I was really badly bullied by one girl in particular at my old school, she would call me names make fun of my appearance and make awful comments on how shy I was and how I would always sit at the back of the class (which was because if I sat in any other row I was always worried that the people behind me would be judging me, which stopped me from focusing on my work). Her family went away for about a week for a holiday so she wasn't there for a few days which gave other people a chance to pick on me, but it also gave some of her friends the chance to talk to me. One in particular came up to me one day and told me how this girl would always talk about me and how she wanted to be like me, how she was jealous of me, it didn't make sense to me at all. I told her friend that no one had any reason to be jealous of me, I don't have that great a home life and I was recently diagnosed with a type of arthritis (I'm 15). When she came back from holiday I saw her friend talking to her about what I have no idea, but it seamed like after that conversation she held back a lot when talking to me and wasn't so hard on me all the time. Was it because I knew that she was jealous of me, or something happened to her on holiday? I have no idea but she eventually just stoped talking to me at all together, which I was grateful for because she gave me such anxiety that I didn't want to go to school at all. Most of year 8 (in Australia) I didn't attend because in the morning when I was getting ready and would walk into the kitchen my game art would drop knowing that I had to go back to that place. Just that thought gave me so much anxiety that I would have a panic attack every morning on the kitchen floor just balling my eyes out repeating "I don't want to go" which I didn't even know I was doing, my mum told me about that earlier this year.
Wow ok long sorry short, sometimes people are jealous of you for some reason. They might think you have things better then you do, or they are going through something tough and project their negative thoughts into you, not that it is very helpful. I have learned not to take things to heart so much and just to not give a crap. It has helped me get over a bit of my anxiety, I still have horrible thoughts about what people are thinking about me when I am I public but it doesn't effect me as much as it did just a year ago. One time I stood frozen in the middle of a shopping centre while having a panic attack because I though I wasn't wearing the right pants to go with the outfit I had on and that people would think I'm not fashionable, I have no idea what I was thinking because looking back I looked sexy af but in that state of mind nothing I ever did was right or at least acceptable.
Seeking the help of a psychologist didn't help me, I have been to 4 different people, the thing I felt like I needed was to be able to befriend someone who didn't know anything about me, just so I could vent to them. Then I found a thing called kinesiology, I have no idea how to explain it but finding the right practitioner who my mum and I have now become great friend with really helped me be able to get over most of my remaining anxiety, I really recommend it to anyone who feels like they have tried everything. It does take time and it does take a lot of commitment but it has helped me so much.


When I saw who this was by I was literally like no fluffing way she was a bully?!


Beautiful story beautiful art beautiful message


The part you spoke of about holding back in the middle of a conversation because you're worried about not being heard in the space and then having it come out mumbled and just wanting to sink into the ground. I thought it was just me,


To the girl with the rainbow bag, all of us don't know you, but you're a great inpiration for all. I'm pretty sure you're doing great in life! ❤❤❤❤


When I was in 5th grade I was bullied because of my laugh. One day my friend let's call him dee  made me laugh so hard that I snorted and every one started staring at me and pointing at me and laughing. The next day a guy named let's call him Joe started to snort at me. Every time I got up to get a pencil or ask a question I would hear him saying "pig" behind my back. At the end of the week I snorted again and he and his boy group started laughing at me and i started to cry in class. I was so embarrassed I couldn't stop crying until the end of class and not even my best friend could cheer me up. After that I even called my self a pig and told myself I would never be buetiful or have a decent laugh. Two months of constant bullying went on and I couldn't take it so one day I told my mom of course she said to punch him but instead I told on him and he got detention for   3 weeks. But i think tjis is just constant bad luck bAdd cause evety year i get bullied even in preschool and kinder garden. This happened not that long ago because I'm now in sixth grade and I'm already becoming an out cast in my class and I'm still self conscious about what I look like and what I wear and I still think I'm never going to be buetiful. Well thank you for reading and I hope nothing like this ever happens to you.


I’m so sorry Dodie.I know you didn’t deserve that.


Dodie is one of the best human beings on earth


I love Dodie but things like this make me feel like we don't get the whole picture and she's not the fully perfect happy person she sets her self up to be. Idk sometimes I get the feeling off of her that something's not right... she's not a bad person but she isn't as "perky & sweet" in real life. Sometimes it feels like a forced persona.


I wish I could go back to primary school and teach my bully a lesson (by that I mean tell her off)


i freaked when i saw hedys name at the end bc i may or may not be in love w hedy lol

Sof woooo twinning (though sofia is my middle name lol)

sofia omg you have the same name as me and last year I had the exact same profile picture as you. What a coincidence ahahaha


I'm getting bullied by this one girl that's crushing on the same boy I like. Somehow she got my number and started calling me nasty names and telling me to kill myself. I tried really hard to put a smile on my face even when inside I'm breaking down into pieces.


If you ever been bullied than you know how it feels. If you see anyone just getting teased or bullied you need to standup for them making sure they never have to go through the same thing you ever had. (sometimes just saying one word can do so much for them)


When you have never been bullied and you are left out


If the 'girl' saw this, she might would forgive you :)


this has really helped me i am not the girl with the rainbow bag but i do have a bag thats well...brave i came home in tears because people where laughing at my bag the last part really helped me xx


I got bullied a lot. I wasn't smart either, I always scored last.


Hello, I am the girl with the rainbow bag. Thankyou for your sweet message at the end, I almost cried.
Don’t dwell on the names you called me, I forgive you. We were just kids trying to fit in.
From how I remember you, you have grown up to be such a sweet girl, don’t ever stop shining.
I can’t wait to buy and read your book.

Love, the girl with the rainbow bag
(And yes, I’m still magical)

Are you serious? That's so cool if you really are :-)


She draws good, she sings good, she plays good, she’s adorable....

And then there’s me ._.


Strange that she reads so disconnected from the text when she normally has such an involved narration voice.


Oh my godddd she's coming out with a book, I've waited years-


Last time I was this early

This joke was actually relevant
Lol love you dodie💛


Your voice is so soothing, who's with me?


This really connected with me in multiple ways..


I got picked on for my name (Chelsea) the entire way through primary school because of the sole reason it’s the same as a football team here. Then in high school, i got picked on for everything from a hat i owned and wore for non-uniform day, to my social media names. I had around 20 different boys from different classes who would all participate, the worst being in around year 8 or 9 in art, where on several occasions they’d go out of their way to destroy my almost completed work, and i broke down in one lesson and they just laughed at me. 4 of the boys were in my form and spent a good deal of it picking on everything they possibly could at any point, it was relentless for 5 full years. Ironically, one of the boys was separated from the group and was in my class in college and didn’t have a bad thing to say to me, he was weirdly nice to me the entire time. But i’ll never forget what they did to me, and what it led to in the middle of an english lesson in year 10. I remember i got so sick of the remarks, that i walked out of a lesson one day, and my friend had to follow me and calm me down/stop me doing anything stupid. I don’t really have any friends from high school left, only 2 that have stuck by me. I’m forever grateful to them, life never got any easier after that but i’m blessed to be a collage of the friends i have now❤


the book cover is PERFECT. and hedi is incredible at drawing wow i'm the same age as her and my limit is stickmen and awkwardly shaped cats :)))


Is it wrong to want those drawings? They make me happy


at first i was like "OMG SHE DRAWS TOO!" but then I read the description.


The girl i love is weirdly a collage of all my favourite people despite not knowing any of them<br>But i deeeefinitely am a collage of my favourite people and it makes me smile so much, knowing i have pieces of them all within me wherever i go is a blessing

The girl i love is weirdly a collage of all my favourite people despite not knowing any of them
But i deeeefinitely am a collage of my favourite people and it makes me smile so much, knowing i have pieces of them all within me wherever i go is a blessing


When she said that thing about being a colleague of your favorite people it really got to me. In elementary school I wasn't that popular and was a little socially awkward, but my best friend was the complete opposite. She was outgoing and was pretty up there when it came to popularity, she was funny and seemed to know exactly what to say. In middle school we didn't have any classes together and it was around this time I began wanting to become more "popular." I thought that I had to change to become more popular, so I decided to start acting like her. I copied her mannerisms and tried to say things she'd probably say, and since she wasn't there to notice this went on for a while until I forgot how to act like I used to. I began adding the personalities of people I liked into my own and after a while that just sort of became me. I'm a sophomore now and people are frequently pointing out how similar me and my friend are. They'll say things like "you two act just alike!" Or "you're basically the same person." When I hear this I feel guilty because I was the one who had in a way took her identity and morphed it into my own, just because I wasn't satisfied where I was on the the popularity scale and myself. I don't know how to go back to how I used to be and I don't think I ever will be able to which really sucks because now ive accepted myself but it doesn't even matter because it's too late. If you read all of this I appreciate you taking the time to do so and I'd like to know if you, or somebody you know has gone through something similar.


Awesome you're amazing I love your art XD


A few days ago, I brought my fidget controller to class because it helps me focus. I went to get my lunch out of my locker and when I got back, some kids older than me were messing with it. Of course I felt like they were teasing me for some reason. I politely asked them if I could have it back. I don't know why but I thought they were teasing me when they said "Oops, sorry." I carry it around in my pocket now to avoid situations like that. :T


i love you Dodie, youre so strong and youre such an inspiration. you made me start youtube and be convident enough to make a video about my tourette syndrome. thanks dodie. just thanks for everything. (and i really like your art Hedy)


I was bullied for 7 years and 3 of which was physical. It changed who I was. I changed from a bubbly, outgoing child into a shy, introvert scared of meeting new people. I was like this until I had enough. I am still shy around new people but I'm more intimidating, I have a temper, and am emotional. I developed depression and social anxiety. I learned that by treating people badly that's how you show love (I was verbally abused at home).
I'm going to therapy and have a long way to go, but nothing will take away the mentally scaring things I was told and did to.

Yes, I was bullied and yes, I was a bully. It doesn't change what I did but slowly everyday I'm making amends to the people I've wronged. I'm not ashamed and by me telling you a little of my story you will be inspired to do the right thing no matter what you've been through.


I just went to high school and I'm so similar to you with the top sets.i have anime everything and weird shoes. Everyone else is wearing af1s while im here with comfy boots.i act happy but at night i cuddle with my kitten and cry. ಥ⌣ಥ

Thanks for coming to my ted talk


The second she described the girl I thought...wow she sounds like a book character...


My best friend tried to bully me when I was in the seventh grade. What I did? The next day I poured my water bottle all over her. We were inside the school and I have no idea how but I got away with it. <br>I got a new set of friends and whenever I walked past her she would quickly move out if the way. Then one day I just stopped seeing her and up until this day I have no idea what happened to her or where she is.

My best friend tried to bully me when I was in the seventh grade. What I did? The next day I poured my water bottle all over her. We were inside the school and I have no idea how but I got away with it.
I got a new set of friends and whenever I walked past her she would quickly move out if the way. Then one day I just stopped seeing her and up until this day I have no idea what happened to her or where she is.


I had a rainbow bag just like that, I didn't care about my looks, I thought I was magical, I <i>wasnt</i> that girl,though i was just like her. I now have anxiety, I don't like how I look and rather despise myself, but apart from that...I have now ordered a new rainbow bag off amazon, thank you dodie, it's arriving in three days.

I had a rainbow bag just like that, I didn't care about my looks, I thought I was magical, I _wasnt_ that girl,though i was just like her. I now have anxiety, I don't like how I look and rather despise myself, but apart from that...I have now ordered a new rainbow bag off amazon, thank you dodie, it's arriving in three days.


I HOPE THE GIRL WITH THE RAINBOW BAG SAW THIS ❤


I would love to hear her read the entire book in that amazingly calming voice. Then i could sit with the book and read along.


When I read this part in the book all I could think about was this


I wish that girl with the rainbow backpack could be my friend


In 2nd grade I was best friends with the "popular girls"<br>Then in 3rd we got separated and I met awesome friends who are always there for me then in 4th I was with them again and my friends too I saw how much attention they were getting from the boys and I wanted to be one of them again I tried for months not really fitting in but once I did I started pushing my true friends away from me and at the end I realized it was a mistake because once I started talk to my true friends they pushed me away and made fun of me I was bullying my friends with them but I realized to get away from them so I did and they forgives me

In 2nd grade I was best friends with the "popular girls"
Then in 3rd we got separated and I met awesome friends who are always there for me then in 4th I was with them again and my friends too I saw how much attention they were getting from the boys and I wanted to be one of them again I tried for months not really fitting in but once I did I started pushing my true friends away from me and at the end I realized it was a mistake because once I started talk to my true friends they pushed me away and made fun of me I was bullying my friends with them but I realized to get away from them so I did and they forgives me


Your not the only one who felt like this, cause I feel like it most of the time


with hedy's adorable drawings, and your lovely soothing voice this video has really had me hooked. love you lots dodie !


We all do things we regret and we shouldn't be ashamed of it it only makes us look back at it and know that we shouldn't do it again


oh my god i did not just cry at the “girl with the rainbow bag” part because i cant remember the last time someone has told me anything like that


You know what's interesting? In schools here, boffin is actually a really big compliment


This video could be very useful to a lot of people. Am I allowed to use it in class ? I teach English in a French school, near Paris. I am planning a topic on Bullying, and was looking for someone who gave enough thought to his/her experience in order to help my kids aknowledge the fact that the crossline is very thin between being bullied, and being a bully.


I also faced a similar situation but slightly different. My twin sister and I both were bullied by the same group of kids at the age of 6.  I don't recall us having a difference from the other kids and up until now, I still haven't figured out their motives. It was also not that bad because they only teased and not actually physically hurting, but I was still hurt by their words.

One day, the bully had actually walked towards me- and that was the first time she did not tease me. And she asked if I wanted to stop the bullying. Of course, I said yes. One condition was that I had to bully my own sister. So I did, cowardly taking up that chance and didn't even think twice about her own feelings. It got to the point where I think even the bullies thought I went too far. Everytime we went home, we would always argue. And we physically hurt each other by biting, scratching, punching etc. I was always the bigger and stronger so she ended up being hurt the most. That happened and conflicts between my family and I began.

 A few weeks later after always getting scolded by my parents did I eventually stopped hurting my sister because I realised how horrible I was being. We didn't go to kindergarten at all from August until December because our family was worried. Since then, my sister and I started having insecurities and social anxiety, causing us to be more closed off with the others (I also had a case of depression last year because of these exact same memories). The morale of this story is, even minor verbal teasing can change a person's whole life. (To be honest, I think it (would) only happen(ed) to me because I was emotionally unstable, weak, and a coward. But I've changed and I even became more open minded with a lot of things.)

For the ones who are reading this, please understand that you're not the only person who has a difference, and that doesn't make you any less important. Instead, be proud of it because it makes you unique. And please, for the sake of your future, do not repeat my mistakes. Well then, have a good day. And if you just so happen to have a terrible day, I hope you will be greeted by happiness and may life treat you kindly.


My art teacher would have yelled at your sister for keeping the brush in the water. 😂<br>I hated him.

My art teacher would have yelled at your sister for keeping the brush in the water. 😂
I hated him.


to the girl with the rainbow bag: I am inspired by you


ok this is going to make me sound stupid, but at the end of the video it says all that weve been watching was done by your sister. you are so talented with multiple books and cds and friends and instruments and i just assumed that all that going on in the video was just another one of your talents. i was wrong. still props to your sister. that was pretty cool!


there was a new kid in my school

he seemed pretty nice

i thought about being friends with him

but i knew everyone didn't like him..

he was bullied

everyone hated him.

i knew what they were doing was wrong

but i didn't want THEM to hate me

i didn't want THEM to see me as an outcast

i didn't want them to...

BULLY ME.

so, i teased him. i made fun of him.

i knew it was wrong, i knew i shouldn't of done that..

but if i didn't, i would be in his shoes.

but he's still there
it's never too late to apologize, am i right?

..

right?


I also have these conversational self-confidence issues. Like you, the cause is likely the bullying I received at the start of secondary school, but I have to constantly tell myself that else I fall into the trap of feeling like there’s something wrong with me. I have some good friends these days, and each day I feel like my confidence improves. Although I don’t believe I will ever be “normal”. Sometimes rather than lack of confidence, it’s simply a loss for words that prevents me from joining in with conversation, a mental block that I can’t see a way around. Even typing this out it feels silly to be blaming the small amount of bullying I got many years ago for the impact it has had on me, but i have to believe it is the truth. But I’ll keep working on it, talking to as many people in as many situations as possible. I’m already noticing progress since changing schools but from this point onwards the only way is up. ❤

I’m not intending anyone to read this, it’s more to put my thoughts down in words so I can understand them. But if someone happened to stumble upon this, bless you. ❤


You are my inspiration I love your content and I hope you continue to upload grate vids ♥🏳🌈


I didn't have many friends when I was younger. The kids called me names and for a while I didn't really have any friends. I remember i invited a lot of people to my birthday party but kids still "forgot" to come. When i got further into primary school i found friends but I wasn't always accepted. I was the butt of the joke a lot but i was so desperate for friends I accepted it. In highschool i suddenly found myself with proper friends and i didn't really know what to do with myself. As a kid in my attempts to be liked i also made fun of other kids and i feel terrible for it. I just wanted friends and my attempts to fit in lead to the hurt of another. To the girls I made fun of, i'm sorry. To the children who didn't like me, i don't blame you i was a strange kid. To the friends i thought i had, i'm sorry you felt the need to be mean to me. Everyone deserves happiness, even those who made me feel terrible and especially those I made feel terrible.


HEDY DREW THIS?  Ugh she's so much more talented than me.


She reminds me of an real life Hermione but can draw


The part when Dodie says about how bullying affected her that she couldn't drop a sentence while being in a company with strangers, it's so familiar to me. When sentences flash in your brain, you start sweating and repeating those sentences inside your head, getting ready to voice them. But I never voice them, I just can't resist this pressure from being in a company. And it's not only with strangers but also with friends (who are not too close with me).
I've never been bullied and I can't even say how lucky I am that I've never been. That's also the reason for feeling guilt because of that undesirable shyness in conversations. Because I don't have excuses for being like that. And it's probably just personality predispositions I was born with, but in this case it sounds like something I can't change (which is not true)
There are people who are content with them being silent in most social situations. And I am content, sometimes. But most of the times I am frustrated and angry at myself because I want to talk, to be with people, to exist in their dimension, be a part of 'them'. Maybe (most likely) I am too sensitive because I care too much about other people's opinions, I don't want my pride to be hurt and I choose to avoid such risks.

It's been a couple of weeks since I am not in my teen-stage anymore. However I still ruminate on such things and over-analyse myself. Golly, I'm sick of that. When will a stop being so self-obsessed and self-centered


This was the best thing I have ever heard


I sometimes get teased about being a crybaby. It’s my body that wants to cry, not me. I always try not to cry often by, making up reasons or wiping my tears away when I know they’re coming. I always try to act tough, try to stand tall, try to act nice, supportive, friendly, and everything else... but I still feel like I want to crawl into a ball and cry. In the back on my head, I still know that people are judging me. I also get teased about other things. When we tease each other jokingly, I still feel miserable, even knowing they’re just jokes. And they’ll also say thing when they’re annoyed by me. Saying stuff like “Nobody likes you”, “Crybaby!”, or “No one loves you”. It seriously makes me sick inside. Wanting to just... leave and never come back. Never show up again. Because, I sometimes feel like they would feel nothing if something happened to me. Even if I died, only one or two would go ask on what happened. Those who really care about me. Then the rest would ask just to spread it around the school. My thought always go on what would happen if I was gone? What if I suddenly vanished? And the other what if’s that will eventually ruin my life.


Tbh, I wasn't like all the other kids in school.
I had colorful hair, it'd be a different color every month, all the kids would talk about it. My friend told me my hair would fall out if I didn't stop coloring it.
My backpack stood out, everyone had these typical blue or pink backpacks, whilst I stood at the corner of the room with the darkest and most colorful backpack.
I had 2 friends, we were all bullied because of the way we ACTED, people called us lesbians, maybe once or twice we'd be called stupid. Some kid told everyone in all 3 classes that my bestfriend wet herself, all she did was slide into water.
We told everyone multiple times that we're just bestfriends, nothing more. No one believed us, we told the teachers about the bullying.. They did nothing about it, I told my mom and maybe my dad every single day that it wouldn't stop. But I knew they couldn't do a thing about it.

My parents eventually pulled me out of school, signing me up for online school.


This was very nice. It made me want to get your book even more ! Can't wait to get my hands on it :)


Dodie you inspire so many people and so many people get bullied and really need to see what they do to those people that get bullied


so hedy has just always been good at art?


It's not so much odd as "different" whenever I hear people say they were bullied for being smart. See, in my school the people who are smart are the people who are popular, most of the time. If you were on the honour roll and were sent to interschool competitions or always swooped in to deal the finishing blow in class debate activies, everyone knew your name. And if you were the nice kind of honour student who lent them notes and answered their questions in an impromptu lunchtime tutoring session before a big quiz, they liked you. And if you were the confident kind of honour student who knew what to say and didn't trip or splutter when you say it, who knew to keep your cool and roll with it, they didn't mess with you.

Unfortunately, two out of three turned out to be bad. Elementary school me was explosive and impish and acted without thinking and was always so easy to read. I suppose you could say I was bullied. Some boys just knew how to get on your nerves and stay there, preying on your lowest points and setting you up to explode. Same boys sometimes acted like friends too, for no apparent reason. But the thing with these boys was you knew they were assholes and you didn't trust them.

I, on other hand, was thought incapable of their level of bullying until proven otherwise. Because I, on the other hand, was the honour student who smiled at your jokes and defended you from those boys and lent you a hand when you needed it. Turns out I also had it in me to be the honour student who looked at you and saw so many things to dislike, to pick on, to strike at. Cruelty just came so easily.

So I was a bully. But I was one they thought they could trust until they couldn't.

And I don't know how to not be cruel even though I've reached highschool and mellowed out and wore my hair down and knew when to turn a blind eye and found out how to douse gunpowder with water so I don't explode ever again. Even though I have friends I can love without hating. I don't know how because now I know what I was doing (fourth grade admirer; third and fourth and fifth grade girl friends who were nothing but nice; girl from third grade that was so easy to tear down; sixth and seventh grade transferees whose only mistake was liking me and being unlikable in my eyes) and some stupid, awful part of me likes it.

...Well, now I've gone off and written a novel. Toodles.

It's not so much odd as "different" whenever I hear people say they were bullied for being smart. See, in my school the people who are smart _are_ the people who are popular, most of the time. If you were on the honour roll and were sent to interschool competitions or always swooped in to deal the finishing blow in class debate activies, everyone knew your name. And if you were the nice kind of honour student who lent them notes and answered their questions in an impromptu lunchtime tutoring session before a big quiz, they liked you. And if you were the confident kind of honour student who knew what to say and didn't trip or splutter when you say it, who knew to keep your cool and roll with it, they didn't mess with you.

Unfortunately, two out of three turned out to be bad. Elementary school me was explosive and impish and acted without thinking and was always so easy to read. I suppose you could say I was bullied. Some boys just knew how to get on your nerves and stay there, preying on your lowest points and setting you up to explode. Same boys sometimes acted like friends too, for no apparent reason. But the thing with these boys was you _knew_ they were assholes and you didn't trust them.

I, on other hand, was thought incapable of their level of bullying until proven otherwise. Because I, on the other hand, was the honour student who smiled at your jokes and defended you from those boys and lent you a hand when you needed it. Turns out I also had it in me to be the honour student who looked at you and saw so many things to dislike, to pick on, to strike at. Cruelty just came so easily.

So I was a bully. But I was one they thought they could trust until they couldn't.

And I don't know how to _not_ be cruel even though I've reached highschool and mellowed out and wore my hair down and knew when to turn a blind eye and found out how to douse gunpowder with water so I don't explode ever again. Even though I have friends I can love without hating. I don't know how because now I know what I was doing (fourth grade admirer; third and fourth and fifth grade girl friends who were nothing but nice; girl from third grade that was so easy to tear down; sixth and seventh grade transferees whose only mistake was liking me and being unlikable in my eyes) and some stupid, awful part of me likes it.

...Well, now I've gone off and written a novel. Toodles.


I was bullied my whole grade school years by my 'best friend' who talked me down behind my back. Nobody in class liked me, I had no one to play with, no one to do a presentation with, they all didn't want me. The first years of middle school I was still shy, trying to be kind to everyone, defend the ones who get mocked. However, now, in my last three years, 8th, 9th and now in 10th grade, I witness more and more that I am a bully. I don't talk trash about my friends - I am unbelievably loyal - but about random persons at my school. I make fun of their everything. Their clothes, hair, face, personality or even voice. I try to calm it down tho, to everyone in my class I am really nice, expect one, a girl everyone hates because she stole money from another classmate, lied about it and filmed us while swimming and sent the video to other people without our permission, she ranks like she never showered before, is a brat towards us etc. But to others I think, to others... I am a bully.


I used to be a bully to this certain person, all because I’m very insecure about myself. Now, we’re friends-


i used to be a bully at kg 2 and 3
(in my country we start going to school from 3 till 5 yo)
when i went to elementary school everyone started to bully me since day 1 and i never knew the reason like hello you are only 6. i didnt know what bullying is. everyone spys on me looking at me waiting for me to make a mistake so they can make fun of me. what ever i do infront of them was a bad thing. even when i tried to fix one of the girls roller backpack they were like eww how do you touch this, and for more pain, the girl was standing beside me and the whole class was at the other side and when they said this to me i pointed at her and said "then why is she beside me?" she walked away from me and stood beside the whole class and crossed her arm. i went to tell the teacher (like i usually do) and they started screaming "go tell her as if we were afraid. go cry to her. show us what you will do bla bla bla" and when i told the teacher she answered with "you are disgusting what do you want me to do to you!" i was so shocked and went to sit at my place alone. this happened to me when i was ONLY 6!! and it went like that till iam at grade 3 then my dad told me that i will change my school and i was like "eh". it was so much pain that i even didnt care. my imagination used to be way too bloody for my age, i wanted to have the power to become a t-rex to step on them all and see their blood and little bodies stuck on my feet, and never wash it off so i keep stepping on them all the time. i used to be way too mature for my age tho, what i had experienced in my life made my current friends come to me when they need a help in a problem. rn iam 14 and i have the thinking of an 18 years old. i even think sometimes that iam too young for me.


its 1am and im watching this. i made the volume soft and tried to listen , it was quiet for the first few seconds so i held it against my ear and suddenly "LIKE MOST PEOPLE" and i fricken jumped and damaged my ears


Can you start an ASMR story time channel your voice is so soothing


I had a goddam fan club in elementary school. I stopped to tie my shoe before I went outside and I'd have at least 3 people waiting for me, half of which I probably didn't know.


Heyyyyyy what's wrong with being a witch lmao. I practice wicca lol, I love it! 💚💚


before she said the drawings were hedy i was like IT ISNT FAIR I DIDNT KNOW SHE WAS AN ARTIST HOW IS SHE SO GOOD AT EVERYTHING, then i was like oh, okay (but seriously i would die to be that good at art, or music, or singing, im dedicated to quite a few things but im not very good at any of them. just average)


Dodie's voice is so damn satisfying, holy moly😌


We were playing a game on someone’s phone that was a Lie detector. So we asked each other questions, fun and full of laughter, and no teasing.   And after awhile it was my turn. I held the phone in my hands waiting for the question, and while they were thinking a boy said “When are you  going to get lighter skin?”

This was a part of me that I didn’t like, at all. I live in a country where having light skin is better. (Which is probably most of the countries)

So I just laughed it off, sadly. Until someone asked me another, more appropriate question.


To the girl with the rainbow bag,
I wish I could be like you, free and joyous and known in myself and hopeful that the things I love will save me one day, and I hope they did.
You took comfort in splurging on about the things you love and taking them and never hiding them away from your peers, you made them known and you made yourself seem strange and different just because you showed your loves.
You're braver than I even could be and I hope your somewhere right now, still taking pride in those things,
I hope yous till wear your rainbow bag with pride and never let a single comment hurt your love for things,
I hope you're somewhere out there doing what you love and never stopping.
I'm so proud you girl
for putting your heart on your sleeve.
Girl with the rainbow bag,
I'm so glad that you believed.
From, the girl with the rainbow heart xoxo


2:05 that....hit the mark! 😔 The whole video..


Wow ur sister is so so talented 😍xx and I love ur channel


i have trust issues
i would rather be bullied to my face
but i was bullied behind my back.
I just wish i knew what they didn't like


Bullied a lot at school and for some reason not very many people like me so I can relate


This is so me.. I was always bullied each year of school. And I bullied them back.. 😞😔


Please get this book put on audible and pleaseeeee narrate it!!!!


I hope the girl with the rainbow backpack can see what a lovely human you're now and that you're sorry


goddamn it, why does everything make me cry


I love it that she is brave enough to say that she was a bully. Not many people can say that


This hits home because when I was younger I bullied people unintentionally because I thought that  I was being witty and snappy and cool. I wasn't being cool and now because of it I'm dealing with things that make me scared and it hurts to know that I hurt someone. It's hard to forgive yourself when things like this happen and I'm thankful that someone else has dealt with a similar situation. I never intended to bully people I was just blind to what I did. That doesn't justify my actions but now I've learned and I'm growing. Thank you Dodie ❤ God bless you


I was bullied and a bully as well. I wish and I wish I could tell the girl I was mean to that I'm so sorry! And the people who were mean to me... well I know one of them is going down a road full of drugs and broken hearts. But I know they were just kids, and I'm ok.

I just wish I could tell the girl I was mean to that I'm sorry.


Dodie, I only found you a few weeks ago but I just want to tell you how much of a difference you have made in my life you are amazing and I can't wait to read your book💙💙


Im am the girl with the rainbow back thank you for your apology i have three beatiful children and they love you so thank you for making them happy i live in Minnesota near the great lakes i am a happy and proud mother and wife i also still have that rainbow bag my eldest weres it to school have a wounderful day


So you can sing,make songs,play instruments,and draw?!?! What can you not do?


the last clip when she was drawing the rainbow bag made me cry. :(:


also dodies parents were pretty cool naming at things cause dodie and hedy are like my fav names ok thats it bye

Lizzie Cook How? It's shorter and cuter lol

Chloe Routt Their full names are Dorothy and Heather x

Hannah Phelps but it would be easier to say Heather

Lizzie Cook pretty sure it's short for heather - not sure but i think so

tinangyuen I believe Dodie's was because her brother couldn't pronounce Dorothy when he was little? (She talks about it in another facts/questions video)

My mom let my sister name me after a proud family character

Chloe Routt my mum named me after a country TwT

I think hedys name is heather or something :)

tinangyuen i never knew that!! i feel kinda dumb thanks for letting me know lol

lane boi  no her real names Dorothy she says so in her facts about me video

Chloe Routt their names are Dorothy and Heather but yeah I'd love to know the story of their nicknames because they're so cute


ive gone through the same thing oh my gosh but i think i learned a little earlier than you cause im just entering highschool and although i have no friends i am  quite kind to people but do every once in a while do things to make people feel bad for me but at least now i know what im doing and i do my best not to do it


There's this dude who was in my 5th grade class (I regret this) that I hated. Everyone hated. He smelled like trash, but that's because he was poor. And I walked up to him and said. "if your going to go to a school. Don't come here. Go inside a trashcan where you belong(I know stupid) and I made him cry while everyone was laughing at him. I was a mean kid.


You talking about all of this makes me feel a little better my best friend is not my friend any more.


I really hope that the girl with the rainbow bag has seen this. (Despite there being at least 3 different people in the comments claiming to be her). As someone who was bullied throughout my school life, this sort of an apology and regret would mean a lot (sadly I think the bullies from my school have not matured at all)


I'm pretty sure my ex friend texted me while i was at school today and said this: "Natalie, you need to change your ways. God loves you and you need to accept christ. Trust me." and my mom blocked it.. I'm gay and i guess he isn't accepting? Idk. Thanks for reading! :3


I really loved that, until I realised it was a plug for your book :(


The story has similarly happened to me but I'm a boy with a rainbow bag....

And it still is happening


I got bullied at school, but it was behind my back.


I was actually bullied from 1st to 7th actually.. and it wasnt the traditional way of bulling really. They just would ignore me and I wouldnt get chances to get friends and this made me extremely insecure because I thought it was because I was weird and I was ugly and stuff like that but sometimes the boys would bully me because I spoke english to friends and because I wasnt like the other girls and then in 7th guess whaaat! I found out I have a anxiety disorder thats pretty bad and possibly some other stuff like asperers or something and it was so bad I would get panic attacks from <i>thinking</i> about school so yeah that wasnt fun.. and that wasnt too long ago either I actually just got into 8th so woo I guess?

I was actually bullied from 1st to 7th actually.. and it wasnt the traditional way of bulling really. They just would ignore me and I wouldnt get chances to get friends and this made me extremely insecure because I thought it was because I was weird and I was ugly and stuff like that but sometimes the boys would bully me because I spoke english to friends and because I wasnt like the other girls and then in 7th guess whaaat! I found out I have a anxiety disorder thats pretty bad and possibly some other stuff like asperers or something and it was so bad I would get panic attacks from _thinking_ about school so yeah that wasnt fun.. and that wasnt too long ago either I actually just got into 8th so woo I guess?


I got bullied for being different and I had no friend for most of primary school and closed of cause of that but on high school transition I meet my friend at first she thought I was scary but then I opened up and a new world was opened up


at first i thought dodie drawn it. it's a really sweet story thooooo


Holy shit i was watching this and enjoying it and then I looked at who it was by and I screamed


"to the girl with the rainbow bag" is when i started crying js


i'm sitting here in my room...its 10:54 currently and i'm tired. fegtrcv56 (sorry i think i just fell asleep on the keyboard.)
i have been binge watching some of your videos and i just wanted to say that not only am i falling in love with your channel but i think i'm falling in love with you and your personality.
your smile has brought joy to  my life,i'm literally just here trying my emotions on my laptop,sipping tea and pondering about what i want to be? (hey that rhymed!)
ANYWAY!
Your great
and please don't stop doing what your doing
much love from just one of your 641,000 :)


Im pretty sure im bullied.
By pretty sure i mean im pretty sure im talked about behind my back.

It doesnt feel good. I just keep it to myself.
I wish i couldent.
But its hard.


Awesome. And people ask me why in so kind and awesome myself. Well. "I'm just a collage of my favourite person and myself"


i rewatched this video cause I felt bad, I was playing a game on my laptop and got annoyed cause I kept being killed, so I wrote a stupid thing in the chat. I was feeling annoyed but I don't like being mean so I said in chat, "u a big ol sack a poop" yep very immature but I felt bad about it after. its stupid, and immature but I felt bad about it, andtobehonestiwouldntwanttobecalledasackapoop. But anyway Thanks for reading❤


Dodie your book is out the day before my birthday!!


I think everyone had had bullied and also bullied someone before.


Holy crap that's from dodies book?! 😂 I AM SHOOK


I was bullied gor 6 years and my bully was in my class for the years. And i had many friends there. But then i moved and i still talk to my friends back at my old school. But at my new school, im in 6th grade and everyone is so nice. I made so many friends. Boys, girls, everyone. At the middle school i go to, no one is bullied or made fun of, there aren't stereo types, no popular. No un-popular. We are all different. But all the same. No one is made fun of. Ive made close friends. And i feel like I've known my friends forever.  Well if you read this whole thing, happy holidays or Christmas 2017 or anything else you celebrate. And if you ever have gotten bullied, you aren't perfect. No one is. Whoever bullies you, they are just jealous of you. Well happy holidays!


I’ve always been bullied. For being bi, having a ‘posh’ voice, for not wearing makeup and not being stereotypical pretty girl. I try not to get offended by it but then a person who was meant to be my friend manipulated me and pushed me to kill myself. She said “It would be better off, I mean you’re not happy here and you never will be. You’re just a useless person who is a burden.”

My niece passed away when I was 10. It was a known all around the town as it was on the news for being suspicious, as a 10 year old I already knew about depression as my parents both have it, so I took care of them so much. Now I’m 14 and I have been diagnosed with depression and anxiety, I stay alone at school which I don’t mind, but I still get bullied. I know that I’m not alone.

To the random person reading this, you are not alone. It might seem like you’re at the bottom, but just focus on the positives and eventually you’ll build yourself up. The world is shit. We all know that. There is no point sugar coating it, but we can do our best as people to make it better. I care about you, and happiness might seem far away, but it’s closer than you think. I get bullied, instead of focusing on that, I focus on the fact that when I leave school I will be able to make my own life and perhaps help others. Have a good life and remember to smile! :D xxx


I think this is important as hell, so many people get bullied and yes that's awful but people don't talk about BEING a bully, it's a serious problem


PLEASE NARRATE THIS BOOK AND TURN IT INTO AN AUDIO BOOK


I was bullied in elementary school Because I was bad at sports and "weird" I'm super awkward. Thinking back I remember I was strong I had confidence, I fought back. I didn't believe them. at one point I broke. I stopped fighting, I believed them. I was thinking how to be more likable at all times.
two years later the only things they told me was: Why are you so quiet? Why don't you talk to us? Why don't you speak louder??
Sometimes I wish I couldn't speak


she: "To the girl with the rainbow back"
me: insane noises of sadness

she: "To the girl with the rainbow back"
me: *insane noises of sadness*


I know this video is quite emotional, and I love it so much so this probably isn't the place to request a video idea  but, if you and hedy could cover "call your girlfriend" that would be unbelievable check out the Lennon and maisy one


you are all in love with dodie and I don't blame you... but tbh I'm in love with hedy :")


I wouldn’t count it as bullying... but it’s been with me for over 3 years...

I was just at my new school, talking to some friends when this random boy, we call him Mark Junior, as I was saying he randomly ran up to my back and kicked it.. I told his mom, because I saw her, and he said “She was going after me” and last year.. I was learning self defence, I don’t anymore since a bruised the inside of my foot, but the skills I learned are forever with me, in the same year, before I learnt self defence, there was a new girl, again I don’t count this as bullying, but she randomly came up to us, with two of my closest friends and started like... saying stuff about me and my best friend, I was then going to my school every 6 pm, and staying there until 8 pm, to learn self defence.

That was my little life story... I really never became a bully..


I was a bully too. I stopped because I really wanted to appreciate that person and be their friend. My friend pressured me into bullying her, and I really didnt want to and regretted it. I was bullied. I was bullied by the girl that pressured me into bullying the girl in the last story. I was pushed into a deep spiral of depression, constantly contemplating when to kill myself. Im still here, but thats only because of my parents. Learn to love the right people.


You are too much like me about so many different things and I'm shocked. I think we are twins lol


This is so beautiful Dodie! I could so see this being a song. 👍♡♡


To the girl with the rainbow bag. I feel for you I was just like you.


its nice how you got bullied and you where a bully and the person you bullied didnt care about getting bullied snd now you feel guilty


I feel like the girl with the rainbow bag, there was this boy who my friend liked, but he was getting bullied and one day he came up to us crying and we cheered him up, but now, his bullys are his friends and he makes fun of me none stop, but so do his friends, I've been to a teacher 3 times but nothing works, one time I decided to ignore him until he started putting rubbish on my desk, so I simply put them pack on his, he scolded me and picked up the rubbish and while slapping me, so I ran out the classroom crying into the bathroom, I decided to go to a teacher again after sitting in there for half an hour put a week later it got worse, he made fun of me saying I smiled wen he talked to me and stuff, I only smiled because in that week he was finally treating me like a person, then... he started saying if I bought him stuff or gave him money he would stop, so I did. My friends told me I shouldn't and I knew it was wrong but I thought if I did he would be nice to me, but he didn't he just kept asking and one day him and his friends were crowding me askin for money, after that the next week I decided to stop, so I did and it got worse, I would get told to kill myself daily and stuff like that, one day my friend asked him why do they bully me, he sed he doesn't and it's because I have a go at him everyday which I don't, I don't know wat to do to this day I just hope they don't do it next year.


I can relate to this so much, I am literally in tears.


Oh baby the same over here. When you try to stay quiet you ended up being bullied. But when you try to fight back, you ended up feeling like a bully. It's ok to defend yourself


I really want to know what kind of watercolors she used ❤❤


"we are just a collage of our favourite parts of other people" <b>stops, stares dead ahead. Realises that nothing about themself is original. Existential dread sets in worse than ever... subscribes</b>

"we are just a collage of our favourite parts of other people" *stops, stares dead ahead. Realises that nothing about themself is original. Existential dread sets in worse than ever... subscribes*


can i marry hedy's art style itS SO PERFECT


I was also a bully then I got bullied now were all good.


Hello Dodie,
I know it's none of your business, but I'm asking you, because I think there needs to be something done. And if you don't want this in your comments, you are free to delate my comment of course.
This massive bullying going on against simply_kenna has reached it's limit. It is getting more and more toxic. It stands in no comparison to what she has done.
Maybe you can set positivity against that huge mountain of negativity.
I don't want to start a discussion here and everybody is free to think of that theme whatever they want, but it just has gotten out of hand. I'm not defending anyone, but this is cruel bullying simply_kenna is going through, nothing else. And that will stick to a human soul forever.


I was bullied really badly in primary school, and there were a few painful incidents in secondary school too up until I was about 13.

I bullied this boy who was 2 years below me in secondary school and I feel like a piece of shit for it. I bullied him in the exact same way someone 2 years older than me bullied me. I apologised to him about it, and then 2 years later I bullied him again. I was a fucking piece of shit. I really want to reach out and apologise (I’ve found him on Facebook- his brother was in my year) but my therapist said I shouldn’t because it might bring up painful memories for him. I’ve joined an anti bullying charity to try and right my wrongs but I still feel like shit. I was such a shitty person as a teenager.

Also there was a time when one of my friends (who I don’t talk to anymore because they were a horrible person) said something really mean about the person I bullied when he was within earshot. By this point I wasn’t as much of an arsehole, so I told my friend to shut the fuck up. I still feel like shit about what my friend said, and I feel like if I didn’t bully this boy then my friend wouldn’t have said that about him.

The fact that I bullied someone haunts me because I was bullied myself so it’s the last thing I should’ve inflicted on anyone else. Also I was at the age where I knew wrong from right, so I’m disgusted that I could treat someone so badly.


EVERY DAY I JUST ASK MYSELF AS I SEE THE OTHER KIDS "is there somthing wrong with me,why do they hate me "


I have a cheeseburger backpack and take to school proudly #cheeseburgerbackpack

melanie pineda I had one, I am overweight but not by much. I was called fat and I didn’t wear the bag anymore and I still have it to this day but I am still <br>Self concise about wearing any clothing with food pictures on it.

melanie pineda I had one, I am overweight but not by much. I was called fat and I didn’t wear the bag anymore and I still have it to this day but I am still
Self concise about wearing any clothing with food pictures on it.

Heck yea. I have two SU shirts. One from Hot Topic and a custom made Lapidot one

MyTwentyØneCryingPhansPanicingAtTheDisco OMLLL YADHHH STEVEN UNIVERSEDE

Hazy yea u right about that. And trust me I didn't always have the confidence to take it around and be my child ish self. I still don't have much confidence but my cheeseburger backpack sure does help. Even if I am called a small fat child ish girls

I'm also 15 who proudly wears a cheeseburger backpack with a Steven universe shirt. And I love it

Yess! That's so awesome! I saw a girl with a cheeseburger backpack but I was too shy to compliment her even tho I wanted to, still regret not complimenting her

melanie pineda CHEESE BURGER BACKPACK! CHEESE BURGER BACKPACK! Steven universe is my lifeeeee


I had a very hard hearing dodie because she wasn’t talking very quietly, quiet enough for me to not hear, and my family was speaking in Tagalog very, very loudly. Though, I started crying near the end because I thought that little message was really sweet :”) ♡


You're voice is the cutest thing ever omg


I think people attempted to bully me? Honestly I've always lived apart from reality and am notoriously oblivious. I only remember two times when someone tried and i gave as good as i got and never got bothered again.

The first was in first grade. I was short so this boy in my class (same height as me btw) called me a kindergartener. I literally told him "i may be short but at least I'm smart" and he never talked to me again. Idk why that was such an effective comeback. I probably got made fun of behind my back after that but ... whatever.

The second was after moving states and in seventh grade. Im fat and some girl i didnt even know came up to me at lunch and said loudly "Are you pregnant?" And i didnt even pause just went "Nope, I'm just fat. But you might be." And i feel kinda bad about the second part because like less than 9 months later she apparently dropped out to have a kid. (In the 8th grade... at 13... like... i hope she's doing ok.)

But yeah nobody bothered me xD I did do basically nothing but read. I was the kid who went through every book in the library worth reading and then half as many that weren't. Its probably good other kids didnt bully me. I had enough at home.


•o• bullying happened in elementary school.. for me that is ..  where kids didnt know really how to harm anyone except for words gum and paper.  I was thankful that it happened in elementary where it was a big enough sin to just push someone down. However, that was my experience. I was a a little teeter totter for those who wanted to pull my arms side to side. I was the mat if people wanted to walk all over me. I was a book where i absorbed every nasty name they said. I was their art canvas if they wanted to stick gum or wads of paper to me or color me red with embarrassment. It was a childs game. Im just lucky i won. I may not be the happiest and i suffer from depression.. but i get to stand by people who love me. I created a family that wouldnt put me down but hear me out on my problems. Im lucky that i made it past that childs game and saw some beauty in my self and in those who bullied others. Without them... i wouldnt be the person i am. So I thank you for the suffering that made me see and learn to never listen to those barks and laughters.

There is beauty in every pain.


OMG, THIS VIDEO HAVE SUBTITLES IN SPANISH.I am so happy, I could undertand :')


Same I was bullied then I lied sense they would laugh if I told the truth when I was in 1 grade I had to sit in a baby seat and when my friends saw they laughed, I hope you have a great day who is reading this, you deserve a good life


i guess i'm lucky, in a sense

no true bullying ever goes on in our school, it's rare that a stranger would go up to you a tease you but, more often then not

here, the closest people to you are the ones that hurt you the most

and somehow? it's worse then being called out by a complete stranger

i don't know if it's only me, but there's a person

she constantly degrades me but i can't be bothered to care anymore

calls me fat, stupid, tacky

i've grown used to it

i can't let go

if i let go, i am nothing, i'll be going through school alone

and i just can't deal with that

and sure, i'll be free from her abuse, but i've grown attached

it sucks

i suck


I was bullied all through elementary too. People would tease me for my lips because they were big and my top lip is upturned or I wasn't like them and they would just be mean in general. This one kid, when I was in 3rd or 2nd grade said he would never marry me or a girl like me because I was black, at the time I didn't know what racist meant but it still offended and I felt hurt so I became insecure of my skin color and wished I was white. I would have friends but they exclude me from stuff and I would be left alone which was was around 4-5th grade and by the time I graduated elementary, I had no friends to go to and it was just me and my family. I would almost cry everyday because of how bad the kids would bully me, just thinking back at it now, it seemed like I was depressed but I didn't know what that meant at that age. When I want people to like to me, I would do whatever they did, if they didn't like this person, I didn't like them or if they didn't like this musical artist or group, I wouldn't either (like one direction but don't worry, I love them to this day but I still feel like a fake fan for "not liking" them at some point). 6th grade took a while to make friends but it happened and I still stuck to those people. Middle school got better and I began to get more confident in myself and wasn't a sheep (follower) more people started becoming my friend and I was a lot more happier than elementary. There is a few times where I would get teased but I would defend myself...and maybe go off on them a lot but hey, that shows I'm stronger now. I'm not messed with as much by my former bullies because hey stopped, even one girl who used to be mean to me is like really nice and a great student, who also seems innocent, unlike the other popular ones who wants to head down the wrong path. I just started high school and it's still getting good, even though there is moments where I still feel lonely, I have friends who I can go to now. To my fake friends and bullies, please have a nice life even though in my head I kinda wish for the opposite but people change!


When you remember that dodie can art. SHE CAN ART PEOPLE.


Everyone's a collage of other people - that stuff hit deep


My best friend. My <b>only</b> friend talked shit behind my back and started to bully me. I have trust issues and can never fully trust someone now.

My best friend. My *only* friend talked shit behind my back and started to bully me. I have trust issues and can never fully trust someone now.


If I recall correctly I think I know who the girl with the rainbow bag may have been.  Do not be so hard on yourself, things were not easy in your class.  Without you in the form she would have been more isolated, as you were one of the few people with the maturity and patience to be friendly with her, until later years when greater mixing in school meant she found her own close knit group, just like you.  I believe we as teachers were jointly culpable.  I always knew their was strain in your friendship, but perhaps underestimated what consequences it put on you when inevitably she was isolated so paired her with you. It is hard aligning perceptions from back then, with the realities as understood now. You are an inspiration to many, I am glad to have glimpsed some of that path.


Our stories are the exact same except I never picked on anyone.


here again to watch this video for whats probably the 100th time. i watch it if i need a cry lol


I am weird. And minor. Introvert. But I love my self💕 <br>I think people treat me the way I treat myself.

I am weird. And minor. Introvert. But I love my self💕
I think people treat me the way I treat myself.


I know lots of people are saying they were bullied, but I have a different story. I, myself was a bully in elementary school. I wasn't the main one, my friend was the main bully, and I supported her whenever she bullied this one kid. Whenever I asked her why, she said it was because he was wierd, and I never once decided to question her reasoning. I didn't even realize I was bullying him. I didn't even realize it when I made him cry. That went on for about a year. Then there was a bully rally at our school to stop bullying, and it wasn't til then that I realized what I was doing. That was in 4th grade. I finally stopped bullying him,  but I never told my friend to stop cause I didn't want to risk our friendship. She eventually stopped too, though. He moved away in 5th grade. At least when he left, we weren't enemies anymore, but we weren't friends either. My other friend(not the bully one) became his friend and kept in touch with him for about a year. I'm just glad we didn't leave off as enemies, otherwise I don't know how I could have lived with myself for what I did. In 5th grade I tried to make up for what I did by talking to him every once In a while, and he talked to me too. I wish I could've done more when I had the chance. I wish I hadn't let the bullying go on for as long as it did. Maybe it wasn't as bad as I remember it. Maybe my guilty conscience make the memories seems much worse than they really are, but I'm going to have to live for what I did. I just want u all to know that not all bullies are heartless, and that some stop the bullying once they realize what they've done. I hope you can learn to forgive them because it might be hard for them to forgive themselves. As for my friend(that was the bully) we still hang out. She never once showed any sign of remorse, or at least not out loud. But I just wanted to tell my side of the story, because im a former bully myself. I do regret what I did, but I can't change the past, so I must live with it


I was bullied a lot, I moved to a new school in kindergarten, did have any friends, but I didn't mind. I'd just play Pokemon and read any school gave me free time. Then I stayed back in the first grade, not because I wasn't smart enough, my parents made that clear, but because I started too early. But I didn't care, as long as I could play Pokemon I was happy. It was my first day with these people, and I decided to try to make a friend, there many people to choose from, somehow I chose the perfect person to talk to, she was kind, we had the same interests, she was amazing. A couple weeks later a girl started to bully us, because we were shy, nerdy, and different than her. Then people started not to talk to me except for two stellar girls, they were nice but I thought they liked me out of pity. People looked at me and whispered, I had no clue why they would do that. The bully would continue to call me names one day then cry the other day about something fake to make me feel bad for her... It worked, and because of that I never told anyone but my best friend. Soon the school year was almost over and one of the girls who was nice to me told me that the bully was spreading romars about me for the majority of the year, I was mad that no one told me till now, and sad that no one helped me, but I was grateful that she told me I must have taken a lot of courage. I did nothing after that to stop what happened, if I could go back I would've told a teacher, but it's too late. The bulling continued, but that's why in later years of grade school I tried to hide being "nerdy," it's why I have trust issues, it's why I have no social skills, why I have no confidence, ect. But I I realized, who cares about what other people think about you like Pokemon way too much, you can like what you like, who cares if you'd rather read, play video games, draw, watch "nerdy" movie's, do math because you like math, think about cool stuff, stare at a wall, and ect instead of interacting with people. There just one thing that amazes me, that that happened in first grade.


You know when I was in 5th grade (now I’m in sixth) I was kinda shy and I didn’t know that people were trying to make friends with me and get on my good side and that made me then feel good and I felt loved but then I found out they only treated me this way because my mom worked at the school and if she found out anyone was being mean to me they would get is serious trouble. But now I’m in sixth grade I’m off at a school with older kids and high schoolers while my mom is back at my old elementary. But being part of the new group of kids at this new high/middle school is scary and isn’t fun. You constantly hear older kids talking about how we shouldn’t be here or that we just don’t deserve to be a such a nice school it hurts ya know. And my best friends both go to my school and are really the only two I can really talk to when I need something or am hurting one of them is a boy and makes friends easily and that makes me happy for him but with me on the other hand I only make people that can make me feel a little less useless ya know it’s like they can watch me fall and laugh but instead they leave me in the ground crying but tell me it will be fine then they walk off. But my best friends friends well they aren’t that nice to me I don’t know I guess I intimidate them because they want to be best friends with him but they don’t understand how much we have grown as people to accept that we will all have other friends and his friends didn’t understand that I knew this kid since kindergarten. But his friends just were rude to me when he wasn’t looking giving me dirty looks one of them called me “ugly” another one smacked me in the back of the head but ya know it’s fine it’s not like I haven’t been through enough being lied to in elementary by someone I trusted having all the kids in my school pretend to be my friend so that they wouldn’t get on my bad side because then they get on my moms bad side. But did they ever stop to think one more lie or one more hurtful word could send a chain reaction and I can stop coming to school or for worse just exclude everyone from my life and wait for everything to freeze so that while everyone else is frozen I can walk back over to where I want to belong in the arms of my best friends and my family instead of in a dark corner with all these laughs these lies and they “promises” people make to hurt me. But there is one thing I don’t understand there is this one girl in my class and she has been lied to and faked by so many people yet she has the courage to come to school everyday with a wide smile and willing to be hurt by people and as long as she helps them she will feel amazing. I.......I used to be that girl but with all these things going on it hurts and I can’t always just fake a smile trust me seeing other people smile because I did it I caused that smile it feels great and this time instead of telling me I’ll be okay and walking away sit feels like they wiped my tears always and then walked away. But no one will read this it’s too long I jut hope no one I know reads this because then they’ll try to “fix” me but you can’t fix something that’s already broken you can only slowly make it better.


Im the top in writing in my ENTIRE grade, so yes.. I also got bullied


<b>agh i want to be hedy's friend!!! she i so smart and amazing and she loves Hamilton like me and she is my age and aghh she is just so freakin amazing!!!</b>

*agh i want to be hedy's friend!!! she i so smart and amazing and she loves Hamilton like me and she is my age and aghh she is just so freakin amazing!!!*


Omg your dodie my twin sister loves your songs 😊


Jimminy Cricket! Does Hedy sell prints on Etsy? 'Cause she should get on that! She is hella talented!


People in my class bully me for watching you, Dodie. But you know what? I'm proud that I watch your videos.They say you're weird and you try too hard. It makes me sick. They think being different from themselves is weird and abnormal. I don't care what they say because, without you, Dodie, I wouldn't be who I am today.

Tobyrobot Thank you! The Dodie community is full of beautiful beans that always brighten my day :)

I'm happy for you :) stay strong, don't listen to your classmates, dodie rocks!


These days people get bullied for wearing Sketchers...

PanicAtTheHamilton21BMCChiplote HoodiesRLife I know, sketchers are comfortable and I don't really care about Nike or adidas


I am bullied I'm 11 and my so called friends were so mean I was called a pig and other things I would be people freinds and they would just abandoned me and say I was not cool enough when this happens stand up to them ! Killem with kindness


I love you the girl with the rainbow bag i just wanted to let you know you are loved and you are brave and you are smart


strange that calling a person a witch could be bullying.


As a person who hates youtuber books... I'm genuinely looking forward to yours


ive never been bullied. ok thats not true. in fourth grade people would call me a dwarf or a midget and hang things of mine over my head, because they knew i couldnt reach. but that stopped once i stopped talking to them


Don't leave your brush in the water like that! It can mess it up lol


I feel like I can lowkey relate to the rainbow bag girl =/


I get bullied by my teacher.She said that if I tell anyone then I'll get expelled.HALP MEH!


psh FORGET ABOUT ASMR, LETS LISTEN TO DODIE TALK WHILE WATCHING A SATISFYING ART THING

starts crying after watching it

psh FORGET ABOUT ASMR, LETS LISTEN TO DODIE TALK WHILE WATCHING A SATISFYING ART THING

*starts crying after watching it*


All throughout elementary and middle school I was teased for being annoying and obnoxious since I was a really hyperactive kid, and I didn't have a lot of friends, I was mostly friends with the weirder kids in school, and people would tease my friends and it made me really upset. I didn't really speak up for myself so I often was isolated and alone, clinging to the outskirts of friend groups. Today I have serious abandonment issues and I'm convinced I'm going to drive my friends away, or that they don't like me, or that I'm annoying, which stems from years of being put down and ignored, but I'm really trying to branch out from it, so I can be more confident when I leave for college next year :')


I'm crying in class and it's this videos fault lmao


If you are the girl with the rainbow bag, please add a comment saying you are❤❤


I’m a girl who loves rainbows and unicorns. Some people would call me rainbow girl but nothing mean. Do not bully people or just don’t be mean in general. One day the people who you bully might be successful and is cool. Just choose kind.


NO WAY DID HEDY DRAW ALL OF THAT?!?!!!!!??!


I don't really understand bullying victims who turn into bullies and I never have. I was bullied throughout school and it nearly killed me. I would never do that to someone. However, I do appreciate that you are genuinely apologetic and I love your videos, Dodie. You're not a bad person, you were desperate to fit in and I get that feeling even if I don't understand hurting someone else. Bullying can eat you alive. It got to the point where I was in therapy for 2 mental illnesses and attempting to kill myself. Thank god I'm happier now. To anyone being bullied, I know it sounds cliche but I promise it gets better. You're worth it and you should absolutely stick it out to see the person you become. I'm so glad I saw it through.


I am the rainbow bag girl it's okay for what you have done to me during the past I forgive you. I threw away the rainbow bag because I felt sad but I still miss that rainbow bag. I forgive you Dodie  and it's okay.


i will never not cry listening or reading this


I'm kinda always in the background, even when I hang out with friends, they don't let me take part in a conversation, they kept talking over me. That was back then, I did only have 2 friends that always let me talk and take part in a conversation:). But I soon found out that they were talking behind my back. And they weren't my friends anymore. Now I don't have any. it seems like I only get bad luck having friends. now I'm stated the "Drawing girl." I draw instead of socializing. I draw instead of eat at lunch, I draw instead of playing on the playground. But I like it that way. I have less worries. You don't always have to have friends to be happy:)


This is out of context but like she can draw, paint, sing, play a bunch of instruments, and she's beautiful! She honestly I perfect


am i the only person that cant imagine dodie as a bully


Sad. People who are bullied often become bullies. And when they bully the victims also become bullies. The sad vicious cycle


Off topic but I love your voice sooo much


i've been bullied most of life too. It sucks. Especially when there is no one there for you. Heck, i'm 15 now and it still happens sometimes, some forms hurting more than others. The worst thing for any bullied person is to become the monster they hate most. Everyone, don't be afraid to stand out and stand up for each other, whether you know the person or not.


I clicked on this video as soon as I saw the title because I got bullied and so I bullied


Annnnnnnnd there is the book plug. :P I'm teasing, you're lovely!


Actually I am homeschooled but except in preschool - grade 4. And if anyone actually had a rainbow bag in my class I'm pretty sure you'd be the most popular one there. Cuz everyone would want a rainbow bag in my class 😂


Not everyone is a collage of their favourite people. They might inexplicably be versions of their parents who might not be their favorite people.


Well, look where you’re at. And look where they are.


I feel like a bully, not that I made fun of people. But I was very hot tempered. The second you make me mad I will roast you (surprisingly well), when I was in school it was <b>usually</b> me playing around though, not being at all genuine. Although many didn't realize this. I also slapped my sister...every day. I'm a jerk :D.

I feel like a bully, not that I made fun of people. But I was very hot tempered. The second you make me mad I will roast you (surprisingly well), when I was in school it was *usually* me playing around though, not being at all genuine. Although many didn't realize this. I also slapped my sister...every day. I'm a jerk :D.


Let's find the girl with the rainbow bag!!!

Camryn Singsandreads We could just try to trend on twitter or something. If she wants to be noticed she will reach out to us. If she sees it but doesn't, than we'll just move on. I don't think there's anything wrong with that

I hope SHE finds THIS but WE don't find HER. Respect her privacy please.

Pakislav __No. Let's not. There's a reason Dodie does not mention her by name.

Pakislav what if she's like a super gorgeous model or really successful 😂

+mirandawatson99  you are probably right

+mirandawatson99  you are probably right

I twenty third this!! (Hope she dosen't mind)

I understand she might not want to be reminded of her past, but she might also wonder why dodie amd other bullies were mean to her. If it were me, I would love to hear this coming from my bully, it would give me closure. So I am excited to find her as long as we do it carefully and don't invade her privacy. As long as we do it respectfully, I think she would love it. And if she doesn't, I think she would still appreciate our effort. It'd be cool to know what Dodie feels about this.

YATH GURL!!! also, im the 911th like on this comment. MOMENT OF SILENCE PLEASE.

WELL LET'S NOT SIT ON OUR ARSES AND GO ON TO TWITTER OR INSTAGRAM FIND HER!!

twentieth this, as long as none of her personal privacy is invaded!

DO NOT i very much doubt she wants to be reminded of what she went trough when she was younger I do believe your intentions are of kindness but leave her be she has most likely has moved on. The past is the past, let hers be.

lets not. she might not want to be found.


when I read secrets for the mad I knew something sounded familiar


This video proves that bullies were bullied


Ik I'm late to this video but I'm kinda in the same spot as you it all starts off with the first year of highschool I had 2 friends loved them so much and did everything with them after a while we left 1 of those friends out all the time. Pranked her even though they weren't funny made fun of her and everything after a while another girl joined our group and was teasing her then near the end of the year I started realising what I was doing and made sure we backed away from her. The next year came by and I started feeling excluded I only started realising after they punched me and beat me multiple times pulled a prank on one of them and she comes to me and diggs her nails in me I started hanging with other people and doing my own thing I ended up having a huge fight on the phone with one of my friends and got back together after a while. Then I left her for Good and got on with my life then they started bullying me for no reason. Steal my food, throw things at me, call me names or try to get me mad she did it to me and my new group of friends (the one I left at the start accepted me back in) my friend was very upset with the bullying and would end up in tears in the office. Through out that year we went in the office so Manny time thinking we got them but never did they always got out of it out school really only cares about the way out school looks and we're number 1. The next year (this year) goes and I'm alone. 1 of My friends who got bullied left school only comes to school once a week. They left my other friend alone and now just pick on me. It's not easy having to deal with bullying while your sister is suffering from depression when U see messed up thing happen cause of depression. Till this day I'm still sad and I feel so alone. Outside of school I have no friends what so ever and I still get bullied. It just annoys me that the school is doing nothing to help me the teachers basically bully us. This is probably Kama from being a douche to my bff on the first year of highschool.


i just want to know how you can get more creative than dodecahedron


I'm LOWKEY in love with hedy... but she's older than me, so it's ok right??? RIGHT??? RIGHT??????? I'm only turning 12 tomorrow.

Hedy looks so much older than almost 13! Idk might be just me

EstelleFoxy heyy!! i'm turning 14 tomorrow !! birthday buddies!

that's definitely not weird, it's totally normal to have crushes on people around your age. I think my girlfriend and I are around the same distance apart in age as you and hedy (I'm 14 and they're 13)

EstelleFoxy she's younger than me and it makes me feel awkward and idk why

You're lowkey in love with hedy? im freaking highkey in love with her lol.

EstelleFoxy she's two years younger than me😟 but in august she'll be 13 and I'll still be 14

me and hedy are the same age and i have a tiny crush on her lol

Same and we are actually around the same age the only problem is I'm in a different state and country lol I'm from Los Angeles

Umm.. Thats a little weird, but then again, I won't judge 👌

That's okay because I have a crush on dodie


I don't get bullied, I never bullied (once unintentially and another time i was so little i didnt get it) but i kinda bully myself


Yo this is a fuckin mirror I can relate so much !!!


“Everyone is just a collage of their favourite parts of other people”


Because ur book and nodderellas book come out on my birthday I'm going to get them for my birthday 💗💞💗


to be honest, I did not remember my school days. I'm not sure if they were bad and I'm not sure if I was the bad guy. I didn't have a hard time (as what I could recall) and I am really afraid that I might be one of those bullies. This is an apology for being a jerk : I am sorry if I've ever hurt any of you and I hope you can forgive me.


I wonder if the girl with the rainbow bag remembers that one girl who called her a witch and watched this video


they would call me beluga. that was everyone’s nickname for me for 2 years, and to this day, people periodically call me it time and time again. i used to dye my hair different colors so people had something to describe me as other than fat. but that just made it worse. they would come up with rotten nicknames and slogans. i bleached my hair blonde and got bangs and a girl said “she looks like cleopatra got ran over by a bus”. that girl was my bestfriend.


this is the reason i was always kind to my bullies. i knew they were the ones who needed love the most.


I've been bulled my whole life I still do get bulled I'm all ways that sky person and lonely I am very different to other people I just don't want to be around people


btw
I love this video

I was the non-athletic G.T. otaku who did nothing but draw all day


Actually that isn't that bad because you accepted it and now you can talk about it and Don't feel afraid of it.


Dodie bullied me because she forgot to capitalize “I”


Am I the only one that wants more videos like this


+doddlevloggle<br>This is a nice Draw My Life, btw 🙂

+doddlevloggle
This is a nice Draw My Life, btw 🙂


Petition for dodie to sell the paintings


I love u. That was defnitly one of my favorite videos❤


At school when you were getting bullied i feel bad for you and you will bullied me that even feel worse because a bullied girl was bullying me but i never cared about anything i was magical and i am magical but i am also a savage now and let me tell you that i was the girl with the rainbow bag


Did you show this to the girl you bullied?


This is sad. No matter how many stories I hear, it's sad.


for the whole video i was thinking you were the one drawing this, but then at the end of the vid i knew it was Hedy


im watching this for the third time and only just realising it was by Dodie


I was bullied and was depressed in the 4th grade. Since then I stutter I have a awkward disposition.


at 2:24 i was really worried i thought hedy was dipping the brush in a hot chocolate

trust me ive done it before....

not fun.


I had to unlike this just so I could like it again.


It's kinda odd to talk about bullies then plug you book


dont worry i was a bully and i got bullied


You weren't the only one.
I was a bully too, but it starting in kindergarten, first day of kinder.

I was first excited but, since I was the only Asian kid there, they looked at me funny, and we are usually short, I am tiny, they would call me midget, I had a little mustache and I was a girl, they would also make fun of that too, it drained my happiness.

Primary School came, I wanted to change, I wanted to be like the kids at kinder, so I became a bully.

but then, there was another girl, she helped me, she got back my happiness and everything I used to have, she helped me build up my courage, but then, she left.

But I used the courage she help me build and tried to make some friends.

Now, Life is great. c;


I thought you were only good with music... you can't be an artist too! This just makes me feel bad now.


i don't like these comments, completely rejecting the conversation of how she bullied someone, i know she apologised, but bullying is very, very strong on a person.


has anyone else realised at 2:26 the drawing on the right looks like dan TDM ?
no... just me?

Pebbles Gall YO I THOUGHT THE SAME THING

the phandøm phamily with a løve for drama


In the end the bully always wins, lets be honest. They won, and thats that.


“everybody is just a collage from their favorite parts of other people”


most people are afraid to bully me because I hang out with older people, I dont use my friends just so I can not be bullied but because they are my greatest friends. And when I go to highschool I wont even see my friends anymore because they are all going to a diffrent highschool :(


The bullies remind me of the background gems in the episode of Steven Universe that had Garnets origins


Wot im not crying thats just rain from my eyes


The description of the girl reminds me of Luna Lovegood.


Only dodie would take the fact she was a bully and turn into something "cute","artsy" or "tumblr". Very very immature


I hope the girl with the rainbow bag sees this <:)


I wanna hug you and yell at you at the same time ._.


When I was little I was bullied for my spongebob shoes....i ended up biteing my bully

I was a savage 5 year old


i can relate to this video a lot, i still feel terrible to this day but one girl becamemy best friend now, we're like sisters and she's the only person helping me through my depression which makes me feel even worse because i feel like i don't deserve her and her kindness because of what i did to her.


Do"decahedron" is in fact very hilarious


"everyone is just a collage of their favorite parts of other people"

Your prose could kill


i just realizedi watched this a year/few years back,and just found this on my now favoritesinger's vlog whom i didn't know eXIsTed when i first watched thisiTs A sMaLL wORld aFTer aLL


I was bullied and I became a bully to my bully...


i know a kid who goes to my school who has a backpack of the purple cat from sailor moon. it's quite cute actually


dodecahedron? Private school yeah? There is no way any kid is shouting that across a play ground without they themselves being mocked.


I commented this 4 months ago and then commented it again just now lol


I have been bullied from grade two (7/8 yrs old) but I was the shyest kid in the whole school. It has been continued and I’m now in high school (grade 7) and this year I learnt to stand up for myself even though this year has been the worst year of bullying it was worth it. But the sad thing is, my bullies were my BEST FRIENDS. Two of them even got suspended then one left the school because of the suspension


i love your signing voice but IM MORE IN LOVE WITH YOUR SPEAKING VOICE AAJDJDJDJKSSK


I'm not lying I am kind of a bully but I don't really ever get bullied a teaser about me but seeing this is think I might stop being a bit of a bully


please keep the English and Portuguese subtitlesss🥰


" My mommy says to always wear a coat
but it's warm and it's heavy and we're trying to float"

" *My mommy says to always wear a coat*
but it's warm and it's heavy and we're trying to float"


I really want these pictures on my wall.


I wsnt bullied then I became a bully and I started to feel like I hated my best friend I had for 4 years


I’ve been bullied since 4th Grade, and only recently have I thought about killing myself. Few days ago, i tried. i tried to end it all. i still want to. but i have such a long life to live. i was called on this earth for sOmething, i swear. i don’t know what, yet, but one day i will know. and until then, i will try remain on this earth.


YOUVE GOT A BOOK? HOW DID I NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS


In my school the majority of 5th and 6th years have (depending on gender)
Adidas/O'Neill/anyotber sports shitty brand
Or
Princess/ Disney backpacks
And then there's my friend group who have black backpacks
Then that huge group of 1-2nd years who have plastic transparent bags with glitter inside them...... not the best but eh


Disaris Aura Jesus Christ me too and I felt so guilty until this started playing

I was going to like this comment but it has 420 likes

almost did it but when i saw this was up i was alrady at the end so  i just nah

Disaris Aura yea, I just left their d&pgames video.

Disaris Aura Aah, I almost started crying because I was so conflicted about whose to watch first but I already started the gaming video

Disaris Aura I came right after watching Dan and Phil

I make comments cuz this is my commenting channel

Me too , I was watching their latest video on their gaming channel , then Dodie posted and I was like , sorry guys priorities


I recently made a video called Dear my bully. If you wanna check it out that's cool however it's pretty lengthy cuz I ramble alot


This really calmed me??? What the heck??? Pls do an audio version of your book with you reading it out loud bc I feel like it'd be the most soothing thing ever


i honestly relate to dodie so fucking much


Nah I've been bullied to the point where my own mum would let me stay off school and if one of the instigators made a video with drawings and colour I wouldn't forgive them


Well shes not confident cause you called her a witch 😂

Hâŕřý Wíĺšøñ


This vid made me fall in love with english!


yoo i thought dodie was drawing til i read the description after finishing the video lol


All this happening to me too it's horrible but it's great how you came out through the end as a happy person were all broken


I'm 12. In my school, being nice gets you nowhere. I like to be nice to people but that makes me 'uncool' or 'unlikeable'. So I don't talk much. I only really hang out with guys because they're the nice ones. The girls just backchat about people and laugh at people who are different. I'm the only girl in my class who wear trousers. That doesn't help...  I also have big-ish thighs so they look kind of weird, but I look horrible in a skirt so I stick with them. I suck in my stomach to the point where I can't let go anymore. It hurts to. Because of my 'boy-ish' personality I'm called a lesbian. There's nothing wrong with that but it still hurts. I have two real friends, one doesn't go to school and the other doesn't talk much and is shy. I pretend to fit in but it doesn't work.

To anyone who is going to say that I'm doing this for attention. I'm not. I would never tell anyone face to face, or with them knowing who I am. It's better for me to say this stuff anonymously.


I love how she talks about the rainbow coloured bag girl like she's still that bullied little girl, like Dodie's made her immortal. When she talks to her at the end it's in present tense but to the old little girl. I find it outstanding how she's done that, maybe to make her remember not to be mean et cetera or to always haunt her


I be bullied every single day
No one ever helps.
God I wish they know what els happens in my life
Once they tried to threaten me .
I almost killed myself until my bestest true friend helped me


I really want the girl with the rainbow bag to watch this now


I wasn't bullied, but I was made fun of a lot. I would be left most of the time. By the end o elementary school, I had no friends. Beginning of six grade, I made a friend. She turned out to be a cheater and most likely wanted to be friends with me to get good grades. She would always shout at me and get into fights for no reason whatsoever. It was really hard but I had to end our so called "friendship". By the end of six grade I had made another friend, and she was amazing. Sadly she moved away by the beginning of seventh grade.

 I changed class after a month of seventh grade. I knew no one. I had to choose a friend group. So I chose one. And it was the best decision of my life. They were just like me. They were awkward introverted teenagers who love old bands. They also love Dodie. I've been friends with them for almost two years. I'm going to have to leave them when I go to high school and I don't know how I'm gonna survive.


i was a small skinny kid, with few friends. i was teased for drawing only girls, and teased for not wearing fancy clothes, and rarely having a original outfit;just the same old skinny jeans and purple shirt. one girl in particular would put cafeteria food into my backpack, or poke me with pencils, and once stabbed me in the side. the bullying was terrible, and has caused me to be careful about what i do or say around people. i recently found the girls instagram and started treating her like shit. i realized that is not the way, and stopped.


The rainbow backpack girl seems like someone I would be friends with.


Parents: Yeah I was bullied and now the people who bullied me have bad lives :)
looks on youtube
Me: EXUSE ME doodlevloggle has 689K subs, and you dont even have youtube.
Parents: yeah, and?
Me: SHE WAS A BULLY
Parents: ... what have I raised

Parents: Yeah I was bullied and now the people who bullied me have bad lives :)
*looks on youtube*
Me: EXUSE ME doodlevloggle has 689K subs, and you dont even have youtube.
Parents: yeah, and?
Me: SHE WAS A BULLY
Parents: ... what have I raised


Candice was a good bake-off winner, good times..


And then there's me,  a crazy, gay,  idiotic biatch who has no special story apart from being bullied slightly. Heck,  I haven't even came out yet.


HEDY IS THE SAME AGE AS ME AND SHES SO MUCH BETTER AT ART IM SO UPSET WITH MYSELF


In elementary school (now) I got a banana skin in my hair... Yeah... 😂


you're doing better than me. im quite, dumb  and im bullied


OMG thats the same story of my bullying story


You did a really good job drawing Dodie 💛👌😘

True im obsessed. Plus there both wonderful talented people so it make since that you would mistake one for the other lmao :^))

Her and Dodie look so alike when it's from that angle 😂👌 but let's be honest it's still really good drawing

HeavyDirty TaxiCab <br>It was her sister Hedy! ☺

HeavyDirty TaxiCab
It was her sister Hedy! ☺


ik this is weird but hedy has nice hands 😂♡


Ok so my guess is she apologizing to the girl with that raibow bag and....... she apolegize many years later Amazing job doodie👍👍👍👍👏👏👏👏👍👏👍


I'm autistic,so I got bullied..
And of course,I ain't got no friends boi
So my brain kinda just tell me
"You dont need any friends.they're useless."
So,that actually make me feel better!
But when I got to a new environment..
*sigh*everything just went down.
And I have tourette's.
An issue that makes u twitch uncontrollably
Aaaaaand it got much worse when I'm nervous so yea hahah😅


I want you to be my mom
Resons
1.soothing voice
2.calm
3.loves to draw(me too)
4.glasses
5.long hair

plus lgbtq+ supportive and that'd be nice to have before i come out


Id rather watch a video called ‘i was a bully’ than ‘i was bullied’


I don't understand why people not at my school and teachers at my school always talk about "Oh there's bullying everywhere everyday" and I'm like Tf where? I don't see no shit! And I look and look but I see no bullying...one time my literature teacher told us to write about us being a bystander...
Me: IVE NEVER SEEN BULLYING
Teacher: your lying
Me: OK whatever
I swear tho...I never saw anyone be bullied and ive never been bullied and if they try to then I smack talk them till they leave me alone...so idk
Also people say that bullies are people who have gone threw something difficult in their life and try to take it out on someone else but I used to be a bully because of people I thought were weird and cuz I thought it was fun...I was fine at home tho so again...idk


I really hope the rainbow-backpack-girl is watching this pleaseeeeeeeee please


I'm a teaching assistant and was bullied when I was at school. Bullying is something I'm very aware that happens in secret most of the time and it's something I will always try my best to stop and stop people feeling the way we did at school because I didn't have a teacher stopping it when I was at school, and now the power is in my hands. Bullying will always happen but there are ways it can be lessened and victims can be supported 😊


i re watched this in full speed just watching the colour of the water change lmao


But please do tell... did the girl with the rainbow back end up right? Apart from this, has she reached to you or have you reached out to her? Just a little contact between the two of you could set things right forever :)


Where did Hedy get her watercolour palette?!?!


which water colours does your sister use???


Maybe you should contact the rainbowbag-girl dodie?


So was getting bullied (getting called acne face(cause I have 4 tiny pimples), chubby, wannabe, loser, Unwanted gay person (yep I'm gay) and alot more) so it got to the part the started abusing me but now I'm really thin and pretty and most of the guys that bullied me has a crush on me now and they know I'm gay....and that I like both genders so they think they have a chance XD


H E Y M A N. it's lances birthday today. Also the drawings are amazing


Could anyone tell me what paint was used. Awesome video btw.


if shes a bully then how is she an artist?


Unrelated, but I have that paint set thingy! 🎨

I just recognise it as the one from primary school😂


I like the girl u called a witch reminds me of luna lovegood


I laughed when u said which is funny looking back at that


Doddie,I learnt freckles and constellations on the Ukulele