I remember two year ago when I sent this to my best friend and crush at the time. This song had been how I realized I’d liked them, because every single lyric just reminded me of all the time we’d spent together. When I sent this I told them it was because I thought they’d like it since they’d recently come out as bi and I had as well. For the next month I’d endlessly stalk the recent comments on this video, praying to see someone say that their crush sent this video to them and was wondering if they liked them back. That comment never came, sadly. However, they’re still one of my best friends, and even if it’s platonically now, I love them so so much and am so happy to be their friend :)


She was perfect. She was beautiful. Every time she smiled the world would turn brighter. She made everything so much better; she made me happy. Life seemed to make sense next to her. She was my best friend, and she seemed to like me too. But I was so scared. So fucking scared. I never told her that she was the only thing that kept me going; that she owned my heart. What was the rush anyway?

With time, we grew up and slowly started drifting apart. We ended up being just strangers. She left my school eventually and I haven't seen her ever since. For the first couple of years she was gone I thought I had gotten over her, that it was stupid to think I actually liked her. Then, as I got older and learned what love was, I realized that I loved her with all my heart; and I still do.

I met her 11 years ago, and it has been 3 years since she left. I have felt this way for approximately 7 years. I still can't forget her. I should've told her how I felt. I should've let her know she was everything to me. And now I can't. I pray for some miracle that will let me meet her again, so I can tell her everything: how much I love her, how much I want her to be by my side, how much I want to hold her hand, how bad I want to hug her, how much I wish I had told her sooner. How much I have missed her. I miss her. I miss her so fucking much. And wherever she is, I hope she is the happiest in the whole world.


happy pride month! thank you dodie for being such a great strong influence while i grew up <3


Jesus Dodie your songs make me want to be in love

Don't rush through people. I'm just lucky because my first might be Mr Right :D

My experiences say don't be in any rush, it ain't all its cracked up to be. For instance, when I say cracked I mean my actual self is.

There are some great profile pictures here

@Rachel Bentley yoo same name and we're both in the phandom :D

Well done for accepting that, you're on a journey just as everyone else, wishing you love and happiness xxx

Same:( but I prefer men and I'm only ten😂


I've always loved how just by saying "You would find her in a Polaroid picture" you can really visualise the type of girl she is


I know the odds of you finding this are slim, but here you go anyway. I hope you see this R -

My she has beautiful hair that she always pulls back and I wish she didn't because it's so gorgeous, she is so pretty and super cute, her personality is amazing, she's so nice, she doesn't judge anyone, not even me when I told her I was bi, she's really funny, she makes me feel important, she didn't cut off our friendship when I told her how I felt about her, she invites me everywhere, she's smart.
My she smells like grapefruit and dewdrops on grass.
My she tastes like sunshine and blue skies with fluffy clouds.
You would find her anywhere the dogs are.

R, you mean everything to me.


Shes the girl you would see on the cover of a cassette tape. Shes the girl who's eyes are darker than the ocean. She is the girl who makes me smile, no matter what. Shes the girl who, I was unsure of at first. But after a while, she was just perfect. She wears clean jeans, and talks about books, and the characters, like their real people. She makes me happy. Not the happy, when you see your crush. She makes me happy like, when you get a new puppy, or, when you have a smoothie after a hard day, all of those, all in one. Kyah, no matter what anybody says, your "she".

Update: I still love her, its just really deep down. She hasn't changed one bit.

Update: Imma write one about my ex because she’s my new she.
She talks about marvel characters nonstop and how much she loves loki, i have no idea what she’s talking about but i would listen to her talk about it for hours. You would see her on an add for vans or platforms. i dreamt of our wedding day, and proposing as soon as we turned 18. i was waiting until my 16th birthday just so i could finally tell my parents about you. I would rather go through the pain of a breakup every day for the rest of my life if it meant seeing you one last time. She makes me so much happier than anybody else, which is why it hurt 10 times worse.  She’s the kind of girl who you never stop loving. It’s like a part of me died when you said “i think we rushed into this”. my stomach sunk, and my voice started to shake. But despite that, i still love you. and i know i always will.

@Yeti she didn’t like me. i got over it but we’re still best friends. i fell i love with a another girl and she liked me back. then she dumped me a few days ago.


I remember discovering this song about two and a half years ago, when I was just discovering my sexuality. This song was always my little secret, and I remember it would always get me through a long day, especially if it was filled with lots of homophobia. Now, two and a half years later, I'm an out and proud lesbian getting ready to go on a first date with a girl who I've liked for a bit.

Thank you, Dodie, for the beautiful song that helped me so much. I went from hating myself and crying myself to sleep to falling in love and being proud, and this song was the absolute beginning of that. Thank you so much ❤


i'm saying this for the first time... I'M BISEXUAL!

i'm saying this for the first time... I'M BISEXUAL!

snapple II jsjsja hiii!! thankfully im doing great

snapple II jsjsja hiii!! thankfully im doing great

CONGRATS EVEN THOUGH IM 3 YRS LATE I HOPE YOURE DOING OKAY 💞💞

I’M THREE YEARS LATE BUT YAY CONGRATSSSS!!

I’M THREE YEARS LATE BUT YAY CONGRATSSSS!!

3 years late but WOOHOOOO IM PROUD OF YOU SIS. 3 years later..i hope you have happiness and are free now

AND TAHTS OKAY IM A TRANSGENDER PANSEXUAO GUY WHO HAS MY BOYFRINED OF THREE MONTHS WITH ME

heyy to everyone that replied, it’s been a while! i just got a notification from this and remembered when i wrote this. i am 17 now and came out to my friends and most of my family and i couldn’t be happier!! i just wanna say thank you to everyone that replied to this and im so proud of all of you for embracing who you are, good luck!!!

I'm saying this for the millionth time- iM QUESTIONING :00 I tHinK iM paNsExUaL

!!!! Congratulations! I don’t know you at all but I rly hope everything goes well!

Me too. I haven’t come out yet to anyone.

Me too. I haven’t come out yet to anyone.

OMG CONGRATS! IT'S PROBABLY HARD, BUT TRUST ME, IT GET'S BETTER!

moraisboring YES! YOU ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL!

moraisboring YES! YOU ARE AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL!

moraisboring BEAUTIFUL WOW U R AMAZING IM PROUD❤❤

moraisboring BEAUTIFUL WOW U R AMAZING IM PROUD❤❤

Keona G yea, I've pretty much decided that it doesn't matter who I fall in love with it just want them to love me back, but I'm also quite young so I've haven't been in love, yet.

moraisboring I might be too but not sure if I'm bi or pan

moraisboring I might be too but not sure if I'm bi or pan

Well, since you only live once...  ME TOO!

Well, since you only live once...  ME TOO!

I JUST CAME OUT TO MY FOUR SISTERS THROUGH A GROUPCHAT IN DODIE SONG FORM AND TURNS OUT ANOTHER ONE OF MY SISTERS IS TOO !

Bobbi O'Leary I mean that as in I wish I had the confidence to come out to the people I care about, even though I think they would be OK with it, it's just a small "what if they weren't" in the back of my mind that's stopping me.  '_'

Bobbi O'Leary wish I had you confidence 😧

Bobbi O'Leary wish I had you confidence 😧

moraisboring YOU GO. YOURE AWESOME. OWN YOUR BISEXUALITY AND EMBRACE IT. NEVER STOP BEING YOU

Glitchboy Gaming <br>I'm so sorry, I cannot fully relate, but I hope all goes okay for you

Glitchboy Gaming
I'm so sorry, I cannot fully relate, but I hope all goes okay for you

Elena Joy I'm the same. I'm Bi, but my mother thinks homosexuality is a mental disorder, which fucking sucks. I can't come out because I live in the Bible Belt. I love my friends and family to death but they were raised in a way to think like this. It's horrible but to them it's tradition.

moraisboring <br>YAY I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!

I don't even know you but I'm so happy for you

I don't even know you but I'm so happy for you

moraisboring Yes!!!! congratulations !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

moraisboring Yes!!!! congratulations !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thanks so much!! Ill be sure to tell you uvu

Thanks so much!! Ill be sure to tell you uvu

Tøffee you are not a bother in any way, maybe build some kind of relationship with your father first? and try to drop some kind of hints, but if you are not ready yet you don't have to. i hope this helps, update me on how you go!!!🖤good luck

Alex Badgett THAT'S GREAT!! how did it go??

Alex Badgett THAT'S GREAT!! how did it go??

Me too. I can't come out because my family is very homophobic. but if you need someone to talk i'm a good listener<3

Lucy Glover not true. love who you want and of you love both guys and girls it's perfectly okay.

moraisboring I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!!! YOUR SO BRAVE. WE LOVE YOU

Evie Gray OMG THAT'S GREAT, CONGRATULATIONS AND THANK YOU

Evie Gray OMG THAT'S GREAT, CONGRATULATIONS AND THANK YOU

Stella Luna i struggled a lot because i had crushes on boys but i also had crushes on girls but kinda denied them, until i got a HUGE crush on my best friend. maybe think, do you wish you were in a relationship with a girl/boy/non binary? do you imagine yourself kissing or on a date with any of them? and don't forget, you don't have to come out or label yourself until you are ready!!🖤🖤

Stella Luna I see what you mean. Just try to do a little research then, and talk to people. if someone asks about your sexuality you can say you're not sure there is nothing wrong with that

...now if you don't mind me asking do you feel like you could be with a boy and/or girl? Can you picture being in a relationship? Holding hands? Kissing? or Do you just want to chill and have a good time with them without the romantic stuff? Do you get goosebumps when anyone talks about how pretty that girl is?

Stella Luna I can help you out a bit....sorta...<br>Everyone figures it out differently. If you dont know right now thats ok. You may realize you have had a crush on girls as well as guys or maybe it will take you a few more years to figure that out. Its hard for someone to tell you how you should discover yourself. If you think you are Bisexual, test out the lable and see how you like it. You could also be pansexual or asexual. Try to see what you could do for yourself

Stella Luna I can help you out a bit....sorta...
Everyone figures it out differently. If you dont know right now thats ok. You may realize you have had a crush on girls as well as guys or maybe it will take you a few more years to figure that out. Its hard for someone to tell you how you should discover yourself. If you think you are Bisexual, test out the lable and see how you like it. You could also be pansexual or asexual. Try to see what you could do for yourself

Well done!!!Come out in real life when your ready!And if any one has a negative response, we're always here <3 (:

Cyan And White thank you so much!!! this makes me so happy

listen I'm two months late but I'm very very very proud of you! good on you for embracing yourself!

moraisboring good for u👍I it's easyer to come out to YouTube first

moraisboring ME TOO I CAME OUT TO MY FAMILY ABOUT A MONTH AGO, I HOPE WHEN/IF YOU COME OUT YOU ARE ACCEPTED TOO! <3

moraisboring I am saying this for the first time too... ME TOO! YAY US.

Hannah van den Brandeler thank you so much!

Hannah van den Brandeler thank you so much!

moraisboring yaaaay! I know I'm really late but it's  amazing that you're coming out, hope everything goes amazing for you

you are all so kind, i'm proud of every single one of you!!🖤🏳🌈

Seeing fellow bi pals makes me so happy, it's extremely  reassuring to know I'm not alone 😊 (since I'm not out and have no one to talk to about it)

aye fam! just a new member passing <b>BI</b>

i told my mom and the thinks i'm confused because "i can only be attracted to one gender"

What I did is literally text "I'm Bi" to my friend and left it. Turns out she's pan so that went really well :)

moraisboring ME TOO AND I HAVE NO FRICKIN IDEA HOW TO COME OUT BUT I KNOW MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY WILL BE ACCEPTING BUT IM STILL SCARED HAHA


I think this was one of the first things that made me start to realize I was bi. Although I’d never had a true crush so I couldn’t exactly relate, I wanted to. I really wanted to. My heart started to skip beats just thinking about having somebody like this.

Lily Fields it sucks but it’s amazing at the same time :,)


My she reminds me of roses and strawberry.Even though I know it's not gonna end well with us.I love her.

She means everything to me

We're young
it might not last
But oh,does it feel good for it to be now

amazing.

I love you,Lily💕


7 years later and i am just becoming obsessed with this song and i don’t know how i didn’t find it before. i guess that’s because i just figured out my sexuality in the last 2 years. this song hits so close to home and i just want this song to hug me🙂


Everyone talking about their "she"s is making my gay heart so warm and happy, you're all so sweett


instead of calling your cute little thoughts about your girlfriends "sappy" call it "sapphic" cause this shit is poetic


i listened to this on repeat when i would talk to her. i loved and cared for her so much, i still do. she killed herself a little over a year, but i still find myself coming back to this song every other weekend, replaying every memory of us in my mind. i miss her so much. this song is a little piece of her i have left to hold onto.

Lola you are so strong beautiful. I know your she is so proud of you and I hope you’re doing well. thank you for being brave enough to share your story I understand that it was probably very difficult to be open about that pain ♥


This song is so beautiful and brings tears to my eyes. I'm not lesbian, so I'm not thinking of a specific girl like many of the other comments say, but I love this song. It's sadly peaceful. (.


I remember my she completely. Last school year we met and instantly clicked. We both talked and hung out a lot. After some time, I realized I had strong, deep feelings for her but was scared to admit it to anyone since I was horrified that they’d hate me. From the moment I laid eyes on her I got butterflies. Her hair was the most gorgeous shade of blonde you’d ever see. Army green jeans would be stuck on her legs 24/7. Some days she’d wear a cropped sweater and others she’d just throw on a graphic tee. Either way, I thought she was the prettiest girl alive. The day of my birthday, I told her how I really felt. She said it wasn’t her thing but said she would still support me through everything. As much as I appreciated her response, it broke me in half. I didn’t know what to do. The next afternoon in health class, her seat was empty. I texted her asking where she went as she was never absent and she didn’t reply. I refreshed the messages and her texts and profile were gone... she’d blocked me on all social media and I found out through a teacher that she was then homeschooled on the 12th of March... months later going into this school year I feel uneasy without her... but I hope someday our paths cross again because she was one of the greatest things that happened to me.


when this song came out on spotify my crush sent it to me

My ex sent me this song then 5 months later destroyed my heart :')  now this song just makes me sad. Sad gay hours

Y’all best be dating now or I’m throwing hands

@Alex Truelove aww im so happy you found a love. i hope you two are still going strong. :)

I sent this to my girlfriend, she said it was cute💖

My crush is right now but ye he is my he I'm a  male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail.  hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire  but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me

Well I just sent it to my crush so....how did you react?

Icefall The Hybrid if that was a reference to that one thomas sanders short I love you and if it's not then I look like an idiot

@Mariam don't get excited we're not dating and i think im over her at this point (because i like someone else...)


As a straight guy, I still hella relate to these lyrics and I am both currently sad and hopeful. It's a strange combo of feelings. I know she's out there somewhere...


a personal thanks from me to you, dodie. without this song, i wouldn’t have looked up what it meant to like boys and girls. ❤


I know this comment section is about gay and stuff, but I'm pan and now i have a he.

I love my he.
He means everything to me. He shouldn't. I don't want him to. We've grown closer and closer. I still love him. He doesn't love me. I love you Dom.

unrelated but idk why this scared me cause one of my best friends name is Dom lmao-


I’ve never related to a song so much. I’m crying. This is so beautiful.


"but to her i taste of nothing at all" am i crying? maybe. do i show signs of stopping? no. hotel? trivago.

TRIVAGO SEARCHES THROUGH HUNDREDS OF WEBSITES--

this comment helped me laugh thru my tears thank you

Tari Paul aaa i just saw this but hellO:) thats wild

Oh my god I was going through all of Dodies old songs and I saw ur comment. HELLO I love ur channel


"even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart"
damn i really felt that

"even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart"
*damn i really felt that*


I want all of you to go out and get your She. I never thought I'd have mine, but I do. And it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. We've been together nine months and so much has happened and I've got her, forever and ever. If you ever in a million years read this comment in a sea of heart ache and people who've been broken and people who've been fixed - my Firefly, I love you. <br>Thank you💛

I want all of you to go out and get your She. I never thought I'd have mine, but I do. And it's the best thing that's ever happened to me. We've been together nine months and so much has happened and I've got her, forever and ever. If you ever in a million years read this comment in a sea of heart ache and people who've been broken and people who've been fixed - my Firefly, I love you.
Thank you💛

@Lily Muha It’s about the struggle between having a crush on someone, and balancing the fear of rejection  and /or that the person you crush on doesn’t feel the same way. Hope this helps!!

What is this song about a boy sent it to me


2 years ago I went scrolling through my recommended, and found this. I cried the first time, the second time I realized I was thinking about a girl, a girl I can’t even name at this point.

I would sing this until I fell asleep.
I would sing this to her.
I would pretend she would always be mine to keep.
Once I told her, she lied,
My, she lied
She said “I do too”
She was my sunlight through clouds,
You think it’s perfect until it hurts,
Those clouds turn out nice,
But make it worse,
The honey I would call her,
Was actually a poison I often would stir

Mine to keep I thought.
Mine.
No,

His.


She wears overalls, big hoodies and even bigger smiles. She has the cutest freckles and the bluest eyes. Her cheeks and lips are a rosey pink and I so wish I could kiss them and tell her it's alright and I love her. She smells like warmth and comfort. She tastes like Apple juice and mandarin. She loves me, but not how I wish she did. You would find her in a Polaroid picture. She means everything to me.


'She' just came out to me as bisexual and asked me if I shipped Phan and I said yes and then she said "be the Phil to my Dan?" And if that isn't beautiful then idk what is

update: i've found someone else. he knows how to make me feel loved. he knows how to make me laugh and he makes me extremely happy. i'm so glad i can finally call him mine.

Ashley Gehrmann <br>ahh thank you! i've actually caught feelings for a guy and i've lost feelings for her so who knows what could happen

Ashley Gehrmann
ahh thank you! i've actually caught feelings for a guy and i've lost feelings for her so who knows what could happen

Ahh I saw this comment and was reading responses and ah I'm so so sorry she cheated on you deserve better<br>I really hope you find a Phil <3

Ahh I saw this comment and was reading responses and ah I'm so so sorry she cheated on you deserve better
I really hope you find a Phil <3

I’m actually crying rn that it so sweet aw

THIS AIN'T A SCEEENE IT'S A GAH DAH AH RAH <br>aww, that's so sweet

THIS AIN'T A SCEEENE IT'S A GAH DAH AH RAH
aww, that's so sweet

Troye I want that to happen to me so bad

Troye hi ily im sorry for her cheating on you. You deserve better anyway 💙

Gerard Not Way <br>haha, please do comment the story

Gerard Not Way
haha, please do comment the story

Troye DAN AND PHIL- DODIE- BDIWBOSNDKS- EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS COMMENT IS AMAZING

Troye I am sorry she cheated, she does not deserve you!!

Oh and btw I'm so sorry, you deserve better than a dushe bag (probably spelled that wrong) we could be friends tho and if you want to talk to anyone ill give you my social and you could just talk and rant as much as you want!!!

Troye OMG it's frickin beautiful, can I write a story ha

Troye obviously she didn't ship phan enough

Oh my god, I'm so sorry, you deserve so much better.<br>Hope you find your Phil soon, or your Dan...

Oh my god, I'm so sorry, you deserve so much better.
Hope you find your Phil soon, or your Dan...

TheHamsterLover <br>Bad timing. Just found out she was cheating on me a few minutes ago

TheHamsterLover
Bad timing. Just found out she was cheating on me a few minutes ago


сколько уже прошло..все ещё слушаю, спасибо, спасибо вам ещё и раз за эту прекрасную песню..


That moment that you're acearo and you listen to love songs and you like them but they also make you feel broken, sad and lonely but you ignore it because Dodie.


My she is a grade younger than me. Her hair color always changes and her eyes are green. She's small and thin, usually wears black clothes, skips class, loves music, and often has a hospital band on her wrist. She love's her family and friends and is very close with them, she's the person I always worry about and I think she deserves all the love and happiness in the world. To me she's Chevrolet cars, gym class, concerts, camouflage prints, art hall, classic skating, dirt bikes, my favorite songs, and my whole world. She's always so confident, beautiful, funny, cool, adorable, nerdy, smart, and kind. She's bi, the first girl I liked, and someone who'es special to me. I was never able to get over my social anxiety and talked to her, and she moved away this year. But I'll never forget her and she'll always have a special place in my heart because she was the one who helped me to realize that I was bi. I hope that If you're reading this and you are scared to talk to the person you like, you will receive that push you needed and just do it. Because if you wait to long then one day it will be to late and you'll always regret it. <3


My 'She' is the most precious and perfect person I could ever ask for. I think she's just so beautiful and cute and I just want to hug her and never let go. I could write on for ages about her, honestly. But, since I don't have that kind of time...

My 'she' is just- perfect. She has dark skin, beautiful chocolate brown eyes, and short, dark hair shaved on the left side with a little music note drawn into the shaved patch.

 She smells so sweet and cozy. Her skin is soft and she has some acne here and there, but I don't mind it, I love it in fact. She's pretty outgoing, but still introverted in a way. She always knows how to make me feels better and make me smile and laugh.
She also draws, and i love her drawings, they're really good and of course better than mine. She plays ukulele and guitar, her voice is so soothing and sweet and I could fall asleep to it (in a good way). She always takes care of her friends and looks out for them.

 When she went to my house to pick me up so we could go to the mall together, she just walked into my living room wearing a shirt that said "Sell your soul!" While casually greeting my parents. Something about the way she acts and looks does something to me. I've liked her like this for almost 2 years now. But I know she likes another girl.
I confessed to her with Would You Be So Kind sometime in December 2018. She told me to give her a couple of days to figure out an answer. But, she never gave me that answer. In January, I started going out with my best friend, telling myself I didn't like my 'she' anymore. I forced myself to keep this feelings chained up just so my best friend would be happy. I did eventually break up with her though because I only saw her as a friend. We're cool though, don't worry.
I recently asked my 'she' if she had ever found an answer. She said she was willing to give me a chance, but told me I had to wait for her to heal from everything she was going through. I understand completely.
So, now, I just have to be patient for a solid answer. I may not be good at waiting, but I'm willing to for her.

@Yeti Mhm. We're just friends now, I lost feelings. We're chill now, I got to see them at my birthday party last week. They're real cool and I'm glad they're my friend :]

if it's meant to be, it'll work out. love grows with time

Edit: I've finally gathered the courage to ask her for a direct answer because I couldn't take it anymore, it was driving me crazy every day. She finally told me, "No, but don't take it as a solid answer, I need to work things out with some people."<br>I was prepared for it anyway, so I'm fine. I can't tell if I still like her, I haven't hung out with her for so long that I don't even know anymore. Maybe once school starts up again I'll start having more feelings again. Maybe.

Edit: I've finally gathered the courage to ask her for a direct answer because I couldn't take it anymore, it was driving me crazy every day. She finally told me, "No, but don't take it as a solid answer, I need to work things out with some people."
I was prepared for it anyway, so I'm fine. I can't tell if I still like her, I haven't hung out with her for so long that I don't even know anymore. Maybe once school starts up again I'll start having more feelings again. Maybe.


"But it feels oddly good to hurt" the best way to describe liking someone I've ever heard

My favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case.<br>A feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.

My favourite lyric of a song is very similar. James Blunt, Tears and Rain: "I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain". Always thought that's the case.
A feeling you strangely long for when empty and with no one to love, yet as soon as it returns you always question why you ever missed it. Or atleast, as far as I've experienced.


I listened to this song when I was coming to terms with my sexuality. I realized that I really was bi/pan when I fell in love with a friend at school. I was in love with her for 5 years, and she was one of my closest friends. I’m a science-minded and serious person; she was the best artist I’d ever met, and always had a bubbly personality. And, God, I would’ve followed her to the end of the world. She was my first love, and I haven’t felt like that for someone since. We spent every day after school together, and she would show me her art, her favorite movies, and her vulnerability altogether. I finally told her after 4 years because we were graduating. Senior year sucked, because she knew she felt the same back, but didn’t know how to go about it. She then told me she’d never planned on making many friends in high school, but I came along and flipped everything on that. (Made my heart melt) We dated for a while, but going to separate colleges strained us a lot. We ended up breaking up on thanksgiving of our college freshman year. <br>Over time I feel as though I couldn’t put those same emotions, that same vulnerability, into anyone else. But this song reminds me of the time I did, and that it’s still possible.

I listened to this song when I was coming to terms with my sexuality. I realized that I really was bi/pan when I fell in love with a friend at school. I was in love with her for 5 years, and she was one of my closest friends. I’m a science-minded and serious person; she was the best artist I’d ever met, and always had a bubbly personality. And, God, I would’ve followed her to the end of the world. She was my first love, and I haven’t felt like that for someone since. We spent every day after school together, and she would show me her art, her favorite movies, and her vulnerability altogether. I finally told her after 4 years because we were graduating. Senior year sucked, because she knew she felt the same back, but didn’t know how to go about it. She then told me she’d never planned on making many friends in high school, but I came along and flipped everything on that. (Made my heart melt) We dated for a while, but going to separate colleges strained us a lot. We ended up breaking up on thanksgiving of our college freshman year.
Over time I feel as though I couldn’t put those same emotions, that same vulnerability, into anyone else. But this song reminds me of the time I did, and that it’s still possible.


I love seeing Dodie happy. She's so beautiful and talented and deserves the world ❤


Favourite Dodie song. I related to it before I even knew why I was relating to it.


These comments make me really happy. The fact that so many people are so in love with their “she” is heart warming :,)


I'm gay. And I need someone to tell me that's ok, please. I'm surrounded by homophobes :(

I'm pan, and you're accepted! When you one day (I promise) get surrounded by good, supporting people you'll be the happiest person alive! For now you just got wait, I know it fucking sucks, but seriously I promise!! This is a reason online friends, and YouTube comments on videos/songs like these are so helpful. Have an amazing day, week, month, and year. I wish you the best

Kawaii Max Hun it's absolutely okay to be gay! I'm so incredibly sorry about your situation, but one day you will be able to be exactly who you are. One day you will be surrounded by people who love you no matter who you love. Always remember things get better.

You're beautiful and others opinions don't matter. Never let someone's opinion be your reality. You'll find your love, and it'll all be worth the crap you had to walk through to find them. we're rooting for you!

Gay is great! That sucks, the situation you're in, but you will eventually find the perfect person for you and you'll be so happy they won't be able to do anything to you.

The definition of gay is literally happy. So don't let those who bring u down stop you from being as happy as you really are.

Just don't let anyone get you down. You are perfect and no one should be allowed to say something different. It's not just "ok" it's just another beautiful part of you.

Kawaii Max I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope that sooner or later you find people who love you for who you are. Yes of course its okay to be gay just be who you are. there's nothing wrong with it at all I hope you realize that sooner or late

Kawaii Max you are perfectly beautiful ❤

Kawaii Max Im bi, you be who ever you want to be! I love you for you! love is love not between two genders.

Kawaii Max You are wonderful and yes it is 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% okay to be gay or whatever you identify with! Stay strong and remember to always be yourself! ❤

This is definitely the comment section to be in ... Xx ❤

Kawaii Max it is absolutely and utterly wonderful and TOTALLY OKAY to be in the LGBTQIA (SAGA) community and I hope you are able to surround yourself with people who accept you!💜

Kawaii Max being gay is amazing keep being you (I know how hard it is trust me I live with it everyday)

I don't understand homophobic people. Really. It's more than ok. You're made this way and one day you'll find someone who makes you glad you're gay c:

Kawaii Max it's ok to be yourself. You are loved

Kawaii Max I hope you're okay. I know this is old but I wanted to send some love ^^ Being gay is so much more than okay, it's good and natural and valid and fabulous and great and wonderful and lovely and it's you - stay true to yourself! ^^

Kawaii Max one of the beautiful things about the internet is that from thousands of miles away, I can tell you that it is 100% okay. Sending love to you through the screen 😘 stay strong

Kawaii Max, I know how you feel. I know objectively that being gay is fine, but it's been so drilled into my head that what I am is wrong, that I feel like I'll always have a part of me, deep down, that thinks what they say is true. I'm so sad that this is still something that some gay people have to painstakingly endure for at least 18 years. I'm lucky that I've only got 3 more to go, and I hope that you get to eventually find a safe place where you're accepted. Sorry for the long comment, I just had a lot to say.

It wonderful to be gay. I know it doesn't feel like it right now and I know these sound like empty words, but one day you're going to look back on it and all it will be is a memory of a time that was horrible but made you stronger and something you went through just so you can look at the life you will eventually have and realize how beautiful it is. What you see around you is not everything. There are places where you will be loved for who you are, not who you love. Never be guilty about feeling something as awesome as love for someone else. It doesn't matter what gender they are, it matters who they are and who you are. You are not alone. I mean it. There are so many opportunities for you if you can just hold on to who you are and make it through. Stay strong. I've been where you are and it made me a stronger person. I've said it before, but I'll say it again: you are never alone and being gay isn't just okay - it's amazing.

It wonderful to be gay. I know it doesn't feel like it right now and I know these sound like empty words, but one day you're going to look back on it and all it will be is a memory of a time that was horrible but made you stronger and something you went through just so you can look at the life you will eventually have and realize how beautiful it is. What you see around you is not everything. There are places where you will be loved for who you are, not who you love. Never be guilty about feeling something as awesome as love for someone else. It doesn't matter what gender they are, it matters *who* they are and who *you* are. You are not alone. I mean it. There are so many opportunities for you if you can just hold on to who you are and make it through. Stay strong. I've been where you are and it made me a stronger person. I've said it before, but I'll say it again: *you are never alone* and being gay isn't just okay - *it's amazing*.

Kawaii Max it's okay to be gay!!!!! Be as gay as possible!!! Be your amazing self:)


This song was my gay awakening and coming back to this five years after realizing I like girls makes me so sentimental. Thank you for this song it means a lot to me


She's got beautiful smooth skin and dark hair that she sometimes wears in two cute braids. She has a golden voice that can make me cry. She can play the guitar and the ukule. She doesnt like to label her sexuality and doesn't care about gender. She has a kindness that is so pure and soft and loving. She gives me hugs whenever she sees me. She holds my hand sometimes. I was singing she to myself when we were sat together in the library one day and she asked if she was the she. I said no but my head was screaming yes. All these things I thought made me special to her is just how she acts with everyone. Hugs them, holds their hand. She smells like tea and warmth. She tastes like hot chocolate and snuggling up in a cosy blanket.

She means everything to me.


she makes me feel like im looking at a god she makes me want to be in between her arms she makes me want to listen to her voice on repeat she makes me want her so so bad i love the way her sass makes me think of a cat i love the way she sings the way her voice gives me chills the way her blue eyes stabs my heart like daggers the way her long amber hair always ends in a wave and how i  had youre contact as your name in hearts to find out you didnt feel the same and how i ruined things by telling my friend  now you are an older girl's ,  girl as i see our possible relationship came to a  one sided pain filled  end


i’m not lesbian but i like this song more than everything


it is incredibly hard to describe my love for this song but I'll give it a go. You know that feeling when you look at someone you utterly love, whether they are family, friend, lover, or celebrity obsession  and you realise how much they mean to you and how proud you are of them and you almost cry because everything aches with pride and happiness? You know that feeling when something truly amazing happens and every day you think about that moment and every time you remember your heart skips and your lungs feel like they are clogged just because of that beautiful memory? Have you ever climbed a mountain and got to the top, looked down and see all the dents, every building is just a crinkle in the landscape and everything seems to make sense. You can see an understand  the world, when you think about that amazing moment, you see and understand the world, when you look at that person you love, you see and understand the world. When I listen to this song, for just the 4 minutes this video plays, I see and understand the world. All those feeling I just described is what I mean when I say 'I love this song'

Yes. That's it. Beautifully said, thank you.

every time you said: "you know that feeling...?" i was like: "nope, i sure don't." with a pained smile 😂<br>hey, could someone describe being in love for me real quick, so when i finally do fall in love some day, i don't sort of overlook it? that would be great, thanks.

every time you said: "you know that feeling...?" i was like: "nope, i sure don't." with a pained smile 😂
hey, could someone describe being in love for me real quick, so when i finally do fall in love some day, i don't sort of overlook it? that would be great, thanks.

I love this because I know exactly how you feel, I feel like the only way to describe this feeling is like looking at someone you love and realizing how far they have come and that they understand you, Its the absolute things they are friends with you for that make you love them, Dodie means everything to me.

I'm crying.... Because I know that feeling but.... It's different.... Never mind...

im gonna throw up that was beautiful

(when im in love i get sick, and im in love)

+Steffi Mountain Wow. Reading this while listening to this song. Puts me in the same kind of space that your talking about. You basically just wrote a poem that aligns heavily with the spirit of this song... Well done. I am overjoyed within myself to be apart of this experience! :) <3

+Steffi Mountain Your description is so accurate to many aspects of my life :)

This is such a beautiful comment thank you

+Steffi Mountain its amazing how you have interpreted this song and your feelings. I respect that so much :) I have felt like this quite a lot and I couldn't put my emotions into words but you have done it so precisely and I appreciate that ;)

I never was able to put these feelings into words and you did it perfectly. Well done. I'm crying so hard right now because I finally understand my feelings.

I literally know exactly how u feel! I feel that way about my dog and crush. (who likes me too)

+ToriCat I hope it's okay now x you will be there long after any boyfriend lets her down.

+Steffi Mountain Couldn't have said it better.

I feel like this but my heart aches because my sister now doesn't like me pretty much because she got a boyfriend 😭

@Steffi Mountain yay! Omg thank u do much

@Poppy Kowalski of course!! (but like you said pls give credit! Thanks!)

Amazing description! I would love to say that I feel the exact same way.....

+Steffi Mountain do you mind if i post this on tumblr and give you creds? its so beautifly put and describes everything this song means to me

+Steffi Mountain holy crap, you did an amazing job describing it. i couldnt have said  it better.


I'm on a zoom call with my she, playing this song, hoping she notices how I feel


This song is like 5 years old and I recently have fallen for my third “she” but she’s straight, and i’ve long accepted that i’ll keep falling for straight girls even if I don’t like it. But when this came up on my recommendation and I listened to it again it made me cry


I really loved this song's simple lyrics. I saw this way back when I was in high school, I was just realizing I'm gay and that I might be falling for my best friend  then (we both had boyfriends at the time). Those simple lyrics explained my complicated feelings back then. Happy to see it reached 5mil views. Congrats dodie, you deserve it.


The lyrics “she smells like lemongrass and sleep” are honestly my favorite, theyre so beautiful, like sleep doesn’t really have a smell but when you think of it you think of things of imagines that you think would smell like sleep. And everyone probably has their own thoughts on what sleep smells like, it’s so interesting to me.


Stop writing songs about me !!1 I joke I love you <3


This song has just a special place in my heart. When I was coming out to myself and when I was with my soulmate (we are now just friends, friend soulmates) so now every time I hear this i get a strange déjà vu feeling. Then I cry.


This is on my playlist of simply brilliant songs I love but must never listen too, cause they would make me cry that instant. Thank you so so much for making and uploading this...


I think I fell in love today and this song just...makes it feel so much more intense...


my she:

i met her last year when i started high school. we clicked. i liked her for months. i without a doubt fell in love. at one point we almost had a thing, then she basically ghosted me. i was heartbroken and absolutely devastated. i still had to see her everyday at school for the rest of that semester because we had a class together. we rarely acknowledged each other. i never lost feelings for her at all. i missed her but i knew there was no hope.

3-4 months later, she reaches out to me completely out of the blue and apologizes and tells me how she feels. we started talking again for a few days and we almost had a thing again, but then i ghosted her just like she had done to me. i don’t even fully understand my thought process on doing that. i loved her and i was stupid.

 a little over a month later, we casually started talking again. that turned into us talking constantly and facetiming each other daily. we eventually both told each other that we had feelings for each other. we wanted to be together. i wanted to ask her out, but i wanted it to be in person even though i already knew the answer.

then, the first time we could actually hang out, i asked her to be my girlfriend. we had our first kiss, and it’s been magical ever since.

we have been dating for almost four months and it’s truly been amazing. i am so insanely in love with her. she is perfect in every way and i can’t believe she’s actually mine after everything we have been through. there have been times where i had no hope, but we ended up together after almost 9 months. if it’s true love, it will work out.


dodie: plays first note
me: god damn it cries rainbow colored tears

dodie: *plays first note*
me: god damn it *cries rainbow colored tears*

I hope you didn't mean to spell her name incorrectly, if so, I'm TrIGgEreD !!


I love how her microphone captures every intimate click and pop from dodie's mouth on the "d's" "t's" and how the word "juice" is sung closed in her mouth and deep in her palate! dodie, Thank you for being another female artist I can love so thoroughly.


I remember back in 7th/8th grade I used to come to this song practically every day and apply to my own situation. I was absolutely in love with this girl in my band class and looking back it was so juvenile and unrequited but if you’re looking at this by any chance Jess H. I seriously think I was in love with you and still am and probably always will be.


DODIE! I JUST HEARD THIS SONG ON THE RADIO! CONGRATS, LOVE! 💖💖💖


"Cause even when she's next to me, we could not be more far apart."

"Cause she, she means everything to me."

This hit me like a train. Really.


Jenna_eBrown not sure if anybody told you yet, but it’s on iTunes now :) how the times change huh

doddlevloggle I was about to come at you until I saw who you where whooo

This is literally an example of me talking to myself

@ellen h dodie posted the first comment<br>lmao

@ellen h dodie posted the first comment
lmao

+Tia Smith Lol You've probably realised that that's dodie by now 😁

Aw  some how I never saw this comment and your reply to this , I'm smiling

Um.. dodieception?<br>Edit: I cringed at my own comment.

Um.. dodieception?
Edit: I cringed at my own comment.

was about to yell at this commentor before realizing it was dodie herself lol

Dodie this song inspired so many people omg! BE PROUD OF THISSS

doddlevloggle I don't like you realize how incredible this is

'this is nothing much' and 'alright'??!! the first time I listened to this song, my 'she' came to mind. I had never dared think it was true, had never dared explore the idea of my bisexuality. I have never connected to a song so much on such a personal level and I could finally let myself sit and accept who I was and take some time for me. this song has been what has stopped me from doing all kinds of dangerous stuff because it lets me take time for me. you probably won't see this as this was posted yearssss ago but, I owe you my life. thank you

Tia Smith I'm bisexual too. This song describes how I feel about my best friend...she's kind, weird, cute...she....means everything to me....

I'm bisexual and this song really explains how I feel. It is simple but there is some beauty in that. Your allowed your own opinion I just want to let you know this longs means a lot X

it beautiful and truthful and my favorite song by you

No. It is not "nothing much". It is TOO much. It is a sincere and lovely woman showing to the world the LOVE she has in her heart. Please, try to find this on a newspaper to see what you get from the world. You deserve all love back to you, twice as much.

@doddleoddle I love you, you are amazing and you have the best voice ever xxoo

@doddleoddle why you be insulting yourself gurl<br>You be amazin

@doddleoddle why you be insulting yourself gurl
You be amazin

@Munshi Lucario both. She has two channels.

are you top or bottom just asking.......im not bieng or anything im just curious?.....srry for asking....

Taking self-criticism to a new level! Haha


I’ll tell you about my “she”. We used to talk all the time. We were inseparable. Then, things came along, and we stopped talking.. but we started to talk again recently. I’ll describe her for you.

She has dirty blonde hair. She used to say that it’s eventually turn brown. Her eyes are a beautiful forest of green. You would get lost. Her glasses suit her so well. Her lips are a baby pink. Her hands are so delicate, yet so rough. She wears baggy clothes, yet sometimes, she dresses up. She’s insecure about herself, but she shouldn’t. I kept all the little notes we passed. She smells like nature: the birds, trees, and the plants. I wish I could hug her, and tell her how I feel, but, I don’t think that she will feel the same way. It breaks me everyday.  So, tell your “she” you love her, before it’s too late.


This song is on a playlist that Ive been shuffling for hours on end. Love u Dodie🥺


i watched this when it first came out , spent 2 months looking for it again but i wasn’t quite sure of the lyrics, ive finally found it 5 years later and i always wanted this song to be about someone to me and now i have a beautiful girlfriend who’s everything i would’ve wanted , thank you


She smells like wet ink and paint,
She tastes like club lemon and pain,
You would find her at the back of a picture,
And she means everything to me.


<b>she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall. but to her, i taste of nothing at all</b> <3

*she tastes like birthday cake and storytime and fall. but to her, i taste of nothing at all* <3

I get this lyric stuck in my head so often and every time it breaks my heart bc I've been there


God this song...
it's so raw and perfect. I can't stop crying, the girl i like is my best friend and I can't sort out my feelings.
The emotion in this song makes me think about how awful lgbt people are treated.
what i will have to go through in my future.

I hope i can find someone who loves me


this song depicts the state of falling in love - the hesitation, the butterflies in your stomach everytime you see that person, the warm feeling everytime your skin touches hers, the sparks everytime she intertwines her fingers with yours and the sudden confusion again as you wonder if she feels the warmth you feel, too, and the last stage, complete realization that you might really just be a person, falling in love with another, waiting for that person to catch you -- just as you catch your breath the moment she says that she likes you too.


Love how Dodie rhymed 'Autumn' with 'All'


Seeing the look in her eyes while she sang made me cry harder


I actually cried no joke, I write songs like this all the time and my hope is that someone reacts to them the way I did to this one. I never could have imagined that a song would resonate with me so much, I feel so full ♥


Okay she may never see this . I have has so much drama with my friends and you were always the for me in the toughest of times. Your perfect skin that radiates golden brown and perfect patches.  Your hair is silky, Long and perfectly imperfect.your laugh and those crazy days were we whacked home from dance together

She smells like bubblegum and rain she tastes like oatmeal and greens oh you would find her staring into my eyes:)


So this was just in my recommended, and me and my best friend (also my crush of two years) just 2 days ago came out to eachother as bi, and that we both had a crush on eachother. I'm seeing her for the first time since telling her in a week and I can't wait!!!


I think one of the most painful things was having a She, falling out of love for her, then realizing that whole time that I'd been someone else's She


this sounds like rain if it were a song and I love it <3

Wowo wait until you hear her song <br>“Rain”

Wowo wait until you hear her song
“Rain”

This is like a gentle rain that stays for a while but never bothers anyone really, and her song rain is like a thunderstorm witha nice aftersmell

DottieJames that’s such a good description what

You made me like rain a lot more today..

"Rain" was actually her first song. So it is a song! :)

DottieJames it's raining outside rn and it's so perfect

doddleoddle you know when you find a song that describes how you feel perfectly, and you want to cry because it hits you so hard, this is it, thank you dodie 💜

@thisbedottie  This is so accurate and you and Patty have pushed me through my Depression

I've never read anything more accurate. This song has the same relaxing effect as rain. Genious.


I felt like this towards my best friend. At the time I was naive and full of compassion for others. So much so that i had no regard for myself. In my head I would idolize them, i wanted to see them happy and it hurt me so bad that they were so unhappy. I wanted to show them a loving world. But I began to realize that it wasnt okay for me to tell them how much i cared about them only to hear them call me names and tell me how terrible of a person i was when i tried to be my very best for them... and even change who i was for them. Our friendship ended, and i forgot what it was like to love and care about someone to that extent. But i think... even though i dont feel that way towards anyone right now, I’m glad I’ve gathered some love for myself at the end. And now that i don’t look at myself with their eyes anymore, I’m much happier.


Really hooky chorus, can’t get this one out of my head, keep at it dodie!


i remember listening to this when i was questioning my sexuality and now i'm out as bisexual! crazy to listen to this song now <3


I used to hate everyone. I wanted to be left alone forever. But for some god forsaken reason, I feel like I could die happily at any moment if it were only in her arms. I love her so much


<b>she</b> has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much

*she* has once said to me that she thinks the LGBT+ community is weird and gross, she said it to me because she trusted me with her secret. At the end of the day I went home and cried, this song is so beautiful and it helped me so much


after years, i always find myself coming back to this song <3


My girlfriend introduced me to this song, and I love it! I love her sososoosososooooo much!! 💞💞💞
The message below is for my gf:
 If you read this Claudy, I love you more than you could imagine! 💞💞💞You mean the world to me 💞💞💖💖

-Riley 💞


if i listen to this for even 5 seconds, i cry, why is dodie legit so, so aaaaa i love her


I love this.. her voice, the words, the feeling.. Every breath I take feel clear and my head clear and light, storm gone, tightness gone.. I remember good times. Thank you. I’m happy. I think I’m ready to revisit the world again~


3 years of this video coming out
3 years of me loving her
3 years of her being everything to me
3 years of me being nothing to her

Coming up to three now. I’m literally moving away to escape.

oh shit. and I thought one year was bad enough


Hey so allow me to talk about my best friend. She is probably one of the best things that happened to me :) She deals with all of my stupid stuff and topics. She was the first person I actually felt comfortable talking about my sexuality with. My parents don't accept it and she does. So somehow it feels a little better. She also came out to me as asexual and I never realized how important she was to me until a while ago. She's going to a different school next year and now I'm truly scared. We'll stay in touch but I really don't want to lose her. Though I like girls I do love her as a friend. I don't know what to expect now so I guess she'll be gone soon but I think I'll be okay.


"But to her, i taste like nothing at all."

HHHHHHHHHHHHH I FELT THAT A LIL TO MUCH


Dodie's voice has grown so much, 💜 i feel like a proud mother


My she smells of lavender and lemon, or sometimes peppermint and chocolate.
She tastes like sugary strawberries picked fresh from a garden, or cookies made from scratch.
She is the embodiment of fall, leaves, and safety.
She is warm heat on a cold winters day.
She wears what I can only describe as herself, and is the most confident person I will ever get to know.
She is my safe place.
She has the most beautiful baby blue eyes you will ever see, the most gorgeous copper red hair, and red and light brown freckles spread across her face, in only a way that you would dream of.
She has the prettiest pale skin you’re ever gonna see.
She never fails to make me laugh, and she’s always been by my side.
She knows how to cheer me up in a way that only she can.
Lips so soft that you wouldn’t ever know they were placed upon you.
Beautiful curls that you hate and I love.

I know you’re never gonna read this, but Shaylee, I’ve loved you since the moment I laid eyes on you. I’ve always known that I would come back to you when I needed to talk, and I can never manage to stay mad at you for more than ten seconds.  You’re beautiful blue eyes that you don’t seem to like very much, they’re absolutely stunning. Like the clearest ocean you’ll ever see. I know that you don’t feel this way about me, but hell, I can try can’t I?


I'm seeing my 'She' again tomorrow and I'm not ready to watch her and her boyfriend together...

Jade Louise is your best friend a a guy of a girl ( or a they/them i don't judge lol)<br>either way I'm so sorry that sucks💕

Jade Louise is your best friend a a guy of a girl ( or a they/them i don't judge lol)
either way I'm so sorry that sucks💕

Lottie Lollie My 'She' is going out with my best friend

I know exactly how you feel, she used to be mine but she got asked out and said yes right in front of me..

Oh jeez i didnt realise how weird my comment was i was too sad to care and posted it sorry lmao im fine.. i think sooo uh yeah

Tianna nuch I'm pansexual and I fell for a gay guy lmao

+Fluffytail ik how u feel just advice never fall...... for straight girls...... it hurts

I KNOW! I KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS!

"SHE" SAID SHE LOVES ME

BUT SHE LIED

NOW SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND

IM SO SAD

I LIE TO HER

BUT I LOVE HER

SHE DOESNT KNOW!!

AAAAAHHHH!!!!

IM SO SAD

IM CRYING!!

WHY DOESNT SHE CARE???

AAAAAAHHHHH!!!!

im in so much pain..

believe me, I've been there. actually I am in that situation and it hurts but I know I'll get through it and so can you (even though your comments was a while ago sorry I'm late)

Mercedes C same just remember it's not intentional on either us to hurt the over

we believe in you, <b>you can do this</b>.


sometimes I just come back to listen to this song and, you know, admire it from afar haha. but it was so good to come back now and see those new coments tho. loved to know people still listen to this beautiful song too. <3

edit: WTF I just saw the album version and I'm soo excited! I know this song for years since this video and ugh how did I miss that? IT'S AMAZING!!!


Your music is so genuine I love it. And your voice is so soothing ahh I can’t!! 🥰


This video’s comment section is so beautiful, yet so bittersweet. I can’t help but read all of them with well up with tears ❤


this was how i found out i liked girls and looking back on it now fully out makes me realize how much it made an impact in my life


that little laugh she does before she says "i'd never say a word"---

jennimoo that wasn't even a laugh. It was just a breath through her nose. Here I am searching through the vid for a cute laugh but all I got was an exhale. Wow...

is it intentional that your icon expresses exactly what your sentence says?


This song just touches me so close to the heart. Dodie I cant even tell you how much this song means to me. I can't thank you enough for bringing it in to my life.


I'm in love with a she and she means everything to me


i've loved her for so long. i couldn't tell her. i know she'd reject me, i'm too much feeling. she wears these beautiful skirts, and adorable glasses. she's just so perfect. i don't know how to.


I keep going back to this song every once in a while. the original YouTube version. this acoustic version and the comment section has been a place of comfort for me a couple of times, and I'm sure it will be in the future too ♡


My “she” was my first kiss with a girl and helped me discover my bisexuality. She was my best friend. We hung out one day and I was super nervous because I had a massive crush on her and she (at least I thought) had one on me. We went downtown and walked down the streets and she held my hand. This made my heart beat really fast and I had so many butterflies in my stomach. I was so happy. Eventually she kissed me and it was wonderful. After a few weeks I found out that she had been talking to 2 other people and I’m sure kissing them. My heart shattered when I found this out. She has now been dating a boy for three months :( Anyway, I know nobody will see this (I mean this song is 4 years old) but I just thought I would share my story in the hopes that soon I will find someone who loves me like I loved her.

Btw this song really put me in my feels because I know that I probably don’t even cross her mind anymore.

im sorry you had to go thru that. people can be jerks, and we cant help who we love. stay strong.

Godddd i feel you this is literally almost my same situation but you will find the right she 💕

“this song really put me in my feels because i know that i probably don’t even cross her mind anymore”
maybe not. but tonight your words, a part of your story, crossed my mind. and maybe that’s not enough, maybe it won’t even matter to you, but to me it’s something. and one day, when i come back in like a year having forgotten this comment, and scroll through the comments all over again, you’ll cross my mind again.
you’ll find your someone one day. and everything—all you past—will seem so insignificant in comparison. you’ll start writing them into your future. and then into your past. you’ll tell stories you’ve told before—stories from before you knew them—and write them into each one of those stories

that's written so very nicely. i hope you find your "she", as i hope i will find mine


Am I the only one who’s straight but loves this song


7 years and I still go back to this song everytime.
Perhaps one day I’ll be lucky and find my she.
For now, I’ll enjoy this song and cry.


I was raving about this song to my crush not only because it reminded me of her but also because I just love the song, she gave the song a try and fell head over heels for it almost more than I did. I haven’t talked to her in about three months now but sometimes I can still see her smile when we sat together sharing earbuds listening to this song for the first time again. I miss that.


Oh my... this song is just adorable! I heard it many times and everytime I cry because it is too close to my life((
"But to her
 I taste of nothing at all..."

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the comments are full of gay/bi/pan girls relating and it's the beautiful

I'm straight but it's great to read these stories in the comments

Wolfpadz my brother told me the same thing when I told him I was questioning

I'm bi. But I feel like I can't tell anyone. Because some of my friends I told said it was just a faze or I was just making it  up for attention. With my age they just don't t believe me.  And it hurts. Like if you agree that this is hard.

Hannah Artwork <br>Don't worry. You did nothing wrong and only shared a thought. People get offended too easily, so don't sweat it.

Hannah Artwork
Don't worry. You did nothing wrong and only shared a thought. People get offended too easily, so don't sweat it.

Hannah Artwork Just let us have something please I'm sitting her crying, this is so beautiful

lolzor sozbaj this is relatable but idk wtf is going on in my brain and I've no idea what I am so.....

I'm a complicated human who is going through confusing teen times kill me please

Johnny Boi nope I'm also a boy, i just replace the pronouns with he & him

lmao am i the only bi boy here (mostly lean towards guys though)

Pan! Just came out to one of my friends, still haven't told anyone else, but I'm kinda freaking out, I know I shouldn't feel like I need to hide being pan but like... yesterday I kissed a girl, for the first time, I'm so confused by myself, i don't even know if she's straight, she was crying, I couldn't help it.... idk, I'm so confused, we haven't talked and now schools out, idk what I've done... whyyy emotions

laid ease, i'm single, ready to mingle ;-)

KIDDING....

;-)

Sorry for offending anyone or making you angry I was just sharing my opinion
I only wanted to change the lyrics around a bit cause I'm straight
Sorry

lolzor sozbaj i love seeing everyone feel safe enough to share their stories

Keira Diaz Nabhani I'm in the same boat except I wasn't dumped. It sucks and I totally get it.

Hannah Artwork let the gays have One song

Straight people can relate to it to
It could be about a best friend,or if you take away one letter it's he
Soooooooo

I'm pan, but not a girl and I can relate :)

lolzor sozbaj I'd have to disagree. It hurts so much to like a straight girl and have her tell you that she'll never like you because you're a girl.

It is. I'm bi and in love with my bestfriend so I relate

back to this video again; only difference from the first time i watched it is that, i am now proudly bi. who would've thought! <i>lol</i>

back to this video again; only difference from the first time i watched it is that, i am now proudly bi. who would've thought! _lol_

Yeah, I was dumped about a month and a half ago and I'm scared I'll start crushing on my questioning, taken (by a boy) friend... uhh aha

Justabitof Emz  I'm sorry to hear about that. That happened to me about 2 months ago

I'm pan and this feeling is so awkward. I've been in various lovey dovey girl bottles for about 3 years before I went out with someone a few months ago... and now I can talk about it... I was dumped... ahahaha.

I don't want to feel related to this song and I don't and it's really sad but it's so beautiful at the same time

+Galaxy Gurl oh hey I follow you on musical.lly

I want to like this comment but it's at 666 and I don't wanna ruin that

100% me. This song captures all of my feelings so beautifully, so THANK YOU DODIE❤

You are right and i think of the words... you are right it is beautiful. How did you know all my fellow bi would be in the comments?

If any of you are single hit me up hurhurhur completely joking of course... Ha ha ha... Ye joking... Ha ha

love and beautiful music is universal, so, even the straight, we can all relate here ;)

Hello the person your talking about is me I'm here

It's lovely to be with your people when you're in a minority.


my heart is breaking in the best way at these comments your words are beautiful never stop writing this comment section is so perfect


This 100% summed up how i've been feeling about my bff... thankyou <3


I listen to this song when ever I feel down or bad about my self it makes me feel like I'm being wrapped in a warm hug and I want to say thank you you make me feel safe


I remember first listening to this song 5 years ago at the age of 16-17, being completely confused by my sexuality <br>And now I'm 22 and I finally now who I am

I remember first listening to this song 5 years ago at the age of 16-17, being completely confused by my sexuality
And now I'm 22 and I finally now who I am


i found this song around 4 years ago when she left me. i will never stop listening to this song, especially the original version. thank you dodie


i told her i loved her about a week ago. she was shocked and needed time to process, so i gave it to her. last night she sat down with me and apologized for leaving our last conversation in a weird place. "i've been thinking about it. at the beginning of our friendship i felt some of the same things you described - just because we connected so deeply, so fast. but i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person, and i just don't feel that way about you". those words have been playing over and over in my head. every time she spoke of someone who she'd like to be with, it was if she was describing me. internally, emotionally, i think that maybe i am, but because of her sexual orientation, i'll just never be able to give her everything she needs. i wish that i could - i would love her so deeply. later in the night she texted me "i'm always going to be here. but if you need space, that's okay too. i just want you to be happy." the sad thing is, i know what i'm capable of feeling for another person because of her. i know that right now what would make me the most happy is having her love. but i will take time to move on and love her in whatever capacity she needs me to.


Yes I know I’m four years late to this version but it has more heart break in it. I’m in love with one of my closest friends, she’s been dating this guy for almost a year now. Tonight we had a movie night with a lot of our friends and her boyfriend and she was laying on me for a while and cuddled into me and my heart just broke knowing I will never have her. She is in love with her boyfriend and they are perfect for each other. Also when I was experimenting I dated her boyfriends best friend who he’s really close with and we joked about the guys leaving us and dating and us leaving them and dating each other. She will never know how I really feel


i found this song after beginning to question my sexuality and it's so beautiful. also the comments are so sweet <3


my she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke.<br>She means everything to me.

my she isn't straight, she's bi. And still, heartbreakingly, I wouldn't even try. I've had a crush on her for 2 years now. She told me she was bi last month, and my heart just soared...but she was quick to reassure me she's still 99% into guys, and 100% not into me. She's made comments before, about her and I, and had a running joke that we were together, but that's all it was to her - a joke.
She means everything to me.

bro I feel you. she's straight, and she doesn't know I'm not. we also have a joke that we're dating. I get it

Okay mood. Mines my best friend.  She's bi and said she liked me freshman year. But now she's dating a douche. But she deserves better

I'm a  male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail.  hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire  but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me

Me and my friend have this thing we're we are married. Everyone ships us and I really like her. The other day she said that we were just friends to someone and I kinda broke

@Vivian Marsh sameee but I've liked her for a month and she's friends with my friend and she dated my other friend but I'm too scared to talk to her.

@Roxy Cole I'm in the same exact situation. She was into girls and I think she still is but she's getting closer to guys now.

This is meeee. We've joked around but that's all itll be...a joke..

Hey you remind me of my friend, she's a lesbian and my other friend is bi and they have a joke that they are together, she tried to kiss her yesterday but it went very much wrong, I wish the best to both her and you 💕

Update: Guess dreams do come true, they're together now and I'm really happy for them.

update i told her and she took it so nicley, but she would never be together with me haha

this is literally exacly like me, except for the guy part haha, and even knowing that i would never tell her because i know that she lokes another person :(

i had this happen to me. i asked her out after abt a month she came out to me. she said no cus of her religion. it was heartbreaking. i still love her. not even necessarily romantically. she was my best friend and my first love. i hope shes doing good right now.

This is exactly what I'm going through! My she has a long-time crush on a guy, but she told me she's bi. She also assured me that she could never like someone she's already friends with. Ouch...

LLL I’m bi, and I have a crush on a pan girl, but we both lean more towards girls. She’s been my friend for about a year now and she’s been having relationship struggles with her ex who she still likes and who still likes her, they only broke up because they couldn’t do long distance. I’m not sure if she likes me back, because I know she and her ex are very open to each other about who they like, all the while reassuring the other that they’re still soulmates. And she told me that her ex doesn’t like me, and changes the subject when she mentions me. She says her ex is jealous... I don’t know what to do 😔

LLL that is, so weirdly familiar 😂. We also have an on going relationship joke and she is bi but mainly into guys. Lel

LLL same ... apart from the guy part . She was into gals for a while but she's pushing toward guys now .


This song feels so sad and yet so happy at the same time... makes me wanna cry but in a good way 😭😍


These comment are so beautiful. I had my own She before too, she was and still is my best friend. I loved her dearly and she wanted to give us a chance, but I was too afraid. I wasn’t out as bi (still not) and felt like that wouldn’t be fair to me or her to hide our relationship. She deserved someone who could love her openly and with no restraints...so I let her go. She’s been with her boyfriend for years now and I could not be more happy for her. Yet from time to time, when I lay my head down to sleep at night, I find myself looking at old photos, text messages, and remembering things left unsaid, or things I should’ve said. It’s my biggest regret. Maybe one day when things are different I’ll find my new She and be able to tell the world about her :)


You have a wonderful voice honestly it's just so angelic, smooth and just so unique


wonder when i'll be able to listen to this and not cry?...

ThatGirlOnYoutube I never will, probably :')

ThatGirlOnYoutube Someday. Someday for all of us.


this song is really special 🥺 i’ve been listening to this for years.


Long Paragraph, You Don’t Have To Read 😊

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My “she” has a wild spirit. Whenever she walks into a room, it lights and shines like a thousand stars. She could make you smile and laugh, I find it impossible for anyone to dislike her, that’s how perfect she is. When I first met her, I was going through a lot. My parents were getting a divorce, I was failing all my classes, my self esteem was as low as it had ever been. I felt worthless, I felt like I had nobody. That’s when Sophyia came into my life, and saved it. She was an angel, my angel. She assured she’d stay with me no matter what. When the divorce was finalized, I was staying with my mom, she’d call me every night to ask if I was doing ok. I was in 8th grade at the time, and I thought I only loved her as a friend. I am now in my sophomore year in high school and I love Sophyia with all of my heart, even though she will never love me back. Sophyia is straight, she’s had a boyfriend (the same guy) ever since I met her. She doesn’t know I love her, but even if she did it wouldn’t change a single thing. She is straight and I am bisexual. If anyone reading this is going through a similar situation, I promise you, you’ll find your “she”. It may not be today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not even a year from now, but it will happen. I don’t know when I’ll get over Sophyia, it probably won’t be for a while, but for now I’ll be fine admiring from afar ❤

Thank You For Listening 💕

Long Paragraph, You Don’t Have To Read 😊

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My “she” has a wild spirit. Whenever she walks into a room, it lights and shines like a thousand stars. She could make you smile and laugh, I find it impossible for anyone to dislike her, that’s how perfect she is. When I first met her, I was going through a lot. My parents were getting a divorce, I was failing all my classes, my self esteem was as low as it had ever been. I felt worthless, I felt like I had nobody. That’s when Sophyia came into my life, and saved it. She was an angel, my angel. She assured she’d stay with me no matter what. When the divorce was finalized, I was staying with my mom, she’d call me every night to ask if I was doing ok. I was in 8th grade at the time, and I thought I only loved her as a friend. I am now in my sophomore year in high school and I love Sophyia with all of my heart, even though she will never love me back. Sophyia is straight, she’s had a boyfriend (the same guy) ever since I met her. She doesn’t know I love her, but even if she did it wouldn’t change a single thing. She is straight and I am bisexual. If anyone reading this is going through a similar situation, I promise you, you’ll find your “she”. It may not be today, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not even a year from now, but it *will* happen. I don’t know when I’ll get over Sophyia, it probably won’t be for a while, but for now I’ll be fine admiring from afar ❤

Thank You For Listening 💕

Alison i am, thanks so much 💕💕 hope ur okay too :))

anna bortion um hi you just made me cry but it’s fine I hope you’re doing okay this was kind of awhile ago :)


I would listen to this song everyday I’d walk into school very comforting🥺😔


I found this song on spotify in a twenty one pilots radio playlist 😊 I like


my she. her smiles makes me dizzy. her freckles are breathtaking as they bedazzle her arm. her dimples make the worst days better. her laugh makes my heart swell until it’s full of love. Even just hearing her talk is like therapy for my soul. she doesn’t love herself and i wish she could see how beautiful she is. her lovely brown hair gleams in the lights. when i look at her everything else goes out of focus. She just radiates light and i want to be around her forever. i love you abbie.


that moment when you’ve only seen her once and you’re already in love


i think it's safe to say this song was so important in a lot of people's coming out process


Cutest and a heartbreaking song at the same time. You got me good. 😭💕


I used to listen to this song when I thought I was gay and in love with a girl, turns out I was just desperate to love someone


Theres this girl that goes to my school. I thought she was absolutely beautiful. I asked our mutual friend if she was gay, and of course the answer was no. I dated a different girl for 9 months, but she was still stuck in my mind. At the start of this new school year, I started talking to her, as we have two classes together. This little infatuation turned into a crush. I really liked her, but I knew she was straight. One of my close guy friends told me he liked her, and I encouraged him to pursue her, after admitting my feelings for her to him. I knew I needed to get over her if they were going to be something. So, I told her. I told her I liked her and that I needed to get over her. She said she was flattered and that it was totally fine. She ended up rejecting my friend. Soon after, I saw that she had posted something on Instagram implying that she was interested in someone. I kept asking and asking what guy it was. She ended up saying, "well, actually, its not a guy... aaand, its you. Maybe I shouldn't have told you cause you're probably over me, but oh well..." of course I wasn't over her. I told her, and we talked and hardcore flirted for a week before I asked her out. She said yes and we went on our first date last night. I ended up kissing her, and it was the most amazing thing I've ever felt

MY HEART OMG WHAT A FAIRYTALE (LOWKEY CRYING CUZ IM LONELY)

OMGS IM TRYING NOT TOO CRY IMGS THIS IS SO DAM PRECIOUS

Lizzy Symons aww i love this i hope yall are still together and happy :)

Lizzy Symons awww I wish my crush liked me, ik she doesn't and ik I have told her but we went out for a week and she said its too awkward wich means she doesn't like me, but I can't get over her, sometimes I wish I was straight then maybe it wouldn't be so hard

Lizzy Symons THIS IS THE CUTEST DARN THING I HOPE YOU TWO ARE SO HAPPY TOGETHER

This is so heartwarming and amazing!! I wish you guys all happiness!<br>A small request though, I'm a small author and I wish to use your story as a base to a beautiful romance story if it is possible, i really loved everything about your comment and it inspired me so much.

This is so heartwarming and amazing!! I wish you guys all happiness!
A small request though, I'm a small author and I wish to use your story as a base to a beautiful romance story if it is possible, i really loved everything about your comment and it inspired me so much.

Lizzy Symons Oh, cool. Just making sure to include everyone, since genders in channels like Dodie’s and Thomas’s and Jon’s seem to be so diverse. 💙

Absolute Hamiltrash Forever I’m a girl, and thanks!

Lizzy Symons wow. That is so inspiring. Thank you so much for sharing this, girl/boy/person. This is beautiful.

OH MY FUCKING GOSH IM LIVING FOR THIS CUTENESSSS

I know this is late but while I was reading this I was somehow droolimg

Blackclaw 360 thank you :) I’m still so happy with her. I think I love her... I just don’t think I’ll tell her for a while, I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, I’m not 100% sure she feels the same way

Lizzy Symons Congratulation!!! This comment is like a fairytale for me :')

Im so happy for you! My 'she' is bi and will never love me.


I first listened to this song when my ex sang it, the day we got together and it brings up so many emotions


Revisiting this after 5 years of being out. This  was the song I sent to my best friend trying to explain how much I loved her. I did end up dating her for a year but then she broke things off. God damn do I miss that girl though


it's the way that this song reminds me of being 16 and listening to it and spending all my time with my best friend ❤


I've watched this countless times however I would like to inform you that today I officially saw Dodie live for the frist time and at the "she means everything to me" she beamed at me like. Directly at me I will never get over it this song means to much to me 😭😭 beign front row has a million perks I'm so glad I was able to


I've been dating guys for a long time, only to realize i'm actually a lesbian. This song helped me so much.

HOLY FUCK IS THAT YEKATERINA PETROVNA ZAMOLODCHIKOVA WITH CHERYL????????

miss chanandler bong ahhh omg I thought so, thanks

@Holly Smith it's brian mccook, or katya zamolodchikova, they're a drag queen.

hey I know this isn't relevant but I really recognise the person in your profile pic? is it somebody famous? sorryy

tbh i only liked ur comment because of dan. sorry not sorry.

@Fabulous Fandom Trash-Slave YES, IT IS, RPDR FAM 👋

O'Tierney Thomas im bi and im 12😂 its very normal to find out at a Young age

I was literally just in that situation, we're together now. I suggest figuring out if she is gay or bisexual, if she is straight, don't force anything, just hope for the best, she may be gay and or bisexual, hope things work out for you.

LPSwarriorsisters if your friend is straight, there's nothing you can do. don't try to force anything. if she's gay or bi or whatever, go for it! I had a crush on my best friend for years and I finally told her and now we're girlfriends. it's pretty great.

Same... I think I might like my best friend... 😧 what should I do????

Sehon13Ultd no. Just means she's finally figuring herself out

miss chanandler bong HAHAH love your name!! Also, good luck. I hope you achieve utter satisfaction in life:)

Fluff McPuffles ...Doesn't that make you bi?

Yeah!! I didn't realize I was a lesbian until a certain girl came into my life . Until then I only dated boys too.

@DeadCat If you're not 100% comfortable you don't have to come out, don't think about it! I haven't come out to certain people yet, and that's okay.

DeadCat build up the courage!! you can do it take your time!

Honestly I wish I could come out too.  It's just... so scary and I have no idea how everyone does it.

That's the coolest username i've seen! Also congrats on coming out

+miss chanandler bong oh ok then sorry 😂

@I'm in the phandom help me nah, believe me, I'm not bi 😂😂😂

Same here.

And I'm a guy.

Now I'm totally a lesbian.

@Sehon13Ultd she forced herself it was a mistake, she didn't do it on purpose im guessing

miss chanandler bong same here, I forced myself into a relationship with my guy best friend and he fell in love and I'm lesbian


my 'she' is the most beautiful girl i know. we've been friends for 4 years now and she makes me so happy. i dont feel nervous around her. more like... at peace. she has soft honey blonde hair which she hates though i find it kind of ironic  that yellow is her favourite colour and she loves bees. she has the kind of eyes you just get lost in. a bright and beautiful sky blue with flecks of brown. shes pale like a porcelain doll with freckles scattered all over her face. and she has the most entrancing smile that makes me want to kiss her. everytime she smiles i smile and everytime shes sad im sad. i know we wont work out if i tried and i think shes seeing someone at the moment anyways (a boy) and im happy for her. im not sad which im shocked to say but she doesnt make me feel jealous. i just like to admire her.


My she is my best friend. She has an amazing laugh, and always steals my food but I don't mind. She is oversized hoodies, croissants, and bad puns. Whenever she is tired she leans her whole body against me, and I have to work to support her because she's so much taller than me. She is late night conversations, musicals, and dumplings. We're always touching, even if it's just our knees because we sit next to each other in math class. She is an artist, and I have a wall full of her drawings that she has given me over the past couple years. She draws on my arms, and I don't wash it off until I have to. She told me that she doesn't know how she feels about me, and then she asked to kiss me. That was both of our first kisses. She told me that she didn't really feel anything, but I felt everything. I dream about her almost every night, and on the bus in the morning I fantasize about being with her. She made me a playlist full of love songs, but I'm scared to talk to her about it. I think I might be in love.

@Yeti again, I keep finding you in replies


i remember finding this song in 2015 and sobbing my eyes out cause i related so hard but was far too scared to admit it


Ive met the most amazing person they changed the way i look at life. They make me feel like im enough and they make me feel safe and make me laugh when i cry and talking to them is heaven they are so funny so if you're reading this i love you simone


my she wears short skirts and silver shoes and has long golden hair with peach on the ends, she’s unshaven legs and penetrating eyes, mascara and tight-lipped smiles. she smells like vanilla and earl gray, she has a patch of freckles only on one cheek, a crooked nose, and the brightest blue eyes i’ve ever seen. she’s leather jackets and doc martens and rainy spring days and classical music. she’s a cup of coffee on a winter morning, she’s january, she’s cold hands and tight hugs. she’s walking hand in hand, she’s smaller than me, with long golden hair falling down her back. she’s skipping class, she’s concerts and new favorite songs. she’s perfect and she makes me feel safe.

she means everything to me.

this was long and sappy, but i needed to talk it out.

this was so sweet! i hope you keep her close to you, she seems like an important piece of your life!

that was beautiful! whoever that's about must be very lucky!

beautiful. but i thought this was gonna be to the tune of you belong with me bc of that first sentence

@yuri she wears short skirts I wear t-shirts, she's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers, thinking about the day that you wake up and find that what your looking for has been here the whole time

Aw, thats so we'll written and sweet! Congrats!

@Alden Heterodyne this made me tear up dear lord

I'm a  male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail.  hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire  but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me  < that's what I meant to write erlier but didnt have time too

Alex Truelove aww you guys seem like a good couple ❤❤

That’s gorgeous....she would be a fool not to love you back 🌸🌸🌸🌸

if my girl said this about me i would be in tears😂

This made me tear up 🥺 I want someone like that

Lily West this is the cutest thing i have read in oh so long

@morgrugyn  I wanna do one too, but I'm better at narrative style than poetry.

She was graceful. Her fingers dancing along the piano keys. The way she flipped over and over again on the high bar, her gymnastics training mixed with her gleeful joy and desire to show off.

She was good at everything she tried. She always beat me at tetherball and jump-rope. Smarter than me too.

Her hair was long and dark and straight. Mine was blond, short, and unkempt. Her skin was a beautiful tan, mine was was a pale pallor. She had two front teeth, slightly crooked. When she smiled her crooked teeth and her freckles were more picturesque than a sunset.

I followed her around. I wanted to be "besties" with her, and was sad when she wouldn't. I didn't know what I was feeling.

Years later, at a mutual friends 13th birthday party. She talked about the boys she liked, I couldn't understand why I was so uncomfortable.

She and I shared a bed while the other girls gabbed all night. Nothing happened, but I stayed awake all night and listened to her breathe. I wondered what she would feel like if I hugged her, and I wondered how her lips would feel on mine.

I tried every rationalization I could think of to deny what was going on.

I remember crying with joy and pain at the thought of waking up next to her for the rest of my life like husbands and wives do. Joy from the vision, and pain that it would never be.

She woke up with bleary-eyes and bedhead the next morning. I had never seen anyone so beautiful.

Her beauty in that moment would come unbidden to me for years. And I would cry. My first heartbreak, though I didn't know it at the time.

I pretended that I was crying tears of envy. Of inadequacy. It wasn't until I was 17 and had  liked many other girls my age that I realized what I was.

And I was relieved. Everything made sense.

I look her up on Facebook sometimes. I think she's engaged now. To a man of course. She is 23 now.

She shares my first name. And her last name, like the part of me I gave to her in first grade, is "Heart".

@yuri same I thought I was the only one lol

Why did I start reading this in the tone of love story by Taylor swift

This is so wholesome i love it sm wow can i mean this much to someone hi-

Alright my guys me and my corny romance novel are packing up and leaving, if you read it you read it but I'd prefer if no one else did.

Lily West this is the cutest thing. I hope you too are still going strong  💗


throwback when i was like 10-12 listening to this 24/7 when i was fake dating a girl thinking i was actually gay


i remember when this came out, crazy how time flies. :,)


Thank you doddleoddle, you helped me find out who I am! I listened to this song in 2017 and 2018 nonstop.


My she is so wonderful and I’d give the world for her


It's amazing how one song can bring so any people together and tell so many personal painful experiences. Love ya, dodie 💕


if this isn’t at my wedding i’m not going


Thank you sooo much for putting this one on human 💜💜


This isn’t a poem:

My first she was when I was twelve, she was suicidal and yet filled with life. We were twelve and I fell head over heels, and she did too. However, I couldn’t break her heart, I knew disappointment awaits those who date young and I couldn’t stand to see our friendship torn apart by that. So I stood by why she dated many others. She got better and then I moved across the sea. We are friends we still talk and now and then fantasise about our wedding, I miss her but there is also someone else breaking down my guard I’m 15 now. I am a very useless bisexual and an about to cry

Shit, you said this wasn't a poem but DAMN that's poetic, good luck, you got this