My She was my long-time best friend and my first real crush. She’s sadly the straightest person I’ve ever met in my life, and she never found out about my feelings towards her, and likely doesn’t even know I’m Bi at all. The first time I was ever open about liking a girl was in the comments section for a dodie song, I believe it was sick of losing soulmates, and the girl I was talking about was my She. I tried to find it today, but I got no luck. Maybe I deleted it in fear that she’d somehow find the video and see what I had written. Either way, this song perfectly encapsulates how I felt when I realized I had feelings for her, and it shakes me to my core even now.


I'm sobbing thiS is actually the cutest song I've ever heard and I just want to sing it to the girl I love why does everything have to be so complicated ughghgiutjfn (you can tell I'm a very emotional person...)


i guess im the only boy listening to this.<br> this song is so beautiful

i guess im the only boy listening to this.
 this song is so beautiful


'She' is my best friend and I wouldn't trade what we have for anything


yall, im i can relate<br> to this sm holy wow

yall, im i can relate
 to this sm holy wow


I don't think I've ever had goosebumps for the duration of a whole song before this is BEAUTIFUL

You're very welcome! This may well be my favourite song of yours.... <3

aw that's such a lovely thing to say! Thank you <3


dude I cried to this song so many fucking times during 6th grade because I was scared to tell my dad I was gay ✌😔


I literally just went out and bought apple juice because of this song.


I’m not gay but this relates to a guy I really liked but he barely knew I existed


oh god im so bi and this makes me so happy. I end up in tears every time I listen to this. My parents think that I'm "confused" about my sexuality at such a young age. But i know that i like guys and girls. so this means alot to me. so i know i might be a little late with this but i just want to thank you dodie<br>~Felicity

oh god im so bi and this makes me so happy. I end up in tears every time I listen to this. My parents think that I'm "confused" about my sexuality at such a young age. But i know that i like guys and girls. so this means alot to me. so i know i might be a little late with this but i just want to thank you dodie
~Felicity

I hate the "you're just confused", "it's just a phase" stuff. For me, I'm not sure what my sexuality is, but I've started thinking something like panromantic asexual?? Meh I'm still figuring it out... definitely asexual but not aromantic😊it's fine for me - I would accept being called confused about my sexuality right now 😂

My parents think it's a phase. But no, I'm Pan and agenderflux. I know it.

TheClicheYoutubers same here. My parents think its something ithink, but i know😔

TheClicheYoutubers you are very strong. You can get through this and good luck 😊

TrashCan Thank you so much that makes me very happy I haven't had the best day and reading that with someone on my side makes me happy so thank you

TheClicheYoutubers you are not confused just confident🏳🌈❤

same, I think I might have a crush on a girl which made me realize I was bi, my mom said I was just confused but I'm not I know where I stand on who I might like and gender isn't a factor


I thought that I had found my ‘She’ but I was foolish and too young to understand that we were just friends. I had made the whole thing up, she didn’t kiss me because she liked me. She kissed me because she could, because she knew I would let her. And at first I was sad, then I was angry, but now it’s not that big of a deal. I wish she wasn’t my first kiss because she didn’t deserve it, but there’s not much I can do about that now. Now she is just a memory, one that I won’t forget because for awhile she meant everything to me.


me crying to this song when i have a gf and i assume she likes me back


so I have a massive crush on my best friend. she's bi and I'm getting kinda mixed signals and I'm too scared to do anything so instead imma cry to this


SO HAPPY this song is FINALLY getting the attention is deserves. one of the first dodie songs i heard a few years back.


This is just so cute song💗🎀🌸💖 today my bff just telled me that she is lesbian. I think I’m falling in love


Does anyone remember a fan music video that came out for this version of She? It was done within a year of the song being released, Dodie even commented on it. It started out with two girls in a bookshop, later on they walk on the sidewalk together, they go to one girl’s house and they kiss and stop; later on they text about it and one girl has feelings and the other wants to be just friends so the first girl is crying in her bed and turns out the light. Does anyone know where to find this video??? I can’t find it anywhere and I’d love to watch it again :(


I downloaded and every 2 minutes I listen to your talk in the end.☹😂


Coming back to this video after realising I'm bisexual makes this so much more emotional and hit me so much more than the last time I watched it. Thank you Dodie for helping me come to terms with my sexuality and being an angel in general.

RowanInTheRain Same for me. I'm actually in love with my best friend, and we are planning to have a stronger relationship. I'm still trying to tell my mom im lesbian, but she has never really accepted it. Every time someone gay walks by she says something negative about them. I'm working on it tho, and things are getting better.

RowanInTheRain thanks that sounds a lot like me! I am very akward rn because my mum found a blog post i wrote and is now questioning me loads. thanks anyway!

Anna p hey it's cool to be confused about it, trust me I was for bloody years. You might want to consider the possibility that you might be heteroflexible  - primarily and vastly straight but you can start to like a person of the same gender on the rare occasion ❤

RowanInTheRain I have just figured in the last day or 2 that I have a crush on a girl but I am straight!?! I am so confused😢


My she

We met a little over a year ago when I went and shadowed at what would be my new school (if you don’t know shadowing is where you go to the school for a day to meet your classmates before you actually start going there officially)
Anyways, she was really nice to me and I immediately got a crush on her. I thought about her the whole summer and I was delighted when I saw her on the first day of school. We became friends within the first couple weeks of school and I expected my feelings for her to go away, but they didn’t. They got stronger till it was too much to handle and I was head over heals in love with her. So I told her, she didn’t love me back. After that she got a boyfriend who I developed a passionate hatred for. To this day I wish I could stab him or something just to get my revenge on him for taking the girl I loved. Anyways, after she said she didn’t like me I started to myself and wonder why I wasn’t good enough for her. It was basically just a bunch of torment for a few months but I loved her too much to give up. Fast forward to February, we were on an overnight field trip and I was sharing a bed with her. We started messing around as a joke. It went kinda like this
Me: Haha what would you do if I licked you?
Her: hah nothing
It went back and forth kinda like that for a few minutes till this happened
Me: what would you do if I kissed you?
Her: nothing
Then we leaned In to kiss each other but before our lips touched I said “did you really think we were gonna kiss?” She said no but recently She told me that’s the only time I’ve ever made her cry because she actually did wanna kiss me. I wanted to kiss her too but I guess I was just too fucking dense to take a hint. After that she broke up with her boyfriend (I still hate him though) and I had kinda given up at that point. Nothing exciting has happened after the whole kiss thing, except for the everyday pain of loving her but her not loving me back. It’s been over a year now and I’m still in love with her, the only difference is that now I’m ready to move on.
She still means everything to me


according to a friend, she liked me back. i was so excited to tell her how i felt but she got a boyfriend :,)

Ooof-<br>That's sad that happened to me too 🙃

Ooof-
That's sad that happened to me too 🙃


to my "she"
(I've kinda got three so let's wrap this up)

She's sad, a lot. I try to help, it works. She's got these yellow eyes I could look at forever. I liked her for over 5 months, I was kinda glad when I lost it though. It was weirdly painful to like her, since I knew she'd never like me back and nothing could happen between us, we're too young.

She's got long curly hair, smells of fruit... maybe it's the number of hair products she uses. I cried over her once, it was weird, but I didn't mind. She moved though. We still keep in touch, she calls me "Waifuu/Wifey", it's cute. No homo tho... unless.. ;w;

I've known her for... 11 years? We liked each other once. She was my "gay awakening," lmao. I never really tell her how much I love her as a friend, she's got really thin hair and freckles everywhere and she's really pretty. She's also got this weirdly funny sense of humor, I don't know why I find it funny but she's hilarious.

That was sappy jesus-


i told her i liked her.

she loves me as a friend.

i dont know what I'm doing wrong. no one ever likes me back :(


I don't think have what I'd call a "Crush" on my she. I don't get blushy around her, and I'm not embarrassed. But... She is beautiful. She's sweet, and small, and artistic. I love holding her hand, and hanging out with her and hugging her, and she's the only one I will give piggy backs. She's really awesome and I never get tired of hanging around her. She's just... Amazing.

It’s exactly the same for me but I don’t think she likes me back and we have been best friends since Kindergarten and I don’t want to ruin our friendship by telling her ( plus I am still closeted).

I'm exactly like this with my she but once this school year started she kinda stopped talking to me and i was so sad because she helped me so much and we would stay up to late at night talking about our problems with each other and she would sit on my lap and we would hold hands and snuggle and hug all the  time i really miss that i miss talking to her and holding her hand and hugging her.


She, my she is my girlfriend. She has brown hair and dark brown eyes. Her freckles cluttered along her face, all of them looking like you dotted them with a small paintbrush, so perfect. She smells like the way soft pillows look. I can't describe it. But there's another she, who has brow hair as well; but lighter. Her eyes brown too, but they just look so, alive. No freckles in sight. Just tan, slightly bumpy skin. She smells like Champaign and red wine. Her voice is so exaggerated. Shes so- sure of herself.  Except this she.. She is my best friend. We used to just sit and chat for hours on end, going on long walks in the rain, I can still remember the smell of those days, the misty smell of pavement and wet dirt. We would go around our blocks on our rollerblades and bikes. Just having fun going up and down the huge hill that seperated the two. But then my girlfriend asked me out, I said yes since I thought I liked her- but I don't. I like the the one with the eyes that you get lost in, the one that goes on and on about how I need more self confidence and how I'm worthy of it. Not the one that never says I'm beautiful back, or that she loves me. My real she, means everything to me.


I JUST WANT TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO A CUTE GIRL


i miss my highschool “she” we fell out though :(


I'm kind of going through something and this song is like exactly how I feel like ugh I love it!


i love your song i know that i am not a big proson in this world but thats just means that you get one more like in this vid i love you and your work


a poem for my girlfriend

you remind me of stories,
like the ones before bed,
the sweet, happy endings,
and the ones that fill my head.

you remind me of purple,
a deep violet amethyst,
a mystical, magical, starry night,
and many of the most beautiful things to exist.

you remind me of autumn,
and the crunch of the leaves,
the sharp, windy weather,
warmed up by the now auburn trees.

you remind me of english,
sitting at the back,
my favourite teacher talking,
teaching my very favourite class.

you remind me of cuddles,
and watching movies,
like a warm, cosy blanket,
and my favourite hoodies.

but really it’s the opposite,
because they remind me of you,
they’re some of my favourite things,
but then i guess you are too.

i love you <3 :))


My "she" is one of my best friends. I've decided the next time i see her i will tell her how I feel. We've been flirting for months now and its time to act on it. We get along so well and even though we come from different backgrounds have so much in common. She makes me so happy and is so easy to talk to. I feel like I can tell her anything and she won't judge me. She is tall and has beautiful dark brown hair. She smells so sweet almost like roses with the laugh of an angel. Ill edit what happens when I tell her.. wish me luck <3

Edit: I confessed to her and she said she loves me but wants to just be friends. :(


I have commented on this before, but I can't find it right now.<br>I love this, it's so warm despite the sadness <3. x

I have commented on this before, but I can't find it right now.
I love this, it's so warm despite the sadness <3. x

+Beckie Jane Brown I know exactly what you mean c:

+Beckie0 The song makes it sound like she loves being in love, even if she can never act on it...sad and beautiful. <3


Am I allowed to look at her like that?
Could it be wrong
When she's just so nice to look at?

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me

Oh, oh
I'd never tell
No, I'd never say a word
And oh, it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me

Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh
Oh-oh (ooh, ooh), ooh-oh

And I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
'Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
And she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a Polaroid picture
And she...
Means everything to me
Yes, she means everything to me
She means everything to me


Almost 5 years later and 5 million views 🙌


My dearest She,<br>You will never find out about my feelings because my parents are so homophobic :)

My dearest She,
You will never find out about my feelings because my parents are so homophobic :)


I don't know if I'm in love with my "she". Her bright blue eyes, soft skin, and kind smile. Her cute nose, delicate yet strong hands. I almost never stop thinking about her and that's no exaggeration. She's the reason I'm up at midnight writing love letters. I'm unknowingly being around her more than my best friend. Her hugs are the most amazing feeling ever. Her sense of humor is just so lively and I'm beeming like an idiot after every interaction with her. I don't know if I'm "in love" but I do think I love her

Ella Beckler nah bro you’re in love with her


the little clips in her hair. her necklaces. her rings. the ring I gave her that she still wears. her hair. her laugh. her humour. her passion. her intellect. her.
"and ill be okay, admiring from a far"
"but to her, i taste like nothing at all"


Oh my GOD I just wanna give her a damn HUG. Like I wanna do something to show her that she means everything to me. I wanna cuddle on the couch while watching shitty movies and laughing about random shit. BUT IM TOO MUCH OF A COWARD TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE UGHGJBHJHHHFG I HATE IT HERE


My she has been my best friend since 2016, i liked her since middle school, we're both now out of school. I hated her for a moment because she got with my ex boyfriend, the feelings went away for a few months but came straight back. I was in a poly relationship with her but was still too shy to even cuddle her.
I wish i kissed her another time, i wish i held her, i wish i told her i loved her.
Feelings for her leave for a moment, but they always come back. I talked to her on the phone for two hours last night about my break up, she comforted me. I wanted to tell her i still love her but i was too afraid to.
She smells like lavender and how it smells before it storms.
Her smile lights up a room, and her laugh makes me flustered.
She always tucks in her shirt and wears these pale purple adidas.
I so badly just want to run my hands through her soft faded pink hair.
But she likes someone else, ill never have a chance.

Update, i told her about my feelings for her. She feels the same way:)


I love how she still has her accent when she sings.

ADELE i was blown away been i heard her talk?? i thought she was from the south (in the us) lmao

Mel Wye doesn't everyone have their accent when they sing?


My she is a gentle fighter. She gives the warmest hugs, and smiles at my silliness. She learns to fight to keep fit, her fists wrapped as she is drenched in sweat. But my god is she wonderful. She records me as I stupidly swim in a lake in springtime, laughing and wrapping me up in a towel as I shiver. Her purple hair poofs as we spin on the dance floor, and as we sway to the beat of the slow song. She laughs when I pout that I can't be taller than her in my heels and She drags me along the hiking path in March when we get lost, following the maps that lead us back to our car. Her sweet smile widens when we watch our favorite tv shows together, and read horror stories that make me jump. Her talent with a sewing machine and fabric makes beautiful creations covered in stars or jewels that make me look at her in wonder. She was sun that provided my moon life. And I thank the lucky stars in our galaxy that we are dating, because She means everything to me.


I'm not gay, and I'm not even a girl, but this song still has a special place in my heart


after a lifetime of falling for straight girls, the only bisexual girl i confessed to didn't like me at all ;-;


I'll never see my 'she' again. She came to a street dance class I'm in as a one off but we shared nothing more than a few smiles. :(


i’m just gonna share my story since everyone else is.<br>i recently started a new school and eventually i started getting a liking to my best friend, but then she showed me a picture of her crush and we grew apart. then, suddenly, everyone started shipping me with different girl. we never liked each other at the start, she found me annoying. but, in a week, we started to attach to each other. guess who i’m dating now? C:

i’m just gonna share my story since everyone else is.
i recently started a new school and eventually i started getting a liking to my best friend, but then she showed me a picture of her crush and we grew apart. then, suddenly, everyone started shipping me with different girl. we never liked each other at the start, she found me annoying. but, in a week, we started to attach to each other. guess who i’m dating now? C:


My she is the crush I had 4 years ago & now I feel like I am 16 again.


i ain’t even gay but this song is y’all national anthem and i am absolutely HERE to support👁👅👁✨


Years can come and go and always be back at the momento we were happy even tho happiness is a sad song


I go to an all girls school and I just came out to my 2 best friends from that school as bisexual. I was inspired by this song to tell them. Thank you dodie


my fellow wlws crying at this song... love u


i feel a little out of place here cuz im a closeted trans guy but im head over heels for my She and She kissed me back in february and i miss her so much. she's still heart broken over her last relationship so i respect that and im letting her make the moves and stuff but i really like her. like a lot.


Beacuse of girls like you I’m bi ✨☁💛💫🌙🌱🌻⭐🌟💜🏵☀🧸🌆🌄🌅🌇 Becaose you are BEAUTIFUL and TALENTED

𖦹ˢᵃˢʰ•-•ˢˡᵘˢʰʸ𖦹


Oh don't mind me crying on my bed and wishing I could meet Dodie to tell her how much her music has helped me


My boyfriend send me this.. be right back crying


She was openly not straight
I hated the now boy she liked, and I still don't think he's too great

She taught me to be me
By just smiling and helping me to be

She helped me stand
By holding out her hand

She helps me to keep myself alive
And helps me want to survive

She smells like all my favorite things
But it always kind of stings

She loves like how I always need
But she's the only person I don't know how to read

She makes me want to live to see her smile
And makes me want to stick around for a while

She was the last person I was around
Before the world turned upside-down

She means everything to me
If only, that, she could see


hella late but

she smells like burnt coffee and paint
she tastes like candy and grapes
you would find her in a corner drawing quietly
and she, means everything to me

(she really does taste like candy and grapes. it’s lovely)


she smells like lavender and rain
she tastes like summer nights and autumn days
you would find her 'neath a spotlight on a stage
and she means everything to me


'She' is my best friend and we've been best friends for 3 years.  I found out I liked her 1 year ago but I tried to repress it because she's straight but the feelings were/are getting stronger.  But recently she's more 'friendlier' to me like saying I'm cute and stuff and she said she's questioning her sexuality which gives me a little hope.  But even if she likes girls she probably wouldn't like me cause whenever we joke about being in a relationship she says ew and a bit little of hope dies inside me but I hide it by laughing.  But I still love her (as a friend.)  I'll never tell her how I feel cause I'm too scared and it would probably ruin our friendship.  Anyways thanks for wasting your time reading this :) ✌

Jiminiepabo awh I know how you feel... it’s crushing when they don’t even know they’re hurting you and just think they’re being funny. Be my friend lol


One of my best friends just sent this too me. Last week she told me she liked me. I’m straight. I thought she was joking and I laughed. I’m so sorry.


We m going to put my she out there, no may ever notice this comment but I’ll write in nonetheless. She has the prettiest I’ve ever seen, they’re pale green like stripes on a peppermint. She was in my French class, we did a group project togethe and had this joke that we were dating. Slowly, I stared to fall for her.  She is like if the song hey there Delilah was a person. She would doodle cartoons of the kids in our class and show them to me. But I had no chance, she was straight, until she came out as bi. It all changed, she would touch my face, tell me I’m pretty. I was ready to follow her anywhere I was going to ask her out. I went to her house and we did nothing but talk and laugh for five hours! I was ready to shoot my shot. And then she got a girlfriend. I was broken, I still am, my Delilah would never be “my” Delilah. That’s where I am now, thanks for reading 💕


I tried to tell my she how i was feeling
We don't talk anymore

I tried to tell my _she_ how i was feeling
We don't talk anymore


i wanna tell her but i can’t she’s my best friend she’s all i have she’s my everything even if i would tell her she wouldn’t feel the same and it sucks i wish i could tell her that her laugh makes me get butterflies in my stomach the way she smiles makes me feel warm inside whenever she’s not paying attention is when she looks the prettiest she doesn’t even try everyone likes her i have no chance i wish i could tell her that the way she walks is adorable when she does her baby voice i space out every time she giggles is like a melody the way she sits like she’s the only person alive and when she lays her head on my shoulder my heart tells me to kiss her forehead and hold her hand but i can’t i just can’t


I just told one of my best friends that i am bi! Feels good man

Corstal Congratulations! I just told my friend the other day I'm bi as well! It does feel good tho, like a weight lifted off my shoulders.


Am I the only one who remembers the version of this song dodie sang with dottie? Why can't I find that anywhere? It was my favourite version cause it sounded even gayer <3


I come back to this song when I get sad that my internalized homophobia stops me from coming out to my religious homophobic parents....I just want to find love without fear of going to a conversion camp.


She was my everything. My right and wrong. My rules and regulation. She was the world and I was a fly. She was every decision and every option. She changed, I changed and I realised that she was wrong. Now she is a monster that is shout are you still in there?!


Hello people who are coming back to this song for the memories
I have a story

\Mabey TW?/

A young girl who has never heard of the LGBTQA+ community before comes along this song while crying in her room.
She listens for a while on repeat. She has now been introduced to dodie.
Not only did this calm her down, but she relized she liked boys and girls!
Whenever this girl would have a bad day she would always turn on her music and it would help!
Few years later she gets diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
The only thing she knew to help was dodie. Her music was like serotonin to her. Dodie has helped her for so long.
Her music was the only thing keeping her going. Whenever she wanted to give up, she just turned on dodies music and she would remember something worth living for. Dodie basically saved her life..

..
...
..

Its me

Im that girl

If you are having troubles like this please call a hotline loves ♡

Hello people who are coming back to this song for the memories
I have a story

\Mabey TW?/

A young girl who has never heard of the LGBTQA+ community before comes along this song while crying in her room.
She listens for a while on repeat. She has now been introduced to dodie.
Not only did this calm her down, but she relized she liked boys and girls!
Whenever this girl would have a bad day she would always turn on her music and it would help!
Few years later she gets diagnosed with anxiety and depression.
The only thing she knew to help was dodie. Her music was like serotonin to her. Dodie has helped her for so long.
Her music was the only thing keeping her going. Whenever she wanted to give up, she just turned on dodies music and she would remember something worth living for. Dodie basically saved her life..

..
...
..

Its me

*Im that girl*

If you are having troubles like this please call a hotline loves ♡


I fell for a straight girl. I confessed. She said we should stay friends because she didn't feel the same way. She acts like it never happened but idk... I am so confused. She gets really close and touches me, does things she never did before when I hadn't confessed.

This song has helped me before and after confessing. Before, I realized I liked a girl. I realized I was bi.
After, I realized that, yes, she is straight but I am not alone and there are many other fish in the sea, I just wish these mixed signals would stop :/


Mine has short dark hair a spunky personality, striking blue eyes , flirty  she wears wears skinny jeans and old tees and looks stunning when she dresses up she smells like returning to home after a long trip and laughs at all my jokes


My she, I told her I liked her last night she said she does not think she is at a point for liking people right now and I understand but it hurts so bad.<br>She In fact does taste exactly like birthday cake story time and fall and to her I taste of nothing at all. To my she I wish you nothing but happiness

My she, I told her I liked her last night she said she does not think she is at a point for liking people right now and I understand but it hurts so bad.
She In fact does taste exactly like birthday cake story time and fall and to her I taste of nothing at all. To my she I wish you nothing but happiness


this song hurts me, but not because of reason most people have described. you see, i am indeed gay and have fallen for straight people, but this song means something different for me. this song perfectly captures what it feels like to love someone that doesn’t love you back. the feeling of knowing that no matter how much you care about someone, they’ll never care about you in return.


Am I allowed to look at her like that
Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
(Oh)
I'd never tell
No I'd never say a word
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
She smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
Oh, you would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
and I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake, and storytime, and fall
But to her I taste of nothing at all
And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me
Yes she means everything to me
She means everything to me.
(Lyrics :>)


I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR MONTHS AND YOUR VOICE IS JUST SO DELICATE, SOFT AND SWEET AND I LOVE IT AND THE LYRICS REMIND ME SO MUCH OF MY FUCKING CRUSH AAAAA


"But to her I taste like nothing at all" OUCH


Does anyone know what guitar she's playing in this video?


I feel oddly out of place here with the fact that i'm really hoping that my she is hetero. like bro, wtf am i doing here with my heterosexual relationships..


Dear crush, I love you. You are my whole entire world. I seriously love you. You are my first love. I just wanna hold you in my arms forever and ever. Dear em I love you forever and ever no matter what happens. Love,L


After listening to this for the millionth time, I've finally realised how well this describes my current relationship with me and my ex


"Am I allowed to look at her like that?" Ksnsjsjs hits me hard cuz I'm closeted


She smells like coconut and flowers.
She tastes like lemonade and clouds.
You could find her in an abandoned building.
But to her I taste of nothing at all.


used to have a crush, but that died out really quick. She was bi which reassured me but we just had nothing in common which made me realize i didn’t like her as much as i thought. I just don’t want to be so lonely, but at the same time i know i still have to work on myself before someone else could actually love me. I’m not totally sure what to do, but maybe once i’m in better shape i’ll try things out again and find my “her”. It’s better than the “no one” i have at the moment.


She giggles on the worst day
She’s cherry chapstick and baggy sweaters
She’s vanilla and fresh baked cookies
She’s the calm after a storm and the rain after a rainbow
Shes a hug on a cold day
She’s a sweatshirt stealer and her smile lights up my day
She’s the best girlfriend I could ask for


I have a "she" in mind right now she is beautiful, talented, funny and just lovely. I love her with all my heart but I'm to scared not only to come out but also to ask her she knows I like her after my friend told her I'm not mad just a little sad it wasn't exactly how I wanted to tell her. I have rumers going around about me being lesbian and I'm sure they will die down but I still love her and hope one day we can sort it out because I don't want to loose her. 💙💜

I forgot I wrote this but to anyone who may care even a little bit. I moved school recently and I relized how much I miss her and need her. I plan on asking her out in person this weekend and I really hope she says yes. Wish me luck! 😂


i wish my 'she' liked me back.. <br>that would actually be nice

i wish my 'she' liked me back..
that would actually be nice


she was never meant to mean this much to me.


i have this crush, i think shes two years older than me, she gives me hugs, and she says that she loves me! omfg, i think i have a girlfriend, h
YAY
oh also, her hair smells beautiful

i have this crush, i think shes two years older than me, she gives me hugs, and she says that she loves me! omfg, i think i have a girlfriend, *h*
*YAY*
oh also, her hair smells beautiful


Still can't believe that this song came out 6 years ago!


A lot of these comments are ppl falling for a straight girl, for me it's falling for a bi girl and only now realizing I may like her more that I "should" but how can I say anything when her last homosexual relationship went tits up and i don't want to loose her even if it means never telling her the truth


To u. I’m sure I taste like nothing at all.
But it’s magical feeling this way for u.
It sometimes feels good to hurt becuase to love someone with so much love to give even though they don’t love u back is liberating. It makes me feel alive.

The days it really hurts are bad. But as I am reminded that we are meant to be and even if we are far apart u are a big part of my life.
The days the knife digs deep and I can feel it in my chest I tell myself odd things to console my hurting. I know I am worthy of u. Heck I’m outta ur league (true) and to know the only reason u probably don’t love me isn’t me, it’s u, is really re assuring.
These days however. That glimmer of hope of us being together, it’s fading and the hurting is more and more. I don’t mind because I knew you wouldn’t love me and was prepared for nothing at all to happen ever but believe me when I say I wish with all my heart u felt the same way.


okay, so i know i’m a little bit late here, but i want to share a story about my she. i really liked her still do. i think. and my friend also did. the friend doesn’t know i like her. and i’m trying to encourage her and my she. i’m trying my hardest because i still don’t think i can accept the fact that this is happening. and that really freaking sucks.


She liked me too but neither of us said anything.

Now She has a girlfriend, and it's not me.


I’m straight but who cares bc this song is just fucking beautiful


My she asked me to her homecoming dance with her instead of her boyfriend...and we slowdanced together..for like 8.3 seconds. but it was still magical for me. She knows im homeschooled, and so i told her that i would probably never get to go to a dance..so she used a pickup line from my favorite show to ask me to her dance..and i obviously gladly accepted. We have the same taste in music, the same humor, our parents have been friends since highschool...she is a cheerleader and im an artist/musician, and..all of this sweet stuff that i like talking about but is irrelevant. back to the other thing. i knew that i had feelings for her when i met her, but...i didn't exactly know if that was because she was actually interacting with me and i was in awe, or if it was because i actually had a full blown crush on her.

But, i knew for a fact that i liked liked her after one moment. she had asked me to be in the towns Halloween parade with her, and i said yes. well, on our way there, she was doing my cat makeup for me in the car. the way she just gently touched my face with her soft hands, and i just starred into her sugar blue eyes, everything else blurred and i didn't even know how to react to it all. it was such a unfamiliar but fantastic feeling. And we marched together, throwing out candy, and she actually helped me with my social anxiety. there were loads of people but because she was there, i didnt feel anything but bliss. Funny Enough, her last name is Doty, pronounced like dodie. And well, my last name is rose..i like to call her doty, and she calls me rose. i love it. shortly after homecoming she broke up with her boyfriend..
and i guess i could say i had a window of opportunity. But sadly..i was too scared. i was to insecure about myself..thinking about all the things that could go wrong. And now she has another guy. im happy for her though, because im her best friend, and i just want her to be happy.


Im gonna try and learn this song on my guitar but change the words to he is that alright?


I really love this song but I’m not gay. When I listen to this song I just think of my best friend but I don’t like her like that. When dodie says “and she...means everything to me” that’s just how I like to think of it but not in a gay way ( btw I’m not against gay ppl I actually think it’s really cool)


<b>when you have a crush on a girl and a boy at the same time.</b> IM NOT EVEN BI IM PAN

*when you have a crush on a girl and a boy at the same time.* IM NOT EVEN BI IM PAN


I'm jealous of everyone in this comment section- like HOW ARE YOU DATING YOUR CRUSH WHO'S YOUR BEST FRIEND AAAAAAAHHHHHHH >:CCCC D:<

Hey, there's literally BILLIONS of people out there, you'll find your one, take risks, love and be kind.


Since this song came out I on and off listen to it but still am so confused about my sexuality I think I’m bi or at least bi curious but could never explore anything with girls no one would support me


Me and my crush are going to A DANCE TOGETHER AHH I JUST WANNA SCREAM AND KISS HERRRRR :0


So I've been in a crazy place in my life recently.. all full of stress and stuff<br>& just came across your sweet videos (they've really helped) and I just want to say thanks for putting your lovely self out here. You're amazing ^-^ Keep doing what you're doing :D<3

So I've been in a crazy place in my life recently.. all full of stress and stuff
& just came across your sweet videos (they've really helped) and I just want to say thanks for putting your lovely self out here. You're amazing ^-^ Keep doing what you're doing :D<3


My She is someone I met at the beginning of school and never really noticed. She was cool and that was it. My she was a girl who wore oversized shirts and hated her haircut. She was short and shy and quiet and tried to be invisible yet I seemed to see her more and more. I would notice her coming out of the cafeteria and my heart would skip a beat. We were added to the same Hamilton group chat and found that we had a lot in common, especially music wise. We started texting, mostly about Hamilton or some other song that we loved. She had an operation to remove her appendix and went out of school. Last year I went to the DND club and found her sitting opposite me. When you see someone every day you don’t notice all the small changes, but now I did. Her hair had grown out and her eyes shone and she was so confident. She no longer hid at the back of her friendship group, but led, and she said a little hello each time we passed in the corridors. She was more forthcoming about herself and I heard her voice, which was gorgeous  I learnt more about her love for acting and her family and everything I knew and saw just strengthened my feelings for her. I was also pretty sure she wasn’t straight, and everyone I knew who knew her felt the same way. We’re in a Drama production together, and just before Christmas, we were sat together, her, me, and a couple of our mutual friends. One was talking about how he was trans and yet people thought them transphobic, and I told them about being bi and my Catholic side of the family(why I haven’t come out to that many people) and she said how her family would be fine with her not being straight...but she is. (Off-topic, another was raised with the hope that she was gay, but she’s straight too). So, yeah. She’s straight. My she perfectly imperfect, with a long pointy nose and a deep voice and expressive eyes and God I should be trying to get over her, but I can’t.


this song sounds like a wattpad fluff story


she smells like soda pop and jeans
she tastes like happiness and pink
oh you would find her
in a modeling poster
and she
means everything to me..
-
but she doesn't like me like that. and she's dating someone else.


2 years ago I watched this video and thought 'wow i would totally go gay for this girl oh my god'

And now........ sorry Dodie, I wouldn't anymore, I've got my own girl who's gay for me too. :)


Currently in love with a straight girl who wants to marry her boyfriend....  It hurts but at least we're friends. And we're going to a concert together.


I'm bi. Not gay. But my she has blue short hair. Is tall has ocean blue eyes. Smells like warm appelpie and spring. I don't really talk to her. I don't even know her name. But i know one thing. I love her.


They have a girlfriend.
I just fell for them
It's really frustrating :')
edit: finally falling out of love with them, been a year


this song is absolutely incredible, it reminds me of the pain of loving someone you're not supposed to.


my she is sunshine in may, im the moon in march. she, dancing like no one is there to judge, us, swaying under the stars. she, friendship bracelets and giggles and old books that smell like memories long forgotten. she is hair dyed auburn, poofy and messy and without a second thought, beautiful. she is plaid pajama pants and muscles and eyes like chai tea. we, tears underwater and hugs that hold you tight and make you feel alright. cold hands and hot chocolate and love. she. i love her


i came out to my best friend, it's still says delivered.


My she’s a he. He’s tall and funny and has the perfect dirty blond hair he has covering his eyes . My she smells like hope and promises. My she taste like a new life like a new beginning. He tastes like the sky right before the sun rises. My she has a pure deep voice and isn’t afraid.I know my she isn’t a she but I’m in love and I’m falling hard. I’m young and I feel this way. I’m not stopping because he’s perfect. He’s a blue sky and a flock of birds. A field of flowers and the spots on a cow. He makes my heart pump. He’s the last thing I think of at night. I want to end up with him. I feel like he doesn’t know me. Like he’ll never find out how I smell or taste but it won’t stop me. I know how special everybody is but he’s just a tad more. He makes me. He why I smile, he’s why I frown. I think love is different when you young. I guess puppy love is real. And I guess that this love is too. He’s my day and my night. My quilt on a cold day. My hot chocolate when it snows. My tear at the end of the movie. My diamond in the ruff. My greaser. My socs. He’s my rock. He’s my everything. He taste of happiness. He genuine. He’s mine.


I have. Depression and this made me  Bloom a bit XD


This won’t get seen, and I hate that.
Dodie, ‘She’ was the first song I ever heard by you, and it was recommended to me by the girl I love. Since then, I’ve fallen in love with her and you. Your songs have helped me through so much. They brought me and that file together and gave us something in common. The more I listened to you, the more this girl and I talked and talked and talked. And I related to this song so much, but she never knew. I’d cry my eyes out to this song. Then I bought the ‘She’ tote bag for her, and put a note inside it. The note was a song I wrote for her telling her I liked her. For the past 8 months, we’ve slowly gone form friends to more. She struggles with contact, so we don’t kiss or anything. But we’ve held hands, and we sit close, out hands sometimes touching, her head on my shoulder... and I fall in love with her over and over again. We talk for hours about everything. And we have a bright future ahead of us. She makes me so happy. She’s kept me alive, and you have played a huge role in that.

Yeah, that’s it. Thank you.
Xxx


A.M. - My crush
Bisexual
She/Her
5'3

V.P. - Me
Pansexual
She/They
5'2

Me and A.M. met in the 6th grade, and became best friends recently. She's really nice, funny, pretty, and is really open with me. I've liked her for a while now. A few months ago she told me she has a crush on a girl at school. When I asked her who, she laughed it off. I asked her if I knew her, and she didn't really answer. My useless self didn't realize who she was talking about until now. Me.

For a few weeks I teased her about it, and tried to get it out of her. She never cracked. Then she came out on her Instagram, and posted about her crush. She was posting hints and clues as to who she is. At this time I still didn't realize it was me. Then one day on her last post, she said that she was sure she was obvious enough for me to know. I texted her, still confused, asking who it was.

"There's a huge hint in the first post." She told me.

So I went and looked at the old post. I scrolled through the caption, looking for the clue until I found it. I felt my heart sink. Well, sink in a good way. I don't know how to describe the feeling. But I felt... Happy.

It said:

"I'm taller than my crush, and she always says 'Only by an inch!'"

That's when I realized. I remembered she always teases me about being shorter than her. I always told her exactly that phrase as a response. Thinking about it now makes my heart beat faster. A chance to be with my best friend? I'd love that.

But we haven't talked in a bit, and I've been dealing with my own shit. I feel bad. I'm too scared to tell her I like her back. Because there's always that chance that she was talking about someone else. But, I don't know. But I really like her.

And I know she's too scared to admit it. And I don't know what to do.

But I like her.


My s/o uses they them and is aro/ace and I love them just the same. We’ve been together for months and have been friends for 3 years. I love saying this, but I really love them and I want to be with them forever


This isn't just a song, this is poetry. Your beautiful use of figurative language touched me on the inside just now. You're amazing.


Tbh this is me when I thought I was straight


My she already is dating someone but we both still like eachother and all I can do is just scream and cry into the void and hope for a miricle


‘She’ is the reason why I got into romantic songs that I would've found cheesy before I knew who she was. She is the reason why I scream into my pillow every night. She is the reason why I try to sleep early now. the things I wanna give and say to her can only happen in my imagination and in my dreams. She likes fiction and is the most creative person I have ever met. She is a responsible daughter. She is a total dork, and I love that. But she is also the reason why I have cried a total of 3-4 times this year, and it's only April, yes that is rare for me. Everybody wants her girl or boy, so I'm not that special, but for some reason, it still makes me sad even though I do not have the right to because I never showed that I even like her. I haven’t shown 1 hint, What's the point of giving hints when you are sure that you have a 0 chance on someone? “I’d never tell no I’d never say a word, and oh it aches but it feels oddly good to hurt”. She is the most beautiful person I have ever seen, it's so hard for me to focus on my tasks when we are calling with our friends while I'm doing my homework because she always turns on her camera, I can't help but just look at her.  The ocean reminds me of her. So does ice cream. I want to say more about her so bad but I'm scared that she might see this lol. She is the first girl I have ever had a crush on, my past “girl crushes” were just a platonic attraction because it's kinda hard for me to tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings lmao. IM NOT GOOD WITH WORDS BOIDNBHFEUIEUHDC


'She', who used to be my best friend, and we both liked eachother,  just told me she likes my best friend, and my friend likes her back. That stuff hurts. I'm still trying to get over liking her for 8 months.. and it really sucks because I find myself constantly questioning myself: did She ever like me at all, what did I do to screw it up. did I just have a crush, did I, dare i say, love her?  shes probably way happier with <b>my friend</b> they are way better for eachother. There is no way She actually cared. Am I just being dramatic. Should I just not tell anyone how I feel? etc. etc.

'She', who used to be my best friend, and we both liked eachother,  just told me she likes my best friend, and my friend likes her back. That stuff hurts. I'm still trying to get over liking her for 8 months.. and it really sucks because I find myself constantly questioning myself: did She ever like me at all, what did I do to screw it up. did I just have a crush, did I, dare i say, love her?  shes probably way happier with *my friend* they are way better for eachother. There is no way She actually cared. Am I just being dramatic. Should I just not tell anyone how I feel? etc. etc.

just your average clikkie i don’t think you’re being dramatic. not that it’ll make your pain any better right now, but i can tell u from personal experience that it is possible to get over someone that u have strong feelings for. i wish you all the best, and hope that you find a she who loves u as much as u love her


This channel is such a safe place for me❤

Megs Donnelly me too I literally have tears trying to escape my eyes right now. Idk man I'm just reading all these comments and realizing that It's okay to not be straight. I've been questioning my sexuality for a while cuz idk. Boys are cute. Girls are cute. And I just don't now what I am. And that's totally fine

Sorry. Tmi I just had to get that out to someone


This is the only song I could really relate to

edit: the fuck was I talking about


i don’t think anyone will see these, but if you do, know you were meant to.
the first time i heard this song i was 12. i was insecure about myself and my body and who i loved. i craved attention from men because thats what was expected of me. the first time i heard this song i was afraid to sing it out loud because god forbid my parents hear.
i came out to them as bisexual at 13, and they didn’t believe me. it was a phase to them, or i was too young to know, or it was a trend. all of the above, they excused their inability to accept it with.
i started self harming at 13 too. i was falling apart inside and i was terrified to exist as who i was. i had a long distance girlfriend  because i was a little gen z gay and we all went through that at one point. i wanted to die.
i stayed in that dark headspace for a couple years. i moved, and it was a little easier because it was a fresh start and to these friends i wasnt the little “boycrazy” girl they grew up with.
it took me until 11th grade, at the age of 16, to truly come to terms with myself. i’ve been dating my girlfriend for two years and i still was afraid of the way people looked at us.
i have learned to love myself for loving women. i have learned to love myself for identifying with she/they pronouns.
i have learned to love myself for my ability to belt this song at the top of my lungs, word for word.

i am living, breathing proof that it is going to get better.
i believe in you, sweet one. you can do this.

i needed this. thank you. you are so strong. i feel just like you. i'm 13 and dating the girl of my dreams but i just feel so unwanted. school is stressing me out and so are my parents. thank you for reminding me that it'll eventually get better <3


*Thirteen year old me vibing to this song and crying
...
And yeah I am thirteen year old me right now


ugh i feel like this right now and i keep thinking she likes me then the next day feeling i'm a nuisance. And i barely know her. Well im trying to know her before i mess everything up... idk. This is probably the most real crush ive had and it scares me. First crush on a girl...


This song made me realize I was really gay


I have liked multiple girls but these were the main ones.
1. She smells like books and sleep, she tastes like Lime Le Croix and fruit, you would find her on a blurry mirror photo...
2. She smells like chlorine and the beach, she tastes like pineapple juice and chocolate chip cookies, you would find her in a framed photo in my room...
3. She smells like pretty clothes and roses, she tastes like seaweed and promises, you would find her on the cover of an album...
4. She smells like pages of books and shampoo, she tastes like toothpaste and brownies, you would find her on the back of a book...
5. She smells like gymnastics chalk and grass, she tastes like rays of sun and rain, you would find her on the TV for the Olympics...
And they meant everything,  to me.
I'm sure not many people will see this but they meant everything to me but I can't have them because She moved away, She is straight and my best friend, She broke my trust and never defended me, She is straight and so intelligent, and She is straight and not what she seemed.


She was my best friend
She dated my brother
She’s no longer in my life....


Hi I'm dumb enough to find out this was for years ago
But I just got a girlfriend at school even though I've known her for a very long time it's only the third day of school but she means a lot to me
BUT A BOY LIKES HER!


She is black jeans and a striped shirt, used to be giant t shirts to hide herself but it didn't matter because the world saw her anyways. She is stolen glances shoulder length hair bang swept to the side a chunk of hair or two framing her face. She is a smattering of beautiful freckles across a button nose. She was never mine and never will be, never to anyone really, though everyone will steal a glance or two, a short moment of ecstasy just from looking at her. She knew I loved her and I knew that just wasn't her way so I settled for a friend who would lead me on and share secrets and midnight cups of hot chocolate over facetime. She smelled like almonds and French Toast, she tasted like vanilla and fall, but I knew that she was a unicorn, magical and beautiful, but overall unreal. She never loved but that's not what I needed from her. Years later, i'm writing a Youtube comment she will never see, and i'm okay with that as long as I got the chance to know her. She will forever be in my heart.


Actually,im not a lesbian im sorry,i just want to say that this song is so beautiful and somehow I love it..


To my she, I guess

I know we can never be together. I know that you’d think I’m weird for liking you, for liking being around you, for getting so excited when I get to see you. I know you think all of this is a joke. But if it’s a joke, then why did you say that you would date me at that party? Why are you always the one who offers to hold my hand? I’m so confused. I don’t know how you feel about me, but all I know is that I would do anything to get to hold your hand again. I miss you. I didn’t expect for any of this to happen, I didn’t mean to start liking you. Yet here I am, desperately waiting for a reply from you, hoping that you feel the same way.


My 'She' is a girl that i met online. Shes so beautiful. She lives in Portland, Maine. I live in Texas. We've only started talking today but I've known her for a year or so. I don't wanna tell her I like her because... she might think I'm weird and i might run her off. Its sad because I wanna tell her but... she might reject me.. and i don't like being rejected. And i hurt.


When I heard this for the first time 6 years ago, I was 10 years old. Who knew it was gay and now I'm a sad lil gay.


aesthetic before aesthetic was aesthetic


I'm a gay guyso I hope this dosent upset anyone.

I rmebee hearing g this song when I was 9 or 10 I believe.  I found dodies channle from the acne song. After listening to this I remeber I couldn't stop myself IT rang in my head over and over and I still messed up the lyrics but I kept singing it and coming back to it. I knew I was gay I never said it or admitted it to myself but I knew. I remeber everytime I sang a part with the pronoun "she" it hurt but I didn't know why, still I kept singing it. I remeber one night going to sleep and singing to she softly to my self  but only changed one lyric she to he. When I did that It was the first steps to me accepting myself .  About a year later I moved and realized I truly was gay I knew it deep down yet could never accept it. I remember going to sleep feeling this heavy weight on my chest as if I was the worst and guilt weighed over me. I felt like a monster , at 12 I experimented and went with bi as the label, im not nor ever really was but it was a step . Sadly I got outed and put back into the closet and that's where I am but now because of you I'm proud of who I am even if I can't say it .

Thank you, dodie.


My 'she' is bi, like me. We also both have anxiety, she's had hers for ages, whereas mine has only surfaced recently. For ages, I really liked her, assuming she didn't feel the same way. I was actually dating a different girl while I was getting to know her, but something didn't feel right. I was dating a girl I didn't have feelings for, whilst I pined after the beautiful blonde in my drama class. We would always hug and hold hands, and everyone could see that we liked each other, except us, so I broke up with my girlfriend. Soon after, I finally plucked up enough courage to kiss her, and it turned out that she liked me too. We dated for six months, but then she stopped talking to me. This was before I knew about her anxiety, so I didn't understand why, I thought that I had done something wrong, or that she didn't like me anymore. I ended up finding comfort in a guy, who told me I was beautiful and amazing. He made me feel warm and fuzzy, told me that he liked me, but couldn't date me because he also liked someone else. I felt awful for feeling this way about someone else while I was still in a relationship with someone, so I broke up with her. When I was single again, the guy stopped talking to me. I felt unwanted and alone, feeling like shit for letting an amazing girl like her go for a guy who didn't really like me. Then, somehow, me and her got close again, and ended up back together. For a while, we were happy, but it didn't work out. We broke up again, promising each other that it wouldn't happen again, and we wouldn't get back together a third time After that, we drifted apart, stopped talking. Recently, I started getting panic attacks. I didn't know how to deal with them, I felt lost and out of control. I almost had one in a drama lesson, but she held my hand and calmed me down. I don't think she realised how much she helped me, but after that, I knew I liked her... again.
So I told her.
She says that she isn't sure how she feel about me, that she needs time to think.
Now she knows I like her, but I'm too late. If I had understood things like anxiety and depression back then, maybe it would've worked out between us the first time. I know that I don't deserve her, she's too good for me.
She is beautiful, inside and out. She just doesn't see it, but I do.
I hope that she still sees me the same way.

Cerys Jones It’s five months late, but you shouldn’t blame yourself. You can’t blame yourself for something that you didn’t understand or were not aware of. If you two never get back together that’s okay, because there are 7 billion other people out there. You might have to wait a while, but they’ll come into your life eventually. :)

Cerys Jones I love this comment I know it’s quite old but good look to u both :)


she smells like shes been reading a novle of herry potter you can find her in the libery her name is Chloe hunt and i love her


Well I see a lot of comments of people wanting to be with their crushes and I can only say a few things about it.
If it's meant to be it will happen.
If your crush is a friend and they don't like you in that way, you can't help it, it's their own person.
If you talk with that person and spend time with them and suddenly you like them they will like you back if they already have a some some for you.
You have to be yourself because trying hard to make someone like you is just shitty, someone will like you just the way you are.


I. NEED. IT. ON. SPOTIFY. DODIE PLSSSS<br> I just wanna luv this song really hard on repeat x

I. NEED. IT. ON. SPOTIFY. DODIE PLSSSS
 I just wanna luv this song really hard on repeat x


My She is femme and straight, but sometimes I can’t help but notice that She says things about other girls that are not quite straight. Oh well, even if she wasn’t straight she’s way out of my league.


Someone tell me how my little gay hopeless romantic heart has never had a crush before.


I know this will be tossed into the void of the 15k+ comments but oh well, I need to talk about her and where else is better?

My She was well... 'mine'. For seven months. That doesn't seem so long but it felt like forever, I spent so long with her planning lives together. We decided on baby names, what pets we would have, everything. We would stay up until midnight whenever we could to have late night conversations about whatever we could. We loved the same music and movies and date ideas, even the same dog breeds. She was so perfect and I was so content with our simplicity. She was a closeted bi but we were fine with being a secret.

She had beautiful hair and a beautiful face, she had a way of making simple things sound so amazing - she sent me videos whenever she was with friends because she always went to catch frogs. Her laugh when she found one was perfect and I found myself falling deeper in love whenever we spoke. I saw her as a safety net, someone who would be there no matter what. We even picked out houses online for heavens sake- she was just my world. My life. We both loved pokemon so we got matching Umbreon onesies that we would wear whenever we went on Friday video calls (we always drank tea and played Uno from far away as she was from another country).

She ended up acting odd a few months before we broke up, but she said she was having a bad time with her mental health so I let it be. She was barely ever online to speak anymore, and she was distant when she was there. But she was mine you know? Fast forward a while until I'm counting down to my birthday with her and she takes three days off. It triggers my attachment anxiety but ah well. My friends had been telling me she wouldn't have been the one but I had it engrained into my head that she was always there.

I wake up on my bithday excited for the day; she isn't online. Oh well, everyone else is online! She comes online a few hours later. A 'Hey babe' comes through before she swiftly deletes it and replaces it with 'Hey'. Odd. I ask her why and she stays typing for a few minutes before settling on 'We need to break up.'
A little heartbroken conversation about why. (She fell out of love.)

We play Minecraft together the next day and her voice is just so... familiar. She didn't seem to be hurt at all, just awkward.

It's been months wince we've spoken yet we still like each other's posts. She still means the world to me and she's still perfect in my eyes. I'm pretty sure she's moved on but I don't think I'll ever be able to - meaningless flirting won't ever fill the She-shaped hole in my heart. Listening to the music we loved, watching the movies we loved, playing the games we loved, seeing the dog breed we loved online or on the streets... it hurts. So much reminds me of her. But she seems happy.

Maybe one day I'll get over her but to me she still smells like lemongrass and sleep.

Sorry for ranting about it but it still hurts :/

I found somebody new :) She is doing well and I'm happy for her as she has a boyfriend now, and I'm happy too!

Yeah that's not happening. She was cheating on me the whole time.

Update: Spoke to her yesterday and she needs to figure out if she still likes me or something but I don't know what to believe :>


" she" is my best friend and she is calling me her bestest " friend" :(


Thing is if I was really attractive and my crushes type I would probably have a chance but lmao nope


I wish I had a sappy story but all the girls I know personally I either am strictly friends with or they're really mean


Don't👏Fall👏For👏Straight👏Girls !!!(and or anyone who's not into you HUN)

tears and food Easier said than done man.


I know that my comment will probably get lost in the sea of comments, but I'm still going to write.
My he is a special boy. This comment section is full of people describing their 'She's, but I'm describing my 'he'. My he is a special boy with beautiful hazel eyes that I could stare into for hours. We met on the dating amino in May. He posted about him wanting to find a boy who would talk to him and hopefully date him. Nobody responded to it. I was scared to because I didn't think I was good enough for him. Sixteen days ago, around 11:40 pm, he asked me to date him. I, obviously, said yes. I had strong feelings for him, and he found out. He supports me and uses my correct pronouns. He also uses my name instead of my deadname, and I love it. I get a lot of hate for dating him (because he's trans), but that doesn't stop us from loving each other. We call almost every night now, and he actually cares about me, unlike my other boyfriends and girlfriends. I love him so much. He came out to me before we started dating, and I was so proud of him. He was scared to come out.
Well,, that's my comment for ya. Happy pride month.
~Aziraphale.


I feel like "she" actually likes me back this time, and I'm terrified and happy at the same time.

Embla Sjöblom this is so relatable when my “she” actually liked me back and asked me out I cried I was shocked and terrified because I care so much for her we’re coming up soon on our first month together and she makes me so happy I hope I never lose her


Should I tell her?... it’s tearing me apart


to my she (well they’re nb but afab)
i miss you.
so much. i miss talking to you. i know you don’t want to talk to me and you probably don’t miss me and you have moved on. i just.. i don’t know what to do without you? i’ve never missed someone this mych. i just wish things were different.


This makes me kinda sad because I'm the crush of my best girl friend and I am a transgender and I didn't come out to her yet (I am in the male spectrum)


she is not my first love, but she is the last.
thx darling for ur cute smile, ur beautiful voice, ur warm hugs
i am sorry that u can not love me, even if u tried really hard, u did ur best
this song will always remind me about u and how u gave me my first and last piece of happiness
i uderstand u and i hope that u will find someone that u will love so much, that ur heart would fill with all best emotions.
and as dodie said "i'll be okay admiring from afar", because i love u
From E to S
be happy my sunshine

Эльдана Аманкулова


You should put this on iTunes. I'd  spend the little money I have on it.


My she has long, thin black hair that she cut a bit shorter recently.
She has small dark brown eyes, almost black. when she cries you can feel her eyes cutting through you like glass.
She wears white and black Adidas shoes, she loves Adidas.
She loves the shade black.
She
Knows
I
Love
Her
.
But
She
Doesn't
Love
Me....yet.

Edit: Hey guys so um so the she I don't have a crush in anymore
I have a maybe girlfriend it's confusing but basictly it's all good in the hood
New edit: so I do don't have a girlfriend anymore and I don't have a crush on my she
But I have a new she
Who I think
Liwks me back
But she doesn't know I love her...yet


Lol, so it's 8:30 something AM and I don't have to be in class yet, but I finally found my she, and I'm dating her! Fyi, I'm making an update about the two previous comments of shes I'm no longer into. I'm in love with her now, and she is here to stay with me and in my heart forever ❤

We met in high school my Junior year, she is a year below me. Back then, I knew her as he for a couple of months before she came out to me as she on discord. A few months later, we figured out her new name together. And a few months after, the thoughts started. Then after that? I realized I had a crush on her in history class.

I had confessed to her first, but she wasn't into me then. And for some reason then I didn't realize why that tore me apart inside, why I cried myself to sleep, why whenever I listened to certain songs or did certain things, she appeared in my mind.

I was in love with her.

Later, during July, when quarantine had already started that year, she confessed to me. Every feeling I had for her came flooding back, and I instantly knew that this was my chance. We made our moves, we've started dating, and it's already been a year and a month since we've been together. I love her more than life itself to be real, and that will never change.

Now, she smells like warm blankets, vanilla, and comfort. Like chilly, yet warmly comforting fall days where you'd have a picnic.
She tastes like hot cider on a rainy day, and lava cakes you share with ice cream after dinner.
 You would find her DMing a group of players for D&D, or busy building and cutely rambling about her next campaign and characters.
She has gorgeous long ginger hair, sparkling jade eyes that I see mother nature in, freckles that adorn her body like confetti sprinkles, soft lips, a gorgeous tall body, and fuck....

She means everything to me.

And I'm glad she's here to stay ❤


You'll probably never see this but this song makes me cry because I've suddenly fallen in love with my friend and I don't think she'll ever feel the same way but she's so perfect that I can't deal with it at all

Same, I think every girl that listens to this and has a girl in mind can share your thoughts

RandomCactus I'm listening to this song to get over her but WHY DOES IT JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE???? Every day I just like her more


My girlfriend is the best in the world i love her but before she told me she liked me this is how i felt we both bonded over dodies music and P!atd so this song means a lot so i will always love this song


Suddenly I want an apple juice and peach flavored chapstick


shes never gonna see this and everyone else is pouring their heart out so i guess i will too.....

to my 'she', you make me so happy i think i could burst. thinking of you gets me through the day and all i want is to be n your arms again. in theory, 80 miles may not be that much but it feels like you're an ocean away. all i want is to have you in my arms and be holding you tight. you are quite possibly my favourite person in the world and i love you so much. i haven't stopped replaying our kiss in my head ever since. i joked that when lily moved away, i would find a girlfriend... and i did. it's better than i could have imagined and you make me feel so valued and loved. ik this is gonna sound super cliche but i've never felt like this before about anyone. ive never met someone as kind and talented and amazing at acting and gorgeous and with the most elite music taste. ellie, i am so glad you have come into my life and even though its only been 56 since u asked me to be your girlfriend, its been the best 56 days of my life and i hope you never leave it. i love u. so. fucking. much. ps this song will always have a special place in my heart because it was in those 5 minutes when we were sitting on your bed and this song was playing that i knew i was falling in love with u. and i continue to every day.

oh god that was soppy

update: we saw each other a month ago at a party and got drunk and kissed again, yup, i'm still in love with her

update: she got drunk at a party and kissed a bunch of other people and then broke up with me... it still hurts lol


this song makes me think of the girl that made me realize I was bi. and its funny because I know ill never be over her. I just send her some light and love when I think of her, because she lives across the country, and there's no way we could ever meet again. but I love her and id give her the world if she even hinted that she wanted it


She likes someone else. I hope you all have a happy pride month, cause I don’t think mine will be.


Why if I’m straight and I don’t have neither a she or a he made me cry like so much


Anyone else get big life is strange vibes from this song?


She wears short skirts<br>I wear t-shirts


Im female to male transgender and ugh this song just fucking gets me because i remember feeling like this not knowing if i was allowed to feel the way i did. All of you lost people know that life gets fucking better. Stay alive :)

Sum weird emo Heyoo clique member spaghettio. |-/ Stay alive fren.


Story time

My crush (there’s 0 percent chance of her seeing this so I’ll use her name)

Liv, we play Minecraft all the time, are on call basically when we can be, and she’s my best friend (?)
Today, we were playing like normal, and she got weirdly obsessed with this book she wrote and threw it in the lava b4 I could read it. She started writing another one and I was so curious I killed her and picked up the book. She didn’t want me to read it tho, so I threw it back to her. Like a minute later, she hand the book, along with another on to me. They say ‘I like u a lot but I don’t ruin our friendship’  (sry for mistakes its 1am). It goes silent for a minute as I send her a song I wrote about her :). We text a bit and she asks me if we’re a thing. I say I guess. And omgggg I still can’t believe it lol. Really so if this doesn’t make sense lol I’m really tired and high on my crush liking  me back, also helium (inside joke just in case liv does see this)

Holy fuck lmao this is old.. we broke up... also I’m a trans guy now, and I’m pan :D

Time goes by so quickly lmao


my first real she was just a few months ago,
it was a sudden realization for me.
i went from never noticing her, to her being everywhere i looked.
whether it was in the hallway or in the cafeteria
she was always just,
there.
my she had been sudden butterflies and stolen glances.
a smile and a shy wave.
a wish on a star and a hopeless dream.
i sent her a note into her locker
in it, was a cheesy science pun and a confession unsigned.
I was too embarrassed and shamed to put my name
i think she knew right away that it was me
i got a text from her, saying that she was flattered
but she didn't feel the same
that she doesn't have feelings for anyone

my heart had been shattered
i spent days crying and moping
pondering over what-ifs
daydreaming about soft hands and stolen kisses

over the past few months, I've been picking up the fragments of my heart
piece by piece i put myself back together
waiting until i find my next she

I'm sorry to hear that she didn't like you back. You deserve to be happy, so I hope you really do find your she very very soon ❤


There are certain songs that truly affect me. This is one of them. Spoke to me on a deeper level. Thanks.


Even not being bi/gay/pan I feel some kind of peace hearing this beautiful song, it feels like reading a beautiful love story, thanks dodie


It’s been a long time since this came out but I come here a lot, especially to read the comments. Everyone is confessing their love and it’s so sweet 😭

Stay warm everyone


this comment section gives me so much hope that everything is gonna be ok and that i am not less worthy of experiencing love, even if it’s with a girl.


This is the "I fell for a straight girl" anthem


my 'she' did my hair today. she doesnt know that she's my 'she' and i plan on sending this song to her


This song destroys you especially when you are closeted and unsure about your feelings to the certain person❤

xoxo Teri hey :) you and I were in the same boat a year ago, my friend. I hope you’re doing well <3


i love reading the comments on this song and the stories behind them. there’s nothing cooler than when a song can connect so many people and inspire them to pursue something. i just posted a cover of this gem on my channel; it’d mean a lot if whoever’s reading this could check it out. have a great day 💙


“she smells like lemongrass and sleep” makes me want to cry every time because its so perfect and lovely and innocent and romantic


This song used to help me through a rough and very confusing phase and I‘ll probably never get tired of it. Thank you, Dodie.


god, my she is so perfect. Her brown hair and hazel eyes and how they're so captivating, her messy bun that makes me feel even more. And how She wears oversized sweaters and jeans, or sometimes her leather jacket that fits her perfectly and how she always does this thing with he legs when she's nervous. Her smile is so bright and her laugh is music to my ears, and she knows about how I feel.  But I won't give up on her, she's just so amazingly perfect in every way I can't let go of her.

god, my she is so perfect. Her brown hair and hazel eyes and how they're so captivating, her messy bun that makes me feel even more. And how She wears oversized sweaters and jeans, or sometimes her leather jacket that fits her perfectly and how she always does this thing with he legs when she's nervous. Her smile is so bright and her laugh is music to my ears, *_and she knows about how I feel._*  But I won't give up on her, she's just so amazingly perfect in every way I can't let go of her.


Ahhh, so glad this is on her new EP!! I remember watching this when it came out and questioning myself for months after 😂 dodie was one of my first female crushes


I'd describe my "she" but no amount of words in the English language can breathe all her beauty and life into this comment.


I'm so glad she put this on her Human ep!! It's on spotify now and I listen to it every day, building up the courage to come out with each listen lol


This song used to ache when I was so in love with a She I couldn't have, but now it's a He I can't have and it hurts just enough, but I wrote a male version as a way of venting and being able to relate to the song again 💔💜 I'd like to record a cover sometime if that's alright ^^"


I'm so happy she put this song on Spotify, I listened the absolute fuck out of it when I first had a crush on a girl and I was just so frustrated because couldn't listen to it without Wi-Fi


It's so great to come back to this version right after seeing the Vevo DSCVR version and appreciate how much this song has evolved and stayed the same over the years.


Hi I just wanna say that 4 years ago, I had just stumbled across your song, and I had loved it so much. I was curious, confused, intrigued, and I clicked on your link to watch your sexuality video. 4 years ago, when I was 11 years old, you were my introduction to bisexuality. At the time, I didn’t know such a thing was possible. It felt scary to me, a confused 11 year old girl whose life was going in all different directions. About a week ago, listening to one of your other songs, I had such a strong memory of listening to this song, and it almost brought me to tears. Years had passed since I had even thought of this video. It had been a few minutes of my life that I had spent watching this video that I had forgotten until something, maybe your name just clicked and I remembered I had subscribed to you years ago because of this one song, sparked my memory. Seeing “She” in your Human EP just moments after I had this thought solidified this memory and brought up so many emotions that I hadn’t known I had buried or even ever felt before. I now purposefully listened to your song, 4 years later, as I a proud, out, and confident bisexual girl. <br>I want to thank you for being my introduction into bisexuality. At the time, as a clueless 11 year old girl, I had no idea that watching this video and hearing you say “I like girls and boys” would lead me down a path of total self discovery and reidentification. I had no idea that what I had deemed as weird and confusing would end up being me and that I would have it no other way.

Hi I just wanna say that 4 years ago, I had just stumbled across your song, and I had loved it so much. I was curious, confused, intrigued, and I clicked on your link to watch your sexuality video. 4 years ago, when I was 11 years old, you were my introduction to bisexuality. At the time, I didn’t know such a thing was possible. It felt scary to me, a confused 11 year old girl whose life was going in all different directions. About a week ago, listening to one of your other songs, I had such a strong memory of listening to this song, and it almost brought me to tears. Years had passed since I had even thought of this video. It had been a few minutes of my life that I had spent watching this video that I had forgotten until something, maybe your name just clicked and I remembered I had subscribed to you years ago because of this one song, sparked my memory. Seeing “She” in your Human EP just moments after I had this thought solidified this memory and brought up so many emotions that I hadn’t known I had buried or even ever felt before. I now purposefully listened to your song, 4 years later, as I a proud, out, and confident bisexual girl.
I want to thank you for being my introduction into bisexuality. At the time, as a clueless 11 year old girl, I had no idea that watching this video and hearing you say “I like girls and boys” would lead me down a path of total self discovery and reidentification. I had no idea that what I had deemed as weird and confusing would end up being me and that I would have it no other way.


I just saw this song live 4 days ago and it still warms my heart so much


2019 and this song is on your new EP/Album, “Human” ❤


this song has been like a safe place for me for the last year or so and i am infinitely grateful for how much it’s helped ease the confusion of working out who i am <3


Wow I’m watching this right after your EP came out with this on it and you’ve grown so much💕


I remember listening to this song before I  accepted myself as bi and being terrified at the fact that i could relate. I would play it and hope that my mom wouldn't hear it.


My first “she” was one of my very first friends at the beginning of high school. She was shy and didn’t have many friends so I told myself “Just make her day. Be a friend to her.” I did and we became friends. One day, I asked her if she liked me, just out of curiosity. She said that she did. I only began to develop feelings back for her once she got a boyfriend. I missed my opportunity to be with her.


I don't normally like songs of this style but this was great to listen to. I love it


god it hurts....... i'm in absolute love with my straight best friend and listening to this brings tears to my eyes because of how much I can relate........guess I just have to admire from afar.


coming back to this after it’s been released. you’ve come so far dodie 💛


i just saw dodie for the first time last night in glasgow and i had managed to hold back tears until this song. i just remembered wee baby dodie with her wee blue guitar, i remembered how i felt seen when i heard this, i remembered falling in love with dodie after this... and seeing her up on that stage was so surreal and so amazing. i love you dodie. you inspire me and millions of other people so much, and for a lot of us, this video is where that started. thank you for everything you do.


I love that this song now is so new and yet so perfectly preserves everything that made this the song that hugged my heart late at night whenever i felt less than


My she is platonic, but she means absolutely everything to me❤


i can see the difference now with this version and the one on her "Human" EP. this one has more raw emotion that you can just vividly feel while the on the EP on the otherhand, felt more like a blissful farewell as her vocals are more reminiscent in a sense.


It's been about six months since she left me and I still love her so much, I'm not sure if I will ever not be in love with her. But she's with someone else and I really want her to be happy, eventhough even more I wanted to be the reason for her happiness.
L, if you're reading this (and there's a good chance you are because you only listen to like 3 songs), I don't regret a single thing, even if it hurts.
To all my beautiful girls who feel ashamed for loving girls, it gets easier. Be proud of who you are. Your identity is amazing, there is nothing more natural than falling for other girls.


I fell in love with this girl over a game, I'm sure she looks at me as a friend but whenever I see her face I can't help but smile, she's beautiful and makes me so happy.


She means everything to me

Every LGBTQ+ out there. You guys are well accepted here. You are valid and you mean something. You guys belong here. And if someone says other wise, foRgeT tHeM
I l y s m uwu 🌻


5 years later and this song still brings me to tears, the moment little dodie opens her mouth.


the song recently came out on ep and it's so amazing to see how far you have come <3


to my she: how are you so lovely? i’m so excited to meet you this friday, i’m sure your hugs feel like warmth and smell like coffee.


had to listen to this version after it was featured on the Human ep again & I love it so


no matter how much i’ve moved on, this song will always hurt


Four years ago I listened to this song thinking how beautiful it was and how emotional it made me while also sitting there thinking "PSSSSSHHH I'm StRaIGhT".  Well 2 days ago I was sitting in a hot tub listening to this song with my best friend while she confessed that she liked me. She wasn't going to say anything but apparently me playing this song on shuffle finally gave her the courage to tell me. Aaaaaand I totally like her too.  :)


What a queen 👑 forever listening on repeat now it’s on Spotify


Came back here while doing  "A study in dodie" which is part one of an art collection I plan on making, the raw power of this song even two years ago when I first heard it, so powerful and heartwarming, I love this woman so much!


Aww, all the cute stories... Sure, I'm late, but I'll tell whoever finds this about my she. We're on a sports team together and work together well and constantly have debates about who's better, only arguing that the other person is better. She's beautiful, with dirty blond hair usually kept up in a frizzy messy bun, eyes bluer than the Caribbean ocean, big round glasses that shine gold, a spattering of freckles across her nose and cheeks, her upturned nose, and her goofy grin that can't help but make everyone around her smile too. Best of all, she's a weirdo like me. She doesn't really care what other people think of her that much, and from experience I know it's freeing in a way so you can be yourself without worry, whoever you might be. I've been quietly crushing on her for quite a while but I'd never tell her because I know she's Christian and so I don't know how she'd feel about another girl liking her. But anyway, for the time being I guess I'll just be the best friend I can be until this crush goes away and hope in the meantime that just being around her will remain enough for me.


oofie i'm going through some sad boi hours so imma vent about my 'she' (and if you see this, i am so sorry i couldn't tell you directly)

my 'she' is an online friend who lives in the same city as i do, however we live on different parts of the city so we can't see each other irl at all.
she's honestly pretty, with curly hair, and she has a thing for making memes / editing in general. she's also a gamer jdhsfsd.
we both aren't straight, she's a lesbian and i'm bi.

we met at a house party, several months ago. we clicked almost right away and a week after, we started talking via tumblr (we're still talking btw).
for a few weeks we were talking back and forth, me enthusiastically replying back everytime she messaged me. we shared one common interest (danganronpa, it's something i love LOVE to talk about). for a while i was convinced i would be able to make a move once our friendship grew, however, later on, she casually mentioned her partner in a convo one day, and from then on, I was crushed.
going into october, she added me into a discord server w/ her partner. her partner is lovely to talk to, to be honest. it's just that i have been crushed with constant jealousy every time they come on and they're both affectionate towards each other, wishing i was in their place instead.
(not to mention i feel like she doesn't care as much everytime i show her any sort of (platonic) affection)
She also has told me that she has wanted to be my friend since god knows when, but i feel like i mean nothing to her at all.

i'm slowly getting over her, though. hopefully this jealousy will pass.
nonetheless, i still like her as a friend and she means so much to me.
anyways, it's getting late, so i'm gonna finish it off there.
i wish i could tell her so this can get cleared, but i'm afraid it would possibly ruin our friendship.


I’ve been listening to this song over and over again just so I can let the lyrics sink in and pay attention to the lyrics


she is my best friend, she is the girl I've relied upon for the past 5 years. she is the girl im in love with.
she looks at me the way i've always wanted to be seen. when she lays her head on my shoulder I feel the safest I've ever been. when she looks at me and smiles, I am loved.
but we remain friends, and as I hopelessly romanticised what might have been, as I conjure up moments in my head where I find that she loves me and she knows I love her, she sits next to me, and this song plays, and I realise they are just dreams for now. maybe one day something will happen, but until then, she is will remain "she."


My mom told me this song reminded her of me and I  bawled


5 years later and I'm still crying about how lonely I am


Love that she put it on her new EP! Its my fav


Thank you so much. You helped me realize I was a lesbian, I connected so much with this song and realized it which made it so much easier. I’m listening to it again after almost 2 years and I’m on the verge of tears ahebwhqjw


i listened to this song when it came out, and it's something i relate to, to this day. i remember telling someone i liked (i told her after i grew away from the feelings of wanting to date her) that she was the girl i liked and she wasn't angry, she was very sweet about it.

she's very very straight might i add.


Out of all your songs, I relate to this song the most. 😓♥


I had a huge crush on one of my now best friends and I swear I would sing this at home crying cuz I knew she would never see me that way, as we became closer friends my crush faded and I’m more happy to be her BFF than gf but this brings back memory’s :)


I met my she junior year of high school(she's a grade above me), and I didn't realize I even had a crush on her until after she left. We never really talked, she was more of a friend of a friend of a friend. But I remember one time she said she was blown away by my voice and I actually <b>died</b>

I met my she junior year of high school(she's a grade above me), and I didn't realize I even had a crush on her until after she left. We never really talked, she was more of a friend of a friend of a friend. But I remember one time she said she was blown away by my voice and I actually *died*


the original will always have a special place in my heart


I listened to this song day dreaming about a girl. And when she liked me back, this was my favorite song. This hurts. I miss her😞


Wait this song is this old?! It saddens me that I only just heard it for the first time on "Human" cuz I absolutely adore it! <3


she is a bird amongst the sleepy morning, her voice so soft and sweet. her smile is bright, not blindingly bright, it's bright like a warm fire, as you take a bite out of a smore and smile so much your face hurts. and her laugh, that silky smooth wave of laughter, i just want to hear it forever. her hands, they fly across the page creating beautiful images, and images made out of words. even the silly notes she passes me have a special place in my heart. the way her dark, dark hair so imperfectly settles over her round face that holds her dark, mysterious eyes is somehow perfect, so perfect. i want to run my hands through it and kiss her on the cheek and tell her she's mine, i want to hold her hand and watch the stars with her as we talk about life and love.<br>but no. she will never feel the same. the girl in the soft blue jacket is straight, and homophobic.. i dreamt of being in love and now it's here, and it's so wonderful but i will never be with her. ever.

she is a bird amongst the sleepy morning, her voice so soft and sweet. her smile is bright, not blindingly bright, it's bright like a warm fire, as you take a bite out of a smore and smile so much your face hurts. and her laugh, that silky smooth wave of laughter, i just want to hear it forever. her hands, they fly across the page creating beautiful images, and images made out of words. even the silly notes she passes me have a special place in my heart. the way her dark, dark hair so imperfectly settles over her round face that holds her dark, mysterious eyes is somehow perfect, so perfect. i want to run my hands through it and kiss her on the cheek and tell her she's mine, i want to hold her hand and watch the stars with her as we talk about life and love.
but no. she will never feel the same. the girl in the soft blue jacket is straight, and homophobic.. i dreamt of being in love and now it's here, and it's so wonderful but i will never be with her. ever.


Ah... I love this song... It describes me and my girlfriend ☺

Especially when I first met her...


My ‘she’ likes me too and I just want to hold her and be with her,,, she’s so perfect


A few years ago i listened to this song and cried from the guilt i felt over liking a girl in my class. I hated myself for it.

but guess what boys its 2019 im in highschool im out and i got me a beautiful gf

I hope if someone finds this song and was in the position i was in they know everything gets better eventually :)


I am very straight but every time I hear this song I always think of my friends and how they are all so important to me. Kinda weird how I view this song from a friend point of view instead of a romantic view but yeahhhhhh


My “She”

You’ll go through boyfriend to boyfriend yet I will never find any of them good enough because none of them are me. We’ve been best friends since childhood and we’ll be best friends forever, yet I’ll still spend part of our time together just wishing that one day you would have the ability to feel the same way I feel. I feel like you are everything to me.


Better than the studio version, change my mind.


This is me and my girlfriends song. It makes me cry every time and I just text her in a mess of tears saying I miss her ever tho we say each other at school the day before haha

Edit: we broke up rip me


My SHE is my girlfriend/fiancée.. I’m just so glad I was as lucky as to find her.. she means the world to me...
we’ll make it through mi amor.
Eu te amo com tudo meu coração!!❤


Dodie I love you and I love my girlfriend but this song reminds me of when I was still trying to learn who I was and back when I was growing up in a very disapproving family as a bisexual guy and it just... it hits hard


I have a she and have had multiple she’s.
The first meant so much. We always talked whenever we could and even though we never saw eachother.... we were in love. I never heard her voice either. She was like... a light, rainy blue. That was my first she.
My second she also meant so much to me. My family knew about her. She was the only she my family knew about. Except, they only thought we were friends. She was a pastel pink, but also a dark red. I loved her until I met my third she. After I met the third, I started getting over the second, and we broke up. The third she was grey-purple. I would dedicate all my time to her. She was kind of manipulative. I didn’t care. That was my third she.
Now we’re at the fourth she, my current she. She’s chick yellow but also stormy grey. She loves me and I love her. She’s the she I thought about while listening to this.
The first time I listened, I thought of SL, my first she.
The second time, I thought of Kendall, the second she.
The third time, I thought of Emily, my third she.
Now, I think about Bella, my current and fourth she. I love her so fucking much.

Edit: Bella and I have broke up. I no longer have a she. My world is turning dark and stormy grey. I feel lost, but it's okay. I'll find a way out of it. I'll soon figure out who I really am. Thank you for reading.


Hey so I think I fell in love and never realized it and she’s gone now oof.

I’m listening to this song again because of Human and I remember thinking of her while listening to it but I didn’t know I loved her. Im not even sure now. Goddamnit Dodie why do you have to play with my emotions like this?


i remember listening to this when she first uploaded it and crying because i’d only just realised liking girls wasn’t normal oops


I can remember when this first came out in 2014 and listened to it on repeat, 5 years later I discovered I'm gay


Also I used this song as an example in my English class of how song lyrics can be poetry. I had no idea that at some point in my life, I would be bisexual. I also had no idea that I would be comfortable and confident enough with myself to use an explicitly wlw song as an example of poetry in my catholic school. I’ve become such a different person from how I imagined myself when I was younger, and I would have it no other way.


Ugh this legit speaks to me soooooo much. I kinda wanna tell this special girl I like her with some letters I wrote, but I'm scared. What do I do?


she smells like warmth and comfort and her favourite shampoo. she gives me chills, giggles and long, amazing deep conversations. but never the love i needed. she was never warm enough for me. to straight to be bi.


my girlfriend was always a fantasy. for 2 months she was my "she".. i gave her a note, asking her to be mine. she said yes. April 21st is our 2 month anniversary together and i cant be any happier

so happy for u !!! i wish i have a gf  but


I wish some day a person says the same beautiful things that so many people here say about others


Can you feel attraction to a song?? Aaa i just love this song so much and it has such a special meaning to me but it's so sad too because i got rejected. Oh well ^^


Dear She, you were so amazing, all I wanted was to know you. I did everything I could, and it worked.  I became your best friend and those were some of the best months of my life. I rarely trust people as much as I trusted you, you deserve that. Even when your old group of friends tried to get you back by telling you about how I liked you, you saw how upset I was by it and you didn’t listen. It hurts knowing I’ll never be with you, but all I want is for you to be happy. I just wish we could be happy together. I miss you 🧡


She gives off an aura, like cuddling under a blanket with tea after dancing in the rain. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Her grin would make you smile so much more than you love her. It reminds me of a shark, the way her teeth glint, and she has a spark of light in her eyes. And she’s so fierce. Her hugs are home. I am lost and alone without her, spiraling away from who I need. She smells like perfume and fresh air, even if you’re in a stale closet ;)
I named my Heifer cow after her, because she’s so beautiful and I just want to hold someone who means so much to me with her name. So I can think of her when I hold them. But she’s straight, and I am queer and lonely. Platonic goes only so far.

Abigail, you are my she.