I have a She. This She also likes girls (woohoo). But my She is liked by another. They've known each other longer and the other is way prettier than myself. I don't know what to do and I can't say anything, because the other would get mad at me and my She would most likely not return my feelings. I'm stuck in a loop of If I could tell her but I shouldn't, and I don't want to end up as the water in a stormdrain, neglected and dirty. So I'm just here, admiring my She and her being one of my best friends, but myself not being able to tell her. (This is why I literally always cry when listening to If I could tell her)

Edit: She and the friend are dating now, and I can't liveeeeeee (ok I can live physically though)

Update: They're still together, and I'm third wheeling with them at the mall. H e c k

I SHALL BE THE THIRD WHEEL WHEN MY FRIENDS GO OUT WOOP WOOP!

Lizbeth Idc
I ship it! Good luck! (thank good it's not a straight girl)
I kinda want them to break up. Shit I'm mean... But whatever I hope you'll be happy.

Lizbeth Idc your not alone......... it's hard...... when the she doesn't like you the same way.... <b>sighs</b>

Lizbeth Idc your not alone......... it's hard...... when the she doesn't like you the same way.... *sighs*

I have the same story, but my She likes guys :/ And yesss IICTH makes me cry every time I listen to it D'x

The phandom is here for you! You need to tell her. Life is too short. In years you'll look back and regret it if you don't. I speak from experience.

Lizbeth Idc if it was meant to be it wouldve been, this time it wasnt for you. you will find someone someday ❤

Doodle Oodle Can't, they're too good for eachother. I'm happy for them but dying inside.

Lizbeth Idc I’m sooo sorry. Oh no! Maybe they’ll break up? And you can swoop in?

Doodle Oodle THEY'RE DATING NOW I CAN'T AND I'M DYING BECAUSE I CAN'T

Lizbeth Idc (if I could tell her😉)  but tell her. If she feels the same it will be beautiful.

Wow wtf this is exactly me right now... just my “She” like this other girl... and yeah I’m stuck here being her best friend :( I hope everything goes great for you!!

YOU NEED TO TELL HER! You’ll never get the chance otherwise, I wish I was In your boat but...I’m not. My she. Well she doesn’t like me.

This is exactly what I'm going through right now 😫 it's honestly so painful but I don't want to loose her friendship so I guess I'll just tell her when I know I'll never see her agin 😕 xx

I think you should tell her. I'm pretty much in the same boat as you, but my she doesn't like girls. So I say go for it. Maybe I haven't but maybe you'll have the confidence I don't and do it.


I'm actually obsessed. I've listen to this song like 80 times in the last day.


Every time I listen to this song I think of the girl I have a crush on at school. The problem is that I'm still in the closet at school , I do want to come out but I only really have 2 freinds the girl I have a crush on and one of my other freinds and I don't want either of them to hate me . And if there's the slightest chance of her liking me I'm gonna be moving in a few months so I don't know what to do


To all the people that are struggling with crushes on straight people:<br>It gets better. I had a “she”. She was straight, my ex friend told everyone that I liked her. She took it badly and ignored me. It hurt my heart badly. But now I have a beautiful girlfriend I think I was her “she” but I wasn’t straight. She came out in sixth grade then went back in the closet and came back out in 8 th grade after asking me for help on how to come out. She liked me in 7th grade but just ignored it and then the feelings came back. We are now freshman in highschool and I love her. We started dating about  two days after our homecoming. On November first it will be 1 month.☺

To all the people that are struggling with crushes on straight people:
It gets better. I had a “she”. She was straight, my ex friend told everyone that I liked her. She took it badly and ignored me. It hurt my heart badly. But now I have a beautiful girlfriend I think I was her “she” but I wasn’t straight. She came out in sixth grade then went back in the closet and came back out in 8 th grade after asking me for help on how to come out. She liked me in 7th grade but just ignored it and then the feelings came back. We are now freshman in highschool and I love her. We started dating about  two days after our homecoming. On November first it will be 1 month.☺


I love this. A lot. Your performance (both vocals and guitar) is just so rich and deep and nuanced in this. Truly, properly wonderful <3 <3


I just want to hug Dodie, she's so precious and deserves all the happiness


I so wish Dodie would make a studio version of She


I've got a crush on a girl at my school (I'm a girl too) and we're sort of friends. I came out to her as gay and she told me that she might be bi but she doesn't know. I really like her but there's no way in hell she'll like me. It's so horrible to see her nearly everyday and hug her everyday and talk to her everyday but know that we could never be in a relationship.

That Sapphic Girl You and me seem to be living the same life.

I was in a similar situation about a year ago except she was straight and we'd been best friends since the start of primary (elementary) school. I remember every day at school she would tell me about her crush (on a boy) and it crushed my heart and soul! She even said she might be in love! Then, after she told him that she liked him, she got over it and I was SO happy! I came out to her and she was really supportive and just the best! I no longer have those feelings for her and (since high school) we have become distant but I still think she's great! (That's my story.... sorry it was long lol)

I'm in the same situation, with the exception that she told me she might be bi like 2 years ago so I really wanna ask her about her sexual orientation now but i don't wanna make her feel uncomfortable. But at the same time i need anwers bc i'm crushing so hard on her :(

I'm in a similar situation actually apart from I don't know if I'm bi or bi curious. I told her that I liked her well used to and she kinda freaked out, but now she like is very close to me and it's nice. but it's too late because, I like this other girl who is so beautiful, I know she doesn't really like me that much like that but, were really close as friends. although I don't think she likes me, on tag day or whatever it's called to wear ur own clothes at school, she kept checking me out, and touching her lips while looking at me. so idk but if I ever told her she would tell the whole school, so have to get over her.


"but to her, i taste nothing of nothing at all" man did that hit me hard


I don't know exactly what it is, but something about your voice is so wholesome and relatable and just...... UNDENDINGLY BEAUTIFUL that I can't stop listening to it and I sincerely hope you keep writing music because it's wonderful. :)


Julia Perry I really wish this was on the EP, but it seems she chose newer songs for that. Maybe there will be a music video on her new VEVO channel. There is still hope for this song

Deer-Duckling at least she has her ep now


I may sing this song to my crush...if I'll find the courage


I normally don't add such personal comments on youtube videos but this song is extremely special to me (as is Dodie, I adore her so much). Basically my best friend throughout all of high school, who said she was straight, recently admitted she had an enormous crush on me. I'm a pansexual female and although at first I was worried about ruining our friendship now we are kind of secretly dating (only a few peeps know) and I couldn't be happier. It's both of our first time dating a girl so everything is so exciting and new and lovely. But yes, this song is an amazing song about loving a girl and it makes me so happy to see that represented on youtube. That's all I have to say for now :3


"she" lead me on and left me alone and cold. its not her fault but i cant help to feel something is wrong with me... she used to message me everyday during classes and now she ignores me. im so broken


I come back to listen to this at least twice a week. <3

I listen to this about fifty times and sing it about twenty times a day...

I think I'm getting addicted

@HannieHee I've probably listened to this song 10 times today. Same for all of her other original songs. I'm not exaggerating even a bit.


Fuuuuu..

My She has a crush on a guy...
Even after he rejected her
She won’t stop telling me how much she likes him..
And now I think she’s having a crush on another guy..

I wish my damn heart didn’t ache so badly when I saw her with a guy..


she was a new student that came in 6th grade. i’d never known of any other girl like her. i didn’t know what was happening and why i took such a liking to her so quickly, this urgency to be close to her.

give it a year and while i’m still in a pit of crushing on another boy, a new friend group emerges and we’re all in it. i’ve come more to terms with my sexuality and it feels so real to me.

but he... he doesn’t like me back. and although i’ve known this since the beginning, it hurts. so i cling. i cling to her, i tell her about how i feel about him, i tell her i’m capable of loving more than just boys. i cling to every shred of hope and happiness she gives to me.

and another year passes, and the thought of him still stings just a bit. but the pain. the pain of her. her liking him. him liking her. them liking each other. it’s an unbearable feeling of unworthiness. of how i’m not good enough for either of them.

and he’s happy without me. she’s happy without me. they’re happy. without me.

and i’ll be here for her when she needs even when it hurts me to my core.

Jasmine Maestro don't worry, you're time will come. Maybe it wasn't meant to be, even if you thought it was. Everyone has a soulmate, yours is waiting for you. Stand strong.


this girl and i met online and we became really close. we wanted to send each other gifts for our 1yr friendship anniversary. i suck at buying gifts but i thought i bought nice things. i sent them to her. when she texted me that the box arrived at her house, i was so so so happy. she said she loved everything. i was so happy.
its been over 3 months and i havent received my box yet. we havent texted since april. but who knew a couple months could feel like a couple years... i see that shes active on twitter, but she never texts me. she has this other internet friend, and theyre close, and they say they love each other.
she was self conscious, but i told her that she's beautiful, because thats really how i felt. i developed feelings for her. i wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend, but i was too nervous. i was working up the courage. but when i was ready to tell her, it was too late. she doesn't talk to me anymore.
i really want to tell her how i feel replaced and hurt, but shes going through bad depression and i dont want to worsen things. but i need my feelings to get out of me.
her birthday is in 2 months, and i want to send her a letter, wishing her a happy birthday, but also what ive been feeling. im scared.

Megan W Did you send a letter? 💖 I hope everything’s okay now☺💖

I think you should try to text/message her and tell her you miss talking to her, even if she may not reciprocate your feelings. Keeping a friend is better than losing one over unrequited love. Maybe she really missed you, too.

Even if she admits she doesn't want to talk anymore, ending a relationship (platonic or romantic) by saying a proper goodbye is better. It makes it a lot easier to move on.

Anyways, I understand how painful it can be when it seems you're losing a friend. Good luck, I hope all goes well with you whether you decide to contact her or not :)


i love her. i really do. she claims to love me but why would she? how could she?im just me. im nothing. she doesnt believe me when i say i wont leave her... maybe she wants me gone. i dont know,,, i just cant lose someone so perfect and im so scared that ill never be enough

Anon x I know you're just talking about your problems, and sorry, but the way you arranged the words is amazing. Hope everything goes well, and remember: You will never be alone.  People love you. So if she doesn't care, let her go. There are many other people that care. ❤

Anon x you are enough. You are loved. And you deserve it

I know it’s been five months since this comment and I know absolutely nothing about you but I can guarantee there is something about you to love. Maybe you bite your lip when you really think about something. Maybe you scrunch up your nose when you disagree with someone’s opinion. Maybe you look up at the ceiling when you talk about something important to you. Maybe you smile crooked or tap when you’re excited or any of another billion tiny things, but you are not boring or ordinary. It is impossible. You’re not just you; you’re the ONLY you. you’re lovable. never doubt that.

Anon x this is really frustrating! The most important thing is that you are good to her and if you intend to do that then you are worth her! Stop being emotional, it's not cute, the girl you like likes you. You've won, now take the victory with some grace and buy her some goddamn flowers.

I feel the same way about this girl at my school..we were dating but she’s so scared that her parents would find out she’s dating a girl so we had to break up, and she left me for this guy. But I’ll be okay because she’s happy with him. I don’t know why I’m telling you this..something’s wrong with me

Anon x You don't have to be good enough u just need to be yourself

Both this comment and your profile pic is relatable.

YOU ARE NOT NOTHING. u r important and valuable.

Girls don't believe it when guys or anyone who they love say things like not leaving them cause they are scared that if they ever believe what you said they're gonna fall deeply in love and then regret it knowing that she wasn't enough worthy of your love so you left her for someone else. And some girls are like me who've seen their mom suffer because of that

ur like 10 XD  oh yeah. Oh yes. They say they love you but they never show it. I'm there right now. I'm so sorry for what you suffered.

My friend, she's just as insecure as you, and that's ok. Good luck friend

I'm late, and I'm sure someone has said it already, but you are the only you there is. Own it!

Alright so I don’t want to over analyze here but you are clearly seeking approval on the internet. Now that is not particularly a bad thing, it just won’t help you, believe me, I’ve been there. You won’t believe us either if we tell you that you are great. So what you are gonna want to do is seek approval from within, because that’s the only sincere way of approval and the only way this approval will stick to you. And I’m not saying it’s easy, otherwise you probably would have done it already, but sooner or later you are going to have to try. Otherwise none of your relationships will work out because you will demand too much of them. Sending love.

i know im late but please don’t let your dark toughs come in the way of your feeling to her❤
take it from me i did let that happen and i still regret it.

you are enough don’t forget that please

Because I don't know you, I can't point out all the things she may adore, but I know they are there, your beautiful eyes, tinkling laugh, your courage, your intelligence. But even if not, don't throw away this beautiful chance for love. The fact that she loves you is enough. Hug her for me.❤💛💚💙💜

PS. I know this is old, but I just needed to respond in case

hey never say that; you deserve the world and you are worth more than gold

you are wonderful, don't ever tell yourself otherwise.

Listen: You are not perfect. None of us are. But you are worthy of love and you are allowed to feel things. Don't be afraid. It's ok.


Has anyone Jsut not wanted to have a she, has told her like 50000 times but still has said no... Once she actually said she liked me, but she was dating this boyyyy... And he onyl tried once😭😭


She smells clean and bath and body works like a sheet right from the Dyer was spritz with perfume and her brown straight hair and she is quirky and loves fun head bands and she has tiny hats in her looker and she wears leggings under shorts and fights with her younger siblings and her care free smile and blue mascara everyone questions but I love and her eyes I can never quite pin point the color of somewhere between gray gold and the color of a deep like by her house and the was she wears heels to school even though they hurt her feet and how she loves fall and Halloween and presents at Christmas and bunnies at Easter and fireworks on the 4 th of July I really love her but she is my best friend


currently in my room. listening to the rain. laying on my bed with tears streaming down the sides of my face . this is the one thing that brought me joy all day, thankyou dodie. I’ve listened to this song over 100 times and my arms get goosebumps every time.


I actually have a weird story... I identify as bisexual but i lean a lot more towards boys. But... My first love was a girl. Her name was Noomie. We were 13 and dated for 10 months! I’m 15 now and it’s been so long... But i still cry at night if i think to much about her. Her smile, her voice, her lovely little hands! Her bright peanut butter colored skin and her dark curly locks that she hated but i loved. I can’t believe how lucky i was for being with her for such a long time... The time i had with her is precious to me and i haven’t fallen for a girl since so i guess she was just that special... I identify as bi. But so far there has only been one girl that has kept me up at night just by smiling so brightly. I miss her... But i thank her...


This song made me release I was a lesbian

i was 7-8 :) it was a new song didn’t even have a million views lol


To my she I love you I love how your so confident and you might not love anything about yourself but I love everything I know we never really shared anything intimate besides that one time we cuddled and then I laid on you and I just want you to know S I love you a lot and I hope you find you she or them/he/it/doll


wow. so , uh , wow. it’s gonna be on human. yes. please. i cannot wAIT! yAYYYY


i'm not in love, and I never have been in love, but something about this song makes me want to curl into a ball and sob hysterically.

+daisyisasnazzywatermelon UGHHHH my heART


so uh kinda in love w my best friend and this song makes me cry. I love her so so much but she's straight and like mmm

nothing is impossible, trust me. you never know what could happen.


well damn ! throwback kiddos. stream the Human EP!


I love how soft her voice is. It's really relaxing and it's like I'm hypnotized.


I NEED TO RANT BASICALLY ON DISCORD THIS GIRL JOINED THE SERVER AND WE STARTED TALKING AND SHE'S SO SWEET AND SHE ASKED ME TO MARRY HER AND WE ARE MARRIED (not literally lmao) BUT IDK IF THAT MEANS SHE LIKES ME ORRRRR BUT I'M OVER HERE CATCHING FEELINGS MAN IDK WOT TO DO


I'm sorry I messed up. I miss you. I would kill to be friends with you again.


*"She" could be the soundtrack to a sentimentally independence movie like Juno or so.<br>I love it!

*"She" could be the soundtrack to a sentimentally independence movie like Juno or so.
I love it!


I’m moving away from my she tomorrow :(. I’ll miss her. Chloe will never see this


My she I am in love with, But she doesnt know yet


She doesn't really want to talk to ME because she knows what I think about her..... Meanwhile SHE means everything to me and that won't change.....


I came out as pan to my mom about two months ago, I think she doesn't believe me. She has always said that she doesn't have a problem with LGBT+ people even though we're catholic (plz give me help to help her accept that I'm pan)

Cesar Arteaga  it basically means that you are attracted to all the genders, like gender fluid, gender queer, non binary, and all that stuff.

Caroline Andrus i dont know what a pansexual is, can someone explain

She will believe you eventually xx and congratulations on coming out!🎉🎉💗

Caroline Andrus your mother will love you forever even if you are LGBT 🏳🌈 so just know she'll love you still💜

I kind of felt the same when I was coming out as bi to my mom, I kept dropping not so subtle hints like 'I'd date either a guy or a girl if I liked them' and she was like 'uh-huh' as if she wasn't listening until I said I was bi, I don't get how she didn't get it until then tbh


Listening to this and crying and gushing at the same time over you know what. Ughh stupid crushes.


It was the first day of school. She is known as the loud class clown. She is the confadient but is secretly insecure about a lot of things she would never tell anyone. A girl with long dark hair and eyes as black as the night sky walked into the classroom. She couldn't help but to stare at this beautiful human being that had just enterd her life. They spent long nights laughing, talking, and just being together. Every time she looked into the dark eyes of the girl she could swear she could stars light up in them. Often times she found her hand reaching for hers before taking tests, going on stage, or when she was simply feeling nervous. Her heart broke when the girl had an anxiety attack. They would sit in the bathroom stall as the girl would tremble, shake and cry. She would hold her trembling body as close to hers as she could. She would hold her hand to her heart and whisper "don't worry,I will always be here". Soon the girl discoverd she felt love for this dark haired, stary eyed girl that had crept her way into her heart. She would do anything for her. She was her world. She went to confess her love to the dark haired girl and found her hands, that she so often held, intertwined with anothers. Hot acid tears foarmed in her eyes as she ran. She ran to the bathroom and sank to the floor. She's gone, she can never be mine

No my world has lost its color. Stars are no longer twinkles of light I and she gaze at in wonder and awe. I never new something as beautiful and wonderful as stars, lakes, trees and rocks
Could cause so much pain


I forgot all about this song... heck

I used to listen to it secretly and think about that girl I was hopelessly in love with.
I pass on this advice, tell her. You'll regret it if you don't my dudes. Trust me


Ill never stop loving you, ill never forget your cream skin and your chocolate freckles,  your caramel hair. Ill never forget your kiss that tastes of the spice you were named for. Ill never stop loving you Saffron, ill never forget our time. You were my first real love


i recently had to end something with somebody who i really love a lot. she’s ethereal. i love the way her lips felt on mine, the way we ugly laughed together like we didn’t have a care in the world, the way her hazel eyes looked in the light, and how she said my name. i love you. i love you with every ounce of my being and i’m sorry.


she.. she held my hand and we walked and walked. she was my best friend, and my first love. sadly, she didn't feel the same,  although she said she had a crush on me. she was so anxious and snarky and beautiful. I probably sound like a creep, and if she read this, she'd probably hate me even more. but I still really love her, and I'd like to start taking again. I just can't seem to let go.. heh. I can't possibly describe her in words to type. she's just... she. memorizing. wonderful. odd. amazing.

I sound so weird and stalkerish and ugh. just ignore this maybe please?

If u want us to ignore it why post it? 👀

This isn't stalkerish, im in the same scenario with my best friend rn


there was this girl in my grade. we had a couple classes together, and she was so sweet and so nice. she was popular, and really pretty. we would talk sometimes, but i felt like i was just the girl who could work computers and help you do work. i wanted to be around her all the time. i wanted to be her best friend. i wanted to be more than her best friend.

this song gave me the ability to except that i might like her more than a friend. thank you dodie ♥


I love your songs so much!! I’m disappointed that this isn’t on Spotify yet!! Keep doing you!!


hi, i just had my heart broken and coming back and reading all the sappy comments is making me cry even more


This is the first dodie song I ever heard...this hit so close to home<br>Thank you dodie, for creating this beautiful piece of art. It changed my life 💛

This is the first dodie song I ever heard...this hit so close to home
Thank you dodie, for creating this beautiful piece of art. It changed my life 💛


I’ve memorized this song and sing it every day to remind me of the one I can’t have.


we all have one she out there, the one that we think about when we hear this song.


This is probably about my millionth time listening to this song and I still love it so much. I really love it and I feel the lyrics. Its so beautifully written tbh. I really just connect to every part of this song.


when i watched this for the first time i never thought i'd relate to it...look at me now. in tears. over a girl.


It seems every time I listen to dodie’s songs I hear something different about it. and every time and i relate to it in some way it makes me feel something, I don’t know what it is but Its addicting. : )


I honestly need a collection of old dodie songs to be released on Spotify


I know I’m late but I want to share too. I cried when I found this song today. I have a “she” right now. She’s my best friend and I would do anything for her. I came out to her and then a few months later I told her I liked her. She understood, after all she was very understanding. However, I regretted saying that, no I didn’t regret that i was bent, no she didn’t go telling everybody, she wouldn’t never do such a thing. However, I just wished I said I love you instead of I like you, because now I realise what it actually is. She’s straight, but she gets it, she’s cool with it. But somehow, I still feel like I did someone wrong. Sometimes I think to myself “why did u do this? Why did you fall in love with her?” But I guess it was fate. Who could blame me? She was talented and nice, charming and trustworthy. She had chocolate brown hair, freckles and green and orange eyes that were so beautiful. She was, no IS, everything to me. I just wish it would be easier talking to her about it. It’s very hard for me to open up. I don’t even know she really understands how much I love her. And it’s hurts when she doesn’t love me, but I guess that’s just life.<br>I really want to send this to her, but I’m too scared.

I know I’m late but I want to share too. I cried when I found this song today. I have a “she” right now. She’s my best friend and I would do anything for her. I came out to her and then a few months later I told her I liked her. She understood, after all she was very understanding. However, I regretted saying that, no I didn’t regret that i was bent, no she didn’t go telling everybody, she wouldn’t never do such a thing. However, I just wished I said I love you instead of I like you, because now I realise what it actually is. She’s straight, but she gets it, she’s cool with it. But somehow, I still feel like I did someone wrong. Sometimes I think to myself “why did u do this? Why did you fall in love with her?” But I guess it was fate. Who could blame me? She was talented and nice, charming and trustworthy. She had chocolate brown hair, freckles and green and orange eyes that were so beautiful. She was, no IS, everything to me. I just wish it would be easier talking to her about it. It’s very hard for me to open up. I don’t even know she really understands how much I love her. And it’s hurts when she doesn’t love me, but I guess that’s just life.
I really want to send this to her, but I’m too scared.


i have a very clear memory of crying to this song in seventh grade when i first realised i was gay and liked my friend. this song has honestly got me through so much bullshit and it will, no matter how many years in the future, always have an extremely close place to my heart. thank u dodie <33333


I’m actually crying. This is so beautiful.


my “she” is so amazing and i love her so much, she’s my best friend and my girlfriend and she makes me extremely happy


I always cry when I listen to this song!! Idk if it’s just Dodie’s voice or if it’s what she’s saying the song... but it gets to me!! 😭😭❤❤


i never thought a perfect person could exist until i saw you. your happiness means everything to me, and if that means that i’ll never get to tell you all of the little things i love about you, then it’ll be fine. your smile means more than anything i could ever give you.


There was a girl in my friend group that I’ve honestly always had a crush on. Her mom is in the military and she was going to be stationed across the country, so she had to move soon. I never had any classes with her, but we would always see each other outside of school and after school. During a lunch period (which i didnt have with her) a friend gave me a letter that she wrote for me, basically explaining that she liked me. So, I wrote one back to her saying that I felt the same. I gave it to my friend that would give it to the girl, and she did that same day. After school we hugged but I had to leave. A month later she moved across the country, and a year later I’m here. I sometimes wonder if she forgot about me.


I just realized that Dodie was playing the guitar in this video! I remembered when she said that she found it difficult to play the guitar because her fingers were so short (that's why she plays the uke more often), but this song sounds so good! <3


I remember watching this video.
I remember watching it outside in the rain, drinking and smoking, feeling shit.
I remember wondering how on earth I would ever feel okay with liking girls, and with being different.

I’m watching this video again 12 months later. The same emotional feeling strikes me, but this time it aren’t tears of sadness. I’m so happy. I’m so lucky. I’m so grateful for being different. But especially, I’m so grateful for being able to love and be in love with someone. This girl has changed my life for good - in the better - and I love her so much and I’m not ashamed anymore, I’m proud of who I am and I want to tell everyone who is struggling with the same things I used to, that (and I know you’ve heard this a million times already) it’s gonna be more than okay and you’re gonna be fine and you’re gonna find real, true and great love and in the end that’s what it’s all about.


I know it's kind of stupid to be writing this comment, but everyone is making this a nice little collage of stories so why not add one?

My "she" was a year younger than me, but two years behind me in classes (she didn't fail, i just skipped).  All during my senior year I started to notice her more and more thinking that she was the most beautiful girl I'd ever seen.  It wasn't until two months before the end of the year that I realized I had a crush on her.  I told her at my graduation party the weekend after graduation, and she gave me her number, but nothing ever came of it.  I still look at things and they remind me of her.  I really wanted things to work out especially since I tried so many times to tell her in those last two months, but was too nervous until that last day that I saw her.


these comments gives me life. everybody here is so sweet and I feel for all of you.


This song got me through my first heartbreak and I'll always be thankful for you Dodie❤❤


I love this song so much. It gets my heart feeling things.


Every time I think this song won't bring me to tears, every time, I end up being wrong. It's been so long, and I'll never forget mumbling these words to my self from across the room whenever I saw you. I'll never forget sitting there covered in blankets and tears begging just to be loved. We've both drifted away, but every once in a while I like to swim back to that time, even if I know you won't be there.

I've commented on this like 8000 times but I don't care it's late at night don't judge me internet


I need this song on spotify, it's one of my favorites 💞💞


I like my straight friend. She's so freaking amazing....thank you for this hella relatable song


I fell in love with a girl. I fell in love with her eyes and her hair and her spirit, how she sparkled in the sunlight. And then she left me. She told me she never loved me. And then she left.


I found this song a while back and always come back to it. A daily dose of sadness mixed with happiness, understanding, comfort. Thank you.


Why isn’t this relatable and beautiful song on Spotify please make it happen 😩


I sometimes forget how much I miss being in love, and how oddly good it felt to hurt.


I know my she from acting camp, she’s beautiful and hilarious and her personality is just wow! I told her i was bi because i painted my nails for pride month, she told me she the “straightest straight person ever” so i could never date her but i reallly wish i could. I might even love her


This reminds me sooo much of when i had a (huge) crush on my best friend 😫😄


Im so upset that this song isnt on spotify!!!! I want to add it to my playlist so badly!


i really, really love my friend. and she to me quite a while ago. but not anymore. i wish i'd told her that i love her then. nobody's ever liked me- i'm not exactly attractive or popular. and i was asexual until i realised what i felt for her. i told her how i feel i think two weeks ago, i'm not sure, and now she just assumes i don't feel like that anymore. but i do, and i love her so much.


When I first listened to this song I never knew why it hit me so hard or why I felt connected to it and now I'm listening to it and I can proudly say I'm bisexual girl that like girls and boys...and man do I like girls 😅


Your voice is so pretty and sweet and the song is beautiful :) I wish I found this sooner


I told my boyfriend that I was bisexual and once liked a girl.
He said, "As long as you love me right now and no one else, I don't really care. You're beautiful no matter what."
WHAT A CUTIEEE


I cry every time I hear this song. This is how I feel.


I first listened to this when I was in the closet. I gotta say, this song hit home so hard I got scared...Now I listen to this when I am out to pratically EVERYONE and I'm glad I am. You are an inspiration to me and I love you to death.


three years since this blessing has been placed upon us !!! <3<br>also happy pride month kids

three years since this blessing has been placed upon us !!! <3
also happy pride month kids


Please please upload this song on Spotify, I love it so much xx


I love this song so much! BTW I'm in love with my bestfriend. Time to aboard the "Best Friend Crush" train!

Dodie has been a big inspiration on me to embrace who I am, and love me for me. I'm bisexual and proud! :) 💖💜💙


I was obsessed with this song a while ago just over a year ago... and I didn’t understand why because I <b>thought</b> I was straight and had never liked a girl. Now, I’m happy accepting that I am bisexual, I repressed and avoided crushes on girls pretending I only wanted to be their friend which wasn’t healthy. Now I know why I liked this song, I related so much to it, and all the days spent listening to this on repeat with such bittersweet emotions make so much sense now. Thank you Dodie 💖

I was obsessed with this song a while ago just over a year ago... and I didn’t understand why because I *thought* I was straight and had never liked a girl. Now, I’m happy accepting that I am bisexual, I repressed and avoided crushes on girls pretending I only wanted to be their friend which wasn’t healthy. Now I know why I liked this song, I related so much to it, and all the days spent listening to this on repeat with such bittersweet emotions make so much sense now. Thank you Dodie 💖


💛the very first song I heard from you that made me fall for you💙 your amazing💜..  I love this song❤ and every song you make💚


Ever wonder how many peoples stories you make it into? Even as a really small side character or maybe someone who makes a difference in someones life even if you don’t realize?


This song is so nice and I love how sincere it is!💕


I was figuring out who I was. This song helped me realize that hey, everybody's pretty dang cute! I'm pansexual & proud :)


I think I might sing this for my talent show. Because I have this crush on a girl,and I love this song. And we are best friends,so even if she doesn’t like me like I like her,we will always be friends.


you need to release this on spotify!!!!!!!


This made me think of you. I listened to this on repeat for a year, thinking about your smile. You caught me in your trap. Those 6 months were the sweetest & painful memories. And even after all these months I hear this song & think of you. And how I still love you, even though you don’t feel the same.


It hurts knowing that she's the person that makes me question my sexuality. It hurts knowing that I've never met her and probobly never will. It hurts looking at pictures of her and wishing that I was in them. It hurts knowing that she doesn't know I exist when I exist for her...


this song is my she....

it means everything to me.


the meaning behind this song is much more powerful then it seems. i’m not in love with a girl but i feel like this could apply to anyone


Every time u said everything I felt a stroke of love


This song made me actually cry which is an impossibly rare thing for me since I often have a lot of trouble expressing my emotions. I discovered this song years ago and always thought of this one girl from 5th grade when I listened to it. That year she had told me that she would be moving away at the end of the school year. I was too shy though so I let her slip away without ever knowing how I really felt about her. Now I'm revisiting this song and the memory of that is just flowing through me, but not only that. It's now reminding me of my other lost crushes like my first one from third grade who found out through my friend talking loudly about it with me while she was right there and said she didn't like me. Or my second one from fourth grade who also moved away at the end of the year, she was really special because although we never really said it I think we both really liked each other. Or my most recent heartbreak from a girl who I've been friends with since elementary school and through middle school. At the end of 8th grade I found out that she had a boyfriend so there was no point really telling her anymore. So now this just reminds me of the "Shes" who meant everything to me.


Watching this after being majorly friend zoned is the hardest thing I think i've ever done.


I love her so much it hurts. The way she gets me like no one else. Her excitement for things that only comes around every so often but when it does, you can't help but feel excited too. The way she's always been there when I need her. Our little crazy conversations about silly things. Our serious conversations that we both only feel comfortable talking about with each other. The freckles all over her checks that just add to her beauty. I just love everything about her. But she'll never feel the same way. She, truly, means everything to me


I just covered this song on my channel... I hope to have made it justice ♥


I can't express how much I love this song


I'M ACTUALLY CRYING WHY DO I LOVE HER SO MUCH


Love how people are all relating to this and each other, I love my best friend too and it hurts, I hate it but I would hurt for her, God everyday I would hurt for her


so are you telling me this still isn’t on spotify bc that’s where i need it


I've listened to this song so many times and I cry Everytime


I haven't listened to this in a really long time and it's bringing me back to the days when I'd pine over my ex girlfriend listening to this


My "she" lives far away from me... i knew her in a vacation and I miss her so much... she's beautiful, she has blonde hair and blue eyes and her smile is so beautiful. I cried when I left and I promised her that I will go to her city one day. I just wish she was here with me...


I wrote a comment on this post three months ago, about a girl I was hopelessly falling for. <br>Now I have her, and I feel like I’d break if i lost her.

I wrote a comment on this post three months ago, about a girl I was hopelessly falling for.
Now I have her, and I feel like I’d break if i lost her.


I've been singing this with "he" "him" because im so in love with my crush


if anyone has figured out the chords please tell me, i’d love to be able to play this ❤


it feels oddly good to hurt

That broke me


I wish someone loved me as much as you guys in the comments love the people you’re talking about.


i loved you for... for so long. for about 8 months, wasn't it? your smile, your dimples, the way you'd softly sleep on my shoulder and how you'd always play with my hair back when it was long, everything made my heart throb. we drifted apart, and i don't love you anymore. i have someone else. you probably do to. you changed. a lot. i remember clinging onto the memories for as long as i could. being inlove with who you once were. and it hurt.
but i'll never forget that first-time spark and how i realised; how i realised who i really was. how i realised i'm pansexual, how i began questioning my gender and identity and how that one single spark changed my everything. i remember listening to this song everyday and crying. crying for so long. i remember all the pain.
but that pain led to the better.
because of you i am who i am today
and although i do not love you, you did a lot for me. even if you never realised it.
i wish i could say this to you face to face.
i wish you'd understand.


I need to stop crying every time I watch this 😅😭


I fell for you, I fell hard. I fell for the way your fingers danced on piano keys, I fell for your eyes which turned into pools of molten gold in the sunlight, I fell for your magnificent smile and for the way your laugh floated into the sky like a cloud that had taken a wrong turn and just found its way back home. I loved everything about you. And you loved him.


I appreciate you, and this song so much.


This is probably really weird to say, but this song, oh this song helped me learn some things about myself I didn’t know. I listened to this song when I was thirteen and had no interest in a relationship at all. Yet, I connected with it. From the longing for a person I could never have to the fact that you’re singing about a girl (and I am female). I kind of brushed it off though. Then I went a while thinking I was aromantic, but this feeling this song gave me stuck with me...
Then this April I just full on realized that I like this girl.... I just listened to this song and realized, I thought about her every time I listened. The connection I felt to this song finally made sense and I just wanted to say thank you for sharing this song with the internet!
-Snap Pea


the girl i’m in love with just said she’s falling in love (with someone else) to intertwined. listening to this and moping is how i’ve decided to deal w it


So at this moment of time I'm fighting with my internet gay crush, and its kind of my fault because I was childish,  but you know I got pretty salty when she got drunk and then messaged me that she loved me and wanted to go out with  me and then proceeded to want to forget the whole ordeal.... anyway I love this song so thankyou for cheering me up ^_^


I have a friend like this, but it's just platonic, shes so soft and perfect and just ARGHHH. Im not in love with her, but she's just so perfect


her dark hair and hazel eyes and pasty skin. her crooked teeth and freckles. the way she smiles and the way she talks. the way her eyes hold mine when we talk. the way she calls out the answer in class and the way she sings on stage. the way she laughs and the way she walks.


That song is so god damn cute~ How didn't I find this earlier!?

Also, that may sound weird, but I really can imagine this song in one of the Life is Strange games.


I’ve always listened to this song and thought it was pretty, but never felt a real connection to it. Well that changed. I met my “she” this summer and I’m still trying to convince myself it’s not a crush, because I’ve never liked a girl or thought about a girl like I think about “she”. I’m just very confused. I don’t know if I’ll ever tell anyone, definitely not her. “And I’ll be okay admiring from afar. Because even when she’s next to me we could not be more far apart.”

And now I’m sobbing over this song. But honestly thank you Dodie.


You'll never know, because I just can't find the courage to tell you.
 I love you more than anyone else.
You helped me find myself and someone I could relate to.
The feeling in my lungs, heart, stomach, my soul when I'm around you is consuming me slowly.
I've become obsessed with spending time with you, no matter how strange it may seem.
I know you would be open, yet the only relationship we have had was a pretend one for a prank I enjoyed too much.
There was a reason I was the one who asked you out in the prank.
There is a reason I worry about getting too close.
Because I was getting too close.
I wasn't cautious anymore.
I wasn't spending time with my family anymore.
I need to tell you, but it seems as impossible as holding the sun in your hands.
It seems foolish... But it's true.
The she I always talk about is you

You'll never know, because I just can't find the courage to tell you.
 I love you more than anyone else.
You helped me find myself and someone I could relate to.
The feeling in my lungs, heart, stomach, my soul when I'm around you is consuming me slowly.
I've become obsessed with spending time with you, no matter how strange it may seem.
I know you would be open, yet the only relationship we have had was a pretend one for a prank I enjoyed too much.
There was a reason I was the one who asked you out in the prank.
There is a reason I worry about getting too close.
Because I was getting too close.
I wasn't cautious anymore.
I wasn't spending time with my family anymore.
I need to tell you, but it seems as impossible as holding the sun in your hands.
It seems foolish... But it's true.
The *she* I always talk about is you


Almost 4 years later and here I am after Rainbow sobbing because this song made me truly realize I like girls🏳🌈


I kinda want to use this to come out to my family oof


I know this is about a girl loving another girl and I’m straight, but this really cute and I’m glad others feel comfortable. I know I’m a Christian, but I still love gay people because God tells me to love my neighbors as myself ❤


you’d never realized, but i loved you. you hurt me so much, yet i waited. i waited and waited and you never fucking gave me what i waited so long for. i know i don’t deserve what i want, but i wanted you, maci. i just wanted you. couldn’t you just give me you?


i want dodie to redo this in honor of pride (i know pride month is over but everyday is gay)


I met my 'she' about 2 years ago in our first year of high school, we were both new to the school and we were also to awkward to talk to people, but every time I walked behind her to get to a lesson, I'd talk about things that she might have been interested in to get her attention and actually talk to her, but it didn't work, but in one of our science lessons, a friend of mine started talking to her about roblox (of all things) and they shared Skype details, and then I managed to get her details as well, and a few group calls later and we became stupidly close, but my admiration for her was still there from the beginning of the year, and lots of people realised that I was still being a bit awkward (out of fear of being a doofus and messing up) but over time, those feelings grew and even she started to get some feels .

We've been dating for a really short time and we're inseparable already.

Except for one problem. My mum wants to move out of the neighbourhood and school, and I don't know how I feel about a long-distance relationship.

(Side notes that are irrelevant to the story:

She was my first girl crush
She is honestly one of the best humans on earth.)


I can only hope that one day, someone loves me this much


hi,this is still one of my favourite songs


i come back to this every once in a while


I used to listen to this song so much, but I couldn't quite feel the lyrics like I do now that I'm in love with a girl. This song is so relatable now, it hurts a little.


it's been a while
she's my girlfriend now
there's hope!


me listening to this after finding out my crush has a girlfriend and absolutely sobbing


I remember when I first figured out I was bi (I lean more towards girls tho. I don't really like guys, it's rare) and this song scared me so badly. I was so scared to admit I liked girls and I had a huge crush on this one girl at the time. You see, I was scared because my parents are extremely homophobic to the point where they're happy when they find out when gays are killed. So I was in so much denial I didn't want to believe that I liked girls. Now I've gotten to the point where I accept it. I'm still terrified to come out to people but I accept myself and I think that's the first step :)

Stay strong hun, you’ll get there eventually☺

Katie Zegunis yeah I know :( it's sooooo messed up.. its more my dad than my mom.

Aww, I feel bad :( oh and I know you love tour parents but...THEY'RE HAPPY WHEN PEOPLE'S LIVES END BECAUSE THEY LIKE THE SAME GENDER??


I love her
But she doesn't even had idea
I'm crying


It’s a weird feeling, when you realize you’re in love with your best friend. It’s this weird contentment because you know she cares for you in most ways, but it’s also a great deal of pain. She will never look at you the same way you look at her or read into the little glances or touches. You just feel... strange...


I’ve fallen for my friends all whom have significant others. HA I LOVE BEING SINGLE <b>cries</b>

I’ve fallen for my friends all whom have significant others. HA I LOVE BEING SINGLE *cries*


Am I allowed to look at her like that
Could it be wrong when she's just so nice to look at

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me

I'd never tell
No I'd never say a word
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt

She smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me

and I'll be okay
Admiring from afar
Cause even when she's next to me
We could not be more far apart
Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall
But to her
I taste of nothing at all

And she smells like lemongrass and sleep
She tastes like apple juice and peach
You would find her in a polaroid picture
And she means everything to me


Shoutout to that girl I saw at my work that made me realise I was a lesbian


Holy shitu
1) I have that guitar
2) this song is so relatable to me (a lesbian bean)


Been with a boy for almost a year and ope suddenly i realize that i’m not happy. A trans girl and a non-binary person come up to me and turn my life upside down. So I guess i’m pan surprise! Idk I mean I love my sexuality and knowing more of who I am, but it doesn’t seem so important. I mean yeah it makes me really happy and i’m proud, but i’m not surprised and I guess a part of me always knew. Idk. My point is, i like the song bc it reminds me of the first girl I liked and idk, while I think sexuality is great and important, it doesn’t define you. And these are just my thoughts lol. I’m proud, but it doesn’t define me, and i’m happy.


I wish I could send this to my she :) but I can’t really do that cause she has a girlfriend :/ oof. I hope I can do this one way


OOF.
I remember listening to this song when I had a crush on a girl.
Moved on because I knew I had no chance with her. We always talked but then after a while, she hardly ever talked to me.
Anyways, I found this amazing guy who is now my boyfriend. <3
However, the girl I used to like now flirts with my boyfriend. ._.
She's still as sweet as a cupcake though - can't seem to hate her. );
EDIT: I'm now realising that I probably just admired her, not had a crush on her. I don't really know. :O


Like maaaaaannn I can say I relate I liked a girl she was the coolest, she always played around and being touchy (not realizing I'm going bonkers inside) but she was straight and when I came out to her I felt like she kinda pushed back made me sad but that's okay


I’m just gonna replace your ”she” with my “he” in my head😂


I remember listening to this like one year ago, before finding out my crush was actually gay. Anyway gay or not I still had no chance


I have a crush on my best friend. She knows I’m bi, and she has told me flat out that she’s straight. Idk what to do!!!


she smells like birthday cake and sweets<br>HOLY SHIT BIRTHDAY CAKE IS LIKE A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL OF MUSICAL WORDS

she smells like birthday cake and sweets
HOLY SHIT BIRTHDAY CAKE IS LIKE A WHOLE NOTHER LEVEL OF MUSICAL WORDS


I liked my best friend for months and a one day when I got stood up, she said she liked me but it was a complete lie and she broke it off with me 4 days later and we didn't talk for months it broke my heart


I keep watching these kinds of videos I think I'm in love with a girl 😖


I know I’m super late and probably no one will care but I have a “she”. I fell for months ago. She is beautiful, absolutely stunning, intelligent, kind, talented, wonderful, and absolutely perfect. I love her and don’t know what I would do without her. She is gay. She liked me for the smallest time and we were happy. Then she told me she liked our other best friend. I was broken but being the person I am I told her that she should talk to her. She went off to talk to her and I crumbled apart. My best friends are now happily together. And I spend nights wishing I had the courage to tell her how I felt. I still love her and she is oblivious.


I knew I was gay but not for a specific person and<br>I Just realized HOW fucking gay I am for someone HOLYY SH-

I knew I was gay but not for a specific person and
I Just realized HOW fucking gay I am for someone HOLYY SH-


I listen to listen to this song when I think of my ex....


We met in kindergarten. I ran up to you and said 'let's be friends'. I couldn't have chosen a more true friend. As we grew up we grew apart. We finally stopped talking after I told you I'm pansexual. You said it was okay, you said you were okay with it. That was the last time we hung out for a long time.

That year you didn't invite me to your birthday party for the first time in 10 years. So when my birthday came around, I didn't invite you to mine.. for the first time in 10 years. it was a little after that, a little time of going to every play you were in, getting your autograph, hugging you, watching from afar, getting jealous of boys walking next to you, that I realized...

This song hits so close to home for me. every word Dodie uses describes her.
"She's just so nice to look at" - She's just so pretty.
"She smells like lemongrass and sleep" - She slept for soooo long at sleepovers and she loves fruity things
"She tastes like apple juice and peach" - Even though she's 15, her favorite drink is juice. She loves it. She also LOVES peaches.
"You would find her in a Polaroid picture" - She loves polaroid and almost every picture on her Instagram is a Polaroid.
"She tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall" - Memories of birthdays, telling each other ghost stories at sleepovers when we were 8, 9, 10, 11, etc.

"She means everything to me" - Brynn, my dear biffle, you mean everything to me. I wish we would get back together because you've been the best friend ever. I know its weird that I like girls but that doesn't necessarily mean I like you like that, and even if I do, I know you're straight and I wouldn't put that on you. We were going to hang out this week. You never texted back. It's okay. I hope you're doing okay.

Love,
Your biffle/buffet

(P.S. I don't know if you ever had a code name. I know you don't like being out there so I used your middle name, if you ever see this. Now you know.)


I commented on this song a whole ass year ago. If anyone who reads this even cares, the comment was sad, about how listening to this song gives me a dull ache in my chest and I could only think of this girl who broke my heart. I have a girlfriend now. She’s amazing. She improves my life. We’ve been together for almost two months now. This song doesn’t make me as sad anymore. My heart has healed a bit. I promise stuff gets better y’all. Look what happened to me :)))

princesnorlax thefourthesquire good for you 👍😁


i wouldn't find her in a polaroid picture. she'd be in a b&w instagram post, not showing her face because she thinks she's ugly, maybe in the middle of some woods with her back facing the camera (so someone else took the picture for her), with a description something like "in the woods i find my self" with her english mistakes and 389 likes and a handful of coments telling how good of a photographer she is and how did she come up with this picture because the editing is so good and she'd thank everyone and put a smiley face at the end of the response but she's still sad inside and i can't help her anymore because she asked me to leave and so i did but i still remember her smell and her taste and how she'd smile while we were kissing and... oh how i miss her<br>i miss her more than anything

i wouldn't find her in a polaroid picture. she'd be in a b&w instagram post, not showing her face because she thinks she's ugly, maybe in the middle of some woods with her back facing the camera (so someone else took the picture for her), with a description something like "in the woods i find my self" with her english mistakes and 389 likes and a handful of coments telling how good of a photographer she is and how did she come up with this picture because the editing is so good and she'd thank everyone and put a smiley face at the end of the response but she's still sad inside and i can't help her anymore because she asked me to leave and so i did but i still remember her smell and her taste and how she'd smile while we were kissing and... oh how i miss her
i miss her more than anything


Help, I fell for 2 straight girls I don't know what to do


I'm late, I know but. My she is a funny,nice,awesome person.

But shes straight.

And she likes someone else.

I meet her online and fell head over heels for her but....it hurts....

I want to cuddle her and kiss her. But I know I cant because of her sexuality. It hurts inside knowing that

I want to hold her in my arms when she crys and stop her awful parents from hurting her mentally. I would risk my life for. Hell. I would want to die if she ever got hurt.

 I cry about her all the time. Knowing I can never be with her. But I just wish I would stop loving her in that way.

I feel that I'm a freak to society. That I should love a man but. I just...... cant.... I'm still in question of my sexuality, I'm might be pan or just full out lesbian.

Thank you for making this wonderful song.

~Misty

You are not a freak.....  You are beautiful!


0:00 in case you broke the replay button :)


you know who you are. i love you. always.


I told my she that I liked her today but she doesn't feel the same way and now everything is so awkward between us and I hate it because we used to be such close friends and I miss her


The number of times I would come here after my parents talked about there views on gays.
I love her.
I still do.
But apparently, it's wrong to her and everyone around me.
So I don't know anymore, I just really want to be happy with someone who loved me <3

This song touches me so much and makes me cry everytime...


is it normal that im crying everytime i listen to this song??

Yeah and it means your a great person and I feel for you


Ugh I'm in love with my best friend Aaliyah and this explains literally all my emotions 😢😣 she's bi and she's dating a guy I never quite got along with much and she keeps sending me mixed signals and I'm afraid to tell her how I feel in case it makes it weird and AGH!!! It's been like this for over a year now. 😒 I hate this. Help. Someone. Please. UGH! 😣😢💔

Evelyn Buchanan tell her. I know you are scared but if you don’t it will be worse. If she doesn’t feel the same way it will be ok. If she is really a great friend she wouldn’t care if she didn’t like you back. I dealt with that before and I said something and she didn’t like me the same..but we are still v close..it doesn’t matter about me tho. So ye just try..or at least start with hints if you are too scared..I don’t really mean flirting..just show in some way..


Lol I remember wanting to learn this song on a guitar just so I could play it to my crush. I clearly gave up, once I knew she wasn’t for me. I actually knew she wasn’t for me even before... But you know, a girl can dream.


I'm in love with a girl who is my best friend but is also dating my other best friend. <b>She means everything to me</b>

I'm in love with a girl who is my best friend but is also dating my other best friend. *She means everything to me*

Problematic Ryan ross StannieTM  I have the same problem, my other best  friend won’t stop talking about my ‘She it’s so heartbreaking because I walked into them and my she had her head on his shoulder and I know she’s bi, because before they were dating we kissed and I was so happy. But I think she was playing with me because afterwards she just pretended like it never happened, and when I ask her about it she stays quiet. She means the world to me and I want to protect her because I know she’s happy with my other best friend so I won’t interfere but I’m secretly dying.’she’, if you see this, I’m sorry. But you’ll forever be my She


I see all these girls desperately trying to ask a girl/maybe guy out and I have figured it out. If you're gonna ask a person out, first direct them to this video. Then, buy them some fabulous lemongrass scented soap or perfume or something (even if it doesn't smell superb just do it make sure the label is visible as lemongrass) and throw in an eye mask or a blanket and BAM now they smell great and they think you're witty AND they know you like em.

One could only hope to be as smart as you


My friend likes another girl tho--
And here I thought, "FUCK YEAH SHE'S BI LIKE ME I MIGHT HAVE A CHANCE"

BUT NOOO HAHAHAAAAAA help me


Fuck, the feels... The struggle of being in love with a straight girl...


this song reminds me of my ex girlfriend :(


I stopped listening to Despacito 2 just to listen to this.
You should be proud.

I stopped listening to Despacito 2 just to listen to this.
*You should be proud.*


yes it's the three anniversary everybody lets celebrate :)

An with it being the three anniversary I declare we confess to our "She's"!

The geeky Dandere yea if I ever got the courage to tell my She that


@sofie wild I tried looking for it too XD twice


I have a crush on my bestfriend and I can't tell her. She said I'm like a brother to her and there's no escaping the sibling zone. Shes bi but she likes girls more so she probably wouldn't be interested in me (I'm a trans boy) what do I do????


I relate to this. I love it, and I can't stop listening. Although, I don't think that the girl I have a crush on even knows it. I love her, and I'm afraid to tell her. I'm afraid because I don't think she feels the same way. I don't even know her sexuality. It breaks my heart to know that she might never know this. And might not even understand my feelings for her, and that every night I feel like I'm dying on the inside. And I'm dying because I feel as if I can't tell her this. I don't know what to do.

I relate to this song in a really similar way as well...

This is so beautiful. Did it work out for you in the end?

I'm going through the same thing, except my friend told her a week ago. We haven't talked since then.. Good luck with your situation. Being honest can be hard, but it can be freeing too.

I liked a guy, for like, what, almost two years? Funny thing is, we rarely talked. But one day, after spending 40 minutes hovering over a send button, I told him - straight. But if I could go back? I wouldn't change it, because whilst it hurt so, so, much, the constant pain of having hope and not having any confirmation of that hope.

He was my first crush. I could've moved on with my life never knowing how he felt. But I asked him. It was worth it.

One day you'll die, and you'll rot, never having known how she felt. So my advice, to you?

Do it.


this makes me happy, i've decided to go another day <3 i'm crying happy tears thank you dodie. you saved my heart ❤


"Cause she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall...
but to her,
I taste like nothing at all"
This one line, makes my heart hurts.


I'm in love with this song but I'm straight as a board. Am I weird?

The Stubborn Papaya Why would you be wierd for liking a song?


Actually, it's not the first time that I'm listening to this song. But I wanted to tell you all (I mean each person which secretly loves someone and can't tell this someone how they feel), tell this She or He how you feel. It'll make you just feel so much better. I know it's simpler to say that than to do it. I fell in love for my best friend actually and I didn't know what to do... But this song really helped me and now I'm dating her for soon 3 years. I really had the chance that she likes girls too actually. But even if the person you love isn't interested into your gender, tell her or him. You'll feel so much better, I can tell you.
I'm not obligating anyone, but I'm telling what I think you should do. All I can wish you is good luck and a happy new year full of love and luck.☺❤
And thank you Dodie for your amazing songs and content.❤

(Btw sorry if my English isn't that good... I'm from Switzerland so it's not my mother tongue...😅)


holy crap this song is beautiful. i'm straight, but i know girls out there can relate to this song so much. the fact that a lot of people listening to this have a person in mind is amazing.


I can’t believe that I used to listen this and feel sad and alone, but now it’s in a playlist that my love made just for me :)

it gets better, friends


This is beautiful. You are amazingly talented, Dodie. This is the first song that made me cry for a long time. Xx

OMG YPUR USERNAME AND PICTURE YES DANANDPHILMCR

Can we please be best friends? We could listen  to MCR and phangirl together :)

@Excuse Me While I Phangirl I mentally screamed when I scrolled through the comments and saw your profile picture.

Gerad, Phil, Dan, and Dodie? My twin! I have found you!

@AmazingMaiaIsNotOnFire ok you are amazing because 1 your Gerard Way pic 2 Dan and Phil 3 I don't have another reason

Gerard and Dan and Phil? are you my new best friend?


I met my She the second day, first period of high school, and She has been my closest friend ever since. I came out to her first, halfway through freshman year. The first day of sophomore year, this year, She came out to me as bi. We’re both extremely timid and anxious and apparently we’ve liked each other since we met. Over text a few weeks before homecoming, we figured it out and i was just so excited and happy and full of every good emotion. I asked her to homecoming a week later. 2 weeks from today we have another formal dance and She asked me to it 5 days ago with a super cute sign that says “wanna go to TOLO togayther?” and I’m just so happy and ugh She’s just the best and I need to get up my courage to kiss her, I’ve wanted to all of high school and now that I know She actually likes me I’m slightly less scared.

Update a bit over a year later:
She’s still just a friend, yet we still like each other just as much, if not more. We can’t date, though. Her dad’s homophobic and she doesn’t want to  disappoint him. We bridge an awkward line between best friends and girlfriends and don’t know what to do. We don’t hug or touch because we’re scared of what it may mean, even though we already know exactly what it means. She is sweet and soft and small and I just want to hold her forever. She has beautiful blue eyes and cute shoulder length curly brown hair she’s trying to grow out. She hates her hair but every day I look at her she’s prettier than the last. She has a very particular smell that I can neither pinpoint nor describe but it’s perfect, and when I least expect it I’ll smell it and it never fails to make me feel better. She’s supportive and kind, understands me, and is there for me, always. We’re still trying to figure things out between us and make everything more comfortable. It’s a strange state that is neither good nor bad, but I’m just glad she is who she is and likes me for me, no matter how much I feel I don’t deserve it. So, my she, if you ever find this, know I mean all this and more. I love you.

lol this is actually really funny now. We graduated high school together as friends. We were always huge on communication and had real, honest conversations often. Together we  looked at the life we'd been living "together" for the previous four years and decided that we really were better as friends, no matter how much we had liked each other at one point or another. We had grown so incredibly much as people in that time and we had helped each other through every step of the process. No matter how complicated things got between us we always ended up back in her room, talking it out, strengthening our friendship as healthily as we could. I'm so grateful for the time that we spent together because she truly changed me for the better. We still FaceTime from our respective colleges and catch up.

I have a new She now, and my best friend is happy for me. That's all I could ever ask for.


I like your 6 stringed bariton ukulele! Wonderful song!

I can't tell if you're making a joke or not LOL <br>Thank you! <3

I can't tell if you're making a joke or not LOL
Thank you! <3


this song reminds me so much of my best friend. it's funny cause when we were in year 9 i thought i had a crush on her, and this year we kinda stopped talking. and it sucks cause i love her and don't wanna lose her, especially considering its very hard for me to make friends cause of my anxiety. wish i new how to bring it back...

Corey Johnson tell her you miss her. Don't think anything of it. If she was a good friend she'll be nice about it and you can work together to replenish what you had. If not, I'm sorry friend, move on. Your life doesn't depend on her. It may seem like it now, but I promise you can get over her


i found this song a couple of months ago and thought it was really cute and just a great song

now this song perfectly describes my situation

same the onlt videos i have on my channal are me and her

+rachelsrealname the phandom is everywhere

@CruEmmaDeVil ikr literally on every single video its amazing XD

i literally thought to myself when going to the comments "there's always phandom comments but i rlly don't think they'll be here" i was wrong 😂 we even lurking in every single small corner

+Romy Daryanani yessss someone had to say it

It's going to be ok one day guys :) I feel you all


My story is so different from everyone else's bull I'll give it a shot

I started to become friends with her. After not long at all we told each other everything. We were best friends. At the time I didn't know I was bi but I now know I am. She already openly identified as bi. The more time I spent with her the more my feelings got more and more and I soon fell in love with her. We very obvious flirted with each other and then on her birthday wrote her a letter about my feelings for her. That night she told me she loved me. After that we had a very awkward stage where we acted like we were together but weren't and we both knew we had feelings for each other. I would have (and still would) jumped in front of a train for her. She asked me out over a YouTube video cover. I said yes. We dated for a month or two but I felt us growing apart and eventually she told me her feelings for me had faded. She broke up with me over text. I was fucking shattered and I still am and it still hurts to

well some things are bound to end (but who knows maybe soon u two will be back together) and its not an easy process. it may takes time, weeks, months or even years. but even though things ended, atleast there are memories shared.

hello everyone. I'm an asshole who broke Riley's heart :) Caps lock at me as much as you'd like.

+Riley Kicklighter ( and yes everyone, that's her)

wow jazz, you weren't kidding when you said this was easily found in the comment section.

this is exactly what happened to me to the the T. except that she didn't ask me with YouTube, she gathered all our friends, took me to the place we met and gave me a cupcake.

Almost same story for me but... I haven't told her my feelings yet...

+Riley Kicklighter omg same but it was more of her saying she felt nothing and we both like was ok then we are over

I can relate so much to this up to you telling her your feelings.. but man I'm sorry you had to go through that

+Riley Kicklighter That really sucks, I hope you find a way to deal with the experience and be happy. Hope your situation has improved <3

+Riley Kicklighter <b>sending all hugs your way</b> i feel your pain

+Riley Kicklighter *sending all hugs your way* i feel your pain

+Riley Kicklighter please talk to me if possible if you need to, i am willing to help anyone in need because im in the same situation

+Riley Kicklighter I'm sorry about that, the hard truth is that even though there is a lot of people (including me) who have crushes on their best friends, usually it's better to stay away from relationships with them, because then you could loose them forever I hope you go on to find someone who loves you very much Riley

+Riley Kicklighter and also considering she showed me this song there's a probably chance she might see this and if so, hi ash :)

(YouTube wouldn't let me continue so I'll keep going here) and then I found out on my birthday a few days later that she was already fucking dating someone else. It's been a month and a half now and she's still dating that guy. I still hurt every time I think about it, I've just gotten used to it. I'm still in love with her, she knows. We're still best friends and tell each other everything. I would do anything for her. But I just wish we could have another shot at a romantic relationship, but I cant control other people's feelings. I just have to helplessly sit on the sidelines....


You know that overwhelming happy feeling you get when you love someone so much? I get that every time I watch this video. I hope one day you will understand how much you have truly done for me Dodie, thank you.


This song made me rethink my sexuality.
Thank you for helping me realise who I actually am.
I love you Dodie💙


#relatable and I've watched this fifty times


My she and I have only been friends for a little under a year, but I've gotten so attached to her. I want to tell her how I feel, but I also don't want to risk ruining our friendship by telling her eehhhhh.


Hey dodie quick question the fuck does sleep smell like


@ everyone:  I really really hope you get a song like this sung about you one day, and I really really hope that you realise how much you mean to somebody. Maybe not right now, but one day you'll be someone's reason to live.


I Love this soooo much its on repeat all the time❤❤❤❤❤❤

Dance Lover Lili  yes. this is my favorite song rn.


She has a girlfriend and she’s also a close friend and I can’t stand it much longer


Got rejected by a girl today cause she's straight /:


This song encompasses everything I’m feeling at the moment!


I don't know why but I always find myself sobbing hysterically whenever I listen to this song


It takes someone so beautifully wonderful to be able the capture all of my feelings and put them in the space of a few minutes. I am in total awe. My heart has never been gifted such beauty. Thank you.


i wish i could write like you ,..,., you're amazing


Why isn't this song going to be on your EP ;-; I love it so much


I can really relate to this and I want to thank you doddie❤ I recently came out as bisexual and it's been really hard for me.

@madalmonds don't be scared! be brave! you go girl! i'm here for you. <3

@Daisy Lee congrats, daisy! i hope things get better soon <3

congrats daisy! sorry that this is late, btw. im also planning to come out as bi soon to my family but im scared as when i told my friend her reaction was more negative than positive.


The day this gets recorded in a studio and will be on Spotify is a day I very much look forward to, every time I come back to YouTube for this song that feeling grows a bit stronger

ONE DAY :)


I feel like I'm late to ride this train so I'm just going to say this. I saw dodie in London last night and it was probably the most amazing concert ever, genuinely! Dodie performs so well with a huge amount of energy, so does her band and they're all amazing! I'm 20 now and I really wish I'd known about dodie back when this was uploaded, i went through some pretty shitty times with girls that I like at the time, I was like 15 lol but that's besides the point, dodie you are a genuinely amazing artist and please never stop doing what you do! All of your songs are amazing <3


i know i'm late to this post, but this song has helped me realize so much about my feelings that i don't always want to admit to myself. i don't know how you did it Dodie, but I can listen to this song on repeat and cry every time. the lyrics are so well crafted and u have somehow combined MONTHS worth of my emotions in just a few stanzas.


I just came out to my first person yesterday and she came out to me :))


she’s so amazing. she makes me feel good about myself when I’m at my worst. she makes me laugh until I feel sick. but she’s straight. and i can’t seem to get over her.


I remember watching this just after it was posted, I haven't forgotten the lyrics since. I have cried tears of sorrow and happiness while listening to this song. Over the past few years dodie has been one of the few consistent things in my life and I am forever in awe of how she has grown as an artist and a person. Thank you dodie, we all love and support you.


this video is the most purest side of youtube I love it


Can this please be on spotify. It's SO GOOD!!


this is so.. beautiful. it matches your voice your voice incredibly. and.. it’s so atmospheric. it sounds like the feeling of walking around before or even just after it has poured rain for days, and it sounds like a cup of tea sitting on a clean-cut nightstand at three in the morning next to someone reading their favorite book, that’s worn from tear. this sounds like the feeling of speeding down winding roads with the car windows rolled all the way down, early on a crisp autumn morning.

thank you.


My she is my everything. I met her about a year and a half ago. I was in grade seven, she was in the grade above me and had just moved to our town, and had made friends with one of my best friends, also in the grade above me, so she started hanging out with us. I didn't like her at first because I'm protective of my friends, and my anxiety and terrible past experiences with new people made me paranoid. I will never forget the moment I let my walls down... it was because of her. I was at a sleepover party with all seven of my friends, and something shifted in my brain. I started seeing her differently... I took down my guard for a moment, and then all the feelings came flooding in. I had not realized how beautiful she was before. And she was always so happy and made me genuinely laugh at a time when I couldn't even manage a genuine smile... still does. I'm so gay for her and she's straight. I remember when she told me she needed some distance from me... I don't remember any time I felt so desolate and lost... Luckily, that didn't last. We became friends again, and when I saw her for the first time in months, she yelled out my name and pulled me into a hug. We even cuddled. I love her... But she will never return my feelings.


This song is legit everything I feel right now it almost made me cry. I'm so upset I've only just recently discovered Dodie Clark. This is an amazing song.


I wish I could download this,and listen to it all day, everyday


This song took me back to a time when I was so sleepy and so in love with a girl who wanted nothing to do with me, and it's such a sad, rainy sort of nostalgia. I still love her sometimes.


I hope I can be someone else's 'she' someday. Beautiful as ever, dodie . . .


This is so beautiful this song makes me feel so safe and calm love ya dodes


"she means everything to me"

I know just how you feel..


This gave me the chills ugh and it's so relatable but yesterday I asked my friend (also my crush) about what she thought of bisexual people, she told me it was cool but she would throw up if she was ever in a same sex relationship sooo....  I don't stand a chance


This song helped me and still helps me so much. Luckily my she feels the same way as I do but there were times when I was so hopeless and this song somehow helped me getting through the ache.
I still listen to it when I argue with those nasty homophobes, I send it to them and some of them even started to understand.
So thank you Dodie for making my life so much more bearable


I love this so much!! I used to listen to this back when I didn't have a channel just a while after it came out, and I still listen to it to this day!


(I know I'm 4 years late) Wow! this is beautiful. lovely sound. Amazing lyrics!


this song is so beautiful and rustic. bless you dodie making the original bisexual anthem.


I love watching the internet fall into a soft cloud of happiness for a couple minutes


Love the guitarxi can see you are so dedicated to the lyrics you sing!mindblowing!xxxx


I have a 'she' and she's one of my best friends. We'd been friends for roughly 2 months when we were walking back from school together and laughing and our arms were just hanging down by our sides when I felt this urge to hold her hand (I didn't btw) and I was so confused. She was straight. At this time, I thought I was straight, maybe questioning a bit, but I was so so so confused. Over the past year and a half, I realised I was pan, we've grown a lot closer as friends and we went to the same orchestra at school(this will come in later). We've hugged a few times but only platonically and I hate to say my feelings towards her haven't changed, they've only grown stronger. It honestly sucks so much when you hug someone you desperately want to cuddle and maybe kiss but you're only hugging platonically. The whole time we've been friends she's liked a boy that goes to the orchestra and I've been encouraging her to say something to him, because I'm a good friend (possibly). A few weeks ago she said to me that she might be bi but she doesn't really know, and I got so excited. But now she's dating the boy from the orchestra and it sucks so so so much. I really want to be happy for her but I can't and I hate it and I hate myself for this. I like her so much.


This song is a huge inspiration to the song I’m currently writing, it’s one of my favorites of all time


I feel my insides jumping just by walking past her. I want her to see me, but i'm so unsure. She might not even know my name.


Listening to this in 2018. soo cute to even imagine I have never stumbled into it.


Please put this on Spotify ❤ it’s beautiful


I first found this song when I first found dodie, around 3 years ago. This also was around the time when I first started questioning my sexuality. I didn't know it was okay for a girl to like a girl, and I was ashamed of myself at first. But with time I became proud, and I thank this song for helping me figure that out. But I also thank it for helping me get over being rejected by the girl I fell in love with. It's been months and I'm still trying to get over it lol. But it's such a pretty song too smh why can't I have some of her talent


Can't believe I've been listening to dodie for almost 4 years now. So glad I found her. Super proud of her success.


All your so gs need to be on spotify now!! Your awesome!


I can remember commenting with a different account some time ago.
I cant seen to remember what I wrote or when.😂

I come back to this song every so often. It's so beautiful just like everything Dodie sings.💜


To the girl who made me feel like she was the only one who cared about me, else and teach me how easy it is to say ,whatever but never mean it and how fragile it is to a heart.


Would you be so kind as to putting this on Spotify? ❤


It's so interesting for me to listen to this. I was never in love with my best friend but he was in love with me. And it broke my heart to break his. I cried because I couldn't feel the way he felt about me. Love is so weird because it can't be chosen, only felt. I list him in my list of heart breaks because I ended up losing my best friend because I couldn't feel the same way about him.


im in love with a girl from my class. she is so smart, talented, kind, pretty, amazing, and sweet. i think its so amazing she is different and not perfect like others, because to me that just makes her even more perfect to me. i think of her every time i listen to this song. she means everything to me.. but she straight soooo.... I'm just here like "yeah shit i hate being in love"


DODIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLS PUT THIS ON YOUR NEXT EP


this is like my anthem for my crush. ily much you sing soooooooooooo beautifully


I loved you
You left me in pieces
Your pale skin
Your browny black hair
You tore me apart
And left me to die
But I still love you
I’d do about anything for you
It’s always for you
For you
For you..


She doesn't even know I exist but every time I look at her my stomach drops. My friends call her my girl and I wish she was. She can tear my heart out of my chest with just a look and I can't understand why. She's the most beautiful thing I've seen and she doesn't know that.


Hearing this and human live was one of the best things that have happened to me


0:40 oh my gosh, I love that so much cause my girlfriend takes poloraids of everything and before when we were just friends I used to think that was so adorable ❤ (I still do)

Les Walking Dr. Musical Lover aw that’s so adorable


i have a She, and i love her lots. the best thing is, she loves me a lot, too :)


I sent this to my crush (I'm a girl and my crush is also a girl and I love her so much) and she reacted sooooo nicely!! I feel like she might have feelings for me, but I have no idea... I hope she likes me back because (like what it says in the song) "she means everything to me!"


Literally, every time I listen to this my heart stops


I love this so much! Where can I get this song? I want it!!!😂❤


I'm French so I didn't get the sense of the song right away, but I looked at the lyrics and the translation to understand because I loved the melody and your voice. Now I'm crying.
This song explains your story and I can recognize mine into it. My heart is going to break because of too much feelings... Thank you Dodie.
(If I said something who isn't correct (I'm French, remember?) please tell me ^^ because I want to progress in this language)

Thank you very much! English is a really important language to me so I try to learn about my mistakes ^^

Your English is amazing :D <br>Only one small mistake when you said "I can recognize mine into it". Instead of "into" you'd want to use "in. The word "in" would be speaking of something inside of another thing whereas "into" is more action based. It's a common mistake to make so don't be phased. c:

Your English is amazing :D
Only one small mistake when you said "I can recognize mine into it". Instead of "into" you'd want to use "in. The word "in" would be speaking of something inside of another thing whereas "into" is more action based. It's a common mistake to make so don't be phased. c:


I love this comment section
It's just crying and more crying and there are so much beautiful stories
Thanks to y'all


So adorable! I love it so much I've known about this song for such a long time. I'm confused about my sexuality!


you are an amazing person dodie !!! you make me happy every second that i listen to you wonderful music please never change and it seems that what ever age you are you are always in love   i agree you dont fall in love with a girl or boy you fall in love with a personality


I left a comment on this video before when I had been left because my girlfriend didn’t like me reaction to her being sexually harassed. I had never felt more broken and failed, and I doubted I’d ever be able to forget how much I care for her. A month later I am standing in her arms in my room swaying and sobbing, because I have her back and she’s finally away from him and loves me. I listened to this song every night when she was gone and sobbed thinking that I’d never receive the same love again I’d given her. I explained myself, I poured my heart out to her, and she realized I wasn’t just overprotective. I just cared. And when this song came on now that I had her back in my arms, I couldn’t help but burst into tears in her hold. This song is in my heart and has so much more meaning that anyone can understand. Thank you dodie.


Me with every gal crush i've ever had  :/<br>Such a sweet song, i'm emotional (and 4 years late to the party xD)

Me with every gal crush i've ever had  :/
Such a sweet song, i'm emotional (and 4 years late to the party xD)


you tour in Manchester, we all will remember our colourful hearts to create the sea of lights to show that Dodie is the she that "means everything to me"


when i started playing this, my cat’s eyes got big. she then fell asleep <3


I know I already commented on this but I'd like to share somethings about my "she". I actually found dodie because of her and part of me hopes she sees this even though I know she won't. She doesn't know I like girls, but I have had a crush on her for a while now. I'm not sure if she's gay or not because there was an incident involing her texting my friend. To this day we haven't figured out what that meant. I have been focusing on the possibliliy that she likes girls, but even if she does, what are the odd that she likes me. I think of her every day, and part of me really wants to get over her, but the other part just really can't let go. So to her, I want you to know that you are loved, even if you don't feel the same way about me.


I’ve gone my whole life thinking that I’m straight until I met this girl and she caught all of my attention and urgh now I’m confused about my sexuality. ShEs JuSt sO gReAt IdK wHaT tO dO


please upload this song to spotify and apple music its just too beautiful


I forgot how much this song makes me cry<br>Thank you

I forgot how much this song makes me cry
Thank you


reading the comments of this song reminds me that love still exists in many forms and that not everyone is in a relationship purely to use someone and to hurt them. It reminds me of the childhood crushes that I used to have and all the butterflies I'd feel when I was around someone I liked. I don't feel that much at all anymore so it's nice to see that some people still get that joy from people.


Omg please release this on iTunes because I just want to add this to my playlist


i was staring at her and then i thought "shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit"
in a second time, "she is my best friend"
in a third time, "shE IS A GIRL!!"
and finally, "that will pass"
but it's not
i am in love with her
like, i am really in love with her
this is the first time i'm feeling this
being happy because she is with me, she talks to me, she smiles to me
because i kinda like the sensation of this butterflies
then being angry because i'm stupid, she's stupid, THE WORLD IS SHIT
and all these guys who are so close to her, too
then sad
so sad
because she doesn't like me
not in that way, the way i do
and she probably never does
sometimes, i hate me
because i chose the worst person to be my first love
she is my best friend
SHE IS A GIRL, FUCK
but i am kinda used to it now
to me loving her
to her not loving me
and to all this weird feelings
yeah, it's alright
this is just another of these shitty teenage romances
"that will pass"
it always do

thanks for this song :)


never give up, i loved my friend and i thought we'd never be together and now i can happily say she's my girlfriend


this song is hardcore what it was like falling in love with a straight girl in high school


I love her songs so fucking much. Oh my god.


I've never related to this song more than I do right now. Can she just love me?


I'll never see you again but I need to say it some way, I loved your golden hair that would bounce of your shoulders when you laughed, I loved your bubbly laughter that made your shoulders shake, your sea green eyes that I could find myself lost in, I loved you. I'm sorry I pushed you away, but I was confused and in love. I loved you more than I thought possible but now your gone. I'm sorry


I still wanna know why this isn’t on Spotify


This reminds me of someone who, while i didn't have romantic feelings towards her, i felt strongly about :') she was one of my closest friends, and i miss her more than anything, but now we don't talk, and it hurts. But I loved her, even if it was platonic. It was strong, and she very much did mean everything to me.


I sent this to my crush and then sent “ Would you be so kind” and now we are dating


Hey so it's my 18th birthday in like 10 minutes and I just wanted you to know that if you ever read this Dodie that this is like my favourite song and I always come back to it.  Like I remember crying to this when I was 15 and it's so wild I still love it. Anyways good night I love you


I like dodies songs, I relate to them surprisingly, like with this one, there’s this girl and she means absolutely EVERYTHING to me, even if she never loves me back, hey, as long as she’s happy I’ll try my best to do the same, I like her songs though, got a bit off track😂


So my “she” started dating someone else.... life’s great


I'm honestly REALLY relating to this song right now, since I'm crushing on another girl. What's worse is that about a week ago, my crush figured out I like her, and I've been trying to avoid her ever since. Help.


I have a "she" dark brown hair that's red at the tips that's always a mess but in the most perfect way and beautiful hazel eyes that sparkle and a smile that lights up my world and a personality that everyone falls in love with she wouldn't be described as perfect I guess but I see her as such shes told me she thinks I'm hot and makes little comments about how gay she is but she is in a great relationship with a boy who I'm also friends with and they are just the cutest but there are times I want it to be just her and I


To that someone. You were my person for years, & i never knew to the extent until it was too late.... maybe not too late, but i got too scared to have the conversation. So, just know, you're still the most beautiful soul I've ever grown to love, you are so stunning, & smart, & funny, & spontaneous, & ...i really truly hope you're happy & in love & living your best life right now. I wish nothing more than that. Xoxo always


Awwww this is so beautiful! I know I'm years late but meh


Wow this song is so cute and you're so cute and everything is so cute.


I relate to this song because I asked her out and she said no and I still love her more than the universe itself


this song reminds me of my first crush who was my best friend at the time


I don’t believe my ‘she’ is a singular person, i believe my ‘she’ is all I have liked and never told them. My she has a range of different hair colour and eye colours and she comes in many different sizes. And just like the song, I’d never tell them, because I’m too scared. So to all my ‘she’s’ thank you, I love you


This kid at my school in 8th grade (he was a month grader at the time) sang this song for our choir concert and I swear to god I fell in love with him.


My She is this absolutely lovely girl who just has this gorgeous short dark hair, and dark eyes and freckles, and I just love her so much I don't even know what to do with myself. Love you, Z


i’m not even in love with my friend but this song and the comments are making me to believe i am and i’m slowly dying lmao


I wish I could tell her how much I’m in love, but I can’t... and it hurts so much

Update: still in love, still listening this song thinking about her


Can this please go on iTunes? I can’t listen to it when I’m not at home cuz it’s only on YouTube 🙁


This is too releatable i want to cry now


I DONT LIKE MY  SHE BUT I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD SHES PERFECT AND MY FRIEND AND CRUSH HATES IT WHEN I SAY THAT I SAY THAT I SAY IT ALL THE TIME BUT SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS SHE IS AND IM NOTHING I ALWAYS AM


I fell in love with my best friend and i know she doesn’t love me back I’m 12 and she’s 14 I want to tell her that I like her i also dont care that she’s older Or that I’m  a girl and so is she she’s she’s sweet and beautiful.


I've never cried with a song but damn... Sadly, "to her I taste nothing at all"


0:43 I actually have picture of that it’s a piece of art work in a museum called Tate modern in (London although it could be in other countries to) its actually really cool because there are different  words that light up individually and then all together


lol short story time

ok so first of all, my "she" had a crush on me before i had a crush on her. she liked me for about a week, and i liked her for about 2 months(mine was during summer vacation, she had her crush on me at the beginning of the school year). she was also my best fren, like a sister almost. i made her question her sexuality (and idk why but i've always wanted a person to question their sexuality because of me XD), and she made me question mine. now i have a boyfren, she had a boyfren (he only gave her things that costed money. she knew what real love was, he didnt.) we confessed to each other about 2 months ago lol. and i confessed first, so hAH.


I have an intense crush on a girl in my class, but she has a boyfriend. She is always nice to me, but I can never hold a conversation with her, because I always get too nervous.


it's years later but honestly i love french fancies so much


put it on Spotify! put it on Spotify put it on Spotify!


I wanna send this song to my she but she's straight and my best friend..