@doddlevloggle hey, sorry might be a little late I just want to say I keep coming back to this song so much in these times...I relate so much to the lyrics and I feel like these exact words keep going through my head almost everyday, I'm 18 and I've lost alot of friends from being autisic and the guilt I've felt because of some things I've done and said relates so much to this jittery part I try to hide.
So thank you for writing something so beautiful and personal! (:
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syd grace2020-04-29 20:49:50 (edited 2021-02-10 22:30:59 )
dodie: don’t get attached to each song! they just demos
me: still crying over please listen closely
EDIT: damn we really got fooled didn't we :D ANYWAYS CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH 26TH
I am still crying over a song she played on her insta stories like three years ago! dodie, if you read this: please release the song you played on may 30th 2017!
@Tora Marie Wedervang I knowww! it's been three years but I still hope :D
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syd grace2020-05-08 18:36:44 (edited 2020-05-08 18:37:34 )
Aninja that first songs called “Dear Happy”! She actually uploaded that a while ago, i think it’s on Thomas Sanders channel!! the other one i’m not sure :(
@agcitrusstudios 10 months now😭 I swear I saw that "Boys like you" came out in 2019 and I'm like HOWW?? No that's not right! That just came out?? Where did time go?
@Sam aw I wish I got to go see her in concert! I had tickets that my mom got me for my birthday which was the best day of my life but then I realized my mandatory theatre dress rehearsal was on the same night so I couldn’t go to the concert😭
@Sam totally worth it. Would make the same choice as you! Also my birthday is in August too!! I just checked my calendar and realized I wouldn’t be able to go😭 so I will forever have a little printed out ticket of the show i never went to😭😂 one day though!!
@Sam yes I can imagine!! I love watching the concert videos and everyone is always so happy and like screaming the songs too😂 hopefully in like a year or two Dodie will be touring in the US and I can finally go!
I absolutely adore how dodie writes lyrics like “I’m on a train, I’m in a car, washing my hair, I’m in the dark” and “I wrote him a letter, I cried in the bath, I called my mother, and lay in the dark” cos they’re just SO REAL. Like these moments like sitting alone in the bath or on a journey or in the dark are the times that u feel so shit cos u actually have to sit and think and confront ur sadness instead of avoiding them by watching tv or something and shutting ur brain off and u need to drag your body around to do these necessary tasks when u just don’t want to. These are such real vulnerable things u do to try and soothe the aching of something like a breakup like writing a stupid letter you’ll never send or moaning to ur mum cos u just don’t know where else to put these feelings and u want someone to pick them up and lift them off u. dodie’s lyrics really just hit u because they are so simple and relatable and that makes it 10 times more emotional and personal to so many people. I adore her.
Hey! I just wanted to ask anyone who's reading this if they're doing okay? Everything's confusing and messy right now, so if you need to talk, I'm here for you.
Thanks so much for asking! I'm doing okay, and this comment section has honestly made my day. It's good to hear that you're all coping well enough, and I hope you all have a great week.
I haven't cried today, so that's been nice. My house is always a little too cold and it makes me sleep too much but there are so many things to be grateful for and there are so many people who love me. I miss seeing their lovely faces but every day I work hard is a day I can enjoy relaxing in the summer, maybe take a road trip to my friend's wedding or something. How are you?
I feel like I need to do something significant with my life but I don't know what. I've always been a painter but I half assed my art college application cause I just didn't have the energy to do so many assigments so I applied to university to study English, Finnish, art history or philosophy. Now I'm waiting for the results. I should get a job but can't do that right now. I don't know what would be the next step. Start being serious about instagram? I just can't bother posting.
Thanks for letting me rant, my only friend is asleep
I'm not sleeping properly, I fell down the stairs (lol), I have a girlfriend now so yay I guess? I'm tired and bored to death. I've done everything. I mean everything.
I feel like I'm in limbo, which isn't great for my depression. I feel the need to do so many things because I have the time, but my brain is too full and too empty at the same time. I only talk to my family, I need more friends but I'm not sure how to make them. thanks for letting me rant, I hope you're doing okay :)
@Fleur That is very thoughtful of you, Thanks. I am doing well. I hope everything is the best it can be for you during these hectic times. Stay safe and take care! 👍🤟🤗
Yeah, if I can talk for a bit, I just had to drop all of my classes because I couldn't handle the stress of quarantine and school at the same time. Everything feels like it's falling apart all the time now. On the bright side I made cheese cake yesterday and it's not half bad, so at least that's something. Hope you're doing ok too, thank you for the kind message
Hey I really need someone right now can we DM tho because I feel more open 1 to 1 and I’m scared people will judge me ❤️ it’s fine if not tho I just feel lonely
these comments are so nice, i hope everyone is doing well as well, hoping we can get out of this hell alive and well. i dont feel anything, everything feels unreal. im confused with who i am at this point. but at least the sky is pretty and the trees and grass green. nice music to listen to, i want this to end. thank you for this comment and for allowing people to rant here.
Thank you! This is so thoughtful. I feel an inability to talk to my friends. But when I'm not talking to my friends, I'm thinking about death. I want to run. I want to scream out on the streets and just hug someone. I've fucked up my sleep schedule. I'm with my family but we don't talk at all. I'm not alone but I feel so lonely. I just want this to be over. How much longer?
Reetta I feel you... trying to find my purpose as well. Or at least a nice job that won’t suck out my soul. I hope you find your way ! Think of Bean, be patient 😊
Sorry for the tirade I'm about to go on. I just haven't felt safe enough to say this to anyone else, and want to clear my chest before things get too hard to handle ;p (If you don't read through all of this, just please know that I am very grateful for everyone here. I hope you all stay happy, or whatever is hurting you becomes easier to handle.) Things haven't been great. This was supposed to be my senior year, and everything that was supposed to make school worth it has been ripped from my hands. I can't walk at my graduation, I can't dress up pretty for my final prom with friends, all of my senior events are gone. Slipped through my fingers like water. No matter how hard I try and fix the heartache, loneliness just comes crashing down on me like waves from the ocean. I can't see my friends, can't tell them how much I value and love them before we all separate for college. Everything I can ever tell them will be through a screen. I can't hug them one last time, I can't hold both their hands and tell them that losing them is like losing a part of me. I'm alone in a time that should be when I am closest with people. I know I'll be able to see them later, but I can't help but wonder if they'll still want to see me after all of this. Will they have already gotten over high school? Are they already preparing for college, ready to leave everything behind? The walls of my house feel like the arms of a stranger. My home, the one place that is supposed to be comforting, feels strange and empty. Unwelcome and scary. The walls close in on me on all sides and I can't breathe. Claustrophobia hurts more in a place that used to be safe. All while this is happening I feel the guilt of being sad crawling in my stomach, tearing at me until I am nothing but shreds by my bedside. The things that made me happy, feel so far away now. And I know I have it good, so so good. I am safe, my family is safe, my parents are still able to work and get money, my final days of classes are easy, yet I feel like everything hurts. I feel like my pain isn't worth anything. And I know it isn't fair for me to be so sad, but I just can't get it through my head and that makes the guilt worse. I'm really sorry for writing so much haha. Hopefully I didn't sound too whiney. I'm sorry if I did. Thank you so much for giving people a place to talk, Fleur! It is so wonderful to see people supporting people. I hope you and everyone else is doing well. I wish for all of you to be happy and sleep well in these difficult times <3
Found out my mother is taking my father back to court for full custody of my and my brother after everything is over. I’m okay with it because my father has been really horrible to my family but it feels weird because I also decided I don’t want to see him again a couple months back, so I think my mum decided to heed my cries. He’s supposed to be seeing me and my brother every weekend but he hasn’t made an effort to see us in 7 years. But soon it will be over and I will be happy, but now isn’t the time and that’s okay.
@Mary Bogue I am really struggling with my classes too ugh. I think actively trying to do thing that will actually make us happy (not yt for 6 hours lol) can help us feel more in control again, I am working on that
CheerySpirits I’m glad you’re safe. I’m sorry you don’t feel at home in your home. I know things are a little hard right now but we have to get through this. I’m sure your friends miss you just as much as you miss them and you will see them again after all this crap. Remember you’re not alone in all this. So many people feel the same way. My brothers in the same place as you. He’s in his last year of high school and he’s going to miss all last high school events like prom right before he goes to college. Stay safe and stay alive 💕
I'm doing great! since school has been cancelled my anxiety levels have gone to an all time low. Turns out I love not having the burden of seeing people ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but I get that's just me, and most people are feeling lonely right now. How about you?
Thank you for your concern! This was so hard in the beginning since I was forced to confront some things but things are looking up and this comment made my day! I hope your doing alright:)
@CheerySpirits girl i'm so sorry, i'm going through the same thing and i know that pain very well. it's especially difficult for all of us in class of 2020 because what was supposed to be a huge milestone was ripped away from us so suddenly without the chance to say goodbye or find any sort of closure. just because other people have it worse doesn't mean that your pain isn't real or valid. you're allowed to hurt because so much has been taken away from you, and it's important to process all those emotions so that you can move forward. you're going through a very difficult time and your emotions and pain are so valid. just be gentle with yourself, because you're not operating under normal circumstances and you can't expect yourself to function the same way you would before everything happened. when my final semester was canceled i struggled a lot with it too. i grieved the loss of my last months with my friends and the cancellation of events that were important to me. however, though it's been incredibly difficult I've learned that there is still so much beauty to be found within this situation. it's given me time to spend with my family before my life gets hectic with uni stuff, a deeper bond with the friends who care enough to stay in contact even when we can't see each other, and a greater appreciation for the everyday life things that i used to take for granted. though it may be hard, and you will have bad days and feel hopeless sometimes, do your best to hang onto those little bright spots in this situation, whatever they may be for you and no matter how small they are. when you focus on the good, the good gets better. remember that you have a beautiful future ahead of you past this situation. God has wonderful things in store for you and you will make it through to the other side to see what those things are. keep your head up, I'm praying for you💕
@CheerySpirits You have every right to feel sad. Do not apologize. You're feelings are warranted. The situation we find ourselves in is unprecedented for our generation. It's okay to be scared. Just know you are not alone. It may not seem like it now, but your words are valuable. Your words carry weight and will have an impact, a positive one, on others - because they will understand that, indeed, they too are not alone. We are all in this together. We will endure. We will get the this together. And who knows, maybe even make new friends along the way. After all, there's a silver lining to everything. Be safe. Take care. 👍🤟💞
Fleur i’m okay.. things could be better! i hate catching myself being jealous or insecure over something ridiculously stupid. like i know myself and i know what’s wrong for me, but why do i allow myself to feel this way? i don’t know. maybe it’s the people i allow in my life that makes me feel this way. should i rethink the ppl the walks in and out of my life? i guess i’ll just let time pass by.. but thank you for asking. i hope you’re doing well too :)
today was the closest i’ve ever been to giving up completely :/ all my schoolwork has piled up and i can’t seem to work on a single assignment without breaking down and crying. i feel like i’m going to fail all my classes and i don’t even want to think about how my parents might react
n- no. no i am not. i've got too much school work, i've been dysphoric as hell, and my dad's [redacted] again. but "ok"ness is relative. and i'm certainly doing better than i was before. i have a laptop, i'm not prevented from doing school work, and i'm not in danger of death. which gives me hope. so the answer is no, but i'm hanging in there. if that makes sense.
Fleur All these girls out here changing their hair when they have a mental breakdown, I just move furniture in my room clean as I think too hard too fast too much. I'm OK now but I wasnt maybe 3 days ago?
well, first my grandpa died. then i couldn''t see my best friend anymore. i don't know what my gender is. this pandemic was the last straw and now nothing feels real anymore.
Thank you for asking! I am a little low today because I like my friend and he doesn't feel the same way and it's so hard for me to get over it but I don't want to lose him as a friend so I just have to find a way to be ok with this and it's kinda messy. How are you doing?
@thisbluewall I totally get it and I hope you are doing better now. Remember we’ll both make it through this to happier times. I don’t know when but we will someday.
Woww, I have a lot of feelings about this one. First off, I feel this is dodie being vulnerable in a way we've never seen before, which is amazing, and really painful. Second, the filming is amazing, dodie in this soulless, echoey room, pacing back and forth like she's trapped. It really represents this feeling of being in your mid twenties and alone, and lost, and having what in your eyes is markable proof that you damage people. Also what she sees as the weight of responsibility, a little like in Burnt Out. Thirdly, dodie's really coming into her own instrumentally, and its great to see, she's really found her sound, and I can totally picture the end of this one turning into a classic dodie 'round'. Yep, this is amazin, can't wait for alsosim eee!
Honestly, you could take just her songs and string together at least one musical, possibly more. Just the songs and no added dialogue and it would still form a coherent story.
this song has the same feeling you get when you're trying really hard not to think about something but you think about it anyways and you feel it in your stomach, and then you feel rushed all of a sudden
I just want to say thank you. for everything. You've given me so much, and your music kept me here when my thoughts were determined to make me leave. You gave me a beautiful and amazing girlfriend, and you've inspired me to write music. You gave me a passion for songwriting. Thank you.
OOF THIS SONG... that feeling of growing up and looking back at past relationships (friendships, romantic, even family) and realizing all the crappy things that you did that you didn't even realize happened!!! And the guilt of if those people don't talk to you anymore, thinking/knowing that it was entirely your fault!!! And if they're still on good terms with you, it's that feeling of gratitude that they put up with you but also that even deeper guilt knowing how much you've hurt them!!! And the even worse paranoia that you might still be hurting them and they're not saying anything about it!!! And you're too afraid to ask because you're too afraid of the answer!!! And the feeling that you just want to shut off your emotions not because someone else is hurting you but because you are hurting yourself and others!!! It's the worst feeling! Especially if, like in your lyric "how they love me/all my daughters", you are told by people that you are amazing and kind and wonderful and you just know that you're NOT and it feels like you've got this little shriveled heart in your chest that no one else knows about and that you have to hide.
I went through this very recently when I realized that I had (unconsciously) pushed away one of my best friends. I realized that I had not been there for her when she had needed it most and I got so wrapped up in my own life that I neglected to care about hers. That's the WORST feeling, especially if you're someone who has a reputation for being super kind. That feeling from "Someone hold me down, before
/ I book a flight to your front door/No one else will bring relief/...And I don’t want to grieve" where you just want to go and make everything better but you CAN'T because you can't forgive yourself for them. It's completely up to them and you have to be mature and accept whatever outcome. Man. Growing up sucks a lot of the time.
HOWEVER! Not all hope is lost! My friend was gracious enough to forgive me and we are now back on great terms. I am still trying to forgive myself. It's natural to look back on your past self and just cringe and even get angry at how careless you were, but after ranting about this to my brother, he told me one very important thing: bad people don't worry if they're a bad person. Sure, you might not be perfect or flawless, but your guilt shows that you care and want to get better! The guilt will lead to one of two things: 1) it will help mend your relationship with someone you hurt after your sincere apologies and attempts to make it better, 2) or, if you don't reconnect with that person, then it will help you to know what you should and shouldn't do in any future relationships.
Fantastic song, Dodie! I freaking love your music so much. I found you very very recently, and I feel like I've stumbled upon a diamond mine. Your music captures some of the most universal yet seldom-talked-about emotions. Love ya! 💕
Emma Löb2020-05-05 20:25:37 (edited 2020-05-05 20:35:02 )
The chorus feels like missing a step on the stairs, the feeling you get in your chest while crying and going forwards on a swing. The verse feels like my breathing is a circular motion moving from left to right and I’m weightless like in water. The harmonies put bumble bees into my legs. This makes me want to cry my lungs out.
Ellie Nichols there’s obviously nobody there- it seems like a very quiet place. i’m all for staying home and keeping distance but have you never gone to the grocery during the pandemic? Two things that aren’t really comparable, yes, but also it makes a point enough. she’s following the distancing rules :)
I absolutely ADORE the chord progression!!! And the harmonies in the chorus are giving me some major Sara Bareilles vibes!! Thank you so much for releasing these over this month and please do continue if you want! It really brightens my day to hear new music through all of this, thank you thank you thank you!!!
It would be amazing if we got an album of these demos - we as a dodiedom would be so grateful if you uploaded these onto Spotify/itunes etc ! Love ya!!
I hope that the love and the “soft words” are starting to get through. The world is so easy to hate... but there’s good in the people in it. And yes, especially you Dodie. Thank you for sharing your voice and your gift. I love you and am so grateful to have found you years and years and years ago.
I feel like most of these songs have this melacholy feeling that day-to-day life is going on around us despite all the pain, like "I''m on a train, I'm in a car..." you're just such a talented writer! <3
That second verse: "Heaving life into the dead, The book is closed, the words were said, everyone but me just knows how to let go" This verse gave me pause. I think many people find that relationships in their life will come and go with time, but some are ripped from us due to our own actions, inactions, opinions, or decisions. It's not always our fault (we all have lives to live), but sometimes the impact of losing a relationship is...really hard. Even if a friendship or relationship is unhealthy for us, sometimes it feels like it is easier to deal with the turmoil than to let it go. It would seem like the best decision is to let go of that tie, but it's not always that easy. I hope that everyone out there finds people who build you up, stand by your side, make you feel better when you're going through a hard time, and make you feel grateful to have them in your life! Much love to everyone out there, and to you too dodie! :) <3
This song made me feel like I got the wind knocked out of me while simultaneously giving me the sweetest breath of fresh air. I don't know how you did that, but I'm glad you did.
I’m getting Burned Out vibes from the chorus(?). Or at the very least they seem to tell a similar story, it’s just that Burned Out is more snarky and/or pointed about it. Meanwhile this song feels more sorrowful.
But this is about three different things so who knows.
You're such an inspiration to so many, and you've helped me through my darkest time in my life. I just wish I could tell you how much your music resonates with me and gives me the will to carry on. I've never done well reaching out for help, but you made it so I didn't have to. Now I can find my own time to tell people how much pain I feel by merely being alive. Your music is what helped me get to that point. Thank you so much, for everything I was never able to ask for.
She had to wait for her birthday to post this one so the "I'm twenty five I'm twenty five all this sh!t proves i'm alive" line would work. Haha it's beautiful
This complexity of the chord progression in this one really caught my ears. I can listen to it on repeat. That's the thing about your music- it's not usually created from basic chord progressions, but interesting ones that give you a new vibe. Just beautiful.
beautiful lyrics, beautiful voice, beautiful setting, beautiful everything! Dodie inspired me to stop being scared and post my first original song on youtube today.
this demo is definitely my favorite so far, it just sounds wise, like someone who has learned from all their experiences and pushes onward with their growth.
burned out my is my favorite song of yours and this one felt like coming from a similar place but also being a bit older and it's less overwhelming??? idk exactly but i love it and you
This is by far my favorite song you’ve written and I really hope it makes it on your next album. It feels like being calm in a storm. Dark but peaceful. Like quiet grieving ? I’m not sure exactly but I really love it ❤️
In my opinion, this is one of your greatest songs you ve ever written! Love the harmonies. Your voice/singing is magical as always🥰. Your music and creativity reminds me of Steven Wilson in many ways. It would be awesome if you and Wilson would do a project together some day 😍
this is my absolute favourite song from alosia omggg. Something about it feels so vulnerable and soft! I've been playing it nonstop while trying to get my work done :')
tbh I love being able to hear the birds and the various little audio blips like that!! I know most artists dislike them but I really feel like they help add depth to songs, and help convey a sense of time passing!!
my brain is very very dead, and when my brain is dead I can't filter myself so sorry to whoever reads this mess
2:30 Idk if its just funky tuning or something else but the contrast of the light high pitch singing with the low pitch backing track is such a mood also please make this a full song i love ittt
obviously this is the opposite of what we are supposed to take away from this song. but hearing dodie refer to what i assume is us as her daughters made me feel loved i’m sorry
This gave me chills so hard that even though I am snuggled in a thick comforter it felt like a strong wind went through my entire body and now I am still cold. Dodie you are really cool. These demos are awesome.
hello Dodie! just wanted you to know that when I was younger, I wanted to be just like you. hope you know there are people like me who love you with their whole heart 🖤
This song is so interesting!! The chorus really hits it home for me, I really understand that feeling. Also the line “I hate the world but it doesn’t care,” really gets at this frustration I feel almost constantly now. This is great!!
Everyone coming out with these beautiful meanings for this amazing song and then there's me who saw the title and just thought 'is this about losing an egg when you have your menstrual cycle?'
Omg I love the setting, you look great, the ukulele? is flipping awesome, and the the song, just is so gorgeous! I love everything about this demo! I love hearing to car driving by, the acoustics Ahhhh!!! So beautiful!
everytime i see you post a song/demo im so amazed by your songwriting skills. you can make something absolutely beautiful from your brain im ASTONISHED
All her pieces are so haunting and fae. At first i was caught by how quiet she is, how her lower notes almost disappear, almost like she doesnt have enough in the tank to get it out, but once you hear all the pieces of the melody those quiet places just pull you in deeper to get lost in her world. Love it very witchy
Wow. It’s like you channelled this song. It reminds me so much of what someone I know is going through... thank you for the message. You’re an earth angel Dodie. ✨🙏✨
It could be neat to release an EP called DEMO with just whatever recordings you have of each of these bc I have, against your recommendations, gotten attached to each song
"Heaving life into the dead" and "I’ll grow the bones myself then". OH MY FUCKING GOD. The melody of those two verses is just so perfect. It's so weird and eerie(?). I get goose bumps every time. Sorry for the excitement over two verses, but i have this weird thing, where i have those favorite snippets in all songs that i like and i anticipate them every time, also i'm drunk at the mment. Love you Dodie.
Even without earphones my ears felt blessed by those harmonies ohhhh boy I have no much regret not hearing that for the first time with earphones you should have warned me hahahah
i like to picture all of your songs as sisters. i really want to do a big project where i design all your songs as characters (including youtube-only releases)
wow something about this has unlocked another part of my mind. This is one of the best songs i’ve heard in a long time. I was gaping the whole time listening to it
Lyrics-Comment if I made mistakes! *Star means I'm not sure xx
Someone hold me down Before I book a flight to your front door Noone else will bring relief And I don't wanna grieve
*Giving life unto the dead The book is closed The words were said *Everyone besides us knows how to let go
I felt it all go slack *I went aloud I need it back I'll grow the bones myself then on my own again
I'm 25, I'm 25 And all this shit proves I'm alive But I spend the day just spending days Take it away
I am not who they think I am I try too hard not to give a damn But I feel it, how they love me, All my daughters, but I'm screaming underwater I will hurt you, almost definitely, ask the people who have left me
Was there any other way? *Different paths on different days Every lover walking free Now rid of me
I'm on a train, I'm in a car *Wishing my hair, I'm in the dark I hate the world and it doesn't care We just sit there
I'm not who they think I am I try too hard not to give a damn But I feel it X2 How they love me All my daughters, but I'm screaming underwater I will hurt you, almost definitely, Ask the people who have left me
i LOVE the vibes of this. reminds me of agnes obels music yet still wholly unique and the CHORDS??? the HARMONIES???? the MELODY ITSELF????? the verses have this sort of meandering up and down but the chorus is more stable, and it all gives the song this vibe of being almost underwater and i love it
Just saw the live with else on instagram a few hours ago..it was the purest and most beautiful thing ever! Also we really need all these songs to become an album or ep or something! I could listen to them all day
I love how all the background noise is there like if this was recorded (and I hope it will) that there would be like the sound of cars rushing by and trees in the wind and birds singing. I feel like it's just me but those sounds always make me feel really calm.
Still obsessed w this song!!! "I'm 25, I'm 25 and all this sh*t proves I'm alive" 💕 turning 22 in 3 days but like....just the feeling that everything you've been through means you've made it but it also weighs you down ugh
extended metaphor alert! contrary to your belief, you’re a lovely “music mother” to all your “daughters.” maybe you haven’t always been the best “mother,” but you’ve gotten a lot better at it! and you can’t be there for everyone- the family is too big. you’re doing your best. this was a lovely song!
okay 1) this is absolutely beautiful like woww! 2) im convinced ive heard this before?? like part of it? Was it on her story or something at somepoint? or am I just going mad??
i love her lyrics so much she is the MAIN reason i made a youtube channel as a place to upload songs and the acoustics are amazing and her SKIRT my inspiration
THIS IS FANTASTIC! BRAVO! My girlfriend and I have finally started to record singing videos together after a year together because I've been nervous to sing in front of her for so long. ANYWAYS! We finally uploaded a video and I'm hoping to do a cover of one of your songs soon 💕
Can you please please PLEASE do a tutorial on how to play this song?!?! I'm so obsessed with it but I can't figure out how to play it and I would love to play it
This was chef's kiss good! especially that chorus but every part of the song is good and memorable. Makes me wonder if you wrote it in one and parts led on easily or originally in a few parts
does a demo mean it’s just for fun or does it mean this is a sneak peek of how it is before the full thing is on spotify and itunes and everything? i hope the latter 🤞
Hi! I love this song and I have a question... I would love to play this on my ukulele and I just wanted to know what the strumming pattern is? I can't find it anywhere and if nobody knows it's okay I'll make it up lmao but I would just like to be sure lol.
I was listening to Dodie and as soon as the last song on the playlist ended, I got the notification that she uploaded another. The music gods said I needed to listen to one more!
I should just download all of your alosia songs to listen to them, since they're all so nice and beautiful!! Your voice is very calming and soothing (idk if I spelled that right), I could listen to your songs all day!!! 💜💜
WOAHH this one's good it's so simple but complex and it genuinely just sounds like a mind thinking and whirring and honestly works so well and ahfjsbjsbdjs dj
the echo. i cannot. ma'am you are so angelic and beautiful please i love the aesthetic of your surroundings and your voice and the lyrics all compliment each other and its so so pretty my heart is sinking oh my lord
this one might be my favourite of your unreleased demos since i won't be done (that's not to say i haven't loved a ton of them ! just that those ones get to me yk i love em)
how did you keep your neighbours from walking through loudly. that always happens when i try to record in spaces like this. also! you must have courage :) i struggle to sing openly in public places and record it.
This song is gorgeous and I love your vids/music/songs/voice/lyrics/writing/face but never being able to hear what you're playing on the uke/guitar drives me craaaaaazyyyyy girl they might as well be acapella (and gorgeous acapella at that though hey)
mostly its because your chord progressions and accompaniment arrangements are always so stunningly beautiful and unique and complex and unexpected and add so much to each song that I just want to hear every single tasty little morsel because I am all kinds of greedy for it
there’s something about the cars and the people going past outside the window while dodie stands in an open place singing so beautifully and I’m crying
Absolutely beautiful..only complaint (with a lot of her songs unfortunately) is her guitar is extremely quiet, i understand soft playing but it's to the point where my volume is all the way up and can barely hear any guitar!
dodie’s songs just belong in a musical one day!! like honestly u could write a whole storyline with ups and downs all articulated by dodie’s songs, especially these alosia ones, just so so emotional and just written so much more like a character telling their story in a musical rather than anything in the charts right now.
Omg Dodie I haveeeee to know what this song means to you!!! Is it about your relationship with your dad? Or your parents? Your sister? I relate to this song sm gahhhh it’s amazing. Great job dodes :)
this is the song you sang in your live once idk why but i just really really like the tune of this one there's something to it or maybe it's because i felt this connection while you were serenading it to us that one day, and now i can't let go
hey dodie! i was wondering if the song written over tik tok live will be released on here? i loved it so much! unless, it will be a project? idk just wondering. love you!
This song feels like a montage of someone constantly checking their phone and waiting for a notification from someone else only to slowly accept that they won’t get one
I want to hear this as a soundtrack, If that makes sense? I want to see a character making decisions and stroking their hair ans shit WHILE THIS SONG IS PLAYING. I know it sounds silly, but I can see it in my head and its so cool, damn
i hadn't time to watch the others when they were new, but i just watched this and noW I REGRET NOT LISTENING TO THE OTHERS BEFORE WHY IS THIS SO GOOD WHAT
i really like... hear your lyrics. idk if that makes sense. a lot of songs i focus on the melody alone, but with yours i listen to and think about every word as well. you tell a story through your music, and that is so difficult to find in 2020. also ur whole vibe AGH love it
i just... omygod all your demos are just... SO GOOD. i already thought you were an amazing song writer but HOLY SHIT those FuKCINg DEMOSs fuck holy shit fuck man damn oh damn please make an album outta them please this is so good i love it man the melodies and shit FUCK I FUCKINGH LOVE IT SHIIIITITTEZPIJGGSD
You make me want to write music. When I hear notes I can make melodies so quickly, and I can only dream of music theory. Writing pieces and songs. Every time you talk about the way you write songs, it makes me want to just figure it out. What does an a scale have to do with a song? Or a b one, what does that sound like? How would I intermix all of these things into a song to make it sound lovely, or how does music theory make songs make sense? It feels like another language.
im really sad that you took down some of your videos speaking about your mental health and past traumatic experiences. I can understand that you may not want to have it on the internet anymore for privacy reasons. But those videos really spoke to my soul. It helped me understand some of the things that go on in my own mind, helped me process some of my own past traumas. They meant a lot to me as a subscriber and I really hope that you do make more content like that one day.
I hope Dodie does a video breaking this song down. I can tell it's about past love, not being able to let go, and how that affects new relationships. But I don't understand the lines about "all my daughters".
Maybe I’m way far off but have you been listening to beatles lately because I’m getting some serious beatles vibes from these harmonies and it’s amazing 😍
I seriously love dodie. I guess I can’t say that because I don’t actually personally know her, but what she does with her platform and the music she shares means SO so much to me. All of her music is seriously so beautiful, and even if it isn’t my style all the time I still appreciate it. I wish all modern music was like this. Respect dodie, respect.
This is amazing! Can I just ask a genuine question? I hope I won't sound rude. Why do you sometimes write songs that have parts so on the low end of your vocal range, that makes it hard for you to get a clean sound out of them? Like you can make what you want out of your own song, and have such a clear bright high sound, couldn't you put it a couple of semitones higher? I really don't want to sound cocky or rude, I just have a quite high voice and my vocal coach always tells me that I am stubborn about keeping some songs low, but that doesn't make my voice stand out so I thought that maybe you could make use of the same piece of advice? Again please don't take my comment in a bad way, I so don't wanna hurt your feelings, and the song really is great! Just thought maybe this could be useful.
That’s okay! Genuinely I am so bad at writing for my voice - i write what I know is a good melody for the song and THEN I go “oh shit well I hope I can sing that”
@doddlevloggle ahahaah oh ok I see! 🤣 Maybe you could try afterwards to adjust the key idk, I'm not actually that expert ahah btw, thank you for answering and for doing such a cool project as alosia in this difficult period❤️
God, Ive been so mad for so many years!!!!! I went to a brybry concert (while he was brybry) And it was the first time I've ever heard you sing, i didnt get to meet you! it makes me so mad! but I have a group picture of us and the crowd! My girlfriend and I at the time went to your show and i fell in love with you. We both went to Bry and Candice and didn't get to meet you and i regret it so much
please finish Please Listen Closely! I love all of them but I'm so attached to that one and I would cry so much if you never release it on Spotify, even if you decide not to finish it just put out what you have so far
You should post the video of the song you wrote with fans on tik tok!! I loved it, even if it’s short and sweet, I would love to listen to it here on youtube
aw the vegan mac n cheese video from you was my favorite :(( I hope people weren't being mean on the videos that got taken down, hun. I hope you're doing well <3
I have an itch about what this song is about (or at least two out of three) and if im correct than this song means a lot more than I thought it did. alosia is a lot more than just demos
Its such a mix of emotions when you feel lost and uncertian and don't like yourself very much and people tell you you inspire them and they want to be like you, its like a very complicated imposter syndrome
Someone hold me down, the floor I book a flight to your front door No one else will bring relief And I don't wanna grieve
Heaving life until the dead The book is closed, the walls were said Everyone but me just knows how to let go Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm
I felt it all go slack I want it loud, I need it back I'll grow the bones myself, then On my own again I'm twenty-five, I'm twenty-five And all the shit proves I'm alive But I spend the day just spending days Take it away
I'm not who they think I am I try too hard not to give a damn But I feel it How they love me All my daughters But I'm screaming Underwater I will hurt you Almost definitely Ask the people who have left me Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm Was there any other way Different paths, a different day Every lover walking free Now rid of me I'm on a train I'm in a car Washing my hair I'm in the dark I hate the world, and it doesn't care We just sit there
(Hmmmmm) I'm not who they think I am Hm hm hm hm hm (Hmmmmm) I try real hard not to give a damn But I feel it How they love me All my daughters But I'm screaming Underwater I will hurt you Almost definitely Ask the people who have left me
How they love me All my daughters But I'm screaming Underwater I will hurt you Almost definitely Ask the people who have left me Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm
cant we add all the alosias and other demos on a streaming platform? or like upload them as a podcast? idrk I just need this on something where I can stream without internet.
shit dodes, this lyric style is so cool on you. i don't think this one fits in movies or musicals like some others do, its so... specific, and vaguely reminds me of other songs that do that, that thing where you can latch onto bits and attach meaning or understand the artists meaning but you cant know exactly what all the words mean to them so when you listen to it you piece together parts of your life and each lyric will resound with something and it forms this collage of feelings from your life with every listen
Definitely a take I'll listen to again. Not sure why exactly, but this one hit me lyrically (I know they're not 1 story--which is awesome) as well as auditorily. Thanks very much, Dodie & great job! Hope you & yours are safe and healthy :)
What's really funny is I read the title and immediately thought "oh yay, it's for me!"
Jk you occupy a similar space in my brain to my older cousins who I just think are really cool and who sometimes give me their old clothes/books. No pressure to parent lol.
How can each song dodie makes hit me harder than the one before. I can not stress enough that dodies music is the most beautiful music i have ever heard in my whole 17 years on eARTH ! arrghhh
you dont have your patreon in the dooblie doo also known as the description bar you should put that in there so peoples can donate to you and keep these wonderful songs coming
Can’t it be ALOSAI (pronounced a-lo-say) a lot of songs isolation? I mean, your not completely in isolation but everyone’s isolating themselves, and this is going on for a few months, so that could work!
Why are all the best musicians suddenly putting out their best music like it's nothing at the same time as I snap an arm in half and break the other? It's torture not being able to play anything.
weirdest thing ever - i click the video, enter, and see no views, yet there are already 234 likes and 43 comments... what? also - dodie - this is a great song!!
ok idk why but i rlly wanna comment this,,, after the second/last chorus at the end of it i really want to hear like a huge harmonic climax where there are lots of harmonies (obviously) and drama and it gets a lot louder and then cuts off bluntly before the next verse (if there even is one) i just think it would be SO satisfying to hear that seeing as it sounds like you start to do something similar when you sing "underwater" p.s. i love u so so so so so much
I know its been said a thousand times but it would be so cool if you wrote a musical. A short indie musical about a girl in London trying to make it on the internet and all the love/hate/relationships that comes with fame.
Because of this whole quarantine thing, cemeteries are closed where I am, and tomorrow marks one year since my mother died and I'm really sad that I can't go see her and bring her flowers and sit down with her... Thats all I wanted.. I probably sound selfish, I'm sorry..
I REALLY want a video about the meaning of the song. I understand if you won't do it, it's your song and it's very personal, but I'm just curious about the meaning in some of the lines. I mean, I gave them my own meaning, but I'm curious what is the 'original' meaning. Just a thought 🌻
I don’t quite know this means to you, and I’m not going to provide my personal meaning in these lyrics, but regardless, I love how Dodie is able to put my feelings into song so well. Thank you for finding your words so I can find mine. ❤️🌻❤️
@doddlevloggle I can't believe you answered me, I love you, I admire you very much and I hope you feel better, your story has helped me a lot to understand my problem, thank you very much
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i have lemonade2020-04-30 08:53:48 (edited 2020-04-30 08:53:54 )
i feel like the ending would work a bit beter if the "me" in the last "ask the people who have left me" (at 02:45) was C instead of Bflat and then you ended it there.
The complex and technical musical structure of this made my music nerd brain VERY happy. Just found your channel this week and it’s amazing!
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<33!!!
69 likesThis song feels like Burned Out’s older, wiser, more jaded but also more hopeful sister and I am grateful.
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yes that’s hwhat at I thought! the vibe of the lyrics in the chorus especially!
53 likesI fully accept and embrace this
15 likesGirlll you read my mind! I was thinking the same thing!
7 likesyes exactly!!
1 likeOh I love that!
1 likeSo right
0 likesyeah I noticed the similarities too !!!
0 likesThinking the exact same thing. Also thinking maybe we could all be slightly more respectful fans.
8 likesexactly this!
0 likesYes !
0 likesrlly? this felt more hopeless to me. but maybe it's just me lol
9 likesmore jaded, yes
4 likesburned out will always be a banger and if this is the older sister then i might explode because it is in-fact a banger
7 likesThe “How they love me, all my daughters” part of this and the “Oh they love you, over and over” part I’m Burned Out are exact parallels
9 likesyyyYESSS OMG YES THIS COMMENT OIS SO SPOT ON
0 likesSo much more Jaded tho
0 likes“I hate the world and it doesn’t care” so perfectly describes this feeling
1637 likes‘Ask the people who have left me’ is such a powerful line I literally love this song so much
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459 likesdoddlevloggle YOUR WELCOME💗
58 likesi saw this comment right when the line came up—
43 likesit hit even harDer.
@doddlevloggle hey, sorry might be a little late I just want to say I keep coming back to this song so much in these times...I relate so much to the lyrics and I feel like these exact words keep going through my head almost everyday, I'm 18 and I've lost alot of friends from being autisic and the guilt I've felt because of some things I've done and said relates so much to this jittery part I try to hide.
10 likesSo thank you for writing something so beautiful and personal! (:
dodie: don’t get attached to each song! they just demos
5042 likesme: still crying over please listen closely
EDIT: damn we really got fooled didn't we :D ANYWAYS CAN'T WAIT FOR MARCH 26TH
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Sydney Howard Same
5 likesSame :p
3 likesMy favorite one. I wish it was complete
19 likesYesss, we need please listen closely, I'm fully attached to that song
11 likesI am still crying over a song she played on her insta stories like three years ago! dodie, if you read this: please release the song you played on may 30th 2017!
9 likesfor those interested: it‘s on youtube somewhere
I'm sooo attatched to cool girl :((
2 likesyepyepyep
1 likedude my absolute fave one that one's masterclass
1 likeI am still crying too man
2 likessame i love it
1 likeThat demo was my favorite! ・ω・
2 likesYeah please listen closely and bite back really got me.
3 likesomfg same
1 likeIt's SO GOOD
1 likeSydney Howard meeeee tooooo
1 likeON GOODDDDF
1 likerIGHT like if this song isn't made so i can listen to it at all times i might lose it. it's so frickin magical i can't even describe it
3 likesi can't stop listening to please listen closely too lol
3 likes@Aninja Oh my god! I didn't know about this song! It's so goood! Why did you get me hooked on a song that's not released yet? I want it now!!
2 likes@Tora Marie Wedervang I knowww! it's been three years but I still hope :D
1 likeAninja that first songs called “Dear Happy”! She actually uploaded that a while ago, i think it’s on Thomas Sanders channel!! the other one i’m not sure :(
1 like@syd grace dear happy I know ofc. but the other one...
2 likesAninja I think she made a Video about that one. It’s „a song about Twitter“ I believe
0 likes@DasTretminchen I know! she released it after I commented o here :D
1 likeAninja oh, that’s so cool :DD I’m glad she made a video on it, I was there at the stream too back then :))
1 likeOh my God, yessss
0 likesSame
0 likesgood thing we have bored like me coming soon!
3 likesAhhh same I was SO HAPPY WHEN SHE REASLESED IT OMG
2 likes@Tora Marie Wedervang there is a full version now! I'll try to find it and link it for you all!
0 likes@Tora Marie Wedervang https://youtu.be/xQVXm-imzoA
0 likesHere the full song!
@Aninja oops sorry I linked dear happy! Sorry! I'll give the other one a listen!
0 likesI feel like this is one of dodies most unique sounding demos shes written. It's just do beautiful and the lyrics suit perfectly
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i'm still crying over this.
1 likeThis and Listen Closely are so unique in their own senses, I love it sm
3 likesAcoustics: amazing
676 likesSong: wonderful and belongs on vinyl
Outfit: incredibly aesthetic
My heart: fufilled
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hotel: trivago
32 likesAgreed
2 likes10000000%
2 likesi felt the awkwardness when someone came out of the elevator. but dodie ur voice and lyrics and background are all perfect thank u for all of alosia
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what does alosia mean?
1 likeCharlie Bucket it stands for “a lot of songs in april”!! dodie has been releasing small demos every few days this month :))
7 likesthe outfit, the aesthetic, her pacing around, THIS SONG omg dodie ily
375 likesI've also had this on repeat
This hits me right in the feels:
289 likesI’m twenty five, I’m twenty five
And all this shit proves I’m alive
But I spend the day just spending days
...take it away
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I read this comment just when she sang that part. Perfect timing😂
3 likesMe: having a bad day
504 likesDodie: I'm about to do what's called a pro gamer move
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Dodie gets a nat 20 every time she rolls for a mood improvement
7 likesLol
0 likes"what did your 200th day of quaratine consist of?" "oh ya know, crying to dodie like every other day"
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Well you know, 7 months later and it’s still the same :/ (also if this was you on 200, are you okay rn?)
5 likesi cannot explain how proud of her i am. i don’t even know her, but the music she makes and the person she is is just utterly inspiring.
88 likes“that was A take”
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the perfect ending xD
26 likesI think she did it so she could line up the audio. Like the black clipboard they use in movies.
40 likesEmily Snelling yeah, it’s still funny lol
11 likes😂
1 like"i spend the days just spending days" okay but big fat quarantine mood tho
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the fact that this was six months ago—what even is time anymore
2 likes@agcitrusstudios 10 months now😭 I swear I saw that "Boys like you" came out in 2019 and I'm like HOWW?? No that's not right! That just came out?? Where did time go?
1 like@mia I know!! It’s crazy
0 likes@Sam aw I wish I got to go see her in concert! I had tickets that my mom got me for my birthday which was the best day of my life but then I realized my mandatory theatre dress rehearsal was on the same night so I couldn’t go to the concert😭
0 likes@Sam totally worth it. Would make the same choice as you! Also my birthday is in August too!! I just checked my calendar and realized I wouldn’t be able to go😭 so I will forever have a little printed out ticket of the show i never went to😭😂 one day though!!
0 likes@Sam yes I can imagine!! I love watching the concert videos and everyone is always so happy and like screaming the songs too😂 hopefully in like a year or two Dodie will be touring in the US and I can finally go!
0 likesThis song is so gorgeous it makes me feel things that I can't pin-point it's like being nostalgic for a life I haven't experienced
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Fun fact there's a word for that it's Welsh and it's "hiraeth"
7 likes@CityboundForest that's so interesting! thank you xx
0 likesAnd for 3 minutes and 17 seconds the world was silent. "she means everything to me"
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she DOES
8 likesSiri Pls play She by Dorothy Clark
5 likes* person walks in on dodie singing *
334 likesdodie: * panics whilst casually holding a uke * hi?
I’m loving how adorable and nice the comments are and like paired with dodie’s vocals in the background, it be hittin different
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Skippidoodles do u happen to know what instrument she’s playing here?
0 likesMawr ! I mean I’m pretty sure that it’s a ukulele, if only because that’s what all of the rest of the comments are talking about
0 likesI swear this also sounds like it’s from a musical. Is Dodie secretly writing a musical?
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god she better be! wow i'd love that :0
3 likesI see this going into the album, being a fan fav, getting a music video, a genius interview, and being a tik tok trend ok bye
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Déa Lepage periodt
5 likesI hope so!
1 likeYeah, it’s a Dodie song, she may be the most consistently phenomenal artist out there.
3 likesit will be on her new album!
2 likessame. although tiktok kinda ruins dodies art. think of the monster trend. now people relate her to that trend
1 likeI absolutely adore how dodie writes lyrics like “I’m on a train, I’m in a car, washing my hair, I’m in the dark” and “I wrote him a letter, I cried in the bath, I called my mother, and lay in the dark” cos they’re just SO REAL. Like these moments like sitting alone in the bath or on a journey or in the dark are the times that u feel so shit cos u actually have to sit and think and confront ur sadness instead of avoiding them by watching tv or something and shutting ur brain off and u need to drag your body around to do these necessary tasks when u just don’t want to. These are such real vulnerable things u do to try and soothe the aching of something like a breakup like writing a stupid letter you’ll never send or moaning to ur mum cos u just don’t know where else to put these feelings and u want someone to pick them up and lift them off u. dodie’s lyrics really just hit u because they are so simple and relatable and that makes it 10 times more emotional and personal to so many people. I adore her.
13 likesHey! I just wanted to ask anyone who's reading this if they're doing okay? Everything's confusing and messy right now, so if you need to talk, I'm here for you.
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Thank you! You as well. Mostly its just my sleep schedule getting messed up, but I'm pretty alright! Are you doing okay?
50 likesI'm hopefully learning how to care at home! So!! I'm doing alright. :) thanks, lovely. How are you? Are you alright?
25 likesI'm doing alright. Thanks for asking. Hope you're doing well.
16 likesi dont feel like writing a novel and a half of my brain rn but u r one. precious bean... thx for the smile, here's a virtual hug *boop :,,,,)
37 likesmy nannan died and i couldnt go to her funeral because of the virus :( dodies demos gettin me thru
36 likesThanks so much for asking! I'm doing okay, and this comment section has honestly made my day. It's good to hear that you're all coping well enough, and I hope you all have a great week.
26 likesI haven't cried today, so that's been nice. My house is always a little too cold and it makes me sleep too much but there are so many things to be grateful for and there are so many people who love me. I miss seeing their lovely faces but every day I work hard is a day I can enjoy relaxing in the summer, maybe take a road trip to my friend's wedding or something. How are you?
28 likes@katie h I'm so sorry to hear that. I hope the pain eases soon.
15 likesI feel like I need to do something significant with my life but I don't know what. I've always been a painter but I half assed my art college application cause I just didn't have the energy to do so many assigments so I applied to university to study English, Finnish, art history or philosophy. Now I'm waiting for the results. I should get a job but can't do that right now. I don't know what would be the next step. Start being serious about instagram? I just can't bother posting.
22 likesThanks for letting me rant, my only friend is asleep
I'm not sleeping properly, I fell down the stairs (lol), I have a girlfriend now so yay I guess? I'm tired and bored to death. I've done everything. I mean everything.
11 likesur so sweet! i'm doing alright, just trying to keep busy so that i don't overthink now that i have the time to hehe. how are u?
6 likesI feel like I'm in limbo, which isn't great for my depression. I feel the need to do so many things because I have the time, but my brain is too full and too empty at the same time. I only talk to my family, I need more friends but I'm not sure how to make them. thanks for letting me rant, I hope you're doing okay :)
13 likes@katie h I'm so sorry. Thoughts and prayers to you and your family 🙏❤
5 likes@Fleur That is very thoughtful of you, Thanks. I am doing well. I hope everything is the best it can be for you during these hectic times. Stay safe and take care! 👍🤟🤗
6 likesI’m just in so much pain I don’t even know where to start
7 likes@katie h i'm so sorry for your loss. I'm happy that Dodie's songs are helping you <3
6 likesThat's so Nice. I'm having a really bad moment. It's all so hard right now. Reading this comment helps. Thank you. Hope youre doing alright
6 likesYeah, if I can talk for a bit, I just had to drop all of my classes because I couldn't handle the stress of quarantine and school at the same time. Everything feels like it's falling apart all the time now. On the bright side I made cheese cake yesterday and it's not half bad, so at least that's something. Hope you're doing ok too, thank you for the kind message
8 likesThanks! Its kinda weird and confusing, and stuff, but I'm alright. How about you?
6 likes@Carry On i have dodie and lots of good friends helping me as well! x
5 likes@Fleur thank you xx
4 likesI’m sad
4 likesHey I really need someone right now can we DM tho because I feel more open 1 to 1 and I’m scared people will judge me ❤️ it’s fine if not tho I just feel lonely
7 likesnot really, but I’m doing my best, and I’m talking to my psychologist soon so I’m sure it will be better. I hope you’re doing ok too kind stranger! ♥️
4 likesFleur im actually happy which is rare for me thanks for asking! :’) how are u feeling? are u doing okay?
6 likeskatie h I’m so sorry I know how you feel ❤️
2 likes@Mary Bogue I really want some cheese cake now, probably gotta make some. Remember that your emotions are always valid, we'll get through this <3
5 likesthese comments are so nice, i hope everyone is doing well as well, hoping we can get out of this hell alive and well. i dont feel anything, everything feels unreal. im confused with who i am at this point. but at least the sky is pretty and the trees and grass green. nice music to listen to, i want this to end. thank you for this comment and for allowing people to rant here.
8 likesThank you! This is so thoughtful. I feel an inability to talk to my friends. But when I'm not talking to my friends, I'm thinking about death. I want to run. I want to scream out on the streets and just hug someone. I've fucked up my sleep schedule. I'm with my family but we don't talk at all. I'm not alone but I feel so lonely. I just want this to be over. How much longer?
7 likesStruggling today xx thank you xx
3 likesReetta I feel you... trying to find my purpose as well. Or at least a nice job that won’t suck out my soul. I hope you find your way ! Think of Bean, be patient 😊
4 likes@Reetta Don't put too much pressure on yourself to do a lot, just do what makes you happy until you can go out, then think about jobs
4 likesi’m doing good thank for asking 💕 sometimes overthinking a little about nothing and everything but i’m alright
3 likesSorry for the tirade I'm about to go on. I just haven't felt safe enough to say this to anyone else, and want to clear my chest before things get too hard to handle ;p (If you don't read through all of this, just please know that I am very grateful for everyone here. I hope you all stay happy, or whatever is hurting you becomes easier to handle.)
10 likesThings haven't been great. This was supposed to be my senior year, and everything that was supposed to make school worth it has been ripped from my hands. I can't walk at my graduation, I can't dress up pretty for my final prom with friends, all of my senior events are gone. Slipped through my fingers like water. No matter how hard I try and fix the heartache, loneliness just comes crashing down on me like waves from the ocean. I can't see my friends, can't tell them how much I value and love them before we all separate for college. Everything I can ever tell them will be through a screen. I can't hug them one last time, I can't hold both their hands and tell them that losing them is like losing a part of me. I'm alone in a time that should be when I am closest with people. I know I'll be able to see them later, but I can't help but wonder if they'll still want to see me after all of this. Will they have already gotten over high school? Are they already preparing for college, ready to leave everything behind?
The walls of my house feel like the arms of a stranger. My home, the one place that is supposed to be comforting, feels strange and empty. Unwelcome and scary. The walls close in on me on all sides and I can't breathe. Claustrophobia hurts more in a place that used to be safe. All while this is happening I feel the guilt of being sad crawling in my stomach, tearing at me until I am nothing but shreds by my bedside. The things that made me happy, feel so far away now. And I know I have it good, so so good. I am safe, my family is safe, my parents are still able to work and get money, my final days of classes are easy, yet I feel like everything hurts. I feel like my pain isn't worth anything. And I know it isn't fair for me to be so sad, but I just can't get it through my head and that makes the guilt worse.
I'm really sorry for writing so much haha. Hopefully I didn't sound too whiney. I'm sorry if I did. Thank you so much for giving people a place to talk, Fleur! It is so wonderful to see people supporting people. I hope you and everyone else is doing well. I wish for all of you to be happy and sleep well in these difficult times <3
Found out my mother is taking my father back to court for full custody of my and my brother after everything is over. I’m okay with it because my father has been really horrible to my family but it feels weird because I also decided I don’t want to see him again a couple months back, so I think my mum decided to heed my cries. He’s supposed to be seeing me and my brother every weekend but he hasn’t made an effort to see us in 7 years. But soon it will be over and I will be happy, but now isn’t the time and that’s okay.
3 likes@Mary Bogue I am really struggling with my classes too ugh. I think actively trying to do thing that will actually make us happy (not yt for 6 hours lol) can help us feel more in control again, I am working on that
3 likesCheerySpirits I’m glad you’re safe. I’m sorry you don’t feel at home in your home. I know things are a little hard right now but we have to get through this. I’m sure your friends miss you just as much as you miss them and you will see them again after all this crap. Remember you’re not alone in all this. So many people feel the same way. My brothers in the same place as you. He’s in his last year of high school and he’s going to miss all last high school events like prom right before he goes to college. Stay safe and stay alive 💕
5 likesI'm doing great! since school has been cancelled my anxiety levels have gone to an all time low. Turns out I love not having the burden of seeing people ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ but I get that's just me, and most people are feeling lonely right now. How about you?
2 likesThank you for your concern! This was so hard in the beginning since I was forced to confront some things but things are looking up and this comment made my day! I hope your doing alright:)
2 likesI'm doing absolutely awful right now. Thanks for asking though xx
2 likesMy gsces got cancelled and there was lots of crying but I’m doing better now
2 likes@CheerySpirits girl i'm so sorry, i'm going through the same thing and i know that pain very well. it's especially difficult for all of us in class of 2020 because what was supposed to be a huge milestone was ripped away from us so suddenly without the chance to say goodbye or find any sort of closure. just because other people have it worse doesn't mean that your pain isn't real or valid. you're allowed to hurt because so much has been taken away from you, and it's important to process all those emotions so that you can move forward. you're going through a very difficult time and your emotions and pain are so valid. just be gentle with yourself, because you're not operating under normal circumstances and you can't expect yourself to function the same way you would before everything happened.
6 likeswhen my final semester was canceled i struggled a lot with it too. i grieved the loss of my last months with my friends and the cancellation of events that were important to me. however, though it's been incredibly difficult I've learned that there is still so much beauty to be found within this situation. it's given me time to spend with my family before my life gets hectic with uni stuff, a deeper bond with the friends who care enough to stay in contact even when we can't see each other, and a greater appreciation for the everyday life things that i used to take for granted. though it may be hard, and you will have bad days and feel hopeless sometimes, do your best to hang onto those little bright spots in this situation, whatever they may be for you and no matter how small they are. when you focus on the good, the good gets better. remember that you have a beautiful future ahead of you past this situation. God has wonderful things in store for you and you will make it through to the other side to see what those things are. keep your head up, I'm praying for you💕
@CheerySpirits You have every right to feel sad. Do not apologize. You're feelings are warranted. The situation we find ourselves in is unprecedented for our generation. It's okay to be scared. Just know you are not alone. It may not seem like it now, but your words are valuable. Your words carry weight and will have an impact, a positive one, on others - because they will understand that, indeed, they too are not alone. We are all in this together. We will endure. We will get the this together. And who knows, maybe even make new friends along the way. After all, there's a silver lining to everything. Be safe. Take care.
7 likes👍🤟💞
Fleur i’m okay.. things could be better! i hate catching myself being jealous or insecure over something ridiculously stupid. like i know myself and i know what’s wrong for me, but why do i allow myself to feel this way? i don’t know. maybe it’s the people i allow in my life that makes me feel this way. should i rethink the ppl the walks in and out of my life? i guess i’ll just let time pass by.. but thank you for asking. i hope you’re doing well too :)
3 likesNot doing great, being alone has got me overthinking feeling a mixer of depressed and stressed out. Hope you're well!
3 likes@Reetta omg thank you so much! I'll send some your way 💕
2 likes@Kriya B that's great! I'm proud of you for taking control of what you can. Thank you for everything
4 likestoday was the closest i’ve ever been to giving up completely :/ all my schoolwork has piled up and i can’t seem to work on a single assignment without breaking down and crying. i feel like i’m going to fail all my classes and i don’t even want to think about how my parents might react
4 likesFleur dude I miss my girlfriend so much and I miss her hugs and her fluffy hair and her smiles and everything just ughhh
5 likesNot exactly but yk, I'm alive ig
1 like@Myriam Duran thanks :,)
1 like@Kriya B yeah you're right, thanks for taking the time to say this, means a lot :)
2 likesn- no. no i am not. i've got too much school work, i've been dysphoric as hell, and my dad's [redacted] again. but "ok"ness is relative. and i'm certainly doing better than i was before. i have a laptop, i'm not prevented from doing school work, and i'm not in danger of death. which gives me hope. so the answer is no, but i'm hanging in there. if that makes sense.
3 likesFleur this is such a lovely and thoughtful comment! Bless you
3 likesYour a gem for being that person who cares about people they don't know ❤️
3 likesFleur All these girls out here changing their hair when they have a mental breakdown, I just move furniture in my room clean as I think too hard too fast too much. I'm OK now but I wasnt maybe 3 days ago?
2 likesno. but it’s going to be fine i just don’t know how yet but that’s fine. much love xx
3 likesNot doing my best but I feel like I’m slipping. Thank you honestly people like you remind me of the good in the world.
1 likeEh. I’m aight.
0 likeswell, first my grandpa died. then i couldn''t see my best friend anymore. i don't know what my gender is. this pandemic was the last straw and now nothing feels real anymore.
0 likesI no longer know what sleep is, but otherwise I’m fine
0 likesit’s nice knowing there are still nice people out there :)
2 likesi don't feel ok. I'm trying to deal with the mess i'm in tho. So i'll try to not mess up again lol
0 likeshahaha nOpe
0 likesThank you for asking! I am a little low today because I like my friend and he doesn't feel the same way and it's so hard for me to get over it but I don't want to lose him as a friend so I just have to find a way to be ok with this and it's kinda messy. How are you doing?
2 likesThank you! I’m ok, but not the greatest. I’m getting better, slowly. Hope you’re good too.
1 like@thisbluewall I totally get it and I hope you are doing better now. Remember we’ll both make it through this to happier times. I don’t know when but we will someday.
0 likes@rose it's great to hear that you're getting better and i hope it stays that way! have a great day x
0 likes@Fleur Thank you :)
0 likesWoww, I have a lot of feelings about this one. First off, I feel this is dodie being vulnerable in a way we've never seen before, which is amazing, and really painful. Second, the filming is amazing, dodie in this soulless, echoey room, pacing back and forth like she's trapped. It really represents this feeling of being in your mid twenties and alone, and lost, and having what in your eyes is markable proof that you damage people. Also what she sees as the weight of responsibility, a little like in Burnt Out. Thirdly, dodie's really coming into her own instrumentally, and its great to see, she's really found her sound, and I can totally picture the end of this one turning into a classic dodie 'round'. Yep, this is amazin, can't wait for alsosim eee!
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<3!
26 likes@doddlevloggle also was wonderin, what's in the bag??
3 likesthis lowkey needs to be in a musical oh my gOD-
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ElliRambler THIS IS EVERYTHING
3 likesHonestly, you could take just her songs and string together at least one musical, possibly more. Just the songs and no added dialogue and it would still form a coherent story.
34 likesDodie’s song cycle
3 likesI literally had the exact same thought. Dodie as a composer for a musical is so very very believable.
10 likesi wish dodie some day will have the opportunity to write a musical and it’ll be my favorite musical of all time
9 likesgodddd a musical composed by dodie would be everything
5 likesI was LITERALLY about to comment this
1 likeDodie should be such a good musical composer
2 likesthis song has the same feeling you get when you're trying really hard not to think about something but you think about it anyways and you feel it in your stomach, and then you feel rushed all of a sudden
22 likesI just want to say thank you. for everything. You've given me so much, and your music kept me here when my thoughts were determined to make me leave. You gave me a beautiful and amazing girlfriend, and you've inspired me to write music. You gave me a passion for songwriting. Thank you.
31 likesOOF THIS SONG... that feeling of growing up and looking back at past relationships (friendships, romantic, even family) and realizing all the crappy things that you did that you didn't even realize happened!!! And the guilt of if those people don't talk to you anymore, thinking/knowing that it was entirely your fault!!! And if they're still on good terms with you, it's that feeling of gratitude that they put up with you but also that even deeper guilt knowing how much you've hurt them!!! And the even worse paranoia that you might still be hurting them and they're not saying anything about it!!! And you're too afraid to ask because you're too afraid of the answer!!! And the feeling that you just want to shut off your emotions not because someone else is hurting you but because you are hurting yourself and others!!! It's the worst feeling! Especially if, like in your lyric "how they love me/all my daughters", you are told by people that you are amazing and kind and wonderful and you just know that you're NOT and it feels like you've got this little shriveled heart in your chest that no one else knows about and that you have to hide.
48 likesI went through this very recently when I realized that I had (unconsciously) pushed away one of my best friends. I realized that I had not been there for her when she had needed it most and I got so wrapped up in my own life that I neglected to care about hers. That's the WORST feeling, especially if you're someone who has a reputation for being super kind. That feeling from "Someone hold me down, before / I book a flight to your front door/No one else will bring relief/...And I don’t want to grieve" where you just want to go and make everything better but you CAN'T because you can't forgive yourself for them. It's completely up to them and you have to be mature and accept whatever outcome. Man. Growing up sucks a lot of the time.
HOWEVER! Not all hope is lost! My friend was gracious enough to forgive me and we are now back on great terms. I am still trying to forgive myself. It's natural to look back on your past self and just cringe and even get angry at how careless you were, but after ranting about this to my brother, he told me one very important thing: bad people don't worry if they're a bad person. Sure, you might not be perfect or flawless, but your guilt shows that you care and want to get better! The guilt will lead to one of two things: 1) it will help mend your relationship with someone you hurt after your sincere apologies and attempts to make it better, 2) or, if you don't reconnect with that person, then it will help you to know what you should and shouldn't do in any future relationships.
Fantastic song, Dodie! I freaking love your music so much. I found you very very recently, and I feel like I've stumbled upon a diamond mine. Your music captures some of the most universal yet seldom-talked-about emotions. Love ya! 💕
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I'm having a really similar experience, and this comment has really helped me 💗 your brother is entirely right
0 likesThe aesthetic of this and how it was filmed is so artistic and beautiful - almost makes you feel nostalgic in a way...
34 likesThis is beautiful. I love how you can see people walking and cars driving past outside - makes you think about how everyone has their own story❤️
34 likesthis is just so emotionally charged, but it's in a peaceful place. it's jarring in a lovely way. ❤
28 likesWho else thinks than even when ALOSIA is over dodie should still share her demos coz these songs are truly wonderful???
20 likesdodie walked around in this video more than me in 3 weeks of quarantine
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33 likesJk love u Coennie
1 likeTess Verhorst AHAHAHHAAAHHAHAHAHA
0 likesBy any chance do u know what instrument dodie is playing
1 like@Mawr ! The walkykele- an ukelele that runs on walking-power 😁
4 likes@Mawr ! I'm probably wrong but i think it's her baritone uke :)
1 likedodie: don't get too attached, they're just demos!!" Me: almost in tears singing this because it's beautiful
8 likesThat was next level dodie. Your songwriting skills never cease to amaze me. A very mature vibe - love the #11 in the verse melody.
4 likesGod damn, that chorus is haunting. It's freaky how you manage to evoke such strong emotions with such a soft voice.
4 likesYour background is so soothing and calming. It matches your voice!
19 likesThe way she just slapped the wall when she finished the song 😂
70 likesok WOW
137 likesThe chorus feels like missing a step on the stairs, the feeling you get in your chest while crying and going forwards on a swing.
11 likesThe verse feels like my breathing is a circular motion moving from left to right and I’m weightless like in water.
The harmonies put bumble bees into my legs.
This makes me want to cry my lungs out.
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woah
4 likesoh my god where u filmed this is so peaceful the ACOUSTICS
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Sydney Howard no I think the question is why are you are out of the house it’s a pandemic?
29 likes@Ell Nichols yeah well she could have filmed this before
32 likesEllie Nichols I think that’s her house..?
20 likesEllie Nichols there’s obviously nobody there- it seems like a very quiet place. i’m all for staying home and keeping distance but have you never gone to the grocery during the pandemic? Two things that aren’t really comparable, yes, but also it makes a point enough. she’s following the distancing rules :)
90 likes@Ell Nichols it's the flat's lobby she mentioned it when she tweeted this video
237 likes@Tori Hanson beat me to it aha
3 likesit’s a GoRGEOUS ASS PLACE REGARDLESS THO
32 likesmariia.cas it could have❤️
1 likeMoCarmen no it looks like she’s been on a business call or something
1 likeSydney Howard girl oh no I sympathise with you❤️
1 likeDefinitely the lobby of wherever she lives! I was upset at first, but then saw the lounge chairs and table and big windows and it made sense lolol.
35 likes@Ell Nichols it's her apartment lobby, she said so in a tweet
8 likesEllie Nichols Its probs the lobby to the apartment building she is living in
4 likes@StrawberryBonbon lord imagine having an flat lobby THIS fucking pretty WOW
24 likesTrebleBeth it’s beautiful if it is I am jel🤗😂
0 likesMoCarmen I WISH LOL
31 likesI absolutely ADORE the chord progression!!! And the harmonies in the chorus are giving me some major Sara Bareilles vibes!! Thank you so much for releasing these over this month and please do continue if you want! It really brightens my day to hear new music through all of this, thank you thank you thank you!!!
9 likesI love love loveeeeeee everything about this song! Lyrics, acoustics, harmonies, your voice and ukelele playing 💜
3 likesTHE OUTTAKE AT THE END I AM GONNA DIE I LOVE HER AHAHAHHAA
35 likesIt would be amazing if we got an album of these demos - we as a dodiedom would be so grateful if you uploaded these onto Spotify/itunes etc ! Love ya!!
7 likesI love this. I hope so badly that this will be more than just a Demo
4 likesthe acoustics. the aesthetic. the song. WE LOVE.
17 likesI can’t stop listening to the chorus over and over again, the “screaming underwater” gives me chills...
2 likesI love these demos. They're so beautiful and calming during qaurentine
5 likesI hope that the love and the “soft words” are starting to get through. The world is so easy to hate... but there’s good in the people in it. And yes, especially you Dodie. Thank you for sharing your voice and your gift. I love you and am so grateful to have found you years and years and years ago.
2 likesi’m so desperate to hear the official version i can’t even put it into words. i am so excited for the album to come out wow
3 likesCould you possibly turn these demos into an album? Everyone (including me) is getting attached to each song. And they're all so good!
2 likesI've listened to this repeated so many times and I just want to keep repeating it over and over again and it makes me cry but it's so beautiful
3 likesI feel like most of these songs have this melacholy feeling that day-to-day life is going on around us despite all the pain, like "I''m on a train, I'm in a car..." you're just such a talented writer! <3
4 likesThat second verse: "Heaving life into the dead, The book is closed, the words were said, everyone but me just knows how to let go"
3 likesThis verse gave me pause. I think many people find that relationships in their life will come and go with time, but some are ripped from us due to our own actions, inactions, opinions, or decisions. It's not always our fault (we all have lives to live), but sometimes the impact of losing a relationship is...really hard. Even if a friendship or relationship is unhealthy for us, sometimes it feels like it is easier to deal with the turmoil than to let it go. It would seem like the best decision is to let go of that tie, but it's not always that easy.
I hope that everyone out there finds people who build you up, stand by your side, make you feel better when you're going through a hard time, and make you feel grateful to have them in your life! Much love to everyone out there, and to you too dodie! :) <3
Her beautiful voice just fills the room when she says “I’m not who they think I am”
4 likesThis song made me feel like I got the wind knocked out of me while simultaneously giving me the sweetest breath of fresh air. I don't know how you did that, but I'm glad you did.
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I figured it out: it's the feeling of feeling understood about the feelings you don't like to feel
0 likesI’m getting Burned Out vibes from the chorus(?). Or at the very least they seem to tell a similar story, it’s just that Burned Out is more snarky and/or pointed about it. Meanwhile this song feels more sorrowful.
22 likesBut this is about three different things so who knows.
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Yaaa
18 likesI am so so so incredibly happy this song will be on your new album! It's absolute gold, I love it!
3 likesit’s so haunting yet so beautiful and i love it! i love how she’s matured so much in her music! 💞🥰💞
8 likesYou're such an inspiration to so many, and you've helped me through my darkest time in my life. I just wish I could tell you how much your music resonates with me and gives me the will to carry on. I've never done well reaching out for help, but you made it so I didn't have to. Now I can find my own time to tell people how much pain I feel by merely being alive. Your music is what helped me get to that point.
7 likesThank you so much, for everything I was never able to ask for.
all my daughters is literally the prettiest title i've ever heard in my life
16 likesthis room is so beautiful. everything is so fitting and pleasing. and the echo! dodge, warm love and a great hug to you
4 likesher clothes-
5 likesher hair-
her voice-
her talent-
her love for music-
this song-
She had to wait for her birthday to post this one so the "I'm twenty five I'm twenty five all this sh!t proves i'm alive" line would work. Haha it's beautiful
2 likesit almost feels like dodie is writing for a musical (and i would love to see it, thank you very much).
6 likesOh my god this is amazing!!! You're such a huge influence on me and my music and I love you so much 💖
2 likesALOSIM YES PLEASE DODIE WE NEED MORE LIKE THESE PLEASE I CANT BELIEVE YOU'RE WRITING THAT MUCH AND GIVING IT TO US !!!
4 likesSo many demos and all of them beautiful 💛
4 likesOh my god I love the minor and eery sound of this 🥺
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Phrygian(?) to Dorian
0 likes"everyone but me just knows, how to let go" just hits on a different level rn
2 likesi think this might be one of my favorites from alosia because it feels comforting one second and then really haunting the next
2 likesMay I suggest: ALOSIQ (a lot of songs in quarantine)
36 likesI've listened to this so many times and with each time I get more shocked that this won't be on the official album and is only on the deluxe
2 likesThis complexity of the chord progression in this one really caught my ears. I can listen to it on repeat. That's the thing about your music- it's not usually created from basic chord progressions, but interesting ones that give you a new vibe. Just beautiful.
1 likei used to be a huge fan and then i kind of fell off watching every dodie video but wow wow wow am i glad i watched this one
4 likescan I just say this background makes me happy. It's just so bright and nice.
5 likeswoah this is for sure one of my favorite demos she’s ever posted the lyrics and ambiance are painfully gorgeous
1 likebeautiful lyrics, beautiful voice, beautiful setting, beautiful everything! Dodie inspired me to stop being scared and post my first original song on youtube today.
1 likeThis song makes me feel things I can't explain how can we not get attached to these
3 likesthis demo is definitely my favorite so far, it just sounds wise, like someone who has learned from all their experiences and pushes onward with their growth.
1 likethe tension that builds in the chorus is so amazing. i've repeated that part so many times already. genius
1 like"that was a take" SLAM
5 likeslove it
can we just have alos. i want alos. a lot of songs. period. all the time. alosaott. a lot of songs all of the time. i need this year round.
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That could work
19 likesyoutube: dodie uploaded a new video
56 likesme: literally doesn’t take a second to think before clicking
burned out my is my favorite song of yours and this one felt like coming from a similar place but also being a bit older and it's less overwhelming??? idk exactly but i love it and you
6 likesYou have a beautiful voice dodie so calming and relaxing another beautiful song love you so much dodie
1 likeThis is by far my favorite song you’ve written and I really hope it makes it on your next album. It feels like being calm in a storm. Dark but peaceful. Like quiet grieving ? I’m not sure exactly but I really love it ❤️
1 likeThis is my favorite Alosia song!! Can't wait to hear it on the Alosia Deluxe Album in March!! 😭❤️
1 likeALOSIA is really brightening up my quarantine. Thank you, dodie!!
56 likesThis is almost definitely my fave demo. Those harmonies on the chorus, damn! <3
0 likesThis is so aesthetic and peaceful. Love the song dodie!!!!💕💕💕💕
1 likeWow. My favourite one so far. I'm speechless ❤
2 likesEverything about this video is so pretty, the song, the background, and of course dodie
1 likethis might be my favorite demo so far. it’s so melodically interesting and the chorus is just so MMMMH
0 likesIn my opinion, this is one of your greatest songs you ve ever written! Love the harmonies. Your voice/singing is magical as always🥰. Your music and creativity reminds me of Steven Wilson in many ways.
1 likeIt would be awesome if you and Wilson would do a project together some day 😍
This is what you were talking about in Else’s live!! I’m so glad you finally got the perfect shot 🥰 it looks and sounds stunning x
0 likesI feel every single line of this song in my bones. Thank you so much, I'm just speechless that I found a song that could speak to me like that.
0 likeswhat ukulele is that? is it a tenor or a baritone? it sounds amazing
4 likesThis is my favorite demo you've done! It's so gorgeous and the lyrics flow so well.
0 likesthis is my absolute favourite song from alosia omggg. Something about it feels so vulnerable and soft! I've been playing it nonstop while trying to get my work done :')
1 likeI love the emotion behind your singing. You inspire me deeply. Wishing you peace love and positivity.
0 likesLove the honesty of the song! You have a beautiful voice!
1 likeI can't not get attached to these songs. 💛🎵🎶
2 likesI am actually in love with the lyrics, they have such raw emotion that show feeling... just wow
0 likesUG the Demos are all so good!! Dodie you're music has matured so beautifully 💕💕
0 likesthe chorus got me in my absolute feels. completely sobbing,, i needed this is my life
1 likeI love this song so much! I'd love to hear your thought process behind writing it. I hope you're doing well!
0 likesThese demos are amazing! Hope you make more.
1 liketbh I love being able to hear the birds and the various little audio blips like that!! I know most artists dislike them but I really feel like they help add depth to songs, and help convey a sense of time passing!!
1 likemy brain is very very dead, and when my brain is dead I can't filter myself so sorry to whoever reads this mess
OH MY GOD THIS WHOLE VIDEO IS PURE AESTHETICS
100 likesThat natural reverb is gorgeous, I love this song so much!
0 likesThis is scary relatable right now, thank you for your lovely music that heals my soul ❤️
0 likesI really really love this one! A produced version of this would be stunning 😍
0 likesI realized I forgot how beautiful your voice is when you started singing, I missed listening to you🥺🥺💖its beautiful
0 likesThis has such a peacefull chaotic feeling and I love it
1 likeEveryone tell me what their interpretation of the song is pls!! I want to know your thoughts!
2 likesthis has some Aurora vibes and I LOVE IT omg
0 likesDefinitely one of my fave demos omg so beautiful and emotional ♥
i hope she knows that we really really love and appreciate what she’s doing and the amount of effort she put into all of this.she’s truly amazing💗
0 likesDodies demos are honestly making this quarantine time a little easier ❤️
53 likesWow the melody in the verse is just absolutely crazy and amazing!🔥🔥
0 likesyour voice sounds like a flute in the harmonies such a LOVELY tone
1 likeIt’s my birthday today and I’m so happy to be able to wake up to Dodie’s beautiful singing!! Things can’t get much better than that ❤️
0 likesevery time you do a demo song like this i always feel like they’re the ones with the most emotional impact
0 likesevery time you do a demo song like this i always feel like they’re the ones with the most emotional impact
0 likesI love the modal feel there’s to it! The chord progression and the melody is so interesting. Great job, Dodie xxx
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MmmmmmMMMmm Lydian yum
0 likes"heaving life into the dead" wow, what a lyric..
7 likesThe more I listen to this the more I love it. It’s so mesmerizing and I can’t get enough
0 likesthe ACOUSTICS in that room wow you sound angelic but also eerie? idk but i love it
2 likesReally love this, and I hope your cheese-grated thumb heals soon! <3
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thank u!!! Haha <3
0 likesEverything about this song is absolutely beautiful. Thank you for sharing your words and your melodies.
0 likes2:30 Idk if its just funky tuning or something else but the contrast of the light high pitch singing with the low pitch backing track is such a mood
1 likealso please make this a full song i love ittt
this is beautiful. i love how personal all of your songs feel.
0 likesYour song writing is maturing so beautifully. I cant wait to see where it goes.
0 likesThis song really hit hard for me and everything I'm going through right now so thank you. Your music is so inspiring and beautiful!
0 likesOmg this has something mythical to it and I really feel like that she vibe is coming to me again also a bit of Arms Unfloding love it
1 likeCANNOT W A I T FOR THE OFFICIAL VERSION ON THE ALBUM 💕✨
1 likeobviously this is the opposite of what we are supposed to take away from this song. but hearing dodie refer to what i assume is us as her daughters made me feel loved i’m sorry
2 likesThank you so much for making music. In the name of the human race, THANK YOU.
1 likeI really love how you write. It breaks me everytime. 😭💜
0 likesThis gave me chills so hard that even though I am snuggled in a thick comforter it felt like a strong wind went through my entire body and now I am still cold. Dodie you are really cool. These demos are awesome.
0 likesThis needs to be released omg I love it sm. I need the chords 😔🥺 it’s beautiufl
0 likeshello Dodie! just wanted you to know that when I was younger, I wanted to be just like you. hope you know there are people like me who love you with their whole heart 🖤
1 likeSo pretty as always! I love the background noise! It fits in so well!
0 likesI really love this one. (also the chord progressions and humming bits give me the same vibe as the song 'In Ear Park' by Department Of Eagles)
0 likesI LOVE this SO SO much, the crescendo and decrescendos are just fantastic
0 likesThis is haunting and gorgeous and I love it so much <3
0 likesplease please please make this a single !!!!! i love those minor notes in the verses that shouldn’t fit but do so well !! 🥺🥺🥺🥺
1 likeI can’t stop playing this on loop, I’m obsessed 😍😍
0 likesI need the chords for this, it's so beautiful and i'm definetly attached
0 likesI keep coming back to this one- genuinely so beautiful
1 likeThe soft humming in the second chorus is maybe the most beautiful thing I've ever heard please do alosim!!!
0 likesThis song is so interesting!! The chorus really hits it home for me, I really understand that feeling. Also the line “I hate the world but it doesn’t care,” really gets at this frustration I feel almost constantly now. This is great!!
0 likesI love. I’m in love. I love this so much.
8 likesyour lyrics are so perfectly worded, every line feels intricate and thoughtful and it's so so inspiring
0 likesCrazy how you've gotten so good over the years, your lyrics and melodies just keep getting better and better
0 likesEveryone coming out with these beautiful meanings for this amazing song and then there's me who saw the title and just thought 'is this about losing an egg when you have your menstrual cycle?'
1 likedodie has made my april feel like sunshine and i couldn’t ask for anything better
1 likei think this one is my favourite of all of them so far, it's haunting yet almost whimsical at the same time
0 likesI keep coming back to this demo, I think it's my favourite. Laura Marling vibes.
1 likeThis is so beautiful. I love the melody.
0 likesSeeing a new Dodie upload is always the best part of my day. These songs are getting me through the year of April.
0 likesp.s. that reverb is * chef's kiss *
there's something almost spiritual about this song that I am absolutely in love with
0 likesalso DANG what a chorus. i'll just be reeling from that for the next hour it's fine
Omg I love the setting, you look great, the ukulele? is flipping awesome, and the the song, just is so gorgeous! I love everything about this demo! I love hearing to car driving by, the acoustics Ahhhh!!! So beautiful!
0 likesthis is incredible. the energy of the whole video feels like a reassurance that everything will be okay
0 likesThis reminds me of that song that plays in the credits of “Wall.E” I’m not exactly sure why but anyway this song is hauntingly beautiful <3
0 likesjust want to take a moment to appreciate how lovely you look in this video dodie! 💕
0 likesThe harmony in the chorus gave me chilllsssss ❤️
0 likessaw this on her instagram livestream and it's nice to hear it more finished! her voice is gorgeous.
0 likesthis is definitely my fav alosia demo yet!! so beautiful
0 likesalso can anyone tell me what uke she's playing on?
I’ve rewatched these millions of times please can we get them on Spotify 🥺🥺🥺
0 likesi know you said not to get attached to these songs but i keep coming back to this one bc it’s STELLAR
2 likeseverytime i see you post a song/demo im so amazed by your songwriting skills. you can make something absolutely beautiful from your brain im ASTONISHED
0 likesI have chills. This is the most beautiful thing I have ever heard. It's truly an artful puzzle piece.
0 likesAll her pieces are so haunting and fae. At first i was caught by how quiet she is, how her lower notes almost disappear, almost like she doesnt have enough in the tank to get it out, but once you hear all the pieces of the melody those quiet places just pull you in deeper to get lost in her world. Love it very witchy
1 likeI’ve been listening to your DEMOs NONSTOP!! These videos have made my quarantine 100% better!
0 likesmy goodness. the flow of ‘how they love me/ all my daughters/ but i’m screaming/ underwater’ gives me chills.
0 likesOmg it's THE song 🥺❤
0 likesI always loved the melody but now that I hear the lyrics better I fell in love with those too. So many relatable lines
I think this might be my favorite demo from alosia 💜
0 likesI really can't explain just how much I love this and how many times I've listened to it
0 likesThese songs are really helping me currently in life and I want you to know that I really appreciate you
0 likesI'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS SINCE I SAW IT ON INSTA I'M CRYING
13 likesYou're such an inspiration, darling. Thank you. Beautiful as always.
0 likesHow is every song she writes/ performs is amazing!!
0 likesThese songs need to be in an album 😍
0 likesWow. It’s like you channelled this song. It reminds me so much of what someone I know is going through... thank you for the message. You’re an earth angel Dodie. ✨🙏✨
0 likesIt could be neat to release an EP called DEMO with just whatever recordings you have of each of these bc I have, against your recommendations, gotten attached to each song
1 likeI would seriously wait if she made all these full songs I would wait man there all amazing 💖💖💖
1 likeThis is so damn good, ugh Dodie is so talented :)
0 likesit's just insane that this - for really real - is done in one live take
0 likesand the song is equally amazing
thank you for sharing this!
Im SO jealous of that uke.
4 likesIt's just so aesthetic-
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did u find it?
0 likesthis is SUCH a beautiful song i wish i knew the chords aa
0 likesthis has such a beautiful acoustic properties, the walking around aimlessly it's just so idk sweet, picturesque. i love it and this song
0 likesi heard this on your live and loved it! can’t wait for more songssss
0 likesBeautiful. The song. The singer. Just mwah! Absolutely gorgeous.
0 likesDodie...you perfect human...you have managed to write a song that has perfectly summed up what I've been trying to explain for years. Thank you
1 likeOml whatever building you're in is absolutely gorgeous
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all that glass and the tasteful chairs wowie so cute!
20 likesi know right?!
4 likesIt's her flats lobby (she said in a tweet)
58 likesFrom reading other comments, it's the lobby from her flat! Like apartment lobby.
7 likesEbony Harris ohhhh that makes sense! Thank you :)
3 likes@Melissa Pflug you're welcome! Its gorgeous isnt it? I'm so jealous of her flats lobby
8 likesI’m jealous of her neighbours
19 likes@Shari Yianitsas oh that too
3 likesMe at building : the girl inside you is absolutely gorgeous
7 likesto me it looks soulless! and empty! a great setting for the song, kinda makes dodie look like she's lost n trapped, which fits the tone
5 likesI legit thought it was a green screen
3 likes@Charlie you cant get acoustics like that with a green screen..
1 likethe strumming sounds so old school doddleoddle if made me feel some type of way🥺
14 likesThe lyrics, the vocals, the acoustics, the progression, the tears im shedding right now
0 likesDodie omg i love you/ 10
I already love this song and I’m 1 minute in lol ❤️❤️❤️
0 likesThe end is me when my mom comes into my room while I’m singing 🤣🤣🤣. Also THIS IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL SOMG OMGGG
0 likesI love the style of these alosia songs. They feel subtly musical theatry. The storytelling in them is just so interesting
0 likesso peaceful and emotional, love it!
0 likes"Heaving life into the dead" and "I’ll grow the bones myself then". OH MY FUCKING GOD. The melody of those two verses is just so perfect. It's so weird and eerie(?). I get goose bumps every time. Sorry for the excitement over two verses, but i have this weird thing, where i have those favorite snippets in all songs that i like and i anticipate them every time, also i'm drunk at the mment. Love you Dodie.
0 likesGod I swear please let this make it onto Spotify ❤️ need it in my life lol it’s too late, I’m already attached to this song whoops
0 likesthis setting and the sound.... wow incredible dodie!!!
0 likesLove you !!!! Continue things like this because it sounds amazing ! Big kisses from France !!!!
0 likesEven without earphones my ears felt blessed by those harmonies ohhhh boy I have no much regret not hearing that for the first time with earphones you should have warned me hahahah
0 likesthis is going to be my most favorite album of all time AND I KNOW IT
0 likesHey gurl,
0 likesLove you so much, what an amazing person you are ❤
All of this is so powerful and the chorus just gets me mentally and I feel attacked but in a good bad way, and Im gonna go cry and wish dodie love
0 likesHow beautiful song! And such an adorable voice...
0 likesthis has such a sinister musical vibe, I am obsessed with this.
1 likeI’d love to know the chords for this!
0 likesI said it on the live and I'll say it again, we need this one on an album
0 likesI keep replaying this video. So beautiful 🌼✨💗
0 likesA real evolution in your songwriting is happening right now, I feel. And we get to experience it! :)
0 likesi can’t even with these back-to-back demos.. and i love them all and can’t wait to hear what you do with these
0 likesTHIS SONG IS AMAZING AND DESERVES MORE LOVE FROM THE INTERNET
0 likesThis gives me so much peace,i can stop listening 🤩
0 likes"alosiq" - a lot of songs in the quarantine - thank you, dodie <3
0 likeseven just the intro is absolutely beautiful<3
12 likesI lost my mum about a month ago and the first two verses hit me. They capture my grief quite neatly. Love you Dodie ❤️
0 likesI probably shouldn’t be listening to this at 3 am but here I am with insomnia and emotional 🥺
1 likeimagine if she created a whole lofi ep with all of the alosia songs 🥺🥺🥺
1 likei like to picture all of your songs as sisters. i really want to do a big project where i design all your songs as characters (including youtube-only releases)
1 likewow after just one minute i can tell this is my new favourite. This is beautiful
0 likesThis prompted a much needed cry, thank you 💕💕💕💕
0 likesDoes anyone know what chords she's playing? Im in love with this song!!
0 likeslistens to the greatest demo of all
3 likes"That was a Take"
smacks pilar
Greatest thing ever xD
this song is so gorgeous i come back to it very frequently
1 likeI think this is my favourite demo so far :D
1 likeThis song and cool girl. Get it on Spotify please!! I need it
1 likei didnt know what to say but i have to say something so heres my comment:
1 likeI LOVE this, and you and everything you do, THE END.
Dodie is saving me during these times.
47 likesThis is so unique and beautiful, PLEASE use it!
0 likesi come back and listen to this every day, its so perfect.
0 likesThe acoustics are amazing ❤️❤️
0 likesLovely, as always! 👏🥺💕
0 likeswow something about this has unlocked another part of my mind. This is one of the best songs i’ve heard in a long time. I was gaping the whole time listening to it
0 likesLyrics-Comment if I made mistakes! *Star means I'm not sure xx
2 likesSomeone hold me down
Before I book a flight to your front door
Noone else will bring relief
And I don't wanna grieve
*Giving life unto the dead
The book is closed
The words were said
*Everyone besides us knows how to let go
I felt it all go slack
*I went aloud
I need it back
I'll grow the bones myself then on my own again
I'm 25, I'm 25
And all this shit proves I'm alive
But I spend the day just spending days
Take it away
I am not who they think I am
I try too hard not to give a damn
But I feel it, how they love me,
All my daughters, but I'm screaming underwater
I will hurt you, almost definitely, ask the people who have left me
Was there any other way?
*Different paths on different days
Every lover walking free
Now rid of me
I'm on a train, I'm in a car
*Wishing my hair, I'm in the dark
I hate the world and it doesn't care
We just sit there
I'm not who they think I am
I try too hard not to give a damn
But I feel it
X2
How they love me
All my daughters, but I'm screaming underwater
I will hurt you, almost definitely,
Ask the people who have left me
I’m now crying cause I was trying to find words to express how I feel and this is exactly it
0 likesThis is amazing it makes me feel things 🥺🥺
0 likesDodie has blessed us again! ✨❤️✨
0 likesI would do just about anything for more of this amazing song
0 likesI really needed this tonight dodie...thank you.
1 likeDefinitely hope this becomes a full song at some point, it's too raw for it to not have a place in the charts 🤞🏼
0 likesIn order to solve the ALOSIA problem, just do ALOSII (a lot of songs in isolation) bc imma be sad if no more demos come out!!!
1 likealosia and escapril are dragging me kicking and screaming back into writing music again. this is amazing
0 likesI desperately want this on Spotify..
1 likeImagine making me cry this much >:'(( this is amazing
0 likesthis is almost like a resentful reply to burned out
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I love your profile 'goblin dodie' 😂😂
0 likesI aspire to write songs like u bc damnn my heart hurts for this 💔
0 likesI love this! A name for the songs after April could be ALOSIQ/ALOSII (a lot of songs in quarantine/isolation)
0 likesare we able to get a tutorial on how to play this song? I love it so much is all, and it would be super cool to learn to play it :) Thankyou!
1 likeThat's just so beautiful.. you sing so beatifully. 😍💞
0 likesis it just me or u guys also felling that fairytale vibes while listenin dodie's voice with ukulele
1 likeit's just so magical and gets me every fuckin time
all the nights I've been crying, seeing this helped calm me down ;;
3 likesi will do anything for an "alosim" bc dodie is getting me through this quarantine
1 likei LOVE the vibes of this. reminds me of agnes obels music yet still wholly unique and the CHORDS??? the HARMONIES???? the MELODY ITSELF????? the verses have this sort of meandering up and down but the chorus is more stable, and it all gives the song this vibe of being almost underwater and i love it
0 likesthese lyrics hit me so hard that they embedded into my soul and bloomed into flowers
0 likesI am LIVING for the melancholy in your songs
0 likesomg i fucking love the acoustics in here. you demos are literally the only thing keeping me sane x
0 likesgod, I love it.
0 likesis so beautiful!
this is <3 one my favs! of alosia
I mean MATCH I click with it instantaneously
Just saw the live with else on instagram a few hours ago..it was the purest and most beautiful thing ever!
0 likesAlso we really need all these songs to become an album or ep or something! I could listen to them all day
You could make an entire album of all the demos from alosia and it would be sooooo good
0 likesI love how all the background noise is there like if this was recorded (and I hope it will) that there would be like the sound of cars rushing by and trees in the wind and birds singing. I feel like it's just me but those sounds always make me feel really calm.
0 likesthe purity of this pERFORMANCE is unmatched i love her so fuckign fkd much. i wonder how long these take to write??
1 likeThis song is so incredibly good and i am crying
1 likeRealy beautiful! And once again so many lovely comments. :)
0 likesI like the line "I' not who they think I am", because - Who really ever is?
this is finally on spotify and i’ve been streaming it none stop
0 likesSo beautiful. Soothing and soulful. Thank you for sharing your gift.
0 likes👍🤟💕
god I just keep coming back to this song, I love it so much..
1 likeMy favorite ALOSIA song yet!! <3
0 likesI think this is my favourite ALOSIA so far... also, what mic are you using to record the audio?? :)
0 likesyou are beautiful and so is everything you create ♡
0 likesI ADORE THIS SONG!! I hope your thumb feels better!
0 likesHow could we not get attached to masterpieces like this?!
0 likesthis vibes so good, like you got me and some kinda trance, lovely <3
0 likesoooh I remember this one from that tiny snippet but it sounds EVEN BETTER now, so gorgeous aaaa
0 likesim literally obsessed with this. this is like my 9th time back here i keep coming back
0 likesI have never seen anyone fit so perfectly in a room while also looking so misplaced before
3 likeshow am I supposed to not fall in love with all of these songs
1 likeIt's sounds beutifull ✨
0 likescongrat, beutifull angel ❤️
I saw this on your Instagram story a while ago and remember thinking how much I loved it
0 likesNever stop being you, through the good and bad times, just let yourself shine dodie, we all love you and you are so many of our idols ❤
0 likesOkay but Dodie is so beautiful and is an amazing writer, it is unbelievable and I fall in love with her songs every time I hear them
0 likeswow, your voice sounds absolutely angelic
0 likesI need an album with all these DEMOs at my table RIGHT. NOW.
0 likesDodie going from being really cool and confident while playing to shy and awkward when she hears the elevator is the sweetest thing
0 likesLove this, gave me chills!
0 likesI haven’t listened and yet I know it’s beautiful 🥺🖤
4 likesStill obsessed w this song!!! "I'm 25, I'm 25 and all this sh*t proves I'm alive" 💕 turning 22 in 3 days but like....just the feeling that everything you've been through means you've made it but it also weighs you down ugh
0 likesIf this doesn’t make it onto an album I will be devastated this was so utterly stunning I just can’t
0 likesPLEASE PUT THEM ON SPOTIFY 🥺 I HAVE BECOME ATTACHED
0 likesextended metaphor alert! contrary to your belief, you’re a lovely “music mother” to all your “daughters.” maybe you haven’t always been the best “mother,” but you’ve gotten a lot better at it! and you can’t be there for everyone- the family is too big. you’re doing your best. this was a lovely song!
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1 like@doddlevloggle mhm
0 likesThis. Yes. Thank you.
0 likesMother have you summoned us?
142 likesthere's always a moment right when a dodie song starts where i have to figure out the tune because the instrumental is so quiet
0 likesokay 1) this is absolutely beautiful like woww! 2) im convinced ive heard this before?? like part of it? Was it on her story or something at somepoint? or am I just going mad??
0 likesAmazing song. So unique, so divine
0 likesyou are STUNNING. i don’t want ALOSIA to be over :( ❤️
0 likesthis is the aesthetic i want to have
46 likesI felt very heavy a moment ago now I feel a lot lighter thank u doddie 😁
0 likesi love her lyrics so much she is the MAIN reason i made a youtube channel as a place to upload songs
0 likesand the acoustics are amazing
and her SKIRT
my inspiration
This sounds like it could be a nice rock tune and if that were to happen with that demo I'd be SO HAPPY
0 likesBut that demo just on its own is...
Incredible.
Thank you, dodie ^^
PLEASE DONT LET THIS BE JUST A DEMO ITS SO GOOD
0 likesthis is definitely my favourite one yet 🥺
0 likesShooketh, Dodie never disappoints 💛
0 likesThis has an ethereal musical number vibe to it. Sort of like the transition from Seventeen's chorus back to the verse, or an Into the Woods number.
0 likesThis song sits in my soul dude!!!!!! On repeat
0 likesTHIS IS FANTASTIC! BRAVO!
0 likesMy girlfriend and I have finally started to record singing videos together after a year together because I've been nervous to sing in front of her for so long. ANYWAYS! We finally uploaded a video and I'm hoping to do a cover of one of your songs soon 💕
I’ve been listening to ALOSIA waiting for the song that will break me. Here we are and I’m crying at 8.30am listening to this on repeat
0 likesCan you please please PLEASE do a tutorial on how to play this song?!?! I'm so obsessed with it but I can't figure out how to play it and I would love to play it
1 likeI've streamed this song sooooo many times lol I love you <3
0 likes“ThAt was a tAke” slaps wall
51 likesIn such a shitty time for the whole world, at the very least we get to witness this incredibly fruitful creative time. Very inspiring. Thanks, Dodie!
0 likesI’m kinda hype I remembered dodie existed again. These new demos are like the best thing ever during quarantine.
0 likes“That was a take” smacks column is my new favorite Dodie moment.
0 likesBrooooo, when is this coming to Spotify? I need this in my playlist.
0 likesI just love this one ❤️
0 likesthis song gives such a melancholy eery mood and i love it
0 likesYou can see the pain
1 likeHear the pain
Listen closely and you can feel it too.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE can we get all of these on Spotify 🥺🥺🥺
0 likesThis was chef's kiss good! especially that chorus but every part of the song is good and memorable. Makes me wonder if you wrote it in one and parts led on easily or originally in a few parts
0 likesI LOVE THIS!! SO MUCH!!
1 likeall of these alosia songs are giving me a sense of nostalgia and they feel like songs from a musical. idk why but i love them so much
0 likesYou say beautiful things in a beautiful manner with a beautiful voice accompanied with you playing beautiful notes on your guitar.
0 likesdoes a demo mean it’s just for fun or does it mean this is a sneak peek of how it is before the full thing is on spotify and itunes and everything? i hope the latter 🤞
1 likeHi! I love this song and I have a question... I would love to play this on my ukulele and I just wanted to know what the strumming pattern is? I can't find it anywhere and if nobody knows it's okay I'll make it up lmao but I would just like to be sure lol.
1 likeOh my absolute goodness this song. I need these chords oml
0 likesOk but can we talk about the VIDEO QUALITY OF THIS VIDEO?? I love it and the song so much, they contrast each other so perfectly.
0 likesTHE VIBE OF THIS IS JUST IDK I JUST LOVE IT
0 likesYES this song has been stuck in my head since you sang it on ig live
0 likesI love everything about this song in this video, in this now.
0 likesI have to watch this at least once a day to keep me from going insane
0 likesDodie I am so happy of the fact that your making some videos again. I miss you lots!!
0 likesI was listening to Dodie and as soon as the last song on the playlist ended, I got the notification that she uploaded another. The music gods said I needed to listen to one more!
0 likesI should just download all of your alosia songs to listen to them, since they're all so nice and beautiful!! Your voice is very calming and soothing (idk if I spelled that right), I could listen to your songs all day!!! 💜💜
0 likesshes so adorable and the song is great :)))
0 likesThis is... so wonderfully eerie. With the slight reverb and her hauntingly beautiful voice, mixed with the unnerving chords... 👌
0 likesthis is so beautiful :')
0 likesah these demos just keep getting better & better - I don’t want ALOSIA to end 😭 (pls let ALOSIM happen)
0 likesI keep coming back to this I need it to be a thing. its unbelievably good
0 likesi love this from when you played it on your story <3
0 likesWOAHH this one's good it's so simple but complex and it genuinely just sounds like a mind thinking and whirring and honestly works so well and ahfjsbjsbdjs dj
0 likesahh i was waiting for this video since you sang this on instagram live 💛
0 likesdodie, can we get an instruments tour? I've seen so many new ones lately and I want all the deets!
1 likeDodie playing/singing this, walking around in a lonely room with cars passing silently behind her is honestly such an aesthetic and I’m here for it
0 likesthe echo. i cannot. ma'am you are so angelic and beautiful please
0 likesi love the aesthetic of your surroundings and your voice and the lyrics all compliment each other and its so so pretty my heart is sinking oh my lord
I like the feeling in your voice. feels nice
0 likesShe plays so gently 👂🏻
0 likes'4. i'm wearing a backpack bc my ipad recording audio is in it lol ' I LOVE YOU AND YOUR MUSIC
0 likesHOLY SHIT DODIE this was so incredible! I can’t with this shit.
0 likesDodie writing more Demos
1 likeMe: But we still getting that please listen closely tango full version though?
I absolutely love this song
1 likeI love the sound of passing cars in the background while you're playing
0 likesthis one might be my favourite of your unreleased demos since i won't be done (that's not to say i haven't loved a ton of them ! just that those ones get to me yk i love em)
0 likesi swear you always release a song about what's going on in my life as soon as it is happening, are u some kind of omnipotent angel or sumn
0 likes"But I spend the days just spending days" wowwwww
21 likesHeck dude what Uke is that??? It sounds gorgeous! Great demo by the way, hope you're keeping well homie ✌🏻
1 likei love it.... so , so , so much... cant wait to buy your album...
0 likeshow did you keep your neighbours from walking through loudly. that always happens when i try to record in spaces like this. also! you must have courage :) i struggle to sing openly in public places and record it.
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gets to the end of the video Ah. I see :D
0 likesTHIS IS THE BEST SONG I HAVE HEARD IN A LONG TIME!!!!!
0 likesThe whole setting is so cool :)
0 likesdodie: these songs are just demos, dont get too attached!
0 likesMe: this song is my new bible.
This song is gorgeous and I love your vids/music/songs/voice/lyrics/writing/face but never being able to hear what you're playing on the uke/guitar drives me craaaaaazyyyyy girl they might as well be acapella (and gorgeous acapella at that though hey)
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mostly its because your chord progressions and accompaniment arrangements are always so stunningly beautiful and unique and complex and unexpected and add so much to each song that I just want to hear every single tasty little morsel because I am all kinds of greedy for it
0 likesi rarely write a comment, but this song is just too beautiful!
0 likeswow oh my god this is so gorgeous DODIE
1 likethis is so cozy but haunting at the same time!
0 likesomg you’re finally claiming me as your daughter ?🥺
2 likesNEED THIS FOR MY PLAYLIST RIGHT NOW
0 likeswhat microphone did you use? also, I love this song!!
0 likesthis is incredible
0 likesevery song or demo she's put out during this alosia has been pure magic in its own way, i love all the new directions she's trying
The ending!! Lmao i love u dodie
1 likeThe song is song is so prettyyyyyy and I feel like the person walking in at the end shows this sort of beautiful imperfection of the take
0 likes"And all this shit proves that i'm alive". So so true. No real life without hearbreak, misery and tragedy. Life is how you manage to get around it 🌠
0 likesWeekly dose of dodie keeps me happy, that's a fact
0 likesPlease release this as a main song.🙏🙏I honestly now am thinking of getting a tattoo of "all my daughters " 😭😭🌻🧡I love this!!! Beautifully written!
0 likesYour voice feels like drinking warm tea while looking at the rain sprinkle down outside
0 likesthe way the melody, chords and harmonies all fit together and bounce off each other is so complex and beautiful damn
0 likesIf you feel like it, I woul LOVE to hear you sing liability but lorde 🥺❤️
0 likesI NEED YOU ON SPOTIFY , like, now. your style is so delicate and original i'm in love
0 likesSo jealous of Dodie's neighbours right now 😂 Imgine how beautiful it would be to sit down and just hear that echoing through your door... ❤️
3 likesThis is the best thing I have ever heard in my entire life. I have transcended.
0 likesI love these video's, yes please to more :D
0 likesI don't know how but you managed to convey the sounds of a whole band of instruments with one ukelele and ur voice
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Omg that’s so nice
1 likeI love these augmented live takes. 🙏😎
0 likesi want an official recorded version of this song SO BAD it's just better every time I listen to it
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This aged beautifully
2 likesive got great news savanna from two months ago
1 likedodie did it again. Putting words on a feeling of mine... so many meanings, so much depth. Breath: taken away, again.
0 likesThis. Is. My. Shit ✌🏻 This one spoke to me a lot 💗💗
0 likesMy second favorite ALOSIA song after Bite Back 🥺💕
0 likesi love the theatre vibes in this one
1 likeThis reminds me of Flowers from Hadestown a lot
6 likesi know i shouldnt get attached to these demos but this might be my new fav songggg im reading her book rn and i cried to this song
0 likesthere’s something about the cars and the people going past outside the window while dodie stands in an open place singing so beautifully and I’m crying
0 likesAbsolutely beautiful..only complaint (with a lot of her songs unfortunately) is her guitar is extremely quiet, i understand soft playing but it's to the point where my volume is all the way up and can barely hear any guitar!
0 likesthey way you are dressed here the way you sing the CITY everything I- don’t have words-
2 likeswoooooooops left the fukin door closin at the beginning sorry if it scared u lol
4 likesso beautiful! 💞
0 likesi wish i could write songs as beautiful as yours...
0 likesIt’s been raining all day and the sun came out as I was listening to this, it must be a sign
0 likesAhhhhh I wish all these alosia songs were on Spotify
0 likesmy earphones said ⬅️⬆️⬇️↖️↙️↩️⤴️🔽🔼
6 likes"someome hold me down before i book a flight to your front door, no one else will bring relief" is such a big mood jesus
0 likesAw I love this! also how the hell did you do this in public good job!
0 likesyou are sooo loved and worth it 🥺❤️
0 likesTHIS DEMO GAVE ME CHILLSSSSS
0 likesLast time I was this early there was no global pandemic 😂
10 likesI hope you know I am attached. These songs are so goooooooood. :)
0 likesI loved every single one so far but you MUST release this one its so fucking good 😭😭😭
0 likesI just love this song!
0 likesOk I know it might not but this song HAS to be released I can hear the orchestra in it please please please
1 likewhat do u mean this alosia was almost a yeaAr ago
4 likesHOW DO YOU KEEP ALL THESE SONGS INSIDE YOUR BRAIN
0 likesThis song, this video, this aesthetic; this is just such mood.
0 likesthis has burned out vibes and i looove it
1 likethis is ghostly and i'm living for it
1 likeWhen it says 5 views but 14 likes
19 likesOk they’re all so beautiful but this ones my favourite
0 likesthis is beautiful 🥺
0 likesalways love u and ur songs💖
0 likesI love the sound of the lydian verses going to that haunting melody in dorian in the chorus.
0 likesIndie songs be like: enunciation?? I dont know her
3 likesThis is my favorite. This and don’t quite belong, cool girl, please listen closely
1 likeholy shit the harmonies and dissonance in this are gorgeous and so good at invoking changes in mood
0 likesPlease please I need the CHORDS!!! 🥰🥰🥰🥰
0 likesI feel like the three themes could be growing up is hard, relationships are hard, and having people look up to you is hard.
0 likesThis is... Hauntingly beautiful
0 likesNeed the full song and album now please 🙏
0 likesI will never get tired of ALOSIA. What the hell, being on ALOSIM, ALOSIJ!!!! I want em all
0 likeswhoooop another demo, this saved my day
0 likesoh my god i remember this on your insta story and i fell in love immediately
0 likeswhen I first listened to this song, I pictured a deity or goddess singing mournfully to her creations
0 likesi loved the vibes on this.
0 likesi kinda got the ed sheeran vibes from this song, don’t know why. it is really beautiful.
2 likesdodie’s songs just belong in a musical one day!! like honestly u could write a whole storyline with ups and downs all articulated by dodie’s songs, especially these alosia ones, just so so emotional and just written so much more like a character telling their story in a musical rather than anything in the charts right now.
0 likesOmg Dodie I haveeeee to know what this song means to you!!! Is it about your relationship with your dad? Or your parents? Your sister? I relate to this song sm gahhhh it’s amazing. Great job dodes :)
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None of those no but thank u
1 like:)
1 likethis is the song you sang in your live once
0 likesidk why but i just really really like the tune of this one
there's something to it
or maybe it's because i felt this connection while you were serenading it to us that one day, and now i can't let go
hey dodie! i was wondering if the song written over tik tok live will be released on here? i loved it so much! unless, it will be a project? idk just wondering. love you!
0 likesTHIS IS SO GOOD OMG I'M SOBBING
0 likesDude! Thank you for this song!
0 likesThis song feels like a montage of someone constantly checking their phone and waiting for a notification from someone else only to slowly accept that they won’t get one
0 likesI must have this song to listen to in my car in a rainstorm
0 likesI want to hear this as a soundtrack, If that makes sense? I want to see a character making decisions and stroking their hair ans shit WHILE THIS SONG IS PLAYING. I know it sounds silly, but I can see it in my head and its so cool, damn
0 likesI feel as if every single Alosia song could be easily part of a movie.
0 likesAre the daughters your emotions? Even though they can be harsh sometimes, take all your energy, you love them and they are the reason you live.
0 likesIf you don't leave in the bang at the beginning it won't feel the same after we've listened to this 500 times hahah
1 likeLOVE 👏 THIS 👏
0 likesi hadn't time to watch the others when they were new, but i just watched this and noW I REGRET NOT LISTENING TO THE OTHERS BEFORE WHY IS THIS SO GOOD WHAT
0 likesI love this soo much !!
0 likesThat “I’m not who they think I am” is so magical...
0 likesLove you videos Dodie your the best singer on YouTube
0 likesAcoustics on POINT. Body figure GOALS. Aesthetic STUNNING.
0 likesi really like... hear your lyrics. idk if that makes sense. a lot of songs i focus on the melody alone, but with yours i listen to and think about every word as well. you tell a story through your music, and that is so difficult to find in 2020. also ur whole vibe AGH love it
0 likesplease please plEASE upload more! even if it’s just short silly stuff- i’ve been following you since like 2015 and i miss u lmao :’)
1 likeuhm m’am i’m going to need the baritone uke chords for this and every other alosia song pls i love this too much
0 likesSo lovely <3
0 likescan't wait for a proper version!
0 likesI feel like Dodie is one those people who are pleasing to all the senses
0 likesThis needs to be Spotify, Dodie please
0 likescute outfit and beautifully haunting song thank u dodes
0 likesam i allowed to use this as music in the background in my video because this is perfect :”(( !!!
0 likesI find this song so haunting. And brilliant.
0 likesthis feels like an entirely new emotion
0 likesthe chorus is giving me AURORA vibes and i'm here for it !!!!!
0 likesI would appreciate a tutorial for this song btw
0 likesi just... omygod all your demos are just... SO GOOD. i already thought you were an amazing song writer but HOLY SHIT those FuKCINg DEMOSs fuck holy shit fuck man damn oh damn please make an album outta them please this is so good i love it man the melodies and shit FUCK I FUCKINGH LOVE IT SHIIIITITTEZPIJGGSD
0 likesHow to live the rest of your day like your in a music video and in your feelings, listen to some of dodies songs 😂 I’m not complaining 😂
0 likesyou're amazing ♡
0 likes♡
I love this songg!!
1 likethis is so stunning omg
0 likesMan, this is beautiful
0 likesHoly sh*t I clicked on this accidentally and I couldn't stop listening! Same feeling when I first discovered birdy
0 likesYour music is amazing
0 likesHey dodie could you make the instruments louder? They’re really hard to hear
1 likeYou make me want to write music. When I hear notes I can make melodies so quickly, and I can only dream of music theory. Writing pieces and songs. Every time you talk about the way you write songs, it makes me want to just figure it out. What does an a scale have to do with a song? Or a b one, what does that sound like? How would I intermix all of these things into a song to make it sound lovely, or how does music theory make songs make sense? It feels like another language.
1 likePLEASE make an alosia EP just use the audio from the videos and the thumbnail of cool girl as a cover art and put it on Spotify pleaseeeeeeeee
0 likesim really sad that you took down some of your videos speaking about your mental health and past traumatic experiences. I can understand that you may not want to have it on the internet anymore for privacy reasons. But those videos really spoke to my soul. It helped me understand some of the things that go on in my own mind, helped me process some of my own past traumas. They meant a lot to me as a subscriber and I really hope that you do make more content like that one day.
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they're still there! just in the playlist on my profile <3
1 like@doddleoddle cool cool 😊
0 likesTell why I am literally in my bed with ear buds in with TEARS DOWN MY FACE
0 likesI love the darker minor sound of this
0 likessecond chorus game me absolute chills
0 likesi listen to this at least twice a day
1 likeHow do you even write this stuff I Admire You
1 likeI hope Dodie does a video breaking this song down. I can tell it's about past love, not being able to let go, and how that affects new relationships. But I don't understand the lines about "all my daughters".
0 likesCan you put these on SoundCloud and call it Dodies Demos??? 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜
0 likesLove it!
0 likesI have chills dodie. This is haunting but in a good way
0 likesokay for real though the walk hitting at the end is a mood (also this song is gorgeous)
0 likesI LOVE THIS way too much.
0 likesthe fact that I keep coming back to this song.......I'm only 21 but it still hits me like a train :'\
0 likesAnd dodies neighbours are out there getting this live music for free 🥺 jealousss :((
1 likeBack again,I can’t get over this song
1 likewho else thinks she should make an album called alosia/quarentine/covid tinkers and include all of these vibes
0 likesThe acoustics, the aesthetics, this songggg. You are on a roll dodie
0 likesthis is everything I have ever wanted in an aesthetic
0 likesguuurl those harmoniesss 😩💖
0 likesI tried to scream
0 likesBut my head was underwater
They called me weak
Like I'm not just somebody's daughter
ohh this is so haunting and gorgeous
0 likesI love the song !!!! I wanted know what’s the name of your microphone
0 likesI love the slight sound of the cars with your singing you are asmr
0 likesDodie, this is phenomenal.
0 likesI think this song would be in a musical that came out like now that's like a dope fusion of modern musicals and classic shows.
0 likesMaybe I’m way far off but have you been listening to beatles lately because I’m getting some serious beatles vibes from these harmonies and it’s amazing 😍
1 likeI love this so much ❤❤❤❤❤❤
0 likesthis is so beautiful and relatable OOF
0 likeslet’s be honest all of us are getting far too attached to these songs and we are doing nothing to stop ourselves because THEY’RE SO DAMN GOOD
0 likesI would sincerely die for the chords to this
0 likesevery demo is my fav but i think this is truly my fav. alSO LOOK AT THOSE NICE ACOUSTICS
0 likesWHY IS YOUR GUITAR SO SMALL ahhh so cute. <3 I am practicing with one but it's literally taller than me when I sit down.
0 likes...Or is it a giant ukulele?
❤️ love them all
0 likesI seriously love dodie. I guess I can’t say that because I don’t actually personally know her, but what she does with her platform and the music she shares means SO so much to me. All of her music is seriously so beautiful, and even if it isn’t my style all the time I still appreciate it. I wish all modern music was like this. Respect dodie, respect.
0 likesThis is amazing! Can I just ask a genuine question? I hope I won't sound rude. Why do you sometimes write songs that have parts so on the low end of your vocal range, that makes it hard for you to get a clean sound out of them? Like you can make what you want out of your own song, and have such a clear bright high sound, couldn't you put it a couple of semitones higher? I really don't want to sound cocky or rude, I just have a quite high voice and my vocal coach always tells me that I am stubborn about keeping some songs low, but that doesn't make my voice stand out so I thought that maybe you could make use of the same piece of advice? Again please don't take my comment in a bad way, I so don't wanna hurt your feelings, and the song really is great! Just thought maybe this could be useful.
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That’s okay! Genuinely I am so bad at writing for my voice - i write what I know is a good melody for the song and THEN I go “oh shit well I hope I can sing that”
2 likes@doddlevloggle ahahaah oh ok I see! 🤣 Maybe you could try afterwards to adjust the key idk, I'm not actually that expert ahah
0 likesbtw, thank you for answering and for doing such a cool project as alosia in this difficult period❤️
i am back, can´t wait to listen this on spotify
1 likeThis is my favourite! along with that song that's like a tango
0 likesur voice is so smooth oh my goodness
0 likesdodie u said not to get attached but this is my absolute fav of the demos u put out oh my GOD
0 likesThat was BEAUTIFUL 😭😭😭😭😭
0 likesDoes anyone know the chords? I’d love to play this but I can’t find any chord sheets online!
0 likesshe is a masterpiece
0 likescan a clip mic really record audio so well???
1 likeThis really really really reminds me of the movie "her" because your voice is so soft but there's no jamba juice colors.
0 likesThis one is it
0 likesWow do I love the tune and the lyrics
i’m loving the vibes
0 likesThis is so haunted I love it
0 likesGod, Ive been so mad for so many years!!!!! I went to a brybry concert (while he was brybry) And it was the first time I've ever heard you sing, i didnt get to meet you! it makes me so mad! but I have a group picture of us and the crowd! My girlfriend and I at the time went to your show and i fell in love with you. We both went to Bry and Candice and didn't get to meet you and i regret it so much
0 likesProps to Dodie for making us all feel better during Coronavirus and still looking as pretty as ever 🥰
0 likesplease finish Please Listen Closely! I love all of them but I'm so attached to that one and I would cry so much if you never release it on Spotify, even if you decide not to finish it just put out what you have so far
0 likesJezzz Just PLEASE PLEASE Dodie, put this song on the next album 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
0 likesTHE ACOUSTICS THE SOUND THE SONG
0 likesYou should post the video of the song you wrote with fans on tik tok!! I loved it, even if it’s short and sweet, I would love to listen to it here on youtube
0 likesWhen u need a song It’ll come to you.
0 likesi NEED this on spotify
0 likesWOW SO GOOD I AM NEVER NOT IMPRESSED
0 likesOmygod i love this one so much
0 likesI don't know why I can't stop listening
0 likesi spent this entire time wondering how many takes she had to do bc of people coming through
0 likesi love this one, because i cant tell exactly what it is about
0 likesThe song is brilliant but can we talk about how cute Dodie looks in that outfit?
0 likeshas anyone figured out the chords on ukulele for this song? :))
0 likesThis is haunting and comforting all at once?
0 likesthe vibes are immaculate omg
0 likesaw the vegan mac n cheese video from you was my favorite :(( I hope people weren't being mean on the videos that got taken down, hun. I hope you're doing well <3
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nah everyone is so lovely! I just hid them from being searched lol - they're on the playlist on my profile!
1 likedoddleoddle oh thank you sm for letting me know 🥺❤️
0 likesam i crazy or did she give us a preview of this on her instagram story?
0 likesI have an itch about what this song is about (or at least two out of three) and if im correct than this song means a lot more than I thought it did. alosia is a lot more than just demos
0 likesThe echo-ish in the background because of the building, it adds sort of a depth. Or maybe that’s just the power of editing.
0 likesImagine being one of these cars passing and never knowing you were passing by genius
0 likesIts such a mix of emotions when you feel lost and uncertian and don't like yourself very much and people tell you you inspire them and they want to be like you, its like a very complicated imposter syndrome
0 likesomg this is amazing.
0 likesi love this :,)
0 likesWhat an amazing way to end the day.
0 likeshi i’m not even a minute in but i love the aesthetic of this video
0 likesThis might be my favorite one yet
0 likesHow precious!!!!
0 likesUghhhh you inspire me so muchhhhh😩😩😩 I just want to go write a song now😩😩
0 likessomeone PLEASE put this in a musical
0 likesThese lyrics hit me hard w0w
0 likesoh my word dodie don’t let these just be demos my friend
0 likes“that was A TAKE” [wall slapp] dodie serving moods
0 likesthis needs to be on the...
1 likeyou know what dodie. pls. big pls. even in this quality.
this chorus is... perfect
0 likesstoop I'm not ready for ALOSIA to be over!!
0 likesI turned on captions and it said “daughter’s buttock screaming” 😂
2 likesI genuinely love alosia
0 likesthat was a take slaps wall
0 likesyeah that's me every time i try to record anything. i felt that
THIS SONG CONVERTED MY MOM TO DODIEISIM
2 likesLYRICS
0 likesSomeone hold me down, the floor
I book a flight to your front door
No one else will bring relief
And I don't wanna grieve
Heaving life until the dead
The book is closed, the walls were said
Everyone but me just knows how to let go
Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm
I felt it all go slack
I want it loud, I need it back
I'll grow the bones myself, then
On my own again
I'm twenty-five, I'm twenty-five
And all the shit proves I'm alive
But I spend the day just spending days
Take it away
I'm not who they think I am
I try too hard not to give a damn
But I feel it
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming
Underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people who have left me
Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm
Was there any other way
Different paths, a different day
Every lover walking free
Now rid of me
I'm on a train
I'm in a car
Washing my hair
I'm in the dark
I hate the world, and it doesn't care
We just sit there
(Hmmmmm)
I'm not who they think I am
Hm hm hm hm hm
(Hmmmmm)
I try real hard not to give a damn
But I feel it
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming
Underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people who have left me
How they love me
All my daughters
But I'm screaming
Underwater
I will hurt you
Almost definitely
Ask the people who have left me
Hmm, hm hm, hm hm, hm hmmm, hm hm
cant we add all the alosias and other demos on a streaming platform? or like upload them as a podcast? idrk I just need this on something where I can stream without internet.
0 likesTHOSE HARMONIES 😧❤️❤️
0 likesYou have soo much hair! Like tons of Hair. And I like it when you smile. You should smile more. That clearly makes other people smile.
1 likeshit dodes, this lyric style is so cool on you. i don't think this one fits in movies or musicals like some others do, its so... specific, and vaguely reminds me of other songs that do that, that thing where you can latch onto bits and attach meaning or understand the artists meaning but you cant know exactly what all the words mean to them so when you listen to it you piece together parts of your life and each lyric will resound with something and it forms this collage of feelings from your life with every listen
0 likesDefinitely a take I'll listen to again. Not sure why exactly, but this one hit me lyrically (I know they're not 1 story--which is awesome) as well as auditorily. Thanks very much, Dodie & great job! Hope you & yours are safe and healthy :)
0 likesHOW ARE YOU SO TALENTED
0 likesmajor florence feels. this is so good
1 likeWhat's really funny is I read the title and immediately thought "oh yay, it's for me!"
0 likesJk you occupy a similar space in my brain to my older cousins who I just think are really cool and who sometimes give me their old clothes/books. No pressure to parent lol.
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This is so cute thank u
1 likeThis is amazing
0 likesso pretty 🥺❤️
0 likesThis album about to be gas
2 likesso peaceful :)
0 likesthis is my fave song from alosia omg
1 likehow does one write music like this?!
0 likesOof
0 likesI loved this one so fucking much !!!
How can each song dodie makes hit me harder than the one before. I can not stress enough that dodies music is the most beautiful music i have ever heard in my whole 17 years on eARTH ! arrghhh
0 likesI really like this one alot!! it needs added lyrics or something in the humming parts you did.... just sayin.... this might be something for you.
0 likesIf this aint on the next album ima cry
0 likesI know you aren’t releasing these in an album but I wish you would :(
0 likesyou dont have your patreon in the dooblie doo also known as the description bar you should put that in there so peoples can donate to you and keep these wonderful songs coming
0 likesthis might be my favorite from alosia 😳😳
0 likesCan’t it be ALOSAI (pronounced a-lo-say) a lot of songs isolation? I mean, your not completely in isolation but everyone’s isolating themselves, and this is going on for a few months, so that could work!
0 likesDodie is giving me reverb realness
0 likesI know she said not to get attached but like....please add this one omfg I’m so in love
0 likesDoes this one hit? Why yes. Yes it does.
0 likesOmg this is the one she’s posted little clips of!!! :D:D
0 likesAlso, yes please re: ALOSIA(fm)
I have chills my goodness
0 likesman this needs to be in a movie
0 likesI love your music
0 likesohhhhh shit this is my fave one so far (apart from the andalusian tip-y one)
1 likesooooo..... when did you say you were releasing it on Spotify?.. :)
1 likethis is so frickin great
0 likesLove this
0 likesSeeing “doddleoddle just posted a video “ makes my FUckin DAY💛😆😆😆
0 likesI love her work, but I feel awful because I am not as good as her.
0 likespleaseeeeeeeeeee alosim pleaseeeeee dodie you are bringing so much life and love into quarantine
0 likesI LOVE this
0 likesthis is so fucking beautiful
0 likesthis gives me strong after burned out vibes
1 likeneed it on spotify
0 likesIF THIS ISN'T RELEASED I WILL CRY
0 likesCan anyone tell what the chords are?😍
0 likesHER SUBTLE HARMONIES SPEAK TO MY CORE I’m JUST SKCBANKFKZ
0 likesthis song feels like a very heavy hankering for the past because of how negatively the speaker speaks of herself
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U sound like my English teacher and I’m about it
1 likeThat chorus oh my gOD
1 likeLately I've felt sad and burnt out and now a new feeling called "this song fucking hurts because it's relatable"
0 likesI LOVE IT
0 likesI LOVE IT
0 likesi don’t understand how you can write this many songs
0 likesBeautiful and genius
0 likesWhy are all the best musicians suddenly putting out their best music like it's nothing at the same time as I snap an arm in half and break the other? It's torture not being able to play anything.
0 likesThis song hit me too hard yesterday.
0 likesI LOVE THIS HOLY SHIT
0 likesTHIS IS AWESOME
0 likesThat song was very
0 likesPretty :)
Please tell me this is on Spotify.
0 likesi loved it sm
0 likesThe location 😍 the song 😍 it’s all right
0 likesGod it’s just so good
0 likespLEASE KEEP GOING, we'll keep calling it alosia and just ignore what it means HAHAHAHA
0 likesEverything about this. Is. Brilliant.
0 likesHer little bag tho!! 💕
0 likesthis is?? so incredible?? I??? dodie how do you do this?????
0 likesThis almost sounds like a Broadway show tune. Like the song the main character sings before everything falls apart...
0 likesAlso I’m obsessed with this song
0 likesIs that a bass ukulele?? So cool!!!!
0 likesi have listened to this. so many times.
0 likesweirdest thing ever - i click the video, enter, and see no views, yet there are already 234 likes and 43 comments... what? also - dodie - this is a great song!!
0 likesHas anyone figure out the chords to this?? I know i could try but i’m lazy lol
0 likesThe lyrics feel so Mitski omg love
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Chidi Anagonye I liked this comment cause I’ve been listening to a lot of mitski with little dodie breaks in between
0 likesIDK WHY BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THAT HUMMING IS AWAKENING SOMETHING IN ME
1 likeIt's hard to hear but the chords are Sweeney Todd vibes
0 likesOh also I'm dying because she's so pretty and this song is just adding so much and I'm dying I'm dead now she killed me no one arrest her
1 likeit sounds like you’re writing a musical
0 likesshes too precious🐝🐝
0 likesomg how resourceful using your backpack to carry your ipad recording hahahaha
0 likesdoes anyone know the tuning for this song for baritone?
1 likethis is going to make me cry isn’t it, dodie
0 likesi think this is my favourite so far
0 likesWow, really good stuff
0 likesSo fuckin excited about the artist dodie is becoming/has become
0 likesI’m in love. That’s all.
0 likesI love her sm
0 likesi love this wow
0 likesshe is actually such a cute person. like how?
0 likesFINALLY MY FAVOURITE
0 likesomg so beautiful
1 likeALOSIA is what keeps me sane
0 likesI’m 100% a daughter of dodie I will find the paperwork to prove it
0 likesso many chills omg
0 likesim crying that was georgous
0 likesDodie's voice id the calm during this storm
0 likesi love love love this song
0 likesok idk why but i rlly wanna comment this,,, after the second/last chorus at the end of it i really want to hear like a huge harmonic climax where there are lots of harmonies (obviously) and drama and it gets a lot louder and then cuts off bluntly before the next verse (if there even is one) i just think it would be SO satisfying to hear that seeing as it sounds like you start to do something similar when you sing "underwater"
0 likesp.s. i love u so so so so so much
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mmmmmmmm yeh!
1 likeI think this is my favorite alosia song
1 likeAm I the only one who hears “Oh my god I need it back” instead of “ I wail aloud I need it back” in the demo?
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She changed it in the rerecording for the album ! Dunno why
0 likesThis is giving me "burned out" vibes
0 likesI loved thissss
0 likesInsomnias been real quiet since this was released
0 likesAnyone else think this might sound good with something like an Una Corda piano in the mix somewhere?
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Ooo ye
0 likesOkay, but I got goosebumps wtf I never get goosebumps
0 likesi love this
0 likesI NEED THIS SONG
0 likesHappy early birthday to me a bunch of dodie songs!
0 likesWeirdly in love with the background
0 likesif "the last five years" was just more cottage girl vibes
0 likesthis song is so peaceful and heavenly
0 likeshell yes to ALOSIM!!!
0 likesIm so thankful dodies in my generation
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Like, shes in todays time, not from like a long time ago or anything. Likeeee we do be lucky af.
0 likescompletely agreed :))
1 likecould we get some chords.....? pleeeeasssseee
2 likesALOSIM !!! YES PLEASE !!!!!!!
0 likesUGH I NEEEED A TUTORIAL
0 likesThis made me cry
1 likeMy god THE ACOUSTIC!!!
0 likesmiss dodie ma’am would you please write the new national anthem of the universe
1 likeBest one yet!
0 likesi want dodie to write a Broadway musical rn plz
0 likesTHIS. IS. ART.
0 likesIf this never gets released I will cry
0 likesi love this and you omg
0 likesBut imagine if he had gotten off the elevator at the exact moment she slapped the wall
0 likesdodie: slaps a wall once shes done
0 likesAsmr when dodie says “people” 10/10
0 likesdoes anyone know what the chords are?
0 likesI don't know what these feelings are but I'm feeling them
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Nice
1 like@doddlevloggle omw I start a new job today. Sweet boyfriend text and dodie reply? Day already made. 😄💙
0 likesMY FAVE SO FAR
1 likeWHERE IS THIS FILMED ITS SO PRETTY AND COOL
0 likesEveryone but me just knows how to let go - why call me out like that huh? Smh
1 likeDodie you be looking fine this quarantine
0 likesyes please keep feeding us in May
0 likesPlease please please make this a new song PLEASE
0 likesugh so good...
0 likesNo one else will bring grief
0 likesAnd I don’t want to grieve
You’re reading my secret diaries admit it
so good omg
0 likesBEAUTIFUL WOWIE
0 likesthat dynamic control tho omggggggg
0 likesI know you said not to get attached BUT I CANT HELP IT
0 likesAnd only people on that livestream heard the song before this me included 😂
0 likesWhy am I dressed in goosebumps?
0 likesI know its been said a thousand times but it would be so cool if you wrote a musical. A short indie musical about a girl in London trying to make it on the internet and all the love/hate/relationships that comes with fame.
0 likesReplies (1)
writing dramatic songs is easy but i'm shit at storylines
0 likesgod that uke is so beautiful
0 likesWhat was my first thought when i saw the title:
0 likesNo1:
My brain:to all my sons
Because of this whole quarantine thing, cemeteries are closed where I am, and tomorrow marks one year since my mother died and I'm really sad that I can't go see her and bring her flowers and sit down with her... Thats all I wanted.. I probably sound selfish, I'm sorry..
0 likesThe start reminds me of Comet from Steven Universe
2 likesYour voice is like herbal tea to me
0 likesHas anyone figured out the chords?
0 likesI REALLY want a video about the meaning of the song. I understand if you won't do it, it's your song and it's very personal, but I'm just curious about the meaning in some of the lines. I mean, I gave them my own meaning, but I'm curious what is the 'original' meaning. Just a thought 🌻
0 likesthe vibes here are immaculate chef's chef
0 likesur aesthetic is perfect ugh.
0 likesLovely depth...🌊
0 likesoh geez. this is beautiful and youre so cute ahh marry me
0 likesCould always do ALOSIQ (quarantine)
1 likeI don’t quite know this means to you, and I’m not going to provide my personal meaning in these lyrics, but regardless, I love how Dodie is able to put my feelings into song so well. Thank you for finding your words so I can find mine. ❤️🌻❤️
1 likeTHIS HAS SO MUCH POTENTIAL
0 likesLet's call it a lot of songs in quarantine (alosiq)
0 likesAhh this is just so fucking good
0 likesI know she said not to get attached bc they're demos but im very attached to this song sesofjojsf
0 likesShe gives me Joni Mitchell mixed with someone, but can’t quite get the hang of who! Someone please help me
0 likesOh, another song exactly about me
0 likesam i one of your daughters??? plss i love that way of thinking ab us (your audience)
0 likesI know for a fact this song is going to break me
0 likesPlease extend alosia!
0 likesoh how i’ll miss alosia
0 likesMight be a silly question but what instrument is she using? A tiny guitar?
0 likesReplies (1)
I believe it is a Bass Ukulele so it's a it bigger and deeper of sound than an original Ukulele. :)
0 likesOhhhhh boyyyyy this one wins alosia. All my daughters is a golden phrase
0 likesReplies (1)
THANK U MYLESSSS
0 likesmy fav alosia song by far!
0 likesTHIS IS THAT SONG IVE HEARD THIS BEFORE
0 likesThem harmonies tho
0 likesYEEEEEEES. I am attached despite her saying not to....
1 likethe way this made me sob
0 likesI covered your song if I'm being honest
1 likeI wonder how many takes this took. Probably not that many since people aren’t supposed to be going outside that much😂
0 likesALOSIA: A lot of songs in abnormality
0 likesTHAT AWKWARD HI AT THE END OMG
1 likeWe need an update video!!!
0 likesTHE END SOUNDED LIKE THE BELL AT MY SCHOOL DODIE WHERE ARE YOU LMAO
0 likes“That was a take” *slaps wall*
0 likesI LOVE THIS DODES
0 likesWhat is the tuning on your ukulele. (Ik it's a baritone ukulele but its not the standard tuning)
1 likeis it a habit to walk around while playing standing up? bc same
0 likesu could just call it Demo Dump (over time)
0 likesScreaming underwater's just a vibe tho.
0 likesI REMEMBER THIS SONG FROM YOUR LIVE AH
0 likesI carry the time we dont talk in a backpack-
0 likesthis may sound silly but how about alosiq (a lot of songs in quarantine) ahahah
0 likesAlosiafm (a lot of songs in a few months)? Yes!
0 likesam i the only one getting like slight dear evan hansen for forever vibes from this?? or is that just me???
0 likesgetting straight subnautica vibes for some reason
1 likedODIES VOICE IS FUCKIN ANGELIC IN THIS ONE i'm gonna cry if she doesn't release these omg
0 likesThis is the kind of song I dREAM of wriing
0 likesis this the one where the person opened the door and the keys made a beeping sound
1 likebeautiful flat lobby check
0 likesfucking powerful song check
dodie check
Now my fav video on YouTube
Ayo, petition for Dodie to create a EP of her songs she wrote during quarantine (if she wants to ofc).
0 likesi LOVE the cars in the background my GOD
0 likesAlosim, yes please!
0 likesI may be getting this all wrong but the message kinda reminds me of Burned Out
0 likesharmonies yummm ahhh
0 likeswe need alosim dodie!!!
0 likesCan someone drop ukulele chords please? Would be greatly appreciated
0 likesIt sounds like Sweeney Todd!!!!!!!
1 likeSo good.
0 likesOh mer gerd beautiful thank you
0 likes"that was a take"
0 likesSMACK
ALOSII - A lot songs in isolation?
2 likesOKAY BUT IF YOU RELEASED THIS FEATURING HOZIER THAT WOULD BE SO GOOD PLEASE
0 likesReplies (1)
Woah
1 likethe 37 dislikes meant to say "dis-i-like"
0 likesThis neeedsss to be on spotify
0 likesI wasn’t expecting that
1 likethe end is me trying to talk to my crush
0 likesYOURE AWESOME AND I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND BUT NOT REALLY BUT ALSO FOR REAL ILY ITS OKAY
0 likesngl i clicked on this video partially because i like the background
0 likesall those six people who disliked this, come to my office i have some words for you
0 likesdodie where are you omg the view outside omg the acoustics
1 likealosiq: a lot of songs in quarantine
1 likethe ACOUSTICS omg
0 likesWhat BUILDING is this omg it's beautiful
0 likesReplies (1)
also, the music is beautiful, of course!
0 likesDodie just gets it
0 likesWhy can't it be a "A lot of songs in a few years because why not" ALOSIAFYBWN (Pron: Alosiafybwin)
1 likeoh I love it
0 likesMaybe just ALOSIS (a lot of songs in summer)
0 likesthe room you are in is so cool wtf
0 likeswe. need. more. merch. please.
0 likesAnybody got the chords to this song
0 likescheese grating a thumb is very me
0 likesIs this in freaking Lydian mode you genius
1 likeDODIE MY HEART
0 likesdamn those acoustics
0 likesThis kid be brilliant
1 likeIs that a baritone ukulele?
1 likefkslhdodfjdk heavens angel just sang to me for 3 minutes and 17 seconds. i could not be happier
0 likesYou’re my favorite INFP 4w5
0 likesALOSISI! A Lot Of Songs In Self Isolation
0 likesWhat brand ukulele is she playing?
0 likes❤️❤️❤️
0 likesLove love love.
0 likesI'm in love with you
0 likesOH this is the video you were talking about in Else's live earlier!!
0 likesReminds me of Villagers. Brilliant
0 likesthose acoustics though
0 likesOh my god was this the lil song snippet on her insta story?
1 likethis song sounds like a mental breakdown,, but like in a good way
0 likesReplies (1)
Correct
0 likesvery cool acoustics at the location
1 likeThis is so so tender
0 likesyes please alosim!!!
0 likeslove u dodie
0 likesThis sounds like a song that should be in a harry potter movie
0 likesALOSIAP (a lot of songs in a pandemic)
0 likesThe lyrics kinda have Burned Out vibes
0 likesalosim? yes please!!!!
0 likesdoes anyone happen to know what kind of mic dodie is using here??
0 likesOooh where is this? The birdsong in the background made for a perfect track this time
0 likesIf u produced this as a Radiohead esc song it would be a VIBE
0 likesReplies (1)
big yum
0 likeswhat about ALOSIS (A Lot Of Songs In Spring/Summer)?
0 likesCHORDS CHORDS CHORDS CHORDS PLEASE
2 likesIs she playing on a small guitar or a baritone uke?
0 likesDoes that backpack carry the time we don't talk?
2 likesReplies (1)
LMAO it carries the ipad connected to the microphone but also NICE
1 likeCUTEEEEEE
0 likeshow is this a 'demo'???
1 likeThis whole video looks like a pinterest post and i'm not mad about it
0 likesthe aesthetic mmmmmm
0 likesI'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE THE LIVE STREAM WEEEE
0 likesmy friend thought the start of this was The Louvre by Lorde
0 likesALOSIL — a lot of songs in lockdown?
0 likeshere's to 25 my lovely x
0 likesok but where do u buy your uke strap, mine are like ropes around my neck choking me
0 likesalosiYay a lot of songs incoming yay all year
0 likesI don't understand why anyone can disklike her videos.
0 likesI LOVE YOUUU
0 likesAlosia album please?
0 likesWhat kind of Ukulele is she playing?
0 likes❤️❤️❤️❤️
1 likechords chords chords i need them
1 likewhat about alosiq (a lot of songs in quarantine) lmao
0 likesI miss this channel so much.
0 likesALOSII (a lot of songs in isolation??)
0 likesi just really want to know what or who the daughters are?
0 likesohhh I relate a little too much to this one and. the teArs.
0 likesYes please ALOSIM
1 likethose acoustics tho
0 likesLOVE LOVE LOVE
0 likesA L O S I A M
0 likesis this to confirm youve adopted us?
0 likes💖
0 likesWait i just realized this was posted on my birthday :)
0 likesugh love love love
0 likesThat was a take ... *BOOM*
1 likeThat's a boujee lobby if I do say so myself
0 likesdodie music Q, have you retuned the baritone for this? there's just one chord I can't get lol
0 likesReplies (1)
yes! omg so soz - it is now basically a 5th lower than a normal baritone - an octave (sort of) below a normal concert uke!
0 likesyooo this is sick
0 likesThis is haunting
0 likesTHE BIRDS <3
0 likesYES ALOSIM PLS
0 likesalosii (A Lot Of Songs In Isolation?) 😂
1 likedodie I am begging for chords
0 likesWHO THE FUCK IS THE ONE PERSON WHO DISLIKED THIS I WILL FIGHT YOU
0 likesCHORDS PLEAAAAAASE SPARE CHORDS MAAM
0 likesTHE ECHOES THE ECHOES
0 likesdamn dodie. yes
1 likePLEASE A L O S I M
0 likeswhat type of ukulele is this?
0 likesDoes anyone know what uke she’s using??? Like the brand n all. I need it
0 likes<3
0 likes<3
0 likesI can’t believe ALOSIA is almost over
0 likesalosim is yessss ! pleeeeeaaase
0 likesALOSIM CONFIRMED
0 likesYes dodie!
0 likeslove love loveeeee
0 likeswow what a babe 🥰
0 likesbeeep ..hhi
0 likesTHIS SONG IS BEAUT
Back again 💛
0 likesI’m struggling to tell is she playing a Tenor uke with a low G String or is she playing a Baritone uke?
0 likesReplies (1)
Baritone!
0 likesStream dodie,
0 likesAll my daughters love dodie 😡
lovely
0 likesHell yeah
0 likesi can’t believe i just got adopted
0 likesdodie dressed like every uk sixth former
1 likewhere r u it's so pretty it fits ur aesthetic n vibe so well ??? 🥺👉💖👈
0 likesokay but the cake???
1 likewhat magic sorcery mic is this?
0 likesspotify please
0 likesWhat key is this in?
0 likesoooo when those background hums hit.... hot
0 likesjust make it alosiq :>
1 likei am ready for alosim. i am more than ready. i am in need for alosim.
0 likesReplies (1)
i stand by this still
0 likesokay but this FIT
0 likesDid she just mid five the pillar?
0 likesa lot of songs in may???? 🥺
0 likesthis better be on the album. that is all.
0 likesugh this chorus is chef's kiss
0 likesALOSIMMMMMM!!!
0 likesi cant believe alosia is almost over
0 likesWhat is the yellow thing next to the bridge? I want my uke to sound the same lol
0 likesReplies (1)
Hahaha it’s a cut up dish sponge I recommend!
1 likeIdea... a country version of this song
0 likes👉🏼👈🏼
Someone needs banana and pesto
0 likesWhat ukulele is this?
0 likesWow, never been this early on a dodie video
0 likesCan someone tell me what kind of ukulele that is?
0 likesComing back to this song.
0 likesOH? OH WORD? ILY SM
0 likesNeat.
0 likescan anyone tell me what guitar/ukulele(??) she's using pleaaase?
1 likeReplies (3)
it’s a baritone uke :)
1 like@nin clarke thank you ! :)
1 likeyou’re welcome!! :))
0 likeshow can I tattoo a video on my skin
1 likenice reverb
0 likesObsessed
0 likeshow do you do these things to me
0 likesA lot of songs in awhile
0 likesI have never seen 1.5K likes and only one dislike
0 likesthen again im not surprised cuz its so good
Am i mistaken but this has been posted for 4 minutes with no views? Oh wait. Dodies vocals have made youtube nuts again...
0 likeslegend
0 likes👍🙏😘
0 likesno views, 987 likes. go home youtube, youre drunk again
0 likeste amo
0 likesyou amaze me
0 likesdodie best contender for River Sister
0 likesIs this burned out 2.0?
0 likesthis song sad doe 😞🥺
0 likesOh my heart.....hm Dodie
0 likesIs this therapy?
0 likesALOSIA(FM) pls I beg you.
0 likesHow about alosit. A lot of songs in twenty twenty.
0 likesInteresting mood
0 likesthat HOUSE
0 likesGreat song title
0 likesI went to go comment something and wrote “dodie” but it auto corrected to “dude”.
0 likes🙌🏻
0 likesare we ur daughters?
0 likesI can't find these chords anywhere 'and now I'm annoyed'
0 likesok so call me dumb but what is a demo? like as in is it not gonna be made into an actual song?
0 likesb u t why are these just d e m os my guy
0 likesthe lyrics are very lorde like
0 likesCan we have an update on teen hedy?
0 likesow this is a sore one
0 likesdodie jukebox musical? dodie jukebox musical.
0 likesRegina Spector vibes
0 likesWow
0 likesWho's the father?
0 likesplease, please
0 likesalosim
LOVE LVOE LVOE
0 likesplease adopt me
0 likesdodie does it again
0 likesIs this song to your future kids? 😊
0 likesReplies (1)
I think a theory is that it's addressed to her fans which are quite often girls and young women. I could be wrong
0 likeswhere the FUCK are you?????? its gorgeous!
0 likesEarly for once in my life!!!!!!!
0 likesif anyone knows what uke this is please lmk 👉🏻👈🏻
0 likesALOSIJ ALOSIJ (jk you dont have too)
0 likesplease can i be your daughter
1 likewow
0 likesOkay how do you color grade or is that just how England looks lol
0 likesbut what were you making when you cheese grated your thumb??
0 likesReplies (2)
Omlette
1 like@doddlevloggle worth it! and this song (along with the others) is beautiful I'm sad alosia is ending
0 likesWoah
0 likesThat was a good song. Don't cheese grate your thumb anymore. Thumbs aren't delicious.
0 likesdamn.
0 likesMom ☺️
0 likesWhat kinda uke is she using
0 likesI think you could get a job as The Witcher's troubadour. Certainly be better at it than the nit-wit he's currently got.
0 likesWho else peeps the accident in the background?
1 likewowowow
0 likesLast time I was this early we weren't in a fucking pandemic
0 likeswoah 33 misklicked the dislike button clumbsyyy
1 likeI was going to start with mu homework but dodie called.
0 likescrying
0 likesOmg
0 likesmmm yummy imposter syndrome
0 likesYoutube: no views.
0 likesAlso youtube: 1,000 likes
Hi does anyone know if he still suffers from derealization? Because I never understood if it passed it or not.. And i really want to know. Thx
0 likesReplies (2)
she does
1 like@doddlevloggle I can't believe you answered me, I love you, I admire you very much and I hope you feel better, your story has helped me a lot to understand my problem, thank you very much
0 likesI should be studying but fuck that
1 likei fancy you
0 likes1:17
1 likeaahhhhhhhh wow
0 likesYou cute AF!
0 likesliterally where is this filmed lmfao
0 likesThis song fucking SLAPS
0 likeswhat type of ukelele is that? it seems larger than a normal soprano ukelele, or is that just me?
0 likesReplies (1)
i think it's a baritone uke. so the tuning should be DGBA (i think lol) not GECA
0 likesdodie who are the daughters
0 likesIs she still depressed????
2 likesReplies (2)
🤦🏻♀️
0 likesholyyy shittt she replieddd!...k m ded alr.
0 likesALOSIM, anyone?
0 likesI know 17 ways to leave a woman
0 likesAre you in Germany right now?
0 likes:D
0 likesyoutube says this has 1 view and 270 comments... seems about right
0 likeswhat is this building???
1 likePress on - but why always weepy? “I hate the world but it doesn’t care”.
0 likesIm sorry but how does one cheese grate their thumb ._. that is my worst nightmare
0 likesI font like the eco
0 likesBRO!
0 likesPleaaaase sing Speak Now by Taylor Swift...
0 likeslike if one of dodie's daughters lol
0 likesDodie please be my friend
0 likesdamnnn where are u? looks cool n fancy
0 likesalosim please
0 likeswas yer advice on making friends?
0 likesa BOP
0 likesOk this one fucked me up
0 likesBack at it again with the amazing songs ❤️
1 likeBeautiful as always Dodie <3
0 likesWe all love you Dodie ❤️❤️❤️
1 likethis is so calming
2 likeseverything you do is beautiful
1 likeI love it! 💕
1 likeAbsolutely beautiful!!!!😍😍😍😍
1 likeDodie with the best songs as always 😭😭🤭😍
0 likesI love you Dodie ❤️
1 likeSo Beautiful!!
1 likei love this one ♡♡
1 likeBeautiful 💛💛
1 likeThe acoustics are immaculate
1 likealready love this :,)
0 likesbeautiful!
1 likegod this is beautiful
0 likesbeautiful🥰🥰
0 likesdodie you are so beautiful oh my god
1 likeI love the setting
1 likei love u i love ur demos ahhh
1 likeThis is what i call a e s t h e t i c
0 likesWhat a lovely backpack
1 likethat echo!!!
1 likeur so awesome!!!
1 likeI love you. Thank you <3
1 likeWOW WOW WOW AHH MY HEART
2 likesisnt this the song she was writing on tik tok live?
0 likesI love herrrr
1 likeAw it’s already so pretty
0 likesReplies (2)
But so sad
0 likesI’ve gotta listen a thousand more times
0 likesDodie is the goat 🐐
1 like♥️♥️♥️
2 likeswoooo new demo
2 likesI've never clicked so fast lol
1 likeTHOSE ACOUSTICS
1 likeAhh ! Love you !!
1 likeWhere is that it’s so pretty!
0 likes<3
1 likeyes yes please alosim
2 likes💙💙
1 likeOh hell yeah YAYAYAYA
1 likePRETTYY
2 likeswow i love you
2 likes246 likes, no views, seems legit
0 likesOk damn I’m early?!
1 likeno views 417 likes 92 comments lmao
0 likesadopt me
0 likesNo views and 122 likes
0 likesYouTube u need to inject bleach
!!!
0 likesHello again love u
0 likesi feel like the ending would work a bit beter if the "me" in the last "ask the people who have left me" (at 02:45) was C instead of Bflat and then you ended it there.
0 likesmmmmmchords?
0 likesWHERE ARE YOU
0 likesWaHH
2 likesNo views, 559 likes and 149 comments.. i-
0 likesOOOOOOO
0 likesblimey
0 likesQuestion..... Where are you??????
0 likessheesh
0 likesIs that a house or Apple headquarters
0 likesReplies (1)
LMAO
1 likeyes i am A Gay
0 likesburned out vibes
0 likesReplies (3)
Y e s
1 likedoddlevloggle i -
0 likesdoddlevloggle the way i was listening to burned out when i got the notification
0 likesMic?
0 likesDODIE HI
0 likesHi ehahaha
2 likesmood
Ok don’t get me wrong this song is good
0 likesHow
1 likeSorry, newbie in the room. What is "alosia"?
0 likesReplies (2)
A lot of songs in April :)
0 likesWelcome!
0 likesWhere are you
0 likesanyone else see shes deleted loads of videos?
2 likesHello!!
1 likefirst omg
1 likenice place n
0 likeswhy the fuck are the comments up here
2 likesAnd the 1000th comment
0 likesFirst
0 likesim the 872 comment
0 likes220th
0 likesYikes definitely not her best
0 likes