I see you do indeed have a drink problem.

you keep spilling it.

fyi for everyone saying "congrats u got pinned" this is dodie's dad :)

I heard that it's an entirely different kind of comedy, all together.

Ralph Clark isn't that from the movie airplane?

That's a thousand gajillion. And don't call me Shirley.

A bazillion times?  Surely you can't be serious?

Everybody has seen airplane a bazillion times

Particular Lee her brother's name is iain or ian? Im not actually sure how to spell it

Haha lol I read the first part and was gonna be like "wow that's harsh " then read the rest .. 😂

doddlevloggle hi dodie I love your videos! ❤💛💚💙💜


YES, all good insights. I feel it's like being on a diet and going to a restaurant and being expected to eat the salad. But if you go to the right restaurant then there are a lot of great salads on the menu. This was a confusing analogy. Basically it's hard and I'm finding it reassuring that you're also finding it difficult as I thought I was going a bit mad


don't worry dodie I'm doing this whole sober thing with you💕 , In fact I've been sober for 13 years.<br>I am 13.

don't worry dodie I'm doing this whole sober thing with you💕 , In fact I've been sober for 13 years.
I am 13.

siento que este comentario es un poco irrespetuoso

i’m 13 and i’ve been sober for like a few months after i was peer pressured into drinking beer and vodka, it was disgusting. i can’t understand who likes that stuff. i’m really happy that i didn’t like the alcohol, so now i won’t underage drink lol.

almost 17 years sober.. I'm almost 17 * pats self on back * 👏👏

elin yes same 👏🏻 we’re all in this together


Who else is so proud of Dodie right now?

afalefexafa same, I'm a new fan but I'm in love 😂

Aimee Mitchell I'm always proud of Dodie


i love these little talks. it feels like a conversation with a friend.


Completely irrelevant but you look amazing today 👌🏻

Danika Howell she looks amazing everyday her nose is so cutee 👌😍

she always does , even when she thinks she doesn't.

Danika Howell she looks amazing everyday 😂

Meerp Danika u just got one up'd ma pal, what you gon do about it


Have you been asked if you're not drinking because you're pregnant yet? fun times.


literally drinking wine while watching this lmao

but anyway. i was sober for 3 months recently (due to circumstances) and though i love alcohol, the taste of it, the feel of it, after a couple of weeks you just kinda forget about it. and when ppl drink around you you're like "oh! people do that?? that's weird". it's really nice knowing you can abstain from alcohol and have fun without it if you so choose. so yeah, props to you, awesome of you for trying this!


You're so inspirational that I was gonna make a plan  to stop drinking.  And then realized. I'm 15. And that I don't drink. And that I can't really stop drinking if I don't drink in the beginning


The times I drank are countable on one hand and I relate to what you are saying. If the situation is fun, it's fun. It it's kinda boring- it's most likely because it actually IS boring. How weird is it that we human beings need basically this kind of drug to go to a thing that's boring, that makes in fun? I think that's kind of weird but oh well, probably because I've never been a fan of alcohol.


Proud of you, Dodie, I know you can do it! ❤


I get what it's like being sober at parties. I've never drank and been on lads holidays and nights out clubbing and house parties and it's the people that make the night out for me. If the people around me are happy, I'm happy. One of the best nights out I've ever had was bowling with my friends where we only drank slushes and ate chicken nuggets. You can learn to have fun without alcohol and you can learn to love other people when they're drunk and in your face. There are those of us who understand what it's like to be in your shoes and trust me, it can be a great thing being at a party sober because fun is fun, regardless of alcohol content


Honestly VEDIF is such a blessing I'm in such a bad place and your videos just make me feel so peaceful and calm tysm

XanderSaidHi Stands for Video Every Day In February, bit of a tradition for Dodie to do one of these every once in a while 😊

Hey I hope you are okay right now and don't worry you will find a way and everything will get better

same here, dodie males everything better at least for 4 minutes and 41 seconds

Eelaaf Shah I hope whatever you're going through gets better. Stay strong! ❤❤


I freaking LOVE hearing "I'll see you tomorrow!" It's like "OMG I DON'T HAVE TO WAIT IMPATIENTLY FOR YOUR NEXT VIDEO?!"


Keep being cool, keep doing your thing. Our society at large has a problem when we communally need to blur our vision to feel comfortable in each others company. Ironic too that we push ceaselessly for high definition in all aspects aside from our own raw social interaction.
I once felt like you did, and after 18 months off, it changed my view on alcohol from something that I loved to something that had become meaningless.
Lucy is right; if something is needs alcohol to be enjoyable, then it's probably rubbish anyway. ;)


Thank you for the update :) its really interesting because i think a lot people can relate to that.


hi Dodie! I totaly get you, i did the exact same thing a year and a half ago. I'm currently in medical school (im 23), so there are some mad parties, and pub crawls... (you get the idea and if you ever met a med. student you know how much we drink. PS. more than we need) So i basically stopped drinking and try to understand the meaning and the ways of how to have fun without getting intoxicated. Not gonna lie... it was really hard, people pure pressing you in for just to have one sip, or you thinking that its only 1 beer who cares... but infact i did manage to go without drinking anything and still being social for a month. And i really did learn the ways of having fun. So now its been almost 2 years now, i sometimes drink, sometimes i  dont. It doesnt matter cause in that moment i am with the people that i want and im having fun with or without alcohol. It is not a determining factor that i used to think 2 y. ago.

So yeah! Good luck with your challange. And if you ever need support, you have this awesome communty you have to back you up!

Cheers! hold up a tea cup to cheer
:3

hi Dodie! I totaly get you, i did the exact same thing a year and a half ago. I'm currently in medical school (im 23), so there are some mad parties, and pub crawls... (you get the idea and if you ever met a med. student you know how much we drink. PS. more than we need) So i basically stopped drinking and try to understand the meaning and the ways of how to have fun without getting intoxicated. Not gonna lie... it was really hard, people pure pressing you in for just to have one sip, or you thinking that its only 1 beer who cares... but infact i did manage to go without drinking anything and still being social for a month. And i really did learn the ways of having fun. So now its been almost 2 years now, i sometimes drink, sometimes i  dont. It doesnt matter cause in that moment i am with the people that i want and im having fun with or without alcohol. It is not a determining factor that i used to think 2 y. ago.

So yeah! Good luck with your challange. And if you ever need support, you have this awesome communty you have to back you up!

Cheers! *hold up a tea cup to cheer*
:3


i'm so happy you have made a vid every day in february! i'm proud, and it's made my month alot easier.❤❤


Even though this is a small experiment, I'm really proud of you. Love you Dodie, happy VEDIF 😊


good job dodes!! 12 days sober! also, what do you think about bojack?

The last minute of Bojack season 2 is the most poignant thing I've ever seen in a TV show.


I love that even without drinking you can be so radiant and amazing! You seem a lot happier and your skin is looking really good. I truly am proud of you Dodie


I love how you go for something and you do it without fail... your determination inspires me! I picked up the uke because of you and it's helped me get through some pretty rough times since songwriting helps me calm down and feel happy again. Thank you for being such a role model to me - <3


im so proud of you dodie. you've done twelve whole days, which is incredible! we are supporting you the whole way.


I've been vegan for 2 years now and i still get those dreams where I'm eating meat because I forgot I was vegan, and then I wake up terrified because I'm just thinking "what will my friends think of me now?!"... WHY IS THIS EVEN HAPPENING TO ME??!

Sohaila Abe i gave up dairy and i have dreams i’m eating cheese and i wake up in a panic


I'm really proud of you Dodie !You can do it !


dodie is always so pretty and I'm always so shook by it


I'm so proud of you and how you're always aspiring to learn as much as you can


I'm glad this has been a positive learning experience for you (aside from the anxiety dream). You're a great friend to do this with Lucy this month! <3 :)


Very proud of you Dodie :) you're doing very well and it's good to just try things out and discover more about yourself :)


This feels like a nice learning experience.<br>Good job! Yay dodie!

This feels like a nice learning experience.
Good job! Yay dodie!


dodie, you inspire me to make changes in my life. thank you


Thank you, Dodie. I'm fifteen and I'll soon be taking anxiety medicine (suffered with anxiety all my life, but it's been hella intense since last year and after 6 months of treatment all my doctors agreed I should take some pills) and you just calmed the fuck out of my anxiety attack that whas happening since 3 hours ago. <br>Thank you, so much.

Thank you, Dodie. I'm fifteen and I'll soon be taking anxiety medicine (suffered with anxiety all my life, but it's been hella intense since last year and after 6 months of treatment all my doctors agreed I should take some pills) and you just calmed the fuck out of my anxiety attack that whas happening since 3 hours ago.
Thank you, so much.


i love how honest dodie is. it makes me feel like im really close with her, like shes my close friend and shes just having a conversation with me. i love it ☺


dodie you will probably never reply to this but i've tweeted at you a lot and stuff but i love you, your music, and your content so much. thank you for being you and the amazing person you are


Hey dodie!!!! I love you soooo much hun! I'm so proud of other people recovering from drugs, alcohol, or smoking. Your life will change, hang in there hun!


I'm so proud of you dodie stay strong 💜💜💜


Your skin is looking like radiant and clear lately!! Are still doing that laser treatment thingy ??

Emma Mccarthy If you don't like green tea, you could try cold brew matcha with a bit of agave if you have a sweet tooth. It tastes totally different 🌞

my crops are flourishing. I have 20/20 vision

There's one by Yogi Tea that's Green Tea + Kombucha which sounds weird...especially because kombucha is fermented black tea...but it doesn't taste like anything but green tea and it also has passionfruit flavor in it. SO GOOD I just add a little honey and it's set!

@Amelia W try twinings! they have plenty of different flavors and all of them are way healthier than sodas and stuff and taste way better too, even if some of them aren't green. they have plenty of flavors like orange, cinnamon, blueberry, peppermint, nettle, earl grey etc. and they have hybrids too like orange-cinnamon, blueberry-peppermint etc. i think almost all of them are green, but even if they're not they're h*cking delicious lol

Amelia W I really like Apple and blackcurrant twinnings green tea 😊

Amelia W my favourite is tea is jasmine tea so I like jasmine green , but I like lemon green and apple green as well :)

does anyone know good green tea flavours? ive never really found one i like ://

ClocksInMyPlace green tea helps with skin as it has lots of anti oxidants but it won't stop acne(depending on the type you have) but it will certainly help

Has it helped with your acne? Fellow acne- and acne scar sufferer here.

have you tried black tea? it might be a different name in your area but it's the 'before' version of tea before you add milk. it's honestly delicious with a ton of sugar, and then as you come to wean yourself off the sugar bit by bit it still tastes delicious but your tolerance for bitterness has raised and your appetite for sugar decreases. also, there are so many herbal teas other than green that are still really good for you, so no need to limit yourself to just green. sorry for the long paragraph but im just so h*cking passioinate about tea.

Shannon Matthias your so sweet aww gal I hope so too

Emma Mccarthy dang! That's a shame :( I hope you come to like it one day because it's good for you. <3 !

Shannon Matthias not in the Irish countryside:( we have green tea and lemon green tea. I'm also a bit picky so that doesn't help

Emma Mccarthy really? But there's so many different flavours!

doddlevloggle ah I've been trying to drink green tea but I just can't get myself to like the taste😁

doddlevloggle Tea helps everything!! I've become obsessed with it.

I've been drinking so much water and green tea!!


I watched your videos for a really long time yesterday while I was painting, honestly your music is really relaxing to listening to. I'm only a new subscriber and I really love your musical vibe, and your vibe in general. You're lovely and you're doing so well with the commitment to being sober.  <3


thank you for sharing this dodie!! i've been having a similar problem lately except with smoking and this was a nice reminder that it's been hard to stay sober because i'm bored!! not because i need it. thank you for sharing your thoughts!!


I'm so proud of you oh man dodie you're doing really really well so far


Your videos are the thing that brings me the most joy in the week ;P. I`ve only discovered your channel recently, but since then I`ve been binge-watching your content like crazy and I cant stop ;D. You really touch me (gosh that sounds sooo weird spelled out ;P) Thank you for everything Dodie


this daily dose of dodie gives me joy. thank u for putting in the time and effort for vedif(:


Keep up the good job Dodie! I'm proud of you! ^^


I've gone from watching so much Zoe, to watching so much Dodie. You are officially my favourite youtuber. One of the few that I still watch tbh.


I get so excited when you post! And you're doing great with this sober thing, I believe you'll be able to do it the whole month


I'm really proud of you :) YOU CAN DO IT!! YOU CAN MAKE THE ENTIRE MONTH YOU GOT IT!


Good for you Dodie!!! Keep it up, you can do it.


okay I don't know what it feels like to be drunk because I'm under aged but it's a good influence or impression to put on people that you don't have to drink for fun


Irrelevant but thank you for inspiring me as a musician. Yr 12 has been rly full on and I am tired but your EP release and your amazing music is reminding me of why I do it<br>Thanks

Irrelevant but thank you for inspiring me as a musician. Yr 12 has been rly full on and I am tired but your EP release and your amazing music is reminding me of why I do it
Thanks


Person: hey dodie want a drink?!<br>Dodie: sorry mate no change

Person: hey dodie want a drink?!
Dodie: sorry mate no change


i love you dodie, you're so inspiring omg


In Islam you can't drink and I'm underage anyways but the buzz of having fun without anything is the best I've many times felt that feeling where as I like to call it "sleep drunk" because it's when your acting drunk because of the lack of sleep and It's almost 12 and I have to be awake at 5:30am tomorrow for school so I should probably stop commenting and go sleep lmao

omg me and my gf get sleep drunk constantly and it is a great feeling

YAS I have totally been sleep drunk. Kind of fun at parties. And I totally relate to being buzzed just off of party vibes rather than alcohol.


i'm so proud of you dodie!!! keep it up!


Hi Dodie!
 I have recently discovered you channel and I just want to say that I love how you explain depression. My family thinks that I am faking it and I know that it is very different from being sad and it just feels great to have someone finally explain how you are feeling. I forever thank you for this!
Lots of love,
Sylv ♥☁⭐


Dodie. Could you be friends with Dan Howell and go over to his house? And then maybe make music together? Maybe?

Pina The Fangirl YES THAT WOULD BE TWO BEAUTIFUL SMOL BEANS IN ONE VIDEO

Mary McCasland YES PLEASE YES YES YES PLEAS AND ALSO PHIL PLEASE

Mary McCasland YES please.. lol that would be so cute whaaaat 😁


Do you think that being sober has had any impact on your health so far? even if it only has been 12 days :)x


I love your content so much <3. I'm so excited that you're uploading every day It helps motivate me to clean where I sleep and all that kinda stuff:)


Dodie, you look so pretty in this video. You always look gorgeous. Honestly you're one of my style icons man.


Would u consider doing another la la land cover?

While someone in the crowd would be cool too, the audition song would be amazingly perfect for dodie to do solo.

I NEED A "SOMEONE IN THE CROWD" COVER!!! 💕💕💕 or a medley!!!

Yeeeees! I would love Dodie to cover The Fools Who Dream


Vedif is what I look forward to every day, you inspire me so much :)


Go Dodie!! You got this!! Your reasoning for going sober is so valid and true tooThe ending:)


your such an inspiration Dodie 💛 I love you so much I have seen you grow so much through the 3 years I've been subscribed to you.  I feel like I've been your friend for a long time. I love you Dodie 💛 Also where did you get you glasses I absolutely love them and you 💛


Hey I just came out today as Bisexual🖤💜💙

Alivia Hough Welcome to the bi family! we are amazing 😊😊😊

Alivia Hough I'm so impressed with your bravery! <br>Can I please send you money ?

Alivia Hough I'm so impressed with your bravery!
Can I please send you money ?

Alivia Hough you're my new herooo <3 I wish I was as original, brave and humble as you


This is so good! I believe in you dodie!!!!!💙💛💙💛💙💛💙💛


well done Dodie keep it up! i feel like a lot of people tell me i wont have fun unless i'm drunk. and its simply not true.


It's so good that you actually have realized that you have a problem when you're young. Too many people let it get away from them and make excuses about it and don't realize it until it's too late. This is a really healthy thing you're doing and I'm so proud❤


Is learning the Ukulele hard? I'm asking one for my birthday and i just want Some advice. Thank you!

Nena Zawadka you can play A LOT of songs if you learn Am F G C

Nena Zawadka it's pretty easy. Watch The Ukulele Teacher on YouTube for tutorials and download a free uke tuner app.

Honestly, the ukulele is EXTREMELY easy to learn. I learn most of the basic chords in a week.

imasave yes i love the Ukulele teacher ☺

Nena Zawadka Its easy if you practice alot! I got one for Christmas and i can play fairly good. Its fun too

Nena Zawadka , Most chords are pretty easy and you get better by simply repeating over and over the difficult parts! For starting out, I suggest the song 'Riptide' by Vance Joy since it has all the simple, basic chords that you first need to learn.

Nena Zawadka i learned uke by myself, not previously knowing any instruments (besides piano but that's nothing like uke anyways) and i'm not even musically talented or anything but it was very easy to learn!! TheUkuleleTeacher on youtube is VERY helpful and that's where i learned all my basic skills!

Nena Zawadka no not rly. It might be hard if it's your first, though. I'm not sure because I play guitar, too.

babytherat, thank you for the helpful explanation!!<br>maria 101 happy birthday and congrats!!

babytherat, thank you for the helpful explanation!!
maria 101 happy birthday and congrats!!

1) Congrats, @Maria 101.

2) @Anamika Mahesj, I think the biggest difference in difficulty is the six strings vs four factor. Two less strings to worry about.

Omgomgomgomgomg it's my birthday TODAY and I'm getting a ukulele in about 6 hours, when everyone else wakes up!!!! Sorry, I know this comment is very irrelevant but I am very happy!!!!!

kancho well it's only harder if your used to the guitar, but if you haven't played either before and you want to learn the easier one, it would be ukulele :)

Anamika Mahesj <br>For myself, it was a bit harder than the guitar; since I had gotten so used to the bigger frets and six strings. The strings sound completely different, the chords are completely different, and you have to learn how to shove your fingers onto a really tiny fret.

Anamika Mahesj
For myself, it was a bit harder than the guitar; since I had gotten so used to the bigger frets and six strings. The strings sound completely different, the chords are completely different, and you have to learn how to shove your fingers onto a really tiny fret.

Anamika Mahesj oh it's definitely much easier :)

(follow up question) how is it more difficult or easier than playing the guitar?

Nena Zawadka I taught myself with my grandmas ukulele that she left at my house in like 2 weeks. It's really easy

Nena Zawadka it's the easiest instrument I've learned.

Nena Zawadka I got ukulele lessons for my birthday 4 months ago.  I got lessons and those differ person to person, but for me my lessons are the highlight of my week.  I definitely recommend learning ukulele and just instruments in general.  my advice is to know that you are just beginning to learn ukulele and not to compare you self to other on the Internet.  also remember to practice.

Learning an instrument can always be tricky, so don't freak out if you don't get it right away! (Little things like your hand cramping up and not being able to get strumming patterns can be very frustrating at first but it gets easier, I promise.)<br>That being said, I play the guitalele and I loooove it. Take all the lovely advice that the people in the comments have, and/or find yourself a teacher! Have fun!

Learning an instrument can always be tricky, so don't freak out if you don't get it right away! (Little things like your hand cramping up and not being able to get strumming patterns can be very frustrating at first but it gets easier, I promise.)
That being said, I play the guitalele and I loooove it. Take all the lovely advice that the people in the comments have, and/or find yourself a teacher! Have fun!

I recommend picking a song you like (any song will work, maybe not metal or hip hop or electronic music ^^ to start off with) and googling '[song title] ukulele' and then clicking on the first link that either leads you to ukutabs or ultimate guitar
And then just look at the chords and go on from there! It's a lort more fun and more motivating to learn the chords that way :)

The first two songs I learned were La vie en rose (from himym) and Dodie's Adored by him :)

mimine12344 the ukelele teacher on ytb  is the best check it out

Nena Zawadka
It wasn't that hard for me personally, but I've been playing a little guitar before that so I had kind of a headstart.
Don't give up though. It's so much fun when you know some songs and you can just whip the uke out most anywhere anytime.
I haven't had a bath without playing a few tunes at the same time since lol

Thank you for the people suggesting websites and songs, I've bought a ukulele a few weeks ago but after trying to learn a few chords and strumming patterns I'm a bit lost... Like, I don't feel like I know enough to play real songs / musics but just practicing chords is a bit tedious. And I also was afraid I would never make progress but you guys saying it's quite easy motivates me again :)

I recommend the website ukutabs (dot com), they have all sorts of tutorials and many many songs to play (mostly just chords but some tabs too)

Dodie said in a interview that "I'm Yours" is a great song for beginners :) good luck! fun fact: I've started to play the keyboard a few days because of Dodie <3

Nena Zawadka i thinks it's very easy for an instrument. i mean dodie is like on level 33 and i'm only on lever 7 but it is easy.

It's not hard at all! You'll be able to play the first tunes within a few hours. Getting used to your fingers hitting the strings takes a little time (you'll think it hurts but you soon figure out how to make it so it doesn't hurt). Also, singing along to it is really fun and easy. It's just that fingerpicking and some more complicated chords will take more time to learn.


I have the exact same shape of glasses as you and it makes me so happy!!!
Also, I was really sad and I was crying just a while ago, and when I calmed down a bit my first thought was: "dodie." I watched one of your covers, and now you uploaded a video and this cheered me up so much. Just seeing you and hearing your voice is so uplifting, I absolutely adore you.
Thank you Dodie, for everything.


I'm so happy for this video. Today is my birthday and she said my name in the video (I mean, she was talking about her friend, but it was still my name so yay!) I'm so proud of you Dodie! Have a wonderful life to whom ever is reading this :)


it's so interesting listening to the conversation around alcohol through you and your friends! with me and my friends a lot of the time we won't drink not because it's maybe not totally legal but because we all drive everywhere so if we drink it's literally a life or death situation! i think probably my friends and i hang out soberly more often than not


ALSO MAKE A VIDEO ABOUT HOW YOU WRITE SONGS


silent disco looks like fun! btwI love your veda videos ❤


Vedif is literally making me so happy rn, I mean like there's a few shitty things in my life rn and you cheer me up so much xx


Were all proud of you dodie ^^ keep it up!!


The last time I was this early we didn't have an orange for a president


the last bit of the video is my favorite.  cause we actually get to see you having all that fun you're talking about.  it's pleasant.


Loved the dance bit at the end, quite literally me at any social occasion where music is playing


Very interesting to hear your take on this topic and to follow along this journey with you. Lately I've been curious about exploring social drinking but I also hope to not become dependent on it.


Wishing you the best of luck!!! I've been doing this for a while now and it amazes me how much other adults will peer pressure you into breaking you sobriety before you do, lol.


Its not bad to look like pepe the frog tho


I'm so Happy for you!!! this should be a form of therapy because it seems like your  finding other ways to relax and enjoy yourself without alcohol is really boosting your mental health. personally you have never looked more happy and free from your mind


Whenever I drink now and I feel great with the right amount of being drunk I hear Dodie's voice in my head: "Drink water now! If you want to keep that feeling start drinking water now!"


I love Dodie's glasses! Does anyone know where they're from? 💕


i've never clicked on a notification faster


Amazing work making that adjustment in your thinking. I am two months sober now, because I can stop 'eating cake once I've had a slice,' and found myself feeling the same way during all the celebrations around christmas and new years. It takes a bit to shift gears in your mind.


hey dodie,
I'm new to you, but I can't stop watching your videos.

Recently I had a night out with friends for her 21st, and it was fun at first until it became unrememberable and I almost got alcohol poisoning. While I was recovering, I stumbled across you, and eventually this video. And I wanted to thank you. Thank you for this video, it resonated rather deeply. Thank you so much for your extensive cake analogy, and the points and just you. I'm so glad I stumbled across your videos, and I'm excited to keep watching and catching up.


Go Dodie!!! You can have fun without an aid and sometimes things you thought were fun simply aren't. That a really good thing to know. And it's okay for things to not be fun. Sometimes that's best. You're doing great and I e never thought you an alcoholic. It's just easy to get rid of nerves and unwanted thoughts and feelings by drinking a drink. Even if just one.


hi dodie... do u still feel depersonalization?

It is - or can be.  I would say like... don't think of it as a disorder in the sense of "I'm broken" or something silly like that.  Just do your best to recognize that your brain is telling you exaggerations and outright lies about who you are and what you are in the world, same as a lot of other people.  Try to ignore those lies or remind yourself that they're lies and fight against it.

Everyone's a little messed up.  It's not "wrong" or "broken" and it's also not "weird."  Dodie is so #relatable because she talks about exactly how unhelpful her brain can be... it's just how brains work.  Millions and millions of neurons are bound to get something wrong.

Try to figure out where yours isn't correct, adjust for it as best you can, have empathy for everyone else's uniquely incorrect brains, and live your life!

WOAH I DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS AN ACTUAL DISORDER I GET LIKE THAT SOMETIMES I THOUGHT IT WAS JUST ME

@dani ok Not sure, tbh.  My own occasional anxiety issues are very very different and far less severe\impactful than Dodie's. I can only speak for some of the science that's out there and that it varies a lot from person to person.

I would guess it always sucks though, yeah. On the plus side, we're all in the developed world, so there are worse things in life ^.^

SnappyTurtle21 look up depersonalization! it's a symptom or side effect of anxiety and depression (but it can be its own disorder too!) and it's basically feeling unreal!! and being really out of whack, not being able to concentrate, feeling like you're in a dream and not being able to shake the feeling


I literally can't get enough of Dodie. I need like... a movie or show or something with Dodie so I can just keep watching it.


It is absolutely inspiring you've been able to accomplish what you have been able to accomplish, going to all these events and being strong I just for yourself but also for anyone else that you have in your life that you are supporting. It commands a lot of thoughts and feelings which are somewhat similar to what should be respect admiration or anything of the synonym. You're awesome.


But is that yellow on the mask Dodie yellow?

Heart Eyes Howell do you have a twitter? If you do let me know, there is a heart eyes Howell meme I would love to show you!

Heart Eyes Howell all I've been tweeting her 😂😂

Heart Eyes Howell I think is also also not Doddie yellow


I love the editing in this, especially the squash spillage part lol. what software do you use? x


yesterday was one of the worst days of my life, but i saw a lot of your videos and that made me feel a lot better, thanks for that (:


Dodie! Can you do a video about cleaning your room step by step? It will be interesting! <br>xo

Dodie! Can you do a video about cleaning your room step by step? It will be interesting!
xo


was that ash hardell at the end there???

Charlie Jasper omg I was thinking the same thing, I'm glad someone else noticed too

Charlie Jasper <br>I think it was. And Lex Croucher at the other end! I would have loved to have been there accidentally 🤢

Charlie Jasper
I think it was. And Lex Croucher at the other end! I would have loved to have been there accidentally 🤢

Sami Popcornpup I think she might be doing a collab because ash tweeted that she was in London for the week and asked for collab suggestions

Charlie Jasper I saw that too! It would make sense, she is in London

I thought that was who it was. I was so confizzled for a minute.

Charlie Jasper I thought the same thing!

oh my gosh that's what i was gonna ask!! eep i'm squealing that's so great :DD

doddlevloggle You should totally do a collab with Ash!!

OMG I GOT SO PUMPED TOO and then I was like there's no way it can be her if they're in England. But it was her, yay!

doddlevloggle :000 GOOD i didn't know u guys were pals that's so cute


I'm wheat intolerant but it only started when I was 16 so I know the deliciousness that is actual cake and your cake analogy was too real. The pain of being in a room of delicious cake that you cannot eat SIGH one time I found myself at a pizza and cake party by accident that was some BS. So I feel you but more via the cake metaphor :P Well done anyway!


The cake metaphor is actually a good analogy.  For the last month or so I've been trying to eat healthier and be more active.  And it's definitely hard when my friends are eating unhealthy things that I'm trying to stay away from.  I know it's alright if I have it in moderation, but the fact that I feel the need to eat junk food and don't have the willpower to stop is what bothers me.  It's been an interesting little journey figuring out what I need to do to take care of my physical health and I've learned a lot about myself, mainly that my willpower is not as strong as I've convinced myself it is.  Trying to change my mindset is hard and it's really cool that you're vocalizing how hard it is to make those changes in yourself.


im so glad you are experimenting and figuring out what is best for you ! keep it up


I'm very proud of you for going sober. I hope that although you want to drink, that you stick to your goals because I think its a great idea❤


Last time I was so early I thought I was cisgender

95Grumple ohh well have you seen the comments like "last time I was this early america wasn't corrupt" or something. it's like that but this person was saying that last time they were this early they thought they were cisgender

no sorry, I'm wondering what the correlation between sexuality and punctuality is (I think I don't understand the joke or something)

Hoshiko bless you I am what some would call bad with words

95Grumple what does cisgender mean? is that what you're asking? basically it's when your gender identity fully fits your sex (genitals). Aka not trans/non-binary.


I need to thank you for introducing me to Bojack Horseman!! Yes Dodie!


vedif makes me feel like I have something fun to look forward to. it's very nice <3


I'm so proud of how well you're doing!! It's way too easy to just have a few drinks for the sake of it but it is important to understand that you don't nEED it and it's just a lilfun sometimes when controlled and responsible 😊 I'm glad that I do know my limits especially if I'm not in the mood that night FOR EXAMPLE I went out last night but I could tell when I was getting tired and no longer getting a buzz and not because I was drinking less but bc the music was a bit poop and atmosphere not as full energy lol but also there's other nights where I'll stop drinking as much but get such a buzz from the atmosphere and tunes that I keep going and maybe alcohol helps a lil but it definitely ain't gonna give you an actual life buzz <3


143 likes and 4 views your not drunk but YouTube is


I'm not even of age yet I'm watching this bc I find everything Dodie says so great and pure?¿?


I want a live video so much. You Now needs you, Dodie.


I used to get REALLY drunk from the ages of 14 to 17 - at 17 I decided I had had enough of that rollercoaster... I'm 20 and sober for three years, totally worth it!


dodie dodie dodie! For vedif can you make a video where you explain the personal meaning behind your songs? (ps. you're so inspirational and amazing and your songs and personality are perfection I love you xx)


I spontaneously decided to stop drinking at the beginning of this week. It's so tough, but I'm enjoying feeling in control!


I'm in a bad mood so I'm binge watching Dodie videos


I just remembered something you said when you started the challenge: how it is that Londoners see a heavy consumption of alcohol as completely normal. On a trip in the US I once met a girl from London who excessively partied almost every day of the week. And she was a nursing student, which struck me as an incredibly strange combo. Learning that it is like a cultural thing for you guys is sort of eye-opening, but I still don't get the appeal. I worked at a student's club for three years and saw so many drunken escapades (and ridiculous sums spent on drinks) while tending the bar that I feel like I never want that experience for myself ever again. I hope you'll continue to have great moments and fun without the need for the buzz. It's so much more real!


I like your voice. It's very calming ^-^


Hun, I know its hard. You can do it, your health is improving. It may not feel good, but its doing great. You can do it, if i recovered you cant oo. Its amazing that you inspire people every day, and its amazing that ur learning so quickly , I'm so proud....


I've stopped drinking and it's been about 6 months now. I did feel the same in that I felt like i didn't have fun and that alcohol made me a more open person. But with the not drinking, I realized I'm in more control and can have a better time without it. Alcohol is good for nothing. There's no benefits to it at all.


Thank you just thank you you are in inspiration to me. My dad has stopped talking to me and he is just angry and upset with me I have fallen back down into my depression. I am sad and I cried for an hour. I watched your video in calming down from panic attacks and it helped me so much thank you. I may never be the same because of my toxic relationship with my dad know that at least for this month I have a reason to go one more day because you every day are keeping at it and doing amazing. I can never repay you for how much you have helped me. All I can say is thank you


It kind of happened by itself, but I'm doing this sober challenge with you, dodie. And this weekend will be even more challenging, because there will be 2 birthday parties - one mine. It will be my first sober birthday in a few years. Very curious to see how it goes!


Dodie, what brand are your glasses? I'm in need! <3 Also, I'm vvv proud of you for being 12 days sober. I love you dearly!

ALSO, ASH AND DODIE TOGETHER IN THE SAME PLACE MAKES ME VERY HAPPY!


omg i relate to the dream thing so much. i went vegetarian like 6 months ago and i have anxiety dreams all the time about accidentally eating meat!!!


How do  you be in a situation and take every little drop of wisdom you can out of that event? You seem to be really good at becoming better after tough spots in your life and I would like to be able to do that too install of slugging my way through life. Love the video and your glasses :)


I think there's such power to be found in showing ourselves that we really can live without things that could potentially control us - whether it be alcohol, cake, shopping or what have you. Good on you for doing it young. You'll always have the knowledge that you can have a good life either way


Going sober might do wonders for your mental health - alcohol and depression do not mix.  Also, in my experience as someone who quit drinking for good (recovering alcoholic), anxiety dreams about drinking are extremely common.  You'll probably have a few more this month.


The other day I was watching your videos and my mom walked in and told me I spent more time with you than anyone else...the sad thing is I couldn't say she was wrong XD


I'm so proud tbh <3 I might try this challenge (but with drinking coffee every morning bc it's like I don't have a good day without my 3 morning cups and maybe thats a bad thing)


dodie you stun me at how beautiful you are. i hope you have a lovely day, i love you x


Dodie it would be really interesting at the end of the month if you made a video on how being sober affected your mental health if it noticeably did at all, or if it didn't, and what you think about that x


I would love to see an update of this now. I'd be interested in knowing if she is still sober and if she is how it's going.


my family has big issues with addiction and alcoholism and these videos are so interesting to see an outsiders deep views and opinions of your personal dependence (or lack there of) on alcohol


I went out last night and decided not to drink as I struggle to know my limits and tend to get too drunk and vomit or blackout. It was so nice spending time with friends, remembering everything and waking up hangover free this morning! Not drinking is definitely something I'm going to take into consideration more.


GO DODIE WHOOP CONGRATS ON 12 DAYS SOBER WOOHOO IM SO PROUD OF YOU I LOVE YOU


I've been sober for 12 days too, it's all about who you're with and the music that's playing to have a good night I totally agree :) I don't feel the need to have alcohol ever again tbh, and to help myself I've given away all my spirits to friends/raffle prizes for fundraisers. It's so much better waking up without a hang over and not having to apologise to all your friends for throwing up in the taxi home the next day. I've had some of the best nights out these past few weeks plus discovered some awesome new non alcoholic drinks - why did I not know about ginger beer?! Wishing you luck with your sober journey xxx


As a vegetarian, I often have nightmares of accidentally eating meat. I feel the same, Doddie lol.


Hey Dods, I relate to that anxiety dream so much. I became a vegetarian almost a year ago and at first I had these horrible dreams of eating meat and I would wake up disappointed and guilty but eventually the dreams passed. I accepted vegetarianism like you accept a freckle or something on your body, like "yeah sure that's part of me but it doesn't define me", hopefully you can pass the stage where you worry about it that much and let it be. Loads of love, have a great day 💞✌


I've watched this video twice. Once to listen to your thought provoking revelations and self reflections; and another to admire how attractive you are.


Awww it was nice to see you having a good time towards the end :D


Just got into my birthday day watching your video ! Thanks, love u <3


so proud of you. keep enjoying life sober!


oh my god I LITERALLY DIED seeing you do that little dance at the end, the potjo potjo. It's a dance from my culture and everybody does it on these events where we all come together and there is music and food and laughter. And it makes me so happy oh my god


Dodie I just wanted to say you look very lovely in this video (not to say you don't look lovely in literally every other video because you are beautiful)


Can we see a hair routine? In love with how you wear your hair ❤


Proud Dodie ✌🏼 you don't need alcohol to have a good time, it's not a good resort to end up in if you're feeling down and it can effect your skin if you have acne (like moi) green tea all the way yup


I'm very happy you're spreading this message!! I don't drink and people don't listen to me when I say you don't need alcohol to have fun!! X


I gave up drinking 5 weeks ago today and I have realised how most of my friends social lives revolve around alcohol. It really makes you wonder how much money we waste on nights we don't remember and somewhat poisoning our bloodstreams.


you're so precious and sweet and inspiring and cute<br>Thanks a lot to be here ♥

you're so precious and sweet and inspiring and cute
Thanks a lot to be here ♥


You know, you really can have a lot of fun without drugs.I love this feeling of being drunk from life, without having a sip of alcohol.I don't know if anyone knows what i'm talking about...


I love watching your videos because your always so calm and happy and makes my brain tingle. amsr?


Late I know but starting driving is a pretty big motivator for getting used to not drinking at parties.


I stopped drinking about 2 years ago and recently went to a uni reunion and everyone was drinking and it was the first time in a long time that I've had that urge (it makes my anxiety worse which is why I avoid it) but I didn't drink and I'm so proud of myself.


One thing I've noticed is that she always talks so beautifully about her friends and that's something attractive.


you should do a 'why I love bojack horseman' video bc the show itself is so deep and lovely


Please make another asmr video, I love your asmr videos :D


Dodie I love your videos so much! I freak out whenever you upload

But why do you blink every 1-2 seconds? 😂
Is it because of the jump cuts?


I've been a vegetarian for almost a year now and I also keep getting anxiety dreams where I'm like "oh no oh no I ate something I wasn't supposed to ahhh" and I have no tips for you on how to overcome said dreams but I thought I'd share my experience lol


I'm going sober this month as well and I'm actually really enjoying it! It's really refreshing going home from the pub and not being drunk??😂😂 but yes, drunk people are annoying.


Dodie, when can you make a video about bullet journaling?


Yes mate! you're making good choices. I woke up feeling like shit <br>Lia x

Yes mate! you're making good choices. I woke up feeling like shit
Lia x


i did the same thing with sugar last year. i didn't eat any sugar for the entire year. and at first it's really hard, but once you get used to it you start to notice a lot about how you feel left out and want things more because you can't have them. but you also really learn that you don't need it, and that the only reason (at least for me) that you want it in the first place is because everyone else has it and you're slightly addicted. it's not super fun to go without it, but it's really interesting and it actually helps you to see if you actually need it or if you're just used to having it


Love love loved this!! How was your day dodes?? Xx


Dodie please do another cover of "your song" by Elton John! Ilysm!


So, I have kept myself from drinking since I saw your other video. I also have not drunk a while before you uploaded that so I guess it has been about the same time as you since I drank. I honestly don't know for sure. Either way, when I decided I wanted to take a break from the alcohol I also decided this was a perfect time to stop smoking. I have been using my e-cigarette though, but nonetheless, I have not smoked for a week now (which btw, is a long time for me). I do crave both alcohol and cigarettes a lot... and I mean it. A. Big. Whooping. LOT! But you know, it is manageable and I can already feel it is having some effect which is nice. Good luck Dodie ^^


The only thing I have to say about "boring" events or parties is that yeah, they are boring but alcohol makes them much more bearable AND helps people open up and turn those events into something not as boring! I'm taking this sober month with you btw good luck x


Since I went vegetarian I've had like three dreams where I've eaten meat and then felt like a failure, only to wake up and realize that I hadn't actually eaten any meat


Something I learnt in my 18 years of being sober and CHOOSING not to drink is that people really think it's weird for someone to not drink. My family, my friends and even my parents' friends are always like "when are you getting drunk ?" and i have to keep calm and explain it's my choice and I don't want to


Bojack Horseman is <b>such</b> an amazing show. Wonder which season Dodie's on?

Bojack Horseman is *such* an amazing show. Wonder which season Dodie's on?


Oh my god, her laugh after she said annoying was so cute! 😂✨


I think it's funny you used cake as a metaphor as last year I was not allowed to have any sugar or alcohol for ~ 6 months. So I got both the "Why won't you have a slice of cake" and the "Why are you drinking water at a party" question. Funnily enough less people questioned the no sugar rule, while most of my friends pitied me for not being able to enjoy a drink while out ^^


Good for you Dodie!

I don't drink because I don't like the idea of being drunk, (also I think it tastes gross) but it's always interesting to hear other's reasons for not drinking, they're always so diverse.


Dodie, could you make a video about coming up with ideas for/writing songs? Love you ❤ ❤

It'd sure be great if i could be on your snapchat ;)))))))))))


omg i can relate to the anxiety dream things so much, about two years ago i became vegetarian with a friend but TO THIS DAY i still have dreams where I accidentally eat a sausage and wake up all sh00k


Hey dodie do you have any tips on  anxiety? It seems to be consuming all my thoughts


I am 6 1/2 years sober, it gets easier. I miss it but I don't miss the consequences. Plus, drunk people telling you how proud they are of you for not drinking is always entertaining.


i saw the thumbnail and the title and was absolutely sure that it would be a video of you being drunk, but i appreciated the sweet and insightful video nonetheless! (also on a side note, i've had anxiety dreams about being drunk before too, which is a particularly strange feeling since i have never been drunk. im old enough that most of my friends have been drunk, but the prospect of losing control like that makes me feel rather panicky, which is exactly what the dreams are about)


Sooooooo proud of youuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


having a daily dose of dodie is a b l e s s i n g


i love vedif , make me feel good 👌💕 , go dodiee u are doing great with not alcohol , u dont need it🌚👌💕🎶


omg! I can't drink for medical reasons and I have anxiety dreams about drinking soo often, I guess it's a bit different because if I drink I'll have to go to hospital, but still, definitely something my brain fixates on.


If this is what you feel you need to do right now, that's great. But I can attest that I was feeling a lot of the same ways about alcohol as you and for quite a while it was enough for me to change my mindset to just get LESS drunk LESS often. So more about moderation.And I've been a lot happier.<br>But yeah, it's still not the greatest because when I DO get too drunk (which happens to the best of us) I still make dumb decisions so idk.

If this is what you feel you need to do right now, that's great. But I can attest that I was feeling a lot of the same ways about alcohol as you and for quite a while it was enough for me to change my mindset to just get LESS drunk LESS often. So more about moderation.And I've been a lot happier.
But yeah, it's still not the greatest because when I DO get too drunk (which happens to the best of us) I still make dumb decisions so idk.


Last october was my sober month actually and I realized that not spending money with drinks at bars and such was quite a bit of change by the end of the month! Made me rethink my attitude with alcohol, where i might not want to drink but I feel pressured to bc of the atmosphere and so in my brain im now like its okay! you're also saving some money! Perks!


i love that little dance party at the end - some of my all time favourite internet people there <3


OMGGGG SCREAMING AT THE PART WHERE YOU AND ASH DANCED DRFTGYHUJ


I screamed in happiness when Dodie said she was watching Bojack


Heyoooooooo I'm v proud of you for going sober for a while as all of my friends drink apart from myself and one other friend and when we go to parties or chill together they always end up drunk and sometimes we feel so out of place just because we don't want to drink


Have you found yourself a tinsy bit healthier since going sober? Like, maybe sleeping better or less skin problem time? I dunno, I'm curious about the physical benefits of reducing drinking habits. Also I like this video quite a bit. I've been to only a few parties (I am not very pop.) and the drinking is basically the only activity. Maybe that's just Australian culture. xx Big love <3


Grew up with teetotal parents, and I'm teetotal, so I never really understood drinking in general (if it tastes as bad as it smells, just why?? Mocktails are amazing). But I really didn't like the idea of needing a substance to have fun/make something fun; if something sucks I'll either work on making it legitimately better or do something that I actually find fun? I don't know if it's different with actual alcohol but I never understood that.


Did anyone else go back and watch he laugh like 20 times 💞💞


lol I experienced the same type of dream when I switched my diet to vegetarian. I used to have weekly dreams of forgetting I couldn't eat meat, then wake up in a sweat!


i really love that dodie used the most breathtaking angle for the thumbnail


The thumbnail is simply why dodie is my favorite person on the earth


intense editing. great pace but it's kind of hard to understand what you're saying (as a foreigner) when I can't see your lips doing the sound I am hearing ( am i making any sense). ps: bojack horseman is great. love.


Glad to know you are still doing ok. Thanks for sharing.


That's SUCH an important thing to learn! maybe it is not the best time if you need external help to have the best time...
maybe it's a boring time that's just been filtered over by alcohol!
Bravo dodie, Bravo!❤


This is the kind of quality content I subscribed for. A+ thumbnail


Agh I'm never this ON TIME 😂 love you boo ❤


This is completely irrelevant but I love you hair and the way you dress <3


Dodie I'm honestly so proud of you. Being sober for 12 days is a huge accomplishment. I know how hard it would be to have to watch so many people go around and eat their "cake" in front of you while you can't but you did it! I'm glad you are so comfortable and open with us because it makes me feel so connected with you as a fan. You make me proud. I hope to be like you when I'm older. Love you <3


4:29 I wasn't expecting to see Ash Hardell at the end of your video. You two should totally collab! She's a good egg!


Dodie last night I was also watching the BAFTAS when u were and it was amazing to see that I had the exact same reaction as u when La La Land won an award


My hangover ass is watching this regretting my life choices<br>I think I'm gonna go sober thanks dodie

My hangover ass is watching this regretting my life choices
I think I'm gonna go sober thanks dodie


i have never heard the term "anxiety dream" before and now i am realising things


My sister stopped drinking too, and she's just a lot happier being sober. I'm proud of everyone who stops drinking because they have a problem. Love all you sober beans.


"he thinks I look like pepe the frog"<br>comedy gold right there folks

"he thinks I look like pepe the frog"
comedy gold right there folks


I had dreams like that when I became a vegetarian. I would wake up freaking out because I dreamt that I ate pepperoni pizza. I had that dream at least 3 times.


I still have anxiety dreams about drinking even after 4 years of being sober.


i just wanted to say that you can do it, you are amazing. i love you


a silent disco?!! that sounds so much fun!!!


Question for an end-of-sober-february dodie - do you have an estimate of the amount of money you saved by /not/ drinking?<br>Because, well, I don't know, just curious :'D

Question for an end-of-sober-february dodie - do you have an estimate of the amount of money you saved by /not/ drinking?
Because, well, I don't know, just curious :'D


hey Dodie, love the video! love your Snapchat too (hint hint) 😂


well, this inspired me to do a month without candy. yes I'm an adult and I feel the same about sugar.  😢


I had the same dream but with meat, I've been pescatarian for a while now and recently I had a dream that I was eating a GIANT turkey leg and all of a sudden I was like OH NO I DON'T EAT MEAT and my mum was like "I knew you couldn't do it" how odd


Ugh I can't say how much I love you Dodie why are you so cute


I find it crazy that exactly one year ago I drank alcohol for the first time, not a lot but it was the actual first time. At that time I was 15 1/2 years old and thought that I would never feel the need to drink alcohol ever... little dumb me, now 16 1/2 years old likes to have a drink every once in a while, which I honestly don't find bad as long as I don't get completely wasted every weekend
I actually only drink at birthdays, new years, going out for dinner or something like that and even then not all the time and again just a little
I'll honestly say that I like being a little drunk (that kind where you are really having fun and wake up feeling better then ever the next morning), but if you have the right people around you, drinks are not necessarily the thing you need to have a great time


I loved the little dancing bit at the end. Why don't you vlog for a day in february? I would love to see what a normal day for you looks like, unless you're binge watching series of course hehe :P


damn. I really feel like drinking a glass of squash and a slice of cake 😂😂


DODIEEE !!! You're watching Bojack Horseman ???I freaking love Bojack !! It's such a great show and it only gets better


Proud of you, Dodie! \(^ヮ^)/

on a totally unrelated note, where are your glasses from? (i'm sorry if you've already said in another video or whatever lol, but i've been searching for the longest time and just cannot find that type of frame anywhere)

Proud of you, Dodie! \(^ヮ^)/

on a totally unrelated note, where are your glasses from? (i'm sorry if you've already said in another video or whatever lol, but i've been searching for the longest time and just _cannot_ find that type of frame anywhere)

Liya A. Possibly from glassesUSA? Lol she sponsored them a while ago I think


Can I just say you look absolutely gorgeous!


Dodie, how can you learn to love yourself? I just went to a concert and I had to beg my sister to not post the pictures anywhere because I couldn't stand to see how ugly and fat I look. It's getting to a point of not wanting people to ever see me, I just don't know how to even begin, I truly hate myself with every fibre of my being and it's ruining my ability to enjoy life. I'm sorry you're not a therapist I'm just kinda lost


I've literally never understood why people feel the need to drink in order to have a good time.


I love that you are so aware that you need to just stop. I know you aren't an addict but still ur good


when i turned veggie first i kept having those dreams about meat lol it was so stressful👌


12 days! You're doing good! ^^ (I was worried you'd actually gotten drunk cause of the title, ya got me)


One of my not drinking alcohol tips is drinking exciting non alcoholic drinks. Like if you're at a bar, order virgin drinks instead of just water or soda. If you're going to a house party bring something a bit more exciting, like a fancy lemonade or something. <br>It won't give you the buzz, but it will make it feel like a special occasion in the way alcohol makes it feel

One of my not drinking alcohol tips is drinking exciting non alcoholic drinks. Like if you're at a bar, order virgin drinks instead of just water or soda. If you're going to a house party bring something a bit more exciting, like a fancy lemonade or something.
It won't give you the buzz, but it will make it feel like a special occasion in the way alcohol makes it feel


I literally had a dream last night where I went to my favourite bar by myself and asked to have a 4L bottle of Jack Daniels...? And I drank it all but it didn't taste like Jack Daniels and I got really pissed off


i watched this video while texting with one of my friends who's so drunk at the moment she barely remembers what she did in the past two hours


I spent part of my Sunday watching Bojack Horseman too
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chemistry 😂


Here early again with hopes of a hello here or on Snapchat! Love you Dodie! Stay strong!


i live just to see dodie everyday. HAPPY VEDIF!!!!


firstly, i love these vlogs so much :) <br>secondly, electric slide!!! :D

firstly, i love these vlogs so much :)
secondly, electric slide!!! :D


I went to a party a week ago and then decided to stop drinking at about midnight and switch to water. My friends acted like I betrayed them and wanted me to continue drinking, It was really weird. I decided to completely stop drinking after that night, I believe it's for the best.


I JUST GOT LA LA LAND ON VINYL FOR MY BIRTHDAY IM SCREAMING you're amazing I hope you have a lovely day <3


Lmaoo ive had multiple anxiety dreams where I accidentally ate meat and every time i would wake up from one of those dreams i would feel so relieved (im vegetarian).


At first I thought she said "I've now been 12 days sober, oh no I spilled my scotch everywhere" hahaha


Yay I love bojack horseman! It kinda makes me very reflective and sad, I hope it doesn't make you sad.


i love u so much dodie. keep it up babe!


I am going to miss these daily vids so bad :(


"it's okay, just go away"<br>literally me lol

"it's okay, just go away"
literally me lol


omg i had the same type of dream when i went vegetarian - i dreamt i had meat and i enjoyed it so much and i was like I BROKE MY FUCKING VOW I AM A TERRIBLE PERSON and i woke up and i needed a good couple of hours to actually really it was a dream


It's interesting to think about, but If I go out (which to be fair isn't often) I have to have a drink and get a lil buzzed because otherwise my anxiety gets overwhelming and ruins the night regardless of how much fun I would be having without the bevs


when u're going thru a breakup and relate the stuff u said about not having to drink to feel the buzz abt life to ur own situation hagahgahga what a metaphor dodie ily


Dodie: Oh no, I spilled my squash everywhere!
Me: Okay, so squash is a snack now. A lil weird but okay.
Dodie: *points camera at spilled liquid*
Me: Okay, so squash can be turned into a smoothie??? Oh wait, squash is a drink in the U.K., duh. *palms my own American face*

(but for real tho, what's it like? does it taste good? someone please tell me)

Dodie: Oh no, I spilled my squash everywhere!
Me: Okay, so squash is a snack now. A lil weird but okay.
Dodie: **points camera at spilled liquid**
Me: Okay, so squash can be turned into a smoothie??? Oh wait, squash is a drink in the U.K., duh. **palms my own American face**

(but for real tho, what's it like? does it taste good? someone please tell me)


Dodie you da best, keep going, love yo (and I'm seeing you in march I'm so FREAKING excited yay ok sorry bye)


OMG, I SAW YOU DANCING!!!! MY LIFE IS COMPLETE RIGHT NOW


I'm currently sober too, but because I can't drink on my antidepressants.  If I can go sober as a first year uni student then you can definitely do it 😘👌


Im 18 - I have a weird relationship with alcohol
I dont really like it unless im drinking it, the idea of alcohol makes me feel sick and once I've drank it within 5 minutes i feel like crap but when im drinking it its all okay i guess...
I really dont like being around drunk people either... Just makes me feel really uncomfortable


I don't often drink alcohol so I have been having a frizzy drink free February.  Surprising how better I have been feeling not drinking any.


I can so relate to always drinking 1 or 2 drinks on little events. Just a night at a friend or at the terras always taking something alcoholic. Not because I need to but it's just a habit..


I'm gluten intolerant...that cake analogy is too real. lol DX Good for you though! <3


Ugh I can'tttt. Dodies hair is on point, Dodies lipstick, is on point. EVERY FREAKING TIME, THE BACKGROUND TO DODIES VIDEOS, ARE ON POINT!

DODIE IS SO PERFECT ITS FRUSTRATING 😂😭✨


I like the occasional glass of wine. But when you're over 50 (like me) hangovers seem worse (and last longer) than when you were 20 :-)


i love dodie and i will always do, sober or not


Bojack Horseman is life changing and beautiful and hilarious and amazing


Always remember, those above the influence are the highest of them all... ooooooo deep


DODIE!!! can your next "nails and face mask" be with Dan and Phil???????


At the start, you might not enjoy denying yourself alcohol, but then you will feel more powerful and you'll have complete control of your mind, and thoughts. it sounds crazy and pretentious, but trust me, being straight edge is the best decision i've ever made in my entire life. no alcohol, drugs, smoke, animal meat and all that stuff. it feels amazing to have 100% control of your own body, mind, and soul. I can't wait to live my life whole life this way. it's refreshing and clensing. good luck with your alcohol free period of time <3 and if you can't do it, that's totally okay! drinking is totally up to you! but please be safe <3 much love for you dodie, you're one of my favorite humans


I stopped drinking back in January of 2015 with the exception of a trip to Poland last summer where I tasted homemade fruit liqueur and my brother's 18th the following day. I don't miss drinking :) Silent discos are amazing! :D


Bojack Horseman is so good! It's all fun and games and then it just drops a truth bomb on you and it just fucks you up. Probably my favourite show about an anthropomorphic horse with depression


hi dodie, I'm proud of you for the not drinking thing but I just wanted to check up on you and ask how are you?


we had some past alcoholics come into pshce to talk to us, it was interesting. one thing they said was that there are different types of alcoholism. one person had a binge drinking one, which is when they can go months and months without drinking then drink a shit ton in an hour. the other one needed to have alcohol in their system literally all the time, even if they weren't binging. you could have a mild form of that?


Hey if you run out of VEDIF ideas can you teach us the chords for "Absolutely Smitten"? I would love to play it for that someone special.  Asking for a friend


I find it interesting that some people drink so they can relax and like losing control but I (and probably a bunch of others) are complete opposite... as soon as I notice my speech pattern being messed up, losing fine motor skills etc. I panic and stop drinking. I like the taste of alcohol and the buzz but even the thought of "getting black-out drunk" or "not remembering stuff I did" freaks me out. Not being in control of my body is like one of my biggest fears.


I basically mostly drink in family situations now lol, I actually decided to stop drinking at your cereal cafe show last year (the first one with Conor and Keeva and Lauren) because I drank an entire bottle of wine and I fell down really hard and had the most painful bruise on my leg for ages. It was bad. I had basically drank a lot because I went on my own and felt nervous. Never again. Good show though!


When I grow up I want to be like you because YOU'RE AWESOME AND I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOU KEEP HAVING GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO YOU OKAY BYE


Omg Ash trying to join in dancing at the end was amazing


My mum and her Ugandan friends do the dance at the end to Vulindlela by Brenda Fassie :')


good luck with going sober :) ur doing great so far <3


You are so right, I think this all the time! You can have just as much (if not more) fun sober than drunk. So drinking alcohol is literally for example, the same as pretending a joke is funny when it's actually rubbish - you know?  And I find the concept of wanting getting blackout drunk weird too.. Like people chose to binge drink so that they can have fun the next day remember all the shit that went down the night before... the f?! 😂😂😂 Good for you going sober, I have too for a while now XD


Speaking of sober... could you cover Childish Gambino sometime?


Please do a cover of Jonny boy by twenty one pilots!!! LOVE U SO MUCH DODIE


ahhh Ash at the end!!! all you guys dancing is adorable! <3


wow, I just watched yours and Lucy's alcohol videos. I'm glad you're all right.


Into my 6th month sober. Still really want a drink.


Just curious, how long are you planning to be sober? (fyi, no matter how long, you are completely capable of doing it)


irrelevant but twenty one pilots won a grammy and im so freaking happy and emotional |-/


i watched this whilst polishing off a bottle of wine and it made me feel terrible. So, thanks for shedding some light on my lifestyle. I get it now.


my sister and her friends never had a sip of alcohol throughout high school, although typical of others. many would ask them how she would have fun without the alcohol. but they had tons of fun, and still continue to.


I don't drink just because I don't like alcohol ahah. But I've never judged anyone for drinking or feeling the need to be drunk! <br>Think it's great that you are challenging yourself. It's always good to try new things and move out of your comfort zone :-) xx

I don't drink just because I don't like alcohol ahah. But I've never judged anyone for drinking or feeling the need to be drunk!
Think it's great that you are challenging yourself. It's always good to try new things and move out of your comfort zone :-) xx


Horaaay 12 days!!<br>You're doing really fine!!

Horaaay 12 days!!
You're doing really fine!!


"Its okay! Just, go away..." this is so true lol


3:24 that reminds me of the time i dreamed where i accidentally ate meat and because I'm a vegetarian that dream made me so happy when i woke up because it was just a dream


haha you uploaded this on my birthday.. all I can say, that I wasn't sober that day😁 I'm proud of you though👊💞


i am sober for almost 3 months now and i am thinking about getting a tattoo on my forehead saying : "no, not pregnant."


Dodie that's the best mask I've ever seen.


I love your videos. Idk you talk about real life situations and idk any other YouTuber that does and u play uke and I'm inspired


that's so weird. last Saturday I went to a party and drank EVERYTHING. it was one of the best nights of my life but I spent the entire Sunday almost dead. I couldn't eat anything, my head hurted like hell, I felt like shit. so yesterday, a week later, it was my best friend's birthday and he invited me to a club. I had the memory of the last Sunday really fresh in my mind so I end up having four beers and three waters. today I feel fine. but I was thinking about this, just right before I watched this how I didn't had THAT much fun. it was OK, I had a pleasant time, but it wasn't legendary, epic, memorable. it was just OK. <br>I guess it was because I didn't get massive drunk and this scares me. do I need to be hammered to have a great time?  I'm certainly going to spend a lot of time thinking about this.

that's so weird. last Saturday I went to a party and drank EVERYTHING. it was one of the best nights of my life but I spent the entire Sunday almost dead. I couldn't eat anything, my head hurted like hell, I felt like shit. so yesterday, a week later, it was my best friend's birthday and he invited me to a club. I had the memory of the last Sunday really fresh in my mind so I end up having four beers and three waters. today I feel fine. but I was thinking about this, just right before I watched this how I didn't had THAT much fun. it was OK, I had a pleasant time, but it wasn't legendary, epic, memorable. it was just OK.
I guess it was because I didn't get massive drunk and this scares me. do I need to be hammered to have a great time?  I'm certainly going to spend a lot of time thinking about this.


I like how you decided that the month to be sober is the shortest month of the year bc same


The whitest candy I've ever seen but looked fun and I love you for it lol 😁


im actually doing the same kind of thing lately but with bread products? im trying not to eat bread or fried food and i've kind of just felt and gone through the same motions you have with this so that's cool i guess? also was that ash mardell at the end bc it looked a lot like them


at first i thought you said you spilled your scotch and i was about to metaphorically scold you and then i realized it was squash(??)


I love this. All these points you brought up are reasons why I don't like to drink. Given I'm not 21 yet. but almost everyone I know likes to drink and wants me to drink and I always say no because I shouldn't need alcohol to have a good time. Also, I almost hate being around drunk and tipsy people because like you said they can be very annoying. I would much rather hang out with a small group of friends at home than get drunk at a party that's too packed to move and too loud to think


idk if someone has said this before but, the shirt you made at the museum you went to would be a really cute merch idea just saying (bc i would rly like it it's so cute)


i'd like to go sober<br>but alcohol is my only effective coping mechanism with depression

i'd like to go sober
but alcohol is my only effective coping mechanism with depression


dodie, can you please make a vedif about tea? ❤


lol i'm a vegetarian and i randomly get these minimal-anxiety dreams abt forgetting and eating meat


When my mom goes sober, she drinks kumbucha (fermented tea) when she craves beer. It helps her so I thought I might share.


Just be glad the lemonade you were drinking wasn't red wine 😂


Where did you get your glasses from?! I'm in love !


I like that you can be an inspiration for people who never thought of trying not to drink. I find your "experiment" quite interesting.
I'm 24 and I don't drink. Never. People often ask why I don't, as if I needed to explain myself. I just don't want to.
I think it's sad that our society gives so much importance to something that's not healthy, and not compulsory to have a good time. Drinking alcohol seems to be the norm...

And my overthinking head made me think that it's kind of funny that someone would make this experiment while I would never do the same opposite (having at least a drink per day). What does that mean about me ? Or alcohol ? Or about people ? What is Life ? Ughhh...


Hahaha something easier for me than Dodie at doing (or I'm too busy, but who's busier than Dodie).


Has not drinking alcohol improved your skin condition? I feel the days afterwards i start to break out.


I don't drink at all and I'm constantly being asked how I can do it and I always say well if everyone else is drinking they won't remember or notice my embarrassing dancing hahaha tell you what though some bars have some excellent alcohol free cocktails, also J2O spritz watermelon and apple is great to take to house parties 😜


How is it that even dodie’s stain is aesthetic


Well I'm Irish sooo... but fair play to you!


Ash hardel just joining in so awkwardly!!! I'm dead, that was amazing


Your glasses are lovely!! What brand are they?


I'm vegan and I had an anxiety dream dream about eating chicken. I woke up feeling like a horrible human being.


I love that, I didn't drink for 18 years I know legal age, but I went t party's all throughout my teen years and it's cause I'm happy and have fun without it so didn't do it, also as an anxiety sufferer I decidied not too. Best decision I made now I drink only slightly, love,y healthy relationship which I don't have with plenty of other things!


AND you like bojack horseman?

I am so enamored with you, Dodie Clark ❤


bojack is amazing and it will make you cry!!!


Haha I gave up chocolate about a year and a half ago, and I have dreams about accidentally eating it and feel really bad


is it socially acceptable to buy a pair of glasses with normal glass in just because glasses looks great?


Ash looked like they were going to walk past but then got confused and joined in instead ❤👌🏽


but like the sober life is a GOOD life. it's so much more worth your time to be somewhere and do something when you can actually think clearly and remember what's happened. and if it's actually fun, then it'll still be fun without the couple drinks.


as a non drinker, i feel like all drinkers should at least ones try to be sober whilst everyone else is drunk and think about their life's for a sec to really understand. then life a better life with the understanding/knowledge of what it's like without the alcohol in your body. good video i think you'll learn a lot about yourself and people when you change "minor" things with big influence on your life


3:25  That is probably my favorite angle  on anyone, but especially Dodie 😁


For Halloween she should be a dodie lion ☺


Lesson; sometimes it's best to remember.


dodie the cup you drank out of at the beginning is the same cup im drinking out of right now its fate


Dodie how you so cute ^^

Also I love your outfit in that last little clip where you're dancing <3


Yes, exactly! <b>Learn to enjoy life sober!</b>  Yes.

Yes, exactly! *Learn to enjoy life sober!*  Yes.


Hey you got any tips for dealing with social anxiety dodie?


do dodie's eyebrows look different to anyone else? LOOKING GREAT THO LIKE ALWAYS, DOROTHY.


i've had that same anxiety dream. like i purposely don't drink (partly bc im underage, but since im in college, that doesn't really matter tbh) bc my dad is alcoholic and im scared im going to be like him. addiction runs v strongly in my family so i try not to do anything that could lead to an addiction, like drinking or drugs. but one night i had that same anxiety dream, where i had downed an entire bottle of wine without realizing. and like dream-me noticed that and started panicking bc i had broken the one promise i made it myself. when i woke up, i had to like focus on remembering if i actually did that or not. but yeah i understand the panic that those dreams can involve. <br>im so proud of u for doing this entire month sober. i know it's hard, but you're doing it for such a good reason and you're doing great!!! i wish u all the best! so much love to you, dear!!

i've had that same anxiety dream. like i purposely don't drink (partly bc im underage, but since im in college, that doesn't really matter tbh) bc my dad is alcoholic and im scared im going to be like him. addiction runs v strongly in my family so i try not to do anything that could lead to an addiction, like drinking or drugs. but one night i had that same anxiety dream, where i had downed an entire bottle of wine without realizing. and like dream-me noticed that and started panicking bc i had broken the one promise i made it myself. when i woke up, i had to like focus on remembering if i actually did that or not. but yeah i understand the panic that those dreams can involve.
im so proud of u for doing this entire month sober. i know it's hard, but you're doing it for such a good reason and you're doing great!!! i wish u all the best! so much love to you, dear!!


do u ever think about the mindblowing fact that Dodie walks on the same earth as u because I do all the time


Dodie watches BoJack Horseman. Dang. Never thought I could love you more, but here we are


i'm learning to be as understanding as i can to people who drink often, but some of your thoughts this month line up with why i tend to have such a hatred for drinking/alcohol: the "well if we feel we need a drink we mustnt be enjoying yourself" because im so!!! ready to live and just enjoy everything!! and "drunk people are so in your face!!" yes!! and somehow it seems fine if youre the drunk one, but i have never drank and have always felt uncomfortable with drunk people... but anyway, glad youre trying this out dodie! i really hope it teaches you some cool things!!


I'm turning 23 in a few months time, I've only ever touched alcohol once! I do not see the appeal in going out and getting smashed and forgetting what happened the night before + it ruins lives. If you need alcohol to enjoy yourself, to forget things or to just fit in, then something is wrong!


SHOOK bcos i put on this video almost directly after finishing ALL THREE EXISTING SEASONS OF BOJACK HORSEMAN. i am now so very emotionally drained.

(also don't feel bad about ur binge watching bcos i achieved this over three days)


YOU DID THE ELECTRIC SLIDE TO ROCKABYE? Oh my goodness that's such a shout, Candy's what I do it to 😍


12 days sober! Doing good so far. Congrats!

Now try NOT drinking tea for a month!

(lol jk)

12 days sober! Doing good so far. Congrats!

*Now try NOT drinking tea for a month!*

(lol jk)


I do try to comment as to the topic of the actual video, but you are so pretty and I love the glasses very cute <3 Good luck on being sober for a month, and I hope your day is going well!!


i used to have the same tipe of dreams when i quit smoking , waking up wondering did i do it, did i really? hehe


Im glad youre doing well and got to dance with a surprise ash whos gotta dance em all


Not had a drink since last June, the plus side is I have lost 2.5 stone...... I feel your pain


you have good people in your life, I never drink and way too often people try to get me to try their drink as if it were special and I would die without it...


I had my wisdom teeth out two weeks ago, and it's not so much that I /need/ to drink, but it was the first time since I turned 18 that I couldn't drink? Because obviously opiates and alcohol aren't a great mix
And so I was at the farewell of my friend who was moving to Poland and everyone was drinking and we went back to mind afterwards and my parents had put ciders in the fridge so my friends were drinking those too
And I don't need to drink, last year I would go months at a time without drinking and this summer I've been drinking at most once a week but it's the difference of not being able to? Like you actually can't do the thing versus just not doing it cause you don't really feel like it
It was just an interesting distinction that I'd noticed


i can relate to this in a strange way-- i went vegan in june because i hate the way animals are treated and i wanted to be healthier, and it's still difficult. whenever my friends or people around me are eating cake or pizza or chicken fingers or whatever it is very hard because i love those things, but then i remember why i'm doing it and why its important to me. don't give up. i know you can do it dodie!


I love this video and I think it has a great message but also ASH HARDELL :D


I can only drink beer, one sip of wine feels like one sip of acid


IDK why I envy Dodie's hair even though I'm a straight, 14 year old male.


BOJACK HORSEMAN IS SO GOOD DUDE I JUST FINISHED WATCHING IT ALL


Tessa and Dodie uploading at the same time 💖


i've never drank before and this makes me really not want to<br>bc i have pretty bad anxiety and i'm afraid if i start drinking to relax then i'll become a fucking alcoholic

i've never drank before and this makes me really not want to
bc i have pretty bad anxiety and i'm afraid if i start drinking to relax then i'll become a fucking alcoholic


Do you think I'd need to do this sober thing too?? I'm 16 and I don't feel like I can only have one drink and I started drinking my feelings like 3 years ago. But I've got better and don't drink often well cos I can't cos I'm underage. But when I do I go overboard...opinions????


WAIT WAS THAT ASH HARDELL??? I LOVE HER SO MUCH

Alyssa Morgan okay I FOUNF THEM ALL AT THE END IM HAPPY NOW


I love cake but it's too much sometimes. rip cake


there is no other way to watch bojack horseman than several hours in a row.


just so u know i also tidied my room and then proceeded to spill juice all over my carpet today


Next challenge: Could you go a month without twitter?


I don't drink bc of religious reasons and I've noticed that whenever I turn down a drink, people seem put off by it. not in a rude way, just in a curious way. I guess they don't understand why. like Im not alcoholic. I just don't want to bc I know that I will use drinking as a coping mechanism for my anxiety. its just that I don't necessarily want to reveal that to every person that I meet and so it's just awkward when I say no to an alcoholic beverage.


A WILD ASH HARDELL APPEARS AT THE END. That brought me so much joy


I have anxiety dreams too lol I didn't know anyone else called them that


I keep wanting to go sober and then I get invited to another new cocktail place but maybe I'll just drink cocktails instead of other alcohol IT'S QUITE DIFFICULT TO AVOID o.o


i thought to myself "damn you talk fast" then i realized i left the video on 1.25 faster from some other video


how do you make your hair so volUUminous im jealous as heck


any advice for those who's alcohol tolerance has gone down since they started drinking? LOL


lmao she spilled her drink I thought she said "oh noooo my Scotch"


Are you still having the laser treatment? I suffer from really bad acne and once I'm 16 they can recommend me to a surgery on the NHS but I wanna know if it actually works?


I'm too young to drink so I'm 12 years sober...Good Luck!!!!


GO DODIE GO 12 DAYS CMON RESIST THAT TEMPTATION


last night i went to a party and i was the only one who's 18 so (ofc) there wasnt alcohol and i noticed parties with alcohol are so different, and no alcohol doesnt mean it cant be fun, its just a different kind of fun?

i literally have that kind of 'in between' age where ive friends who arent allowed to drink alcohol yet but also my colleagues who are all older than me and its funny to compare both kind of parties


did u ever wonder if it's alcohol that makes you more spaced out?


When she says she'll be having "squash," does she mean the vegetable or is it a type of drink?


you should sell masks like that as merch


dodie its my 18th birthdayyyyy & ily bunches. you should put this on snapchat as a birthday present to me 😋


omg yes the dancing at the end when Ash joined in!!! my two fave youtubers! my little fangirl heart oh no


anyone know where dodie gets her glasses from


I have the feeling that you'd love Over the garden wall! All of it it's like less than 2 hours. And men is it worth it. <br>Also sorry for being the 526377 person saying this but omg i didn't expect to see ash hardell in the ending of the vid!! ❤

I have the feeling that you'd love Over the garden wall! All of it it's like less than 2 hours. And men is it worth it.
Also sorry for being the 526377 person saying this but omg i didn't expect to see ash hardell in the ending of the vid!! ❤


Wait, 12 is late to get up? I got up at 3pm today and thought that was pretty good.


Totally unrelated to the video, but I love BoJack Horseman!


i love how non sober the thumbnail looked


7 HOURS?! That's too much, man! <b>laugh track</b>

7 HOURS?! That's too much, man! *laugh track*


AS SOON AS YOU SAID THAT THING ABOUT FEELING THE BUZZ OF FUN INSTEAD OF ALCOHOL I THOUGHT OF SODAPOP CURTIS FROM THE OUTSIDERS


Ah my friend got tickets to see dodie on tour and I'm so jelly, unfortunately I live in South Africa so slim chance


I get those anxiety dreams all the time because i wrestle and I dont really eat a day before weigh ins and i get dreams that i eat cake and donuts and drink soda i wake up feeling very guilty


You had a using dream which is very common for people who are trying to be sober. It's something many recovering addicts go through.


Loved the video but I have to admit, I was so distracted by your hair because it is so beautiful with all the volume and it looks so soft and ahhhh I wish you would do a hair tutorial


This video is insanely interesting as someone who thinks drinking is boring. Also, Bojack Horseman is a fantastically, depressingly hilarious show. If you love TV/Film/Media please watch it.


OH MY GOD was that Ash at the end there? Are you two going to collab?


what the frick frack snick snack diddly dack is squash (I mean the drink you spilled, not the vegetable thing)

also I've been loving vedif pls keep being wonderful dodes x


see, THIS is why I want to be Dodie's friend!


DODIE!!! ALL THE AWARDS LA LA LAND GOT I WAS SCREAMJNG


BOJACK HORSEMAN IS SO GOOD IT IS SUCH A GOOD REPRESENTATION OF HOW MY DEPRESSION MAKES ME FEEL. AND IT ALSO MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A GOOD PERSON AND THAT WHY CANT BOJACK FUCKING CHNE AND IT MAKES ME WANT TO BE A BETTER PERSON


I'd rather go without alcohol than cake lol


PLEASE TELL ME WHAT THESE GLASSES ARE CALLED AND WHERE YOU GOT THEM PLEEASEEEEEE


I needed that video of you dancing around bless


You seem to be a lot of fun at parties alcohol or no alcohol sooo i was wondering can we hang out. lol


Please talk about La La Land and the BAFTAs and stuff, I'm desperate to discuss it with someone but I have no filmy friends so I want to hear your views on it all ! This video was cute btw, I'm loving vedif and congrats on not drinking also haha


it's funny because I started my recovery because I have and ED and some nights I dream that I purge myself and I panick so hard like "omg I broke my promise I was doing so good" and then I wake up and I feel so glad it was just a dream.


I WANT THIS THUMBNAIL TO BE ENGRAVED ON MY GRAVESTONE


i love your glasses so much, where are they from? <br>xox

i love your glasses so much, where are they from?
xox


one of my best buds has gone sober bc she upset on my birthday bc she was screaming and being too much and i was trying to handle nine other people while drunk and i started crying when they all left bc i felt like a failure<br>i now drink very smol quantities bc mental illness + alcohol isnt good tbh

one of my best buds has gone sober bc she upset on my birthday bc she was screaming and being too much and i was trying to handle nine other people while drunk and i started crying when they all left bc i felt like a failure
i now drink very smol quantities bc mental illness + alcohol isnt good tbh


Im gonna take a shot every time she says sober.


Wanna go sober? - Ask me how. I have never ever drink in my life, and I recently celebrated my 27th birthday :)


aah that was Ash dancing at the end that made me so happy!


You should watch this show called "Your lie in April" it is an anime but it's really good and you'll probably really like it

Sawyer Noble I love Your Lie in April (it broke me though)


I'm 14 and I have a negative vibe about alcohol I find it pointless and damaging. I have made a promise to never drink it in the future.


When you have to count on your fingers, cause 7 is a big number


It's stressing me out to see that there's never any cap at the beginning of the word of your titles :x


obvfahfvd so glad dodie watches bojack horseman
great show
i watched it in like 2 sittings and then had an existential crisis for the next month
10/10 would recommend


Can you please do an update on this at the end of the month?


I know what you mean I had to learn that I dont need drink either. I would not go sober for longer than a month but I would go sober for a month I would be ok with trying that. Proud of ya though :) these challenges are how you learn


i know exactly how you feel i quit drinking for a month and it fucking sucked


👏😊👏😊👏😊👏😊👏😊 #Proud :)

👏😊👏😊👏😊👏😊👏😊 #Proud :)


yh I'm 17 and for like 3 months i haven't gone sober for over 4 days it's bare sad


Wait Dodie, are you hanging out with Ash Hardell!!! Coolio!!! I love them almost as much as I love you!!!


ash joined in with the dance at the end omg ash!!


Dodie looks so great in this video. I'm too gay for this


bojack horseman is my fav tv show. hella good choice.


tbh the only reason i don't drink alcohol more often is because i'll have to go to the bathroom every 5 seconds


i wonder if this was about "snow", it would've be seen in such a diferent way


1:20 "have you tried the cake? It's good"


Did you just count from 12 dodie? so cute ah


omg i used to watch bojack when i was depress XD


I was not aware of a squash drink before watching this (is that actually what you're saying?), but I looked it up and apparently its a thing.


Hey uh dodie you should totally put this on your Snapchat ;) ily


ohh yayy ❤<br>you look so good 😍 love your hair.

ohh yayy ❤
you look so good 😍 love your hair.


ASH AT THE END OH MY GOD MY TWO FAVS IN THE SAME ROOM AH


i thought she said scotch and i was very confused that she was saying that she wasn't drinking


You do look a bit like Pepe in the thumbnail. In the best way possible though :)


I'm stuck at the "silent disco" part... what's that, anyways? 😮


Hello, I'm American and the only squash we have is of the gourd variety. Thay being said, what exactly is liquid squash?

I was also confused. The internet tells me it's a syrup that you mix with water to make a juice-like drink: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Squash_(drink)


"you look like a panda with all that black round your eyes" "oh yes you're completely right its all part of my disguise"


This is totally irrelevant but, where are her glasses from? They looks soo cute.


OMG was that Ash Hardell in the background?? I love their videos!!!


Okay, listen.
I really don't get why people always want to be like all the other people in the room and do the same thing and so on. Don't do that. That's boring! You should always want to be unique, outstanding, whatever, but not the same as another one.
I am glad you are not drinking at the moment, Dodie, but I was worried when you said that you have not been sober for so long until now. I think that is kinda sad. Why is alcohol such an important part in your life? I shouldn't be. It is a drug, it can destroy your life. Dont let it take control over yourself, okay?
Stay strong and sober, learn, and go on.


if alcohol wasn't such a big part of our culture, it would be a class A drug...


the feathers on your mask...

... ARE THEY DODIE-YELLOW?

(btw: i know they're not, duh, they're too strongh


Omg where did you get these Glasses from ?


Ive not smoked any weed in about 2 weeks now. Like a teetotal thing rn


I don't drink and I don't even understand why people love to drink and being drunk


can you make a video about your equipment?


you literally look like hedy here & that's adorbs


I spilled squash on my carpet last night<br>get out of my head dodie

I spilled squash on my carpet last night
get out of my head dodie


WAS THAT ASH HARDELL JOINING IN AT THE END I LOVE THEM!!!<br>(also, good job :D )

WAS THAT ASH HARDELL JOINING IN AT THE END I LOVE THEM!!!
(also, good job :D )


DODIE'S NAME IS YELLOW ON THE MASK. XD<br>DODIE YELLOW XD hehe. Love you Dodie!

DODIE'S NAME IS YELLOW ON THE MASK. XD
DODIE YELLOW XD hehe. Love you Dodie!


I'm doing the sober thing in February too, not because I drink a lot (I drink like once every one or two months), but because I want through a breakup recently. The day that me and the person broke up, I drank a lot and called my friend to tell her everything (sober, I wouldn't have told anyone until the asked), and the next day other friend came to stay at mines, and we drank again. So, after that, I'm trying a month of alcohol free, facebook free and eating healthy (failing horribly on that one).


You are very smart and will figure out what is best for you. :)


if you need a drink to have a good time then you have a problem


does anyone know what Dodie was drinking? (the pink drink lmao)

I think it's what British people know as "squash." According to Evan Edinger(sp?), another YouTuber, it's like Kool-Aid.


Omg u were dancing with Ash!! I love them <3


when you cut your hair short what length did you get it at first?  I want my hair a bit shorter but it not sure how short to get it


I know this kind of doesn't have to do with the topic, but I think it connects to the "you don't need alcohol in your veins to have a good time" thing. I'm 16 and the most I've ever drunk is a shot of bananino in front of my parents at a restaurant and I've never felt the need to drink, be it to have fun or to feel/look older or to fit in. And I recently moved to a different country and here it's normal for kids my age to drink and get drunk (like in most countries) and idk, it hit me pretty hard because I realized that these teenagers are my age. Idk, just wanted to share this.


That description lol Dodie the rare Pepe


Yooooo I got out of bed at noon as well!


Do I see you dancing with ash at the end? No I might actually cry stip


from the side angle, the person who joined them in the dance at the end from the back looked like patrick stump and i screamed but then they turned and I realised it wasn't him cause they were earing a snap back, not a fedora


WAS THAT ASH HARDELL!?!?!? DID MY TWO FAVORITE YOUTUBERS JUST DANCE TOGETHER???? AAAAA

I think it was... And OML we have the same favorite youtubers!!


you should put me on your snapchat story.. love ya babe ❤❤❤


dodes the thumbnail was the best thing i've seen all day


'Im gonna have more fun than all  of you.. sober'


doddie you should really watch cirque du soleil


Whoever you are, wherever you are, if you are reading this.. have a great day :)


that thumbnail is literally every snapchat I send lmao


Rachel O omg same. Anyone know where they're from??


this is vv inspirational + could I be on your Snapchat maybe?? <b>ill give you cookies</b>

this is vv inspirational + could I be on your Snapchat maybe?? *ill give you cookies*


Was that Ash Hardel dancing with you at 4:30 ?!


The lack of alcohol helps with dissociation!


THAT WAS ASH HARDELL AT THE END, dodie and Ash in the same video... that's one way to kill me


omg Dodie dancing to Rockabye by Clean Bandit, FAVE


You're so beautiful. Also, nice lights in the background I like them very much.


Fuck it I'll go sober a whole night next night out and watch the drunk people


I start drinking when Im 16.<br>BUT im not regret it

I start drinking when Im 16.
BUT im not regret it


A WILD ASH APPEARS OUT OF NOWHERE - jessie


BOJACK HORSEMAN IS THE GREATEST THING EVER


Was that Ash Hardell at the end there?? I looove them!!!


i was just about to shove cake into my mouth the moment u started talking about cake


ASH HARDELL AT THEN END DANCING OMG NO WAY!!! LOOOOOOOOVE HER


Bojack Horseman is so good but tbh it gave me a mid-life crisis and i'm only 16


0:27 it sounded like you were saying 'Noah' and I was like 'WH A T' (my name is Noah lol)


I don't understand how people can find being sober weird, because up until you started drinking you'd been sober your whole life. You weren't born holding a pitcher of beer, kiddo.


are her glasses prescription? they look so cute on herr


what did you call your drink? squash? i am confused


yaay keep it going. make yourself proud.


Can someone explain to me what a silent disco is?


There are non alcoholic things that you could have if you like the taste! My mum likes Becks Blue which is non alcoholic but beer. There are also some ‘wine’ things which you could buy if you like the tastes etc!


Hey, you fell in the Bojack Horseman hole too, now we're 2 ♡


WAIT IS THAT ASH HARDELL WITH YOU AT THE END HOLY HELL


Did I spy a little Ash Hardell there at the end??? Yay I love her.


DODIE
I WANT TO SEND YOU STUFF
WHERE DO I SEND IT TO?????


omg i started bojack horseman the same day


DID ANYONE ELSE SEE ASH AT THE END YASSSS


"my friend Hannah" yeahhhh dodie "Friend"


Was that Ash Hardell dancing beside you at the end??!


Where does she live? Anyways DODIE I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL!!!


Hey do dodie i had my 16th on the weekend and i drank a little bit and no lie so many kids were going overboard and throwing up and passing out it made me so mad because my dad has a drinking problem  and its so dangerous to be that excessive at this age. Anyway, i fucking razzed everyone with this post in the event page about respecting me as a host and respecting your body and so many people have been apologising to me but others have been avoiding me (lol). Anyway, just wondering how i should enforce safe alcohol consumption next time so i can help make people safer? Thank you