wish all bliss and love to you
0 likes@HexxisBR - Voltei \o/ did you tell her?
0 likesNo
0 likesI can't
0 likesWell, she isn't very close to me and she HAS A FUCKING BOYFRIEND
@HexxisBR - Voltei \o/ aw I'm sorry friend :( but you'll get over her someday xx
0 likesI'm hoping she is bi because maaan, how do someone can be so lovely and cute and beautiful and so fucking perfect
1 likeShe study on my school but my class is in the morning, her class is in the afternoon
0 likesOne of my best friends is her classmate, but I didn't come out yet to anyone except my friend Leonardo ( Well, I didn't come out to him but he saw that I was kissing a girl, so...)
0 likes@HexxisBR - Voltei \o/ it'll be okay, you will be happy without her, even if it takes a long time xx
0 likesLast week I was with that friend who is her classmate, and she appeared smiling, showing her wrists with cut marks, and my friend said something like "Look, these cuts aren't too recent"
0 likesIt hurts me because I can't help her, and when I talk about this, she refuses to say how she feels about the cuts
On one hand I want to like her, on the other, liking her, is making me sad and I getting bad to know that I will never have anything with her besides friendship
Anyway, thanks for saying this...
(Oh, and sorry if I said something wrong because I'm brazilian and my english is bad)
@HexxisBR - Voltei \o/ I wish I could help you man but I think maybe you'll just have to stick it out xx
0 likes@Phan Girl is it weird that this comment made me cry :´D
1 like@***** nope, love is emotional :')
1 likethis is relevant to my situation
0 likesI saw the cabinet in the top left corner and knew it was Dan and Phil's kitchen oh god I'm trash
1 likeI understand you, but my case is a little bit different. My best friend told her she likes me, and I like her too, but we can't be together because our families are extremely religious and homophobic. It hurts so much, because I know that if I fall in love with her, I wouldn't be able to hide it, and my parents would kick me out of the house... It hurts so fucking much.
0 likes+miyabi megumi told me**
0 likessame
0 likesIt's a beautiful song (or should I say beautiPHIL.... I'll leave)
7 likes@THE PHANDOM IS EVERYWHERE you literally are everywhere
4 likes+Jenna Cath you can't escape us.
0 likes+THE PHANDOM IS EVERYWHERE aha i love the phandom xD we're everywhere
0 likes+Eden Korsia haha yes :D
0 likes+THE PHANDOM IS EVERYWHERE yas
0 likesYou could make millions with that voice
1 likeGod, I wish someone loved me like that
2 likesPerfectly describes how I felt when I first discovered I like women....
1 likeSo talented <3
0 likesHer hands are always so cold but so soft and she'll ask me to warm them up because mine are always warm. I miss her all of the time, even if she's sat right there. And now I'm crying. Thanks Dodie.
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@***** So much sadness.
0 likesHELLO PHAN
0 likesIt's funny because she actually smells like lemongrass and sleep. And her hands are skilled but small and warm. And they press hard but lightly upon your skin, her hair is blonde but not TOO blonde, the perfect amount. You're horrible, Dodie. I'm gonna go cry in a corner now. (no hate, love you Dodie <3)
20 likesI remember listening to this when it first came out. I had no idea back then
0 likesDodie is such a terrific songwriter 🤍
0 likes"She means everything to me."
2 likesI am a pansexual trans male.
I have had a friend since the begining of 6th grade. Im in 8th grade and we are still friends.
She was the first person i came out to.
I am in a toxic realationship with my boyfriend ive known since i was 4.
We are still friends let alone him being toxic as hell.
I have a crush on my friend who i have known since 6th grade.
She's so pretty and sweet.
I wanna hold her.
But i cant.
She doesnt feel the same.
Ive told her before.
I dont want to ruin our friendship.
She is an absolutely amazing person.
I dont want her to hurt because of me.
This song reminds me of her.
It hurts my heart so much.
We always want what we cant have..
-9.3.20-
By Mordy
when i was eleven i would listen to this song over and over and try to convince myself that who I was was okay and now I'm sixteen and doing the same thing. its a different girl now and my life has completely flipped on its head. this new girl is pretty and smart and talented and oh so kind and I haven't ever felt like this for someone who I wasn't dating and it hurts. shes one of my best friends and went on a date with one of our guy friends yesterday and I feel like I'm eleven again. i cant look at her without feeling shame, cant hold her hand without feeling guilty, can't joke without feeling like a liar. she deserves to know but I'm not going to ruin what ive built. i hope it works out with our friend and I hope that she's happy, she deserves it.
1 likeI think the general summary for anyone listening to this is:
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cries
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nerissa and wishing falling in love wouldn't hurt so much
5 likesalso hoping that the "she" we fell for feels the same
4 likesNot really. For me it's like :
0 likescries
listens
I'm weird.
i know how everyone is describing their “she” in the comments but here’s my problem, i don’t know to describe my “she”. she’s just my beautifully complicated “she” and i love that.
0 likesshes everything that we love, cottagrs, frogs, bright things, ruby, i love you
0 likes3:38 These Cuts are always perfectly timed
0 likesI don't have a She, I never have. Just a gal listening to some jolly tunes.
2 likesi was joking with my she about how bad i am at singing
90 likesand she told me to sing tear in my heart by tøp for her because we are true buds no homo bro
and i told her about this song because it was the only love song that came to my mind
and now two weeks later i realize that this song is literally my feels about her
She smells like linen and brownies
1 likeShe tastes like lemons and burts bees
You would find her in a Snapchat filter
And she... means everything to me
this song reminds me of the first girl i ever loved and oh god:( if you’re reading this i’m sorry. i’m sorry i messed things up, i’m sorry i don’t text you anymore, i’m sorry we fell apart and i have moved on and so have you. i’m glad you have, you really deserve the world z, you do. you really did change my summer and made me a better person. i wish things worked better but i don’t think it could have. anyway i’m sorry if u see this i needed to get this out oof
1 likei am not even unhappily in love with anyone, but this song makes me feel like i'm really heartbroken and missing her.
0 likesWhom, tho :D
It's such a beautiful song...
the fact that this song came out before her coming out video makes me want to cry, but like, in a good way
0 likesI know probably nobody will see this comment, but I don't care. This song makes me think of this girl who I really like. I love everything abut her, she's so sweet, loving and absolutely amazing. I can't help, but be attracted to her, but I always thought I was straight. I guess why I like her so much is because {HE} came out as genderfluid, and it makes sense. She/He can portray both genders. Not only does the fact of liking someone not fully male terrify me, she/ he's all of the sudden drifting away from me. Like I understand if you need space but I want to be your friend. I Love You , please don't shut me out. Like she/he's only like this to me. Its got very distant. I miss my best friend so much.
28 likesThis, I'm going to sing this to my parents. This is how I'll come out to them.
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yes I hope it goes well I'm proud 👍:D
27 likesGood luck. Or have you done it? How did it go?
22 likesHow did it go!? Have you done it?
15 likesomg 5hats what i was going to do!
9 likesHow did it go???
9 likesi hope things have gone well for you dear, you mean everything to them. remember that, even if they dont understand.
19 likesI haven't done it yet, I'm sorry guys. Turns out my parents already know 😂 Oh well.
88 likes+Lili Madison McDonald that's still great
11 likes+Lili Madison McDonald THATS STILL SO AMAZING! thats a big step in the right direction, and its good that they know. i hope things can always be great for you, and the future is so bright. 💘💘
29 likesAw, I'm really happy now. I was honestly have a really bad day and now I'm so happy. (:
42 likes+Lili Madison McDonald they think it's great right?
5 likesYAY CONGRATS ON THEM KNOWING lol ops caps
6 likescongrats :3
7 likesCongrats :D
8 likesCongrats love, 💕
6 likesCongratulations! ❤️
6 likesLili Madison McDonald ^^
4 likesGuys guys my parents dont give af so im gonna do it to my frens in the cafeteria. And i got a girlfriend so more surprises for frens lol
41 likesLili Madison McDonald OMG CONGRATS FAM
11 likesMumu Duck OMG THANK YOU
8 likesLili Madison McDonald inspiring😍🙌🏼
3 likesGUYS GUYS I DID IT IN THE CAFETERIA AND ONE OF MY FRENS NUAT LOOKED AT ME AND WENT "God dammit Lili...We already fucking know." IM CRUYING
64 likesawwwhhh
5 likesLili Madison McDonald THATS AMAZING IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU IM SMILING A LOT RN
10 likesRita Leci THANK YOU
4 likesLili Madison McDonald I hope they accept you for who you are😊
3 likes@Catherine Hoang They were and I'm v happy about it
14 likesLili Madison McDonald OMG my best friends name is Lily McDonald! XD Except your name is spelt differently and you have a different middle name :p
4 likesBirdy_Girly Music Huh, that's cool. :3
4 likesBirdy_Girly Music my name is lily -.-
2 likesSodaxPOP so??
4 likesThe Laptop Lagger Aw, thank you. (:
2 likes+Lili Madison McDonald This stream of comments is exactly why I come to this "side" of youtube the happiness, the discussion amd sometimes the sadness but almost never any hatred or hanger always happiness, helpfulness and respect that's why I love fanbases like this one. and massive congratulations Lili
37 likesu give me the perfect coming out way
10 likes@Marina Victoria I'm glad I helped. (:
4 likesCongratulations on coming out!!! I wish you the best from here on out 💖💖🎉
2 likesJu Lynn Ong Thank you. ❤️❤️
2 likesLili Madison McDonald ayee FAM
2 likeslate but congrats! Posts like this make me happy af. also I love Melanie
6 likesdenimsweatervest Awe thank you! <3
4 likeshave you done it?
1 likeTabby Ellis they already knew. (:
6 likeswell done anyway thats so brave i never could have done that!!!
3 likesLili Madison McDonald i'm reading through all of these replies while listening to this song in the background and no joke tears are streaming down my face. this is so beautiful.
8 likesKirstie MacLeod awe bby don't cry ))):
3 likesLili Madison McDonald it's just amazing to see all this support you and others are getting i love this community sm ahh
2 likesKirstie MacLeod i know! I feel loved honestly.
2 likesLili Madison McDonald you seriously are and nice icon btw fam :))
2 likesCongrats love^^
2 likes+Panic! With Paramore BEST TWO BANDS EVER
1 likeyasssss
3 likesYASSSS OMFG
3 likesyasss girl! do it!
3 likesLili Madison McDonald great idea! You got this
1 likedid you?
4 likesHow did it go ^^
1 like+Lili Madison McDonald Congradulations!!!
1 likeLili Madison McDonald did you do it yet?
2 likeshave you done it yet? and how did it go/ i really hope it went well!
4 likesI hope it goes/went well :) <3
1 likeGo ahead! We'll be proud :3
5 likesLili Madison McDonald I hope it goes well! Good luck 😉
5 likesLili Madison McDonald has it gone well
1 likeLili Madison McDonald GOOD JOB LOVE U PROUD OF U
0 likesit didn't go well
6 likesnot at all
i thought you already did it and it did go well???? what happened??
1 likeLili Madison McDonald I thought you told them already?? What happened:(
0 likesLili Madison McDonald thought they already knew and it was fine
1 likeLili Madison McDonald what happened?
1 like“It feels oddly good to hurt”
9 likesGenius line. It’s like you are finally being honest with your self, but it hurts because it could never happen and you could never tell anyone. It’s like a feeling that’s awful, but worth it because it’s a feeling you could only get from her- someone you will only meet once in a lifetime. And it aches even more because thinking about it will only remind you how it might never happen.I’ve never related more to a line I don’t think... ♥️
I literally didn’t think this was a song about love until I read the comments. Honestly not hating it either. I really thought it was about jealousy, which I guess is just what I think about more than love.
1 likeOk I’m straight but I love this song 😂
1 likeI am best friends with my 'she'. And I am lucky enough to know she feels nearly the same. I'm Panromantic heterosexual and I can safely say I am so lucky. My 'she' knows I care so fricking much about her and she cares right back. Her eyes are everything. Her awkward smile is everything. Her hands and freckles and dreams are everything. And I get to be with her always. I couldn't ask for more.
1 likeGood luck to all the lovelies in the comments with their 'she's. I hope you have as much luck as I did. Hearts, hugs, and smiles around.
I also brought milk and cookies so feel free to take some. ♡
watching this vid when it first came out as a kid, it was my favorite. I didn't know why at the time or why I got so emotional when listening to it. I still don't know what it really means. Do I like girls? No, I am extremely boy crazy... Am I bi? I don't know... I do love women but I can't tell if it's admiration or attraction. Could it be both? Both my parents have expressed countless times that they would love me just the same if I was gay or anything of the sort, so what's holding me back? What's making me question things? Am I just touch deprived and therefore think I like girls? No, I've had these thoughts for years.. I don't know, maybe I'll never know...
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Don't rush yourself to figure anything out. It's good that your parents will accept you either way. It gives you more time to understand yourself without being held back. I struggled for many many years. It took meeting a girl who really confirmed the feelings I have towards women with the way she makes me feel. Now I feel so amazing knowing a little more about myself. She's my girlfriend now. But I still don't know if I'm gay or bi. I've had many boyfriends, and loved them, but it still can be confusing if maybe I was just trying to validate myself or feel normal or if they were just meant to be best friends. Life's really complicated. At this point, I'm just loving people for people, and that's all. My sexuality is my girlfriend. That's it
0 likesWhy isn't this on Spotify yet?
1 likereminds me of someone i remember listening to this on repeat damn
0 likesWait at the end there did she “correct” herself to “he” at the end there or was it just a continuation of the word she? Because if it’s the former, that is heartbreaking.
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Scoot Scoot it’s just a continuation I think. “She, (breath) eee”
3 likesi really am back here once every year leaving a comment for myself to see next time i’m here, aren’t i? lol. this time, this song—the memories associated with it—feel SO far in the past. i’m no longer here because of the girl i liked freshman year. i’m no longer the me that typed something along the lines of “songs about liking a girl” into the youtube search bar and discovered dodie for the first time. so much has happened, so much has changed. i loved a boy a couple years back and i’m still left in pieces. the girl from freshman year and i drifted apart and then back together and then apart again right before i started my first year of college this year. i’ve had ending after ending after ending and i don’t even want love anymore, but i can’t seem to get my brain to understand that. and now i’m here because i miss the me that i was when i first found this song, i miss when life was so much simpler, before oliver and before madhura and before durva. it seems like i’ve been numbing so much for the past few years. i miss back when i let myself feel my feelings, because weirdly enough the beginning of me falling apart was the last time i remember feeling my emotions. it’s weird to look at a time like that and wish i was there, isn’t it? but i do. i so desperately do. because nights like these when i let myself just feel and cry and hurt have become SO fucking rare. all i do is watch twitch stream after twitch stream while barely staying afloat with my school work because i can’t get myself to feel what i need to feel and i can’t get myself to do anything else while there r so many unfelt feelings inside of me. it’s so exhausting
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I feel the exact same way and I really hope you start feeling better darling ❤️
0 likeshey, if you see this you know who you are. i loved you. so much. so much that i couldnt even imagine that my tiny little heart had the capacity.
3 likesi know youre mad for not telling you this before but i didnt have the courage. i didnt want to lose our friendship. because you were my best friend bub, you truly were. i couldnt stop thinking about you for a second. you were always in my mind and it felt like a dream actually so i didnt want it to turn into nightmare. at first i thought it was all because of the soulmate friendship thing we had but im pretty sure that i was in love with you. you were the most beautiful person i've ever seen in my life. i always wanted to kiss your rosy cheeks, touch your soft hair and watch your doe eyes forever, but i couldnt. sigh. i just wanted to say that i was completely honest when i supported you with your crushes no matter how it hurt. because i knew we wont be a "thing" and there wont be "we". because to you, i tasted of nothing (at all) :')
i could've texted you this but i dont think you need to hear them since you already have a crush and they love you back, i assume. hope you are happy and hope you will forgive me.
So, I think I like a girl. Anytime I hear this song, I just picture her. She is really beautiful, she is everything I want to be. But I think I may want more than to be her. I think I like her, like like her.
3 likesIm only 15. But I haven't felt anything quite like this before. I've never written this down, said it aloud, or ANYTHING. But ,
I think I'm bi, and I think I like her. Woah. I don't anyone will read this. I hope not. Or do i. Who knows. Anyway, thanx for letting me get this off my chest dodie. This song means alot to me now.
I'm bi. Yep. 🌈
Very Good original song, thanks for sharing She.
0 likesListened to this song when I finally let myself be comfortable with my sexuality. This song will always be the one I can look back at and remember how much I hated myself. But I’m now happily dating this girl :) I am very very happy to say the least. She’s made me so very comfortable with my sexuality and helped me accept myself more.
1 likeAH! I completely missed this when it came out!
191 likesSuch a beautiful song. I can tell that it meant a lot to you :)
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Isn't it just
2 likesHey! Your videos are amazing!!!
1 likeso I'm sitting here crying and I just want to hug her and tell her how much she means to me and I don't even know who I am talking about
1 likeIm straight but i friggin love this song
1 likeeven with the new version nothing is just. as Crisp as this if that makes sense
1 likemy old crush was one of my friends. i adored her so much. i've moved on, but i tend to think about her every now and then. i remember listening to this song and thinking of her.
0 likesTo her:
3 likesI regret not telling you. At least if I told you, it would give me peace of mind. It has been four years since I last spoke to you and I miss you a lot. I've been trying to forget about you, but it seems that my heart does not want to. I wonder if your first love will always stick with you no matter what. If it does, its terrible inconvenient lol. I hope that you are doing well and that you find your perfect partner and you are happy. If we ever meet each other again, I'll look forward to it
i think im in love with my bestfriend
1 likeshe smells like my mom
her hair is soft, brown, and so beautiful
her brown eyes are the best thing to get lost in just thinking about what you would do if she were yours
her soft smile is my security blanket that gets me through the day
her warm, tight hugs are like hugging a baby bear
i love holding her soft hands, soft like silk
i love how she can rave on about how she takes care of her nails, her favorite music, anything
she says she loves waist hugs
she loves cute nicknames (my nickname for her is babie)
she loves how i look in her headband
shes the most unorganized person i know
she loves jelly lippies clear lipgloss because it smells like bananas and babies
she loves the thought of a perfect relationship
nobody holds a candle to her
I remember years ago I used to listen to this on loop because I was in love with my best friend who ofc was straight and ofc I did the whole girl falls for her straight best friend and it hurt so bad knowing that she could literally never be mine but I stuck around because she was my best friend we aren’t friends anymore that was years ago but still coming back listening to this song brought out some memories
0 likes2020 i am still listening to it. Thank you Doodie🥺🥺🥺🥺
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You called her doodie lmao
0 likesyeH
0 likesThis my first time admitting to this online... I like both genders. I'm so scared of these weird, new feelings I'm getting for my friends of the same gender. I know compared to a lot of people, this isn't so extraordinary. I've always supported the LGBTQ community but never in my life had I ever thought I would be any part of it. Two weeks ago, I finally built up the courage to tell my two friends and I could tell they've been pretty awkward around me after I told them. I really want to tell my best friend but I am terrified that then we'll be awkward too. We are an inseparable pair who've known each other since we were in kindergarten. We've never had many interests that we've related on, but somehow we've managed to be closer than sisters. I really hope if I tell her that won't change. Sorry for rambling and if you're reading this far I really appreciate it. :-)
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+Sinnamonie tell her when you start to fell comfortable!! it is definitely a hard thing to come out about to others because of the risk of that awkwardness happening, but trust me, later it will feel as a whole heap of weight has lifted from your shoulders!! i wish you the best of luck although n.n just please remember if anyone disses on you because of your sexuality it is best to just ignore them! no one is 100% something, sexuality is fluid!
3 likesEverything will be okay!! If you are ready to tell your best friend then you should! If you're not ready yet, thats okay too! You don't have to rush things. Just do you and you'll be okay :D
2 likes😊❤️
0 likesI'm just like you... Did you tell her?
0 likesSame. It's the most scared I've been ever
0 likesIt's scary how similar this is to me
0 likesIt's really hard, I honor you for being able to do that
2 likesits hard doing that especially if you are in love with your best friend and cant bear to separate from her.
1 likeI've been exactly there, I know complicated things can be at first... Well, it's always gonna be a bit complicated I guess, but you get used to things after a while. It can be really hard to tell people, especially if you did before and they started to act awkward, but if you really care about each other with your best friend, things are gonna be alright. I had to wait about a year before I was ready to tell my best friend, but thankfully she's been really understanding and supportive, and I hope yours will be too. And even if some people don't understand, know that we do, and fully support you. Good luck, friend:)
0 likesThe "I was a fierce ally before knowing I were gay" is a ver common experience actually! And I'm sorry about the awkwardness thing. I'm sure it's hard but remember you have a community online!
1 likeI know this was a month ago but this was how I felt 2 years ago and now I'm out to everyone and people are getting used to it and it's not even a big deal anymore . it gets so much easier and it will become 'normal' to you :)
1 likeIf they do then that's their problem not your's, you are amazing no matter what, bi, straight or gay. They could eventually process the fact that you are bi but it may take time for them to, but if they don't there are lots of people out there who will except you for you! x
1 likeSame, my family just doesnt understand...
0 likessame here. do whatever feels right <3
0 likesDont worry <3
0 likesLife is so hard..
How are you now ?
0 likesCongratulations for coming out :)
0 likesshe smells like a straight girl that im head over heels for 😍😭
1 likeI was showed this song by my best friend that I grew up with and fell in love with but she got a girlfriend and doesn’t really talk to me. Ironic huh?
1 likeThis song omg,,,,, ever since it came out I've related to it and I means so much to me... my SHE is, I think, the love of my life but I'll never be more than friends with her and I'm coming to terms with that... I love her so much that just thinking about her makes me feel like I'm floating lmao. I love her more than love can ever mean and if we're just friends it's okay because she's worth that good odd ache.
0 likesThis is exactly how I feel about my best friend. When I came out to her and a couple of other friends as apothisexual and demiromantic, she said "Oh, cool. I'm pretty sure I'm straight." I havent told anyone about my crush on her except for my other best friend but it HURT. SO. MUCH. I'm even going with her to a dance but she invited me to go as friends. 😞 Sorry for dumping my feelings on you all
0 likesIt is so nice too see, that nearly everyone in the comments found the own perfect she, the own perfect version of a girl that's perfekt and all this girls in the story are completely different but oll of them are loved by someone. Too see this shows how much love is in this world is and that everyone has the possibility to find a perfect person. It don't meters who this is. It can be a she, a he or something else. It also shows that there are so many girls which are falling in love which another girl and that's absolutely ok. Because all of you are perfekt on your own way, don't meters how you look or who you love.
0 likesI was listening to this song and my crush texted me about her crush....
3 likesNo one has to read this but this feels like a safe place to just rant.
2 likesI’m head over heals for my best friends who I met through Discord. We planned our first meetup and it was the best thing to ever happen to me, our next one is coming up soon. She’s just so perfect and everything about her makes me smile and blush. I just want to hold her and run my fingers through her hair but she’s clearly stated that we’re just best friends. I’ll always think of her this way even if the feelings are never returned. This song reminds me of her so much so I listen to it constantly but it hurts so much sometimes. Anyways, I just needed somewhere to vent. Have a great day to anyone did end up reading this :)
My She, where do I even begin, she’s dedicated, talented, and such a light. The cutest laugh and the most precious smile. Eyes with a million stars. She reminds me of the warmth of a blanket in winter. But with the beauty of sunlight breaking in water. She’s a year older than me, graduating this school year. Shes my crush for five years. I’m infatuated but can only look from afar. I know she will probably never know who I am, and will never want to know. But I’d rather feel these wonderful feelings than feel nothing at all, even if it does break my heart. To the she in my life. Having only accepted my sexuality this year, I wish I had a long time ago, to realize that i didn’t want to be your friend, and I didn’t want to be you. But in reality I just had a crush on you. And I still do. I wish I had more time.
0 likesHaven't listened to this song since the day I fully came out to myself, but I'm obviously not crying.
37 likesOkay that's a lie, my eyes are filled with more water than the fucking ocean right now.
I came out to my parents today, this song hits differently
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Chantal Bellmont yay!! I hope everything’s going well xx
1 likeMy she has light brown hair and wears boys sweaters.she has beautiful nose and rainbow shoes.she is 2-3 years older than me...she means everything to me♥️
2 likesIk this is lame I am not good with words😔😟😬
I love the weird sad nostalgia I get remembering how scared , frustrated and awestruck I was when I used to listen to this on repeat back in 2015.It's 5 years , 2 coming outs and many ridiculous crushes later.Reading about other people's crushes in the comments also makes my insides mushy.
0 likesI'm 26 and I literally just came out as queer to some close friends who were really accepting. But I'm terrified that if I come out to my family they will just tell me that I need to "find god"
0 likesThis is gorgeous; it gives me chills.
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Thanks Todd! :D :D :D :D
19 likeswhen you like a straight girl so you come back here again
2 likesA lot of people find this song sad or happy, and I can relate since I’m essentially an empath because my brain was wired exactly wrong. But for me, it makes me feel longing because I’ve never been able to find someone who tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall. I’ve never had that hurt that feels so good, or known I taste of nothing to the one who I know smells of sleep. And I just... I want that so bad, and the only thing I have are sad love songs that echo in the hollow part of my soul to remind me it’s waiting for it’s matching puzzle piece.
1 likei always come back to this song. It hurts just right. Torturously beautiful.
0 likesto my she,
1 likeI don't know her sexuality, but I'm guessing she is straight. She is absolutely stunning, long brunette hair which is usually down or in a braid. She is the most kind person I have met (by the way we both met at theatre). At the moment, we are doing the play Charlotte's Web, she is the role of Wilbur, and my role is Fern. So we spend a lot of time together onstage. We have known each other for a year and a few months. We have talked, but we weren't bestfriends. In fact, when I see with her friends, she seems so fun and cool (I only see her at theatre, we go to different schools). In the show, Fern and Wilbur are like, best friends, at first it was a little awkward because we haven't talked a lot before (although we have) but after a few rehearsals we really connected. When I hug her, u feel butterflies swarm all around me. I am very shy, and quite anti-social. So it is hard for me to make friends :(. So today is opening night of Charlotte's Web, and I am forcing myself to ask her to be friends, because I dont know how else to get closer to her. She is also very quiet, like I am, and a little louder around her friends. Wish me luck!!
(also I know I'm 5 years late on this, so no one will see it but, everyone else is doing this so yeah)
My girlfriend showed me this, saying this is how she felt before we got together. I'm crying, for Christ's sakes, this is beautiful ❤️
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Aww ♡ Yay for Bi wooo
1 likeAwww that's adorable <3
0 likesawww good luck with her
0 likesShe's bisexual. She has only told me. She's got brown, medium length hair. She's so funny. She's makes me smile. She's got dark brown hair on her arms. She's got short nails. She's got all the memes. She's watch too much anime. She's great to talk to. She is amazing at drawing. She's really smart. She's hates showing off. She can dance. But she hates being filmed. She's beautiful. She's amazing. She's my best friend... and I can live with that.
2 likesI dont know if I have a crush on her as I ignore all those feelings. I like our relationship the way it is.
"I'll be okay admiring from a far"
I love her...
in so many ways.
Dear she
2 likesI wish I could just tell you, scream it out, it's been bubbling up for to long. But deep down I know you don't feel the same about me.
~J
my best friend is a girl and I'm dating her I'm so very happy ^^ but for some reason i keep getting upset and down through out the day but she always makes me happy i luv her very much ^^
1 likei caught her listening to this one morning before school, and i know she was thinking about me whenever she listened to this. she means everything to me, quite literally everything. if i ever stopped tasting like her apple juice and peach, my heart will have gone away.
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Wtf is that Conan gray
0 likesDodie's voice is like a warm comforting hug. I wish I could disappear into it and fall asleep in her poetry and lose myself in her melodies. No matter what, dodie's songs will always be a comfort for me and they will always bring me to tears.
21 likesIt's weird that I like this song so much even tho I can't really relate to the content that much being cishet but it is just such a good song
0 likesWell I’m a he, and my he is fully straight so yk
3 likesHis name is Drew and we’re barely friends, but every relationship I’m in falls apart because I know in the back of my head that I don’t really care about the person I’m with
Dear Lily,
2 likesI know that you'll never read this, but there's so much that I wish I could tell you. You know that I see you as more than a friend but you could never understand just how much I really care about you.
When I first met you, I didn't think of you as someone incredibly special. Over time, that slowly began to change. I realised that you are wonderfully beautiful and kind and funny and clever, but for some reason, I was too nervous to ever tell you.
At the time, I actually had a crush on another girl. When everyone eventually found out, I was hiding in the school library at lunch to get away from the drama. There weren't any empty tables, so I sat near you.
You asked me if the rumours were true, and for some reason, I felt comfortable telling you. You began to ask me if I was gay, but at first I was so ashamed that I told you not to even say it. You respected that and went back to reading.
Then, I felt an urge to tell you, so I did. You were the first person that I ever really came out to. From the way you reacted, I was intrigued to find out more about you. I asked if you were too and at first, you reacted in the same way I had originally. You were so nervous that you told me not to even say it. Then, you nodded. You told me not to tell anyone and I understood. The bell went for lessons and we parted ways.
That was two years ago. In that time, we have become close friends and I love spending time with you. A few weeks ago, I came out to you as non-binary because keeping it inside my head made me feel so trapped and alone. You were so wonderfully supportive and kind, and didn't make it a big deal. When you started to call me Riley, my world felt a little brighter. Thank you for being the most incredible, supportive and wonderful friend. You are the most beautiful person I have met inside and out and I feel so lucky to know you.
Yet, it breaks my heart a little every time you talk about that boy that you like. It hurts every time I think about the fact that you will clearly never see me the way that I see you - but I could never tell you because all that I want is for you to be happy.
Like I said, I know you'll never see this but I just needed to get all of this down.
Love from,
Riley xx
my crush played this song for me and it makes me UwU every time
1 likeyou'd find her, in a polaroid picture, and she..
84 likesmeans everything to me
I am inlove with someone over the past 4 years. I will never have the courage of telling her how much she really means to me, of how much I really care for her, of how much I love her. If I tell her all that, I fear that I'll lose our friendship or worse, I would lose her, too. I have no plans on telling her and it brings pain whenever she is with someone, but I can't afford to take a risk. However, she will always have a place in my heart. "No matter where you are or who you’re with, I will always truly, completely love you.”
3 likesThis was my girlfriend and i's "song", she broke up with me yesterday and the lyrics hit different right now.
0 likesIt hits different
1 likeI don’t relate to this anymore and even though this is a great song I cannot remember how and why would I listened to this so much
I know that no one would dedicate this to me, so i’m going to do it myself. self love, bitches...”She smells like storybooks and rain, she tastes like campfires and sage, oh you would find her in a leather-bound journal, and she...means everything to me.”
0 likes'am I allowed to look at her like that, could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at.'
0 likeshits really close to home for all of the wlw growing up in the closet
Whenever I listen to this I change the lyrics to “he” ... and then I start to cry.. hah
0 likesmy “she” is about three or four years older than me, i see her everyday. our school has a house system with twelve houses based on certain saints, which allowed me to get closer to her. she always noticed me and finds me nice. i may have slipped a love letter at some point, but she probably doesn’t know it’s me.
0 likesshe’s the kindest and closest senior i have right now.
and she... she’s everything to me...
she says I smells like clouds and look like autumn, she smells like happiness and looks like July 💞
0 likesshe has a bunny I sewed her and named him Cloud, I have an elephant called Seri (seritonin)
my she is everything artsy. she has bouncy, curly hair that covers her flawless face. she reminds me of roller skating late at night, painting with big strokes, gazing at the stars and passionate love. she’s magical and mysterious and turns heads when she walks past. she has the best style. she hangs with the cool edgy girly girls, even though i know she doesn’t belong with them. when she speaks she knows everything right to say. she tastes like laughter and a carnival. she smells like sweet flowery shampoo and elegance. and i will be okay, admiring from afar. seven seats away and yet a whole world away. the only thing that connects us is the one time she said hi to me on the train, the soft but intense glances i throw at her when she’s not looking. would she ever go for me, in some universe so far away? maybe, or maybe i’ll never know because i have no courage.
1 like"she" is my best friend. i've known her since we were ten and even though we don't often get the chance to get to hang out because of our different schedules, she talks to me about the shows she's watching and listens when i rant about a toxic friend. she feels like a warm sweater and watching your favourite tv show warm at home while it rains, like a warm hug and "welcome home" after you've left home for a while. she feels like autumn and stardust and i love her so much. she hugs me whenever we pass each other in the hallways and always laughs when i sneak up on her when she has headphones in. she doesn't care about what other people think of her and flows along with everything life throws at her and she means so much to me.
0 likesshe smells like amber and clean sheets and the open sea. she has hair like gentle sunlight dancing on the sand, and it catches my eye every time. she feels like home and warmth and every time I hear her voice I’m calm again. she tastes like coffee and blueberry muffins.
1 likeand she is my best friend in the whole world and she will never know how much I really love her. but it’s ok because she’s MY best friend and that’s all I need
I used to listen to that song when I met a girl and slowly or more like not slowly at all we fell in love. But there was a misunderstanding and she hates me. It's been nearly two years I just dreamt of her.
1 like2 years later and im still obsessed and relating whAt
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ME 2 TF
0 likesIkr
1 likesevil thomas same
1 likesevil thomas same tbh
2 likessevil thomas yep
1 likelol so am I. this song touches my heart. this song is the story of my life.
2 likesIve always wanted a "she". Someone who could make me feel so wonderful and hopeful, someone to make me feel buttery and warm. Someone to make me feel *COMPLETE*. Ive chased after the idea of a "she" many times before, but it was like all my senses were dulled. Nobody would have that taste, that smell, that feeling of a "she", I couldnt find anyone like the person dodie describes or any of the "she"s in the comments. So, Ive accepted myself. I found a way to be okay, and come to peace with how maybe there wont ever be a "she",,,, but I have him with his pun shirts, her little baked goods, them with their fuzzy socks, and her cute doodles... As long as I have those guys, I wont feel incomplete
1 likeShe is fierce and kind and so cute in everything she is and does
0 likesWhy the fuck does this song make me cry. I just love it too much. Gosh darn it. And im straight. I think. Lmao
2 likesIn 8th grade I managed to get a 9th grade girlfriend and I really really liked her but I was constantly telling myself that I couldn’t date a girl and I didn’t want anyone to find out, I hated myself so much and the last thing I wanted was for everyone else to hate me too, so seeking validation I told my two brothers and I got told by one of them if I ever married a girl that I wasn’t his sister anymore and I wouldn’t be a part of my family anymore. And he used it as blackmail so to avoid being outed I had to force myself to just be straight thus breaking up with my then girlfriend over dm and I constantly regret it. I’m friends with her sister who is in the same grade as me and when ever I run into her she avoids me at all costs and has a girlfriend,I’m in 10th grade now and I have the choice of going to the same high school as her but I just can’t bring myself to do it, the thought of seeing what I could have had just physically hurts my heart.
3 likesListening to this hurts me so much because of how it literally expresses my feelings to a tee. Especially the end 'but to her, I smell of nothing at all'.
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•chiiru chuu• same thats my favourite lyric even though its so painful
1 likeik i cried at that part
0 likes*taste
0 likes•chiiru chuu• same it always makes me cry
0 likesMy She is small and sweet. She has such long, long, dark brown hair that’s always windswept from the sea breeze. She’ll tie it up in a messy ponytail when it gets in her way of working and the way it tumbles down around her face and over her shoulders makes her look even more beautiful than she is all the time. She has warm brown eyes behind her adorably oversized round glasses and she’s so smart but so modest. She’s the kindest person I know and will always help you out and make you feel appreciated when no one else will - or even when everyone else will. I fell in love with her the day I met her, 5 years ago, and now we’re parting ways without her even knowing. We’re friends now, but still not very close ones. I want to become closer friends, at least, but I don’t know what to say. She’s bi, and I she’s mentioned twice in the past two months an aspect of her “type” of girl - I fall into that category, but it doesn’t seem to apply to me. I want to ask her to go to pride with me next week; if nothing else, as a goodbye, but hopefully as a way to bring us closer. I worry so much over what to say that I end up saying nothing at all, and I don’t want that to happen. I need to say something, before it’s too late to say anything, but it’s so scary. I just don’t want to screw up what we do have.
1 likeMy she smells like cigarettes and rebellion. She has the prettiest laugh I've ever heard and honey coloured eyes. She makes my heart stop.
0 likesThis song is still my bop
2 likesI NEED IT ON SPOTIFY
0 likesthe guitar on this song sounds like the muffled pelting of rain.
1 likeThis is my “she’s” favourite song I don’t even know if she cares about me but I think I might have a crush on her because every time she texts me back I get all excited and so nervous when I write back I hope she likes me too
1 likethis version is honestly better than the cleaned up studio version on spotify
1 likeoof years later and i still have the feels...
0 likesno ones is ever going to see this comment but i’ve never had someone’s music make me feel so much emotion. dodies music is pretty much the closest thing to heaven i’ve got. thank u dodie for making hard times easier. 💓
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What is this song about a boy sent it to me
0 likes@Lily Muha its about falling in love with a girl who doesn't love you back
0 likesThis is making me think of my crush who thinks of me as a friend..... 😢
2 likesI love this song. I mean i cant write music and she over here writing BARS
0 likesmy she is my best friend. i cant tell if i have feelings for her or i just want her as a friend. i love her. i love her so much.
1 likezee, if you see this, i love you. i dont know what i would do without you.
i have a crush on this girl in my english class and i only have 3 weeks until the semester ends to try to talk to her and i most likely will never see her again 😰 it's because of her that i came to terms with the fact that i'm a lesbian 🥺
1 likeIM AWARE THIS IS OLD BUT I NEED IT ON SPOTIFY
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omg i do too it's everything!!
15 likesBUMP
4 likesAmethystAkita64 ITS HAPPENING IT GONNA BE ON THE EP
27 likesgood news for you dodie will renew it with her new EP ahhhh
15 likesOKAY I LOVE HOW FAST DODIES FANS ARE
22 likesahhhhh I cant believe it actually is!!
5 likesIT WILL BE!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 likesit's coming on her new ep, human!!
12 likesYES
4 likesAmethystAkita64 just wait
4 likesIT’S COMINGGG WOOT WOOT
7 likesI can’t wait for the release. I hope she puts it out early like she did for human.
4 likesYessss
1 likeUPDATE: TODAY IS WEDNESDAY EVENING WHERE I AM AND HER EP DROPS IN 21 hours!! ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!
7 likesYOU GOT UR WISH ! ! ! ! its on her new EP and its stunning !!!
9 likesIt’s out in like 30 mins I’m getting it straight away!!
6 likesYour prayers have been answered
9 likesAmethystAkita64 it’s out aghghgg
2 likesIT IS NOW BITCHEZ
1 likeits now on spotify! human ep!
1 likebuddy its ur lucky day....
2 likesIt’s on Spotify now!
1 likeNow you have it :D
0 likesYour wish has come true
0 likesIt's your lucky day
0 likeswELL IT IS NOW
0 likesYeeessssssss
0 likesAmethystAkita64 well now it is!!,
0 likesIt's on Spotify now lol
0 likesShe told me she likes me and wants a relationship but She also has a boyfriend who hates me
3 likesi wanted to say this last night but you comments are off on the official audio but listening to this song was the only thing that calmed me down last night when i was starting to have a panic attack so thankyou...you are truly amazing...
0 likesthis is without a doubt the best song you've ever written, for me, it resonates infinitesimally. it will never grow old.
0 likeshow did this come out 2 years before she officially came out??? did no one suspect anything??
2 likesThis is going to get lost in the comments but oh well
1 likeMy girl. Well i wish you were
Your so stunning in every way
How your hair comes to a fine curl
They way you glance my way
The way your eyes get small when you smile
The way your beauty stretches upon miles
The way i can just watch you be you
The way i wish we were one but we are two
Your fresh loving smell freshens the air
I love you and you know i care
It pains me to know you will never feel the same
My love for you is like losing a hopeless game
We have had our moments in the past
But i now know nothing is going to last
Your straight
And now im carrying all this dead weight
You will always be my best friend
I just wish to be with you in the end
I heard this a few years ago. It made me really uncomfortable because I thought that if I liked it I was gay. I avoided listening to it because the words hit home so much for me, but I didn't want them to. That was the first day I realized I was bisexual, and I didn't even know what that meant. I just knew that Dodie's voice sent shivers up my spine, and that I just couldn't handle the I'd that I, ME, a good Christian kid, liked girls
1 likeMy she
1 likeMy she is one of my best friends. My she is who made me figure out I was bisexual. My she has a smile that can literally make me feel like everything’s going to be better. My she bakes the best cookies and always gives me an extra one. My she gets really excited whenever we talk about neuroscience or music together. My she will jump up on the cafeteria table whenever she hears us talking. My she bites her lip whenever she’s playing the cello or writing something down. My she will get really excited whenever she gets an answer right. My she will make make jokes about my British accent. My she calls me a google maps because I’m good at geography. My she will say my name in a really high pitched voice and it makes me feel all warm and loved inside. My she will put peace signs up whenever she sees me and smiles like a maniac. My she is dating a boy who I think is perfect for her, but that doesn’t stop me from being jealous.
i remember watching this in 5th grade and i just watched it over and over until i realized i'm probably not straight lol
2 likesThis side of YouTube is so warm
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oof this comment made me warm, thank u.
1 likeShe smells like coconut and rain
0 likesShe tastes like coffee and cream
You would find her singing in her car
And she means everything to me
dodie,
1 likein about 7 and a half years you’re going to perform this song in san francisco for thousands of people, creating a once in a life time moment for all of them, probably not entirely understanding how much your words have touched them
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oh, and youll be wearing a cheap pair of rainbow light-up glasses :)
0 likesMy She is a girl I love so much already even though we couldn’t meet yet. We only know us from writing, voice calls and video chats because there’s a literal ocean between us. I didn’t plan on falling so deep for her but when she admitted she has feelings too it washed over me like a wave of excitement but also fear since I don’t know if we’ll ever able to move together. I want to touch her soft skin so badly and I wish I knew how she smells like. She’s my first girlfriend and so far even my family doesn’t know because she is so sacred to me. I’m maybe able to visit her this summer if we’re allowed to meet and I’m so happy but also afraid I’ll break in two when I have to leave again.
0 likesShe’s my best friend since high school. We don’t even need to talk to get each other’s idea. When she looks at me, i feel like i’m having a severe heart attack. I don’t want to lose her and i hope she knows. One day, when we were chatting over the phone, she said that if one day, i passed away earlier than she did, will i remember her in my afterlife, i said, probably no, since we would’ve be too sad to remember each other and i’d rather not having an afterlife if there’s no her companion in my life. She cried so hardly and said the same to me. I probably won’t have any other new best friend, cos she means everything to me. And i know i mean everything to her as well.
1 likeThis is just so lovely. Thank you for sharing it! :)
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@PotterMoosh Thanks lovely! x
19 likesShe smells like roses and leaves
0 likesShe tastes like chocolate and sweets
You would find her in a autumn carnival
And she means everything to me
I can relate kinda.
1 likeFalling for straight girls makes me sad cuz I can love some one so much but they'll never love me the same
God imagine someone thinking about you this way 🥺
1 likeI haven't revisited this video since the new version came out but the original just hits so much harder, this was all I'd listen to when i was first figuring myself out. It brings back a lot of hurt memories but it's kind of nice to know how much happier ive gotten. This song reminds me of the first girl i fell in love with, which btw wasnt reciprocated at the time. i miss her, i miss what was there and our friendship. maybe, hopefully I'll be able to look back on this comment and know how things changed :) thanks for reading kind stranger
0 likesIf this isn’t on her next album, I’m going to shit a brick. Please Dods 💛
49 likesShe
0 likesShe was my cousins best friend, she was dating my best friend, she was all i thought about for 2 years. She smells like a rainy day in summer. She is my everything. We have been together for a month
In some ways I personally think of this as loving someone who is aro
1 likeI recognized YESTERDAY that im bi, and when i listen to this song I feel so sad, cause I know "she" is never going to even be my FRIEND... ❤️🏳️🌈
0 likesyes i actually confessed to her and now it's been 2 months and a little more since we started dating
1 likeFor me, this song is bittersweet. I don't have a She. It hurts me that I don't love somebody this much; love someone enough to be my She. And it hurts even more that I don't know if I'll ever be anybody's She.
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Trashcan't thank you for putting it into words. i am so afraid i will never be enough for someone to love this much. i am so afraid to end up hurting someone i care about because i can’t reciprocate their feelings.
0 likesto my “she”
0 likescaroline, i still haven’t gotten over you. i know im the one that ended it but i wish i hadn’t. i’ve regretted it since the day i did it even though it’s been almost a year.
you’re the most beautiful person i’ve ever met. i could stare into your eyes for hours. they are just so pretty and when you smile, they just light up. your skin is so soft and i just want to hold your hand again so badly. your lips look so sweet i wish i could kiss them so badly. you’re seriously the best person i’ve ever met in my life, you stand up for yourself, you’re so so passionate about what you believe in, you don’t let others bring you do, you are sweet to everyone unless they hurt you.
everytime i see you crying or upset i just want to hug you and tell you everything will be okay but i can’t because i feel like you’ll judge me even though we are best friends and it just hurts so badly to see your tears i want to wipe them and hold you.
i know you don’t like me anymore and it breaks my heart everyday seeing you flirt with someone else. everyone realizes you like him and they won’t shut up about it and just hearing his name feels like a stab in the chest
sorry if i repeated myself a lot but yeah
anyways
i know you’ll never see this
but if you do
caroline, i love you, and i always will
-love, kayelee
She is one of my best friends.
0 likesAlways happy.
She helps me when I’m broken.
I help her. But she will never like me more than a best friend.
We text every morning and night.
We hang out so often.
But she won’t like me.
But I’m okay with that.
She means everything to me.
damn the memories of my ex girlfriend are flowing back like a wave
0 likesA girl and i both really like eachother, but im scared to ask her out because i dont know if she would want to be seen with me. I cant even understand how she could like me. Shes so perfect and im.....not.
2 likesThis is so extra precious after watching her 'I'm bi' video, okay iT BRINGS A FUCKING TEAR TO MY EYE
28 likesBlows my mind when this comes back into my suggested videos after seeing it years ago and forgetting it even existed.
1 likei come back to this song every time i like a new girl
0 likesShe is my everything. She has the most crystal blue eyes i've ever seen. They're like pools of sky. She wears pastels and shes the most adorable. She has peach pink lips. Her eyelashes are blond and yet they accent her eyes so well. She has rosy cheeks. She has the cutest little button nose. She's so patient and caring. Her smile makes everyone around her smile. Her excitement is contagious. She's a lot taller than me. And she also likes someone else. As long as she's happy thats all i care about.
0 likesIdk how but this perfectly describes every crush I’ve had
1 likeHaving a crush on a straight girl is literally the most soul crushing experience you'll ever go through
13 likesY'all rlly tell them how you feel?! What if they say no-
3 likesThis song reminds me of someone who hurt me. Instead of dwelling on old memories I’m going to express my love for the one true person for me. To my love, my angel, my puppy- I love you more than anything. You taste like chocolate and smell like sugar. Your skin and hair always seem to be so soft, asking for my touch. You’re so warm, so kind. Watching kids tv shows with the windows open, cuddling during thunderstorms. Kissing during art class and walking hand and hand through the halls. Going to arcades and thrift stores. Switching sweaters and never being apart. Watching horror movies all night. Taking naps after school. Cooking meals together. You’re my perfect match and I adore you
0 likesshe taste like strawberry’s and she smells like a cold night she’s my everything but to her i’m nothing
1 likeMy she just got a boyfriend... guess I'll just keep on admiring from afar.
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Same :/
1 likeI just miss her laugh...
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this made me cry more than the video did
16 likes@Elizabeth R im sorry!! I didnt mean to make anyone sad 😥
5 likesWait why? What happened?
0 likes@sweet_ serenity shes in love with someone else and getting on with her life.. she's moved on. The worst part is she never even knew how much I loved her.
2 likes;-; NO WHYY 😣😣😣
0 likesI'm so sad
1 like+Kathlene Daniels for me it's always that bit when they have a straight face, and then slowly you can see their lips quirk up a bit, and then they burst out laughing and rock side to side.... And you thought that you could never make her laugh like that, and you never do again.
25 likesI miss her.
2 likesthe way she made my heart pound
4 likesstill does
Her touch.
5 likesI loved her...I stood up for her...and she turns around and claims that everyone that feels the way I do was a mistake...and different...and weird.
2 likesI can hear it so distinctly, I love her in a platonic way, but oh gosh I lover her so much. Now im crying :)
0 likesI read this while crying about how much I miss my crushes laugh. wellshit
2 likesWhen she's thinking, she stares off into space, and when she gets a happy thought, she gets this tiny smile. When she laughs, she looks down, and then peers back up at my eyes. I love watching her. Everything she does is beautiful. And she has no idea I love her.
10 likes+A writer with a reason to write eyyy I saw you on that video with the relaxing music for 3 hours or whatever! Hello!
0 likesthis song makes me feel all kinds of things, but also made me realise that i never have intense crushes like this and that makes me so upset
0 likesshe’s my internet friend. she’s beautiful beyond compare but she doesn’t know it. she’s kind and soft and gentle and beautiful and her laugh is so pretty. i’ve never met her in real life but i would do anything to. she sees me as just a friend and it breaks my heart sometimes. i daydream about getting to be with her and kiss her and hold her hand and laugh and see her smile and i know it won’t happen but there’s still a shred of hope left in me. m i love you
1 likeI somehow only just discovered this song and it made me cry. I don’t think my ‘she’ sees me as anything but a friend and coworker.
1 likeShe has the brightest eyes and I could get lost looking into them. She is so soft and sweet and I want to hold her close and protect her from the world. She (metaphorically) smells of books and rain and teatime and autumn. I want to tell her what she means to me, but I’d rather ruminate on a thousand ‘what ifs’ than risk losing a friend
she smells like the lavender that the bees and i adore
0 likesi think i may love her more than the bees ever could
she tastes like juice boxes and peace
the calm and warmth she makes me feel
she means everything to me
she's the reason why I'm alive
but she'll never like me back
i used to listen to this when i was 9-13 and was completely oblivious to the fact i was gay
3 likesinspired by another comment
2 likesmy she has golden summery hair with bangs always in her eyes and oh her eyes pierce me in the gut every time she looks at me theyre rare green gems she always looks out the window when shes in a moving car i always stare at her wishing she looked at me the way she looked at the clouds in the sky because thats the way i look at her i wish she knew just how much i listen and how much i notice at every chance i can and i wish she did the same for me but alas she doesnt but thats okay i guess im happy if shes happy i just want to make her as happy as she makes me
I'm a boy and you made me cry
3 likesshe smells like strawberries and lemonade
1 likeshe feels like rain and silken hair and whipped cream
she sounds like laughter and wind through leaves and punk music and crepes sizzling in a pan
you would find her on the cover of a magazine
she means everything to me
but she has her own she
I always come and find my way back to this. This song is what introduced me to Dodie and since then I've been in awe that I know such a delightful person as her.
33 likesShe probably doesn't even know about my existence but I wish her well and I love her so much and Intertwined EP is a masterpiece and I wanna see her live.
I love you Dodie😭💜
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0 likesSame here. This song introduced me to her channel and i couldnt stop watching her channel <3
Ive listened to this song about A MILLION times now and ill never stop
I still come here 🥺🥺🥺
0 likesYou're a rare talent!
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The comment made sense but with the picture it doesnt
0 likesshe: 2014 Dodie
4 likesShe: 2019 Harry Styles
Me: Fans of both.
Coincidence? I think not.
Listening to this when I was 11 was the ultimate foreshadowing.
0 likesshe smelt like my sweaters, the rain that would fall on us, and the sun. theres nothing more i could say rather than i love you, my darling. my love for you is greater than words can ever describe. it would be useless to search for words to express something that cannot, and never be narrated. i love you, my dear.
1 likemy 'She' sounds like the music you listen to when walking through the rain. She smells like sweet white roses in a summertime greenhouse. She reminds me of carefully spieled poetry, every word with it's own meaning a purpose, a prose that would take a lifetime to analyse.
34 likesAlso she's hella straight and we hardly talk any more so ya know.
that's life i suppose.
I don't think anyone will find this. Dodie's song She was really special and hit me so close when i first heard it last summer. I wrote a short story that was inspired by this song, so i think i might share it:
https://jewels-and-frequencies.tumblr.com/post/165620091191/she
might as well. Today Australia voted YES for same sex marriage, so maybe sharing this can be my little celebration since i'm not out yet :)
GOD I LISTENED HALFWAY THROUGH THIS TWO YEARS AGO BEFORE TURNING IT OFF BECAUSE I WAS SCARED BECAUSE I RELATED TO IT
2 likesI thought 'she' and I would be the first.
1 likeBut she moved away and my heart burst.
She's moved on now and I feel the worst.
I think i might've made someone feel like this...and she's broken 💔 😔
1 likei have heard my afab sibling play AND SING this song
2 likesliterally YEARS ago
am i that oblivious? did i just
assume they were singing these lyrics but still totally cishet? i really didn't know anything
i literally
i
oh my gosh
This is honestly the most beautiful song I've ever heard... 😢
41 likesaaaaahhhhhhh i’m reading all the comments and i want a ‘she’ so badly!!!!
0 likesAfter I came out I came across this song, I started listening to it so much that I began loving it and claiming it as my favourite song, I forgot about it, and I came across it again this month through a pride playlist, it reminds me on my girlfriend.
0 likesi’m reading all these comments and hopefully, one day, i’ll come back to write about my she :))
0 likesi’m so straight but this is probably what my crush thinks of his crush. she’s so much more than i will ever be
9 likesi used to listen to this song when you first released it. i wasn't out, i wasn't even sure i was gay. i'd seen girls i'd fancied, or thought were pretty, but i never felt for them the way i felt for guys.. i thought maybe my doubts about my sexuality was just my subconscious looking for attention. i ignored it.
142 likesi met her last year. she is the most beautiful, vibrant girl i've ever met. she's sweet, and sensitive. sometimes she gets really drunk and she clings to me and she kisses me and she tells me she's worried about her little sister. she rides a bike everywhere. she always wears red lipstick. once she held my hand and she told me it was ok that i couldn't label how i feel for girls, that she couldn't either. once she ripped her tights and she thought it was funny, so she asked me to help her rip them even more. i bought her a stupid tweed jacket that she loved and it was the ugliest thing. she looks amazing in it, she wears it all the time. when i'm in a room with her, it's like its just us. we're living together next year. we're just friends.
i am so fucking in love with her.
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it must hurt but you must love it. i ship it x
3 likesAww that’s the cutest story ever
3 likesi came out to my best friend to this video and no regrets lol
1 likeMy she is one of my best friends. She is gentle and kind, and our joke is that we call each other waifu. I'm not completely lesbian, and I have a boyfriend and he knows. She is gentle and kind and knows all the things not to hurt me. She has dated a guy, a guy that she didn't like for long. She told me "what is I told you..... " And she paused for a while the continued with what I could tell wasn't her real intention "what if I told you I was a girl" Idk what she meant to tell me. But I have to tear myself in three, one for my boyfriend, one for her, and one for the rest of my friends. I can't tell her, I don't know what she is, and I can't risk more of a heartbreak then just crushing on her. She lightens my day when I just can't agree with my boy. She is there for me, but I love him, and I love her
2 likesAnd it's so difficult to just try to figure it out.
So I'll struggle in the background
Thank you to all the comments to inspire me to share my she
Thank you dodie for this amazing song
Edit: single Pringle now, can focus on my she.
she’s just everything. the smell of rain and the cold november frosts. greenish eyes like the rivers in rome and she’s so warm. warm like when you have a heavy blanket but warm like the sun coming through a window. emilia i am in love with you
0 likesMy ‘she’ was my best friend last year while I was slowly losing my original best friend and I knew she was bi but at the time I thought that I was straight (spoiler: I’m not) but we held hands all the time told each other I love you and kissed a couple times in truth or dare on the back of the band bus (how ironic) and this past summer I realized that I am very very gay and a couple days later I realized that I had feelings for her so I was on the phone with a friend and she was hyping me up and I felt really confident so I told my ‘she’ everything and asked her out. Little did I know she has a partner and I apologized a thousand times and told her that it was okay because she felt bad and then we didn’t talk for months until recently the friend I was on the phone with told me that she missed me and wanted to talk to me again so I started slowly talking to her again. A month ago I was at the friend’s house and she told me that at one point my ‘she’ had a crush on me while we were best friends. Her and her partner have basically promised themselves to each other (pre-engagement sort of). She was my first real crush and I haven’t had one since her. They say that if you’re in love with someone you won’t have eyes for anybody else and I don’t which scares me because I really missed my chance didn’t I.
2 likesLove how she says she’s looking for 300 likes … over 5 million views later. Saw her and her band in Copenhagen last night. Magnificent. ‘She’ was a very well received part of the set!
0 likesmy she wrote a long comment under this video about a year ago. every time she read it to me i cried. i was and still am so in love with her that when she turned her back on me for another girl, i lashed out. i reported the comment on another account and today went to go see if it was still there. its not. i know she no longer thinks of me when she hears this song, i know she’s happy. my she definitely won’t see this, but, claudia, i miss you, and no matter what i say or do, i’ll always be waiting for you. i love you so much and i wish you two the best.
3 likesTO FUCKING WHOLESOME! 10 Stars and five for the road! The journey of life can be hard. Some of us support you in the beautiful works you create!
0 likesThe fact that I spent years coming back to this song on YouTube because it was never really released and it was my wlw anthem comfort cry song and now there's people who've only heard the released version? like its so weird I feel old.
0 likesYOU'RE THE FEMALE VERSION OF ED SHEERAN OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO GOOD
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IKR! Her voice reminds me of Ed Sheeran
10 likesFound this song because of Liam O'Brien from the show Critical Role. Beautiful song.
2 likesmy she is the prettiest person I've ever met. she smells of home, a faint scent of perfume, but mostly just herself. she has the prettiest medium brown, super straight hair which she looks so pretty in, and when she curls her hair she looks equally as pretty. she has the cutest blueish-gray eyes with huge pupils that expand all the time because she stares off into space. her eyes are so kind and welcoming and whenever we make eye contact my heart explodes. she has one front tooth that grew in over her other front tooth and it just makes her smile even prettier. she has great style and she looks cute in everything she wears. she gives the sweetest compliments and she knows exactly how to make another person feel better. her hands get sweaty when she holds mine during theatre games but i dont mind because those hands fill me with so much joy. her voice changes from kind of deep to higher when shes talking about how she cares about me. her laugh makes me smile so big and she can light up my whole day. she makes me so happy, even when shes hurting me. i hate that she'll never be able to see herself the way I see her. i hate that i'll never be able to tell her how I see her. i hate that she feels pain. i hate that i cant make it better. i hate that i'll never be hers.
1 likeJust thought I will share my story(＊￣︶￣＊)
0 likesI always knew I was straight, but after I met my best friend who's 5 years older, maybe something demisexual happened to me.
She's a girl, I am too, both of us were straight but slowly I realised I turned bi for her.
When I finally started giving her hints, As to asking "what do you think? What r we?", she realised, we r more than best friends, then we started dating but she had this unknown obsession of unknowingly hurting me and taking the advantage of it, after we started dating, she tried to push me far away by hurting me cuz her father won't accept us.... Lol as if my parents would.
Now we broke up, lol, as soon as I thought about finally parting ways, just as she wanted, she told that now she'll fight for us but... Am done.
Yeah I love her a lot, can't even move on but I srsly can't forgive her, she's my everything, and I just... Love her, she was the only person who ever genuinely cared about me.
We r still together, we talk, but not as before "we don't talk anymore like we used to do"
She doesn't even tries or apologizes, I understand, she wants to go on like this, hanging on me, well, I'll do that too then
This is a masterpiece.
0 likesI really want to sent this to my ‘she’, because this is exactly how i feel about her. But she’s straight. But i love her so much.
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Je MoEdEr we may cry together
30 likeslolipops glad i’m not the only one
16 likesJe MoEdEr you could try and tell her, maybe she isn’t straight after all and loves you too. If she’s not, it might help you get over her and I’m sorry and wish you the best ❤️
6 likesJe MoEdEr
2 likesI knoe the struggle
Good to see I'm not alone
Katrina H you’re probably right, i should. Thank you.
1 likeListeningFromTheShadow s you never walk alone
1 likeGuess i really need to tell her before i won’t see her anymore, i might send this to her. I have nothing to lose anymore.
1 likeJe MoEdEr
1 likeAnd who knows, maybe it'll work out
even if it doesn't, it will still be a relief for you
ListeningFromTheShadow s maybe it will :) thanks
1 likeMine is straight too ;-;
2 likesI relate so much :(((
1 likeJe MoEdEr I know it’s hard but just let her goo had a crush on a girl and I’m trying to get over her she is bi but she likes someone else so just let her go it’s not worth it
1 likeJe MoEdEr and? did you do it?? i hope it worked out!! nice name btw lol
3 likesOh, good, i found my people
3 likesI’m in love with a girl too. She shouted at me the other day ‘I’m not a lesbian!!!’ She was just joking around but I can’t get it out of my head.
2 likesJe MoEdEr I know the feeling. I just told my "she" that I need to take a break so I can get over her.
1 likei know how you feel☼
0 likesSame
0 likesSAME
0 likeswe may definetely cry together, thanks
0 likesIt also sucks when you don’t know if they’re straight or not and your gaydar doesn’t work and ugh she’s so perfect. She gives me snacks and stickers.
1 likeJe MoEdEr You sound dutch thats cool
0 likesJe MoEdEr I've heard some rumors about my crush actually being gay, but sadly this doesn't even guarantee anything.. Even if she's a lesbian, she might not be in love with me 😞
0 likes@Clara At least you have a chance with her ;-; I'm pretty sure my crush is straight
0 likesIKR it hurts especially when it’s your best friend
0 likesSame
0 likesdoo it i sent it to my straight and turns out she isn't all that straight after all (: ❤
0 likesCongratulations on 5M!!!
1 likethis video is very old, and this comment will get lost, but thats alright. I need to talk about my she.
4 likesshe has skin the color of brown sugar, hair thats chocolate brown, with lighter patches in it. she has glasses with golden rims, and shining eyes behind them. she's short and outgoing. she loves to draw, she loves soft classical music. she is painting on a sunny day, she's baggy sweatshirts that smell familiar, she's semi melted ice cream you eat at the park. you'd do anything to make her smile, or laugh a tiny bit, anything to make her feel happy. she's paintings and pictures of the ocean, she's little bruises you wake up with, she's sitting under the stars and talking about your feelings. she's leaves growing back on a tree after winter. she's dating your friend, while you have to sit there and try to be supportive and act like your fine. she will never know how you feel, and it hurts deeply. but she is still my she.
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this is beautiful
0 likesI am a guy and I listened to this with my crush and the onl thing stopping us is the age gap so we listened to it and I just stared deep into his eyes, I have never felt so much pain and love at the same time.
0 likesshe dwarfs me
1 likeshe is loud and fearless
she has hair that cannot be described with words
the green eyes of hers are like the sun
she smells like a bakery and tastes like a milkshake
the clothes she wears can only be described as "hers"
she will not hesitate to express her silly thoughts
the sound of her voice is enough to lighten up the worst of days
she, gets hurt alot
as we sway our feet together on an ocean cliff
i can only think of that we were once best friends
and we are the happiest in the world
I'm bisexual. SHE means everything to me <3. I love you Starr 💞
26 likeslovely song🤩🤩🤗🤗🎶🎶
0 likesshe was soft and light like a butterfly
1 likeher voice would dance and whisper
she could giggle so joyously that the heavens would sigh
She could play ukulele and whistle tunes that would strike my heart
So we talked
And we talked
I told her everything and I thought she told me hers
But she didn’t know
so she didn’t
Then I told her and she welcomed me with open arms
I celebrated but she wanted it slow
I said yes
She asked not to label
I said yes
She avoided me at school and asked for space
I said yes
She wouldn’t meet my eye
So I didn’t meet hers
I asked if she wanted to stop this and just be friends for her sake
She said yes
Kinda late to the party but... I also wanna talk about my she.
0 likesShe smells like home and chocolate chip cookies.
She has the most adorable smile anyone has ever seen.
She's kind, understanding and carefree.
She's passionate, lively, and she would never give up on anything she truly wants.
Her warm eyes squint as the laughter comes out of her mouth.
And I can't stop looking at them. I could look at those beautiful, round circles for eternity.
I love her from the bottom of my heart, I really do.
She does not, but that's allright.
We're very good friends, and I hope we can always be. I strive to be old ladies, gossiping in our garden chairs while drinking tea.
And even then, she will be special to me
my she doesn't care about me. she is friend zona haha. she is cuddling and feeling so warm. she is home, and cats, and Cinnabon's, and some energy drinks. she is tears on my shoulder because she is upset. she is a-lil-peep-tees. she is colored hair and she is a bun on her head. she is lilac in the may, she is pink sunsets in the middle of the winter. she is holding hands in my dad's car. she is don't caring about me.
4 likesbut she means everything to me.
I don't have one of those sad stories but here's a fluffy one.
23 likesOk so about a year ago I realized I was pansexual. A couple months ago I got feelings for my best friend ever. She saved my life. Long story shory on the whole saving life thing: this one girl who was my best friend suddenly started to hate me and bully me. I would cry alot and I was super suicidal. It was super sad. Then one day she noticed, and she asked if I was ok. I told her everything and then we became best friend. Then I devolped feelings. I told her and she said that she might be bi/pan but she is scared cuz her homophobic parents. The next week I asked her out. She made me wait a whole 2 days can you believe it lol. Anyways she invited me to a farm house and she was driving a go cart. I leaned in and said "hey um remember the question..." and she said "oh ya. I don't see anything wrong with it" Now I identify as a trangender male. I've never been happier. We've been strong for almost 4 months. Idk what I taste like to her, but she smells like lemon grass and sleep. She tastes like apple juice and peach. She means everything to me. When we go back to school when summer is over, I want to tell her I love her. I wanna send her songs like these.
there was this girl i apparently became obsessed with and i guess a certain church i attended had a problem with that. i had to try and convince myself the real reason was she reminded me of an envied old enemy from when i was a child. i guess i thought if i could be this girl's friend i would not only have a friend for once in my life, but it would also be my way of finally getting the old girl's approval(she was a part of the cool kids group from way back when and i of course was never that at all). anyway this girl never did give in to being my friend. the obsession became so great because of the girl from my childhood that she actually complained and basically put a restraining order out on me at least through the church anyway. i had to try hard to get over it and accept that she is not the girl from before. eventually i just dropped the problem all together. but i never did get any answers as to what the so called obsession really meant. was i or was i not of a certain way and what the hell did it really matter to that stupid church at the time if i was or wasnt? will i ever know? will i ever be free to fid out? will any church ever accept me? and why church anyway? just please someone say its ok and love me for me whoever i am?
0 likesChills every time
1 likeMy she is my best friend. She’s straight and has boy problems I help her with. She smells like lavender. She’s nice and mean in a fun way. I tell her everything. She’s the person I trust most.
1 likeso, uh, seeing as everyone else is sharing, i hope this gets lost in the comments.
1 liketo my she-
i'm sorry. you deserve so much better. and the time that we spent together, i think, was the best i've ever had. i've never been as close to another person as i have to you. it's been four years, and we don't talk a lot, but you gave me some of my happiest feelings. you mean, and i can't stress this enough, so so much to me. and, yeah. i'm sorry i messed up so much. you're still one of my favourite people. i think. that will never change.
i'm sorry, L. i love you. you deserve nothing but happiness.
love, S
I will never not abouseltly love this song.
1 likeSo relatable...
0 likesIf only she appeared in front of me someday... but the years go by, the thirties are starting and there is still nobody out there.
I'm back here again. With so many other girls who feel like me. I found a new "she". And this time I'm ten times more scared about it. I think about how I have created a fantasy with her that will never happen because in my fantasy she is the one that stops her life for me, and I would never want her to do that. More than anything I want her to be happy. I think I'll be ok admiring from afar. But it will still hurt. Because I will always wonder what could happen. I wonder what it meant when she smiled at me after a few too many glasses of champagne. I wonder what it meant when she was so eager to come to the concert with me. I wonder what it means when she helped me move in, and came to the funeral, and stayed with my family, and played my love interest in so many scenes. If she thought too much about our Halloween costume like I did. I wonder what she means when she texts me "I miss you". I wonder if she texts that to our other friends or if she just meant me. She probably didn't.
1 likeMy "She"s:
2 likesMy first was bright. Bright, bright, bright, brighter than the sun when you first wake up in the morning. I had to squint for a few days after meeting her.
As the weeks ticked by, the light around her softened, until she was a warm glow that I looked forward to seeing. And when I did, I felt that same glow in my chest, somewhere between my heart and my butterfly-ridden stomach.
It took me a little while to realise what this feeling was, but it clicked eventually.
She was the closest I've come to a romantic relationship. She sent kisses on the phone, caught my hand and held it once. Her freckles endeared me and her eyes enchanted me. They seemed to change colour every time I looked.
And her grins felt like paradise. If heaven was a place on earth, she had to have been it.
She was fireworks. She was surprise birthday gifts. She was music, fingers flying across the piano keys to weave a dramatic solo.
And then she was gone.
There was a boy. And then another girl. It's likely there was nothing more than friendship there, but she was gone and all I had was a stone in my chest where the glow once was.
My second was brief. I wouldn't say I loved her, but she was special to me. If my last "she" was a solo, this one was an entire ensemble. The faintest smattering of freckles, like old paint on a canvas she used. The crinkles of her eyes behind her glasses when she smiled. The sunniness in her face and voice when she said hello.
One morning, I came out to her. I don't get surprised very often, but I did when she came out in turn. Words escaped us in that moment. Sentences started, then spluttered out. But we smiled for the rest of the day.
The following day, I tapped her on the shoulder to pass on a message. And the way her eyes sparkled when she saw me told me she was still as excited as I was.
Then the next day came.
I don't know what happened but I think it was partially my own fault. One awkward silence was all it took before I spiralled. I panicked. I never said a word to her, or blamed her for anything. But I fear she may have done that on her own.
We're friends now. She has a boyfriend. Things are confusing but I'm okay with it.
My third was the softest, gentlest. This "she" was quiet. A pencil on paper. A flutter of butterfly wings. The crumble of a chewy cookie. Her freckles were chocolate sprinkles, her hair unwound cotton candy. I imagined kissing her under the tree we sat under for lunch, dappled sunlight shining through the leaves.
Alas, I don't think it was meant to be. I don't know if she ever knew of my feelings, but she stated from time to time how exasperating it was when people didn't understand that non-straight people could be just friends and nothing more. I took that as a hint, and eventually my feelings faded. However, I continue to love her as a friend, and she does the same to me. I may confess how I felt, some day. We'll see.
So yeah, those are my "she"s. Everyone's descriptions are lovely, and I got inspired to write my own :P
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Dontley this is so beautiful!!
1 like@aizawa's angel Thank you so much! :)
0 likesI found this song back in June and I listened to it on repeat for about 2 months, and after that I bucked up enough courage to come out to my friends and family and bi, thank you so much, ♥♥♥♥
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Simply Schleich aw that's so sweet
4 likesYour not as brave as me, I’ve been here for about a year and a half. Probably be here for a while longer too
0 likesI'm watching a video with this music in it
1 likeit's about a lesbian
also this song hits me big time :CCCC
I love this
2 likesmy 'she' is the most beautiful person on the planet, inside and out. she wears the same fuzzy black sweatshirt to school every day and we start off our mornings by screaming our heads off over bad puns and jokes with each other over texts. we meet in homeroom and seemingly have conversations without even talking. we have 6/8 periods together, and the 2 we are apart are the longest moments of my life. her eyes are so beautiful; the color i cannot tell, but they're like staring into the milky way. us two take a water break every day before 7th period and joke for a small 3 minutes by ourselves. it makes me feel so hot and cool every time i think of her. we console each other over calls when we crack and break down. she loves purple now because i told her that purple is the only word that comes to mind when i think of her, and how beautiful purple is to me. and by god how purple she makes me feel. but i'm pretty sure she is in love with another, but i'm not sure. everyone asks me to confess, but if she doesn't want me as her 'she'?
1 likenot me listening to this song again after 6 years and still feeling tiny gay me crumble up inside
1 likeive havent heard this song since i was 14 and unsure of my sexuality... now im 20 years old and recently heard this song again while visiting my first girlfriend's dorm room ! <3 needless to say i cried my heart out, but they were very very happy tears :)
0 likesrly good friends :D just rly amazing friends :))))))
1 likeMy she - you are my light my sunshine. I can say without a doubt that you make everyday better when you are in it. I know I can never tell you how I feel about you cos u dont like girls or me and I'm afraid that telling you will remove you from my life.
1 likeI hope and wish you all the best. Know that I will always and forever love you even if u dont love me back.
oh god she’s twenty five now and i can’t cope with it. i remember her posting this :,,,,,,,)
0 likesIm sending this song to my crush
72 likesedit she said yes!
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kassiah gillespie how'd it go?
1 likeJishwa Dun she said she felt the same way and I asked her out
2 likeskassiah gillespie aww so glad for you ❤️❤️
0 likesJishwa Dun thank you
0 likeskassiah gillespie np
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1 likeVictoria Nova thanks
0 likeskassiah gillespie that's awesome! Congrats
0 likesBlackclaw 360 thx
1 likethis is late but YAAAAAY
0 likesYeah I uh,, I did say yes (again). Now for the third time. Third time's a charm, as they sayyyy <3
0 likesCasual crying over my wonderful Girlfriend like the lesbian I am
1 likethis makes me cry and I'm not sure why
1 likeam I allowed to like this song as a straight guy? because although I don't fully relate to it, I still love it and I feel the pain and the beauty in the song also did I mention it's a very good song
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Anyone is allowed to appreciate art even if it isn't about them. One of my favorite songs is about a trans guy and I'm about as cis and girly (not straight tho) as they come.
0 likesI have never been anyone's "she". And I don't currently have a "she". To be honest, I wish I did. I know it hurts, but it "feels oddly good to hurt," as Dodie puts it.
1 likeMy best friend adores Dodie. She's bi and someday i'm going to sing this for her and finally ask her out. Jesus, i'm so gay yall, just gonna casually ask out my best friend with a ukulele song. *Gaying Intencifies*
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James Campisi and??? did anything happen??
1 likedid you do it agh it’s so adorable hope she said yes
1 likei still come here to cry it’s been 4 years
1 likeMy she is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. The most optimistic person in the world. She's so happy and full of joy. We met probably ten years ago and see each other like at least one time the week. At some point I realized she means everything to me, but I would never tell her that. She's the one motivating me to do things I'd never done without her. She makes me happy everytime I see her.
0 likesI told my she I liked her and she said I THINK YOUR ALSO CUTE
2 likesAHHDKAKDJSKFJSJX
I’m genderfluid (they/them and he/they usually) and my pansexual heart wants to rant about my “he”.
1 like“He” and I met through my ex and we would play video games together after school and after I came out, he fully accepted me and supported me when we were still friends. When my ex started getting more toxic towards me and not being cis, “he” stayed by my side and helped me through the break up and still hung out with me. I fell for him over the time we got closer. The day I confessed to “him” is the one of the best and happiest days of my life. We stayed on campus after school was over and sat near the library and I told him and immediately ran away wearing a blanket cape. “He” ran after me and wrapped me in a tight hug and I looked up and was greeted my him planting kisses on my face and smiling. We left the library spot and went to the back of the school to cuddle and I spilled everything to “him” about my feelings I wanted to tell him and how I’ve been pining for him for so long. He also confessed that day and told me he had the same feelings for me. We cuddled until I had to go and we didn’t see each other for the next two weeks we had winter break. We called and flirted long distance and we’re so happy being reunited. We’ve been together for 4 months now and just mentioning “him” will immediately brighten up my day. “He” tastes of victories in video games.
“He” tastes of Pride flags and gender euphoria
“He” tastes of beautiful flowers and flower crowns
“He” tastes of cuddling and naps with cozy blankets.
I love “him” dearly and hope to stay with him as long as I possibly can.
If “he” ever sees this, I want you to know that I love you so so much and I cherish all the highs and lows that shaped our relationship. I love you. 🏳️🌈🌹💐🌺🌷🌸🏳️🌈
i hate that it's so easy to tell someone of the opposite gender that you like them, but so much more difficult to tell someone of the SAME gender that you like them.
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It's hard both ways actually..... it's just harder if you don't know the other person's preference or you know they are straight
7 likesIkr, it's because it's hard to know if they might hate you (Or just LGBTQA people) and cut you out of their life. Or if they just reject you and you have to push down your feelings.
3 likesFor me, its easier to tell the same gender. Idk why
0 likesikr
0 likesѕαmє
0 likesMy she is engaged and while I am happy for her and her soon to be husband, it hurts a lot more than I thought it would
0 likesTo me she’s denim hats, mom jeans Uncuffed, black coffee, pink converse with drawings and twenty one pilots lyrics on the sides, calligraphy scribbled on her arms and countless flannels. Floral leggings and painted shoes. Freckles spread across her cheeks in the cutest way. The most beautiful blue eyes. A blinding smile. Yelling at me to sleep. Waking up too early and talking late into the night. Short hair falling out of a pony tail and books always on hand. She’s studded earrings, practical, and digital aesthetics. No impulse control, mochi ice cream, ranting about death. Rays of sunshine while rereading your favorite book. She’s your favorite drink at a perfect temperature. Holding hands while watching a movie and cuddling on the couch. A forehead crease and pale skin. Hand made bracelets and Kleen kanteens. Writing quotes on a desk and rapping along to a song. Making up dances and pottery. Moving gracefully. She’s you’re favorite oversized lilac or gray colored sweater.
3 likesShe means so much to me.
This is my literal favorite song. I stumbled upon it and it’s what got me into dodie songs. And I used to listen to it all the time thinking about how the girl is fallen for probably didn’t like me back. But apparently she did!! Before I knew that I recommended her this song and would you be so kind and she thought they were sad but true, then kinda glanced at me while we were listening to it. Anyway. I’m planning to ask her to our school dance this year! I’ve never outright told her I like her but I plan to soon! ♡
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Ooh, update?
0 likesNow make us a happy lesbian song pls ❤
1 likegod it is so ironic that we listened to this song while laying on her bed and staring at the ceiling while my star lamp had the galaxy sprawled out onto it. I always had a neutral opinion on this song until then. I had, have? been in love with her for over 2 years. and throughout the entire time ive known her, shes friendzoned me without even a thought every second. no matter what we do, she makes it platonic. like cuddling on her bed with our hands intertwined, or when we went on a train around the park holding hands and laughing.
1 likeCause even when she's next to me, we're could not be more far apart.
Cause she, tastes like sweets and hot chocolate and home
But to her? I taste of nothing at all.
I just wish she loved me the way I love her. but it's too late now. She'd in a wonderful relationship now with someone else. and I can't help but wonder, why? Why them and not me? Is there something wrong with me? Am I unattractive? Annoying? Rude? I asked her this once. All she said was
"Nothings wrong with you, I'll just only ever see you as a friend."
I know I need to move on, but it feels like the only way to move on is to find someone else. So I found myself uselessly attaching myself to people I don't like. But no matter what, it doesn't work. I always come back to her. No matter what, I can't get over her.
I just hope, truely fucking hope that the person that shes with understands and values her.
Because god dammit I wish she could love me like that.
Everything about this is so beautiful! LOVE IIIIIIT! x
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(and congrats on the new job, collar is on point lol!) x
6 likesThere are a few girls this song makes me think of:
0 likesOne
She was really tall, either that or I was just very short when I met her. She had curly, ginger hair that almost represented her personality. She was wild and fun, she skipped classes, she was loud and brave she was beautiful, she didn’t care what anyone else thought about her. She was everything I had wanted to be. She had a common name, their were three girls with her name in my large class, but no one like her, she let me call her by her middle name: Marissa. It was a beautiful name to me, it seemed to suit her perfectly, when running carelessly down a hill with her when she asked me to follow her screaming “Marissa!” To me it just seemed so right. I can’t quite remember when I fell in love with her. But I remember when she broke my heart. She sat down with our other friend. Let’s call her ‘Kerry’ and said “we’re dating” she couldn’t even remember the strong relationship we’d had, it shattered my confidence and I couldn’t think straight for the rest of the day...
Two
Her name was Alice. I met her at an audition. We were both nervous, too nervous to talk to each other in fear that we’d lose focus and mess up out songs, which happened to be the same. It was like an invisible rope of fear and awkwardness was keeping us apart, slowly as she revealed her name was Alice i felt it beginning to loosen, she mentioned that her song was ‘Me and the sky’ from come from away and this rope of emotion loosened again as I too was singing that song. We got lost on the way to the audition room. I remember her staring into my eyes, she had dark brown eyes like swirling chocolate that you could get lost in, she was beautiful. Her voice was beautiful too. After the audition we gave each other our phone numbers and slowly lost touch. I miss her, I wish I could tell her that I liked her and that everything about her was perfect.
Three
Seren, her long blonde hair swirled around her shoulders like the sea around the rocks. She had sparkly green eyes that shone when I spoke to her, she has always had issues with self confidence and, so have I so we immediately understood each other when we met. We went to the same school and one day she took me somewhere and she suggested we got a drink from the vending machine by the place we were bowling, yes, that was where we really bonded for the first time, at a bowling alley. Something on the machine got stuck and she put her hand on mine to help me, I was nervous, I knew I was falling in love with her. She smiled at me, an awkward, beautiful smile that can brighten up a room, Although we seem to be the only people who notice when either of us walks into class. I posted a video online once and saw her halfway through. I’ve watched it back many times, ashamed of the joy on my face when I noticed her. I love her, she loves me. I’m just glad I met someone like her...
My she is beautiful with such a kind heart that not many people see. You come off as intimidating but once someone gets to know you, you are a little bundle of joy who is just a dork who wants to be seen and loved. I always thought you were beautiful since I first saw you freshman year but now that we have grown closer I want to love you and show you how important you are! I know that your straight but I still have some hope that you can see something in me. I love you F.
1 likeReading everyone’s stories about their shes and hes is just so wholesome and sweet I’m drowning in fluff.
0 likesDon’t mind me I’m just looking through the comments to see if someone just so happened to have my Crush’s l name while the were also describing me as her ‘she’
5 likesi always come back to this song to see in the comments that people are going through the same sucky unrequited love situations
39 likesShe was my love my happiness and she had to leave and take her love away with her I never got to say bye
1 likeesta canción es tan especial para mi 😔
0 likesi was always so convinced that i'd never find love, because i was hiding in the closet, and everyone who i'd ever loved in high school and college had been straight or not into me. it took me 19 years of waiting, looking, and in my first few weeks of university, i met my she by complete chance and so unexpectedly. she was beautiful, with a great personality, full of sunshine even on a bad day, and she always made the younger, much shyer me smile. i didn't dare think that she was gay because all of the others i'd fallen for had never been, so why would she be any different? and even if she was, there was no way someone so amazing could possible be gay for me: unattractive, awkward, quiet, plain and unable to react/portray my emotions correctly. but despite that, she stayed. i don't know what she saw in me, but she kept talking to me, making dates for us, even if i tried to walk away for the fear of being hurt again. but despite it all, she waited. even if i was unsure about myself, and my life choices, and even when it took me three weeks to muster the courage to ask her out, she still waited. she waited until i was ready to make the first move. and best of all? she said yes when i finally asked her out. she's still by my side, supporting me, loving me like nobody else ever would. even on my bad days, especially then, she's there, a single text away. and me? i do the same for her: support her when she's unstable, hold her when she's spiralling down, tell a bad joke to make her laugh when she's sad, protect her from the world. just like she's protected me. i'm prepared to give her my everything, just to make sure that she stays. so that one day we can have a future together. a future beyond the student life.
0 likesshe means everything to me.
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Updateeee!!
0 likesMy little cousin is being cremated right now. At their funeral today, their friends, myself, and others walked to the beach to send off a beautiful botanical wreath. Their friends afterwards sat in a circle and played this song out loud on a speaker. I wanted so badly to hug them all, tell them thank you for being friends with my cousin. I’ll forever associate this song with them.
1 likeIf any of you happen to read this, Jasmine, Zoe, any of you wonderful people, thank you so much. You were such a blessing to their life. I’m eternally grateful for the love you gave them when they felt they didn’t have enough of it from their own family.
listening after your "Im bi WOO" this has so much more meaning, beautiful. Love forever Dodie xxx
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Same
1 likeme too
0 likesme too!
0 likesSame same same. I've always related to this song, but now I'm in tears listening to it
7 likesSame!! It's so beautiful💕
2 likesI just recently found this gem of a song by Dodie and filmed a cover on the ukulele of it. I would be honored if you would check it out. :)
2 likestotally
0 likes“but to her, i taste of nothing at all”
5 likesI came out last week and my family hates me now but in some way I feel happier because I’m not lying anymore and I’ve lost this weight on my shoulders that I used to carry around but what I’m saying is be strong don’t care about what people think be yourself and trust me you will feel happier because your not lying to anyone or yourself xx
0 likesthis is the video that a few years ago made me realise i liked girls
0 likes‘She’s’ tall slender and the most gorgeous girl I’ve ever seen, she straight, and always will be, it’s been 4 maybe 5 years since I’ve started loving her, and know I’m think maybe I should stop because as much as I hate to admit it the only thing in love that she’s shown me is extreme pain and hurt. Though she’ll never know.
1 like'She' is my best friend who somehow found out i had a crush and didn't tell her. I've just written her a letter explaining everything and now im sobbing and trying not to throw up.
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Hey I know this is 3 months after, but how did that go? I am sorry I wasn’t here sooner!
1 likeThis feels like a safe place to share so yeah. I like this girl but I need to deny my feelings for her cause we’re toxic for each other. And nothings working.
0 likesSince a lot of peole are doing this as well i thought i might give it a try too. Nobody is gonna see this anyway. So, for starters, im not sure my "She" is really a "She" to me.
3 likesThe story is not too exciting. I started talking to this girl on tumblr last year, back in august or september. We used to talk all night. I would be up until like 5am on the weekends talking with her (which, for her, were like 10am because of timezones). I had the best conversations with her, we would talk about everything and nothing at all. We would go from how an alien society probably works to random austrian holidays. From dominoes to her showing me all of her four cats. I always looked forward to the time of the day where she usually replied to me.
She was incredibly funny and wise. I remember being completely awestruck sometimes just because, even though she is one younger than me, she made me realize stuff. She was smart like that.
But she would sometimes disappear for one week, one time it was for two. Which was, like, completrly fine. She was in her last year of school, so it's completely understandable that she was busy or was just not in the mood for talking. I was never mad about that. I would actually feel honored that she felt like replying to me when she had the free time.
But in late november everything changed. She stopped replying completely. In january, she messaged me again, saying that she was sorry and all, and that she was going through stuff, and then promised that she wouldn't do it again. She did though.
That message from january was the last time we "talked". It's been seven months. In april i tried to send her another message, because it was her birthday. But i didn't want to send stuff to her and be annoying, you know?? So i never tried to reach her again.
I don't know if she is a She. I just miss her. I miss our conversations. I miss how i would hear the specific noise that tumblr does when you get messages and i would drop everything to go reply to her (and i always knew when it was her). I miss it so bad. She would teach me random german words, which i always liked to learn, and i teached her random portuguese words. We would call each other the equivalent to "angel" in our respectives languages: I called her "anjo", she would say "engel" back. I miss it so much.
Im not mad at her. She has her reasons. Im just worried. I don't know if she is alive. I don't know if she needs some sort of help. I don't know anything... And it kinda freaks me out. Because i KNOW she has her reasons, tumblr is not exactly the most sane place to go, but there's always that little voice in my head that is like "she is ignoring you. She actually hated talking with you, that's why she disappeared. She doesn't even remember you anymore", and it's incredibly suffocating sometimes.
Because the voice is most likely right. She sometimes appears in my dashboard, rebloging stuff. And i know it's queued stuff, but no queue runs for seven months straight. Im not an idiot.
I don't know if she is a She because, well, we only talked for roughly 2 or 3 months?? But i know that, at least for me, we clicked. And i know we were bound to never happen because of distance and stuff, but i was content enough with late night conversations. Just talking and learning little details about her was absolutely awesome.
If you made it all the way till here, thank you so much for listening. I don't really have anyone to talk to about this kind of stuff.
Don't make tumblr friends.
My she is mine. She has hair brighter than the brightest sunset or the leaves in october. She smells like freshly mowed grass and campfires. She tastes like cherries and her touch feels like an angel's wing. I still don't know how I got lucky enough to call her mine but I will never let her go
1 liketo my she-
0 likesi know you know how i feel about you. we felt it together once. you know i miss you but i know you cant make a decision right now. i just wish i could tell you just how much i love you because its truly more than anything. i know we are young and you arent ready to commit but i cant hide that id wait forever for you to decide. i dont want anyone else even if i could choose. you are my everything and more. i hope one day youll see me the same. i love you.
So this is the song that inspired the creators from Life Is Strange
2 likesi told my crush i like i liked her today and she told me she liked me back and hopefully we’ll be more than friends soon ❤️🥺
1 like1:02 when i started thinking about my "she" , mom calls me :pull the curtains son,. did it, i came back , 2 seconds later, doorbell rings, i went to open the door,my cousin came home, i came back, continued listening to this song, after 5 seconds, mom scolds me as i am in my room when my cousin is home, i went, played with him, came back to continue with the song, after 20 seconds, i had to use the bathroom, o i went, i came back and found, my phone was not on the bed, searched it, finally found it in my cousin's hand, playing video games, no one gives me a chance to think about my "she" .
1 likei love this comment section it warms my heart so much
0 likesmost people here are talking about the 'she' s that they'll never have. this one hits deep for me because i had my she, we were both in love- but she fell out of it and i'm well and truly still in it. heartbreak is so fun :' )
35 likesI loved her, she rejected me...rumors spread around the school and everyone made fun of me..
1 likeShe has adorable cute short hair she has cute round glasses she smells like flowers she will probably never be mine
0 likesShe smells like Cologne and flowers
1 likeShe tastes like orange cherry sweets
this song fits for a lost friendship too if you're in the right mindset
0 likesshe has shoulder length, black hair, with two red streaks framing her face. she tells me how she hates her acne scars but i tell her how cute they make her. she smiles sheepishly. she calls me cute every day. she kisses me on the cheek on my bad days. we go out for coffee at least once a week. we talk about everything from her dog to our shared mental illnesses. sometimes we talk about nothing at all, and just sit in each other’s company. she uses this rose scented lotion, and offers it to me sometimes. it smells like her. we both love fall and the rain. she has the most beautiful smile. her laugh is like the sound of water. i would give anything to be the cause of it. she’s so smart, and kind. she understands me better than anyone. but she doesn’t feel the same. why would she? no one ever feels like that about me. she likes girls too. but i don’t know. all i know is that when we met, we were playing a couple in our school play, and i would love for that to become real a year later.
2 likesi used to dedicate this song to my girlfriend (ex now) now my new girlfriend dedicated it to me and i’ve never felt so happy before , because my past relationship was extremely one sided, and i was used as an experiment. i’m happy now.
0 likesShould I send this to my crush? We’ve been friends for four years and we’re both bisexual, but I don’t think she likes me. I’m so madly in love with her it hurts. I really want to tell her but I don’t want to lose our friendship. Leave me some advice with the reply box, and remember that you are a beautiful human being who deserves the world. ❤️
1 likeWe've all been there, we've all fallen for a straight girl at some pt, dw it passes yall
0 likesI started crying when I was singing along to this. This song is so beautiful and I always return to it to listen to and appreciate.
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Melanie Mazariegos Same
0 likesShe should put it on iTunes
I’m so single, and I’m tired of being jealous of my friends who are in relationships.
3 likesSince everyone is giving beautiful descriptions about their 'she,' here's mine. I know it's different but it's because I just had a story in my mind and this is from my character's pov (pls excuse if u find grammar mistakes) :
1 likeI lay in my bed at home. Where drops of rainwater instilled themselves on the windowpane beside it. It was almost like nature was listening to my melancholic thoughts, in the way the sky brought its water down to the ground like my tears. I was thinking of her. About how I felt about her. The way she made butterflies flutter in my stomach every time she looked at me with that beautiful smile of hers. It may have been a beautiful feeling if I were allowed to feel it. Instead, I had to suppress it like it wasn’t mine to feel.
Only a boy should love a girl, not another girl. What will my younger self think when she sees who I turned out to be…? A freak. I know that I am not alone in this ‘queer’ thing. But right now I feel like my sexuality is something to pity about, not something to feel proud of.
i am probably late but here is my entry:
0 likesmy 'she' made me believe that even in distance and miles apart, one could still make you feel safe and sound.
She is my dearest friend, the one i come to when I feel like I don't fit in the real world. When it is tiring and I found myself asking "why am i even here?" she would be there, across my screen, asking me how my day went. She is that girl I'll cry to about my favorite band. She is the late night talks, the "I'll take pictures on this trip so I could show it to her." She is the first good morning and my last good night. She is the laughter I tried to suppress at 1am. She is my comfort person. She is that gleam of hope in my darkest days. She is the one I am starting to see in a different light, the one that could never be mine. And she is my greatest what if.
She smells like that sour but sweet unnamed citrus perfume that you complain about but know you love inside, like chocolate, like brown sugar. She tastes like the beach on a warm summer day where it’s coldly so no one is there even though it’s the best type of weather. With her adorable round glasses, hair always pulled back messily a beautiful deep brown with fawn on the tips, the shape of her face, her lovely band and striped shirts. Her smile, everything is perfect. I just wish she saw herself like that. Or that she liked me.
1 likewhen dodie said "hello everyone" My dad said hi back. What a beautiful moment
34 likesShe smells like cheap perfume and slushies.
0 likesShe tastes like strawberries and cream.
You would find her in a Hot Topic Store.
And she means everything to me.
It’s me, reading comments and crying by myself...🥺
1 likeWhat are the chords to this
2 likesI'm not gay (Graysexual, heteromantic? I don't know to be honest buy I know I like boys for sure) but I love this song and support you all
1 likeI can relate so much it made me cry. I really like (borderline in love with) my best friend and I'm pretty sure she only likes guys.
1105 likesUpdate: she has a boyfriend now :/
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catladywithadog I'm sorry, that sucks. I've been there
6 likessupernatural geek :/ yeah it's hard. thanks
1 likeoh my goodness same here!
2 likescatladywithadog I love my friend a LOT but I'm pretty sure she only likes boys though😔
5 likescatladywithadog same here
3 likesSame
2 likessame same same
2 likes@eveliina nykänen (huge virtual hug)
1 like@#ShadowCadet Lizzie cloud (huge virtual hug)
1 like@TheLivingNightmare 16 (huge virtual hug)
1 like@Mia MuSiCisNoW (huge virtual hug)
1 like@sadietheparadox (huge virtual hug)
1 likeyou know what? give it a shot, love is built on friendship man.
6 likescatladywithadog same situation. Showing her this song rn. Probably not my best idea 😳
2 likes@Nicole Alexis at least you've tried, 2 solutions, 1 is you'll have a fun memory to recall in the future, 2 is you may have a new start 😁
2 likescatladywithadog why does this explain my situation perfectly 😂🙈
2 likescatladywithadog explains me but she knows and it's awkward around us she is bi though but I doubt she likes me also she goes out with someone
0 likesI've got a kind of similar situation as well :( but we both changed so much in the meantime, and now I'm like stuck in a situation where I don't love her anymore, but I love her past-self and every time she becomes close to someone I grind my teeth hard and try to not be jealous.. it's selfish and I don't know how to get rid of this reaction/emotion..
9 likescatladywithadog ask...?
0 likescatladywithadog same here holy crap
0 likescatladywithadog SAME
0 likescatladywithadog same...
0 likesSame! Dear God I love her so much...
0 likesnot alone love
0 likesstory of my life 😩
2 likesugh same. i really like one of my friends and she's bisexual as well as me and she knows i like her but she only likes me as a friend
7 likesMandy White same
0 likescatladywithadog Same but she is pan...but has a boyfriend...now she barely notices me...😭😔😖😳😣😞
0 likescatladywithadog saME omg its the worst and when she talks to me about boys I'm like yeah..... then I told her I'm gay and that changed everything. now she asks me who I like I have to hold back that I love her and its the worsSST
1 likeMya Patterson why did you tell her you're gay then if you're in love with her tf that's your own fault
0 likesThat is so true but I feel like if I do then I'm taking the risk of ruining our friendship also
0 likesI hope it goes well...I wish you the best
0 likesOh my God that's so hard I'm sorry </3 virtual hug
0 likesI'm so sorry; I feel bad :( virtual hug
0 likesI'm so sorry. This is really hard for all of us :(
0 likesOh no :( my heart breaks just looking at this comment. I am so sorry virtual hug
0 likes:( virtual hug
0 likes</3 I feel your pain virtual hug
0 likesThat is very rude of you to say. You can't help who you are in love with. It just happens.
0 likescatladywithadog SAME!
0 likescatladywithadog try bringing up sexuality with them . I played that tumblr number game with my friends so i could find otut their sexuality, and one of my friends told me she was questioning before but now she knows she's straight. it really helped me feel less alone questioning my sexuality
1 likecatladywithadog LITERALLY SAME
0 likescatladywithadog some one likes me and I think I like her too. What do I do
0 likesCutie Studios I would say try and start something between you 😉
0 likesMagic Child298 oh ok thanks
0 likescatladywithadog Same with me xx We gotta stay strong for each other out there
0 likesRead this and just shouted omg it's me. Its fricking me 😂😭
0 likescatladywithadog same 😭
0 likesSo I'm not the only one this has happened to! We need each other for advice
0 likesSame im gay and she pretty much makes it obvious that she doesn't like girls 🙁
3 likessame.
0 likessame.
0 likescatladywithadog I'm pan and have a massive crush on my best friend but she's straight :(
3 likeswell poor you...
0 likesStar _ Fox that was really rude
0 likessorry....
0 likesIM JUST SAYING SORRY!!!
0 likesJa naprawdę nie chciałem wydawać na myśli!
0 likesIts great when music connects with you, I try so hard to do that with my listeners and I'm sure she appreciated your comment!
0 likescatladywithadog same.. good thing she moved... she doesn't even know that I'm bi. no one does...
0 likesSame. I think my crush found out and now I'm afraid she won't talk to me anymore.
0 likescatladywithadog I'm bi and me and my,best friend are in love,even though she has a boyfriend and btw she is bi too
0 likescatladywithadog same here
0 likescatladywithadog I'm the exact same way. But I'm okay from admiring from afar.
2 likesNever mind, I'm dying inside. Watching her with another friend is painful.
DUDE i feel your pain
1 likecatladywithadog oh goodie I thought I was the only one
1 likeI'm in love with my best friend and she always complains about her boyfriend
1 likecatladywithadog I had a similar Situation.
1 likewhen I was around 12 years old, I got closer from a girl of my class, soon she called me her best friend … and I called her that as well, even though I secretly knew ehe was more then a friend. She was my first big love.
I knew that she was into boys, so I just accepted it. It was okay for me, we were best friends, and she was happy.
When I was 14 we started to live apart from each other, I slowly fell out of love.
It was okay, we are good friends by now again, and she knows that I used to love her. and I moved on from her.
My best friend and I are both bi ace but I know she'd never go for me and I've been really sad about it recently...
2 likesmecaka we aren't ace, but other than that same boat
2 likesLexi Julia i guess we're all in the same boat :/
0 likesFUCKING SAME
2 likesMy friend is bi, but she likes this boy right now...
0 likescatladywithadog I'm Pan but the girl I like is straight
0 likesKeira Diaz Nabhani same.
0 likesKeira Diaz Nabhani same (at least im pretty sure she's straight)
0 likescatladywithadog same
0 likessame here :^(
0 likessame. :^(
1 likeSame
1 likeBeen there
2 likesI just asked or told my friend only the ones I trust
1 likeliterally same and its so ??????????????????????
0 likesI hope you don't get friend zoned! I wish the best of luck for you
4 likescatladywithadog same! Exactly the same as me
0 likesReading this comment section makes me happy cause now I know im not alone.
9 likescatladywithadog i know that feeling
3 likescatladywithadog wow you just worded everything that's been in my head for months now and is the exact reason why I'm revisiting this song for the billionth time 😞
2 likesI'm so sorry. :( I hope you feel better, and that everything gets better as well.
1 likeI liked her and she liked me, I'm not even sure anymore, she just forgot? Forgot about me so easily. She didn't tell me what I did wrong, I lost my best friend and the person that I love. I hate her but I love her?
5 likesFor my she,
0 likesI love you. I've wanted to be with you so bad but couldn't. You liked me. I messed it up. Then you liked me again. I didn't. Once I finally realized, you said no. I couldn't get over you, and yet we still remain friends. Thank you. I love you. 💞
nobody:
4 likesno one at all:
not even the dude who i looking through your window:
dodie: she smells like SLEEP
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Dude I was reading this at night and now I’m paranoid shmpdbhjsksk
0 likesHey ash I know your not going to see this comment but this song reminds me of you and though you have a girlfriend, I’ve fallen for you and no matter how much I try I can’t stop.
2 likesstraight me watched this thinking the song was slow and too boring but now 2 years later i listen to this on repeat thinking about how i can’t wait to be in love with a girl 🤧🏳️🌈
0 likesEverything about her is complex.
117 likesNobody can tell whether her hair is brown or blonde, and her eye color shifts between beautiful ember, brassy gold, and a breathtaking blue. Her voice can make me smile, or bring me to tears, and her smile is heaven.
She is incredible in every way, and she perplexes me. What does she see in me? Because I’m complex, but on a different level. I’m messed up, so messed up, and I wish I could tell her that. I wish I could tell her about the pills I take to make me ‘happy’, or how I got the scars on my arm, but I can’t. I wish I could make her see my hurt, but I can’t bear to hurt her.
She smells like perfume and the beach, she taste like vanilla and sweets. You’d find her in her own amazing world, and she cannot know the real me.
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For anyone going through this, it's tough to balance everything. In my experience, everything gets better if you keep her light close. I hope you are doing better.
5 likesAnd she smells like rainwater and night
She looks like sparkles and light
Oh you would find her in the world she imagines
And she brightened my entire life
You are not alone and keep going you can do it find a healthy escape and sprint towards it
0 likesShit now i have a crush on my best straight friend AND im crying
1 likeShe is the most beautiful person. i saw her today and she gave me a book that I've wanted to read because she reads it quite a bit. She has the kindest soul. She gave me a nickname and I don't let many people give me nicknames. Every time I see her I get butterflies. I always want to hang out with her. I give her a big hug everyday and I can never stop thinking of her. I'm also like so happy because she came out to me as pan. I wish I had the confidence to tell her how I feel though.
0 likesThis song is so underrated
1 likei commented on this video a few years ago and i can’t find my comment anymore but i commented something about how i found the girl of my dreams and i’m so in love with her and we were dating and this song reminds me of how i couldnt tell her i liked her because i was afraid she didn’t like me. we were gonna be together 4 years in november. she broke up with me in january, she’s straight now. i was an experiment to her i think. 2 days before she broke my heart i met dodie out of the blue and was like oh my god it’s crazy that i’m meeting the person who wrote this song, a song that meant so much to me. and then i lose my girlfriend two days later. i’m still very heartbroken and not over her at all but ya know. that’s life.
2 likescurrently listening to this because I've been filled with an overwhelming feeling of jealously and sadness
21 likeshe smells like hair product and dreams
1 likehe tastes like raspberry and cream
you would find him hiding beneath the covers
and he means everything to me
if you somehow see this, i love you liam, my angel. i love you no matter how many times you make a silly mistake or stutter on an easy word or get too anxious to do something or hurt yourself or change your hair or your pronouns because at the end of the day it’s you.
it’s your poems that you hate but you let me read anyways and it’s the color of your face when you’re just about to blush and it looks like watercolors on your skin and it’s the feeling of the ring you always wear digging into my finger just enough to let me know that you will hold on as long as you can and it’s laughing at incredibly stupid jokes that i make while shaking your head and it’s sending me good omens fanfic at two am because i dragged you into this fandom so it’s only fair and it’s scoffing and calling me a bastard just before you cuddle up to me and tell me that i matter beyond everything else and it’s the taste of sour patch kids lingering on my tongue because you kissed me for so long and it’s you
and you’re all i need.
to everyone else, i hope you find someone like him. well, not exactly like him, but someone that makes you cry for the first time in months because of the avalanche of love that a song that reminds you of them gives you. someone to laugh at and laugh with, to cry and rant and smile and just be with.
and if you have someone like him, i want you to hold them close and know that life is truly wonderful.
my she is wonderful.
0 likesshe smells like roses and freshly washed laundry.
she tastes like strawberries and baby wipes?
you would find her in a field full of sunflowers and daisies.
she means everything to me.
Yo this is like the one of the only wlw songs ive found thats actually good.
0 likesI was young but i think i loved her, she was so much different then everyone in my town. Everyone (but me and her other friend) thought she was ugly, short, and dumb, she belived them to. She would tell me every weeks about her slitly emotionally abusive stepmother and her chrush that was a boy that looked nothling like me. and we would sit in the grass and she would sing me her new songs, and even though her singing voice was awful i still listened and comlamented her because i loved her company. We would have sleep overs almost every weekend and i would dress her up in my clothes that were way bigger than her. She always tried to make people laugh especially her boy chrush, she never was happy herself, she hated everything about her self and only was happy when watching kpop. She would fake smile every time I tried to make her laugh and she would laugh too. I think she hung out with me so she could disract herself. One day we were sitting in math class and she said Korean music but she was talking about kpop, so i said "you mean kpop?" Then she got mad but i didn't notice, i thought she was playing around cause she always says kpop instead of korean music, so she said Korean music, so i said kpop, then she said "do you want to get on my bad side?" So i said sure and laughed cause i for sure thought she was trying to be funny. But sure enough that night she said "you wanted to get on my bad side" and for the next three hours she said how she never ever wanted to be friends with me again and said that i have been an awful person and freind and said that ive always made fun of her and she never wanted to be my friend again. The first message i got from her that night my stomach sank cause she said she hated me, and i started ugly, howl crying, like the type some mothers do when their child dies. And then my mom came to see what was up, i was only being nice to her even when she was saying those things to me of how she hated me and i was trying to reason with her and ask her why she was acting like this, but she kept saying the most awful things she could about me. I was being civil and trying to calm her down and now i wish i would've shouted back at her and say what a horrible freind she was being, because maby then it would've been easier to let her go and stop being upset over it cause she never told me why, she had never acted that way towards me before. The worst part is is that she only said those things to me and her other friend sadie, me and sadie hung out with her pretty much every day at different days. She was freinds with all my freinds and everyone took her side besides sadie, no one believed us, they all thought we were being over dramatic. I had deleted all of my messages from her back to when we first exchanged information cause i kept going back there trying to find any warning signs that could have told me she would ever do that to me but i couldn't find anything. After that she tried to reconnect, but never really apologized or said why she was acting like that, what could have triggered what she said, one day we agreed on meeting at the place we used to hangout to talk things over but she cancelled. I tried being nice to her and be her friend again because she wanted to be my friend again but the damage was done. To this day i have grown very far apart from my friends that didn't believe me, and i haven't talked to her more than a sentence for about a year or so now. I think i had a chrush on her and i knew it but i shoved it down cause she was a hundred percent straight. I still cry over losing her every once and a while, cause she was my everything, my freind, my reason to stay happy to not worry her, and at the time my reason to live, besides the freinds that didn't believe me because i didn't want them to have to remember their dead freind. Now a days she is the reason why im not really close to anyone anymore beside two people but i still feel very distanced from them, and why i lost my close freinds but most of all she is the girl that took away from me what i never knew i had before we stopped being freinds, it was love or at least love for her company, i cant tell.
2 likesHer name was Estella, she was a short Asian girl with a spanish name, underbite, and glasses. Her names means star and when we stopped being freinds she ripped a hole in my soul and im still trying to sew it back up with roadtrips and food and new freinds but that empty space will always be there🌑⭐
I want to sing this at my talent show so bad, but I doubt my mom would let me.
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Do it 😊
4 likesit would be awesome
2 likesWHY NOT
3 likesPuLu why would your mom stop you
1 likePuLu I came out by singing this at my school talent thing so...
7 likesgood job!
0 likesMy she is really cool and has nice hair ✌🏻
1 likeDamn 7 years ago?? Bestie it's such a great song
0 likesI currently have a crush on a girl and I have no idea if she’s straight or not, although I’m pretty sure she is:( its so hard because I want to be with her so bad
2 likesMy she has gorgeous curly hair just below her collarbones. She wears a yellow jersey and kills it on the field. She has a gap in her two front teeth that you only see when she smiles her beautiful smile. And she held onto me like she never wanted to let go. But she did. Shes struggling and I understand it because I've been there. So I'm waiting for her. And I hope that one day I get to her again because she means everything to me.
2 likesThe end.....she.....he means everything to me. AM I OK? IS IT JUST ME, OR DID ANYONE HEAR IT TOO
0 likesI love her and i told her, she's straight.
3 likesShort sad story
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but you are beautiful beyond description. We know this because you know yourself. Our lives are made up of so many sad stories before the end. Choosing our wins is sometimes recognizing that we loved.
0 likesEdit Update: I posted about another She a couple of years back but like this one I no longer have feelings for her. I now have a new she, who I'm actually in love with and dating currently! ❤ and she makes me the happiest girl alive.
0 likesI posted a comment on her who knows how long ago about my first she, but I want to post about my second she in hopes she doesn't see this.
She smells likes freshly laundered hoodies that came from the dryer and are nice and warm, as well as calming Friday and Saturday nights in summer where it's slightly chilly and the windows open exposing the dew on the window screen.
She tastes like homemade brick oven pizza and sweet dragon fruit (weird combo yes I know lol but she reminded me of those two).
You would probably find her imagining her brand new fantasy story to write while sitting in the woods, letting nature surround her.
She really means everything to me, and I don't know what to do.
She's bisexual, and I'm an Asexual Lesbian, so I only feel romantic attention towards girls but that's not the point here.
The point is I would possibly have a chance with her if it weren't for the problems:
1.) She's a senior, which means she'll be moving for college after high school
2.) She's not ready to date, especially after what happened with her relationship last year
3.) She has other girls (just friends of hers may I add) who like her but she's trying to deal with turning them down and trying not to feel regret as she doesn't wanna hurt them.
I feel for this girl HARD. And I still have feelings for her. Could she like me? Yes, there is a possibility by some grace of God or whatever exists out there that she would and want to date me as much as I want to date her.
I know I should be honest with my feelings and tell her the truth, but I am honestly terrified that if she doesn't choose to either 1.) Say she feels the same way (again that would be dumb luck)
Or
2.) Turn me down nicely abd we become closer best friends because of it
She will hate me and have our friendship fall apart.
Though she probably won't given the person she is, I'm absolutely terrified. So...
What should I do?
Y’all have girl in red now but i grew up with Dodie
4 likesEvery time I listen to this it brings tears to my eyes. And now that I have realized I am pansexual, this song means so much more to me. Thank you dodie.
19 likesthey smelled like flower shops and
1 likethey tasted like caramel and tea
you would find them deep in the pages of a notebook and
they meant everything to me.
i hope you’re happier without the stress of me, lily. i hope you still cry over videos of flowers blooming and you still draw on the table in your studio when you don’t know what to write and keep angry running commentary while you’re writing an essay and you still wear the trans flag you hung on the bookshelf like a cape and you still eat green tea candy that actually tastes like caramel and you still have callouses on your fingers from playing bass
i hope you’re not overly cautious and anxious and scared and unsure anymore. i knew you weren’t ready but i still thought it would be okay.
“no one’s looking, lily.”
“your parents won’t walk in, it’s okay.”
“the door’s locked, alright? we can cuddle.”
it scared you
and i’m sorry
i know you’re happy now
i see you in martial arts three times a week
and we talk
about books and history and mythology and d&d and actors and music and so many more things
and i’m happy too
but sometimes i just want to taste those green tea candies again and feel your hand wrap around my waist one more time
i’m sorry, i really am
they are chai lattes and libraries and fall
but to them
i am nothing at all
You are awesome 💙
0 likes”And Sleep”
2 likesMy insomniac self watching this at 1:41 in the morning: *Laughs*
When I was like 11 this song lowkey gave me a crisis
5 likesAnyone reading this you're perfect just the way you are, no matter who you love you are an amazing person ♥
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Foreverlife101 that means a lot ❤️❤️
1 likethis reminds me of my crush ;-; i still like her even though my friend told me that she called me a freak behind my back. i still like her cause i dont believe my friend so :T
2 likesI miss my ex so much. She showed me this song and said she thought of me when she listened to it.
0 likesI thought she said forever...
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You’re a wizard, just make the memories disappear smh
0 likesThis song hits hard. I have a friend who confessed their love to me months ago. I finally realized I was in love with them, but not until until after they had gotten a girlfriend. I kept my mouth shut during their whole relationship and they recently broke up. Maybe I'll be one of those other success stories in the comments in a few months or more.
0 likes"They smell like cotton candy and spring
They taste like strawberries and dreams
You would find them on the cover of a book
But my feelings for them are something I overlooked"
It’s funny... because the “girl” that I think of when I hear this song isn’t a girl I really know. It’s the first girl I ever had a PROPER crush on. When I went to holiday in spain, she stayed a few doors down from me in the hotel. She was a few years older than me. With gorgeous ginger hair that was slightly curled that fell just below her shoulders. She had freckles on her face and either green or blue eyes, but that’s the thing, i never got close enough to see her. But every single day for weeks, I’d see her around the hotel and I couldn’t take my eyes off of her. but obviously i was too young to understand any of my feelings. so i just watched her all day, admired her.
0 likesthen, one day while i was eating in the food court, i looked outside and she was sitting on a suitcase, waiting for a taxi with her family. And... my heart just sunk... i just stared at her until the taxi arrived trying to take in all of... her before I would never see her again. and months after that trip i thought about her.
and i never spoke to her... never knew her name... but... i think of her every once in a while again and smile to myself. she’s out there somewhere. and i hope she’s doing well. and i know it’ll probably never happen but i hope that maybe one day we’ll cross paths again... because i’ve never liked a person like i liked her. to this day, the effect she had on me still lingers. any ginger girl i meet now, DECADES later, reminds me of her... in such a sucker for gingers probably because of her lol
Doddie this makes my heart swell too much. I love it so much. TEARS EVEN.
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+Feckless Yes, Doddie is a personal favourite of mine
2 likesHERW NAME IS DODIE
0 likes+Lucy-Mae Thurgood Calm down. It was probably a typo.
0 likesWhy did u do it as well!
0 likesWhoops, typo is all, sorry everyone involved lol
0 likesShe smells like fresh baked bread and autumn leaves and rain on tarmac. Her smile splits her face in the best possible way.
1 likeTo my she- Please don’t give up on me… I’m sure you already have but please… don’t let the environment you live in dictate how you live your life. Please be yourself, live life. Please don’t give up. Please keep trying.
0 likesI just randomly got the song stuck in my so I listen to it obviously because i can't focus on anything else
1 likeAnd I go to the comments and it ends up I now am in love with 20 something people that I've never met, but I'm also in love with my current "she" who is actually a he but a beautiful he.
Hes got hair like a lion and it defys gravity but he makes it adorable and when he laughs in a way that makes you heart skip a beat and how he only talks loudly when hes frustrated or people talk loudly at him and the softness of his voice when he's just listening and trying to make you feel better. The way he flirts badly on purpose and it still makes me blush because he knows that I am all his and he does on purpose to make the butterflies in my stomach flutter even faster and find their ways to my heart.
And I know he'll never see this but it would matter if he did because I've already told him I love him and he loves me to and hopefully this lasts because its more serious then I thought and I think I've truly fallen for this boy that say "if we go to sleep at the same time well meet in our dreams" and the boy who even before we were dating almost started a fight because someone was toxic, and the boy who confessed to me after we broke up because I thought he wouldn't like me if I was me and he said "if I don't try now I'm gonna regret it because something could have happened"
And he smells like the salty oceans with moss
And he feels like butterflys at night
But most of all he
He means everything to me
Micheal your amazing and you wont see this but I swear I love you.
"She" told me she lost feelings for me.
1 likeHI DODIE i am listening to the human EP and the new version of this song and is so stunning (as is the whole EP!!) i just adore it. i came here to read some of the cute stories in the comments while i listened to "she" hehe :)
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Honestly same, listening on repeat and reading comments
2 likesComing back to this every time I have a new crush and they’re all straight
1 likeI was on tik tok, saw a sayaka x mukuro cosplay using this audio, and now this is my favorite song.
0 likesMy girlfriend asked me out but i fell for her from the first day of school
1 likeShe smells like lemon and ginger.
0 likesYou would find her in the ring, fighting, at home, laughing, in the woods.
She is red hair, grey eyes. She is tall. She is everything you can imagine.
I love her. She is everything to me. But she hates me now, after everything we've been through. She doesnt even speaks to me anymore, does not even say hello. It hurts. I know I lost her and it is killing me.
Bree, my best friend, my first girl crush, the person that helped me realize my sexuality. My she. She is a gorgeous human that I let down. I hadn't accepted my sexuality and I lost her because of it. I chose a boy over my best friend. A boy over the girl that I was in love with. And now I don't even have my best friend.
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So did you learn to love him or break up with him?
0 likesAnd I'll be okay admiring from afar
0 likesBecause even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart
And she tastes like coconut and rosewater and dreams
But to her I taste of nothing at all
To my She, my first crush, who made me realise i was demi not aro. I love you. And you will never love me back
she smells like summer rain and pastries
0 likesshe sounds like satin and honey
you would find her in an album cover
and she means everything to me
My she was the most beautiful girl i ever saw. She was sweet, kind, friendly and caring. Just a look at her gives me butterflies and all sorts of feelings that i never felt for someone else before. I couldn't tell her about my feelings for her when we were studying together. But after a year i told her that i used to have crush on her n i liked her. But after that she stop talking to me. Man i regret that decision of telling her otherwise atleast she was talking to me before but now she has stopped talking to me. 🥺
0 likesI hope i get over her as soon as possible.
My gf just sent this to me and even thi I already knew this song and like I know all the lyrics and now what she's trying to say with this yet I still lcamehere because Idk istg this is adorable
0 likesthat's awesome
604 likesI always cry when I listen to this
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Lopalu Everything else would be a sin
1 likeAHHH SAME! I can never listen to it without crying. I’m gay but I also am in love with Dodie’s voice so idk what it is!! If it’s the song or her voice!!!
1 likeSame
1 likeMe too
0 likesWelp, here it goes, to my she,
1 likeYou are to kind for me, i truly don't deserve you, but you chose me
And she smells like fall leaves and cinnamon because the perfume she wears reminds her of her mom, who she dosen't live with.
Whenever you're ready, 'I'll know how you taste
You would find stuffed into a Harry Potter book she won't put down until she's done with it
To my wonder she, my girlfriend
14-year-old me could REALLY have used this song :'(
0 likesI'm watching An Astrological Guide to Broken Hearts on Netflix right now and from the first line I had to pause and frantically find this song
0 likes'she' is my best friend. she's taken but I can't help it. she has gorgeous blonde hair and blue eyes. i'm out to everyone I know as bi and my heart aches knowing that I can't have her. i just hope one day I can tell her about my feelings, even if she doesn't accept. for now, i think we're staying friends.
1 likeMy 'she' is kind, caring, sweet and adorable. My 'she' has long black hair that falls around her shoulders in beautiful waves. My 'she' has tan skin and breathtaking hazel eyes. My 'she' could wrap me around her pinkie and put me in her pocket for later. My 'she' means the world to me. My 'she' may not be perfect to other people, but she is perfect to me and that's all that matters.
0 likesI'm so proud of all the people that have realized or have come out with their sexuality. I hope you all are in a good place. YOU BETTER TELL ME WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE. I feel so emotional sniffs Have a wonderful day all you beautiful people!
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Kat Ruthanne I've found someone to love! It's one of my internet friends and she loves me too! We're not in a relationship yet, though XD
1 likeKat Ruthanne i have found someone i love
0 likesI would have needed that song back in 2010
0 likesIs she really playing the guitar tho? Not to crack it She's great just sayin..
0 likesi hate my self for thinking of the girl i do, her religion is against lgbtqa+ but she supports me, we hold hands all the time and we hug and she holds me in her arms when i’m not okay and i adore her for that she’s my world. but i’m not hers.
1 likethis song makes me want to fall in love so i can be heartbroken
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lol lyndsey !! No, you don't want. Believe me.
40 likesNo u don't you really don't...
25 likesShe said to me the other day she's not gay. Still broken.
Edit: yea I got over her all goods :/
lol lyndsey !! Same
1 likei see you a lot
0 likesPeople here are saying you don't want to be heartbroken, but truthfully, being heartbroken is a special feeling. It's strange saying that but after getting over a heartbreak you realize how beautiful it actually was and how it changed you. It's kind of a nice experience in a maybe masochistic way.
42 likesSame
0 likesAs a person going through first heartbreak, no u do not want this, trust me, you won't
2 likeslol lyndsey !! Haha my life is a heartbreak
0 likesYou don't want heartbreak. I've had my first and it's something you want before you have it. Trust me it is absolutely awful
0 likesI actually believe everyone should be heartbroken at least once. It is such a good lesson. You learn how deep your feelings can be, you learn to be empathetic and learn how not to hurt others. It is a life lesson and I wouldn't trade my heartbreaks for all the happiness in the world. My heartbreaks taught me how to deal and find my happiness, my peace.
8 likesIt sucks:(
0 likesoh shet lyndsey wat u doin here
0 likesDon't do it. It's the worst feeling in the world.
0 likesMystique with the exception of cramps
0 likesYou had 666 likes and i just had to ruin it
0 likesit’s really funny because i was obsessed with this song before i knew i was gay...
1 likeGod I want a girlfriend so bad!!!!
3 likesi dont have a 'she' but i have a wonderful 'he'
1 likehe is amazing. we first bonded for ok i'm not quite sure how to explain it, but we kinda 'clicked' i guess is the right word, and after a bit i came out to him as a transfem, i told him first bc he was the person i was closest to at the time, (and bc he's transmasc lol). the first time i saw him was in my math class, (this was before either of us were out) and i just couldn't stop trying to get glimpses of him. a few months after i first saw him i joined his friend group and actually met him for real, (our friend group is very gay so idk how i didn't join it earlier lol) and after we chatted for a bit i knew it, i was in love with him
a few months after i knew i was in love i started to come out of the closet to a few people, and every time i asked, he would help me with it. i think was at the end of pride month he texted me, telling me that he liked me romanticlly, and i was at a loss of words, i had no clue he liked me back. sadly at the end of pride month for where i am, covid started to get a lot worse and we could see each other, sadly covid is still bad where i live so i won't be able to see him for a few months :(
but i still love him so much, he has helped me through so much and i miss him, i would do anything to see him soon
if anyone who read this is not sure if their crush likes them back, go for it, try something. i had no clue he liked me so there's a chance they like you. i wished that i told him about my feelings before this covid spike, but currently i don't have a time machine. if you truly love them, don't hide your feelings, it won't do any good hiding them, ask them out, you might be surprised of the answer.
thank you for reading this, i wish all of you the best of luck! goodbye for now
My She was my long-time best friend and my first real crush. She’s sadly the straightest person I’ve ever met in my life, and she never found out about my feelings towards her, and likely doesn’t even know I’m Bi at all. The first time I was ever open about liking a girl was in the comments section for a dodie song, I believe it was sick of losing soulmates, and the girl I was talking about was my She. I tried to find it today, but I got no luck. Maybe I deleted it in fear that she’d somehow find the video and see what I had written. Either way, this song perfectly encapsulates how I felt when I realized I had feelings for her, and it shakes me to my core even now.
0 likesI'm sobbing thiS is actually the cutest song I've ever heard and I just want to sing it to the girl I love why does everything have to be so complicated ughghgiutjfn (you can tell I'm a very emotional person...)
33 likesi guess im the only boy listening to this.
1 likethis song is so beautiful
No joke in love with your accent
2 likes'She' is my best friend and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything
0 likesyall, im i can relate
2 likesto this sm holy wow
I don't think I've ever had goosebumps for the duration of a whole song before this is BEAUTIFUL
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aw that's such a lovely thing to say! Thank you <3
31 likesYou're very welcome! This may well be my favourite song of yours.... <3
5 likesdude I cried to this song so many fucking times during 6th grade because I was scared to tell my dad I was gay ✌️😔
0 likesI literally just went out and bought apple juice because of this song.
0 likesI’m not gay but this relates to a guy I really liked but he barely knew I existed
1 likeI’ve never had a She of my own.
0 likesoh god im so bi and this makes me so happy. I end up in tears every time I listen to this. My parents think that I'm "confused" about my sexuality at such a young age. But i know that i like guys and girls. so this means alot to me. so i know i might be a little late with this but i just want to thank you dodie
169 likes~Felicity
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same, I think I might have a crush on a girl which made me realize I was bi, my mom said I was just confused but I'm not I know where I stand on who I might like and gender isn't a factor
1 likeTheClicheYoutubers you are not confused just confident🏳️🌈❤️
0 likesTrashCan Thank you so much that makes me very happy I haven't had the best day and reading that with someone on my side makes me happy so thank you
1 likeTheClicheYoutubers you are very strong. You can get through this and good luck 😊
3 likesTheClicheYoutubers same here. My parents think its something ithink, but i know😔
2 likesMy parents think it's a phase. But no, I'm Pan and agenderflux. I know it.
0 likesI hate the "you're just confused", "it's just a phase" stuff. For me, I'm not sure what my sexuality is, but I've started thinking something like panromantic asexual?? Meh I'm still figuring it out... definitely asexual but not aromantic😊it's fine for me - I would accept being called confused about my sexuality right now 😂
0 likesI thought that I had found my ‘She’ but I was foolish and too young to understand that we were just friends. I had made the whole thing up, she didn’t kiss me because she liked me. She kissed me because she could, because she knew I would let her. And at first I was sad, then I was angry, but now it’s not that big of a deal. I wish she wasn’t my first kiss because she didn’t deserve it, but there’s not much I can do about that now. Now she is just a memory, one that I won’t forget because for awhile she meant everything to me.
1 likeme crying to this song when i have a gf and i assume she likes me back
0 likesAnd she and I are together now ❣️
0 likesso I have a massive crush on my best friend. she's bi and I'm getting kinda mixed signals and I'm too scared to do anything so instead imma cry to this
0 likesSO HAPPY this song is FINALLY getting the attention is deserves. one of the first dodie songs i heard a few years back.
42 likesThis is just so cute song💗🎀🌸💖 today my bff just telled me that she is lesbian. I think I’m falling in love
0 likesDoes anyone remember a fan music video that came out for this version of She? It was done within a year of the song being released, Dodie even commented on it. It started out with two girls in a bookshop, later on they walk on the sidewalk together, they go to one girl’s house and they kiss and stop; later on they text about it and one girl has feelings and the other wants to be just friends so the first girl is crying in her bed and turns out the light. Does anyone know where to find this video??? I can’t find it anywhere and I’d love to watch it again :(
0 likesOmg I love this
0 likesI downloaded and every 2 minutes I listen to your talk in the end.☹😂
0 likesComing back to this video after realising I'm bisexual makes this so much more emotional and hit me so much more than the last time I watched it. Thank you Dodie for helping me come to terms with my sexuality and being an angel in general.
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Same
5 likesJustAnotherWallflower ^^^^❤️❤️❤️
5 likesRowanInTheRain I have just figured in the last day or 2 that I have a crush on a girl but I am straight!?! I am so confused😢
1 likeAnna p hey it's cool to be confused about it, trust me I was for bloody years. You might want to consider the possibility that you might be heteroflexible - primarily and vastly straight but you can start to like a person of the same gender on the rare occasion ❤
2 likesRowanInTheRain thanks that sounds a lot like me! I am very akward rn because my mum found a blog post i wrote and is now questioning me loads. thanks anyway!
2 likesMe too!!
4 likesRowanInTheRain Same for me. I'm actually in love with my best friend, and we are planning to have a stronger relationship. I'm still trying to tell my mom im lesbian, but she has never really accepted it. Every time someone gay walks by she says something negative about them. I'm working on it tho, and things are getting better.
11 likesMy she
1 likeWe met a little over a year ago when I went and shadowed at what would be my new school (if you don’t know shadowing is where you go to the school for a day to meet your classmates before you actually start going there officially)
Anyways, she was really nice to me and I immediately got a crush on her. I thought about her the whole summer and I was delighted when I saw her on the first day of school. We became friends within the first couple weeks of school and I expected my feelings for her to go away, but they didn’t. They got stronger till it was too much to handle and I was head over heals in love with her. So I told her, she didn’t love me back. After that she got a boyfriend who I developed a passionate hatred for. To this day I wish I could stab him or something just to get my revenge on him for taking the girl I loved. Anyways, after she said she didn’t like me I started to myself and wonder why I wasn’t good enough for her. It was basically just a bunch of torment for a few months but I loved her too much to give up. Fast forward to February, we were on an overnight field trip and I was sharing a bed with her. We started messing around as a joke. It went kinda like this
Me: Haha what would you do if I licked you?
Her: hah nothing
It went back and forth kinda like that for a few minutes till this happened
Me: what would you do if I kissed you?
Her: nothing
Then we leaned In to kiss each other but before our lips touched I said “did you really think we were gonna kiss?” She said no but recently She told me that’s the only time I’ve ever made her cry because she actually did wanna kiss me. I wanted to kiss her too but I guess I was just too fucking dense to take a hint. After that she broke up with her boyfriend (I still hate him though) and I had kinda given up at that point. Nothing exciting has happened after the whole kiss thing, except for the everyday pain of loving her but her not loving me back. It’s been over a year now and I’m still in love with her, the only difference is that now I’m ready to move on.
She still means everything to me
according to a friend, she liked me back. i was so excited to tell her how i felt but she got a boyfriend :,)
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Ooof-
0 likesThat's sad that happened to me too 🙃
to my "she"
0 likes(I've kinda got three so let's wrap this up)
She's sad, a lot. I try to help, it works. She's got these yellow eyes I could look at forever. I liked her for over 5 months, I was kinda glad when I lost it though. It was weirdly painful to like her, since I knew she'd never like me back and nothing could happen between us, we're too young.
She's got long curly hair, smells of fruit... maybe it's the number of hair products she uses. I cried over her once, it was weird, but I didn't mind. She moved though. We still keep in touch, she calls me "Waifuu/Wifey", it's cute. No homo tho... unless.. ;w;
I've known her for... 11 years? We liked each other once. She was my "gay awakening," lmao. I never really tell her how much I love her as a friend, she's got really thin hair and freckles everywhere and she's really pretty. She's also got this weirdly funny sense of humor, I don't know why I find it funny but she's hilarious.
That was sappy jesus-
i told her i liked her.
0 likesshe loves me as a friend.
i dont know what I'm doing wrong. no one ever likes me back :(
I don't think have what I'd call a "Crush" on my she. I don't get blushy around her, and I'm not embarrassed. But... She is beautiful. She's sweet, and small, and artistic. I love holding her hand, and hanging out with her and hugging her, and she's the only one I will give piggy backs. She's really awesome and I never get tired of hanging around her. She's just... Amazing.
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I'm exactly like this with my she but once this school year started she kinda stopped talking to me and i was so sad because she helped me so much and we would stay up to late at night talking about our problems with each other and she would sit on my lap and we would hold hands and snuggle and hug all the time i really miss that i miss talking to her and holding her hand and hugging her.
1 likeIt’s exactly the same for me but I don’t think she likes me back and we have been best friends since Kindergarten and I don’t want to ruin our friendship by telling her ( plus I am still closeted).
0 likesShe, my she is my girlfriend. She has brown hair and dark brown eyes. Her freckles cluttered along her face, all of them looking like you dotted them with a small paintbrush, so perfect. She smells like the way soft pillows look. I can't describe it. But there's another she, who has brow hair as well; but lighter. Her eyes brown too, but they just look so, alive. No freckles in sight. Just tan, slightly bumpy skin. She smells like Champaign and red wine. Her voice is so exaggerated. Shes so- sure of herself. Except this she.. She is my best friend. We used to just sit and chat for hours on end, going on long walks in the rain, I can still remember the smell of those days, the misty smell of pavement and wet dirt. We would go around our blocks on our rollerblades and bikes. Just having fun going up and down the huge hill that seperated the two. But then my girlfriend asked me out, I said yes since I thought I liked her- but I don't. I like the the one with the eyes that you get lost in, the one that goes on and on about how I need more self confidence and how I'm worthy of it. Not the one that never says I'm beautiful back, or that she loves me. My real she, means everything to me.
0 likesI JUST WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO A CUTE GIRL
0 likesi miss my highschool “she” we fell out though :(
0 likesI wish i could finally my she
0 likesI'm kind of going through something and this song is like exactly how I feel like ugh I love it!
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Same
0 likesfalling in love with straight girls 🥺.
0 likesi love your song i know that i am not a big proson in this world but thats just means that you get one more like in this vid i love you and your work
0 likesa poem for my girlfriend
0 likesyou remind me of stories,
like the ones before bed,
the sweet, happy endings,
and the ones that fill my head.
you remind me of purple,
a deep violet amethyst,
a mystical, magical, starry night,
and many of the most beautiful things to exist.
you remind me of autumn,
and the crunch of the leaves,
the sharp, windy weather,
warmed up by the now auburn trees.
you remind me of english,
sitting at the back,
my favourite teacher talking,
teaching my very favourite class.
you remind me of cuddles,
and watching movies,
like a warm, cosy blanket,
and my favourite hoodies.
but really it’s the opposite,
because they remind me of you,
they’re some of my favourite things,
but then i guess you are too.
i love you <3 :))
My "she" is one of my best friends. I've decided the next time i see her i will tell her how I feel. We've been flirting for months now and its time to act on it. We get along so well and even though we come from different backgrounds have so much in common. She makes me so happy and is so easy to talk to. I feel like I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. She is tall and has beautiful dark brown hair. She smells so sweet almost like roses with the laugh of an angel. Ill edit what happens when I tell her.. wish me luck <3
0 likesEdit: I confessed to her and she said she loves me but wants to just be friends. :(
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Good luck!
0 likesI have commented on this before, but I can't find it right now.
249 likesI love this, it's so warm despite the sadness <3. x
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+Beckie0 The song makes it sound like she loves being in love, even if she can never act on it...sad and beautiful. <3
10 likes+Beckie0 omg beckie i love you <3
5 likes+Beckie Jane Brown I know exactly what you mean c:
0 likesAm I allowed to look at her like that?
0 likesCould it be wrong
When she's just so nice to look at?
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me
Oh, oh
I'd never tell
No, I'd never say a word
And oh, it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
And I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
'Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
And she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me
Yes, she means everything to me
She means everything to me
I literally cried
0 likesAlmost 5 years later and 5 million views 🙌
0 likesMy dearest She,
2 likesYou will never find out about my feelings because my parents are so homophobic :)
I don't know if I'm in love with my "she". Her bright blue eyes, soft skin, and kind smile. Her cute nose, delicate yet strong hands. I almost never stop thinking about her and that's no exaggeration. She's the reason I'm up at midnight writing love letters. I'm unknowingly being around her more than my best friend. Her hugs are the most amazing feeling ever. Her sense of humor is just so lively and I'm beeming like an idiot after every interaction with her. I don't know if I'm "in love" but I do think I love her
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Ella Beckler nah bro you’re in love with her
5 likesRise for the sapphic anthem 😌💕💕
1 likethe little clips in her hair. her necklaces. her rings. the ring I gave her that she still wears. her hair. her laugh. her humour. her passion. her intellect. her.
3 likes"and ill be okay, admiring from a far"
"but to her, i taste like nothing at all"
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u could never taste of nothing
0 likes@fatima :')
0 likesOh my GOD I just wanna give her a damn HUG. Like I wanna do something to show her that she means everything to me. I wanna cuddle on the couch while watching shitty movies and laughing about random shit. BUT IM TOO MUCH OF A COWARD TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE UGHGJBHJHHHFG I HATE IT HERE
0 likesMy she has been my best friend since 2016, i liked her since middle school, we're both now out of school. I hated her for a moment because she got with my ex boyfriend, the feelings went away for a few months but came straight back. I was in a poly relationship with her but was still too shy to even cuddle her.
1 likeI wish i kissed her another time, i wish i held her, i wish i told her i loved her.
Feelings for her leave for a moment, but they always come back. I talked to her on the phone for two hours last night about my break up, she comforted me. I wanted to tell her i still love her but i was too afraid to.
She smells like lavender and how it smells before it storms.
Her smile lights up a room, and her laugh makes me flustered.
She always tucks in her shirt and wears these pale purple adidas.
I so badly just want to run my hands through her soft faded pink hair.
But she likes someone else, ill never have a chance.
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Update, i told her about my feelings for her. She feels the same way:)
0 likesI love how she still has her accent when she sings.
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Mel Wye doesn't everyone have their accent when they sing?
6 likesMinton Muro no
12 likesADELE i was blown away been i heard her talk?? i thought she was from the south (in the us) lmao
2 likesMy she is a gentle fighter. She gives the warmest hugs, and smiles at my silliness. She learns to fight to keep fit, her fists wrapped as she is drenched in sweat. But my god is she wonderful. She records me as I stupidly swim in a lake in springtime, laughing and wrapping me up in a towel as I shiver. Her purple hair poofs as we spin on the dance floor, and as we sway to the beat of the slow song. She laughs when I pout that I can't be taller than her in my heels and She drags me along the hiking path in March when we get lost, following the maps that lead us back to our car. Her sweet smile widens when we watch our favorite tv shows together, and read horror stories that make me jump. Her talent with a sewing machine and fabric makes beautiful creations covered in stars or jewels that make me look at her in wonder. She was sun that provided my moon life. And I thank the lucky stars in our galaxy that we are dating, because She means everything to me.
0 likesI'm not gay, and I'm not even a girl, but this song still has a special place in my heart
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I love that sm
1 likeafter a lifetime of falling for straight girls, the only bisexual girl i confessed to didn't like me at all ;-;
1 likeThis song is me honestly
1 likeI'll never see my 'she' again. She came to a street dance class I'm in as a one off but we shared nothing more than a few smiles. :(
39 likesi’m just gonna share my story since everyone else is.
2 likesi recently started a new school and eventually i started getting a liking to my best friend, but then she showed me a picture of her crush and we grew apart. then, suddenly, everyone started shipping me with different girl. we never liked each other at the start, she found me annoying. but, in a week, we started to attach to each other. guess who i’m dating now? C:
My she is the crush I had 4 years ago & now I feel like I am 16 again.
0 likesi ain’t even gay but this song is y’all national anthem and i am absolutely HERE to support👁👅👁✨
1 likeYears can come and go and always be back at the momento we were happy even tho happiness is a sad song
0 likesI go to an all girls school and I just came out to my 2 best friends from that school as bisexual. I was inspired by this song to tell them. Thank you dodie
36 likesThis makes me cry idk why🥺
0 likesmy fellow wlws crying at this song... love u
0 likesi feel a little out of place here cuz im a closeted trans guy but im head over heels for my She and She kissed me back in february and i miss her so much. she's still heart broken over her last relationship so i respect that and im letting her make the moves and stuff but i really like her. like a lot.
0 likesBeacuse of girls like you I’m bi ✨☁️💛💫🌙🌱🌻⭐️🌟💜🏵☀️🧸🌆🌄🌅🌇 Becaose you are BEAUTIFUL and TALENTED
0 likesOh don't mind me crying on my bed and wishing I could meet Dodie to tell her how much her music has helped me
16 likesMy boyfriend send me this.. be right back crying
1 likeShe was openly not straight
3 likesI hated the now boy she liked, and I still don't think he's too great
She taught me to be me
By just smiling and helping me to be
She helped me stand
By holding out her hand
She helps me to keep myself alive
And helps me want to survive
She smells like all my favorite things
But it always kind of stings
She loves like how I always need
But she's the only person I don't know how to read
She makes me want to live to see her smile
And makes me want to stick around for a while
She was the last person I was around
Before the world turned upside-down
She means everything to me
If only, that, she could see
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woah that was long. cool.
1 likehella late but
1 likeshe smells like burnt coffee and paint
she tastes like candy and grapes
you would find her in a corner drawing quietly
and she, means everything to me
(she really does taste like candy and grapes. it’s lovely)
she smells like lavender and rain
0 likesshe tastes like summer nights and autumn days
you would find her 'neath a spotlight on a stage
and she means everything to me
'She' is my best friend and we've been best friends for 3 years. I found out I liked her 1 year ago but I tried to repress it because she's straight but the feelings were/are getting stronger. But recently she's more 'friendlier' to me like saying I'm cute and stuff and she said she's questioning her sexuality which gives me a little hope. But even if she likes girls she probably wouldn't like me cause whenever we joke about being in a relationship she says ew and a bit little of hope dies inside me but I hide it by laughing. But I still love her (as a friend.) I'll never tell her how I feel cause I'm too scared and it would probably ruin our friendship. Anyways thanks for wasting your time reading this :) ✌️
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Jiminiepabo awh I know how you feel... it’s crushing when they don’t even know they’re hurting you and just think they’re being funny. Be my friend lol
0 likesI hate feelings:(
1 likeOne of my best friends just sent this too me. Last week she told me she liked me. I’m straight. I thought she was joking and I laughed. I’m so sorry.
0 likesWe m going to put my she out there, no may ever notice this comment but I’ll write in nonetheless. She has the prettiest I’ve ever seen, they’re pale green like stripes on a peppermint. She was in my French class, we did a group project togethe and had this joke that we were dating. Slowly, I stared to fall for her. She is like if the song hey there Delilah was a person. She would doodle cartoons of the kids in our class and show them to me. But I had no chance, she was straight, until she came out as bi. It all changed, she would touch my face, tell me I’m pretty. I was ready to follow her anywhere I was going to ask her out. I went to her house and we did nothing but talk and laugh for five hours! I was ready to shoot my shot. And then she got a girlfriend. I was broken, I still am, my Delilah would never be “my” Delilah. That’s where I am now, thanks for reading 💕
0 likesI tried to tell my she how i was feeling
1 likeWe don't talk anymore
i wanna tell her but i can’t she’s my best friend she’s all i have she’s my everything even if i would tell her she wouldn’t feel the same and it sucks i wish i could tell her that her laugh makes me get butterflies in my stomach the way she smiles makes me feel warm inside whenever she’s not paying attention is when she looks the prettiest she doesn’t even try everyone likes her i have no chance i wish i could tell her that the way she walks is adorable when she does her baby voice i space out every time she giggles is like a melody the way she sits like she’s the only person alive and when she lays her head on my shoulder my heart tells me to kiss her forehead and hold her hand but i can’t i just can’t
1 likeI just told one of my best friends that i am bi! Feels good man
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Corstal Congratulations! I just told my friend the other day I'm bi as well! It does feel good tho, like a weight lifted off my shoulders.
3 likes@Delaney Smith yeah!
0 likesAm I the only one who remembers the version of this song dodie sang with dottie? Why can't I find that anywhere? It was my favourite version cause it sounded even gayer <3
0 likesI come back to this song when I get sad that my internalized homophobia stops me from coming out to my religious homophobic parents....I just want to find love without fear of going to a conversion camp.
0 likesShe was my everything. My right and wrong. My rules and regulation. She was the world and I was a fly. She was every decision and every option. She changed, I changed and I realised that she was wrong. Now she is a monster that is shout are you still in there?!
0 likesHello people who are coming back to this song for the memories
0 likesI have a story
\Mabey TW?/
A young girl who has never heard of the LGBTQA+ community before comes along this song while crying in her room.
She listens for a while on repeat. She has now been introduced to dodie.
Not only did this calm her down, but she relized she liked boys and girls!
Whenever this girl would have a bad day she would always turn on her music and it would help!
Few years later she gets diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
The only thing she knew to help was dodie. Her music was like serotonin to her. Dodie has helped her for so long.
Her music was the only thing keeping her going. Whenever she wanted to give up, she just turned on dodies music and she would remember something worth living for. Dodie basically saved her life..
..
...
..
Its me
Im that girl
If you are having troubles like this please call a hotline loves ♡
I fell for a straight girl. I confessed. She said we should stay friends because she didn't feel the same way. She acts like it never happened but idk... I am so confused. She gets really close and touches me, does things she never did before when I hadn't confessed.
20 likesThis song has helped me before and after confessing. Before, I realized I liked a girl. I realized I was bi.
After, I realized that, yes, she is straight but I am not alone and there are many other fish in the sea, I just wish these mixed signals would stop :/
Mine has short dark hair a spunky personality, striking blue eyes , flirty she wears wears skinny jeans and old tees and looks stunning when she dresses up she smells like returning to home after a long trip and laughs at all my jokes
2 likesMy she, I told her I liked her last night she said she does not think she is at a point for liking people right now and I understand but it hurts so bad.
1 likeShe In fact does taste exactly like birthday cake story time and fall and to her I taste of nothing at all. To my she I wish you nothing but happiness
this song hurts me, but not because of reason most people have described. you see, i am indeed gay and have fallen for straight people, but this song means something different for me. this song perfectly captures what it feels like to love someone that doesn’t love you back. the feeling of knowing that no matter how much you care about someone, they’ll never care about you in return.
2 likesAm I allowed to look at her like that
0 likesCould it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
(Oh)
I'd never tell
No I'd never say a word
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
She smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
and I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake, and storytime, and fall
But to her I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
Yes she means everything to me
She means everything to me.
(Lyrics :>)
I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR MONTHS AND YOUR VOICE IS JUST SO DELICATE, SOFT AND SWEET AND I LOVE IT AND THE LYRICS REMIND ME SO MUCH OF MY FUCKING CRUSH AAAAA
16 likes"But to her I taste like nothing at all" OUCH
0 likesDoes anyone know what guitar she's playing in this video?
1 likeI feel oddly out of place here with the fact that i'm really hoping that my she is hetero. like bro, wtf am i doing here with my heterosexual relationships..
1 likeDear crush, I love you. You are my whole entire world. I seriously love you. You are my first love. I just wanna hold you in my arms forever and ever. Dear em I love you forever and ever no matter what happens. Love,L
3 likesAfter listening to this for the millionth time, I've finally realised how well this describes my current relationship with me and my ex
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Jane Coogan same, actually oml
0 likesJane Coogan yep, same..
0 likesJane Coogan same yikes
0 likesJane Coogan me too
0 likes"Am I allowed to look at her like that?" Ksnsjsjs hits me hard cuz I'm closeted
0 likesShe smells like coconut and flowers.
0 likesShe tastes like lemonade and clouds.
You could find her in an abandoned building.
But to her I taste of nothing at all.
used to have a crush, but that died out really quick. She was bi which reassured me but we just had nothing in common which made me realize i didn’t like her as much as i thought. I just don’t want to be so lonely, but at the same time i know i still have to work on myself before someone else could actually love me. I’m not totally sure what to do, but maybe once i’m in better shape i’ll try things out again and find my “her”. It’s better than the “no one” i have at the moment.
2 likesShe giggles on the worst day
0 likesShe’s cherry chapstick and baggy sweaters
She’s vanilla and fresh baked cookies
She’s the calm after a storm and the rain after a rainbow
Shes a hug on a cold day
She’s a sweatshirt stealer and her smile lights up my day
She’s the best girlfriend I could ask for
I have a "she" in mind right now she is beautiful, talented, funny and just lovely. I love her with all my heart but I'm to scared not only to come out but also to ask her she knows I like her after my friend told her I'm not mad just a little sad it wasn't exactly how I wanted to tell her. I have rumers going around about me being lesbian and I'm sure they will die down but I still love her and hope one day we can sort it out because I don't want to loose her. 💙💜
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I forgot I wrote this but to anyone who may care even a little bit. I moved school recently and I relized how much I miss her and need her. I plan on asking her out in person this weekend and I really hope she says yes. Wish me luck! 😂
1 likei wish my 'she' liked me back..
0 likesthat would actually be nice
she was never meant to mean this much to me.
1 likei have this crush, i think shes two years older than me, she gives me hugs, and she says that she loves me! omfg, i think i have a girlfriend, h
0 likesYAY
oh also, her hair smells beautiful
Still can't believe that this song came out 6 years ago!
0 likesA lot of these comments are ppl falling for a straight girl, for me it's falling for a bi girl and only now realizing I may like her more that I "should" but how can I say anything when her last homosexual relationship went tits up and i don't want to loose her even if it means never telling her the truth
29 likesTo u. I’m sure I taste like nothing at all.
2 likesBut it’s magical feeling this way for u.
It sometimes feels good to hurt becuase to love someone with so much love to give even though they don’t love u back is liberating. It makes me feel alive.
The days it really hurts are bad. But as I am reminded that we are meant to be and even if we are far apart u are a big part of my life.
The days the knife digs deep and I can feel it in my chest I tell myself odd things to console my hurting. I know I am worthy of u. Heck I’m outta ur league (true) and to know the only reason u probably don’t love me isn’t me, it’s u, is really re assuring.
These days however. That glimmer of hope of us being together, it’s fading and the hurting is more and more. I don’t mind because I knew you wouldn’t love me and was prepared for nothing at all to happen ever but believe me when I say I wish with all my heart u felt the same way.
okay, so i know i’m a little bit late here, but i want to share a story about my she. i really liked her still do. i think. and my friend also did. the friend doesn’t know i like her. and i’m trying to encourage her and my she. i’m trying my hardest because i still don’t think i can accept the fact that this is happening. and that really freaking sucks.
1 likeShe liked me too but neither of us said anything.
0 likesNow She has a girlfriend, and it's not me.
I’m straight but who cares bc this song is just fucking beautiful
1 likeMy she asked me to her homecoming dance with her instead of her boyfriend...and we slowdanced together..for like 8.3 seconds. but it was still magical for me. She knows im homeschooled, and so i told her that i would probably never get to go to a dance..so she used a pickup line from my favorite show to ask me to her dance..and i obviously gladly accepted. We have the same taste in music, the same humor, our parents have been friends since highschool...she is a cheerleader and im an artist/musician, and..all of this sweet stuff that i like talking about but is irrelevant. back to the other thing. i knew that i had feelings for her when i met her, but...i didn't exactly know if that was because she was actually interacting with me and i was in awe, or if it was because i actually had a full blown crush on her.
30 likesBut, i knew for a fact that i liked liked her after one moment. she had asked me to be in the towns Halloween parade with her, and i said yes. well, on our way there, she was doing my cat makeup for me in the car. the way she just gently touched my face with her soft hands, and i just starred into her sugar blue eyes, everything else blurred and i didn't even know how to react to it all. it was such a unfamiliar but fantastic feeling. And we marched together, throwing out candy, and she actually helped me with my social anxiety. there were loads of people but because she was there, i didnt feel anything but bliss. Funny Enough, her last name is Doty, pronounced like dodie. And well, my last name is rose..i like to call her doty, and she calls me rose. i love it. shortly after homecoming she broke up with her boyfriend..
and i guess i could say i had a window of opportunity. But sadly..i was too scared. i was to insecure about myself..thinking about all the things that could go wrong. And now she has another guy. im happy for her though, because im her best friend, and i just want her to be happy.
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Abbey Rose hope everyone when well!
0 likesIm gonna try and learn this song on my guitar but change the words to he is that alright?
1 likeis there a tab for this anywhere!!!???
0 likesthis song makes me cry
0 likesI really love this song but I’m not gay. When I listen to this song I just think of my best friend but I don’t like her like that. When dodie says “and she...means everything to me” that’s just how I like to think of it but not in a gay way ( btw I’m not against gay ppl I actually think it’s really cool)
1 likewhen you have a crush on a girl and a boy at the same time. IM NOT EVEN BI IM PAN
0 likesI'm jealous of everyone in this comment section- like HOW ARE YOU DATING YOUR CRUSH WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND AAAAAAAHHHHHHH >:CCCC D:<
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Hey, there's literally BILLIONS of people out there, you'll find your one, take risks, love and be kind.
2 likesSince this song came out I on and off listen to it but still am so confused about my sexuality I think I’m bi or at least bi curious but could never explore anything with girls no one would support me
0 likesMe and my crush are going to A DANCE TOGETHER AHH I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND KISS HERRRRR :0
1 likeSo I've been in a crazy place in my life recently.. all full of stress and stuff
23 likes& just came across your sweet videos (they've really helped) and I just want to say thanks for putting your lovely self out here. You're amazing ^-^ Keep doing what you're doing :D<3
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:) <3
18 likesIf the word “pretty” was a song
1 likeMy She is someone I met at the beginning of school and never really noticed. She was cool and that was it. My she was a girl who wore oversized shirts and hated her haircut. She was short and shy and quiet and tried to be invisible yet I seemed to see her more and more. I would notice her coming out of the cafeteria and my heart would skip a beat. We were added to the same Hamilton group chat and found that we had a lot in common, especially music wise. We started texting, mostly about Hamilton or some other song that we loved. She had an operation to remove her appendix and went out of school. Last year I went to the DND club and found her sitting opposite me. When you see someone every day you don’t notice all the small changes, but now I did. Her hair had grown out and her eyes shone and she was so confident. She no longer hid at the back of her friendship group, but led, and she said a little hello each time we passed in the corridors. She was more forthcoming about herself and I heard her voice, which was gorgeous I learnt more about her love for acting and her family and everything I knew and saw just strengthened my feelings for her. I was also pretty sure she wasn’t straight, and everyone I knew who knew her felt the same way. We’re in a Drama production together, and just before Christmas, we were sat together, her, me, and a couple of our mutual friends. One was talking about how he was trans and yet people thought them transphobic, and I told them about being bi and my Catholic side of the family(why I haven’t come out to that many people) and she said how her family would be fine with her not being straight...but she is. (Off-topic, another was raised with the hope that she was gay, but she’s straight too). So, yeah. She’s straight. My she perfectly imperfect, with a long pointy nose and a deep voice and expressive eyes and God I should be trying to get over her, but I can’t.
0 likesthis song sounds like a wattpad fluff story
0 likesshe smells like soda pop and jeans
1 likeshe tastes like happiness and pink
oh you would find her
in a modeling poster
and she
means everything to me..
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but she doesn't like me like that. and she's dating someone else.
2 years ago I watched this video and thought 'wow i would totally go gay for this girl oh my god'
42 likesAnd now........ sorry Dodie, I wouldn't anymore, I've got my own girl who's gay for me too. :)
I am not bi but I love this song
0 likesCurrently in love with a straight girl who wants to marry her boyfriend.... It hurts but at least we're friends. And we're going to a concert together.
0 likesI'm bi. Not gay. But my she has blue short hair. Is tall has ocean blue eyes. Smells like warm appelpie and spring. I don't really talk to her. I don't even know her name. But i know one thing. I love her.
2 likesThey have a girlfriend.
1 likeI just fell for them
It's really frustrating :')
edit: finally falling out of love with them, been a year
this song is absolutely incredible, it reminds me of the pain of loving someone you're not supposed to.
13 likesmy she is sunshine in may, im the moon in march. she, dancing like no one is there to judge, us, swaying under the stars. she, friendship bracelets and giggles and old books that smell like memories long forgotten. she is hair dyed auburn, poofy and messy and without a second thought, beautiful. she is plaid pajama pants and muscles and eyes like chai tea. we, tears underwater and hugs that hold you tight and make you feel alright. cold hands and hot chocolate and love. she. i love her
1 likei came out to my best friend, it's still says delivered.
1 likeMy she’s a he. He’s tall and funny and has the perfect dirty blond hair he has covering his eyes . My she smells like hope and promises. My she taste like a new life like a new beginning. He tastes like the sky right before the sun rises. My she has a pure deep voice and isn’t afraid.I know my she isn’t a she but I’m in love and I’m falling hard. I’m young and I feel this way. I’m not stopping because he’s perfect. He’s a blue sky and a flock of birds. A field of flowers and the spots on a cow. He makes my heart pump. He’s the last thing I think of at night. I want to end up with him. I feel like he doesn’t know me. Like he’ll never find out how I smell or taste but it won’t stop me. I know how special everybody is but he’s just a tad more. He makes me. He why I smile, he’s why I frown. I think love is different when you young. I guess puppy love is real. And I guess that this love is too. He’s my day and my night. My quilt on a cold day. My hot chocolate when it snows. My tear at the end of the movie. My diamond in the ruff. My greaser. My socs. He’s my rock. He’s my everything. He taste of happiness. He genuine. He’s mine.
1 likei'm in pieces right now
1 likeLoved this. So sweet. ♥
47 likesI have. Depression and this made me Bloom a bit XD
0 likesThis won’t get seen, and I hate that.
1 likeDodie, ‘She’ was the first song I ever heard by you, and it was recommended to me by the girl I love. Since then, I’ve fallen in love with her and you. Your songs have helped me through so much. They brought me and that file together and gave us something in common. The more I listened to you, the more this girl and I talked and talked and talked. And I related to this song so much, but she never knew. I’d cry my eyes out to this song. Then I bought the ‘She’ tote bag for her, and put a note inside it. The note was a song I wrote for her telling her I liked her. For the past 8 months, we’ve slowly gone form friends to more. She struggles with contact, so we don’t kiss or anything. But we’ve held hands, and we sit close, out hands sometimes touching, her head on my shoulder... and I fall in love with her over and over again. We talk for hours about everything. And we have a bright future ahead of us. She makes me so happy. She’s kept me alive, and you have played a huge role in that.
Yeah, that’s it. Thank you.
Xxx
A.M. - My crush
2 likesBisexual
She/Her
5'3
V.P. - Me
Pansexual
She/They
5'2
Me and A.M. met in the 6th grade, and became best friends recently. She's really nice, funny, pretty, and is really open with me. I've liked her for a while now. A few months ago she told me she has a crush on a girl at school. When I asked her who, she laughed it off. I asked her if I knew her, and she didn't really answer. My useless self didn't realize who she was talking about until now. Me.
For a few weeks I teased her about it, and tried to get it out of her. She never cracked. Then she came out on her Instagram, and posted about her crush. She was posting hints and clues as to who she is. At this time I still didn't realize it was me. Then one day on her last post, she said that she was sure she was obvious enough for me to know. I texted her, still confused, asking who it was.
"There's a huge hint in the first post." She told me.
So I went and looked at the old post. I scrolled through the caption, looking for the clue until I found it. I felt my heart sink. Well, sink in a good way. I don't know how to describe the feeling. But I felt... Happy.
It said:
"I'm taller than my crush, and she always says 'Only by an inch!'"
That's when I realized. I remembered she always teases me about being shorter than her. I always told her exactly that phrase as a response. Thinking about it now makes my heart beat faster. A chance to be with my best friend? I'd love that.
But we haven't talked in a bit, and I've been dealing with my own shit. I feel bad. I'm too scared to tell her I like her back. Because there's always that chance that she was talking about someone else. But, I don't know. But I really like her.
And I know she's too scared to admit it. And I don't know what to do.
But I like her.
My s/o uses they them and is aro/ace and I love them just the same. We’ve been together for months and have been friends for 3 years. I love saying this, but I really love them and I want to be with them forever
0 likesThis isn't just a song, this is poetry. Your beautiful use of figurative language touched me on the inside just now. You're amazing.
15 likesTbh this is me when I thought I was straight
1 likeMy she already is dating someone but we both still like eachother and all I can do is just scream and cry into the void and hope for a miricle
0 likes‘She’ is the reason why I got into romantic songs that I would've found cheesy before I knew who she was. She is the reason why I scream into my pillow every night. She is the reason why I try to sleep early now. the things I wanna give and say to her can only happen in my imagination and in my dreams. She likes fiction and is the most creative person I have ever met. She is a responsible daughter. She is a total dork, and I love that. But she is also the reason why I have cried a total of 3-4 times this year, and it's only April, yes that is rare for me. Everybody wants her girl or boy, so I'm not that special, but for some reason, it still makes me sad even though I do not have the right to because I never showed that I even like her. I haven’t shown 1 hint, What's the point of giving hints when you are sure that you have a 0 chance on someone? “I’d never tell no I’d never say a word, and oh it aches but it feels oddly good to hurt”. She is the most beautiful person I have ever seen, it's so hard for me to focus on my tasks when we are calling with our friends while I'm doing my homework because she always turns on her camera, I can't help but just look at her. The ocean reminds me of her. So does ice cream. I want to say more about her so bad but I'm scared that she might see this lol. She is the first girl I have ever had a crush on, my past “girl crushes” were just a platonic attraction because it's kinda hard for me to tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings lmao. IM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS BOIDNBHFEUIEUHDC
0 likes'She', who used to be my best friend, and we both liked eachother, just told me she likes my best friend, and my friend likes her back. That stuff hurts. I'm still trying to get over liking her for 8 months.. and it really sucks because I find myself constantly questioning myself: did She ever like me at all, what did I do to screw it up. did I just have a crush, did I, dare i say, love her? shes probably way happier with my friend they are way better for eachother. There is no way She actually cared. Am I just being dramatic. Should I just not tell anyone how I feel? etc. etc.
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just your average clikkie i don’t think you’re being dramatic. not that it’ll make your pain any better right now, but i can tell u from personal experience that it is possible to get over someone that u have strong feelings for. i wish you all the best, and hope that you find a she who loves u as much as u love her
0 likesThis channel is such a safe place for me❤️
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Megs Donnelly me too I literally have tears trying to escape my eyes right now. Idk man I'm just reading all these comments and realizing that It's okay to not be straight. I've been questioning my sexuality for a while cuz idk. Boys are cute. Girls are cute. And I just don't now what I am. And that's totally fine
1 likeSorry. Tmi I just had to get that out to someone
This is the only song I could really relate to
0 likesedit: the fuck was I talking about
i don’t think anyone will see these, but if you do, know you were meant to.
2 likesthe first time i heard this song i was 12. i was insecure about myself and my body and who i loved. i craved attention from men because thats what was expected of me. the first time i heard this song i was afraid to sing it out loud because god forbid my parents hear.
i came out to them as bisexual at 13, and they didn’t believe me. it was a phase to them, or i was too young to know, or it was a trend. all of the above, they excused their inability to accept it with.
i started self harming at 13 too. i was falling apart inside and i was terrified to exist as who i was. i had a long distance girlfriend because i was a little gen z gay and we all went through that at one point. i wanted to die.
i stayed in that dark headspace for a couple years. i moved, and it was a little easier because it was a fresh start and to these friends i wasnt the little “boycrazy” girl they grew up with.
it took me until 11th grade, at the age of 16, to truly come to terms with myself. i’ve been dating my girlfriend for two years and i still was afraid of the way people looked at us.
i have learned to love myself for loving women. i have learned to love myself for identifying with she/they pronouns.
i have learned to love myself for my ability to belt this song at the top of my lungs, word for word.
i am living, breathing proof that it is going to get better.
i believe in you, sweet one. you can do this.
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i needed this. thank you. you are so strong. i feel just like you. i'm 13 and dating the girl of my dreams but i just feel so unwanted. school is stressing me out and so are my parents. thank you for reminding me that it'll eventually get better <3
0 likes*Thirteen year old me vibing to this song and crying
2 likes...
And yeah I am thirteen year old me right now
ugh i feel like this right now and i keep thinking she likes me then the next day feeling i'm a nuisance. And i barely know her. Well im trying to know her before i mess everything up... idk. This is probably the most real crush ive had and it scares me. First crush on a girl...
2 likeswhat a great find!
1 likeThis song made me realize I was really gay
1 likeI have liked multiple girls but these were the main ones.
1 like1. She smells like books and sleep, she tastes like Lime Le Croix and fruit, you would find her on a blurry mirror photo...
2. She smells like chlorine and the beach, she tastes like pineapple juice and chocolate chip cookies, you would find her in a framed photo in my room...
3. She smells like pretty clothes and roses, she tastes like seaweed and promises, you would find her on the cover of an album...
4. She smells like pages of books and shampoo, she tastes like toothpaste and brownies, you would find her on the back of a book...
5. She smells like gymnastics chalk and grass, she tastes like rays of sun and rain, you would find her on the TV for the Olympics...
And they meant everything, to me.
I'm sure not many people will see this but they meant everything to me but I can't have them because She moved away, She is straight and my best friend, She broke my trust and never defended me, She is straight and so intelligent, and She is straight and not what she seemed.
She was my best friend
0 likesShe dated my brother
She’s no longer in my life....
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I'm sorry
0 likesHi I'm dumb enough to find out this was for years ago
3 likesBut I just got a girlfriend at school even though I've known her for a very long time it's only the third day of school but she means a lot to me
BUT A BOY LIKES HER!
She is black jeans and a striped shirt, used to be giant t shirts to hide herself but it didn't matter because the world saw her anyways. She is stolen glances shoulder length hair bang swept to the side a chunk of hair or two framing her face. She is a smattering of beautiful freckles across a button nose. She was never mine and never will be, never to anyone really, though everyone will steal a glance or two, a short moment of ecstasy just from looking at her. She knew I loved her and I knew that just wasn't her way so I settled for a friend who would lead me on and share secrets and midnight cups of hot chocolate over facetime. She smelled like almonds and French Toast, she tasted like vanilla and fall, but I knew that she was a unicorn, magical and beautiful, but overall unreal. She never loved but that's not what I needed from her. Years later, i'm writing a Youtube comment she will never see, and i'm okay with that as long as I got the chance to know her. She will forever be in my heart.
1 likeActually,im not a lesbian im sorry,i just want to say that this song is so beautiful and somehow I love it..
1 likeTo my she, I guess
0 likesI know we can never be together. I know that you’d think I’m weird for liking you, for liking being around you, for getting so excited when I get to see you. I know you think all of this is a joke. But if it’s a joke, then why did you say that you would date me at that party? Why are you always the one who offers to hold my hand? I’m so confused. I don’t know how you feel about me, but all I know is that I would do anything to get to hold your hand again. I miss you. I didn’t expect for any of this to happen, I didn’t mean to start liking you. Yet here I am, desperately waiting for a reply from you, hoping that you feel the same way.
My 'She' is a girl that i met online. Shes so beautiful. She lives in Portland, Maine. I live in Texas. We've only started talking today but I've known her for a year or so. I don't wanna tell her I like her because... she might think I'm weird and i might run her off. Its sad because I wanna tell her but... she might reject me.. and i don't like being rejected. And i hurt.
22 likesWhen I heard this for the first time 6 years ago, I was 10 years old. Who knew it was gay and now I'm a sad lil gay.
1 likeme sitting here with no she: 👁️👁️
2 likesaesthetic before aesthetic was aesthetic
4 likesI'm a gay guyso I hope this dosent upset anyone.
3 likesI rmebee hearing g this song when I was 9 or 10 I believe. I found dodies channle from the acne song. After listening to this I remeber I couldn't stop myself IT rang in my head over and over and I still messed up the lyrics but I kept singing it and coming back to it. I knew I was gay I never said it or admitted it to myself but I knew. I remeber everytime I sang a part with the pronoun "she" it hurt but I didn't know why, still I kept singing it. I remeber one night going to sleep and singing to she softly to my self but only changed one lyric she to he. When I did that It was the first steps to me accepting myself . About a year later I moved and realized I truly was gay I knew it deep down yet could never accept it. I remember going to sleep feeling this heavy weight on my chest as if I was the worst and guilt weighed over me. I felt like a monster , at 12 I experimented and went with bi as the label, im not nor ever really was but it was a step . Sadly I got outed and put back into the closet and that's where I am but now because of you I'm proud of who I am even if I can't say it .
Thank you, dodie.
My 'she' is bi, like me. We also both have anxiety, she's had hers for ages, whereas mine has only surfaced recently. For ages, I really liked her, assuming she didn't feel the same way. I was actually dating a different girl while I was getting to know her, but something didn't feel right. I was dating a girl I didn't have feelings for, whilst I pined after the beautiful blonde in my drama class. We would always hug and hold hands, and everyone could see that we liked each other, except us, so I broke up with my girlfriend. Soon after, I finally plucked up enough courage to kiss her, and it turned out that she liked me too. We dated for six months, but then she stopped talking to me. This was before I knew about her anxiety, so I didn't understand why, I thought that I had done something wrong, or that she didn't like me anymore. I ended up finding comfort in a guy, who told me I was beautiful and amazing. He made me feel warm and fuzzy, told me that he liked me, but couldn't date me because he also liked someone else. I felt awful for feeling this way about someone else while I was still in a relationship with someone, so I broke up with her. When I was single again, the guy stopped talking to me. I felt unwanted and alone, feeling like shit for letting an amazing girl like her go for a guy who didn't really like me. Then, somehow, me and her got close again, and ended up back together. For a while, we were happy, but it didn't work out. We broke up again, promising each other that it wouldn't happen again, and we wouldn't get back together a third time After that, we drifted apart, stopped talking. Recently, I started getting panic attacks. I didn't know how to deal with them, I felt lost and out of control. I almost had one in a drama lesson, but she held my hand and calmed me down. I don't think she realised how much she helped me, but after that, I knew I liked her... again.
51 likesSo I told her.
She says that she isn't sure how she feel about me, that she needs time to think.
Now she knows I like her, but I'm too late. If I had understood things like anxiety and depression back then, maybe it would've worked out between us the first time. I know that I don't deserve her, she's too good for me.
She is beautiful, inside and out. She just doesn't see it, but I do.
I hope that she still sees me the same way.
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Cerys Jones I love this comment I know it’s quite old but good look to u both :)
0 likesCerys Jones It’s five months late, but you shouldn’t blame yourself. You can’t blame yourself for something that you didn’t understand or were not aware of. If you two never get back together that’s okay, because there are 7 billion other people out there. You might have to wait a while, but they’ll come into your life eventually. :)
0 likesOmg you are so pretty 😍
2 likesshe smells like shes been reading a novle of herry potter you can find her in the libery her name is Chloe hunt and i love her
0 likesWell I see a lot of comments of people wanting to be with their crushes and I can only say a few things about it.
2 likesIf it's meant to be it will happen.
If your crush is a friend and they don't like you in that way, you can't help it, it's their own person.
If you talk with that person and spend time with them and suddenly you like them they will like you back if they already have a some some for you.
You have to be yourself because trying hard to make someone like you is just shitty, someone will like you just the way you are.
Holy frick I had that exact same guitar
0 likesI. NEED. IT. ON. SPOTIFY. DODIE PLSSSS
130 likesI just wanna luv this song really hard on repeat x
My She is femme and straight, but sometimes I can’t help but notice that She says things about other girls that are not quite straight. Oh well, even if she wasn’t straight she’s way out of my league.
1 likeSomeone tell me how my little gay hopeless romantic heart has never had a crush before.
1 likeI know this will be tossed into the void of the 15k+ comments but oh well, I need to talk about her and where else is better?
2 likesMy She was well... 'mine'. For seven months. That doesn't seem so long but it felt like forever, I spent so long with her planning lives together. We decided on baby names, what pets we would have, everything. We would stay up until midnight whenever we could to have late night conversations about whatever we could. We loved the same music and movies and date ideas, even the same dog breeds. She was so perfect and I was so content with our simplicity. She was a closeted bi but we were fine with being a secret.
She had beautiful hair and a beautiful face, she had a way of making simple things sound so amazing - she sent me videos whenever she was with friends because she always went to catch frogs. Her laugh when she found one was perfect and I found myself falling deeper in love whenever we spoke. I saw her as a safety net, someone who would be there no matter what. We even picked out houses online for heavens sake- she was just my world. My life. We both loved pokemon so we got matching Umbreon onesies that we would wear whenever we went on Friday video calls (we always drank tea and played Uno from far away as she was from another country).
She ended up acting odd a few months before we broke up, but she said she was having a bad time with her mental health so I let it be. She was barely ever online to speak anymore, and she was distant when she was there. But she was mine you know? Fast forward a while until I'm counting down to my birthday with her and she takes three days off. It triggers my attachment anxiety but ah well. My friends had been telling me she wouldn't have been the one but I had it engrained into my head that she was always there.
I wake up on my bithday excited for the day; she isn't online. Oh well, everyone else is online! She comes online a few hours later. A 'Hey babe' comes through before she swiftly deletes it and replaces it with 'Hey'. Odd. I ask her why and she stays typing for a few minutes before settling on 'We need to break up.'
A little heartbroken conversation about why. (She fell out of love.)
We play Minecraft together the next day and her voice is just so... familiar. She didn't seem to be hurt at all, just awkward.
It's been months wince we've spoken yet we still like each other's posts. She still means the world to me and she's still perfect in my eyes. I'm pretty sure she's moved on but I don't think I'll ever be able to - meaningless flirting won't ever fill the She-shaped hole in my heart. Listening to the music we loved, watching the movies we loved, playing the games we loved, seeing the dog breed we loved online or on the streets... it hurts. So much reminds me of her. But she seems happy.
Maybe one day I'll get over her but to me she still smells like lemongrass and sleep.
Sorry for ranting about it but it still hurts :/
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Update: Spoke to her yesterday and she needs to figure out if she still likes me or something but I don't know what to believe :>
2 likesYeah that's not happening. She was cheating on me the whole time.
1 likeI found somebody new :) She is doing well and I'm happy for her as she has a boyfriend now, and I'm happy too!
0 likes" she" is my best friend and she is calling me her bestest " friend" :(
0 likesThing is if I was really attractive and my crushes type I would probably have a chance but lmao nope
3 likesI wish I had a sappy story but all the girls I know personally I either am strictly friends with or they're really mean
1 likeDon't👏Fall👏For👏Straight👏Girls !!!(and or anyone who's not into you HUN)
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tears and food Easier said than done man.
2 likesYea I just did it today
1 likeI know that my comment will probably get lost in the sea of comments, but I'm still going to write.
2 likesMy he is a special boy. This comment section is full of people describing their 'She's, but I'm describing my 'he'. My he is a special boy with beautiful hazel eyes that I could stare into for hours. We met on the dating amino in May. He posted about him wanting to find a boy who would talk to him and hopefully date him. Nobody responded to it. I was scared to because I didn't think I was good enough for him. Sixteen days ago, around 11:40 pm, he asked me to date him. I, obviously, said yes. I had strong feelings for him, and he found out. He supports me and uses my correct pronouns. He also uses my name instead of my deadname, and I love it. I get a lot of hate for dating him (because he's trans), but that doesn't stop us from loving each other. We call almost every night now, and he actually cares about me, unlike my other boyfriends and girlfriends. I love him so much. He came out to me before we started dating, and I was so proud of him. He was scared to come out.
Well,, that's my comment for ya. Happy pride month.
~Aziraphale.
I feel like "she" actually likes me back this time, and I'm terrified and happy at the same time.
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Embla Sjöblom this is so relatable when my “she” actually liked me back and asked me out I cried I was shocked and terrified because I care so much for her we’re coming up soon on our first month together and she makes me so happy I hope I never lose her
1 likeShould I tell her?... it’s tearing me apart
2 likesto my she (well they’re nb but afab)
2 likesi miss you.
so much. i miss talking to you. i know you don’t want to talk to me and you probably don’t miss me and you have moved on. i just.. i don’t know what to do without you? i’ve never missed someone this mych. i just wish things were different.
This makes me kinda sad because I'm the crush of my best girl friend and I am a transgender and I didn't come out to her yet (I am in the male spectrum)
0 likesshe is not my first love, but she is the last.
0 likesthx darling for ur cute smile, ur beautiful voice, ur warm hugs
i am sorry that u can not love me, even if u tried really hard, u did ur best
this song will always remind me about u and how u gave me my first and last piece of happiness
i uderstand u and i hope that u will find someone that u will love so much, that ur heart would fill with all best emotions.
and as dodie said "i'll be okay admiring from afar", because i love u
From E to S
be happy my sunshine
You should put this on iTunes. I'd spend the little money I have on it.
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Amity Edits I would definitely buy it!
2 likesMy she has long, thin black hair that she cut a bit shorter recently.
4 likesShe has small dark brown eyes, almost black. when she cries you can feel her eyes cutting through you like glass.
She wears white and black Adidas shoes, she loves Adidas.
She loves the shade black.
She
Knows
I
Love
Her
.
But
She
Doesn't
Love
Me....yet.
Edit: Hey guys so um so the she I don't have a crush in anymore
I have a maybe girlfriend it's confusing but basictly it's all good in the hood
New edit: so I do don't have a girlfriend anymore and I don't have a crush on my she
But I have a new she
Who I think
Liwks me back
But she doesn't know I love her...yet
Wooow this song is 6 years old🥺
2 likesLol, so it's 8:30 something AM and I don't have to be in class yet, but I finally found my she, and I'm dating her! Fyi, I'm making an update about the two previous comments of shes I'm no longer into. I'm in love with her now, and she is here to stay with me and in my heart forever ❤
0 likesWe met in high school my Junior year, she is a year below me. Back then, I knew her as he for a couple of months before she came out to me as she on discord. A few months later, we figured out her new name together. And a few months after, the thoughts started. Then after that? I realized I had a crush on her in history class.
I had confessed to her first, but she wasn't into me then. And for some reason then I didn't realize why that tore me apart inside, why I cried myself to sleep, why whenever I listened to certain songs or did certain things, she appeared in my mind.
I was in love with her.
Later, during July, when quarantine had already started that year, she confessed to me. Every feeling I had for her came flooding back, and I instantly knew that this was my chance. We made our moves, we've started dating, and it's already been a year and a month since we've been together. I love her more than life itself to be real, and that will never change.
Now, she smells like warm blankets, vanilla, and comfort. Like chilly, yet warmly comforting fall days where you'd have a picnic.
She tastes like hot cider on a rainy day, and lava cakes you share with ice cream after dinner.
You would find her DMing a group of players for D&D, or busy building and cutely rambling about her next campaign and characters.
She has gorgeous long ginger hair, sparkling jade eyes that I see mother nature in, freckles that adorn her body like confetti sprinkles, soft lips, a gorgeous tall body, and fuck....
She means everything to me.
And I'm glad she's here to stay ❤
Does anyone know chords???
0 likesYou'll probably never see this but this song makes me cry because I've suddenly fallen in love with my friend and I don't think she'll ever feel the same way but she's so perfect that I can't deal with it at all
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RandomCactus I'm listening to this song to get over her but WHY DOES IT JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE???? Every day I just like her more
3 likesSame, I think every girl that listens to this and has a girl in mind can share your thoughts
0 likesMy girlfriend is the best in the world i love her but before she told me she liked me this is how i felt we both bonded over dodies music and P!atd so this song means a lot so i will always love this song
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THATS S0 CUTE AHH
0 likesSuddenly I want an apple juice and peach flavored chapstick
0 likesshes never gonna see this and everyone else is pouring their heart out so i guess i will too.....
2 likesto my 'she', you make me so happy i think i could burst. thinking of you gets me through the day and all i want is to be n your arms again. in theory, 80 miles may not be that much but it feels like you're an ocean away. all i want is to have you in my arms and be holding you tight. you are quite possibly my favourite person in the world and i love you so much. i haven't stopped replaying our kiss in my head ever since. i joked that when lily moved away, i would find a girlfriend... and i did. it's better than i could have imagined and you make me feel so valued and loved. ik this is gonna sound super cliche but i've never felt like this before about anyone. ive never met someone as kind and talented and amazing at acting and gorgeous and with the most elite music taste. ellie, i am so glad you have come into my life and even though its only been 56 since u asked me to be your girlfriend, its been the best 56 days of my life and i hope you never leave it. i love u. so. fucking. much. ps this song will always have a special place in my heart because it was in those 5 minutes when we were sitting on your bed and this song was playing that i knew i was falling in love with u. and i continue to every day.
oh god that was soppy
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update: she got drunk at a party and kissed a bunch of other people and then broke up with me... it still hurts lol
1 likeupdate: we saw each other a month ago at a party and got drunk and kissed again, yup, i'm still in love with her
0 likesoh my god they were roommates
5 likesthis song makes me think of the girl that made me realize I was bi. and its funny because I know ill never be over her. I just send her some light and love when I think of her, because she lives across the country, and there's no way we could ever meet again. but I love her and id give her the world if she even hinted that she wanted it
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juliana sameee
0 likesShe likes someone else. I hope you all have a happy pride month, cause I don’t think mine will be.
0 likesWhy if I’m straight and I don’t have neither a she or a he made me cry like so much
1 likeAnyone else get big life is strange vibes from this song?
0 likesShe wears short skirts
3 likesI wear t-shirts
Im female to male transgender and ugh this song just fucking gets me because i remember feeling like this not knowing if i was allowed to feel the way i did. All of you lost people know that life gets fucking better. Stay alive :)
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Sum weird emo Heyoo clique member spaghettio. |-/ Stay alive fren.
2 likesStory time
1 likeMy crush (there’s 0 percent chance of her seeing this so I’ll use her name)
Liv, we play Minecraft all the time, are on call basically when we can be, and she’s my best friend (?)
Today, we were playing like normal, and she got weirdly obsessed with this book she wrote and threw it in the lava b4 I could read it. She started writing another one and I was so curious I killed her and picked up the book. She didn’t want me to read it tho, so I threw it back to her. Like a minute later, she hand the book, along with another on to me. They say ‘I like u a lot but I don’t ruin our friendship’ (sry for mistakes its 1am). It goes silent for a minute as I send her a song I wrote about her :). We text a bit and she asks me if we’re a thing. I say I guess. And omgggg I still can’t believe it lol. Really so if this doesn’t make sense lol I’m really tired and high on my crush liking me back, also helium (inside joke just in case liv does see this)
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Holy fuck lmao this is old.. we broke up... also I’m a trans guy now, and I’m pan :D
0 likesTime goes by so quickly lmao
my first dodie song :(
3 likesmy first real she was just a few months ago,
89 likesit was a sudden realization for me.
i went from never noticing her, to her being everywhere i looked.
whether it was in the hallway or in the cafeteria
she was always just,
there.
my she had been sudden butterflies and stolen glances.
a smile and a shy wave.
a wish on a star and a hopeless dream.
i sent her a note into her locker
in it, was a cheesy science pun and a confession unsigned.
I was too embarrassed and shamed to put my name
i think she knew right away that it was me
i got a text from her, saying that she was flattered
but she didn't feel the same
that she doesn't have feelings for anyone
my heart had been shattered
i spent days crying and moping
pondering over what-ifs
daydreaming about soft hands and stolen kisses
over the past few months, I've been picking up the fragments of my heart
piece by piece i put myself back together
waiting until i find my next she
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I'm sorry to hear that she didn't like you back. You deserve to be happy, so I hope you really do find your she very very soon ❤️
2 likesThere are certain songs that truly affect me. This is one of them. Spoke to me on a deeper level. Thanks.
8 likesEven not being bi/gay/pan I feel some kind of peace hearing this beautiful song, it feels like reading a beautiful love story, thanks dodie
4 likesIt’s been a long time since this came out but I come here a lot, especially to read the comments. Everyone is confessing their love and it’s so sweet 😭
3 likesStay warm everyone
this comment section gives me so much hope that everything is gonna be ok and that i am not less worthy of experiencing love, even if it’s with a girl.
4 likesThis is the "I fell for a straight girl" anthem
7 likesmy 'she' did my hair today. she doesnt know that she's my 'she' and i plan on sending this song to her
4 likesThis song destroys you especially when you are closeted and unsure about your feelings to the certain person❤️
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xoxo Teri hey :) you and I were in the same boat a year ago, my friend. I hope you’re doing well <3
0 likesi love reading the comments on this song and the stories behind them. there’s nothing cooler than when a song can connect so many people and inspire them to pursue something. i just posted a cover of this gem on my channel; it’d mean a lot if whoever’s reading this could check it out. have a great day 💙
3 likes“she smells like lemongrass and sleep” makes me want to cry every time because its so perfect and lovely and innocent and romantic
1 likeThis song used to help me through a rough and very confusing phase and I‘ll probably never get tired of it. Thank you, Dodie.
2 likesgod, my she is so perfect. Her brown hair and hazel eyes and how they're so captivating, her messy bun that makes me feel even more. And how She wears oversized sweaters and jeans, or sometimes her leather jacket that fits her perfectly and how she always does this thing with he legs when she's nervous. Her smile is so bright and her laugh is music to my ears, and she knows about how I feel. But I won't give up on her, she's just so amazingly perfect in every way I can't let go of her.
2 likesAhhh, so glad this is on her new EP!! I remember watching this when it came out and questioning myself for months after 😂 dodie was one of my first female crushes
1 likeI'd describe my "she" but no amount of words in the English language can breathe all her beauty and life into this comment.
2 likesI'm so glad she put this on her Human ep!! It's on spotify now and I listen to it every day, building up the courage to come out with each listen lol
1 likeThis song used to ache when I was so in love with a She I couldn't have, but now it's a He I can't have and it hurts just enough, but I wrote a male version as a way of venting and being able to relate to the song again 💔💜 I'd like to record a cover sometime if that's alright ^^"
1 likeI'm so happy she put this song on Spotify, I listened the absolute fuck out of it when I first had a crush on a girl and I was just so frustrated because couldn't listen to it without Wi-Fi
1 likeIt's so great to come back to this version right after seeing the Vevo DSCVR version and appreciate how much this song has evolved and stayed the same over the years.
1 likeHi I just wanna say that 4 years ago, I had just stumbled across your song, and I had loved it so much. I was curious, confused, intrigued, and I clicked on your link to watch your sexuality video. 4 years ago, when I was 11 years old, you were my introduction to bisexuality. At the time, I didn’t know such a thing was possible. It felt scary to me, a confused 11 year old girl whose life was going in all different directions. About a week ago, listening to one of your other songs, I had such a strong memory of listening to this song, and it almost brought me to tears. Years had passed since I had even thought of this video. It had been a few minutes of my life that I had spent watching this video that I had forgotten until something, maybe your name just clicked and I remembered I had subscribed to you years ago because of this one song, sparked my memory. Seeing “She” in your Human EP just moments after I had this thought solidified this memory and brought up so many emotions that I hadn’t known I had buried or even ever felt before. I now purposefully listened to your song, 4 years later, as I a proud, out, and confident bisexual girl.
2 likesI want to thank you for being my introduction into bisexuality. At the time, as a clueless 11 year old girl, I had no idea that watching this video and hearing you say “I like girls and boys” would lead me down a path of total self discovery and reidentification. I had no idea that what I had deemed as weird and confusing would end up being me and that I would have it no other way.
I just saw this song live 4 days ago and it still warms my heart so much
1 like2019 and this song is on your new EP/Album, “Human” ❤️
1 likethis song has been like a safe place for me for the last year or so and i am infinitely grateful for how much it’s helped ease the confusion of working out who i am <3
1 likeWow I’m watching this right after your EP came out with this on it and you’ve grown so much💕
1 likeI remember listening to this song before I accepted myself as bi and being terrified at the fact that i could relate. I would play it and hope that my mom wouldn't hear it.
1 likeMy first “she” was one of my very first friends at the beginning of high school. She was shy and didn’t have many friends so I told myself “Just make her day. Be a friend to her.” I did and we became friends. One day, I asked her if she liked me, just out of curiosity. She said that she did. I only began to develop feelings back for her once she got a boyfriend. I missed my opportunity to be with her.
2 likesI don't normally like songs of this style but this was great to listen to. I love it
1 likegod it hurts....... i'm in absolute love with my straight best friend and listening to this brings tears to my eyes because of how much I can relate........guess I just have to admire from afar.
1 likecoming back to this after it’s been released. you’ve come so far dodie 💛
0 likesi just saw dodie for the first time last night in glasgow and i had managed to hold back tears until this song. i just remembered wee baby dodie with her wee blue guitar, i remembered how i felt seen when i heard this, i remembered falling in love with dodie after this... and seeing her up on that stage was so surreal and so amazing. i love you dodie. you inspire me and millions of other people so much, and for a lot of us, this video is where that started. thank you for everything you do.
1 likeI love that this song now is so new and yet so perfectly preserves everything that made this the song that hugged my heart late at night whenever i felt less than
0 likesMy she is platonic, but she means absolutely everything to me❤️
1 likei can see the difference now with this version and the one on her "Human" EP. this one has more raw emotion that you can just vividly feel while the on the EP on the otherhand, felt more like a blissful farewell as her vocals are more reminiscent in a sense.
1 likeGreat to finally get this on Spotify
1 likeIt's been about six months since she left me and I still love her so much, I'm not sure if I will ever not be in love with her. But she's with someone else and I really want her to be happy, eventhough even more I wanted to be the reason for her happiness.
4 likesL, if you're reading this (and there's a good chance you are because you only listen to like 3 songs), I don't regret a single thing, even if it hurts.
To all my beautiful girls who feel ashamed for loving girls, it gets easier. Be proud of who you are. Your identity is amazing, there is nothing more natural than falling for other girls.
I fell in love with this girl over a game, I'm sure she looks at me as a friend but whenever I see her face I can't help but smile, she's beautiful and makes me so happy.
0 likesShe means everything to me
1 likeEvery LGBTQ+ out there. You guys are well accepted here. You are valid and you mean something. You guys belong here. And if someone says other wise, foRgeT tHeM
I l y s m uwu 🌻
5 years later and this song still brings me to tears, the moment little dodie opens her mouth.
1 likethe song recently came out on ep and it's so amazing to see how far you have come <3
0 likesto my she: how are you so lovely? i’m so excited to meet you this friday, i’m sure your hugs feel like warmth and smell like coffee.
0 likeshad to listen to this version after it was featured on the Human ep again & I love it so
1 likeno matter how much i’ve moved on, this song will always hurt
2 likesFour years ago I listened to this song thinking how beautiful it was and how emotional it made me while also sitting there thinking "PSSSSSHHH I'm StRaIGhT". Well 2 days ago I was sitting in a hot tub listening to this song with my best friend while she confessed that she liked me. She wasn't going to say anything but apparently me playing this song on shuffle finally gave her the courage to tell me. Aaaaaand I totally like her too. :)
1 likeWhat a queen 👑 forever listening on repeat now it’s on Spotify
0 likesCame back here while doing "A study in dodie" which is part one of an art collection I plan on making, the raw power of this song even two years ago when I first heard it, so powerful and heartwarming, I love this woman so much!
0 likesFirst verse and I'm already in tears 😂
1 likeAww, all the cute stories... Sure, I'm late, but I'll tell whoever finds this about my she. We're on a sports team together and work together well and constantly have debates about who's better, only arguing that the other person is better. She's beautiful, with dirty blond hair usually kept up in a frizzy messy bun, eyes bluer than the Caribbean ocean, big round glasses that shine gold, a spattering of freckles across her nose and cheeks, her upturned nose, and her goofy grin that can't help but make everyone around her smile too. Best of all, she's a weirdo like me. She doesn't really care what other people think of her that much, and from experience I know it's freeing in a way so you can be yourself without worry, whoever you might be. I've been quietly crushing on her for quite a while but I'd never tell her because I know she's Christian and so I don't know how she'd feel about another girl liking her. But anyway, for the time being I guess I'll just be the best friend I can be until this crush goes away and hope in the meantime that just being around her will remain enough for me.
2 likesoofie i'm going through some sad boi hours so imma vent about my 'she' (and if you see this, i am so sorry i couldn't tell you directly)
5 likesmy 'she' is an online friend who lives in the same city as i do, however we live on different parts of the city so we can't see each other irl at all.
she's honestly pretty, with curly hair, and she has a thing for making memes / editing in general. she's also a gamer jdhsfsd.
we both aren't straight, she's a lesbian and i'm bi.
we met at a house party, several months ago. we clicked almost right away and a week after, we started talking via tumblr (we're still talking btw).
for a few weeks we were talking back and forth, me enthusiastically replying back everytime she messaged me. we shared one common interest (danganronpa, it's something i love LOVE to talk about). for a while i was convinced i would be able to make a move once our friendship grew, however, later on, she casually mentioned her partner in a convo one day, and from then on, I was crushed.
going into october, she added me into a discord server w/ her partner. her partner is lovely to talk to, to be honest. it's just that i have been crushed with constant jealousy every time they come on and they're both affectionate towards each other, wishing i was in their place instead.
(not to mention i feel like she doesn't care as much everytime i show her any sort of (platonic) affection)
She also has told me that she has wanted to be my friend since god knows when, but i feel like i mean nothing to her at all.
i'm slowly getting over her, though. hopefully this jealousy will pass.
nonetheless, i still like her as a friend and she means so much to me.
anyways, it's getting late, so i'm gonna finish it off there.
i wish i could tell her so this can get cleared, but i'm afraid it would possibly ruin our friendship.
I’ve been listening to this song over and over again just so I can let the lyrics sink in and pay attention to the lyrics
0 likesshe is my best friend, she is the girl I've relied upon for the past 5 years. she is the girl im in love with.
2 likesshe looks at me the way i've always wanted to be seen. when she lays her head on my shoulder I feel the safest I've ever been. when she looks at me and smiles, I am loved.
but we remain friends, and as I hopelessly romanticised what might have been, as I conjure up moments in my head where I find that she loves me and she knows I love her, she sits next to me, and this song plays, and I realise they are just dreams for now. maybe one day something will happen, but until then, she is will remain "she."
My mom told me this song reminded her of me and I bawled
1 like5 years later and I'm still crying about how lonely I am
1 likeLove that she put it on her new EP! Its my fav
0 likesSaw this live last night - insane. <3
1 likeThank you so much. You helped me realize I was a lesbian, I connected so much with this song and realized it which made it so much easier. I’m listening to it again after almost 2 years and I’m on the verge of tears ahebwhqjw
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Plum Kitto 😊👏🏾
0 likesi listened to this song when it came out, and it's something i relate to, to this day. i remember telling someone i liked (i told her after i grew away from the feelings of wanting to date her) that she was the girl i liked and she wasn't angry, she was very sweet about it.
0 likesshe's very very straight might i add.
Out of all your songs, I relate to this song the most. 😓♥️
0 likesI had a huge crush on one of my now best friends and I swear I would sing this at home crying cuz I knew she would never see me that way, as we became closer friends my crush faded and I’m more happy to be her BFF than gf but this brings back memory’s :)
1 likeI never knew pain could sound so good
3 likesI met my she junior year of high school(she's a grade above me), and I didn't realize I even had a crush on her until after she left. We never really talked, she was more of a friend of a friend of a friend. But I remember one time she said she was blown away by my voice and I actually died
1 likethe original will always have a special place in my heart
0 likesThis is an amazing song😊
1 likeU have such a sweet voice I love it 🥰
0 likesI listened to this song day dreaming about a girl. And when she liked me back, this was my favorite song. This hurts. I miss her😞
1 likeWait this song is this old?! It saddens me that I only just heard it for the first time on "Human" cuz I absolutely adore it! <3
0 likesshe is a bird amongst the sleepy morning, her voice so soft and sweet. her smile is bright, not blindingly bright, it's bright like a warm fire, as you take a bite out of a smore and smile so much your face hurts. and her laugh, that silky smooth wave of laughter, i just want to hear it forever. her hands, they fly across the page creating beautiful images, and images made out of words. even the silly notes she passes me have a special place in my heart. the way her dark, dark hair so imperfectly settles over her round face that holds her dark, mysterious eyes is somehow perfect, so perfect. i want to run my hands through it and kiss her on the cheek and tell her she's mine, i want to hold her hand and watch the stars with her as we talk about life and love.
1 likebut no. she will never feel the same. the girl in the soft blue jacket is straight, and homophobic.. i dreamt of being in love and now it's here, and it's so wonderful but i will never be with her. ever.
Ah... I love this song... It describes me and my girlfriend ☺️
0 likesEspecially when I first met her...
My ‘she’ likes me too and I just want to hold her and be with her,,, she’s so perfect
1 likeLook at how far u’ve come <3
2 likesA few years ago i listened to this song and cried from the guilt i felt over liking a girl in my class. I hated myself for it.
0 likesbut guess what boys its 2019 im in highschool im out and i got me a beautiful gf
I hope if someone finds this song and was in the position i was in they know everything gets better eventually :)
I am very straight but every time I hear this song I always think of my friends and how they are all so important to me. Kinda weird how I view this song from a friend point of view instead of a romantic view but yeahhhhhh
0 likesITS FINALLY ON SPOTIFY!! YESSSS
1 likeMy “She”
1 likeYou’ll go through boyfriend to boyfriend yet I will never find any of them good enough because none of them are me. We’ve been best friends since childhood and we’ll be best friends forever, yet I’ll still spend part of our time together just wishing that one day you would have the ability to feel the same way I feel. I feel like you are everything to me.
AMAZING 💙💙💙
1 likeBetter than the studio version, change my mind.
1 likeLove your songs Dodie!
0 likesThis is me and my girlfriends song. It makes me cry every time and I just text her in a mess of tears saying I miss her ever tho we say each other at school the day before haha
1 likeEdit: we broke up rip me
My SHE is my girlfriend/fiancée.. I’m just so glad I was as lucky as to find her.. she means the world to me...
0 likeswe’ll make it through mi amor.
Eu te amo com tudo meu coração!!❤️
Dodie I love you and I love my girlfriend but this song reminds me of when I was still trying to learn who I was and back when I was growing up in a very disapproving family as a bisexual guy and it just... it hits hard
0 likesI have a she and have had multiple she’s.
1 likeThe first meant so much. We always talked whenever we could and even though we never saw eachother.... we were in love. I never heard her voice either. She was like... a light, rainy blue. That was my first she.
My second she also meant so much to me. My family knew about her. She was the only she my family knew about. Except, they only thought we were friends. She was a pastel pink, but also a dark red. I loved her until I met my third she. After I met the third, I started getting over the second, and we broke up. The third she was grey-purple. I would dedicate all my time to her. She was kind of manipulative. I didn’t care. That was my third she.
Now we’re at the fourth she, my current she. She’s chick yellow but also stormy grey. She loves me and I love her. She’s the she I thought about while listening to this.
The first time I listened, I thought of SL, my first she.
The second time, I thought of Kendall, the second she.
The third time, I thought of Emily, my third she.
Now, I think about Bella, my current and fourth she. I love her so fucking much.
Edit: Bella and I have broke up. I no longer have a she. My world is turning dark and stormy grey. I feel lost, but it's okay. I'll find a way out of it. I'll soon figure out who I really am. Thank you for reading.
Hey so I think I fell in love and never realized it and she’s gone now oof.
1 likeI’m listening to this song again because of Human and I remember thinking of her while listening to it but I didn’t know I loved her. Im not even sure now. Goddamnit Dodie why do you have to play with my emotions like this?
i remember listening to this when she first uploaded it and crying because i’d only just realised liking girls wasn’t normal oops
0 likesI can remember when this first came out in 2014 and listened to it on repeat, 5 years later I discovered I'm gay
2 likesAlso I used this song as an example in my English class of how song lyrics can be poetry. I had no idea that at some point in my life, I would be bisexual. I also had no idea that I would be comfortable and confident enough with myself to use an explicitly wlw song as an example of poetry in my catholic school. I’ve become such a different person from how I imagined myself when I was younger, and I would have it no other way.
0 likesUgh this legit speaks to me soooooo much. I kinda wanna tell this special girl I like her with some letters I wrote, but I'm scared. What do I do?
0 likesshe smells like warmth and comfort and her favourite shampoo. she gives me chills, giggles and long, amazing deep conversations. but never the love i needed. she was never warm enough for me. to straight to be bi.
0 likesmy girlfriend was always a fantasy. for 2 months she was my "she".. i gave her a note, asking her to be mine. she said yes. April 21st is our 2 month anniversary together and i cant be any happier
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so happy for u !!! i wish i have a gf but
1 likeI wish some day a person says the same beautiful things that so many people here say about others
0 likesCan you feel attraction to a song?? Aaa i just love this song so much and it has such a special meaning to me but it's so sad too because i got rejected. Oh well ^^
1 likeDear She, you were so amazing, all I wanted was to know you. I did everything I could, and it worked. I became your best friend and those were some of the best months of my life. I rarely trust people as much as I trusted you, you deserve that. Even when your old group of friends tried to get you back by telling you about how I liked you, you saw how upset I was by it and you didn’t listen. It hurts knowing I’ll never be with you, but all I want is for you to be happy. I just wish we could be happy together. I miss you 🧡
0 likesShe gives off an aura, like cuddling under a blanket with tea after dancing in the rain. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Her grin would make you smile so much more than you love her. It reminds me of a shark, the way her teeth glint, and she has a spark of light in her eyes. And she’s so fierce. Her hugs are home. I am lost and alone without her, spiraling away from who I need. She smells like perfume and fresh air, even if you’re in a stale closet ;)
1 likeI named my Heifer cow after her, because she’s so beautiful and I just want to hold someone who means so much to me with her name. So I can think of her when I hold them. But she’s straight, and I am queer and lonely. Platonic goes only so far.
Abigail, you are my she.
I have never had a song hit me so deep. This song makes me cry every time. I don’t even know how to explain how grateful I am to dodie for this song. It’s absolutely perfect to me. Always and forever.
0 likesin love with this song thank you
0 likesi met her at an outside of school drama group. we never spoke at first, but then we became very close, and she gave me her phone number. we gave each other nick names (she was axolotl, i was flip-flop) and we talked about musicals together. the thing was, she was two years older then me, but we were still friends. when we met, she gave me a bobble which i kept in my hand until i went to bed, then i put it on my wrist and slept with it. then, when i woke up, i put it back in my hand and went to school, keeping it in my hand until i went to bed, where i put it on my wrist and kept it there. at one point, she was too old for the drama group, so she left and moved up, and i stayed behind. then the summer holidays came around, and i was on holiday when she went to pride. she posted a photo of it and i said how nice she looked and said how sad i was that i couldn't go, and she said we could go next year. then school started up again, and i was realizing that i was falling in love with her. we kept talking, and i would purposefully walk around where she and her friends stood, so i could see her and feel happy again. i also went to an lgbtq+ group that she ran with her friend, which was nice (i was one of the first members and i still go now). to contain my feelings, i wrote letters to her, but i deleted them a while ago. the strange thing was, i didn't want to date her because she was 2 years older then me, and even if i asked her and she said yes, it would feel unnatural and strange, and it would just be awkward, so i never bothered to even plan asking. overtime, i crushed this love i had for her and we stopped talking completely.
2 likesit's been 8 months since we first became friends and i still wear the bobble she gave me because it comforts me. i still see her at the club and around school but i don't look at her the way i did before. i saw everyone else talking about their girl crushes, and even though i don't classify her as a 'crush', i still wanted to write this. because i've never explained this to anyone and i think i need to.
thank you.
To my crush, If you happen to be watching this, Nothing brightens my day more then you do. The past 3 years have been so scary for me, especially with me questioning my sexuality. Noting has been as good as the feeling of seeing you and talking to you. I hope that you realise how much you have impacted my life.
1 likeI love it💕
0 likesi LOVE the guitar on this
1 likeThis song reminds me of a girl I once knew. We werent together, we never liked each other like that, and... I didnt want anything from her, I just wanted to be beside her. She was my first friend, and she was... Everything you'd expect to find in a discarded memory of your childhood sweetheart. She was soft, kind and caring, and she, fair in apperance, beautiful in nature, but still, exactly like me... in all the ways I wanted to be. She had really sweet mannerisms, was thoughtful beyond all belief, and... anyone could see how good natured she was. And she... Meant everything to me.
0 likesAnd though people change, and stories end, and as much as it hurts my head to even be writing this to begin with, I would still kill, to just be friends with her one last time
Because it's true. I'd be okay admiring from afar, cause even when she's next to me we could not be more far apart. Cause she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall... But to her, I taste like nothing at all.
this song really showed me who i am. how it’s okay to have feelings for someone else, and it’s okay for them to not like you back. anytime i see a girl, my heart flutters. they’re beautiful. but i feel as if im not.. the only girls i dated ended up using me as their rebound, being fake, or cheating on me. i just broke up with my boyfriend of almost two years, because i didn’t feel happy in the relationship like i used to. it might be time for something new, even though it’d be hard.. i just don’t know anymore, though. who would wanna date an ugly potato like me. god it sucks.
1 likei can't listen to this without tearing up
0 likesTheres this girl in my school shes absolutely amazing and I love her but shes straight and I dont know what to do
0 likesI listened to this as a junior, fall 2015. Almost 4 years later and I'm just realizing that I had a crush on my best friend. We're not friends anymore. But I loved her. She meant everything to me. I had another crush on another girl, who was also one of my best friends. "Am I allowed to look at her like that?" That lyric always rang through my head when I was with them. I never told them, and I know it was for the best. I'd like to think that somewhere deep down they knew of these feelings I had for them. I'd like to think that they wouldn't mind. But even so, I kept quiet, and let the friendships fade, slowly disappearing into the past, into the faint memory that becomes of high school. Now I just smile at having gotten the chance to experience feelings like that.
0 likesI'm allowed to look at her like that. She smells like mine. We both love Polaroids. She means everything to me. I'd never tell you I'm bi. It feels oddly good to hurt. You would find her in a thousand poloroid picture because she so damn cute. She means the world to me. I'll be okay admiring from afar. Cause she smells like mine. She is my world. Yes. She means everything to me. She. Means. Everything. To. Me.
2 likesI REMEMBER THIS AS A KID
0 likesI’ll always support others but I’m definitely straight
Anyone else listening to this now it’s on Spotify?
0 likes"She" hates me and thinking of her whilst listening to this made me cry
0 likesFINALLY ON SPOTIFYYYY 😁😁😁😁
0 likesValentine's Day two days ago. My friends spent the entire day talking about their boyfriends and their crushes. I've never had a crush. Never had a boyfriend. I have no longing for either. But I do have a she. So She, if you watch this.
1 likeThat day at Lightwater Valley was the best day of my life. When we sat on the waltzers and you threw your hands up and laughed, the multi-coloured lights reflecting off your face. Running down to the lake to show us the fish. Convincing us to go on the really kiddie rides with you. I love you. You are forever my best friend.
i love it
1 likeMy she is one of my best friends, hOw OrIgInaL, anyway, I don’t know if she really is my ‘she’, but here’s the story:
1 likeI met her at a party, and I instantly fell for her. She was a year older and really cool and pretty, she was really affectionate and it made me crazy. Alot happened, but basically she told me she liked me back, but she didn’t, and Im already trying to get over her for over half a year but,,, uGh idk
"But to her
2 likesI taste of nothing at all"
... so true, so sad.
the first girl I liked thought I was really weird and made fun of me and it hurt so much
1 likeI found a reason to live, and to stop cutting. It's you. I know you'll never see this but you make my life worth living. Thank you Z***. -Jeni
1 likeGuys I animated this because it was just so personal to me and its so beautiful u can check it out on my channel 🏳️🌈
2 likesTo my 'she'.....She lives far away in the little town I have so many memories in,she has black dyed hair and wears a black headband at the front of her hair.Shes funny moments that make me smile and her lil peep hoodie,shes the time we made out at a sleepover..she smells like smoke and sadness,she has almond eyes and freckles all over her body,she has the prettiest eyes and cutest small smile.She means everything to me,I used to mean that much to her but not anymore
0 likesi really want to confess my feelings to bon bon, but she has a boyfriend of two years, and is straight as far as I'm concerned. I think she's weirded out by me all the time since she gives me weird looks when I talk
0 likesi don't wanna get rejected
this song reminds me of her a whole lot, especially the bridge
Story time because I need to vent I guess:
1 likeThere was this girl and I’d been crushing on her for maybe a year and a half, and she knew for most of that time. She also said she felt the same but she had a girlfriend. We are now together and it was everything I hoped it would be. She really is everything to me, even now, despite what’s happened.
She made a group chat with my two best and closest friends to tell them that she liked another person (someone that she met online and has never even heard the voice of) a bit more than me. The first thing my bestie does is screenshot it and send it straight to me while playing along with my gf. I was mad, but not surprised honestly. I know I should break up with my cheating girlfriend but I still love her so much and after so long of liking her I don’t want to throw it all away. She doesn’t know that I know she‘s considering cheating on me and I want it to stay that way honestly. I want to stay with her as long as I can because I don’t want to lose her.
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I know you might not want to hear this right now but....i suggest breaking up with her. honey, she's going to break your heart if you don't. you deserve someone so much better, and i know it may be hard to hear, but let her go. it's the right thing.
0 likesCant believe she was just as aesthetic 4 years ago
0 likesI remembered this and it reminds me of my closest days and oh man
0 likesI’m straight but I cried listening to this
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Why does it matter if your straight or not? Its a wonderful song and i get chills every time i listen to it
2 likeswow. thank you for this on the new ep.
0 likesI love this so much <3 -#2019
0 likesI lit love this song bit i wanna know what sleep smells like
1 likeMy 'she' is my best friend. It's absolute torture knowing she's bi, but would never like me back. I've come to realize I'd rather be tortured with her than risk messing up our friendship by telling her.
0 likesI relate to this a little to much😂😂😂
1 likeIs it wrong to relate to this song on so many different levels?
0 likesShe released this song in 2018 on her human EP.
0 likesShe is my everything..she is my bestfriend, my soulmate, my everything. The only problem is she is straight as a line..she’s always been there for me, when I needed her. I’m so in love with her but she doesn’t have a clue. To her, I’m her bestie..but I wish I were in her arms, But she also has a boyfriend. She’ll never like me the same way..but I’m fine with that. As long as I’m with her and she loves me in a different way, I’m fine with it. She helps me through so many relationships and breakups and I never realized until a few weeks ago that I’m just in love with her. I never stop thinking about her. Her long silky black hair. Her mesmerizing eyes. Her baby-soft skin. She means everything to me. It breaks my heart knowing She’ll never be mine. but I’m okay with her loving me as a best friend
1 likeHere after the album release. ❤
0 likeshey little dodie look how much you have grown
1 likemy She is my wonderful girlfriend. She is so kind and wonderful, and She treats me like I mean everything to her. she deals with my issues and my aches, my panics. she is my everything, because she truly understands me and is there for me constantly. I wish I could tell her how much I love her, because I love her so so much.
0 likesStill coming back to this. <3
0 likesshoutout to all the closeted girls who put the volume all the way down on this song, and lock yourself in the bathroom sobbing
1 likeDoes anyone else want to go back and tell this dodie that in 5 years this will be on her third EP and she’s made it :)
1 likereading the 2nd verse. looking at it now at my state. it fucking hurts how true it is. but theres just something missing. but hey.
0 likesEveryone’s commenting about their sexuality so sure I’ll join even tho I don’t have the typical “I’m confused” or whatever. I’m straight and in a happy relationship, but this song touched me when i heard it on the ep. back when I first heard this song I had been brainwashed into being homophobic by my parents. The more lgbtq people I was exposed to, the more I realized “wow these are just humans trying to be happy go them”. I heard this song on the ep and cried. It’s a literal masterpiece. I’ve always been baffled at dodies lyrical genius, but this song is a literal example of how she’s matured over the years. You can hear it in her voice, stronger and more controlled than back then. She had strings in the song, something she probably never thought about being a possibility back when she first wrote this. Not to mention that most of her songs are timeless perfections. This is why I love Dodie
1 likeI was in love with her. I realize that now... I still have her eyes memorized. Her hoodies and messy brown hair and her chubbyness and I... I remember how her favorite color went from icy blue to red to teal. I know how her favorite animal was the wolf and how she felt like her home was in the woods. She didn't like hugs. She had personal space issues.... I... I know she was straight. I know she didn't think of me like that. But it doesn't even matter. She's gone. For good. I'd feel better if she was still alive, but you know.
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Oh no omg im so sorry are you okay? I have been through something similar and can't imagine if the girl I'm in love with died
7 likesnah I'll be okay. it's been a year and I'm moving on... thanks so much for being concerned though
4 likes@Virus of course i couldn't live without her i can't even imagine what you must have gone through im so sorry
5 likesI'm so sorry x
3 likeswhy did this remind me of little red riding hood so much?
12 likesThat is so painful. I'm sorry, friend.
1 likeVirus this broke my heart. Be kind to yourself friend and stay strong x
0 likesWe all are to live on. Survive. It's those who still live on in our hearts would want. :,)
0 likesI cry almost everytime I hear this song because holy shit I can relate so much.
192 likesI've always fallen in love with straight girls but I think this crush I currently have takes the cake of the most heartbreaking unrequited love I've ever had.
"She" is Hazel. She's a girl who lives in Germany(I know her online, I live in Florida), and even though I don't know a lot about her, I'm head over heels in love with her. She knows I have a crush on her and has for a while and although she's okay with it and stuff, she's straight and would never date a girl. She flaunts the fact that she's straight around like it's a trophy and it slowly hurts me more and more everytime she does it, even if she sometimes says it as a joke. And I know that I can never change who she is and I don't want to change her but sometimes I wonder how me and her would be if she was into girls.
I cry over her a lot, she's all I think about when I listen to music and I see her name everywhere and it's like I can never get a break from the amount of heartache I get when I think of her. I've had a crush on her since september and it was at first a hate crush because I did not like Hazel back then, but then it turned into a full on lovey dovey crush and I don't know what the hell happened, but now it's causing me to cry so much that sadness is all I ever feel anymore. I don't wanna tell her that I cry over her because she's a happy-go-lucky person and I don't want her to be worried about me.
Her personality is so bubbly and lovely that I just want to hug her, kiss her, and protect her, but she'd rather be with a boy. I hate being into girls, especially since most girls I fall in love with end up being straight and I may have only had a crush on her for nearly half a year, I've felt more heartache thinking of her than I have with thinking of anyone else. She's called me cute and adorable and she's said she loves me but I know it's only a friend thing to her, I wish I could straight up tell her that I love her more than anything but I know she doesn't return the feelings so why even say it.
Pretty much everyone we know, even her best friend and ex boyfriend ship me and her together, and she got mad over it because "she only likes boys and will never be gay". It's a shame that everyone else sees what she'll never see. If she ever changes her mind about her sexuality, I'm here, but until then I'm just her friend and nothing more, and that sucks but it's better than nothing. I make cute posts about her on my private account and draw pics of our OC's together(Hazion :') My OC's name is Orion and it's not cannon though because Hazel is straight) to show her my appreciation for the fact that she's in my life but it's a shame she'll never feel the way for me that I feel for her.
"and I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all"
She's also said things like "I swear this fandom is gonna make me bi" and she's said/done things that make me think she might be in the closet, but I don't wanna confront her about it or anything because I'm scared she'd get mad at me, and that would be the worst feeling ever for me. She's so adorable and I would never want to hurt her in any way, even though she's hurt me(mostly without knowing).
Earlier this month she and her best friend(I have forgiven the both of them for what they did but still) were playing T or D and her best friend dared her to say that she's gay for me, and she did it and I thought she was genuine and I could feel my heart blooming, but once she told me it was a dare I just completely lost it and had a mental breakdown. She said she'll never do that again but it still hurts so bad.
The thing is, about her, I can't stay mad at her long because she's the cutest thing ever. I love her wavy dark chocolate hair that ombres to blonde and I love the way she's always so happy about everything and I love how she doesn't mind me no matter how weird I am. I just want to cuddle her and nuzzle her face and place small kisses on her neck and eat ice cream with her. I want to show her how much she deserves to be loved, but she'd rather have aboy do that just because they have a dick.
I'm scared of her seeing this, really scared. She doesn't watch dodie but she knows I like this song. Although I doubt she's ever gonna look at this song because she's straight and will never be able to relate to a song like this.
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I don't know what to say. I don't want to say that you deserve better than hazel because personally i don't know her an can't judge at all. I think all I have to say is that there is someone else out there for you. It sounds crappy and untrue and quite frankly shit but this heartache will pass. Sooner or later, I promise you another Hazel will come along. But at the same time she wont be another Hazel because she will be her and she will be yours. I am painfully aware that this is horrible, crap advice and sounds insincere as fuck,but you are amazing and perfect and fucking beautiful and one day someone will appreciate. I fell in love with one of my close friends when I was younger, and I was so confused about the way I felt, and I felt so abnormally jealous when she showed off her numerous boyfriends and we'd always had this whole flirting thing going on all the time , and sometimes it felt like she was mocking me (although she never knew how i felt), and like all typical ya novels, she kissed me and for a few minutes I was in absolute heaven. And then she started weirdly avoiding me but i was so fucking over the moon that she might like me back. She left a few weeks later to another country and I was so fucking devastated, it hurt more than anything ever could and although it took close to a year, consisting of strained and awkward skype calls and texts, I finally got over her .Very slowly,and very painfully,but I did. And a few weeks ago, I went on a date with an amazing boy with black rounded glasses who smells like coffee and makes me happier than I've been in a long time. That was a pretty fucking long reply but all i want you to know is that it will get better. It has to.
23 likesYou've been so brave and I love you, good luck my friend. I wish you all the best.
17 likesUPDATE:
20 likesShe's still as straight as can be and not interested in me and I'm still madly in love with her, but I've been less depressed over her, I really only get depressed now when I get really in my feelings, especially when I'm high.
I heard her voice for the first time last week, tbh I was blushing and I kept stuttering and shit in the call because I just loved her voice so much, she was nervous about joining the call at first because she rarely actually speaks english, but she speaks it really well and her accent made my heart melt when I heard it. I was constantly complimenting her voice and she was all like "thank you" and honestly she was just so damn cute.
I sang Riptide by Vance Joy for her(coincidentally today I found out Dodie made a cover of Riptide lmao) and she loved it, and honestly I really had a good time in the call with her. I really wanna call her again but I feel like I'd be bothering her if I asked. Idk man, I just wanna hear her lovely voice again. It's the type of voice that would fit perfectly for a princess that's out in nature attracting animals or some fairy tale shit like that, she made my heart swoon when I heard her.
I really hope one day I can end up with her, even though I know it's not likely. God I just love Hazel so fucking much.
Ok so I just linked her to this and she's readig this comment right now and my heart is actually fucking pounding.
16 likesShe said she's mad at some parts but she thanked me for the compliments.
Tbh I'm sobbing right now because it's so painful to love her, especially since she likes boys. It doesn't help since I've lowkey had gender dysphoria since 2013, I came out as trans ftm around the first time I commented here. Why the fuck couldn't I have been born as a boy? Why couldn't I just see her as a friend? Why do I have to like girls? Why couldn't I be normal and like boys too like every other girl does? I'm so fucking sick of this heartache. I just wanna be happy. I've already convinced myself that I'll mever find love and tbh I'm okay with being single for the rest of my life but it hurts so bad. I can't stop crying and all I can think about is her. All I want is her, and I can't have her.
DoReMiRocker I just read all of this and to be quite honest I don’t even have any advice or something, I just feel like that I need to say something.
9 likesMy motto is what happens happens, it’s a bit selfish but that’s how my life taught me to do. I read your comment and somehow I felt sad, I never feel sad for someone who I don’t even know. Saying cheer up will probably not help.
But please keep it up! And Idk why I am even writing this💫I’m sorry if my comment sucks 🌸 🐥
Alina알리나 Your comment doesn't suck, I appreciate that you cared enouh to say something tho.
23 likesAnother update bc why not:
Hazel deactivated her Instagram the day after I showed her this comment(Wednesday morning), with no warning or anything, I feel like she actually hates me or something. She made me cry for a whole hour after I showed her this comment(although I don't think I told her I was crying) and I thought about her today and how she deactivated while I was out at the mall and I ended up crying for about 10 minutes and it was so embarrassing.
She didn't really pay much mind to the fact that I wrote so much about her, she mostly chose to focus on where I was like "she might be closeted" and she chose to get offended at that and talking about how she was "fucking mad". She legit takes being called gay as an insult and I lowkey feel like she has something internalized that she's not telling me. She kinda made a big deal over it instead of focusing on everything else I wrote about her, which literally everyone else thouht was beautiful. The fact that she only focused on me thinking she is closeted shows how little she actually cares about me. Tbh I bet she just wants me out of her life and that's why she deactivated. I feel like I deserve nobody bc I do so much for her and say so much to her yet she takes it with a grain of salt.
DoReMiRocker I'm pretty late but you don't deserve someone who hurts you so, you deserve so much more.
15 likesim pretty late too but hEy i took my time to read this whole thing because i’m going through the same thing except that my ‘she’ isn’t a ‘hazel’.
15 likessincerely (me), i don’t want to offend you or anything but hazel sounds like a person you don’t deserve.
you took your time to write this, explaining how heartbroken you are (or were, hopefully) and once she reads it she getS MAD AT YOU?? that’s so not right.
try to see all the bad things she has, or sth💛 you deserve better (i don’t know you tho but still).
DoReMiRocker this comment is probably going to be Shit but here goes nothing: first of all I cried over your comment. For the first time in about 3 months I cried, maybe I just needed to get it all out but I definitely know that the way you describe this girl and your heartache is so recogniseable. I have felt like this too and I can tell you, this will pass. Another Hazel will come along and the new hazel will be even better than this one. She will treat you right and she won't get angry over you thinking she is GAY. Bc that's honestly a shitty thing to do. Hazel did a shitty thing. She might be a perfect girl in your mind but know that she is not. She ignored all of the beautiful words that you wrote and got angry over 4 words out of a 100. So just believe me when I tell you that you will find happiness. You will forget Hazel and all the heartache she has brought you. Don't worry
9 likesDoReMiRocker You DO deserve somebody. You deserve someone more than Hazel deserves someone. I read everything. You cared so, so much for her, and you loved her so much...anyone would be so lucky if you liked them. I still cannot believe the way she handled it, I am incredibly sorry for what happened...I hope you find someone who feels the same way you do for them :)
9 likesUPDATE: I just exposed her for all the fucked up shit she did to me that made me even more heartbroken then I would've been if she had not, it's stuff I kept my mouth shut about for a long time. The tea is on my Instagram, @doremirocker .
9 likesUPDATE: I talked with Hazel and I took everything down yesterday, but if you wanna know what happened you can still dm me on there.
5 likesDoReMiRocker heyy so i know i am like 4 months late and my comment may as well just be a repeat oc the others
5 likesI am glad to see the fact that you distance your self from whats toxic and not good for your health
I hope you doing better and in a better state then you were over these 4 months and the ones before that.
Dont go that hard on Hazel tho because maybe she really didn't know how much she meant to you or how much her actions would hurt you.
(Unless she did than i have nothing against what tou did or told her)
please dont go on to cut yourself you are probably an amazing girl and i believe you can find happiness with someone else someday with somebody who wants you.
I remember a guy had just transferred from i think Rhode island and it was 4th grade( yea i know to young or whatever) but i saw him and melted.
He wasnt super hot or had much good looks but he wore a smile on his face that just lit up the whole room. We only talked a bit for the reason that i am a shy af cherry (wont say tomato because i dont like them and cherries are cuter) and we didnt have a lot in common. Another reason would be the fact that all my friends liked him to so i just let them go and tey to win him over . I cried my self to sleep each night over hime but over the summers when we didnt see each i slowly got over him . He moved this year 7th grade to a town nearby but we stoped talking completely after 6th so... yea
Love is a wonderful and terrible thing at the same time. It's a good thing you eventually stepped down, because honestly, it really, really sucks when love goes unanswered. I've been there a couple of months ago and I wouldn't wish it upon anybody else.
7 likesNow I'm going to assure you that you're not going to end up all alone, as long as you won't ever give up on looking for love! Although breaks are allowed (after another devastating heartbreak for example).
You've found only straight girls thus far, so maybe try a different approach. For starters you could look for places where the LGBT+ community flourishes; dating sites, bars, chatrooms... You're certainly not the only one and you don't have to hate yourself for being into girls. You just have to find the right girl for you! ;)
Keep up the good work! I believe in you! :)
UPDATE: Me and Hazel are no longer friends. I give up, after all she's done to me, I shouldn't be holding on to something so toxic. I feel better now that she's out of my life and I'm definitely finding myself better now that she's not there to absolutely fuck up my emotions. I also appreciate everyone who has messaged me on Instagram, you guys can still dm me because I don't care who I talk about it to at this point, I'm just hoping that nobody else goes through what I went through with her(besides Hazel herself, then maybe she'd understand what she did to me lmfao).
8 likesBasically she caught me talking shit about her. While that wasn't a good thing to do on my part, the one chat I had where I could talk about her was really the only place I could really let off steam and vent and such. She says she was betrayed when she saw me talking shit about her yet she emotionally fucked me up for so long and made me hate myself for almost a year, so in reality I'm the one who should feel betrayed. She's lucky I forgave her in the first place, and she says she was trying to trust me again because I exposed her for a very good reason, but if anything, I was the one trying to trust HER again. She has no right to get mad at me for talking shit when that's what she did for so long, while leading me on and pretending to be gay for me.
In case anyone didn't read my last comment, my Instagram is @doremirocker so feel free to hit me up on there.
UPDATE: Me and Hazel are friends again, but I have a new crush. That crush is a "he" and he's super nice to me. I'm over Hazel but yesterday she snooped through one of my close friend's accounts until she found my private account and snooped into that, and got hella mad at me over posts i made months ago. Like damn, I'm over you now, can you just leave me be? And she shouldn't have been snooping on my friend's account to go through my private account in the first place. There's a reason why my private account was private.
7 likesDoReMiRocker that girl is toxic. I'm really happy for you though, best wishes ❤🧡💛💚💙💜
8 likesDoReMiRocker Honestly, the things Hazel had done and continues to do are disgusting. This is such a toxic situation and I know I’ve no right to say this but I strongly recommend cutting her out of your life and never looking back. No one has any right to treat you like this, as a friend or whatever else.
7 likesDoReMiRocker I'm glad you cut her off and you're okay now I'm proud lol
6 likesDoReMiRocker honestly now at this point it sounds like shes mad that you DONT like her anymore. Thats messedup but i hope hope hope things end well with you and hazel. But just as friends. Good luck with your new He crush though 💚
4 likesAt this point she just wants you to like her to probably make self feel better and for attention, glad your better now😊😊
2 likesDoReMiRocker I like my best friend who came out to me as bi and she has a crush on one of my other close friends I don’t know if I’m gay or bi but I’m definitely not straight I’m trying to stop liking her because she like someone else but it’s really hard because she knows I’m not straight and she isn’t interested in me in a romantic way :/ but she is so cheerful and happy and I love the way her short blond curls look in the sun ☀️ but I feel like it’s not fate.
2 likesUPDATE:
1 likeHazel is officially out of my life. I've had her blocked for over a month now and i officially have a new "she".
My new "she" is a girl named Lyn, she's 21 and she lives in Mexico. She's super out of my league though and she has a crush on someone else who knows her a lot more but I'd like to at least be friends with her. Seeing pictures of her makes my heart race, she's so pretty and sweet and I'm not sure how she feels about herself but she is super beautiful. I wish I didn't fall in love so easily because i can already tell this won't go anywhere but if I could be her friend then I would be the happiest person in the world.
Why am I still making updates:
1 likeI've started talking to my new "she" more, good news is that she's bisexual, and she called me cute(even tho it most likely was in a platonic way, but I can dream lol). Bad news is that she's supposedly "dating" someone. I wanna tell her but I don't think I ever will. Especially not after the way Hazel and the short lived "he" crush treated me. Because of them both, I have major trust issues and I'm reallly insecure.
I'm in a bit of drama since someone said they were more creative than Lyn(my new she) and that hurt her, and I was high off my ass so I made a stupid story where I basically cussed the person out in an effort to defend Lyn. Lyn says I didn't do anything wrong but i can't help but feel like my decision was a bad one. I deactivated my Instagram(I'll reactivate it in a few days most likely) due to feeling so overwhelmed. The person is popular, with like 9k followers, so nearly 500 people were viewing my stories and I felt sick to my stomach whenever people who weren't my friend mentioned my name so I just deactivated for my own mental health. I just wanted Lyn to be okay, I'm just glad at least she's not mad at me.
Update even though I should probably stop since nobody reads these anymore:
1 likeI have a boyfriend now and his name is Louis Lazuli. 👀
this song is my life
0 likesI told my crush, my best friend, that I like her upon being inspired by this song. Apparently, she likes me too! We where just sat there hugging and crying. She kissed me on the lips the other day. It has really been a true happily ever after.
14 likesGetting a wee bit teary 😢
1 likeI ended up completely falling in love with my straight best friend, I think of her every night and it's been a year and a half. I think I'm finally ready to lose what I didn't have. When she found out that I loved her, things became awkward between us but tbh I was already awkward.
82 likesThe annoying thing is I think I have (again) fallen for a straight friend. She is so beautiful and funny and kind but I think she hardly notices me. It's like I'm there, but not.
Sometimes I hate being gay
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I hate being bi why do we all have to fall in love with our friends! my friend will never love me... they are bi as well but they only think of me as a friend.
2 likesEverything about this song is perfect. It is a jigsaw puzzle of gentle beauty. The deep and soothing guitar chords, the meaningful lyrics, the lifting harmonies, the metaphors, the stop motion lyrics, the background, the tears running down my face, what. Chills, honestly! It sparks joy in the feelings of embrace and love, yet a grey sadness of aching and longing. I keep coming back to this song, not only because the prechorus, chorus, bridge, just everything, is memorable and insightful, but also because it strikes places that are very nestled in my strange, strange head. (I literally bought a lemongrass candle because of this song.)
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you summarised that so well omg
1 likeguess who's cried after just reading the lyrics, i'm going crazy now. "she means everything to me" <3
27 likesI want this song to be a scented candle❤️
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Rosa McLellan And you would try to sell it, never sell out of it, You'd probably only sell one, It'd be to your brother, because you have the same nose, Same clothes.
3 likesRosa McLellan And you would try to sell it, never sell out of it, You'd probably only sell one, It'd be to your brother, because you have the same nose, Same clothes.
0 likesCorrupted Colors Ayyy |-/
0 likesI always listen to this when I think about my 'she'
18 likesIt's quite often I do, and it makes me sad. I want to be with her, but I can't. She's my ex girlfriend who used me as an experiment.
Thank you for this young dodie, I really appreciate it.
Wow who would dislike this x
0 likesThat awkward moment when it's your best friend
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Intellectual Badass truth
0 likesI've only ever had one she so I'm not she even counts as a proper she. But she was beautiful in a way boys weren't. Boys were pretty and cool and simple adjectives like 'nice' but she, she was unexplainable and abstract nouns and glow in the dark star stickers. She was straight of course and nice to me in a way people are when they know your name but nothing more. And I fell hard for her for a solid two to three years before she became a little more distant and the butterflies that ran through my body before had fluttered away and I haven't seen them again.
1 likewhy do i cry every time i listen to this song oh my god
27 likesive been listening to this song for years, so I think I should share my story.
90 likesmy she.
we've been classmates for 4 years and I've had a crush on her the whole time. she's the smartest girl in my year and she's absolutely amazing at sports. she's one of the popular kids but she never treats others badly, never really talks behind people's back, and is generally a really nice person. 2 years ago someone told the whole class I liked her, and she didn't even laugh at me about it, shrugging it off. it hurt, but her indifference was better than her mocking me.
she always does things that make me wonder "could there be a chance of us getting together?". she sometimes sits next to me when there's plenty of empty seats around. she sometimes walks alone (without her friends) near me. she sometimes leans closer to me than to her friends on the sofa in our school, our shoulders touching. these things always make my heart flutter, cheeks redden and my day a whole lot better.
but then I remember, why on earth would she like me? I'm not a close friend, not even friends if I have to be truthful. I'm weird, loud, silly and awkward. all the things she's not.
it hurts but I really like her.
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i know you made this comment a year ago but i relate so much :((
0 likesi'm gonna sing this for my girlfriend. i'm not much of a singer but..she deserves it
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Charlotte Howelter that's so cute
19 likesCharlotte Howelter the best girlfriends/boyfriends sing to the one who deserves it the most. even if they cant
2 likesI miss my she :////, I bet she doesn't even think about me at all
1 likeThis song makes love not suck! Please somebody feel this way about me!
0 likesThis made me cry. It's so true, I'm bi and I have feelings for my best friend. Sad thing that I could never tell her because she is unbelievably straight.
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Dude, I know how you feel! I did have feelings for one of my friends, and she was straight. I'm Bi, and my other best friend I think is bi.
0 likes@Paint Artsplash it's so bloody difficult isn't it? :)
0 likessame sad feeling and to make it worse im even helping her with a guy she likes...
0 likes+Sammy Hunter same here, girl. it really sucks, it's been like this for years and finding this song only made me realize it more, but I can't hate it, too beautiful :)
0 likesSame, my friend is panromantic though. Why couldn't I fall for someone who I'll actually have a chance with. .-.
1 likeSame exact situation, she is a close friend to me.
0 likesMe too, my best friend has a boyfriend. She doesn't know that I'm Bi. She knows nothing about my love for her. And that makes me feel like shit. I want to tell her, but I just can't.
0 likessame here fam,, life really sucks
1 likeOmg same here dude 😖
0 likes+Sammy Hunter you're 13. no you don't
0 likes@themagicman2010 even if I grow out of my feelings they are still hard to deal with and I still relate to this song. please don't give your opinion on a matter that you may not fully understand, thank you.
2 likes+Ally catt34105 honey, I don't know what to do myself. I wish you well and good luck :3
0 likesthis song honestly just reminds me of my ex, so it’s mentally bad for me. But at the same time, it’s comforting???
0 likesSo basically I like this one girl. A cutie, blonde curls, an amazing personality. She is amazing at singing, and just amazing, but idk if she is straight or not. To test this, I’m going to tell her I have a crush on her tomorrow, but if she doesn’t like me I say “ HAHAAHAH APRIL FOOLS”, and will be sad. If she does like me, I will be happy owo.
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i hope it went well !! x
0 likesi'm really not the type to vent online, but you know what? i don't care anymore.
22 likesi'm lucky enough to be in a school with a very accepting student body, and my "she" is bisexual. when i became friends with her, i was (to say the least) a confused mess. i met her when we were in grade one but we only became friends during our first year of high school. she sat beside me and we were what one would call "the dream team", people began teasing us together and i sort of just realized that what the hell i'm not straight. i ignored it though, because i was scared of being different. i come from a rather homophobic family and although i didn't care if someone else wasn't straight, i had to be straight; there was no other option.
my family and i are tight knitted and i was afraid of breaking their love, because i'm not stupid - they wouldn't accept me. so as i said, i just ignored my sexuality and kept saying that i was straight. a few months passed and "she" had a girlfriend (or at least a semblance of it). and here's the thing, the girl had the same name as me. our "shipname" became theirs, but i was happy. i was happy, because she was happy.
towards the end of the school year i found out something, a close friend of mine liked her. it felt like the universe was playing with me, because just as i was about to come out to my friend i learn that i can't - because she also likes the girl i am so, so smitten with it.
gray (let's call her gray) broke up with her girlfriend and she had a small thing with my close friend.
long story short, they broke each other.
and god, did it hurt me; because all i want is for the two people i love to be happy.
enter second year of high school, gray gets a new girlfriend and i am still smitten. her girlfriend ends up hating me and when i mentioned it casually to her she shut it down immediately.
i avoided her, not because i was bitter of jealous or any of that. i avoided her because i knew that they had fights about me, and i wasn't going ruin their happiness.
gray cornered me and oh my god, i made her cry. i felt so fucking bad because all i wanted was to make her happy dammit.
we (slowly) became friends again and by the end of the school year we were okay. gray and her girlfriend lasted until the start of our third year, but they eventually broke up.
gray fucked one of my friends over and i was so, so mad at her. i was smitten, but i'm not blind dammit; it was her fault.
as of now we aren't talking, because of two things: 1. she made a terrible decision and 2. i need to get over this damn crush.
nearly 3 years and i'm still smitten.
Eyyyyy
0 likestime to cry over the person I love
This song is so damn relatable as a young lesbian girl. Since everyone's sharing their story, I think I will too. Last year I met a girl, and within a few months we'd become super close. But as we got closer and closer I fell more and more in love with her. Eventually I told her I had feelings for her and her reaction was positive and we stayed friends. However one 'drunken' night in the summer I told her I really loved her and everything started to go down hill. We parted for two months and it was so horrendously painful, I needed her. Now, we're closer friends than ever and for the most I've moved on because she's too good of a friend to lose, but now she's dating a guy who's another one of my mates and I try to be happy for them, but I still get jealous.. Can anyone relate?
9 likesincredibly beautifully written. 💕
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ccd your profile picture is gorgeous.
0 likesI just wanna fall in love. I know it will be hard and painful after, but I can take it. I waited for too long it's almost like nothing will hurt more than not being in love
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Ehh I totally feel ya 😩😞
1 likeMy advice would be to not focus on falling in love with people specifically, fall in love with flowers and sunlight and your reflection when you first wake up, because if you fall in love with life then life will love you back, and people are always attracted to someone who radiates love, for themselves and for everyone around them
67 likes@_Exciting_ thank you!!! :D
1 likeStarMintaka Me too... I want to fall in love, but most of all I want to be fallen in love _with_. I just want someone who I can be totally myself with, who I feel really comfortable with, who makes me happy and giddy when I’m around them. I want them to feel the same way about me. I want cuddles and kisses and someone who I can share everything with, and who can share everything with me.
8 likesI’m afraid that by not being in love, but rather in love with the idea of love, I will end up being disappointed when it finally comes along, or expecting it to be perfect when it arrives.
I don’t expect a perfect love. I expect a human love. I just want romantic love.
I have wonderful friends and a wonderful family but, as always, I have to want more.
I see everyone around me with a partner, and I feel like I’m the only one solo. Most people at least love someone, even if that person doesn’t love them back, or they don’t love anyone but they don’t want to.
I loved someone once, for a while, but I doubt he knew. I don’t think anyone did. And then the feeling faded away and left me feeling worse than before because now I had had a face to give the love of my daydreams, that just doesn’t seem natural anymore.
I’m sorry for writing such a long reply but I was desperate to speak and this comment section - on She - is such a wonderfully accepting place - and your comment was in a way similar to mine...
1 like@Ataraxia Edits trust me, i kinda feel the same way. I can't wait till the day that I fall in love, and I'm trying so hard to not let it consume me...
3 likesStarMintaka me to! Why cant it just happen already?!
2 likesBe extra careful: I know the feeling of not being in love and the desire to feel something. I know it aches. But when you finally fall in love thinking you can handle it, and it turns into an ugly spiral of ambiguous back and forth with someone who doesn't really love you back, it's hard to move on. You know it's wrong, you know it's consuming you and that you deserve better. But it's addicting because "it feels oddly good to hurt". Very addicting. It's hard to find the strenght to get a hold of yourself once again when you know what you're leaving behind but don't know when or if you'll feel something like that ever again. And love is not just a feeling. It's a person you don't want to let go. They will always be in your head somehow, it will not just be "hard and painful after". Even when you manage to go on, there's no going back to a point where you were fine on your own. Because deep down you don't want to.
8 likesWhen you'll fall in love, because you will, don't lose yourself.
May I relate hope your okay tho👌
2 likesStarMintaka it is both the best and most painful feeling
1 likesame..
1 likeOmg same omgggggg
1 like@Lily Ashenden oh that's so nice! thanks!
1 like@Myss angelA thank you, I appreciate it
0 likes@Jaime Lovell still not in love, but okay! thank you
0 likesso i like this girl from my school thats a year younger than me. she doesnt know me but we are both in glee club and she sees me sometimes everytime she walks the hallway i would just have heart eyes because she is the most cutest person ive ever seen and yet she doesnt know i exist. her short curly hair her glasses is the most cutest thing and she can play piano,guitar, and ukelele and whats more cute is shes taller than me
0 likesI’m a closeted lesbian. I had a dream a few nights ago about a girl. She doesn’t really exist but I can’t stop think about her and she was so sweet and I remember every detail of her. I want to see her but I can’t seem to dream about her again. I think I’m psycho for falling in love with a hallucination
1 likemy "she" and i met a while back and i remember just falling so incredibly head-over-heels in love with her so quickly. she was one of the only people who i ever cared about... one of the only people who ever cared about me. we would flirt all the time and have the most wonderful conversations and i was so sure that she felt the same way. i was too afraid to specifically tell her how i felt, but to me it felt like we were kind of together already. but then one day she got a boyfriend. and i cried so much. i still do.
39 likeslater, on the one of the last days of school before we'd be going to school in different cities far away, i told her how i had felt. she smiled at me and told me that she had felt the same but that it was too late. she didn't want to break up with her boyfriend because she liked him too and anyways, we wouldn't even see each other very often when we changed schools.
this song hurts so much to listen to because it not only perfectly describes how i felt and still feel about this girl, this wonderful, special girl, but it also reminds me of the horrible regret that i have over something that i could have done that would have changed everything. but it's too late now.
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maybe this is awful. I would cry so much if this was me. Just knowing that you could’ve had the world but it falls through your fingers
0 likesI did not plan on crying
0 likesI was just listening to the EP version.
0 likesWTF it vibrated my colarblade!?!?!
This is such a beautiful song I love it ; I like how you open up in to the LGBT community and how you express it in your song (i'm straight ) if you read this have a great day and stay alive |-/
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Ay fren |-/
1 like@Kitchen Sink Ay your my fav song
2 likesHi fren l-/
1 likehowdy fellow fren |-/
2 likes+Littlewølf1626;-; Hai fren |-/
1 likeeveryone is commenting, so i guess i should too. i mean, no one’s gonna read this anyway.
1 likeso i’m still confused about my sexuality. really, really confused. and rly fucking goddamn scared, because i only liked this one girl and the rest of my crushes were.. boys. let me first describe her :
she has short hair, because she recently got a haircut and i love it so much she’s so pretty ajdjshdhd. she’s like kinda tall, taller than me. she also introduced me to musicals and i love her even more for that 💜. we both have similar interests and i just rly like her.
i’m not really sure why, i just do. i mean, most people in my class would describe her as like a decent person who you can chat with but.. i really really like her ever since i grew feelings for her.
i just love the way she laughs, and how her soft voice sounds like, and i’ve always wanted to hug her or hold her hand or just kiss her cheek. we used to do this thing though, where we would press our foreheads together and giggle afterwards. i didn’t like her back then, so i didn’t rly feel anything when we did that little ‘forehead pact.’ but now.. ugh. everything is so different and i just adore her, and every time i see her my feelings just grow even more.
but i also have this inner voice telling me that i like her just because she’s nice to me. you see, i didn’t have many friends and i considered her one of my very first friends and she’s just so kind and sweet and nice to me. i don’t really know what this feeling is but.. ugh.
i’ve fallen so badly :((
Okay. There may not be many with me here, but..
1101 likesThat fits so well with Max and Chloe from Life is Strange...
EDIT: There are. holy guacamole HELLO PRICEFIELD PEOPLE
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omfg same!
0 likes+voiceappeal I'm so glad I'm not the only one who think about that :D
8 likesYES
1 likeYES IM SCREAMING
3 likesYES OMFG
0 likesAHH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH #ishipithard
1 likeikrrrr
0 likes+voiceappeal OMGG YESS!! I think the same!!!
0 likesYAS YAS YAS YAS YAS!
0 likesOHMYGOD I WAS JUST THINKING THAT!!!!!
0 likes+voiceappeal YESYESYEYS im pricefield af
0 likesYAAAAS
0 likesHOW DID U KNOW WHAY I WAS GOING TO COMMENT
0 likes+voiceappeal DUDE YAS
2 likes(Super Max and shaka brah fo-evah)
YAAAASSS!!!!!!
0 likesmY HEART OH NO
0 likesyesyesyeSYESYES
0 likes+voiceappeal ic Aant beleive you jsut did thAT
0 likesYESSSS YESSSSS YES YES YES YESSSSSSS
0 likesyesss
0 likesThat's so true omfg 😮
0 likesOMG YES I CANNOT
0 likesYES OMG
0 likesYESSSSSSSS
0 likes"You would find her in a polaroid picture" aaaah
8 likes+balpreet kaur :)
0 likesOh my god ikr!
0 likesHI IM PRICEFIELD TRASH
3 likesBlue butterflies...
1 likeYESSSSSSSSS
0 likesOMG THE PHANDOM IS SO REAL ARRHHH
0 likesYes, yes it does
0 likesIt suits a lot of the type of music in the game too :3
0 likesoh my god it literally. ah. ahhhhhhhhh
0 likes+voiceappeal OMFG YESSS
0 likesI thought of Life is Strange once I heard 'Polaroid.'
2 likes+voiceappeal yessss!!
0 likesYESYESYESYESYESYESYES IT REALLY DOES PRICEFIELD FOR LIFE SON
0 likesMax would be so proud :3
+voiceappeal OMG YES THIS KILLS ME
0 likesExcept her and Warren tho...
0 likesI AGREE DO MUCH
0 likesAccurate
0 likesi was thinking the same thing
0 likes+voiceappeal I also thought it fitted so well with Lonnie and Sam from Gone Home <3
2 likesYES!!!
0 likes+voiceappeal THat's what I was thinking!!!
0 likesOMG YES
0 likes+voiceappeal don'T MAKE ME SAD
0 likesYes it does!
0 likes+voiceappeal im with you
0 likesoh yes it does ;]
0 likesOh my god, yes!
0 likesI literally tough I was te only one who tough about life is strange
0 likesThat's so true oml!
0 likesright??
0 likesa Polaroid picture!?
+voiceappeal YESMSDJWFHE
0 likesAHHHHHHH YESSSSS!!!!! SO MUCH YESSSSS!
0 likesYASSSSSS (but warren and Max are still cute together) BEST. GAME. EVER.
1 like+Noelle “Pandalover255” Donner grahamfield isnt cannon
0 likes+Noelle “Pandalover255” Donner yeah
0 likesYas!
0 likesLiterally what I thought as I listened to it x)
0 likesPRICEFIELD for life Vioceappeal, PRICEFIELD for life.
0 likesDAMN YES HELLO PRICEFIELD SHIPPERS
0 likes+alex collins hella yeah, wazup
0 likesYESSS
0 likesyassss
0 likesYou're hella right! :D
2 likesI love the pairing Max & Chloe so much. ;)
OMG YES!!
1 likethat's hella true
0 likesOmg yasssss!
0 likes+voiceappeal YESSSSSSSS
0 likes+voiceappeal fuck it does
0 likes+voiceappeal True
0 likesYES OH MY GOD
0 likes+kaseyxk ikr
0 likesOmg yes
0 likes+voiceappeal Finally someone said it.
0 likesPRICEFIELD
0 likesTOTALLY!!#
0 likes+voiceappeal YEYSYESYES
0 likesOMGGGG! I just died. Dudeee yessss
0 likesYes lis is life!
0 likes😱 yes!
0 likesOMG YAHS.
0 likesYes!
0 likesOH MY GOD YES
0 likesHello!!!!! Literally this could be a song in LIS
0 likeswhen you said that I was like " OMG YES ITS NOT JUST ME!"
2 likescrying
0 likesHELLO
0 likes+voiceappeal "you would find her in a polaroid picture" SOMETIMES I WONDER IF THIS SONG WAS MADE FOR PRICEFIELD TBH
0 likesHELLO
0 likesAre you guys Sceptic eyes too? Or was it Markiplier😊
0 likes+voiceappeal YES YES YESS THIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS
0 likesHi, septic eye fam
0 likesSup fam
1 likeOMG YAAAAAAS ❤
0 likes+Latiatrolls ALSO ALL THE REFERENCES TO CHILDHOOD AND KNOWING EACH OTHER A LONG TIME
0 likesPOLAROID PICTURE AYYYYEEEE 😉😉😉
1 likeI was just about to post this haha. But I wanted to see if anyone thought the same thing :)
0 likes+voiceappeal YOU ARE SO RIGHT!!! ;D
0 likesIT'S SOOOO TRUE
0 likesIt should go with max and Chloe
0 likesHELLOOOOO
0 likesEXPECIALLY THE POLAROID PICTURE PART JSSSSS
2 likesTRUE
0 likesAnd now my heart is broken all over again...
0 likes+voiceappeal FUCK it does aswell im d e ad
0 likesIM GLAD IM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO THOUGHT THIS
0 likes+voiceappeal HOLY SHIT
0 likesHoly fuck you're right
0 likesI totally thought the same when I first heard the song! It was perfect!
0 likesCrap! It does! How!?!?
0 likesOHMYGOF
0 likesvoiceappeal aH I was just watching poods play that game
0 likesYEASS
0 likesHELLA YAAS
0 likesvoiceappeal I NEVER LOOKED AT IT LIKE THAT BUT NOW I CANT STOP THINKING OF THAT
0 likesvoiceappeal OMG YES
0 likesGod I’m so gay why can’t my crush like me back
0 likesShe literally means everything to me and whenever I sing this song I think of her
"she" just asked me out!!!
3 likesTo my she
1 likeI could never date you.
Your amazing at sports, always quick with insults, and I've never had a proper conversation with you ,except to ask for the money I was collecting for class prefect.
Your so popular , something i never will or never want to be.
I can picture us , sneaking our after school , sitting together , never talking , but communicating with silence. I'll never have you , but I want you.
in 2016 i met a girl that was my she, but she was toxic , she was bi and had a toxic gf, she had a crush on me when she first met me, she was my first girl crush and made me realize I wasn’t straight, she broke up with her gf after their relationship got too toxic, she jumped into another toxic relationship with a guy, she cried over and over about all these people that didn’t deserve her . I liked her the whole year, and told her over the summer. Then I realized how she played me, how she flirted with me and gave me false hope, and you used me to make her gfs/bfs jealous. She moved schools, and then she came back in Sep. 2017 for a week to my school, I was so angry at her I couldn’t talk to her anymore. I blocked her on everything and cut her off, and she kept apologizing but I just couldn’t. 2018 came and I unblocked her, but we didn’t talk, she was in another city. 2019 we texted a bit and FaceTimed once but she changed a lot, not at all how I remember her and we didn’t talk after. She was the only person who I truly ever felt something for. I don’t like her anymore but there’s a place in my heart where I can’t ever forget about her. To this day, no one has made me feel like she did. She knows I liked her, but doesn’t know I loved her. My heart aches knowing I never got to give her my love, or know about it. She doesn’t even think about me anymore. but to me she was my best friend, my person, my she.
0 likesA few months ago when I first heard this, I was extremely confused about my sexuality. Now I've realized that It doesn't matter who I love. I love my girlfriend with all my heart.
12 likesThe thing is, is this song means so much to me. I love my best friend so much, but she doesn't realize that I feel this way. I relate to this song so much, because I know I can't ruin our friendship over my feelings. It kinda sucks you know. I love this song so much, thank you Dodie.
54 likesoKay so im having a bit of confusion and i know this community is so nice so i might just sort of blurt stuff out if that's okay?
1 likebasically, yea, it's the whole i have a crush on my best friend thing, and wow it hurts. im such good friends with her, and i love every minute i spend with her, she honestly makes me so happy, and everything about her is just perfect to me. she's straight, but (i know that it's bad to think) sometimes i feel like there's something? im probably just making it all in my head, i don't know, but i just get a feeling i guess. but i don't know what to do, like i feel weird keeping this massive thing from her, but i reallllly don't want to mess up our friendship because i don't want to lose her.
im so confuseddd
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You should tell her, you might have a chance and if she rejects you, she still will be your friend it might be awkward at first but it will get better and you will be comfortable with each other more
1 like@lily that's true actually. thanks :)
0 likes@fartlord98 did you ask her out then?
0 likes@lily not yet whoops
0 likesPLEASE release the studio version of this or slap this boy on Spotify asap.
3 likesAmazingly wonderful doodle <3
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love your videos and hers wow
0 likeshi lukey, I love your videos.
0 likes<3
0 likesshe is amazing xx
1 likeFANKZ :D
25 likesYour hair has glowed up so much
0 likesThis song hurts and I love it.
3 likesIt hurts to finally realize who you are.
It hurts to realize you aren’t what you and the people around you expect you to be.
It hurts to think you’re not accepted, but just remember
There are others that also hurt.
You’re not the only one.
I am in love
35 likescompletely and totally
for the first time
She's gay
She's hilarious and adorably awkward and loves horror movies and rock music and drawing and messing with people
We're on a missions trip together, it's one week long
Today it's the last day of the trip
We're from different states, I met her here
And now we have to go home
I'll never see her again
She is perfect and I want to listen to her talk and laugh and tease me for the rest of my life
But tomorrow I have to say goodbye to her for the rest of my life
I haven't told her
I'm not going to
I came out to her
I want her to love me, but I doubt she does
And now I have to say goodbye
To her, the amazing human who I fell in love with, who I never want to leave, who I want to be loved by
And I was going to write "Goodbye" here at the end, but I can't
Hello
Hello laughter and teasing and references and fangirling and falling
I know now why people say you fall in love
I really am falling
But now I have to leave
So who will catch me?
I love you
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I'm never going to see her again. We never said goodbye, just see you later, insisting that we would see each other one more time before leaving. I feel confused. Some mistake must have been made. I know I'm supposed to stay with her forever. I know I'm supposed to be with her and all her friends and be one of them and be her's. So why did I have to say goodbye? Why am I not with her? Somebody made a mistake. Somebody gave me the wrong life in the wrong place. I'm supposed to be with her. I'm supposed to be with her, and I'm not. What is happening? I've thought before that I was in love, but I was wrong. This is what being in love feels like. Nothing else matters. I would leave my whole life behind to go and be a part of her's.
12 likesThere's a certain Connor Oberst-ness to this.
0 likesI mean that as a high compliment.
I relate to this so much Dodie (I just had to come back to this song after your "I'm bisexual WOO" video)
28 likesOh, little bi Dodie. I love you.
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pureee
1 likePUT THIS ON SPOTIFY
76 likesThis comment will probably get lost in the comment section, but here's my story. Like Dodie, I started to like a girl in my music club. At first, I was stunned by her amazing talent and I wanted to be her best friend badly. She was a year older, she had blue eyes and wavy brown hair. Soon enough, she wouldn't get out of my mind. At this point, I started to believe I was Bi. I couldn't believe it as I thought I'd never feel this way towards a girl, but I guess I was wrong. Me and her were good friends, but we only saw eachother on club days as she was in a different year. I was so confused with my emotions, but I swore not to tell anyone, and so I didn't. To this day, no one knows of my sexuality. And... I still like the same person. Great.
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Lil' Dodie Fan is she the girl in your profile picture?
1 likeLizzy Symons Haha, no. I'm on the left, the pink haired one is Connie (Noodlerella on YouTube).
1 likeLil' Dodie Fan You're really pretty ☺️
0 likesLuna Eclipse Oh, thank you! 😊
0 likesI have a huge crush on a girl and it's been going on for a month and she's straight. Listening to this makes me really emotional, but it's nice to know I'm not the only one
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just in the nickelback of time SAME
1 likeomg same and she also happens to be my best friend... :(
2 likesIm in the same situation, Im here for you
0 likesMarble Soda I'm 12 I've liked the same girl for 65 days.... yeh I counted
0 likesMarble Soda i'm in love with one of my closest friends. she's bi too yet there's aNOTHER FRIEND who's also bi and im pretty sure they're in love and i feel so sad whenever they get flirty with each other.
1 likecurrently is the most i have ever related to this song
0 likes'she' makes me smile everyday but she doesn't know it. 'she' has perfect green eyes and long brown hair. 'she' smells like summer and she will never love me the way i love her
36 likesHow do you play this on Guitar?
0 likes"And oh it aches
12 likesBut it feels oddly good to hurt"
Dear god the feels!!
Soooo good
0 likesHey ! Just wanted to say that you made a MASTERPIECE! i love this song, it's very intense and i can't stop listening to it... :) Greeting From Montpellier, France.
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MERVEILLEUX LE SEUL FRANÇAIS QUI CONNAÎT DODDLEODDLE 😁
0 likes@Berenic Bouchard Hahah :)
1 likeDes francaiiiis :O
2 likesBoudiou de boudiou o.o !
1 like@TheUnicornPotatoe ben nan y'a moi aussi :)
1 like@Jesuis Alex Non y'a moi aussi !!! (bon, techniquement j'uis anglaise, mais ca fait les 2/3 de ma vie que je vis a Poitiers donc voila, je me considère parmi vous ^^ )
1 likeTu est la bienvenue parmis nous ! :)
1 likeMerci ! :)
1 like@Jesuis Alex yeeah, un français :D
1 likeSalut Hermine, j'aime beaucoup tes videos ! :)
1 likeOh, tu connais ? :)
1 likeOui oui j'adore ! :)
0 likes<3
1 like...I thought it was just a crush that'll last for a few months, but hell...I've been in love with a transgender man (biologically female) for a freakin 2 years. Hell, I've even seen him transition from a cute girl, to a strong man : ') Thank you Dodie for this song <3 it helped me let me accept my feelings, when it was hard to ^^
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Melon_s I love your profile picture
1 likeThat’s so amazing. So many people would be weirded out by someone being trans but the fact that you can have feelings for them must make them feel so proud.
2 likesScared Of People Wow, that really touched me. Thank you. Yea, I hope he feels proud too ^^ he deserves it :) Tbh I don’t exactly see why people would be weirded out. They’re the same beautiful person whether boy or girl
0 likesFucking hell, every time i listen to this song i end up in tears and gay-af toughts
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Also i changed she to he and played the song on my guitar and now im crying sooo bad
36 likesRECORD IT PLS I NEED IT!!
4 likesi want to hear it ian luca pllzzzzz
0 likessame
0 likesIan Luca same it is such a true song a lot of ppl feel like this.
2 likesIan Luca Same 😭 Dodies songs remind me of the past and her voice is just so beautiful 😭😭 and the lyrics are so meaningful 😭😭😭😭😭
7 likesIan Luca same
0 likeswill admit I have been playing this on repeat for about twenty minutes now
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Ditto
4 likesIt's been 2 days I can't stop replaying it send help
18 likes+Whemsical me too, I'll set up a support group
8 likes@***** @Whemsical @Ravenpuffer ditto...
3 likesbabe
70 likessame hahah
0 likes@doddleoddle this is by far my favorite of your songs dodie please make an album for all your fans
11 likesThat's 3.5 times... You can just say that instead...
1 like@IlluminatiMustFail its more like 5.5 times because the song is only 3:46 seconds long
2 likesready to sing this around the house and watch as my family falls apart
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same
0 likesOmg literally same
0 likesomg same
0 likesI just recorded a cover of this on my channel and I'm wondering how it will go down when everyone sees it :X
0 likeswhat happened??? @Kayleigh V
0 likesXD Same, the don't know I'm Bi DX
0 likessame omg
0 likesMy family doesn't know I'm bisexual, and I plan on keeping it that way until I... I don't know. Shrivel up and die? All I know is that it will be a while until I am comfortable telling my family.
0 likes+MidnightWolf 980 same, untill I get a girlfriend (or if) I'll tell them but if I end up dating a dude what's the point lmao
0 likesI know that nobody will read this but anyway.. (btw sorry for the bad English).My “she” is hella straight but god I’m in love with her...we aren’t close friends at all but every time she talk to me My heart goes skdidjfb she don’t even know that I’m pan.. and I’m scared that if she find out she will stay away from me..
4 likesi know you will never read this and if you do.. you wouldn’t know that it’s me.. But god I really love you...
Why tf would ppl dislike this song?? I mean even Homophobes??? This song is so beautiful and just magic!
1 likeThis kind of sounds like something Ed sheeran would write! Lovely.
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Best kind of compliment! Thank you!
19 likesMy thoughts exactly
2 likesI'm done falling for straight girls.
0 likesto my she-
28 likesI knew I loved you when we became friends, yet I also knew you would never look at me the same way. I knew what I was getting myself into, falling in love with a straight girl. You were the one that made me realize I was bi, looking at your gorgeous eyes that I could stare at for hours and the caring personality that pulled me in. The way you delicately hug me and the way that you smile at me makes my heart flutter, even though you do it in an innocent friendly way. You’ve put my heart through so much in the past year, seeing you fall in love with someone and get hurt and then now seeing you fall in love again. I’m going to be honest-it hurts like hell to hear you talk about them the same way I talk about you. It hurts to know that you’ll never think of me that way. I’ve been trying to get over you for a year now, however nothing has been successful and your essence is forever stuck in my mind. To my she- I love you, even though you will never love me.
This song brings back so many memories. This is the song that got me listening to dodie.. this is also one of the first songs i cried to thinking about girls i liked. i will never nostalgically smile this big with any other song.
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brennan inc. me too. so much has changed, it’s fun to delve into the past sometimes. it takes you unexpectedly
0 likesSince everyone is spreading their hopeless gay crushes in the comment section I feel the strong urge to follow along so listen up.
36 likesMy she is a coworker. We work together every day and she started out as more of a role model (she’s also 5 years older than me) but now, as she left the work place for 3 weeks I realized how desperately I need her and how much it aches to be without her but it’s hopeless because she’s about as straight as a ruler and in a relationship.
So what’s the natural reaction for me now? Listen to this song on repeat and cry because I’m miserable.
my she is amazing. she has the most beautiful deep brown hair with eyes which she likes to call green because she thinks hazel is too boring.. but everytime i see them i melt. she is a beacon of light in my life and the human embodiment of the sun, with the softest pale skin and freckles plastered across her face, and the most delicate hands that i very much love to hold. jesus christ im so gay
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Lol yup
0 likesit's so adorable how everyone in the comments is describing people as "my she"
3 likesI’m so happy this is in the new EP! Dodie, you’re one of my favorite artists and I can’t wait to see you grow even more! Love you!
1 likei’m listening to this for the first time in 2019 and i’m actually crying in class. this so creatively describes the whole process of discovering sexuality and all of the struggles wow wow wow didn’t know i could love dodie more
2 likesedit: the feels are pouring out of every pore
Rewatching this video again, after listening to the new version on Dodie’s EP. It’s amazing how much her voice has grown and matured. This song still makes me cry and is truely beautiful. <3
4 likesHello I am from the future and your EP just released with this song on it!!! Proud of you dodie 💛💛💛
6 likesI had no idea... god when I first listened to this song I had no idea what kind of effect it would have on me. I’m revisiting this song right after her EP is out and I... I guess I never understood the pure innocence and sadness of this song. The simplicity of it all just seems to be... I don’t know there just isn’t a good way to describe it. It’s like running through a field with the person you love being happy with them but then seeing them run into someone else’s arms. But you’re still happy because they’re happy... i don’t know. Just my thoughts:) love you dodie!
3 likesPeople who disliked this is heartbreaking 💔 This is such a beautiful song 💕
2 likesthis isn't even an exaggeration i actually tear up so much whenever i hear this
2 likesCan’t wait for the studio version
3 likesi’ve wanted a studio version of this song for so long and it finally happened ahh. i love both versions a lot
1 likeI remember listening to this song on repeat all night, crying, because this was what finally brought me to accept myself.
1 likeI just thought of this years after years on seeing this right when it came out. I fell for a girl and this fits perfectly
1 likemy she is amazing. she has really deep eyes and freckles and dimples. We're friends, not amazingly close but I can do things like lie on her lap and it doesn't seem weird. I keep taking photos of her. I can't stop, she knows I'm doing it it's not stalkerish but I just can't stop. She looks so amazing all the time. It hurts. I love her so much and she makes me so happy. She wears her socks on the outside of her jeans and puts on lipstick with no other makeup. She looks like someone out of new york. For a while she didn't have a haircut even though she really needed one and it looked amazing. Her hair curled around the side of her neck and it was hard not to fiddle with it. I ended up begging her to get a haircut.
5 likesThis reminds me of the first girl I fell in love with when I was 13. She was straight and getting over her was very painful. I’m forever grateful for this song and to you for showing me I am not alone
1 like🌻Thank you for putting this song on your beautiful ep album of 2019 🌻
1 likeomg this song is such a mood. its just one of those songs that takes you into another world and gives a voice and a melody to everything you feel inside and just makes you feel everything at once... damn im in love with this beautiful song
1 likeWOW this song from five years ago actually made to the album!❤️
2 likesI haven't listened to Dodie's stuff in ages, I forgot how sweet this was ^-^ Such an earnest song, glad I got to hear that again after all these years :)
1 likecan we just appreciate this will come out on her tird ep tomorrow.
2 likesi'm so hyped
I told my “she” that I liked her and it went absolutely amazing. She was super chill with it and afterwards we went to McDonald’s and hung out for nearly 3 whole hours. God I love her so much
0 likesYou dont deserve a paragraph. You deserve a thousand books witten about how amazing you are. You're beautiful and when u smile, its the prettiest thing ive ever seen. I know ive never really made it clear how much i like you, but ive been afraid you wont feel the same. Sometimes i think you're too beautiful for me. I miss you when we dont talk to each other even though we're not even together. I thought id better let you know how i feel. Its pointless keeping these feelings to myself. You deserve to know that u mean the world to me
929 likesEdit: Omg thanks for the likes💓
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this was soo cute...
5 likesNext time someone asks for a paragraph from me in stealing this lol😂
26 likesok
2 likes+Kasai the Fire Mage SAME
2 likesThis wax so cute! btw Im stealing this!
2 likesthat's so sweet, I wish I had someone to sent it to...
2 likesWay too adorable is it ok if I steal this to send to my best friend/crush
4 likesthis is such a beautiful comment and i agree completely. ILY DODIE
1 likeAw! You two know eachother? This sounds adorable <3 <3
3 likesThis is adorable💕
2 likesawwwww
4 likes@PAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES
11 likesLmao your name is killing me and the mood
Agreed
2 likesthis. is adorable omg steals this comment to go tell someone
1 likeI'm late but your comment is the cutest thing
6 likeslol luv you guys anyone can use this
3 likesWho Eliza??
4 likesGet it cause youre Hamilton...
I wish I had the courage to send something like this to my crush. But I know who she has a crush on. It's not me.
4 likesI listen to this every once and a while and it makes me so nostalgic and happy and sad and angry and so emotional I love u dods
0 likesI love looking up at my celling and grinning like an idiot thinking about you, and how you've changed me for the better, always being there for me. I appreciate you. Always talking to me about the little things that make you feel better, or things that make you happy like when ever you answer correctly when asked a question. Just hearing your voice, or when ever you smile your right cheek sinks in a little deeper then left or when ever mad or annoyed you brows are slightly raised. You're just so fucking beautiful.
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sarah i miss you.
0 likesThis. Is the first song I have ever heard by Dodie. I was reading something online, and then I saw this song. I listened to it..... And cried. I loved this song.
1 likeI just got broken up with by the first girl I've ever been in love with and I'm still in love with her which sucks but every word of this song is perfect for how I feel so I just listened to this like thirty times while looking at my old Polaroids of us kissing (and crying a little bit) this song is beautiful thank you 💕❤️💖
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Bethany Lowe As awful as you might be feeling right now, you will feel better. Stay strong. And if this girl is the one for you, the universe will find a way to bring you back together
1 likeShe is probably one of my best friends. I think I’m falling for her. Truth be told I have always loved her. Ever sense I first saw her, I just couldn’t help but be amazed by her beauty. Ramen noodles, I just want to let you know that I will always love you!!
2 likesYou have such a profound gift with words, Dodie. The vulnerability and poetry in your songs is so relatable, I find myself smiling and crying at the same time. Thank you for sharing your gift with a stranger across the world.
1 likei need this on spotify more than anymore
1 likeI remember laying in bed listening to this after I got rejected by a girl I liked
1 likeAnd she means everything to me
4 likesi have a she. and she’s my best friend. and she’s straight. i love her so much. i haven’t even come out to her yet.
1 likeIf I simply only got to have you, I’d be okay.
2 likesI love your tan and soft skin, the way it shines under the sunlight and how your beautiful bold, brown eyes glimmer when you’re amused or happy. I love your smile, how every time something funny happens you immediately turn to me, and how your little face scrunches up when we laugh together. Sometimes you even lightly hit your lap in order to express your little outbursts of joy. I love how every time you make me mad, I can’t even stay mad. Even with how stubborn I am you always find a way to make me crack up. I love the way you talk about the things you like, and how excited you get to share your interests with others. I love the way you talk, and how passionate you get when you express something meaningful to you. I love it when you put your arm around me, or when you grab my face and press my cheeks together. I love it when you suddenly grab me by the waist and mess up my hair, and I love the way you tease me yet somehow do it lovingly. I love it when you hug me. The feeling I would get around your arms always calmed me. The warmth you carry with you makes me feel safe. Like I belong in your embrace. I love it when you turn and look at me, and how your glasses slide a little lower to your nose.
I love it how every time you walk into my sight, my heart jumps. I love it how every time you would do something slightly suggestive of your feelings towards me, my heart would stop. But every time you’d lay on her, or hold her hands and look deep in her eyes with that beautiful gaze, my heart would drop.
I spent ages just trying to be enough for you.
Months crying and feeling my heart tear a little more.
School nights where I’d stay up till 4 AM just thinking about everything. Every memory. The day you left me because you figured I wasn’t right for you. And the day you told me you couldn’t be with me because I was leaving. Because you’d be too hurt to let me go.
I always ask myself what I did wrong.
I always hug the bear you’d constantly take from me and hug all for yourself. I can’t sleep without it. I feel like it’s the only comfort and the only piece I have left of you now. I’m so far away. I wish I had never moved. I wish my family could have just been able to stay. Every day I think about you. Every single fucking day I wish I was there, I wonder what it would have been like if it were me and not her. You’re the only real motivation I have to somehow come back. I can’t let you out of my heart. No matter how much I try.
Everything about you is so pure and so beautiful.
Even when you feel like you look your worst you’re still gorgeous to me.
I’ve never loved anyone so deeply.
If love isn’t worth it, you’re the exception.
I love you.
Goddamn it, you’re my she.
I honestly forgot this song existed- when I first heard it, I was questioning. Later that year, I identified as bi and stuck with the label. At the time, I didn't have any crushes on girls at that point. Even now, I'm still closeted towards family and the friends I made this year.
1 likeHowever, I recently met a girl, who to this day, makes me question my label. She made me question what I identified as and I'm still struggling. Soon enough, I started developing feelings and I'm currently just pining over her.
To my 'she',
You're incredible. You're such a dork but the way you welcome others and seem to want everyone to be happy is just so admirable. Though we don't talk much, your personality just emits a sweet aura that I love so much. We're friends and I think we might just stick as that? Every time you compliment me, I become this flustered mess who can't process anything. You make me fall every time we talk and God, you're just amazing.
I hope that you never find this but h, I'd love to get to know you better <3
- an LGBT+ pining mess
You know, everytime I listen to this I start daydreaming, mostly about if my crush was gay and liked me back, but also about just her, she is such a beautiful and sweet person and I can't
0 likesThis is such a cute/relatable song I love it
0 likesPut This On Spotify I love This song ❤️
0 likesAm I the only one who plugs their ear buds in and turns She on for comfort when they’re crying at 2 AM...
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Bookwormish Culture mood
0 likesYeah, it’s my mood ALL the time .
1 likeLucy awe thanks!
0 likesaww i’m reading all these sweet comments about their she. i want a she :(
1 likeOne of my best friends and I bonded over your music, and she’s straight and I’m mcnot and over time I’ve started to have feelings for her. This song always makes me think of her
0 likesi just asked out a girl and she said yes! i used to listen to this song when i liked her and was too scared to tell her, now i’m really crying lol
1 likeI can't wait to hear this on the new album. I'm gonna have a good fkn cry
0 likesone of my best friends and i planned to duet this while i had a crush on her. i came out to my mom around that time, and it didn’t really go that well. i ended up losing this friend shortly after, and just the thought of this song made me sad. but now, we’re as close as ever and i can only think of her he when i hear it, even though i don’t have a crush on her. love you, v
1 likei listened to this song around the time i first came out. i’m in love w my girlfriend now and i think that’s a cute progression of things. that’s all.
0 likesmia, my she, if you're reading this, you mean everything to me. i love you beyond words. you bring an endless amount of light and happiness into my life. you're the best thing that ever happened to me. although things can be scary at times, i am willing to go through them if it means i am with you. you are my angel.
0 likesI’m finally something to my She ♥️
1 like"but to her, I taste like nothing at all" perfectly sums up how a girl I like feels about me
0 likesi don’t feel much recently. at least not as much as i used to. it’s been a little while since i’ve felt anything, really. but tonight, reading through all these comments, i remembered what it’s like to really truly feel. and i am so thankful—for dodie and for every single soul that’s in this comment section
1 likeSo I have this huge crush on this girl. She sits next to me in chemistry (lol rather fitting) and we would talk about the weirdest things. We share the same taste in music, clothing, youtubers, and even school subjects. She’s the only person I can make eye contact with without feeling uncomfortable. She held my hand a few weeks ago (my hand was was apparently warm and hers was “cold”) and I just felt all of my problems fall away for those few seconds. Whenever she talks to me or I see her in the corridor, my heart always does a backflip in my chest. She has the most adorable smile and the best personality. She is always wanting to help you.
2 likesSorry I had to.
God.. This is my favourite song and even though I'm only 13 I wanna use this for my wedding song.. As I'm walking down the aisle and see the love of my life, I want this song playing in the background.
0 likes😊😘
Why do I sob every FRICKIN time I listen to this . Soon it'll be on the ep and I can cry all the time lol
0 likesThis describes me and my crush at the moment I wish that that would change between us
0 likesThanks Dodie u have helped me through a lot of things like how to come out to my parents and family as bisexual and listening to ur song has made me stronger and more self excepting I owe a lot to u
THANK YOU DODIE CLARK !!!!!
One of the reasons Dodie is such a good artist is the way she really conveys her emotions in her lyrics and singing style. I can feel the pain and love in this song and I gotta say, it’s bloody amazing.
1 likeCan't stop thinking of my she right now. If you ever see this Imogen, please try and work out who this is- you mean the world to me.
1 likethis song makes me feel so warm
0 likesI have a girl crush and people are actually expecting that i do. But i keep on denying it. But even if on the outside, i seem so indiferent about her presence, but inside, whenever im near her, its like a bittersweet taste on my toungue, tingles down my back, and a peacefull feeling that makes all my worries disappear. I love her.
2 likesFour years later and its still my favourite
1 likeHow could a song make u so hurt and sad but warm and valid at the same time❤...
0 likesI listened to this on repeat in the 7th grade, I had just come to the realization that I liked women and I couldn't really relate to the song but I loved it anyway. Now I think I just may be in love with a straight girl, the song really speaks to me now. I'd honestly do anything for her, she's just perfect and she makes me really happy. But even if I never end up with her, I hope she'll at least be happy with her whoever she does end up with.
0 likesShe means everything to me. Her laugh, her voice, the way she readjusts her glasses. Everything she does makes me fall in love even more and I wish she knew that. Every time I get a notification from her, I smile. I cannot help it. I love her...
0 likeshere because the human ep comes out tomorrow @ midnight and this is my favorite dodie song, i've even got my own little story tied to it, which is weird because so does everybody else??
1 likei found this song back in the beginning of 8th grade. i had just met a girl, she was in my gym class. she had this pretty, unique smile, and a goofy laugh that always made me grin. she had short brown hair and the prettiest dark brown eyes. i was always too scared to talk to her in person, she was always with her best friend, and i was scared he wouldn't like me. one day she posted about being insecure on her instagram, and i left a comment, not thinking much of it. we soon began messaging each other, quite often. and one day we walked together on the track during gym, we talked about movies that frightened us when we were younger and our religious family members and it was a lovely hour. i continued to harbor this crush for her, it was obvious but i pretended it wasn't. she went on to have a boyfriend, one that didn't go to our school, but we continued talking and their relationship didn't last long. eventually i went out and bought flowers and a stuffed bunny from the dollar store with my close friend. (it sounds silly, but i was determined to ask this girl to this dance) i painted her a picture and wrote a note on the back, with her name written on it. the morning that i planned to ask her i got too scared, i crumpled the painting and shoved it in an empty desk, hid the flowers and the plush bunny in my bag, and went on with my day. i was approached by her later, she was holding the note. our history teacher was cleaning out her desks and found it, saw her name on it, and gave it to her. she immediately knew it was from me. i confessed that it was from me and we laughed it off, she politely turned me down, saying that she didn't know me well enough, and we went on to become closer friends. the semester was soon over and we both now had art together. our art teacher knew we were friends and sat us next to each other, and we would always giggle and talk about our childhoods.
after a month or 2 she asked ME out. i was so happy and i spent every minute that we were together smiling and i would always look forward to seeing her. we made each other bracelets out of yarn and during our clay projects i sculpted a crab who we called geoffrey with a g. before we knew it the end of the school year came. at our middle school the last day we always sat on the track and they played music and kids would just hang out and eat pineapple whip. i remembered sitting in a circle with her friends, i was barefoot and i had my head laying in her lap and we looked at eachother and i would grin. she kept insisting on giving me a piggyback ride and she did (i'm rather small so it worked out pretty well lol) at the end of the day we hugged eachother tightly and cried and said our goodbyes. she was going to visit her grandma for half of the summer so we wouldn't see each other until july. but we called almost every night at around 1-2am, i would always walk out to my backyard and try to show her the fireflies on my phone camera, we talked about her coming over and us catching them together, but it would never work because my phone camera sucked. another night we were texting each other, and i sent her this song and told her about how it always made me think of her. she suggested that it be our song. before she came back she broke up with me. she told me she wanted to start high school single, which i understood. that didn't mean i didn't spend the entire month of july crying into my tub of icecream. i'm over it now and we're cool, i just miss it sometimes and wonder if it could have gone differently.
Why are girls pretty? Why do they make me love them?
3 likesLoving dodie since then 😍
0 likesshe she's omg she's my girlfriend. and our one month anniversary will be on valentine's oml. she's so cute oh god i've been with her for a day and she's everything to me
1 likeI listen to this song and I always, always, always cry simply because this is the song my girlfriend and I dedicated to each other.. cliche and sappy. But I don't think outsiders of the relationship understand how much it makes your heart flutter when you know that with a specific song you're being thought about.. and the thought about her makes me giddy.
0 likesTo all of you girls watching this who can relate right now. I was in your place years ago and now I have a wonderful girlfriend who I love with all my heart. Some day you will meet someone who feels the same for you as you do for them.
0 likesShe smells like lemongrass and sleep I just love that line
0 likes"And I'll be okay
1 likeAdmiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all"
my "she" is my first love and doesn't even like me, but i love her. she's straight. but we kissed twice and, she wasn't my first girl, but it was so fucking magical, i felt so many things that i never thought could ever feel something like that before. it was only a kiss, you know? but, it was something else. we talked a few times and she is just the most intelligent and most beautiful that i ever saw. its been six months and i think of her every fucking day and hurts so bad. she knows about my feelings because she's friends of some friends of mine but what can she do, right? i'm just some stupid girl who fell in love with her, it's not her fault. i'm SO dumb and SO in love with her. i see her everyday on school but she doesn't talk to me, but yesterday was saturday and i saw her then she said "hello" to me and give me a smile and i just fucking lost it because she's everything to me. i love her
this song is 100% me... about her
about my "she"
i just hope that feeling go away soon, cause its been 6 months and still cry about it.
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ok im not im love anymore thank gos but this is cute
0 likesMy 'she' found out she was my 'she' in the worst way possible, it's was out of my control and basically forced out of me. In front of her. I have been hopelessly in love with her for a long while now, and I've stayed silent in my pain. But the knowledge that she doesn't feel the same is the hardest feeling of them all, harder than staying silent. I don't think I'll ever get over her, and I've never wished more that I had those magic tears like in the Disney films that would solve all my problems. Cause with the amount I've been crying, I'd have plenty to share. This song has been my favourite Dodie song for years, and has seen me from crush to crush, but never one this intense or heartbreaking. Thank you Dodie for putting my brain into a coherent song, you are one of the most talented musicians in the industry.
4 likesi just told my friend i like her and she sent me this song
1 likeI'm about to cry because I feel this way about a girl from my school and I'm pretty sure she's straight. It's so hard to be her friend and know that she'll never think of me the way I think of her. And my heart aches because I joined stage crew to hang out with her more and she just thinks I'm one of her best friends. I wish I could send this to her, but I'm scared she won't like me back and I'll lose her as a friend.
2 likesI love your creativity your inspire me
0 likesYour my inspiration
I wanna be like you
I can't explain how inspired I am😣😳😳
This song is so beautiful
0 likesJust finding this now, but I need a safe place to talk about my “she”...
1 likeShe’s absolutely beautiful. She has beautiful dark hair that just lays perfectly every time. She has a birthmark on her cheek that looks like a : . She hates it, but it the cutest thing about her. When she smiles at me, I feel my stomach lift into my chest. She’s short and slim. She smells like ice cream. Her laugh is so beautiful and real and I don’t know if I could go a week without hearing it. She’s smart and is amazing at writing. She has perfect handwriting. There’s always been something about her that drew me closer. Recently, she came out to me as bi and I couldn’t have been happier. Even though I don’t think she likes me, it’s nice knowing that at least she trusts me. I still haven’t come out to her, but i think she knows. She doesn’t know I like her and probably never will. She’s just perfect.
i need this on spotify
0 likesthis is for my own she
0 likesi love ur skin. it’s as clear as your eyes. your eyes shine like honey pots in the sun and you smell like musk sticks and warm lazy weekends. the way your hair is all fluffy makes my heart skip a beat or two. you’re the sound of lonely summers and late night candlelit baths. to me you’re everything I love. Apple and cinnamon, and gentle hugs. itchy funky socks and laughing so hard you can’t hear yourself choke on your own joy.
every time you’re near me it’s magical. it’s like a kid on christmas, staying up to see Santa. It’s like tossing a coin into a wishing well and waiting for the sound of it reaching somewhere you couldn’t ever see.
you make my heart smile and my face smile more.
my favorite thing about this song, is everyone in the comments can relate about their ‘she’. we all found something to bring us together and its beautiful despite the heartbreak we talk about.
0 likesmy ‘she’ is bisexual, but she has never reciprocated the feelings i have for her back. she simply see’s me as a friend and it hurts, knowing in some alternate reality we could have something real, but we don’t. maybe thats okay & maybe it worked out for the best. despite that, i’ll still wallow in my pain and listen to my heart breaking haha.
um ... so im watching this on a human ep playlist. i guess its fitting that i realized the playlist was made by someone with my crush’s name while listening to this song. im rather afraid that this song won’t sound as good on the ep bc how could it be improved ? it’s perfect and so accurately captures the emotions of many who listen to it.
0 likesI was reluctant to make a comment on this video, because it will most likely get lost, but this video helped me come to terms about my "she." I've known her for fourteen months and I've loved her for a few months. I was so infatuated, I used to write these long letters to her and then bury them in my drawers and never show anyone. She is the source of sunlight in my life, she is happiness and sweetness when I'm sarcastic and cynical. Everything she does makes my heart race. I love her so much, but she always talks about her boy crushes to me and it hurts so much. She sometimes holds my hand or squeezes my knee, and I dont know what to think It was killing me keeping it to myself, so I gave her one of my notes last week explaining my feelings. She said she might feel the same way, but all week at school she's been cold and distant with me. She would never do it out of cruelty, so I'm worried that I've made her uncomfortable and she just said she might like me to not hurt my feelings. It hurts my heart and I want so desperately to be over her, but I can't.
0 likesI love this song soooo muchhh!!
0 likesMy first love. She was beautiful and funny and everything started out perfect but it quickly turned bad. I was emotionally abused and we always fought, but I loved her and wanted to make it work. She didn’t want to try at all.
1 like6 months post breakup I still miss the little things and just the other day she messaged me and actually apologized for everything. I’ll be seeing her soon, wish me luck
listening to this after a while of not. the "hElLO eVeRyoNE!" actually made me jump.
1 likei don’t even know my she. she’s a gorgeous girl i keep seeing on the train home from school and we get off at the same stop so we sometimes wait for out parents to pick us up (not together of course i’m sitting on a bench all the way across the room trying to sneak glances of her and her adorable freckles, getting caught every time). i hope with every fiber of my being that i’m not creeping her out. i can hardly talk to my classmates though let alone a girl who i see in a train who i don’t even know speaks english or has any interest in me (i saw her looking at me a few times but i don’t know if it was because of the cotton candy colored mess on top of my head or he rest of me) and i’m just so scared and so i’m love it hurts to think about it at all but i still love thinking about her and her vintage turtleneck sweaters and her timberland boots and her tortoiseshell glasses that frame her amazing face so well and those freckles- oh /god/ those freckles and just /her/.
0 likesMy she was a girl from my middle school when I was questioning myself a lot. She was a grade below me and I had known her since the third grade and she was the one girl who was always my friend no matter what. A majority (pretty much all) of my friends at my school were very dramatic and would be pretty horrible to me at times and she would always help me and be my friend and make sure I was okay even though she had her own friends who didn’t like me all that much. In sixth grade she came out as lesbian and I was over the moon but I couldn’t really figure out why. I thought at the time that I just liked to have another LGBTQ+ friend that I could talk to about things other people wouldn’t understand (as I said I was questioning myself). Fast forward to 8th grade when one day I was laying on the floor in the middle of the hallway doing my work when she walked by where I was. She snuck up behind me and poked me in the shoulder and gave me a smile as she walked on and as I was watching her, I finally realized I wasn’t straight or gay! I was bi. I had never thought of that in regards to myself before and that exact moment I just knew. I am very lucky to have my sexuality figured out even though I am quite young and I would definitely be in the same mental state as I was before and probably even worse. Thank you Alex Wood for helping me so much more than you could possibly ever imagine.
1 likeanyone else listening to this the day the human ep came out? this is by far my fave on the ep💗
0 likesI have a crush on my best friend and I feel just like this, I got so jealous when I saw her friend have polaroid pictures of her and she doesn’t know I like her like that 😔😞
1 likethis is the song i listen to when i fall in love with a straight girl
0 likesSimply beautiful
1 likeI'm like in the complete opposite situation. I'm not straight, but I'm pan. My friend is bi and she has a crush on me, but I don't feel the same way. She told me about a year or so ago, and I didn't directly tell her my feelings, but made it clear that I wasn't into her that way. She still likes me, and she's my best friend, and I don't want to upset her. I'm not sure what to do, I've been kind of just acting oblivious and chill about it, but I feel kind of uncomfortable when she makes a small move of some sort. When I listen to this song I can't help but imagine this is what she feels like, and it hurts me just to think that I could make her feel that way so easily. I feel like I'm toying with her heart without meaning to. I don't know what to do or feel or think anymore. I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong, and honestly I'm just sad about it all. Anyways, I'm just ranting, thanks if you read this whole thing.
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not very useful, but I love your pfp hehe
0 likesYo. I don’t have the answers and I don’t know if you resolved the issue but I would be upfront. It sucks but if you’re uncomfortable you need to make clear lines. Good luck!
5 likesTry to show her this comment
1 likeI fell in love with this song before having come out to myself. But, now having a crush on a girl that will never love me, thus resonates so deeply in me right now. She's straight, and has a crush on a guy, and I've even helped her tell him. But it hurts so much to see her sometimes, when all I want to do is hug her, tell her how I feel, and kiss her. But it will never happen. So I just wait till I get over her, and admire from afar.
0 likes"and even she's next to me, we could not be more far apart." mood
0 likesThis is coming out on Thursday at midnight for her ep human and honestly I’m the most excited for this song and all her new ones
0 likesI might be straight as FUCK but this is a good SONG
3 likesi am so shaken because the original is so good but the studio new version is also so good in a totally different way? because to me this one is like fluffy and soft but the new one is like if you had completely given up it’s sad but so good and i just
1 likeThe first song that made me realize I’m lesbian.
1 likeYour voice is so nice
0 likesi never tought i would relate to this... but wow i have fallen and i cannot get up from misery
0 likesMe👏me👏me👏
1 likeMy current relationship status:
This song
I have a best friend that matches the lyrics to this song. Some lyrics can change, because to her, I taste like a placebo pill. She thinks I’m sweet, but I’m really not that much. I don’t like her, as in, love, but I just really appreciate that God brought her into my life.
1 likethis is the most beautiful, accepting and loving comment section i've seen on the history of youtube
0 likesRight so my "she" is in my algebra, she's the most beautiful, amazing person I've ever seen in my life and in the first week of school I didnt know anyone in my school (I've been homeschooled since 2nd grade) I kept seeing her glance back at me or just kinda stare at me and I'd sometimes catch her doing it and smile and she'd kind just look away all embarrassed. It. Made. My. Heart. Melt. This was when I didnt really know if I was bi or just thought a few girls were cute, but with this girl, it was like this physical pain in my chest when I saw her. All I wanted was to hold her hand and look in her eyes. I dont know if she just thinks of me as a friend or something more but i dont want to ruin our friendship and make it awkward ??? I got broken up with yesterday by my boyfriend and she saw me crying and came over and hugged me/told me it would be okay. Sksks I stg the hug was literally the softest and most kind thing I've ever experienced. Anywho sorry for this gay rant I am just hhhh
0 likesmy she was pretty recent. she was bright and beautiful and she filled the room and my heart. oh my heart had never been so full before. i thought i was going to burst. my hand in hers we shared a bed and cuddled and it felt like we were meant to be next to each other and when our friends woke us i didn't feel embarrassed at all because she was my heart and we stayed up until the sunrise and held hands and talked about life and love and pain and saddness and growth and longing for home and longing to never go back home and love and love and love. i wanted to tell her i loved her but our world was so perfect as the sun peaked over the trees. we kissed a few times that year. she tasted of the sun and her lips felt like when you're halfway between awake and asleep when the sun is slipping between the blinds. i loved her. i love her. she'll never love me but i long to just be close to her again, holding hands and laughing and dancing and laughing, god so much laughing. even if she'll never love me my heart is hers.
0 likessooooo happy this is on ur new ep
0 likesok but HOW CAN I LISTEN TO THIS ON REPEAT IF ITS NOT ON SPOTIFY DODIE
0 likesTo my she,
0 likesI fall for you more everyday. Whether we are on an ikea date, or grabbing a coffee, or just eating McDonald’s ice cream with French fries. Each time I see your beautiful face I just want to hold you forever. Anyways, I’m happy that you are my girlfriend and you’ll always be my she
So I finally know what love feels like. It hurts real bad, not even because we can't be together, but because he means the world to me and I wish he loved himself more. Every little thing about him has my heart. I'm thankful that he's my best friend and I wouldn't have it any other way. I've just never felt this kind of tenderness for another person, and it's kind of overwhelming. I feel hyper aware of my place in the universe, and the number of stars in the sky, and the smallness of the crinkle in his nose when he smiles. I know I'm lucky for the fact of his existence in my experience. My desire to protect him and his heart hurts mine, because I don't know if I can.
0 likesMy she broke my heart...
0 likesIt's been over a year and I'm still not over her
But I found another she
She's off limits tho:/...
But this song speaks to me so much cause I know what my she smells like and her scent is so comforting even if I cant have her I would wait for forever to be with her
This comment section makes me feel less alone in having a crush on my straight best friend
1 likehi i noticed some people were sharing their stories and i wanted to share mine so let's get this bread
5 likesso i got a crush on this girl that i used to be "enemies" with back in 2nd grade or smth
she helped me through a lot and i always felt happy when i was around her. she meant everything to me
we hung out often and used to text each other so often.
however this school year, i dont know why but she stopped talking to me. the last text she sent me was months ago but every time i try to bring up a conversation in text she leaves me on read. she also hangs out with someone im not on good terms with anymore and i dont want to make anything awkward. and it honestly hurts me so badly, i mean we spent almost any time we had together but if you were a new student and you looked at me and her, you'd think we were complete strangers so yeah
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Oof
0 likesTry to talk to her in person. I hope you two become friend again and maybe something more ❤️
0 likesLiked this video after I heard the first line
4 likesI might be four years late, but oh, my she is the sweetest. I'm not gonna say much about her, cause she's so special to me, I don't want to spread everything around to everyone, cause she's so sweet and special and loveable, and I think I'm in love, and she says she loves me too, but she keeps getting into other relationships and it kills me to see her get hurt and rejected over and over, but I know I can't stop her, cause that's just mean. Oh well, she is my She, and that's what's important.
0 likesthis is for my he.
0 likesyou mean everything to me. im sorry that you got the idea i liked tony. i like you. and only you. when people make fun of you. i feel like its me being made fun of. im sorry i made fun of you at first. i love you so much and i see so much potential in you even when you dont. the way you draw, the way you talk, the way you write, the way you are motivated. you are why i am still here today. you stopped me from doing thing i should have never done. im so sad you dont like me anymore. i should have took the opportunity while i had it. i love you so much. im sorry to push you away. please. come back. i love you so much gleb every little thing you do and say and everything about you is amazing. i see a future with us together. im sorry. i love you Gleb.
this is for my she.
im sorry annabel had to get in the middle of us. i know you thought of it as a friendship. but i liked you in another way. i will never get over it. congratulations on being my first girl crush. i love you. youre perfect in every way. i know that im not as descriptive as others in this comment section. but here we are. im sorry. i love you Kim.
I’m back here four and a half years later and I still cry
0 likesAnd she made me soulless and broken~~~
1 likethis hurts so badly yet i keep replaying it over and over because i want to hold onto every memory i have with her. her smile puts butterflies in my stomach. her voice is like chocolate and silk and when i’m around her i feel so warm and fuzzy. but i fucked it up. i was always too scared to ask for her number and i said i would do it on the last day i would see her in a year but i couldn’t find her.
0 likesthere was no point anyway, she’s straight and she’ll never feel the same
I can’t quite relate because I’m only an Ally- but I like listening to this song while drawing, it’s so relaxing and calm and I love it ✨❤️
0 likesI haven't listened to this and so long and just like last time within 5 second I'm crying over the same person is was 3 year ago bc I still have a crush on her I just can't think of how to say it to her
1 likeit was whilst listening to this song i realised i might not be bi. i might just be outright gay...
2 likesFuck, this is killing me inside. Y knows I love them, and that I have since we were kids, but they love him. Y is perfect compared to me, I don't blame them at all. I've tried so hard to push my feelings away, but I can't stop loving them. Recently, I've sorta drifted away from them, but it's only because this is killing me inside, and I feel like shit because I do want to spend time with them. I don't care if we're always just friends, as long as I get to be around them, but this is just fucking me up so much right now.
0 likesThey deserve a better bestfriend than me.
I can’t believe this is coming in her new album this song should be played as I come out my friends
0 likesshe, she has the cutest freckles and a nose piercing which perfectly blends in. she wears big combat boots and leather jackets. she lives on the other side of the world... this girl. we have mutual friends and have only hung out a couple of times but wow. we've danced to a slow romantic song that neither of us knew; i've spent hours trying to find that song about the blue sky. she held my waist while i looked up at her and smiled. she is funny and lighthearted. she loves vines and memes. she borrowed my necklace for a party, i helped her put it on... i had to tiptoe. i met her dad. we hugged goodbye. i'm counting down the days until i see her again...
0 likeslistening to this after a breakup is not a good idea, what am i doing? ugh
1 likeBeautiful musicxoxo
0 likesI met a girl who I though was going to be just another 'she'. She is gorgeous and so tall which leaves me feeling so nice and gooey( and taking in the fact shes taller than me, a 5' 8" girl, while wearing 1 inch heels she is TALL). She has an adorable smile and a cute haircut and these beautiful brown eyes that shine gold in the sun.
0 likesToday we went on a coffee date. AT the time we didn't know much about each other, so I was expecting a very tentative conversation for an hour-ish before we awkwardly left, but instead we somehow passed 5 hours talking at this coffee shop. We had a bunch in common, but also enough differences that I have so many things to look into that she loves.
Neither of even noticed how much time had passed, and I never felt the need to mess with my phone, just spent the whole time focused on her. The thought of more dates, of getting to call her my girlfriend, to be able to go to school dance together makes me so happy and cheesy so that's how I'm feeling rn. Normally I listen to this song, ts because I have a unrequited crush, typically on a straight girl. Now Its because I have someone who genuinely likes me, and going back to this reminds me of how far I have come.
I really like this girl. I met her at church and you all know what that means! She's straight. I'm moving away, and probably won't see her. I want to tell her everything. She's really nice, so maybe she would be accepting. On the other hand, she's very religious so maybe she would be weirded out. I'm scared, but should I tell her?
0 likesThis used to be everything to me,,
0 likeshi i still cry every time i hear this
1 likeshe likes a boy
0 likesof all people i have to contend with it’s him
he’s perfect compared to me and she loves him
at this point it’s like contending against the world and he doesn’t even know
you don’t know but i’m infatuated with you. i’m scared to use the word love, because it would only confirm things that i don’t want to accept. i love the way your voice goes a few octaves higher when i tease you. i love the way you’re shorter than me, it’s cute. i love the way you notice when i’m down. i only hate the way you don’t pay me more attention. i only hate the fact that i like you too much, much too much.
1 likemy she is someone that makes me want to be better than who i am now. her smile is so pretty even when it’s not genuine. ill always care even if she doesn’t feel the same way anymore.
0 likesI'm crying. This is exactly how I feel about a girl. One of the most important people in my life, I love her but she loves someone else. And when she knew how I felt we both wanted to vanish, we didn't, but our friendship is...
10 likesI’m not even queer and I’m crying
1 likeI had such a bad fight with my girlfriend the last two days I was such an ass and was doubting our relationship. I'm lesbian and i love her she's my everything we're talking everything out tomorrow this song gives me strength❤️
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P0lKaD0tTV how'd it go?
2 likesShe meant everything to me
19 likesBut she left me
I miss her
So much.
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Al Lawrence Me too..
0 likesi still love thiiss and now it reminds me of my crush thats straight
1 likeLook at this. Everyone is agreeing, probably the only place with people getting along, and sharing heartfelt stories. <3 if anyone is reading, I hope everything is well, have a nice day
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+xKinenz this made me smile aw that so nice i hope youre feelin great pal
0 likes<3 Thank you
0 likesI just need to write this down haha. Anyway my best friends sister and I were so madly in love for two years we tried hiding it from my best friend but of course she knew. She was heading off to highschool and I wouldn’t see her everyday which killed me and my best friend ended up blocking me on her sisters phone. I can’t handle seeing her in the halls it makes me so sad. We were never officially dating which means we never broke up and I need that closure.
1 likeive had feelings for this one girl for literally 3 years and because ive been best friends with her for 9 years i don't want to make things werid between us. she is pan but i am still terrified of rejection, especially from her. we were really close. like, text and talk on the phone pretty much for most of the day and night, share the same bed, lay on top of each other whenever we wanted to and it was fine, sneak out at 4 am, pull all nighters when everyone else around us is asleep, and plan our futures kind of close. i was and still am the person she always tells her secrets to. within the secrets she told me was that she had a crush on our other best friend, who already had a girlfriend. i knew i had lost my chance. but i told myself no matter how i felt or suffered, she deserved all of the happiness in the world and i was going to give her that. this was also the first time i ever liked a girl and the first 2-6 months i had a constant questioning of my identity.
19 likesthis song makes me think of her.
baby doddie to bring in the new year
0 likesOnly love can hurt like this!
0 likesAt 0:46 you can see her get lost in her thoughts thinking about her for a few seconds then remember that she’s singing a song
28 likesWow... it's been so long since I've first seen this song??? So much has happened??? It's 2019 Now...
0 likesI love seeing all the gay/bi/trains comments it's all so beautiful
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tRAINS. HOW DOES "PAN" AUTOCORRECT TO TRAINS?
2 likesT R A I N S
2 likesi like trains... yeah sorry i had to
1 likeHop aboard the LGBTQ+ train!
1 likeDid dodie know she was bi then? Love u dodieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! Xx
0 likesI can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly.
414 likestl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.
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Please tell me how to get out of that painful place, I'm so stuck and it's becoming really depressing
7 likesI wish there were an easy answer. After three years of my pining for her, she got engaged and told all of her friends but me. (I got to find out by a mutual friend asking me if I'd seen "it" yet. "It" turned out to be a picture of the engagement ring.) Then I cried for a few months...and the part of me that had been hanging onto my feelings for her for so long finally snapped like so many twigs. Whether I wanted to give up on the feelings or not was irrelevant. I'd been trying for most of those three years. It just happened when it happened. I wish I could be of more help. All I can say is 'be patient'.
12 likes@Ruby Camilla im hiding the secret of life but my opinion is go with your heart anythinga possible
0 likesThis song hit me personally in a different way and I don't know how to get out of the situation I'm in right now.I have a crush on my straight best friend(we're both girls).we were teased and bullied about being gay and liking each other and she was totally disgusted at the idea of it.do I keep hurting myself or tell her and hate myself for making our friendship awkward?
0 likes@Bella Loperena That's a rough situation, and I doubt that I'm the person to ask about something like that because my relationship history isn't the most decorated, but I'll try my best to offer advice.
2 likesThere is no right answer when it comes to something like that.
Personally, I wouldn't be comfortable being best friends with someone who didn't accept my sexual orientation. [Feel free to correct me if I'm incorrect about that. It's difficult to tell whether you mean that she's disgusted at the idea of two girls being together or just the idea of her being with a girl in general.] But, if you can't stand the idea of losing that friendship even through that [Which I'd understand. Hell, I somewhat recently found out that one of my oldest friends is actually...pretty racist, and it makes me really fucking uncomfortable, but we've been friends for so long that it's hard to confront her about anything that could potentially end the friendship, so I've been doing the cowardly thing and keeping my mouth shut for the past couple of years.] then the best thing is actually probably...to keep it to yourself and hope that your attraction to her will fade. And if that sounds awful, it's because it is, but your whole situation sounds awful.
Of course, from that little amount of information given, it's not as if I know much of anything about your relationship with your best friend. For all I know, she could be very supportive and she'd be glad that you told her. It's hard to predict the outcome of something like this.
All I can do is give you a hug, wish you the best of luck, light a candle for you, and send you on your way.
Thanks I really appreciate it. (And no it wasn't like she didn't like girls being together it was more of a "no we're just friends" kind of thing)I'll try to be more clear next time.thanks again.
0 likes+Nikanaiko hi recently I came out to my mom about it and your advice really helped me thank you so much and know that you changed my life.THANK YOU
2 likes@Bella Loperena Really? I was able to help you? That surprises me. But if that's true, I'm really glad that I was able to make a difference. And it's probably very good that you went to your mom. I have no doubt that she'll be able to help you more than I, some faceless figure from the Internet, ever could.
1 likeMe too, I was in love with someone some time ago. I was young but I felt deeply for him. But sadly he fell for my best friend, isn't that fucking perfect? I was so mad but hurt, she knew him for only 13 months. I knew him for 11 years I thought I could get over it. I couldn't. I cried every day I couldn't eat or sleep I'm 24 now. 4 years and I still can't get over it. But this song it helps. That is a song worth recognizing. Thank you
0 likes@Willow Black My situation was very similar, actually. The genders were switched, but I fell in love with a girl who fell in love with my then-best friend. And that was one of the worst pains I'd ever felt in my life. I cared deeply for both of them and I wanted to be happy for them. I tried very hard to be happy for them. But it just hurt so much that I couldn't. And then I started to hate myself. I felt selfish for not being able to be happy for them. I felt like a monster. I started obsessively drawing this red beast with scales and feathers and horns and no one ever knew it was a self-portrait.
0 likesTime passed, turned out my "best friend" was an asshole. It started off with him telling me to never come near him or his girlfriend--who I was still in love with--even though I hadn't done anything wrong. And then he started to emotionally abuse her. And they broke up.
It didn't fix my situation, clearly. Just because she wasn't in a relationship with that dickwad anymore didn't mean she suddenly developed feelings for me. I still suffered from unrequited love. ...Honestly, even though I'm in a happy relationship now and I wouldn't give that up for anything, even her, I know, deep down, my feelings for her are still there. And they hurt sometimes. And I have to lay back and listen to music like this for a while until they start to pass again.
But that's just the way things go, I guess. A scar that runs that deep isn't just going to go away. Even though I know a relationship with her wouldn't work out--I wouldn't want to try even if she wasn't engaged to someone new by now--it still stings from time to time. And I think that's just a part of life.
Stay strong, Willow. Life is tough, and it might make you resentful from time to time, but we as humans are brave enough to overcome the pain.
@Nikanaiko Thank you I'll try it just hurts and knowing that I haven't been in a relationship just shows I can't get over it. But thank you so much for putting up with my sob-stories. I wish you and your love the best of luck
0 likes@Willow Black Hey buddy, the fact you haven't ever been in a relationship means nothing. I haven't either. Patience is so so important, and just waiting for that special someone will be the longest wait - but eventually they will find you; that one key that fits the lock to that big heart of yours. Ir may seem like you're giving everything to someone, but if they are disillusional and seem to ignore your affectiob, it's not worth the pain. Moving on is so hard, and it damages us all. Converting that pain, and adding it to the fire is howevwr what allows us to carry on. People change. You will change. You will find someone. And you will be happy one day, my friend!
0 likesLive strong. Be happy! Don't let the little things get you down :)
Thx it's good to know that people care. Even though they don't know that person.
1 likeThat's just the community we are part of! Full of kind and loving people :)
0 likes:)
0 likes@Willow Black I had a situation like yours with an old boyfriend.for the first few months he was super sweet but then something changed.he started calling me names and making fun of me.to him they were just jokes but to me they really hurt,and finally I just had to break up with him.a few weeks later I had to move schools and I haven't seen him since. i wanted to get over him and deep down I thought I was but once and a while he would spring up in my head an it made me feel terrible.i felt guilty for the whole thing and to be honest I still do.I'm still not over him but I am going on without him.Also,why do I feel like this comment chain is like our own little support group?:D
1 like@Bella Loperena I don't blame you at all for wanting to break up with him. If what were jokes to him were offensive to you, then the two of you clearly weren't compatible. And if you asked him to stop and he didn't, then he was just a jerk. Conversely, however, I also don't blame you for looking back and thinking about that relationship from time to time or feeling some old emotions spring back up. I think that's normal. I don't think I've ever loved anyone without feeling at least some residual emotions even after years had passed. I don't think I'd say you haven't gotten over him just because you have those feelings. You've chosen to move on with your life and not let those feelings hold you back. I'd say that means that you have gotten over him, because you know that you're better off elsewhere and you're acting based on that understanding.
2 likesAs for the comment chain becoming somewhat of a support group, I don't really mind it. YouTube comments overall could stand to be a little more positive, so if there's anywhere people feel they can really talk about their feelings without being afraid of being hassled, then I'm glad that it exists, and I'm glad to be a part of it.
Story time! So there was this girl that I really fancied and every aspect of this song reminded me of exactly how I felt about her. I knew she was straight but I couldn't throw away hope. So on Valentine's day I finally confessed to her, but she rejected me. She said she was straight and probably had as much probability of turning queer as I would have turning straight. I understood but was still heartbroken. I went to my other friends for support. It turns out one of my friends was crushing on me but couldn't say anything because I like some one else. Long story short I found my current girlfriend like this. What I am trying to say is not to feel so sad because a straight girl doesn't reciprocate your feelings. Love will come around and through someone who truly smells of lemongrass and sleep
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Yeojin Yoo Thank you. I have a crush on this girl, and she confessed me yesterday that she's in love with a straight girl. I still have a chance, but she's crushing on her since last year, so it's hard that we could be more than friends right now. I hope she looks at me like she looks at her someday. You gave me some more hope, so thank you.
11 likesThis song is how I came out to my family and I cry every time I listen to it.
8 likessome special to me told me that when they listen to this song they think of me and god, i never thought this would be happening.
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Melinda Diamonds GO FOR IT LIFE IS SO SHORT ( and remember, keep following them after confessing *if they are your friend already * and tell them : "don't make things awkward i still like you as a friend and i dont want anything in return i just wanted everythinf to be out " i did that and now she is holding my hands and she told me that she'd give me a reply when she's figured it out ) gosh that was long
2 likesThis song will be available tomorrow!!!
0 likesI’ve never been able to listen to this without crying 😕♥️
67 likesI just fell in love with the imaginary girl she described.
13 likesI can’t find this on Spotify 😭 😭
0 likesI want a she so bad... I don’t know why but Lately i’ve just been thinking about falling in love and everyone makes it seem so magical but I always feel ill never find a She but I just want one
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Sydney The coolest mood
0 likesFound my old comment I guess I found a she and all I want is for us to be together
0 likesI listen to this song on repeat for hours and hours bc it's so fucking relatable. There's this girl and I can't get over her and when I knew she liked me I didn't say anything. No matter how much I love her she just doesn't feel the same way and it hurts knowing she has moved on and I'm still in love with a hole in my heart
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Rose Beauty I thought the girl I was in love with didn't love me, she had a gf. But sometimes things happen. I'm sorry you are going through this.
6 likesiamcaddy theres always hope-idk if u still like her cause its a month later but i was homophobic cause it was the way i was told to be but i realised im gAy as frickkdl (i mean bi) but i really couldnt have seen myself liking girls or accepting any lgbt person (i was quite young) but then i realised my parent(s) were wrong and theres nothing wrong with any of that. so maybe that girl just needs to see that its really nothing to hate or whatev lol ok im going now bye :)
9 likesChicken Bathroom can i just say thank you so much for being living proof that homophobic parents don't always have to make homophobic children and that people can learn and have their own point of view. Thank you so much. You are an inspiration.
8 likesI can relate so much. wow.
2 likesI am the girl that my friend can't get over. We never got the timing right... and i will always feel guilty..
2 likesEvery Time i cry, she tells me, that Everything Is going to be okay, and I belive her, looking into her brown- Golden Eyes. Every Time I hug her, her smell is so calming that I forget every Problem. Every Time she smiles, my Heart Begins to Beat a little faster. Every Time I See her with other Girls I get jealus, even if I don't want to.
2 likesAnd every Time I think about it, I Remember that we are just best Friends. I think i'm deeply in love with her.
to her: i like you a lot. you are all that i think about and all that i want to be with. you broke my heart today by telling me that you are going on a date tonight with someone else. i am going to tell you my feelings soon. i cannot stand the awkward tension that is a consequence of my want to be closer all of the time. i would do anything for you love. your hair is lovely and your face is beautiful and your personality is just simply beautiful. i fell for you the first time that we actually talked. i have never felt this way for anyone. i am terrified.
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life update: i got the confidence to tell her how i felt and she told me she felt the same way. we dated for a while and i told my family that i’m bi and they told me that i was wrong, they aren’t homophobic but they didn’t believe me. i got in trouble for telling my little brother. her family is super religious and they found out accidentally. they wanted to meet me and they thought we were doing things while watching a movie, but i had genuinely just fallen asleep. i fell hard for her, i fell in love. but ultimately, she couldn’t handle having to lie to her family about us and ended it. it’s been several months but sometimes it still hurts, i’m just glad that i had a few happy months
0 likesLove the video :3 You are a wonderful singer
31 likesWell nobody will see this anyways so here we go:
Lily, I know we have only been friends for two years, but even though I'm too scared to tell you and you'll never like me back, I just wanted to say that I love you, and I always will. You helped me when I almost committed suicide, and you've been there for me when nobody else was. You helped me figure out that I was bisexual. And every time you smile I want to hug you to death even though you are almost a foot taller than me. You say you're ugly but that's complete bullshitzu you are beautiful and gorgeous and you are the light in my life. I love you with all my heart and soul and life for you. You wont ever see this, and you won't ever love me back, but it always helps to get things off your chest no matter where you are... Good thing nobody's reading this.
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awwwwwwweeee
1 likeI know that you don't like me back
0 likesYou love them. You only think of me as one of your best friends-- and we haven't even met before. But you don't know how important you are to me. You've made me smile in the darkest of times.
I remember when it was Christmas. While everyone in my house was smiling and laughing outside, I was contemplating about killing myself inside of the bathroom. You tried to cheer me up even when you were busy with your own needs, and it just makes me guilty.
But I really did appreciate it.
When you tell me that you love me, it makes me happier than you could ever imagine even if you don't mean it the way I want it to. I'll be okay just supporting you with them. As long as you're happy, I'm happy too.
I love you, M.
Dear Dodie.
10 likesThank you so much. You have helped me more than you will ever realise, especially this song. You are amazing.
Thank you again, a loyal fan
I like a girl who's straight love life
0 likesListening to all her originals in celebration for her EP.
9 likesA while ago, I had a friend. She was so amazing, she was my best friend. We lived far away, but we were still very close. One day, she texted me, saying she had a crush on me. I didn't know how i felt about her, i had been kind of torn before she said it, but i quickly realized that i loved her. We were never dating, but it was a mutual understanding that we loved eachother. We kind of fell apart, or I did. My parents found out, and got mad at me. I explained to her what happened, and she was OK with taking a break from whatever we were. Later, I texted her again on a whim. We were talking for a while, and then i realized, /shit, i still love her./ So i told her, and we went back to the way we were before. But then one day she left. She wouldn't answer my texts, my calls, she deleted social media, blocked me. It broke my heart. She broke me. People are right when they say you never forget your first love. Its been months, but I'm kindasorta over her.
114 likesThere's a new girl now, a straight one, and it scares me. Because the first time i saw her, her back was to me and she turned around and grinned and she was SO BEAUTIFUL and i got flustered and tripped over a rug and hurt my ankle and we met in the summer, and that summer was like a dream. We slept over a mutual friends house and we fell asleep together and she fell asleep way before me, because my lil gay soul couldn't handle a pretty, amazing girl curled up next to me with a small smile on her face, and we took a polaroid picture together that day, and I'm scared, because as much as i want to forget the girl that came before her, I can't.
I want to love her as much as i loved Rae but i gave my soul to my first love, and I hate that I can't just get over her.
But i do adore the new girl, and maybe that's all i can do for now, and maybe that's okay. Because she smells like lemongrass and sleep, she tastes like apple juice and peach. You could find her in a polaroid picture, and she means everything to me.
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oh my god i am crying
5 likesKate Cassely aww I'm sorry but I hope you find the perfect one <3
1 likeKate Cassely I hope that you'll be happy and with no worries soon! By the way, this made me cry because the same thing is happening to me
1 likeI have a crush on my best friend. And she's straight, she has deliberately said I'm a straight ally. Fuck. I'm so in love with her. When I came out to her I was so scared because I was about to tell her my feelings but I chickened out and just told her that I'm pan. Anyways, she's in love with a guy; and seeing her being in love with someone else breaks my heart, I mean I love to see her happy but this guy is just not good enough for her. I'm not saying that I'm good enough for her either. But in some way I want her to know my feelings without ending or making things awkward in our friendship, she's just the prettiest and I want her to know that;
14 likesFuck.... did I wrote all that? Jeez I'm so gay. Help
This song is everything oh gosh
0 likesWHO ELSE WANTS THIS ON DODIES NEXT ALBUM
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MEEEEEeeeeeEeEEeEe
0 likesDandanz3112 memememememe
0 likesShe smiled at me like i was the only girl ever. She kissed me like i was going to break if she really kissed me. I love her but she is in love with someone else i see them together i smile and pretend im happy but its like being stabbed in my heart.
0 likesSometimes I get scared the it was all in my head that every moment we shared was a dream or a delusion. It was like a dream. Except it started off perfect and slowly became more and more like a nightmare.
I loved you.
This song gives me chills. It makes makes me feel soo happyyyy ANd always brings me to frikin tears oml this song makes me so smiley and its so calm omg :,)
11 likesI'm a guy and I'm not gae lol but this made me cry anygay cuz it made me think of my girlfriend and I miss her cuz I'm at college and shes at home and I love her
0 likesI still love her...
0 likesIM BISEXUAL!!! Man that feels good to get that out there! First time saying it, and I'm shaking. I think I'm kinda in love with my best friend who is 100% straight and I'm kinda dying. She's the sweetest, but she only thinks of me as a friend. I was in the bath and thinking to myself "wow, she's great. I'm glad she's in my life. I love her so much. I think I'm in love with her. Fuck."
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I'm in the same boat here
3 likessame
2 likesSameeeeee
2 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Omfg same I can't stand the fact about having a crush that is my 100% straight best friend but still we hug and stuff so I'm happy to have her BUT IM DYING INSIDE RIP
3 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! i can relate oooops
1 likeBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Bi five ✋️👏🙌
2 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! I was in that exact same position, then I came out to her that I was bi, the next day she told me that she is also bi. She had a boyfriend at the time. Last week she said she had a crush on me, then she broke up with her boyfriend... I somehow accidentally asked her out and she said yes. It'll all be okay 💜
3 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! it gets better ♥️
2 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Same! But stay strong. I wish U the best ❤
2 likesYep, same situation. But I told her... were just friends but I'm happy with that. I'm sure someone else'll waddle by.
2 likesWell she asked me out... then dumped me 4 days later because she realised she was in fact 100% straight while dating me. Excuse me while i go cry in my bathtub listening to this on repeat
5 likesBUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! I AM BI AND PROUD
0 likesbut probs not gonna have a love life because I'm too awkward for my own good🙃
This is really relatable same situation for me
0 likesThis represents what I am feeling right now. I feel like someone understands. I feel in peace (kinda because she doesn't know that I like her)
11 likesTears. Every time
0 likesI can't stop thinking about a girl I knew last year. We both really liked each other, but her mom didn't want her to be gay so she started dating a guy.
13 likesI haven't talked to her since November. I miss her so much.
Ok I'm going to be honest...when I first found your channel, I couldn't really relate to you. Your style is different to me..we got different aesthetics goin on. And to be honest, it was so different to me that I naturally cringed. But as I started to watch more and more videos, I saw a very sweet girl who has unbelievable talent. Dodie, I adore you so so soo much and this song was the one that sold me. I subbed and followed on other social media and I can't wait to see more of you. And I absolutely LOVE ALL your original songs. Much love to you Dodie. Xoxoxo
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SAME
0 likessame! I first found her from her Death of a Bachelor cover and I disliked it at first but I listened to her original songs and listened to that cover again, now i love it!
0 likeswho HURT you I'm gonna punch THEM IN THE FACE also this is amazing and I'm gonna cry, you described my feelings when I was questioning so perfectly, thank you
26 likesI know this comment will be lost but... if you ever afraid to ask.your crush out because you think they like another gender... just remember that I always been sort of a straight person... but I felt in love with a person of the same gender and same sex as me... life is not a straight line even for the most straight person!💓
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much thank. I'm non-binary and my crush only likes girls (as ive heard from others) so yeah--
10 likesBethanydash i feel you
6 likesShowboat and you too. I feel you.
6 likesOrianne , , , what if your crush hasn't liked anyone before
7 likesI know you said this with the best of all intentions but this isn't really fair advice. There are most certainly people who are strictly straight or strictly gay, and accepting that is often a necessary part of life people (esp bi/gay ones) need to understand to move forward to someone who will consider them.
12 likesShowboat You can ask
4 likes"life is not a straight line even for the most straight person" BOI DO I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU
8 likesmost beautiful thing ive ever read in my life
5 likesThank you because my crush is straight. I needed a comment like this
2 likesI know my crush (who is a girl cause I'm hella gay) is bi cause sHES MAH BESTIE
3 likesHey I know I'm late but your comment made me happy! I just wanted to let you know, maybe let you know something you said made someone smile. It's not every day you can say that. Thanks again
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Orianne , , , I’m bi and my crush is bi but she likes a different girl. 😕
0 likesTrixie What she/he meant is that interests changes and so do people
0 likesSo you shouldn't lose hope because you can't know what could happen in the future
lua What she/he meant was that for no one life goes as planned or expected
0 likesMeaning the other person could change interests
Strict people have weaknesses as well to whatever it is
You can never know what will happen but whatever it might be it will change your way of thinking in some way
Trixie What you're bringing up isn't needed
0 likesshe's /he's talking about confessing not moving on
Nothing personal against you thooo
Its just pointless to bring this up 'cause she's talking about confessing not moving on after a "no"
About how you shouldn't be afraid to confess 'cause you could never know whats gonna happen
Basically what you said is true and stuff but there's no point in mentioning here if the topic of moving on never got brought up
This really gave me the courage to come out to my friend that I loved. I remember the day I came out to her that I was lesbian, the day she told me she was bi and how happy I got that I might have a chance. I also remember the day she came to me crying saying she loved someone and that they turned her down and how sad I felt that she didn't like me and that she was sad. I remember the day she said she loved me and the day I told her I loved her too. I remember our chats just saying cute things. I love her so much and how she looks and how pretty she is and her cute chubby cheeks. I must be talking gibberish but I love her so much and this was just the start. Of me realizing my sexuality and how much I loved her.
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Otaku Wannabe are you guys going out now?
2 likesOtaku Wannabe wow ok tho your story is the same for me, although "you" are my gf.. lol... Anyway hope things work out good for you! ♡
2 likesI'm in Love with you 💔
0 likesMy she is right now. But she’s my best friend. She’s bi too but in a very toxic relationship and I want nothing more than to help her and I do but the one thing keeping me from properly feeling like this is her relationship. When she does get out of the relationship, I don’t know what I’ll do because my feelings will go all over the place.
1 likethis song makes me think of my now ex...funny enough she's the one that first showed me this song. my biggest regret will always be breaking up with her, but I wanted her to be happy. now I just miss her and hate that she really has moved on.. why am I venting in the comments 😳
51 likesDODIE! EVERYBODY'S NOW TELLING THEIR ENTIRE LIFE STORIES IN THE COMMENTS! AND THEY'RE ALL MELODRAMATIC!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE SUCH MUSIC?!
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I love your music, btw
0 likesMy "she" made me realize that I'm not totally straight. "She" is now my girlfriend and this song gave me the courage to ask my she out and we now have been together for only a week. If you are looking for a sign to talk to your she. This is it. Send her this song or something. But trust me, talking to her is worth it 😍❤️💞
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kylie tacey oh wow that is just lovely. You're so lucky! Are you still seeing eachother? I need an update.
3 likesSame
0 likeskylie tacey I need an update!
0 likesShe is soft a cute and smells like the yellow sky on a warm winter’s morning. She is talented and beautiful and special; and she doesn’t know my name.
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i love this so much
1 like'She' is finally someone I can call my girlfriend
21 likesWait update it's now December and we broke up because she was t ready but I still love her
ok so since everyone is telling there stories I think I can tell mine too. Ive fancied girls before but not like this one girl. oh my,this girl, let me tell you. she was and still is amazing. she is a friend of mines twin sister and we first spoke when my friend told me he was going to commit suicide and he wouldn't answer me so I texted her and she told me he was fine. she is a grade higher than me. we met when I was in 10th grade and she was in 11th. we had gym together. we started talking and we became great friends. we took over 200 photos together. I sadly don't have them to this day. but I still have some posted on my social medias. after a while of being such close friends with her, I started to develop a crush. she is just so beautiful and I was always laughing and smiling around her. I could tell her anything. I liked her so much. I didn't know if she was into girls too. and omfg every time she would tell me about the stupid boyfriends she would get, I would get so upset because they don't know how to treat her. she is delicate like a flower and as strong as steel. she wanted something real not some fuckboy asking her for nudes and trying to get in her pants. at some point her twin brother, my friend, started shipping us together. and I would get so flustered and embarrassed when he would say that I'm front of her. (he knew about my crush on his sister and he was so on board with it lol) we talked about it one time and I said that it was funny and that its not like we would ever happen and she asked why not? and I said because your straight and she said no. I'm pansexual. and oh my the heavens opened up for me. after she broke up with her stupid bf like 2 weeks later I gave her a note saying that I liked her. she texted me asking about and she said she was shocked and that she didn't know that I felt this way about her. but I still didn't ask her out. I tried but she said she needed a little bit more time because it had only been 2 weeks since she broke up with her bf. I waited until a week later she got another bf. I was angry. I didn't talk to her for a week. she apologized for leading me on and I forgave her and we were still friends. a few weeks later she tells me she is going to break up with her bf because he is as much of a dick as the others. and she told me that if I were to ask her out she would say yes. so I made a medium sized sign that said "would you be part of my world as my girlfriend?" (her name is Ariel so it totally goes) and she said yes. we got together and I was so happy. the only thing was is that she wasn't out to anyone yet. she was out to me and a few of her friends. so we couldn't hold hands and stuff. I was ok with it. I would be there for her for anything. but then an ex of mine came back. he blackmailed me into breaking up with her. he said that I didn't he would tell my parents about me. ( I wasn't out to my family just my friends) he didn't want to get back together he just didn't want me with her ig. so I did and I felt so bad. I hurt her and we didn't speak for a while. until I apologized to her again and she said it was fine. we became friends again until summer came and we didn't talk much. I stilled really liked her but then I found out she was dating someone else and I got so sad and angry that I stopped talking to her. we started talking again and she asked me questions like if I was cheating on her when we were together and stuff and I said no. but I told her about what my ex said and she got upset and she asked if me and him got back together and I said No but IG she didn't believe me. we haven't talked since and I miss her so much she just graduated highschool and we still haven't talked. she is now dating a good friend of mine and I'm happy for her but I still like her a lot to this day.
7 likesMe: wanting to sing this but needing to change all the pronouns he tastes like apple juice and peach. You will find him in a Polaroid pic- ...oh
0 likesAny ideas of how I can change the words?
This comment will probably never see the light of day, but that doesn’t really matter to me. I just want to contribute my story for my own She. I will say her name in the hope that she will never read this. I don’t think I could take her reaction.
0 likesFor my Jessi ❤️
She is sweet. Sweet like peppermints and frosted bagels and whipped cream. Savory like green tea and smooth as silk. Her voice was a lullaby, her words a paperback novel. She smelled like soap and books and simple, sweet smiles over her shoulder. Her eyes were deep chocolate, her skin glowing with life when she smiled at me. Incandescent. Radiant. She lit up my life.
She was so indecisive, revising spoken sentences halfway through and stuttering her way through stories. I never minded. She would lose herself in the words, and let her dark eyes dance with dazzling light. She was brilliant, but conscious about how she presented her intelligence. She loved school, but didn’t like to say so. She also loved kittens and anime and that muted indigo shirt she wore every day during the fall. We would run cross country together, work on projects after school, and sing broadway songs wildly offkey and not caring a wick.
Once, during an afternoon lull in the springtime, we sat down under a tree and just talked in soft tones about life and such. We laid almost on top of each other; personal space had never been an issue. Her skin was so, so soft. I learned that day that she wasn’t straight. I learned to hold her close and not to question it. I learned to hope then, as I had never hoped before.
She was the one who made me realize I could love. And I did. I loved her, immediately and forever. My love.. my moonbeam, my daffodil... never returned the favor.
It’s been years since I’ve held her like I did that one springtime. Years since I stopped following her around like a lovesick puppy, living smile to smile, plutonic hand-hold to mouth. I also learned that I can live without her close to me. I tell myself I’m over it, that I haven’t seen her in weeks and we were just friends anyway. I moved on. I did. I moved on from my She.
I thought about my love, my dearest love, and decided that she was better off without me thinking about her like that. When she was reserved, I was too loud. I smiled at everyone and everything like a kid on Christmas morning, while her smiles were few and far between, even though they had a brilliance like the Northern Lights. I overshare with an easy wink, while she keeps secrets and hides them under dark lashes. I love the stage, she lives for the shadows. I am the sun and she is the moon. Even when she does appear next to me, she’s faint. A glimmer of who she really is. The only times I truly see her is when she’s going away. Always just out of reach.
So I stopped caring. I stopped caring for her like she was my one chance at heaven. I stopped grinning like a dope just because her hand brushed mine. I stopped imagine what’d she’d do, what she’d say, and just shut my mouth when she asked if I liked anyone. Because I’ve moved on. It’s been weeks. Months. Years. She was my first love, but I’m certain she won’t be my last. I don’t need to think of her to smile anymore. She isn’t she to me, anymore. I moved on.
...
But… somehow, I know, that if… she ran up to me.. if she kissed my cheek and said she wouldn’t mind dinner sometime.. I would still lay down my life for her in an instant. I would watch the world burn down to embers if it meant she would love me half as much. I would give her anything and everything I could. Because she deserves all of that, and more. My sweet love. My moonbeam. My daffodil.
My Jessica ❤️
This is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. Thank you for sharing such a perfect and lovely song on here <3
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isn't it just the best song you've ever heard:)
0 likesit really is :) <3
1 likeim sure you get told this everyday buy your very beautiful and dont forget to smile because your perfect:) have a nice day <3
0 likesaw thank you, you're very beautiful too and I hope you have a nice day also :)
1 likeaww thank you :) and I will try haha
1 likeGood song
1 likeThis song reminds me of my girl :(( imiss her so much.
1 likeHi nomnom if ur reading diz imissyou and iloveyousomuch.
I unforunately can relate to this song so much.
0 likescause even when shes next to me, we could not be more far apart
0 likesI come to this song when I'm feeling scared or self-conscious about my sexuality, and it brings me a sense of acceptance and calm.
8 likesSince other people are doing this.. i thought i might aswell..
0 likesTo my she...
Im with a guy right now.. hes been my best friend for years, we joked about dating then i caught feelings. We arent fit for eachother..
I just dont want to ruin the friendship..
I guess my "she" has to wait until college.
I’m reading thru all the comments and yes it is filled with lesbians but it’s filled with hope and sadness and just the general feelings of an unrequited love and let me tell u this has been an eye opening experience to me. And all u peeps out there, it’s gonna work out. Eventually. Maybe not now or even in the next month or not even with your “she” but it will work out with someone, somewhere, and sometime.
0 likesThis song reminds me of my ex...heh....
2 likesThis song was my lesbian awakening
0 likesi definitely discovered this song like almost 2 years ago when i really was questioning myself and i’m coming back now and i feel so much better. i actually have a “she” and this she makes me so happy. and actually we’ll make a year together in 3 days and i’m glad things turned out this way.
25 likes* Me coming back to listen to this for the hundredth time after hear it's gonna be on Dodie's new EP *
36 likesAlso crying about how much I relate to this song...
I cant stop listening to this and reading everyone’s stories 💜🏳️🌈
5 likesshit
71 likesI remember when I came here first almost two years ago
it was before I came out to anyone and I remember still downloading it and singing it out loud on the streets while walking to school, bc no one was on the streets then. You made me feel accepted and not alone and showed me that I am really not alone with these thoughts. Now I am here, came kinda out to evreyone... I mean kind of.. and got over my first,.. and second.. and I guess kinda third crush wow
It was a long journey, but you really helped me to accept myself
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I'm literally still in that beginning stage... 😐
3 likesOof- right on the feelings. Very emotional song, Dodie- I really love listening to it!! 👍👍👍
3 likesI CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS FINALLY COMING OUT ON ITUNES!!
4 likesGosh. Seeing this again 4 years later and having the same feeling but for a different person is Wild oh this is such a sweet song and so many people relate to it. It brings so many people together ❤
3 likesThis makes me cry every time I listen to it. I hope it’s on the new album.
2 likesTbh I kind of miss the time when this was put online. Because I feel like, even a lot of effort was put into it it and it’s amazing, I felt closer to you tubers and it felt more “intimate” because it wasn’t a “huge production”. I don’t know whether it’s because times have changed and it’s me being too nostalgic but yeah I feel like it has changed.
4 likeshere cause you're gonna bring this back 😭😭😭 i can't wait to listen to it dodie 😭
3 likesThis song is how I first discovered Dodie, and it is so, so special to me. Thank you for everything <3
2 likesI remember listening to this, before I knew I was trans and all I knew is that I am pan. And I still love it.
3 likes4 years late living little dodie and her beautiful songs
3 likesI have heard this song 3 times live. Once with my girlfriend, and twice with that same girl who broke my heart. We have remained best friends but i cannot describe how deeply i miss her.
2 likes” She means everything to me , but to her I’m nothing at all “
4 likesIt pains to think that I've missed yet another music to be cherished.. I'm 4 years late hehe
4 likesAll thanks to the most badass and cool friend I met somewhere... "She" the song explains very well.
We'll play dodie clark songs on cafes one day... as soon as she gets better <3
I'm so excited for this to be revamped and professionally produced!!! Ahhh
2 likesI wrote about my she on here a year ago. Everytime I listen to this song I think of her, even though I have long since given up on romantic love with her. She will always be my first she though, and I will love her as a friend forever. She means everything to me.
2 likesI would love more than anything for an updated version of this; just to see how far dodie's voice has come!
1 likeYEEEESSSS NOW ITS GOING TO BE REVAMPED AND ITS GOING TO BE GREAT!!!!!!!
5 likesDodie this is honestly beautiful I relate so much. I’m sobbing 😭
2 likesHi I'm Daniela, I just want to tell ya... thank ya. I will dedicate this to my crush, Luisa. I like her so much. I love all your songs... You're great! :)
5 likesYou're like one of those people who are just pure sunshine, love this song!
1 likeOh my God, this is exactly what I was feeling a few years ago, when I hadn't discovered this channel
2 likesWhen I first found this I never quite understood why I related to it so much, because I was assigned male at birth. Then I realised that I’m bi, and I thought it was that. But that never seemed to explain fully why I related so much. When I started to like people, mostly girls, at puberty, I was incredibly uncomfortable with liking girls but fine with liking guys, even though surely liking girls makes me straight and ‘normal’? Well now I know why I related so much, and still do, because I’m not a boy, I’m a trans girl, and I had, and continue to have, shes :)
3 likesTHIS IS MY FAVORITE DODIE SONG AND I'M SO READY FOR IT TO BE ON HER NEW ALBUM AAAAAAAA
1 likenow we gettin a studio version ladies !
3 likesITS BEEN LIKE A YEAR SINCE I LAST LISTENED TO THIS. I REMEMBER ID LISTEN TO IT EVERY DAY FOR TWO MONTHS SO I GOT BORED EVENTUALLY BUY IM LISTENING AGAIN AND CRYING
2 likesI want to send this to my “she” but she has a crush on my best friend :(
2 likesI remember listening to this when I was 11 or 12 and I cried my eyes out. I am 15 now and I still cry a little and find it sad. I feel this song so much. Thank you for your beautiful voice and that you created this song. <3 <3 <3 <3
1 likeim so excited for the studio version!!! this is one of my favourites from dodie <3 <3
1 likeSo excited that this is going to be on the Human album! ❤️
1 likerecently heard you preform this live and it was like hearing it for the first time again, i cried. thank you so so so much dodie.
1 likeExcited for the revamp of this song~ ☺️💕
7 likesNow this is going to have a studio version on dodie's new EP!!
1 likeMy ‘She’ is my best friend. I don’t know what it is about her but I like her. I asked her out on Fourth of July and she said no and that she doesn’t like me in that way. She doesn’t know that I cried for an hour. She doesn’t know how sad I was the next day. She doesn’t know that I still like her. And every time I listen to this song, it reminds me of her. She always kisses me on the forehead and stuff to annoy me and it means nothing to her and everything to me. Every time she would joke and say I was her girlfriend, so many times I wished it to be true. I joke around about the time I asked her out like it was nothing but it still really hurts. Even after two and a half months. And I knew a girl that would ask me out constantly and it made me uncomfortable so I stopped talking to her. I’m not going to be that girl. I’m going to let her go. I won’t keep asking. I won’t keep pressing. I’ll just let her go.
6 likesThat harmony is the sound of your heart ♥️
1 likeugh god this is soooo good pls u gotta put this on spotify
2 likes4 years later and this is still my favourite song
2 likesI remember realizing that I'm in love to this song
1 likeand i remember it breaking me so much i never recovered
but i still miss her
"She means everything to me..."
5 likesGeez I love all of your songs, and I'm finally getting over the girl who made me realize I'm Pansexual, and this, this just amazing "she means everything to me"
1 likeEdit: nope, still not over her XD
YALL I HAVE AN ACTUAL GIRLFRIEND NOW AND WE’RE GOING TO DODIES ATL CONCERT TOGETHER AND I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER HAND SO TIGHT FOR THIS SONG
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Rebecca Ogden AWW THAT’S SO CUTE
2 likesEunoia Journaling THANKS WERE ACTUALLY ABOUT TO GO IN LIKE 10 MINUTES AND IM SHOOK MY DUDE
2 likesRebecca Ogden AHH HAVE FUN!!
2 likesI have this girl at school I've liked for a couple of years now and this is the first year that I've really accepted my identity as a lesbian. It feels so...good to know who I am and my heart aches everytime I see that girl but she has a boyfriend so I'm hopeless. I've also been in love with my best friend for a pretty long time and she's bi but I already kinda told her I like her and she said she doesn't reciprocate my feelings. I've been telling her that I don't like her even though I really do...
3 likesMy girl sings this for me everytime i cant sleep❤❤❤ i love her but she dont know😊
1 likeThank you to one of the the songs and musicians that helped me accept that I am gay
8 likesSo I watched this for the first time on a bus back from a ski hill (I'm in this cool program thing. It's super fun). I was exhausted and somewhat heartbroken because this person I liked had basically just turned me down. I just listened to it on repeat for the whole 45-minute drive home. Now, I can hear the wheels moving and feel the rocking of the bus and smell the smell of tired kids and candy and I can remember how this put the pieces of me back together a little and sealed me away in a little bubble that I could just stay in away from reality. I know that noone will really see this but Dodie you make things that make people okay again, and thank you for that.
1 likeMe and my she have been speaking on and off for the last 9 months now. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, something about her is so enticing and different, I well and truly have fallen for everything about her. However something always gets in the way whenever things are starting to progress and I feel so helpless against it all. She has a 'friend' and she swears thats all it is but I can see that he definitely likes her as more than friends (who can blame him she's perfect) . I want to trust her and I do, but I just don't trust him. They've been spending a lot of time together yet she swears that there is nothing there. It hurts so much but I still feel so hung up on her, I can't let go, no matter how hard it gets, I just can't. I would rather put myself through the constant ache of not knowing than be without her. shit is bad at the moment, but I really, really hope it gets better soon.
4 likesEdit::::: 12/18
Well we grew distant, and despite the pain of not being able to talk to my she, wow it benefited me. I am so happy, I finally feel that I can focus on myself and have found a happiness that only I can replace. My time with my she, was an emotional roller coaster, however it taught me so much. I wish her well and I hope she is also as happy as I am.
I've always loved this song but recently I've been relating to it a lot more than I ever have so its been on repeat all day
0 likesso beautiful, i can’t believe i’m seeing her sunday!!
1 likeHurting you was the biggest mistake ive ever made, i realize how real you were when it came to other girls and it hurts thinking back to it, i dont know your relationship status but im almost positive youre with someone because youre perfect idk where im going with this but i love you. to my she
2 likeswho’s here after it’s announced that this is on her new EP?
15 likesDODIE WE NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY PLS
3 likes“But to her I taste like nothing at all” powerful stuff
1 likeI saw her play this yesterday and I cried so hard
1 likeI dont feel good im in a really bad place but this helped, thank you Dodie
2 likesEdit: heyyyy thanks person that liked this!
im back bc! this is going to be on the new EP! im so excited!!
55 likesI literally started crying within the first 10 seconds.
1 likeWhenever I think I'm about to say something I listen to this instead.
1 likei hade a crush on my best friend at the time, she really messed me up. every time i listen to this song im reminded of her and its this kind of sappy feeling
2 likesi absolutely love this. so relatable
1 likemy "she" is such a perfect girl. we know eachother for about a year. I love her so much but I'm too much of a coward to tell rr
1 likeCan you please put this song on spotify I'm making a playlist and I really need this song on there I've tried everything?????
1 likeI used to listen to this so much.... I still love it :,-)
1 likeMy “she” unfortunately lives in America and I live in Australia but distance won’t change how much I love her
1 likethis song helped me realize i was pan 2 years ago thanks dodie
1 likedoes anyone else get angry when they hear great music like this
1 likeSO READY TO HEAR THIS ON THE NEW EP
0 likesI have a friend who I was in love with around the time this first came out. Turns out she hated me, she got rid of me as soon as she could. As soon as I asked, and no, I wasn’t a creep. We’ve been friends for a while.. she just kicked me out of her life. I cried for a week.
1 likeCannot wait til she does a legit recording for her EP
1 likeMy "she" is the most precious person on earth to me. We know each other since 1st class. Her smile and laugh is breath-taking, even though two of her teeth are missing. She's the cutest human beeing I ever met. When I'm sad, she always cheers me up and makes me feel dizzy. And she's also my best friend and I'm very afraid of asking her out on a date. I'm just to shy, but I'm happy if she's just near to me.
1 likeAHHHHHH~ omg this is my new favorite song I relate so much,I really like this girl,she's funny and pretty and sweet..and smart and cute and nice..AGH
0 likesI heard this song years ago but didn’t realise it was by Dodie!
2 likescan’t wait for the new albummmmm!!!
1 likeLITERALLY CRYING THAT THIS IS ON THE NEW EP
1 likeyo i’m dating my she now!!!💖💗💞💘💓💜🌹💋🌺🌸
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YAY CONGRATS
1 likei love this song so much but makes me cry everytime i hear it so that's fUn
1 likeYou are so sweet! Taste like apple juice an peach. Love the song. xo
1 likeComing back to this now that I have a girlfriend! (I’m a girl too :) )
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blah blah Aww congratulations! :)
2 likesOne of my “yep I’m gay” moments was listening to this and relating hard
1 likeIT TOOK ME A GOOD 15 MINUTES TO FIND THIS AND IT WAS WORTHIY
1 likeYou make me feel good about what i am
1 likeMy “she” is my STRAIGHT best friend, everyone knows I like her, its quite obvious, I blush whenever I’m around her, im so happy around her. She’s so pure, kind, adorable, happy, wonderful, just an amazing person. She’s also so pretty, her hazelnut eyes black curly hair, cute clothes. I hope she doesn’t see this, She might, she would know its me (she knows my user, and she knows the story and she’s the only person I call “pure” XD)
1 likeLittle storytime:
Once I was laying outside with her and i saw a rainbow (one other friend was there) and I said to the other friend, that’s weird, the rainbow fades when ~name~ is out of my view. XD im so weird.
Anyway, bye
So cute I love it <3
0 likesi know i’m 62781 years late but this song has completely changed my life
2 likesMy ‘she’ has a boyfriend. And ‘she’ is my best friend.
3 likesMy she, sits next to me in writing class and ik shes not straight (hence her im not straight braclet) and were both new to the school. I hope things work put between us in the future but I dont want to rush anything. She is so quiet and sweet, I low peer editing her work cause her writing is beautiful.
1 likeMy She is so sweet, she would take a side glance at me every time we were in the same class. I'd pretend not to notice. She would blush at slightest things, she would pretend to let my flirts go over her head because she was too shy to say anything. Today we are dating and I'm slowly edging her out of her bubble. I'm helping her be more confident and I couldn't be happier to have her to myself. She's so sweet and shy, I love her so much and I feel so happy around her. She is so caring and loving, She is an absolute angel, this song reminded me a lot of her and i can't stop smiling!!!!!! :D
3 likesI miss her hair like this sometimes lol 💕
3 likesI first watched this video, when I had my first girl crush. I've liked her for 4 years straight now. She liked me back. Last year she told me I was a bitch and moved to a different school💔 After years of friendship 😔
1 likei think i found my she.
2 likesshe's in my lab group in chemistry, as well as in my ap world and english ii honors class. she has the prettiest smile and such beautiful brown eyes– i've always adored brown eyes. they're like chocolate. she has the sweetest laugh and i can't help but smile everytime i hear it. she likes the same coffee shops i do and i want to take her on winter dates while she leans on my shoulder as we do tedious school work. i want her hand in mine and i want to run my hands through her curly brown hair. i want to make her smile and laugh. she's so beautiful and i adore her.
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This is adorable and I wish you luck!
1 likeI go to ur school XD
0 likesI remember listening to this and thinking about my bff before I even knew I was bi........
1 likei knew she didn't feel the same but i believed she cared about me and my feelings... guess i was wrong.
1 likeI have a crush on this girl I’ve known since pre-K and she’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen and she doesn’t know how I feel about her. I get butterflies whenever I see her. She is something I can’t describe. And she just sees a weird friend that is almost nonexistent. I just want her to notice me. And I cry every time I think about the fact that I can’t ever just even hold her hand. 😢
1 likethis was so long ago... an i love it just as much
1 likeoh my. I love it and I only just discovered it.
0 likesLove this
1 likewow this has been stuck in my head all year,,,
1 likeYour such a good singer and instrument player
0 likesstill my favourite song
1 likethis song makes me feel so guilty lol
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why?
1 likeI feel guilty. My best friend just told me a guy likes her and she likes him back. I want to be happy for her but I can’t help but feel heart broken. I’ve loved her for the past 6 years but I respect her too much to tell her how I truly feel. But all I care about is that she’s happy, so if that means watching her with this guy, so be it.
2 likesI’m not even gay / bi/ pan and I’m crying now bc I relatteee to the lyrics on a Spiritual level. But for a boy that I asked out and will never like me back .
0 likesthis sounds like heart break, but one that doesn't flow both ways.
1 likeIve fallen in love with my straightest friend. She will never love me back and she will never know how I really feel
1 likeI'm really late but I'm going to show this to my girlfriend. I think that she would really like it speaking that we were once like that to each other. My girl means everything to me right now, and I love her with all my heart. Even though some people might not support us, I will still love her more than I thought I could. But here is our story (from my perspective)
4 likesI have known her for years, and I looked up to her. She had been out of the closet and VERY lesbian for years, and I was in the closet all through middle school and into high school. I decided that I needed to come out once I kissed a guy and hated it (long story) and so I came out. We hung out a lot after that because, well, were two lesbians and we need to stick together. I got a crush on her and I couldn't help myself. I was finally done with repressing myself, but I was still nervous. Finally, she asked me out. I took a few days to respond because I wasn't confident and thought she was still in love with her ex, but they ended on bad terms. I said yes after a few days, and we have been together ever since. In two days is our one month, so I know "ever since" isn't a long time, but I still love her.
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Aw that is lovely! 😊
1 likeI love you mal💘
2 likesLove you too
2 likesupdate: its approaching two months and were still as happy as we can be. She means the world to me still, and every day my love for her grows more and more. I love her with all my heart. Life has blessed us both to find eachother, to listen and be listened to, to love and be loved, to cry and be cried on.
0 likes@ThatOneFlutist Eek I'm gonna cry...you mean everything to me💕💕
0 likesI love her so much
0 likesthis is very late, but that’s okay. this song means a lot to me. i fell in love with my best friend. she was my everything. she would get sad sometimes, and she would get a lot of anxiety. and she had an awful mental problem that i hate called schizophrenia. one day she told me that whenever she’s with me the stupid voice in her head goes away. and from then on I wanted to stay with her forever.
1 likeone time at a sleepover we tricked our friends and said we were dating. so our friend said “kiss then if you’re a couple” i got so nervous and so i said “let’s look up how to fake kiss” and she was like “lol k” so we did. and ever since then we were like “kissing isn’t a big deal why don’t we just do it” she was my first kiss. and it sucked. i loved it. but i didn’t do anything because i didn’t know what to do. I love her so much. then we kissed again. and i actually kissed back. then we told each other about how we had a crush on each other. and it was amazing. we hadn’t started dating until like 2 weeks after that. that was in may.
i’ve lied to my dad about it. now i’m never allowed to see her again. only at school. and it’s awful. everyday i feel like giving up and honestly hurting myself. but i never did. because i knew i would have her back. i’ve been without her since june. and it’s awful.
we had this whole plan to move to london and get married and adopt a baby girl and name her yazi and live in a flat and go to college. and just love eachother. and i honestly can’t wait for it. i miss her so much. and i can’t wait to see her again.
Back I love this 💞💞💞
1 likeO o f. I'm crying in the club. I'm scared to even tell her I'm gay, I'm scared to tell her I care about her, but I do. She's straight. I should get over her. I want to get over her but I can't. I sit silently and laugh with her but on the inside, we both know we should just be friends. I can't just wish her to be gay, but I do. Maybe I'll eventually get over her.
1 likeso this is me @ this girl i was. totally fucking gone for. she was engaged to a guy at the time and i'd resigned myself to just being her friend.
0 likesfast-forward to today, and now that girl is mine lol- we have wedding colours picked out and everything.
My she is, at least from my point of view, the most interesting and exciting and wonderful person, and I know it’s bc it’s a crush and it’s infatuation and that’s just how you feel but just bc I know it’s me doesn’t mean that when I see her and I feel happy and excited that that’s not real or isn’t good. I don’t even want anything to happen, but I love being so excited and happy about another human being, especially one so kind and dedicated and caring and one who has the best laugh and the best smile and of course it doesn’t matter but is also one who is very cute and has the smallest and best face and who’s whole just demeanor and way of being makes me tighten up inside when I see her.
1 likeI want to sing this for my talent show at school but the thing is... middle school boys... they would turn it wrong...
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Kaelynn Mercier yikes. Did you end up doing it?
0 likesBut Is It Dodie Yellow Tho? We haven’t had our talent show yet but I’m still debating on this or pas de deux... what one do you think
0 likesKaelynn Mercier I love both, and I’m sure you’d do well either way, but which means more to you/makes you feel the most/relates to your life the most? If a song connects to you it really shines through when you perform.
0 likesBut Is It Dodie Yellow Tho? Ok thanks
0 likesKaelynn Mercier did you decide?
0 likesBut Is It Dodie Yellow Tho? I think I'm going with rain actually
0 likesKaelynn Mercier rain? Is that by dodie?
0 likesEdit: OML I completely forgot about her FIRST EVER SONG lmao
Beautiful
1 likemy she said this song reminds her of me <3
1 likeI need to tell you how I feel oh my sweet sweet girl how I adore you my she
0 likesAm I the only one who loves the sound of slides on guitar strings
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Aya M Sometimes when I’m practising a song on guitar and it has a bit where I slide the chord up, I just do it over and over again because I love how it sounds 😂😂
2 likesYou're so adorable and ily🖤
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Also, a little late to the party but I brought Oreos so, yes.
0 likesim listening to this song now because im rehearsing it for music, but i sorta kinda definetly have a crush on the girl im working with and she suggested it and idk if its just because its an easy song and we both love dodie or (what my friends say is most likely) she likes me back because shes also hella gay and ugH
2 likesi still listen to this song all the time <3 2018?
2 likesSo.... I have a crush on a straight girl but I can’t get her out of my head, she is the most beautiful, charming, kind person I’ve ever met and I’m in love with her. I stare at her in class, she catches me looking and smiles, but that’s because she thinks we’re only friends. I want to tell someone, anyone, but nobody knows that I’m gay. I’m aching to send this to her but I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship. So, yeah. Just needed to get that off my chest.
1 likeEdit: I really wanna send this to her but even the thought of it makes me want to run and hide. Any advice??
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i'd say, wait it out a bit. i know it hurts, but maybe, just maybe, she likes you too. just have a little faith
0 likesThank you 💕 x
0 likesI came out to my mom last night
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I hope she reacted well. I haven't had the courage to do it yet, but I think she already kind of knows...
0 likesShes like an adorable Keaton Henson
1 likeWho gave dislike? I'll fight you.
2 likesi want dodie to play this live at my wedding for my first dance eeee
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ChaiTeaAndHoney I thought I was the only one thinking that but I'm not sure I'll get a wedding since trumps president
0 likesShe means everything to me..
96 likesBut to her.. I taste of nothing at all..
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Touched
7 likesI know this song is old, and you probably forgot about it XD. But pleasssseeee put it on spotify! I'd love to listen to it on relaxing car rides!
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1 likeShe sings it on the You tour so she definitely hasn't forgotten about it. Maybe it'll be on the next EP.
1 likeNow knowing that dodie wrote this song about a girl in her friendship group, it makes me sad because the exact same thing happened to me and yet my "she" turned out to be nothing more than a selfish, manipulative person who didn't care about me. :(
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lol I had the exact thing happen to me
0 likesYep, me too
0 likesI'm really sorry that it didn't work out the way you wanted to. you'll find somebody one day :)
7 likesSame, my dude.
0 likesHAHA I RELATE
0 likessame 😔
0 likesI love how you reveal a small part of yourself every time you share your original songs. You write from the heart Dodie. She and Social Dance means so much to me and I treasure them a lot. You are such a wonderful person. Thank you for sharing your music and I wish i could meet you in person someday. Good luck with everything. <3
7 likesAck this makes me so sad because I relate so much it hurts
1 likeIt's 1am and I cried thinking of this song cause I'm so gay and sad and in love
2 likesthis reminds me a bit of "she" by jen foster
1 likewhy the dislikes tho?! ☹️
2 likesthis is such a beautiful and meaningful song
9 likesi saw a post on tumblr and this is what it said~
43 likespurple is blue and red but it’s a separate color.
and no matter how much blue or red is in it it’s still purple
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jad e I love that definition of bisexuality so much
3 likesI just want to say this spoke to me. This made me think of my best friend. and how much I love her. Her name in my phone was actually She,,which is kinda crazy coincidental.
9 likeshow did youtube know this is how i feel right now?
1 likethis is my favorite thing you have ever written, dodie; incredible use of poetic language... cutting and burning and gravelly and real and aching. my heard hurts, i am crying, i am feeling... during the winter it's hard for me to dig into those emotions, but this song does it for me. just. thank you. thank you.
14 likesThis song is relatable with my crushes on girls
0 likesQUICK STORY jk;
98 likesI started having feelings for this Queer/Gay girl at my school before I knew I was Bi. It was really intense and scary for me and I ended up telling someone I thought I could trust and they betrayed me. Long story short she told a lot of people including the girl I had a crush on. My crush rejected me. And I know you shouldn't expect anyone to like you back just because of their being gay, but it still hurts to know that it's not heterosexuality that was stopping her from liking me back. It was just me that did. And all the while she was rejecting me she was talking about this other person that she liked. It hurt so fucking much. I still occasionally wish on 11:11 about her. Overall, I think I'm over her because of different guys that I've been texting to distract myself, but then something happened. She told me to listen to this song. I didn't recall it at first, but listening to it is tearing me to shreds bc the girl I have in mind is her. I don't why I have this on repeat. Or why I keep doing this to myself. I really hope she doesn't see this bc I'm not sure if she can recognize this user. And I've also sent playlists to her so there's a chance she'll come across this comment. So if YOU are reading this, don't mind me I'll get over it. ALL U PPL IN THE COMMENTS, COMMENT TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
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Explain this "terrible" joke. I'm afraid I don't understand :)
2 likesAndromeda I think it means that the monster destroys the wheel, that is called London eye, so now London is blind. Did i get it right? cx
6 likesAndromeda aw, I've felt like that too. The worst thing is, my "she" says I'm gorgeous and pretty and all that as a friend. So either she's lying or she doesn't like my personality. It hurts omfg. But I know we'll both get over it. We'll find a "she" that loves us back❤️
4 likesI kinda know how you feel, I kind of hinted to my crush that I like him and he asked if I liked him and I said no, because I was afraid he wouldn't like me and after that he said "Oh thank goodness!" I don't know why I still like him. He goes to another school now and I think about him all the time. What's worse is that I'm trying to forge about him and my friends keep teasing me about him.
1 likeMy she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...
2 likesthis is my story, i hope you are better/over her.
2 likesI relate to this so much, I'm bisexual and I secretly like this girl who Is my best friend, but she's asexual and I have a boyfriend who I'm starting to fall out of sync with...
1 likeI really want to tell my friend but we're so close as friends and I don't know what she'd say, I don't want to ruin our friendship and I'm so scared she won't like me back..
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EricaTheTherian If you can manage to gather the courage, I think you should tell her. But also try and explain how it’s fine if she doesn’t feel the same way about you. I just think you’d feel better to at least know the answer for certain rather than constantly wondering “what if...” 😊 There’s a 50/50 chance of her liking you back so you might as well find out if you can bring yourself to do it ☺️ Ngl, I’d find it incredibly difficult if it were me, I can’t tell anyone anything, but even if it takes a while for you to tell her, I think you should try :)
0 likesTwo of my best friends are LGBT+ (well, more than that are, but these two I’m focusing on for a reason). One’s lesbian, the other’s bisexual. Earlier this year, my bisexual friend admitted she had feelings for the lesbian friend. These feelings weren’t reciprocated, and for a few days they were hardly talking to one another (mainly because one of them is hella dramatic😂) but after that they got just as close as they were before. I’m sure you can keep your friendship just as strong if your feelings aren’t reciprocated 💜
0 likesi actually don't know anymore.. i have a girl crush and she is really beautiful, she's smart, and she's kind. but she's really straight and everyone actually feels that i like her, of course i denied that. but what if she actually knows? i don't want our friendship to be awkward, uGHHHH she's straight btw :(
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chesκα, hours don't happen without the minutes, and there is no such thing as a minute without seconds.
13 likeschesκα if you think she knows and she still hangs out with you, obviously she doesn't mind. Maybe she's not as straight as u think :> if nothing you should tell her, who knows what'll happen cause there's no real bad outcome if she loves being with you, cause just having a crush on her wouldn't change anything drastically unless she likes you back. Idk just do you xd
34 likeschesκα literally me. I told my she after a few years and she's ok with it, we're not dating but she's still my closest friend
12 likeschesκα if your friendship is true and she finds out, it won't be weird. My current crush is my straight best friend, and she and I always joke about my crush together. If you guys have a good friendship, it wouldn't be a roadblock. Sometimes it can even bring you closer together. But be warned, cause it does kinda hurt a little more when she knows and doesn't feel anything and she dates guys and stuff idk yeah
15 likesDon't rush it. I am not saying "never". Just wait for the right moment. This could make your relationship awkward and if U really want her, its OK. If U cherish that friendship, you wait for her.
6 likesYour profiler pic is goals
3 likesall my friends that I've told that I'm bi were pretty stunned, they all thought I was straight. truth is, it's because I never said anything openly gay, but careful not to say anything promisingly straight either.
7 likespoint being, if she hasn't stated she's not into girls or whatever, then she might not be so perfectly straight as you perceive.
however if she has, don't worry about it. i've come to learn wasting your time on straight girls is just mentally tiring and can lead to self doubt. not worth it. you deserve better, and no matter how far away it seems you do get over it. buckle up, you'll be alright x
Tell her, please. If you dont.. it may haunt you down the line
3 likessay i like u and then run away
4 likesIf she is kind and smart, she'll accept it. When dealing with someone that liked me and I saddly didn't feel anything back, I gave 'em a big long hug, a tight squeeze to make it clear it'll all be okay. Here is a tight squeeze to you, it'll be okay 🥀
2 likesSame, I like one of my best friends, the most awful thing is that my two other best friends acts as if we’re a couple, no one knows I like her, and she goes along with it... like a joke. I told my best friend, which is actually my bff from day one, that I’m bi but she took it as a joke too. I’m curious, am I a joke to them? I feel so small when I’m with them but I love them all. My crush sat next to me at class and she’s so nice, I reaaally like her. For most of the people I guess she looks decent? I think she’s one of the prettiest person I’ve met, she’s hilarious too. She’s straight tho, sometimes she says some celebrities make her feel gay, but that’s how everyone feels. I don’t want to open up to her neither do I want to tell anyone else. But it hurts to keep it only to myself ):
1 likeSames
0 likesI feel like my best friend has a crush on me and since she told me that she's bi and started to act like she likes me more than a friend it's so awkward between us. And I don't wanna hurt her or end our friendship couse I think she has a crush on me, that would be really stupid. But I can'r treat her normally now and I feel guilty about it..
1 likeI have a crush on my straight best friend. She‘s just so, pure and cute an and pretty and happy, but it will never happen.
3 likesOmigosh same except my she is not straight but... she’s known that I like her and she’s a really open person usually and tells her crushes she likes them and I thought she liked me and she’s really kind and super smart and adorable and funny but she’s never talked to me about love and we are just friends right now and idk...
1 likeʜɪʏᴀᴄʜᴜ me too... :’(
0 likeseveryone has a little gay in them
2 likessame (and funny) but my crush is bi. i confessed to her and she said we could still be friends but we stopped talking and i still like her :)))
1 likeI'm in the same situation!
1 likeI just told my straight friend who I love so much. She told me she's not upset, she's not creeped out, and she still loves me unconditionally with all her heart. She felt honoured I love her because she thinks I'm the most amazing girl she's ever met. So we unconditionally love each other and that's just as strong as romantic love 💗.
2 likeschesκα idk just dont denie the shit cause it is bot a crime or something. You re in love celebrate it and you will be fine.
1 likechesκα I’m in the same situation here I like one of my friends and me and her are both bi and she is like maybe one of my closest friends I have and I feel so awkward thinking about her xxx
1 likechesκα if tou think she knows and she does than it is alright, right? Cause she behaves the same. And if you tell and she is going to be rude and stuff she is just no good friend
0 likeschesκα why do I relate to this so much
1 likeSame here. In my case, she found out anyways. She always knew. But we're still bestfriends. We're not dating but that's ok, I still have her even though i wanted her to be mine.
1 likeI’m in the same situation and yesterday i told her I liked her and I ruined everything and I regret it and we were best friends like we were inseparable
0 likescheska if you have feelings for her you should ask her ,man You know she's not straight ask her man trust in us
1 likeOh my god, same...
0 likeschesκα same :( I’m in the exact same situation
0 likes@Valeria Hernandez ouch but that really cool that shes ok with it but ik i couldnt deal with her talking about other guys
2 likesSame😩😩
1 likeSorry but there are only two genders
0 likeschesκα how did it go?
0 likesNo girl is 100% straight. So you got that on your side. Best o' luck friend
0 likesawe things happen what if she rlly isn't straight just a cover. and she like u to. and being straight just to cover it?
0 likesWhy....why am I tearing up?... Because I'm very emotional... I love this song... I truly do ❤️♥️
9 likesThis song is mentally bad for me. It reminds me of this terrible one-sided love I used to have for a girl.
32 likesI went out of my way to make her smile. I'd hang out with her whenever possible. I'd be her shoulder to cry on when she needed it. I was even willing to neglect my own life if it meant I could enrich hers. But for what she meant to me, I did not mean as much for her, and she broke my heart because of that. I had to let her go for my own good, because it just hurt so much.
It's been a couple of months since then and I'm ready to move on. But listening to this song just makes all those past feeling rush back to me and I feel myself reaching back to those days. I know I should stop but... I can't help listening to this song over and over.
This song gave me the courage to come out to my parents.
7 likesThe only sad thing is, is that the person I think of when listening to this song is no longer alive and it kills me when I think of what could have been :(
I'm so queer this is like my gay anthem. praise Dodie
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Preach.
0 likesHallelujah.
0 likespraise chin chin
3 likes@Meccarox bless up
3 likesHAHA AMEN
0 likesIm not crying. Theres just something in my eye.. im not thinking about my ex nope
1 likePUT IT ON APPLE MUSIC PLLLEEASSEE
0 likesthis comment section is my safe space, it is so warm and welcoming<3
0 likesAnnnddd my ‘She’ is probably straight. We barley talk and we go soccer club together and she’s just so adorable and cute. She’s a year younger than me, there’s something about her that makes me like shdjsjfjsjfjd. She stares at me for ages and it makes me uncomfortable but comfortable idkkk... We went to the library together with my friend and I, who was helping me with her. I was so nervous and she was like staring at me for half the time... I can’t even speak to her properly I’m just so frustrated with myself sometimes.
1 likeThis reminds me of my bff/crush
1 likeShe means everything to me? .... yeah. But to her, I taste like nothing... nailed it. I'll be okay admiring from a far, cause even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart. NAILED IT. I'm glad I'm not alone. As selfish as that sounds.. I'm glad that there are people out there who made it through this and are still happy and alive even though it feels like being stuck in hell- on the inside.
0 likesI have a She. This She also likes girls (woohoo). But my She is liked by another. They've known each other longer and the other is way prettier than myself. I don't know what to do and I can't say anything, because the other would get mad at me and my She would most likely not return my feelings. I'm stuck in a loop of If I could tell her but I shouldn't, and I don't want to end up as the water in a stormdrain, neglected and dirty. So I'm just here, admiring my She and her being one of my best friends, but myself not being able to tell her. (This is why I literally always cry when listening to If I could tell her)
347 likesEdit: She and the friend are dating now, and I can't liveeeeeee (ok I can live physically though)
Update: They're still together, and I'm third wheeling with them at the mall. H e c k
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I think you should tell her. I'm pretty much in the same boat as you, but my she doesn't like girls. So I say go for it. Maybe I haven't but maybe you'll have the confidence I don't and do it.
13 likesI ship it tho does that count
14 likesWow i have the same thing
4 likesThis is exactly what I'm going through right now 😫 it's honestly so painful but I don't want to loose her friendship so I guess I'll just tell her when I know I'll never see her agin 😕 xx
7 likesYOU NEED TO TELL HER! You’ll never get the chance otherwise, I wish I was In your boat but...I’m not. My she. Well she doesn’t like me.
4 likesWow wtf this is exactly me right now... just my “She” like this other girl... and yeah I’m stuck here being her best friend :( I hope everything goes great for you!!
3 likesLizbeth Idc (if I could tell her😉) but tell her. If she feels the same it will be beautiful.
1 likeDoodle Oodle THEY'RE DATING NOW I CAN'T AND I'M DYING BECAUSE I CAN'T
1 likeLizbeth Idc I’m sooo sorry. Oh no! Maybe they’ll break up? And you can swoop in?
1 likeDoodle Oodle Can't, they're too good for eachother. I'm happy for them but dying inside.
4 likesLizbeth Idc if it was meant to be it wouldve been, this time it wasnt for you. you will find someone someday ❤️
1 likeThe phandom is here for you! You need to tell her. Life is too short. In years you'll look back and regret it if you don't. I speak from experience.
1 likeI have the same story, but my She likes guys :/ And yesss IICTH makes me cry every time I listen to it D'x
0 likesLizbeth Idc your not alone......... it's hard...... when the she doesn't like you the same way.... sighs
0 likesLizbeth Idc
0 likesI ship it! Good luck! (thank good it's not a straight girl)
I kinda want them to break up. Shit I'm mean... But whatever I hope you'll be happy.
Lizbeth Idc TELL HER
0 likesme too
0 likesI SHALL BE THE THIRD WHEEL WHEN MY FRIENDS GO OUT WOOP WOOP!
0 likesi am gay for this song- H E L P M E
1 likeI'm actually obsessed. I've listen to this song like 80 times in the last day.
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Briana Buenviaje same
0 likesEvery time I listen to this song I think of the girl I have a crush on at school. The problem is that I'm still in the closet at school , I do want to come out but I only really have 2 freinds the girl I have a crush on and one of my other freinds and I don't want either of them to hate me . And if there's the slightest chance of her liking me I'm gonna be moving in a few months so I don't know what to do
1 likeTo all the people that are struggling with crushes on straight people:
6 likesIt gets better. I had a “she”. She was straight, my ex friend told everyone that I liked her. She took it badly and ignored me. It hurt my heart badly. But now I have a beautiful girlfriend I think I was her “she” but I wasn’t straight. She came out in sixth grade then went back in the closet and came back out in 8 th grade after asking me for help on how to come out. She liked me in 7th grade but just ignored it and then the feelings came back. We are now freshman in highschool and I love her. We started dating about two days after our homecoming. On November first it will be 1 month.☺️
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aw this is so beautiful :,)
0 likesI love this. A lot. Your performance (both vocals and guitar) is just so rich and deep and nuanced in this. Truly, properly wonderful <3 <3
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Wonderful man <3
8 likesI just want to hug Dodie, she's so precious and deserves all the happiness
7 likesI so wish Dodie would make a studio version of She
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She is! Its gonna be on her new EP!
3 likesI've got a crush on a girl at my school (I'm a girl too) and we're sort of friends. I came out to her as gay and she told me that she might be bi but she doesn't know. I really like her but there's no way in hell she'll like me. It's so horrible to see her nearly everyday and hug her everyday and talk to her everyday but know that we could never be in a relationship.
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I'm in a similar situation actually apart from I don't know if I'm bi or bi curious. I told her that I liked her well used to and she kinda freaked out, but now she like is very close to me and it's nice. but it's too late because, I like this other girl who is so beautiful, I know she doesn't really like me that much like that but, were really close as friends. although I don't think she likes me, on tag day or whatever it's called to wear ur own clothes at school, she kept checking me out, and touching her lips while looking at me. so idk but if I ever told her she would tell the whole school, so have to get over her.
2 likesI'm in the same situation, with the exception that she told me she might be bi like 2 years ago so I really wanna ask her about her sexual orientation now but i don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable. But at the same time i need anwers bc i'm crushing so hard on her :(
2 likesI was in a similar situation about a year ago except she was straight and we'd been best friends since the start of primary (elementary) school. I remember every day at school she would tell me about her crush (on a boy) and it crushed my heart and soul! She even said she might be in love! Then, after she told him that she liked him, she got over it and I was SO happy! I came out to her and she was really supportive and just the best! I no longer have those feelings for her and (since high school) we have become distant but I still think she's great! (That's my story.... sorry it was long lol)
2 likesThat Sapphic Girl You and me seem to be living the same life.
0 likes"but to her, i taste nothing of nothing at all" man did that hit me hard
12 likesBest song ever
0 likesI don't know exactly what it is, but something about your voice is so wholesome and relatable and just...... UNDENDINGLY BEAUTIFUL that I can't stop listening to it and I sincerely hope you keep writing music because it's wonderful. :)
7 likeswhy isnt this on itunes UGH
0 likesI want this to be on iTunes ❤️
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Bob Loves Dogs I agree
0 likesDeer-Duckling at least she has her ep now
1 likeDeer-Duckling sameeeeeee
0 likesJulia Perry I really wish this was on the EP, but it seems she chose newer songs for that. Maybe there will be a music video on her new VEVO channel. There is still hope for this song
0 likesI may sing this song to my crush...if I'll find the courage
13 likesI normally don't add such personal comments on youtube videos but this song is extremely special to me (as is Dodie, I adore her so much). Basically my best friend throughout all of high school, who said she was straight, recently admitted she had an enormous crush on me. I'm a pansexual female and although at first I was worried about ruining our friendship now we are kind of secretly dating (only a few peeps know) and I couldn't be happier. It's both of our first time dating a girl so everything is so exciting and new and lovely. But yes, this song is an amazing song about loving a girl and it makes me so happy to see that represented on youtube. That's all I have to say for now :3
10 likes"she" lead me on and left me alone and cold. its not her fault but i cant help to feel something is wrong with me... she used to message me everyday during classes and now she ignores me. im so broken
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i'm in the exact same boat :/
0 likesI come back to listen to this at least twice a week. <3
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@HannieHee I've probably listened to this song 10 times today. Same for all of her other original songs. I'm not exaggerating even a bit.
4 likesI listen to this about fifty times and sing it about twenty times a day...
0 likesI think I'm getting addicted
Fuuuuu..
2 likesMy She has a crush on a guy...
Even after he rejected her
She won’t stop telling me how much she likes him..
And now I think she’s having a crush on another guy..
I wish my damn heart didn’t ache so badly when I saw her with a guy..
she was a new student that came in 6th grade. i’d never known of any other girl like her. i didn’t know what was happening and why i took such a liking to her so quickly, this urgency to be close to her.
10 likesgive it a year and while i’m still in a pit of crushing on another boy, a new friend group emerges and we’re all in it. i’ve come more to terms with my sexuality and it feels so real to me.
but he... he doesn’t like me back. and although i’ve known this since the beginning, it hurts. so i cling. i cling to her, i tell her about how i feel about him, i tell her i’m capable of loving more than just boys. i cling to every shred of hope and happiness she gives to me.
and another year passes, and the thought of him still stings just a bit. but the pain. the pain of her. her liking him. him liking her. them liking each other. it’s an unbearable feeling of unworthiness. of how i’m not good enough for either of them.
and he’s happy without me. she’s happy without me. they’re happy. without me.
and i’ll be here for her when she needs even when it hurts me to my core.
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Jasmine Maestro don't worry, you're time will come. Maybe it wasn't meant to be, even if you thought it was. Everyone has a soulmate, yours is waiting for you. Stand strong.
0 likesI miss my she so much
0 likesthis girl and i met online and we became really close. we wanted to send each other gifts for our 1yr friendship anniversary. i suck at buying gifts but i thought i bought nice things. i sent them to her. when she texted me that the box arrived at her house, i was so so so happy. she said she loved everything. i was so happy.
50 likesits been over 3 months and i havent received my box yet. we havent texted since april. but who knew a couple months could feel like a couple years... i see that shes active on twitter, but she never texts me. she has this other internet friend, and theyre close, and they say they love each other.
she was self conscious, but i told her that she's beautiful, because thats really how i felt. i developed feelings for her. i wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend, but i was too nervous. i was working up the courage. but when i was ready to tell her, it was too late. she doesn't talk to me anymore.
i really want to tell her how i feel replaced and hurt, but shes going through bad depression and i dont want to worsen things. but i need my feelings to get out of me.
her birthday is in 2 months, and i want to send her a letter, wishing her a happy birthday, but also what ive been feeling. im scared.
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I think you should try to text/message her and tell her you miss talking to her, even if she may not reciprocate your feelings. Keeping a friend is better than losing one over unrequited love. Maybe she really missed you, too.
13 likesEven if she admits she doesn't want to talk anymore, ending a relationship (platonic or romantic) by saying a proper goodbye is better. It makes it a lot easier to move on.
Anyways, I understand how painful it can be when it seems you're losing a friend. Good luck, I hope all goes well with you whether you decide to contact her or not :)
Megan W I really hope you're okay!
0 likesMegan W Did you send a letter? 💖 I hope everything’s okay now☺️💖
0 likesMegan W How did it go? Sorry I'm nosy
0 likesi love her. i really do. she claims to love me but why would she? how could she?im just me. im nothing. she doesnt believe me when i say i wont leave her... maybe she wants me gone. i dont know,,, i just cant lose someone so perfect and im so scared that ill never be enough
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Listen: You are not perfect. None of us are. But you are worthy of love and you are allowed to feel things. Don't be afraid. It's ok.
51 likesyou are wonderful, don't ever tell yourself otherwise.
15 likeshey never say that; you deserve the world and you are worth more than gold
13 likesBecause I don't know you, I can't point out all the things she may adore, but I know they are there, your beautiful eyes, tinkling laugh, your courage, your intelligence. But even if not, don't throw away this beautiful chance for love. The fact that she loves you is enough. Hug her for me.❤️💛💚💙💜
14 likesPS. I know this is old, but I just needed to respond in case
i know im late but please don’t let your dark toughs come in the way of your feeling to her❤️
7 likestake it from me i did let that happen and i still regret it.
you are enough don’t forget that please
Alright so I don’t want to over analyze here but you are clearly seeking approval on the internet. Now that is not particularly a bad thing, it just won’t help you, believe me, I’ve been there. You won’t believe us either if we tell you that you are great. So what you are gonna want to do is seek approval from within, because that’s the only sincere way of approval and the only way this approval will stick to you. And I’m not saying it’s easy, otherwise you probably would have done it already, but sooner or later you are going to have to try. Otherwise none of your relationships will work out because you will demand too much of them. Sending love.
5 likesI'm late, and I'm sure someone has said it already, but you are the only you there is. Own it!
3 likesBoi ur like 10 XD
2 likesMy friend, she's just as insecure as you, and that's ok. Good luck friend
2 likesOr30_C00ki3 101 damn straight ;)
1 likeur like 10 XD oh yeah. Oh yes. They say they love you but they never show it. I'm there right now. I'm so sorry for what you suffered.
1 likesame 😔
2 likesGirls don't believe it when guys or anyone who they love say things like not leaving them cause they are scared that if they ever believe what you said they're gonna fall deeply in love and then regret it knowing that she wasn't enough worthy of your love so you left her for someone else. And some girls are like me who've seen their mom suffer because of that
1 likeYOU ARE NOT NOTHING. u r important and valuable.
1 likeBoth this comment and your profile pic is relatable.
1 likeNova Lee CRYBABIES UNITE!
1 likeAnon x You don't have to be good enough u just need to be yourself
1 likeI feel the same way about this girl at my school..we were dating but she’s so scared that her parents would find out she’s dating a girl so we had to break up, and she left me for this guy. But I’ll be okay because she’s happy with him. I don’t know why I’m telling you this..something’s wrong with me
1 likeAnon x this is really frustrating! The most important thing is that you are good to her and if you intend to do that then you are worth her! Stop being emotional, it's not cute, the girl you like likes you. You've won, now take the victory with some grace and buy her some goddamn flowers.
0 likesI know it’s been five months since this comment and I know absolutely nothing about you but I can guarantee there is something about you to love. Maybe you bite your lip when you really think about something. Maybe you scrunch up your nose when you disagree with someone’s opinion. Maybe you look up at the ceiling when you talk about something important to you. Maybe you smile crooked or tap when you’re excited or any of another billion tiny things, but you are not boring or ordinary. It is impossible. You’re not just you; you’re the ONLY you. you’re lovable. never doubt that.
0 likesAnon x you are enough. You are loved. And you deserve it
0 likesAnon x I know you're just talking about your problems, and sorry, but the way you arranged the words is amazing. Hope everything goes well, and remember: You will never be alone. People love you. So if she doesn't care, let her go. There are many other people that care. ❤
0 likesTHIS SONG GODDDDD
0 likesHas anyone Jsut not wanted to have a she, has told her like 50000 times but still has said no... Once she actually said she liked me, but she was dating this boyyyy... And he onyl tried once😭😭
1 likeShe smells clean and bath and body works like a sheet right from the Dyer was spritz with perfume and her brown straight hair and she is quirky and loves fun head bands and she has tiny hats in her looker and she wears leggings under shorts and fights with her younger siblings and her care free smile and blue mascara everyone questions but I love and her eyes I can never quite pin point the color of somewhere between gray gold and the color of a deep like by her house and the was she wears heels to school even though they hurt her feet and how she loves fall and Halloween and presents at Christmas and bunnies at Easter and fireworks on the 4 th of July I really love her but she is my best friend
1 likecurrently in my room. listening to the rain. laying on my bed with tears streaming down the sides of my face . this is the one thing that brought me joy all day, thankyou dodie. I’ve listened to this song over 100 times and my arms get goosebumps every time.
5 likesI actually have a weird story... I identify as bisexual but i lean a lot more towards boys. But... My first love was a girl. Her name was Noomie. We were 13 and dated for 10 months! I’m 15 now and it’s been so long... But i still cry at night if i think to much about her. Her smile, her voice, her lovely little hands! Her bright peanut butter colored skin and her dark curly locks that she hated but i loved. I can’t believe how lucky i was for being with her for such a long time... The time i had with her is precious to me and i haven’t fallen for a girl since so i guess she was just that special... I identify as bi. But so far there has only been one girl that has kept me up at night just by smiling so brightly. I miss her... But i thank her...
1 likeThis song made me release I was a lesbian
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i was 7-8 :) it was a new song didn’t even have a million views lol
0 likesTo my she I love you I love how your so confident and you might not love anything about yourself but I love everything I know we never really shared anything intimate besides that one time we cuddled and then I laid on you and I just want you to know S I love you a lot and I hope you find you she or them/he/it/doll
0 likeswow. so , uh , wow. it’s gonna be on human. yes. please. i cannot wAIT! yAYYYY
1 likei'm not in love, and I never have been in love, but something about this song makes me want to curl into a ball and sob hysterically.
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+daisyisasnazzywatermelon UGHHHH my heART
0 likesI can relate btw I'm bi
1 likeso uh kinda in love w my best friend and this song makes me cry. I love her so so much but she's straight and like mmm
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nothing is impossible, trust me. you never know what could happen.
0 likeswell damn ! throwback kiddos. stream the Human EP!
0 likesDaily update: I fucking love my gf
0 likesI love how soft her voice is. It's really relaxing and it's like I'm hypnotized.
6 likesI NEED TO RANT BASICALLY ON DISCORD THIS GIRL JOINED THE SERVER AND WE STARTED TALKING AND SHE'S SO SWEET AND SHE ASKED ME TO MARRY HER AND WE ARE MARRIED (not literally lmao) BUT IDK IF THAT MEANS SHE LIKES ME ORRRRR BUT I'M OVER HERE CATCHING FEELINGS MAN IDK WOT TO DO
0 likesomg i have this guitar!!
0 likesI'm sorry I messed up. I miss you. I would kill to be friends with you again.
1 likethis song invented gay rights.
2 likes*"She" could be the soundtrack to a sentimentally independence movie like Juno or so.
5 likesI love it!
I’m moving away from my she tomorrow :(. I’ll miss her. Chloe will never see this
0 likesMy she I am in love with, But she doesnt know yet
1 likeShe doesn't really want to talk to ME because she knows what I think about her..... Meanwhile SHE means everything to me and that won't change.....
0 likesi miss you dodie so much
0 likesI came out as pan to my mom about two months ago, I think she doesn't believe me. She has always said that she doesn't have a problem with LGBT+ people even though we're catholic (plz give me help to help her accept that I'm pan)
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she'll accept youuuu❤❤❤'
4 likesI kind of felt the same when I was coming out as bi to my mom, I kept dropping not so subtle hints like 'I'd date either a guy or a girl if I liked them' and she was like 'uh-huh' as if she wasn't listening until I said I was bi, I don't get how she didn't get it until then tbh
3 likesCaroline Andrus your mother will love you forever even if you are LGBT 🏳️🌈 so just know she'll love you still💜
2 likesShe will believe you eventually xx and congratulations on coming out!🎉🎉💗
1 likeCaroline Andrus i dont know what a pansexual is, can someone explain
0 likesCesar Arteaga it basically means that you are attracted to all the genders, like gender fluid, gender queer, non binary, and all that stuff.
4 likesListening to this and crying and gushing at the same time over you know what. Ughh stupid crushes.
0 likesIt was the first day of school. She is known as the loud class clown. She is the confadient but is secretly insecure about a lot of things she would never tell anyone. A girl with long dark hair and eyes as black as the night sky walked into the classroom. She couldn't help but to stare at this beautiful human being that had just enterd her life. They spent long nights laughing, talking, and just being together. Every time she looked into the dark eyes of the girl she could swear she could stars light up in them. Often times she found her hand reaching for hers before taking tests, going on stage, or when she was simply feeling nervous. Her heart broke when the girl had an anxiety attack. They would sit in the bathroom stall as the girl would tremble, shake and cry. She would hold her trembling body as close to hers as she could. She would hold her hand to her heart and whisper "don't worry,I will always be here". Soon the girl discoverd she felt love for this dark haired, stary eyed girl that had crept her way into her heart. She would do anything for her. She was her world. She went to confess her love to the dark haired girl and found her hands, that she so often held, intertwined with anothers. Hot acid tears foarmed in her eyes as she ran. She ran to the bathroom and sank to the floor. She's gone, she can never be mine
21 likesNo my world has lost its color. Stars are no longer twinkles of light I and she gaze at in wonder and awe. I never new something as beautiful and wonderful as stars, lakes, trees and rocks
Could cause so much pain
I forgot all about this song... heck
10 likesI used to listen to it secretly and think about that girl I was hopelessly in love with.
I pass on this advice, tell her. You'll regret it if you don't my dudes. Trust me
Ill never stop loving you, ill never forget your cream skin and your chocolate freckles, your caramel hair. Ill never forget your kiss that tastes of the spice you were named for. Ill never stop loving you Saffron, ill never forget our time. You were my first real love
20 likesi recently had to end something with somebody who i really love a lot. she’s ethereal. i love the way her lips felt on mine, the way we ugly laughed together like we didn’t have a care in the world, the way her hazel eyes looked in the light, and how she said my name. i love you. i love you with every ounce of my being and i’m sorry.
4 likesshe.. she held my hand and we walked and walked. she was my best friend, and my first love. sadly, she didn't feel the same, although she said she had a crush on me. she was so anxious and snarky and beautiful. I probably sound like a creep, and if she read this, she'd probably hate me even more. but I still really love her, and I'd like to start taking again. I just can't seem to let go.. heh. I can't possibly describe her in words to type. she's just... she. memorizing. wonderful. odd. amazing.
89 likesI sound so weird and stalkerish and ugh. just ignore this maybe please?
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This isn't stalkerish, im in the same scenario with my best friend rn
0 likesIf u want us to ignore it why post it? 👀
1 likethere was this girl in my grade. we had a couple classes together, and she was so sweet and so nice. she was popular, and really pretty. we would talk sometimes, but i felt like i was just the girl who could work computers and help you do work. i wanted to be around her all the time. i wanted to be her best friend. i wanted to be more than her best friend.
5 likesthis song gave me the ability to except that i might like her more than a friend. thank you dodie ♥️
I love your songs so much!! I’m disappointed that this isn’t on Spotify yet!! Keep doing you!!
3 likeshi, i just had my heart broken and coming back and reading all the sappy comments is making me cry even more
9 likesThis is the first dodie song I ever heard...this hit so close to home
3 likesThank you dodie, for creating this beautiful piece of art. It changed my life 💛
I’ve memorized this song and sing it every day to remind me of the one I can’t have.
3 likesThis needs to be on Spotify.
4 likeswe all have one she out there, the one that we think about when we hear this song.
4 likesThis is probably about my millionth time listening to this song and I still love it so much. I really love it and I feel the lyrics. Its so beautifully written tbh. I really just connect to every part of this song.
5 likeswhen i watched this for the first time i never thought i'd relate to it...look at me now. in tears. over a girl.
3 likesIt seems every time I listen to dodie’s songs I hear something different about it. and every time and i relate to it in some way it makes me feel something, I don’t know what it is but Its addicting. : )
2 likesi. need. this. on. spotify. dorothy.
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It IS on spotify
0 likesI honestly need a collection of old dodie songs to be released on Spotify
2 likesI know I’m late but I want to share too. I cried when I found this song today. I have a “she” right now. She’s my best friend and I would do anything for her. I came out to her and then a few months later I told her I liked her. She understood, after all she was very understanding. However, I regretted saying that, no I didn’t regret that i was bent, no she didn’t go telling everybody, she wouldn’t never do such a thing. However, I just wished I said I love you instead of I like you, because now I realise what it actually is. She’s straight, but she gets it, she’s cool with it. But somehow, I still feel like I did someone wrong. Sometimes I think to myself “why did u do this? Why did you fall in love with her?” But I guess it was fate. Who could blame me? She was talented and nice, charming and trustworthy. She had chocolate brown hair, freckles and green and orange eyes that were so beautiful. She was, no IS, everything to me. I just wish it would be easier talking to her about it. It’s very hard for me to open up. I don’t even know she really understands how much I love her. And it’s hurts when she doesn’t love me, but I guess that’s just life.
7 likesI really want to send this to her, but I’m too scared.
i have a very clear memory of crying to this song in seventh grade when i first realised i was gay and liked my friend. this song has honestly got me through so much bullshit and it will, no matter how many years in the future, always have an extremely close place to my heart. thank u dodie <33333
2 likesI’m actually crying. This is so beautiful.
2 likesmy “she” is so amazing and i love her so much, she’s my best friend and my girlfriend and she makes me extremely happy
2 likesI always cry when I listen to this song!! Idk if it’s just Dodie’s voice or if it’s what she’s saying the song... but it gets to me!! 😭😭❤️❤️
2 likesi never thought a perfect person could exist until i saw you. your happiness means everything to me, and if that means that i’ll never get to tell you all of the little things i love about you, then it’ll be fine. your smile means more than anything i could ever give you.
2 likesThere was a girl in my friend group that I’ve honestly always had a crush on. Her mom is in the military and she was going to be stationed across the country, so she had to move soon. I never had any classes with her, but we would always see each other outside of school and after school. During a lunch period (which i didnt have with her) a friend gave me a letter that she wrote for me, basically explaining that she liked me. So, I wrote one back to her saying that I felt the same. I gave it to my friend that would give it to the girl, and she did that same day. After school we hugged but I had to leave. A month later she moved across the country, and a year later I’m here. I sometimes wonder if she forgot about me.
17 likesI just realized that Dodie was playing the guitar in this video! I remembered when she said that she found it difficult to play the guitar because her fingers were so short (that's why she plays the uke more often), but this song sounds so good! <3
1 likeI remember watching this video.
4 likesI remember watching it outside in the rain, drinking and smoking, feeling shit.
I remember wondering how on earth I would ever feel okay with liking girls, and with being different.
I’m watching this video again 12 months later. The same emotional feeling strikes me, but this time it aren’t tears of sadness. I’m so happy. I’m so lucky. I’m so grateful for being different. But especially, I’m so grateful for being able to love and be in love with someone. This girl has changed my life for good - in the better - and I love her so much and I’m not ashamed anymore, I’m proud of who I am and I want to tell everyone who is struggling with the same things I used to, that (and I know you’ve heard this a million times already) it’s gonna be more than okay and you’re gonna be fine and you’re gonna find real, true and great love and in the end that’s what it’s all about.
I know it's kind of stupid to be writing this comment, but everyone is making this a nice little collage of stories so why not add one?
11 likesMy "she" was a year younger than me, but two years behind me in classes (she didn't fail, i just skipped). All during my senior year I started to notice her more and more thinking that she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen. It wasn't until two months before the end of the year that I realized I had a crush on her. I told her at my graduation party the weekend after graduation, and she gave me her number, but nothing ever came of it. I still look at things and they remind me of her. I really wanted things to work out especially since I tried so many times to tell her in those last two months, but was too nervous until that last day that I saw her.
these comments gives me life. everybody here is so sweet and I feel for all of you.
4 likesThis song got me through my first heartbreak and I'll always be thankful for you Dodie❤️❤️
1 likeI love this song so much. It gets my heart feeling things.
1 likeEvery time I think this song won't bring me to tears, every time, I end up being wrong. It's been so long, and I'll never forget mumbling these words to my self from across the room whenever I saw you. I'll never forget sitting there covered in blankets and tears begging just to be loved. We've both drifted away, but every once in a while I like to swim back to that time, even if I know you won't be there.
2 likesI've commented on this like 8000 times but I don't care it's late at night don't judge me internet
I need this song on spotify, it's one of my favorites 💞💞
1 likeI like my straight friend. She's so freaking amazing....thank you for this hella relatable song
1 likeI fell in love with a girl. I fell in love with her eyes and her hair and her spirit, how she sparkled in the sunlight. And then she left me. She told me she never loved me. And then she left.
4 likesI found this song a while back and always come back to it. A daily dose of sadness mixed with happiness, understanding, comfort. Thank you.
1 likeWhy isn’t this relatable and beautiful song on Spotify please make it happen 😩
1 likeI sometimes forget how much I miss being in love, and how oddly good it felt to hurt.
2 likesI really need this on Spotify Dodie ✨
1 likeI know my she from acting camp, she’s beautiful and hilarious and her personality is just wow! I told her i was bi because i painted my nails for pride month, she told me she the “straightest straight person ever” so i could never date her but i reallly wish i could. I might even love her
1 likeThis reminds me sooo much of when i had a (huge) crush on my best friend 😫😄
3 likesIm so upset that this song isnt on spotify!!!! I want to add it to my playlist so badly!
1 likei really, really love my friend. and she to me quite a while ago. but not anymore. i wish i'd told her that i love her then. nobody's ever liked me- i'm not exactly attractive or popular. and i was asexual until i realised what i felt for her. i told her how i feel i think two weeks ago, i'm not sure, and now she just assumes i don't feel like that anymore. but i do, and i love her so much.
5 likesThis song is so beautiful I’m gonna cry
2 likesWhen I first listened to this song I never knew why it hit me so hard or why I felt connected to it and now I'm listening to it and I can proudly say I'm bisexual girl that like girls and boys...and man do I like girls 😅
1 likeYour voice is so pretty and sweet and the song is beautiful :) I wish I found this sooner
1 likeI told my boyfriend that I was bisexual and once liked a girl.
1 likeHe said, "As long as you love me right now and no one else, I don't really care. You're beautiful no matter what."
WHAT A CUTIEEE
I cry every time I hear this song. This is how I feel.
1 likeI first listened to this when I was in the closet. I gotta say, this song hit home so hard I got scared...Now I listen to this when I am out to pratically EVERYONE and I'm glad I am. You are an inspiration to me and I love you to death.
1 likethree years since this blessing has been placed upon us !!! <3
1 likealso happy pride month kids
Please please upload this song on Spotify, I love it so much xx
1 likeI love this song so much! BTW I'm in love with my bestfriend. Time to aboard the "Best Friend Crush" train!
1 likeDodie has been a big inspiration on me to embrace who I am, and love me for me. I'm bisexual and proud! :) 💖💜💙
DODIE PLEASE PUT THESE ON SPOTIFY
2 likesI was obsessed with this song a while ago just over a year ago... and I didn’t understand why because I thought I was straight and had never liked a girl. Now, I’m happy accepting that I am bisexual, I repressed and avoided crushes on girls pretending I only wanted to be their friend which wasn’t healthy. Now I know why I liked this song, I related so much to it, and all the days spent listening to this on repeat with such bittersweet emotions make so much sense now. Thank you Dodie 💖
2 likes💛the very first song I heard from you that made me fall for you💙 your amazing💜.. I love this song❤ and every song you make💚
1 likeEver wonder how many peoples stories you make it into? Even as a really small side character or maybe someone who makes a difference in someones life even if you don’t realize?
4 likesThis song is so nice and I love how sincere it is!💕
0 likesI was figuring out who I was. This song helped me realize that hey, everybody's pretty dang cute! I'm pansexual & proud :)
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Brilliant Butterfly honestly same 😊
1 like😊❤️🏳️🌈
0 likesI think I might sing this for my talent show. Because I have this crush on a girl,and I love this song. And we are best friends,so even if she doesn’t like me like I like her,we will always be friends.
2 likesyou need to release this on spotify!!!!!!!
1 likeThis made me think of you. I listened to this on repeat for a year, thinking about your smile. You caught me in your trap. Those 6 months were the sweetest & painful memories. And even after all these months I hear this song & think of you. And how I still love you, even though you don’t feel the same.
1 likeIt hurts knowing that she's the person that makes me question my sexuality. It hurts knowing that I've never met her and probobly never will. It hurts looking at pictures of her and wishing that I was in them. It hurts knowing that she doesn't know I exist when I exist for her...
2 likesthis song is my she....
1 likeit means everything to me.
the meaning behind this song is much more powerful then it seems. i’m not in love with a girl but i feel like this could apply to anyone
2 likesEvery time u said everything I felt a stroke of love
1 likeThis song made me actually cry which is an impossibly rare thing for me since I often have a lot of trouble expressing my emotions. I discovered this song years ago and always thought of this one girl from 5th grade when I listened to it. That year she had told me that she would be moving away at the end of the school year. I was too shy though so I let her slip away without ever knowing how I really felt about her. Now I'm revisiting this song and the memory of that is just flowing through me, but not only that. It's now reminding me of my other lost crushes like my first one from third grade who found out through my friend talking loudly about it with me while she was right there and said she didn't like me. Or my second one from fourth grade who also moved away at the end of the year, she was really special because although we never really said it I think we both really liked each other. Or my most recent heartbreak from a girl who I've been friends with since elementary school and through middle school. At the end of 8th grade I found out that she had a boyfriend so there was no point really telling her anymore. So now this just reminds me of the "Shes" who meant everything to me.
1 likeWatching this after being majorly friend zoned is the hardest thing I think i've ever done.
1 likeI love her so much it hurts. The way she gets me like no one else. Her excitement for things that only comes around every so often but when it does, you can't help but feel excited too. The way she's always been there when I need her. Our little crazy conversations about silly things. Our serious conversations that we both only feel comfortable talking about with each other. The freckles all over her checks that just add to her beauty. I just love everything about her. But she'll never feel the same way. She, truly, means everything to me
1 likeThis is absolutely beautiful.
1 likeI just covered this song on my channel... I hope to have made it justice ♥
2 likesI can't express how much I love this song
0 likesI'M ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DO I LOVE HER SO MUCH
0 likesLove how people are all relating to this and each other, I love my best friend too and it hurts, I hate it but I would hurt for her, God everyday I would hurt for her
3 likesso are you telling me this still isn’t on spotify bc that’s where i need it
1 likeI've listened to this song so many times and I cry Everytime
0 likesI haven't listened to this in a really long time and it's bringing me back to the days when I'd pine over my ex girlfriend listening to this
1 likeMy "she" lives far away from me... i knew her in a vacation and I miss her so much... she's beautiful, she has blonde hair and blue eyes and her smile is so beautiful. I cried when I left and I promised her that I will go to her city one day. I just wish she was here with me...
1 likeI wrote a comment on this post three months ago, about a girl I was hopelessly falling for.
1 likeNow I have her, and I feel like I’d break if i lost her.
I've been singing this with "he" "him" because im so in love with my crush
1 likeif anyone has figured out the chords please tell me, i’d love to be able to play this ❤️
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faith dodie made a video on it
1 likeit feels oddly good to hurt
5 likesThat broke me
I wish someone loved me as much as you guys in the comments love the people you’re talking about.
1 likei loved you for... for so long. for about 8 months, wasn't it? your smile, your dimples, the way you'd softly sleep on my shoulder and how you'd always play with my hair back when it was long, everything made my heart throb. we drifted apart, and i don't love you anymore. i have someone else. you probably do to. you changed. a lot. i remember clinging onto the memories for as long as i could. being inlove with who you once were. and it hurt.
7 likesbut i'll never forget that first-time spark and how i realised; how i realised who i really was. how i realised i'm pansexual, how i began questioning my gender and identity and how that one single spark changed my everything. i remember listening to this song everyday and crying. crying for so long. i remember all the pain.
but that pain led to the better.
because of you i am who i am today
and although i do not love you, you did a lot for me. even if you never realised it.
i wish i could say this to you face to face.
i wish you'd understand.
I need to stop crying every time I watch this 😅😭
2 likesI fell for you, I fell hard. I fell for the way your fingers danced on piano keys, I fell for your eyes which turned into pools of molten gold in the sunlight, I fell for your magnificent smile and for the way your laugh floated into the sky like a cloud that had taken a wrong turn and just found its way back home. I loved everything about you. And you loved him.
1 likeI appreciate you, and this song so much.
0 likesThis is probably really weird to say, but this song, oh this song helped me learn some things about myself I didn’t know. I listened to this song when I was thirteen and had no interest in a relationship at all. Yet, I connected with it. From the longing for a person I could never have to the fact that you’re singing about a girl (and I am female). I kind of brushed it off though. Then I went a while thinking I was aromantic, but this feeling this song gave me stuck with me...
1 likeThen this April I just full on realized that I like this girl.... I just listened to this song and realized, I thought about her every time I listened. The connection I felt to this song finally made sense and I just wanted to say thank you for sharing this song with the internet!
-Snap Pea
the girl i’m in love with just said she’s falling in love (with someone else) to intertwined. listening to this and moping is how i’ve decided to deal w it
1 likeI just fell in love with this song
1 likeSo at this moment of time I'm fighting with my internet gay crush, and its kind of my fault because I was childish, but you know I got pretty salty when she got drunk and then messaged me that she loved me and wanted to go out with me and then proceeded to want to forget the whole ordeal.... anyway I love this song so thankyou for cheering me up ^_^
3 likesi need this on iTunes i'm so weak...
2 likesI have a friend like this, but it's just platonic, shes so soft and perfect and just ARGHHH. Im not in love with her, but she's just so perfect
1 likeher dark hair and hazel eyes and pasty skin. her crooked teeth and freckles. the way she smiles and the way she talks. the way her eyes hold mine when we talk. the way she calls out the answer in class and the way she sings on stage. the way she laughs and the way she walks.
2 likesThis is so relatable i cried.
1 likeThat song is so god damn cute~ How didn't I find this earlier!?
0 likesAlso, that may sound weird, but I really can imagine this song in one of the Life is Strange games.
I’ve always listened to this song and thought it was pretty, but never felt a real connection to it. Well that changed. I met my “she” this summer and I’m still trying to convince myself it’s not a crush, because I’ve never liked a girl or thought about a girl like I think about “she”. I’m just very confused. I don’t know if I’ll ever tell anyone, definitely not her. “And I’ll be okay admiring from afar. Because even when she’s next to me we could not be more far apart.”
3 likesAnd now I’m sobbing over this song. But honestly thank you Dodie.
I love this, yeah, I love this♥
1 likeYou'll never know, because I just can't find the courage to tell you.
2 likesI love you more than anyone else.
You helped me find myself and someone I could relate to.
The feeling in my lungs, heart, stomach, my soul when I'm around you is consuming me slowly.
I've become obsessed with spending time with you, no matter how strange it may seem.
I know you would be open, yet the only relationship we have had was a pretend one for a prank I enjoyed too much.
There was a reason I was the one who asked you out in the prank.
There is a reason I worry about getting too close.
Because I was getting too close.
I wasn't cautious anymore.
I wasn't spending time with my family anymore.
I need to tell you, but it seems as impossible as holding the sun in your hands.
It seems foolish... But it's true.
The she I always talk about is you
Almost 4 years later and here I am after Rainbow sobbing because this song made me truly realize I like girls🏳️🌈
1 likei wish the song was on itunes
2 likesI kinda want to use this to come out to my family oof
1 likeI know this is about a girl loving another girl and I’m straight, but this really cute and I’m glad others feel comfortable. I know I’m a Christian, but I still love gay people because God tells me to love my neighbors as myself ❤️
0 likespleaseeeee dodie, record this song ♥♥♥
2 likesyou’d never realized, but i loved you. you hurt me so much, yet i waited. i waited and waited and you never fucking gave me what i waited so long for. i know i don’t deserve what i want, but i wanted you, maci. i just wanted you. couldn’t you just give me you?
2 likesi want dodie to redo this in honor of pride (i know pride month is over but everyday is gay)
2 likesI met my 'she' about 2 years ago in our first year of high school, we were both new to the school and we were also to awkward to talk to people, but every time I walked behind her to get to a lesson, I'd talk about things that she might have been interested in to get her attention and actually talk to her, but it didn't work, but in one of our science lessons, a friend of mine started talking to her about roblox (of all things) and they shared Skype details, and then I managed to get her details as well, and a few group calls later and we became stupidly close, but my admiration for her was still there from the beginning of the year, and lots of people realised that I was still being a bit awkward (out of fear of being a doofus and messing up) but over time, those feelings grew and even she started to get some feels .
1 likeWe've been dating for a really short time and we're inseparable already.
Except for one problem. My mum wants to move out of the neighbourhood and school, and I don't know how I feel about a long-distance relationship.
(Side notes that are irrelevant to the story:
She was my first girl crush
She is honestly one of the best humans on earth.)
I can only hope that one day, someone loves me this much
1 likeCan you put this on spotify please?
0 likesI love this song
1 likeI can relate to this song :'(
1 likeTHANK YOU FOR THIS
1 likehi,this is still one of my favourite songs
1 likei come back to this every once in a while
1 likeI used to listen to this song so much, but I couldn't quite feel the lyrics like I do now that I'm in love with a girl. This song is so relatable now, it hurts a little.
1 likeit's been a while
1 likeshe's my girlfriend now
there's hope!
I probably relate to this way too much
2 likesi always come back to this. always.
3 likesme listening to this after finding out my crush has a girlfriend and absolutely sobbing
1 likeI remember when I first figured out I was bi (I lean more towards girls tho. I don't really like guys, it's rare) and this song scared me so badly. I was so scared to admit I liked girls and I had a huge crush on this one girl at the time. You see, I was scared because my parents are extremely homophobic to the point where they're happy when they find out when gays are killed. So I was in so much denial I didn't want to believe that I liked girls. Now I've gotten to the point where I accept it. I'm still terrified to come out to people but I accept myself and I think that's the first step :)
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Aww, I feel bad :( oh and I know you love tour parents but...THEY'RE HAPPY WHEN PEOPLE'S LIVES END BECAUSE THEY LIKE THE SAME GENDER??
2 likesKatie Zegunis yeah I know :( it's sooooo messed up.. its more my dad than my mom.
0 likesStay strong hun, you’ll get there eventually☺️
0 likesThis is nice its beautiful
1 likeI love her
2 likesBut she doesn't even had idea
I'm crying
It’s a weird feeling, when you realize you’re in love with your best friend. It’s this weird contentment because you know she cares for you in most ways, but it’s also a great deal of pain. She will never look at you the same way you look at her or read into the little glances or touches. You just feel... strange...
1 likePuh-leeeeeeze put this on spotify!
2 likesI’ve fallen for my friends all whom have significant others. HA I LOVE BEING SINGLE cries
1 likethis is such a calming song
1 likeAm I allowed to look at her like that
1 likeCould it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
I'd never tell
No I'd never say a word
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
She smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
and I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
Shoutout to that girl I saw at my work that made me realise I was a lesbian
1 likeHoly shitu
1 like1) I have that guitar
2) this song is so relatable to me (a lesbian bean)
Been with a boy for almost a year and ope suddenly i realize that i’m not happy. A trans girl and a non-binary person come up to me and turn my life upside down. So I guess i’m pan surprise! Idk I mean I love my sexuality and knowing more of who I am, but it doesn’t seem so important. I mean yeah it makes me really happy and i’m proud, but i’m not surprised and I guess a part of me always knew. Idk. My point is, i like the song bc it reminds me of the first girl I liked and idk, while I think sexuality is great and important, it doesn’t define you. And these are just my thoughts lol. I’m proud, but it doesn’t define me, and i’m happy.
2 likesI wish I could send this to my she :) but I can’t really do that cause she has a girlfriend :/ oof. I hope I can do this one way
1 likeOOF.
1 likeI remember listening to this song when I had a crush on a girl.
Moved on because I knew I had no chance with her. We always talked but then after a while, she hardly ever talked to me.
Anyways, I found this amazing guy who is now my boyfriend. <3
However, the girl I used to like now flirts with my boyfriend. ._.
She's still as sweet as a cupcake though - can't seem to hate her. );
EDIT: I'm now realising that I probably just admired her, not had a crush on her. I don't really know. :O
Man missed this! 4 years to late 😢 ❤️
1 likeLike maaaaaannn I can say I relate I liked a girl she was the coolest, she always played around and being touchy (not realizing I'm going bonkers inside) but she was straight and when I came out to her I felt like she kinda pushed back made me sad but that's okay
1 like4 years late but still in love
3 likesI’m just gonna replace your ”she” with my “he” in my head😂
0 likesI remember listening to this like one year ago, before finding out my crush was actually gay. Anyway gay or not I still had no chance
0 likesI have a crush on my best friend. She knows I’m bi, and she has told me flat out that she’s straight. Idk what to do!!!
1 likeshe smells like birthday cake and sweets
0 likesHOLY SHIT BIRTHDAY CAKE IS LIKE A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL OF MUSICAL WORDS
I liked my best friend for months and a one day when I got stood up, she said she liked me but it was a complete lie and she broke it off with me 4 days later and we didn't talk for months it broke my heart
1 likeI keep watching these kinds of videos I think I'm in love with a girl 😖
0 likesI know I’m super late and probably no one will care but I have a “she”. I fell for months ago. She is beautiful, absolutely stunning, intelligent, kind, talented, wonderful, and absolutely perfect. I love her and don’t know what I would do without her. She is gay. She liked me for the smallest time and we were happy. Then she told me she liked our other best friend. I was broken but being the person I am I told her that she should talk to her. She went off to talk to her and I crumbled apart. My best friends are now happily together. And I spend nights wishing I had the courage to tell her how I felt. I still love her and she is oblivious.
1 likeI knew I was gay but not for a specific person and
2 likesI Just realized HOW fucking gay I am for someone HOLYY SH-
Crap I’m in love with a straight girl
2 likesI listen to listen to this song when I think of my ex....
1 likeNothing has ever been more relatable,,
0 likesWe met in kindergarten. I ran up to you and said 'let's be friends'. I couldn't have chosen a more true friend. As we grew up we grew apart. We finally stopped talking after I told you I'm pansexual. You said it was okay, you said you were okay with it. That was the last time we hung out for a long time.
1 likeThat year you didn't invite me to your birthday party for the first time in 10 years. So when my birthday came around, I didn't invite you to mine.. for the first time in 10 years. it was a little after that, a little time of going to every play you were in, getting your autograph, hugging you, watching from afar, getting jealous of boys walking next to you, that I realized...
This song hits so close to home for me. every word Dodie uses describes her.
"She's just so nice to look at" - She's just so pretty.
"She smells like lemongrass and sleep" - She slept for soooo long at sleepovers and she loves fruity things
"She tastes like apple juice and peach" - Even though she's 15, her favorite drink is juice. She loves it. She also LOVES peaches.
"You would find her in a Polaroid picture" - She loves polaroid and almost every picture on her Instagram is a Polaroid.
"She tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall" - Memories of birthdays, telling each other ghost stories at sleepovers when we were 8, 9, 10, 11, etc.
"She means everything to me" - Brynn, my dear biffle, you mean everything to me. I wish we would get back together because you've been the best friend ever. I know its weird that I like girls but that doesn't necessarily mean I like you like that, and even if I do, I know you're straight and I wouldn't put that on you. We were going to hang out this week. You never texted back. It's okay. I hope you're doing okay.
Love,
Your biffle/buffet
(P.S. I don't know if you ever had a code name. I know you don't like being out there so I used your middle name, if you ever see this. Now you know.)
I commented on this song a whole ass year ago. If anyone who reads this even cares, the comment was sad, about how listening to this song gives me a dull ache in my chest and I could only think of this girl who broke my heart. I have a girlfriend now. She’s amazing. She improves my life. We’ve been together for almost two months now. This song doesn’t make me as sad anymore. My heart has healed a bit. I promise stuff gets better y’all. Look what happened to me :)))
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princesnorlax thefourthesquire good for you 👍😁
1 likei wouldn't find her in a polaroid picture. she'd be in a b&w instagram post, not showing her face because she thinks she's ugly, maybe in the middle of some woods with her back facing the camera (so someone else took the picture for her), with a description something like "in the woods i find my self" with her english mistakes and 389 likes and a handful of coments telling how good of a photographer she is and how did she come up with this picture because the editing is so good and she'd thank everyone and put a smiley face at the end of the response but she's still sad inside and i can't help her anymore because she asked me to leave and so i did but i still remember her smell and her taste and how she'd smile while we were kissing and... oh how i miss her
2 likesi miss her more than anything
Sleep must smell wonderful
5 likesfucking hell im so fucking in love
3 likesHelp, I fell for 2 straight girls I don't know what to do
2 likesI'm late, I know but. My she is a funny,nice,awesome person.
19 likesBut shes straight.
And she likes someone else.
I meet her online and fell head over heels for her but....it hurts....
I want to cuddle her and kiss her. But I know I cant because of her sexuality. It hurts inside knowing that
I want to hold her in my arms when she crys and stop her awful parents from hurting her mentally. I would risk my life for. Hell. I would want to die if she ever got hurt.
I cry about her all the time. Knowing I can never be with her. But I just wish I would stop loving her in that way.
I feel that I'm a freak to society. That I should love a man but. I just...... cant.... I'm still in question of my sexuality, I'm might be pan or just full out lesbian.
Thank you for making this wonderful song.
~Misty
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You are not a freak..... You are beautiful!
4 likes0:00 in case you broke the replay button :)
3 likesyou know who you are. i love you. always.
0 likesI told my she that I liked her today but she doesn't feel the same way and now everything is so awkward between us and I hate it because we used to be such close friends and I miss her
1 likeThe number of times I would come here after my parents talked about there views on gays.
20 likesI love her.
I still do.
But apparently, it's wrong to her and everyone around me.
So I don't know anymore, I just really want to be happy with someone who loved me <3
This song touches me so much and makes me cry everytime...
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Hang in there hun
2 likesis it normal that im crying everytime i listen to this song??
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We all are, pal.
15 likesYeah and it means your a great person and I feel for you
1 likeUgh I'm in love with my best friend Aaliyah and this explains literally all my emotions 😢😣 she's bi and she's dating a guy I never quite got along with much and she keeps sending me mixed signals and I'm afraid to tell her how I feel in case it makes it weird and AGH!!! It's been like this for over a year now. 😒 I hate this. Help. Someone. Please. UGH! 😣😢💔
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Evelyn Buchanan tell her. I know you are scared but if you don’t it will be worse. If she doesn’t feel the same way it will be ok. If she is really a great friend she wouldn’t care if she didn’t like you back. I dealt with that before and I said something and she didn’t like me the same..but we are still v close..it doesn’t matter about me tho. So ye just try..or at least start with hints if you are too scared..I don’t really mean flirting..just show in some way..
0 likesLol I remember wanting to learn this song on a guitar just so I could play it to my crush. I clearly gave up, once I knew she wasn’t for me. I actually knew she wasn’t for me even before... But you know, a girl can dream.
19 likesI'm in love with a girl who is my best friend but is also dating my other best friend. She means everything to me
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Problematic Ryan ross StannieTM I have the same problem, my other best friend won’t stop talking about my ‘She it’s so heartbreaking because I walked into them and my she had her head on his shoulder and I know she’s bi, because before they were dating we kissed and I was so happy. But I think she was playing with me because afterwards she just pretended like it never happened, and when I ask her about it she stays quiet. She means the world to me and I want to protect her because I know she’s happy with my other best friend so I won’t interfere but I’m secretly dying.’she’, if you see this, I’m sorry. But you’ll forever be my She
0 likesI see all these girls desperately trying to ask a girl/maybe guy out and I have figured it out. If you're gonna ask a person out, first direct them to this video. Then, buy them some fabulous lemongrass scented soap or perfume or something (even if it doesn't smell superb just do it make sure the label is visible as lemongrass) and throw in an eye mask or a blanket and BAM now they smell great and they think you're witty AND they know you like em.
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That’s so genius!!
2 likesOne could only hope to be as smart as you
5 likesLaurel McFarland wow that's smart !!
0 likesEinstein???
1 likeALSO add some cute Polaroids
0 likesIm not even gay but im crying jesus
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Guada Zenobi lol
0 likesMy friend likes another girl tho--
1 likeAnd here I thought, "FUCK YEAH SHE'S BI LIKE ME I MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE"
BUT NOOO HAHAHAAAAAA help me
Can someone please post the lyrics??
0 likesI love you dodie.. 😍😍😍😍😍
0 likesFuck, the feels... The struggle of being in love with a straight girl...
11 likesthis song reminds me of my ex girlfriend :(
1 likeI stopped listening to Despacito 2 just to listen to this.
4 likesYou should be proud.
yes it's the three anniversary everybody lets celebrate :)
21 likesAn with it being the three anniversary I declare we confess to our "She's"!
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The geeky Dandere yea if I ever got the courage to tell my She that
0 likesThe geeky Dandere CRYBABIES UNITE!
0 likesWhy is this not on Spotify? :'(
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IKR
12 likesCOSIMA <3
17 likes@sofie wild I tried looking for it too XD twice
3 likesIt should
0 likesI have a crush on my bestfriend and I can't tell her. She said I'm like a brother to her and there's no escaping the sibling zone. Shes bi but she likes girls more so she probably wouldn't be interested in me (I'm a trans boy) what do I do????
2 likesI relate to this. I love it, and I can't stop listening. Although, I don't think that the girl I have a crush on even knows it. I love her, and I'm afraid to tell her. I'm afraid because I don't think she feels the same way. I don't even know her sexuality. It breaks my heart to know that she might never know this. And might not even understand my feelings for her, and that every night I feel like I'm dying on the inside. And I'm dying because I feel as if I can't tell her this. I don't know what to do.
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It's okay
2 likesI liked a guy, for like, what, almost two years? Funny thing is, we rarely talked. But one day, after spending 40 minutes hovering over a send button, I told him - straight. But if I could go back? I wouldn't change it, because whilst it hurt so, so, much, the constant pain of having hope and not having any confirmation of that hope.
5 likesHe was my first crush. I could've moved on with my life never knowing how he felt. But I asked him. It was worth it.
One day you'll die, and you'll rot, never having known how she felt. So my advice, to you?
Do it.
I'm going through the same thing, except my friend told her a week ago. We haven't talked since then.. Good luck with your situation. Being honest can be hard, but it can be freeing too.
3 likesThis is so beautiful. Did it work out for you in the end?
0 likesI relate to this song in a really similar way as well...
0 likesthis makes me happy, i've decided to go another day <3 i'm crying happy tears thank you dodie. you saved my heart ❤️
6 likes"Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall...
10 likesbut to her,
I taste like nothing at all"
This one line, makes my heart hurts.
I'm in love with this song but I'm straight as a board. Am I weird?
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The Stubborn Papaya Why would you be wierd for liking a song?
0 likesActually, it's not the first time that I'm listening to this song. But I wanted to tell you all (I mean each person which secretly loves someone and can't tell this someone how they feel), tell this She or He how you feel. It'll make you just feel so much better. I know it's simpler to say that than to do it. I fell in love for my best friend actually and I didn't know what to do... But this song really helped me and now I'm dating her for soon 3 years. I really had the chance that she likes girls too actually. But even if the person you love isn't interested into your gender, tell her or him. You'll feel so much better, I can tell you.
10 likesI'm not obligating anyone, but I'm telling what I think you should do. All I can wish you is good luck and a happy new year full of love and luck.☺️❤️
And thank you Dodie for your amazing songs and content.❤️
(Btw sorry if my English isn't that good... I'm from Switzerland so it's not my mother tongue...😅)
holy crap this song is beautiful. i'm straight, but i know girls out there can relate to this song so much. the fact that a lot of people listening to this have a person in mind is amazing.
7 likesI can’t believe that I used to listen this and feel sad and alone, but now it’s in a playlist that my love made just for me :)
5 likesit gets better, friends
This is beautiful. You are amazingly talented, Dodie. This is the first song that made me cry for a long time. Xx
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Gerard and Dan and Phil? are you my new best friend?
11 likes@AmazingMaiaIsNotOnFire ok you are amazing because 1 your Gerard Way pic 2 Dan and Phil 3 I don't have another reason
4 likesI agree with the people above haha
2 likesYay, my people have found me!
3 likesGerad, Phil, Dan, and Dodie? My twin! I have found you!
1 like@***** me too
0 likes@Excuse Me While I Phangirl I mentally screamed when I scrolled through the comments and saw your profile picture.
0 likesCan we please be best friends? We could listen to MCR and phangirl together :)
0 likesOMG YPUR USERNAME AND PICTURE YES DANANDPHILMCR
0 likesI met my She the second day, first period of high school, and She has been my closest friend ever since. I came out to her first, halfway through freshman year. The first day of sophomore year, this year, She came out to me as bi. We’re both extremely timid and anxious and apparently we’ve liked each other since we met. Over text a few weeks before homecoming, we figured it out and i was just so excited and happy and full of every good emotion. I asked her to homecoming a week later. 2 weeks from today we have another formal dance and She asked me to it 5 days ago with a super cute sign that says “wanna go to TOLO togayther?” and I’m just so happy and ugh She’s just the best and I need to get up my courage to kiss her, I’ve wanted to all of high school and now that I know She actually likes me I’m slightly less scared.
10 likesUpdate a bit over a year later:
She’s still just a friend, yet we still like each other just as much, if not more. We can’t date, though. Her dad’s homophobic and she doesn’t want to disappoint him. We bridge an awkward line between best friends and girlfriends and don’t know what to do. We don’t hug or touch because we’re scared of what it may mean, even though we already know exactly what it means. She is sweet and soft and small and I just want to hold her forever. She has beautiful blue eyes and cute shoulder length curly brown hair she’s trying to grow out. She hates her hair but every day I look at her she’s prettier than the last. She has a very particular smell that I can neither pinpoint nor describe but it’s perfect, and when I least expect it I’ll smell it and it never fails to make me feel better. She’s supportive and kind, understands me, and is there for me, always. We’re still trying to figure things out between us and make everything more comfortable. It’s a strange state that is neither good nor bad, but I’m just glad she is who she is and likes me for me, no matter how much I feel I don’t deserve it. So, my she, if you ever find this, know I mean all this and more. I love you.
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lol this is actually really funny now. We graduated high school together as friends. We were always huge on communication and had real, honest conversations often. Together we looked at the life we'd been living "together" for the previous four years and decided that we really were better as friends, no matter how much we had liked each other at one point or another. We had grown so incredibly much as people in that time and we had helped each other through every step of the process. No matter how complicated things got between us we always ended up back in her room, talking it out, strengthening our friendship as healthily as we could. I'm so grateful for the time that we spent together because she truly changed me for the better. We still FaceTime from our respective colleges and catch up.
0 likesI have a new She now, and my best friend is happy for me. That's all I could ever ask for.
I like your 6 stringed bariton ukulele! Wonderful song!
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I can't tell if you're making a joke or not LOL
22 likesThank you! <3
Well now you know =P
1 likethis song reminds me so much of my best friend. it's funny cause when we were in year 9 i thought i had a crush on her, and this year we kinda stopped talking. and it sucks cause i love her and don't wanna lose her, especially considering its very hard for me to make friends cause of my anxiety. wish i new how to bring it back...
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Corey Johnson tell her you miss her. Don't think anything of it. If she was a good friend she'll be nice about it and you can work together to replenish what you had. If not, I'm sorry friend, move on. Your life doesn't depend on her. It may seem like it now, but I promise you can get over her
3 likesi found this song a couple of months ago and thought it was really cute and just a great song
307 likesnow this song perfectly describes my situation
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Same. I hope you're okay :(
1 likeprofile picture goals
7 likesIt's going to be ok one day guys :) I feel you all
0 likesok same ???
0 likesSame and woAH it hurts ;_;
0 likesyep
0 likesLol same
0 likessame....
0 likesSAME HELP
0 likesThe cat whiskers, they come from within
2 likes+Romy Daryanani yessss someone had to say it
1 like@Laura 123 Yaaaaaaaasssssss
1 likeayyyy I found the phandom
6 likesi literally thought to myself when going to the comments "there's always phandom comments but i rlly don't think they'll be here" i was wrong 😂 we even lurking in every single small corner
3 likes+lll THE PHANDOM IS EVERYWHERE
1 like@CruEmmaDeVil ikr literally on every single video its amazing XD
2 likesSame tbh. (And Phan, yay!)
4 likes+rachelsrealname I'M THE SAME!
1 like+rachelsrealname the phandom is everywhere
2 likessame the onlt videos i have on my channal are me and her
0 likesMy story is so different from everyone else's bull I'll give it a shot
163 likesI started to become friends with her. After not long at all we told each other everything. We were best friends. At the time I didn't know I was bi but I now know I am. She already openly identified as bi. The more time I spent with her the more my feelings got more and more and I soon fell in love with her. We very obvious flirted with each other and then on her birthday wrote her a letter about my feelings for her. That night she told me she loved me. After that we had a very awkward stage where we acted like we were together but weren't and we both knew we had feelings for each other. I would have (and still would) jumped in front of a train for her. She asked me out over a YouTube video cover. I said yes. We dated for a month or two but I felt us growing apart and eventually she told me her feelings for me had faded. She broke up with me over text. I was fucking shattered and I still am and it still hurts to
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(YouTube wouldn't let me continue so I'll keep going here) and then I found out on my birthday a few days later that she was already fucking dating someone else. It's been a month and a half now and she's still dating that guy. I still hurt every time I think about it, I've just gotten used to it. I'm still in love with her, she knows. We're still best friends and tell each other everything. I would do anything for her. But I just wish we could have another shot at a romantic relationship, but I cant control other people's feelings. I just have to helplessly sit on the sidelines....
7 likes+Riley Kicklighter and also considering she showed me this song there's a probably chance she might see this and if so, hi ash :)
1 like+Riley Kicklighter I'm sorry about that, the hard truth is that even though there is a lot of people (including me) who have crushes on their best friends, usually it's better to stay away from relationships with them, because then you could loose them forever I hope you go on to find someone who loves you very much Riley
1 like+Riley Kicklighter please talk to me if possible if you need to, i am willing to help anyone in need because im in the same situation
0 likes+Riley Kicklighter sending all hugs your way i feel your pain
0 likes+Riley Kicklighter That really sucks, I hope you find a way to deal with the experience and be happy. Hope your situation has improved <3
0 likesOh my god i'm so sorry ;-;
1 likeI can relate so much to this up to you telling her your feelings.. but man I'm sorry you had to go through that
3 likes+Riley Kicklighter omg same but it was more of her saying she felt nothing and we both like was ok then we are over
0 likesAlmost same story for me but... I haven't told her my feelings yet...
0 likesthis is exactly what happened to me to the the T. except that she didn't ask me with YouTube, she gathered all our friends, took me to the place we met and gave me a cupcake.
0 likeswow jazz, you weren't kidding when you said this was easily found in the comment section.
0 likes+Ashlynn Nightingale I told you
0 likes+Riley Kicklighter ( and yes everyone, that's her)
0 likeshello everyone. I'm an asshole who broke Riley's heart :) Caps lock at me as much as you'd like.
0 likeswell some things are bound to end (but who knows maybe soon u two will be back together) and its not an easy process. it may takes time, weeks, months or even years. but even though things ended, atleast there are memories shared.
0 likes+Ashlynn Nightingale really?
0 likes@Abbz Really what?
0 likesYou know that overwhelming happy feeling you get when you love someone so much? I get that every time I watch this video. I hope one day you will understand how much you have truly done for me Dodie, thank you.
7 likesThis song made me rethink my sexuality.
7 likesThank you for helping me realise who I actually am.
I love you Dodie💙
#relatable and I've watched this fifty times
30 likesU need to put this on iTunes please!!!
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Yes!!!
1 likeMy she and I have only been friends for a little under a year, but I've gotten so attached to her. I want to tell her how I feel, but I also don't want to risk ruining our friendship by telling her eehhhhh.
10 likesHey dodie quick question the fuck does sleep smell like
3 likes@ everyone: I really really hope you get a song like this sung about you one day, and I really really hope that you realise how much you mean to somebody. Maybe not right now, but one day you'll be someone's reason to live.
7 likesI Love this soooo much its on repeat all the time❤❤❤❤❤❤
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Dance Lover Lili yes. this is my favorite song rn.
0 likesShe has a girlfriend and she’s also a close friend and I can’t stand it much longer
1 likeGot rejected by a girl today cause she's straight /:
3 likesThis song encompasses everything I’m feeling at the moment!
6 likesI don't know why but I always find myself sobbing hysterically whenever I listen to this song
5 likesIt takes someone so beautifully wonderful to be able the capture all of my feelings and put them in the space of a few minutes. I am in total awe. My heart has never been gifted such beauty. Thank you.
6 likeswoah......she looks so emo back then
1 likei wish i could write like you ,..,., you're amazing
10 likesWhy isn't this song going to be on your EP ;-; I love it so much
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Shay-Marie same to you haha <3
0 likesI can really relate to this and I want to thank you doddie❤️ I recently came out as bisexual and it's been really hard for me.
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PROUD OF YOU, DAISY
3 likescongrats daisy! sorry that this is late, btw. im also planning to come out as bi soon to my family but im scared as when i told my friend her reaction was more negative than positive.
1 like@Daisy Lee congrats, daisy! i hope things get better soon <3
1 like@madalmonds don't be scared! be brave! you go girl! i'm here for you. <3
2 likesWoo! Go Daisy!!
1 likeThe day this gets recorded in a studio and will be on Spotify is a day I very much look forward to, every time I come back to YouTube for this song that feeling grows a bit stronger
3 likesONE DAY :)
I feel like I'm late to ride this train so I'm just going to say this. I saw dodie in London last night and it was probably the most amazing concert ever, genuinely! Dodie performs so well with a huge amount of energy, so does her band and they're all amazing! I'm 20 now and I really wish I'd known about dodie back when this was uploaded, i went through some pretty shitty times with girls that I like at the time, I was like 15 lol but that's besides the point, dodie you are a genuinely amazing artist and please never stop doing what you do! All of your songs are amazing <3
3 likesi know i'm late to this post, but this song has helped me realize so much about my feelings that i don't always want to admit to myself. i don't know how you did it Dodie, but I can listen to this song on repeat and cry every time. the lyrics are so well crafted and u have somehow combined MONTHS worth of my emotions in just a few stanzas.
4 likesI just came out to my first person yesterday and she came out to me :))
5 likesshe’s so amazing. she makes me feel good about myself when I’m at my worst. she makes me laugh until I feel sick. but she’s straight. and i can’t seem to get over her.
2 likesI remember watching this just after it was posted, I haven't forgotten the lyrics since. I have cried tears of sorrow and happiness while listening to this song. Over the past few years dodie has been one of the few consistent things in my life and I am forever in awe of how she has grown as an artist and a person. Thank you dodie, we all love and support you.
2 likesthis video is the most purest side of youtube I love it
6 likesCan this please be on spotify. It's SO GOOD!!
3 likesthis is so.. beautiful. it matches your voice your voice incredibly. and.. it’s so atmospheric. it sounds like the feeling of walking around before or even just after it has poured rain for days, and it sounds like a cup of tea sitting on a clean-cut nightstand at three in the morning next to someone reading their favorite book, that’s worn from tear. this sounds like the feeling of speeding down winding roads with the car windows rolled all the way down, early on a crisp autumn morning.
2 likesthank you.
My she is my everything. I met her about a year and a half ago. I was in grade seven, she was in the grade above me and had just moved to our town, and had made friends with one of my best friends, also in the grade above me, so she started hanging out with us. I didn't like her at first because I'm protective of my friends, and my anxiety and terrible past experiences with new people made me paranoid. I will never forget the moment I let my walls down... it was because of her. I was at a sleepover party with all seven of my friends, and something shifted in my brain. I started seeing her differently... I took down my guard for a moment, and then all the feelings came flooding in. I had not realized how beautiful she was before. And she was always so happy and made me genuinely laugh at a time when I couldn't even manage a genuine smile... still does. I'm so gay for her and she's straight. I remember when she told me she needed some distance from me... I don't remember any time I felt so desolate and lost... Luckily, that didn't last. We became friends again, and when I saw her for the first time in months, she yelled out my name and pulled me into a hug. We even cuddled. I love her... But she will never return my feelings.
4 likesThis song is legit everything I feel right now it almost made me cry. I'm so upset I've only just recently discovered Dodie Clark. This is an amazing song.
1 likeI wish I could download this,and listen to it all day, everyday
2 likesThis song took me back to a time when I was so sleepy and so in love with a girl who wanted nothing to do with me, and it's such a sad, rainy sort of nostalgia. I still love her sometimes.
1 likeI hope I can be someone else's 'she' someday. Beautiful as ever, dodie . . .
1 likeThis is so beautiful this song makes me feel so safe and calm love ya dodes
1 like"she means everything to me"
3 likesI know just how you feel..
This gave me the chills ugh and it's so relatable but yesterday I asked my friend (also my crush) about what she thought of bisexual people, she told me it was cool but she would throw up if she was ever in a same sex relationship sooo.... I don't stand a chance
2 likesThis song helped me and still helps me so much. Luckily my she feels the same way as I do but there were times when I was so hopeless and this song somehow helped me getting through the ache.
1 likeI still listen to it when I argue with those nasty homophobes, I send it to them and some of them even started to understand.
So thank you Dodie for making my life so much more bearable
I love this so much!! I used to listen to this back when I didn't have a channel just a while after it came out, and I still listen to it to this day!
1 like(I know I'm 4 years late) Wow! this is beautiful. lovely sound. Amazing lyrics!
1 likethis song is so beautiful and rustic. bless you dodie making the original bisexual anthem.
2 likesI love watching the internet fall into a soft cloud of happiness for a couple minutes
2 likesLove the guitarxi can see you are so dedicated to the lyrics you sing!mindblowing!xxxx
1 likeI have a 'she' and she's one of my best friends. We'd been friends for roughly 2 months when we were walking back from school together and laughing and our arms were just hanging down by our sides when I felt this urge to hold her hand (I didn't btw) and I was so confused. She was straight. At this time, I thought I was straight, maybe questioning a bit, but I was so so so confused. Over the past year and a half, I realised I was pan, we've grown a lot closer as friends and we went to the same orchestra at school(this will come in later). We've hugged a few times but only platonically and I hate to say my feelings towards her haven't changed, they've only grown stronger. It honestly sucks so much when you hug someone you desperately want to cuddle and maybe kiss but you're only hugging platonically. The whole time we've been friends she's liked a boy that goes to the orchestra and I've been encouraging her to say something to him, because I'm a good friend (possibly). A few weeks ago she said to me that she might be bi but she doesn't really know, and I got so excited. But now she's dating the boy from the orchestra and it sucks so so so much. I really want to be happy for her but I can't and I hate it and I hate myself for this. I like her so much.
3 likesThis song is a huge inspiration to the song I’m currently writing, it’s one of my favorites of all time
1 likeI feel my insides jumping just by walking past her. I want her to see me, but i'm so unsure. She might not even know my name.
3 likesListening to this in 2018. soo cute to even imagine I have never stumbled into it.
1 likePlease put this on Spotify ❤️ it’s beautiful
1 likeI first found this song when I first found dodie, around 3 years ago. This also was around the time when I first started questioning my sexuality. I didn't know it was okay for a girl to like a girl, and I was ashamed of myself at first. But with time I became proud, and I thank this song for helping me figure that out. But I also thank it for helping me get over being rejected by the girl I fell in love with. It's been months and I'm still trying to get over it lol. But it's such a pretty song too smh why can't I have some of her talent
1 likeCan't believe I've been listening to dodie for almost 4 years now. So glad I found her. Super proud of her success.
0 likesAll your so gs need to be on spotify now!! Your awesome!
1 likeI can remember commenting with a different account some time ago.
0 likesI cant seen to remember what I wrote or when.😂
I come back to this song every so often. It's so beautiful just like everything Dodie sings.💜
To the girl who made me feel like she was the only one who cared about me, else and teach me how easy it is to say ,whatever but never mean it and how fragile it is to a heart.
2 likesWould you be so kind as to putting this on Spotify? ❤️
1 likeIt's so interesting for me to listen to this. I was never in love with my best friend but he was in love with me. And it broke my heart to break his. I cried because I couldn't feel the way he felt about me. Love is so weird because it can't be chosen, only felt. I list him in my list of heart breaks because I ended up losing my best friend because I couldn't feel the same way about him.
2 likesim in love with a girl from my class. she is so smart, talented, kind, pretty, amazing, and sweet. i think its so amazing she is different and not perfect like others, because to me that just makes her even more perfect to me. i think of her every time i listen to this song. she means everything to me.. but she straight soooo.... I'm just here like "yeah shit i hate being in love"
1 likeDODIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS PUT THIS ON YOUR NEXT EP
1 likethis is like my anthem for my crush. ily much you sing soooooooooooo beautifully
1 likeI loved you
4 likesYou left me in pieces
Your pale skin
Your browny black hair
You tore me apart
And left me to die
But I still love you
I’d do about anything for you
It’s always for you
For you
For you..
She doesn't even know I exist but every time I look at her my stomach drops. My friends call her my girl and I wish she was. She can tear my heart out of my chest with just a look and I can't understand why. She's the most beautiful thing I've seen and she doesn't know that.
1 likeHearing this and human live was one of the best things that have happened to me
1 like0:40 oh my gosh, I love that so much cause my girlfriend takes poloraids of everything and before when we were just friends I used to think that was so adorable ❤️ (I still do)
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Les Walking Dr. Musical Lover aw that’s so adorable
0 likesi have a She, and i love her lots. the best thing is, she loves me a lot, too :)
1 likeI sent this to my crush (I'm a girl and my crush is also a girl and I love her so much) and she reacted sooooo nicely!! I feel like she might have feelings for me, but I have no idea... I hope she likes me back because (like what it says in the song) "she means everything to me!"
1 likeLiterally, every time I listen to this my heart stops
0 likesI love this so much! Where can I get this song? I want it!!!😂❤️
0 likesI'm French so I didn't get the sense of the song right away, but I looked at the lyrics and the translation to understand because I loved the melody and your voice. Now I'm crying.
4 likesThis song explains your story and I can recognize mine into it. My heart is going to break because of too much feelings... Thank you Dodie.
(If I said something who isn't correct (I'm French, remember?) please tell me ^^ because I want to progress in this language)
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Your English is amazing :D
0 likesOnly one small mistake when you said "I can recognize mine into it". Instead of "into" you'd want to use "in. The word "in" would be speaking of something inside of another thing whereas "into" is more action based. It's a common mistake to make so don't be phased. c:
Thank you very much! English is a really important language to me so I try to learn about my mistakes ^^
0 likesI love this comment section
1 likeIt's just crying and more crying and there are so much beautiful stories
Thanks to y'all
So adorable! I love it so much I've known about this song for such a long time. I'm confused about my sexuality!
0 likesyou are an amazing person dodie !!! you make me happy every second that i listen to you wonderful music please never change and it seems that what ever age you are you are always in love i agree you dont fall in love with a girl or boy you fall in love with a personality
0 likesI left a comment on this video before when I had been left because my girlfriend didn’t like me reaction to her being sexually harassed. I had never felt more broken and failed, and I doubted I’d ever be able to forget how much I care for her. A month later I am standing in her arms in my room swaying and sobbing, because I have her back and she’s finally away from him and loves me. I listened to this song every night when she was gone and sobbed thinking that I’d never receive the same love again I’d given her. I explained myself, I poured my heart out to her, and she realized I wasn’t just overprotective. I just cared. And when this song came on now that I had her back in my arms, I couldn’t help but burst into tears in her hold. This song is in my heart and has so much more meaning that anyone can understand. Thank you dodie.
2 likesMe with every gal crush i've ever had :/
3 likesSuch a sweet song, i'm emotional (and 4 years late to the party xD)
you tour in Manchester, we all will remember our colourful hearts to create the sea of lights to show that Dodie is the she that "means everything to me"
1 likewhen i started playing this, my cat’s eyes got big. she then fell asleep <3
0 likesI know I already commented on this but I'd like to share somethings about my "she". I actually found dodie because of her and part of me hopes she sees this even though I know she won't. She doesn't know I like girls, but I have had a crush on her for a while now. I'm not sure if she's gay or not because there was an incident involing her texting my friend. To this day we haven't figured out what that meant. I have been focusing on the possibliliy that she likes girls, but even if she does, what are the odd that she likes me. I think of her every day, and part of me really wants to get over her, but the other part just really can't let go. So to her, I want you to know that you are loved, even if you don't feel the same way about me.
2 likesI’ve gone my whole life thinking that I’m straight until I met this girl and she caught all of my attention and urgh now I’m confused about my sexuality. ShEs JuSt sO gReAt IdK wHaT tO dO
1 likeplease upload this song to spotify and apple music its just too beautiful
0 likesI forgot how much this song makes me cry
0 likesThank you
reading the comments of this song reminds me that love still exists in many forms and that not everyone is in a relationship purely to use someone and to hurt them. It reminds me of the childhood crushes that I used to have and all the butterflies I'd feel when I was around someone I liked. I don't feel that much at all anymore so it's nice to see that some people still get that joy from people.
0 likesOmg please release this on iTunes because I just want to add this to my playlist
0 likesi was staring at her and then i thought "shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit"
3 likesin a second time, "she is my best friend"
in a third time, "shE IS A GIRL!!"
and finally, "that will pass"
but it's not
i am in love with her
like, i am really in love with her
this is the first time i'm feeling this
being happy because she is with me, she talks to me, she smiles to me
because i kinda like the sensation of this butterflies
then being angry because i'm stupid, she's stupid, THE WORLD IS SHIT
and all these guys who are so close to her, too
then sad
so sad
because she doesn't like me
not in that way, the way i do
and she probably never does
sometimes, i hate me
because i chose the worst person to be my first love
she is my best friend
SHE IS A GIRL, FUCK
but i am kinda used to it now
to me loving her
to her not loving me
and to all this weird feelings
yeah, it's alright
this is just another of these shitty teenage romances
"that will pass"
it always do
thanks for this song :)
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damn, dude. i'm not the only one
0 likesnever give up, i loved my friend and i thought we'd never be together and now i can happily say she's my girlfriend
1 likethis song is hardcore what it was like falling in love with a straight girl in high school
1 likeI love her songs so fucking much. Oh my god.
1 likeI've never related to this song more than I do right now. Can she just love me?
0 likesI love this song so much 💕
0 likesI love this song<3
0 likesThis is amazing I love it 😍😍
0 likesI'll never see you again but I need to say it some way, I loved your golden hair that would bounce of your shoulders when you laughed, I loved your bubbly laughter that made your shoulders shake, your sea green eyes that I could find myself lost in, I loved you. I'm sorry I pushed you away, but I was confused and in love. I loved you more than I thought possible but now your gone. I'm sorry
4 likesi want this song on spotify :c
0 likesI still wanna know why this isn’t on Spotify
0 likesThis reminds me of someone who, while i didn't have romantic feelings towards her, i felt strongly about :') she was one of my closest friends, and i miss her more than anything, but now we don't talk, and it hurts. But I loved her, even if it was platonic. It was strong, and she very much did mean everything to me.
0 likesI love this so much❤
1 likeITS BEEN ALMOST 4 YEARS OMG DODIE!!
2 likesI sent this to my crush and then sent “ Would you be so kind” and now we are dating
1 likeHey so it's my 18th birthday in like 10 minutes and I just wanted you to know that if you ever read this Dodie that this is like my favourite song and I always come back to it. Like I remember crying to this when I was 15 and it's so wild I still love it. Anyways good night I love you
0 likesI like dodies songs, I relate to them surprisingly, like with this one, there’s this girl and she means absolutely EVERYTHING to me, even if she never loves me back, hey, as long as she’s happy I’ll try my best to do the same, I like her songs though, got a bit off track😂
0 likesSo my “she” started dating someone else.... life’s great
3 likesI'm honestly REALLY relating to this song right now, since I'm crushing on another girl. What's worse is that about a week ago, my crush figured out I like her, and I've been trying to avoid her ever since. Help.
1 likeI have a "she" dark brown hair that's red at the tips that's always a mess but in the most perfect way and beautiful hazel eyes that sparkle and a smile that lights up my world and a personality that everyone falls in love with she wouldn't be described as perfect I guess but I see her as such shes told me she thinks I'm hot and makes little comments about how gay she is but she is in a great relationship with a boy who I'm also friends with and they are just the cutest but there are times I want it to be just her and I
3 likesTo that someone. You were my person for years, & i never knew to the extent until it was too late.... maybe not too late, but i got too scared to have the conversation. So, just know, you're still the most beautiful soul I've ever grown to love, you are so stunning, & smart, & funny, & spontaneous, & ...i really truly hope you're happy & in love & living your best life right now. I wish nothing more than that. Xoxo always
3 likesI love this music OMG!!!
0 likesI relate to this song so much!!!!!!!
0 likesAwwww this is so beautiful! I know I'm years late but meh
1 likeWow this song is so cute and you're so cute and everything is so cute.
0 likesI relate to this song because I asked her out and she said no and I still love her more than the universe itself
0 likesGreat song!
0 likesthis song reminds me of my first crush who was my best friend at the time
0 likesI don’t believe my ‘she’ is a singular person, i believe my ‘she’ is all I have liked and never told them. My she has a range of different hair colour and eye colours and she comes in many different sizes. And just like the song, I’d never tell them, because I’m too scared. So to all my ‘she’s’ thank you, I love you
2 likesI wish I could buy this on itunesss
0 likesI am in love with this song
0 likesThis kid at my school in 8th grade (he was a month grader at the time) sang this song for our choir concert and I swear to god I fell in love with him.
0 likesWhy isn’t this on Spotify?
1 likeMy She is this absolutely lovely girl who just has this gorgeous short dark hair, and dark eyes and freckles, and I just love her so much I don't even know what to do with myself. Love you, Z
0 likesYOUR ACCENT IS SO BEAUTIFUL
0 likesThis is beautiful 😍😍❤️❤️❤️👍🙀
0 likesi’m not even in love with my friend but this song and the comments are making me to believe i am and i’m slowly dying lmao
0 likesI wish I could tell her how much I’m in love, but I can’t... and it hurts so much
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Update: still in love, still listening this song thinking about her
0 likesCan this please go on iTunes? I can’t listen to it when I’m not at home cuz it’s only on YouTube 🙁
0 likesThis is too releatable i want to cry now
1 likedoes anyone know the chords to this? x
0 likesI DONT LIKE MY SHE BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD SHES PERFECT AND MY FRIEND AND CRUSH HATES IT WHEN I SAY THAT I SAY THAT I SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS AND IM NOTHING I ALWAYS AM
2 likesi bloody love this
0 likesI fell in love with my best friend and i know she doesn’t love me back I’m 12 and she’s 14 I want to tell her that I like her i also dont care that she’s older Or that I’m a girl and so is she she’s she’s sweet and beautiful.
1 likeLove this
0 likesI've never cried with a song but damn... Sadly, "to her I taste nothing at all"
0 likes0:43 I actually have picture of that it’s a piece of art work in a museum called Tate modern in (London although it could be in other countries to) its actually really cool because there are different words that light up individually and then all together
0 likesThis is the most beautiful song
0 likeslol short story time
3 likesok so first of all, my "she" had a crush on me before i had a crush on her. she liked me for about a week, and i liked her for about 2 months(mine was during summer vacation, she had her crush on me at the beginning of the school year). she was also my best fren, like a sister almost. i made her question her sexuality (and idk why but i've always wanted a person to question their sexuality because of me XD), and she made me question mine. now i have a boyfren, she had a boyfren (he only gave her things that costed money. she knew what real love was, he didnt.) we confessed to each other about 2 months ago lol. and i confessed first, so hAH.
I have an intense crush on a girl in my class, but she has a boyfriend. She is always nice to me, but I can never hold a conversation with her, because I always get too nervous.
2 likesit's years later but honestly i love french fancies so much
0 likesThis is so relatable
0 likesput it on Spotify! put it on Spotify put it on Spotify!
1 likeI relate so much.
0 likesI wanna send this song to my she but she's straight and my best friend..
0 likesI’ve never felt more alive ugh
0 likesThere needs to be more. If this many girls have had such painful experiences, and many of us got something so positive out of a single song, then there needs to be more resources or media for young LGBTQP+ people to turn to. They need to know they're not alone in what new experiences they go through. Awkward first dates between LGBTQP+ couples are something people almost never see as a usual thing in the media. If we are surrounded with movies and books and TV shows telling us that being straight is correct and safe, we are not going to be willing to embrace who we are, in denial of who we love. I mean, it's so terrible to think of all the other people out there who still feel so alone in this!!!
1 likeEven though Dodie won't ever see this, thank you for making such a safe space in your comments. Thank you for making me feel so not-alone in what I've been struggling with for months with my own incredible, verrrry straight SHE.
Remember: There will be a day when you can say you're okay, and mean it.
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TL;DR-- MORE LGBTQP+ STUFF SO WE DON'T FEEL FRICKIN' WEIRD OR THINK IT'S ABNORMAL TO LOVE WHO WE LOVE AAAAA
0 likesFor a second I thought we fell for the same girl, which is impossible as I am only in secondary school. She's also my best friend, I'm deep in the friend zone but its cool I still get to be her friend and maybe more with time, who knows she's bi and I'm pan we might work out (doubt it though). :( for me :) for the song
0 likesAHHH I RELATE TOO MUCH OH GOD
2 likeswhy isn’t this on spotify??
0 likesSo... I'm openly bi. There's this girl in my class who told me that she supported same-sex relationships but she didn't want to hang out with me because I'm gay-related. What the hell does that suppose to mean?
0 likesIm not even gay or really in love but I'm crying
1 likei super love this song bravo n i think that im inlove
0 likesUgh why do I fall in love with straight girls
0 likescould this be an early coming-out song?
0 likesOof this song is perfect for me
1 likei fucking love this
0 likesSo...I have a friend she's my best friend...We have been best friends since 2nd Grade and we are in HS nowAnd I have a crush on her.........I have been thinking of singing her this songOnly problem is I have not come out to anyone....My family is super religious and I know my grandmother would disown me in a heartbeat...What should I do I don't want my family to hate me
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Do it. Do what your heart tells you it doesn't matter what your family thinks it matters how you feel and you should tell your "she" because you never know one day you might not be able too.
0 likesAww yes the problem of the religious family. I know how you feel but I’ve come to realize that you do not need others approval to be happy. Even though I still have not come out and I am scared to because I don’t want my homophobic friends and family to hate me, I still know what makes me happy.
0 likesyoull never see this, alina but this song describes what I think about you. i wish you felt the same way. i love you.
0 likesHonestly,
1 likeWho hasn't been through this?😥
UGH I RELATE SO MUCH!!!!!
0 likesThe story:There is this new girl(I'm a girl too)at my school we quickly became friends,because our favorite hobby was art, i live in a Christian family(you see my problem)so not only do i have to hide my sexuality(I'm bisexual)from my family,i also need to hide my feeling to my new best friend -_-
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Tell your family first! Would you rather be loved for someone you're not, or hated for someone you are? If your family can accept you, then just know that people will always be there for you.
1 likeAnyone know the chords?
0 likesThis is just a theory, but what if instead of an actual person “she” is happiness? Think about it, when Dodie is describing how “she” tastes and smells, what if she was thinking about what happiness is to her? Like when she smells lemon grass it makes her happy, or when she tastes peach she’s happy, etc. Also the Polaroid lyric, many people take pictures to capture good memories that they want to look back on. So maybe when Dodie says that “she” belongs in a Polaroid picture she is talking about when you take a picture of a fun time, or when happiness is present.
1 likeOr you know I could just be completely over analyzing this amazing song and should just listen to it like a normal person.
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Update: now im gay and completely understand this song
0 likesdamn i just found your channel and
7 likes1. your voice, ukulele playing, and songs are all amazing!
2. so many of your songs are perfect for my feelings towards my bestie and i'm sitting here crying over amazing music and my best friend
if this were a movie this song would be playing as the girl i love slow dances with me
0 likesunfortunately she is straight and i dont know how to dance
3 years and I’m still waiting for this song to be released
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4 years now
1 likeSame
0 likesIt's going to be in her new ep!!! In January
0 likesI don’t identify my sexuality as anything but this is a bop
1 likeDear Dodie,
6 likesAlmost two years ago my first ever girlfriend (I'm a girl) also my first date first relationship and first kiss, sent me this video. Her name was Melina and she was absolutely wonderful and if it wasn't for her I wouldn't have ever come to terms with my sexuality. She sent me this video to watch (knowing that I was straight at the time) and when I soon after explained to her that I had felt this way about a girl she admitted to me that she loved me and we dated from August of 2015 to February of 2017 and it was one of the best times in my life. About a year after she sent it I had a different girlfriend named abby and I quickly fell deeply in love with her in August of 2016. I dated abby until October of 2016 and during the time we dated I linked her to this video and she loved it. To this day I am still deeply in love and probably even more in love with abby and I appreciate this song for many reasons. It has affected my life by inspiring me to come out to my friends and family and helped me to understand and accept myself as bisexual. Dodie, thank you so so much for (unknowingly) helping me in the greatest way possible and affecting me in an amazingly positive way for the last two years of my life. It has been a beautiful adventure and I couldn't have done it without you.
Most love – Ren.
dODIE I MAY PLAY THIS SONG TO MY CRUSH LUV U BYE
0 likesFor one I listen to this song too much and for two lemme add to this mess of emotions. I like my best friend. She's my "sister," my parents and actual siblings love her too. We literally do everything together. I kind of try to push aside my romantic feelings for her...but there have been two cases in which that was kind of hard. Once was when she told me 'if I were gay id be gay for you,' and after that when she said 'I've been thinking, and I think I'd be better off with a girlfriend instead of * insert her boyfriend's name here *."
58 likesI would talk to her about it and, you know, ask her out and stuff, but I'm afraid I'd loose her if we broke up. She's so amazing and I couldn't stand it if she left me. So I'm just a little confused pan potato.
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Just Another Ghost I think you should ask her out, I know that fear of what would happen if you broke up, I get it too, but It sounds a lot like your "she" likes you too but is just too nervous to ask you to be her girlfriend. Go for it, if it would make you happy do it. Good luck!
5 likesYou should talk to her! People are always afraid friendships will break up if love confessions happen, but I doubt that would happen in a long term relationship! So, I say go for it!
0 likesSpaceBanana I know how you feel, thank you for sharing your story. You might not realize, but it really makes me feel hopeful, and kind of like I belong somewhere.
0 likesYou should definitely ask her out :) she basically told you she likes you already-- saying that she would be better off with a girlfriend was her way of coming out to you and I'm sure she likes you a lot. You may or may not lose her if you break up, but just think about what it would be like to be with her. Isn't that worth it?
1 likeThanks for.puttimg my life in a song❤💐💚😘🌹
0 likesmy crush once sang this to me... it makes me so happy shes so sweet and pretty
133 likesYour songs make me want to write and sing again myself. it's wonderful.
8 likesMy first hardcore she was in first grade. I loved her laugh and I loved her dimples. I loved how she would always cheer me up. I loved the way we would sing (terribly) on the bus to school together. When I was bullied she defended me. Everyone else on the bus suspected I was gay in some way. I am bisexual. She defended me from all the teasing and I lovd her so much. I miss her. In fourth grade she asked me if I was gay and that she could never hang out with me again if I were. The next day she stopped talking to me completely. I moved away the next month and we never talked again. I was so upset, but I truly miss her and I hope someday we see each other again.
11 likesThis is stalkerish and weird, but over last summer I actually filled a whole notebook with the lyrics to this song. Over and over again. I don't know if I'm gay, bi, straight, queer in any other way etc and I don't care for labels but I am falling hard and fast for a girl, and finding this notebook and this video is so nostalgic sad and amazing. Thank you dodie for everything you do
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I need to do that!
0 likesSometimes i think my ex is the "she" in our situation. I still love her i really do but i wonder why she wanted to go back to being friends. Did i start to taste of nothing to her? Bc she still tastes of things to me
2 likesThis song is fitting with my life so much ATM.
10 likesShe looks so full of pain singing this💔
28 likesNever fall in love for a straigh girl
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Sometimes, you just fall in love, my dood.
0 likesWell, I am straight and there is this girl that likes me, she used to be my best friend, but since she opened up her heart for me and told me what she felt, I just left. I remembered the exact words she said : "Why can't you accept the fact that i don't want to be just your friend" and i told her that if she can't handle being just a friend than it's better to be nothing at all.
42 likesBut fuck i miss her so much.
Awh man im feeling so gay rn and wanna get myself a gf so baaaaaad
2 likesshe meant everything to me. meant.
0 likesYou might never know how I feel right now, but I really do love you. I love your soft skin and deep eyes, I feel like I could stare into them for endless years and never reach the bottom. I love your shining hair and how it appears to be a colour darker than black. I love how when you’re happy you have this content little smile playing on your lips. How my heart pulses when I catch you looking at me, how I involuntarily smile when I first see you in the morning. How you walk in to the classroom ready to hug and laugh with me. You are the type of girl that I could find in an old string of Polaroid pictures, or laughing in a room illuminated by fairy lights. Or on a beach at sunset, in a field of daisies.
28 likesYou’re my she
Man, Listening to this song... it makes me want to just cry. Me and one of my best friends stopped talking summer of freshman year because things got too complicated. And I hate myself for not being there for her when she went through a tought time with some thing. We just stopped talking. It’s so sad how you are best friend with somone and you do everything together.. but you just stop talking. I miss her a lot. I’m straight and didn’t like her that way, but I still loved and cared for her so much as a friend and it’s crazy how so many differnt people can relate to this song. these lyrics really strike where it hurts. I just wish we could be friend again but it’s probably too late to pick things back up again. And she has no idea that I still wish we were best friends..
0 likesHer voice is so relaxing omf
11 likesMy "She" confessed her feelings for me, asked me out, and we dated for a few weeks - and then she broke up with me, and more or less tried to force me into staying friends with her, even though I had made it very clear that I wasn't comfortable with that. At all.
13 likesShe then proceeded to spread lies about me to most of our mutual friends, and probably her friends outside of uni and her family as well...
i never told anyone. but she was so soft and so damn warm like a fucking sunshine and she always had that amazing skin and smile and look and talk..i am so..so tumbled with her beauty.
0 likesThis song hits me on a very personal level and every time I listen to it I end up crying XD It's such a gorgeous song
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Yeah
1 likeIllianna Starswirl samee
1 likeSame
0 likesThis song makes me sad bc I remember playing the chords of this song on my guitar last summer (worst summer of my life because someone who I loved so much left me) And hearing the chords remind me of that summer... I'm sorry but I just needed to let it out.
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krabsnation I hope you're doing better now, and if not please know it gets better! (As cheesy as that sounds x3)
6 likeskrabsnation I relate so much someone left me last summer too
0 likesI hope your okay
0 likesI have this huge crush on a girl who was my best friend a year ago, until we stopped talking and yknow.
548 likesI messaged her about a month ago and we're already close.. and I came out to her yesterday as bi, and she told me she was bi too. So...
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That actually made me cry because I wish that I was you. CONGRATS! I'm really happy for you :)
14 likesAaye I want ur life
10 likesno Im not jealous at alldallon weekes is a work of art my crush (who's a girl) told me she's bi, but just a few weeks ago she told me she decided she was actually straight ;-;
9 likesthat is so cute and sweet ♡
3 likesdallon weekes is a work of art Congrats =D
1 likeIm not sure but i think my friend is bi and i really like her but i dont know how to admit it
My best friend and I are both bi and now we're girlfriends and it really is great, isn't it?
14 likesUpdate hello hello! that didnt exactly work out but its ok!
0 likesI was able to listen to this with a girl crush of mine and ah---------------------
0 likeswho else is bi/pan?
166 likesthis is beautiful doodie<3
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Heya!! :D
1 likeVivian DeChellis *waves*
0 likesAloha fren
0 likesVivian DeChellis I'm not, but ima wave because ima supporter.
1 likeVivian DeChellis "doodie"
1 likeIs it wrong for me to think of her at night?
19 likesIs it wrong that my heart beats fast when she says that I'm right?
Was I foolish to fall too far so fast?
Because now I'm head over heels, and I can tell it's gonna last...
Cause she smells like book pages and rain,
Cause she tastes like chocolate and pain,
You could swim in those eyes for a year
And she...she's everything I hold dear,
Cause to me she tastes like coffee, and reading, and orange
But she
Won't consider tasting me...
So I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Even though I'll miss her
I know it's not fair to wait
She had blue and white paint on her hands today,
And I remembered the way her eyes sparkle when she paints.
She sat next to me, and we shot the breeze,
And I knew that this couldn't last...
I've been thinking in those dark days on the Youtube community and I really think that unlike some, you are such a great role model for young girls. I've had the chance to grow up in avery open family but Ii can see girls struggling wth their identity as a woman and with what is their sexual orientation, and the fact that you show how people can have no etiquette and still be happy makes me so proud to be able to recommend your vids. On top of that, you're such a great songwriter!
6 likesI have now listened to this song 12 times in two days kugfkhzqiehdiehqlish <3<3<3<3
have the best week xxx
god my friend is obssessed with this song. She has a ‘she’ that also likes her but they can’t date since one of them hasn’t come out. I as a bisexual also i have a she. Shes my world. But here’s the thing, she’s straight. And i’m heartbroken over it. Man, lgbt problems ;( 🏳️🌈
6 likesi want to thank you, i know you'll never read this but you connect people with your music, the way you sing, how you sing about your emotions, not just words but a thousand thoughts, so god damn many thoughts, your music is so special, the way you tell people the story behind it without a word, just the way your eyes glance or your lips swing, idk how to explain this but you're a beautiful human being, from the inside and outside, you've done a great job and i just wanted you to know how much you mean to us, thanks for listening
5 likesI was already a lesbian before watching this. But now? Now I'm a huge lesbian.
1 likeyou're fantastic and this song's perfect!!!!
8 likesI’m just gonna sit here and cry for a bit
0 likesI kissed a girl that I fell in love with to this song (it wasn't our first kiss, we had our first kiss to Next to you by Danikka) but now coming back to this song my heart drops, I would give my right lung to tell her that I love her, but I hear she's doing good. She will always be with me regardless of how far she is physically. I'll be okay admiring her from far. (-:
8 likeshave you ever loved someone and just,,, feel so below them?? and she knows it?? and does nothing about it? she lets you in one minute, then shuts you- not just- out!!!! but also down!! she’ll go and push you away and hurt you and make sure you stay away but it just brings you rIGHT BACK
0 likesMy situation perfectly.
0 likesSad thing is: this is my first female crush so it hurts badly... ;-;
Your music is BEAUTIFUL, raw and real! Are you an INFP?
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Those personality tests have no real basis
1 likeI just wanted to say, that when I first heard this song three years ago I remember being in my bed cuddling my stuffed animal thinking about the GIRL I had a crush on. I used to think it wasn't okay to want a woman and listening to this song opened my mind. I thought a lot about it, and with research my young mind realized I was bisexual :) and I came out to my parents. I'm in an amazing relationship with an amazing girl today (Three years later) and it all started with this song. Thank you, this song has the most special place in my heart because now I'm perfectly comfortable and confident in who I am. Thank you!
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Arabella M
0 likesSo glad things worked out! I hope everything is still going strong!
I don't have a "she" like everyone else in the comments, but I do have a little story to share.
2 likesI met her in the year equivalent to eighth grade at school and I sat with her in classes for a few months. We would write each other silly memos and we'd have lunch together every day and we'd lean on each other's shoulders (platonic) during lessons. It was a wonderful time and I still miss those few months to this day. Eventually we had to change our seats in class and the two girls sitting with her after me both bonded with her so quickly and people quickly started shipping her with both of them. It felt weird and I felt... jealousy...? I was so confused and started thinking that I might have a crush on her. But bisexuality was a new concept to me at the time and I grew up in a rather homophobic household, so I was really scared and only told my friend. To be frank, I still don't know to this day whether what I felt for her was a crush or not, but that was the first time I felt a little something for a girl.
Fast forward to the year after (ninth grade). We were in different classes that year, but we still kind of stayed in touch, but we drifted apart even more than after we changed seats. We would still exchange the occasional memos, but times were different. I would buy her souvenirs from vacations and still wrote her a letter/memo for her birthday, but the whole "trying to have a closer friendship" thing felt quite one-sided. At this point, I still felt like I had a crush on her and every moment we got to talk alone in lunch lines whatnot made me so happy and hearing her mention the two girls from the year before made me feel something like jealousy.
One day, she was playing truth or dare with her friends, and somehow, they dared her to say that she liked me to me. It was the first time her dares were targeted to me and being me, I turned red like a tomato really quickly. And that, my friend, is the beginning of people shipping us. It's weird because I'm still confused about what I feel towards her. I know that she doesn't like me like that at all so it just gets really awkward when people tease us, but deep down it's a pang of joy that takes over me.
Now we're in eleventh grade. I know she's straight, and nowadays I don't think I really have a crush on her - it's more like a "trying to be closer friends with her" thing now. We sit across the aisle from each other in class these days and we share a few electives, so times are slightly better than back in ninth grade. People still tease us, I still get embarassed, but spending time with her makes me so happy. I'm always scared of being too annoying, but sometimes I can't help but share a few inside jokes with her so that it feels like I share something with her that others don't.
I don't ask for much, just for us to potentially grow closer. I hope that that day will come before we graduate in less than a year;v;
#rantover
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update: our seats got changed again today and I now sit in front of her! BUT next to me is one of the girls that I feel jealous of... Awkward. I literally can't make ANY conversation with her it's so bad wish me luck
0 likesthis is so specific but almost the same thing has happened to me
1 likeVera Shek i have a close friend who i’ve known for more than half my life, and we’ve always just kind of fit. she came out as a lesbian when we were thirteen, and nothing really changed about our friendship except that i started to realize that i might not have been straight either. and i was so afraid of her too. it’s so hard to explain, but i would be anxious and self-conscious and stutter whenever we spoke, and i was so embarrassed every time i said something stupid, and the more i thought about it the more it seemed like a crush. but i didn’t even know what a crush was supposed to feel like. it was an incredibly confusing time in my life. since then i have actually started identifying with asexuality which is something i feel much more connected to, and i have also been diagnosed with clinical anxiety. these days i’m pretty certain that my feelings for my friend were (and are) purely platonic and simply sprang out of anxiety, because when i look back, there was never any actual desire to be with her romantically, i was just inexplicably terrified of her.
1 likebut still, understanding of these emotions notwithstanding, they persist to this day. not as bad as they used to be, but MAN do i understand the jealousy and the guilt that comes with it. more than anything, i’m just afraid that i’m not enough for her to love as much as i love her, even in the platonic sense. and i Know it’s stupid because she obviously doesn’t think i’m dull or annoying when we’ve been friends for almost ten years. but it just hurts to perpetually be everyone’s third, fourth, fifth priority. because she has so many other people and i often feel like i have no one; because she makes me so happy and i’m afraid i could never do the same for her.
Vera Shek the one difference is that if people ever tried to ship us together i would feel physically nauseous and probably try to Escape hahahaha
1 likeThalia Peters omg hi! it’s great that you figured out how you feel about her!! it feels great to find someone who shares a similar experience:)))
0 likesThis is so beautiful. Can relate to it 100%.
7 likesI'm in love (I know it's probably not love since I'm "too young" but it feels that way) with a girl with a boyfriend. This song really helped me through with this "crush" and coming out to my family. I've told my grandma and aunt so far and plucking up the courage for my parents
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Jo Parks I hope it goes well! :)
0 likesThanks that means a lot.
0 likesI'm smiling like an idiot watching this!!!! Even thought Dodie is 10 years older then me I would totally to up to her if I see her and be like "Omg Your Dodie!!!" then start singing this to her and wait for her reaction !!!!
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I also cry watching this!!!
4 likesRainey Can Same!
0 likesthe young lesbians are taking over
1 likeYea boiiiiii
0 likesI wanna find that girl who will sings that to me
0 likes* ignore my name *
"am I allowed to look at her like that"
526 likesthat hits hard
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It does it really does
1 likeThat it does
3 likesAlso the lines "But to her, I taste of nothing at all"
15 likesSame. I dont see her very much but everytime she's around I can't help but look at her so much. Shes just so beautiful to look at, and makes me smile when shes around, at least knowing we're on the same room makes my day.
4 likesLike a fucking Semi truck
10 likes+This time I'm Ready To Run same. He's always kind of sassy jokingly and so when I'd say something funny sometimes he just looks at me kind of like "seriously" with a poker face and I always want to do that to him but he's just so cute that I can't help but smile/laugh
1 like@Adam Zugone Aww. That's cute :3
0 likesOk but why did this make me cry
0 likesYou have such a lovely voice and I listen to you as a lullaby 💕
7 likesI really like my ex-bestfriend. We used to be really good friends but we somehow just drifted apart. She knows I'm bi, and I think she knows I like her. But ever since she found out, she's always avoiding me. Like, if I'm already around her, she tries to act normal but I know she feels awkward around me now. We both love singing, and I love singing duets with her but now, she keeps on finding a way to reject me whenever I ask her about collaborating with me on my Youtube channel. She's always making excuses about being busy. I don't care that much about my crush right now, I just want my best friend back. I know that she's straight, and even if she wasn't: she's just not into me. And if I can't have her as my girlfriend, I at least want her back as my best friend...... or at least a good friend. Ugh what is my life....
0 likesthe "but to her i taste of nothing at all" strikes a nerve and it makes me want to cry. i am kind of in love with a certain girl but she's dating someone else and i am nothing more than a friend to her.
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Cassandra Walls god i can relate. im nothing and shes everything. shes my everything
6 likesshe means everything to me...
1 likeyeah...
0 likesand i smile when she turns to me and says the wonderful things she does with her boyfriend. and tears just prick at the corner of my eyes..
1 likeI relate so much 😑
0 likesI've just finished listening to the song for about the millionth time and I'm crying - mainly because of that line
0 likesThe actual music reminds me of Life is Strange <3
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And the polaroid pictures too.
11 likesOmg yes!
0 likesYeah it does
0 likesNow that you mention it, definitely!
0 likesOmg it does ;-;
0 likesI actually thought the exact same thing XD ( sigh Grammar... )
0 likesIKR!!!!
0 likesThe lyrics too if you think about it
1 likeI can relate, sadly...or happily ??
0 likesMy own she sent me a song then said "I dont feel like this too you lol" i felt heartbroken, not because she didnt like me, because she said lol. I love her so much and i put so much effort into saying the right things.
8 likesCan someone please make a mashup of this and 6/10 it'd be so beautiful
9 likesI loved you. And you knew, of course you knew. But fucking jesus you don't realise just how much. I desperatly I wanted to hold you and hear you ehisper it in my ear. You never knew how much it hurt to look at you and wish so deeply to kiss you and run. To kiss you and never come back because at least then I'd told you. At least then maybe I could've given you every single feeling in a single kiss. You don't know how heartbreaking it was to know that you'd never love me the same way and I know you never will but I still look at you longingly after all these years because you still smell like lemon grass and sleep and I hate you for doing this to me, but I love you so damn much
2 likesMe being someone who has no clue what her sexuality is but is probably gay finds this adorable and also slightly heart breaking. I have no idea what my orientation is but I'll find out soon...hopfully...
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I feel u
0 likesI'm kind of in the same spot. I know that I for sure am at least Bi but i feel more attracted to girls (like a lot more) but i would still date a guy if I really liked him. Ugh it confuses me
3 likesYeah
0 likesif you haven't seen her video i forgot when it was posted but it was way after this video, and she came out as bi<3
1 likeDon't worry if you don't know your sexuality yet, you shouldn't have to label yourself love who you love and be happy :)
6 likesI'm questioning as well we'll find out in time stay strong
1 likeI have the same problem,, I've been questioning for 2 months now and I still don't know. But I don't like labels; they're a lot of pressure; so I'm just kind of not having one right now.
1 likeI feel the exact same way, we'll do it together ❤️
0 likesI realised recently that I was pansexual and everything just felt amazing like all the questions that I had were just gone and everything was right and it all made sense and I seriously hope that one day you have that feeling
0 likesThank you so much. All of this support makes me feel a lot better about my situation. Getting these comments make my day and you have restored my faith in the YouTube comment section. Thank you :)
0 likesMyDigitalLife me too :(
0 likesIt's all right to not know what your sexuality is. You don't have to stress over the fact that you can't label yourself as bi or pan or gay or straight or demi or anything of that sort. In the end, you are you and you're allowed to fall in with with whoever you want to and that's what matters.
1 likeI love your profile picture
1 like@lol
0 likeswho, me?
No lmao +maybe_a_bean
0 likesVidhi Chaudhary SAMEE. I'm so confused all the time but I feel like I'm most likely gay? Like I'm in between knowing I'm gay and knowing nothing at all that describes my current situation so accurately
0 likesi just wish i can find my own gf now though. it's so painful waiting.
1 likeThere's so many crap songs on youtube that people can't see past because the artist is good looking
0 likessigh I Genuinely want to be friends with you
0 likesBruh this song hits so close to home
0 likesDUDEEEE I WATCHED THIS WHEN IT CAME OUT AND FORGOT AB IT THEN FEW YEARS LATER I RMBERED BUT I COULDNT FIND IT AND IM ONLY NOW FINDING IT AGAIN
0 likesYou know, this comment will never be read by the person I want to read it. He is a boy. I've always talked to him, I helped him with his girlfriend, and I've only acted like a friend. I don't want to lose our friendship. You have the most handsome brown curly hair. Your eyes are so pretty and I love their green glow. When you sing it is amazing and beautiful. I love you, and I have since the first play we ever did together. I'll continue to help you with other girls, and I'll never tell you how much I love you. But, I do
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I read it. And I'm so sorry. Don't worry buddy, things do get better. I promise. ❤️ Much love
0 likesI know this is weird but can we all name who we'd sing this to if we could?
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yes
1 likeJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing her name is Roxy for me.
1 likeJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing A girl called Amy
2 likesI don't want to say her name because I'm super paranoid that someone from my school will find it but her name begins with an S
6 likesLukeyousmellofmilk same XDDD
1 likeThis song cuz I'm in love with it
0 likesMaddie <3
0 likeskayla smh
0 likesi meant another girl named kayla not u, @Kayla Kat
0 likesJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing xandriah
0 likesJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing the first girl I loved called Jamie
0 likesJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing sure, id sing this to Fleur :3
0 likesim late but her name is katie sigh shes so amazing
1 likeJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing Her name's Molly for me sigh
0 likesJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing Her name is Jaden and she is one of my closest friends
0 likesCecília sjdksjks it's been like 5 fuckin years that I'm in love with her but I still can't find the courage to tell her... and she is staight so... yeah, life is like this
5 likesA girl called brigitte
0 likesUgh Anahli. God I'm in love with her.
0 likesJamie Myrick-Duckett Cubing
5 likesMy best friend. She has no idea how I feel, but I sent this to her in the hopes the penny would drop. It hasn't. I'm scared to tell her, I don't want to lose her.
Sofie
1 likeNatalie :)
0 likessammy
0 likesFleur
0 likesI would have sung that to my best friend, Anna, I had crush on for 6 years, but I told her and now we're dating ^_^
6 likesKlára Němcová aww <3
0 likesit's weird coming back to this since the girl I commented (sammy) is now my girlfriend and I love her so much
14 likesEmma Jade aww that's awesome <3
0 likesSophia, maybe i'm not totally in love with her, but she does mean everything to me. I love her, as a friend.
1 likeGenericPhangirl Claire. Straight, me, Demisexual. I love her.
1 likeSofia. We like eachother a lot and I really feel like she's the one for me but she lives on the other side of the world. She smells like lemongrass and I took a lot of polaroid pictures of her
2 likesher names Alexis. I don't know if i like her like that but i'm trying to figure it out. but she's great and I think of her while listening to this song.
0 likesi won't say her name, but she is beautiful, on the inside and outside, she's so unbelievably gorgeous and she really means everything to me
1 likeAlina 💚
1 likeGenericPhangirl Lee-Ann... Goddammit even her fucking name makes me cry...
1 likeErin. She's so perfect (if she somehow sees this i will probably cry)
0 likesSammy Lester I'm so sorry
0 likesSammy Lester I understand why you're upset and I'm so sorry. But don't blame yourself you didn't do anything wrong and that's actually beautiful how you think of her <3
1 likeHaley
0 likesCarolyn
0 likesSame person, Moos, Jamy, Jahmilia, Milly
0 likesAimée
0 likesAdelynn
0 likesLoïs. If only the person you're crushing on was me
0 likesYep :(
0 likesGenericPhangirl oh god I'd sing it to "her" I've got a massive crush and have for a year. I wanna ask her out so bad and I'm actually in love with her. She's my former best friend but we drifted apart, I love her.
0 likesNeave.
0 likesGenericPhangirl Julie, even though we are still dating and I know this song is mostly for exes. I love her with all of my heart and she tastes of apple juice and peach to me
1 likeI actually got this sent to me. This girl said "I got a song for you, it is really cute and super gay" she is bisexual, I am lesbian or bi, don't know yet. Only problem is that I really like this girl even tho she lives on the other side of the world. And not sure if she meant this or just thought it was cute.
3 likesGenericPhangirl I'd sing this to my best friend, I won't mention her name because she is on YouTube a lot and we pretty much watch the same youtubers, but she means everything to me. And I'm just a good friend to her. She is bisexual as well, but she is in a relationship with a guy who treats her like garbage. I wish I could tell her my feelings without ruining our friendship
1 likeAlyssa, she's bi and I'm bi too. We talk over the internet in a group chat, and she looks at me nothing more than a good friend. Sadly, I'm too shy to ever pick up a convo with her in private, so I never made a move. Over time she got in a relationship with another girl called Xylenne and the most thing that hurt was, Xy was also a very good friend of mine plus she was in our group chat. It hurt so much to read how everyone shipped them and how in love with eachother they were.
1 likeMy internet friend, Cat. She keeps me the most company and I'm so happy when I text her. I wish we weren't so far away.
0 likesavery
0 likesngân. she was my best friend for 4 years and i got a real bad crush on her, but when high school started she stopped answering my texts, so i stopped sending them.
0 likesal
0 likesEmaile
0 likesJessica
0 likesGenericPhangirl destiny
0 likessame tho
0 likesher name is Rory, and she's my best friend
0 likesmy best friend (and ex girlfriend) Katherine
1 likeHer name is Gracie and I love her so much and she's dating me as of now but I don't think she actually loves me ;-;
1 likeGenericPhangirl I guess I could.. my EX, Kayla... She wouldn't take me back even if she heard me sing this.
0 likesSpainexperiment my family
0 likesaudrey
0 likesmy crush
0 likesSpainexperiment This amazing and beautiful girl names Kelsey :)
0 likesSpainexperiment Amara 😞
0 likesEmily.
0 likesConnor
0 likesSpainexperiment Hannah
0 likesBridget
0 likesI'd sing this to one of my exs. She's happy and I'm still in love with her.
0 likesSpainexperiment dodie
0 likesa girl named kiera
0 likesSol.
0 likesemma
0 likesAngelique
0 likeslili
0 likesSpainexperiment Mikayla :))
0 likesSpainexperiment My parents as a coming out song, maybe Rhiannon
0 likesI would sing this to a girl at my school named faith.
0 likesher name's kirsten and god she means the world to me
0 likesSpainexperiment Megan...who sent this video to me so hopefully she doesn't see this comment
0 likesSpainexperiment I would sing this everyday to my incredible Elliot, who means everything to me.
0 likesI'm still figuring out my sexuality but I think I have a crush on a girl called Imi, I'm pretty sure I love her but I've never done this before. This is hard and confusing...
1 likeMegan. This one's for her.
1 likeSammy D about 2 years ago...
0 likes*cries in lesbian*
3 likesI’m a lesbian (prefer pronouns they them) and I have a crush on a childhood friend but I think she’s straight :(
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1 like"i watched this in 2015 for the first time"