To my she,

It's funny, when I discovered this song 4 years ago I hadn't met you yet. But I listened to the song while closeted, wondering when my she would come along. A year later, I met you.
Immediately, you made me feel things I had never felt before. I couldn't even describe the way you made me feel, you just made me happy. But I had never felt so much pain from one person before. I fell hopelessly in love with you, thinking you were straight and incapable of ever having feelings for me. But I longed for you everyday, even though it hurt. I tried for so long to get over those feelings and move on. I did for a while, until you told me you weren't straight.
The feelings I had repressed for so long all came back, and as it turned out, you liked me back. I wish I could see you, kiss you, hold you. There's days where I just wanna run away with you and never come back. You make me a better person, and you make me so happy.
Avery, you're so lovely. Everything about you is wonderful. Your countless freckles, the way you laugh at the dumbest things, the way your personality can brighten a room. You're amazing, and I'll always wish that you could see yourself the way I see you.


My She and I kissed. It meant so much to me, but it clearly meant nothing to her. I thought it meant she might like me back, but I suppose it was just for practice or whatever. "But to her, I taste like nothing at all" means so much to me, because it's true. I could describe her taste perfectly. The day we kissed she tasted like an odd mixture of strawberry and mint, and I loved it. She probably doesn't even remember anything about that night, and it HURTS.
Edit: I feel like my love for her grew tonight, in a weird way. She slept over for the first time in forever and it was absolutely blissful. Every moment was magical. I can’t even put what I’m feeling into words it’s literally the weirdest thing ever. She wears this perfume to school sometimes and, upon occasion, I can randomly start smelling it. My heart feels like it’s swelling with love and I’m just waiting for her to pop it.
Edit 2: she likes s boy now. It sucks SO much. She’s had lil crushes on boys before, but none were like this. I want to die. Hearing her just say his name is painful. I wanna be a supportive friend and hype her up and shit but I physically CANT. Does that make me an awful friend? I feel like an awful friend. But there are just these lil moments that we have that give me the tiniest sliver of hope though, y’know? Like we’ll make eye contact for a couple seconds too long or she’ll have her head on my shoulder or when we’ll hold hands upon occasion as a joke. I know those are all friendy lil things but it’s just the vibe I get from her, I can’t explain it. It’s also the way she talks sometimes. She’ll make an unnecessary joke about us dating or mention tiny things about our kiss or gets jealous when I mention other girls I sorta like and there’s other stuff that’s impossible for me to put into words. Unrequited love will be the death of me. I physically CANT get over her. There have been a couple girls that I’ve liked but just something always sends me back to her. It sucks ass idk what to do :///
Edit 3:  (No one is asking for this I’m doing it for myself).
I don’t like that girl anymore lol. I guess I do a little, it’s just not that intense anymore. I think a small part of me will always have some feelings for her. She’s just different, not much fun to be around. I miss the old her. But whatever. People change. I mean, she’s also racist and pretty homophobic, and that’s a large reason why too lol. I like another girl, though. It’s relatively new, and it’s escalated kind of quickly. She’s really cute. Super freaking cute. She’s also bi, and I think she might feel the same? Honestly doubt it tho. It’s just starting all over again, for the third time, and it feels so weird. I hope this one doesn’t have the same outcome.

its great that you got over her and found another she :)

Dm me @possessedrat if you ever need to talk

Libby Jenkins honeyyyyy I know the feeling it sucks so much

My friend is also queer, but she doesn't feel the same as I do. She kept talking about hooking up with another girl and how much she liked her, and I broke down at NYC pride cause I thought she liked me back but she didn't. I sat crying in her arms, pan flag wrapped around me like a blanket. I can't look at the shirt I wore that day without feeling physically ill. It has been 4 months and I still can't stop feeling this way.

Although it hurts, it feels awfully good to hurt. I sometimes wish I didn't tell her how I felt, so that she'd still hold my hand and lean on me while we watched TV. I wish I could just hold her and tell her everything will be okay. But i can't.

Just keep pushing through. You're not alone. It sucks ass.

The only way you can even begin moving on from someone is by distancing yourself. You need space. Otherwise you’re just hurting yourself. You have to be honest and let go so you can find someone who loves you back the way you deserve.

I feel for youuuu, you’ll get through it❤😍


Edit Update: I actually don't feel for this crush anymore and have actually found a new girl, someone I am now dating and in love with. Thanks for all the likes and kind replies!❤

Oof welp here goes me talking about my crush.

She smells like sandalwood on the beach and fresh laundry. She tastes of spring water and honeysuckles we used to pick and drink back in our childhood days. She's sporty, reserved, shy at times, intelligent, and completley not my type. Yet somehow I fell in love with her. She's godlike in my eyes, reminds me a lot of Athena: smart, creative, passionate, reserved and caring, doesn't show her emotions easily. She truly means everything to Me, and I'm so in love with her it's hard to describe. She really means everything to me, but I can't seem to tell her that I love her.

Recently I noticed signs she might be into me: she gave me a rose last Valintines day, she stares at me and I stare at her across the room longer than we should, And after that I smile at her and she smiles back with a glimmer in her eyes. She talks to me the most out of everyone in our friend group, constantly asks if I have crushes on any boys (I say no of course but she doesn't know I'm a lesbian) and has been increasingly more interested in our conversations. I blew them off as friendly gestures at first but now they are fucking with my head and I think that she is into me, but I'm not sure. And god I hope she hasn't lost feelings for me but she probably has. And I don't know her sexuality, I've always assumed she was straight.

I know it's stupid, but if anyone took their time to read this (which you probably didn't) could someone please encourage me to confess my feelings to her? I'd really appreciate that.

Thank you. 💗

@Yeti Haha, I should probably make an update on this comment since it's two years old, but I already have a girlfriend now and it isn't the girl here. I moved on and found someone I actually love! But thank you for the encoraging words.

i know it's late but if you still have feelings, just go for it. she would just move on and take it as a compliment is she didn't like you back. it's better than regretting it when ur old and on a rocking chair

I hope I'm not too late but I think I can help. I am having the same exact problem with a girl in my group (Color guard) and she is literally the cutest person I have ever met. I seriously have a crush on her and I think she likes me too because of the way acts around me verses the way she acts around other people. I say do it, I hope I'm not too late, but there are definently signs. I think that she's into you, too. So, do it!


She is smart, funny, cute, comfortale and safe. She smells like waking up in the morning to a sunshine, fresh nature, flowers and mushrooms. She is a beautiful cottage, with a warm fireplace as a heart. Homely and guarding you from danger. She is psychedelic colours and visions, she is chill smokes in the evening and sweets, and the stars that shine brightly in the night sky. She has wild curls and bright blue eyes, and she loves sleep and coffee. But she would never mention me in this sense, cause she has found another one, who is her He.


This song reminds me of a girl who I am madly in love with and she’s just my everything and no matter who thinks she and I won’t last I will do anything in my power to be with her because she has my heart


She smells like what I loved about fall and flowers
She looks like something that would come out of a renaissance painting.
She sounds like a muse- comedic, sweet, smart, blunt and just holds genuine excitement
She feels like Everything and im happy I have her in my life


This came on in my Spotify and I started crying. I came here, and started crying again.


My she just broke my heart yesterday, but its ok.
I apologize for all.
For being insecure
For being annoying.
And I forgive her
She broke me, but i sill love her.
No matter what.
And i love her more than nobody.

Please, appreciate your friends, you don't know how much hurts lose someone.
Someone that you love.

Its gonna be ok.


I feel guilty that I have been listening to dodies music regularly for at least a year now and just now subscribed


I've been listening to this on loop since I found it a week ago. It helps me learn to accept that I'm slowly healing from depression and falling in love for the first time at 20 years old. It's hard to realize that I'm not actually aromantic but had to build an emotional wall so thick and tall that any sign of love was just surpressed and felt wrong. But now... Now I can learn to love. It's still hard, but it will be okay. <br>Thank you for this song ♡

I've been listening to this on loop since I found it a week ago. It helps me learn to accept that I'm slowly healing from depression and falling in love for the first time at 20 years old. It's hard to realize that I'm not actually aromantic but had to build an emotional wall so thick and tall that any sign of love was just surpressed and felt wrong. But now... Now I can learn to love. It's still hard, but it will be okay.
Thank you for this song ♡


I relate to this in a totally different way.  I'm transgender.  This song showcases my feelings really well.  I look at girls more in envy of their bodies over attraction (even though I am bi).  I wish I could be that, but it seems so far away and unreachable.  The first time I heard this song I immediately knew that it was going to be one of my all time favourite songs ever.  I just feel really connected with it.

@Skye pie Thanks!  You're pretty great too!

+✧ · ai chiaki · ✧ you rare perfect and amazing

@Mariiiiineeee It's starting to look better for me.

+D. Fox I love your interpretation of this song, hope everything will be better soon !

+D. Fox imma trans girl too and i feel the same way

@kassidy gavi I'm sorry to hear you aren't having a smooth time with being trans.  I know what that's like.  It was really rough for me for the first two months after coming out, But it has gotten a lot better.  I'll probably get to start transition in a year or so.  I wish you the best of luck.

-Delilah Fox

I get what you mean with the body you want being so far out of reach. I'm ftm trans. hopefully when/if you start transitioning everything goes smoothly, and I hope everyone is accepting of you. I just honestly hope your situation as being trans is better than mine. <3

@Serena Garrod Thanks!  I will actually be starting transition in a few months hopefully

what a lovely take on the song, I hope the best for you ♡

+My Name Is [ Blurry Face ] finALLY SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW I'M NOT ALONE

+marty That sucks. I'm sorry and I hope everything works out :) I don't know my gender or my sexuality, myself. You'll find someone. I really hope you will.

I identify as non-binary and I often find myself scared of relationships and staring at heterosexual couples because to them ones a guy and ones a girl, it's simple. I'm scared of finding someone but them not liking me due to my sexuality and gender identity

+Ryan Ross The worst is when you fall in love and then they hate you, and you wonder if it was you being in love with them that did it

I'm falling in love with someone who absolutely hates me

@Laura Burbage Thanks.  I'm not giving up the fight anytime soon.

I hope it gets better for you soon! don't give up x


I first heard this song last year while I was at school. I had my best friend in mind. I just moved away, so I don't see her, but we talk. And every time I hear this song, she's still the girl I think of. I miss her a lot, but I'm still glad she's in my life as much as it's possible. She's the first person in a while who's made me feel like I genuinely belong. Every time I talk to her or text her, that feeling gets stronger and stronger. She's truly amazing and I feel so lucky getting to have her in my life.


I'm straight but this is so beautiful I want a "she"


Returning to this comment section after about 4 years and I’ve come out. Everything in here is so wholesome and it’s really sweet! Glad to see that there are still baby gays keeping this song and comment section alive!


Acabo de encontrarme con esta hermosura, fue parte de mi vida en unos tiempos difíciles y me la acabo de encontrar en un playlist de Spotify, vine porque la recordaba con una voz dulce y me transportó a mis 16, gracias.


this really hits home.... god i wish i could just tell her how I feel

Juniper May honestly this is the cutest shit, when u guys talk about your ‘she’ :’) I hope yall find the courage to her or find your love in another she

Me too. She’s my best friend though, I can’t lose her

I met my crush at camp a few years ago and she was the first girl I ever liked so much and she’s straight

I tried to do this for my She crush and keep chickening out

This song basically summarize how I felt about 3 girls. The 3rd one, the way she acts around me, makes me feel like she hates me after the first months of school. Girl #3 is someone whom I still love, and I cannot tell her my feelings. I’m hoping we’ll heal over time.

My she just thinks I have a crush on her but I fell in love

Maja Snorradóttir same except mine said she liked me and then went and got a boyfriend and I didn't know and I asked her out and got turned down

I told the girl that I had a crush on (she is bi) and she turned me down :'( Never doing doing that again lmao

my she is my sister's friend who is 4 years older than me and has a boyfriend lol cries in gay

i wrote my she a song... she said she liked me too... she’s my internet best friend and doesn’t want a long distance relationship. I may be meeting her this summer

Annikka M I told mine, she even had a boyfriend. I was also gonna come out to my mom the same day but chickened out, last night I found out she was probably homophobic so I am happy I was not gonna tell her.


Every time I kick back with a whiskey and stick my YouTube favourites playlist on, this song just blows me away when it comes on. Lovely.


Okay but I think every girl who likes girls thinks about a special person when listening to this


I always told myself If I ever had a girlfriend I would caption the photos with these song lyrics. Fast forward a couple of years.... She played me "beautiful" on her violin on my birthday, her smile lights up my world, she feels like cocoa butter and satin sheets...and she means everything to me <3  (still can't quite believe its real (!!))


I remember listening to this when I first fell in love :,)


I don't know why but this song helped me so much to come to the conclusion that I am pansexual and so proud of it. I am now crying and I don't know why.

same, you posted this like two years ago but I realised like 6 months and this song was just like a woah I relate moment

wutsername_ be proud, it's a wonder feeling to know who you are, also on the crying note, you're certainly not alone

IM SO PROUD OF YOU IM PAN TOOO CONGRATSSS WELCOME TO THE COMMUNITY ALSO I JUST SAW THIS COMMENT IS A YEAR OLD WELP

I found this song after I felt this out, but jeez, it sure did help give me confidence.

wutsername_ this song helped me realize im bisexual (or bi curious)

wutsername_ this song helped me realize im bisexual (or bi curious)

wutsername_ <br>This channel helped me realize that im bisexual haha

wutsername_
This channel helped me realize that im bisexual haha

I did too when I came out to myself not too long ago lol :D I think that's simply all of the suppressed and missunderstood or unconfronted feelings taking over all at once and  overwhelming - it's such a beautiful thing ^^

wutsername_ Hey, you're the first person I saw comment about pansexuality. Other than myself. I'm pansexual, but that's mainly because I can't decide. I've liked a cis boy, a cis girl, a trans girl and my current crush is gender-fluid, her pronouns are she/her and she describes herself as "pangender".

@pømegranate! at the discø thank you so much💛i needed that.

@pømegranate! at the discø thank you so much💛i needed that.

@Chrissy Long take your time. you don't need a label at all if you don't want one and if you do just say you're queer for now

I wish I knew what my sexuality was. I Dont know if I'm pansexual or bisexual or gay. I feel like if I were to ever have been in a relationship I would know but I've never had a boyfriend or girlfriend.

@Duns4Hands spoiler: i didn't get over it

@Duns4Hands spoiler: i didn't get over it

@pømegranate! at the discø guessing that didnt work eh? 😂😎

@pømegranate! at the discø guessing that didnt work eh? 😂😎

@Duns4Hands i liked a girl when i was younger but i tried to just tell myself it was a phase and i'd get over it soon

@Lily. Jns sameeeee a bit earlier i think tho #PreTeenQueerSquad

@Lily. Jns sameeeee a bit earlier i think tho #PreTeenQueerSquad

pømegranate! at the discø I was around 11 when I found I like girls too, thanks you though. It really helps

@Lily. Jns i was 11 ur not too young and bisexual and pansexual are really similar so don't worry about that one

wutsername_ I think I might be pan too, I feel like no one will take me seriously as 13 may be 'too young' to figure who you love, I thought I was bisexual but now I relate to pansexual way more. If anyone could please help me. My mum's very LGBTQ+ supportive but I don't know about my dad. Now I'm crying and I don't know why

Annika Park Yes!! that's exactly what happened to me. Its cool how one song can show us who we truly are.

If Only I just had the same experience last night. I thought I was bi but now I think I'm pan.

wutsername_ <br>I feel the same way. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, at first I thought I was bi, but then I realized, I don't care if they identify as a girl or boy. I've fallen in love with people who don't identify as either.

wutsername_
I feel the same way. I've been thinking about it a lot lately, at first I thought I was bi, but then I realized, I don't care if they identify as a girl or boy. I've fallen in love with people who don't identify as either.

@HeyIt'sEliza aww :'( im really sorry about that. Hope you're ok 🌈🌈😇

wutsername_ i remember listening to this when i was still scared of the fact i'm lesbian and the first line oh my god

+Duns4Hands Actually it happened to me this week too. unfortunately, she reevaulated her feelings :(

^ ERM ARE YOU ME? I AM IN THE <b>EXACT</b> SAME SITUATION. it all happened this weekend actually. we are the Same person im not even joking

^ ERM ARE YOU ME? I AM IN THE *EXACT* SAME SITUATION. it all happened this weekend actually. we are the Same person im not even joking

SAME BUT BI (I remember listening to this song when I started questioning my sexuality and crying bc I suddenly realized I related to it. I told my best friend and then found out she was bi too. I admitted my feelings to her a few days ago after keeping my crush a secret. and We are now a sort of a couple

@Iliana Sykes lol i really like your profile picture

@Iliana Sykes lol i really like your profile picture

if anyone needs help being proud of their sexuality AND gender then devin "ghost" sola is a really cool dude to look up to. he's very proud to be himself, even though at the beginning when he joined his band me got teased for his "girl butt" haha

+Rachel can I join even though I'm straight?

+Rachel can I join even though I'm straight?

Omg same I thought it was bad that I liked my bestfriend who also was a girl but now I know it's okay to be pansexual

@Libby Belle we should start a pan club lol

@Libby Belle we should start a pan club lol

This song got me thinking about me being gay. And it turns out i was right lol.

omg same. this song also helped me realize i'm pansexual. now i come back because i really like this girl and this song makes me feel butterflies and sad at the same time 😌

omg I cried so much. the exact same thing happend to me :(:

omg I cried so much. the exact same thing happend to me :(:

MORE PAN THAN PETER AND TWICE AS MAGICAL!<br>Sorry, but I can't help but fangirl when I find my pan frens :3

MORE PAN THAN PETER AND TWICE AS MAGICAL!
Sorry, but I can't help but fangirl when I find my pan frens :3

I know exactly how you feel... I only recently came to the conclusion that I'm Pan

If you related to this in any way, I think you know why you're crying.

+HazelNut Happy that you've figured yourself out though, and maybe you should change your profile pic if you feel so strongly about that...

@Wentz is Whack Thats not even funny tho. I can't even be taken seriously as you have just shown.

Can I comment even one thing without someone replying about my god damn picture?

I hope your profile picture is your overall conclusion! <3

I hope your profile picture is your overall conclusion! <3


For me -
She has the most beautiful smile, and the most taunting laugh. She brightens up so many peoples days, especially me. She gives the best hugs that make you feel so loved. She can stand up for herself and other people. She makes everyone feel welcomed and appreciated. She means the absolute world to me. I love her with all of my heart but she’ll never feel the same way.

What the hell did I do to know a person like her?


beautiful. those tiny clips in between made this even better


eu to me segurando pra nao chorar ouvindo essa musica agora


This song makes me bawl every single time I hear it


She'll never love me. And that's okay, ya know? She is amazing and my best friend, how could I ask for more?

That's what I've accepted over time. I know she can't feel the way I do, and that's ok because she's still a wonderful friend.

Fandom Phantom if she is your best friend, she does love you.


this video was uploaded just a few weeks after i turned 13. funny now to think of myself as ever being closeted, but at the time of this video, dodie was the first person to touch that deep part of my heart that made me feel safe and accepted for who i was, hearing this song was the first time i realized i wasnt alone. fast forward to now, im 18 and im out (and safe!), and i've been dating the love of my life for almost 3 years now also this song is a tiktok song lmaoo but thank you so so much dodie for being the first person to show me that being myself is okay, your videos helped me survive so much, and i love and support you no matter what. you have a very special place in my heart💘


to my 'she'<br>i know we've never met but you do mean everything to me. talking to you is one of my favorite pastimes, and even though we're just friends, i'm okay with that. i can't wait for the day i see you and am finally able to hold you and take you to your favorite coffee shop as we watch the rain hammering on the windows. thank you, and i can't wait to see you dear <3

to my 'she'
i know we've never met but you do mean everything to me. talking to you is one of my favorite pastimes, and even though we're just friends, i'm okay with that. i can't wait for the day i see you and am finally able to hold you and take you to your favorite coffee shop as we watch the rain hammering on the windows. thank you, and i can't wait to see you dear <3


i remember listening to this song when i was in the 7th grade and riddled with self hatred bc i couldn’t face the fact that i was queer. now that i’m a senior in hs this song means so much to me. thank you so much for such a beautiful song dodie.


i'm literally crying, it's so wonderful and soft

Полина Томашевская


I'm a guy and I have a she.

Except

It's not a she

It's a he

420th like blaze it fam. Love is love :)))

That's perfectly okay.. I hope it turns out well and I support you two

I love how gay these comments are i need friends jesus ( my insta @asocijalna_kornjaca just cuz I NEED FRIENDS ALRIGHT) <3 Much support to all of yall lovely amazing people zjksksksns awww

NyAh Su COOT <3 (anyone else think the heart emoji thing looks like a smile..?)

This is gay. And I love it. Much support


I was about ten when I first heard this song. It made me realize i'm bisexual. :)


I am so lucky to have been able to rewrite this with a more positive tone.
I am grateful to be able to sing this to her now.

Am I allowed to look at her like that?
Could it be wrong
When she's just so nice to look at?
And she smells like rainwater and night
She looks like sparkles and light
You would find her in the world she imagines
And she brightened my entire life
Oh
I'd never tell
No, I'd never say a word on my own
And oh it aches
But it feels oddly good to hurt
And she looks like bubbles and wildfire
She tastes like apple juice and desire
You would find her in the world that she dreams
And she brightened my entire world
Oh, oh
Oh, oh
And I would still be okay
Admiring from afar
'Cause even if we’re far apart
I know I am still beside her
And she tastes like birthday
Cake and blossoms and fall
I hope to her
I do not taste of nothing at all
‘Cuz she smells like perfume and roses
She tastes like strawberries and almonds
Oh you would find her in the worlds she’s created
And she means everything to me
Yes, she means everything to me
I hope I mean everything to her

Things always get better before they get worse, but here I am, and to all of you struggling I hope you reach happiness too.


my she, well, she smells like rain and new books, she tastes like hot chocolate and marshmallows, she's like summer nights spent listening to music and looking at the stars, she's like warm hugs from people that you love, she's like leaves falling in autumn, she's like fridays and saturdays spent laughing with friends, she's like christmas presents, soft cold snow and  rainbows, she's like big white pillows, comfortable clothes and messy buns, she's like my favorite movie, my favorite song, my favorite book, my favorite everything, she's like car or train trips with friends, she's like beaches in winter and autumn, she's like new flowers in spring and pool parties in summer, she's like my favorite jacket or my favorite pair of jeans, she's like skating and feeling free, she's like big and green trees full of delicious fruits, she's like my favorite day of the year, she's like dancing under the rain and running to my favorite place, she's like my favorite place, she's like soft blankets and hot baths, she's like 80s movies and bands, she's like evenings spent reading in front of the fireplace, she's like going to sleep at 5 am and waking up at 2 pm, she's like my safe place, she's like art. <br>she's the only one who can make me feel this way, and she means everything to me, even tho i mean nothing to her.

my she, well, she smells like rain and new books, she tastes like hot chocolate and marshmallows, she's like summer nights spent listening to music and looking at the stars, she's like warm hugs from people that you love, she's like leaves falling in autumn, she's like fridays and saturdays spent laughing with friends, she's like christmas presents, soft cold snow and  rainbows, she's like big white pillows, comfortable clothes and messy buns, she's like my favorite movie, my favorite song, my favorite book, my favorite everything, she's like car or train trips with friends, she's like beaches in winter and autumn, she's like new flowers in spring and pool parties in summer, she's like my favorite jacket or my favorite pair of jeans, she's like skating and feeling free, she's like big and green trees full of delicious fruits, she's like my favorite day of the year, she's like dancing under the rain and running to my favorite place, she's like my favorite place, she's like soft blankets and hot baths, she's like 80s movies and bands, she's like evenings spent reading in front of the fireplace, she's like going to sleep at 5 am and waking up at 2 pm, she's like my safe place, she's like art.
she's the only one who can make me feel this way, and she means everything to me, even tho i mean nothing to her.


She smells like nostalgia and memories
You'd find her in a slipknot concert
And she meets everything to me
She tastes like birthdays passing by and barbecued steak rye
But to her I taste like nothing at all...


"Am I allowed to look at her like that? Could it be real?"

"I'd  never tell, no I wouldn't say a word."

Ok but WhY iS tHiS mE tHoUgH?!?!


So, I met this girl in an anime convention and she looked so cool on her cosplay so I asked her for a picture. Then a week later, I found her on Instagram and we started to exchange DMs and we are talking everyday. Omg she is sooo nice and I really really like her. She gives me cosplay tips and everything. I thought she was straight at first, and so I didwbother with her. But I know deep inside that I really like her. And then one time, she sent me a DM telling me that she likes someone—a straight girl😭. So, ofc I comforted her and told her I also like a girl that likes someone else. Never did she know that it was her I was talking about😭😭 my heart is in pain rn.


I wish I could tell her how much she means to me <br>This is such a beautiful song

I wish I could tell her how much she means to me
This is such a beautiful song


Oh my gosh reading everyone’s “shes” and “he’s” is so sweet! I really hope everyone finds the love they’re looking for. Or not if you’re aro/Ace!


I love songs like this, they aren't sad but they aren't happy and it's just a perfect mixture of sadness and happiness it fills my soul with a feeling I've never felt before


it was a thursday. we sat on the bleachers after school
our feet dangling over the side, legs
touching just a bit
and i wanted so badly to tell you.
you looked so pretty then, your hair let down,
black eyes catching the fading October light
and in that moment, i could not imagine a world in which i would not want to
hold your hand

The song "We fell in love in october" by girl in red would also be a good song for you and your partner

გვანცა სურმავა

Im gonna turn this into a song. (I'm gonna give you cred dont worry!)

this is so beautiful.I make original music sometimes. can I use these as lyrics?

i would like to draw this / make a book but I don’t think my art is that good so i’ll just write it 😊

I legit thought this was lyrics to a lesbian song

Don't know if this was meant to be a poem, but it read like one and its pretty good imho


whenever i'm feeling sad about my "she" i come back to this video and i feel a little less alone


I just read a review that said the rereleased version with the strings made it have a disconnect to this version. I really liked the strings. I feel like.. the build up made me feel like I was seeing the person I loved while she’s singing about them. Did anyone not like the strings?


She smells like warmth, like home. I love the way eyes light up when she smiles. I love her beautiful smile when she hits me in the face with a pillow. I love the way she bounces in her seat when she’s excited. How her voice cracks when she’s just so happy.

She’s just so bloody beautiful and she doesn’t even know it ❤


If 'She' sees this one day, I would like to tell you that it's still impossible for me to stop liking you, it has been five wonderful years since I noticed my feelings for you. I know that you don't feel the same way as I do and I accept it, it's fine, but I would like to be there for you for all the rest of my life. You can count on me for anything you want. I just want to see your smile

# 𖦹ֹ݂ ָ࣪ A › ͙!៹


I'm so conflicted because I really like this song, but I absolutely listened the fuck out of it on repeat when I was closeted and confused and sort of maybe liked this girl at the time because I was figuring myself out and it makes me kind of really anxious to listen to it but I love it, but it hurts and aaahh

Possibly gay AND a Whovian?? We need to be friends lmao<br>Seriously though, I can relate 😔🤘

Possibly gay AND a Whovian?? We need to be friends lmao
Seriously though, I can relate 😔🤘


i just wanna say how much i love my girlfriend
that's it
that's the comment


i remember listening to this and feeling all the emotions flow right in me

and now it's reached 5M views!

this is such a beautiful song and i'm so glad to be able to listen to this and still remember the lyrics after not listening in like years. thank u dodie♡


The last time I listened to this I was still in the closet and I would cry to this song, now I'm out and my parents are so accepting

Still very single though sadly 😂


i love coming to this years later. you recorded this and put it on an album. i’m so proud of you dodie. i love you so much. thank you for everything.


In may I met my "she." She was my cousins best friend. At their birthday we ended sleeping on the couch together. Right then I knew I had feelings for her. She is a grade above me and would ignore me whenever I waved or said hi. I thought she wasn't the one. Then my cousins and her came over one day, then I fell right back into the feelings. She loved cuddles, and good smelling people. We were talking and she said something about her being the only one in the room that liked girls. I gave a weird look to my cousin, and then was like "no, you're not actually." And she was so surprised. We kept hanging out and I kept developing more feelings for her. Then one day we kept kissing each other's cheeks cause she was laying on me. I bent my head to kiss her cheek and she kissed me. I was so dumbstruck. About 4 days later I finally got the courage to ask her out while we were walking. She said yes and I was literally the happiest person alive :)
Dodie this was the song I listened too when I thought she didn't like me. This is the song that helped me work up the courage.
This is the song we consider "our song"
And I would like to thank you for helping me and the fellow people of the community section.

-T

(I was cursed with having a weird ass name)

p.s. July 25th was our one year

Joy Turina yes I am American 😂 and I do think my name is crazy but I’ve grown to like it more than I did back when I wrote this.

tomorrow williams so frickin cute also I love your name?!

tomorrow Williams is literally one of the coolest names I've ever heard?? also so happy for u

tomorrow williams Your name is amazing Jesus

Okay, your name is beautiful. Like it could have so many meanings its weird, but in a good way. P.S. that is a beautiful little story, cutest love story ever!<3

tomorrow williams To be honest I would love it if my name was tomorrow. It’s so cute!

Joy Turina How do you know she’s American?

Is your name tommorow? Are americans that crazy


“and she...means everything to me.” this always makes me cry so much for some reason


This is a good song to cry to haha. Honestly this song made me realize I told the biggest lie. Saying I fell out of love with my now ex because they said they fell out of love with me and found someone else. And now I’m beginning to realize I never made them happy. They felt like they had to design themself around me. So these lyrics mean a lot to me. Thank you.


I was reading and it described someone as lemongrass smelling, and that book is now my favorite, along with this song being my favorite song. I just thought it was kinda cool I guess

᪥ ʟɪɴɢᴜɪɴᴇ ᪥


I like that this song meant so much to her that she came back to it and put it in her EP


I love reading all the cute stories of love under this video, so I thought I'd share my own experience with this song. I came out as bi to my friends last year, and I knew I had a huge crush on one of my friends (who had also came out as bi-romantic a month after). I performed this song to her, but as we were both fans of dodie she just thought I was singing it for the lols. But from then, we both pretended we were a couple, "joking" that we love each other and nothing could take us apart. It turns out, she had feelings for me too, but we were both too shy to ask each other in case the other didn't feel the same. Two months later, over a note I still have to this day, we both admitted to our feelings at the same time. The seconds afterwards was the best feeling, finding out that she felt the same as me. A year later, we're still together and very happy. New challenge: plucking up the courage to kiss her (I'm a very shy person and have social anxiety so it's super scary for me to be brave enough!) !

Aww, update please? This is so beautiful : )!

This almost made me cry. It's so beautiful!

Good luck!! It’s really scary, especially to put yourself out there first. When you’re both girls it’s a little unclear as to who should make the first move... if you’ve been together for over a year Im sure she wants to kiss you too!

You've been together for a year and you haven't kissed?? I know you said you have social anxiety (that's totally understandable; If the guy I'm in love with right now reciprocated, I would probably faint on the spot- I can't even think about kissing him), but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh that's so impressive to me, I wish I could do that. I'm the type who kisses first date. But I've never dated any of the people I've loved, so I can't imagine what that would be like! I'm kind of dying just thinking about thinking about it-!!!!

Daisy Mai Aw that’s so cute I love it when these stories have happy endings 😍☺


I know this will get lost in the sea of pining girls. But i would like to engrave my memory of her here.

To my she. You were my first love and my first heartbreak. Laughs that boomed like a echo in a empty church. A voice like an angel choir. Eyes that held so much love and adoration for everyone, eyes that cried tears at the pain of others. Hair as light and fluffy as the clouds. Skin dusted with freckles near her nose that made it look like she was constantly flushed. The smell of citrus from the lotion you loved to put on. The feeling of her arms wrapped around me even though i was taller and that they were basically around my chest. first person to make me feel as if i actually mattered to someone. That i actually had a chance to love. When you left i felt as if everything crumbled in my hands. And when you came back my heart was stitched from the first time you had broken it.

And even now that youre gone the wounds that you left still stay where they are. And the memory of you still leaves scars.

Bleh that was so dramatic


"She tastes like birthday cake and story time and faaaall" I love this song and everything about it


This made me cry and smile at the same time cause, I fell for my best friend. She was kind, smart, happy and funny. And i didn't know what to do!? i never fell or even felt feelings for the same gender before, it's just everything about her made me smile and even fall more in love. I loved her smile, her laugh, her personality, everything about her just made me smile. I even love the small little things she did, I loved how she would make that cute face everytime she heard something she liked, and how soft and warm it felt when her hand sliped into mine, the goofy smile she would make when she blushed or got embarrassed, I just was a mess everytime i saw her.....I just wish she hadn't moved so far....I just wish i could see her again.


my first ever crush was a girl. only realised it eight months ago. she was graceful and beautiful, i always called her a princess when we were younger. when i asked my friends in late 2016 if they had girl crushes they always said that was weird and no they'd never had them. i realised i was bisexual eight months ago but i remembered that i had been since i was six. she is my everything, and she will never know.

i know this will just get lost in the sea of comments but thank you for listening to my story.

radioactive I always come to this video for the comment section because it makes me feel like I’m not alone. I know exactly how you feel, and I am also in tears oml thanks for sharing your story, it’s so bittersweet and I can’t describe what it feels like to finally relate to other people in this way(specifically other bi/ pan girls), ugh it makes me feel so warm inside.

Aw I hope you can tell her someday - and if you do I hope it goes well! 💗 I'd also like to comment something completely unnecessary from one of dodie's videos on her being bisexual "...and everyone gets girl crushes - right? Apparently not. Yeah... turns out not everyone gets those!" okay I've embarrassed myself enough with a random probably not even accurate quote bye I hope things go well with your she!


I’ve always loved this song, but I’d never been able to truly relate to it. I used to read all the stories in the comments, and now I’ve realised I am bi, so I’ve come to add to the stories and the poetry of people describing their ‘shes’ by writing about mine 🤍

she is doc martens and great music taste and smiling all the time
she is two black stars drawn in eyeliner on her cheeks and a yellow backpack
she is checkered trousers and baggy jumpers
she is usually with lots of people who aren’t me, but then ...

she is laughing and staring into my eyes
she is sitting next to me and her leg’s touching mine
she’s telling me she’s bi and in the moment I don’t take it in
and now I’m realising I’m the same
but she’ll never know

and she is definitely a lot more
far more interesting than any amount of words can describe
but I’ll never know that either
because I’ll never know her like I want to

hopefully in the future I will talk to her more and maybe one day she will know how I feel about her, but for now I’m admiring from afar 💫x

ok so no one will care about this, but if like me you come back to this video simply because it meant so much to u before and still does, then i’m just replying to myself saying i finally had my moment with the ‘she’ i wrote about over a year ago and it was the best thing ever. and now i could give u a whole list of things about her, of songs she loves, of funny stories she’s shared with me. she is no longer a mystery i was so desperate to understand, and i am no longer a mystery to her. so long story short ,,,, if u were waiting like i was, fuckin go for it :)


i will always think of the same person when i hear this song, years will pass and she will always be my she. i might not have a crush on her anymore but that’s the point of the song. “and she tastes like birthday cake and story time and fall, but to her i taste of nothing at all” i’m happy that i’ve been able to move on but she will always hold a special place in my heart.


My She is the most important thing in my life, she’s my best friend, i love her so much,she smells like peaches and the forest, she has short brown hair and hazel eyes, her teeth are a bit crooked but i think it makes her unique, a couple months ago she told me she liked me and we started dating, i don’t know why she likes me but i’m glad she does, on the last day of school she told me she was moving and i was gutted, i cried for so many days straight, she said she might be able to stay for half of the year but i know one day she’ll be gone and it breaks me, i love you Emily, forever and always even if we’re apart 💕 - Grace

Me second She is amazing as well, i love her to but we can never be together, she says she doesn’t want to date anyone but it doesn’t stop me from loving her, she smells like juice and laundry detergent, her eyes are amazing, i can’t describe them, she has short dirty brown hair, it’s in a pixie cut, she’s taller than me which is amazing because her hugs are the best, she says she’s fat but i think she’s perfect, i love you Ash, forever and always 💕 - Grace


I remember that I used to listen to this song believing that the girl I love so much would and could never love someone like me...And now, after almost 5 years of when I first heard this song we are together(2 years on June)and she's the best thing that happened into my life. If you see this my little love, I love you with all my heart and I'm glad I never left.


im reading the comments wanting to write about my "she" but right now my "she" is a "he". and there have been past "she"s but there is a "he" right now so i thought i would write about him.<br>he is a beautiful person. he plays guitar and writes music. if he ever saw this he probably wouldn't know it was him. but whenever i talk to him my heart is lit up. he carries himself with such a confidence and purpose. he makes me feel safe and accepted and understood. so though you will never see this "thank you for all the late nights and music sessions and deep chats. i appreciate you." i know this love will fade and i will see this in a month or a year or a decade and feel so much different and have a new "he" or "she". but for now here are my feelings and my thoughts sent into the universe. thank you for being such a great person, dont ever change from who you truly are because who that is is beautiful.

im reading the comments wanting to write about my "she" but right now my "she" is a "he". and there have been past "she"s but there is a "he" right now so i thought i would write about him.
he is a beautiful person. he plays guitar and writes music. if he ever saw this he probably wouldn't know it was him. but whenever i talk to him my heart is lit up. he carries himself with such a confidence and purpose. he makes me feel safe and accepted and understood. so though you will never see this "thank you for all the late nights and music sessions and deep chats. i appreciate you." i know this love will fade and i will see this in a month or a year or a decade and feel so much different and have a new "he" or "she". but for now here are my feelings and my thoughts sent into the universe. thank you for being such a great person, dont ever change from who you truly are because who that is is beautiful.


i saw dodie last night and she played this song with bi colors on there. i felt like i belonged, and with my dad standing next to me who was adamant that i’m not bisexual, i felt like he had to come to terms with it. i felt powerful


hngh. she has beautiful blue eyes and amazing hair and the cutest chubby lil cheeks and her laugh is like little lemonade bubbles and wow. I've literally had a crush on her for years.


i wish my “she” knew how perfect she is to me, i wish she could see herself from my point of view and realize how imperfectly perfect she is.


This really made me cry when I thought of my BFF . She has more friends than me. I havs like none except her. And I barely spend time with her. She means everything to me.


My 'she' was my best friend. I saw her 3 days a week, and every other weekend for almost 2 years, not that long I know. But it felt like a life time to me. I felt so comfortable around her, like I could just tell her my deepest most embarrassing secrets and she wouldn't judge. Or like we could just lie next to each other, just injoying each other's company, even without saying anything forever. For a little while , like the beginning of our meeting, she had a gf. ( I thought I was still straight at this time.) Her gf made me so mad and I didn't know why she was nice enough ig. But it just every time I saw her I wanted to cry. They broke up after about 3 months. Shes a hockey player, a good one too. She loves animals, and pop music, going to the mall, her dad, and rollercoasters. This one time we went to the mall, and saw one of those VR rides and she wanted to do it, I was scared. She eventually convinced me to go on, and she let me choose the course! When it started to rise up, she offered me her hand. I never let go. They were so soft. She made the ride so much less scary. I miss her so much.
Shes a year older than me. When we were at my apartment, we would play Mario Kart, and watch YouTube videos in the bathroom( not inappropriately) it was so cute, we turned the lights off and I had my head on her shoulder just sitting on the bathroom tile watching 5 minute crafts. I really miss her. Because of Covid and some family things it's been a little over a year since I've seen her. And only after I couldn't see her had I'd realized that I've fallen for her.
Shes flirty, athletic, tall, beautiful, ( like siriously gourgous!), long blond hair, and dark green eyes,And just so chill and peaceful.
 I have her number and like a month ago I tried texting her ( I suck at texting 😐) but its not the same. Hopefully soon her mom will finally let her come over.
I thought she was the one. I just hope I can see again.♥


I've only ever heard this song on spotify, but hearing it in its raw version and watching the video with it changes the song to be so much more somber. Its so beautiful


Four years ago I would listen to this song regularly and think of my very first love. She was and is straight but I couldn’t help but like her. She was so beautiful to me. Nothing ever happened of it and we remain very good friends but just listening to this song brings me back to those days. I don’t miss being in love with her necessarily but the way she made me feel was just as sweet as it was bitter.


I know it’s unlikely that anyone will see this, much less read it through, but I figured I should leave this somewhere. Trying to leave my mark somewhere I guess, facing oblivion.

To all the girls I've loved before
(cheesy, I know, but it seems fitting)

The first

My first She was wild. She was a prairie spirit trapped in the cage of her mind, anxiety and trauma forming the steel, with her stepfather serving as lock and key. We were fast friends back in school, inseparable only weeks after meeting. It’s hard to pinpoint the exact moment where I knew I loved her, but there was an aching in my chest and a longing in her eyes. We were both full of butterflies, fluttering and skittish. Eventually it became knowing smiles and anxious looks with nervous laughs. She was a shattered vase with gold filling her cracks, broken pieces strung together, still learning how to be herself. She was a gust wind, a beam of sunlight, radiant and full of spirit.  She had long tangled hair full of stories and whispers of the places she had been. She smelled of horses and home, one look and you could tell she was aching to run free again. She was always nervous on the outside, shaking hands and stuttering sounds, grasping for phrases just out of reach. She had a way with animals too, she could walk up to them and they wouldn’t run away, like she was one of their own. Lord knows I loved her, I was smitten, drowning in her soft smile and her gentle laugh. The way she would dance when it was just us, laughing as if she knew she could fly. I was lucky enough to see those chains of doubt lifted off her soul even if for just a moment. The way her eyes would fill with fireflies, the way she would smile like the sun itself. I will forever be thankful for that.
But her chains were so, so heavy. I hadn’t noticed that they had latched on to me at first. Their weight was fine in the beginning. Just a gentle tug in the back of my mind. But it only grew. Knowing how broken she was became daunting, and every time it came to mind the weight got a little heavier. And I sank a little deeper. And before I knew it I was drowning, gasping for breath and trying desperately to swim in water to thick to move in. She was there at the bottom of that vast ocean, looking up at me with sad eyes and a broken smile, chains around every limb and weights the size of mountains. My heart broke for her, every time I thought of surfacing I would see that smile, that sad twinkle in her eye, and I would stay. I thought I could help, Lord knows I tried. Clawing at those chains day after day, searching for those wild eyes and windswept hair that I had seen once in a blue moon, trying desperately to give her the freedom she craved.
But I’m only human, and I broke. The chains were so heavy, and I hadn’t had a breath of air in so long, and my mind began crack, demons I had already defeated pouring out. Some others noticed and pulled me to the surface, but leaving her left a gaping wound in my soul, and I know she will carry a scrap of it with her, from now until the day I die, and maybe even past then. I know that when she escapes what binds her she will a force to be reckoned with. Someday I will learn how to fill that void she left in my chest. But that day has yet to come.

The second

My second She was soft and warm, she smelled of flowers and fresh morning dew. She had a cloud of soft curly hair framing a round face and a bright smile, and her gorgeous hazel eyes framed with thick glasses always had a twinkle to them. She had a dusting of freckles that formed her very own constellations, searching for them was one of my favorite pastimes. She was a vibrant yellow sunflower in a field of grass, a summer breeze floating by. Long sweaters covering her hands, holding a cup of tea. She was warm hugs and soft sighs, a beautiful sunrise you see once in a lifetime.  Being with her was safe, warm, and welcome. She was like walking through a meadow, with soft music and the sound of birds. She was a wise soul, you could look into her eyes and see that her life was not absent of pain. Despite knowing the toils of life, she knew joy. She knew love. She was lovely in every sense of the word. She was Yellow, and she’ll always be Yellow.
Though she was so yellow and lovely, she never loved me. She was straight, and I was not. I knew this and I still fell. Sometimes I still feel like I’m stumbling to my feet.

The third

My third She was something Different. Sarcasm filling the cracks of a lonely mind, still just a child under the hurt. She was no stranger to the beeping of machines and the prick of a syringe, as weak as her body was, her mind was that much stronger. She would play video games past midnight, drinking tea while wearing a hoodie three times her size. She was sarcastic, and full of funny retorts, lively and exhausted all at once. She collects strange odds and ends, antiques littering her room. She has a soft face with a tough façade. She was like soft hugs in secret, compassion only when the world was not looking. Her room was full of warm pillows to counter her cold frail frame. She would spout random facts about all her favorite shows and games, a walking well of knowledge. I found myself returning day after day, just to hear more of that sharp wit and unrelenting mind. She is one who seeks to know the world as it is, and not as it is told to her, to know every color and every shape she can find. She is old and new, outdated and modern, my favorite contradiction. She has so many unexpected twists and turns, I doubt anyone has learned them all.
This She is still in my life, but she is a case of unrequited and far away. Though I find a beauty in everything she does, I doubt I matter much to her. To her, I am a friend to chat with and nothing more.

The fourth

My fourth She is a childhood friend, we grew up together in a small town, and were best friends till the day I moved away. All these years later and she finds me, how could I have known that she was just a message away, a click on the computer. After learning who she is now, I can safely say that she is, in the simplest terms, a wildfire. She is love and passion in their brightest intensity, blind to the world and its cruel ways. She is not one to follow the crowd, and never hesitates to burn her own path. She is new and lively, though she is simple is concept she is a powerful force never to be underestimated. She is that rush of adrenaline when you try something new for the first time. She is that overwhelming joy when you succeed at doing something you thought was impossible to do. She is defiant, and if you earn her trust, she is loyal to the end of the earth. She is up north, the land of pine and thick blankets of snow, warm fires and small towns. Though I miss the snow, it does not compare to how I ache to know her again.

There’s my sob story, scuse all of the poetics, I guess im just trying to do them a justice.

This was beautiful and made me sob and I love it

This was beautiful and made me sob and I love it

This is one of the most beautiful comments I’ve ever read. In fact, one of the most beautifully written stories I’ve ever read. I can picture your “She”s so perfectly, you paint a picture with your words. I wish you all the very best and I know you will find her one day.

This was beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.

This was beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.

The poetics are beautiful. Lovely writing

The poetics are beautiful. Lovely writing

May I just say I was too scared to read it all bcos I don't want my heart to start drawing things up on the girl im trying to rid my crush on, I just want to asy still that you're amazing ❤

that was so wonderful and made my heart warm can i include some of this into something im writing at the moment?💜

that was so wonderful and made my heart warm can i include some of this into something im writing at the moment?💜

How do I love someone like this? How can I learn to describe them in such wondrous ways? Not even just romantically, but anyone? How do I love so beautifully like you?

I am in TEARS woman TEARS the first one got me so hard. I lobe the way you put things i can only dream of being able to write like this. I will always look back at this saving it I’m my notes right now.

@Sara well, I hope you find someone amazing. Also... I just came out as bi to my parents. that was... strange😅 lol

@Sara well, I hope you find someone amazing. Also... I just came out as bi to my parents. that was... strange😅 lol

@Sara but it's not her, huh? oofffff I really want to hear about two people who actually get together! this could be so sweet

@Sara but it's not her, huh? oofffff I really want to hear about two people who actually get together! this could be so sweet

bruh. 😳 had to check the username bc i’m just now realizing that i was in love with my best childhood friend who moved to the southwest and that’s why it hurt so much when she moved

PandaLuna that wasn’t directed towards you, just the comment we’re all replying to lol

PandaLuna that wasn’t directed towards you, just the comment we’re all replying to lol

Imagine someone writing this about you tho

Imagine someone writing this about you tho

this is beautiful! I'm scared to say I feel much like the third She, because you made it sound so amazing to try and search the truth behind all the lies and all the known things we just take in and believe for no reason. I do that a lot, tbh. I doubt everything around me, and search for new angles. I paint the world I see with colors I make and try and show others what I see, although... I don't think anyone really cares.
to be fair, I don't know if I'm straight, gay, bi or... whatever. I just don't let it stop me. I love the people around me so much, and I know they won't leave me only because I'm different. I'm already different.
I'm sorry you didn't have luck with these Shes, but I'm sure you will find someone who will be perfect for you, and will love you just as much as you love them. That's only fair. And I hope you continue writing, because that was lovely! I loved every word!

You are a writer. My god, your writing is so good. Beautiful beautiful stories. Thank you for sharing!

You are a writer. My god, your writing is so good. Beautiful beautiful stories. Thank you for sharing!

this was so so beautiful, made me feel your pain and almost feel like i fell in love with them with you. your writing is so so powerful

Pleasure to my eyes, brain, and imagination but oh damn that pain it gave my heart :)

Pleasure to my eyes, brain, and imagination but oh damn that pain it gave my heart :)

whimsicalDeviant I should probably also tell you that I’m not out yet

whimsicalDeviant I should probably also tell you that I’m not out yet

This is beautiful and I loved the way you worded it

This is beautiful and I loved the way you worded it

this literally made me tear up- you should become a writer like wow

this literally made me tear up- you should become a writer like wow

claudia.garcía this reply is so cute 🥺. girl you should ask her out! if you cuddle and play with eachothers hair she probably likes you back! you got this!

I really loved this I’m not even joking this was beautiful❤ and this really reminded me of why I am the way I am, I’ve recently come to the realization that I like girls, I’ve had my bi phase, but girls are just something different. Their soft, gentle, funny. You could probably say this about boy’s too, but it’s different for me. I’ve known this girl for 5 years, I never saw her as my crush before but she is one of those people that suck you in with their beauty, their grace. We were really close friends for a long time because we played the same sport and we were on the same team. Then she left after 2 years, it was because of school, I was sad, I must say I kind of forgot about her for a while. She came back to my team almost a year ago. I was excited, kinda confused why she was back, but happy, very happy. The moment I walked back into the gym where we had practice, and she turned around I was shocked, I was acting kind of weird, but after five minutes or so, we acted like we’ve been friends the whole time. I never noticed how much I missed her, but when she came back, I finally did. We’ve hung out again, had a sleepover at her house. I only see her in practice because she goes to another school, but she’s part of the reason why I even come to practice sometimes. She makes me feel euphoric and extremely happy. But then at the end of 2019 I noticed that I kind of liked girls, I didn’t know I was into her then. It was weird. Let’s say a month ago I noticed. Now every time I think of her I see her beautiful turquoise blue eyes, that pull you in, her beautiful smile, that reminds me of the sun, and her delicate hands that feel like feathers to the touch. When I saw her as a friend we were both very clingy towards one another, we still are, wich means we were constantly hugging, holding hands, slinging our arms around each other’s shoulders, when we did something with our team we would constantly be with each other, laugh, randomly do cute stuff. Now that I see her as my girl crush and she doesn’t know, I can keep doing these things without her knowing but I really want to tell her, but I don’t want to scare her away. I still want her to be my friend, I mean I want her to be more but she’s probably straight, we’re all still in THAT phase of finding out who we are. We had practice today and we were cuddling again, playing around, then we were facing each other and good god I almost kissed her, I was just playing with her hair in the front, and I just took her chin with my index finger and almost kissed her, but I didn’t, I really wanted to though. This may be pointless to say, but I’ve thought about her the WHOLE day and this was eating me up so I had to get it out.                                                               If you read this, hope you’re doing ok. Drink some water if you haven’t, take care<3.                                                          Ps: she’s angelic. Oh and sorry if I put some wrong commas and periods, english is not my first language so I tried my best!!

ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ʀᴀᴅ exactly! every one of them are incredible, I love women so much 😔💚

ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ʀᴀᴅ exactly! every one of them are incredible, I love women so much 😔💚

that was beautiful aaaaa. the fact that you put all that time into this, the fact that women are so perfect

that was beautiful aaaaa. the fact that you put all that time into this, the fact that *_women are so perfect_*

whimsicalDeviant I really hope someone has it’s such a sweet thing todo

whimsicalDeviant I really hope someone has it’s such a sweet thing todo

Aniya Oladele maybe someone has? I never told the people I’ve written about that I wrote about them, never really worked up the courage y’know. maybe there’s someone who’s written about you and you just don’t know it yet :o

I love this I wish someone would write me something like this

I love this I wish someone would write me something like this

I loved reading this. The people you care about are lucky to have you, I could only hope to have someone in my life who sees the world in such a poetic way.

This was gorgeous to read. You're such a talented writer. (And I say this as a writer myself.)

This was gorgeous to read. You're such a talented writer. (And I say this as a writer myself.)

Wow ok this is amazing, ur a really talented writer! Yeah, so glad u shared this, it sounds and feels amazing.

Wow ok this is amazing, ur a really talented writer! Yeah, so glad u shared this, it sounds and feels amazing.

Your writing  is something far more than beautiful .
It brought me to a new world , a world I want to join... want to stay in ....to call home.
I've always had a special place for poetry but I haven't read many .
After this I'll be looking  for more poetic  pieces  and  start writing  myself !

Bob Stevenson if you do I would love to hear it!

Bob Stevenson if you do I would love to hear it!

Whispering Lonewood I’m so glad you find my writing inspiring! If you do make any art based off of my writing I would absolutely love to see it!

I need to  make this into a song<br>Or a play

I need to  make this into a song
Or a play

This, gives me happy vibes. It makes me want to write, or do an art piece based on each of these descriptions. My gosh, it’s giving me so many ideas! You could make a book about these girls, and I would instantly buy it and read it!

molly eve awe thanks! I’m so glad you like my writing! It means a lot to know you come back and read it, thank you.

molly eve awe thanks! I’m so glad you like my writing! It means a lot to know you come back and read it, thank you.

i read this comment every time i watch this video, it is still the most beautiful thing i have ever read.

i read this comment every time i watch this video, it is still the most beautiful thing i have ever read.

kallie rosalee awww! I’m so glad my writing reached you (sorry for making you cry, I hope it was a good one!). maybe you should try writing something about your gf

whimsicalDeviant i’m in bed with my girlfriend, who is sleeping right now, and as soon as i finished reading this and looked at her i started sobbing 😭😭 this shit was beautiful

You could literally write your way into peoples hearts

You could literally write your way into peoples hearts

I'd like to read more if you post it somewhere!

I'd like to read more if you post it somewhere!

gracie gilmartin this reply really touched me, thank you :o

gracie gilmartin this reply really touched me, thank you :o

i cant believe i was lucky enough to stumble upon this comment. the way you have with words is so powerful it makes me feel as though i lived your life. i fell in love with those girls with you and i felt every bit of the pain you went through afterwards. god, i’m so lucky to have seen that. i love you and i wish you the best in life.

Alyssa Tetro really? I’m so glad you like my writing, to be honest I’ve never put too much thought into writing a book before because I don’t really see myself as a writer. I might consider writing something though seeing how a bunch of people seem to like this :o

Nori Spain hey if you do, let me know! I’d absolutely love to hear it! I’m glad something I wrote inspired you

Nori Spain hey if you do, let me know! I’d absolutely love to hear it! I’m glad something I wrote inspired you

am i the only one who noticed the water, earth and fire references? i guess that makes the third one wind 🤷🏽♀

am i the only one who noticed the water, earth and fire references? i guess that makes the third one wind 🤷🏽♀

That was so fucking beautiful! And now I am sobbing! So so beautiful!

That was so fucking beautiful! And now I am sobbing! So so beautiful!

you have a beautiful way with words my god

you have a beautiful way with words my god

Clara Lucena holy crap!! I never imagined that something I wrote could be inspiring. if you do draw them could you maybe show me?

Clara Lucena holy crap!! I never imagined that something I wrote could be inspiring. if you do draw them could you maybe show me?

This is so beautiful and inspiring, I think I’m gonna make a drawing for each she

This is so beautiful and inspiring, I think I’m gonna make a drawing for each she

Words cannot describe how beautiful this was to read. I can almost feel many of the emotions you held for each girl, and the love that you will continue to hold for them. Thank you for sharing your words and I truly believe you have done them justice with your words

This is absolutely beautiful. I do something like this when I am describing a crush. I never show anybody though. You are very brave. With a very poetic and beautiful mind.

thank you so much. that was truly beautiful..

thank you so much. that was truly beautiful..

Darn this hit me. For some reason this sounds like something I would write all touchy and metaphoric. No one I know would write like this for a person. Honestly I wish someone wrote something like this for me but that would never be the case. Thank you for making me feel happier and sadder haha this makes me want to do this for the person that i will someday love as I want them to feel the way i did reading this ♥

I needed to hear this, feels like a wake up call. I love this, your Shes sound magical, and you should definitely treasure them.

I needed to hear this, feels like a wake up call. I love this, your Shes sound magical, and you should definitely treasure them.

oh my lord if i were one of those girls i'd die from happiness

oh my lord if i were one of those girls i'd die from happiness

That was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever read

That was the most beautiful thing i’ve ever read

I WANT TO LIKE THIS COMMENT A MILLION TIMES I LOVE IT SO MUCH ❤❤❤

I WANT TO LIKE THIS COMMENT A MILLION TIMES I LOVE IT SO MUCH ❤❤❤

@Nai thank you for this I'm still sad but this put a smile on my face I love you for this thank you❤

@Nai thank you for this I'm still sad but this put a smile on my face I love you for this thank you❤

@Perculator aw don't say that. Life is worth living and people care about you and you're loved.

@Perculator aw don't say that. Life is worth living and people care about you and you're loved.

I wish anyone in the world would care about me this much but for now I'm screwed and I went through break up today and i want to just go to sleep and never wake up

Ok but like can u become an author-? How do u even explain things so amazingly?

Ok but like can u become an author-? How do u even explain things so amazingly?

Damn, that was poetic. I feel like I should lobby to get you to write fanfic for Clexa^^

Damn, that was poetic. I feel like I should lobby to get you to write fanfic for Clexa^^

I don't really know why but reading through the first paragraph literally made me cry. What you've written is beautiful. Thank you for sharing it.

whimsicalDeviant this is so lovely. thank you for this little snapshot of your life

whimsicalDeviant this is so lovely. thank you for this little snapshot of your life

This was so gorgeously written I don't know what else to say ahhhh it was really pretty good job very good yes (sorry words are hard) :)

whimsicalDeviant that was so so beautiful. i’m in tears

whimsicalDeviant that was so so beautiful. i’m in tears

I'm a  male..and I do not have a she with me...but yet a him...my him too be priced...he has messy orange hair and it's so soft softer then a puffy cloud going threw the sky that just by one touch it makes you fall in love with the daisies that room around him and the Angel's that call out his name as if he was a goddess. he has a smell no other guy could attract or dare copy it's so pure and soft and so uniquel no one could even try to imitate it and not fail.  hes four years older then me but oh boy dose he have my heart and me wrapped around his little tiny finger...he wears cute adorable shirts and pants that matched with eveything and has soft brown eyes that make him look like hes a cute little puppy you just cant resist to pet or cant stay mad at because those eyes bring you back to cute soft memory with him. He has a smile that cane make a world bow down to the pit of his feet that other boys would stop and stare and admire  but hes all mine oh boy hes all mine and at omder myslef late at night why me why out of every boy me. He answers my questions knowing I have trust issues and is patient and delicate hes stubborn yet sweet and makes me feel like I'm the only boy that matters he has a voice that drives people mad wishing they could out his voice on replay over ans over again for hours and hours without a hold his hugs are like sitting in front of a fire place warm and give his fuzzy feleing you could never imagine. His kisses take my brethe way ans are the cure for my tears and pull me toward him more and more taking eveything I have with him his touch is so smooth and roughness it keeps me desperate for more and makes me weak. The bond we have created during our 3 month relatsion ship is absolutely unbalibbly amaizng and the best thing I could have ever never dared ask for we were best friends before this thought and even then the bond we shared made me speechless and he held my heart in his hands and didnt break it like other lovers did too me m and I see him with me for the rest of my life marrying him having kids with him making him Mine forever with a wedding ring sharing our love with each other endless things well do his heart I will protect for the dest of time even we die i will dance to the beat of his heart in the shivering lights of dawn to end no boy could make me do these things but him I am madly irretrievably in love with and I can not not deny this for even a second no matter how hard I try my him...means eveything too me

That is the most beautiful writing I have ever seen. I felt happy yet sad while reading this. This piece of artwork (yes artwork) is just so relatable you should think about becoming a writer

my god, the writing here was absolutely stunning. with every word, I felt a multitude of emotions and I could visualize the person as if they were next to me!

This was beautiful it connected to me. Thank you for this, this is helping me overcome things

This was beautiful it connected to me. Thank you for this, this is helping me overcome things

whimsicalDeviant your writing sends me to a place I can’t even find a name for. I feel so whole after reading the contents of your mind, that was beautiful.<br>Thank you for this <3

whimsicalDeviant your writing sends me to a place I can’t even find a name for. I feel so whole after reading the contents of your mind, that was beautiful.
Thank you for this <3

Omg, this could be a good song!! :33 would you mind if I take in on inspiration from your piece of work?!?! Promise I won't plagiarize or anything, just a reference of mainly the story of the songg! :333

I want someone to care about me so deeply that they decide to write a paragraph about me like this.

I want someone to care about me so deeply that they decide to write a paragraph about me like this.

This is beautiful and one day I hope that someone cares about me so much that they'll take the time to write something like this about me. Good luck everyone and I really do hope that one day we can all find someone good for us.

That was really beautiful. I’m speechless.

That was really beautiful. I’m speechless.

Reading this, I felt an odd sense of deja vu, and I had to check if I was the one who'd written it instead
I know those feelings so so well, the good and the dark-and maybe one day it all becomes worth it?
But for now, I hope you're okay. That everything you're dealing with heals over time, and that these feelings become lessons that change who you are.
Love isn't something to ever fear, so love freely, and I wish you all the best.

Jesus Christ this is fucking beautiful, your first she description- Oh lord, i had tears.

Jesus Christ this is fucking beautiful, your first she description- Oh lord, i had tears.

whimsicalDeviant god that was so beautiful to read.

whimsicalDeviant god that was so beautiful to read.

Oh my God that's so beautiful. Wow this writing makes my heart and brain smile at each other.

Oh my God that's so beautiful. Wow this writing makes my heart and brain smile at each other.


she means everything to me

she
has brown eyes, dirty blonde hair and a little bump on her nose
she gives amazing hugs, because she needs them and she knows i need them.
she likes to steal my food and draw pigs and dogs
she cries a lot.
she cuddles me when we have sleepovers & listens to me, always.
she is perriwinkle and wisteria, she is yellow and green and mountain purple.
i love her but she doesnt love me
she's my best friend but nothing more.
she means everything to me.


To the she I wish was mine—

I think it’s so bizarre how fast feelings form. Some relationships take months to build trust and to learn about each other. While I’ve only known you a month, I can’t help but admire you. It feels like we’ve known each other for so long Meg. I truly wish we lived closer, you feel like the missing piece to my messy heart.


i was singing this song in my head for the whole day. now its in my recommended. thanks youtube.


discovered this song some years ago and i was so very closeted that i thought about the girl who i knew had a thing for me and was like 'she would probably like this song' like bitch!! you like her back!!


I have been listening to this song on repeat, crying, for the last hour because it makes my heart ache. It makes my heart ache knowing the girl I love will never love me. She's my world and I'm grateful to just be around her. But she's straight. And It makes my stomach flip thinking about a life without her. I really don't know what I'd do without her and I'm just so sad. Because to her I know that I taste of nothing at all.

lol memories , i told her and we stopped being friends for a while which sucks but we’re slowly rebuilding that bond hope y’all and yalls “shes” are doing good

Erin Byrne I told my best friend also my crush that I liked her at 3AM and she was like ok I figured and surprisingly she didn't take it back but apparently she's not straight either she just doesn't like me like that so fmlllll

Im sorry. However, there might be a chance! I believe in you! GO GET HER! ❤

thank you sadie, :) i must have been emotional when i wrote that, i hope i can talk to her some day...

pastel howell, that's no way to think I hope you get her

its because the world doesn't give anyone a chance. she could open up a little because love doesn't mean a man and a woman, it means happiness. I hope you could give it a try and ask her. And maybe love will work out for you. I hope it works out <3

Well, I am a bisexual girl in love with a bisexual boy and I kinda feel like this song is not really meant to touch me like it does but I only can think about him and how life is hard and maybe we will never get together because things change and not in a good way and I am feeling so bad

I've been crying for hours as well, love is a painful thing

I wish I knew someone at my school that had my same plight and that I liked and that liked me but I live in a small town and I doubt any of them will ever come out if any of them are even not hetero

Erin Byrne, I have the EXACT problem and I've been friends with her for ever

Erin Byrne it's kind of the opposite with me everyyhing is the same except she's lesbian

"it makes my hear ache" would you say it feels awfully good to hurt?

Apparently we all have a soulmate but I'll never find mine cause hates me

Erin Byrne same. but my world lives 5000 miles away, on the other side of the earth.


I cry more than I should when listening to this song. Out of all the people in the world I fell for the one person I cant have.


I remember discovering dodie 6 years ago in 2014 and this was one of the first songs of hers I listened to.
I was 11 and confused about my sexuality.
Today at 17 I can kinda come to terms with my bisexuality and now and again I come back to this song becos I relate to it so much.Thanks for this bi anthem dodie!!!💗💞


I was obsessed with this when I got my first female crush. A lot has changed. For instance, we're both men now. But I know he'll never lover me the same way and it still hurts


okay but I have such vivid, emotional memories of lying in my bed at twelve listening to this song as I came to terms with my bisexuality and I'm out and happy now but this song still HURTS


Oml you’re cats video is the first vid I’ve watched on YouTube! :D


She’s breaking my heart without knowing it.


I cry every time. I just listen when I need a good cry


I used to think of a girl two-three years ago. She was beautiful, kind, honest, and my best friend. She let me be weird, as soon as i first layed eyes on her. I fell in love with her, every aspect of her. Her blue-green eyes, her straight brown hair, her everything. She was gorgeous. I was more outgoing then. So i talked her. She was seated next to me. I became friends with her. But she found better friends. Then two years later. We became best friends. I was so happy. Then i messed it up. I told her i liked her, she’s straight. She didnt like that. She asked me why. I didnt know the answer. She then avoided me for months. Then i finally asked why she was avoided me. She told me she was weirded out, when i asked her why. She just kinda shrugged. Then we became friends again. After that year ended, i never heard from her again. I still think of her. She was really pretty and kind. But, i had zero chance.


Oh godddd!! How did I not hear this before?! The part where it says it aches- I lost it🙈 this is exactly how I feel.. The whole song! Thank you so much dodie for this soulful beauty💓


You’re not weak, you’re absolutely beautiful, no matter if I haven’t met you or not. I just get this feeling you are :)

madison winfrey 10 months old, but still the biggest mood ever

You know what it is ironic like look at how much the comment get and the phrase "i am so weak"is like she telling through the comments I need to go to the hospital


this song defined my entire "falling in love with a girl for the first time" process


im dating my she. its been almost six months now, this is our song. i sent it to her before i asked her out, later on she told me that she squealed and spun around just out of pure happiness. when im around her everything else goes away. i have a polaroid picture of her and i in the back of my phone case- there is hope. you will find that one person who will mean everything to you. shes out there, yall just have to wait and see. i love her so much. riley, if you're reading this, i fucking love you so much and we gotta dance to this song in our kitchen someday. <3


This song helped me so much in my journey of coming out, thank you


I’m completely and utterly in love with my (very straight and in a relationship, best friend) and this song is just such a comfort to the quite somber of being lucky enough to be her friend, but never having a chance for more


I’ve been crushing on this girl from work for almost a year now but my contract ends this month and I’ll never see her again after so guess I’ll be listening to this song on repeat and cry


This song used to make me emotional lol, I’ve liked it ever since I figured out that I’m bisexual 3 years ago :,)


My “She” is very similar.

She smells like apple cider and caramel and the beach. She is constantly looking for herself but I always saw her. Her laugh makes my heart wrench. It has since the day I met her. And I think she knows. And I think I know, as well. But she is too important to lose, so we both ignore it.

She jumps from ledge to ledge without hesitation, continuously, without pausing to clean her bandages. I will always run after her to patch her up, even if it kills me. Her smile and damn giggle is enough to keep me going.

It’s difficult watching her fall for boys over and over again. Especially when they never treat her well. However, it’s better than the alternative. If we ever followed through with what we started when we were young... she could risk being kicked out, endlessly harassed, and the concept of losing her in the first place is far too terrifying to think of. So. Here we will stay, close enough to hope and imagine, and I will drift in and out of love with her again every few times I see her.

She has a smile light the blazing sun and a laugh like a strike of lightning. She is impossible to ignore in the most frustrating and amazing ways. And this is why we cannot stand too close. I’ll just be close enough to feel her warm.


I'm not even bi/gay/pan but I'm crying and reading all these cute stories and I love this and I really hope Dodie finds her <i>She</i> or He

I'm not even bi/gay/pan but I'm crying and reading all these cute stories and I love this and I really hope Dodie finds her _She_ or He

I'm doing the same. I can kind of relate, as I have a best friend that I love, but not romantically. All I know is that someday I'll lose her to another guy (or girl). I'm just happy that I'm not attached to her in a romantic sort of way, or else it would hurt a lot more.

pretty. odd. I relate aha x I love just hearing about everyone else loving! 💛


She has hair that doesn’t know it’s colour and a laugh that sounds like honey and strawberries she’s smart funny and loves to draw she’ll sketch in class and I bring post it notes so we sketch and I keep them all on  my wall they make me get out of bed she makes me want to look good and her face when drawing is so calm and concentrated she has freckles sprinkled all over her face  and she is so great and loveable and I’m not sure if I’m allowed to look at her like that cause I go to a catholic school so that’s super fun


She smells like cotton, washed and sweets, she tastes like chocolate bars and coconut , you would find her , exploring anywhere , and she , means everything to me   i tried to make it fit to the beats of the song but i wanted it to be accurate too , Sienna , i miss you.


Oh my gosh. Dodie’s facial expressions, and voice inflections, and AHH just everything about this song!!!!

Also this comments section is full of beautiful descriptions of girls who are loved by girls and wow it is a balm for my blistered soul. Today has been alarming, to say the least, and it comforts me to remember that we share this world with girls who smell like lemongrass and sleep.


when you're feeling sad about a crush and want a sad song to relate to but your dad's playing Pink Floyd's "The Wall" in the background and you gotta choose between being sad or being angry.

PolarPoop the fact that I've seen this comment five billion times means a few things- 1. I watch this video a lot. 2. I'm hiding from my secret yet to be figured out sexuality (which may be Bi) in the comment section 3. I def want someone to relate to ugh

@***** Yeees. I'm singing in choir for the Danish Pink Floyd Project soon. Couldn't be more excited :D

@Green Apple<br>true. dark side of the moon is an awesome album in my opinion

@Green Apple
true. dark side of the moon is an awesome album in my opinion

legit the most relatable comment I've ever seen

I LOVE PINK FLOYD AAAAA MY DAD INTRODUCED ME TO THEM TOO

+Maddison Mad RIGHT PINK FLOYD IS THE BEST

If you should go skating on the thin ice of modern life. Dragging behind you the silent reproach of a million tear stained eyes don't be surprise when a crack in the ice appears under your feet. You'll slip out of your depth and out of your mind with your fear flowing out behind you as you claw the thin ice. Srsly how can you not like this album? Greatest album ever!!!

I meant the album The Wall by Pink Floyd not the actual song lol

WE DONT NEED NO EDUCATIONNNNNNN!!!!!!!! <br>But srsly tho this song she's singing is beautiful<3

WE DONT NEED NO EDUCATIONNNNNNN!!!!!!!!
But srsly tho this song she's singing is beautiful<3


I am thinking of my crush as she sings this song...everything is perfect about herrr<br>🏳🌈 ✌ 💘💛💙

I am thinking of my crush as she sings this song...everything is perfect about herrr
🏳🌈 ✌ 💘💛💙


I listened to this song years ago, and i was falling in love with a girl...
well, we are now together, 7 years now.
she, means everything to me.


i asked someone what i should sing and she sent me this.. 😬😂💕


i hope one day someone can feel this way about me :(


I once came out to a guy I liked, this is how.

Him: "I've kissed a lesbian before"

Me: "Me too."

(he thought I was kidding)


This is my favorite song of yours by far! 💜💜💜


this makes me so unbelievably emotional because when i first heard this song i just absolutely broke down because i accepted that i’m a lesbian and i didn’t know where to even go from there on. this song made me think of a certain girl who i would later come out to, and would layer bawl my eyes out because she told me i was gross for liking girls and it goes against god. three years later and i don’t hide it anymore; i don’t really come out, it just a thing that i won’t hide :) my mum told me that she knew and that was when i stopped hiding it, and i’ve been lucky enough to have so many supportive and lovely people around me <3


Story time: I sang this at a band concert and my whole family still thinks I'm straight lol


Woke up in the middle of the night, congested, body aching...alone; and the only thing I wanted was to listen to this one song from 7 years ago that melted my heart and calmed my soul. THIS means everything to me, thank you.


i started dating my best friend who was a girl then later on she turned into a he and and i really support his decision but after he came out as trans i realized that i was lesbian and i told him, we're still friends but i just wanted to put that out there because hes the bestest gift i could have ever gotten:)


This is me and my boyfriends song and I am absolutely obsessed with it. We both love it so much. Every time I hear it I fall in love with him even more.


<i>she</i> is one of my best friends. she's straight. she knows i like her, and she's never made it weird or uncomfortable, and completely accepted it. I'm so incredibly thankful for that, but it still hurts knowing she'll never love me back the way i love her. it's not as painful as having a crush who is afraid of you liking them and avoids you, but it hurts.

_she_ is one of my best friends. she's straight. she knows i like her, and she's never made it weird or uncomfortable, and completely accepted it. I'm so incredibly thankful for that, but it still hurts knowing she'll never love me back the way i love her. it's not as painful as having a crush who is afraid of you liking them and avoids you, but it hurts.


She smells like sweat and chlorine 😅
Shes tastes like salt and sweets
You’d find her at your local pool
She means everything to me

Not my crush but my best friend and I love her so


10 likes and I will send this to my crush and say I like her. She makes me so happy and feel like the happiest girl ever.

@Molly Davies noo :'( that sucks

I hope you manage to recover from her rejecting you, that's so sad!

hugs if wanted

Update... she rejected me and now we aren’t talking well


My “she” is the most beautiful girl I’ve met. Freckles splatter her face. She is small and the most perfect person for hugging. She jumps around like a little pixie and I love it. She is straight and has boyfriend. But she still is perfect.


I remember listening to this song when I was in 6th grade when I had my first girl crush, I finally found this song after years


whenever i feel sad,i come to this video and read the comments. i swear this side of youtube is the warmest thing i could never find here. i feel like im not alone and just you know,idk it feels so great but also sad. i fucking love this video and my queen dodie.

lexa griffinn i just come her when i want to cry


I want a girl who <b>SMELLS LIKE SLEEP</b> . love you sofia! ❤ (my girlfriend)

I want a girl who *SMELLS LIKE SLEEP* . love you sofia! ❤ (my girlfriend)


I'm in love with one of my closest friends, and she already came out to me as pansexual. I just don't want to ruin our friendship if she doesn't like me back. WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO? I love her.


I love this song so much and what’s crazy is is that my sweet, gorgeous grandma was names Dorothy Clark (Dodie Clark) And that’s just crazy.


I haven't found my "she" yet, but damn am I excited to find her. I know that the memories that will be made, and the adventures that we will go on will be wild and exciting. I know that falling for her will start off slow like falling asleep, but will happen all at once. I know that when I find her, it will be a miracle because while I have given my heart to many, I have always left with a little more cracks in it each time. I know that once I find her, I will find my home, I know that when I find her, I will feel the wind through my hair and the sun on my skin in a new way. I know that when I find her, I will thank every lucky start that gave me her. I know damn well, that I will fight for her until I breathe my last, and I will enjoy every moment spent with her. I can't wait to find my "she", and experience all the love and joy that we will bring each other.


i never realised that i had a "she" until very recently.

she was in most of my classes in high school. i thought she was so incredibly pretty, and when she'd say that she wasn't attractive i was so confused because she was the most beautiful girl id ever seen. she was also funny, and she liked the same bands/youtubers as me. i always wanted to be around her. my first "wait, do i like girls?" moment was when i was looking at her from across the table. but i was convinced i was straight, so i couldn't possibly like her in that way.

but i did. it's so obvious now, i can't believe i didn't realise it sooner.

Same, but we don't talk to each other anymore. It's been almost 3 years now and I only recently realized I was in love with her the whole time. Explains why I've been feeling like shit whenever I think of her. Things sadly didn't end well between us... I still miss her tbh


How many of you got this song stuck in your head after you listen to it.

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my first time listening to this song was the studio version on the Human album. there’s something so special about her singing it just with the guitar, it’s so raw and emotional and tugs at my heartstrings so much more.


She smells like The prettiest of
Flowers and cinnamon.
With Hair that falls slowly down her face,
She’ll brush it away from her eyes with a small soft smile.
She was Blue with My Comforting Yellow.
Honey with my Warm weather and
Comforting hugs within my cold winter nights.
The sound of glistening rain pattering gently down along the dark pavement.

She was the soothing voice,
The home within my hurt,
And the Reason for my tears to dry.
She was the calm that fixed me when I was in pain.
She was the reason my bad days became good days.
Hearing the Phone ring i’d smile,
Knowing almost immediately it was her.

It was all the little things about her.
The way she would blush a pretty shade of rose.
The way she would Play her guitar with so much happiness, as if music took away all the sense of Sadness in this bittersweet world.
The way she would Drink so many cups of water.
The way she would say sorry if she thought she said ‘I love you’ too much.

But then it all faded.
Slowly in time she realised,
I wasn’t good enough.
And she became bored.
She Would call later each night so we’d speak for so little time.
She stopped texting during the day to check up on me, to see if I was alright.

She was cuddling somebody else,
With full blazing attention of sunlight that I’d never seen her be able give somebody before.
She was somebody else’s smiles,
Somebody else’s giggles.
She was somebody else’s Warmth within the freezing winds and the
Sunlight after a storm.

She’s everything but mine.
But it’s okay.
All I want is for her to be happy.
I’m used to not being enough for people.
Because I’m always the one getting left and never the one leaving.
But still, it’s okay.
As long as she’s smiling, I’m Okay.
But if ever on this earth she needs me again, I’ll be there.
And I always will.


This song reminds me of my ex best friend, she was my everything and I miss her so much. Whenever I see her I just want to go over to her and give her the biggest hug but I can’t do that..I’m now lonely and I feel so bad because I thought this boy was my new best friend but he lied to me and he literally never speaks to me at all. I can’t believe that this has happened, I lost her and it was all my fault..I miss the memories what we had, all I have is old photos and videos of her and me. She’s found new people to be with and a new best friend while I’m here alone, just watching her silently as she walks past me through the corridors or cafeteria..I’ve tried to apologise but it’s too late. Sad how one little lie can effect something so bad, if you have a bestfriend then always keep them by your side, try not to loose them 💕


I TRIED TO FIND THIS SONG FOR OVER 2 YEARS, FINALLY 😍❤


I'm stuck at home and it's raining and I have a cup of coffee in my hand. I'm listening to this song sobbing and reading the comments because I know I will never get a she who will care so much about me cause emotional baggage is real.


I remember listening to this song 5ish years ago and loving it, but never feeling it. Then 10th grade of high school happened. I met a girl that (I’d honestly say) changed my whole perspective of love. We met though a mutual friend, and i caught feelings from day one. Every time i thought of her, it made me smile. She is so kind, smart, talented, beautiful inside and out, and a million more things i could list for hours. But nothing ever happened between us, and she eventually moved out of state for college after graduation. I still think about her sometimes and wonder if she felt the same, or if things could’ve been different if i had just taken my shot. We still talk once in a while, but i don’t feel like it’d be right to tell her now or ever at all. So to my point, i actually FEEL these lyrics now. This song has gotten me though so much. Thank you Dodie