kamikaze

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a song about please talk to people about how you're feeling, nothing good results from bottling it up, there are people in your life who love you and want to see you happy

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breaking waves that break my bones
and scrape my skin and something grows
to take its place that shares my name
and shares my face but i am not the same, no

dumb drunk driver
steering into the skid
knuckles clenched on the grip,
screaming "holy shit this isn't happening"

wide-eyed pilot
kamikaze careening ahead
what marred and mistakable form will they find
when i'm finally dead?

she's all i needed
but i couldn't keep her
separate but equally desperate
stay up in your steeple
i'll be your keeper
guarding the graves we dig deeper down

oh the layers of hatred we drag around

you are a good thing
in this awful world
i can only turn you bad
i can only make you hurt

breaking waves that break my bones
and scrape my skin and something grows
to take its place that stole my name and face and
please don't ask me how my day was
you don't need this in your life
you don't need to feel responsible
while i'm balled up in the shower crying
this is not your fight
hold your breath and pull the knife
and let me bleed out of you

it'll hurt, but the right things always do

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this will be on my next album too