i don’t even know my she. she’s a gorgeous girl i keep seeing on the train home from school and we get off at the same stop so we sometimes wait for out parents to pick us up (not together of course i’m sitting on a bench all the way across the room trying to sneak glances of her and her adorable freckles, getting caught every time). i hope with every fiber of my being that i’m not creeping her out. i can hardly talk to my classmates though let alone a girl who i see in a train who i don’t even know speaks english or has any interest in me (i saw her looking at me a few times but i don’t know if it was because of the cotton candy colored mess on top of my head or he rest of me) and i’m just so scared and so i’m love it hurts to think about it at all but i still love thinking about her and her vintage turtleneck sweaters and her timberland boots and her tortoiseshell glasses that frame her amazing face so well and those freckles- oh /god/ those freckles and just /her/.


My she was a girl from my middle school when I was questioning myself a lot. She was a grade below me and I had known her since the third grade and she was the one girl who was always my friend no matter what. A majority (pretty much all) of my friends at my school were very dramatic and would be pretty horrible to me at times and she would always help me and be my friend and make sure I was okay even though she had her own friends who didn’t like me all that much. In sixth grade she came out as lesbian and I was over the moon but I couldn’t really figure out why. I thought at the time that I just liked to have another LGBTQ+ friend that I could talk to about things other people wouldn’t understand (as I said I was questioning myself). Fast forward to 8th grade when one day I was laying on the floor in the middle of the hallway doing my work when she walked by where I was. She snuck up behind me and poked me in the shoulder and gave me a smile as she walked on and as I was watching her, I finally realized I wasn’t straight or gay! I was bi. I had never thought of that in regards to myself before and that exact moment I just knew. I am very lucky to have my sexuality figured out even though I am quite young and I would definitely be in the same mental state as I was before and probably even worse. Thank you Alex Wood for helping me so much more than you could possibly ever imagine.


anyone else listening to this the day the human ep came out? this is by far my fave on the ep💗


I have a crush on my best friend and I feel just like this, I got so jealous when I saw her friend have polaroid pictures of her and she doesn’t know I like her like that 😔😞


this is the song i listen to when i fall in love with a straight girl


I'm like in the complete opposite situation. I'm not straight, but I'm pan. My friend is bi and she has a crush on me, but I don't feel the same way. She told me about a year or so ago, and I didn't directly tell her my feelings, but made it clear that I wasn't into her that way. She still likes me, and she's my best friend, and I don't want to upset her. I'm not sure what to do, I've been kind of just acting oblivious and chill about it, but I feel kind of uncomfortable when she makes a small move of some sort. When I listen to this song I can't help but imagine this is what she feels like, and it hurts me just to think that I could make her feel that way so easily. I feel like I'm toying with her heart without meaning to. I don't know what to do or feel or think anymore. I don't know if what I'm doing is right or wrong, and honestly I'm just sad about it all. Anyways, I'm just ranting, thanks if you read this whole thing.

Yo. I don’t have the answers and I don’t know if you resolved the issue but I would be upfront. It sucks but if you’re uncomfortable you need to make clear lines. Good luck!

not very useful, but I love your pfp hehe


I fell in love with this song before having come out to myself. But, now having a crush on a girl that will never love me, thus resonates so deeply in me right now. She's straight, and has a crush on a guy, and I've even helped her tell him. But it hurts so much to see her sometimes, when all I want to do is hug her, tell her how I feel, and kiss her. But it will never happen. So I just wait till I get over her, and admire from afar.


"and even she's next to me, we could not be more far apart." mood


This is coming out on Thursday at midnight for her ep human and honestly I’m the most excited for this song and all her new ones


I might be straight as FUCK but this is a good SONG

I might be straight as *FUCK* but this is a good *SONG*


i am so shaken because the original is so good but the studio new version is also so good in a totally different way? because to me this one is like fluffy and soft but the new one is like if you had completely given up it’s sad but so good and i just


The first song that made me realize I’m lesbian.


i never tought i would relate to this... but wow i have fallen and i cannot get up from misery


Me👏me👏me👏

My current relationship status:
This song

Me👏me👏me👏

My current relationship status:
*This song*


I have a best friend that matches the lyrics to this song. Some lyrics can change, because to her, I taste like a placebo pill. She thinks I’m sweet, but I’m really not that much. I don’t like her, as in, love, but I just really appreciate that God brought her into my life.


this is the most beautiful, accepting and loving comment section i've seen on the history of youtube


Right so my "she" is in my algebra, she's the most beautiful, amazing person I've ever seen in my life and in the first week of school I didnt know anyone in my school (I've been homeschooled since 2nd grade) I kept seeing her glance back at me or just kinda stare at me and I'd sometimes catch her doing it and smile and she'd kind just look away all embarrassed. It. Made. My. Heart. Melt. This was when I didnt really know if I was bi or just thought a few girls were cute, but with this girl, it was like this physical pain in my chest when I saw her. All I wanted was to hold her hand and look in her eyes. I dont know if she just thinks of me as a friend or something more but i dont want to ruin our friendship and make it awkward ??? I got broken up with yesterday by my boyfriend and she  saw me crying and came over and hugged me/told me it would be okay. Sksks I stg the hug was literally the softest and most kind thing I've ever experienced. Anywho sorry for this gay rant I am just hhhh


my she was pretty recent. she was bright and beautiful and she filled the room and my heart. oh my heart had never been so full before. i thought i was going to burst. my hand in hers we shared a bed and cuddled and it felt like we were meant to be next to each other and when our friends woke us i didn't feel embarrassed at all because she was my heart and we stayed up until the sunrise and held hands and talked about life and love and pain and saddness and growth and longing for home and longing to never go back home and love and love and love. i wanted to tell her i loved her but our world was so perfect as the sun peaked over the trees. we kissed a few times that year. she tasted of the sun and her lips felt like when you're halfway between awake and asleep when the sun is slipping between the blinds. i loved her. i love her. she'll never love me but i long to just be close to her again, holding hands and laughing and dancing and laughing, god so much laughing. even if she'll never love me my heart is hers.


ok but HOW CAN I LISTEN TO THIS ON REPEAT IF ITS NOT ON SPOTIFY DODIE


To my she,<br>I fall for you more everyday. Whether we are on an ikea date, or grabbing a coffee, or just eating McDonald’s ice cream with French fries. Each time I see your beautiful face I just want to hold you forever. Anyways, I’m happy that you are my girlfriend and you’ll always be my she

To my she,
I fall for you more everyday. Whether we are on an ikea date, or grabbing a coffee, or just eating McDonald’s ice cream with French fries. Each time I see your beautiful face I just want to hold you forever. Anyways, I’m happy that you are my girlfriend and you’ll always be my she


So I finally know what love feels like. It hurts real bad, not even because we can't be together, but because he means the world to me and I wish he loved himself more. Every little thing about him has my heart. I'm thankful that he's my best friend and I wouldn't have it any other way. I've just never felt this kind of tenderness for another person, and it's kind of overwhelming. I feel hyper aware of my place in the universe, and the number of stars in the sky, and the smallness of the crinkle in his nose when he smiles. I know I'm lucky for the fact of his existence in my experience. My desire to protect him and his heart hurts mine,  because I don't know if I can.


My she broke my heart...
It's been over a year and I'm still not over her
But I found another she
She's off limits tho:/...
But this song speaks to me so much cause I know what my she smells like and her scent is so comforting even if I cant have her I would wait for forever to be with her


This comment section makes me feel less alone in having a crush on my straight best friend


hi i noticed some people were sharing their stories and i wanted to share mine so let's get this bread

so i got a crush on this girl that i used to be "enemies" with back in 2nd grade or smth
she helped me through a lot and i always felt happy when i was around her. she meant everything to me
we hung out often and used to text each other so often.

however this school year, i dont know why but she stopped talking to me. the last text she sent me was months ago but every time i try to bring up a conversation in text she leaves me on read. she also hangs out with someone im not on good terms with anymore and i dont want to make anything awkward.  and it honestly hurts me so badly, i mean we spent almost any time we had together but if you were a new student and you looked at me and her, you'd think we were complete strangers so yeah

Try to talk to her in person. I hope you two become friend again and maybe something more ❤


Liked this video after I heard the first line


I might be four years late, but oh, my she is the sweetest. I'm not gonna say much about her, cause she's so special to me, I don't want to spread everything around to everyone, cause she's so sweet and special and loveable, and I think I'm in love, and she says she loves me too, but she keeps getting into other relationships and it kills me to see her get hurt and rejected over and over, but I know I can't stop her, cause that's just mean. Oh well, she is my She, and that's what's important.


this is for my he.
you mean everything to me. im sorry that you got the idea i liked tony. i like you. and only you. when people make fun of you. i feel like its me being made fun of. im sorry i made fun of you at first. i love you so much and i see so much potential in you even when you dont. the way you draw, the way you talk, the way you write, the way you are motivated. you are why i am still here today. you stopped me from doing thing i should have never done. im so sad you dont like me anymore. i should have took the opportunity while i had it. i love you so much. im sorry to push you away. please. come back. i love you so much gleb every little thing you do and say and everything about you is amazing. i see a future with us together. im sorry. i love you Gleb.

this is for my she.
im sorry annabel had to get in the middle of us. i know you thought of it as a friendship. but i liked you in another way. i will never get over it. congratulations on being my first girl crush. i love you. youre perfect in every way. i know that im not as descriptive as others in this comment section. but here we are. im sorry. i love you Kim.


I’m back here four and a half years later and I still cry


this hurts so badly yet i keep replaying it over and over because i want to hold onto every memory i have with her. her smile puts butterflies in my stomach. her voice is like chocolate and silk and when i’m around her i feel so warm and fuzzy. but i fucked it up. i was always too scared to ask for her number and i said i would do it on the last day i would see her in a year but i couldn’t find her.<br>there was no point anyway, she’s straight and she’ll never feel the same

this hurts so badly yet i keep replaying it over and over because i want to hold onto every memory i have with her. her smile puts butterflies in my stomach. her voice is like chocolate and silk and when i’m around her i feel so warm and fuzzy. but i fucked it up. i was always too scared to ask for her number and i said i would do it on the last day i would see her in a year but i couldn’t find her.
there was no point anyway, she’s straight and she’ll never feel the same


I can’t quite relate because I’m only an Ally- but I like listening to this song while drawing, it’s so relaxing and calm and I love it ✨❤


I haven't listened to this and so long and just like last time within 5 second I'm crying over the same person is was 3 year ago bc I still have a crush on her I just can't think of how to say it to her


it was whilst listening to this song i realised i might not be bi. i might just be outright gay...


Fuck, this is killing me inside. Y knows I love them, and that I have since we were kids, but they love him. Y is perfect compared to me, I don't blame them at all. I've tried so hard to push my feelings away, but I can't stop loving them. Recently, I've sorta drifted away from them, but it's only because this is killing me inside, and I feel like shit because I do want to spend time with them. I don't care if we're always just friends, as long as I get to be around them, but this is just fucking me up so much right now.

They deserve a better bestfriend than me.


I can’t believe this is coming in her new album this song should be played as I come out my friends


she, she has the cutest freckles and a nose piercing which perfectly blends in. she wears big combat boots and leather jackets. she lives on the other side of the world... this girl. we have mutual friends and have only hung out a couple of times but wow. we've danced to a slow romantic song that neither of us knew; i've spent hours trying to find that song about the blue sky. she held my waist while i looked up at her and smiled. she is funny and lighthearted. she loves vines and memes. she borrowed my necklace for a party, i helped her put it on... i had to tiptoe. i met her dad. we hugged goodbye. i'm counting down the days until i see her again...


listening to this after a breakup is <b>not</b> a good idea, what am i doing? ugh

listening to this after a breakup is *not* a good idea, what am i doing? ugh


I met a girl who I though was going to be just another 'she'. She is gorgeous and so tall which leaves me feeling so nice and gooey( and taking in the fact shes taller than me, a 5' 8" girl, while wearing 1 inch heels she is TALL). She has an adorable smile and a cute haircut and these beautiful brown eyes that shine gold in the sun.

 Today we went on a coffee date. AT the time we didn't know much about each other, so I was expecting a very tentative conversation for an hour-ish before we awkwardly left, but instead we somehow passed 5 hours talking at this coffee shop. We had a bunch in common, but also enough differences that I have so many things to look into that she loves.
 Neither of even noticed how much time had passed, and I never felt the need to mess with my phone,  just spent the whole time focused on her. The thought of more dates, of getting to call her my girlfriend, to be able to go to school dance together makes me so happy and cheesy so that's how I'm feeling rn.  Normally I listen to this song, ts because I have a unrequited crush, typically on a straight girl. Now Its because I have someone who genuinely likes me, and going back to this reminds me of how far I have come.


I really like this girl. I met her at church and you all know what that means! She's straight. I'm moving away, and probably won't see her. I want to tell her everything. She's really nice, so maybe she would be accepting. On the other hand, she's very religious so maybe she would be weirded out. I'm scared, but should I tell her?


she likes a boy
of all people i have to contend with it’s him
he’s perfect compared to me and she loves him
at this point it’s like contending against the world and he doesn’t even know


you don’t know but i’m infatuated with you. i’m scared to use the word love, because it would only confirm things that i don’t want to accept. i love the way your voice goes a few octaves higher when i tease you. i love the way you’re shorter than me, it’s cute. i love the way you notice when i’m down. i only hate the way you don’t pay me more attention. i only hate the fact that i like you too much, much too much.


my she is someone that makes me want to be better than who i am now. her smile is so pretty even when it’s not genuine. ill always care even if she doesn’t feel the same way anymore.


I'm crying. This is exactly how I feel about a girl. One of the most important people in my life, I love her but she loves someone else. And when she knew how I felt we both wanted to vanish, we didn't, but our friendship is...


I had such a bad fight with my girlfriend the last two days I was such an ass and was doubting our relationship. I'm lesbian and i love her she's my everything we're talking everything out tomorrow this song gives me strength❤


She meant everything to me
But she left me
I miss her
So much.


i still love thiiss and now it reminds me of my crush thats straight


Look at this. Everyone is agreeing, probably the only place with people getting along, and sharing heartfelt stories. <3 if anyone is reading, I hope everything is well, have a nice day

+xKinenz this made me smile aw that so nice i hope youre feelin great pal


I just need to write this down haha. Anyway my best friends sister and I were so madly in love for two years we tried hiding it from my best friend but of course she knew. She was heading off to highschool and I wouldn’t see her everyday which killed me and my best friend ended up blocking me on her sisters phone. I can’t handle seeing her in the halls it makes me so sad. We were never officially dating which means we never broke up and I need that closure.


ive had feelings for this one girl for literally 3 years and because ive been best friends with her for 9 years i don't want to make things werid between us. she is pan but i am still terrified of rejection, especially from her. we were really close. like, text and talk on the phone pretty much for most of the day and night, share the same bed,  lay on top of each other whenever we wanted to and it was fine, sneak out at 4 am, pull all nighters when everyone else around us is asleep, and plan our futures kind of close. i was and still am the person she always tells her secrets to. within the secrets she told me was that she had a crush on our other best friend, who already had a girlfriend. i knew i had lost my chance. but i told myself no matter how i felt or suffered, she deserved all of the happiness in the world and i was going to give her that. this was also the first time i ever liked a girl and the first 2-6 months i had a constant questioning of my identity.

this song makes me think of her.


At 0:46 you can see her get lost in her thoughts thinking about her for a few seconds then remember that she’s singing a song


Wow... it's been so long since I've first seen this song??? So much has happened??? It's 2019 Now...


I love seeing all the gay/bi/trains comments it's all so beautiful

tRAINS. HOW DOES "PAN" AUTOCORRECT TO TRAINS?


Did dodie know she was bi then? Love u dodieeeeeeee!!!!!!!!! Xx


I can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly.<br>tl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.

I can't get over this song. I've never heard a song capture the feeling of unrequited love so perfectly. Not just the lyrics, but also the melody, how quiet everything is, as if the singer is sad, scared, ashamed. I was deeply, deeply in love with someone for a very long time. Years. I managed to finally get over those feelings, and I'm very happy with the relationship that I'm currently in, but listening to this song took me back a year or two to...a very painful time in my life. This song is that feeling converted into a performance. If I had discovered this song back then, I probably would have been reduced to curling up in a pond of my own tears on the floor. Even listening to this now, after I'm over her, almost made me start crying just because it made me remember how that felt like so clearly.
tl;dr: Fucking fantastic work. You're a genius.

@Bella Loperena I don't blame you at all for wanting to break up with him. If what were jokes to him were offensive to you, then the two of you clearly weren't compatible. And if you asked him to stop and he didn't, then he was just a jerk. Conversely, however, I also don't blame you for looking back and thinking about that relationship from time to time or feeling some old emotions spring back up. I think that's normal. I don't think I've ever loved anyone without feeling at least some residual emotions even after years had passed. I don't think I'd say you haven't gotten over him just because you have those feelings. You've chosen to move on with your life and not let those feelings hold you back. I'd say that means that you have gotten over him, because you know that you're better off elsewhere and you're acting based on that understanding.

As for the comment chain becoming somewhat of a support group, I don't really mind it. YouTube comments overall could stand to be a little more positive, so if there's anywhere people feel they can really talk about their feelings without being afraid of being hassled, then I'm glad that it exists, and I'm glad to be a part of it.

@Willow Black I had a situation like yours with an old boyfriend.for the first few months he was super sweet but then something changed.he started calling me names and making fun of me.to him they were just jokes but to me they really hurt,and finally I just had to break up with him.a few weeks later I had to move schools and I haven't seen him since. i wanted to get over him and deep down I thought I was but once and a while he would spring up in my head an it made me feel terrible.i felt guilty for the whole thing and to be honest I still do.I'm still not over him but I am going on without him.Also,why do I feel like this comment chain is like our own little support group?:D

That's just the community we are part of! Full of kind and loving people :)

Thx it's good to know that people care. Even though they don't know that person.

@Willow Black Hey buddy, the fact you haven't ever been in a relationship means nothing. I haven't either. Patience is so so important, and just waiting for that special someone will be the longest wait - but eventually they will find you; that one key that fits the lock to that big heart of yours. Ir may seem like you're giving everything to someone, but if they are disillusional and seem to ignore your affectiob, it's not worth the pain. Moving on is so hard, and it damages us all. Converting that pain, and adding it to the fire is howevwr what allows us to carry on. People change. You will change. You will find someone. And you will be happy one day, my friend!

Live strong. Be happy! Don't let the little things get you down :)

@Nikanaiko Thank you I'll try it just hurts and knowing that I haven't been in a relationship just shows I can't get over it. But thank you so much for putting up with my sob-stories. I wish you and your love the best of luck

@Willow Black My situation was very similar, actually. The genders were switched, but I fell in love with a girl who fell in love with my then-best friend. And that was one of the worst pains I'd ever felt in my life. I cared deeply for both of them and I wanted to be happy for them. I tried very hard to be happy for them. But it just hurt so much that I couldn't. And then I started to hate myself. I felt selfish for not being able to be happy for them. I felt like a monster. I started obsessively drawing this red beast with scales and feathers and horns and no one ever knew it was a self-portrait.

Time passed, turned out my "best friend" was an asshole. It started off with him telling me to never come near him or his girlfriend--who I was still in love with--even though I hadn't done anything wrong. And then he started to emotionally abuse her. And they broke up.

It didn't fix my situation, clearly. Just because she wasn't in a relationship with that dickwad anymore didn't mean she suddenly developed feelings for me. I still suffered from unrequited love. ...Honestly, even though I'm in a happy relationship now and I wouldn't give that up for anything, even her, I know, deep down, my feelings for her are still there. And they hurt sometimes. And I have to lay back and listen to music like this for a while until they start to pass again.

But that's just the way things go, I guess. A scar that runs that deep isn't just going to go away. Even though I know a relationship with her wouldn't work out--I wouldn't want to try even if she wasn't engaged to someone new by now--it still stings from time to time. And I think that's just a part of life.

Stay strong, Willow. Life is tough, and it might make you resentful from time to time, but we as humans are brave enough to overcome the pain.

Me too, I was in love with someone some time ago. I was young but I felt deeply for him. But sadly he fell for my best friend, isn't that fucking perfect? I was so mad but hurt, she knew him for only 13 months. I knew him for 11 years I thought I could get over it. I couldn't. I cried every day I couldn't eat or sleep I'm 24 now. 4 years and I still can't get over it. But this song it helps. That is a song worth recognizing. Thank you

@Bella Loperena Really? I was able to help you? That surprises me. But if that's true, I'm really glad that I was able to make a difference. And it's probably very good that you went to your mom. I have no doubt that she'll be able to help you more than I, some faceless figure from the Internet, ever could.

+Nikanaiko hi recently I came out to my mom about it and your advice really helped me thank you so much and know that you changed my life.THANK YOU

Thanks I really appreciate it. (And no it wasn't like she didn't like girls being together it was more of a "no we're just friends" kind of thing)I'll try to be more clear next time.thanks again.

@Bella Loperena That's a rough situation, and I doubt that I'm the person to ask about something like that because my relationship history isn't the most decorated, but I'll try my best to offer advice.
There is no right answer when it comes to something like that.
Personally, I wouldn't be comfortable being best friends with someone who didn't accept my sexual orientation. [Feel free to correct me if I'm incorrect about that. It's difficult to tell whether you mean that she's disgusted at the idea of two girls being together or just the idea of her being with a girl in general.] But, if you can't stand the idea of losing that friendship even through that [Which I'd understand. Hell, I somewhat recently found out that one of my oldest friends is actually...pretty racist, and it makes me really fucking uncomfortable, but we've been friends for so long that it's hard to confront her about anything that could potentially end the friendship, so I've been doing the cowardly thing and keeping my mouth shut for the past couple of years.] then the best thing is actually probably...to keep it to yourself and hope that your attraction to her will fade. And if that sounds awful, it's because it is, but your whole situation sounds awful.
Of course, from that little amount of information given, it's not as if I know much of anything about your relationship with your best friend. For all I know, she could be very supportive and she'd be glad that you told her. It's hard to predict the outcome of something like this.
All I can do is give you a hug, wish you the best of luck, light a candle for you, and send you on your way.

This song hit me personally in a different way and I don't know how to get out of the situation I'm in right now.I have a crush on my straight best friend(we're both girls).we were teased and bullied about being gay and liking each other and she was totally disgusted at the idea of it.do I keep hurting myself or tell her and hate myself for making our friendship awkward?

@Ruby Camilla im hiding the secret of life but my opinion is go with your heart anythinga possible

I wish there were an easy answer. After three years of my pining for her, she got engaged and told all of her friends but me. (I got to find out by a mutual friend asking me if I'd seen "it" yet. "It" turned out to be a picture of the engagement ring.) Then I cried for a few months...and the part of me that had been hanging onto my feelings for her for so long finally snapped like so many twigs. Whether I wanted to give up on the feelings or not was irrelevant. I'd been trying for most of those three years. It just happened when it happened. I wish I could be of more help. All I can say is 'be patient'.

Please tell me how to get out of that painful place, I'm so stuck and it's becoming really depressing


Story time! So there was this girl that I really fancied and every aspect of this song reminded me of exactly how I felt about her. I knew she was straight but I couldn't throw away hope. So on Valentine's day I finally confessed to her, but she rejected me. She said she was straight and probably had as much probability of turning queer as I would have turning straight. I understood but was still heartbroken. I went to my other friends for support. It turns out one of my friends was crushing on me but couldn't say anything because I like some one else. Long story short I found my current girlfriend like this. What I am trying to say is not to feel so sad because a straight girl doesn't reciprocate your feelings. Love will come around and through someone who truly smells of lemongrass and sleep

Yeojin Yoo Thank you. I have a crush on this girl, and she confessed me yesterday that she's in love with a straight girl. I still have a chance, but she's crushing on her since last year, so it's hard that we could be more than friends right now. I hope she looks at me like she looks at her someday. You gave me some more hope, so thank you.


This song is how I came out to my family and I cry every time I listen to it.


some special to me told me that when they listen to this song they think of me and god, i never thought this would be happening.

Melinda Diamonds GO FOR IT LIFE IS SO SHORT ( and remember, keep following them after confessing *if they are your friend already * and tell them : "don't make things awkward i still like you as a friend and i dont want anything in return i just wanted everythinf to be out " i did that and now she is holding my hands and she told me that she'd give me a reply when she's figured it out ) gosh that was long


I’ve never been able to listen to this without crying 😕♥


I just fell in love with the imaginary girl she described.


I want a she so bad... I don’t know why but Lately i’ve just been thinking about falling in love and everyone makes it seem so magical but I always feel ill never find a She but I just want one

Found my old comment I guess I found a she and all I want is for us to be together


I listen to this song on repeat for hours and hours bc it's so fucking relatable. There's this girl and I can't get over her and when I knew she liked me I didn't say anything. No matter how much I love her she just doesn't feel the same way and it hurts knowing she has moved on and I'm still in love with a hole in my heart

I am the girl that my friend can't get over. We never got the timing right... and i will always feel guilty..

Chicken Bathroom can i just say thank you so much for being living proof that homophobic parents don't always have to make homophobic children and that people can learn and have their own point of view. Thank you so much. You are an inspiration.

iamcaddy theres always hope-idk if u still like her cause its a month later but i was homophobic cause it was the way i was told to be but i realised im gAy as frickkdl (i mean bi) but i really couldnt have seen myself liking girls or accepting any lgbt person (i was quite young) but then i realised my parent(s) were wrong and theres nothing wrong with any of that. so maybe that girl just needs to see that its really nothing to hate or whatev lol ok im going now bye :)

Rose Beauty I thought the girl I was in love with didn't love me, she had a gf. But sometimes things happen. I'm sorry you are going through this.


Every Time i cry, she tells me, that Everything Is going to be okay, and I belive her, looking into her brown- Golden Eyes. Every Time I hug her, her smell is so calming that I forget every Problem. Every Time she smiles, my Heart Begins to Beat a little faster. Every Time I See her with other Girls I get jealus, even if I don't want to. <br>And every Time I think about it, I Remember that we are just best Friends. I think i'm deeply in love with her.

Every Time i cry, she tells me, that Everything Is going to be okay, and I belive her, looking into her brown- Golden Eyes. Every Time I hug her, her smell is so calming that I forget every Problem. Every Time she smiles, my Heart Begins to Beat a little faster. Every Time I See her with other Girls I get jealus, even if I don't want to.
And every Time I think about it, I Remember that we are just best Friends. I think i'm deeply in love with her.


to her: i like you a lot. you are all that i think about and all that i want to be with. you broke my heart today by telling me that you are going on a date tonight with someone else. i am going to tell you my feelings soon. i cannot stand the awkward tension that is a consequence of my want to be closer all of the time. i would do anything for you love. your hair is lovely and your face is beautiful and your personality is just simply beautiful. i fell for you the first time that we actually talked. i have never felt this way for anyone. i am terrified.

life update: i got the confidence to tell her how i felt and she told me she felt the same way. we dated for a while and i told my family that i’m bi and they told me that i was wrong, they aren’t homophobic but they didn’t believe me. i got in trouble for telling my little brother. her family is super religious and they found out accidentally. they wanted to meet me and they thought we were doing things while watching a movie, but i had genuinely just fallen asleep. i fell hard for her, i fell in love. but ultimately, she couldn’t handle having to lie to her family about us and ended it. it’s been several months but sometimes it still hurts, i’m just glad that i had a few happy months


Love the video :3 You are a wonderful singer

Well nobody will see this anyways so here we go:

Lily, I know we have only been friends for two years, but even though I'm too scared to tell you and you'll never like me back, I just wanted to say that I love you, and I always will. You helped me when I almost committed suicide, and you've been there for me when nobody else was. You helped me figure out that I was bisexual. And every time you smile I want to hug you to death even though you are almost a foot taller than me. You say you're ugly but that's complete bullshitzu you are beautiful and gorgeous and you are the light in my life. I love you with all my heart and soul and life for you. You wont ever see this, and you won't ever love me back, but it always helps to get things off your chest no matter where you are... Good thing nobody's reading this.


I know that you don't like me back
You love them. You only think of me as one of your best friends-- and we haven't even met before. But you don't know how important you are to me. You've made me smile in the darkest of times.

I remember when it was Christmas. While everyone in my house was smiling and laughing outside, I was contemplating about killing myself inside of the bathroom. You tried to cheer me up even when you were busy with your own needs, and it just makes me guilty.

But I really did appreciate it.

When you tell me that you love me, it makes me happier than you could ever imagine even if you don't mean it the way I want it to. I'll be okay just supporting you with them. As long as you're happy, I'm happy too.

I love you, M.


Dear Dodie.
 Thank you so much. You have helped me more than you will ever realise, especially this song. You are amazing.
Thank you again, a loyal fan


Listening to all her originals in   celebration for her EP.


A while ago, I had a friend. She was so amazing, she was my best friend. We lived far away, but we were still very close. One day, she texted me, saying she had a crush on me. I didn't know how i felt about her, i had been kind of torn before she said it, but i quickly realized that i loved her. We were never dating, but it was a mutual understanding that we loved eachother. We kind of fell apart, or I did. My parents found out, and got mad at me. I explained to her what happened, and she was OK with taking a break from whatever we were. Later, I texted her again on a whim. We were talking for a while, and then i realized, /shit, i still love her./ So i told her, and we went back to the way we were before. But then one day she left. She wouldn't answer my texts, my calls, she deleted social media, blocked me. It broke my heart. She broke me. People are right when they say you never forget your first love. Its been months, but I'm kindasorta over her.

There's a new girl now, a straight one, and it scares me. Because the first time i saw her, her back was to me and she turned around and grinned and she was SO BEAUTIFUL and i got flustered and tripped over a rug and hurt my ankle and we met in the summer, and that summer was like a dream. We slept over a mutual friends house and we fell asleep together and she fell asleep way before me, because my lil gay soul couldn't handle a pretty, amazing girl curled up next to me with a small smile on her face, and we took a polaroid picture together that day, and I'm scared, because as much as i want to forget the girl that came before her, I can't.

I want to love her as much as i loved Rae but i gave my soul to my first love, and I hate that I can't just get over her.

But i do adore the new girl, and maybe that's all i can do for now, and maybe that's okay. Because she smells like lemongrass and sleep, she tastes like apple juice and peach. You could find her in a polaroid picture, and she means everything to me.

Kate Cassely  I hope that you'll be happy and with no worries soon! By the way, this made me cry because the same thing is happening to me

Kate Cassely aww I'm sorry but I hope you find the perfect one <3


I have a crush on my best friend. And she's straight, she has deliberately said I'm a straight ally. Fuck. I'm so in love with her. When I came out to her I was so scared because I was about to tell her my feelings but I chickened out and just told her that I'm pan. Anyways, she's in love with a guy; and seeing her being in love with someone else breaks my heart, I mean I love to see her happy but this guy is just not good enough for her. I'm not saying that I'm good enough for her either. But in some way I want her to know my feelings without ending or making things awkward in our friendship, she's just the prettiest and I want her to know that; <br>Fuck.... did I wrote all that? Jeez I'm so gay. Help

I have a crush on my best friend. And she's straight, she has deliberately said I'm a straight ally. Fuck. I'm so in love with her. When I came out to her I was so scared because I was about to tell her my feelings but I chickened out and just told her that I'm pan. Anyways, she's in love with a guy; and seeing her being in love with someone else breaks my heart, I mean I love to see her happy but this guy is just not good enough for her. I'm not saying that I'm good enough for her either. But in some way I want her to know my feelings without ending or making things awkward in our friendship, she's just the prettiest and I want her to know that;
Fuck.... did I wrote all that? Jeez I'm so gay. Help


WHO ELSE WANTS THIS ON DODIES NEXT ALBUM


She smiled at me like i was the only girl ever. She kissed me like i was going to break if she really kissed me. I love her but she is in love with someone else i see them together i smile and pretend im happy but its like being stabbed in my heart.

Sometimes I get scared the it was all in my head that every moment we shared was a dream or a delusion. It was like a dream. Except it started off perfect and slowly became more and more like a nightmare.

I loved you.


This song gives me chills. It makes makes me feel soo happyyyy ANd always brings me to frikin tears oml this song makes me so smiley and its  so calm omg :,)


I'm a guy and I'm not gae lol but this made me cry anygay cuz it made me think of my girlfriend and I miss her cuz I'm at college and shes at home and I love her


IM BISEXUAL!!! Man that feels good to get that out there! First time saying it, and I'm shaking. I think I'm kinda in love with my best friend who is 100% straight and I'm kinda dying. She's the sweetest, but she only thinks of me as a friend. I was in the bath and thinking to myself "wow, she's great. I'm glad she's in my life. I love her so much. I think I'm in love with her. Fuck."

This is really relatable same situation for me

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER!  I AM BI AND PROUD <br>but probs not gonna have a love life because I'm too awkward for my own good🙃

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER!  I AM BI AND PROUD
but probs not gonna have a love life because I'm too awkward for my own good🙃

Well she asked me out... then dumped me 4 days later because she realised she was in fact 100% straight while dating me. Excuse me while i go cry in my bathtub listening to this on repeat

Yep, same situation. But I told her... were just friends but I'm happy with that. I'm sure someone else'll waddle by.

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Same! But stay strong. I wish U the best ❤

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! it gets better ♥

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! I was in that exact same position, then I came out to her that I was bi, the next day she told me that she is also bi. She had a boyfriend at the time. Last week she said she had a crush on me, then she broke up with her boyfriend... I somehow accidentally asked her out and she said yes. It'll all be okay 💜

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! i can relate oooops

BUTTER GLUTTON FOREVER! Omfg same I can't stand the fact about having a crush that is my 100% straight best friend but still we hug and stuff so I'm happy to have her BUT IM DYING INSIDE RIP


This represents what I am feeling right now. I feel like someone understands. I feel in peace (kinda because she doesn't know that I like her)


I can't stop thinking about a girl I knew last year. We both really liked each other, but her mom didn't want her to be gay so she started dating a guy. <br>I haven't talked to her since November. I miss her so much.

I can't stop thinking about a girl I knew last year. We both really liked each other, but her mom didn't want her to be gay so she started dating a guy.
I haven't talked to her since November. I miss her so much.


Ok I'm going to be honest...when I first found your channel, I couldn't really relate to you. Your style is different to me..we got different aesthetics goin on. And to be honest, it was so different to me that I naturally cringed. But as I started to watch more and more videos, I saw a very sweet girl who has unbelievable talent. Dodie, I adore you so so soo much and this song was the one that sold me. I subbed and followed on other social media and I can't wait to see more of you. And I absolutely LOVE ALL your original songs. Much love to you Dodie. Xoxoxo

same! I first found her from her Death of a Bachelor cover and I disliked it at first but I listened to her original songs and listened to that cover again, now i love it!


who HURT you I'm gonna punch THEM IN THE FACE also this is amazing and I'm gonna cry, you described my feelings when I was questioning so perfectly, thank you


I know this comment will be lost but... if you ever afraid to ask.your crush out because you think they like another gender... just remember that I always been sort of a straight person... but I felt in love with a person of the same gender and same sex as me... life is not a straight line even for the most straight person!💓

Trixie What you're bringing up isn't needed
she's /he's talking about confessing not moving on
Nothing personal against you thooo
Its just pointless to bring this up 'cause she's talking about confessing not moving on after a "no"
About how you shouldn't be afraid to confess 'cause you could never know whats gonna happen
Basically what you said is true and stuff but there's no point in mentioning here if the topic of moving on never got brought up

lua What she/he meant was that for no one life goes as planned or expected
Meaning the other person could change interests
Strict people have weaknesses as well to whatever it is
You can never know what will happen but whatever it might be it will change your way of thinking in some way

Trixie What she/he meant is that interests changes and so do people <br>So you shouldn't lose hope because you can't know what could happen in the future

Trixie What she/he meant is that interests changes and so do people
So you shouldn't lose hope because you can't know what could happen in the future

Orianne , , ,  I’m bi and my crush is bi but she likes a different girl. 😕

Hey I know I'm late but your comment made me happy! I just wanted to let you know, maybe let you know something you said made someone smile. It's not every day you can say that. Thanks again<br>-Jazz

Hey I know I'm late but your comment made me happy! I just wanted to let you know, maybe let you know something you said made someone smile. It's not every day you can say that. Thanks again
-Jazz

I know my crush (who is a girl cause I'm hella gay) is bi cause sHES MAH BESTIE

Thank you because my crush is straight. I needed a comment like this

most beautiful thing ive ever read in my life

"life is not a straight line even for the most straight person" BOI DO I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU

I know you said this with the best of all intentions but this isn't really fair advice. There are most certainly people who are strictly straight or strictly gay, and accepting that is often a necessary part of life people (esp bi/gay ones) need to understand to move forward to someone who will consider them.

Orianne , , , what if your crush hasn't liked anyone before

much thank. I'm non-binary and my crush only likes girls (as ive heard from others) so yeah--


This really gave me the courage to come out to my friend that I loved. I remember the day I came out to her that I was lesbian, the day she told me she was bi and how happy I got that I might have a chance. I also remember the day she came to me crying saying she loved someone and that they turned her down and how sad I felt that she didn't like me and that she was sad. I remember the day she said she loved me and the day I told her I loved her too. I remember our chats just saying cute things. I love her so much and how she looks and how pretty she is and her cute chubby cheeks. I must be talking gibberish but I love her so much and this was just the start. Of me realizing my sexuality and how much I loved her.

Otaku Wannabe  wow ok tho your story is the same for me, although "you" are my gf.. lol... Anyway hope things work out good for you! ♡

Otaku Wannabe are you guys going out now?


My she is right now. But she’s my best friend. She’s bi too but in a very toxic relationship and I want nothing more than to help her and I do but the one thing keeping me from properly feeling like this is her relationship. When she does get out of the relationship, I don’t know what I’ll do because my feelings will go all over the place.


this song makes me think of my now ex...funny enough she's the one that first showed me this song. my biggest regret will always be breaking up with her, but I wanted her to be happy. now I just miss her and hate that she really has moved on.. why am I venting in the comments 😳


DODIE! EVERYBODY'S NOW TELLING THEIR ENTIRE LIFE STORIES IN THE COMMENTS! AND THEY'RE ALL MELODRAMATIC!! WHY MUST YOU MAKE SUCH MUSIC?!


My "she" made me realize that I'm not totally straight. "She" is now my girlfriend and this song gave me the courage to ask my she out and we now have been together for only a week. If you are looking for a sign to talk to your she. This is it. Send her this song or something. But trust me, talking to her is worth it 😍❤💞

kylie tacey oh wow that is just lovely. You're so lucky! Are you still seeing eachother? I need an update.


She is soft a cute and smells like the yellow sky on a warm winter’s morning. She is talented and beautiful and special; and she doesn’t know my name.


'She' is finally someone I can call my girlfriend<br>Wait update it's now December and we broke up because she was t ready but I still love her

'She' is finally someone I can call my girlfriend
Wait update it's now December and we broke up because she was t ready but I still love her


ok so since everyone is telling there stories I think I can tell mine too. Ive fancied girls before but not like this one girl. oh my,this girl, let me tell you. she was and still is amazing. she is a friend of mines twin sister and we first spoke when my friend told me he was going to commit suicide and he wouldn't answer me so I texted her and she told me he was fine. she is a grade higher than me. we met when I was in 10th grade and she was in 11th. we had gym together. we started talking and we became great friends. we took over 200 photos together. I sadly don't have them to this day. but I still have some posted on my social medias. after a while of being such close friends with her, I started to develop a crush. she is just so beautiful and I was always laughing and smiling around her. I could tell her anything. I liked her so much. I didn't know if she was into girls too. and omfg every time she would tell me about the stupid boyfriends she would get, I would get so upset because they don't know how to treat her. she is delicate like a flower and as strong as steel. she wanted something real not some fuckboy asking her for nudes and trying to get in her pants. at some point her twin brother, my friend, started shipping us together. and I would get so flustered and embarrassed when he would say that I'm front of her. (he knew about my crush on his sister and he was so on board with it lol) we talked about it one time and I said that it was funny and that its not like we would ever happen and she asked why not? and I said because your straight and she said no. I'm pansexual. and oh my the heavens opened up for me. after she broke up with her stupid bf like 2 weeks later I gave her a note saying that I liked her. she texted me asking about and she said she was shocked and that she didn't know that I felt this way about her. but I still didn't ask her out. I tried but she said she needed a little bit more time because it had only been 2 weeks since she broke up with her bf. I waited until a week later she got another bf. I was angry. I didn't talk to her for a week. she apologized for leading me on and I forgave her and we were still friends. a few weeks later she tells me she is going to break up with her bf because he is as much of a dick as the others. and she told me that if I were to ask her out she would say yes. so I made a medium sized sign that said "would you be part of my world as my girlfriend?" (her name is Ariel so it totally goes) and she said yes. we got together and I was so happy. the only thing was is that she wasn't out to anyone yet. she was out to me and a few of her friends. so we couldn't hold hands and stuff. I was ok with it. I would be there for her for anything. but then an ex of mine came back. he blackmailed me into breaking up with her. he said that I didn't he would tell my parents about me. ( I wasn't out to my family just my friends) he didn't want to get back together he just didn't want me with her ig. so I did and I felt so bad. I hurt her and we didn't speak for a while. until I apologized to her again and she said it was fine. we became friends again until summer came and we didn't talk much. I stilled really liked her but then I found out she was dating someone else and I got so sad and angry that I stopped talking to her. we started talking again and she asked me questions like if I was cheating on her when we were together and stuff and I said no. but I told her about what my ex said and she got upset and she asked if me and him got back together and I said No but IG she didn't believe me. we haven't talked since and I miss her so much she just graduated highschool and we still haven't talked. she is now dating a good friend of mine and I'm happy for her but I still like her a lot to this day.


Me: wanting to sing this but needing to change all the pronouns he tastes like apple juice and peach. You will find him in a Polaroid pic- ...oh

Any ideas of how I can change the words?

Me: *wanting to sing this but needing to change all the pronouns* he tastes like apple juice and peach. You will find him in a Polaroid pic- ...oh

Any ideas of how I can change the words?


This comment will probably never see the light of day, but that doesn’t really matter to me. I just want to contribute my story for my own She. I will say her name in the hope that she will never read this. I don’t think I could take her reaction.

For my Jessi ❤
She is sweet. Sweet like peppermints and frosted bagels and whipped cream. Savory like green tea and smooth as silk. Her voice was a lullaby, her words a paperback novel. She smelled like soap and books and simple, sweet smiles over her shoulder. Her eyes were deep chocolate, her skin glowing with life when she smiled at me. Incandescent. Radiant. She lit up my life.
She was so indecisive, revising spoken sentences halfway through and stuttering her way through stories. I never minded. She would lose herself in the words, and let her dark eyes dance with dazzling light. She was brilliant, but conscious about how she presented her intelligence. She loved school, but didn’t like to say so. She also loved kittens and anime and that muted indigo shirt she wore every day during the fall. We would run cross country together, work on projects after school, and sing broadway songs wildly offkey and not caring a wick.
Once, during an afternoon lull in the springtime, we sat down under a tree and just talked in soft tones about life and such. We laid almost on top of each other; personal space had never been an issue. Her skin was so, so soft. I learned that day that she wasn’t straight. I learned to hold her close and not to question it. I learned to hope then, as I had never hoped before.
She was the one who made me realize I could love. And I did. I loved her, immediately and forever. My love.. my moonbeam, my daffodil... never returned the favor.
It’s been years since I’ve held her like I did that one springtime. Years since I stopped following her around like a lovesick puppy, living smile to smile, plutonic hand-hold to mouth. I also learned that I can live without her close to me. I tell myself I’m over it, that I haven’t seen her in weeks and we were just friends anyway. I moved on. I did. I moved on from my She.
I thought about my love, my dearest love, and decided that she was better off without me thinking about her like that. When she was reserved, I was too loud. I smiled at everyone and everything like a kid on Christmas morning, while her smiles were few and far between, even though they had a brilliance like the Northern Lights. I overshare with an easy wink, while she keeps secrets and hides them under dark lashes. I love the stage, she lives for the shadows. I am the sun and she is the moon. Even when she does appear next to me, she’s faint. A glimmer of who she really is. The only times I truly see her is when she’s going away. Always just out of reach.
So I stopped caring. I stopped caring for her like she was my one chance at heaven. I stopped grinning like a dope just because her hand brushed mine. I stopped imagine what’d she’d do, what she’d say, and just shut my mouth when she asked if I liked anyone. Because I’ve moved on. It’s been weeks. Months. Years. She was my first love, but I’m certain she won’t be my last. I don’t need to think of her to smile anymore. She isn’t she to me, anymore. I moved on.
...
But… somehow, I know, that if… she ran up to me.. if she kissed my cheek and said she wouldn’t mind dinner sometime.. I would still lay down my life for her in an instant. I would watch the world burn down to embers if it meant she would love me half as much. I would give her anything and everything I could. Because she deserves all of that, and more. My sweet love. My moonbeam. My daffodil.
My Jessica ❤


This is the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. Thank you for sharing such a perfect and lovely song on here <3

aw thank you, you're very beautiful too and I hope you have a nice day also :)

im sure you get told this everyday buy your very beautiful and dont forget to smile because your perfect:) have a nice day <3

isn't it just the best song you've ever heard:)


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This song reminds me of my girl :(( imiss her so much.

Hi nomnom if ur reading diz imissyou and iloveyousomuch.


I unforunately can relate to this song so much.


cause even when shes next to me, we could not be more far apart


I come to this song when I'm feeling scared or self-conscious about my sexuality, and it brings me a sense of acceptance and calm.


Since other people are doing this.. i thought i might aswell..

To my she...

Im with a guy right now.. hes been my best friend for years, we joked about dating then i caught feelings. We arent fit for eachother..
I just dont want to ruin the friendship..
I guess my "she" has to wait until college.


I’m reading thru all the comments and yes it is filled with lesbians but it’s filled with hope and sadness and just the general feelings of an unrequited love and let me tell u this has been an eye opening experience to me. And all u peeps out there, it’s gonna work out. Eventually. Maybe not now or even in the next month or not even with your “she”  but it will work out with someone, somewhere, and sometime.


i definitely discovered this song like almost 2 years ago when i really was questioning myself and i’m coming back now and i feel so much better. i actually have a “she” and this she makes me so happy. and actually we’ll make a year together in 3 days and i’m glad things turned out this way.


* Me coming back to listen to this for the hundredth time after hear it's gonna be on Dodie's new EP *

Also crying about how much I relate to this song...


I cant stop listening to this and reading everyone’s stories 💜🏳🌈


shit
I remember when I came here first almost two years ago
it was before I came out to anyone and I remember still downloading it and singing it out loud on the streets while  walking to school, bc no one was on the streets then. You made me feel accepted and not alone and showed me that I am really not alone with these thoughts. Now I am here, came kinda out to evreyone... I mean kind of.. and got over my first,.. and second..  and I guess kinda third crush wow
It was a long journey, but you really helped me to accept myself

I'm literally still in that beginning stage... 😐


Oof- right on the feelings. Very emotional song, Dodie- I really love listening to it!! 👍👍👍


I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS IS FINALLY COMING OUT ON ITUNES!!


Gosh. Seeing this again 4 years later and having the same feeling but for a different person is <b>Wild</b> oh this is such a sweet song and so many people relate to it. It brings so many people together ❤

Gosh. Seeing this again 4 years later and having the same feeling but for a different person is *Wild* oh this is such a sweet song and so many people relate to it. It brings so many people together ❤


This makes me cry every time I listen to it. I hope it’s on the new album.


Tbh I kind of miss the time when this was put online. Because I feel like, even a lot of effort was put into it it and it’s amazing, I felt closer to you tubers and it felt more “intimate” because it wasn’t a “huge production”. I don’t know whether it’s because times have changed and it’s me being too nostalgic but yeah I feel like it has changed.


here cause you're gonna bring this back 😭😭😭 i can't wait to listen to it dodie 😭


This song is how I first discovered Dodie, and it is so, so special to me. Thank you for everything <3


I remember listening to this, before I knew I was trans and all I knew is that I am pan. And I still love it.


4 years late living little dodie and her beautiful songs


I have heard this song 3 times live. Once with my girlfriend, and twice with that same girl who broke my heart. We have remained best friends but i cannot describe how deeply i miss her.


<b>” She means everything to me , but to her I’m nothing at all “</b>

*” She means everything to me , but to her I’m nothing at all “*


It pains to think that I've missed yet another music to be cherished.. I'm 4 years late hehe
All thanks to the most badass and cool friend I met somewhere... "She" the song explains very well.
We'll play dodie clark songs on cafes one day... as soon as she gets better <3


I'm so excited for this to be revamped and professionally produced!!! Ahhh


I wrote about my she on here a year ago. Everytime I listen to this song I think of her, even though I have long since given up on romantic love with her. She will always be my first she though, and I will love her as a friend forever. She means everything to me.


I would love more than anything for an updated version of this; just to see how far dodie's voice has come!


YEEEESSSS NOW ITS GOING TO BE REVAMPED AND ITS GOING TO BE GREAT!!!!!!!


Dodie this is honestly beautiful I relate so much. I’m sobbing 😭


Hi I'm Daniela, I just want to tell ya... thank ya. I will dedicate this to my crush, Luisa. I like her so much. I love all your songs... You're great! :)


You're like one of those people who are just pure sunshine, love this song!


Oh my God, this is exactly what I was feeling a few years ago, when I hadn't discovered this channel


When I first found this I never quite understood why I related to it so much, because I was assigned male at birth. Then I realised that I’m bi, and I thought it was that. But that never seemed to explain fully why I related so much. When I started to like people, mostly girls, at puberty, I was incredibly uncomfortable with liking girls but fine with liking guys, even though surely liking girls makes me straight and ‘normal’? Well now I know why I related so much, and still do, because I’m not a boy, I’m a trans girl, and I had, and continue to have, shes :)


THIS IS MY FAVORITE DODIE SONG AND I'M SO READY FOR IT TO BE ON HER NEW ALBUM AAAAAAAA


ITS BEEN LIKE A YEAR SINCE I LAST LISTENED TO THIS. I REMEMBER ID LISTEN TO IT EVERY DAY FOR TWO MONTHS SO I GOT BORED EVENTUALLY BUY IM LISTENING AGAIN AND CRYING


I want to send this to my “she” but she has a crush on my best friend :(


I remember listening to this when I was 11 or 12 and I cried my eyes out. I am 15 now and I still cry a little and find it sad. I feel this song so much. Thank you for your beautiful voice and that you created this song. <3 <3 <3 <3


im so excited for the studio version!!! this is one of my favourites from dodie <3 <3


So excited that this is going to be on the Human album! ❤


recently heard you preform this live and it was like hearing it for the first time again, i cried. thank you so so so much dodie.


Now this is going to have a studio version on dodie's new EP!!


My ‘She’ is my best friend. I don’t know what it is about her but I like her. I asked her out on Fourth of July and she said no and that she doesn’t like me in that way. She doesn’t know that I cried for an hour. She doesn’t know how sad I was the next day. She doesn’t know that I still like her. And every time I listen to this song, it reminds me of her. She always kisses me on the forehead and stuff to annoy me and it means nothing to her and everything to me. Every time she would joke and say I was her girlfriend, so many times I wished it to be true. I joke around about the time I asked her out like it was nothing but it still really hurts. Even after two and a half months. And I knew a girl that would ask me out constantly and it made me uncomfortable so I stopped talking to her. I’m not going to be that girl. I’m going to let her go. I won’t keep asking. I won’t keep pressing. I’ll just let her go.


That harmony is the sound of your heart ♥


ugh god this is soooo good pls u gotta put this on spotify


4 years later and this is still my favourite song


I remember realizing that I'm in love to this song
and i remember it breaking me so much i never recovered
but i still miss her


Geez I love all of your songs, and I'm finally getting over the girl who made me realize I'm Pansexual, and this, this just amazing "she means everything to me"

Edit: nope, still not over her XD


YALL I HAVE AN ACTUAL GIRLFRIEND NOW AND WE’RE GOING TO DODIES ATL CONCERT TOGETHER AND I JUST WANT TO HOLD HER HAND SO TIGHT FOR THIS SONG

Eunoia Journaling THANKS WERE ACTUALLY ABOUT TO GO IN LIKE 10 MINUTES AND IM SHOOK MY DUDE


I have this girl at school I've liked for a couple of years now and this is the first year that I've really accepted my identity as a lesbian. It feels so...good to know who I am and my heart aches everytime I see that girl but she has a boyfriend so I'm hopeless. I've also  been in love with my best friend for a pretty long time and she's bi but I already kinda told her I like her and she said she doesn't reciprocate my feelings. I've been telling her that I don't like her even though I really do...


My girl sings this for me everytime i cant sleep❤❤❤ i love her but she dont know😊


Thank you to one of the the songs and musicians that helped me accept that I am gay


So I watched this for the first time on a bus back from a ski hill (I'm in this cool program thing. It's super fun). I was exhausted and somewhat heartbroken because this person I liked had basically just turned me down. I just listened to it on repeat for the whole 45-minute drive home. Now, I can hear the wheels moving and feel the rocking of the bus and smell the smell of tired kids and candy and I can remember how this put the pieces of me back together a little and sealed me away in a little bubble that I could just stay in away from reality. I know that noone will really see this but Dodie you make things that make people okay again, and thank you for that.


Me and my she have been speaking on and off for the last 9 months now. She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen, something about her is so enticing and different, I well and truly have fallen for everything about her. However something always gets in the way whenever things are starting to progress and I feel so helpless against it all. She has a 'friend' and she swears thats all it is but I can see that he definitely likes her as more than friends (who can blame him she's perfect) . I want to trust her and I do, but I just don't trust him. They've been spending a lot of time together yet she swears that there is nothing there. It hurts so much but I still feel so hung up on her, I can't let go, no matter how hard it gets, I just can't. I would rather put myself through the constant ache of not knowing than be without her. shit is bad at the moment, but I really, really hope it gets better soon.

Edit::::: 12/18
Well we grew distant, and despite the pain of not being able to talk to my she, wow it benefited me. I am so happy, I finally feel that I can focus on myself and have found a happiness that only I can replace. My time with my she, was an emotional roller coaster, however it taught me so much. I wish her well and I hope she is also as happy as I am.


I've always loved this song but recently I've been relating to it a lot more than I ever have so its been on repeat all day


so beautiful, i can’t believe i’m seeing her sunday!!


Hurting you was the biggest mistake ive ever made, i realize how real you were when it came to other girls and it hurts thinking back to it, i dont know your relationship status but im almost positive youre with someone because youre perfect idk where im going with this but i love you. to my she


who’s here after it’s announced that this is on her new EP?


“But to her I taste like nothing at all” powerful stuff


I saw her play this yesterday and I cried so hard


I dont feel good im in a really bad place but this helped, thank you Dodie<br>Edit: heyyyy thanks person that liked this!

I dont feel good im in a really bad place but this helped, thank you Dodie
Edit: heyyyy thanks person that liked this!


im back bc! this is going to be on the new EP! im so excited!!


I literally started crying within the first 10 seconds.


Whenever I think I'm about to say something I listen to this instead.


i hade a crush on my best friend at the time, she really messed me up. every time i listen to this song im reminded of her and its this kind of sappy feeling


my "she" is such a perfect girl. we know eachother for about a year. I love her so much but I'm too much of a coward to tell rr


Can you please put this song on spotify I'm making a playlist and I really need this song on there I've tried everything?????


I used  to listen to this so much.... I still love it :,-)


My “she” unfortunately lives in America and I live in Australia but distance won’t change how much I love her


this song helped me realize i was pan 2 years ago thanks dodie


does anyone else get angry when they hear great music like this


I have a friend who I was in love with around the time this first came out. Turns out she hated me, she got rid of me as soon as she could. As soon as I asked, and no, I wasn’t a creep. We’ve been friends for a while.. she just kicked me out of her life. I cried for a week.


Cannot wait til she does a legit recording for her EP


My "she" is the most precious person on earth to me. We know each other since 1st class. Her smile and laugh is breath-taking, even though two of her teeth are missing. She's the cutest human beeing I ever met. When I'm sad, she always cheers me up and makes me feel dizzy. And she's also my best friend and I'm very afraid of asking her out on a date. I'm just to shy, but I'm happy if she's just near to me.


AHHHHHH~ omg this is my new favorite song I relate so much,I really like this girl,she's funny and pretty and sweet..and smart and cute and nice..AGH


I heard this song years ago but didn’t realise it was by Dodie!


LITERALLY CRYING THAT THIS IS ON THE NEW EP


i love this song so much but makes me cry everytime i hear it so that's fUn


You are so sweet! Taste like apple juice an  peach. Love the song. xo


Coming back to this now that I have a girlfriend! (I’m a girl too :) )


One of my “yep I’m gay” moments was listening to this and relating hard


IT TOOK ME A GOOD 15 MINUTES TO FIND THIS AND IT WAS WORTHIY


My “she” is my STRAIGHT best friend, everyone knows I like her, its quite obvious, I blush whenever I’m around her, im so happy around her. She’s so pure, kind, adorable, happy, wonderful, just an amazing person. She’s also so pretty, her hazelnut eyes black curly hair, cute clothes. I hope she doesn’t see this, She might, she would know its me (she knows my user, and she knows the story and she’s the only person I call “pure” XD)
Little storytime:
Once I was laying outside with her and i saw a rainbow (one other friend was there) and I said to the other friend, that’s weird, the rainbow fades when ~name~ is out of my view. XD im so weird.
Anyway, bye


i know i’m 62781 years late but this song has completely changed my life


My ‘she’ has a boyfriend. And ‘she’ is my best friend.


My she, sits next to me in writing class and ik shes not straight (hence her im not straight braclet) and were both new to the school. I hope things work put between us in the future but I dont want to rush anything. She is so quiet and sweet, I low peer editing her work cause her writing is beautiful.


My She is so sweet, she would take a side glance at me every time we were in the same class. I'd pretend not to notice. She would blush at slightest things, she would pretend to let my flirts go over her head because she was too shy to say anything. Today we are dating and I'm slowly edging her out of her bubble. I'm helping her be more confident and I couldn't be happier to have her to myself. She's so sweet and shy, I love her so much and I feel so happy around her. She is so caring and loving, She is an absolute angel, this song reminded me a lot of her and i can't stop smiling!!!!!! :D


I miss her hair like this sometimes lol 💕


I first watched this video, when I had my first girl crush. I've liked her for 4 years straight now. She liked me back. Last year she told me I was a bitch and moved to a different school💔 After years of friendship 😔


i think i found my she.<br>she's in my lab group in chemistry, as well as in my ap world and english ii honors class. she has the prettiest smile and such beautiful brown eyes– i've always adored brown eyes. they're like chocolate. she has the sweetest laugh and i can't help but smile everytime i hear it. she likes the same coffee shops i do and i want to take her on winter dates while she leans on my shoulder as we do tedious school work. i want her hand in mine and i want to run my hands through her curly brown hair. i want to make her smile and laugh. she's so beautiful and i adore her.

i think i found my she.
she's in my lab group in chemistry, as well as in my ap world and english ii honors class. she has the prettiest smile and such beautiful brown eyes– i've always adored brown eyes. they're like chocolate. she has the sweetest laugh and i can't help but smile everytime i hear it. she likes the same coffee shops i do and i want to take her on winter dates while she leans on my shoulder as we do tedious school work. i want her hand in mine and i want to run my hands through her curly brown hair. i want to make her smile and laugh. she's so beautiful and i adore her.


I remember listening to this and thinking about my bff before I even knew I was bi........


i knew she didn't feel the same but i believed she cared about me and my feelings... guess i was wrong.


I have a crush on this girl I’ve known since pre-K and she’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen and she doesn’t know how I feel about her. I get butterflies whenever I see her. She is something I can’t describe. And she just sees a weird friend that is almost nonexistent. I just want her to notice me. And I cry every time I think about the fact that I can’t ever just even hold her hand. 😢


this was so long ago... an i love it just as much


oh my. I love it and I only just discovered it.


wow this has been stuck in my head all year,,,


Your such a good singer and instrument player


I feel guilty. My best friend just told me a guy likes her and she likes him back. I want to be happy for her but I can’t help but feel heart broken. I’ve loved her for the past 6 years but I respect her too much to tell her how I truly feel. But all I care about is that she’s happy, so if that means watching her with this guy, so be it.


I’m not even gay / bi/ pan and I’m crying now bc I relatteee to the lyrics on a Spiritual level. But for a boy that I asked out and will never like me back .


this sounds like heart break, but one that doesn't flow both ways.


Ive fallen in love with my straightest friend. She will never love me back and she will never know how I really feel


I'm really late but I'm going to show this to my girlfriend. I think that she would really like it speaking that we were once like that to each other.  My girl means everything to me right now, and I love her with all my heart. Even though some people might not support us, I will still love her more than I thought I could. But here is our story (from my perspective)

I have known her for years, and I looked up to her. She had been out of the closet and VERY lesbian for years, and I was in the closet all through middle school and into high school. I decided that I needed to come out once I kissed a guy and hated it (long story) and so I came out. We hung out a lot after that because, well, were two lesbians and we need to stick together. I got a crush on her and I couldn't help myself. I was finally done with repressing myself, but I was still nervous. Finally, she asked me out. I took a few days to respond because I wasn't confident and thought she was still in love with her ex, but they ended on bad terms. I said yes after a few days, and we have been together ever since. In two days is our one month, so I know "ever since" isn't a long time, but I still love her.

@ThatOneFlutist Eek I'm gonna cry...you mean everything to me💕💕

update: its approaching two months and were still as happy as we can be. She means the world to me still, and every day my love for her grows more and more. I love her with all my heart. Life has blessed us both to find eachother, to listen and be listened to, to love and be loved, to cry and be cried on.


this is very late, but that’s okay. this song means a lot to me. i fell in love with my best friend. she was my everything. she would get sad sometimes, and she would get a lot of anxiety. and she had an awful mental problem that i hate called schizophrenia. one day she told me that whenever she’s with me the stupid voice in her head goes away. and from then on I wanted to stay with her forever.

one time at a sleepover we tricked our friends and said we were dating. so our friend said “kiss then if you’re a couple” i got so nervous and so i said “let’s look up how to fake kiss” and she was like “lol k” so we did. and ever since then we were like “kissing isn’t a big deal why don’t we just do it” she was my first kiss. and it sucked. i loved it. but i didn’t do anything because i didn’t know what to do. I love her so much. then we kissed again. and i actually kissed back. then we told each other about how we had a crush on each other. and it was amazing. we hadn’t started dating until like 2 weeks after that. that was in may.

i’ve lied to my dad about it. now i’m never allowed to see her again. only at school. and it’s awful. everyday i feel like giving up and honestly hurting myself. but i never did. because i knew i would have her back. i’ve been without her since june. and it’s awful.

we had this whole plan to move to london and get married and adopt a baby girl and name her yazi and live in a flat and go to college. and just love eachother. and i honestly can’t wait for it. i miss her so much. and i can’t wait to see her again.


O o f. I'm crying in the club. I'm scared to even tell her I'm gay, I'm scared to tell her I care about her, but I do. She's straight. I should get over her. I want to get over her but I can't. I sit silently and laugh with her but on the inside, we both know we should just be friends. I can't just wish her to be gay, but I do. Maybe I'll eventually get over her.


so this is me @ this girl i was. totally fucking gone for. she was engaged to a guy at the time and i'd resigned myself to just being her friend. <br>fast-forward to today, and now that girl is mine lol- we have wedding colours picked out and everything.

so this is me @ this girl i was. totally fucking gone for. she was engaged to a guy at the time and i'd resigned myself to just being her friend.
fast-forward to today, and now that girl is mine lol- we have wedding colours picked out and everything.


My she is, at least from my point of view, the most interesting and exciting and wonderful person, and I know it’s bc it’s a crush and it’s infatuation and that’s just how you feel but just bc I know it’s me doesn’t mean that when I see her and I feel happy and excited that that’s not real or isn’t good. I don’t even want anything to happen, but I love being so excited and happy about another human being, especially one so kind and dedicated and caring and one who has the best laugh and the best smile and of course it doesn’t matter but is also one who is very cute and has the smallest and best face and who’s whole just demeanor and way of being makes me tighten up inside when I see her.


I want to sing this for my talent show at school but the thing is... middle school boys... they would turn it wrong...

Kaelynn Mercier rain? Is that by dodie?<br>Edit: OML I completely forgot about her FIRST EVER SONG lmao

Kaelynn Mercier rain? Is that by dodie?
Edit: OML I completely forgot about her FIRST EVER SONG lmao

But Is It Dodie Yellow Tho? I think I'm going with rain actually

Kaelynn Mercier I love both, and I’m sure you’d do well either way, but which means more to you/makes you feel the most/relates to your life the most? If a song connects to you it really shines through when you perform.

But Is It Dodie Yellow Tho? We haven’t had our talent show yet but I’m still debating on this or pas de deux... what one do you think

Kaelynn Mercier yikes. Did you end up doing it?


my she said this song reminds her of me <3


I need to tell you how I feel oh my sweet sweet girl how I adore you my she


Am I the only one who loves the sound of slides on guitar strings

Aya M Sometimes when I’m practising a song on guitar and it has a bit where I slide the chord up, I just do it over and over again because I love how it sounds 😂😂


Also, a little late to the party but I brought Oreos so, yes.


im listening to this song now because im rehearsing it for music, but i sorta kinda definetly have a crush on the girl im working with and she suggested it and idk if its just because its an easy song and we both love dodie or (what my friends say is most likely) she likes me back because shes also hella gay and ugH


i still listen to this song all the time <3 2018?


So.... I have a crush on a straight girl but I can’t get her out of my head, she is the most beautiful, charming, kind person I’ve ever met and I’m in love with her. I stare at her in class, she catches me looking and smiles, but that’s because she thinks we’re only friends. I want to tell someone, anyone, but nobody knows that I’m gay. I’m aching to send this to her but I’m afraid it will ruin our friendship. So, yeah. Just needed to get that off my chest.

Edit: I really wanna send this to her but even the thought of it makes me want to run and hide. Any advice??

i'd say, wait it out a bit. i know it hurts, but maybe, just maybe, she likes you too. just have a little faith


I hope she reacted well. I haven't had the courage to do it yet, but I think she already kind of knows...


i want dodie to play this live at my wedding for my first dance eeee

ChaiTeaAndHoney I thought I was the only one thinking that but I'm not sure I'll get a wedding since trumps president


She means everything to me..

But to her.. I taste of nothing at all..


I know this song is old, and you probably forgot about it XD. But pleasssseeee put it on spotify! I'd love to listen to it on relaxing car rides!

She sings it on the You tour so she definitely hasn't forgotten about it. Maybe it'll be on the next EP.


Now knowing that dodie wrote this song about a girl in her friendship group, it makes me sad because the exact same thing happened to me and yet my "she" turned out to be nothing more than a selfish, manipulative person who didn't care about me. :(

I'm really sorry that it didn't work out the way you wanted to. you'll find somebody one day :)


I love how you reveal a small part of yourself every time you share your original songs. You write from the heart Dodie. She and Social Dance means so much to me and I treasure them a lot. You are such a wonderful person. Thank you for sharing your music and I wish i could meet you in person someday. Good luck with everything. <3


Ack this makes me so sad because I relate so much it hurts


It's 1am and I cried thinking of this song cause I'm so gay and sad and in love


this reminds me a bit of "she" by jen foster


this is such a beautiful and meaningful song


i saw a post on tumblr and this is what it said~
purple is blue and red but it’s a separate color.
and no matter how much blue or red is in it it’s still purple

jad e I love that definition of bisexuality so much


I just want to say this spoke to me. This made me think of my best friend. and how much I love her. Her name in my phone was actually She,,which is kinda crazy coincidental.


how did youtube know this is how i feel right now?


this is my favorite thing you have ever written, dodie; incredible use of poetic language... cutting and burning and gravelly and real and aching. my heard hurts, i am crying, i am feeling... during the winter it's hard for me to dig into those emotions, but this song does it for me. just. thank you. thank you.


This song is relatable with my crushes on girls


QUICK STORY jk;
I started having feelings for this Queer/Gay girl at my school before I knew I was Bi. It was really intense and scary for me and I ended up telling someone I thought I could trust and they betrayed me. Long story short she told a lot of people including the girl I had a crush on. My crush rejected me. And I know you shouldn't expect anyone to like you back just because of their being gay, but it still hurts to know that it's not heterosexuality that was stopping her from liking me back. It was just me that did. And all the while she was rejecting me she was talking about this other person that she liked. It hurt so fucking much. I still occasionally wish on 11:11 about her. Overall, I think I'm over her because of different guys that I've been texting to distract myself, but then something happened. She told me to listen to this song. I didn't recall it at first, but listening to it is tearing me to shreds bc the girl I have in mind is her. I don't why I have this on repeat. Or why I keep doing this to myself. I really hope she doesn't see this bc I'm not sure if she can recognize this user. And I've also sent playlists to her so there's a chance she'll come across this comment. So if YOU are reading this, don't mind me I'll get over it. ALL U PPL IN THE COMMENTS, COMMENT TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.

this is my story, i hope you are better/over her.

My she is dating a boy-man (those are the worst *MY WYNONNA EARP REFERENCE*) and so  found that out and I had to act happy. THIS WAS MONDAY! And then yesterday I had her sit down at lunch and listen to Would You Be SO Kind but she did not get it so I had to tell her...but so she said "Im sorry" and gave me a hug, it was cute. I think I am lesbian because of her...

I kinda know how you feel, I kind of hinted to my crush that I like him and he asked if I liked him and I said no, because I was afraid he wouldn't like me and after that he said "Oh thank goodness!" I don't know why I still like him. He goes to another school now and I think about him all the time. What's worse is that I'm trying to forge about  him and my friends keep teasing me about him.

Andromeda aw, I've felt like that too. The worst thing is, my "she" says I'm gorgeous and pretty and all that as a friend. So either she's lying or she doesn't like my personality. It hurts omfg. But I know we'll both get over it. We'll find a "she" that loves us back❤

Andromeda I think it means that the monster destroys the wheel, that is called London eye, so now London is blind. Did i get it right? cx

Explain this "terrible" joke. I'm afraid I don't understand :)


I relate to this so much, I'm bisexual and I secretly like this girl who Is my best friend, but she's asexual and I have a boyfriend who I'm starting to fall out of sync with...

I really want to tell my friend but we're so close as friends and I don't know what she'd say, I don't want to ruin our friendship and I'm so scared she won't like me back..

Two of my best friends are LGBT+ (well, more than that are, but these two I’m focusing on for a reason). One’s lesbian, the other’s bisexual. Earlier this year, my bisexual friend admitted she had feelings for the lesbian friend. These feelings weren’t reciprocated, and for a few days they were hardly talking to one another (mainly because one of them is hella dramatic😂) but after that they got just as close as they were before. I’m sure you can keep your friendship just as strong if your feelings aren’t reciprocated 💜

EricaTheTherian If you can manage to gather the courage, I think you should tell her. But also try and explain how it’s fine if she doesn’t feel the same way about you. I just think you’d feel better to at least know the answer for certain rather than constantly wondering “what if...” 😊 There’s a 50/50 chance of her liking you back so you might as well find out if you can bring yourself to do it ☺ Ngl, I’d find it incredibly difficult if it were me, I can’t tell anyone anything, but even if it takes a while for you to tell her, I think you should try :)


i actually don't know anymore.. i have a girl crush and she is really beautiful, she's smart, and she's kind. but she's really straight and everyone actually feels that i like her, of course i denied that. but what if she actually knows? i don't want our friendship to be awkward, uGHHHH she's straight btw :(

awe things happen what if she rlly isn't straight just a cover. and she like u to. and being straight just to cover it?

No girl is 100% straight. So you got that on your side. Best o' luck friend

@Valeria Hernandez ouch but that really cool that shes ok with it but ik i couldnt deal with her talking about other guys

chesκα same :( I’m in the exact same situation

cheska  if you  have  feelings  for  her  you should  ask  her ,man You know  she's  not  straight  ask her man  trust  in  us

I’m in the same situation and yesterday i told her I liked her and I ruined everything and I regret it and we were best friends like we were inseparable

Same here. In my case, she found out anyways. She always knew. But we're still bestfriends. We're not dating but that's ok, I still have her even though i wanted her to be mine.

chesκα if tou think she knows and she does than it is alright, right? Cause she behaves the same. And if you tell and she is going to be rude and stuff she is just no good friend

chesκα I’m in the same situation here I like one of my friends and me and her are both bi and she is like maybe one of my closest friends I have and I feel so awkward thinking about her xxx

chesκα  idk just dont denie the shit  cause it is bot a crime or something. You re in love celebrate it and you will be fine.

I just told my straight friend who I love so much. She told me she's not upset, she's not creeped out, and she still loves me unconditionally with all her heart. She felt honoured I love her because she thinks I'm the most amazing girl she's ever met. So we unconditionally love each other and that's just as strong as romantic love 💗.

same (and funny) but my crush is bi. i confessed to her and she said we could still be friends but we stopped talking and i still like her :)))

Omigosh same except my she is not straight but... she’s known that I like her and she’s a really open person usually and tells her crushes she likes them and I thought she liked me and she’s really kind and super smart and adorable and funny but she’s never talked to me about love and we are just friends right now and idk...

I have a crush on my straight best friend. She‘s just so, pure and cute an and pretty and happy, but it will never happen.

I feel like my best friend has a crush on me and since she told me that she's bi and started to act like she likes me more than a friend it's so awkward between us. And I don't wanna hurt her or end our friendship couse I think she has a crush on me, that would be really stupid. But I can'r treat her normally now and I feel guilty about it..

Same, I like one of my best friends, the most awful thing is that my two other best friends acts as if we’re a couple, no one knows I like her, and she goes along with it... like a joke. I told my best friend, which is actually my bff from day one, that I’m bi but she took it as a joke too. I’m curious, am I a joke to them? I feel so small when I’m with them but I love them all. My crush sat next to me at class and she’s so nice, I reaaally like her. For most of the people I guess she looks decent? I think she’s one of the prettiest person I’ve met, she’s hilarious too. She’s straight tho, sometimes she says some celebrities make her feel gay, but that’s how everyone feels. I don’t want to open up to her neither do I want to tell anyone else. But it hurts to keep it only to myself ):

If she is kind and smart, she'll accept it. When dealing with someone that liked me and I saddly didn't feel anything back, I gave 'em a big long hug, a tight squeeze to make it clear it'll all be okay. Here is a tight squeeze to you, it'll be okay 🥀

Tell her, please. If you dont.. it may haunt you down the line

all my friends that I've told that I'm bi were pretty stunned, they all thought I was straight. truth is, it's because I never said anything openly gay, but careful not to say anything promisingly straight either.
point being, if she hasn't stated she's not into girls or whatever, then she might not be so perfectly straight as you perceive.
however if she has, don't worry about it. i've come to learn wasting your time on straight girls is just mentally tiring and can lead to self doubt. not worth it. you deserve better, and no matter how far away it seems you do get over it. buckle up, you'll be alright x

all my friends that I've told that I'm bi were pretty stunned, they all thought I was straight. truth is, it's because I never said anything openly gay, but careful not to say anything promisingly straight either.
point being, if she hasn't stated she's not into girls or whatever, then she might not be so perfectly straight as you perceive.
however if she has, don't worry about it. i've come to learn wasting your time on straight girls is just mentally tiring and can lead to self doubt. not worth it. you deserve better, and no matter how far away it seems _you do_ get over it. buckle up, you'll be alright x

Don't rush it. I am not saying "never". Just wait for the right moment. This could make your relationship awkward and if U really want her, its OK. If U cherish that friendship, you wait for her.

chesκα if your friendship is true and she finds out, it won't be weird. My current crush is my straight best friend, and she and I always joke about my crush together. If you guys have a good friendship, it wouldn't be a roadblock. Sometimes it can even bring you closer together. But be warned, cause it does kinda hurt a little more when she knows and doesn't feel anything and she dates guys and stuff idk yeah

chesκα literally me. I told my she after a few years and she's ok with it, we're not dating but she's still my closest friend

chesκα if you think she knows and she still hangs out with you, obviously she doesn't mind. Maybe she's not as straight as u think :> if nothing you should tell her, who knows what'll happen cause there's no real bad outcome if she loves being with you, cause just having a crush on her wouldn't change anything drastically unless she likes you back. Idk just do you xd

chesκα, hours don't happen without the minutes, and there is no such thing as a minute without seconds.


Why....why am I tearing up?... Because I'm very emotional... I love this song... I truly do ❤♥


This song is mentally bad for me. It reminds me of this terrible one-sided love I used to have for a girl.

I went out of my way to make her smile. I'd hang out with her whenever possible. I'd be her shoulder to cry on when she needed it. I was even willing to neglect my own life if it meant I could enrich hers. But for what she meant to me, I did not mean as much for her, and she broke my heart because of that. I had to let her go for my own good, because it just hurt so much.

It's been a couple of months since then and I'm ready to move on. But listening to this song just makes all those past feeling rush back to me and I feel myself reaching back to those days. I know I should stop but... I can't help listening to this song over and over.


This song gave me the courage to come out to my parents.

The only sad thing is, is that the person I think of when listening to this song is no longer alive and it kills me when I think of what could have been :(


I'm so queer this is like my gay anthem. praise Dodie


Im not crying. Theres just something in my eye.. im not thinking about my ex nope


this comment section is my safe space, it is so warm and welcoming<3


Annnddd my ‘She’ is probably straight. We barley talk and we go soccer club together and she’s just so adorable and cute. She’s a year younger than me, there’s something about her that makes me like shdjsjfjsjfjd. She stares at me for ages and it makes me uncomfortable but comfortable idkkk... We went to the library together with my friend and I, who was helping me with her. I was so nervous and she was like staring at me for half the time... I can’t even speak to her properly I’m just so frustrated with myself sometimes.


She means everything to me? .... yeah. But to her, I taste like nothing... nailed it. I'll be okay admiring from a far, cause even when shes next to me we could not be more far apart.  NAILED IT. I'm glad I'm not alone. As selfish as that sounds.. I'm glad that there are people out there who made it through this and are still happy and alive even though it feels like being stuck in hell- on the inside.