theres something so raw and powerful about her original recording of this song. this video is just a small, secret, quiet place that you visit when everything around you is too loud. when its time to rest but no one is giving you the space, and you just need to soak in all the things youve felt and bottled up for so long, becoming saturated in your feelings. i love her official recording. but theres just something here, on this corner of her channel thats so melancholic and enchanting.
I will always prefer watching this to the official video (without wanting to say anything against the vid), it just feels so much more personal and I can play my own movie to it in my head, make up or remember the moments that fit it.
I also really live the two different version of her 'My face' - the official one a cute bop, the other a sad little melody.
THE LITTLE SCRATCH THAT HER FINGERS MAKE AS THEY MOVE UP AND DOWN THE FRETS IS SO ATMOSPHERIC AND BEAUTIFUL ITS ALMOST LIKE SHE DID IT ON PURPOSE ITS SO COOL OH MY GOD
you can try to make it quieter so i guess she kinda did it on purpose by keeping it as loud as possible? sometimes i press the strings harder just to here the noise lol
Just classic finger noise, it's mostly audible on acoustics because it just resonates anything that comes through it, also different kind of strings and all.
Sometimes I do this in different parts of the music. It is a bad habit to do when you're first learning how to play especially if you're not technically taught how to play correctly from a professional instructor because this is a habit that is hard to break the longer you do it. But as long as you know how to progress correctly you use those lite slide sounds to your advantage but also too much can sound sloppy when the scratch is inconsistent
I noticed new strings do this really badly!!! The longer we play the more skin gets stucks in the grooves of the strings and the less you hear the noise created by your fingerprints grazing them in combination with many inherent reasons. I was lucky enough to use a machine that made guitar strings pretty cool stuff!!!
Catherine Brenner 7th grade datingâs a bit different than actual dating though, I donât believe that you can have to ability to fully love someone in 7th grade
@Logan Chesus I wonder if the breakup would be so different? Like with running, the distance you are able to run changes with time. So like running a mile in the 7th grade would make you exhausted and running 4 miles at an older age, when you have grown, would give you the same level of exhaustion. My weird rambly point being, since u deal with it crap at a younger age, would the experiences really be that different? Just an idea, don't scratch please.
It happens to all of us, you get your first love, you think that nothing can ever ruin this, all the times you spent in each others arms, all the times you fall asleep next to each other, all the times you put a smile on your face, when people tell you that you'll lose them someday you ignore them, because you love each other, right? But one day it all goes wrong, and you don't know how or don't know where but it just does. And then, one of you breaks the others heart.
@Logan Chesus i loved someone in sixth grade who loved someone else. someone prettier and better. who loved them back and he knew about me. and didnt say a word.
listening to this for the first time in a while. i've always been able to say "yeah i understand this i guess" but only recently has it hit me. there's a girl i know who's been my friend for nearly four years now and we've been through a lot. we've had huge arguments and i hated her for a while but now, at the end of it all, we're all each other has, and she's moving away. i'm a little bit in love with her and she's a little bit in love with me. this song makes me think of everything we've been through and everything we're going to lose if anything happens to us. i love her. this was a pointless ramble i'm sorry lmao
you and me both mines the same story except i missed my chance because i asked her out once then went off to basic training and forgot about it now I am either gonna be alone or i get one more chance guess we will see... :/ dunno I mean at least im not dead yet I guess
It's this version specifically that makes my insides ache and hurt. This version where dodie is raw and breaking but not quite broken. It is so vulnerable, so pure.
I used to get so sad and discouraged when my fingers would slide on the guitar strings, but listening to this has made me realize how raw and beautiful everything can fit together with that scratch
@Mahalia Hudson People like to say that they're taking a break in their relationship, like a pause, but what ends up happening is that it ends up breaking the relationship like a fracture instead
I met a girl a while back. She was me. We had the same mind and would (not even ironically) finish each other sentences that's how well we went together. I loved her. I still think to this day I've lost my soulmate. But one morning I woke up to a text. Because it wasn't my fault but she loves someone else. And she promised it wasn't my fault. And she told me that she was sorry. But that didnt cut it. So we broke. I haven't talked to her in 6 months and I miss her like hell.
Angie Hamilton She can't change her feelings,nor do you. If you miss her try calling her. Even if such an amazing person can't be there to support you romanticly,she might be able to support you in a friendly matter.
I had a crush on a straight girl and we finished each other's sentences too. We used to hang out all the time but then we didn't for about a month because I got sick and now we basically only talk about school and it's like we don't really know each other anymore. She didn't love anyone else, she just never had any idea about me liking her and I'm not even sure she knows I like girls... I don't really know why I'm saying all of this, I guess I'm just trying to convince myself I'm not alone by telling someone else they're not..
I know she isn't my soulmate but it felt good to have a crush for a while. Now it feels weird. I don't really miss her, but I deeply miss what we had.
It's stories like that that make me wish polyamory (or at least some form of consensual non-monogamy) was more integrated into society than it currently is.
seriously youtube we need a button that's not a 'like' but an 'i emotionally connect with this it makes me happy and sad and angry and relaxed all at the same time' button i feel like i can't express how much i love this enough
I had a friend for 5 years, and we basically grew up together. we were really close, practically the same person, and we'd helped each other through thick and thin. last year we'd both started developing feelings for each other and we were becoming closer and closer without really knowing how the other felt. constant flirting, lingering looks, yknow. the eventually we had the 'what are we?' talk and both admitted how we felt, and it ended well- we were in a relationship. nothing really felt different, there was just more hand holding, hugging, and the 'xxx's at the end of texts. it was going well, and for the few months we were together life seemed pretty good. then one night I got a text, out of the blue, and they wanted to end it. no explanation, no hinting at wanted to split at all until this message, and obviously I had to agree. we still stayed friends, but we were no where near as close and as easy with each other as before. it broke my heart because it was my first 'relationship' and it had ended so abruptly without any warning. after that we kept drifting further and further apart, and only a fortnight after the split they had found another person to get in a relationship in. yeah, I was jealous, but at least they were happy I guess. a couple months later we had a pretty heated argument about an unrelated topic, and after that we didn't talk. it's been about half a year and we still haven't talked. it's like we were never friends at all. as if we ever knew each other. as if we didn't grow up together and make so many memories together. it's still hurts and I think about that person a lot still, but I know they don't want anything to do with me at all ever again. idk why I'm like,, spilling this all out here, but it seemed fitting. this song is b e a u t i f u l and really reminds me of that person. so yeah, this comment's for you, kaylee. it was fun while it lasted.
I always look at the replies of these types of comments, hoping for a miracle. Good luck.
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Lil Ali2017-05-08 15:01:57 (edited 2017-05-08 15:02:50 )
im gonna waffle but, anywaYS
i always go back to this original version -- stripped down, only a few edits to add in those harmonies, just a guitar and dodie's voice. yes, the EP version has its own memories for me, but this song is the one i listened to everyday for the loneliest christmas of my life back in 2015. it made me realise in 2016 i will and probably should lose my "soulmate" and it was crushing, but it was necessary. it gives me nostalgia when it's only one and a half-ish years since i listened to it.
i love the EP version, i cried to it a whole lot. but this raw version of the song will never get old for me. it's a reminder for me to cherish the moments i have with the people i love. those can be fleeting. you can lose those people. so try and don't.
Lil Ali I always listened to the ep in school when we could listen to music and before I went to sleep. So I now just have this drowning anxiety attached to it, think hearing your alarm in a different context.
I remember watching this non stop last year and the lyrics lingering in my mind constantly. I was derealised almost all of the time without knowing what it was i was dealing with, and losing friends until i had pretty much none. I was sick of losing soulmates because i was lost in my head and detached from the real world, but i was desperately waiting for that person to 'find me all alone in the dark.' Its a year later and i now have a friend who i've known since the beginning of 2017 and while shes pretty much my only friend she's fucking great. I'm still spaced out and detached, which is almost just a constant thing i've learned to get used to and i'm now getting help. Its not as bad as last year though, and this time i have someone who helps bring me back to reality. Listening to this song now is so strangely hopeful and warm, instead of the loneliness, numbness and longing i had felt only a year ago. I see the song differently now, and its a beautiful reminder of how little miracles can turn utter shit into moments of true happiness because of 1 person. Thanks again Dodie for your beautiful music xx
im listening to this while writing a letter to my childhood self. she was so awesome, beautiful, ambitious. i wish i was still her. and i miss her so much.
I hadn't thought about this song for quite a while... God this version is still as powerful as the first time I heard it when it came out. I think about how much my life changed since then, how much I've lost. I hope a few years down the line I'll be able to look back again and see positive changes for once.
@andrew thank you!!!:))this means a lot to me!!in fact iâve made a lot of friends since then&just had a wonderful evening with some of them. i believe your wish helped all these come true and i hope you all the best toođ
It's so beautiful to come back to this cover after listening to the EP version and rediscover all the little imperfections and the simplicity and the dodie-isms that made us all fall in love with this song (and you) in the first place
this song can both represent the calm, the eye of a hurricane where you're sitting there, in the violent mess of the storm with them, just holding each other, and preserving yourselves from each other, and the horrible swirl of disgust and sadness that washes over you when you've let a soulmate slip through your fingers, and i think that's beautiful.
(just a thing that happened to me related to this song)
So I was best friends with a girl, and I had a MASSIVE crush on her. She was moving to Poland in a few weeks so I knew I had no chance, I let go of all my emotions by listening to "She". Then one day I couldn't take it anymore so I told her I was in love with her (this was about two weeks before she left.) she admitted she liked me too so we spent as much time together as we could, I learned this song so I could play it to her, and I did. She loved it. Then came the time when she had to leave, obviously I bawled my eyes out, we dated for three-four weeks after she left, by the third week, I noticed that she was starting to take me for granted and never have time for me, I wrote a long paragraph about how I was feeling rejected and she said "Well maybe we should break up if you can't handle it" I apologized a LOT after that but it was too late I still haven't gotten over her for about five months. I'm pretty mad at myself for it. But I unwind by listening to your music Dodie, it really calms me down.
Anyway if you got this far then thanks for reading my tragic love tale
@VinsuErin Gamer oh wow, i completely forgot about this comment. i must admit i overreacted quite a bit, needless to say i did heal and learn, thankyou <3
Hey, To be completely honest.... I miss you every day. Not one day goes by that I donât think about us or what we used to be. I know we werenât ever in a relationship but that doesnât change the fact that whenever I hear your name I feel pain because I know you wonât ever be mine. I love every little thing about you, your smile, your laugh, the way you would joke about things to make me feel better, your eyes and the way they crinkle up when you tell stupid jokes. You might not be my soulmate but you sure are someone I want more than anything. I donât know if us not being together hurts you as much as it hurts me and I hope it doesnât. But you should know that when I see you it feels like Iâm on a roller coaster, my stomach in nots, my heart in my throat, itâs hard to breathe, but itâs good. I want to feel that way. I want someone else to make me feel that way. I want to make someone feel that way. Because we both know we arenât meant to be. You were my everything for a long time. The moment I start to forget you though, I see you again and canât get the thought of you out of my head no matter how hard I try. Every day I wish for you. Please donât ever forget that youâre MY stupid ugly pigeon. - Love, YOUR stupid ugly pigeon.
I connect to this very strongly because I have a straight friend that I was genuinely in love with for a time, but as life got busier and we couldnât see each other as much, I eventually had to grow apart from him and it was really rough. We still hang out from time to time, but thinking of what I used to feel crushes me.
Iâm listening to this in 2020 and am having so many emotions. I love this song a needed to hear it again. Iâm having a really hard time and Dodie is just an amazing artist and singer. I love listening to her when I am feeling down. Sheâs greatđ
@Panic! At The Psychotic Wonderland But how can you be lonely when you have 3 followers on google plus? In all seriousness I have felt very alone before and I learned a lot. I hope you can feel a little less alone soon :)
Wooopie Booopie, You mean like divorce/ break up or passing away? Also you don't have to answer this question. Because I don't want to intrude on any of your personal business. Either way any of those things are terrible. I'm sorry.
Panic! At The Psychotic Wonderland Growing up from each other I think... or it seems like she does, I don't know... she is not texting me or sending me as many snaps as she did before... and pretty much don't talk to me so much ): and I really love her (as a friend) so I am kinda afraid of whats gonna happen.... (sorry for my bad english :P) But thanks for asking
Wooopie Booopie, It's fine (your english). Also that's really sad, losing someone you care/love for is terrible. Well actually word's can't describe it I guess (in my opinion). I'm sure she'll come around, and if she doesn't well I can't say. Mostly because I don't know you guys personally. That's all I can really say, I'm not much of a "cheerer uper." In fact I'm not much of anything, but I love to help in anyway I can.
@Wooopie Booopie I take that back, words can describe when you lose someone you care/love for. "Bullet Proof Love." By Peirce The Veil, says it all. Well in my opinion. :)
sassyqueen since I don't have romantic interest in anyone, I just think of my four best friends. They unknowingly saved me, and I hope I grow old with them all as friends.
She says the song is about how hard it is to keep friends with an ex after you break up. For me, I think of the best friends I've had that I've simply drifted away from for one reason or another and my current best friend who is a piece of work but keeps me out of "the dark" <3
Its so accurate it hurts. It hit me like a wrecking ball that I really like my friend. (I don't want to tho. I don't want to break our friendship. I hate this feeling)
I can't believe this is more than 3 years old. I still remember exactly who and where I was. A lot has changed. Nothing has changed. It's a freaking circle and there I am, at the starting point.
This was one of the first of dodieâs songs that I heard, almost three years ago - I remember instantly liking her - and now Iâve just bought tickets to see her live for the first time and i canât believe its actually happening <3333
Since Dodie's community is like the best community on Youtube, I feel comfortable enough to share this story.
I'm an aspiring actor/comedian and I have dedicated at least half of my life to become best perform I can possibly be. There is only one thing I have deeply struggled with over the last couple of years: being emotionally open in the moment. I, being raised by two psychologists, have already figured out why I struggle with this particular point of performing. I periodically have been bullied for the way I behaved as a child and as a teenager. This bullying has always been about me becoming emotional to easily. I was an easy kid to upset which resulted in me crying or getting extremely angry. I kinda hated myself for being to sensitive and figured that I had to get myself under control if I wanted to make a bunch of friends. (fun sidetone: between 12 and 15 years old I didn't even have one at my school) And because I already had a lot experienced with acting I took this extremely seriously. I started to use some of my acting skills to keep my emotions and connect with people. Not being that genuine I had just a limited amount of succes. But after struggling for a couple long months I suddenly got accepted into a Twelve guys strong friend group. I felt relieved and immediately got accepted for how I was and forged some of strongest friendships to date. However, I kept on being a very emotionally collected person and I pushed a lot emotions away for the sake of being socially successful. During this period of hang-outs, parties and other lovely nonsense I got accepted into this high-level comedy school where I had so much fun exploring the craft of theatrical comedy. In a short period of time I earned a lot respect from the teachers for the way I produced material, but I still was lacking emotional openness. It now has been 3 years since we have stumbled upon this problem for the first time and while having small I haven't really opened up emotionally as much as I wanted. But today I had class in songperformance and I was going to sing this song for the first time. I have always loved this song for obvious reasons and just went for it. Then after the first trial (test round) the teacher asked for my interpretation of the song. For me this song is about being grateful for having close bonds with people in your surroundings and also being afraid of losing those bonds for what reason whatsoever. Then we went on for the second attempt and suddenly song just hit me. The song hit me so incredibly hard, not only the melody and structure but just every word that you have to sing. I saw flashes of all 12 of my dear friends that accepted me when I most needed them and just broke. When I reached the second verse I felt every line I had to sing. The pain, the beauty, the fear of losing what you value so dearly. Today I finally reached the emotions I had pushed away for the last couple of years and once again I felt relieved. This wouldn't have been remotely possible if Dodie hadn't written one of the realest flipping songs I know to date. Even my collected teacher cried during this class and she doesn't even cry over the best of songs. Dodie, I just want to say thanks for the help on my journey ;) and keep on being awesome. I'm stoked to dive into your album and have a great time the creative little wonder that you are. Kind regards and thanks for reading, Thom
i cried reading this i'm so happy emotions exists omg this sounds so cheesy but i relate to you being "oversensitive" and hiding it to the point you can't even feel them anymore is a struggle no one has to go through... i'm happy you are the real you again and i'm happy that you were helped by music (and especially dodie's) it is really inspiring
Thanks for sharing your emotions. Writing them down is always a good thing, both for the writer and the readers. Wish you never losing any soulmate again.
my little sister is exactly the same as this. she cries a lot at school and finds it hard to make friends. me being an older sister, i worry so much for her and this really hit home. i am in tears at the moment because of this.
my eyes are dry from crying a ton over emotional stuff I've been watching and reading for the past day but if my eyes weren't dry right now I would be crying over this
Thomazpaul, I know your pain. It's so difficult to go through horrible stuff especially bullying, it's been going on for mr for 10 years and the best thing to do is just look forward to the good stuff in life. You're so brave to share your story and you're so sweet even though the abuse you have been through, just think of all the great stuff that has happened in life and just remember that so many of us want to support and comfort You!
Thomazpaul wow. Wat to say...thx for sharing ur story! Ur story hit me and...it's relatble for me. Im tryna succeed as an artist and its hard to open up like that its rare
i am a lot younger than you but i know how it feels having the emotions bottled up inside you cause you're afraid to let it lose and i have anxiety attacks pretty regularly and i think it has something to do with bottling up those fears and emotions for 5 years. im lucky enough to have a tight group of 3 girls as my friend group that all are open minded although anxiety = fun time so i always feel like i don't belong. im just rambling now also good luck for school
This is so fucking real. I'm happy you felt you could share your story, because it's beautiful and authentic and honestly got this hardened asshat to have to wipe away a few tears. I hope someday to hear of your success in whatever industry you pursue!
This was my 2018 'summer song'. it makes me think of every day spent at 'our' park, ordering pizza at the pool, and then getting kicked out when it closed at 9 pm. We'd bike home, listening to the crickets and cicadas. Towels on our shoulders, sweatshirts thrown over still-damp bathing suits, and half-empty cans of soda in our hands. I wish I could go back and tell myself to treasure it, and to not waste the time when mental health wasn't a problem. When living in the moment was fun and normal, and not painful or disappointing.
I remember first hearing this when I was breaking ties with a friend of mine that I had gone on some very hopeful dates with. He helped me get the space I needed from my toxic relationship and I attached myself to the idea of him. He reminds me of the the blue the background of this video. Thank you so much for this, Dodie.
[Verse 1] What a strange being you are, God knows where I'd be If you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark A dumb screenshot of youth Watch how a cold broken teen Will desperately lean upon a superglued human of proof
[Pre-Chorus] What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?) Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
[Verse 2] We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before So what's one more? In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end Time and hearts will wear us thin So which path will you take, cause we both know a break Does exactly what it says on the tin
[Pre-Chorus] What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?) Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
[Bridge] I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no (I won't take no) No, I won't take no (I won't take no)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
Paige Mallory me too it hit me hard and it still does. But just keep moving forward because your in the dark hallway I started in and a lot of people started in too. But you will find a light to guide you through it. So see you at the end of the dark hallway that leads too a better place and world!!!
I've kept best friends, but even them I've drifted away from a little because of distance. And everyone else keeps drifting away too, especially this year
You will find someone out there who will never leave. My best friend Rach is the person I tell everything before I tell anyone else, the one I can trust without limits. Everyone has a relationship out there for them like that. I'm sure you are an incredible person and you will find your Rach in no time. Good luck Xx.
Exactly everyone I love leaves me so I have learned to be cold with people so I can't be hurt. This song made me think why does this happen. I want to have a best friend. Then I realized that I never showed how much I cared for the person. I don't know to express my love to people.
glad im not alone in my interpretation of this song. my best friend since i was four years old moved away to a different continent in seventh grade suddenly, and the next year my only other close friend who i had known since first grade stopped talking to me completely for no reason. after that i for some reason found that i cant hold friends anymore, and i have this intense fear that ill never find that best friend, or someone who is at least closer to me than the rest :// so i relate
Paige Mallory TW// i have a bet with two of my best friends that if we aren't friends in two years I'll be allowed kill myself and they're certain that won't happen
I thought i had a two year maximum for friendships, but it turns out it was just me looking for a way out instead of working on things and communicating. Sometimes the effort to make things better is worth it, despite how uncomfortable it may seem before trying. It gets better. it really does.
My mom told me once when I was young, not to hurt me, just because I didn't understand, that "you are really good at making friends, you just can't keep them"
maxxy the only actual friend I've kept is like my soul mate, if I ever loose her I'm gone. we've been friends since first grade, and I'm currently ending my seventh grade year. I think I might loose her soon because we are going to different highschool's and I might be moving.
i lost more than a best friend...she was like my sister.i knew her since Pre-K and im currently a freshman in high school.she said she would never leave and that she loved me yet she still managed to replace me all the while i thought for once someone ACTUALLY meant it when they said they'd never leave me and were scared to lose me..đąđ
I can definitely relate to this. It just feels like people either get really bored of me quickly or really annoyed. I'm kind of that backup friend for everyone: people I consider to be my closest friends only need me when none of their other friends are available. Basically, I'm everybody's last choice, and it sucks.
You're never the only one. One of the beauties with the internet, it is easy to connect and share. Find others with common thoughts and interests. Like you (katxlin) I've spent many sleepless nights wondering whats wrong with me, watching and hearing others talk about their best friends and how close they are. And I would love to have something like that. But it's just so hard to get to that point.. And also, I have no answer to how..
Same, I'm afraid to have a best friend because every time I get close to someone I scare them off because I'm a bit of an odd duck or they move away and I'm tired of having my heart broken again every two years or so
me too, i lost 2 best friends in 1 year. one dropped me cuz im depressed and the other just found other people ig. but i'll be your fren! but i do hope you find someone, its hard not being able to have people to trust and love.
This was so me for so many years until I found a group of friends that are the bestest friends a girl could ask for. My point is you will find that best friend or those best friends someday, it won't be today or tomorrow, but you find those special people or that special person, someday
I have had a group of friends for the past four years, and been friends with one of them for eight, and now suddenly they all hate me. I didn't do anything, the most I did was stand up to one for being an asshole and then he told me to get out of his life. I did, even though it was hard, but not I found out today he was talking shit about me to all of them which is why they don't talk to me anymore. I genuinely don't know what I did to deserve this, none of it is fair. And it sucks.
paige mallory I have a friend that I've had for years, but he's been a bitch lately, and I don't want to be his friend anymore, other than that I can't keep friends for more than 6 months max
Ive never in my life had a friend, a real friend and not toxic ones (the ones i keep getting into and having to leave :[ ) and ive never even had a real relationship with another person, im so behind on making friends and my social skills. Sometimes, i dont know if ill ever make a real friend or have a real relationship with another person, i dont say i dont have friends to be edgy or relatable (i wish) ive genuinely never had a friend or anybody in my life (my parents arent ever there theyre working but i dont blame them at all and my brother and sister havent talked to me in over 7 years despite living in the same house as me) i just hope, that one day, maybe one day ill have an actual friend. But for now i suppose its just me and youtube like it has been since i can remember :')
I've had a few friends since kindergarten but I've also had a lot of fights with them. In year 8 I meet this amazing girl we instantly hit it off. We were best friends for all of year 8 she was the person I told absolutely everything to even when my life was complete shit she was the person that kept me here. I helped her to with everything. But now she's stopped talking to me and I just feel so lost without her. I've tried moving on but i know that I will never had another relationship like the one I had with her. And no matter how much I try to get her off my mind I just can't. I can't stop loving her
lovelylilacari I can kind of relate. I just don't think I can keep friends. Lots of the people I have called best friends have actually bullied me or just stopped talking to me all together. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the problem. Or I wonder if they would miss me if I were gone.
i know no oneâs going to care but i thought i might as well because i relate too. i met my best friend last summer and weâve only known each other for a year but i loved her more than anyone else, including my family. she was terrified of people she cared about leaving her, and i was too, but we both promised each other we wouldnât leave. i have depression and social anxiety disorder and she helped me get better and grow as a person. long story short, i fuck up everything in my life and this wasnât an exception because one day, she stopped talking to me despite my calls, texts, etc. we used to talk every night but itâs been a little over two months since the last time we talked. she means so much to me and the thought that she mightâve left me/did leave me cuts me deep. iâve been progressively relapsing over those same two months.
going through another loss of a best friend. this one hit hard because we were the closest ive ever been with another person. stupid careless decisions and emotional outbursts can do a friendship in. theres no worse feeling, losing a best friend, especially when you see them everyday. jokes that they would usually say to you go to someone else. talking to everyone else in the room except you. feeling like an outcast. and the worst part? it all happened so fast, in 3 seconds, but so slowly at once, like a ticking time bomb.
I'm listening to this while feeling my best friend and I drift away. Everyday he cares about me less and less. I straight up told him I'm suicidal and he didnt even respond. He used to say we were soulmates.
I feel exactly the same. I feel like itâs my fault every time. When someone asks: whoâs your childhood friend? Or: are you still in touch with your childhood friend? Iâm just like: -_-,
When I listen to your song, I want to smile but cry at the same time. I feel relaxed but tense at the same time. It's an emotional rollercoaster that everyone should ride. So god damn beautiful.
itâs so weird to come back to the original recordings on youtube. thereâs just the raw emotion of the video versus the studio recording that just adds a whole new layer around the song
Its been a long time since I've listened to this song. This version in particular tbh... Its so raw and filled with pure emotion and I remember never wanting to feel like how this song sounds. Now here I am, resonating with the song more than i thought I ever would. Watching someone grow distant hurts so much, especially when they were someone you found home in
I do, even though who this person was to me was not romantic. They flipped my life upside down and made a senseless person have sense, and now we barely talk. I've tried explaining my feelings before but I know that I'll never mean that much to them, not in the way they do to me, so I know I'll probably freak them out. My prayers to the kids like me who get too attached to someone too easily
yes, my ex-boyfriend. weâre still in love with each other - he admitted to me that he loved me still and i know i love him, and he knows it too. but timing was wrong, after almost 2 years both of our lives changed and it messed up our relationship. after almost 2 months weâre finally friends again but those feelings donât fade. he was my first love and i will always love him. i donât want to grow old as friends, i want to grow old with him as partners, and experience the world with him, have a family and just be with him because he is my source of happiness. but that wonât happen, timings were wrong, feelings have partially been lost and life is a mess but we have to deal with it.
My best friend, Shes taught me so much and i don't know where i would be without her we say were are each others soulmates and one day i'm scared to loose her.
Sheâs a musician, we both both play Sax. Her and I are strong swimmers on the swim team. Iâve known her for 7 years and sheâs a family friend. Iâm the one she talks about her relationships with. Sheâs my friend and I hers, but we canât be anything more than that. I love her. All of her and Iâll never let her know.
Yes and no... I start off thinking about someone, then get to another lyric that doesnât work for them and think of someone else, and then get increasingly confused trying to figure out what kind of situation the song is even about, never mind trying to find a person in my life that it fits with đ¶
I've been playing this on repeat all day.. it's pure perfection! It makes me feel down and sad sometimes for some reason but in a weird way I love that because at least I'm feeling something and that's what good music is supposed to do to you. Make you feel something. Love your songs â„ïž
cami. Tom rosenthal, Sebastien Forslund, Rusty Clanton, Tessa Violet there's so many haha. *they're all youtubers who produce astounding music pretty sure there's more but yeah I like them the best
My best friend and I, Brook, have known each other for two or three years now (I'm bad with time). I fell head over heels in love with her last year and didn't get over those feelings until a few months ago. She was on my mind constantly. I'd listen to love songs (specifically Absolutely Smitten, She, and Would You Be So Kind). The only issue was, I thought she didn't feel the same way. Well, she did, I guess, and we dated for a bit. Then she said we should just be friends. I accepted this, of course, but still had feelings. Then we dated again a couple months later, only for her to break it off only a few days later, once again saying she doesn't feel the same. This time, I lost all romantic feelings I had for her almost instantly. I completely shut down for several weeks, not daring to open myself up to anyone.
During the relationship, both as friends and girlfriends, it was toxic. She'd get upset about something and I'd try to pour my heart out to her, reminding her that I care and hurting herself isn't the answer, letting her know that I was there for her for anything that she needed. She'd respond by lashing out which would, of course, make me feel completely and utterly terrible. So, when she finally broke things off romantically and I shut down, I told her a few days later that I couldn't do it anymore, friends or otherwise.
A few months went by in which I couldn't bear the sight of her because it would immediately push me into a crying meltdown of a panic attack (I know, yikes). Now, though, we're talking again. I made it clear that there are boundaries; I have absolutely no intention of being best friends or girlfriends ever again. Friends is okay, but I know I can't depend on her. I can't trust her with my feelings, and so I confide in myself.
Now, I listen to this song and think about all the happy memories, and I feel sad because they no longer make me happy. At the time, I was blinded by my feelings for her. Now, though, I see that the entire situation was beyond unhealthy (there are a lot of things I haven't mentioned, believe it or not).
Anyways, I know that no one will actually read this. Sorry for writing a whole ass essay; I just haven't had anyone to turn to the past few months because the whole situation sort of made me close myself off to specific people because I feel like I can't trust them. Sorry, again, I figured it might help to talk (or text? comment?) about it, I guess.
This reminds me of how quick any relationship I try to have ends. No matter the gender, person, situation, it never lasts. Deep down, I refuse to let myself be happy...
This song came out on my 16th birthday. I'm still feeling this song, but in a different way. Less about what I've lost, and more about what I feel I'll never gain. Dodie, I love you.
i fell in love with this song seeing it as a nightcore while i watched you but im still new to the channel so i didnt know you wrote it and now i connect with this on a whole new level
this is my favorite version of this. i just cant describe how this makes me feel. i think maybe it makes me feel scared??? this past year i've gotten really close with my now best friend and i dont want anything to go wrong my god
ah, it's so nice thinking back to the first time i watched this video and heard this song. the pure vulnerability and emotion dodie gave in this was such an honor to witness. i look forward to more music :)
honestly it's one of my favourite sounds ever. im a guitarist and it makes so many other people die but I love every bit of sound that comes out of that beautiful instrument.
Words can't really express what this song means to me. I loved it when she first uploaded this and later it made me feel like home in the middle of my first year at uni where nothing seemed permanent and everything was confusing. It made me sob when I heard her play this live a couple years back because I was instantly transported back to that year when everything was confusing and sad and how this song was my personal little corner of comfort. And I still love this song so so much.
This song has more meaning to me now than ever. The night before I went to see you in concert up in Akron, my boyfriend of almost 2 years, the boy who told me that he loved me more than life itself, who had dreamed up this amazing future with me, said that he wanted to break up, and that he hadn't even been himself the entire time I knew him. Which hurt so badly. But then, the next morning, he said that he didn't want to break up, he was just having a hard time with the fact that he was living 2 1/2 hours away from me, and he was confused, and he had wanted me to fight it instead of just laying down and taking it. In the end, we decided to take a 2 month break. So we were in limbo, as I was spending the weekend with him at his parents. Plus, he was the one taking me to the concert, as I can't drive. And then you played this song, and when you sang, 'So which path will you take, cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin', I just started crying. It was so beautiful, and so sad, and so incredibly timed. Getting to hug you at the end of it all was honestly so surreal. I think I said 'thank you' about a billion times, because that was all all could think of that summarised my feelings towards you all. So I'll say it again. Thank you.
Dodie, Thank you so much. This song has let me resonate my raw emotions that I've had buried for a long time. Thank you for letting my soul resonate with this. <3
+MadMrCrazy that's for premium. You can access for free and shuffle play a playlist it's just you have a limited number of skips (I think it's like 7 per hour)
"Watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a superglue human of proof." this lyric messed me up. its so freaking relatable, the way I interpret it. â€
+Zoe Styles I interpret it I guess how it relates to me? Like I'm a young person and there was a stage in my life where I was so freaking sad and just felt broken inside and I relied on music and celebrities and singers to remind me that there was still good in the world. :) sorry if that makes no sense lmao
i interpret it as her seeing herself as a cliche; a broken teen leaning on another broken person who appears to have put them self together again, as if with superglue. She looks to this person as proof that it gets better. i dunno it makes me really happy to
I love this so much. I rewatched this after listening to the Spotify version a million times and it gave me chills! They are so different and so beautiful. I love this song and I love you Dodie!
This is one of my favorite songs. I hope VEVO makes more of your original songs into music videos because the world needs your beautiful soulful songs. Thank you for this gift. đđđđđ
I love this song! It reminds me how basically everyone of my best friends dropped me in 2016, but two of them stayed, and without them, I would be almost nothing.
He was my first love and then we stopped liking each other and after a month of arguments everyday he ended it, that was 10 months ago. We tried to be friends like we had said we would when we inevitably broke up but we couldnât go back to how we were because there was just too much history. The sad thing is that if we had been older it may have worked because we were too immature and stupid to handle everything life threw at us both. Iâve been telling myself recently that it was toxic; not just the final straw but all the way through but I think thatâs just to make myself feel better and to distance myself from it and from him. I have issues most likely caused by that relationship but I donât think Iâm ever going to be able to feel that way about anyone ever again and I keep waiting to feel better. Last Christmas we were together in the hols and so this one is proving harder than anticipated and has really struck a nerve I thought had gone. I keep waiting for him to change his mind but he wonât and I know itâs done and itâs such a sad thing
EDIT (1 month later) he was sat in the orthodontist when i left yesterday and i sat in the car park of sainsburyâs and cried and iâm crying again itâs been so long when will i be ok
EDIT(probably another month later?) on the 2nd it was a year since you ended it, i thought it would be easier but youâve started talking to me again when iâm around. i think it was easier to be ignored. youâve moved on countless times and so have i but mine was only pretend. i still find ways to kid myself you still care about me and what i think but you donât and i know you donât. i decided a few days ago that it wasnât as good as i remember and i donât miss you as much as i do because memories get better and more vivid the longer ago they happened but i just miss talking to you and knowing you think of me. i tell myself the facts but i canât stop the twinge i get when you talk to me
This was the first song I learned to play on guitar and still my favourite :). Thanks Dodie, for inspiring me to create and express myself through music. I never would have started without you.
Waking up early in the morning and leaving at 6:45 am to get to school and getting in my car and playing this song from my phone into my speakers as i just drive early in the morning is personally my favorite way to start the day. Gets me going..
who else can see something in her singing. it feels like she was going through a lot when she recorded this version. that's why I came back to this video. there's a lot of memories and feelings floating around, so intense. <3
dodie you inspire me so much and your music is so amazing and beautiful. your lyrics are clever, thought out, relatable, and just awesome. i can't wait for another song! :D
I recently discovered Dodie's work and I have to say I feel the same way about her as she felt about Matt Maltese (she talked about him on her even if it's a lie cover), what a great writer, what a great song, omg... It feels like this song pulls my heart out of my chest and smashes it everytime I hear it, but somehow it does it in a good way (and I'm kinda saying exactly what she said on that video though). I can't even explain the admiration I have for her now, but thanks Dodie for being who you are and for bringing those songs out for us :)
My girlfriend introduced me to this channel. The first song she sent me was Absolutely Smitten. I can't listen to your music without thinking about her. I still cant believe shes gone.
Lost my soulmate, they dedicated this to us after a concert of yours. I will always regret how it ended. I truly believe we only get that one person in every lifetime. I will love again, and so will they. But it will never be the same, and thatâs okay
Itâs so amazing to see how much dodie has evolved and changed. Like this was beautiful, but her voice is so much clearer and confident and just- fuller. Sheâs amazing â€ïž
Whenever I'm particularly sad, I like to curl up and listen to your music. You have such a pretty voice and a calming presence, it's very soothing. Thank you for being lovely and sharing your songs with the world <3
Itâs funny I am in a the opposite of what this video is about at the moment. I have met someone I consider a soulmate. I have had an experience in the past weâre I lost one but years later understand why it all happened. This guy I know now is one of the few friends I have truly gotten to call a soulmate. I feel like we are at that point in the story where everything is amazing. The laughter is endless. The hugs are full of warmth and love. The way we can just sit and enjoy being with one another is so wonderful. But I feel like in any moment I could lose him. Iâm so scared of it but I know I will do everything in my power to not lose him. This song makes me want to do as much as I can to not lose him. I know if I told him I liked him more than just a friend it could go anyway and Iâm scared of that. I canât spend life being scared. I also donât want to spend a life without know him for all of it. He came into my life when things didnât make sense but he did. I really love him in every sense I truly do. I feel it in my gut and the way the conversation flows from one thing to the next. I want to bask in the fact that we will be okay forever but but but omg I canât think anymore..
+doddleoddle you see, one of the best things about you is that you make an effort to reply to people who make an effort to comment on your videos. That makes me have a major amount of respect for you!
+gabrielle burton its most likely your standard DSLR. the more important thing that will make your images stand out above most is lighting and sound. i also highly recommend color grading your videos/films/shorts or whatever it is that you're filming
This is great news Dodie. Please post a video saying when it is out because I keep searching your name on iTunes like every month just to check and there is nothing. Love u
+Twenty One Chauffeurs I had a favorite bug when I was young. those small ones greyish that rolled up. we called them doodie bugs. and that's how they came up with my nickname.
@Gabrielle Holmes Yeah, basically ALL of our childhoods were a lie. Technically, they're tiny crustaceans! But I liked them even better after learning that! :D
Curly Keys it would suck cuz Ed sheeran just clashes with dodie too much and it would sound different and weird and horrid sorry to say it but they just clash
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magnetic gerio2016-11-25 02:39:29 (edited 2016-11-25 02:39:45 )
well my heart just got ripped out. it's amazing to think that every single person who listens to this, thinks of a completely different person. I'm literally sitting in bed crying, this is utterly amazing Dodie <3
I don't like how well I can relate to this song now>_< even so this is beautiful
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magnetic gerio2016-11-25 02:32:53 (edited 2017-01-13 01:49:18 )
i cANT STOP LISTENING TO THIS ITS SO BEAUTIFUL DODIE PLEASE NEVER STOP MAKING MUSIC CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU SING IS PERFECT AND EVERYTHING YOU CREATE IS PERFECTION AND THIS SONG IS SO- AHHHHH! I LOVE IT, AND I LOVE YOU
Thank you for being with me while I mourned breaking up with my now ex-fiance over the summer. He wasn't my soulmate but listening to this song allowed me to cry over the breakup, even though he wasn't good for me. I knew when I listened to this song for the first time I would listen to it and cry over boys someday so kind of self-fulfilling prophecy?? Anyways, love you!!
this is so beautiful and the tune reminds me of something i've heard before. but it's so lovely. i do emotionally connect with this song. and it makes me feel calm and just at peace. thankyouthankyouthankyou dodie <3
you were the first artist i ever listened to of my own accord, i found you on youtube in 2016 and since then you and your music has quite literally changed my life. you have shown me its okay to be different, but most importantly your music is one of the things that encouraged me to be vulnerable and emotionally open. i will never be able to thank you enough for what your music did for me. going back and watching this song all these years later reminded me how special this song is to me, the connection i have with this song is so strong, it makes me feel so much. so thank you dodie, thank you for changing my life.
This reminds me of best friend who later became my girlfriend and how we have been through ups and downs together and how everyday when I see her I think i'm just the luckiest person in the world... thank you Dodie <3
Everyone is writing something but Yeah Iâm oddly numb when I listen to this idk.... Iâm mad Mad at myself and mad at the world; a certain person actually- The Earth is okay. Itâs holding up beautifully against our abuse... Itâs bizarre for our worlds to be so small yet seem so... so vast Itâs easy to get mad. Itâs easy to get aggravated. Everything right now is just so- frustrating
Anyways... really in the end... Itâs only sadness hiding underneath that mask of anger, is it not??
how i would describe it is always having a home. 'no matter how far away they are, you know that you're home when you're talking to them. it's just this unexplainable love that you feel when you talk to them, where it feels like nothing in the world matters except for that person. it's the person that can make you feel okay when you definitely are not okay, the person that makes you feel like you have someone when you feel completely alone. it's like you complete each other, and without them you would be a mess.
Will Parry Having a soulmate gives you chills down your spin everytime you look at them, You fangirl everytime you think about them, and you just have to hope that they feel the same, because the world is messed up and sometimes you've met the person of your dreams, and you love them with everything that you have. Unfortunately sometimes they don't see it that way.
It's almost like love, but deeper connected but there's still a space of privacy...it's a friendship for a lifetime, or even longer, someone you can talk to, it's not the same thing like a best friend that often is there for you in or since your childhood or teenage years, a soulmate often comes into your life at the age when you have "found" yourself, they often share's the same way of thinking like you. It's like "us against the rest of the world" because people from outside might not understand you or your world like your soulmate.
It makes you understand when they say we were born as one half of a full soul, but don't be fooled, there doesn't have to be romantic feelings for a soulmate
Will Parry It's like being connected through an invisible bond. It's nothing anyone could see - it's just something you feel deep inside. This bond has nothing to do with bodys or temporary things - it's eternal.
 When you think of your soulmate, you don't think of their appearance. In your mind you don't see them in front of you - you feel them. Their heart, their mind, their soul.
And when you meet them, there is immediately this warmth inside you. Sparkles run through your body. It's like sighting in relief while bursting with joy. Comfort and happiness. Yes, especially relief, because you finally feel understood again, even if you haven't even talked to them yet. It's enough just to feel their soul near yours. And talking to them? It's like you don't even have to use words. Just looking into their eyes goes so much deeper under your skin than anything else... It feels like the words you use are just decoration. You speak them, because everyone does. But you don't NEED them. There is something inside you that just knows what your soulmate is thinking. Well, maybe knowing is the wrong expression. You just feel it. Your soul senses the soul of your soulmate.
If you ever may wonder who your soulmate is, ask yourself this question: While standing in a crowded room and everyone moves and talks - is there anyone you feel connected to? Like not even looking at them, just always feeling their presence, which attracts you in a crazy way and at the same time makes you feel calmer than anything else? Good chances that this person might be your soulmate.
It's like two pieces of a puzzle. You go through life normally but when you meet them, you suddenly feel whole and complete but when they're gone, you feel like you're missing a part of yourself that you can't fill again unless it's that person.
Having a soulmate is feeling loved. The way your hands fit together. The word you pronounce that makes his eyes crinkle with laughter. Never getting his voice out of your head. Craving his arms around you. Falling asleep together with sunlight dancing across your eyelids. Planning a future, so sure of it. But then something unexpected happens, and suddenly its losing not A soulmate, but YOUR soulmate. And losing your soulmate is raw, blistering pain around your heart that is soothed over time, but never quite leaves. Just goes deeper into the heart. Not being able to keep a relationship for even a year afterwards, because you know you won't love like that again. Dull throbbing pain seeping across your body at 2 AM when you can't sleep because you remember the promises you made to each other, that were torn apart by something that could not be helped. I would not wish it upon anyone, but know this- when you sign up for a soulmate, you sign up for losing them, too.
Will Parry The most wonderful,the worst feeling you can imagine! Wonderful for the obvious reasons,the worst because of the anxiety and dread that you are going to lose this perfect-for-you person . I lost mine.25 years ago. You'll have others in your life,but never like The One! Who ever said it's better to have loved and lost,than never to have loved at all, obviously never lost!
I once thought i had a soulmate. I felt so much for this person. We had an amazing time, i will never forget. I cried about him for 4 years after our time. Now i know that he wasn't my soulmate. Even doe i know he used me i still believe in the things he said. In the conversations we had. I don't think that part was fake.... it can't be fake... i truly loved him. Today i don't really care about him anymore. A few years ago i cried every day. I had the worst time. Today i'm feeling better, but i don't think i can love someone again. I would describe myself as asexual. Because i never have sex in my mind, i just wanna love... i wanna have a bond with someone as deep as i had a bond with him... but i feel like i am not enough for anyone. I feel weird. Misplaced.... uncomplete.. i don't know who i am. I feel line when he left he took things from me. Things i will never get back..
soulmates dont always have to be romantic. having a soulmate is like free falling except you always have a safety net to fall on, it is like hearing your favorite sound over and over again, its comfort and kindness and love. it can be different for everyone and you can have many soulmates.
having someone who completely and utterly understands you, appreciates you, loves you. My girl knows me better than myself, knows better what I need in certain situations and we understand each other without words. we always know what the other one needs and what would harm them. She feels like home to me. She's like the only person who really knows me for who I am and loves everything about it. Having a soulmate is so frigging beautiful because they give you everything you need and in return you do the same and it fulfills everything you every wanted in life, but losing a soulmate is heartbreaking and destroying. Like suddenly a piece of you is missing
Will Parry There was a point where I thought I knew, Then they ripped out my heart and destroyed it, and now that feeling, has turned into disgust, trust me, you can't wait to feel it
lovely. but in my case terrible. She labeled it as "friend soulmates" even though i thought it was more. especially when she started dating this girl who was an absolute bi** and my friend still doesnt see it. this song and "she" makes me cry because we listened to them together.
I imagine it feels wonderful. Like you always have someone to lean on, someone to tell everything to. Someone to be that sunshine and support on your worst days. Someone that isn't just a friend but not a romantic partner...it's deeper. I hope someday I experience it.
Will Parry You feel safe in their presence and whenever you see them the world just glows and when you lose them it hurts so bad and you know you'll always remember them no matter what.
You feel like they are the part of you you never knew you were missing and you don't have to say anything for them to understand because they know you so deeply
A soulmate makes you happy nearly every time you look at them, you can always recover from arguments, a soulmate makes you feel at home no matter where you are, simply because they are home, I had a soulmate once, I wasn't theirs, hence why I'm listening to this song
Safe, comfortable, peaceful and fiery all at once, they light you a blaze and make you happier than you think you could ever be, they're someone you just click with, and someone who you can really truly be yourself with..
Will Parry hmmm well...a soulmate is like a best friend but more they make you fall head over toes for them I think mine is the one the first time I met him and saw him I felt like I could trust him and just be with him I felt so comfortable and calm when I met him there touch lingers and there voice just stays in your head you think about them often and it's like they just break the walls you had around your heart in a matter of minutes and when you have to leave each other it hurts and you just wanna hold on but when you see them again it just makes your day no matter how mad or sad you are that's just my prepective
i'm late, and i've never dated someone but, with a soulmate friend it's just warm and happy and right and comfortable, they could know everything about you and it's so easy to talk it's wonderful it's peace a comfortable silence one day is just the same feeling as talking for hours into the night and early morning
I think having a home in someone doesn't always make them a soulmate? For me there's a friend I have that whenever I look into their eyes I feel safe and happy, and I really do love them. The problem is that they probably would never feel the same, so instead of losing a soulmate, I never had one.
It's like knowing them before meeting them. It's like knowing you can dive into them and their soul because you've been there your whole life anyway. It is like knowing that they feel your warmth like you feel theirs and it's a constant spinning motion of warmth and home. You could never give them up completely, because in a way, you know your heart and soul only ever belonged to them anyways.
I think it would be like love, but there is no fear of what's gonna happen, what if I let them down, cos even if you do you know they'll still be there
Amazing... it's the feeling of having your heart flutter every night you text them before bed..... the love you feel when you're with them, holding each others hand like no one else is there. Its amazing, that is, until they leave..
Having a soulmate was amazing, she lit up my life and made me feel safe no matter what happened. But then she broke my heart and now we don't speak anymore. It's amazing while it lasts trust me.
You probably have one. Hold onto your closest friends- the ones where you weren't great. They're the ones that stick. The ones that are easy to take for granted.
you know you watch dodie too much when you clap with her at the exact time she does at the beginning of the video. <3
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Stephen K2017-05-15 01:40:09 (edited 2017-05-15 01:40:34 )
I have had several soulmates in my lifetime and I've either f*cked it up or they have chosen someone else over me. The pain is real; it hurts so bad and makes you feel so down and shitty that you aren't worth it or that you're unloveable. I couldn't help but feel some real pain in this song. Especially the ending sign off. Thank you for sharing dodie. I love this đą
Welcome to the channel! ^^ You are most likely use many hours of your time crying and replaying her songs and after that think about her lyrics... So grab something to drink, snuggle yourself up and enjoy! XD (Sorry I probably sound really weird but seriously Dodie is freaking lovely.)
+BreechBody Thats fantastic! I was just jokingly introducing you too Dodies small world because some people are confused on what the style and setting of the channel is >.<
this is one of my favorite songs you have written. i got hooked on you after hearing this song and freckles and constellations. i would love to learn how to play this on the guitar so i could try and sing it too! :3
i can never bear to watch this video (i usually lean towards the music video whenever i wanna hear it) because this dodie, in this video, just looks and feels so raw. i can't watch it. i don't mean it in a "she looks so different here". i mean it in a, "it feels like i'm intruding". like i'm seeing i'm not supposed to see. it's so intimate.
I've listened to this/watched this video so much ever since I found it about a year or so ago. Still love this acoustic so much, and I relate to the lyrics too well haha. Thank you, Dodie, for your lovely voice, talent, and lyrics. <3
No need to hope. An artist with a heart as beautiful as hers will ALWAYS be okay. This is her life and she uses all that energy to make what you hearđđđđ
The little "yeah" at the end gets me every time. You can tell how much the reason behind this song really means to Dodie and I can completely relate to her. She puts so many genuine, honest feelings into this.
+Emma Louise She said that the song was dedicated to a silly boy who is her best friend that she loves, so naturally the song is relateable to many. Soulmates is an concept that is difficultly beautiful
although the EP version is a little slower and more steady, I love these videos because you can see the raw emotion from playing the song, and yes, maybe it took a few recordings but your emotion still stuns me Dodie Clark
It makes me sad to know how much beautiful music is out there that will never be in the main stream. This is music, and deserves so much more than it recieves.
I relate this song not to a romantic relationship but to a friendship that didn't last as long as it should have- just goes to show how amazing music is that we can all hear the same thing yet see something different than others might
Same for me, it reminds me of a guy who literally saved my life last summer. We were really good friends a couple of months but just overnight he started ignoring me and every time I tried talking to him he shut me down. It just makes me sad because he promised he would stay, even through rumours etc (alot of people gossiped about our guy-girl friendship)... sorry for telling you this btw, you probably don't care ^^
Truly Becca I feel you and I'm terribly sorry that you went through that and that nobody born after 1970 knows what platonic means when it comes to guy girl friendships
I totally care, I have a friend who means that to me too and I'm terrified of losing him. I hope that you can feel better as time goes on. I have full faith that you can, it just might take a little while. It sucks :( If you need another friend, I'm always here.
Hanna Summers2016-10-14 22:34:59 (edited 2016-10-14 22:39:02 )
Oh god, I tried to control myself, but I'm crying now. May I be young, but I've been through too much, and I've never really had anyone to turn to when I'm falling away because everyone I get close to leaves. Now I know how cheesy that sounds, how cliche - but there's no other way to put it. Everyone I've ever became best friends with somehow leaves, whether it's from switching schools or moving or just becoming someone else. It's gotten so bad that I don't want to even try to become friends with someone because I know they'll somehow disappear. There's only one other song that I have been able to relate to as much as this one, especially the "We will grow old as friends, Iâve promised that before, so whatâs one more?" line. I've lost so many, I've been told I would be best friends until the end by so many people and have said it myself...they never do. God Dodie, I've never met anyone I can relate to in this way, and we've never even met in person. All I can find words for is...thank you.
I feel you. I have a best friend, and I'm so lucky to have her, but I didn't realize our friendship could be so strong until 4th grade three years ago (we met in kindergarten). Who knows, your best friend could be so close and you don't know it.
this is so beautiful, the progression you have made. Something about this song feels so right. You traded your ukulele for a guitar, you traded your sunshine smile for an honest tear, you traded the bright white images and background for a dark nighttime one, and even if it's just for this video, it feels so right. I know your sixteen year old self is smiling at this Dodie. You've grown so much.
Beautiful. That the only word I have you are so amazing to me Dodie you are an inspiration. I can actually relate to your songs. Thak you you have helped me
I can hear, feel, and see that when she's singing in this video, she's on the verge of crying. That just makes the song better and all I can do is cry with the bean...
Rewatching a lot of dodies songs and Iâm just filled with memories of the time that I found her channel. In that time Iâve lost friends and gained friends, gone through some tough times and lived in a broken mindset. This song has been something very consistent thought it all. I connect so much with it and I truly think this is dodies most beautiful song.
this is extremely beautiful. i feel like this song has something different from the rest of ur songs (which r also amazing obviously), it's really haunting. i feel incredibly inspired right now
I've been listening to all your original songs so far this morning and all of the pets have accumulated in my room. They are sleeping. Dodie I think you may be magic??
Dodie... you say you want to be able to belt, but seriously, the music you create will resonate louder to us than any booming voice in a theatre, however loud your voice is. The stuff you create.... it's music in its most exquisite form. Truly.
Dodie, I've just found your channel. Your music is what I have been looking for. It is perfect for those days where you just need comfort music in the background. Every lyric is perfect. Every note is amazing. I feel so wholesome listening to your music. Please be proud of yourself x
got the fucking chills.. and for some reason all i could think about was a forest.. i don't know, this song does something weird to my head, i start seeing things, it makes my head fall into an abyss of trees, wind and eerie silence.
This is honestly one of my favourt videos. Even if it isn't my favourt dodie song. This is exactly what i want in videos that i want to make. So soft and pure. So calm. So well put together with care
I remember crying to this song at 3am during last years summer almost everyday because I was so scared of leaving everything behind and the anxiety of a new beginning was almost too overwhelming but this song helped so much, thank you Dodie.
I like this guy, he's funny and kind and just so talented and I'm so proud of him and I feel shit cause I chose someone else and not him when we were younger and now I just want to be with him right now talking through time and it's sinking in how much I like him...
Honestly Dodie I wish I could like this more than once. This song just hit me right in the feels. Thankyou for creating this piece of art I am eternally grateful for this.
Oh my goat cheese!! I heard this song on Musically (didn't know you wrote it) and i feel in love with it. And now today i found your channel, i loved all you videos, and then i found this!đđđđ I LOVE this song!!
I don't think I will ever be able to watch this without tears in my eyes. This is my favourite song of all time and I always come to it after hard days. Your voice calms me right down to the middle of my heart. Thank you so much Dodie. My love for you will never die. You are beautiful and strong and deserve to be loved by everyone around you. You never fail to make me happy. I love you. Thank you. Lots of love from Nelly xxx
I found this song when I was going through a hard time with relationships. I cry EVERY single time I hear this song, I feel like I connect to it on a personal level. I've known this song for about three years now and it makes me miss my old life where I was ignorant and happy. Now... my life isn't that great. I just wish I could find somebody that I can spend the rest of my life with. I love everybody
I relate to this song quite a bit. I was friends with this guy, who is a great person who kept me from killing myself multiple times. This guy liked me and I knew, I liked him but I couldn't figure out if it was platonic or not. I figured out that it wasn't platonic too late and he moved on. Every time I talk to him I'm in pain, but at least he doesn't hate me and we're friendsï»ż
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your ok. Keep him even if he's 'just' a friend. He seems to be a great person who can look after you and help you. The pain you're feeling now will pass and you'll end up with a beautiful, deep friendship eventually. :)
I have a similar guy friend well used too. I couldn't tell he was only hurting me becuase he was playing with my anxiety and pretending he was going to hurt himself to scare me. when I came close to suicide He told me to just sick it up and do it. it breaks my heart to this day. I cannot stop talking to him and pretending he's my friend becuase I can't let go of such a long friendship. I'm here for you I feel you. it's tough to get through this, but it's not impossible let me know if you need someone to talk to and I'll be sure to make it happen. stay strong
@Brynn Meyer he told a friend that he took the summer not talking to people to deal with his mind. So I dont know if he's in a bad place right now and I don't wanna push too hard. Theres just so much fear on my part.
does anyone know the chords and fingerpicking for this beautiful song?
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Ella Westerfield2018-11-02 01:25:14 (edited 2018-11-24 19:17:55 )
Everytime this song gets me. I had a best friend for like 5 years and that's good for me. But I recently moved schools and barely get to see her again and I really miss her. We were practically like sisters. I love her so much. God, I miss her.
Update: the new school is going great and I have a ton of new friends. I still miss her so much but I'm okay now.
I remember, listening to this song while playing with newborn kittens. Later that night crying my heart out on my cousin's shoulder , and now I'm listening it thinking "I'm gonna have to face him tomorrow, I lost all of my friends.. what will happen now.. I guess we'll wait and see. " Let's see how tomorrow plays out
this was mine and my friends song like when ever we fucked things up we sent this to each other and that was like a signal for yeah we screwed up now lets fix this
Fuck. I remember listening to this song like, two hours after it came out. Fuck. I forgot the chills. The original version is so RAW and the fact that you can hear the squeaking the guitar makes and the little sniff at the end... FUCK!! I remember really relating to the lyrics and being so overwhelmed beacuse they were so accurate and came out at such a perfect time when they were so relating to the situation... FUCK I'm rambling but like, I relate to them even more now and this version of the song shakes me to my core. dodie is such a wonderful writer and singer and just, fuck I love her art so much.
This is my all time favourite one of Dodie's songs and I don't feel like it gets the attention/credit it deserves. One of those songs that I find myself humming at random intervals during the day :)
If you watch her tutorial on how to play this song, she says it's not about him. And, I don't know who's it about, I didn't claim to. Let youtubers have a personal life and not put everything out there x
Never in a million years as of yesterday would I have thought I would really be able to really relate to this beautiful song ..but as it turns out ... I can... itâs hard loosing someone you never even had ...
this is so lovely. I've been listening to it a few times a day recently and instead of finding it annoying I find myself falling more in love with both the song and you:)
im exactly like you. ive been listening to her songs a lot at night because i tend to find myself start to cry and i realize that i just subconsciously turn on dodies music
havent watched a video from u in awhile i went straight to this song this is my favorite song u have ever made i dont agree with your sexuality but be U your an awsome person good heart love your voice
This is the most relatable thing I have ever heard I could never find a way to express how I feel about my friend. Thank you. Obviously I wonât send this to her a h a
ok dodie released her new ep tonight and i absolutely adore it! all of the songs are so well crafted and meaningful, but this will always be my home. itâs such an amazing feeling to hear this song so raw
This song reminds me of a really toxic relationship I was in until the very beginning of 2017. We were together for almost a year and because it was long distance, all we had was texting and Skype and my ex was a very subtly controlling person. They texted me about how they didn't like it when I went away for the weekend to be with friends or family and told me that they liked it better when I stayed home. On top of that, they often cheated on me and used the excuse that we never made things official while letting me call them my partner and myself their boyfriend. They rarely ever told me they loved me and threatened to hurt themselves when I tried to leave; subtly telling me it would be my fault and constantly degrading me. The worst part was, I loved them. I loved them so much it hurt and I was in such a bad mental state and they mocked my panic attacks and emotional breakdowns. When we finally did break up, I felt both this freeing relief and a crushing heartbreak and I don't know why this song reminds me of it, but it does
Iâm depressed today and I havenât been here in a while, dodie if you see this you know exactly how I feel so thank you for making it just a tad bit easier x
i finally had the guts to click on this video again â this song is so damn good, but it hurts so damn much that i can't listen to it without everything aching. maybe one day i'll be able to listen again :)
i'm listening to it, FUUUUUUCK i'm listening to it. i guess it hurts less than i expected. it's more numb. i lost them just over a year ago, so why does it still feel like this? i know they're just fine. so why does it fucking pain me?? i know they don't give a single shit about me anymore, i know they're doing better than i am, but holy shit they broke me down to the ground and i'm still struggling to get back up on my feet. i'm oversharing but i can't really bring myself to care â i'm so mixed up inside. i want them to hurt. i know that they will never feel the way i felt all those nights, so i want them to fucking crumble. yet here i am, crying, a part of me still missing the feeling they provided. i still remember what their hands felt like, and i still remember our conversations at 3 am, and i still remember that they were the ones who got sick of me first. because of them, i'm scared to make friends again. i'm scared to reach out (fuck now i'm REALLY crying), i'm scared to try again, i'm scared of getting hurt, i'm scared of hurting them. they're fine, yet here i am, hurting. hurting. hurting. i know it may sound silly, but i genuinely can't see myself being as close to anybody else like i was close with them. the thought of that process? the process of meeting new people and having to go through all of that again? it sounds fucking exhausting. i'm exhausted. the lump in my throat aches. i know that i'm rambling, probably not going to end up hitting post on this bad boy. whatever. i'm fucking bitter. i feel so pitiful for crying over them when it was over a year ago now when they sent me those messages, the ones where they listed everything that i did wrong. and exactly one year ago now i was sitting in the back of the class having a panic attack, trying not to start crying over the fact that they didn't notice me anymore. exactly one year ago was when i would go to set design and have to leave to go to the bathroom to shake by myself. just shake. just feel fucking empty and alone and bitter and upset. wronged. i would get in the car to go home and desperately try not to break down in front of my mom, then take a bath and let it all out. i fucking hate them. i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them. i hate what they did to me. i hate how i can't seem to heal. i hate how they don't care. I FUCKING HATE THEM. i hate myself. i don't know, i guess i'm gonna post this lmao. i really, honestly hope that nobody sees this, and that it'll just be here for when i come back later. hopefully i'll be healed by then. sort of doubt it. :/
@lucy i read this whole thing and you have just read my whole mind wow. iâm in the exact same position, feeling the exact same things. i hope youâre ok <3
@Jess AHH NOO why did you read it SDJFSDJFj !!!!!! but on a serious note, as someone who is going through this as well, you're gonna be alright. healing takes time, and as much as it hurts, as much as you will have countless nights where you feel like you haven't healed at all, it'll happen. you will be okay. i wish you the best. <3
This is so beautiful, it reminds me of my best friend (who's also my crush) but she doesn't like me like that...she just doesn't swing that way I guess, but that's for helping dodie
I used to listen to this song, when I was falling for a girl I thought was straight and uninterested. 6 months later I have her, and no matter how young I am, I hope I never have to lose her.
I remember listening to this song when it first came out, a year or so after I first found dodie. depending on the month it was released, I would have been 11 maybe 12. I remember thinking it was sad and beautiful and I thought I understood it, but I didnât, of course I didnât, I was so young. Then I remember 2 years later when I was 13, buying a guitar and this song being the first song I learn to play. And I remember it still, I play it every time I pick up my guitar. But itâs different now, even 13 year old me didnât know what she was singing about, she had a better idea, she knew the pain of losing someone, she knew a lot of pain in fact for such a young person, but she didnât fully understand these beautiful lyrics. Then for my 17th birthday, I got tickets to see dodie live, about 25 minutes from my house, that was the most incredible experience, being a few feet away from someone who had been my inspiration for so many years. I turn 18 soon, I grew up with this song, with dodies music, I watched her go from a young lady in her room with s ukulele, to selling out venues, hearing her music on the radio and in movies and tv shows, watching her come out and find herself, and seeing so many new people fall in love with her music the same way I did back then. Sadly I now understand exactly what sheâs singing about, I understand a lot of her music a lot better. I am endlessly proud of you dodie, thank you for being a role model for me when I didnât have much else, thank you for showing me that itâs okay to be yourself, to struggle with mental health, to change style and become a new person as you grow up, and to not always know what you want to be. Thank you for somehow always knowing how we are all feeling and releasing perfect music to go with that. Thank you dodie, we love you
This song is a bit old but I do have words for it. This has helped me in my most emotional song. I once lost a soulmate, like everybody but she had committed suicide. I really LOST a girl important to me. She helped me realize who I was and I ruined it. I lost her. This song has helped me through life and going through that rough patch in my life. Thank you Dodie.
Yes Dodie, just yes. I love the quiet intensity, I adore the tonal shift in the "I can finally see you're as fucked up as me" bits, and I love the absolute maturity of this whole video. Incredible stuff.
Most of you may never read this and she may never see this but I thought it was important too say this. This song was one of the reasons I decided to fix my fucked up life; itâs this beautiful reminder that even when shit hits the fan thereâs always a chance too find someone who can comprehend what youâre going through and what youâll go through and love you all the way through the shitstorm that is your life. And for anyone who has gone through or is currently going through a hard time in their life, I can guarantee you one thing: even if you canât see them there is at-least one person in this cruel fucked up world that can/does care about you and if you ever need someone to talk to message me on IG at @treefreely
hey, i miss you. even though you're not dead i can still feel your soul looming around the tight and small hallways of our school. everytime i pass your old locker ill think of you. everytime i feel my breath collide with my arms ill feel your breath colliding with my arm. everytime your name passes the lips of another person the pain in my stomach will be because i miss you. i have never met anyone like you and i don't think i ever will but what we had was amazing for how little it lasted. it was amazingly small like a intricate firework, each line of the star making another star and so forth. i remember the day you left. hand collided with my cheek and i heard you. you didnt utter any words but i felt you, heard you. but then you left. i hope you know ill be here. but i can't keep waiting for you to come back. i need to move on but it hurts. it hurts to think every other person leaves in a literal sense of a metaphorical one but one day ill pass your locker, breathe on my arm, hear someone mutter your name ill just think of all the times we had. those were all ours. its unlikely that you hare still thinking of me. Honestly i hope you are but i know i shouldn't be hoping that.
I listen to this song when I'm sad, which I am. I'm in a really bad place and want to commit suicide but I don't think I have to guts to do it. My depression has overtaken my mind and I'm ready to give up. Thank you Dodie for being such an inspiration.
I actually can't think of a soulmate that I have had or at least thought was my soulmate. This song gives me hope that your soulmate is still out there. some where.
I met a boy 2 years ago. I dedicated so many songs of hers to him. Would you be so kind was one of them. On September 17th I finally got the courage to tell him, a year after we met. He told me he liked me too. We were close. Real close. Inseparable. Everyone knew that. One thing led to another and it was a one sided relationship. To me he was the number one priority. To him. I was his ego boost. His little pretty trophy to show off. I left that relationship but sometimes I miss him. Alot. I really did love him. With a love I didn't know I could give. But I dedicate this song to him. I miss him so much.
This is like the go-to song for me to cry, since I keep feeling guilty about the stupid past. Its all my fault though, and they left me for good reason. But i was so scared of losing one friend I lost two. ..My friend tells me to move on, but how can I when its my fault i tore everyone apart?..
When youâre alone at home with this music in your earphones and youâre like âokay Iâm okayâ but then one second later youâre hugging a pillow and your mascara is stained from all the crying.
yes I've already commented on this but that was back when i'd only listened to this once. It's been a while since the last time a song has got me feeling so many things. It's been a while since the last tome I've listened to a song on repeat for so long.
Every time I listen to this it rings so true I makes it difficult cos I remember all those amazing times I had and that I really miss that person we tried to be friends but it never did work out and it makes me so sad even 2yeears on I miss them badly but this song is just amazing it really is
this song used to make me think of my crush. now, i dont feel the same way anymore. even though i didnt really lose a soulmate, since i never had her in the first place, this song still feels very bittersweet. I think it's gonna stop being a love song and start being a cry-to-because-im-really-upset song the more people I associate with these lyrics. this song will grow with me. did this comment make sense? no, no it didn't.
This is so beautiful, dodie. something about this is calming but also is my go to now to listen to when I'm upset or I need to think more clear and organized. I feel like It's a different experience everytime for anyone who enjoys it. Very proud of you. Thank you for you for this.
oh my lord this was so beautiful I'm speechless. I love the slight KT Tunstall vibe at points. The lyrics are so meaningful and poetic and the layering is gorgeous, it sounds like such a well developed and loved song. I mean seriously Dodie you astound me every song you bring out I'm just so in love with to say "I can't even" doesn't seem to quite cover it. I really hope you're proud of this song because you really, really should be I think this is one of your best.
every time i listen to this song i think of my best friend. before i met him, i was very unhappy. i hated my life and everyone i was 'friends' with. no one i knew made me happy. and now that i've found him, i'm getting better. he's probably the only person who makes me smile, even if we're not talking. he's one of the best people i've ever met.
Ugh, it's one of those songs where your heart just drops after every line because of how relatable it is. I swear I've heard this 10000x but it still hurts. This and adored by him are the only songs that get me like this.
I loved him. I really did. They say I'm too young to fall in love, but I know what I felt. It may not have worked out in the end, but that's okay. Because now I have a best friend. I'm thankful for the experience that I had, and I'm glad that I didn't lose another soulmate just because it didn't go where I wanted it to
oh my god. my mouth was open the whole time and i started crying by the first chorus. this is absolutely beautiful and you've come such a long way from when i first subscribed.
I agree this song gave me chills and Dodie its been a pleasure to be here and see you grow as a musician and artist ah and you said you couldn't play guitar!!! âș
All of my life I haven't kept a friend I like for a while I always lose a friend a best friend or a crush in some kind of way, and I never have I got someone who can hold me and hug when am sad, so I could relate to this song
this song holds so much emotions & memories of my past i can't describe it all. when i went to washington, this helped me cure my homesickness. when i'm down, i go to this song. it is so true, & the vocals aren't perfect, but somehow imperfect vocals make something the most perfect thing in the world.
thank you dodie, for not letting me fall, & being there for me when i needed it the most, all those nights when i thought not a single person in the world cared about me anymore. when i was depressed past the point of no return, & i had this song to resort to. thank you.
During that time I've cried a lot. I've laughed a lot. Made friendships that I thought would last. I've connected with others and I have tried to get into a relationship more times that I care to remember.
I've had good times and bad times. The people I thought would stay in contact with me rarely ever talk to me. I thought I had finally made a lasting relationship with one person, but she eventually faded away like the others.
I get attached too easily, I'll admit that. I thought I made things that would last, but here I am.
Although this journey has hurt, I am determined. I used to let others get to me. I used to be vulnerable, an open book. And even though I still am an open book, I try not to let that be visible. I jump to conclusions too easily, and I see things that aren't actually there.
For my future self, don't rely on others. you are your own self. although it's easier said than done. stick to yourself, and be kind. it may seem as if everyone is against you, but you just hold on to your singular value. following that will make you stronger, no matter how long it takes.
My best friend and I did this song with her best friend at a talent show. I self harm and she had anxiety. By the end we were both crying and most of the audience was in tears.
I remember first listening to this song and just smiling and smiling and thinking wow Dodie. Coming back and it has 2 million views. Wow Dodie. so proud rn
My boyfriend broke up with me the other day and his sister is my best friend...I feel for this song so much because he wants to stay friends...he has know clue how much being around him every day hurts knowing I cant call him "Baby" or say "I love you" anymore...this song makes me feel so much better...thank you Dodie
I had heard this before just after this video was out. Today I discovered it again after another of my favorite artist made a cover of this song (Nataly Dawn). And I like both of them. And they have a very different sound, and this is clearly a "Dodie"-style.
A lil weird but I was at the dentist today with earphones in to distract myself from the drilling and this song came on and made me forget everything bc itâs just so beautiful.
This song just came on a Spotify playlist I was listening to with some people who don't watch YouTube and I was like oh my god it's dodie! It was weird because it felt like it was like a friend I was super proud of who came on and I was like guys! Listen to this amazing person!
I listened to this song on repeat after breaking up with my girlfriend almost a year ago. It's a strange feeling to listen to a song that meant to much to you and understand all the emotion behind it, but not experience any of it anymore.
This was posted on my birthday last year and now it's almost my birthday again and I just started listening to you and this is honestly one of my favorite songs ever. Thanks for existing
Damn listening back to this and I cry man ,I used to sing this about my ex and she left me so I kinda watch this and cry cause I thought I could have kept someone
I think Bethan Leadley has a good voice but I have to admit I prefer your version (the original) better. Obviously you wrote it so it will be more suited to your voice, but also your voice is softer. It sounds more easy and natural. x
I'm playing this song over and over the past few days. I've had two guys in the last year profess their love for me and proceed to ignore me. Man, people suck sometimes. But songs like this make it easier to deal with sucky people :) thanks dodie
The sound makes me calm The lyrics make me sad The connectivity makes me relieved The memories make me mad This whole song is just a theme park of emotions
Dodie you are so incredibly talented! You've said a lot on doddlevloggle that you felt pressured to be this 'always happy, ukulele singing' girl and I'm so glad that you're posting what you want on this channel now!! I loved this so much Dodie <3 keep your head up ^_^
For the first part it is- G,A, Bm, F#m,G ~ "what the he'll would I be.."- Bm, F#m, D, G and the song just alternates between the first set of chords. I vary them so it fits the song a bit better
Hey, flower. I know you know I'm thinking about you all the time. These have been... The roughest 7 months of my life. When I got that call that you didnt pull through in the ambulance.. I broke. I shattered. I really did. You were everything I wanted. We were supposed to see the world together. I miss you so much. Thanks for showing me some good music though... Always on my mind.
At the intertwined release party she said it was about "dating a best friend but it not turning out right" or something along the lines. She dated Sammy, but it didn't work out so they broke up.
I've had load of "friends" last a couple months , or at most two years - but never long term. I've never even had a best friend! I just want someone I can talk to in person , and spill my feelings to - without the fear of being judged. It's so hard to have no one to talk to , and I have to always be the strong one in the family. I have three younger siblings , and they turn one for advice , not the other way around! I wish I had a sort of mentor or true friend in my life :(
Dear girlfriend, I love you. I love you so much and I'm scared to feel like that. I scared of losing you. We've only been togther a couple of months but Jesus Christ you've helped me through so much. Thank you but I don't deserve it not from you or anyone else. I'm sorry I can't be 100% all the time and in sorry you've got dragged into that. I love you Mushroom and I hope I never lose you because I'm sick of losing soul mates x
i miss my friend so much. you spread advice, kind words and what i need to hear. when we get to see each other, we tend to sit and listen to you over and over. dorothy miranda clark, you are absolutely the best singer I have ever heard.
+Christina Woo I doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon unless it's "How to Fake That You Know How to Play Guitar" because she always denies that she can play guitar
This song reminds me of my now deceased best friend.. honestly he was my big brother and I felt so safe with him.. just a couple words to calm me down from panic attacks and two arms to wrap around me when I broke down.. now I feel so alone.. I have no one.. I miss him so much... there's not a day that I go on not thinking about him... yeah.. Dodie is right.. I'm sick of losing soul mates...
I just had to break up with the love of my life. I loved him, he was the one, the only person I'd ever truly loved... but he was 3 1/2 thousand miles away. This song has always been a good tune, a nice song to listen to, maybe a little sad... but now it means something to me. An emotion I'd wished I would never feel.
This song hits me. I can't listen to it without thinking about my ex best friend and others that have left me. Your voice is so calming and beautiful and I love it. Thank you for making such a beautiful song.
watching this after my absolute best friend of 9 years and girlfriend for 8 months just broke up with me. im sobbing, but im letting myself feel it. i now know what you felt. thank you dodie. so much. xx
Yo I'm rarely totaly impressed and simply speechless about the talent of people, I really acknowledge there talent but it takes a lot for me to sit there with a dropped jaw and you just simply blew me away, this went straight from my ears through my heart into my soul!!! Keep on doing what you do, and bet you have another fan right here!
Hey!! I'm doing this as a piano cover and singing for GCSE music solo performance. Thank you for being really inspirational and an amazing musician. If I can be a half as good you I'll be ecstatic xx đđ
I had a person tied to this song. Every time we heard the song we thought of each other. But now it's over. And now this song is bittersweet and I'm crying right now. This song has many nice memories with it but it sucks because now to her, I taste of nothing at all.
This song really hits me. My best friend left me after almost three years. We were the closest. Luckily, I have found someone better. His name is Evan, and he is my whole life. And if everything falls apart again, I can always count on the friends that have watched me cry and held me since elementary. Thank you for the song, past Dodie.
Right now I can't think of anyone in my life who I'd relate this song too.. but there are so many people who it would be so painful to lose and that alone makes me emotional while listening to this.
wow i haven't listened to the original in so long. i've listens to the professional recording so many times since it came out and i missed this raw version
I know she explained the meaning of this song to her, but I've just now started connecting this song to my relationship with my parents and my fear of them rejecting me just because of my identities. Some of the lyrics don't quite fit, but most of them do. That's just how I feel right now about this song.
its funny how i listened to this song back then thinking i couldnt relate to the lyrics. Now im sitting here crying , realising how i tried to forget all the people who left.
I'm rewatching dodie's videos and I think that I like this video more than the one on the ep just because it's more real. I still love the ep also it's been 2 years since this wtf
I can send any of your songs to my girlfriend and she'd cry. She is in love with your music and what you've done for us. She - Sent to her to tell her I liked her Would you be so kind - The day I asked her to be my girlfriend Absolutely smitten - on our first date This song - Soon xxx
My mind tells me to come back to you. It tells me to keep following after you until you take me back. But inside, I know thatâs not good. I know that you were bad. You were like a drug. Looked good on the tin, but fucked me up more than I can remember. I was young, stupid, lost, looking for someone to love. You were ready to play anyone who came into your life, and when I did, you went with it. I still know youâre bad now. Even when I used to miss you the months after everything happened. I knew what you did was fucked up, and you put me through shit that no one should take kindly at twelve. But I did. Because I knew no better. I didnât know that the hitting and the shouting shouldnât have been normal. But I knew no better. Iâd like you to know that I feel safer now. That youâre fucking over and using another girl for your own pleasure. I have friends who love me. They love me like you pretended to. You pretended to love me and told me every day that you adored me, and how special I was. And then you would hurt me. Blame it all on me. When you would hurt me hour after hour. Whether it was physical or mental. Everything hurt. And when you did the things I wasnât comfortable with, I started working out that you werenât good for me. You were a drug. You were always a goddamn drug. Iâm happy to go into town with these people now. I was never with you. I didnât trust you. I donât think I ever actually I trusted. It was my mind telling me to. My mind tells me to come back to you. But I know that I just have to keep running.
I found my soulmate. I feel like Iâve known him forever. I know weâre young, but we see a future with each other. We talk about living together one day, having kids, just being happy together. I didnât think it was possible to love someone this much.
this song makes me absolutely sob, i always think about my boyfriend and i breaking up when i hear this and that scares me so much, i know that's cringe but the feels this song gives me
I sang Human for him before I sang this. I sang She for her before I sang this. And I sang every love song Dodie has ever written to you before I started singing this.
Wow, seeing all the comments about everyone "having someone in their mind when they hear this" make me feel even more alone in the world. It's kinda hard to keep or even lose a soulmate when you basically don't have friends to begin with.
i love this girl. shes awesome really. but im too scared to say what i feel about her. i love with all my heart. before i liked her, i had crushes and all of them rejected me. some even liked me but then lost the spark bc they saw me as a brother. but this girl i love her and im sick of losing a soulmate. im scared to tell her but i dont want her to leave me. shes my bestest friend and i am scared that i tell her our friendship will go. dodie thanks for making this song bc it really touched my heart. this comment idk if it has anything to do with the song. i just wanted to rant over here. if the girl i love is over here, i love you. i love you with all my heart and im scared of saying it. i hope we could be together. sorry guys who are reading this. bye for now
I know you probably get 1000's of people saying how great you are at writing, playing and sing songs but I just want to say you are a person that I look up to and you have inspired me in more way's that one. I just wanted to say thank you, it means a lot.
I just had a very long conversation with my friend about the suicide of my first love. She was everything to me. She was the one thing that got me through bad days. There's nothing in this world that can bring me the happiness she did. She got me to sleep on nights that were a lost cause. She got me to calm down during the worst moments of panic. Danie, I know you can't see this and never will. But I love you. You were everything to me. Goodnight darling
It's just really intense for me to hear this song done so professionally because Sick of Losing Soulmates is my favorite song. It hits so close to home and I have listened to it countless times on repeat as I fall asleep, I literally did that last night. This song calms me down when I am stressed or angry it makes me feel at peace and I love it all together. The personal meaning behind the song is very strong and just to hear it done as it is in your EP is incredible.
"written after a conversation that went on until the early hours of the morning dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot"
Now you listen here. I'm gonna listen to this song, but if it makes me tear up and make me reflect on the hardships and ironic heartbreak that is to love someone else I'll be so upset.
I keep getting flashbacks to listening to this when you first uploaded it and at the time I'd thought I'd lost all my friends over something stupid. Now I'm closer than ever to them but I'm still crying listening to this because it put into words how I was feeling and listening to it as I sobbed under my duvet in my dark bedroom at midnight made me realise I wasn't alone. Thank you so much Dodes, thank you for holding my hand in the dark đ
I was with this girl about 2 years ago and it was great. It didn't last. But when we met up again a couple of months ago, I realized how similar we are. We both had the same new favorite song. Both finished each other's thoughts and sentences. She's now with someone else. It sucks, but it's the way you react to these things is what makes you grow as a person.
It is so ironically that the whole song just reflects the most precious and actually cruelest friendship i'd ever had. It is so hard to listen to this song without starting to cry. The feeling one have for not just a common friend but for a lover, a soulmate, dodie just hits me with every word of her song..
Reminds me of me and my best friend. We are soulmates, but I can't be what she wants... I can't give her all of me... and it sort of breaks my heart to think of how much I am hurting her. I'm sorry Dodie, we don't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry.
i learned in my life that we can't satisfy everyone and we shouldn't be spending more time than necessary trying to do so :) I'm sure your friend loves you just the way you are
We have the same picture so your comment threw me off at first! Never seen anyone else have it... but otherwise, thank you for the comment. Very true and a lesson I've learned in recent years.
To my best friend that I managed to lose twice wherever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope it's what you want. I hope you become a singer, I hope you write a song about that guy we both hate, I hope you find someone that loves you the way you need to be loved. I hope you know I loved you even if I didn't do it right
I am truly loving this song. My daughter just told me about you. She is learning two of your songs now to try and sing for the first time in front of people. Now i know why she has picked you. Very nice. (this is not one of the songs she is learning by the way, but they led me to this one)
I can honestly say I've never, in my entire life listened to a song that made me cry, and right before I was about to conclude that I was an emotionless boulder...you cracked me and made me realize that I'm not just a boulder...I'm a rock. Wow that's a beautiful song Dodie <3
A soulmate huh, I have one person in mind when I think of soulmates, anyone else fanboy/girl over someone from just seeing or thinking about them? Get shivers all that?
One day youâre gonna leave me. Itâs hard to find a soulmate that is not romantic. Hard to find someone in your life that as soon as you meet you know them. I know you, I know you, I know you. But one day something is gonna crack and youâre gonna leave. I know
Itâs not romantic- but I love my best friend. I love him so much. Anything they do makes me feel overwhelming emotions, mostly happiness. They are my life, my love, my world. I would give up the world for them. As much as this sounds like a romantic proposal of love- itâs not- we are, by no means, each otherâs type. Weâre often mistaken as a gay couple, so much weâve stopped caring. Thatâs just fine by me. I absolutely adore him and everything he is.
I've moved around a lot in my life, so i'm used to friendships lasting only like two years. I'm sick of losing soulmates now and trying really hard to have long lasting friends.
This song is beautiful to me cause I've been hurt to the point to where I stopped loving it's just emptiness I have one friend who truly gets me the rest are just people who think they know me I'm not going to say what happened in my past because I hate everything about my past I hated what I was I always thought I was fixing what was broken through my life choices which I'm not going to say it was nothing good but this song it just reminded me what it was like to love someone and that's what music should be
This song reminds me so much of my crush. He knows I like him. He's fine with it. Yesterday he called me cute but had to friendzone me because of his current clingy girlfriend. Now everytime we look at each other we smile. But he smiles the way he's never before. My friends think that he truly likes me. And somehow, I agree...
I cry every night because sometimes my dad tells me stuff that really hurts my feelings, example "Why are you so sensitive?" "Stop being a child" after I find out that he slept, I go to my laptop and listen to songs like this. Like songs like Down, She and this song and other songs of Conan Gray
Yes I cry with this song but it helps me to relax too. THank you DoDiE so much for being there when I'm down. THank God you exist. :'D
every time i listen to this song it constantly reminds me of this boy i used to talk to, we would texted for hours, be on the phone for hours and in person we were almost inseparable. and i was full blown falling for this boy and for me confrontation was something extremely difficult, but I felt as if he meant this much to me so I told him how I felt in person, and all he said me was that he only sees me as his best friend and i remember crying for hours that night. and he decided to never talk to me after that. im still a little fucked up from that. sometimes i wonder if he still thinks of me
Puny God if im going to be honest, most likely. I completely understand how she must be feeling yet I completely understand what you did because you wanted to preserve your friendship. try talking to her okay, make her understand what your stance is, and if you really think you should wait then your friend should respect that, you know? she probably feels horrible because she expected you to return the way she felt. all i can really say if that, you're hell of a lot better then the guy that I was talking to, at least you didn't ignore her and act as if the relationship you built up was nothing. i hope everything goes well!!
omg this in the description :written after a conversation that went on until the early hours of the morning dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot
Iâm sat in the dark with this strange sort of emptiness surrounding me. Itâs funny how emptiness can surround you and be inside of you and be your entire being at the same time. I just keep crying and crying but all I can think is- at least I can finally feel something instead of utter numbness
literally all i can think of is the doctor and bill potts. they've both lost so much and after finding each other when they didn't realise they needed each other.. oh god i'm crying
my girlfriend and i (i'm also a girl) heard that song while we were kissing us the first time. This song makes me so emotional and happy although its a sad song, but with this song my life became much better that before. I connect it with this beautiful memory. My girl made me so happy and i'm finally truly happy. I suffer from depression 5 years and this girl helped me out of so much. Thank you dodie for creating love in form of songs on your Channel. Bless your Soul â€â€ i love you
hearing this at this time makes me think of the guy I had feelings for and still do have feelings for. The guy I thought I liked, aka L blamed something on the guy I like, aka T and and Iâm just now finding out T has liked me this entire time but never said anything and covered up feelings for me by saying he liked another girl... Iâve only now found this out and it all happened 4/5 weeks ago. Iâm scared Iâve lost my chance because I really do like T.
Sorry, pointless ramble. But idk.. I love this song so much â€ïžđđ and I love dodie lots too
this is from that young girl with anxiety and repressed feelings, the one you let enter your life. sweet texts and heartfelt memes lighting up my world for a short lived time, but certainly a joyous one. but i was bad. i made mistakes in how i treated you. i know i was too dependant on your love. and that was why we had to end things. this is from the strong woman i am now. you're like a brother to me, and my heart no longer races like crazy when you're near me. however, i am so grateful for the time i had with you. and i am beyond thankful for your continued presence in my life. thank you.
A friend of mine was moving and another one of my friends and I started crying. I was crying for a different reason than her. I remembered that I have to say bye to all my friends and I don't want to. I got attached to all of them. I'm sick of losing soul mates.
Ps: another friend made It worse by calling everone family.
I just had a memory of me playing and singing this in my room and crying cause I had recently had a huge argument with one of my friends who, at the time, i was sure would be my best friend forever. spoiler alert: that wasn't true, I don't really talk to her that much anymore. Oh angsty 14 year me crying over a little argument she had with a friend.
This song was posted on the day my best friend passed away due to cancer, I strongly believe it was created for her. I remember the day after, I sat in my bedroom with this song playing as loud as it could possibly get, on a loop for hours and hours. It means so much to me and I just wanted to come back to the comment section to say thank you for creating this song, I couldn't thank you before. x
over the course of high school, i lost my best and closest friend. she was grieving because she had lost her mother in our sophomore year, but no matter what i tried -- giving her space, being there for her, inviting her out, leaving her alone, suggesting therapy -- she just.. didn't want to be around me anymore. my senior year was spent in tears, grieving and crying for our lost friendship. to this day, i blame myself for the way things turned out. there could have been something else i could have done, or not done. but i lost my platonic soulmate. i don't know if i miss her anymore.
Ok song is over, there we go. And now to pick up the pieces of my shattered glass case of emotion. And my heart. Because like motherducking sorcery you made water explode from my face.
I always go for the guys the opposite of him. I first liked him when I was 10 (he was 11), we met at a friends party, and he was also closer to my sibling because they were in the same class but we always got on well. I liked him on and off for the next 6 years and we always seemed to catch eachother at the wrong time, (I was usually chasing another guy). But recently he has been helping me so much with my depression and anxiety and helps me so much and he makes everything brighter, he always has. Yesterday I got asked out by a lad I thought I liked but it just felt wrong, I told my friend and then it hit me that I liked him. I cancelled that date and told my best friend that I liked him and she had apparently known since September but wanted me to figure it out. He now has a girlfriend and seems happy I guess, I'm glad he has someone but I feel like I've lost him. Any advice? †Learn from my mistakes and be open with people and your feelings towards them before you lose them.
I've been fortunate. I've known two guys for about twelve years. One is an ass, and hard to deal with, but the other is chill. Their both family though. You don't just lose contact with family.
I can relate because my BEST friends went to a small elementary school before middle school and we met the first year of middle school and the older/smaller school got rebuilt and now they are being taken away from me and let me tell you, these are the best humans I've ever met in my 13 years of life and now they are leaving to this school and we all cried on the last day of schoolđ
The community she has made by showing us this side of herself is beautiful to watch grow and develop as she goes through her problems and so we can watch and guide our future paths to not make some of the same mistakes. Thank you dodie Clark so much
HI Dodie! i know you probably won't see this but i just wanted to tell you that i love your music and i am so happy you came out with an EP i have been waiting for it for so long. Your music had made me feel a lot better during hard time in my life and make me want to be a better musician. Just wanted to say Thank you for everything you have done without really knowing. -Rayne :)
This used to be my song with someone and now I hear it completely differently. At the time I was a broken teen leaning on someone who had managed to patch themselves back together and they were helping and loving me. Now I see a broken teen who leaned on someone who looked put together but they were an adult seeking a child (19 and 14) Now Iâm keeping a brave face and pretending what happened didnât fuck me up when he didnât âtake no for an answerâ. It sounds so different through this lens. Itâs more damaged and painful than it ever was before and yeah. Thank you dodie for being the soundtrack of such a beautiful tragedy.
Really needed this song right now Dodie, got some issues going on with my best friend who I never want to lose...Rachael, if you somehow read this, I'm sorry...
Iâm a 44 year old scouser fella. StraightâŠnot that it matters. love music but I just love you. You have something Dodie I canât describe. This song!!! Itâs just perfect. But every song though. You make my life better and if we ever meet I will thank you x
2013, wowza. I still come back and re-watch my "Liked videos" every now and again, I deliberately only give likes to very few, so when I look back I have time to see them all. This is still one of my favourite ones. It's by no means your best ever video but for 4 years ago, it's pretty darn good.
Very first friend I ever got in my life. 4th grade. She's been there for me for so long. We thought of eachother as sisters, shared silly and dumb things, and I lost her. 11th grade. Used to be a strong and confident woman, til her boyfriend ruined her badly she cut and almost killed herself⊠I gave her a boyfriend a chance as friends, and in the end, he likes me, he kisses me, I feel guilty so I try my best not to hurt him, but when I feel so guilty tryna help him sort out his relationship with my friend, I try asking him to tell her the truth, he doesn't, so I do. He later turns the tables, and somehow, she stopped talking to me. Hes said so many things to me, and I did what I thought was right enough⊠He was forgiven and I was tossed away. A guy you've known for a year vs a close friend, family that you'd known for over 7 years⊠Hurts like hell. To top it off, my boyfriend broke up with me 2 days later due to struggles of putting up with me and being so busy, but he still tried to support me after losing my friend. After some serious events to do with me⊠he said he wanted to be with me again, I told him he shouldn't if it's cause he worries, cause it's his choice, he shouldn't feel forced into a relationship. From what it seems, everyone leaves. No one ever stays. We all die alone in the end⊠Marriages never last, people are becoming less stable to handle themselves or relationships, becoming toxic or being controlled by toxicity. christ⊠This world ain't getting any better. Each generation is getting worse is feels like. Idek if having kids someday is what I want. I've been depressed since 6th grade from what I can remember, but most likely far longer. I'd hate to think the next generation could be far worse. May not be the best idea to have kids honestly. Society's fucked up man:( Later on after this, its been getting worse. I feel as if I'm pushing people away. My boyfriend can't handle my stress, cause for the past 2 months, I've just been so goddamn emotional, and I feel like it's toxic, because I feel like I'm so needy for attention, affection, and support that I'm lacking, since no one is sticking around. God, no one is perfect. We try to be the best we can be, and we don't intend to be bad people sometimes. Mistakes are human, and god, we're trying our best to fix our life. :(
I hope you're okay dear, don't push yourself too much! Don't forget to rest if you feel that everything's too much to handle TT TT We're always here to support you!
Iâve got a huge crush on my friend. I thought of them as just my friend for so long, then suddenly I liked them. Staying up all night thinking of them, butterflies constantly. But when Iâm with them I have to just be their friend.
in september of 2017 i met a boy who made my heart flutter with every passing smile and wave. i eventually, a few months later, asked him out, and he said yes. we dated for nine months and it was so good, up until the end when we both had some pretty intense mental health issues and just kept hurting each other so he eventually broke it off with me. we both were distraught for about four months of not speaking to each other until he gathered the courage to text me on christmas of 2018. we talked everything through and he told me he never lost feelings for me, he just thought it would be better for the both of us to work on ourselves before we dated, but he does want to date again someday. we're now in the friends/talking phase and i just really want this to work out. i still love him and he feels the same way about me, so this song makes me cry knowing i almost lost a soulmate there. i just really hope we'll be okay.
Does anyone know the pattern for the strumming? Plz :>
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I sang this to my best friend while she was going through some rough things and she absolutely loved it and it made her cry (I credited you of corse) but the words fit perfectly in our situation now when ever she's upset I sing this to her and it just makes her smile instantly and I just melt every time she dose so thank you for saving her life and helping me realize how much I can love a person and for finding my soul mate.. (Oh my I just realized I haven't subscribed to u đš)
i really thought we would grow old as friends, in a grey-haired circle, waiting for the end. you made me a scrapbook where you described me as your soulmate. but instead we no longer talk because you believed lies and shit people who didnât want me around told you. and i spent years by your side doing everything for you. and you didnât even trust me enough to try and see if what you were told was true. you just cut me out so easily. i think thatâs what hurts the most. you were never the friend i deserved and i was so much more than the friend you deserved yet iâm the one devastated and abandoned when i really needed you. i did nothing to deserve this. you went back and rewrote history to make me out to be a villain when i never did anything to hurt anyone. least of all you. itâs so frustrating to be so desperate to convince you that iâm not the person youâve been led to believe whilst simultaneously being crushed by finding out you arenât the friend iâd hoped you were. this song will always make me think of you because iâd always play it when we hung out together the first year we met at uni. i think itâs irreversible but if you change your mind iâll always be a message away. you know me. i hope you remember that one day and you still think of me when you hear this song.
Dear Miles, I love you so much you don't even know. And although you may never find this comment I hope that I won't ever lose you, and that you will always always be someone so darn special to me no mater the times. And no matter who you're with, or what you are, or where you live, or what you're doing I will forever and deeply love you. Thank you my love, Chloe
This song along with Intertwined has resonated so much with both me and my boyfriend. I came out as bi this past year. And let me parents know Iâm in love with a trans man. It hasnât gone well. Both him and I have been on the rocks lately. My strained relationship with my family has caused my mental health to crumble. And his physical health is failing him. We both love each other dearly. We are both struggling mentally and we found both of these songs and theyâve provided time for us to sit and breathe. Weâve cried a lot. Iâm still not sure where I stand in this relationship anymore even though I love him so much. But thank you for making the music you make. Itâs helped both of us to find a safe space in our headphones or in the car with the sound turned up and these songs playing. Thank you.
HERE ARE THE CHORDS GUYS-For the first part it is- G,A, Bm, F#m,G ~ "what the he'll would I be.."- Bm, F#m, D, G and the song just alternates between the first set of chords. I vary them so it fits the song a bit better
+kayla for president idk if you have figured it out yet but shes plucking the two lowest strings so if the lowest string (e string) is "1" and the next slightly higher one (d string) is "2" the pattern would go 1 2 1 2-2 (idk if this makes any sense its hard to explain through text :P) i hope this helped!!!!
+Jordan Munday It's hard to tab on Uke, as there are no chords, only fingerpicking. It sounds a bit strange as it's 1, possibly 2 (I have't really checked out the details) octaves above the original guitar piece.
I just learned Start on the 5th fret, on the string closest to you. 7th, 2nd, 3rd for the "what a strange being.." Blah Blah blah. 5th, 7th, 9th, 2nd, 3rd- "what the hell would I be.." 2nd 3rd 5th 7th and then semitone, so the 6th, then 1st and back to 5th.
I did a cover of this song Dodie!!!I have listened to this song constantly since you've released it and it would mean a lot to me if you would watch my cover and give your opinion!!! I would love to have your insite on how to be more musical and portray covers so emotionally open as you do. (I have no idea if that last sentence made sense buttttttttt keeping rockin it girlfriend!) (-:
this the first song i heard of dodies im still really upset what this song is to me it shouldnt be the way it is , its been like 4 months and the feelings should be over but theyre still there and they moved on but im still here sitting alone
I was really good friends with these two people. I liked one of them but I'm to socially awkward to make a move, then eventually a school dance rolled around and he asked my best friend instead. We are we're really close, when they broke up I had to chose between them
Great music is great because the artist put her/his emotion and life in the lyrics but in a universal way. A song is a piece of art (to me at least) if everyone who listen can find a piece of himself or herself in it. When I listen to song like that I feel like the musician took a piece of my heart and translated it into lyrics and chords. This is one of those songs and it's intimate and heartbreaking and a frightening accurate picture of my life. Thank you for sharing your talent and soul with us, Dodie.
I am going to sing this to my crush... Iâve known them since kindergarten... recently she has told me that she is severely depressed and suicidal, as well as a dabble of social anxiety.. Fun.. I also feel this way but on a lesser scale. The only problem is that she is asexual (doesnât have sexual interaction) and aromantic (doesnât feel love/ doesnât want to)
when i first heard this song i thought it was great , but it didn't mean much . now when i hear this song it hurts and makes me cry because now i understand thank dodie thank thank thAnk
(AfellowPhanpeepHere) why do I feel the need of writing a fanfiction about phan with this song cause THE WORDS IS JUST- LISTEN TO THE LYRRRICCCS- DODIE, YOU'RE SO TALENTED, I LOVE YOUR SONGS, YOU'RE AMAZING
A friend of mine sang this very song at 4am after a small party earlier in the week. She told us she found it online from a very talented young singer, very far from the industrial music you could hear on the radio. She said she was struck by the passion and soul you, Dodie, put into your songs. What a suprise I had when I stumbled upon it a few minutes ago. Even more when I realized my friend was absolutely right. This song really is beautiful.
You are an amazing singer milady. Hope you'll find and keep your soulmate someday.
Many people asked "What is it like to have a soulmate ?"
Well...It's almost like love, but deeper connected but there's still a space of privacy...it's a friendship for a lifetime, or even longer, someone you can talk to, it's not the same thing as having a best friend that often is there for you in or since your childhood or teenage years, a soulmate often comes into your life at the age when you have "found" yourself, they often share's the same way of thinking like you. It's like "us against the rest of the world" because people from outside might not understand you or your world like your soulmate.
So about 4 years ago was the first time I'd heard this song, I was terrified to click the link to the music video because, as you may know, the thumbnail is a lesbian couple together. I was so in the closet I wasn't even out to myself, and seeing that, when I had this gash in my chest left by the girl who should've just been my best friend terrified me, so much so, I started crying. A year later, I left a comment, much like the ones you see, talking about the girl I loved, how I missed her, how it hurts to be alone, even if you know it's better in the long run, and how there's no one else, only losing soulmates. I can say, 4 years later, there's hope. I'm almost two years into dating the girl of my dreams, and I can definitively say there's hope. Don't give up, even in 2020, love is out there and alive
I keep telling myself that the friends I've been with for over five years now are my everything. But it's kinda sad because I don't think they think the same of me :/
dodie has been the biggest inspiration to me in so many ways -- so much so, in fact, that my first cover on my youtube channel is a cover of "sick of losing soulmates!" pls tell dodie to go watch it it would make my dREAMS COME TRUE
Hi Dodie. I just got cheated on in the most awful way possible. Your music is really helping my through it. Thank you so much for making music and sharing it đ
I always listen to this one over the music video. Lying in my bed right now staring at the fire alarm on my ceiling and singing this with Dodie. In October (about 2 months ago now) my now ex left me - we were only together a year but it hit me harder than anything has. He was my best friend for years before being together and I loved him more than anything. We had a silly tiff over my fire alarm (promise thats less odd than it sounds) before we went to sleep two days before we broke up. We never fought and the breakup was nothing to do with the little tiff but now when I see the blinking lights on my ceiling all I can think of is him. He was my best friend and over everything else thats what I miss most.
Megan McCorry, I'm sorry about that. This song really hits me hard as well. I'll be moving away from the place I've loved for over 6 years and my boyfriend who I've loved for 3 years. We won't be breaking up hopefully but there's still that chance, you know? And right after losing my longtime best friend over an argument she won't talk to me and I don't know why. I've had several panic attacks over the last few days. Just know that you are a beautiful person.
Love never really goes away. It's always there to some extent. But school will end and you'll meet a lass who can appreciate you. I promise. The same thing happened to me.
This song is... I don't know how to explain it. I've listened to this song an insane amount of times, and it never stops feeling personal. I love this song. It was first shared with me by a friend, who I was really close with, she helped me through so much emotional stuff, and now it's like I don't exist. I used to email her whenever I was feeling awful, but she hasn't responded in months, to the point where I don't really trust her very much anymore. I feel alone and helpless all over again.
I lost one of my best friends... they left after I pushed them over board with my emotions and thoughts of suicide I made them feel bad about themselves and they left... I miss him and I hate myself for over sharing my feelings with him and hurting him
ugh i needed this song when it happened but didnt know it yet,, she was more fucked up than me tho and i tried to make it better but instead fucked it up funfun
+AbstractAlien It's weird....you didn't even mention Dodie's saddest songs; She, Down, and, most of all, Social Dance. Social Dance is just.....I need to buy that song. Right now.
+A Self Called L Those ones are good too but all of those in order are connected. But Dodie said to keep the gossip to a minimum so I won't say who their about.
+AbstractAlien personally, I like listening to 'Adored by Him,' then 'Absolutely Smitten,' and then the rest of your order, as it's like her crush looked past the girl with the butterscotch hair to her, and that they were in love, and then the rest plays out
Its more 'absolutely smitten' 'permenent hug' 'one for the road' 'adored by him' 'pas de deux' and then ,sick of losing soul mates. One for the road is about "tommy" while adored by him is about "sam"
okay i know these songs aren;t about the same person bUt GUYS I checked the upload dates on each of the vids and they're in order chronologically as well... Like it's a story being told over a couple years
the line "watch how a cold, broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof" always gets to me. i interpret this song differently from what dodie is actually singing abt. to me, the lyrics remind me of a person with depression who feels alone and pushes everyone away from them. then they come along someone else who understands their pain and actually stays, unlike most ppl. and they help each other in the different ways they can bc neither of them will allow themselves to lose anyone else. this song is so so beautiful.
For the one I met a year ago. We were both sick of losing and risking and we were both fucked up on our own ways. I love to believe that we were both so in love with eachother and ourselves which led to our ending in just a few months, it was such a bliss. Too hurt by our past to allow ourselves to fall. But it's alright. I always cherish our magical moments together. Like teens so inlove from a book. Will always be nostalgic remembering you. This will always be our song even if we already said our goodbyes.
yk the funniest thing i sang this in school my friends atually inspired me to join the school musical brang my guitar memorized the song and dude everybody clapped and said they had chills XD still im f*cking messed up lol great song tho
Fuck. this song really just gets me emotional... I had a friend who had said she loved me. And so did I. But then she pretty much tells me to fuck off. Apperently some random guy holds more value than your boyfriend you've known for years.
dodie, i just really want to tell you you inspire me so much. i find it really hard to let myself be creative because i'm hypercritical of myself but your music is so gorgeous in such a laid back and simple way and it's inspired me to pick up my guitar after watching your videos so many times. i can't thank you enough for that, xx
God thank you for making this song.. my dear boyfriend hung himself a few weeks ago and i always remember him playing this to me on his shitty guitar..
i found old comments of mine on this song when i was sitting in a window listening to this song with rain in the background probably crying, wishing i had someone like whoever this song was about and now i do DONT GIVE UP MY YOUNGLINGS
currently going through and listening to all of your original songs and realized how much they have all been like HUGE parts of my life. I listened to 'Adored By Him' in middle school ( about how old I am in < << that pic (I can't figure out how to change it lol)) with the thought of a certain boy or two. I listened to 'She' when I realized that maybe just maybe I liked girls the way I liked boys. and again when I realized I didn't like boys at all. And again when I realized I liked my best friend who is straight. And I bawled my eyes out to this song many a time. Damn Dodie. (sorry dodie**)
To the girl I am thinking about as this song plays, I trusted you. A lot. You made me feel so much joy and I couldn't thank you enough for that. These 2 and a half years have been the best years of my life so far. I understand that you probably hate me now, but I'm not sorry. You left me three times. And I forgave you those 3 times. Now I had enough. What I am sorry for is what you're going through. You are going through a lot of hurt and anger and you lash it out on people. I understand, but it isn't right. You hurt me and others a whole lot. It kind was kind of traumatic, having depression and anxiety over you. What sucks is that I don't like girls and I never will, but you were the only exception. Before you left me for the last time, I realized I had fallen for you. I was going to confess to you soon, but you ruined it. It's sad. It hurts me. And now I have my ocs that replace our relationship, the relationship i wish we had. I begged you to never leave me again. I thought I couldn't live without you. But now that you left, I kind of feel better. I think about you a lot still which gives me anxiety but I realized I don't have to be worrying about you anymore. I hope you're not talking shit about me when i helped you with literally everything. I helped you get out of toxic friendships and I really hope you don't go back to them just to say "yeah I'm sorry, Sheyla is a bitch" and such. I certainly hope you aren't harming yourself over this. You were a soul mate that I lost and that will forever hurt me, but I am so glad I met you. You were the best friend I ever had. đ€ - If anyone is reading this :v hi I'm sorry I just wanted to rant
I found this song right after losing my best friend and first love (she didn't die, she just decided I wasn't good enough for her anymore) and I think it's just the perfect way of describing what we used to be.
I truly hope that Dodie knows the impact of her music. Personally, listening to these songs helps me think and lets me connect to her songs with my own meanings. Honestly, I am sick of losing soul mates. All my friends treated me like crap this year in school, so I stopped being their friends, but they turned and told almost everyone they knew lies and awful things about me. My boyfriend and my best friend is leaving for college in 3 months and he has already talked to me and told me he will be breaking up with me. So yes, I am sick of losing soul mates. This song means more to me than any other song because I feel her pain. Thank you Dodie, you truly are a beautiful person and I feel for the first time that someone understands. â€ïž
Before I heard the song, I thought it was going to be about LGBTQA+ suicide, because people who take their own life, never get to be with their soulmate. Some people hate themselves, and think they're not normal and are wrong, and they truly thought that they didn't have a soulmate
Awackles Art thankyou for including the A in lgbtqa+... people never really pay attention to that sexuality... I tell my friends that I'm asexual and they go "what's that" or "that doesn't exist" so thankyou for recognising it...
Such an important issue. A singer called Troye Sivan represents this problem in his "Blue Neighbourhood" trilogy of songs on YouTube if you're interested in watching them? I think he does a good job at showing how heartbreaking it is and he helped raise awareness. Plus as he is LGBTQA+ himself, it must have hit him quite hard to make those music vids.
@TheNeekOfficial Thank you, I had never heard of it and I think it's really appropriate, and more inclusive. What does "diversity" includes though? I'm guessing intersex? Anything else?
the lyric that hit me the hardest is "we will grow old as friends. i've promised that before so what's one more? in our grey haired circle waiting for the end" even though i know they can't i just want my friends to promise me that we will be friends forever and we will grow old together. i've even started talking to one of my closest friends less and less and that scares the crap out of me. i just don't want to lose them
"we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin" is still one of my all time favourite lyrics. i bet u came up w that line and were like YES !! those moments in writing songs r the best
I like this song. But I wonder.... were you inspired by Ingrid Michaelson's "Starting Now", cause your chord progressions are practically the same. Which is good. Once I heard this song and the EP version (music video) I thought wait a minute. I've heard this song before, no? But I never heard of you until recently when I traveled to London for Christmas. So anyway. I really really like this song and love the explanation video too. I look forward to hearing more and more.
don't you love it when your childhood best friend for 12 years gets a girlfriend,moves away, then forgets about you, then your high school best friend for 3 years gets a girlfriend, transfers school, then forgets about you?
I never believed in this unfiltered broadcast to the unrelenting and unforgiving ether of the internet. But I'm lonely today, I miss you today, and I think - I hope - that you'll see this someday so you know how hard this has been. It's been years, it's ridiculous. I cannot fathom what brings this feeling back, time and time again - I just want a person back that maybe doesn't even exist today. Or has she ever? How are we to win? The allure is so strong, the comfort so tiresome. God knows I wish you could have founnd me sitting all alone in this dark - gosh I know you wish you had had the ability to too. I've never felt so loved before - I've never felt so loved since. But you know what I most regret losing? Is that you have chosen to forget. Is that we've lost all collective memory of that perfection. The ghoul of all our memories is my most treasured possessions - and I cannot fathom how the complete access to that treasure is something you'd give up willingly. You hardly remember who we were - you hardly remember who you are. Come back. Just to yourself. I'm still here, and I'll still be. To remind you of who you can be.
I was trying to serenade my boyfriend in the kitchen, but I couldn't remember the words so I sang "I'm a super-human snowman!" instead of "I'm sick of losing soulmates"..... XD
soul mate. funny word(s). some say it's true, and that people truly fall in love...love. another funny word. it's a thing we've implanted in our brains to make us think we won't die alone. When really, nobody fills that deep hole. they just block it. you're alone. we all are. we just find people to block that pain.
You may "be " or feel as simple as maybe simple as the so called mark of beauty on your left shoulder ..... Awaiting the smile with radiance steonger than a so called iconic and or ideal sunrise... Keep it real sweetheart
Thereâs a person I wonât ever forget, I hope one day our paths cross again. Maybe not as it was before but forge a new relationship where we can enjoy life together ^^...
itâs been a bit since iâve listened to this, but look i want to tell a story? i guess...
so me and my best friend, weâve been friends since kindergarten, so 8 years. we havenât exactly had it the easiest. we grew up together, so i guess through all the changes in our lives we just, fought a ton we werenât friends for about 2 years, which is extremely upsetting and i regret those years with everything i have. after we made up again, we were friends for a few months and then broke up again. that was about a year ago now... but thatâs when i first heard this song sheâs always been my only friend, so without her i was alone i felt alone, i felt like i couldnât be loved ever again (so dramatic oml) i was convinced that we would never talk so i just... moved on i didnât talk to her, even when she tried to talk to me. i completely ignored her because i was afraid that i would be betrayed again. she left me for other friends and what my little brain back then didnât understand was that people are allowed to have more then one friend... i saw it as her just not loving me anymore people would ask what happened to us, because literally everyone knew we were the best of friends. iâm happy to say since then iâve become smarter and weâre friends again, but she still has those friends i was completely hesitant to tell her i didnât like them, but eventually i did from what i remember she said she wouldnât make me do anything i didnât want to, and she would try to keep her conversations separate her other friends have grown on me, but i still feel a little off around them, and i probably always will
this is all over the place, and definitely not really related. i started ranting about this here because iâve literally ranted about her on the âsheâ music video from awhile back... but uh yeah i was definitely sick of losing my soulmate
ok that was awful and iâm honestly surprised if anyone has read this
ok i feel obligated to update this for some reason itâs been a a little over a year since i wrote that and so much has changed. we dated. i asked her out on valentineâs day of 2018, and we dated until mid end of june. it was good. do i regret it? yes. but i feel like most people regret their first relationship. iâm not the type of person who just goes around dating people. obviously iâve know this person for as long as i can remember. but, with that being said, when she broke up with me we said weâd still be friends. i didnât know that meant weâd never talk again. i didnât know the stereotype, i guess. i think iâve changed a lot since i last wrote that. as much as i miss her, i know sheâs much better off without all of that history and weird frustrations between us back then. of course i miss her, she was the most important person in my life, but i donât think we were in a healthy situation. i was completely dependent on her, and that still keeps me up at night. i cant believe i jeopardized our entire friendship simply because of me being way over the line. but, iâve accepted it. yes, it happened. iâve grown from it. life is treating me a bit weirdly right now but iâm just a bit more dependent on music. itâs the most helpful thing in the world when you find a song that you thought you related to and then come back to and realize you relate more and more as time goes on. dodie, i love you very much and youâre music has made me a better person. thank you :)
I think youâre a little bit in love with me, and I think Iâm a little bit in love with you. I donât think we can ever work, but Iâm not letting you drift away from me because youâre too big a part of my life. Youâre always on my mind, and I donât want to forget that. Weâre fourteen, and in twenty years weâll be married to different people, in thirty we might have kids. but letâs grow old as friends and not forget this, because I love you and thatâs too much to let go of
So at my jam session workshop were supposed to play a song and I CHOSE THIS ONE because duh, anyways everyone there is older and I don't know any of them :( so I hope I'll do well wish me luck and I Love you all and have a nice day!.
This song is really cool. I move a lot and Iâve never had a single friend for more than 2 years. Itâs hard to be pulled away from friends all the time. I also just lost a friend because she began bullying me. It was hard because I donât understand what changed and made her say those things to me but it was really difficult for me. She was one of my closest friends and we had just hit the 2 year mark, but itâs fallen apart. It really showed me that people who i thought I knew had a completely different side to them. Iâve seen the good and bad side of a person and Iâve learned that the difference between being a good person or a bad person is how much you let your bad side control you. Itâs difficult to lose friends because you love them but there is a point when itâs not worth spending time with them.
My crush likes my twin brother and they just became a couple. It's tearing me apart. I'm best friends with my crush, she's so pretty and funny. I let her slip out of my hands. I'm making pack to not falling in love.
Dear Claire I know youâll never see this or if you do you wonât know that itâs you because Iâm not calling you by your real name or your nickname but truly this song reminds me on how much I relied upon you for comfort when I was about to cry or stressed out you where there for me and now since your miles away I feel like I. Canât because youâll have new friends that you donât need me anymore. I still remember what you said weâll always be best friends I still love you your my she you make me so happy and I canât stop thinking about you when I cry or how much you hurt when you where getting bullied. I protected you from them even doing something that I didnât want to do but still I did for you. Because I already told you so much about my life. Better sweetness till you com back maybe then I will tell you that I love you more. Then the world
Maddy Smith it's quite easy, for me I just looked at what she was playing and what threat fingers were moving too, but she does a tutorial if you type it in :)
I never really kept any friends because they always liked people better than me or I moved away and lost contact with them after a while so this song hit me across the room and punched me in the feels
[Verse 1] What a strange being you are, God knows where I'd be If you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark A dumb screenshot of youth Watch how a cold broken teen Will desperately lean upon a superglued human of proof
[Pre-Chorus] What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?) Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
[Verse 2] We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before So what's one more? In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end Time and hearts will wear us thin So which path will you take, cause we both know a break Does exactly what it says on the tin ADVERTISEMENT
[Pre-Chorus] What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?) Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
[Bridge] I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer) I won't take no (I won't take no) No, I won't take no (I won't take no)
[Chorus] Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates So where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win? Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates Won't be alone again I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me So how do we win?
I was dating my best friends and it wasnât working for them so we broke up but I still love them and just canât see my life without them so I have to settle for friends while my entire world feels like itâs crumbling. Most breakups I can convince myself Iâm better off but with them I canât. Iâm better with them. I like myself with them. All I wanna do is message them that I miss them.
I have someone on my mind, we've never met and I don't think he knows I exist. His name is James but I don't think of him as a soulmate but as a brother.
Im sick of losing soulmates, it hurts a lot you know? seeing them loving someone else while you are friends with them hurts, hurts too much, i dont want to feel this anymore.
Why do I always find myself coming back to this. Probably because No one stays in my life for long. I always end up pushing them away or they leave because I scare them with my mental health. And I always end up back with Dodie. If I could have a dollar or pound or what money I could for everything Iâve come back to Dodie Iâd give it all to her. She has just given me something worth staying one more day. That one choice. The choice to stay. And Dodie please donât ever stop. Youâre amazing at what you do. And if You didnât do what you do. I may not be here. Thank you. So so much. I really want to just give you the biggest hug
At the very bottom of the description it says this is about a really silly boy who she sort of loves a lot and I just couldn't help but think of Jon...
I had a best friend. We were in the same friend group. He was my best friend, though. He knew all my secrets, and was always there. I thought our friendship was going to last forever. He was my soulmate, although not in that way (hes gay and I'm taken). He was my first touch of how strong my friendship with someone could grow. But, he left. I got in some arguments with people in our friend group, and he is a follower so he left me. I still cry about how much I miss him. This mainly hits home because he loves Dodie and he did this song as a monologue in theater class. I miss him so much even though I want to hate him.
I went through the same situation a two years ago, and I'm not going to lie, I still miss him a lot. And there's not a day that goes by that thinks what would happen if we were still best friends, but good came out of the two of us separating, and yeah, no one will ever know me as well as he did, but you can find love and happiness in other places. It'll get better đđ
i had a best friend (or, what i thought was a best friend) and i have known her for 14 years and counting. however we will only have been friends for 14 of them, because then she stopped talking to me. without giving any reason at all, she just found some other, better and more popular friends and left me like it was nothing. after 14 years. how is that possible for a human being? i don't understand. i'm not mad at her though, because the whole time she was with me i kept thinking why someone like her would be with someone like me, and it seems like she finally caught on to that. it doesn't stop me from missing her like crazy though
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I relate to this song more than I want to: First best friend: moved away without saying goodbye Second best friend: moved away Third best friend: killed herself Fourth best friend: car crash Fifth best friend: Haven't found them yet, been looking for 5 years. Kinda scared to find them because they'll probably leave too
Okay, ima be serious, ignore the cracked out Elmo as my profile pic.
I met this girl at school, she was beautiful. I found out she lived right next to me and I went to her house a lot. I started to gain this huge crush on her, but I thought I had no chance with her since I thought she was as straight as a fucking lamp post. Turned out that lamp post had a dent in it. I found out she dated this girl a while back so I was just like "FUCK YEAH" and like we went on this walk, we went on walks all the time where we would just speak what ever was on our mind, so like she was talking about this "crush" she had and she was going on and on about how she never liked anyone that much and she thought she was in love with them. I was just willing myself not to cry. So we went on this log next to a lake, granted I almost fell in a couple times but thats a different story. So like she said "I have talked so much about my crush, I never asked you if you had one" and like I was just like 'GAY PANIC' so I looked up at her. She had beautiful hazel brown eyes with green on the inside. So i thought "im finna be clever" so I took her hands in mine and said "the letter after T" so she like sung the alphabet and when she got to T she said "U?" and I nodded slightly and looked away. She giggled and said "same". I looked at her and I couldn't stop smiling. So like we started dating and the school knew us as the "gay power couple" because they knew how much we loved each other. And it was true, I was, and still am, in love with her. Our first kiss was like, I dont know how to explain it. I just knew I would always love her. But then she went to her dads 'for the summer' and I haven't seen her since. I've cried almost every night since and im crying right now typing this. She never said goodbye, I couldn't kiss her and hug her, she just left. I still have hope she will come back...
@Vonny Enos lol havenât seen her in a year. heard she was cheating on me and sheâs a trump supporter. lol probably wonât feel like that again but at least i got to experience love yâknow? anyways, how was ur day
i LOVE this song but i don't understand what Dodie means by "We both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin" like what tin? lmao i probably sound so stupid XD
This line is very metaphorical. Instead of thinking of the tin as an actual tin, think of it being a symbol for how obvious what âtaking a breakâ would do for the relationship (Iâm sorry if that makes no sense). Basically the âtinâ is symbolic of taking things as face value. For example if a couple says theyâre taking a break, they are simultaneously âbreakingâ their relationship.
I broke up with my boyfriend a couple of hours ago as a mutual thing because it wasn't case of falling out of love - just that he only saw the negative in himself and not the positive and hurting me in the result of this... What I've learnt from this though is that you have to love yourself and accept yourself before you love someone else, so take baby steps before you run. I'm only 14 and that's pretty young to be in a relationship but, we were young, in love and didn't have a clue about anything... If you're a similar age, don't pressure yourself into a relationship - it isn't good for your mental wellbeing, and there's more important things to focus on, in life. I felt like I had to mature quickly, due to exams and everything as well. But, on the other hand you could say that experience was worth it - and it was, I loved every minute of it. Thank you Mikey, for the best 8 months - I could've have asked for, I really didn't deserve you xx Moving on will be the difficult part though... for the moment I'm just going to wing it and hope for the best... xx
this is my fav thing you ever done, honestly i cried because i move alot and when you said "Iâm sick of losing soul mates wonât be alone again" it made me emotional. can't wait until you release a album :+)
I'm crying. Cause I told my best friend that I have had a crush on her for almost a year. And she said she also has a crush on me. But she has a boyfriend. I feel like I'm losing a soulmate and I want to date. I'm not sure about her. I tell her everything and we love each other. Any tips?
I know she did a video on how to play this, but does anyone know the picking pattern? I have tried multiple things that sound similar but I know isn't the same. If anyone could help that would great! thanks!
My girlfriend and I recently had a fight... She's ignoring me now... I've been listening to this song on repeat for hours now, I'm thinking of her asking myself so many questions I know I could never answer alone and wishing that she would just message me back.. I want to know why... Why she's ignoring me. Why she's trying to cut me out of her life when she told me I was her all and that she loved me.
I took it up like she was talking about friends that end up having to leave for some reason or another? You can have a deep connection with someone (soul mates per se) but not romantically, but then again-I could be wrong..
I took it up like she was talking about friends that end up having to leave for some reason or another? You can have a deep connection with someone (soul mates per se) but not romantically, but then again-I could be wrong..
This story begins with a girl. This girl has been depressed for years and has been looking for he soulmate. One day she found another girl who live nearby. Not thinking much about it this girl messaged this girl with a little introduction. After a few days they developed a nice friendship, talking often. One day they stumbled upon the topic of love. "Oh it's alright, no body I like likes me back! Oh wait, did I just.." The girl in shock realizes that she had been obsessed over this other girl because she had a little crush on her too! "Well I suppose since I know you like me; I can tell you I like you too!" For a few days they talked until she decides to meet the girl. They sweat in anticipation; telling eachother "Only 20 more hours!" There was a lot of virtual pats on heads, cuddles, and boops on noses on this wait. They finally meet when the girl comes to her house. Both of them were equally nervous so they decided to go sit on the girls bed until they leave to go see they movies together. They go to the movie theater and hold hands, both quite sweaty. They go out to a diner and eat. The girl ofter got stuck in the other girls eyes. Later she stayed the night and they cuddled as planned. Obviously since they both liked eachother a lot, she asked the girl to be her girlfriend. This was followed by many overnights and even the girl asking her to go to a huge concert with her. One day during a regular conversation the girl said, "I have something to tell you... I want to brake up." Obviously shocked the girl takes a moment to process before answering. "Oh, I understand." They didn't talk for a while until the girl texted back again. "I still like you. I know we aren't together anymore but this pains me." This was followed by many conversations of the other girl seemingly torturing her by saying things like "This girl is really attractive!" She kept talking about this one girl until one day they were dating. But also, both girls were now boys. So now this boys crush that broke up with him is now dating again with this beautiful non-binary pal. It still pains the boy to look at the other boy, he still has feelings for him. The other boy admitted that he also has feelings but would never "date him again." The other boy often hugs the boy, making him very uncomfortable as they are A. Ex's and B. The other boy has a s/o. That is where this story stands and while not completely like the song, it is my story and i often listen to this song thinking about the other boy. The other boy has attempted suicide twice since we broke up only making my heart break more. Thanks for reading, sorry for any grammar mistakes â€ïž
I remember as clear as glass watching this video with the heaviest feeling anchoring down my heart and the constant sensation of sinking for the past few months and feeling the worst I'd ever had and hearing dodie's word lace their way into my depressed state of mind and gently lifting the weight away, and I remember watching this video me falling in love with dodie for the very first time
There is a girl, who is the best person in this world and she was my soulmate, and it was not in a romantic sense, but in friendship. We had our plans and several things in common, even if we fought sometimes, we always spoke to each other again and we were fine. But three months ago, she discovered that her soulmate is someone else, and since then we have started to walk away. We have fought about three times since then and all the fights were ugly, to the point that we spent days without talking to each other. A few days ago it was my birthday and she gave me some letters and I thought everything was fine. But it seems that even if everything is understood, there will always be new reasons for us to fight. My heart is hurting so much because I just want our friendship back, I want to be able to talk to my best friend.
I'm sincerely happy that she found her soulmate, but I wish he never came. It's selfish of me, but we were both well before he came. Now Iâm just so afraid of losing her like all the other important people Iâve lost. Now we are the exact opposite of each other, but I still love her so much. I don't care if she has another soulmate or if our interests are different and if we will ever split up. I just want to be able to have my best friend again.
Dodie, you have a real gift. NEVER doubt what you can achieve. This is incredible, I'm crying because I am proud of who you are becoming, and I really do love the person you are. <3
DUDES HELP: i went to see dodie on sunday and she played a song and it was amazing but the only lyrics i remember are âwell i am!! Well i am!â Or something similar but wherever i look, (google, genius, youtube, i even read the lyrics of all the songs sheâs made which i can find) I CAN NOT FIND IT PLEASE HELP ME
I just lost my best friend because she didn't believe me or the girl I am in love with. And I can't even be with this girl because she has family issues as to why she can't come out. Today we spent the day together and both realized how in love we are and how fucked up it is that we can't be together. She was my first kiss. And. I am really terrified and broken
I miss you. A lot. I miss the way we used to help each other on the ice and laugh when we'd fall I miss the way you'd hold my hand as we skated as fast as we could just to escape it all I miss seeing you smile and laugh like you didn't have a care in the world I miss the moments when you held me close and told me I had a chance to be your girl. I miss asking each other random questions And telling each other our dreams I just want things to be like they were All those precious memories, every one so pure. I don't want to lose you. You have no idea how much I love you. I'm sick of losing soulmates and I'm not about to lose you.
Iâm late, but.. Edit: tl;dr, a boy I liked liked me back, turns out being very toxic, missed a guy who used to be a huge jerk but changed, moved schools, met a girl, am probably bi. Hey, I hope youâve gotten all the hints Iâve been flirting with you, constantly calling your face cute and trying to cheer you up so donât end up like me, terrible, awkward and self conscious. I could never see myself with you, but in the while Iâve known you I know you quite well and I still donât understand why you come back to me when Iâm sad. Is it cause weâre both Pisces? Is it cause we are both Gryffindor? Is it cause youâre supposed to be the more mature one because youâre older than me by a month, even though Iâm the one taking care of you, haha.. Remember today I was crying and you cracked very dumb jokes to make me at least talk? I wish I couldâve squished your cute little face but I guess I wasnât thinking straight.
I guess this song only calls out to me after I lost my old crush. He was so sweet and lovely. Cunning and witty, funny as well. I told him I liked him by the end of the year. He liked me back a lot, he loved me.. but summer break came and we fought endlessly because he blamed me for the things he was doing. I never realised how toxic he was, but he said he loved me and heâll never stop. But I lost interest. I told him to stop. And we havenât talked in weeks.
But when that happened, I.. kind of missed.. someone else. He was a jerk, yes, but very much of a gentleman. He opened the door for people and told others to go before him. When it came to me, he didnât bother. That changed. My friend tried to call his name so many times but only responded to me. A boy took my pencil and he came up to him and grabbed it out his hand and gave it back to me. After I told him I got his back, he now has mine. 2 months ago, I told him I liked him a bit, and he didnât react because someone already told him. We remained better friends than ever, but I left the school. I told my friend to tell him I missed him a lot. She said he wouldnât talk to her and was being a huge jerk. Until.. she mentioned it was about me. She showed him an edit I made of him with a cat filter, and he laughed and smiled, according to her. That was the one day he wasnât a jerk to her. I hope to see you again. <3
So, in case you didn't know, dodie has a vevo channel now, with this accompanying a beautifully emotional music video, directed by our very own Sammy Paul! Come cry over there with me <3
This song has been around for a year now and throughout that year I've been able to relate to it in so many different ways, until recently coming full circle and I know relate to it in an uncannily similar scenario to that it was written about. An incredible song by an incredible person. love love love x
honestly i love dodie and i absolutely love her ep but for this song i really don't know but i feel like this song has a lot more emotion into it and idk i always come back to this song and its just great.
I love your songs so much. These songs helped me find myself. These songs help me get my tears out. These songs make me happy. I just recently got my first girlfriend, who is amazing btw. And I also recently came out to some of my family, and they love me just as much. I am the happiest I've ever been in my life so far, and some of it is because of you Dodie. Thank you. â€ïžđđđđ
Hey dodie, I was wondering where I could find the chords for this song. I love this song so much. I recently discovered you but the second I heard this I fell in love with it. Thank you
Jessy A-P if you check her vlog channel (doddlevloggle) you'll see that she posted a tutorial along with the instrumental recording and an explanation for the lyrics! ^-^
my best friend is all i have. i love her and this IS such an amazing thing to relate to because i think with songs, people fall in love with music that we see bits of ourselves in. my best friend has been helping me deal with my self harm and anxiety for five years now and i would not be here without her. thank you dodie for allowing me to relate to such beautifully represented thoughts. definitely sending this to my bestie <3
Simon. I still love you. I will never let you down. People die, and it was all an accident. I didn't know you well then, but now you're all I know. Can't we just cry to sleep together?One more time?Or are you just waiting for the right moment to open your eyes, laugh, and say that it was all a trick?People say your only a character.Fiction.But I've heard you talking to me.And I love you.
Haha no XD I'm just joking a few years back my friends and I were reading a story online and said a character was like me and I should do something about it was a dare. I went to the saddest song I could find which was from the amazing dodie, and wrote this. I didn't expect people to believe it!
I hope this doesn't sound weird, but I could listen to your voice for hours! <3 In this particular video though I don't like so much the cussing, but it's still a very nice tune :) Keep being you and keep producing music that comes from your heart. You have no idea how much you can impact someone with your music.
one year ago today holy moly i wish i had some guacamole dodie you are my inspiration on youtube and i love you so much !! thank you so much for everything you have brought me through and for sharing your life on the internet , you are such an amazing person and "god who knows where i would be" if i haven't you. <3
I've only seen your chirpy, awkward and happy songs. This brings a whole new level of wow. Intense feelings in this song. Very well performed and written.
Ugh this reminds me when I had a thing one time with this boy that I liked. We talked all night and I felt like everything was okay. But then he left me for someone else (: Ugh, now I gotta listen to the 1975 so I can cry my heart out (^:
This song related to me too much.I like my best friend and he doesnt feel the same.He going to ask out his crush and now Im trying to drift away from our friendship.I need someones advice asap before its too late.
Angel T Tell him you love him but don't come off as pushy. If he reacts all mean then he isn't what you deserve, if he reacts calmly then try to think of him more as a friend than a lover. Sorry love if I don't help muchđ
you should not drift away, it's pretty selfish and will effect your crush. sometimes you need to respect their feelings, even if you don't agree with it, and just be there for them when they need you.
+lpscrazy511 What hurts is that he used to like me and i thought we had something there.I respect his feeling for someone else but he starts to act like a jerk to get his crush's attention.He's my best friend and then suddenly I become nothing in front of his crush.I feel like i dont exist.My friends also ask me if i still like him but i dont want to tell the the truth.
+lpscrazy511 I just don't know and i feel like he's just a fake friend that i fell for.I want to tell my close friend the truth but they might make things worse. He doesnt love me the way i love him.If i tell him that i like him I'm scared that it will ruin our friendship bc he doesnt feel the same.
well i think you should tell him, if he makes you feel this way he deserves to know so maybe he can fix how he acts - and you don't deserve to feel put down by it.
I don't think you should tell him... at least not yet. I also don't think you should part with him just yet either. What's the point of hiding your feelings if you'll lose him anyway? I think it totally sucks that he makes you feel unimportant when compared to his crush but you should talk to him about that. Try not to come off as jealous. Just tell him that it hurts you and you kinda don't know where you lie with him. Does he value your friendship in the same way you do or not? Let him know you feel forgotten. If he doesn't change how he acts or doesn't consider your feelings then he isn't worth liking, right? You deserve so much better than that. The case may just be that he's a stupidly oblivious boy and be completely unaware of the situation and how you're feeling. This is likely. Jump one hurtle at a time. :) Maybe wait on the admission of your feelings for now. Trust me, I've been where you are. Still am, quite honestly. I can 100% relate.
+Noni Rose I need help. My friend found out that i like him and now she teases me by making him sit next to him.I couldn't tell him to not act like a jerk around his crush bc my friend would think that I'm just jealous.I'm trying to move on but i really like him.He also told me that his crush doesn't like me and now we don't talk as much as we used too.I miss our friendship.I don't know why his crush doesn't like me either and i feel like she's trying to take him away from me.đ
Angel T :( aw angel... im sorry! that's totally unfair of him to do. im honestly kind of angry that he's treating you this way. i really don't know what to tell you. you deserve better than that and im sure you know it too. he doesn't seem like a very good friend either if he is still invested in this random girl rather than cultivating your friendship. maybe he thinks you'll always be around even when he treats you like dirt. you aren't gonna like what im going to tell you but from my perspective I think you should get out. get out of the relationship. it seems toxic and is doing nothing but stressing you out and making you feel less than you are. you are important. don't forget that. and you deserve to be treated better. communication is key. you can either give him an ultimatum- his crush or you, his friend. don't be hostile. show him you are hurt. if he chooses her, he isn't worth the time. if you feel up to it, maybe tell him about your feelings? say you don't want to ruin your friendship and that you are fine with being just friends (if you are) because he means that much to you and you'd rather just be friends than not have a relationship with him at all... idk. I can't tell you what to do. those are a few options. just remember, you deserve better! and if those friends who tease you are your true friends, they would understand. sit them down and tell them to stop. tell them it's not funny or amusing to you. that's really it. good luck! I wish you the best. xx
+Noni Rose I don't want to let go.But i have too.He's been there for me but I can see it in his eyes that he really likes the girl that doesn't like me.I don't know if my feelings for him will fade but I'll see. we've been best friends since kindergarden and I don't want to lose him.I fell for him and he once fell for me but he thought that something was missing.Maybe when I'm older i can tell him that i feelings for him.Older as in next year,if the feelings haven't faded.At least I have friends who are there for me.I think his crush doesn't like me bc she gets jealous when we laugh or hang out a lot.She think that he likes me and i like him.But idc about his crush.
Listening to this song again for what seems forever. I haven't touched this song since I had dedicated this song to my ex. we broke up, I thought I lost everything but I didn't. I got so much more and so much better. it's been about six months and I've found someone who treats me so well, he makes me feel so happy. I don't know what the future will bring but I surely don't want our relationship to end short term. I love him so much and he makes me feel at home. I've never felt so happy before. god knows what the future holds. great things come to those who wait....
Was just listening to this in a sleep playlist didnt even realize i was listening to the lyrics and started crying??? Half asleep just laying in my bed suddenly crying?? Wtf?? Damn dodie
Dodie, i'm looking back at this after your EP came out... It brought me to tears; you have grown, but you are still the same, beautiful human who wrote this song over a year now, and if i ask any one of my friends (yeah i have more than one hehe) what their fave song of yours is, they say this one. You are amazing and beautiful. You aren't "Fucked up", you are fabulous! <3 - From a Diddy DoddleOddler :)
this song makes me cry. It's extremely beautiful.Although it reminds me of the fact that me and this boy are quite close and we talk all the time, and I like him a lot but i told him this and he kind of shrugged it off but then he ended up going out with my best friend. And im so confused. i just can't tell if he does like me...
Coming from being hurt and lied to.....and loosing people I thought I'd die with..... thank you for this song......I really am sick of losing soulmates....
This song is for Wes, I love him more than life it's self and I've been in love with him for over two years now. He just got engaged to another girl a few months ago. I'll never be over him.
This made me try again to get in couple with my best friend. We have been really close and I have confessed to her and she said that it would be better if we staid close friends.So I thought that I moved on but I still love her and I can't replace her
I was dating one of my best friends, but I realised quite early on that I couldn't give her everything she wanted. I broke up with her. It still breaks me to see her upset, but we've stayed friends. Everything's so strained nowadays, sometimes I wonder if I should have just left it, but I was so unhappy before.
Oh boy just watched this... then work called n I had to be all professional like as I suck the tears back into my head and wipe tear snot onto my pj sleeves!
you know when you emotionally connect with a song so much and you feel like you need to write a huge paragraph explaining your feelings but you don't know where to start because you're actually kinda speechless??? yeah
GAH! 1 million views. look at you go with your crazy talent. just re watching stuffs before I see you live may 10th! what a fun early b-day gift to myself!
OMG. I am totally blown away by this. I feel like this is different to anything you've written before and it's totally beautiful and I'm obsessed. outstanding
This chord progression just makes me want to cry. The beginning of this song always immediately sobers me and breaks my heart. How is it possible that sound could screw me up so much?
Your guitar skills have improved SO much in such a short amount of time! Also I like the whole indie vibe you got going here. And killer lyrics, I mean, they always are but you went to a whole new level here! In everything really. Basically I love everything about this.
Listening to Dodie inspired me to write my own songs and gave me confidence to post them on YouTube too. This song was one of the few that inspired me :) I recently posted a cover of this and it would mean the world to me if you guys took a look at it and maybe a few of my songs, thank you!
This song reminds me so much of my bestfriend. It's like Dodie sings everything I wish my friend would tell me. I guess I'm just waiting for her to finally see I'm as fucked up as her. I feel like I've superglued myself together for her, I just wish she knew it. :(
I like to think we can never lose what we have, what is a place beyond the eyes but the state of being alive in the dream<?> I tend to think, souls might check, but to a mate can we not find a soul in a city if we search through the oughts to bring back the one that we met at wits watts never end,... Thanks for the thoughts of our ends never meet when<?> Met a friend and find a soul and make them you mate to be in loving thee as if the soul speaks.. Peace friends, why do we not try to just love again, without the lust that trust breaks the respect. Judge what we need not what one needs and be whatever thee needs to bee.. Peace..
Katie Way Let yourself grieve. Think about the whole situation and let yourself cry and let yourself feel miserable for a while. It's healthy. I hope you're feeling better.
the way to get over it is to wait and to listen to heartbreak and breakup songs to validate your feelings and definitely to write a lot of cringy heartbreak poetry and rants, so that when you do get over it you have something to laugh at
You first remember before it all happened. Then you think about why you did it. Next you remember why you stayed. Then you think about why they left. Finally you cry and eat ice cream, then think about how you can get over it and set to action.
Hi dodie! I don't usually do this, cause i would imagine that it's probably just annoying - with that said, i made my own rendition of your beautifully written song. I would mean a whole lot if you wanted to have a listen If you don't then that's perfectly fine, keep doing you - you are special to me and a lot of other people.
My bestfriend of 8 years replaced me, she acts like I don't exist anymore and like I never did in the first place. No matter how much I try she just doesn't care about me anymore, this hit so hard. I just always end up alone no matter what everyone replaces me.
fuck. in the start my brain filled with people who left me and who all had an impact on me. but then I saw a comment that mentioned a person they texted with. and in came my internet friend that was there in such painful moments. he was so sweet. I met him on Twitter and we talked all the time. I loved him. then we stopped talking. when I went back to twitter to check up on him, his latest tweet was from a few months back and said he was quiting Twitter. I started bawling my eyes out. for a few months I tried to contact him by twitter cuz I didn't have any other way of talking to him and I would just spill all my feelings out in the messages I sent him. after a while he messaged back and for once in four years I felt true happiness. my face lit up and I was wearing a smile for the next week. he explained to me he had school and that he couldn't talk that much but he would still message me once in a while. he messaged/chatted with me three times then never wrote again. I sent him so many messages.. and he saw them. didn't respond. I had almost completely forgotten about him until I listened to this. but I won't cry. I won't cry. I won't cry. I. won't. cry.
I like someone. My friend. My "brother". I liked him a lot but, then this one day he told me to leave him alone-. To stop bothering him. Told me to go away... I still like him. I don't know why I still have feelings for him I just do. I can't control it. We still talk but not as much as we used to....
I know, like everyone else here, who that is I lost. In my case, I'm trying to hold on. We're friends, very close, but I like them romantically. Unfortunately, my other close friend likes them as well, and they're compatible orientation wise while I'm not sure if I am.
me and my frend_____just had a big fight cuz of my frend spreading rumours and I called him after school and I sent him this song, he didn't answer but 5 mins later he called me back, I was crying, and so was he
im sorry. i cant say that enough times. i still love you, and i probably always will. i didnt mean to treat you bad, but im not gonna blame it on anything or play the victim. what i did was wrong. but i tried to fix it and you didnt let me. you didnt talk to me or out in any effort. we're both to blame for what happened. it hurts to think about you. but i know youve taught me very valuable lessons, and i thank you. i still love you, and i hope youre feeling better.
I love this song. I love this song so much. I'm a bit stuck right now, and when I listen to this I feel better. I just cry and let out every emotion. I love this song.
I'm really happy for dodie with her EP coming out and releasing this song on spotify but idk why, i still like this version better. It's so raw and real and so so good!!
Listening to this song almost a year later and it's still so beautiful. I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it and it still makes me feel some type of way
savanah she's currently making her EP. She snapchats about her recording sessions from time to time. It's so exciting. This one time she was lying down on the floor and something that sounded like a remastered official version of this song was playing in the background and omfg it was only like 5 seconds worth but god damnit it sounded amazing.
I've always loved this song but now I relate with it on a whole new level â€ïžđ you're seriously such a beautiful person love! Thank you so much for creating this, it's beautiful! đ
Dodie, beautiful song, so much emotion is your voice and words, I love it. I was just wondering what you use to record your audio? Or does someone else know?
đyour voice is so beautiful. Thanks for making time to make music and talk to us while you're going through a lot of heartbreak and emotion. i cry every timr
This song makes me think of my ex best friend we met 2 years ago and for 2 years I was the happiest I've ever been then one day she just stoped talking to me completely and I was heartbroken. It turns out she told our other friends that she hated me and didn't want to be my friend. I cried for hours that night because I didn't have someone to go to that I knew well enough to trust. This song constantly makes me feel better because now I have 2 of the most caring and wonderful people that didn't say no to me when I asked to be their friends... I'm sorry this is so long lol.
Dear Dodie, This melancholy song touches me in the deep crevices of my heart where best friends used to tread. Thanks for sharing--it's absolutely lovely.
What's odd doddie is you dedicate this to someone you love I do to but for me it's for all the wrong reasons I shouldn't love the guy who raped me almost a year ago I love this song the lyrics I won't take no for an answer make me cry I wish I loved myself and I wish it never happened I thank you for this song
It's been a month according to YouTube on when you made this comment, but I'm really sorry and I don't know you, but I hope everything gets better. That must be really hard and I cannot express how sorry I am for you. I know those feelings sort of. I mean not in the same way you do, but I'm still really sorry.
i wanted to reply to both of you. things have gotten better after a month and half in the hospital and 2 months in out patient treatment i have began to cope much better. I'm doing trauma work i have a new therapist (sadly my previous one was killed in a bicycle accident) I'm writing plays again I'm on meds I'm not allergic to, and through i friend i met at the hospital i met my current boyfriemd who is the most accepting person when it comes to mental illness. he gets the ptsd and DID though he doesnt have it. He listens he asks to hug or touch me he has seen me at my worst he even visited me at the hospital. I am getting stronger. This song still has that reminder and i still cry when i hear it but its been helping when i have an episode with my ptsd. i thank you guys for your kind words. You are wonderful. stay existing and stay awesome
it's been almost a year since this song came out, and somehow still I'm able to take myself back to how I felt in that time. I swear your songs are magical Dodie, I absolutely love your music
i walked my friend to her uber, and this sng just so happened to be playign when i came back to my room. THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS!! lovely song, and thank you for sharing your gift!! i've already played it like 4 times.
I recently lost a soulmate (or I thought he was one) and I really feel happy now that I know where I stand with him! He's not mine and never be and now I can move on into seeking another soulmate!
My boyfriend always plays this for me when we're fighting, because at the end of the day we're best friends and soulmates and it's not worth it to lose each other. We found each other at just the right time in our lives because I moved to his town. We're each other's #1 support system and are always here for each other. And we absolutely adore each other. :)
It's coming up a year where I would sit and listen to this multiple times a day and hurt so bad after a split but now we've both moved on and I love this song so much because it holds so many good and bad memories. Thank you for creating this masterpiece, Dodie. I am not sure where i'd be without this song <3
i don't know what draws me to this song most out of all of those on your channel but i listen to it at least 4 times a week. it's so raw and reminds me of an old best friend and the emotion in it encompasses me every time
At first, the sound of the fingers sliding up and down the strings drove me nuts...but as the song progressed that sound ended up becoming integral and an even an enhancement to the lyrics and tone of the song. This is an amazing song, I love it!
Omg 1 million views no wonder though today I just thought I've not listened to sick of losing soal mates in a while I now have it stuck in my head I hope this is or you're album or ep or whatever it is
Aoife is a social disappointment I do it on guitar with the top one and the 3rd one down. I think you could probably do the same with the ukulele. I haven't tried it on ukulele yet! Dodie did a tutorial somewhere too! Good luck x
Andrea Quinn it was Sammy, and what happened after they broke up. Sammy helped dodie after breaking up with her abusive ex Tom Law (pretty sure A permanent hug from you and absolutely smitten were written about him, but watch "angry" to see what really happened in the relationship) which she made into the song Pas De Duex and now sick of losing soulmates is about her and sammy breaking up
this song is making me cry because I'm still hopelessly in love with my ex and she is in love with his other boy and because she is now my best friend she is always talking about him
does anyone know the tabs to this song... I know she has a video on how to play it but I'm just wondering if there are any tabs so that I can print it out and try to give it a go? Anyone?
i cant even describe how accurate this song is right now. I just stumbled across you Dodie and your lovely channel and voice today and i swear something out there knew i needed to hear this song. to him: i wish that you could hear this song and understand what i mean when i say you mean the world to me, youre my best friend and im so sorry for making you upset bc i was upset,. i see now that i am just so god damn lucky you are in my life and are my friend and i never want to risk losing you again. i hope you know that i care about you so much and that i am fighting so much inside me to just shut the fuck up and have fun with you again which i swear we will get back to that place bc i plan on keeping you in my life for a long while. and i hope we can get through a night of rest finally tonight instead the gut wrenchingly hard conversations we've been having every night, and i hope your doing ok right now and i hope each day we can feel more and more ok again. thank you for everything youve put up and for making me feel worthy again. i kinda sorta love you a lot and nothing makes me happier than seeing you happy. , best friends for good right? x
Everyone here in the comment section is talking about how this song reminds them of their exs while all I have to say is that it calms me down and helps me concentrate while doing my math homework.. Oh, well.
good luck, remember that wherever you are there is akways somebody to talk to. whether it be family or friends. Good luck for college and congratulations on getting into one!!
+Blurry Dan Is Happy your name and icon are so fantastic! And things are going pretty well! I'm currently trying to find a balance between meeting new people and staying on top of my schoolwork. My roommate is fantastic, but some of her close friends came to our uni. I, on the other hand, came into uni having only one friend from home in my grade. So it's weird seeing her little squad and feeling like I'm ""behind"" on finding my own group. But in reality, I'm not behind! The people in my dorm are great; we're growing closer and it's so fantastic! And I see acquaintances all over campus! I just have to make time to get to know them better :) Lastly, thank you for asking how I'm doing. I clicked on this song because I knew it would make me sad and cry, but instead I wrote down how I'm doing well! So thanks for turning what would be a sad experience into a positive one :) I hope you have a great day!
" We will grow old as friends Iâve promised that before so whatâs one more? in our grey haired circle waiting for the end "
This line gets me really hard. I've promised that before so whats one more? It sounds like; no, I really like you and I don't want to be just friends but I see It's not working out but I really still want to be friends. I seems so sad because in the end they became just friends even though it seems she wants to be more. At least, they will grow old as grey haired friends
+doddleoddle omg asdfghjkll dodie replied i can die now. um I just want to say that I love you music covers and original music <3 Thank you so much for everything. Hope everything works out :)
Currently going through something similar^ Friendship just seems the better route with her though. I know all I want is to be around her though so if that means being just friends then that's what I'll be.
yup pretty sad one of my friends sad that before and ended up trying to take her life I hated it because this almost meant that one of my really good friends wouldn't stay that long.
This explanation changed the way I saw/ heard the song, so now I love it even more than I did before cause I'm going through the whole 'I like you a lot but you don't like me so we'll just keep being friends.'
I'm going through a thing where a year ago I loved someone so much that I would brake bones for them but now I have lost the feeling as it never got returned and I don't know how to end the relationship :(
I'm going through this thing where I like my best friend but I know he doesn't feel the same.He told me he was going to ask out his crush next year and it hit me really hard. Now I'm trying to end our friendship because it hurts me too much to know he doesn't feel the same.I don't know what to do anymore.
Call that a reply: a colon, a closing bracket and two multiplication signs. I am deeply jealous. Nicely worded interpretation BTW. Have a colon, a dash and a closing bracket to boot.
I'M SO UPSET THAT IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO LIKE THIS SONG MORE THAN ONCE!!!!!!!! Honestly, I feel like I've watched this video about 100.000 times and it's getting more beautiful everytime I do so :) Very well done, Dodie! I wanna marry this song.
Your such a good singer and I love ALL your songs and I like this one but I think you ruined by adding the swear word! I'm not against swear words I swear all the time but it kinda ruined it for me. I still love it though!
Okay I just needed to say that your music is so incredible. You are such an amazing and talented person and I really hope you can figure out whatever situation it is you are in. You deserve nothing but happiness in your life. You have inspired me to do what I love and to persevere through life's problems. Your music really speaks to me and I deeply relate to you and your beautifully written songs. Thank you for this and for being such an amazing human being and sharing your beauty with us <3
This is a completely different Dodie from when I subscribed to you and it's like you grew up and i grew along with you (all in a good way). You are really opening yourself up with this song and showing the others parts of you and not only (or mostly) your happy bubbly self, which I love a lot. But this song is just so honest and pure and just amazingly beautiful. If you would put it on itunes or spotify I would be listening to it on repeat (only because youtube doesn't have a constant repeat button haha) And as a music teacher, I just love your improvement with not only your songs but also your voice :) It is beautiful and even though you sing soft and petit your voice is still strong and steady and I just love that.
I know I'm just a fan and you have no idea who I am but you have impacted my life in such a positive way...seeing you grow up only a few years older than me, being honest on this extremely big platform and showing that you can grow so much and achieve a lot even though you're scared. I still feel like a naive little girl after finishing my first year of university but I find comfort in watching your videos- they calm me down when I am sad and have encouraged me to continue learning with my little uke. You are so so talented and I can only hope to achieve what you have here, hope you're doing well
This song really reminds me of me and my crush. I happen to be her closest friend, and she's head over heels for her girlfriend - it's all she talks about. I told her I was crushing on her and she cried because she knew how I would be hurting. Her love for her girlfriend seems to be one-sided, and my love for her is the same. It's confusing and it hurts. It's like I'm losing my soulmate...
I'm actually near tears, because my best friend has been ignoring me, and pushing me away. Most of our encounters now are her yelling at me to leave her alone after i ask how she's doing, and it feels like i did something that made me lose her. I've lost so many friends like that, and I'm sick of it. She's so focused on other things, to where she's becone cold and cruel towards me and others. We don't talk anymore, we don't look at eachother the same. Everythings different.
I think of this song as like how my friend was so upset and struggling with mental health a couple years back and now I'm in that position and I feel like I rely on her so much because she's proved that you can get back together, and now we're getting pretty out of touch but I don't wanna lose her. I love this song so much honestly.
this is absolutely beautiful. I wrote song called "is it wrong" and i would love to hear your thoughts on it. I just posted it to my channel. Thanks for this beautiful song!
I love how when she sings she is telling a story. Her music is about her life and situations. Her music is just a couple of plucking/chords ( not sure what she is doing with the guitar lol I don't know guitar talk :P ) and yet still so beautiful. her lyrics always gives me chills. Love you lots Doodle! you're so talented! Great job!
months later this song still makes me think about the same person. Just in the same way. It makes me wanna hug someone. Or get myself in a coy blanket even tho it's summer
Although I've known about Dodie for a while I've never listened to her music. The first song I listened to was 'she' and now this. Her music is beautiful
Dodie, you are the 'Daughter' of a new generation. Some one give this young lady drums and guitar supports or I will rip these songs and do it my self ... gosh!
This is such a beautiful simple song, thank you for writing this I always come to this song whenever I feel alone and it just helps me for some reason so thank you â€ïž
Sweet lord. I love your music and you've gotten me through so many hard things for a very long time. I admire your strength and openness, lovely. This is probably the millionth time I've watched this video and I love it soooooo much. Ahhh. Have you ever considered putting your stuff on iTunes? I would buy all of your originals (and covers if you put them on there :))!!
I've never found a song that speaks to me so perfectly. This song is truly beautiful and bought a few years to my eyes. Thank you Dodie for creating a song that literally describes my mind đ
This.. Truly encapsulates my very being and touches my soul. Such beautiful vocals, and chilling lyrics.. I really can't contain my emotion! Thank you for this.
i've just had this on repeat for about two hours while drawing and thinking and it is now officially my favourite song of yours. it is so beautifully written and sung, good job dodie x
I'm bi but my best friends are straight so I'm scared to come out to them because they might think I'm trying to hit on them every time I'm affectionate with them, even though I've been hugging them for years. What should I do?
I came out as bi a while ago, its kinda changed but long story. Dont worry, my best friends are straight and they were more than understanding. If they really are your best friends it wont change anything. Good luck stranger!
I'm straight but just come out to them and tell them the truth. It's no good to keep secrets. I wouldn't stop being friends with any of my best friends if they came out. Just do it, and if they're real best friends, they won't mind.
Laura Drinkwater I came out to them, they were really accepting, in fact they seem to want to defend me and look after me even more now XD Thanks for encouraging me :)
Linda 17 i have a friend who used to be really homophobic but on our friend group everyone is a big supporter of the lgbt community, so that began changing her little by little. after a year, we were at a friend's house and i told them i was confused about my sexuality, she hugged me and gave me a kiss on my head, so don't worry, everyone can change!
if they are your real friends, they will accept you for how you are, remember that you are the same person as before and move on if they have any childish problems with you being bi. if they still don't accept you, drop them. what does it matter to them who you love? if they can't accept you for you, then they are not your friend.
as this comment is 10 months ago, and i've read the update on how they still love and accept you, i hope this comment could possibly help someone else instead, someone who is struggling with coming out. my parents still don't know that i'm a lesbian, but i've had a girlfriend for three months and my whole group of friends are gay/bi/les. it's true, y'know; birds of a feather flock together. i'll come out when i'm ready. there's no need to rush anything. you are ready when you are ready.
kind of knowing your background a little bit this gets me pretty emotional. I feel like sometimes people don't get the importance of friendship. it doesn't always have to be romantic to be meaningful
I started watching you after your cover of 'Into You'. This song was queued up after your original '6/10' and it's... phenomenal. Every piece of this song is perfection and hits home hard with me.
This speaks to me now more than ever because I'm with this person who I love and is absolutely amazing but I am so scared of loosing him in the unpredictable future
I think one of the reasons this song is so beautiful is because it can mean so many things. It can be about a partner, a friend, your otp, whatever. It's up to you to decide who it's about and I really like that.
It's insane how a song can just be labelled as an amazing song on one day to us, and, it suddenly becomes the most heart-wrenching song the next. Felt like listening to this because the person I once dedicated this song to turned out to be completely different to the person who bought ice cream with me. Sadly, I felt like listening to this because that same person was one of the reasons why I had a mental breakdown today. I don't know what would've happened to me if you didn't exist, Dodie. Thank you for existing and for your songs, and I hope you had a great day. <3
Hey Dodie! I was wondering if I could get any tips on writing songs? You're an amazing song writer! You actually inspired me to start writing songs, so thank you for that.
I can definitely relate to this ... I fell in love with this girl and she fell right back but she realized too late, after she got a boyfriend who she also loves and can't leave .. it hurts being around each other but as much as we want too, we just can't be apart from each other. we've tried not being friends but we can only go so long until we run right back to each other. it's been 3 years and it's torturing us but it's a sick cycle that we live in. if I can't fully have her, I'll just be the best best friend I can be. hold her when she cries over him, watch her be with him, her belonging to him .. it really really sucks but there isn't shit we can do.
I'm fearing my safety because my best friend has changed her fantastic and desirable lifestyle for one that abuses drugs and alcohol and would rather upset, betray and berate me than wipe away my tears like she used to... Looking back on and analysing my decision to thank her because I thought previously 'what the hell would I be without her'... I don't know where to stand...
Minus the cuss words and this would be my favorite song. Just a lovely song I'm just not a fan of cursing gah I'm trying to be polite and say that I respect your creative license and well done and just because I don't like cuss words doesn't mean you have to change it. I'm not very good at this. Oh I need to eat food...
This song is the reason I started learning the guitar again. I can now play it the entire way through, and I'm really proud because I struggle really badly with hand coordination, but because this song is quite easy to play I can actually play it, and it's given me the confidence to learn other more complex songs, and even write some of my own. Thank you Dodie for being amazing <3
+Peyton C I believe she has a tutorial on her second channel. I can tell you the strings to play (I'm self taught so I don't really know chord names) but the whole song is basically the 1st string (e) and 3rd string (d). I'm not really an expert, as I said I'm self taught, but I'd advise checking out her tutorial, I found it really useful when I was getting stuck with it.
"Iâm sick of losing soul mates wonât be alone again I can finally see youâre as fucked up as me so how do we win?"
I guess we have lost, love. At least, we have lost each other and we won't ever grow old as friends now but as humans who turned to strangers, as humans who are hurt by the walls our abysses lead us to build for the purpose of not pulling down anybody with us anymore. But wait, this was just me. You would much likely welcome me there again. How can humans, soul mates, if you will, end up being so different depending on which decisions they are making? We recognized each other immediately, didn't we? But you still want to hate and to be hurt. I want to love and to heal. I still miss you, I sill miss you way too often and I still miss you in silence. I still don't want you to be a part of my life again but damn, I miss you and I desperately hope that you will find a way to feel that you alone are more than enough of a reason to go the path of healing. I'm sorry but I can't wait for you. Please, take care.
I just want to say how much this song means to me. Idk how to like really say it but I were in love with this human who didn't like me back and we were bestfriend and it fucking felt like shot but this song and the amazing lyric made me in some way realize to not be sad? I don't even know why. Your voice can just make me feel good anytime I feel bad and I'm so happy for you to uploading these videos cause you change people's life.
Your music is my escape from reality that I'm just going to be a girl working in a desk job. I am talentless. Ok I'll stop because no one cares lol.Just dropped by to say that I love your music!
Damn... If only I could go back and tell myself from 2 years ago that I shouldn't give up like that. Maybe I wouldn't have ended up all goofed up like this now.
I've lost so many friends in my life, for whatever reasons I don't know. I kept thinking that I was a horrible person, so revolting that the people I loved would leave me. But one day I realized that accepting the love I believed that I deserved, rather than what I needed, was just making me more lonely.
Dodie, wow.. don't know how often you check comments or if a low grade one could get to you but this is definitely worth saying. out of all your songs i keep coming back to me. obviously just means my past is sick as yours. I know its an over exaggeration but it would be awesome if i could meet you someday. when i first saw this, it reminded me of exactly the songs i sung when i just knew that everyone around me. not just that, but the "soul mates" or close friends were actually just back stabbing daggers. so pretty much thank you for this song, im sure this lights some people in there times. seeing this also made me more comfortable with the idea of how much you wanna release while singing.
This is the best ever. Thank you for writing songs and sharing them with people who can really relate to them and can help them through crap in their lives. Your songwriting is just incredible and I hope that your future is bright and beautiful because you deserve all the happiness in the world because you make other people feel better and happy and look at things in another positive way. There needs to be more people like you on this planet.
Stages of dodie's originals: 1. See it on your YouTube updates 2.Get excited 3.Watch it and love it 4. Watch it until you know the lyrics 5. Your singing with the video aren't you 6. Cry at how beautiful it is Love u dodie, I can finally see you're as f**cked up as me
it kinda hurts a little that Doddie is nearly in tears by the end of this. to me, this is a sad song, with a meaning. to doddie, though, its a lot more personal.
It's not proper chords, I think you pluck the low E string and the D string, the D string stays open & the E string is 5,7,2,3 for the verse, 7,5,10,3 for the prechorus, & 2,3,5,7,6,1 for the chorus, I think! I might be completely wrong or this might not make sense cause it's really hard to explain on comments XD Just mess around with it :P
+Lisa Meek Thank you :) That does make sense (to me at least) The only difference I made was in the pre chorus the E-string should go 7, 5, 10, 2, 3 :D
to a Dear friend, i'm sorry for everything did. i will Always love you, but there was too much. Getting over you was the hardest thing i hAve ever done, but one day you will be better for me leaving. all i caN hope for is that you will remember me as fondly as i do you. have a beautiful existence.
somebody said that she wrote this about how she dated her best friend, but it didn't work out, and i actually relate to that. i dated my current best friend, but that lead us to realize that we didn't love eachother romantically, but still deeply. i'm actually the one who set him up with his current relationship, and he helped me get out of my previous emotionally/sexually abusive relationship, so it all worked out in the end:)
in the middle of learning this song because of how beautiful it is so I've been in public listening to this nonstop and playing an air guitar along with it so I can get it perfectly. I just need to get the chorus down then put the lyrics with it and I will have officially learned my first song on my guitar xx
I love this song. I listen to it when I feel alone and...and it helps. Thank you, Dodie. You may not see this ever, but thank you. You've gotten me through so many things. Heck, i almost had a panic attack once and your song was on. Listening to it helped me calm down. You're my role model.
This seriously hits me so hard...one of the most relatable songs I've ever listened to. Dodie's music is just so damn effortless but so incredibly special đ
This is the best song i've ever heard in my life, and i heard a lot of great artists (the temper trap, daughter,rusty clanton,frightened rabbit,walk the moon,the paper kites etc...) and to hear that from me as a indie music/chill music JUNKIE is a really good thing. So well done dodie i am in l o v e
I've listened to this so often it's part of a daily ritual now. I connect so strongly with this. I just went through another instance where a former lover turned friend started to fade out of my life and this helps me keep trying to keep the friendship when we face the challenges born of the situation. Thank you madam.
I just wanted to let you know I just started listening to your songs and watching your videos. Within the week I've known of you I have picked up my mum's ukulele and started playing for the first time. Thank you for inspiring me and I love your music!
thinking abt this song live n screaming. It was literally so beautiful especially since the sound system was weird and we were all so close singing all the harmonies n stuf. I'm upset. I miss u dodz.
Whenever I hear this song it reminds me of when I saw you in Alanta. The mic broke and you had to sing sitting on a coffee table. We all sang in the background and me and my newly made friends were crying like crappp.
I heard this song for the first time just a few days ago and loved it. Then just today my boyfriend and I broke up and now this song is all I can listen too.
This is the song I relate to most of yours and it has the best lyrics in my opinion. "I will never stop watching this" I have promised that before so what's one more đđ
Dodie, you should really think of putting your stuff on like spotify or itunes! It's really good and I'd love to be able to pay to listen to it and stuff.
My ex told me to listen to this song when we were going through hard times and I can't even listen to it the same anymore, it's such a good song but it brings back all the memories from the times we faced and still managed to get through them until the end of our relationship :((
Dude, I've listened to this a hundred times, but for some reason the headphones I'm wearing make your chord transitions SO SCREECHY! I love your lyrics and voice and face you beautiful little angelfish.
I don"t know if you're actually going to read this but I just wanted you to know that I think you're PHENOMENAL!!!!! I hope you keep making music and covers and just ignore all the haters. They're just jealous of how amazing you are and how much love you're surrounded by. Please never stop doing what makes you happy cause of others.
I absolutely love this song, and dodie inspired me to do this whole youtube cover thing, so i thought i'd give this song a go. It's my first youtube cover, and it'll be amazing for you guys if you checked it out <3
This song reminds me of stuff that i listened to in my sophomore year in high school, that feels like forever ago but that was only 3 years ago from now
I'm so sorry to hear that! They're not worth your time! I'm sure you're a fantastic, funny and kind person and they don't deserve your time or attention. Stay strong - you'll find better people!
I lost who I thought was my soulmate. He left me with little explanation, and no closure. Now he won't even talk to me. Oh, well -- I'm moving on to a whole new life from the one I thought I'd live :) Anyone going through a breakup: it gets so much better, I promise <3
I've been listening to all your original songs, and this one is absolutely beautiful, I think it's my favorite. It reminds me of one of my favorite musicians, Rachel Loy (who isn't popular at all, no one I know knows her at all, haha), but it also reminds me a bit of Of Monsters and Men for some reason, who I also love. Aaahh, I just love this song so much!!! <3
dodie, this song is amazing. I'm going to boarding school for high school after moving six times. I've left all my friends behind so many times and its incredible to see you have gone through the same things and made something truly beautiful with it. i have listened to this song many times sobbing. i love it. i love you. thank you for creating wonderful art in a world that can seem so dead and cold at times. i hope you read this and it brings you some sliver of joy or hope because i look up to you so much and i think you've made this world a better place. Never stop trying because you're doing great things
Incredible. My friend introduced me to +ChewingSand and +JackHoward. Then showed me your song, this one and One For The Road. Love this song beyond words. Beautiful.
@RainbowPudding I just see so many PHANDOM LOLOLOL comments everywhere that are basically unrelated to the video. I find Dan to be more entertaining than Phil though.
Yo dodie, you know how your like fab at music and like your kind and wanna put your music and spotify please do Your sincerely, A fan who loves your music xoxoxoxox
There's something about your darker songs that just gets me. Don't get me wrong it's all good, but you seem to capture sadness in a very special way. It's a gift.
evan and dodie are obviously in love but wont admit it to themselves or each other. its so obvious and they both have kindof hinted at it in their videos. just get togetherrrâ€
i don't know how dodie learned, but personally, i'd recommend lessons. if that's not an option, there's a great one of those "for dummies" books. a lot of people learn guitar on their own. you can find tab and such for most any song on the internet. good luck!
I've seen the explanation video and all but I took a kind of different meaning like someone is madly in love with their friend and they don't say something and their scared bc they have been in love with friends before and the past friends have always drifted away and the writer is "sick of losing soul mates" because they don't want to have another person they love to get away from them again
Now it's 02.30 in the morning and I'm sitting here, thinking about the first time I heard this song. I had a friend. And then everything got really fucked up. I felt so miserable I'd just sit on my bed for hours and listen to this song on repeat because I wanted to make everything good again. Of course it didn't happen, cause he turned out to be not much of a friend at all. So it's all good now. Without him.
when dodie says "i won't take no" i was like lol sounds like she's saying techno and i laughed for a bit because im just so hilarious until i reaLISED THAT I CANT STOP HEARING TECHNO!! HALP ME PLS
This really made me laugh. Last night as I was listening to a song containing the phrase "my chick can have whatever you like" or something like that and I scrolled down to see someone point out that it sounds like "my chicken has whatever you like". I can't unhear it đ
Hi dodie I love your videos and all I want in this world is for you to say (or type ) something to me I really wish i could meet you I'm 13 so I can't travel to conventions and stuff to meet you and i know you'll probably never see this but I want you to know your the greatest YouTuber ever I found you because of your Dr Pepper advert love the videos I found loads of great YouTubers because of you like bry and thanks for all the videos if you responded you would have made my day
i love dodie dearly and i dont mean to start anything but the start of this song sounds awfully like Lauren Aquilina 'Lilo'. Bear in mind that it was released in 2012 and this released 3 years later. I know in music this happens all the time cough ed sheeren cough but this identical. Just saying
I came across this song a month ago and it'll hold a special place in my heart. I came here when i was at a low in my life and now i'm kind of getting better.
i almost broke up with my best friend quite a few times because of the stupidest things, you see, we're both really self centred, ill admit to that, we both admit to that, and that just makes you relationship difficult when you both play piano and both think you're better than the other. yep. thats what we've had arguments about. this would normally end up with is breaking up for the rest of the day and then the next day we'd act as if it never happened. but yeah, also i feel like she's slowly being pulled away from me now, she's spending so much time with one of our other friends and he boyfriend which i don't mind but she doesn't talk to me as much so it's kinda annoying me. also im the only one out of me and my other two friends who isn't in a relationship and that is literally ALL they talk about. it annoys me cause its hard for me to be in a relationship since MOST of my crushes are girls and the one boy i do have a crush on knows i have a crush on me and will probably never go out with me(again)...
A lot of people are asking for Guitar tutorial, so I am going to write out the TAB IN THIS COMMENT. Luckily it's not hard to transcribe. (ps: note the only 2 strings played are the low E string and the D string)
Repeat everything from the top again Intro/Verse lick 6 times Intro to pre-chorus 1 time pre-chorus 3 times modified pre-chorus 1 time leading to chorus
last year was a knockout, one who i loved dearly, yet a bad relationship, i gave her a ring. the other who we promised for sept 27th if we were in a bad relationship, we'd get together and get married. she shot herself after an arguement with her boyfriend.... if only i knew earlier. theres few people i actually feel connected with, maybe i'm destined for disappointment.
I relate to this too much đ and now I have discovered this channel and video I have a place to go when I'm sad or recommending YouTubers Thank you for giving me help through bad times xx
Your songs are beautiful, your songs like this one and Down display a soul and heart full of yearning and pain but more importantly empathy and love. Thank you for your songs as they resonate with everyone who has felt what you have. Your ability to articulate these feelings into songs is masterful. You are a true artist. Namaste, I see you. Thank you, may peace and love always be with you.
Just found your channel through Helen's vlog an I'm obsessed, your remind me of all the reasons I loved an early Laura Marling. Hope you release an EP one day!
My heart is rebirthed, and dies listening to this. Thank you it's so beautiful. hell, all of your songs are amazing. But especially these emotional kind of ones. <3<3<3
Dodie I love this so so much. I have literally watched it on repeat for more or less an entire day. You should definitely carry on writing original songs, you're very talented!
+ItsMeMacy Macy this a re-post from me. I think it echos your words. That sounded like it came from a deep hole in your heart. I can see and feel the emotional toil and stress coming through your words. I pray that by sharing this with us you have found some peace. Know that a burden shared is halved and joy shared is doubled.
+Christopher Baker I can't really tell the mood of your words but I suspect it's heavy sarcasm. Look, I've never seen you anywhere before, and I really was planning on doing an a capella version. So please just leave me alone
@ItsMeMacy I apologize for sounding that way. My post was to the depth and hurt of the lyrics of the song. How it was beautiful and tragic at the same time. I think Dodie is a incredible artist with a great mind and a huge heart. And through this song I could feel her pain. Please forgive me if I have offended you.
I can't get through this song with out singing along and crying to it! I love it so much and it is such a beautiful song with amazing depth and meaning. I hope that someday I will be able to write a song half as good as this one! I love you Dodie, you inspire me. <3
So I've been reading through all the comments and I am so glad and proud to see how positive they are because you deserve all the praise this wonderful community has to give you, you are amazing and make the bad days good and the good days better. So thank you. So very much.
There is a video on her second channel kinda explaining the whole idea, but briefly; The song is about trying to hold onto a friendship after the relationship breaks down (in a coupley kind of way)
I love that this song has a more eerie feel to it compared to your other songs. This is why I respect you as a musician, you can make songs that are upbeat and catchy, and songs like this that are more serious and both sound equally beautiful. Keep up the amazing work, Dodie! :)
I just got this whole thing down with guitar and a baritone voice, I still have to arrange it for doing it with my alto singing friend for a talent show later this month
My soul mate sent me this song. I don't know where I would be without her, probably lying in a ditch somewhere. This summarises us. It's so wonderfully written and thought through. Thank you Dodie
I used to write songs but I got a lot of hate for my lyrics so I stopped, but this has inspired me again. I just discovered your channel, so thank you so much, Ms. Clark. Thank you so so much - I'm not sure you know how much you've helped in the 4 minutes and 15 seconds of a video. And you should so release an album. I will buy it. And 20 other copies to give to my friends.
you probably won't read this but I just wanna say thank you for making this song! it makes my really bad days seem just a little bit okay and I'm so grateful this song exists on those days. ur great Dodes keep doing ur thing <3
What I got from this song (even though I know what it really is) is that it's about falling in love with somebody and they kinda know but they don't wanna be with you. so you are friends and you try to move on but you always kinda resent yourself for not trying harder, and you just get with people and break up (losing soulmates)
+Matt elness i like to think that that it's actually about two people that love each other very dearly except they both know that romance ends in heartbreak and would tear them apart. So instead they both agree to just be friends as to avoid losing a great soulmate
I love this song so so so much but the sound of dodies hands moving up and down the strings is like nails on a chalkboard for me and it's so annoying because I absolutely love this song
It's okay, I've seen your other comments on this video and you seem like a lovely person. I hate to be trash, but I'm sure Dan felt the same way before he met Phil. You will be okay. I swear.
ALSO to all the people who like this (and doddleoddle) check out Seafret. They're really amazing like she is. PSSSsst... doddleoddle please do a cover of one of their songs... that'd be awesome
I'd like to say, never give up on 'him', but I'm not sure I can. I really liked a guy and I never told him, he left my life soon after, I will never be able to talk to him again, I really miss him a lot. So please, if you love someone, tell them.
This song was posted 3 days after i broke up with my girlfriend. It was an emotionally abusive relationship and i was driven into a depression... now a few months later and she's completely out of my life and i have never been so at peace. :/ I'm now not sure if i even want to attempt another relationship anytime soon...
+Avery Graham No joke the first time i listened to this i was looking at a photo of Dan and Phil and started crying my eyes out cause it could totally tie into Dan and how he was before Phil came along.
I'm a giant piece of phan trash, you should see my sketchbook, it's full of sketches of Dan and Phil kissing and just being all around cute. My snapchat friends hate me
I miss my ex, so bad. I know that if we try again it will never be the same, so I am keeping my distance. He wants to be friends, and I agreed, but it honestly hurts so bad. Each time we speak I feel that little hope inside of me, telling me it could work out, or he misses me, but no, it's just my silly little mind playing tricks on me. I miss you so much, and I want to be with you so bad, and you left me. We've tried so much, I can't help but blame myself, you're so amazing. I am barely realizing what a great human being he is, how sad. Till now I realize how great I had it.
I AM SYMPATHETIC TOWARD YOUR PAIN.I have no magic words or hidden wisdom to ease this. I have had four lovers in my life. 1 in 10th grade through graduation 2 more over the next six years. And ONE for the last 25... My thoughts are that I didnt know who I was back then, so how could i know who i needed.. Please dont blame it on anyone or anything.. Go easy on yourself.
I might be making it worse buuutttt... Listen,if friends keep dumping you after a while (and this happens repeatevly) stop acting the victim card,the fault might be in you. Orrr you just aren't good at choosing friends you have similar intrests with. Try joining a community for some game you like,show,musical etc. For you to have a good stable friendship you NEED to put efford into it.
one of my favorites memories relate to dodie's music is when I get lost because I was having and anxiaty attack and I put this song for calming myself while I was walking to the right place
+Tamara Ester (Fishi) dude if i hadnt did that i would have beaten someone elde abd nobody else than me deserves alltñ yhe hate for my awful existance... btw do you speak spanish?
i've had a huge crush on my best friend for a very long time, i told him as well and he didn't mind, but didn't feel the same. i dated other people to try and distract myself, but i would always find myself crawling back to him. about three weeks ago, he got a boyfriend, and all they do is make out and talk to each other and i'm forced to sit back and watch it all. all we do nowadays is fight, he accuses me of ignoring him when what i'm really trying to do is get away from all the reminders of him and his boyfriend. back in june our bond was unbreakable. we would talk all day every day for so long, and now i'm watching him fade away like it never happened. in july he promised me the world, that he was going to drive here and meet me and it's not going to happen now because he's sick of my shit. i thought i could be better.
have you tried talking it over with him? I mean maybe if you can slightly explain your actions he might still be your friends, I'm not sure about the relationship part since well I've never been in a relationship, but hey it's better than not trying and losing your best friend. just try talking it out with him (idk)
Omg. I'm literally in the same boat. Like the exact same story. Holy shit. Except mine is with a girl. She and I met on the first day of June and became really good friends. I told her I liked her and she told me I had a good chance with her, but that she wasn't ready for a relationship yet. From June through August she was the sweetest girl and I truly thought I had found my best friend (and also crush but I love her as a friend too of course ) Then September rolls around. She gets really busy and I knew that but then started to ignore me, like more than is normal. Come to find out she's dating a guy. I was pretty heartbroken but didn't tell her, it wouldn't change anything. Now it's a month later and she hardly responds to me anymore. Whenever I ask to hang out she comes up with excuse after excuse. I'm so worried that I'm going to lose her. I hope i can talk to her in person asap.
Sorry that was long. I hope things improve for you and if you need someone to talk to I'm here. I'll do my best to offer support and advice. Stay strong, it'll work out in the end â€
me too . mine and i are chill now, but we don't talk as much and he's still always with his boyfriend and it makes me a little jealous, though i've finally fallen out of love with him. i'm in a relationship of my own now and it makes me very happy and it's also a distraction, but i do really miss talking to him as much as i used to. :(
I thought I had a soulmate. she only thought of herself but so did I. she didn't notice that she's taking me away from my friends, and calling me names just so that she will feel better. she tortured me, played with my self confidence like it was a board game. she cheated. I didn't notice that at the start too. I couldn't see she needs me but doesn't want me. we stopped talking. she made my self confidence come so low I had suicidel thoughts. she became powerfull and popular, I became so lonely I lost my mind. she tortured me. I still hate myself. I feel ugly and a terrible human being. I suffer from deppression, anxiety and derealization. I don't want friends no more. I can't trust anyone. I feel lonely and blue all the time and my derealization is driving me mad..JUST IMAGINE LIVING A TERRIBLE LIFE, THAT FEELS STRANGE AND UNREAL. thank you dodie, you help me get over.
I'm 12 btw. sorry that you had to read so much of this misserable thing.
I ship her with Dan Howell, okay don't kill me but like that diss track killed phan. And if you look at it Dan and Dodie would be otp... I think I'm causing a shit storm oh no.
I want to fucking vomit. I listened to this when i was at the worst of my life. I took antidepressants, i was crushing on someone, my dad lost his job, i got abused by my teacher and my grades are going downhill on the final year. I'm going to cry now i just had a flashback of everything.
He might be still angry. Think about why you broke up and if it's fixable, try to talk it out with him. Don't be passive aggressive or mean about anything. Genuinely talk about your feelings. I know it may be hard, but give it a try. Best of luck to you, and stay strong <333
@Lauren Umbreon I'm sure everything will work out. Even if things don't go well with your ex, you're still amazing and maybe someone else will recognize that :)
I'm so sorry to hear about that. I got so invested. reading this comment chain and listening to this song at the same time has made me envision a movie or a romantic novel with a sad ending. is that weird?
reading all the comments, i thought on the phrase that said "everything happens for something" and i really think all your bad luck in love is because you're going to find something else, or you had to learn something idk, but thing is, dont worry, there's always a reason :)
My best friend killed him self last year. I feel like Iâm never going to find someone that I love that much again. He was my soulmate. He killed him self today last year. Iâm sorry Dylan. I love you.
I absolutely hate it when I have a best friend and they get popular. Then they just leave you because they are cooler then you or something. I had a best friend like this. Every time I listen to this song I think of him. I never wanted a romantic relationship with him or anything . I never trust anyone but I trusted him. Every day I just wish I could see him again. One time I was very sick and fainted. I went to heaven and saw him and dead sister. I now worry about him because he secretly seems depressed. Thank you for letting me say my story on YouTube. And I love this song!
te has ido, pero todo lo que has sido permanecerĂĄ, incluso tus propios verdugos lo verĂĄn siempre y sera para ellos el eterno infierno mientras vivan. La vida es corta esta ley natural es para todos ; arriesgar en quitarle la vida a una persona es inĂștil.
+Emily Casella Personally I found a way to save the video to the camera roll on my phone so I can listen to it every day, but as soon as it comes out on Spotify I'm saving it immediately.
you broke up with me barely half an hour ago. this came back up in my recommended. iâm so fukcing sad because i know youâll move on with one of my friends by the end of the night. iâm crying. it didnât mean anything to you, did it? why would you say u love me why would u kiss me why would u ask me out then leave me. why wasnât i goo enough for you?
youâll never see this because itâs a youtube comment, but i donât want to lose you. iâm sorry. i feel like im losing you, and i feel like itâs all my fault. i miss you and i miss our conversations. im sorry for isolating myself. im trying to come back. i love you.
holy shit
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Thx you found the perfect words to describe how I feel right now
126 likesOh hi Jon! Hiding in the comments are we? How you doing?
47 likesExactly how I feel as well
6 likes+Paint me
1 likesame jon
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1 likeMe too đ
0 likesI think you described how everyone is feeling
14 likeshonestly same
1 like+Paint seriously though
0 likesMy feeling described really
3 likes+Paint a flower have a shower do a little dance â( ° ÍÊͥ°)â
2 likesikr
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0 likes+paint also dude, when are you two next collabing?
4 likes+Paint my thoughts exactly TvT
0 likes+Paint same bruh
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1 likei agree
0 likesSame Jon same
1 likeThat was quite literally my reaction to this ^^
0 likesI know right?!
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0 likesSame reaction bae
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0 likesme be like
0 likesSame Jon, same
1 like+Paint :)))
0 likesYou know what would be more impressive? Regular uploads ;)
8 likesright?! its so good ;;-;
0 likesSame....
0 likesPaint ha ha
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0 likesholy shit
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1 likeWhen i realized i should've listened to dodie earlier (me rn ;-;)
6 likesPaint o.o
0 likesPaint my thoughts when I first heard this song
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2 likesExcuse me sir this is a Christian server so no swearing
hehe marry each other alrdy
3 likesPaint fucking same Jon
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1 likeTHis comment is so cute because Jon's still as starstruck as all of her fans.
7 likesIïž agree
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0 likesPaint just sitting in my own tears here đđđ
0 likesMe.
0 likesfor the girl i dedicated "would you be so kind" to... the girl i dedicated "absolutely smitten" to... i now dedicate this to you
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i went through that exact process - i can now laugh and dedicate 'you' to her. hope you're doing okay!
157 likes@ro dhasmanaÂ
25 likescouldn't relate more honestly
I dedicated "Would you be so kind" too... now it's more like "Guiltless", i still care for her though, hope she's doing okay
29 likes@ro dhasmana oh same actually! it took a while for me to get there but i did eventually
6 likesfuck I felt that so hard
8 likes:((
2 likesI'm going through that exact process right now.
5 likesi was hoping i wouldn't run into someone else with my same story, ha
4 likesđâ€ïž
1 likeI know this is old now but my god does this comment hit home đ„șâ€ïž
7 likesWhy was this so relatable
0 likesI hope youre doing okay :)
1 likeim crying
0 likestheres something so raw and powerful about her original recording of this song. this video is just a small, secret, quiet place that you visit when everything around you is too loud. when its time to rest but no one is giving you the space, and you just need to soak in all the things youve felt and bottled up for so long, becoming saturated in your feelings. i love her official recording. but theres just something here, on this corner of her channel thats so melancholic and enchanting.
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lily idk why but ur comment made me cry lol. âeverything around you is too loudâ just really hit me <3
29 likesYou did it! You broke down this video to itâs bare essentials
11 likesI love this comment so much
6 likesI will always prefer watching this to the official video (without wanting to say anything against the vid), it just feels so much more personal and I can play my own movie to it in my head, make up or remember the moments that fit it.
8 likesI also really live the two different version of her 'My face' - the official one a cute bop, the other a sad little melody.
I love this community. For things like this and the way we enjoy and feel her music. It's so true
1 likeWhat a beautiful way to describe this song đ
1 likeThis, yes.
0 likesTHE LITTLE SCRATCH THAT HER FINGERS MAKE AS THEY MOVE UP AND DOWN THE FRETS IS SO ATMOSPHERIC AND BEAUTIFUL ITS ALMOST LIKE SHE DID IT ON PURPOSE ITS SO COOL OH MY GOD
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Abi ThePerson whenever I play guitar and it makes that sound my guitar teacher gets annoyed at it and Iâm like HOW IT SOUNDS SO PRETTY
155 likesI know right? Its so soothing and it fits the song so well
55 likesyou can try to make it quieter so i guess she kinda did it on purpose by keeping it as loud as possible? sometimes i press the strings harder just to here the noise lol
50 likesValencia Okay ed sheeran has that in some of his songs and i always find those almost therapeutic đđ
12 likesJust classic finger noise, it's mostly audible on acoustics because it just resonates anything that comes through it, also different kind of strings and all.
15 likesshe probably did it on purpose because since she's picking she could press less heavily as she moved her fingers up and down
7 likesShe definitely did it in purpose, there are tons of subtle nuances in her songs that are eextremely well thought out.
14 likesSometimes I do this in different parts of the music. It is a bad habit to do when you're first learning how to play especially if you're not technically taught how to play correctly from a professional instructor because this is a habit that is hard to break the longer you do it. But as long as you know how to progress correctly you use those lite slide sounds to your advantage but also too much can sound sloppy when the scratch is inconsistent
2 likesI noticed new strings do this really badly!!! The longer we play the more skin gets stucks in the grooves of the strings and the less you hear the noise created by your fingerprints grazing them in combination with many inherent reasons. I was lucky enough to use a machine that made guitar strings pretty cool stuff!!!
0 likesi remember listening to this a few years ago and thinking "that sucks, i hope this doesn't happen to me",
855 likesand it did.
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me right now
3 likesCatherine Brenner 7th grade datingâs a bit different than actual dating though, I donât believe that you can have to ability to fully love someone in 7th grade
23 likes@Logan Chesus I wonder if the breakup would be so different? Like with running, the distance you are able to run changes with time. So like running a mile in the 7th grade would make you exhausted and running 4 miles at an older age, when you have grown, would give you the same level of exhaustion. My weird rambly point being, since u deal with it crap at a younger age, would the experiences really be that different? Just an idea, don't scratch please.
4 likesDeragen Fox good points
1 likeIt happens to all of us, you get your first love, you think that nothing can ever ruin this, all the times you spent in each others arms, all the times you fall asleep next to each other, all the times you put a smile on your face, when people tell you that you'll lose them someday you ignore them, because you love each other, right? But one day it all goes wrong, and you don't know how or don't know where but it just does. And then, one of you breaks the others heart.
4 likes@Logan Chesus i loved someone in sixth grade
0 likeswho loved someone else.
someone prettier and better.
who loved them back
and he knew about me.
and didnt say a word.
I feel this
0 likeshope your situation is better right now, sending love.
0 likesgod i love this
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lucy <3
1 likeLove you Lucy đ
1 likeME TOO!!!! <3
1 likeSAME AND I LOVE YOU
1 likeGod I love you.
3 likes+Alicia Adjflow What?
0 likeslistening to this for the first time in a while. i've always been able to say "yeah i understand this i guess" but only recently has it hit me. there's a girl i know who's been my friend for nearly four years now and we've been through a lot. we've had huge arguments and i hated her for a while but now, at the end of it all, we're all each other has, and she's moving away. i'm a little bit in love with her and she's a little bit in love with me. this song makes me think of everything we've been through and everything we're going to lose if anything happens to us. i love her. this was a pointless ramble i'm sorry lmao
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KatzeOwly I'm so sorry. I hope things have gotten better?
13 likesKatzeOwly I hope youâre doing alright </3
8 likesmaddie thank you for the reply. sheâs across the atlantic now but iâve never loved anyone more. <3
11 likesjuliana freire itâs hard, but weâre both okay. <3
9 likesIt's like I actually wrote this myself.... it's exactly the same
9 likesA âpointless rambleâ no no no no this was beautiful and I hope everything goes or has turned out wellâșïž!
9 likesHow did it all work out in the end? Did everything end well?
1 likeyou and me both mines the same story except i missed my chance because i asked her out once then went off to basic training and forgot about it now I am either gonna be alone or i get one more chance guess we will see... :/ dunno I mean at least im not dead yet I guess
3 likesKatzeOwly reading this tore me apart. i hope the two of you are okay
2 likesI wish you the best. Hope you're holding up well now ^^
2 likesI absolutely love the feeling of a song actually and fully hitting after months, years, of knowing it
0 likesThe way Dodie said "Yeah." And stood up to stop the video without another word absolutely killed me. Shows how much the words really mean, doesn't it?
409 likesIt's this version specifically that makes my insides ache and hurt. This version where dodie is raw and breaking but not quite broken. It is so vulnerable, so pure.
213 likesI used to get so sad and discouraged when my fingers would slide on the guitar strings, but listening to this has made me realize how raw and beautiful everything can fit together with that scratch
219 likesi definitely feel this, but not with lovers, with best friends, who i loved. a lot.
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yeah...
2 likesThe songs about friends actually! Dodie said in her explanation video so it makes sense you relate. But obviously interpret the song how you want.
10 likesdefinitely, i've had to move away from a lot of friends and old silly crushes but it still hurts
0 likes"A break does exactly what it says on the tin." That's one of my favourite lines ever.
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Explain it for me?
0 likes@Mahalia Hudson People like to say that they're taking a break in their relationship, like a pause, but what ends up happening is that it ends up breaking the relationship like a fracture instead
11 likesIM CRYING IN THE CAR AND MY MOM JUST LOOKED AT ME LIKE "you good?" SO I GAVR HER AN EARBUD TO LISTEN TO THIS, SHE STARTED CRYING WITH ME
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Family bonding, I guess đ
9 likesđâ€ïž
4 likesI met a girl a while back. She was me. We had the same mind and would (not even ironically) finish each other sentences that's how well we went together. I loved her. I still think to this day I've lost my soulmate. But one morning I woke up to a text. Because it wasn't my fault but she loves someone else. And she promised it wasn't my fault. And she told me that she was sorry. But that didnt cut it. So we broke. I haven't talked to her in 6 months and I miss her like hell.
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Angie Hamilton She can't change her feelings,nor do you. If you miss her try calling her. Even if such an amazing person can't be there to support you romanticly,she might be able to support you in a friendly matter.
23 likesI had a crush on a straight girl and we finished each other's sentences too. We used to hang out all the time but then we didn't for about a month because I got sick and now we basically only talk about school and it's like we don't really know each other anymore. She didn't love anyone else, she just never had any idea about me liking her and I'm not even sure she knows I like girls... I don't really know why I'm saying all of this, I guess I'm just trying to convince myself I'm not alone by telling someone else they're not..
17 likesI know she isn't my soulmate but it felt good to have a crush for a while. Now it feels weird. I don't really miss her, but I deeply miss what we had.
Have you two talked? Are you okay? I need answers. Because I hope youâre doing well, stay strong <3.
4 likesthis is just happening to me now, so i know how it feels and it sucks so much. i hope you're happy now seeing you wrote the comment 2 years ago
2 likesIt's stories like that that make me wish polyamory (or at least some form of consensual non-monogamy) was more integrated into society than it currently is.
1 likeseriously youtube we need a button that's not a 'like' but an 'i emotionally connect with this it makes me happy and sad and angry and relaxed all at the same time' button
6886 likesi feel like i can't express how much i love this enough
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Yesss! I was thinking "the like button isn't enough! I want to immerse myself in this song"
38 likesyou have a way with words my friend I couldn't sum it up but omg you describe it well
19 likes+Catherine âCatâ Prior thanks ^-^ it's just such a lovely song that has so much to it!
5 likesI need an emotional connection button
9 likesGurl this is so true.
3 likesSo, it's settled. All of us are just going to physically climb into this video because "like" it's not enough. Stop writing about our lives, Dodie!
13 likes+Curlywirez SO TRUE
1 like+Emily B How about we write a petiton to YT and ask for a DIG button?
1 like@Pi Niata What about an ECTTAICE button?
4 likesEmotionally connected to this and I can't even...
+Emily B Too long ^^
0 likes+Emily B a FAF button Feels AF or like a TF buttone The Feels not the f*** xD
1 like+Emily B tru
0 likes+Emily B I KNOW RIGHT? :D
0 likes+Emily B You have more likes in your comment than Paint has XD GOALS
0 likes@Fab Glam Gal yes it escalated very quickly didn't it i feel famous
1 like@Emily B I'm proud of you. wipes tear
0 likesEmily B yes I need it for all star. I love that song so much, you don't even understand
0 likesWant sum memes kid Erybody doin it but how amazing would a soft and jazzy dodie all star cover be
2 likesEmily B omg yasss best idea ever
2 likesEmily B yes
1 likelol good one
1 likeSo a love button?
29 likesSara Lee +
0 likesmore like relate button
22 likesIt will be called the dodie button
92 likesI believe the button is right click + left click on "Loop."
3 likes+, you could share it in a tweet or something and explain this very comment.
Emily B That is what the comment section is for.
3 likesemily xxx - true! also love your profile pic
2 likesim 4 years late but your pfp is...perfection..
1 likeThat's what the 'comment' button is for. â„
0 likes"i vibe"
0 likesI had a friend for 5 years, and we basically grew up together. we were really close, practically the same person, and we'd helped each other through thick and thin. last year we'd both started developing feelings for each other and we were becoming closer and closer without really knowing how the other felt. constant flirting, lingering looks, yknow. the eventually we had the 'what are we?' talk and both admitted how we felt, and it ended well- we were in a relationship. nothing really felt different, there was just more hand holding, hugging, and the 'xxx's at the end of texts. it was going well, and for the few months we were together life seemed pretty good.
227 likesthen one night I got a text, out of the blue, and they wanted to end it. no explanation, no hinting at wanted to split at all until this message, and obviously I had to agree. we still stayed friends, but we were no where near as close and as easy with each other as before. it broke my heart because it was my first 'relationship' and it had ended so abruptly without any warning. after that we kept drifting further and further apart, and only a fortnight after the split they had found another person to get in a relationship in. yeah, I was jealous, but at least they were happy I guess.
a couple months later we had a pretty heated argument about an unrelated topic, and after that we didn't talk. it's been about half a year and we still haven't talked. it's like we were never friends at all. as if we ever knew each other. as if we didn't grow up together and make so many memories together. it's still hurts and I think about that person a lot still, but I know they don't want anything to do with me at all ever again.
idk why I'm like,, spilling this all out here, but it seemed fitting. this song is b e a u t i f u l and really reminds me of that person.
so yeah, this comment's for you, kaylee. it was fun while it lasted.
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know how you feel <3
2 likesthis is exactly why iâm terrified to ask out my childhood best friend/crush
3 likesI always look at the replies of these types of comments, hoping for a miracle. Good luck.
3 likesim gonna waffle but, anywaYS
90 likesi always go back to this original version -- stripped down, only a few edits to add in those harmonies, just a guitar and dodie's voice. yes, the EP version has its own memories for me, but this song is the one i listened to everyday for the loneliest christmas of my life back in 2015. it made me realise in 2016 i will and probably should lose my "soulmate" and it was crushing, but it was necessary. it gives me nostalgia when it's only one and a half-ish years since i listened to it.
i love the EP version, i cried to it a whole lot. but this raw version of the song will never get old for me. it's a reminder for me to cherish the moments i have with the people i love. those can be fleeting. you can lose those people. so try and don't.
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Lil Ali I always listened to the ep in school when we could listen to music and before I went to sleep. So I now just have this drowning anxiety attached to it, think hearing your alarm in a different context.
0 likesI remember watching this non stop last year and the lyrics lingering in my mind constantly. I was derealised almost all of the time without knowing what it was i was dealing with, and losing friends until i had pretty much none. I was sick of losing soulmates because i was lost in my head and detached from the real world, but i was desperately waiting for that person to 'find me all alone in the dark.' Its a year later and i now have a friend who i've known since the beginning of 2017 and while shes pretty much my only friend she's fucking great. I'm still spaced out and detached, which is almost just a constant thing i've learned to get used to and i'm now getting help. Its not as bad as last year though, and this time i have someone who helps bring me back to reality. Listening to this song now is so strangely hopeful and warm, instead of the loneliness, numbness and longing i had felt only a year ago. I see the song differently now, and its a beautiful reminder of how little miracles can turn utter shit into moments of true happiness because of 1 person. Thanks again Dodie for your beautiful music xx
91 likesI remember this dropping like it was yesterday now it was almost 5 years ago. Still my personal favourite version of the song.
44 likesThe whole dodie community feels like a pinterest and reddit post at the same time
41 likesDedicated to a silly boy who is my best friend and i kind of love him a lot.
41 likesThis is why you read descriptions folks, that was beautiful Dodie x
im listening to this while writing a letter to my childhood self. she was so awesome, beautiful, ambitious. i wish i was still her. and i miss her so much.
5 likesI hadn't thought about this song for quite a while... God this version is still as powerful as the first time I heard it when it came out. I think about how much my life changed since then, how much I've lost. I hope a few years down the line I'll be able to look back again and see positive changes for once.
17 likeswhen youâre so alone you donât have a friend on your mind to connect this song with
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i hope you find someone :)
0 likes@andrew thank you!!!:))this means a lot to me!!in fact iâve made a lot of friends since then&just had a wonderful evening with some of them. i believe your wish helped all these come true and i hope you all the best toođ
0 likesIt's so beautiful to come back to this cover after listening to the EP version and rediscover all the little imperfections and the simplicity and the dodie-isms that made us all fall in love with this song (and you) in the first place
25 likesthis song can both represent the calm, the eye of a hurricane where you're sitting there, in the violent mess of the storm with them, just holding each other, and preserving yourselves from each other, and the horrible swirl of disgust and sadness that washes over you when you've let a soulmate slip through your fingers, and i think that's beautiful.
21 likes4 years later and this song still strikes such a deep chord within me, almost a sense of painful nostalgia. so so good
21 likesStop writing songs that make me cry
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Same
11 likes+Bry It's getting ridiculous
16 likes^_^
240 likes+Bry omg same
8 likesSame tbh.
8 likes@Bry you both need to stop writing songs that make me cry...
5 likesthatâs why theyâre good
4 likesFr
1 likestop making me cry then
1 likeYes plzzzzzz
0 likesYou can even hear the sadness and anger in her voice.
17 likes(just a thing that happened to me related to this song)
38 likesSo I was best friends with a girl, and I had a MASSIVE crush on her. She was moving to Poland in a few weeks so I knew I had no chance, I let go of all my emotions by listening to "She". Then one day I couldn't take it anymore so I told her I was in love with her (this was about two weeks before she left.) she admitted she liked me too so we spent as much time together as we could, I learned this song so I could play it to her, and I did. She loved it. Then came the time when she had to leave, obviously I bawled my eyes out, we dated for three-four weeks after she left, by the third week, I noticed that she was starting to take me for granted and never have time for me, I wrote a long paragraph about how I was feeling rejected and she said
"Well maybe we should break up if you can't handle it"
I apologized a LOT after that but it was too late
I still haven't gotten over her for about five months. I'm pretty mad at myself for it. But I unwind by listening to your music Dodie, it really calms me down.
Anyway if you got this far then thanks for reading my tragic love tale
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you deserve to be treated with respect, if she couldn't do that, unfortunately it was for the best, i hope you heal
3 likes@VinsuErin Gamer oh wow, i completely forgot about this comment. i must admit i overreacted quite a bit, needless to say i did heal and learn, thankyou <3
5 likesGlad to know youâre doing better
1 likeHey,
141 likesTo be completely honest.... I miss you every day. Not one day goes by that I donât think about us or what we used to be. I know we werenât ever in a relationship but that doesnât change the fact that whenever I hear your name I feel pain because I know you wonât ever be mine. I love every little thing about you, your smile, your laugh, the way you would joke about things to make me feel better, your eyes and the way they crinkle up when you tell stupid jokes. You might not be my soulmate but you sure are someone I want more than anything. I donât know if us not being together hurts you as much as it hurts me and I hope it doesnât. But you should know that when I see you it feels like Iâm on a roller coaster, my stomach in nots, my heart in my throat, itâs hard to breathe, but itâs good. I want to feel that way. I want someone else to make me feel that way. I want to make someone feel that way. Because we both know we arenât meant to be. You were my everything for a long time. The moment I start to forget you though, I see you again and canât get the thought of you out of my head no matter how hard I try. Every day I wish for you.
Please donât ever forget that youâre MY stupid ugly pigeon.
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Love, YOUR stupid ugly pigeon.
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Damn dude, hoped you've spread your wings and taken off to to sky and beyond. I'm here for you â€ïž
6 likesI connect to this very strongly because I have a straight friend that I was genuinely in love with for a time, but as life got busier and we couldnât see each other as much, I eventually had to grow apart from him and it was really rough. We still hang out from time to time, but thinking of what I used to feel crushes me.
7 likesIâm listening to this in 2020 and am having so many emotions. I love this song a needed to hear it again. Iâm having a really hard time and Dodie is just an amazing artist and singer. I love listening to her when I am feeling down. Sheâs greatđ
19 likesThe really beautiful thing about this song is, that everybody who listens to it, has a different person in their mind
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But it's so accurate for each person. It's funny.
75 likesThis comment made me tear up a bit
4 likes+Alyssa Driz :')
2 likesIt feels as if I just got punched in the gut
22 likesi'd have to agree with you there
0 likes:')
1 liketrue
0 likesEveryone who listens just takes a moment to think about them
14 likesExcept for me, no one came to mind.
19 likes@Panic! At The Psychotic Wonderland Probably a good thing
2 likes@TacoTaker Yeah, it probably is a good thing. Dramatic music plays in the background Nonetheless I still feel alone.
3 likes@Panic! At The Psychotic Wonderland But how can you be lonely when you have 3 followers on google plus? In all seriousness I have felt very alone before and I learned a lot. I hope you can feel a little less alone soon :)
0 likes@TacoTaker Heh heh, my problem is I want to be alone
0 likesX P
@Panic! At The Psychotic Wonderland *Inception Bwam*
0 likes@TacoTaker * Head explodes*
0 likesAnd the person you have in mind has a different person on theirs.
51 likes+Light Strings ooh that hurts my feels T^T
11 likesI think I'm about to lose my soulmate right now.. ):
1 likeI just love her so much, and I'm so afraid to lose her )';
2 likesWooopie Booopie, You mean like divorce/ break up or passing away? Also you don't have to answer this question. Because I don't want to intrude on any of your personal business. Either way any of those things are terrible. I'm sorry.
0 likesPanic! At The Psychotic Wonderland Growing up from each other I think... or it seems like she does, I don't know... she is not texting me or sending me as many snaps as she did before... and pretty much don't talk to me so much ): and I really love her (as a friend) so I am kinda afraid of whats gonna happen.... (sorry for my bad english :P) But thanks for asking
1 likeWooopie Booopie, It's fine (your english). Also that's really sad, losing someone you care/love for is terrible. Well actually word's can't describe it I guess (in my opinion). I'm sure she'll come around, and if she doesn't well I can't say. Mostly because I don't know you guys personally. That's all I can really say, I'm not much of a "cheerer uper." In fact I'm not much of anything, but I love to help in anyway I can.
0 likes@Wooopie Booopie I take that back, words can describe when you lose someone you care/love for. "Bullet Proof Love." By Peirce The Veil, says it all. Well in my opinion. :)
0 likesIt's true
1 likeLight Strings it's sad cos it's true and I know it oops why are my eyes sweating
3 likesNatalie Don't worry, I know it too, and it's the worst feeling.
1 likesassyqueen Yes. The worst part for me is that who I always think of is no longer there for me. So now it's just a history of confusion
0 likesyes, so true. for me, the person in my mind was my best friend. it is so weird but it just fits.
2 likes+Light Strings ow. that hurts but I know its true. she always loved her more then me and she always will. maybe she always did
1 likeis it bad I just have an actor in mind because I dont really have friends
20 likessassyqueen so true
1 likeCat Face . Same
1 likewow. that was beautiful
3 likes+Taylor Lynch same :/
0 likessassyqueen đđ
0 likessassyqueen you ain't fuckin lyin.đđđđđ„
8 likessassyqueen oh ma yea...
2 likesthis comment made me cry oh my god
2 likessassyqueen omg true. IVE NEVER EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT IT. IVE JUST THOUGHt ABOUT MY PERSON. My mind has been blown
4 likessassyqueen since I don't have romantic interest in anyone, I just think of my four best friends. They unknowingly saved me, and I hope I grow old with them all as friends.
2 likessassyqueen i often think of the perfect girlfriend and daydream about the perfect times we'll have in the future... when i come out to my family.
0 likesIs it bad that I'm thinking of fictional characters... I'm very lonely.
1 likeShe says the song is about how hard it is to keep friends with an ex after you break up. For me, I think of the best friends I've had that I've simply drifted away from for one reason or another and my current best friend who is a piece of work but keeps me out of "the dark" <3
3 likesHeyGuessWhat i wish my best friend would still write me... i miss her...
2 likesI think about my otp oops...
0 likesexactly its almost scary
2 likessassyqueen and then there is us, who can't think of anyone.
7 likessassyqueen team free will ;)
7 likessassyqueen and everyone who liked had a person to dedicate that like to
1 likeIts so accurate it hurts. It hit me like a wrecking ball that I really like my friend. (I don't want to tho. I don't want to break our friendship. I hate this feeling)
22 likesIt really is beautiful.....
13 likesbut I think of my otp when I listen to this..
when u come back to this song just cry because you know that your friends are gonna drift apart from you, even though they are all you have anymore.
17 likesThis is dedicated to my friends. My soulmates that I've lost. The connections that have been broken. My friends, this is for you
2 likesI can't believe this is more than 3 years old. I still remember exactly who and where I was. A lot has changed. Nothing has changed. It's a freaking circle and there I am, at the starting point.
13 likesThis was one of the first of dodieâs songs that I heard, almost three years ago - I remember instantly liking her - and now Iâve just bought tickets to see her live for the first time and i canât believe its actually happening <3333
8 likesSince Dodie's community is like the best community on Youtube, I feel comfortable enough to share this story.
1715 likesI'm an aspiring actor/comedian and I have dedicated at least half of my life to become best perform I can possibly be. There is only one thing I have deeply struggled with over the last couple of years: being emotionally open in the moment. I, being raised by two psychologists, have already figured out why I struggle with this particular point of performing. I periodically have been bullied for the way I behaved as a child and as a teenager. This bullying has always been about me becoming emotional to easily. I was an easy kid to upset which resulted in me crying or getting extremely angry. I kinda hated myself for being to sensitive and figured that I had to get myself under control if I wanted to make a bunch of friends. (fun sidetone: between 12 and 15 years old I didn't even have one at my school) And because I already had a lot experienced with acting I took this extremely seriously. I started to use some of my acting skills to keep my emotions and connect with people. Not being that genuine I had just a limited amount of succes. But after struggling for a couple long months I suddenly got accepted into a Twelve guys strong friend group. I felt relieved and immediately got accepted for how I was and forged some of strongest friendships to date. However, I kept on being a very emotionally collected person and I pushed a lot emotions away for the sake of being socially successful. During this period of hang-outs, parties and other lovely nonsense I got accepted into this high-level comedy school where I had so much fun exploring the craft of theatrical comedy. In a short period of time I earned a lot respect from the teachers for the way I produced material, but I still was lacking emotional openness. It now has been 3 years since we have stumbled upon this problem for the first time and while having small I haven't really opened up emotionally as much as I wanted. But today I had class in songperformance and I was going to sing this song for the first time. I have always loved this song for obvious reasons and just went for it. Then after the first trial (test round) the teacher asked for my interpretation of the song. For me this song is about being grateful for having close bonds with people in your surroundings and also being afraid of losing those bonds for what reason whatsoever. Then we went on for the second attempt and suddenly song just hit me. The song hit me so incredibly hard, not only the melody and structure but just every word that you have to sing. I saw flashes of all 12 of my dear friends that accepted me when I most needed them and just broke. When I reached the second verse I felt every line I had to sing. The pain, the beauty, the fear of losing what you value so dearly. Today I finally reached the emotions I had pushed away for the last couple of years and once again I felt relieved. This wouldn't have been remotely possible if Dodie hadn't written one of the realest flipping songs I know to date. Even my collected teacher cried during this class and she doesn't even cry over the best of songs. Dodie, I just want to say thanks for the help on my journey ;) and keep on being awesome. I'm stoked to dive into your album and have a great time the creative little wonder that you are.
Kind regards and thanks for reading,
Thom
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Thomazpaul I can really relate to this !
7 likesThis, this is beautiful. Thanks for sharing your story.
43 likesi cried reading this i'm so happy emotions exists omg this sounds so cheesy but i relate to you being "oversensitive" and hiding it to the point you can't even feel them anymore is a struggle no one has to go through... i'm happy you are the real you again and i'm happy that you were helped by music (and especially dodie's) it is really inspiring
33 likesi am so emotional. i cry over everything. everything.
11 likesdammit, making me emotional out here and shit
10 likesIM SO GLAD, GOOD FOR YOU BUD!!
DanAndPhilMakeMyLifeWorthLiving Daniel
2 likesThomazpaul wow
3 likesThanks for sharing your emotions. Writing them down is always a good thing, both for the writer and the readers.
13 likesWish you never losing any soulmate again.
my little sister is exactly the same as this. she cries a lot at school and finds it hard to make friends. me being an older sister, i worry so much for her and this really hit home. i am in tears at the moment because of this.
14 likesmy eyes are dry from crying a ton over emotional stuff I've been watching and reading for the past day but if my eyes weren't dry right now I would be crying over this
9 likesSounds cheesy, but I can relate. <3
3 likesholy shit that's beautiful I'm so proud of you
2 likesThomazpaul my heart. Thankyou for sharing thatđđđ
2 likesthis is beautiful. it made me smile so much. you seem like a really good person, i hope you live a happy and successful life.
3 likesThomazpaul I admire you more than can be explained.
1 likeyou're making me cri
2 likesi cri
why
i feel so badddd
Thomazpaul, I know your pain. It's so difficult to go through horrible stuff especially bullying, it's been going on for mr for 10 years and the best thing to do is just look forward to the good stuff in life. You're so brave to share your story and you're so sweet even though the abuse you have been through, just think of all the great stuff that has happened in life and just remember that so many of us want to support and comfort You!
5 likesThomazpaul this is so beautiful
2 likesbless your soul
2 likesThat's beautiful. So many of dodies songs have left me soaking my pillow at night because they are so beautiful honest and real.
4 likesThomazpaul hey I know you don't know but I'll be your friendo.
2 likesThomazpaul wow. Wat to say...thx for sharing ur story! Ur story hit me and...it's relatble for me. Im tryna succeed as an artist and its hard to open up like that its rare
2 likesi am a lot younger than you but i know how it feels having the emotions bottled up inside you cause you're afraid to let it lose and i have anxiety attacks pretty regularly and i think it has something to do with bottling up those fears and emotions for 5 years. im lucky enough to have a tight group of 3 girls as my friend group that all are open minded although anxiety = fun time so i always feel like i don't belong. im just rambling now also good luck for school
3 likesI ain't read thatđ
0 likesThis is so fucking real. I'm happy you felt you could share your story, because it's beautiful and authentic and honestly got this hardened asshat to have to wipe away a few tears. I hope someday to hear of your success in whatever industry you pursue!
1 likeTL;DR
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0 likesThis was my 2018 'summer song'. it makes me think of every day spent at 'our' park, ordering pizza at the pool, and then getting kicked out when it closed at 9 pm. We'd bike home, listening to the crickets and cicadas. Towels on our shoulders, sweatshirts thrown over still-damp bathing suits, and half-empty cans of soda in our hands. I wish I could go back and tell myself to treasure it, and to not waste the time when mental health wasn't a problem. When living in the moment was fun and normal, and not painful or disappointing.
8 likesYour music reminds me so much of Daughter and it's amazing keep it up!
14 likesThis makes me cry every time
11 likesWHY MUST DODIE BE SO ReLATABLE
This is my favorite version of this song. Love how you fish with "Yeah".
4 likesNo one can say 'fuck' as gracefully as you dodie đ
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Lily. Jns ur so right cries sniff ugh ur so right sobbing rivers now
3 likesExactly. She like whispers it like it's any other of her powerful words and just in that it's beautiful.
1 likeI remember first hearing this when I was breaking ties with a friend of mine that I had gone on some very hopeful dates with. He helped me get the space I needed from my toxic relationship and I attached myself to the idea of him. He reminds me of the the blue the background of this video. Thank you so much for this, Dodie.
6 likesPromise me that you'll never stop making music as it's beautiful and amazing. Thank you for making all your songs
1 likewe're all sad lesbians here, aren't we
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nah
4 likesNo đ€·ââïž
4 likesExcuse me I didn't come here to get called out
16 likesyes we are đđ«
7 likesMe, a bisexual: đđđ
9 likesYeah...well now that I've been called out...imma go-
3 likesI'm a sad bisexual
9 likescorrection: we're all sad wuhluhwuh's here
7 likes@Shegoeshometoacactuss very accurate and valid spelling of wlw
5 likes@kate thank you I try
3 likes@Shegoeshometoacactuss ur very welcome :) u tried and succeeded hope ur having a good day
3 likes[Verse 1]
4 likesWhat a strange being you are, God knows where I'd be
If you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark
A dumb screenshot of youth
Watch how a cold broken teen
Will desperately lean upon a superglued human of proof
[Pre-Chorus]
What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?)
Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
[Verse 2]
We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before
So what's one more?
In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end
Time and hearts will wear us thin
So which path will you take, cause we both know a break
Does exactly what it says on the tin
[Pre-Chorus]
What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?)
Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
[Bridge]
I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer)
I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer)
I won't take no (I won't take no)
No, I won't take no (I won't take no)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
i've never kept a best friend for more than a few years. even just friends, or acquaintances, they all leave after a very short while. this hit me.
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Paige Mallory same :(
21 likessame
10 likesPaige Mallory me too it hit me hard and it still does. But just keep moving forward because your in the dark hallway I started in and a lot of people started in too. But you will find a light to guide you through it. So see you at the end of the dark hallway that leads too a better place and world!!!
45 likes@brianna lodwick that's the sweetest most hopeful thing i've read all day thank you <3
13 likesI've kept best friends, but even them I've drifted away from a little because of distance. And everyone else keeps drifting away too, especially this year
44 likesYou will find someone out there who will never leave. My best friend Rach is the person I tell everything before I tell anyone else, the one I can trust without limits. Everyone has a relationship out there for them like that. I'm sure you are an incredible person and you will find your Rach in no time. Good luck Xx.
24 likesToo relatable. And it kills me everytime I remember it.
19 likesExactly everyone I love leaves me so I have learned to be cold with people so I can't be hurt. This song made me think why does this happen. I want to have a best friend. Then I realized that I never showed how much I cared for the person. I don't know to express my love to people.
34 likesPaige Mallory I hope it gets better for u
1 likePaige Mallory me too
1 likeWe all have been through it, don't worry, someone will stay when you never expected them to and that difference will make all the suffer worthy
10 likesPaige Mallory I get a new group of friends every 2 years or so
4 likes, im so happy i found this comment. I love your music paige :))
0 likesSirPigalicous How do you do this
0 likesPaige Mallory as
0 likesglad im not alone in my interpretation of this song. my best friend since i was four years old moved away to a different continent in seventh grade suddenly, and the next year my only other close friend who i had known since first grade stopped talking to me completely for no reason. after that i for some reason found that i cant hold friends anymore, and i have this intense fear that ill never find that best friend, or someone who is at least closer to me than the rest :// so i relate
18 likesPaige Mallory Same lmao, at the end memes are the only things who will always be there for you
10 likesWant sum memes kid Erybody doin it But even memes die
0 likesPaige Mallory TW// i have a bet with two of my best friends that if we aren't friends in two years I'll be allowed kill myself and they're certain that won't happen
3 likesI thought i had a two year maximum for friendships, but it turns out it was just me looking for a way out instead of working on things and communicating. Sometimes the effort to make things better is worth it, despite how uncomfortable it may seem before trying.
6 likesIt gets better. it really does.
bela joseph-dun damn this got me really sad. hope you'll be okay! <3
1 likemaxxy mine fucked me up after 7 years of friendship :( still miss her tho after 3 years after our friendship fell apart idk anymore
9 likesmaxxy yeah. I feel like my friends are just friends until they can find someone better.
9 likesmaxxy everyone is like me and my bff...and I'm just like alone
1 likemaxxy i feel this comment so strongly
2 likesmaxxy then something is wrong with you
0 likesYour not alone in this- look how many people have liked and commented. I am one of those same people. Keep hanging in there.
1 likeMy mom told me once when I was young, not to hurt me, just because I didn't understand, that "you are really good at making friends, you just can't keep them"
5 likesmaxxy the only actual friend I've kept is like my soul mate, if I ever loose her I'm gone. we've been friends since first grade, and I'm currently ending my seventh grade year. I think I might loose her soon because we are going to different highschool's and I might be moving.
3 likesMe too...maxxy
1 likei lost more than a best friend...she was like my sister.i knew her since Pre-K and im currently a freshman in high school.she said she would never leave and that she loved me yet she still managed to replace me all the while i thought for once someone ACTUALLY meant it when they said they'd never leave me and were scared to lose me..đąđ
10 likesI can definitely relate to this. It just feels like people either get really bored of me quickly or really annoyed. I'm kind of that backup friend for everyone: people I consider to be my closest friends only need me when none of their other friends are available. Basically, I'm everybody's last choice, and it sucks.
41 likesYou're never the only one. One of the beauties with the internet, it is easy to connect and share. Find others with common thoughts and interests.
3 likesLike you (katxlin) I've spent many sleepless nights wondering whats wrong with me, watching and hearing others talk about their best friends and how close they are. And I would love to have something like that. But it's just so hard to get to that point.. And also, I have no answer to how..
maxxy Same..
0 likesTheSantiShow Me too!
0 likesYour comment just made me connect with this song on a whole other level
2 likespaigusmaximus me too dude, hang in there
3 likesI , totally , hole-heartedly understand where you're coming from.
2 likesYour my friend now
6 likespaigusmaximus Me too. Me too. Don't worry, we can be friends.
5 likesSame, I'm afraid to have a best friend because every time I get close to someone I scare them off because I'm a bit of an odd duck or they move away and I'm tired of having my heart broken again every two years or so
10 likesI relate wth
0 likesme too. so much sleepless nights thinking about it
0 likespaige mallory Me too. My best friend moved. I got pulled out of my school and lost touch. đ„
2 likespaige mallory r e l a t a b l e.
0 likesme too, i lost 2 best friends in 1 year. one dropped me cuz im depressed and the other just found other people ig. but i'll be your fren! but i do hope you find someone, its hard not being able to have people to trust and love.
1 likeThis was so me for so many years until I found a group of friends that are the bestest friends a girl could ask for. My point is you will find that best friend or those best friends someday, it won't be today or tomorrow, but you find those special people or that special person, someday
4 likesI have had a group of friends for the past four years, and been friends with one of them for eight, and now suddenly they all hate me. I didn't do anything, the most I did was stand up to one for being an asshole and then he told me to get out of his life. I did, even though it was hard, but not I found out today he was talking shit about me to all of them which is why they don't talk to me anymore.
7 likesI genuinely don't know what I did to deserve this, none of it is fair. And it sucks.
paige mallory I have a friend that I've had for years, but he's been a bitch lately, and I don't want to be his friend anymore, other than that I can't keep friends for more than 6 months max
1 likeallnightontumblr GIVE ME UR @ (preferably twitter or instagram)
0 likesallnightontumblr alexander hamilton oy can i join the party
0 likesalexander hamilton allnightontumblr insta= shifra.me
0 likespaige mallory :(
0 likespaige mallory same
0 likespaige mallory same
0 likespaige mallory I try to make friends then go behind my back and make rumors about me
0 likesSame
0 likesSame here honestly whatâs the point anymore
0 likespaige mallory same just lost one yesterday
1 likepaige mallory same and i have other connections to this song it hits me right in the feels everytime
0 likespaige mallory Same you're not alone
0 likesSame, the longest friendship I've ever had is 6 years... the shortest is a year and a half
0 likesme too girl its okay <3 :(
0 likespaige mallory I lost my best friend
0 likesahh I feel that on a personal level
0 likespaige mallory same well I had one ex best friend for 9 years but I disliked for 9 years and I tried to tell her but she didn't want that
0 likesIve never in my life had a friend, a real friend and not toxic ones (the ones i keep getting into and having to leave :[ ) and ive never even had a real relationship with another person, im so behind on making friends and my social skills. Sometimes, i dont know if ill ever make a real friend or have a real relationship with another person, i dont say i dont have friends to be edgy or relatable (i wish) ive genuinely never had a friend or anybody in my life (my parents arent ever there theyre working but i dont blame them at all and my brother and sister havent talked to me in over 7 years despite living in the same house as me) i just hope, that one day, maybe one day ill have an actual friend. But for now i suppose its just me and youtube like it has been since i can remember :')
0 likesSame.
0 likesI needed to see this comment thank you for this, I'm happy to know i'm not alone, I just have a lot of love to give
0 likesI've had a few friends since kindergarten but I've also had a lot of fights with them. In year 8 I meet this amazing girl we instantly hit it off. We were best friends for all of year 8 she was the person I told absolutely everything to even when my life was complete shit she was the person that kept me here. I helped her to with everything. But now she's stopped talking to me and I just feel so lost without her. I've tried moving on but i know that I will never had another relationship like the one I had with her. And no matter how much I try to get her off my mind I just can't. I can't stop loving her
1 likelovelylilacari I can kind of relate. I just don't think I can keep friends. Lots of the people I have called best friends have actually bullied me or just stopped talking to me all together. Sometimes I wonder if I'm the problem. Or I wonder if they would miss me if I were gone.
0 likesis it ok if 25 words can make someone cry
1 likeSame
0 likesThe ones i actually love, they usually shift to another country when we're super close
0 likesi know no oneâs going to care but i thought i might as well because i relate too. i met my best friend last summer and weâve only known each other for a year but i loved her more than anyone else, including my family. she was terrified of people she cared about leaving her, and i was too, but we both promised each other we wouldnât leave. i have depression and social anxiety disorder and she helped me get better and grow as a person. long story short, i fuck up everything in my life and this wasnât an exception because one day, she stopped talking to me despite my calls, texts, etc. we used to talk every night but itâs been a little over two months since the last time we talked. she means so much to me and the thought that she mightâve left me/did leave me cuts me deep. iâve been progressively relapsing over those same two months.
1 likeJust remember whenever someone leaves your life, before you notice it, a new person enters :)
0 likespaige mallory
0 likesSadly, sameđ
Same
0 likespaige mallory I know I sound rude but...If this keeps happening the problem might be in you. Or you just suck at choosing people to befriend.
0 likesSame
0 likesalways. and it breaks my heart even more each time.
0 likesHi um, are we the same person?
0 likesme too
0 likesgoing through another loss of a best friend. this one hit hard because we were the closest ive ever been with another person. stupid careless decisions and emotional outbursts can do a friendship in. theres no worse feeling, losing a best friend, especially when you see them everyday. jokes that they would usually say to you go to someone else. talking to everyone else in the room except you. feeling like an outcast. and the worst part? it all happened so fast, in 3 seconds, but so slowly at once, like a ticking time bomb.
0 likesSame here xx
0 likessighs softly honestly fucking same
0 likesI'll be all of your friends.
1 likeSame... my best friend 3 years and I thought we will last forever, but she started fading and made new friends... đ
0 likesI'm listening to this while feeling my best friend and I drift away. Everyday he cares about me less and less. I straight up told him I'm suicidal and he didnt even respond. He used to say we were soulmates.
0 likesI know exactly how you feel Paige...
0 likesMe too đ
0 likesI feel exactly the same. I feel like itâs my fault every time. When someone asks: whoâs your childhood friend? Or: are you still in touch with your childhood friend? Iâm just like: -_-,
0 likesYes
0 likesheck dodie you've done it again youve gone and made me cry
3 likesthis version in particular means so much to me
1 likei canât hear the opening picking without and picturing his face in my head and tearing up
Because I'm sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me, so how do we win?
4 likesGod, that's beautiful. I empathize a little too much.
I love how we share our stories and feelings, because of this song, you are the best singer, thank you!
5 likesThis is absolutely beautiful.
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Thank you Tom :D
92 likeswow no more replies
5 likesMegan Gault weâre special
4 likes@Nathan Lehn hi im gonna join you special ppl
3 likesCPZ Nadifa welcome!
3 likesI am special too ;w;
2 likeswow two years passed... why do i for some reason feel nostalgic?
1 likecoming back to this for the first time in a while and i have chills... i forgot how good the original version is
1 likeI need her songs permanently in my ears
4 likesher voice gives me chills everytime, im stunned <3
1 likeWhen I listen to your song, I want to smile but cry at the same time. I feel relaxed but tense at the same time. It's an emotional rollercoaster that everyone should ride. So god damn beautiful.
1 likeI absolutely love this song. She's such a great musician đ
2 likesitâs so weird to come back to the original recordings on youtube. thereâs just the raw emotion of the video versus the studio recording that just adds a whole new layer around the song
1 likeIts been a long time since I've listened to this song. This version in particular tbh... Its so raw and filled with pure emotion and I remember never wanting to feel like how this song sounds. Now here I am, resonating with the song more than i thought I ever would. Watching someone grow distant hurts so much, especially when they were someone you found home in
1 likei forgot how amazing your voice was in these lower songs. iâm so excited to see you tomorrow!! ahh
1 likeYou all have someone in your minds, right?
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yup
35 likesIll make you phil so good youll howell your username woah
73 likesyeah and i want to cry ;-;
39 likesyah... now they are gone
29 likesyOUR USERNAME
27 likesgod i do
9 likesyesssssss
4 likes...My heart hurts...
23 likesMlppawheart yep same
5 likesIm lol'ing at your username tbh
7 likesno :(
17 likesYes
9 likes...maybe...
6 likesI do
4 likes.yes
6 likeslulu yes i do and i fucking miss her
14 likesYou read my mind...
45 likesShe was my best friend. Someone who was always kind to me, there for me, and now, she's a complete stranger
:(
yes, it kills me.
12 likesGosh yes
5 likeslulu don't even get me started
3 likesYeah and I got friend zoned by him đ
4 likesI've never gotten close enough to anyone to be heartbroken when they leave.
9 likes..yes...
0 likesShh...
0 likesWish I didn't
3 likesMore like a million people that I've lost.
2 likeslulu the person i have in mind has the same name as you im-
1 likeLaura ._. ..same...
0 likeslulu yes yes and yes
0 likesAlways
0 likesWaffle false
2 likesyes
0 likesYup.
0 likesNo... Having no one is kinda what I think about sorry dodie
2 likesWaffle Welp, guess I'm not part of the "EVERYONE" group. Yay being alone.
2 likesyup. i.f.
1 likeI do, even though who this person was to me was not romantic. They flipped my life upside down and made a senseless person have sense, and now we barely talk. I've tried explaining my feelings before but I know that I'll never mean that much to them, not in the way they do to me, so I know I'll probably freak them out. My prayers to the kids like me who get too attached to someone too easily
10 likesNot really
1 likeMhm.
0 likesYep...
2 likeslulu wish I had someone in my mind but I've been lonely forever
1 likelulu Iâve lost so many and I think Iâve found stability but what if I havenât oh god I donât want to lose her oh god
0 likeslulu yep
0 likes:(
0 likeslulu nope
1 likelulu I have so many people in mind...
0 likesYep
0 likesall of us.
0 likesYes. Sadly its my best friend who im in love with.
3 likesu know it
0 likesdefinitely. but she doesnât need to know that.
2 likesof course. fresh in my mind.
0 likesi believe thats called thinking
0 likesYes :(:
0 likessusannah sprouse what does that mean
0 likeslulu i didnt until i saw this comment
1 likeAlways..
1 likeI miss you Moo, you mean so much, please come back. I need you
4 likeslulu nope cus I don't have any friends HA *sits ina corner laughing in the dark *
0 likesSadly for me i dont
1 likesadly
0 likesHa. Yup.
0 likesyeah
0 likesto be completely honest i'm just picturing my fictional character crushes -
1 likeyes :(
0 likeslulu yeah đą I miss him
0 likesyeah, the same person I had on my mind when I read this comment last year
0 likes@Chuis Allée that's sad.
0 likes@Half A Kiwi sound like u got a big open heart. Keep it. Ur beautiful!
0 likesMax Stey That made me smile, thank you <3
0 likesI have my one of best friends in my mind. We are a lot alike but at the same time different and if we split I wouldnât know what to do.
1 likeMaaAaAaaXxxx <3
1 likeyep.
0 likesYeah... sheâs always on my mind.
1 likeyes, my ex-boyfriend. weâre still in love with each other - he admitted to me that he loved me still and i know i love him, and he knows it too. but timing was wrong, after almost 2 years both of our lives changed and it messed up our relationship. after almost 2 months weâre finally friends again but those feelings donât fade. he was my first love and i will always love him. i donât want to grow old as friends, i want to grow old with him as partners, and experience the world with him, have a family and just be with him because he is my source of happiness. but that wonât happen, timings were wrong, feelings have partially been lost and life is a mess but we have to deal with it.
4 likessadly yes, although I feel like Iâve lost my chance with them.
1 likeyes.
1 likeNo
1 likejust a bunch of fictional characters
2 likesYeah...
0 likeslulu no
0 likesI miss her so much
1 likeYes đ
0 likesyep, and I want to cry :(
0 likesUnfortunately đ¶đ
0 likesno.
0 likesNeeds to be more specific.
0 likesRJMMinecraft thatâs just how I felt with my best friend from elementary to highschool. It sucked.
1 likeSadly yes
1 likeYes
0 likes@millinator same here...
0 likesAlex A Wow....I feel that hard; I have someone myself who I can't keep outta my head too. I wish you and yours all the best.
1 likeâčïž
0 likes@Alex Maybe it can still happen..!? I am a hopeless romantical optimist
1 likeMy best friend, Shes taught me so much and i don't know where i would be without her we say were are each others soulmates and one day i'm scared to loose her.
2 likesYep
0 likesHe was never someone I dated, but my best friend in primary school. I still see him in school but I haven't talked to him in 2 years...
0 likesthis make my heart sink but i dont even have anyone in mind...
1 likelulu Yeah..
0 likesYep
0 likes@wrenry same
1 likeYes
0 likesYeah
0 likesOn the rocks, near a lighthouse, in heavy winds.
0 likesUm he broke up with me but i still miss him
2 likesNow yes. I commented no before. Unfortunately now yes.
0 likesYee
0 likesSheâs a musician, we both both play Sax. Her and I are strong swimmers on the swim team. Iâve known her for 7 years and sheâs a family friend. Iâm the one she talks about her relationships with. Sheâs my friend and I hers, but we canât be anything more than that. I love her. All of her and Iâll never let her know.
0 likesYes...different people
0 likes@parvani .
0 likesDan and Phil omg my children
0 likesnO. whY woUld yOu thiNk thAt?
0 likesDoes it count if you have like 5 people in mind?XD
0 likesEx boyfriend :/
1 likeYes and no... I start off thinking about someone, then get to another lyric that doesnât work for them and think of someone else, and then get increasingly confused trying to figure out what kind of situation the song is even about, never mind trying to find a person in my life that it fits with đ¶
1 likeyes. but he already said no as an answer.
0 likesYep, he likes someone else :(
0 likesYep
0 likes@lulu i hate this person on my mind
0 likesbut i cant stop.
NO WHHSGSG
0 likesthis is a wonderful phase of dodie. i love her hair and i love how this song is always somehow stuck in my head. :)
1 likethis song never fails to make me feel some typa way
1 likeI almost cried oml this is so good
13 likesI've been playing this on repeat all day.. it's pure perfection! It makes me feel down and sad sometimes for some reason but in a weird way I love that because at least I'm feeling something and that's what good music is supposed to do to you.
1 likeMake you feel something. Love your songs â„ïž
Who else is totally and utterly obsessed with this song?
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Nati anne i listen to this song like every day im trash for dodes
11 likesME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
1 likeMEEEEEEEE !!!
1 likeME! Also hello phamđ
4 likesNati anne I am v v v v v obsessed with this beautiful song sung by a beautiful being đ
2 likesNati anne. I have it downloaded on to my phone đ
0 likesmeee and hey pham
0 likesNati anne mee ,and aye I see Dan and Philđ^-^
3 likesi've listened to things song a bout a hundred times today
3 likesyour pfp reminds me of the you're the straw to my berry fic I'm sorry
3 likesi am and aye phandom
3 likesNati anne PHANDOMMMM
2 likesNati anne yessss
1 likeNati anne Me as hell. Also hey Pham
2 likesNati anne moi
1 likeNati anne meeeeeeeeeee
1 likeNati anne me
2 likesNati anne meeee
1 likethere is not a day I go without singing this
21 likesif I'm taped on my mouth
I sing it in my head
Nati anne still am
4 likesNati anne me
1 likeNati anne me still
2 likesthe real question is who isn't obsessed with this song?
11 likesi literally listened it along with some similar songs on the way to and back to washington D.C. when i went 2 months ago
4 likesmilkshakes&flowers ohhhh what are the similar songs I'm always looking for new music recommendations
1 likecami. Tom rosenthal, Sebastien Forslund, Rusty Clanton, Tessa Violet there's so many haha. *they're all youtubers who produce astounding music
2 likespretty sure there's more but yeah I like them the best
Omg Hey ahh thank you sm!
1 likeNati anne j Me
0 likesNati anne me i can't stop listening to it
1 likeMe. I've listened so much obsessed. I can go non stop
2 likesMe. Now my heart is lonely.
2 likesNati anne me
0 likesAll I got
1 likeMy best friend and I, Brook, have known each other for two or three years now (I'm bad with time). I fell head over heels in love with her last year and didn't get over those feelings until a few months ago. She was on my mind constantly. I'd listen to love songs (specifically Absolutely Smitten, She, and Would You Be So Kind). The only issue was, I thought she didn't feel the same way. Well, she did, I guess, and we dated for a bit. Then she said we should just be friends. I accepted this, of course, but still had feelings. Then we dated again a couple months later, only for her to break it off only a few days later, once again saying she doesn't feel the same. This time, I lost all romantic feelings I had for her almost instantly. I completely shut down for several weeks, not daring to open myself up to anyone.
9 likesDuring the relationship, both as friends and girlfriends, it was toxic. She'd get upset about something and I'd try to pour my heart out to her, reminding her that I care and hurting herself isn't the answer, letting her know that I was there for her for anything that she needed. She'd respond by lashing out which would, of course, make me feel completely and utterly terrible. So, when she finally broke things off romantically and I shut down, I told her a few days later that I couldn't do it anymore, friends or otherwise.
A few months went by in which I couldn't bear the sight of her because it would immediately push me into a crying meltdown of a panic attack (I know, yikes). Now, though, we're talking again. I made it clear that there are boundaries; I have absolutely no intention of being best friends or girlfriends ever again. Friends is okay, but I know I can't depend on her. I can't trust her with my feelings, and so I confide in myself.
Now, I listen to this song and think about all the happy memories, and I feel sad because they no longer make me happy. At the time, I was blinded by my feelings for her. Now, though, I see that the entire situation was beyond unhealthy (there are a lot of things I haven't mentioned, believe it or not).
Anyways, I know that no one will actually read this. Sorry for writing a whole ass essay; I just haven't had anyone to turn to the past few months because the whole situation sort of made me close myself off to specific people because I feel like I can't trust them. Sorry, again, I figured it might help to talk (or text? comment?) about it, I guess.
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I'm so sorry this happened to you. I hope you're in a better place now xxx
0 likesAnnie Cross thank you, I have been doing better. I really haveâ€ïž
0 likes(Love you pfp too haha)
@august thank you lol
1 likei love this version so much more its just so ugh, i love it.
1 likeI just still can't get over this amazing community on this channel. You are all so wonderful.
1 likethis song made me think of my best friends, i hope i never lose them. â€ïž
1 likefucking hell dodie this is so painfully beautiful
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+Melanie Baker AGREED!!!
1 likeEvery time I listen to this song I always cry; either full on sobs or just a few tears.
1 likeThis reminds me of how quick any relationship I try to have ends. No matter the gender, person, situation, it never lasts. Deep down, I refuse to let myself be happy...
7 likesI literally can't listen to this without crying. đđđđ¶đ
1 likeThis is such a beautiful community, I see no hate whatsoever. It''s amazing.
1 likeThis is so beautiful I want to cry
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Don't cry my loooovvvveee x
8 likesThis song came out on my 16th birthday. I'm still feeling this song, but in a different way. Less about what I've lost, and more about what I feel I'll never gain. Dodie, I love you.
1 likei fell in love with this song seeing it as a nightcore while i watched you but im still new to the channel so i didnt know you wrote it and now i connect with this on a whole new level
1 likeThis song always manages to make me cry. It's so beautiful and relatable at the same time. Amazing work Dodie!
0 likesIt's been 5 years, and I still cry when I hear this
1 likeThis is beautiful Dodie <3
6 likes-A,x
this is my favorite version of this. i just cant describe how this makes me feel. i think maybe it makes me feel scared??? this past year i've gotten really close with my now best friend and i dont want anything to go wrong my god
1 likeYour singing reminds of the soundtrack to the game "Life Is Strange" It's so calming and pleasing to hear. <3
0 likesThis is your song?! I love this song! I didnât know it was yours đ
1 likeah, it's so nice thinking back to the first time i watched this video and heard this song. the pure vulnerability and emotion dodie gave in this was such an honor to witness. i look forward to more music :)
1 likei love the sound when you move your fingers on the fingerboard. it just makes me so happy
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selsab fingerboardđ fretboard. But yeah I agree, gives me the tingles
28 likesI thought I was the only one who felt that way omg đđđ
6 likesIkr
2 likesME TOO THE FUC
0 likesFingerboard
5 likes@Galang that's uhhh- I'm I'm triggerd
2 likesIt's called a fretboard but okay
3 likes@Anna does it not irk you
0 likes@Anna But when I do it it's just so argh. Like I'll be doing some wack song and all of a sudden there's a loud "EKK"
4 likes@Galang yeah I get that it's annoying,, I play ukulele so it's even more high pitched so it's even more annoying
1 like@Anna Dude when you play electric guitar and they gain is high and thats all you can hear ahhhh
3 likes@Galang bro no I hate that so much and its electric meaning it rings longer noooooo
1 like@Anna yeah bro a moment of silence for all of us
1 likeselsab
1 likeFingerboard LMAO *fretboard
honestly it's one of my favourite sounds ever. im a guitarist and it makes so many other people die but I love every bit of sound that comes out of that beautiful instrument.
1 likeI hate it with a strong passion oh my god I hate it itâs like nails on a chalk boardđđ€ź
1 likefingerboard is for violin (or viola cell bass) lol
1 likeSheâs definitely my favourite artist sheâs so talented her voice is actually insanely beautiful đđ„ș
0 likesYour hair looks amazing and the song is fantastic.
1 likeWords can't really express what this song means to me. I loved it when she first uploaded this and later it made me feel like home in the middle of my first year at uni where nothing seemed permanent and everything was confusing. It made me sob when I heard her play this live a couple years back because I was instantly transported back to that year when everything was confusing and sad and how this song was my personal little corner of comfort. And I still love this song so so much.
6 likesThis was beautiful, vulnerable, real, true, loving, and imperfect. I loved it.
0 likeslove songs are interesting because almost everyone has a different person in mind when they hear one
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Amanda Frieser
18 likesWell fuck
Amanda Frieser well I don't have anyone in mind xD
8 likesAoife is a social disappointment nice name
3 likes+Aoife is a social disappointment I think I've found more Aoifes I can relate to
1 likeNot everyone, you never know who they talk about. You never know if some talk about the same person.
2 likesShit, man, that was deep af
0 likesI have the wrong person in my head unfortunately
0 likesGAH
0 likesLove this song â€ïž
1 likewhenever i'm in a bind with a loved one, i come back to this song to sing along & cry it out.
0 likesThis song makes me appreciate my best friends so much more... Thank u so much â€ïž
0 likesi don't always put something on my favorite-playlist, but when I do, it's a masterpiece like this đgreat work
0 likesThis song has more meaning to me now than ever. The night before I went to see you in concert up in Akron, my boyfriend of almost 2 years, the boy who told me that he loved me more than life itself, who had dreamed up this amazing future with me, said that he wanted to break up, and that he hadn't even been himself the entire time I knew him. Which hurt so badly. But then, the next morning, he said that he didn't want to break up, he was just having a hard time with the fact that he was living 2 1/2 hours away from me, and he was confused, and he had wanted me to fight it instead of just laying down and taking it. In the end, we decided to take a 2 month break. So we were in limbo, as I was spending the weekend with him at his parents. Plus, he was the one taking me to the concert, as I can't drive. And then you played this song, and when you sang, 'So which path will you take, cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin', I just started crying. It was so beautiful, and so sad, and so incredibly timed. Getting to hug you at the end of it all was honestly so surreal. I think I said 'thank you' about a billion times, because that was all all could think of that summarised my feelings towards you all. So I'll say it again. Thank you.
311 likesI'm watching this after listening to her ep and she's honestly so beautiful, and I love her voice. đ
0 likesI've been listening to this song on repeat, it's so beautiful !
0 likesAwww the last line in the description box makes me so happy - "dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot" â€
1 likeDodie, Thank you so much. This song has let me resonate my raw emotions that I've had buried for a long time. Thank you for letting my soul resonate with this. <3
0 likesThis is a beautifully perfect song. I also love how genuine your voice is, your live versions always sound the same as the published official ones.
0 likesThis is such a throwback. I used to listen to this song everyday a year ago, and omg it's making me emotional
1 likeThis is my favorite of your originals. It's absolutely amazing!
0 likesI've been listening to this for the last 2 hours. Its such a beautiful song, full of emotion and meaning. This is easily one of my favorites now
0 likesDodie can you please put your music on spotify, it would be the greatest thing in the entire world.
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YES
6 likesYes please
2 likes+Yellow Sandwich that can be expensive. I think the cheapest I saw was like 10 dollars per month(or was it songs?)
0 likes+MadMrCrazy either that or 0.99 a month for three months
0 likes@Kayla Sims That's not that bad. Huh.
3 likes+MadMrCrazy I'm pretty sure the deadline for that deal ended recently though đ
1 like+MadMrCrazy that's for premium. You can access for free and shuffle play a playlist it's just you have a limited number of skips (I think it's like 7 per hour)
0 likes@Sean Schollaert I'm well aware on spotify premium. Although I see what you mean. I feel kinda stupid now.
0 likes+
0 likesYes pleasseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Dodie
0 likesYESSSSSS!! Lets make a petition or something haha, if she needs funding for it I'd definitely help out!
5 likesyess this needs to happen
0 likesYess omg
0 likesyes omg
0 likesSomebody give me a link to the fund site for Dodie if ever someone does make it.
0 likesyes she needs to
0 likes+
1 like+Regan Moroz
0 likesm to the UK v
rt!
0 likesYess
0 likesikr ⥠:')
0 likesI've been waiting to find this comment yes yes yes pls
1 likeOr iTunes! <3
0 likesYES!!
0 likesyes. please
0 likesYES
0 likesPLEASEEEE
3 likesShe's already making an EP guys
20 likesinsert username IS SHE?
1 likeEveSmiles she is. It's been confirmed a while back.
1 likestay tuned on her twitter in 9 mins
0 likesSick of losing soulmates if on Spotify right now. :) (at least for us USA fans)
10 likesits on spotify!
4 likesoddtop it is on Spotify đ€
5 likesjust for the record when I posted this comment it wasn't on spotify
14 likesHER EP COMES OUT IN A WEEK EEEEEEEEEE
2 likesPoppy J EEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
1 likePoppy J AAAAAAA
0 likesWell now this song is! đ
3 likesMJ Herondale and for every U.K bit
0 likesAnd a music video! Our little is so successful :'3
4 likesit is lmao
19 likesShe did i found it!!
6 likesThis song holds sm meaning to me now tht I lost my soulmate.
1 likei just love that everyone feels safe to share their story here, it's all beautiful really
0 likesIâm going through a friend break up and this just hits where it hurts.
1 likethe emotion she puts into all of her songs just makes them sm more amazing
0 likes"Watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a superglue human of proof." this lyric messed me up. its so freaking relatable, the way I interpret it. â€
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+Sophia Soriano how do you interpret that line because it my favorite as well
2 likes+Zoe Styles I interpret it I guess how it relates to me? Like I'm a young person and there was a stage in my life where I was so freaking sad and just felt broken inside and I relied on music and celebrities and singers to remind me that there was still good in the world. :) sorry if that makes no sense lmao
55 likesi interpret it as her seeing herself as a cliche; a broken teen leaning on another broken person who appears to have put them self together again, as if with superglue. She looks to this person as proof that it gets better. i dunno it makes me really happy to
109 likessophie marie I agree... I always rely on music and it helps me a lot especially when the most important people in my life leave me
7 likesi see it as her leaning on someone who is trying to be strong for her, but is just as broken and depressed as she is
21 likessophie marie exactly
2 likesChelsea Till and then at the chorus when she says "i can finally see you're as fucked up as me" ugh this song
32 likesGinger Pearce i agree
1 likethis song is perfect, and so touching your amazing. I cant wait to see you in a concert someday.
0 likesI love this song sooooo much!! Painfully beautiful â€ïž
0 likesYou have such an emotional delivery and such a lovely lovely voice. I love it.
0 likesI love this so much. I rewatched this after listening to the Spotify version a million times and it gave me chills! They are so different and so beautiful. I love this song and I love you Dodie!
0 likesOne year since this and now has it on her very first EP. I'm so proud of her đđđ
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Light!
29 likesErika Light! (Phan trash AF be like LADDERS!!)
22 likesIS THAT BABY PHILLY? AWWWW
27 likesErika and this song has it's own VEVO video too
4 likesbaby phillip.
11 likesi found the phandom
17 likes"light!" Erika
12 likesLight!
11 likesErika LIGHT
15 likesErika LIGHT đđ
16 likesErika LIGHTđĄ
11 likesLIGHT
10 likesErika LIGHT!!!!
8 likesni ncvifojo
0 likesErika phils baby picture đ
6 likesErika - I'm the 666th like
1 likeErika I
0 likesShe also has absolutely smitten on her EP, She wrote that 4years ago! :)
3 likesErika and now she's got a second ep coming out! she's gotten so far and it makes me happy
8 likesWHY IS YOUR PFP FETUS PHIL
13 likes..or is it
Erika baby Philip
2 likesErika light
1 likeErika lightttt
2 likesBaby phil awww LIGHT
0 likesAHHHHHHHHHHHHH THAT PCITURE I CAN IMAGINE HOW FAR- NVM IM NOT CRAFTING TODAY SATAN!!
0 likesMy phamily
0 likesErika ( ps I like the profile pic) i agree
0 likesI meant im proud of her too dammit
0 likesErika LIGHTTTTTTTT.. light?
0 likesyour voice is so unique :))
1 likeI love how delicate Dodieâs voice is. You can tell the emotion is real in her voice
0 likesNo I'm not crying I just have a bit of Dodies talent in my eyes
3 likesi havenât listened to dodieâs songs for about two years but as soon as it began i sung the whole thing. wish i never left.
2 likesI love this song so much, your amazing dodie!!!!
0 likesComing back and listening to her songs after going through a couple of heartbreaks hit's different
1 likeI havenât been able to listen to this for a while, I finally pulled it up and Iâm sobbing
1 likeThis is one of my favorite songs. I hope VEVO makes more of your original songs into music videos because the world needs your beautiful soulful songs. Thank you for this gift. đđđđđ
0 likesCan dodie and ed sheeran collab make a song together? IT WOULD BE PERFECT. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE.
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I doubt Dodie has the connections to arrange a collab with Ed Sheeran lol.
29 likesBlahkabelison lol let's at least dream
24 likesi wish :(
6 likesimhere âą.âą CAN SOMEONE MAKE THIS HAPPEN OMG YES
9 likes{ finelytyler } HELL FUCKIN YESH
0 likesRegina Marzullo YES TORI KELLY
5 likesWe need to make this happen, Ed Sheeran or Tori Kelly. It needs to happen.
20 likescan dodie and matty (from the 1975) do a collab
5 likesoR tRoYe SivAn
18 likesOr troye the boy
9 likesOMG YESSSS
0 likesSophia Swartbrick yes.
0 likesYES
0 likesperfect like his song perfect ;)
3 likesiman ! YES
0 likesiman ! WOAH YOURE SO FUCKIN RIGHT
0 likesit would be "perfect" hehe :P
2 likesOh please no.
0 likesI would cry so hard if that happened]
0 likes"perfect"
0 likesyesss pleeeaasse
0 likesI'm so glad I discover your songs, the vibe in this song specifically warm and cold at the same time, sending me into my quiet place :)
0 likesI love this song! It reminds me how basically everyone of my best friends dropped me in 2016, but two of them stayed, and without them, I would be almost nothing.
0 likesHe was my first love and then we stopped liking each other and after a month of arguments everyday he ended it, that was 10 months ago. We tried to be friends like we had said we would when we inevitably broke up but we couldnât go back to how we were because there was just too much history. The sad thing is that if we had been older it may have worked because we were too immature and stupid to handle everything life threw at us both. Iâve been telling myself recently that it was toxic; not just the final straw but all the way through but I think thatâs just to make myself feel better and to distance myself from it and from him. I have issues most likely caused by that relationship but I donât think Iâm ever going to be able to feel that way about anyone ever again and I keep waiting to feel better. Last Christmas we were together in the hols and so this one is proving harder than anticipated and has really struck a nerve I thought had gone. I keep waiting for him to change his mind but he wonât and I know itâs done and itâs such a sad thing
15 likesEDIT (1 month later)
he was sat in the orthodontist when i left yesterday and i sat in the car park of sainsburyâs and cried
and iâm crying again
itâs been so long
when will i be ok
EDIT(probably another month later?)
on the 2nd it was a year since you ended it, i thought it would be easier but youâve started talking to me again when iâm around. i think it was easier to be ignored. youâve moved on countless times and so have i but mine was only pretend. i still find ways to kid myself you still care about me and what i think but you donât and i know you donât. i decided a few days ago that it wasnât as good as i remember and i donât miss you as much as i do because memories get better and more vivid the longer ago they happened but i just miss talking to you and knowing you think of me. i tell myself the facts but i canât stop the twinge i get when you talk to me
This was the first song I learned to play on guitar and still my favourite :). Thanks Dodie, for inspiring me to create and express myself through music. I never would have started without you.
0 likesThis is my favourite thing you've ever written. It's got this delicious Lucy rose vibe that warms my insides
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Hehee I agree âșïž
2 likes+meowitslucy Lucy Rose, yeesss!
3 likesMy lovely lovely Lucy x
26 likesFucking love this song, love the EP too :)
1 likeWaking up early in the morning and leaving at 6:45 am to get to school and getting in my car and playing this song from my phone into my speakers as i just drive early in the morning is personally my favorite way to start the day. Gets me going..
1 likeI CAN'T stop listening to this song...plus 3:07 :) <3<3<3
1 likeThis beautiful song never fails to make me cry.. <3
0 likeswho else can see something in her singing. it feels like she was going through a lot when she recorded this version. that's why I came back to this video. there's a lot of memories and feelings floating around, so intense. <3
370 likeshonestly you are so amazing. listening to this song gives me hope in life. ily
0 likesdodie you inspire me so much and your music is so amazing and beautiful. your lyrics are clever, thought out, relatable, and just awesome. i can't wait for another song! :D
0 likesI've had this song on my mind for ages and now it's my best friend and I's song. It fits us perfectly.
0 likesI recently discovered Dodie's work and I have to say I feel the same way about her as she felt about Matt Maltese (she talked about him on her even if it's a lie cover), what a great writer, what a great song, omg... It feels like this song pulls my heart out of my chest and smashes it everytime I hear it, but somehow it does it in a good way (and I'm kinda saying exactly what she said on that video though). I can't even explain the admiration I have for her now, but thanks Dodie for being who you are and for bringing those songs out for us :)
1 likeThe best part about this song is that everyone feels the lyrics differently. Maybe some people's are similar, but never the same.
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1 likeSorta Grump O
0 likesI've only found this girl and I'm so glad I have, she connects with me on a different level and I'm so happy I found her
1 likeMy girlfriend introduced me to this channel. The first song she sent me was Absolutely Smitten. I can't listen to your music without thinking about her. I still cant believe shes gone.
1 likeLost my soulmate, they dedicated this to us after a concert of yours. I will always regret how it ended. I truly believe we only get that one person in every lifetime. I will love again, and so will they. But it will never be the same, and thatâs okay
1 likeThis song makes me feel at peace
1 likeWho's here after listening to the ep version? â€ïžâ€ïž
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Katie Burgess mE
3 likesKatie Burgess moi
2 likesFrench yeh hehe I'm that fancy
2 likesYepp
0 likesKatie Burgess no I'm listening to it before
2 likesI heard this version the day it was uploaded đ just randomly wanted to listen to it
3 likesive been listening to the ep for two weeks
25 likesnonstop
like seriously
Katie Burgess meee
2 likesKatie Burgess mee
3 likeshonestly, I like the original version a lot more. I don't if its just cause it's the first one I listened to or what but it just seems better.
46 likesI completely agree. This version is just more..Soothing.
10 likesLou The Cat Français, eh? Jâai trouvais mes personnes! SI tu sais ce que me dit......
0 likesDodie, I am so glad I found your brilliant work. You have helped me through so much these past few months and I just adore you. <3 More music plzzzz.
0 likesOH MY GOD YOU ARE THE CREATOR OF THIS SONG??? Iâve been listening to it for years now what the heck
1 likeItâs so amazing to see how much dodie has evolved and changed. Like this was beautiful, but her voice is so much clearer and confident and just- fuller. Sheâs amazing â€ïž
0 likesImagine Dodie and Lontalius singing together omg it would be heaven itself
1 likeDodie's channel is like a safe little home for me right here on the Internet :D
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+Smol Phan Child same
0 likesomg that's so true !
0 likesi know right???
0 likesI always go to Dodie's channel when I feel unhappy or stressed or just feel like utter shit, she really is a little reassuring homeđĄ
5 likes+Amelia Lozano I FOUND YOU AGAIN OMG
0 likesThis is so cute and I live dodies viewers and I feel all warm and fuzzy now
1 likeMe too - I feel so warm and everyone in the comments is so nice and I just want to cuddle here with my hot chocolate
0 likesI'll be absolutely honest I have gotten into the habit where I rewatch a video every night because it soothes me so I can sleep
3 likesYes oh my lord it makes me so happy
0 likesi'm crying bc ur profile pic
0 likesI'm sitting in the airing cupboard with my best friend and a hot chocolate listening to all of Dodie's original songs. It's great:)
1 like+AmeliaPanics no same
0 likesWhenever I'm particularly sad, I like to curl up and listen to your music. You have such a pretty voice and a calming presence, it's very soothing. Thank you for being lovely and sharing your songs with the world <3
0 likesThis is what i listened to repeatedly while reviewing for my exams. It helped me concentrate đŻ itssss a very nice songgg â€ïž u da best
0 likesItâs funny I am in a the opposite of what this video is about at the moment. I have met someone I consider a soulmate. I have had an experience in the past weâre I lost one but years later understand why it all happened. This guy I know now is one of the few friends I have truly gotten to call a soulmate. I feel like we are at that point in the story where everything is amazing. The laughter is endless. The hugs are full of warmth and love. The way we can just sit and enjoy being with one another is so wonderful. But I feel like in any moment I could lose him. Iâm so scared of it but I know I will do everything in my power to not lose him. This song makes me want to do as much as I can to not lose him. I know if I told him I liked him more than just a friend it could go anyway and Iâm scared of that. I canât spend life being scared. I also donât want to spend a life without know him for all of it. He came into my life when things didnât make sense but he did. I really love him in every sense I truly do. I feel it in my gut and the way the conversation flows from one thing to the next. I want to bask in the fact that we will be okay forever but but but omg I canât think anymore..
2 likesI love this so much omg keep hearing it for daysđđ
0 likesDodie, you should release an EP/Album with all your wonderful original songs. I can guarantee I would buy it.
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I'm working on it! Thank you so much :)
1299 likes+doddleoddle This is very good news and I am very excited for it
72 likes@doddleoddle yayyy that's awesome! Can't wait!
26 likesyessss, definitely! :D
6 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR i would!!
4 likes+doddleoddle whoah!! I can't wait yayyy such good news:))
5 likessame
3 likes+doddleoddle YAYAYA
3 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR so would i!
3 likes+doddleoddle oH MY GOD IM DO EXCITED
4 likes@phanana splatter "do excited" I see what you did there đ
6 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR ayy
4 likesIt's a good idea
5 likesI would totally buy it
+WhateverIsTrueASMR Same!
2 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR same
2 likes@doddleoddleâ holY COW YES MY WHOLE LIFE HAS LED UP TO THIS MOMENTï»ż
2 likes+doddleoddle this makes me v happy
4 likesI was about the write the same thing and then I saw this comment! DO IT DODIE!!đ
4 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR i agree
2 likes+doddleoddle I'm saving my iTunes card for it!!! can't wait! :) xx
2 likes+doddleoddle yes!!
3 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR Yes indeed we would buy it !:)
2 likes+doddleoddle You have no idea how happy that makes me!
3 likes+doddleoddle i'm so excited !!!
2 likes@Toby Ryder Your pfp yESSSS
2 likesYESS DODIE
3 likes+doddleoddle yES
3 likes+doddleoddle YAYAYAYAYAY!!!!đđđ
3 likesSame!! Yess â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
2 likesSame! I would buy it in a heartbeat!
2 likes+doddleoddle pls pls pls I need ot
2 likesyesyesyes
3 likesomg yes. PLURZ
2 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR Yes please!
2 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR me too!!
2 likes+doddleoddle oh my goodness, I'm so excited now! aww dods, it's going to be incredible. love you <3
2 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR dude its 2017 i already bought it where the heck have you been!
2 likes@SeptemberStudios lol I wish!!
1 like+doddleoddle YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY I cant wait ILY
1 like+WhateverIsTrueASMR IK i cant wait!
1 like+doddleoddle you see, one of the best things about you is that you make an effort to reply to people who make an effort to comment on your videos. That makes me have a major amount of respect for you!
7 likesThat is an amazing idea Dodie if you see WhateverlsTrueASMR 's comment please at least consider it!!!!
1 like+WhateverIsTrueASMR I would buy it too
2 likes+doddleoddle what camera do you film with?
0 likes+gabrielle burton its most likely your standard DSLR. the more important thing that will make your images stand out above most is lighting and sound. i also highly recommend color grading your videos/films/shorts or whatever it is that you're filming
1 like+Kyle Macdonald thank you!
0 likesThis is great news Dodie. Please post a video saying when it is out because I keep searching your name on iTunes like every month just to check and there is nothing. Love u
0 likesTry and get it on Itunes or something as well. Digital is the future
0 likes+doddleoddle HOLY POOP I'D FOR SURE GET IT
1 like+Sabastian Hubble eww, itunes. eww, 128kbps mp3s. chokes on hipsterness COUGH
3 likesbutsrsly bandcamp pls and CDs would be rad =)
+doddleoddle woman I will buy that shit the second it comes out!!! you are top five of my favourite artists.
4 likes+doddleoddle YAY IM SO EXCITED IMMA BUY IT!!
1 like+doddleoddle EEEEEE IM SO EXCITED I WILL BUY IT YAYAYAYYYY
1 like+WhateverIsTrueASMR I tried to like this twice... and I've definitely listened to this song over twenty times
1 like+doddleoddle I'LL BUY ALL OF THEM THANKS XXXXXXXX EEEEEEEEK!!!!!
1 likeYES! with this and she on it, I would DEFINITELY BUY
1 likePLLLEEEEAAAASSSEEEE DDDDOOOOO TTTTTHHHHIIIISSSSSS!!!!! ^^^^^^^^^^^
1 like+WhateverIsTrueASMR I echo that plea! I will buy it the day you release it.
2 likes+doddleoddle YAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
1 likeplease!! we totally need this
2 likes+WhateverIsTrueASMR i would
0 likes+doddleoddle ill buy it
2 likesSame
1 likeI would definitely buy this
2 likes+doddleoddle Another promising buyer here too! PLZ DO IT.
2 likesPretty much everyone who watched this or atleast one song from dodie would definitely buy an album in a heartbeat
2 likesSame ;3
1 likeplease Dodie!!
1 likeSo would I
2 likesMe too!!!
3 likesyesss!
1 likeI'm still waiting for this to happen tbh đ
0 likesI WANT AND NEED AN EP
2 likesPLEASE!
1 likeYES!!! I WOULD ABSOLUTELY PAY EVERYTHING FOR IT!!!
2 likesYeeeesssss
1 like+doddleoddle OMG yes!
1 likeTHIS HAS 3 THOUSAND LIKES DODIE PLEASE
1 likeyaaaass.. it would be great if it would be available here in Asia.. specifically in the Philippines.. đđđđđđ
1 like+gaily dianey ayyy fellow filipino
1 likeYeeeesssss! I would so buy that!
1 likei am sure that all of dodies suscribers would instantly buy it
8 likesSHE'S RELEASING ONE!!!
1 likeWhateverIsTrueASMR iM CRYING BC SHE IS
6 likes@Sam Mae I KNOWW I JUST HEARD đ đ
4 likes4,000dth like!!
0 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR
0 likesguess what
17 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR When you see this a year later and you're like... đ€đ
16 likesi cry :'( she's come so far!! my baby <3
15 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR AHHHHH
7 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR and EP2 is on it way....
17 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR this made me cry :')
7 likeslowkey sobbing
27 likesHow far we've come
56 likeslol
2 likesHow ironic
21 likesWhateverIsTrueASMR
13 likesMind. BLOWN.
The real question is did you buy it??
105 likesnice.
9 likesThis song for me is less of losing someone and just losing my own self love and confidence
3 likesThis version was always my best. When the album version dropped I needed whole years to jump on board with it ahaha. Love you Dodie.
0 likes3rd day of my break up and Dodie is all I've listened to. I feel like im dying but her voice is the best medicine. I can't stop crying â€
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I hope youâre better now (>^^> â€ïž
0 likesi hope you feel more healed now :)
0 likesThis is such a raw, real and incredible song! đ¶đ”đ
0 likesImagine if Doodie and Ed sheeran wrote a song together
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Oh my goodness! I didn't know I wanted this, but now I really do! The world of beautiful, brilliant songwriting would just implode!
44 likesDUDE, I FUCKING NEEEEEED THIS
28 likesThat would be amazing.
6 likesI like how no one mentioned that they called her Doodie! XD
37 likes@DreamKit I did...?
4 likes+DreamKit that's her name
2 likes@TABLO Gaming Her name isn't Doodie! Wtf
5 likeswhen ur parents call you doodie and you think this comment is about you but remember this is dodie's channel rip
6 likes+Twenty One Chauffeurs I had a favorite bug when I was young. those small ones greyish that rolled up. we called them doodie bugs. and that's how they came up with my nickname.
2 likes@Gabrielle Holmes Lol, if you mean a Roly Poly, they aren't bugs đ
2 likes+Twenty One Chauffeurs MY LIFE IS A LIE
4 likes@Gabrielle Holmes Yeah, basically ALL of our childhoods were a lie. Technically, they're tiny crustaceans! But I liked them even better after learning that! :D
4 likesdoodie
4 likesDOODIE HHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
8 likesI'd cry
2 likesTears, tunes that get stuck in your head, and a new favorite song
1 likePlease let this happen
1 likedoodie im actually crying i can bREATHE
4 likesEd is not good enough
1 like@***** Ed is better than Dodie.
2 likes@Twenty One Chauffeurs No one is better than Doodie ;)
0 likes+DreamKit I'm pretty sure you made Gabrielle up there^ very happy đ
1 like@Twenty One Chauffeurs :D :D :D
0 likes+Twenty One Chauffeurs I SURE TF AM
2 likesI'm so sure that this will happen some day. I say in the next 5 years. Hopefully by 2021 they'll have had collabed!
0 likesmy body would melt
5 likesOh my Jesus my life would be complete
4 likesi think id die of happiness on the spot
5 likesHow hasn't this happened yet tbh.
0 likeseveryone in the world ever dies
0 likes@LillymayVlogs xox That sentence makes no sense.
0 likes@Twenty One Chauffeurs Yeah, I can't' tell how much of it was a typo....
0 likesdepends how you read it i guess^ I see nothing wrong
0 likesOHMYGOSH!!!!!!!!YESSSSSS BROOOO
1 likethATWOULDBEAMAZINGOHMYGOD
4 likes@Gabi Holmes Then you must be very smart because I couldn't tell what that meant at first đ
0 likesI was thinking that immediately the way she plays that guitar.
4 likesGOOOERSH that would be good
1 likeI think I would die from happiness
2 likesI wish!
0 likesomfg yes that would be amazing
0 likes@***** Opinion...
1 likeMy life won't be complete until this happens
28 likesEW NO
6 likesYEEEEEEEE
0 likesThat.... That... That is just... CURLY KEYS FOR PRESIDENT 2016!!!
7 likesCurly Keys S C R E A M S. YES OMG YES
0 likesthere wouldn't be enough tears in the world.
9 likesOMG SOMEONE MAKE THIS COME TRUE PLEASE
1 likeplease
0 likesCurly Keys it would suck cuz Ed sheeran just clashes with dodie too much and it would sound different and weird and horrid sorry to say it but they just clash
4 likesi'd die happy
9 likesCurly Keys dead
0 likesCurly Keys oh my holy lord my life would be complete that would be amazing
3 likesi would actually decease, that would actually be amazing ASDFGHJKL :'D
4 likesgross. dodie is too good to be tarnished by ed .
9 likesJackson Suek eh?
0 likesCurly Keys omg
0 likesMAKE THIS HAPPEN
2 likesCurly Keys I would cry over that song bc of how beautiful it would be oh lord if this ever happens I'll die
1 likeCurly Keys it would be like heaven became a person
0 likesCurly Keys I JUST THOUGHT THAT TOO
2 likesCurly Keys my eyes legit started watering from imagining ed singing this song
0 likesOMG DODIE MAKE THIS HAPPEN AHHH IM SCREAMINGGGGG
5 likesOMGGG pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease
2 likesOh. Ok. This needs to be a thing. Now.
9 likesHAS A FANGIRL ATTACK EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE OMG OMG OMG YAASS
25 likesAAHHHH MY TWO BABIES WRITING A SONG TOGETHER OMG MY HEART
3 likesCurly Keys I think I'd probably die and go to heaven!!!
3 likesthe world would explode
3 likesthe earth would stop moving
3 likesI think you just broke the universe
7 likesCurly Keys holy fuck
4 likesYou're asking to cure cancer while simultaneously killing everyone on the inside because of all the feels.
29 likesholy poop
1 likeDaniel Legita
2 likesTRUE
it'd be my favorite song ever
2 likesyou mean dodie
10 likesed made a collab with taylor swift
0 likeswhy not dodie DX
(ps, it might help speed up the process if she stopped being called doodie...)
i remember crying my eyes out to this when unhappily in love. crazy times
0 likesThis song gets me everytime I listen...so so good.
0 likeswell my heart just got ripped out. it's amazing to think that every single person who listens to this, thinks of a completely different person. I'm literally sitting in bed crying, this is utterly amazing Dodie <3
1 likeI don't like how well I can relate to this song now>_< even so this is beautiful
0 likesi cANT STOP LISTENING TO THIS ITS SO BEAUTIFUL DODIE PLEASE NEVER STOP MAKING MUSIC CAUSE EVERYTHING YOU SING IS PERFECT AND EVERYTHING YOU CREATE IS PERFECTION AND THIS SONG IS SO- AHHHHH! I LOVE IT, AND I LOVE YOU
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Awkward-Af- Potato I SECOND THIS
2 likesYour username isn't ok
14 likesYOUR USERNAME OH MY GOD
2 likestyler, josh isn't real NO, YOUR USERNAME! THE FOREST FIC
1 liketyler, josh isn't real NONONONONONONONONONONO BUT HE WAS AT THE FUNERAL NONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONONO
4 likestyler, josh isn't real I've seen half of them already
1 liketyler, josh isn't real <------ that username...
6 likestyler, josh isn't real I WANT 100000 HOURS OF THIS SONG
0 likesOMG I LOVE THIS SONG I HEARD IT ON SPOTIFY AND I FOUND YOU ON YOUTUBE AHHHHHH
0 likesThank you for being with me while I mourned breaking up with my now ex-fiance over the summer. He wasn't my soulmate but listening to this song allowed me to cry over the breakup, even though he wasn't good for me. I knew when I listened to this song for the first time I would listen to it and cry over boys someday so kind of self-fulfilling prophecy?? Anyways, love you!!
1 likethis is so beautiful and the tune reminds me of something i've heard before. but it's so lovely. i do emotionally connect with this song. and it makes me feel calm and just at peace. thankyouthankyouthankyou dodie <3
0 likesI'm not crying you're crying. I've been listening to this song for years but lmaooo still crying
1 likeThis is my fave song ever, it is so incredible n so relatable â„ïžđ
0 likesyou were the first artist i ever listened to of my own accord, i found you on youtube in 2016 and since then you and your music has quite literally changed my life. you have shown me its okay to be different, but most importantly your music is one of the things that encouraged me to be vulnerable and emotionally open. i will never be able to thank you enough for what your music did for me. going back and watching this song all these years later reminded me how special this song is to me, the connection i have with this song is so strong, it makes me feel so much. so thank you dodie, thank you for changing my life.
1 likeI consistently revisit this song and it's always as great as the first time. <3 Truly timeless
0 likesThis is still my favorite song 2 years later đ
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And now 6 months later is is still your favorite
0 likesI just discovered this song and its been on repeat! Its been a while since I've been obsessed with a song.
0 likesThis reminds me of best friend who later became my girlfriend and how we have been through ups and downs together and how everyday when I see her I think i'm just the luckiest person in the world... thank you Dodie <3
1 likeEveryone is writing something but
5 likesYeah Iâm oddly numb when I listen to this idk....
Iâm mad
Mad at myself and mad at the world; a certain person actually- The Earth is okay. Itâs holding up beautifully against our abuse...
Itâs bizarre for our worlds to be so small yet seem so... so vast
Itâs easy to get mad. Itâs easy to get aggravated. Everything right now is just so-
frustrating
Anyways... really in the end... Itâs only sadness hiding underneath that mask of anger, is it not??
it's so much more painful to lose a best friend when they are all you have left
1 likewhat is it like to have a soulmate?
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Will Parry Safe. Comfortable. Right
110 likesI couldnt said it better
38 likeshow i would describe it is always having a home. 'no matter how far away they are, you know that you're home when you're talking to them. it's just this unexplainable love that you feel when you talk to them, where it feels like nothing in the world matters except for that person. it's the person that can make you feel okay when you definitely are not okay, the person that makes you feel like you have someone when you feel completely alone. it's like you complete each other, and without them you would be a mess.
136 likesI love these answers
31 likeselise Kylin I wish I could experience that, I guess I haven't met the right person (or any person for that matter) yet
43 likes@***** it will always comes the right time
10 likesWill Parry Having a soulmate gives you chills down your spin everytime you look at them, You fangirl everytime you think about them, and you just have to hope that they feel the same, because the world is messed up and sometimes you've met the person of your dreams, and you love them with everything that you have. Unfortunately sometimes they don't see it that way.
54 likesTrash Can I think I have a soulmate.
10 likeslea sĂžphie Me tooo
4 likeslea sĂžphie i know i do
5 likesIt's almost like love, but deeper connected but there's still a space of privacy...it's a friendship for a lifetime, or even longer, someone you can talk to, it's not the same thing like a best friend that often is there for you in or since your childhood or teenage years, a soulmate often comes into your life at the age when you have "found" yourself, they often share's the same way of thinking like you. It's like "us against the rest of the world" because people from outside might not understand you or your world like your soulmate.
58 likesits amazing... but it sucks when they leave
20 likesMajorMusicalMayhem yup it really really does... but if they really are your soulmate, they'll be back... that's what i've learned
18 likesIt makes you understand when they say we were born as one half of a full soul, but don't be fooled, there doesn't have to be romantic feelings for a soulmate
26 likesI can't wait to find out this answer to this
23 likeswell it's like finding the other half of your soul it's like you could talk to them and everything suddenly makes sense it's the best feeling
6 likesWill Parry It's like being connected through an invisible bond. It's nothing anyone could see - it's just something you feel deep inside. This bond has nothing to do with bodys or temporary things - it's eternal.
30 likes When you think of your soulmate, you don't think of their appearance. In your mind you don't see them in front of you - you feel them. Their heart, their mind, their soul.
And when you meet them, there is immediately this warmth inside you. Sparkles run through your body. It's like sighting in relief while bursting with joy. Comfort and happiness. Yes, especially relief, because you finally feel understood again, even if you haven't even talked to them yet. It's enough just to feel their soul near yours.
And talking to them? It's like you don't even have to use words. Just looking into their eyes goes so much deeper under your skin than anything else... It feels like the words you use are just decoration. You speak them, because everyone does. But you don't NEED them. There is something inside you that just knows what your soulmate is thinking. Well, maybe knowing is the wrong expression. You just feel it. Your soul senses the soul of your soulmate.
If you ever may wonder who your soulmate is, ask yourself this question: While standing in a crowded room and everyone moves and talks - is there anyone you feel connected to? Like not even looking at them, just always feeling their presence, which attracts you in a crazy way and at the same time makes you feel calmer than anything else?
Good chances that this person might be your soulmate.
It's like two pieces of a puzzle. You go through life normally but when you meet them, you suddenly feel whole and complete but when they're gone, you feel like you're missing a part of yourself that you can't fill again unless it's that person.
26 likesMaybe even two people who decide eachother are important enough to work past their barriers and miscommunications to be together.
9 likesHaving a soulmate is feeling loved. The way your hands fit together. The word you pronounce that makes his eyes crinkle with laughter. Never getting his voice out of your head. Craving his arms around you. Falling asleep together with sunlight dancing across your eyelids. Planning a future, so sure of it. But then something unexpected happens, and suddenly its losing not A soulmate, but YOUR soulmate. And losing your soulmate is raw, blistering pain around your heart that is soothed over time, but never quite leaves. Just goes deeper into the heart. Not being able to keep a relationship for even a year afterwards, because you know you won't love like that again. Dull throbbing pain seeping across your body at 2 AM when you can't sleep because you remember the promises you made to each other, that were torn apart by something that could not be helped. I would not wish it upon anyone, but know this- when you sign up for a soulmate, you sign up for losing them, too.
45 likesWill Parry The most wonderful,the worst feeling you can imagine! Wonderful for the obvious reasons,the worst because of the anxiety and dread that you are going to lose this perfect-for-you person . I lost mine.25 years ago. You'll have others in your life,but never like The One! Who ever said it's better to have loved and lost,than never to have loved at all, obviously never lost!
5 likesashlinn It's funny. You ask someone about love and soulmates and they tell you about heartbreak and people that turned into strangers.
9 likesRebecca Sowers They're describing the heartbreak of a soulmate
4 likesRebecca Sowers True :(
4 likesit's the most confusing thing. They can make you feel angry and sad yet feel so happy and warm.
27 likesbecause it's still love, and it's still having a soulmate. it's just losing them, too.
8 likesWill Parry Time stops. Everything else becomes blurred. Your heart flutters. You could never learn to love anyone else.
6 likesit's like the other piece of you you've always felt wasn't there..
2 likesHome stops being a place and starts being a person
14 likesI once thought i had a soulmate. I felt so much for this person. We had an amazing time, i will never forget. I cried about him for 4 years after our time. Now i know that he wasn't my soulmate. Even doe i know he used me i still believe in the things he said. In the conversations we had. I don't think that part was fake.... it can't be fake... i truly loved him. Today i don't really care about him anymore. A few years ago i cried every day. I had the worst time. Today i'm feeling better, but i don't think i can love someone again. I would describe myself as asexual. Because i never have sex in my mind, i just wanna love... i wanna have a bond with someone as deep as i had a bond with him... but i feel like i am not enough for anyone. I feel weird. Misplaced.... uncomplete.. i don't know who i am. I feel line when he left he took things from me. Things i will never get back..
22 likessoulmates dont always have to be romantic. having a soulmate is like free falling except you always have a safety net to fall on, it is like hearing your favorite sound over and over again, its comfort and kindness and love. it can be different for everyone and you can have many soulmates.
25 likesWill Parry Amazing, but hard to lose đ
2 likesWill Parry it's painful and beautiful at the same time.
2 likesIts everything youve ever dreamed about love but better yet it can destroy you in an instant.
2 likeshaving someone who completely and utterly understands you, appreciates you, loves you. My girl knows me better than myself, knows better what I need in certain situations and we understand each other without words. we always know what the other one needs and what would harm them. She feels like home to me. She's like the only person who really knows me for who I am and loves everything about it. Having a soulmate is so frigging beautiful because they give you everything you need and in return you do the same and it fulfills everything you every wanted in life, but losing a soulmate is heartbreaking and destroying. Like suddenly a piece of you is missing
8 likesWill Parry I thought I knew once. But I didn't.
3 likesi promise you, you'll know when it happens
2 likesWill Parry There was a point where I thought I knew, Then they ripped out my heart and destroyed it, and now that feeling, has turned into disgust, trust me, you can't wait to feel it
3 likesWill Parry for me, sometimes painful, but also the best feeling ever.
2 likesmeg kenny
0 likesSame.
lovely. but in my case terrible. She labeled it as "friend soulmates" even though i thought it was more. especially when she started dating this girl who was an absolute bi** and my friend still doesnt see it. this song and "she" makes me cry because we listened to them together.
0 likesI hope I do at least
0 likesIt's like finding home after a rough road that has nearly killed you.
1 likeWill Parry That's exactly what I want to know
0 likesCold Broken Teen perfection
1 likeI imagine it feels wonderful. Like you always have someone to lean on, someone to tell everything to. Someone to be that sunshine and support on your worst days. Someone that isn't just a friend but not a romantic partner...it's deeper. I hope someday I experience it.
1 likeit's breathtaking - amazing - incredible.
1 likeWill Parry You feel safe in their presence and whenever you see them the world just glows and when you lose them it hurts so bad and you know you'll always remember them no matter what.
1 likeYou feel like they are the part of you you never knew you were missing and you don't have to say anything for them to understand because they know you so deeply
0 likesSomeone called me?
0 likesA soulmate makes you happy nearly every time you look at them, you can always recover from arguments, a soulmate makes you feel at home no matter where you are, simply because they are home, I had a soulmate once, I wasn't theirs, hence why I'm listening to this song
1 likeSafe, comfortable, peaceful and fiery all at once, they light you a blaze and make you happier than you think you could ever be, they're someone you just click with, and someone who you can really truly be yourself with..
0 likesmine was a sociopath who destroyed me, physically and emotionally with mind control.
0 likesashlinn I don't think always it may happens to everyone but sometimes it doesn't...I just hope it doesn't happen to me I feel like I found my soulmate
0 likesWill Parry hmmm well...a soulmate is like a best friend but more they make you fall head over toes for them I think mine is the one the first time I met him and saw him I felt like I could trust him and just be with him I felt so comfortable and calm when I met him there touch lingers and there voice just stays in your head you think about them often and it's like they just break the walls you had around your heart in a matter of minutes and when you have to leave each other it hurts and you just wanna hold on but when you see them again it just makes your day no matter how mad or sad you are that's just my prepective
0 likesCold Broken Teen can a soulmate be a friend/cousin
0 likesamazingâ€ïž until they leave
0 likesNot like theres more than one omg
0 likesi'm late, and i've never dated someone but, with a soulmate friend
0 likesit's just warm and happy
and right
and comfortable, they could know everything about you
and it's so easy to talk
it's wonderful
it's peace
a comfortable silence one day is just the same feeling as talking for hours into the night and early morning
I think having a home in someone doesn't always make them a soulmate? For me there's a friend I have that whenever I look into their eyes I feel safe and happy, and I really do love them. The problem is that they probably would never feel the same, so instead of losing a soulmate, I never had one.
0 likesIt fucking sucks
0 likesIt's like knowing them before meeting them. It's like knowing you can dive into them and their soul because you've been there your whole life anyway. It is like knowing that they feel your warmth like you feel theirs and it's a constant spinning motion of warmth and home. You could never give them up completely, because in a way, you know your heart and soul only ever belonged to them anyways.
1 likeyou feel safe and happy with them...its just feeling ...happiness and just living life reallly
0 likesIt's incredible. It's beautiful. You feel safe. And sometimes it turns into this song. I know that it did in my case.
0 likesI think it would be like love, but there is no fear of what's gonna happen, what if I let them down, cos even if you do you know they'll still be there
0 likesHeartbreaking... hard....but worth it..
0 likesPerfect. Pure and happy, and a little bit painful sometimes
0 likesim one year late but cold broken teen that is beautiful
0 likesAmazing... it's the feeling of having your heart flutter every night you text them before bed..... the love you feel when you're with them, holding each others hand like no one else is there. Its amazing, that is, until they leave..
0 likesWill Parry ...
0 likesHaving a soulmate was amazing, she lit up my life and made me feel safe no matter what happened. But then she broke my heart and now we don't speak anymore. It's amazing while it lasts trust me.
0 likesLucyy âą I wish I could know.
0 likesWill Parry idk ^~^
0 likesit kills you inside out :'D
0 likesYou probably have one. Hold onto your closest friends- the ones where you weren't great. They're the ones that stick. The ones that are easy to take for granted.
0 likesYou have an amazing voice!!! Please do not ever stop creating music you have a real talent!!!
0 likesHugs for all the people here with abandonment issues â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
4 likesyou know you watch dodie too much when you clap with her at the exact time she does at the beginning of the video. <3
1 likeI have had several soulmates in my lifetime and I've either f*cked it up or they have chosen someone else over me. The pain is real; it hurts so bad and makes you feel so down and shitty that you aren't worth it or that you're unloveable.
3 likesI couldn't help but feel some real pain in this song. Especially the ending sign off.
Thank you for sharing dodie.
I love this đą
This is the first video of yours I've ever seen but this song is beautiful and I would 100% pay for this
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Welcome to the channel! ^^ You are most likely use many hours of your time crying and replaying her songs and after that think about her lyrics... So grab something to drink, snuggle yourself up and enjoy! XD
7 likes(Sorry I probably sound really weird but seriously Dodie is freaking lovely.)
I actually downloaded this song to my itunes and pretty sure I've already done 90% of the things on that list since watchign the video!
0 likes+BreechBody Thats fantastic! I was just jokingly introducing you too Dodies small world because some people are confused on what the style and setting of the channel is >.<
0 likesAhah, well thank you for the kind introduction! Tbh I'm not exactly sure what style this channel is yet either but I like it ;)
0 likesHello fellow equestrian!
0 likeshello there ;)
0 likesthis is the most beautiful song I've ever heard in my whole entire life
1 likethis is one of my favorite songs you have written. i got hooked on you after hearing this song and freckles and constellations. i would love to learn how to play this on the guitar so i could try and sing it too! :3
0 likesWhat does EP stand for? And I love this. SO relatable and beautiful.
0 likesThat little smile before the harmonies oh my gOD
1 likeSo when are you going to release an album? This was incredible!
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forever waiting for/wanting the album. but I'm okay with waiting because when it DOES come it's going to be phenomenal.
44 likesIf you have bandcamp you can buy and download her songs there!
1 likeoh my goodness she shoyld
0 likesI'm not someone who keeps any kind of relationship, so this hit me hard.
1 likeomg. all your songs are so good, its really hard to gimme the feels. and. you. BROKE that wall. like u=your music is absolutely amazing
0 likesI was wondering if I could do a cover of this and maybe some of your other songs? I really love your music Dodie!
0 likesi can never bear to watch this video (i usually lean towards the music video whenever i wanna hear it) because this dodie, in this video, just looks and feels so raw. i can't watch it. i don't mean it in a "she looks so different here". i mean it in a, "it feels like i'm intruding". like i'm seeing i'm not supposed to see. it's so intimate.
2 likesdodie. i love you sm.
I've listened to this/watched this video so much ever since I found it about a year or so ago. Still love this acoustic so much, and I relate to the lyrics too well haha. Thank you, Dodie, for your lovely voice, talent, and lyrics. <3
0 likesI love the original so much â€ïž
0 likesI love how you can interpret her music however you see it and she has her way of seeing it and you can relate it to your self
0 likesI so love your voice dodie, you're beautifulđ
0 likesI love her voice so much. <3
0 likesThank you for this wonderful song, it really struck me
0 likesI just sent a link to a soulmate. This song needed to happen for the 2 of us. Thank you!
0 likesOh me gosh! I found this song through Spotify and then I found It on YouTube and I'm like 'oh my gosh this is the artist!đ±'
0 likesI just hope that she is okay and really doing great, not hiding in the darkness of emotions and torture. I love Dodie
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No need to hope. An artist with a heart as beautiful as hers will ALWAYS be okay. This is her life and she uses all that energy to make what you hearđđđđ
0 likesthis was my first experience of dodie and i cry everytime i hear it.
0 likesThis hit me so hard
0 likesI thought I finally found a best friend but we drifted apart just like everyone else in my life :/
Holy actual amazeballs 3 million views and continued growing. I can't believe this woman and her influence. â€
0 likeseasily my favorite song of yours!
0 likesThis sounds so Grey's Anatomy, yet so freaking beautiful
0 likesvery proud of what dodie has achieved :) â„
0 likesI remember when you posted this !!!! This makes me super duper happy
0 likesThe little "yeah" at the end gets me every time. You can tell how much the reason behind this song really means to Dodie and I can completely relate to her. She puts so many genuine, honest feelings into this.
0 likesI believe that Dodie has a magical power. A magical power in which she can put the feelings that I have that I can't put into words, into words.
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same
0 likes+Emma Louise
0 likesYas totally
+Emma Louise She said that the song was dedicated to a silly boy who is her best friend that she loves, so naturally the song is relateable to many. Soulmates is an concept that is difficultly beautiful
1 like+Emma Louise Preach XD
0 likes@Lyra Taylor I will do! XD
0 likes+Emma Louise Yesssss
0 likesI know
0 likes6 years and a half. This song still breaks my heart each time i think about it, sing it, listen to it. Probably my favorite of yours. Thanks Dodie.
0 likesalthough the EP version is a little slower and more steady, I love these videos because you can see the raw emotion from playing the song, and yes, maybe it took a few recordings but your emotion still stuns me Dodie Clark
1 likeThis song is amazing. Thank you.
0 likesIt makes me sad to know how much beautiful music is out there that will never be in the main stream. This is music, and deserves so much more than it recieves.
0 likesI relate this song not to a romantic relationship but to a friendship that didn't last as long as it should have- just goes to show how amazing music is that we can all hear the same thing yet see something different than others might
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Same for me, it reminds me of a guy who literally saved my life last summer. We were really good friends a couple of months but just overnight he started ignoring me and every time I tried talking to him he shut me down. It just makes me sad because he promised he would stay, even through rumours etc (alot of people gossiped about our guy-girl friendship)... sorry for telling you this btw, you probably don't care ^^
10 likesTruly Becca I feel you and I'm terribly sorry that you went through that and that nobody born after 1970 knows what platonic means when it comes to guy girl friendships
2 likesI had a similar situation too, hope you're feeling better about it though. Sometimes friendship breakups are the worst kind of breakups Xx
8 likesI totally care, I have a friend who means that to me too and I'm terrified of losing him. I hope that you can feel better as time goes on. I have full faith that you can, it just might take a little while. It sucks :( If you need another friend, I'm always here.
9 likesEmily Pearson its just that without even realising we give so much of our lives to people,the investment though unknown hurts.
2 likesPLEASE TELL ME THE GUITAR IM IN LOVE WITH THE SOUND
1 likeI've never seen her look so sad :(
1 likethe feels
Such a beautiful song đ
0 likesIK ITS BEEN LIKE A YEAR BUT WHO ELSE CRYS EVERY TIME THEY LISTEN TO IT
4 likesDodie's voice gives me goosebumps
0 likesThis is amazing. Absolutely amazing.
0 likesThis is the song that made me fall in love with you. Bless this song. In love with you for two years now. T.T
0 likescurrently my favorite songâ€ïž
0 likesOh god, I tried to control myself, but I'm crying now. May I be young, but I've been through too much, and I've never really had anyone to turn to when I'm falling away because everyone I get close to leaves. Now I know how cheesy that sounds, how cliche - but there's no other way to put it. Everyone I've ever became best friends with somehow leaves, whether it's from switching schools or moving or just becoming someone else. It's gotten so bad that I don't want to even try to become friends with someone because I know they'll somehow disappear.
136 likesThere's only one other song that I have been able to relate to as much as this one, especially the "We will grow old as friends, Iâve promised that before, so whatâs one more?" line. I've lost so many, I've been told I would be best friends until the end by so many people and have said it myself...they never do. God Dodie, I've never met anyone I can relate to in this way, and we've never even met in person. All I can find words for is...thank you.
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On the topic. Just Another Ghost sitting here on my bed thinking about life. I'm Sick of losing soul mates. That is all.
2 likesI feel you. I have a best friend, and I'm so lucky to have her, but I didn't realize our friendship could be so strong until 4th grade three years ago (we met in kindergarten). Who knows, your best friend could be so close and you don't know it.
0 likesThis is a fantastic song; the lyrics, your delivery and your guitar playing are amazing.
0 likesI am obsessed. I have listened to this like 32 times
1 likeThis song gives me such strong Nora Jones vibes, the way your voice sounds in here particularly
0 likesthis song makes me hurt in such amazing ways
1 likethis is so beautiful, the progression you have made. Something about this song feels so right. You traded your ukulele for a guitar, you traded your sunshine smile for an honest tear, you traded the bright white images and background for a dark nighttime one, and even if it's just for this video, it feels so right. I know your sixteen year old self is smiling at this Dodie. You've grown so much.
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I'm crying at this comment omg
196 likesBeautiful. That the only word I have you are so amazing to me Dodie you are an inspiration. I can actually relate to your songs. Thak you you have helped me
0 likesI can hear, feel, and see that when she's singing in this video, she's on the verge of crying. That just makes the song better and all I can do is cry with the bean...
0 likesRewatching a lot of dodies songs and Iâm just filled with memories of the time that I found her channel. In that time Iâve lost friends and gained friends, gone through some tough times and lived in a broken mindset. This song has been something very consistent thought it all. I connect so much with it and I truly think this is dodies most beautiful song.
0 likesThis got me all emotional. Thanks Doddie.
0 likesthis is extremely beautiful. i feel like this song has something different from the rest of ur songs (which r also amazing obviously), it's really haunting. i feel incredibly inspired right now
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haunting is such a good way to describe it. Good haunting obviously!
6 likesOMG true
1 likeThere's three songs on the planet that can make me cry, I'm glad this is one of them, even if it means I barely listen to it
0 likesprobably one of the best original songs out there
1 likeI'm learning this on guitar, and I'm thinking about doing it for one of the talent shows at my school next year.
0 likesLove this song so much!
0 likesJesus I fucking love this song
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omg aren't you dodie's dad? thanks for making my favorite youtuber & musician hahah
19 likesI am the progenitor.
35 likesI don't think I can get away with taking all the credit
38 likes+Ralph Clark I beg to differ
0 likes+melomaniac but a mom. there's a mom in there somewhere..
3 likes@mirandom22Â split the credit lmao
2 likesomf dad goals amirite
17 likes+melomaniac lol ya
0 likesGood Job man. You made a masterpiece.
0 likes+fiĂžna holy fuck, indeed
0 likesYou good sir, contributed something very special to society.
5 likes+Hana haha this is brilliant
1 likethanks for helping in the creation of dodie sir
0 likesThis song is so beautiful. Just incredible
0 likeshad to break up twice with my soulmates while loving them, that song hit me in the face, im speechless and can't get it out of my mind
0 likes"I can finally see
1 likeYou're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?"
Sick Of Losing Soulmates - Dodie Clark
I love your work keep on doing the hard work I love your channelâ€ïžđ€đ€đ€â€ïž
1 likesuch a beautiful song I love it and you
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true đ
4 likesI've been listening to all your original songs so far this morning and all of the pets have accumulated in my room. They are sleeping. Dodie I think you may be magic??
1 likeFive years later and I still come back to this instead of the vevo one
0 likesI just feel so emotionally connected to this version
you really dont have to lose that many soulmates before you never want to lose one again
1 likelistening to this while staring out the window on a rainy night just. i've never been so calm in my life. thank you, dodie.
0 likesDodie... you say you want to be able to belt, but seriously, the music you create will resonate louder to us than any booming voice in a theatre, however loud your voice is. The stuff you create.... it's music in its most exquisite form. Truly.
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:)
16 likesthis version always hits different
1 likeI love how her lighting and setup matches the feeling of the song
0 likesTHIS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE SONGS ON SPOTIFY AND I CAME TO SEE YOU ON YOUTUBE BC I WAS WATCHING JON OH WHAT A SMALL WORLD
0 likesDodie, I've just found your channel. Your music is what I have been looking for. It is perfect for those days where you just need comfort music in the background. Every lyric is perfect. Every note is amazing. I feel so wholesome listening to your music. Please be proud of yourself x
0 likesgot the fucking chills.. and for some reason all i could think about was a forest.. i don't know, this song does something weird to my head, i start seeing things, it makes my head fall into an abyss of trees, wind and eerie silence.
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poetic damn
0 likes@R a c h e l lmao yeah
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko omfg YESS
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko lmao
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko AND THATS WHERE I AM STANDING COWARDLY
0 likesi wANT TO KNOW YOU I WANT TOO SEE I WANT TO SAYYY HELLOOO
0 likesomg lmaoo @Chiharu Yuko
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko lol for sure mate
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko u r looing shrektastic m8
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko you look memetastic
0 likes@Chiharu Yuko hell yeah
0 likesI'm So Dun With Phil Lester
5 likes1. That's beautiful
2. YOUR USERNAME
@Elaine Willemstein thank u aww :)
0 likesThis is honestly one of my favourt videos. Even if it isn't my favourt dodie song. This is exactly what i want in videos that i want to make. So soft and pure. So calm. So well put together with care
0 likesthis will forever be better than the ep version imo. this is so raw and real. love both, but this is undeniably more beautiful.
1 like2020 and im still here listening to this song and still not over my ex :))
1 likeI remember crying to this song at 3am during last years summer almost everyday because I was so scared of leaving everything behind and the anxiety of a new beginning was almost too overwhelming but this song helped so much, thank you Dodie.
0 likesFucking hell. I just listened to this four times in a row. Dodie does it again. Hope you're okay. xxxxxxxxx
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+justkissmyfrog bab! x
2 likesfound this song when it came out and 6 years later i can finally unfortunatly relate
0 likesComo faz pra parar de ouvir essa mĂșsica mano? đ
0 likesI had been listening to this, and i decided to cast it to the speaker in my room extremely late at night. Needless to say, I completely broke down.
0 likesI like this guy, he's funny and kind and just so talented and I'm so proud of him and I feel shit cause I chose someone else and not him when we were younger and now I just want to be with him right now talking through time and it's sinking in how much I like him...
1 likeI'm rarely sad enough to listen to it and also I've never really been heartbroken but GOD i love it
0 likesi love how this one is more high pitched than the other one
0 likesThis song is currently helping me get through rejection after being led on and I thank you Dodie for your help <3
0 likesThis is amazing!!! Wow!
0 likesThis is the type of song that makes me want to go message everyone I haven't talked to in forever because of anxiety
32 likesđ can't wait to learn this, I kind of want to sing it to a girl I like ._."
0 likesThis song remembers me of someone I really really like :3
0 likesHonestly Dodie I wish I could like this more than once. This song just hit me right in the feels. Thankyou for creating this piece of art I am eternally grateful for this.
0 likesOh my goat cheese!! I heard this song on Musically (didn't know you wrote it) and i feel in love with it. And now today i found your channel, i loved all you videos, and then i found this!đđđđ I LOVE this song!!
0 likesI was nervous of this from it's title... but gosh it's beautiful x
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I love your channel
0 likesi love you!!
0 likesBeckie <3
0 likesHuh what's wrong with the title????
5 likes+Rose Curtis just that it seems sad
0 likesNot that there is something wrong, more so that it's the subject matter. After a couple of heart breaks, you'll understand xxx
13 likes+Beckie0 Beckie! Omg! I love your videos!Your beautifal aswell xx
0 likeswow... iâve been subscribed since this song came out. iâve got so many memories attached to this song
0 likesI don't think I will ever be able to watch this without tears in my eyes. This is my favourite song of all time and I always come to it after hard days. Your voice calms me right down to the middle of my heart. Thank you so much Dodie. My love for you will never die. You are beautiful and strong and deserve to be loved by everyone around you. You never fail to make me happy. I love you. Thank you. Lots of love from Nelly xxx
2 likesI relate to this on so many levels and I'm totally and utterly obsessed with this song.
0 likesI found this song when I was going through a hard time with relationships. I cry EVERY single time I hear this song, I feel like I connect to it on a personal level. I've known this song for about three years now and it makes me miss my old life where I was ignorant and happy. Now... my life isn't that great. I just wish I could find somebody that I can spend the rest of my life with. I love everybody
0 likesI relate to this song quite a bit. I was friends with this guy, who is a great person who kept me from killing myself multiple times. This guy liked me and I knew, I liked him but I couldn't figure out if it was platonic or not. I figured out that it wasn't platonic too late and he moved on. Every time I talk to him I'm in pain, but at least he doesn't hate me and we're friendsï»ż
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Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. I hope your ok. Keep him even if he's 'just' a friend. He seems to be a great person who can look after you and help you. The pain you're feeling now will pass and you'll end up with a beautiful, deep friendship eventually. :)
2 likes@ri bohe Thank you. That made me smile
1 like+Brynn Meyer You're welcome :) Keep your chin up.
0 likesI have a similar guy friend well used too. I couldn't tell he was only hurting me becuase he was playing with my anxiety and pretending he was going to hurt himself to scare me. when I came close to suicide He told me to just sick it up and do it. it breaks my heart to this day. I cannot stop talking to him and pretending he's my friend becuase I can't let go of such a long friendship. I'm here for you I feel you. it's tough to get through this, but it's not impossible let me know if you need someone to talk to and I'll be sure to make it happen. stay strong
1 like@bands andanime Thank you. Im very sorry that you had to endure that. I hope you can move over him if he's hurting you
0 likes+Brynn Meyer thank you very much
1 like@bands andanimeâ yes, you're welcome
0 likesI'm in a similar situation and I don't know how to get through it. We both really liked each other but I'm stuck in this limbo of "is it too late?"
1 like@Jessica Morrison talk to him about it
0 likes@Brynn Meyer he told a friend that he took the summer not talking to people to deal with his mind. So I dont know if he's in a bad place right now and I don't wanna push too hard. Theres just so much fear on my part.
0 likes@Jessica Morrison OK then give him space and talk about it later, and in the mean time relax
0 likesSame exact thing happened to me, except he doesn't talk to me at all anymore.
2 likes@Kolefish oh I'm sorry
0 likesr u in atlanta ?
0 likes@Gentleman Guy who?
0 likes@Brynn Meyer you :D
0 likes@Gentleman Guy oh, no I'm not in Atlanta
0 likesBrynn Meyer I'm was in similar situation and we're really good friends now so I hope everything is going good with you too
0 likes@Karen Kollar thank you
0 likesThat story is chillingly similar to something in my own life. But I'm the guy.
0 likes@Solokeh Krontos isn't that weird
0 likesBee Movie this exact thing happened to me.
1 likethis is my exact situation
1 likesame thing happened with me
1 likedoes anyone know the chords and fingerpicking for this beautiful song?
0 likesEverytime this song gets me. I had a best friend for like 5 years and that's good for me. But I recently moved schools and barely get to see her again and I really miss her. We were practically like sisters. I love her so much. God, I miss her.
1 likeUpdate: the new school is going great and I have a ton of new friends. I still miss her so much but I'm okay now.
This is my favorite song on your EP
0 likesI remember, listening to this song while playing with newborn kittens. Later that night crying my heart out on my cousin's shoulder , and now I'm listening it thinking "I'm gonna have to face him tomorrow, I lost all of my friends.. what will happen now.. I guess we'll wait and see. " Let's see how tomorrow plays out
1 likethis was mine and my friends song like when ever we fucked things up we sent this to each other and that was like a signal for yeah we screwed up now lets fix this
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i love that
16 likesthat's cute
0 likesIâve never seen someone be so classy while saying the phrase âfucked upâ before
1 likeListening to this on repeat until I have it memorized
0 likesSadly this song describes my year. Its such a beautiful song though <3 i tried to make a cover but when i hear this i feel like i failed đ đŹ
0 likesYou're the most BEAUTIFUL person that was ever made <3
0 likesDodie, I wanna cuddle you and sing with you (and drink tea and cuddle a fluffy cat).
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GIDEON.
23 likes+aliceonhertravels SAME
0 likesMy all time favorite Dodie song. â€đ„
0 likesFuck. I remember listening to this song like, two hours after it came out. Fuck. I forgot the chills. The original version is so RAW and the fact that you can hear the squeaking the guitar makes and the little sniff at the end... FUCK!! I remember really relating to the lyrics and being so overwhelmed beacuse they were so accurate and came out at such a perfect time when they were so relating to the situation... FUCK I'm rambling but like, I relate to them even more now and this version of the song shakes me to my core. dodie is such a wonderful writer and singer and just, fuck I love her art so much.
1 likeThis is so beautiful
0 likesAs someone who has the most fucked up love life it's such a meaningful song.
thaNks For THis Song mate ^U^ I wouldn't have a bootyful girl friend with out this song >^< it's so inspirational đđđđ
1 likeThis exudes Daughter vibes.
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doesnt it though
10 likesYes, it really does!
6 likesYAS!
6 likesYES
8 likesKatie Terrill
6 likesYAAAASSSSS WHEN I HEARD THE LINE WITH SNAPSHOT OF YOUTH IN IT I WAS LIKE OMG DAUGHTEEEERRRRRRR
yesss
0 likesoh yeah
0 likesKatie Terrill yas
0 likesThis song just completely messes with my emotions
1 likeOh wow! That gave me chills!
0 likesThis is seriously my favorite channel.
0 likesThis is my all time favourite one of Dodie's songs and I don't feel like it gets the attention/credit it deserves. One of those songs that I find myself humming at random intervals during the day :)
0 likesSo much love for this Dodie <3
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+LoseitlikeLauren LAUREN!! I love your channel! x
2 likes+Sasha Cohen-King Thank you so much Sasha! â€ïž
1 likeperforming this in two days, it will be the first time I'll be all alone on stage with just a guitar
0 likesI can relate to this song so soo much... thanks for creating this song
0 likesI love you so much ahhhh
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+Evan Edinger Same.
7 likesahhhhhhh
3 likesDOVAN please :))) Love youuu both xxx
10 likes+WhereHaveMy PancakesGone? I see a david tennant..;)
1 like+WhereHaveMy PancakesGone? David Tennant is my husband
1 likeYessss much love for that man <3<3
1 likeI think I understand this song now :')
24 likesđđđđ
1 like^
1 like+Juliet K it's in the bottom of the description... Well kinda :p
6 likes+Evan Edinger i can't even
0 likes<3
0 likesikr
0 likesme too Evan, me too
0 likes+Evan Edinger tbh same evan
0 likes#relatable
0 likesYou're a lucky flat mate!!!!
0 likesCute đ
0 likes+Evan Edinger If this isn't about you I'll cry again
5 likesI love you both
0 likes+Evan Edinger platonic bffl love is my fave kind of love
7 likes@Fleur Mitchell same
1 likeI'm pretty sure this is about you
0 likesI hope it's about you
I'm crying because I think it's about you
+Maya The Psychic it's not about him.
1 like+Angelica Cat who is it about
0 likesIf you watch her tutorial on how to play this song, she says it's not about him. And, I don't know who's it about, I didn't claim to. Let youtubers have a personal life and not put everything out there x
18 likesEvan Edinger fRtrtff sAme
2 likesEvan Edinger mood
1 likeNever in a million years as of yesterday would I have thought I would really be able to really relate to this beautiful song ..but as it turns out ... I can... itâs hard loosing someone you never even had ...
0 likesI like this version the best because she sounds so sincere and emotional and though its no professionally recorded it is absolutely wonderful.
0 likesHearing this again rn after my best friend broke up contact. I'm crying.
1 likelove it <3
0 likesThe subtlety of the guitar is absolutely beautiful
0 likesi cant help myself to watch this over and over
1 likeBecause of my anxiety disorder, i lost so many friends, thats why i really can relate to the song so well, ich love your voice <3
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I wish everyone who is reading this a lovely day, and stay strong :)
1 likeSame, my friends are from the internet I hope things get better for you, good luck ^_^
0 likesThx so much ^-^
1 likeI'm actually sobbing this is so good
0 likesfor the first time i can actually relate, and this is probably the 100th time iâve listened to this somg
1 likeMakes me cry- every goddamn time
1 likeGreat voice .. how do you edit your videos .how do you record the harmony echo â€ïž
0 likesthis is so lovely. I've been listening to it a few times a day recently and instead of finding it annoying I find myself falling more in love with both the song and you:)
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im exactly like you. ive been listening to her songs a lot at night because i tend to find myself start to cry and i realize that i just subconsciously turn on dodies music
25 likes+josh dun stan Yeah ^_^
2 likesThis Song is still Very beautiful to me, welling in my Eyes ..
0 likeshavent watched a video from u in awhile i went straight to this song this is my favorite song u have ever made i dont agree with your sexuality but be U your an awsome person good heart love your voice
0 likesthis song has helped me move on from my recent breakup,, thank you
0 likesTHIS IS SO GOOOD!
0 likesWhen you feel nostalgic and sad so Dodie is here to comfort your sad ass <3 Thanks Dodie.
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i know i literally came running to this channel because I need the comfort of dodie rn
5 likesThis is the most relatable thing I have ever heard I could never find a way to express how I feel about my friend. Thank you. Obviously I wonât send this to her a h a
0 likesI prefer this version to the ep one personally, this one is so raw
1 likeWow, this is amazing
0 likesok dodie released her new ep tonight and i absolutely adore it! all of the songs are so well crafted and meaningful, but this will always be my home. itâs such an amazing feeling to hear this song so raw
0 likesSUCH A BEAUTIFUL SONG DODIE
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Dammit DODIE now I'm crying ahhh
12 likesThis song reminds me of a really toxic relationship I was in until the very beginning of 2017. We were together for almost a year and because it was long distance, all we had was texting and Skype and my ex was a very subtly controlling person. They texted me about how they didn't like it when I went away for the weekend to be with friends or family and told me that they liked it better when I stayed home. On top of that, they often cheated on me and used the excuse that we never made things official while letting me call them my partner and myself their boyfriend. They rarely ever told me they loved me and threatened to hurt themselves when I tried to leave; subtly telling me it would be my fault and constantly degrading me. The worst part was, I loved them. I loved them so much it hurt and I was in such a bad mental state and they mocked my panic attacks and emotional breakdowns. When we finally did break up, I felt both this freeing relief and a crushing heartbreak and I don't know why this song reminds me of it, but it does
1 likei loved it :-) <3
0 likesDodies voice is so angelic ahhh
1 likeim crying this is so beautiful
0 likesGod knows where I would be if I don't play this song at least twice a day.
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Tana Michl sameđđ
0 likesTana Michl
6 likesTWICE a day?
Try A BILLION TIMES
Sad in a corner.... That's where I would be...
1 likeIâm depressed today and I havenât been here in a while, dodie if you see this you know exactly how I feel so thank you for making it just a tad bit easier x
0 likesI heard your song on a galactic bun video and I'm so happy I found this channel
1 likei finally had the guts to click on this video again â this song is so damn good, but it hurts so damn much that i can't listen to it without everything aching. maybe one day i'll be able to listen again :)
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i'm listening to it, FUUUUUUCK i'm listening to it. i guess it hurts less than i expected. it's more numb. i lost them just over a year ago, so why does it still feel like this? i know they're just fine. so why does it fucking pain me?? i know they don't give a single shit about me anymore, i know they're doing better than i am, but holy shit they broke me down to the ground and i'm still struggling to get back up on my feet. i'm oversharing but i can't really bring myself to care â i'm so mixed up inside. i want them to hurt. i know that they will never feel the way i felt all those nights, so i want them to fucking crumble. yet here i am, crying, a part of me still missing the feeling they provided. i still remember what their hands felt like, and i still remember our conversations at 3 am, and i still remember that they were the ones who got sick of me first. because of them, i'm scared to make friends again. i'm scared to reach out (fuck now i'm REALLY crying), i'm scared to try again, i'm scared of getting hurt, i'm scared of hurting them. they're fine, yet here i am, hurting. hurting. hurting. i know it may sound silly, but i genuinely can't see myself being as close to anybody else like i was close with them. the thought of that process? the process of meeting new people and having to go through all of that again? it sounds fucking exhausting. i'm exhausted. the lump in my throat aches. i know that i'm rambling, probably not going to end up hitting post on this bad boy. whatever. i'm fucking bitter. i feel so pitiful for crying over them when it was over a year ago now when they sent me those messages, the ones where they listed everything that i did wrong. and exactly one year ago now i was sitting in the back of the class having a panic attack, trying not to start crying over the fact that they didn't notice me anymore. exactly one year ago was when i would go to set design and have to leave to go to the bathroom to shake by myself. just shake. just feel fucking empty and alone and bitter and upset. wronged. i would get in the car to go home and desperately try not to break down in front of my mom, then take a bath and let it all out. i fucking hate them. i hate them i hate them i hate them i hate them. i hate what they did to me. i hate how i can't seem to heal. i hate how they don't care. I FUCKING HATE THEM. i hate myself. i don't know, i guess i'm gonna post this lmao. i really, honestly hope that nobody sees this, and that it'll just be here for when i come back later. hopefully i'll be healed by then. sort of doubt it. :/
0 likes@lucy i read this whole thing and you have just read my whole mind wow. iâm in the exact same position, feeling the exact same things. i hope youâre ok <3
1 like@Jess AHH NOO why did you read it SDJFSDJFj !!!!!! but on a serious note, as someone who is going through this as well, you're gonna be alright. healing takes time, and as much as it hurts, as much as you will have countless nights where you feel like you haven't healed at all, it'll happen. you will be okay. i wish you the best. <3
1 like@lucy same goes for you!! <3 i hope you find someone who deserves you in the end :)
0 likesUr voice is so beautiful also this song is so pretty
0 likes"I wonât take no for an answer"
0 likeswhy does that make me cry every single time
This is so beautiful, it reminds me of my best friend (who's also my crush) but she doesn't like me like that...she just doesn't swing that way I guess, but that's for helping dodie
2 likesI used to listen to this song, when I was falling for a girl I thought was straight and uninterested.
0 likes6 months later I have her, and no matter how young I am, I hope I never have to lose her.
I remember listening to this song when it first came out, a year or so after I first found dodie. depending on the month it was released, I would have been 11 maybe 12. I remember thinking it was sad and beautiful and I thought I understood it, but I didnât, of course I didnât, I was so young. Then I remember 2 years later when I was 13, buying a guitar and this song being the first song I learn to play. And I remember it still, I play it every time I pick up my guitar. But itâs different now, even 13 year old me didnât know what she was singing about, she had a better idea, she knew the pain of losing someone, she knew a lot of pain in fact for such a young person, but she didnât fully understand these beautiful lyrics. Then for my 17th birthday, I got tickets to see dodie live, about 25 minutes from my house, that was the most incredible experience, being a few feet away from someone who had been my inspiration for so many years. I turn 18 soon, I grew up with this song, with dodies music, I watched her go from a young lady in her room with s ukulele, to selling out venues, hearing her music on the radio and in movies and tv shows, watching her come out and find herself, and seeing so many new people fall in love with her music the same way I did back then. Sadly I now understand exactly what sheâs singing about, I understand a lot of her music a lot better. I am endlessly proud of you dodie, thank you for being a role model for me when I didnât have much else, thank you for showing me that itâs okay to be yourself, to struggle with mental health, to change style and become a new person as you grow up, and to not always know what you want to be. Thank you for somehow always knowing how we are all feeling and releasing perfect music to go with that. Thank you dodie, we love you
0 likesDodie Pleaseeeeeeeee make a CD with your beautiful songs!
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YES
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0 likesTAARDISSSSSS
1 likeShes said before that she'd recording some of her songs in a studio to release as an ep :)
5 likes+Chloe C EEEEK
0 likesDodie has officially confirmed in on her Snapchat story today! đ€
42 likesreleased in November bois prepare yourselves
9 likesep is coming guys
2 likes18th November đđ
6 likesSomeone else who thinks they added to much effects and stuff to the song on the ep? (Still think it's awesome)
7 likesDavid Van Gerven yeah! I think they overplayed that symbol clash thing on sick of losing soulmates a little- but still love the song
2 likesYOUR PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED
156 likesMurryMonster LITTLE DID YOU KNOW
4 likesThis song is a bit old but I do have words for it. This has helped me in my most emotional song. I once lost a soulmate, like everybody but she had committed suicide. I really LOST a girl important to me. She helped me realize who I was and I ruined it. I lost her. This song has helped me through life and going through that rough patch in my life. Thank you Dodie.
2 likesthis song brought me here to dodie a while back. this song has helped me. thank you, sick of losing soulmates.
0 likesI didn't even know this was you I've been listening to on Spotify until now đ«
0 likesyou are so talented.. omg.. i am absolutely amazed.
0 likesYes Dodie, just yes. I love the quiet intensity, I adore the tonal shift in the "I can finally see you're as fucked up as me" bits, and I love the absolute maturity of this whole video. Incredible stuff.
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THANK YOU! I'm so glad u got that! Aahhhh will means so much coming from you x
11 likesI have been living under a rock for ever why did I just find out u wrote this song
0 likesI love it more now
Most of you may never read this and she may never see this but I thought it was important too say this. This song was one of the reasons I decided to fix my fucked up life; itâs this beautiful reminder that even when shit hits the fan thereâs always a chance too find someone who can comprehend what youâre going through and what youâll go through and love you all the way through the shitstorm that is your life. And for anyone who has gone through or is currently going through a hard time in their life, I can guarantee you one thing: even if you canât see them there is at-least one person in this cruel fucked up world that can/does care about you and if you ever need someone to talk to message me on IG at @treefreely
3 likeshey,
12 likesi miss you. even though you're not dead i can still feel your soul looming around the tight and small hallways of our school. everytime i pass your old locker ill think of you. everytime i feel my breath collide with my arms ill feel your breath colliding with my arm. everytime your name passes the lips of another person the pain in my stomach will be because i miss you. i have never met anyone like you and i don't think i ever will but what we had was amazing for how little it lasted. it was amazingly small like a intricate firework, each line of the star making another star and so forth. i remember the day you left. hand collided with my cheek and i heard you. you didnt utter any words but i felt you, heard you. but then you left. i hope you know ill be here. but i can't keep waiting for you to come back. i need to move on but it hurts. it hurts to think every other person leaves in a literal sense of a metaphorical one but one day ill pass your locker, breathe on my arm, hear someone mutter your name ill just think of all the times we had. those were all ours. its unlikely that you hare still thinking of me. Honestly i hope you are but i know i shouldn't be hoping that.
from, that weird guy from your 5th period.
Your voice always calm me down đđđ
0 likesI prefer this version to the one on the EP because I think she just sounds so real and raw in this đ
0 likesthis is so beautiful on like 1000 levels
0 likesThis my fav song of yours it's sooooo good mate
0 likesevery time i listen to one of your songs its like a time machine
0 likesDUDE I LOVE YOU SM AND I WAS READING A FANFIC AND THEY DIDNT CREDIT YOU FOR THIS SONG AND I GOT REALLY ANGRY IM SORRY
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wHATS THE FIC CALLED I NEED TO READ IT
10 likes^^i agree, please link to the fanfic! :)
4 likesYuzzz wut is teh link
1 likeLol I'm sorry. Dodie involved someway in a fanfic just makes me awkwardly giggle.
12 likesKolefish me to lmao
0 likesI think I read the same fanfic but I 4got the title... I believe u read it in watt pad??
2 likesLayla N I read the same fan fiction đ
0 likesYour songs really help me sleep. Thank you
0 likesSuch a beautiful song. I must learn it.
0 likesthis song reminds of my friends because I lost some of my friends and I'm getting them back
0 likesdodie's voice sounds so calming
0 likesAHHH why is this so damn cute... Dodie, you hit me right in the feels damn it. Amazing song, love you sooooo much
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heh heh... I like your name...
1 like+Caitlin ya. me too.
1 likeI love you, dodie â€â€â€
0 likesThis song sounds like it has such a different meaning to the one on the ep
0 likesI listen to this song when I'm sad, which I am. I'm in a really bad place and want to commit suicide but I don't think I have to guts to do it. My depression has overtaken my mind and I'm ready to give up. Thank you Dodie for being such an inspiration.
0 likesthank you dodie, had an awful nightmare and you were the most calming person I could think of
0 likesThis is so beautiful. Seriously your songs keep getting better and better, idk how you always top yourself everytime.
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Also the lyrics are so so hauntingly beautiful
3 likesI actually can't think of a soulmate that I have had or at least thought was my soulmate. This song gives me hope that your soulmate is still out there. some where.
0 likesI'm adding 15 view/minute to this today. Meaning it's on repeat ! My god it's so true and beautiful !
0 likesIm in love with this song â€ïž
0 likesno tears dodie. you are strong and wonderful â€ïž
1 likeEU TO OBCECADA POR ESSA MĂSICA
0 likesI met a boy 2 years ago. I dedicated so many songs of hers to him. Would you be so kind was one of them. On September 17th I finally got the courage to tell him, a year after we met. He told me he liked me too. We were close. Real close. Inseparable. Everyone knew that. One thing led to another and it was a one sided relationship. To me he was the number one priority. To him. I was his ego boost. His little pretty trophy to show off. I left that relationship but sometimes I miss him. Alot. I really did love him. With a love I didn't know I could give. But I dedicate this song to him. I miss him so much.
2 likesis there a clean version of this? i want to use it for a dance project!
0 likesthis is simply beautiful.
0 likesimagine dodie and ed sheeran collabing I'm actually crying that would make my life
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IM IN TEARS THEIR COMBINED AESTHETICS AND MUSIC STYLES AND VOICES AND JUST ASDFGHJKL
9 likesIKR
1 likeOMG I never even thought about that but omg yasss 0.0
1 likeDon't even it's my dream my two fav artists
1 likeYou just have ruined my life, it would be perfect!! I love both of them đđ
4 likesThis is like the go-to song for me to cry, since I keep feeling guilty about the stupid past.
0 likesIts all my fault though, and they left me for good reason. But i was so scared of losing one friend I lost two.
..My friend tells me to move on, but how can I when its my fault i tore everyone apart?..
Girl, you definitely have something special inside you
0 likesWhen youâre alone at home with this music in your earphones and youâre like âokay Iâm okayâ but then one second later youâre hugging a pillow and your mascara is stained from all the crying.
0 likesoh how far this little song has come. can't believe it's been so long x
1 likeyes I've already commented on this but that was back when i'd only listened to this once. It's been a while since the last time a song has got me feeling so many things. It's been a while since the last tome I've listened to a song on repeat for so long.
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*time wow i was trying to be meaningful and of course i ruin it with a typo
7 likesShhhh just edit it
7 likesI absolutely love your voice but I see so much pain and sadness in your eyes. Wish I could give you a big hug but this will have to do...đ€â„ïž
0 likesEvery time I listen to this it rings so true I makes it difficult cos I remember all those amazing times I had and that I really miss that person we tried to be friends but it never did work out and it makes me so sad even 2yeears on I miss them badly but this song is just amazing it really is
0 likesPlease continue tapping into the universe and writing songs like this.
0 likesIm listening to this the same day me and my girlfriend got on a break. This song is helping me a lot with coping through this. Thank you
0 likesbloody great !
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sneaky little myles in the comments
5 likes!!! Xxxx
3 likesDamn I love this song.
0 likesThat "yeah" at the end really summed this up tbh. Like you heard the song I don't need to explain anymore.
1 likei listened to this when my best friend for 2 years and crush for a few months (on/off tbh) left me for someone else & this just hit me so hard frick
0 likesthis song used to make me think of my crush. now, i dont feel the same way anymore. even though i didnt really lose a soulmate, since i never had her in the first place, this song still feels very bittersweet. I think it's gonna stop being a love song and start being a cry-to-because-im-really-upset song the more people I associate with these lyrics.
1 likethis song will grow with me.
did this comment make sense? no, no it didn't.
youre so talented!!!
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+Sharlotte Gamer (Sharlotte2468) this sounds like the staves omg thank u dodie!!
2 likes+Sharlotte Gamer (Sharlotte2468) oh my word it does but somehow twice as beautiful as their songs :P x
1 likedats right
1 likeI'm so sick of losing soulmates but I can't help myself from just walking away ending up alone.
0 likesThis is so beautiful, dodie. something about this is calming but also is my go to now to listen to when I'm upset or I need to think more clear and organized. I feel like It's a different experience everytime for anyone who enjoys it. Very proud of you. Thank you for you for this.
0 likesYour voice is too nice!
0 likesi first listened to this song last christmas so whenever i play the song it gives me christmassy vibesđ
0 likesoh my lord this was so beautiful I'm speechless. I love the slight KT Tunstall vibe at points. The lyrics are so meaningful and poetic and the layering is gorgeous, it sounds like such a well developed and loved song. I mean seriously Dodie you astound me every song you bring out I'm just so in love with to say "I can't even" doesn't seem to quite cover it. I really hope you're proud of this song because you really, really should be I think this is one of your best.
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I'm literally tearing up at this comment! Thank you so so so much. X
9 likesaww no don't cry! honestly you're welcome this is so beautiful x
0 likesevery time i listen to this song i think of my best friend. before i met him, i was very unhappy. i hated my life and everyone i was 'friends' with. no one i knew made me happy. and now that i've found him, i'm getting better. he's probably the only person who makes me smile, even if we're not talking. he's one of the best people i've ever met.
0 likesThis song just played on a café, i stood up so fast my chair flew back.
0 likesin love with this song. You're so cute omg
0 likesDodie please release an original album of yours I'd sell my soul for it
0 likesafter bethans cover i had to go back to listen to your original version again bc it makes me feel something and that is just beautiful
18 likesi'm listening to this for the first time today and it was released on my 13th birthday
1 likeok I showed this song to my girlfriend and she said the lyric "I can finally see your as fucked up as me" was our actual relationship
1 likeUgh, it's one of those songs where your heart just drops after every line because of how relatable it is. I swear I've heard this 10000x but it still hurts. This and adored by him are the only songs that get me like this.
0 likesI loved him. I really did. They say I'm too young to fall in love, but I know what I felt. It may not have worked out in the end, but that's okay. Because now I have a best friend. I'm thankful for the experience that I had, and I'm glad that I didn't lose another soulmate just because it didn't go where I wanted it to
0 likesoh my god. my mouth was open the whole time and i started crying by the first chorus. this is absolutely beautiful and you've come such a long way from when i first subscribed.
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Ahh thank you so much x
31 likesI agree this song gave me chills and Dodie its been a pleasure to be here and see you grow as a musician and artist ah and you said you couldn't play guitar!!! âș
0 likesDon't you get scared of people stealing your originals?
3 likesthis is so beautiful,,
0 likesI love you Dodie!!
0 likestwo years ago today i was scrolling youtube, being bored until i saw this video.
0 likesive kept watching watching dodie ever since
my depression drove me and my best friend apart. we were so damn close and that all went down the drain. god I loved her so much
0 likesEverytime I hear this song I want to hug her
0 likesits so weird this song was years ago but it still makes me cry honestly i will never get bored of this song
0 likesAll of my life I haven't kept a friend I like for a while I always lose a friend a best friend or a crush in some kind of way, and I never have I got someone who can hold me and hug when am sad, so I could relate to this song
1 likethis song holds so much emotions & memories of my past i can't describe it all. when i went to washington, this helped me cure my homesickness. when i'm down, i go to this song. it is so true, & the vocals aren't perfect, but somehow imperfect vocals make something the most perfect thing in the world.
2 likesthank you dodie, for not letting me fall, & being there for me when i needed it the most, all those nights when i thought not a single person in the world cared about me anymore. when i was depressed past the point of no return, & i had this song to resort to. thank you.
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Now I'm entering a different era of mine.
0 likesDuring that time I've cried a lot. I've laughed a lot. Made friendships that I thought would last. I've connected with others and I have tried to get into a relationship more times that I care to remember.
I've had good times and bad times. The people I thought would stay in contact with me rarely ever talk to me. I thought I had finally made a lasting relationship with one person, but she eventually faded away like the others.
I get attached too easily, I'll admit that. I thought I made things that would last, but here I am.
Although this journey has hurt, I am determined. I used to let others get to me. I used to be vulnerable, an open book. And even though I still am an open book, I try not to let that be visible. I jump to conclusions too easily, and I see things that aren't actually there.
For my future self,
don't rely on others. you are your own self. although it's easier said than done. stick to yourself, and be kind. it may seem as if everyone is against you, but you just hold on to your singular value. following that will make you stronger, no matter how long it takes.
you'll need it :'^)
It's beautiful and I'm crying and I honestly truly have no idea when the last time was that a song made me cry this much before now.
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oh lovely lovely Morgan <3
8 likesdoes anybody react to doddie cursing like "omg the innocence is gone!"or is it just me(beautiful song by the wayđ)
1 likeMy best friend and I did this song with her best friend at a talent show. I self harm and she had anxiety. By the end we were both crying and most of the audience was in tears.
2 likesI remember first listening to this song and just smiling and smiling and thinking wow Dodie. Coming back and it has 2 million views. Wow Dodie. so proud rn
0 likesMy boyfriend broke up with me the other day and his sister is my best friend...I feel for this song so much because he wants to stay friends...he has know clue how much being around him every day hurts knowing I cant call him "Baby" or say "I love you" anymore...this song makes me feel so much better...thank you Dodie
2 likesI had heard this before just after this video was out. Today I discovered it again after another of my favorite artist made a cover of this song (Nataly Dawn). And I like both of them. And they have a very different sound, and this is clearly a "Dodie"-style.
0 likesA lil weird but I was at the dentist today with earphones in to distract myself from the drilling and this song came on and made me forget everything bc itâs just so beautiful.
0 likesThis song just came on a Spotify playlist I was listening to with some people who don't watch YouTube and I was like oh my god it's dodie! It was weird because it felt like it was like a friend I was super proud of who came on and I was like guys! Listen to this amazing person!
0 likesNew to dodie and she's amazing. Anyone know of any music I would like
0 likesThis was delightful to listen to <3
44 likesI love the diversity, the originals and all the amazing people on Youtube. My journey started with looking at pokémon imitations, ending up here. Now I've spent the entire evening watching Jon and dodie.
0 likesSo what this evening has brought me is pretty much an emotional roller coaster due to their amazing content. It is rare these days to encounter such honesty that is in their music, but also from all the fans in the comments.
Thank you all, it's been a lovely evening.
I listened to this song on repeat after breaking up with my girlfriend almost a year ago. It's a strange feeling to listen to a song that meant to much to you and understand all the emotion behind it, but not experience any of it anymore.
0 likesLovely song đ
0 likeswow this is amazing
0 likesThis was posted on my birthday last year and now it's almost my birthday again and I just started listening to you and this is honestly one of my favorite songs ever. Thanks for existing
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Mary Bay ! Oh well happy birthday!!
1 likeMary Bay ! Happy birthday đđđđđ
0 likesyou have the same birthday as my brother :^)
0 likesMary Bay ! Happy late birthday. :)
0 likesThank y'all đ
0 likesHappy Birthday a month later! :)
0 likeswe have the same birthday!
1 likeDamn listening back to this and I cry man ,I used to sing this about my ex and she left me so I kinda watch this and cry cause I thought I could have kept someone
0 likesShe has a beautiful voice
0 likesDodie we love you. So unspeakably much. I can't strain just how much we love you. We love you. We all. Love you. â€
0 likesThis song for me is about growing in a relationship and realizing the other person is too a human being
0 likesI think Bethan Leadley has a good voice but I have to admit I prefer your version (the original) better. Obviously you wrote it so it will be more suited to your voice, but also your voice is softer. It sounds more easy and natural. x
25 likesI'm playing this song over and over the past few days. I've had two guys in the last year profess their love for me and proceed to ignore me. Man, people suck sometimes. But songs like this make it easier to deal with sucky people :) thanks dodie
0 likesthis is such a beautiful song
0 likesThe sound makes me calm
4 likesThe lyrics make me sad
The connectivity makes me relieved
The memories make me mad
This whole song is just a theme park of emotions
I've never had a best friend, everyone always liked someone better than me. And after 15 years I'm still not used to it
1 likeDodie you are so incredibly talented! You've said a lot on doddlevloggle that you felt pressured to be this 'always happy, ukulele singing' girl and I'm so glad that you're posting what you want on this channel now!! I loved this so much Dodie <3 keep your head up ^_^
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^_^
45 likesDamnit, this just hit me at the end! :'(
0 likesthis still making me cry đ§đŒââïž
0 likesI love the song, the message, Iâm fucking crying
0 likeswow this song is so relatable I'm obsessed
0 likesWho else grabbed their guitar afterwards and started playing along?? I'm obsessed with this!
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+The Perks Of Being A Bookworm CHORDS PLEASE if ya figured them out!!!
3 likes+The Perks Of Being A Bookworm Could you tell me the chords please?
0 likesYes! I'd love the chords if you've deciphered them
0 likesFor the first part it is- G,A, Bm, F#m,G ~ "what the he'll would I be.."- Bm, F#m, D, G and the song just alternates between the first set of chords. I vary them so it fits the song a bit better
2 likes+The Perks Of Being A Bookworm she posted a tutorial on her second channel. those are not the chords but they still sound good o.o
2 likes+The Perks Of Being A Bookworm I grabbed my violin :D
0 likesHey, flower. I know you know I'm thinking about you all the time. These have been... The roughest 7 months of my life. When I got that call that you didnt pull through in the ambulance.. I broke. I shattered. I really did. You were everything I wanted. We were supposed to see the world together. I miss you so much. Thanks for showing me some good music though... Always on my mind.
2 likesthere is no limit to how much love you can give. you can be very loving all the time and itâs okay.
0 likeshow come i feel none?
This video remains one of the only ones that can bring me back to earth
0 likesBesides the fact that you can hear her fingers sliding on the strings, this is one bomb ass song.
1 like"dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and I sort of love him a lot" please be Jon Cozart <3
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Yes I ship
0 likesits to Sammy Paul
38 likeswoah it is? where do they say that?
0 likesIf you're talking about the Sammy sitch, they used to date. I think Dodie said it on Twitter. I read it an a sketchy article site once lol
5 likesWhen sammy tweeted about her ep, she thanked him for letting her write a song about hin
22 likesAt the intertwined release party she said it was about "dating a best friend but it not turning out right" or something along the lines. She dated Sammy, but it didn't work out so they broke up.
49 likesCheck the description for the sentence :)
0 likesAngela :3 thats what I was thinking
0 likesi am honestly bawling my eyes out
0 likesI CANNOT BELIEVE IT. I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR A YEAR NOW AND I FINALLY FOUND IT THROUGH HER VEVO. OHMYFOOK
0 likesI've had load of "friends" last a couple months , or at most two years - but never long term. I've never even had a best friend! I just want someone I can talk to in person , and spill my feelings to - without the fear of being judged. It's so hard to have no one to talk to , and I have to always be the strong one in the family. I have three younger siblings , and they turn one for advice , not the other way around! I wish I had a sort of mentor or true friend in my life :(
5 likesi get chills from the sheer vocals
0 likesGetting some Daughter feels from this. You need to totally bring out an ep. Beautiful music xx
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+Helen Anderson if you guys did a collab my life would be absolutely complete.
19 likesOh yesssss
0 likesHELEN đđđđ
0 likes+PinkDiamond7777777 I ruined it lol
0 likesThen click like, I shall. :)
0 likesI always come back to this, because it just means so so much to me.
0 likesthan you for this song I love it
1 likeI'm watching this in 2018 and it sounds so different from her actually produced one.
0 likesDear girlfriend,
11 likesI love you. I love you so much and I'm scared to feel like that. I scared of losing you. We've only been togther a couple of months but Jesus Christ you've helped me through so much. Thank you but I don't deserve it not from you or anyone else. I'm sorry I can't be 100% all the time and in sorry you've got dragged into that. I love you Mushroom and I hope I never lose you because I'm sick of losing soul mates x
I get so mad when I JUST discover masterpieces like this and they've been out for months.
7 likesBetter late than never. Wonderful job Dodie!
i miss my friend so much. you spread advice, kind words and what i need to hear. when we get to see each other, we tend to sit and listen to you over and over. dorothy miranda clark, you are absolutely the best singer I have ever heard.
0 likesI could listen to this song for years
0 likesI just got dumped. Im highly depressed. I've had this on replay for 5 hours now. Not getting old at all. Thanks for helping me through this dodie
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Poor you. Eat some ice cream. Xx
0 likescurrently going though a break up and i just .. idk .. i just wanna say thank you, dodie .. thank you for always being there
0 likesDODIE MAKE A GUITAR TUTORIAL ASAP PLS
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PLEASE DODIE PLEASE THIS NEED TO HAPPEN
6 likesi can't even play guitar. but still... MAKE A TUTORIAL PLEASE!!!
9 likesyes
2 likesYES
1 like+Christina Woo I doubt that's gonna happen anytime soon unless it's "How to Fake That You Know How to Play Guitar" because she always denies that she can play guitar
1 likeNow.
0 likesThere's one on YouTube already!! It's u fortunately not Dodie but it's accurate af like
0 likes+owenwillnevershutup It's on her second channel.
0 likesFodor released one on her second channel
0 likes+sunnyokapi Well she made one lmao
0 likes@Shaddic DÂ So I've heard
0 likes+Christina Woo
3 likesOr like an Ukulele one because I love it sooo much ^^
This song makes me so happy
0 likesThis song reminds me of my now deceased best friend.. honestly he was my big brother and I felt so safe with him.. just a couple words to calm me down from panic attacks and two arms to wrap around me when I broke down.. now I feel so alone.. I have no one.. I miss him so much... there's not a day that I go on not thinking about him... yeah.. Dodie is right.. I'm sick of losing soul mates...
2 likesCan you please give the chords for a ukelele?? It's such a great song and i would love to learn it
0 likesWhy can't I stop listening to this song? Does anybody else feels the same way?
0 likesIt is just so amazing, truly love it
Beautiful đđ
0 likesI just had to break up with the love of my life. I loved him, he was the one, the only person I'd ever truly loved... but he was 3 1/2 thousand miles away. This song has always been a good tune, a nice song to listen to, maybe a little sad... but now it means something to me. An emotion I'd wished I would never feel.
0 likesIt's been years and this song still fucks me up
3 likesThis song hits me. I can't listen to it without thinking about my ex best friend and others that have left me. Your voice is so calming and beautiful and I love it. Thank you for making such a beautiful song.
0 likesthat little "yeah" at the end was the saddest thing ever omg
34 likesi love you dodes <3
0 likeswatching this after my absolute best friend of 9 years and girlfriend for 8 months just broke up with me.
0 likesim sobbing, but im letting myself feel it. i now know what you felt. thank you dodie. so much. xx
Yo I'm rarely totaly impressed and simply speechless about the talent of people, I really acknowledge there talent but it takes a lot for me to sit there with a dropped jaw and you just simply blew me away, this went straight from my ears through my heart into my soul!!! Keep on doing what you do, and bet you have another fan right here!
0 likesDouse anyone else just loooove listening to her at night when you half asleep, itâs honestly the best thing
0 likeseverything about this is absolutely beautiful.
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isn't it!!
2 likes+Rachel Hughes (Killjoy) hello :-)
0 likesCan anyone tell me the font used in the video? Beautiful song btw, I've been listening to it for the last few days on repeat
1 likehey, so called.. destined soulmate.
12 likesi really hope i meet you soon. things are.. getting hard to cope with and i really need something to distract me.
love you.
bye.
Hey!! I'm doing this as a piano cover and singing for GCSE music solo performance. Thank you for being really inspirational and an amazing musician. If I can be a half as good you I'll be ecstatic xx đđ
0 likesI need someone like her in my life.
0 likesI love that this isn't romantic love, and finally someone has acknowledged the fact that even a platonic friend can be your soulmate
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:)!!!
8 likes@doddleoddle this song + you replying to me, my day has been made :)
0 likesTHIS IS FUCKING BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE YOU
0 likesi have been watching dodge non-stop and at this point I'm just crying
0 likesthis is beautiful
0 likesI had a person tied to this song. Every time we heard the song we thought of each other. But now it's over. And now this song is bittersweet and I'm crying right now. This song has many nice memories with it but it sucks because now to her, I taste of nothing at all.
0 likesThis song deserves the million views and more
15 likesI'm really hurting rn I've listened to this song on repeat and am just crying
0 likesI'VE FINALLY FOUND THE ORIGINAL VIDEO FOR THIS SONG.
1 likeThis song really hits me. My best friend left me after almost three years. We were the closest. Luckily, I have found someone better. His name is Evan, and he is my whole life. And if everything falls apart again, I can always count on the friends that have watched me cry and held me since elementary. Thank you for the song, past Dodie.
0 likesI know that this wasn't recorded in your flat, but lemme just say. I am so jealous of your neighbors....
1 likeRight now I can't think of anyone in my life who I'd relate this song too.. but there are so many people who it would be so painful to lose and that alone makes me emotional while listening to this.
0 likesI love dodie's voice, it has the ability to be so friken soft and lovely to listen to, despite having lyrics that make us cry
0 likesI can't stop listening to your voice, kill me or answear me girl.
0 likeswow i haven't listened to the original in so long. i've listens to the professional recording so many times since it came out and i missed this raw version
0 likesi used to listen to thing song everyday for like 2 months after it came out and i finally came back omg i forgot how much i love dodie
10 likesI have a very specific person in mind listening to this... <3
0 likesThis song is both absolutely lovely and deep
0 likesdamn you can see how sad dodie is and how much these lyrics really pertain to her
0 likesAmazing one .. 200 time loop!!!!!!
0 likesCan't tell if this or "She" makes me more emotional
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0 likessame.
0 likessame
0 likesi think this is my favourite song of dodie.
0 likesIV BEEN LOOKING FOR THIS SONG FOR SO LONG AND I NEVER KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DID IT GODS I LIKE YOU
0 likesIs there anyone else who still thinks this version of the song is a lot more emotional?
1 likethis song is every fibre of my being ever
0 likesThis is one of the most beautiful songs I've heard in so long, oh my god.
15 likesI imagined Dan writing this for Phil. Now i can't stop crying.
1 likei love this song so much...
0 likesI know she explained the meaning of this song to her, but I've just now started connecting this song to my relationship with my parents and my fear of them rejecting me just because of my identities. Some of the lyrics don't quite fit, but most of them do. That's just how I feel right now about this song.
0 likesI'm absolutely obsessed with this song. (And Dodie)
0 likesYou have such a simple, beautiful voice, I could listen to it like a lullaby. So jealous of your talent.
11 likesi always like these video versions than the mv one
0 likesYouâre so good I hate you. I love you actually. Your definitely the real deal.
0 likesTengo Ășnicamente menos de 40 horas de conocerte. Y puedo decirte que estoy completamente en amorata de tu voz y de quiĂ©n eres.
0 likesI love you, from Mexico. You're fabulous, keep growing. This is, literally, the best YouTube Chanel ever. This is like, when you feel a connection with someone. You got it. Xoxoâ€ïžâš
That smile right before the bridge is the most perfect and innocent thing I've ever seen and the world doesn't deserve her
0 likesVery impressive. Atmospheric, very lovely. There's conviction in your voice...Bravo.
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+Fernando Herrera look at the description, she wrote it for a best friend that she is in love with, that makes it even more beautiful ;_;
2 likesDodie calms my anxiety so much
0 likesits funny how i listened to this song back then thinking i couldnt relate to the lyrics. Now im sitting here crying , realising how i tried to forget all the people who left.
0 likesI'm rewatching dodie's videos and I think that I like this video more than the one on the ep just because it's more real. I still love the ep also it's been 2 years since this wtf
0 likesi cant listen to this song, i love it so much but it breaks me down to nothing
0 likesstill my favorite version
148 likesI can send any of your songs to my girlfriend and she'd cry. She is in love with your music and what you've done for us.
0 likesShe - Sent to her to tell her I liked her
Would you be so kind - The day I asked her to be my girlfriend
Absolutely smitten - on our first date
This song - Soon xxx
Sweetheart could you add a chords for that song? I want to learn it! <3 <3
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She made a tutorial! It's on her other channel, doddlevloggle.
0 likesOMG! Thank u sooooo much! :D
1 likeYou're welcome! :)
0 likesThis is so beautiful but it makes me cry, hits home too much.
0 likesBeautiful, beautiful, beautiful song.
0 likes<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
incredible as usual - honestly blown away every time you post a song (original or a cover tbh) <3
7 likesthis is beautiful and the lyrics are just 'wow'!!
Dear the girl who hurt me,
3 likesMy mind tells me to come back to you. It tells me to keep following after you until you take me back. But inside, I know thatâs not good. I know that you were bad.
You were like a drug. Looked good on the tin, but fucked me up more than I can remember. I was young, stupid, lost, looking for someone to love. You were ready to play anyone who came into your life, and when I did, you went with it.
I still know youâre bad now. Even when I used to miss you the months after everything happened. I knew what you did was fucked up, and you put me through shit that no one should take kindly at twelve. But I did. Because I knew no better. I didnât know that the hitting and the shouting shouldnât have been normal. But I knew no better.
Iâd like you to know that I feel safer now. That youâre fucking over and using another girl for your own pleasure. I have friends who love me. They love me like you pretended to. You pretended to love me and told me every day that you adored me, and how special I was. And then you would hurt me. Blame it all on me. When you would hurt me hour after hour. Whether it was physical or mental. Everything hurt.
And when you did the things I wasnât comfortable with, I started working out that you werenât good for me. You were a drug. You were always a goddamn drug.Â
Iâm happy to go into town with these people now. I was never with you. I didnât trust you.Â
I donât think I ever actually I trusted. It was my mind telling me to.Â
My mind tells me to come back to you. But I know that I just have to keep running.
From the person who used to love you.
I found my soulmate. I feel like Iâve known him forever. I know weâre young, but we see a future with each other. We talk about living together one day, having kids, just being happy together. I didnât think it was possible to love someone this much.
0 likesI want to be with him for the rest of my life.
this song has been my daily addiction
0 likesDodie, you deserve WAY more subscribers, your songs are FRIGGING MAGICAL and they are the most relatable songs I've ever heard.
0 likesthis song makes me absolutely sob, i always think about my boyfriend and i breaking up when i hear this and that scares me so much, i know that's cringe but the feels this song gives me
0 likesI sang Human for him before I sang this. I sang She for her before I sang this. And I sang every love song Dodie has ever written to you before I started singing this.
1 likeIf I could sing well, I would sing this to my girlfriend.
0 likesman I love this song
0 likesLiterally went STRAIGHT through me holy crap Dodie, this is BEAUTIFUL.
6 likesWow, seeing all the comments about everyone "having someone in their mind when they hear this" make me feel even more alone in the world. It's kinda hard to keep or even lose a soulmate when you basically don't have friends to begin with.
0 likesi love this girl. shes awesome really. but im too scared to say what i feel about her. i love with all my heart. before i liked her, i had crushes and all of them rejected me. some even liked me but then lost the spark bc they saw me as a brother. but this girl i love her and im sick of losing a soulmate. im scared to tell her but i dont want her to leave me. shes my bestest friend and i am scared that i tell her our friendship will go. dodie thanks for making this song bc it really touched my heart. this comment idk if it has anything to do with the song. i just wanted to rant over here. if the girl i love is over here, i love you. i love you with all my heart and im scared of saying it. i hope we could be together. sorry guys who are reading this. bye for now
1 likeI know you probably get 1000's of people saying how great you are at writing, playing and sing songs but I just want to say you are a person that I look up to and you have inspired me in more way's that one. I just wanted to say thank you, it means a lot.
1 likeone of dodie's best songs written to date, absolutely flawless in every way, crafted to perfection
0 likesI adore you. From the happy, breezy doddleoddle exterior to the gritty melancholy doddlevloggle personality, I think you're amazing~
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5 likesI will never not feel a rush of intense emotion while listening to this song
1 likeI just had a very long conversation with my friend about the suicide of my first love. She was everything to me. She was the one thing that got me through bad days.
0 likesThere's nothing in this world that can bring me the happiness she did. She got me to sleep on nights that were a lost cause. She got me to calm down during the worst moments of panic.
Danie,
I know you can't see this and never will. But I love you. You were everything to me. Goodnight darling
this song is such a fuckingh bop it hits me so hard i love w all my heart
0 likesDodie seems so upset in this video. I love her so much I can't watch her playing. I can only listen.
0 likesIt's just really intense for me to hear this song done so professionally because Sick of Losing Soulmates is my favorite song. It hits so close to home and I have listened to it countless times on repeat as I fall asleep, I literally did that last night. This song calms me down when I am stressed or angry it makes me feel at peace and I love it all together. The personal meaning behind the song is very strong and just to hear it done as it is in your EP is incredible.
12 likesYour music needs to be heard in ALL the world
0 likesThe person who introduced me to your songs, especially this song, drifted away from me around one year ago.
0 likesWe could always see I was as fucked as me. Well, all the days spent together were small wins in themselves.
And I'm sick of losing soulmates, I've said that before, but what's one more?
y'all listen to this in order:
0 likesabsolutely smitten
adored by him
pas de deux
one for the road
and this song
trust me, you'll get the chills.
I really want Thomas Sanders, PAINT, Cavetown, and Dodie to do a song together. it would be magical!
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Well she won't be doing anything with PAINT anytime soon
0 likes"written after a conversation that went on until the early hours of the morning
15 likesdedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot"
GO
FOR
IT
OH MY GOD YOU'RE JUST ADORABLE
idk why idk why idk why but i teared a little while singing along. dodie, this is such a good song đ
0 likesNow you listen here. I'm gonna listen to this song, but if it makes me tear up and make me reflect on the hardships and ironic heartbreak that is to love someone else I'll be so upset.
1 like----------------
WhatdidIjustfuckingsay
Just wanted to know if this song is copyrighted as i was hoping to make a lyric video for it?
0 likeslove you Dodie!
Verses: 5,7,2,3
3 likesPre-chorus: 7,5,9,2,3
Chorus: 2,3,5,7,6,1,5
Bridge:5,7,2,3
I keep getting flashbacks to listening to this when you first uploaded it and at the time I'd thought I'd lost all my friends over something stupid. Now I'm closer than ever to them but I'm still crying listening to this because it put into words how I was feeling and listening to it as I sobbed under my duvet in my dark bedroom at midnight made me realise I wasn't alone. Thank you so much Dodes, thank you for holding my hand in the dark đ
15 likesI am currently going through a lot including a bad break up and am relating to a lot of your music
0 likesI was with this girl about 2 years ago and it was great. It didn't last. But when we met up again a couple of months ago, I realized how similar we are. We both had the same new favorite song. Both finished each other's thoughts and sentences. She's now with someone else.
0 likesIt sucks, but it's the way you react to these things is what makes you grow as a person.
I remember when this CAME out... love ya
0 likesthis speaks to me because i for the life of me cant keep a close friend. it never lasts for more than around two years.
0 likesI swear to God Dodes, you're breaking me one song at a time. The words in all your original songs are just so...urgh, relatable and beautiful. <3
6 likesthis song is so stinkin beautiful
0 likesI remember writing a monologue inspired by this song for drama class
0 likesThis explains me and my girlfriend perfectly
1 likeIt is so ironically that the whole song just reflects the most precious and actually cruelest friendship i'd ever had. It is so hard to listen to this song without starting to cry. The feeling one have for not just a common friend but for a lover, a soulmate, dodie just hits me with every word of her song..
0 likesReminds me of me and my best friend. We are soulmates, but I can't be what she wants... I can't give her all of me... and it sort of breaks my heart to think of how much I am hurting her. I'm sorry Dodie, we don't mean to hurt you. I'm sorry.
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it's ok
1 likeKiz zie Same here
0 likesi learned in my life that we can't satisfy everyone and we shouldn't be spending more time than necessary trying to do so :)
1 likeI'm sure your friend loves you just the way you are
We have the same picture so your comment threw me off at first! Never seen anyone else have it... but otherwise, thank you for the comment. Very true and a lesson I've learned in recent years.
1 like+Kiz zie
0 likeslol :p
you're welcome <3
To my best friend that I managed to lose twice
0 likeswherever you are, whatever you're doing, I hope it's what you want. I hope you become a singer, I hope you write a song about that guy we both hate, I hope you find someone that loves you the way you need to be loved. I hope you know I loved you even if I didn't do it right
I really want Ed Sheeran to do a cover of this
0 likesMy best friend of 12 years broke up with me last year when I first heard this song and christ! Did it speak the hurt I felt.
0 likesListening to this right now and the feeling of relating hasn't been as brutal ever. Losing friends truly sucks đâ€ïž
0 likesFirst watches
25 likesMe: Wow, that hit me.
Watches again
Me: Gets a bit emotional.
I'm not the only one who reacted like that right?
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no I did the same
0 likesit doesn't matter how many times i watch this video i cry every time
0 likesgod, you're beautiful dodie
0 likesYou
0 likesare
so amazing
I am truly loving this song. My daughter just told me about you. She is learning two of your songs now to try and sing for the first time in front of people. Now i know why she has picked you. Very nice. (this is not one of the songs she is learning by the way, but they led me to this one)
0 likesI can honestly say I've never, in my entire life listened to a song that made me cry, and right before I was about to conclude that I was an emotionless boulder...you cracked me and made me realize that I'm not just a boulder...I'm a rock. Wow that's a beautiful song Dodie <3
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:o x
4 likesThere could never be a song as painfully relatable as this one
0 likesi love this song
0 likesYou can't help but love Dodie.
0 likesthere is no time that when i listen to this that i don't cry
0 likesThe feels are real af right now <3
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12 likesgoing on a bit of a dodie marathon cause all the terror attacks at the moment in the uk + personal stuff are stressing me out like shit
1 likeim so glad i found dodie
1 likeA soulmate huh, I have one person in mind when I think of soulmates, anyone else fanboy/girl over someone from just seeing or thinking about them? Get shivers all that?
0 likesthis girl, her and i were so close and we thought the same, but she left when i really needed her. i miss her.
1 likeHad to log in to thumb it up. Haha. This was damn good! :)
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Dedication! Thank you! :D
79 likes+doddleoddle Your song is so beautiful and relatable:)
0 likesfeeling stressed so obvs i'm listening to a dodie playlist
0 likeswow the harmony i can't even đŒ
0 likeshands down best song dodie has ever written
2 likesdamn it dodie - stop it with you and all your talent itâs exasperating
0 likesOH OH OH just the title sounds beautiful snuggles down to listen intently :)
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+David Hicks fuck. yeah. I was right.
11 likes+David Hicks haha nice reply
1 like+David Hicks glad to see you listen to dodie and you find her as insanely good as I do David haha
0 likesoh hi there Tasha :'). Totally not a massive fanboy over here nope..
0 likes+David Hicks paha we are all in the same boat
0 likesshe defintily reminds me of the mum in "how i met your mother"
0 likeswhat do you think?
One day youâre gonna leave me. Itâs hard to find a soulmate that is not romantic. Hard to find someone in your life that as soon as you meet you know them. I know you, I know you, I know you. But one day something is gonna crack and youâre gonna leave. I know
1 likeHonestly what the hell would I be without you Dodie
0 likesI'm not usually a fan of guitar, but as soon as Dodie touches the chords, I'm in love.
0 likesDodie Clark, your soul is golden
12 likesWhy are your songs so beautiful? I think I relate to these despite only being on this earth for 14 years? I cried.
0 likesItâs not romantic- but I love my best friend. I love him so much. Anything they do makes me feel overwhelming emotions, mostly happiness. They are my life, my love, my world. I would give up the world for them. As much as this sounds like a romantic proposal of love- itâs not- we are, by no means, each otherâs type. Weâre often mistaken as a gay couple, so much weâve stopped caring. Thatâs just fine by me. I absolutely adore him and everything he is.
2 likesThank you for being in my life.
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Thats awesome dude, its wonderful you have such a wonderful relationship with a friend
0 likesThis song still randomly gets stuck in my head almost daily, but thatâs just fine :)
0 likeswelp, time to listen to this song nonstop crying 24/7
0 likesVery rarely does a song make me cry like this. Beautiful Dodie.
7 likesThe clap at the beginning is in time with the John Cena theme tune haha
1 likei love your songs
0 likesHOW DOES SHE PICK THE GUITAR LIKE THAT
0 likesOne day you're watching fruits basket with her the next you're alone in the dark
0 likesThe way Dodie swears so beautifully makes me want to hear her swear in every song she sings
7 likesI've moved around a lot in my life, so i'm used to friendships lasting only like two years. I'm sick of losing soulmates now and trying really hard to have long lasting friends.
0 likesWow, at this rate I'm going to lose my best friend, the best person in the world....nothing going to prepare me for that
0 likesThis song is beautiful to me cause I've been hurt to the point to where I stopped loving it's just emptiness I have one friend who truly gets me the rest are just people who think they know me I'm not going to say what happened in my past because I hate everything about my past I hated what I was I always thought I was fixing what was broken through my life choices which I'm not going to say it was nothing good but this song it just reminded me what it was like to love someone and that's what music should be
0 likesi am so obsessed with this song
0 likesI have an idea! Dodie has a contest where viewers enter an original song and a backstory of why they wrote it. winner(s) get to cover it with dodie?!?
10 likesGod this makes me think so much and it makes me cry wow
0 likesThis song reminds me so much of my crush. He knows I like him. He's fine with it. Yesterday he called me cute but had to friendzone me because of his current clingy girlfriend. Now everytime we look at each other we smile. But he smiles the way he's never before. My friends think that he truly likes me. And somehow, I agree...
0 likesHonestly this is super good
0 likesi love this
0 likesThis is so magical. You are so magical.
12 likesI cry every night because sometimes my dad tells me stuff that really hurts my feelings,
1 likeexample "Why are you so sensitive?" "Stop being a child"
after I find out that he slept, I go to my laptop and listen to songs like this.
Like songs like Down, She and this song and other songs of Conan Gray
Yes I cry with this song but it helps me to relax too.
THank you DoDiE so much for being there when I'm down.
THank God you exist. :'D
itâs been three years and i still miss him.
1 likeI've been revisiting this song so much lately and i couldn't quite figure it why until I really spent time with the lyrics and... ouch. Just ouch.
0 likesI RELATE TO THIS SO MUCH OMFG IM ACTUALLY CRYING THIS IS BEAUTIFUL AND SO SAD COS I CAN RELATE AAAAAGGHHH
0 likesevery time i listen to this song it constantly reminds me of this boy i used to talk to, we would texted for hours, be on the phone for hours and in person we were almost inseparable. and i was full blown falling for this boy and for me confrontation was something extremely difficult, but I felt as if he meant this much to me so I told him how I felt in person, and all he said me was that he only sees me as his best friend and i remember crying for hours that night. and he decided to never talk to me after that. im still a little fucked up from that. sometimes i wonder if he still thinks of me
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I had something similar happen to me once too.
0 likesthe same thing happened to me. a whole year since and i'm still shaky when i think about him.
0 likesKayla Nguyen Thats exactly what happened to me, except he told me he liked me and then stopped talking to me and started dating someone...
0 likesKayla Nguyen that's exactly what happened to me and it's awful. it's been 6 months and i'm still not over it
0 likesPuny God if im going to be honest, most likely. I completely understand how she must be feeling yet I completely understand what you did because you wanted to preserve your friendship. try talking to her okay, make her understand what your stance is, and if you really think you should wait then your friend should respect that, you know? she probably feels horrible because she expected you to return the way she felt. all i can really say if that, you're hell of a lot better then the guy that I was talking to, at least you didn't ignore her and act as if the relationship you built up was nothing. i hope everything goes well!!
4 likesomg this in the description :written after a conversation that went on until the early hours of the morning
0 likesdedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot
This still gets too me. Gotta hate those feels you know?
0 likesjust amazing
0 likesToday my cat died and I've been crying for hours. This song calmed me. Thank you.
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chats with kat sry for your lost kat. hope you recover well with a more beautiful cat :)
0 likesthank you for your kind words <3
0 likesThis is my fav thing you've written. It's lovely.
7 likesIâm sat in the dark with this strange sort of emptiness surrounding me. Itâs funny how emptiness can surround you and be inside of you and be your entire being at the same time. I just keep crying and crying but all I can think is- at least I can finally feel something instead of utter numbness
0 likesi'm crying and it feels good
0 likesTHIS IS PERFECT FOR MY DAILY 3 AM CRY!
0 likesdon't ask...
literally all i can think of is the doctor and bill potts. they've both lost so much and after finding each other when they didn't realise they needed each other.. oh god i'm crying
1 likeDamn this song is absolutely everything to me
12 likesThis song means so much to me.
1 likemy all time favourite song of yours
0 likesso beautifull
1 likeNĂŁo canso dessa mĂșsica
0 likesSo, I cant remember how in the world I came across you, but I think I'm in love. Ive been watching your videos for about an hour now. 10/10
6 likesI now have a permanent ridge in my finger after playing this on my guitar so Many times!
0 likesI may or may not be leaning my phone on it to type this...
I now have a permanent ridge in my finger after playing this on my guitar so Many times!
0 likesI may or may not be leaning my phone on it to type this...
this still hits just as hard
0 likesMy ex showed me this song before we broke up, after I decided to learn guitar and this was the first song I learned...
0 likesI sing very similarly to you and honestly seeing you so successful makes me feel so much better, thank you for being an amazing musician.
7 likesmy girlfriend and i (i'm also a girl) heard that song while we were kissing us the first time. This song makes me so emotional and happy although its a sad song, but with this song my life became much better that before. I connect it with this beautiful memory.
2 likesMy girl made me so happy and i'm finally truly happy. I suffer from depression 5 years and this girl helped me out of so much.
Thank you dodie for creating love in form of songs on your Channel. Bless your Soul â€â€ i love you
i'll never recover from "we've promised that before/ so what's one more/ in our gray-haired circle waiting for the end"
0 likesBeautiful
0 likesBeautiful
0 likesYES LOVE THIS ITS AMAZING (well of course It's Dodie)
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I'm so early yay
0 likeshearing this at this time makes me think of the guy I had feelings for and still do have feelings for. The guy I thought I liked, aka L blamed something on the guy I like, aka T and and Iâm just now finding out T has liked me this entire time but never said anything and covered up feelings for me by saying he liked another girl... Iâve only now found this out and it all happened 4/5 weeks ago. Iâm scared Iâve lost my chance because I really do like T.
0 likesSorry, pointless ramble. But idk.. I love this song so much â€ïžđđ and I love dodie lots too
dear moon,
0 likesthis is from that young girl with anxiety and repressed feelings, the one you let enter your life. sweet texts and heartfelt memes lighting up my world for a short lived time, but certainly a joyous one. but i was bad. i made mistakes in how i treated you. i know i was too dependant on your love. and that was why we had to end things.
this is from the strong woman i am now. you're like a brother to me, and my heart no longer races like crazy when you're near me. however, i am so grateful for the time i had with you. and i am beyond thankful for your continued presence in my life. thank you.
A friend of mine was moving and another one of my friends and I started crying. I was crying for a different reason than her. I remembered that I have to say bye to all my friends and I don't want to. I got attached to all of them. I'm sick of losing soul mates.
0 likesPs: another friend made It worse by calling everone family.
This just really makes me think how I will never have a chance with my crush
0 likesi've been avoiding this song for months because i thought i'd cry if i heard it
9 likesand now i just heard it for the first time and i'm a fucking emotional ball of sadness and heartbreak
Her fingers slipping on guitar strings, and her voice I canât. Iâm bawling and I donât even know why. Help.
0 likesI just had a memory of me playing and singing this in my room and crying cause I had recently had a huge argument with one of my friends who, at the time, i was sure would be my best friend forever. spoiler alert: that wasn't true, I don't really talk to her that much anymore. Oh angsty 14 year me crying over a little argument she had with a friend.
0 likesThis song was posted on the day my best friend passed away due to cancer, I strongly believe it was created for her. I remember the day after, I sat in my bedroom with this song playing as loud as it could possibly get, on a loop for hours and hours. It means so much to me and I just wanted to come back to the comment section to say thank you for creating this song, I couldn't thank you before. x
0 likesover the course of high school, i lost my best and closest friend. she was grieving because she had lost her mother in our sophomore year, but no matter what i tried -- giving her space, being there for her, inviting her out, leaving her alone, suggesting therapy -- she just.. didn't want to be around me anymore. my senior year was spent in tears, grieving and crying for our lost friendship. to this day, i blame myself for the way things turned out. there could have been something else i could have done, or not done. but i lost my platonic soulmate. i don't know if i miss her anymore.
1 likeOk song is over, there we go. And now to pick up the pieces of my shattered glass case of emotion. And my heart. Because like motherducking sorcery you made water explode from my face.
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Omg lol sorry
18 likes+doddleoddle perfectly alright. Haven't had a good manly cry in...ever. So this was a welcome change. Thanks for replying!
4 likesCan't stop listening to this.
0 likesi always come back to this song
0 likeseven though i know you will never ever like me back, thank you for giving me second chances you make me feel wanted. :)
2 likesSo in love I think I might cry
0 likesnow i want to tattoo this on my forehead thanks
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same XD lol
1 likesame
0 likesDodie: claps
4 likesMe: M e m e R e v i e w
I always go for the guys the opposite of him. I first liked him when I was 10 (he was 11), we met at a friends party, and he was also closer to my sibling because they were in the same class but we always got on well. I liked him on and off for the next 6 years and we always seemed to catch eachother at the wrong time, (I was usually chasing another guy). But recently he has been helping me so much with my depression and anxiety and helps me so much and he makes everything brighter, he always has. Yesterday I got asked out by a lad I thought I liked but it just felt wrong, I told my friend and then it hit me that I liked him. I cancelled that date and told my best friend that I liked him and she had apparently known since September but wanted me to figure it out.
0 likesHe now has a girlfriend and seems happy I guess, I'm glad he has someone but I feel like I've lost him.
Any advice? â€
Learn from my mistakes and be open with people and your feelings towards them before you lose them.
I have replayed this at least 30 times
0 likesMy goal in life: To be able to make someone feel like this- but we will win
0 likesI wish your music was on Spotify and Apple Music đ
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AYE NOW IT IS SO đđđ
0 likesI've been fortunate. I've known two guys for about twelve years. One is an ass, and hard to deal with, but the other is chill. Their both family though. You don't just lose contact with family.
0 likesOh crap this just hit me hard all aboard the feel train
0 likesOnly Dodie can make the word "fuck" sound so beautiful
1 likeyou voice is fuckin' gorgeous
0 likesI LEARNED THE CHORDS OMGGGGG
0 likesPerson: 'what is your favorite song?'
0 likesMe: 'Dodie Clark'
Person: 'is that a song?'
Me: 'No, she's basically an album full of songs.'
I can relate because my BEST friends went to a small elementary school before middle school and we met the first year of middle school and the older/smaller school got rebuilt and now they are being taken away from me and let me tell you, these are the best humans I've ever met in my 13 years of life and now they are leaving to this school and we all cried on the last day of schoolđ
1 likeHiiii excellent song
1 likeHow do u record voice and guitar?
love this! Really into the interesting accidentals bit
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Thank you!
12 likesThe community she has made by showing us this side of herself is beautiful to watch grow and develop as she goes through her problems and so we can watch and guide our future paths to not make some of the same mistakes. Thank you dodie Clark so much
0 likesI thought she was about to sing âIâm strumming on the corner about to catch the last train homeâ đ
0 likesThank you. Just thank you. <3
0 likesHI Dodie! i know you probably won't see this but i just wanted to tell you that i love your music and i am so happy you came out with an EP i have been waiting for it for so long. Your music had made me feel a lot better during hard time in my life and make me want to be a better musician. Just wanted to say Thank you for everything you have done without really knowing.
0 likes-Rayne :)
This would make a good "Life Is Strange" song. :D
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how about you stop giving me feelings plz thnxs
10 likesYeassssss
1 likeYAASSS
0 likesOMG YAS!!!!! I LOVE LIFE IS STRANGE TOOOOOO MUCH!
0 likesPs: I think She would fit even better! It Could be about Chloe and Max of course!!! ^-^ so cute
Yess that'd be greAT
0 likesyesss
0 likesperfect for the sacrifice chloe ending ahh
5 likesI love this song and the video to this
0 likesWe covered this song on our channel but honestly Dodie is everything, this song gives me shivers.
0 likesMy friend sung this at our talent show
0 likesThis used to be my song with someone and now I hear it completely differently. At the time I was a broken teen leaning on someone who had managed to patch themselves back together and they were helping and loving me. Now I see a broken teen who leaned on someone who looked put together but they were an adult seeking a child (19 and 14) Now Iâm keeping a brave face and pretending what happened didnât fuck me up when he didnât âtake no for an answerâ. It sounds so different through this lens. Itâs more damaged and painful than it ever was before and yeah. Thank you dodie for being the soundtrack of such a beautiful tragedy.
0 likesReally needed this song right now Dodie, got some issues going on with my best friend who I never want to lose...Rachael, if you somehow read this, I'm sorry...
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+TheLinker I'm not really sure why but this just made my eyes water. I really hope your situation with Rachael gets better.
7 likesi hope you have a lovely day
0 likesIT WILL BE FIXED
2 likesdon't lose it! x
@Abi Davis-Fletcher Thank you c:
1 like@Marleen WÂ I hope you do too ^3^
@doddleoddle I sure hope it will be <3
I hope I can come back with some good news soon
This song has some serious Daughter vibes.
1 likeHope you donât mind, but I covered this on my channel. Love youuu!
0 likesIâm a 44 year old scouser fella. StraightâŠnot that it matters. love music but I just love you. You have something Dodie I canât describe. This song!!! Itâs just perfect. But every song though. You make my life better and if we ever meet I will thank you x
0 likes2013, wowza. I still come back and re-watch my "Liked videos" every now and again, I deliberately only give likes to very few, so when I look back I have time to see them all. This is still one of my favourite ones. It's by no means your best ever video but for 4 years ago, it's pretty darn good.
0 likesVery first friend I ever got in my life. 4th grade. She's been there for me for so long. We thought of eachother as sisters, shared silly and dumb things, and I lost her. 11th grade. Used to be a strong and confident woman, til her boyfriend ruined her badly she cut and almost killed herself⊠I gave her a boyfriend a chance as friends, and in the end, he likes me, he kisses me, I feel guilty so I try my best not to hurt him, but when I feel so guilty tryna help him sort out his relationship with my friend, I try asking him to tell her the truth, he doesn't, so I do. He later turns the tables, and somehow, she stopped talking to me. Hes said so many things to me, and I did what I thought was right enough⊠He was forgiven and I was tossed away. A guy you've known for a year vs a close friend, family that you'd known for over 7 years⊠Hurts like hell. To top it off, my boyfriend broke up with me 2 days later due to struggles of putting up with me and being so busy, but he still tried to support me after losing my friend. After some serious events to do with me⊠he said he wanted to be with me again, I told him he shouldn't if it's cause he worries, cause it's his choice, he shouldn't feel forced into a relationship. From what it seems, everyone leaves. No one ever stays. We all die alone in the end⊠Marriages never last, people are becoming less stable to handle themselves or relationships, becoming toxic or being controlled by toxicity. christ⊠This world ain't getting any better. Each generation is getting worse is feels like. Idek if having kids someday is what I want. I've been depressed since 6th grade from what I can remember, but most likely far longer. I'd hate to think the next generation could be far worse. May not be the best idea to have kids honestly. Society's fucked up man:(
2 likesLater on after this, its been getting worse. I feel as if I'm pushing people away. My boyfriend can't handle my stress, cause for the past 2 months, I've just been so goddamn emotional, and I feel like it's toxic, because I feel like I'm so needy for attention, affection, and support that I'm lacking, since no one is sticking around. God, no one is perfect. We try to be the best we can be, and we don't intend to be bad people sometimes. Mistakes are human, and god, we're trying our best to fix our life. :(
I'm using this song for my talent show (changing the cuss words) thanks
0 likesbroke up with my soulmate recently because of distance and it feels like we arent even best friends anymore
0 likesill always love her no matter what
I love you dodie
0 likesThe "Iâm sick of losing soul mates" verse chorus whatever is my absolute fave. So gorgeous.
4 likesI hope you're okay dear, don't push yourself too much! Don't forget to rest if you feel that everything's too much to handle TT TT We're always here to support you!
0 likesCause I'm sick of losing soul mates <3
0 likesyou sounded really sad-
0 likesbut its still beautiful like
I can finally see your as fucked up as me. My favourite line ever
0 likesI really want her to do a duet with Daithi De Nogla.
0 likesYESSS i love this version but
0 likesDodie <3
0 likesDude this is great you and crywank should colab on some music
0 likesmy gosh,
8 likesyou are so so brilliant...
thank you for these words
crying and it sure feels good
0 likesthis is making me... feel things
0 likessuch bittersweet memories. i miss her but god i wish i didn't
1 likeDodie stop making me cry while Iâm supposed to be doing my Commerce assessment
0 likesHer songs would sound so amazing on vinyl imagine this with the crackle of a record player... Damn
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ah my god that would sound amazing
8 likesOmg i just imagined the sound and i have literal chills. What a perfect combo
13 likesI get major Life is Strange vibes from this song.... Anyone else hear it to?
2 likesnot a massive fan of dodie's but i gotta say this touched me!
0 likesIâve got a huge crush on my friend. I thought of them as just my friend for so long, then suddenly I liked them. Staying up all night thinking of them, butterflies constantly. But when Iâm with them I have to just be their friend.
0 likesI'm feeling this right now. It sucks but this song helps dealing with my feelings a bit. I hope it'll get better.
0 likesThis is different from your other songs I think, but it's so hauntingly beautiful, I love it! and also I hope you're ok? <3 xx
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Also, what's the tab/could you do a tutorial like you did you She and Absolutely Smitten? :)
2 likesin september of 2017 i met a boy who made my heart flutter with every passing smile and wave. i eventually, a few months later, asked him out, and he said yes. we dated for nine months and it was so good, up until the end when we both had some pretty intense mental health issues and just kept hurting each other so he eventually broke it off with me. we both were distraught for about four months of not speaking to each other until he gathered the courage to text me on christmas of 2018. we talked everything through and he told me he never lost feelings for me, he just thought it would be better for the both of us to work on ourselves before we dated, but he does want to date again someday. we're now in the friends/talking phase and i just really want this to work out. i still love him and he feels the same way about me, so this song makes me cry knowing i almost lost a soulmate there. i just really hope we'll be okay.
0 likesDoes anyone know the pattern for the strumming? Plz :>
0 likesI sang this to my best friend while she was going through some rough things and she absolutely loved it and it made her cry (I credited you of corse) but the words fit perfectly in our situation now when ever she's upset I sing this to her and it just makes her smile instantly and I just melt every time she dose so thank you for saving her life and helping me realize how much I can love a person and for finding my soul mate..
0 likes(Oh my I just realized I haven't subscribed to u đš)
I like this one better than the studio recording in your new official music channel. it's like, more raw and not fine tuned. like humans.
0 likesI love how simple your guitar playing yet it made the song so great. You're like Birdy and Ed Sheeran mixed together.
5 likesThis is just one of the videos that I wish I could like tentimesover
0 likesGorgeous
2 likesi really thought we would grow old as friends, in a grey-haired circle, waiting for the end. you made me a scrapbook where you described me as your soulmate. but instead we no longer talk because you believed lies and shit people who didnât want me around told you. and i spent years by your side doing everything for you. and you didnât even trust me enough to try and see if what you were told was true. you just cut me out so easily. i think thatâs what hurts the most. you were never the friend i deserved and i was so much more than the friend you deserved yet iâm the one devastated and abandoned when i really needed you. i did nothing to deserve this. you went back and rewrote history to make me out to be a villain when i never did anything to hurt anyone. least of all you. itâs so frustrating to be so desperate to convince you that iâm not the person youâve been led to believe whilst simultaneously being crushed by finding out you arenât the friend iâd hoped you were. this song will always make me think of you because iâd always play it when we hung out together the first year we met at uni. i think itâs irreversible but if you change your mind iâll always be a message away. you know me. i hope you remember that one day and you still think of me when you hear this song.
1 likeDear Miles,
0 likesI love you so much you don't even know. And although you may never find this comment I hope that I won't ever lose you, and that you will always always be someone so darn special to me no mater the times. And no matter who you're with, or what you are, or where you live, or what you're doing I will forever and deeply love you.
Thank you my love,
Chloe
I'm starting to believe girls as perfect as this one only exist on internet
11 likesI can really relate, because I'm scared that if I don't tell people stuff they'll drift away from me and I get so scared and anxious and I'm crying
0 likesThis song along with Intertwined has resonated so much with both me and my boyfriend. I came out as bi this past year. And let me parents know Iâm in love with a trans man. It hasnât gone well. Both him and I have been on the rocks lately. My strained relationship with my family has caused my mental health to crumble. And his physical health is failing him. We both love each other dearly. We are both struggling mentally and we found both of these songs and theyâve provided time for us to sit and breathe. Weâve cried a lot. Iâm still not sure where I stand in this relationship anymore even though I love him so much. But thank you for making the music you make. Itâs helped both of us to find a safe space in our headphones or in the car with the sound turned up and these songs playing. Thank you.
0 likesI love how I find comments about Phan in every romantic video that I go đ
1 likeA little over a year later she has a vevo and sick of losing soulmates is the first video on it. She's growing so much as an artist and I'm so proud.
0 likesgod knows where I would be
0 likesif you hadnât found me
sitting all alone in the duck
Me and my girlfriend just broke and it's the first heart break I've experienced and I just feel so empty
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i hope you are feeling better :)
0 likesAwwwwww man, my heart.
0 likesOh my god I can't believe this song is already 3 years old
0 likesHERE ARE THE CHORDS GUYS-For the first part it is- G,A, Bm, F#m,G ~ "what the he'll would I be.."- Bm, F#m, D, G and the song just alternates between the first set of chords. I vary them so it fits the song a bit better
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Also I've made tabs which should be up on Ultimate Guitar in 48 hours
1 like+The Perks Of Being A Bookworm have you got ukulele tabs too?
0 likesNo, sorry. I don't play the uke so I wouldn't know :(
0 likes+Jordan Munday it's probably the same, considering they are uke chords too.
4 likeshow does the strum pattern go?
0 likes+kayla for president check her second channel for a tutorial
0 likes+kayla for president idk if you have figured it out yet but shes plucking the two lowest strings so if the lowest string (e string) is "1" and the next slightly higher one (d string) is "2" the pattern would go 1 2 1 2-2 (idk if this makes any sense its hard to explain through text :P) i hope this helped!!!!
0 likes+Jordan Munday It's hard to tab on Uke, as there are no chords, only fingerpicking. It sounds a bit strange as it's 1, possibly 2 (I have't really checked out the details) octaves above the original guitar piece.
0 likes+Jordan Munday But in saying that, I play Uke and not guitar, but upon picking up a guitar it only took me about half an hour to learn.
1 likeI just learned
1 likeStart on the 5th fret, on the string closest to you.
7th, 2nd, 3rd for the "what a strange being.." Blah Blah blah.
5th, 7th, 9th, 2nd, 3rd- "what the hell would I be.."
2nd 3rd 5th 7th and then semitone, so the 6th, then 1st and back to 5th.
Hope this helps? Maybe :)
I looooove this!!! I covered it on my channel and it would truly mean a lot if anyone checked it out, regardless- have an amazing day!
0 likesMy favourite song of yours
0 likesNever thought Iâd be coming back to this video thinking of you
0 likesCould anyone tell me what the plucking pattern for this would be on a ukulele?
0 likesthis song is just not allowed to be this good
2 likesI did a cover of this song Dodie!!!I have listened to this song constantly since you've released it and it would mean a lot to me if you would watch my cover and give your opinion!!! I would love to have your insite on how to be more musical and portray covers so emotionally open as you do. (I have no idea if that last sentence made sense buttttttttt keeping rockin it girlfriend!) (-:
0 likesthis the first song i heard of dodies im still really upset what this song is to me it shouldnt be the way it is , its been like 4 months and the feelings should be over but theyre still there and they moved on but im still here sitting alone
0 likesI was really good friends with these two people. I liked one of them but I'm to socially awkward to make a move, then eventually a school dance rolled around and he asked my best friend instead. We are we're really close, when they broke up I had to chose between them
0 likesGreat music is great because the artist put her/his emotion and life in the lyrics but in a universal way. A song is a piece of art (to me at least) if everyone who listen can find a piece of himself or herself in it. When I listen to song like that I feel like the musician took a piece of my heart and translated it into lyrics and chords. This is one of those songs and it's intimate and heartbreaking and a frightening accurate picture of my life. Thank you for sharing your talent and soul with us, Dodie.
7 likesI am going to sing this to my crush... Iâve known them since kindergarten... recently she has told me that she is severely depressed and suicidal, as well as a dabble of social anxiety.. Fun.. I also feel this way but on a lesser scale. The only problem is that she is asexual (doesnât have sexual interaction) and aromantic (doesnât feel love/ doesnât want to)
1 likeIâll let you know how it goes :)
Its 2021 now, still listening this song
0 likesher voice reminds me of Birdie
0 likesshe's come so far
0 likeswhen i first heard this song i thought it was great , but it didn't mean much . now when i hear this song it hurts and makes me cry because now i understand thank dodie thank thank thAnk
17 likes(AfellowPhanpeepHere) why do I feel the need of writing a fanfiction about phan with this song cause THE WORDS IS JUST- LISTEN TO THE LYRRRICCCS- DODIE, YOU'RE SO TALENTED, I LOVE YOUR SONGS, YOU'RE AMAZING
0 likesA friend of mine sang this very song at 4am after a small party earlier in the week. She told us she found it online from a very talented young singer, very far from the industrial music you could hear on the radio. She said she was struck by the passion and soul you, Dodie, put into your songs.
0 likesWhat a suprise I had when I stumbled upon it a few minutes ago. Even more when I realized my friend was absolutely right. This song really is beautiful.
You are an amazing singer milady. Hope you'll find and keep your soulmate someday.
Love from France
I love the scraping guitar idk why but I love it
0 likesWish I had the chords and the strumming pattern
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There's no strumming in this song but there is picking so there, also, she has a tutorial ;)
0 likesThis is one of my favourite song titles ever. Incredible song as always! x
5 likesMany people asked "What is it like to have a soulmate ?"
0 likesWell...It's almost like love, but deeper connected but there's still a space of privacy...it's a friendship for a lifetime, or even longer, someone you can talk to, it's not the same thing as having a best friend that often is there for you in or since your childhood or teenage years, a soulmate often comes into your life at the age when you have "found" yourself, they often share's the same way of thinking like you. It's like "us against the rest of the world" because people from outside might not understand you or your world like your soulmate.
the 459 people who disliked this never had soulmates
1 likeSo about 4 years ago was the first time I'd heard this song, I was terrified to click the link to the music video because, as you may know, the thumbnail is a lesbian couple together. I was so in the closet I wasn't even out to myself, and seeing that, when I had this gash in my chest left by the girl who should've just been my best friend terrified me, so much so, I started crying. A year later, I left a comment, much like the ones you see, talking about the girl I loved, how I missed her, how it hurts to be alone, even if you know it's better in the long run, and how there's no one else, only losing soulmates. I can say, 4 years later, there's hope. I'm almost two years into dating the girl of my dreams, and I can definitively say there's hope. Don't give up, even in 2020, love is out there and alive
0 likesSweet "But I'm a Cheerleader" reference I love you
0 likesdodie you're almost at 300k! You gained about 105k since July. Wow. I'm so proud of you dodie <3
5 likesI keep telling myself that the friends I've been with for over five years now are my everything. But it's kinda sad because I don't think they think the same of me :/
0 likesmy soulmate is my best friend and i swear to god, if that ever changes, i will fight god himself
0 likesYou could be sick of losing soulmates, but don't ever be sick of finding them.
0 likesJust gonna casually send this to my girlfriend
0 likesThis is so lovely. Beautiful lyrics Dodie! x
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Luke! Thank you so much! <3
2 likesGODDAMMENT I FORGOT WHAT THIS SONG USED TO BE CALLED SO I STURGGLED TO FOMD THIS SONG
0 likesUuuuugggghhhh I'm in love with this song
0 likesreading these comments made me realize what the term "demon phannie" really means
1 likei want to send this to a specific person. but it's already too late. i messed up bad.
1 likeDodie please leave some talent for the rest of us, thanks
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+Pippa Self Yes please a shred of her talent would make me happy she is so perfect XD
0 likesvery lovely, what tuning is this in?
0 likesLiterally. Why can't I buy any of these songs on iTunes? You need to make that happen! But raw versions... â€ïž
0 likesMy soulmate is out there somewhere... please find me.
2 likes...How exactly do you know who's your soulmate....
0 likesI feel like they were there but I didn't know so they left....
Everyone else I know met there soulmates...Each of them has their own stories mine is just...blank....
This video's aesthetic is so.....different but STILL SO BEAUTIFUL
6 likesdodie has been the biggest inspiration to me in so many ways -- so much so, in fact, that my first cover on my youtube channel is a cover of "sick of losing soulmates!" pls tell dodie to go watch it it would make my dREAMS COME TRUE
0 likesIs it weird if I go to a dodie concert on my own? And if I'm slightly older than her? (Are most fans teens??)
0 likesiâm so in love with you
0 likesHi Dodie. I just got cheated on in the most awful way possible. Your music is really helping my through it. Thank you so much for making music and sharing it đ
0 likesI'm honestly crying. Seeing Dodie's development as a songwriter got me all emotional x
4 likesBeatiful song
0 likesI always listen to this one over the music video. Lying in my bed right now staring at the fire alarm on my ceiling and singing this with Dodie. In October (about 2 months ago now) my now ex left me - we were only together a year but it hit me harder than anything has. He was my best friend for years before being together and I loved him more than anything. We had a silly tiff over my fire alarm (promise thats less odd than it sounds) before we went to sleep two days before we broke up. We never fought and the breakup was nothing to do with the little tiff but now when I see the blinking lights on my ceiling all I can think of is him. He was my best friend and over everything else thats what I miss most.
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Megan McCorry, I'm sorry about that. This song really hits me hard as well. I'll be moving away from the place I've loved for over 6 years and my boyfriend who I've loved for 3 years. We won't be breaking up hopefully but there's still that chance, you know? And right after losing my longtime best friend over an argument she won't talk to me and I don't know why. I've had several panic attacks over the last few days. Just know that you are a beautiful person.
1 likeBut,all my friends leave me .
0 likesThe ones I love does me wrong .
Friends can break your heart too .
Its never worth it,I think now
there was a girl last year
2 likeswho i knew
she was one of my best friends
this year she decided to just drop me for âbetterâ people
i was slightly in love with her last year and the year before
she didnt know, she will never know.
now she treats me like trash and i hate being around her, yet i have almost half my school day being shared with her
but i still love her
i dont know why
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Love never really goes away. It's always there to some extent. But school will end and you'll meet a lass who can appreciate you. I promise. The same thing happened to me.
0 likesToday my dog passed away
50 likesYour song and your voice are amazing
Thanks
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Mana Mcfly Hope you're doing well :)
6 likesThis song is... I don't know how to explain it. I've listened to this song an insane amount of times, and it never stops feeling personal. I love this song. It was first shared with me by a friend, who I was really close with, she helped me through so much emotional stuff, and now it's like I don't exist. I used to email her whenever I was feeling awful, but she hasn't responded in months, to the point where I don't really trust her very much anymore. I feel alone and helpless all over again.
0 likesthis is one of the rare times when people who sing sound better without all the voice add ons like auto tune and shit. best song of my 2017 experience
0 likesI lost one of my best friends... they left after I pushed them over board with my emotions and thoughts of suicide I made them feel bad about themselves and they left... I miss him and I hate myself for over sharing my feelings with him and hurting him
1 likeugh i needed this song when it happened but didnt know it yet,, she was more fucked up than me tho and i tried to make it better but instead fucked it up funfun
1 likeListen to 'Absolutely Smitten', then 'Adored By Him', then 'Pas De Deux', then 'One for the Road', then 'Sick Of Losing Soulmates'. Tears forever.
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Oh my gosh thank you for this
0 likes+AbstractAlien It's weird....you didn't even mention Dodie's saddest songs; She, Down, and, most of all, Social Dance. Social Dance is just.....I need to buy that song. Right now.
10 likes+A Self Called L Those ones are good too but all of those in order are connected. But Dodie said to keep the gossip to a minimum so I won't say who their about.
13 likesSaga of sadness
0 likes+AbstractAlien why'd you do that?
0 likes+AbstractAlien I was very confused. But now its like its all cleared up. Its amazing how music can do those things
0 likes+AbstractAlien personally, I like listening to 'Adored by Him,' then 'Absolutely Smitten,' and then the rest of your order, as it's like her crush looked past the girl with the butterscotch hair to her, and that they were in love, and then the rest plays out
6 likes+Sophie Callcott Basically how the past year has been for me honestly. Like almost to a T.
0 likes+AbstractAlien calm down satan mY HEART
1 like+AbstractAlien she NEEDS to release an EP
6 likesI made a playlist of those songs thx for the inspiration!
2 likesall of these songs aren't about the same people tho
3 likes+adriana raww it's not about the people, it's about the story the songs tell.
12 likesIts more 'absolutely smitten' 'permenent hug' 'one for the road' 'adored by him' 'pas de deux' and then ,sick of losing soul mates. One for the road is about "tommy" while adored by him is about "sam"
10 likes+Rachel McNeil I think they are making the story out of the concepts of the songs.. Not much in a literal sense.. If that makes sense...
0 likes+AbstractAlien OH MY GOD THIS IS THE MOST TRUTHFUL STATEMENT I HAVE EVER READ
0 likesI put "permanent hug from you" in between absolutely smitten and adored by him just to hurt myself more
2 likesMade a playlist on my channel called 'An Emotional Rollercoaster' if you'd like to listen to it without digging up the different song
0 likesMy gosh, I took your advice, made a playlist and listened to those songs in order. Crying so hard right now
0 likesEspecially as Absolutely Smitten and Adored by Him were about the same guy I cry! đȘ
0 likes+AbstractAlien I'm not sure wether that was the best or worst decision I've made ... so many tears and feels
0 likeswhat about She ?
0 likesand my room
0 likes+SushiRoll Speaks absolutely smitten is about Tom and adored by him is about sammy
4 likes+AbstractAlien NOOOOOO that is not okay D':
0 likesIf you listen to that playlist backwards, its about accepting heartbreak and moving on!!
5 likesokay i know these songs aren;t about the same person bUt GUYS I checked the upload dates on each of the vids and they're in order chronologically as well... Like it's a story being told over a couple years
2 likesHow about "down"?
1 likeHow about 'Her' ?
2 likesSry for bothering you be that gave me chills (in the good way) :,)
0 likesi can't listen to this song without crying
0 likesThat hit me hard.
0 likes...I'm just going to leave this on loop.
0 likesI've had this song on repeat all morning. I connect to this on such a deep level. You're quickly becoming my favorite artist
3 likesDUDE the guitar reminds me of life is strange...like the beat..
0 likesDODIE I LOVE YOU, PLEASE DON'T C R Y
0 likesthe line "watch how a cold, broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof" always gets to me. i interpret this song differently from what dodie is actually singing abt. to me, the lyrics remind me of a person with depression who feels alone and pushes everyone away from them. then they come along someone else who understands their pain and actually stays, unlike most ppl. and they help each other in the different ways they can bc neither of them will allow themselves to lose anyone else. this song is so so beautiful.
0 likesThis song hits home so much. It hurts losing soul mates, but just having had them in your life is one of the greatest things.
0 likesImagine her singing Youth by Daughter đ±it would be beautiful!
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I love daughter! Totally agree with you, she should also sing medicine as well, or run.
0 likesshe has sang youth by daughter. She sang it with Andie.
0 likes+loxer omg really? I didn't know that, thanks!!
0 likesFor the one I met a year ago. We were both sick of losing and risking and we were both fucked up on our own ways. I love to believe that we were both so in love with eachother and ourselves which led to our ending in just a few months, it was such a bliss. Too hurt by our past to allow ourselves to fall. But it's alright. I always cherish our magical moments together. Like teens so inlove from a book. Will always be nostalgic remembering you. This will always be our song even if we already said our goodbyes.
0 likesthe lighting is this video is such a MOOD.
0 likesI really wish i could have a best friend. Or even a crush. Anything. I've never felt attachment to anyone.
1 likeI miss my soulmate...
0 likes"I can finally see you're as fucked up as me, so how do we win?"
13 likesOh, that hits hard.
i want to sit down and chat about how hard life is while sipping on warm cup of tea with herđ„ș
2 likesthis pattern of plucking reminds me a little bit of paramore's future
0 likesyk the funniest thing i sang this in school my friends atually inspired me to join the school musical brang my guitar memorized the song and dude everybody clapped and said they had chills XD still im f*cking messed up lol great song tho
0 likesFuck. this song really just gets me emotional... I had a friend who had said she loved me. And so did I. But then she pretty much tells me to fuck off. Apperently some random guy holds more value than your boyfriend you've known for years.
0 likesI just learned how to play this on the guitar I'm so happy
8 likesdodie, i just really want to tell you you inspire me so much. i find it really hard to let myself be creative because i'm hypercritical of myself but your music is so gorgeous in such a laid back and simple way and it's inspired me to pick up my guitar after watching your videos so many times. i can't thank you enough for that, xx
6 likesive never had a friend for more than 2-3 years, i lose them all. im sick of losing soulmates, honeslty
0 likesGod thank you for making this song.. my dear boyfriend hung himself a few weeks ago and i always remember him playing this to me on his shitty guitar..
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i hope your ok xxxxx
0 likesshe looks so sad. i want to give her a hug
0 likesi found old comments of mine on this song when i was sitting in a window listening to this song with rain in the background probably crying, wishing i had someone like whoever this song was about and now i do DONT GIVE UP MY YOUNGLINGS
15 likesdoes anyone know the strumming pattern on guitar??? i've been trying to figure it out but for the life of me i can't
0 likesthirty nine seconds in and I am crying for no reason
2 likescurrently going through and listening to all of your original songs and realized how much they have all been like HUGE parts of my life. I listened to 'Adored By Him' in middle school ( about how old I am in < << that pic (I can't figure out how to change it lol)) with the thought of a certain boy or two. I listened to 'She' when I realized that maybe just maybe I liked girls the way I liked boys. and again when I realized I didn't like boys at all. And again when I realized I liked my best friend who is straight. And I bawled my eyes out to this song many a time. Damn Dodie. (sorry dodie**)
0 likesAfter listening to thing again and again for the past year
0 likesI'm so sorry I haven't made you proud..... I feel like a fail of a human, I still love you soulmate.... and I miss you always
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Sapphy LT
0 likesYou failed no one. Ignore those feelings. They are wrong. That's why they are called feelings and not facts.
This song is literally a piece of art. It is my 'novels'. Thank you so much for this.
6 likesShe makes swearing, seem less like swearing.
1 likeThis song is helping me with my break up
0 likesA girl in my drama classs turned this into a monologue
0 likesgoing thru first break up rn. he dumped me 5 days ago. this song gets me.
0 likesWell that pulled my heart strings.
5 likesWhat a beautiful song. Thanks for that Doddle
I'M NOT BAWLING, YOU ARE!
0 likesTo the girl I am thinking about as this song plays, I trusted you. A lot. You made me feel so much joy and I couldn't thank you enough for that. These 2 and a half years have been the best years of my life so far. I understand that you probably hate me now, but I'm not sorry. You left me three times. And I forgave you those 3 times. Now I had enough. What I am sorry for is what you're going through. You are going through a lot of hurt and anger and you lash it out on people. I understand, but it isn't right. You hurt me and others a whole lot. It kind was kind of traumatic, having depression and anxiety over you. What sucks is that I don't like girls and I never will, but you were the only exception. Before you left me for the last time, I realized I had fallen for you. I was going to confess to you soon, but you ruined it. It's sad. It hurts me. And now I have my ocs that replace our relationship, the relationship i wish we had. I begged you to never leave me again.
0 likesI thought I couldn't live without you. But now that you left, I kind of feel better. I think about you a lot still which gives me anxiety but I realized I don't have to be worrying about you anymore. I hope you're not talking shit about me when i helped you with literally everything. I helped you get out of toxic friendships and I really hope you don't go back to them just to say "yeah I'm sorry, Sheyla is a bitch" and such. I certainly hope you aren't harming yourself over this. You were a soul mate that I lost and that will forever hurt me, but I am so glad I met you. You were the best friend I ever had. đ€
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If anyone is reading this :v hi I'm sorry I just wanted to rant
The human heart is a tragedy because those who are heartless once cared too muchđ
0 likesI found this song right after losing my best friend and first love (she didn't die, she just decided I wasn't good enough for her anymore) and I think it's just the perfect way of describing what we used to be.
0 likesThis is my new 'Novels' by Rusty, that's the biggest compliment I can give you xx
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honestly, that's the best compliment I could ever get!
227 likes+doddleoddle is it okay if i write my own version of this song? (I'll give you credit of course)
0 likes+curlywurly its absolutely amazing. 100% agree
1 like+Mizu Moon what do you mean by your own version?
0 likes+Olivia Miller-Davis dear i suggest you go listen to dodie and rusty singing to Novels â the beginning and description explains it all
0 likesI have listened to it.
0 likes@Olivia Miller-Davis well dodie explained why she loves it so much at the end so the commenter thinks the same of this song
0 likesI wasn't talking about that. I was talking about Mizu Moon's comment about writing her own version of this song Sick of Losing Soulmates
0 likes@Olivia Miller-Davis omg oops i am so sorry :')
0 likesHaha dw about it. You're probably tired XD
0 likes@Olivia Miller-Davis tbh i keep replying in the early hours ahah:') but tbh i want to know too
0 likesdodies comment in the end of the description box makes me want to cry
0 likesthis should be used in "life is strange"
0 likesI truly hope that Dodie knows the impact of her music. Personally, listening to these songs helps me think and lets me connect to her songs with my own meanings. Honestly, I am sick of losing soul mates. All my friends treated me like crap this year in school, so I stopped being their friends, but they turned and told almost everyone they knew lies and awful things about me. My boyfriend and my best friend is leaving for college in 3 months and he has already talked to me and told me he will be breaking up with me. So yes, I am sick of losing soul mates. This song means more to me than any other song because I feel her pain. Thank you Dodie, you truly are a beautiful person and I feel for the first time that someone understands. â€ïž
0 likesi relate to this song a lot more than i should
0 likesBefore I heard the song, I thought it was going to be about LGBTQA+ suicide, because people who take their own life, never get to be with their soulmate. Some people hate themselves, and think they're not normal and are wrong, and they truly thought that they didn't have a soulmate
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Awackles Art thankyou for including the A in lgbtqa+... people never really pay attention to that sexuality... I tell my friends that I'm asexual and they go "what's that" or "that doesn't exist" so thankyou for recognising it...
33 likesJayda Louise hi fellow ace
8 likesSuch an important issue. A singer called Troye Sivan represents this problem in his "Blue Neighbourhood" trilogy of songs on YouTube if you're interested in watching them? I think he does a good job at showing how heartbreaking it is and he helped raise awareness. Plus as he is LGBTQA+ himself, it must have hit him quite hard to make those music vids.
17 likesJayda Louise Another acronym that incorporates everything is called GSD it stands for Gender and Sexuality Diversity.
8 likesWow
1 like@TheNeekOfficial Thank you, I had never heard of it and I think it's really appropriate, and more inclusive. What does "diversity" includes though? I'm guessing intersex? Anything else?
0 likesintersex people are not inherently lgbtq!
0 likesNuance well they are in the longer string of letter: lgbtqqia
0 likesBut it still doesnât tell me what the d is for in sgd, do you know?
Edit: gsd, not sgd
even thought itâs preconceived, thatâs such a deep and meaningful interpretation. itâs beautifully well-written as well.
0 likesCan you make a video teaching the basics of guitar?
0 likesthe lighting makes me feel so at home
0 likesthis ones my favorite
0 likesthe lyric that hit me the hardest is "we will grow old as friends. i've promised that before so what's one more? in our grey haired circle waiting for the end" even though i know they can't i just want my friends to promise me that we will be friends forever and we will grow old together. i've even started talking to one of my closest friends less and less and that scares the crap out of me. i just don't want to lose them
0 likesI think i just fell in love.
0 likesyes, hello, how do I put this on a loop?
1 likeAhhh what are the guitar chords !???
0 likesoh gosh, this hit a little too close to home
0 likes"we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin" is still one of my all time favourite lyrics. i bet u came up w that line and were like YES !! those moments in writing songs r the best
4 likesI like this song. But I wonder.... were you inspired by Ingrid Michaelson's "Starting Now", cause your chord progressions are practically the same. Which is good. Once I heard this song and the EP version (music video) I thought wait a minute. I've heard this song before, no? But I never heard of you until recently when I traveled to London for Christmas. So anyway. I really really like this song and love the explanation video too. I look forward to hearing more and more.
0 likesI love the comments on this song because it's people writing things that have happened that remind of this song and they're so interesting to read
0 likesMy mom: She's got such a beautiful voice and yet she's cursing!
1 likeMe: well, that's just it! it's a contradiction because of how happy it sounds, but the lyrics are so down (winks at camera)
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Ohh, I see what you did there.
1 likeHead of a thousand sheep's wool hahah
0 likesi'm sick of losing everything
3 likesyou're a gem
9 likesy'all i would really really really appreciate it (':
0 likesdon't you love it when your childhood best friend for 12 years gets a girlfriend,moves away, then forgets about you, then your high school best friend for 3 years gets a girlfriend, transfers school, then forgets about you?
0 likesDear you,
5 likesI never believed in this unfiltered broadcast to the unrelenting and unforgiving ether of the internet. But I'm lonely today, I miss you today, and I think - I hope - that you'll see this someday so you know how hard this has been.
It's been years, it's ridiculous. I cannot fathom what brings this feeling back, time and time again - I just want a person back that maybe doesn't even exist today. Or has she ever?
How are we to win? The allure is so strong, the comfort so tiresome. God knows I wish you could have founnd me sitting all alone in this dark - gosh I know you wish you had had the ability to too.
I've never felt so loved before - I've never felt so loved since. But you know what I most regret losing?
Is that you have chosen to forget. Is that we've lost all collective memory of that perfection. The ghoul of all our memories is my most treasured possessions - and I cannot fathom how the complete access to that treasure is something you'd give up willingly.
You hardly remember who we were - you hardly remember who you are.
Come back. Just to yourself.
I'm still here, and I'll still be.
To remind you of who you can be.
Leaves are green,
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I was trying to serenade my boyfriend in the kitchen, but I couldn't remember the words so I sang "I'm a super-human snowman!" instead of "I'm sick of losing soulmates"..... XD
0 likesThis is a thing of beauty. Keep doing what you're doing.
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:):):) xxxx
0 likesas much as i hate admitting it, i think about you everyday and wonder what you are up to.
0 likesiïž showed this to my ex boyfriend & he loved all of dodies songs. & now that heâs gone iïž wonder if he comes back to this song as much as i do.
0 likesI swear I love this song but now all i hear at 0.25 is 'sitting all alone in the duck'
0 likesDO MORE VIDEOS WITH JON COZART PLEASE.
0 likesI FOUND THE NIGHTCORE FOR THIS AND I HAD NO IDEA IT WAS BY DODIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
0 likesi can't listen to this song without thinking about her.
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I know how you feel :(
1 likesoul mate. funny word(s). some say it's true, and that people truly fall in love...love. another funny word. it's a thing we've implanted in our brains to make us think we won't die alone. When really, nobody fills that deep hole. they just block it. you're alone. we all are. we just find people to block that pain.
0 likesTHIS WAS PUBLISHED ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
0 likes"I can finally see your as f***d up as me"
9 likesI feel there is so much truth in that sentence, as regrettable we're all the same deep down.
i know this video is old but pleeeeaaassee answer, what are the chords and or TABS!?!?!. beautiful song btw <3
0 likesShe broke up with me and as much as I want to say I'm ok with it, It really hurts
0 likesYou may "be " or feel as simple as maybe simple as the so called mark of beauty on your left shoulder ..... Awaiting the smile with radiance steonger than a so called iconic and or ideal sunrise... Keep it real sweetheart
0 likesIs this on Spotify?
0 likesThis is wonderful. I got a real Daughter-esque vibe from this and it's great!
4 likesThis really hits home... and is good for a long quiet car ride.
0 likesThereâs a person I wonât ever forget, I hope one day our paths cross again.
0 likesMaybe not as it was before but forge a new relationship where we can enjoy life together ^^...
I am like 100% gay for Dodie. God... Find me a woman like that please
1 likeI should be doing flashcards for history class but crying and thinking about the past works just as well ig
0 likesShe seems so depressed in some of the videos like this adored by him and pas Dekz dukz I just want to reach through the screen and hug her
0 likesWho else can see, and feel her pain
0 likesI just covered this song on my channel. It's not half as good as this goddess but I think you guys would like it!
0 likesitâs been a bit since iâve listened to this, but look i want to tell a story? i guess...
1 likeso me and my best friend, weâve been friends since kindergarten, so 8 years.
we havenât exactly had it the easiest.
we grew up together, so i guess through all the changes in our lives we just, fought a ton
we werenât friends for about 2 years, which is extremely upsetting and i regret those years with everything i have.
after we made up again, we were friends for a few months
and then broke up again.
that was about a year ago now... but thatâs when i first heard this song
sheâs always been my only friend, so without her i was alone
i felt alone, i felt like i couldnât be loved ever again (so dramatic oml)
i was convinced that we would never talk
so i just... moved on
i didnât talk to her, even when she tried to talk to me. i completely ignored her because i was afraid that i would be betrayed again. she left me for other friends
and what my little brain back then didnât understand was that people are allowed to have more then one friend...
i saw it as her just not loving me anymore
people would ask what happened to us, because literally everyone knew we were the best of friends.
iâm happy to say since then iâve become smarter and weâre friends again, but she still has those friends
i was completely hesitant to tell her i didnât like them, but eventually i did
from what i remember she said she wouldnât make me do anything i didnât want to, and she would try to keep her conversations separate
her other friends have grown on me, but i still feel a little off around them, and i probably always will
this is all over the place, and definitely not really related. i started ranting about this here because iâve literally ranted about her on the âsheâ music video from awhile back... but uh yeah
i was definitely sick of losing my soulmate
ok that was awful and iâm honestly surprised if anyone has read this
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ok i feel obligated to update this for some reason
0 likesitâs been a a little over a year since i wrote that and so much has changed.
we dated. i asked her out on valentineâs day of 2018, and we dated until mid end of june. it was good. do i regret it? yes. but i feel like most people regret their first relationship. iâm not the type of person who just goes around dating people. obviously iâve know this person for as long as i can remember. but, with that being said, when she broke up with me we said weâd still be friends. i didnât know that meant weâd never talk again. i didnât know the stereotype, i guess. i think iâve changed a lot since i last wrote that. as much as i miss her, i know sheâs much better off without all of that history and weird frustrations between us back then. of course i miss her, she was the most important person in my life, but i donât think we were in a healthy situation. i was completely dependent on her, and that still keeps me up at night. i cant believe i jeopardized our entire friendship simply because of me being way over the line. but, iâve accepted it. yes, it happened. iâve grown from it. life is treating me a bit weirdly right now but iâm just a bit more dependent on music. itâs the most helpful thing in the world when you find a song that you thought you related to and then come back to and realize you relate more and more as time goes on. dodie, i love you very much and youâre music has made me a better person. thank you :)
Dodie "I can't play guitar" Clark writes another incredible song playing the guitar!!!
4 likesyou're my fucking favorite
0 likesThis gave me life is strange vibes
1 likeIf there were a way to like this song more then I would. ++
0 likesi want her and ingrid michaelson to write a song
0 likesanyone else waiting for the best skinny love cover ever?
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She already did one on Hazels channel
0 likes+gracesmileyface have a link?
1 likebut she's not really singing it
2 likesAnythingEverything0104 me
1 likeLauren Ruth what?
0 likesany bon iver song, man that would be sick
8 likesYEEEESSSSS SHE WOULD BE SOOOO GOOD
6 likesYES YES YES YES YES
2 likesFindingAtlas WHY HASN'T IT HAPPENED YET
0 likesI have a soulmate thatâs been with me since I was like 5 and where starting to stop talking to each other
1 likeEdit:weâre barely friends anymore
Listening to this in 2020 mid quarantine and ur gf broke up w u just before quarantine with not explanation hits different
1 likedid anyone notice how she was so not okay at the end I like the crazy funny dodie.
0 likesYou're like Pam from The Office but more cute :3
0 likesI feel like your voice would really suit before you start your day by twenty one pilots, you should totally cover it!
7 likesNever related to a song more
0 likesI think youâre a little bit in love with me, and I think Iâm a little bit in love with you. I donât think we can ever work, but Iâm not letting you drift away from me because youâre too big a part of my life. Youâre always on my mind, and I donât want to forget that. Weâre fourteen, and in twenty years weâll be married to different people, in thirty we might have kids. but letâs grow old as friends and not forget this, because I love you and thatâs too much to let go of
0 likesAs someone who is (possibly) asexual I only relate this to friendships and although that's all lovely how does this relate to romantic relationships
0 likesSo at my jam session workshop were supposed to play a song and I CHOSE THIS ONE because duh,
0 likesanyways everyone there is older and I don't know any of them :( so I hope I'll do well
wish me luck and I Love you all and have a nice day!.
This song is really cool. I move a lot and Iâve never had a single friend for more than 2 years. Itâs hard to be pulled away from friends all the time. I also just lost a friend because she began bullying me. It was hard because I donât understand what changed and made her say those things to me but it was really difficult for me. She was one of my closest friends and we had just hit the 2 year mark, but itâs fallen apart. It really showed me that people who i thought I knew had a completely different side to them. Iâve seen the good and bad side of a person and Iâve learned that the difference between being a good person or a bad person is how much you let your bad side control you. Itâs difficult to lose friends because you love them but there is a point when itâs not worth spending time with them.
1 likeMy crush likes my twin brother and they just became a couple. It's tearing me apart. I'm best friends with my crush, she's so pretty and funny. I let her slip out of my hands. I'm making pack to not falling in love.
4 likesDear Claire I know youâll never see this or if you do you wonât know that itâs you because Iâm not calling you by your real name or your nickname but truly this song reminds me on how much I relied upon you for comfort when I was about to cry or stressed out you where there for me and now since your miles away I feel like I. Canât because youâll have new friends that you donât need me anymore. I still remember what you said weâll always be best friends I still love you your my she you make me so happy and I canât stop thinking about you when I cry or how much you hurt when you where getting bullied. I protected you from them even doing something that I didnât want to do but still I did for you. Because I already told you so much about my life. Better sweetness till you com back maybe then I will tell you that I love you more. Then the world
0 likesAnyone know where I can find the guitar chords ?
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Maddy Smith it's quite easy, for me I just looked at what she was playing and what threat fingers were moving too, but she does a tutorial if you type it in :)
0 likesThis song reminds me of Daughter's songs! I love this so much, I'm obsessed â€ïž
6 likesSo Good.
0 likesI never really kept any friends because they always liked people better than me or I moved away and lost contact with them after a while so this song hit me across the room and punched me in the feels
0 likes[Verse 1]
0 likesWhat a strange being you are, God knows where I'd be
If you hadn't found me, sitting all alone in the dark
A dumb screenshot of youth
Watch how a cold broken teen
Will desperately lean upon a superglued human of proof
[Pre-Chorus]
What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?)
Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
[Verse 2]
We will grow old as friends, I've promised that before
So what's one more?
In our grey-haired circle, waiting for the end
Time and hearts will wear us thin
So which path will you take, cause we both know a break
Does exactly what it says on the tin
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[Pre-Chorus]
What the hell would I be without you? (what the hell would I be?)
Brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth (hide the truth)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
[Bridge]
I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer)
I won't take no for an answer (I won't take no for an answer)
I won't take no (I won't take no)
No, I won't take no (I won't take no)
[Chorus]
Cause I'm sick of losing soulmates
So where do we begin?
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Yeah, I'm sick of losing soulmates
Won't be alone again
I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me
So how do we win?
Never more than one soul mate
0 likesITS ON GUITAAAAAHHHHH omg the chords and plucking has a v lozza aq feel i love this i lov it so much
9 likesI was dating my best friends and it wasnât working for them so we broke up but I still love them and just canât see my life without them so I have to settle for friends while my entire world feels like itâs crumbling. Most breakups I can convince myself Iâm better off but with them I canât. Iâm better with them. I like myself with them. All I wanna do is message them that I miss them.
0 likesI have someone on my mind, we've never met and I don't think he knows I exist. His name is James but I don't think of him as a soulmate but as a brother.
0 likesIm sick of losing soulmates, it hurts a lot you know? seeing them loving someone else while you are friends with them hurts, hurts too much, i dont want to feel this anymore.
0 likesIts alright everyone is here for you no matter what
0 likesthese lyrics are so beautiful. i love them so much
5 likesWho else is on a Dodie marathon?!
0 likesthe guitar playing sounds like she
0 likeslike almost identical
Why doesn't she make an app for her music??
0 likesMy best friend met a new friend yesterday. She avoided my messages, then she answered and everything went cold and unfunny.
0 likesYour new vid brought me back to this song †Thank you love
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0 likesWhy do I always find myself coming back to this. Probably because No one stays in my life for long. I always end up pushing them away or they leave because I scare them with my mental health. And I always end up back with Dodie. If I could have a dollar or pound or what money I could for everything Iâve come back to Dodie Iâd give it all to her. She has just given me something worth staying one more day. That one choice. The choice to stay. And Dodie please donât ever stop. Youâre amazing at what you do. And if You didnât do what you do. I may not be here. Thank you. So so much. I really want to just give you the biggest hug
0 likesI feel like someone needs to dislike just one more itâs on 666 dislikes someone help PS big doddle fan
0 likesHonestly this is mine and my girlfriends song.
0 likesThis was perfect, I really need this for my midnight cry sessions. Love you so much â€ïž
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Bl ue hope you're ok <3
1 likelmaoo me too
0 likesAt the very bottom of the description it says this is about a really silly boy who she sort of loves a lot and I just couldn't help but think of Jon...
0 likesU H M , who made my queen cry?
0 likesTried playing this for my mom, and all she got from it was the curse word...
0 likesI had a best friend. We were in the same friend group. He was my best friend, though. He knew all my secrets, and was always there. I thought our friendship was going to last forever. He was my soulmate, although not in that way (hes gay and I'm taken). He was my first touch of how strong my friendship with someone could grow. But, he left. I got in some arguments with people in our friend group, and he is a follower so he left me. I still cry about how much I miss him. This mainly hits home because he loves Dodie and he did this song as a monologue in theater class. I miss him so much even though I want to hate him.
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I went through the same situation a two years ago, and I'm not going to lie, I still miss him a lot. And there's not a day that goes by that thinks what would happen if we were still best friends, but good came out of the two of us separating, and yeah, no one will ever know me as well as he did, but you can find love and happiness in other places. It'll get better đđ
0 likesThis is so good!you have more talent in your fingers than I have in my whole body.
4 likesGot technically rejected and my friend left so came here.
2 likesThere is a song called Tapes - Adele that sounds exactly like this... I think they may have copied you, Id give it a listen.
0 likesi had a best friend (or, what i thought was a best friend) and i have known her for 14 years and counting. however we will only have been friends for 14 of them, because then she stopped talking to me. without giving any reason at all, she just found some other, better and more popular friends and left me like it was nothing. after 14 years. how is that possible for a human being? i don't understand. i'm not mad at her though, because the whole time she was with me i kept thinking why someone like her would be with someone like me, and it seems like she finally caught on to that. it doesn't stop me from missing her like crazy though
0 likesI thought you're only supposed to have a soulmate.
0 likesThis song could be played any amount of times but would still have the same effect on me.
18 likesi forgot about this song đ
0 likesI relate to this song more than I want to:
0 likesFirst best friend: moved away without saying goodbye
Second best friend: moved away
Third best friend: killed herself
Fourth best friend: car crash
Fifth best friend: Haven't found them yet, been looking for 5 years. Kinda scared to find them because they'll probably leave too
this song describes every 50 shades-esk novel there is. Seriously, it's weird.
0 likesThis is a silly comment but i really want to know how to squeak with a ukulele/guitar lol xD
0 likesDodie, you are my idol, my inspiration, and my role model. So much love for you. â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
4 likesdidnt really break up with anyone but this just hurts me so much lmao
0 likes<3
0 likesWe're really big fans of Dodie and decided to cover this song, check us out?
1 likehow can i play this on ukulele?
0 likesthe lyrics for this are so beautiful oh my goodness
4 likesAw Dodie :( * hug *
0 likesMy sister recently passed away shortly after her 20th birthday. We used to listen to this song all the time..makes me tear up.
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sending love xx
0 likesiâm so sorry for your loss
0 likesOkay, ima be serious, ignore the cracked out Elmo as my profile pic.
3 likesI met this girl at school, she was beautiful. I found out she lived right next to me and I went to her house a lot. I started to gain this huge crush on her, but I thought I had no chance with her since I thought she was as straight as a fucking lamp post. Turned out that lamp post had a dent in it.
I found out she dated this girl a while back so I was just like "FUCK YEAH" and like we went on this walk, we went on walks all the time where we would just speak what ever was on our mind, so like she was talking about this "crush" she had and she was going on and on about how she never liked anyone that much and she thought she was in love with them. I was just willing myself not to cry.
So we went on this log next to a lake, granted I almost fell in a couple times but thats a different story. So like she said "I have talked so much about my crush, I never asked you if you had one" and like I was just like 'GAY PANIC' so I looked up at her. She had beautiful hazel brown eyes with green on the inside. So i thought "im finna be clever" so I took her hands in mine and said "the letter after T" so she like sung the alphabet and when she got to T she said "U?" and I nodded slightly and looked away. She giggled and said "same". I looked at her and I couldn't stop smiling.
So like we started dating and the school knew us as the "gay power couple" because they knew how much we loved each other. And it was true, I was, and still am, in love with her. Our first kiss was like, I dont know how to explain it. I just knew I would always love her.
But then she went to her dads 'for the summer' and I haven't seen her since. I've cried almost every night since and im crying right now typing this. She never said goodbye, I couldn't kiss her and hug her, she just left. I still have hope she will come back...
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this is a year later, and i really hope you're doing alright. <333
0 likes@Vonny Enos lol havenât seen her in a year. heard she was cheating on me and sheâs a trump supporter. lol probably wonât feel like that again but at least i got to experience love yâknow? anyways, how was ur day
1 likei LOVE this song but i don't understand what Dodie means by "We both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin" like what tin? lmao i probably sound so stupid XD
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This line is very metaphorical. Instead of thinking of the tin as an actual tin, think of it being a symbol for how obvious what âtaking a breakâ would do for the relationship (Iâm sorry if that makes no sense). Basically the âtinâ is symbolic of taking things as face value. For example if a couple says theyâre taking a break, they are simultaneously âbreakingâ their relationship.
0 likesGrace Hall yeah thatâs what Iâve always kinda seen it as
0 likesOMG DODIE. CONGRATULATIONS ON WINNING SONG OF THE YEAR. I SWEAR I'M CRYING, SO, SO, SO PROUD OF YOU.
3 likesThe few soul mates I've had have all left eventually
0 likeshello iâm back and almost crying again <3
0 likescheck out my cover of this song maybe? thanks lol
0 likesand every time i listen this i fall in love with the song again
im rotting. he said we would stay in touch. im so done with this life
0 likesI freaking love this song.
6 likesI met a boy that I really liked he liked me too and he ended it because we live too far (40min). Whatever.
1 likeI broke up with my boyfriend a couple of hours ago as a mutual thing because it wasn't case of falling out of love - just that he only saw the negative in himself and not the positive and hurting me in the result of this...
0 likesWhat I've learnt from this though is that you have to love yourself and accept yourself before you love someone else, so take baby steps before you run.
I'm only 14 and that's pretty young to be in a relationship but, we were young, in love and didn't have a clue about anything...
If you're a similar age, don't pressure yourself into a relationship - it isn't good for your mental wellbeing, and there's more important things to focus on, in life.
I felt like I had to mature quickly, due to exams and everything as well.
But, on the other hand you could say that experience was worth it - and it was, I loved every minute of it.
Thank you Mikey, for the best 8 months - I could've have asked for, I really didn't deserve you xx
Moving on will be the difficult part though... for the moment I'm just going to wing it and hope for the best... xx
we will grow old as friends.
0 likesawe đ
0 likesAbsolutely beautiful <3
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I think this is one of my favourite songs by you :)
4 likesYâall come here to cry too or just me lmao
0 likes50. i found you because of this song. it's special
0 likes<3
0 likesthis song physically pains me but i like it idk
0 likesim so happy this is on spotify now<3
16 likesI learned to play the chorus on piano
0 likesThis is amazing but can u do a little vid showing how
0 likesPlease post a censored one on your iTunes!!
0 likesI just went through this after telling my best friend that im Pansexual
0 likesthis is my fav thing you ever done, honestly i cried because i move alot and when you said "Iâm sick of losing soul mates wonât be alone again" it made me emotional. can't wait until you release a album :+)
4 likesi swear i lose every close friend i get
0 likesI'm crying. Cause I told my best friend that I have had a crush on her for almost a year. And she said she also has a crush on me. But she has a boyfriend. I feel like I'm losing a soulmate and I want to date. I'm not sure about her. I tell her everything and we love each other. Any tips?
1 likehehe.... this song mtches my life
0 likesWho would you sing this to?
0 likesHow do we win?
2 likesTurns out, we don't
I found this song after seeing a meme where Dan was singing this to Phil..
0 likesi lose my best friend and itâs not easy for me
0 likesI know she did a video on how to play this, but does anyone know the picking pattern? I have tried multiple things that sound similar but I know isn't the same. If anyone could help that would great! thanks!
0 likesGosh how can a song be so beautiful. Dodie, you outdo yourself every time. How. Stop it. Stop this madness. x I
4 likesWhat's the brand of your guitar?
0 likesMy girlfriend and I recently had a fight... She's ignoring me now... I've been listening to this song on repeat for hours now, I'm thinking of her asking myself so many questions I know I could never answer alone and wishing that she would just message me back.. I want to know why... Why she's ignoring me. Why she's trying to cut me out of her life when she told me I was her all and that she loved me.
1 likeThe beginning kinda sounds like 'Paint' by The Paper Kites.
0 likeswho did you think about while listening to this? what are they like?
0 likesI hope this boy loves you as much and more as you do him!!
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Who said it was a boy?
1 like+Cinzia Jacobson its in the description if you scroll down to the bottom!đ
10 likes+Cinzia Jacobson Dodie did.
0 likes+dankAssBaloney she's had feelings for both boys and girls :)
1 likeomg just read the very last paragraph of the description!! it will explain why she wrote the song!!
2 likesIt's about her best guy friend so probably Evan (n_n)
3 likesor Sammy
2 likesI was only asking a question? No reason to be so defensive thank you
0 likes@ImaDreamer I personally think its Sammy but I don't want to speculate in case its  completely wrong!
8 likes@Cinzia Jacobson I know that's why I put a smiling face but then somebody else commented and I had already said it was in the description!!
0 likes@Ashton Keenan No don't worry, it just came across as a bit rude.
0 likes+Cinzia Jacobson sorry!! I didn't mean for it to sound like that!!đł
0 likesHe shouldn't love her more than she loves him. Only just as much. Mutual love is best, else people will get hurt.
0 likes+Cinzia Jacobson Your comment came across as rude too though TBH
0 likes+ImaDreamer Most likely Charlie. The lyrics seem to relate to him a lot.
0 likesNOTE: I don't mean in a boyfriend and girlfriend sort of thing.
I took it up like she was talking about friends that end up having to leave for some reason or another? You can have a deep connection with someone (soul mates per se) but not romantically, but then again-I could be wrong..
0 likesI took it up like she was talking about friends that end up having to leave for some reason or another? You can have a deep connection with someone (soul mates per se) but not romantically, but then again-I could be wrong..
0 likes+Claire D oh wait, it is about a friend (I've read the description)
0 likesThis story begins with a girl.
0 likesThis girl has been depressed for years and has been looking for he soulmate.
One day she found another girl who live nearby.
Not thinking much about it this girl messaged this girl with a little introduction.
After a few days they developed a nice friendship, talking often.
One day they stumbled upon the topic of love.
"Oh it's alright, no body I like likes me back! Oh wait, did I just.." The girl in shock realizes that she had been obsessed over this other girl because she had a little crush on her too! "Well I suppose since I know you like me; I can tell you I like you too!"
For a few days they talked until she decides to meet the girl.
They sweat in anticipation; telling eachother "Only 20 more hours!"
There was a lot of virtual pats on heads, cuddles, and boops on noses on this wait.
They finally meet when the girl comes to her house.
Both of them were equally nervous so they decided to go sit on the girls bed until they leave to go see they movies together.
They go to the movie theater and hold hands, both quite sweaty.
They go out to a diner and eat.
The girl ofter got stuck in the other girls eyes.
Later she stayed the night and they cuddled as planned.
Obviously since they both liked eachother a lot, she asked the girl to be her girlfriend.
This was followed by many overnights and even the girl asking her to go to a huge concert with her.
One day during a regular conversation the girl said, "I have something to tell you... I want to brake up." Obviously shocked the girl takes a moment to process before answering. "Oh, I understand."
They didn't talk for a while until the girl texted back again. "I still like you. I know we aren't together anymore but this pains me."
This was followed by many conversations of the other girl seemingly torturing her by saying things like "This girl is really attractive!"
She kept talking about this one girl until one day they were dating.
But also, both girls were now boys.
So now this boys crush that broke up with him is now dating again with this beautiful non-binary pal. It still pains the boy to look at the other boy, he still has feelings for him. The other boy admitted that he also has feelings but would never "date him again." The other boy often hugs the boy, making him very uncomfortable as they are A. Ex's and B. The other boy has a s/o.
That is where this story stands and while not completely like the song, it is my story and i often listen to this song thinking about the other boy. The other boy has attempted suicide twice since we broke up only making my heart break more. Thanks for reading, sorry for any grammar mistakes â€ïž
Dedicated to a guy who's as weird as fuck as me and left me for a girl who's more prettier, weirder, funnier, and last, better.
0 likesTabs for guitar (hopefully theyâre right)
0 likesVerse 5,7,2,3
Pre Chorus 7,5,9,2,3
Chorus 2,3,5,7,6,1,5
Bridge 5,7,2,3
All I can hear is, "Sitting all alone in the DUCK"
0 likesI remember as clear as glass watching this video with the heaviest feeling anchoring down my heart and the constant sensation of sinking for the past few months and feeling the worst I'd ever had and hearing dodie's word lace their way into my depressed state of mind and gently lifting the weight away, and I remember watching this video me falling in love with dodie for the very first time
14 likes3:20 "I want technoooo..."
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0 likesDodie seams so emotional and sad :(
0 likesOver 10 fucking years, and 1 day had to fuck it all up
3 likesI want to sing along so bad but it interrupts her perfect voice and I cant have that.
6 likesHOW ARE YOU NOT WIDELY KNOWN LIKE DA HECK
0 likesthank you dodge clark
0 likesThere is a girl, who is the best person in this world and she was my soulmate, and it was not in a romantic sense, but in friendship. We had our plans and several things in common, even if we fought sometimes, we always spoke to each other again and we were fine. But three months ago, she discovered that her soulmate is someone else, and since then we have started to walk away. We have fought about three times since then and all the fights were ugly, to the point that we spent days without talking to each other. A few days ago it was my birthday and she gave me some letters and I thought everything was fine. But it seems that even if everything is understood, there will always be new reasons for us to fight. My heart is hurting so much because I just want our friendship back, I want to be able to talk to my best friend. I'm sincerely happy that she found her soulmate, but I wish he never came. It's selfish of me, but we were both well before he came. Now Iâm just so afraid of losing her like all the other important people Iâve lost. Now we are the exact opposite of each other, but I still love her so much. I don't care if she has another soulmate or if our interests are different and if we will ever split up. I just want to be able to have my best friend again.
0 likesi miss him more than i want to admit
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im tired of feeling like this i just want to move on
0 likesThis is so beautiful. Im in one of those moments where your calm and want everyone and everything to be calm and this song fits this moment.
3 likesMe and my best friend are friends since 11 years
0 likesOw ow my heart
0 likesthis fuckin takes me bACK
2 likesokay im crying this time
0 likesDodie, you have a real gift. NEVER doubt what you can achieve. This is incredible, I'm crying because I am proud of who you are becoming, and I really do love the person you are. <3
4 likesI love this song ok
0 likesgood song
0 likesDUDES HELP: i went to see dodie on sunday and she played a song and it was amazing but the only lyrics i remember are âwell i am!! Well i am!â Or something similar but wherever i look, (google, genius, youtube, i even read the lyrics of all the songs sheâs made which i can find) I CAN NOT FIND IT PLEASE HELP ME
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Kate W Is it One for the road when she says 'What a liar'?
0 likesWHO ELSE THINKS SHE LOOKS LIKE VERONICA SAWYER FROM HEATHERS ?!
1 likeThe studio version flattens my heart just as much as this one did. Congrats on everything, Dodie.
6 likesI just lost my best friend because she didn't believe me or the girl I am in love with. And I can't even be with this girl because she has family issues as to why she can't come out. Today we spent the day together and both realized how in love we are and how fucked up it is that we can't be together. She was my first kiss. And. I am really terrified and broken
1 likeI miss you. A lot.
1 likeI miss the way we used to help each other on the ice and laugh when we'd fall
I miss the way you'd hold my hand as we skated as fast as we could just to escape it all
I miss seeing you smile and laugh like you didn't have a care in the world
I miss the moments when you held me close and told me I had a chance to be your girl.
I miss asking each other random questions
And telling each other our dreams
I just want things to be like they were
All those precious memories, every one so pure.
I don't want to lose you. You have no idea how much I love you. I'm sick of losing soulmates and I'm not about to lose you.
I cried
0 likesI donât think I have the intellect to understand these lyrics...someone please explain
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She posted a video explaining the lyrics. You can go check that out
0 likesI am physically breathless and crying. This was so honest and raw and I just yes
4 likesThis sounds just like birdy
0 likeswhat does "a break does exactly what it says on the tin" mean
0 likesIâm late, but..
2 likesEdit: tl;dr, a boy I liked liked me back, turns out being very toxic, missed a guy who used to be a huge jerk but changed, moved schools, met a girl, am probably bi.
Hey,
I hope youâve gotten all the hints Iâve been flirting with you, constantly calling your face cute and trying to cheer you up so donât end up like me, terrible, awkward and self conscious. I could never see myself with you, but in the while Iâve known you I know you quite well and I still donât understand why you come back to me when Iâm sad. Is it cause weâre both Pisces? Is it cause we are both Gryffindor? Is it cause youâre supposed to be the more mature one because youâre older than me by a month, even though Iâm the one taking care of you, haha.. Remember today I was crying and you cracked very dumb jokes to make me at least talk? I wish I couldâve squished your cute little face but I guess I wasnât thinking straight.
I guess this song only calls out to me after I lost my old crush. He was so sweet and lovely. Cunning and witty, funny as well. I told him I liked him by the end of the year. He liked me back a lot, he loved me.. but summer break came and we fought endlessly because he blamed me for the things he was doing. I never realised how toxic he was, but he said he loved me and heâll never stop. But I lost interest. I told him to stop. And we havenât talked in weeks.
But when that happened, I.. kind of missed.. someone else.
He was a jerk, yes, but very much of a gentleman. He opened the door for people and told others to go before him. When it came to me, he didnât bother. That changed. My friend tried to call his name so many times but only responded to me. A boy took my pencil and he came up to him and grabbed it out his hand and gave it back to me. After I told him I got his back, he now has mine. 2 months ago, I told him I liked him a bit, and he didnât react because someone already told him. We remained better friends than ever, but I left the school. I told my friend to tell him I missed him a lot. She said he wouldnât talk to her and was being a huge jerk. Until.. she mentioned it was about me. She showed him an edit I made of him with a cat filter, and he laughed and smiled, according to her. That was the one day he wasnât a jerk to her. I hope to see you again. <3
....... this made me cry
0 likesGod I relate with this so much
30 likesThis is without a doubt my favorite out of all her songs.
2 likesI came here right after watching your video. I didn't even know you, but I feel proud of you.
26 likesthis was much better than the vevo version
18 likesSo, in case you didn't know, dodie has a vevo channel now, with this accompanying a beautifully emotional music video, directed by our very own Sammy Paul!
26 likesCome cry over there with me <3
Cant believe this hit 2 million views, such a beautiful song, well done dodie â€ïž
3 likesOH My GAwd.. this song shot straight through my soul :|
14 likesshe has the perfect voice for a sad part of a movie to make the mood just rainy and enlightening to be amazing she is an amazing singer and needs more
4 likesThis is my favorite song by her I love her voice it's so smooth and lovely
7 likesThis song has been around for a year now and throughout that year I've been able to relate to it in so many different ways, until recently coming full circle and I know relate to it in an uncannily similar scenario to that it was written about. An incredible song by an incredible person. love love love x
2 likesI'm addicted to ur voice xxxx
16 likesI get goosebumps everytimeđ©â€ïž
2 likesi wish i found this before. but better late than never...i'm so in love with this
15 likesYour voice is so soft and delicate ilysm
12 likesThis is such a beautiful song <3 thank you for putting it out there :)
8 likesI just found this and went straight to iTunes! Ur voice is so lovely.
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Ashley She came out with a music video for this on her vevo a few days ago as well :)
6 likesjesus i could listen to this everyday for the rest of my life and not get tired of it
2 likesOh my gosh, I cried..
1 likeWas listening to this at work and literally started balling.. Everyone thought my mom died or something...
Thanks for creating and invoking such beautiful emotion..
I love her voice so much, it's so soothing..
1 likeI think this will forever be my favorite version <3
7 likesomg i love listening to dodie's music when i read or im just chilling. its so calming!
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alienclique ikr
0 likesThanks for comforting me on a sleepless night thinking of someone I shouldn't.
2 likesthe ep version really shows how far she's come (i'm noT CRyinG, YoU aRe)
6 likesI listened to this song since it came out. it's helped me to much this last year. love you dodie!!
3 likesAbsolutely amazing, this is so gorgeous, will your ep be able to download on android phones
12 likesThis is my favorite song ever. I want to cry so bad because this is just my entire life.
6 likesI sang this to my best friend wile we was really depressed and he loved it so thank you
2 likesthis is so great. perfectly captures the feeling that i've been needing this season. thank you. đ
0 likesreally relating to this song rn. love you dodieâ„ïž
2 likesyou deserve so many more subscribers
7 likesthis is my favourite song to play on guitar. it's just so raw sounding and beautiful.
3 likesI heard this song on Spotify and I love your voice it's so beautiful!
0 likesI remember when this came out, NOW ITS ON HER EP!?!? Both versions are amazing <3
0 likesone year after and it still makes me feel all the feels at once: despair, happiness, heartbreak, sadness. it still breaks my heart
0 likesCan you release an acoustic version like this one on Spotify? I love this sound.
0 likesDodie clarck, you area beautiful woman and not only in your looks, i can feel your emotion. keep it going girl your riding on a gold road. <3
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*Clark
0 likesThis song hurts so much.
35 likeshonestly i love dodie and i absolutely love her ep but for this song i really don't know but i feel like this song has a lot more emotion into it and idk i always come back to this song and its just great.
3 likesTHIS IS ALMOST A YEAR OLD RIP
91 likesoh my god this is so beautiful I love it!
4 likesI love this song so much! (Note: auto correct decided that 'my children' was the word much.) Amazing as always Dodieâ€
0 likesit just struck me that everyone can think of someone when they listen to this song. and i'm just devastated, yearning for a somebody in my life.
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i was like that with this song like a month ago but now i have someone.. so you never know :)
0 likesI listen to this at least twice a day everyday. in combination with her other songs. I like how calm your music is.
0 likesI can't believe it's been one year. I'm mind blown.
42 likesThis song is the soundtrack to my life atm
3 likesThis song made me subscribe. It feels so real when you perform it.
0 likesShe's so pure and lovely she needs to be protected at all costs
2 likesLove this so so much. It honestly just speaks for itself. Wondering what camera and mic you use? Sound and video quality is great! Thanks âșïž
0 likesThis is amazing <3
0 likesYou make me so happy and your music is so important to me. I love you so much
0 likesHappy 1 year anniversary Sick of Losing Soulmates <3
0 likescan you believe dodie invented being talented
2 likesI love your songs so much. These songs helped me find myself. These songs help me get my tears out. These songs make me happy. I just recently got my first girlfriend, who is amazing btw. And I also recently came out to some of my family, and they love me just as much. I am the happiest I've ever been in my life so far, and some of it is because of you Dodie. Thank you. â€ïžđđđđ
0 likesThis song reminds me of Youth by Daughter, which i love so much. oh my gosh. Dodie is goals, and raw, and real.
0 likesomg it's such a fucking beauty!completely in love w/ this cuteness
0 likesi just want to say that your songs are awesome and they always keep me company
0 likesamazing job -keep up the good work.
0 likeswhenever things get messy with a best friend of mine, i come back to this song. it perfectly depicts our relationship.
0 likesit can be scary at times.
but dammit Dodie, i cannot describe it nearly this perfectly in words. thank you for this.
Hey dodie, I was wondering where I could find the chords for this song. I love this song so much. I recently discovered you but the second I heard this I fell in love with it. Thank you
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Jessy A-P if you check her vlog channel (doddlevloggle) you'll see that she posted a tutorial along with the instrumental recording and an explanation for the lyrics! ^-^
0 likesI hoped I'd never have to relate to this but oh my stars I do now
1 likemy best friend is all i have. i love her and this IS such an amazing thing to relate to because i think with songs, people fall in love with music that we see bits of ourselves in. my best friend has been helping me deal with my self harm and anxiety for five years now and i would not be here without her. thank you dodie for allowing me to relate to such beautifully represented thoughts. definitely sending this to my bestie <3
0 likesWow. This song has been out for a year today
18 likesAnd now the music video is out on her VEVO channel :')
3 likesSimon. I still love you. I will never let you down. People die, and it was all an accident. I didn't know you well then, but now you're all I know. Can't we just cry to sleep together?One more time?Or are you just waiting for the right moment to open your eyes, laugh, and say that it was all a trick?People say your only a character.Fiction.But I've heard you talking to me.And I love you.
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Laura Drinkwater holy heckle can i make this a book
10 likesLaura Drinkwater Which simon? Simon snow? From rainbow rowell? I just want to know
10 likesLaura Drinkwater SIMON COWELL???
18 likesHaha no XD I'm just joking a few years back my friends and I were reading a story online and said a character was like me and I should do something about it was a dare. I went to the saddest song I could find which was from the amazing dodie, and wrote this. I didn't expect people to believe it!
6 likesMar Mar this just makes me think of the forest fic God dammit
0 likesLAFofficial hey... I got a character named Simon. :)
1 likeI had to watch this several times to find the cat, I kept getting distracted by her beautiful face and amazing voice.
0 likesi finally learnt to play this love dodie's songs
0 likesI hope this doesn't sound weird, but I could listen to your voice for hours! <3 In this particular video though I don't like so much the cussing, but it's still a very nice tune :) Keep being you and keep producing music that comes from your heart. You have no idea how much you can impact someone with your music.
0 likesone year ago today holy moly i wish i had some guacamole dodie you are my inspiration on youtube and i love you so much !! thank you so much for everything you have brought me through and for sharing your life on the internet , you are such an amazing person and "god who knows where i would be" if i haven't you. <3
0 likesI've only seen your chirpy, awkward and happy songs. This brings a whole new level of wow. Intense feelings in this song. Very well performed and written.
0 likesthis song always makes me think of so many past friendships that have ended in a terrible way. . .
0 likesCurrently learning this song on guitar. It's been a minute since I've played. My fingers hurt so bad send help.
0 likesOmg this song was released a year ago!!! Wow how time flies
0 likesAmazing!
0 likesUgh this reminds me when I had a thing one time with this boy that I liked. We talked all night and I felt like everything was okay. But then he left me for someone else (:
0 likesUgh, now I gotta listen to the 1975 so I can cry my heart out (^:
I would really love to hear this song in fantastic beast if we ever get like a sad flashback of Newt and Leta.
0 likesSo excited for your EP Dodie!!!!!
0 likesThis reminds me of all the close friendships ive had that either just fizzled out or were ripped apart.. my best friend hates me
0 likesI always heard "cold broken teen" as "cold broken teeth" and I still related to it
0 likesfirst song I listened to of dodies đđ her
7 likesHow have I never seen that adorable smile around 3:10 before?
0 likesThank you Doddleoddle. You know exactly.
0 likesThis song related to me too much.I like my best friend and he doesnt feel the same.He going to ask out his crush and now Im trying to drift away from our friendship.I need someones advice asap before its too late.
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Angel T Tell him you love him but don't come off as pushy. If he reacts all mean then he isn't what you deserve, if he reacts calmly then try to think of him more as a friend than a lover. Sorry love if I don't help muchđ
3 likesyou should not drift away, it's pretty selfish and will effect your crush. sometimes you need to respect their feelings, even if you don't agree with it, and just be there for them when they need you.
4 likes+lpscrazy511 What hurts is that he used to like me and i thought we had something there.I respect his feeling for someone else but he starts to act like a jerk to get his crush's attention.He's my best friend and then suddenly I become nothing in front of his crush.I feel like i dont exist.My friends also ask me if i still like him but i dont want to tell the the truth.
2 likes+lpscrazy511 I just don't know and i feel like he's just a fake friend that i fell for.I want to tell my close friend the truth but they might make things worse. He doesnt love me the way i love him.If i tell him that i like him I'm scared that it will ruin our friendship bc he doesnt feel the same.
0 likeswell i think you should tell him, if he makes you feel this way he deserves to know so maybe he can fix how he acts - and you don't deserve to feel put down by it.
0 likesI don't think you should tell him... at least not yet. I also don't think you should part with him just yet either. What's the point of hiding your feelings if you'll lose him anyway? I think it totally sucks that he makes you feel unimportant when compared to his crush but you should talk to him about that. Try not to come off as jealous. Just tell him that it hurts you and you kinda don't know where you lie with him. Does he value your friendship in the same way you do or not? Let him know you feel forgotten. If he doesn't change how he acts or doesn't consider your feelings then he isn't worth liking, right? You deserve so much better than that. The case may just be that he's a stupidly oblivious boy and be completely unaware of the situation and how you're feeling. This is likely. Jump one hurtle at a time. :) Maybe wait on the admission of your feelings for now. Trust me, I've been where you are. Still am, quite honestly. I can 100% relate.
0 likes+Noni Rose thanks that really helped ill talk to him tomorrow.Really thanks.
1 like+lpscrazy511 thanks to you too
0 likesAngel T of course!
0 likes+Noni Rose I need help. My friend found out that i like him and now she teases me by making him sit next to him.I couldn't tell him to not act like a jerk around his crush bc my friend would think that I'm just jealous.I'm trying to move on but i really like him.He also told me that his crush doesn't like me and now we don't talk as much as we used too.I miss our friendship.I don't know why his crush doesn't like me either and i feel like she's trying to take him away from me.đ
0 likesNow I'm too scared to go to school and see or talk to him.
0 likesAngel T :( aw angel... im sorry! that's totally unfair of him to do. im honestly kind of angry that he's treating you this way. i really don't know what to tell you. you deserve better than that and im sure you know it too. he doesn't seem like a very good friend either if he is still invested in this random girl rather than cultivating your friendship. maybe he thinks you'll always be around even when he treats you like dirt. you aren't gonna like what im going to tell you but from my perspective I think you should get out. get out of the relationship. it seems toxic and is doing nothing but stressing you out and making you feel less than you are. you are important. don't forget that. and you deserve to be treated better. communication is key. you can either give him an ultimatum- his crush or you, his friend. don't be hostile. show him you are hurt. if he chooses her, he isn't worth the time. if you feel up to it, maybe tell him about your feelings? say you don't want to ruin your friendship and that you are fine with being just friends (if you are) because he means that much to you and you'd rather just be friends than not have a relationship with him at all... idk. I can't tell you what to do. those are a few options. just remember, you deserve better! and if those friends who tease you are your true friends, they would understand. sit them down and tell them to stop. tell them it's not funny or amusing to you. that's really it. good luck! I wish you the best. xx
0 likes+Noni Rose I don't want to let go.But i have too.He's been there for me but I can see it in his eyes that he really likes the girl that doesn't like me.I don't know if my feelings for him will fade but I'll see. we've been best friends since kindergarden and I don't want to lose him.I fell for him and he once fell for me but he thought that something was missing.Maybe when I'm older i can tell him that i feelings for him.Older as in next year,if the feelings haven't faded.At least I have friends who are there for me.I think his crush doesn't like me bc she gets jealous when we laugh or hang out a lot.She think that he likes me and i like him.But idc about his crush.
0 likes+Angel T Now i feel like writing a song about this even though i can only play guitar.
0 likesI know how you feel but idk if he has a crush or not. I sent him the link to this video and he loves it as much as i do. It's all super confusing.
0 likesAngel T how about this, I'll write and you can play, what do you say, angel?
0 likes+EmilyAnn Miller sure why not,lol
0 likesyour voice makes cursing sound pretty
4 likesone year and im still in love
8 likesListening to this song again for what seems forever. I haven't touched this song since I had dedicated this song to my ex. we broke up, I thought I lost everything but I didn't. I got so much more and so much better. it's been about six months and I've found someone who treats me so well, he makes me feel so happy. I don't know what the future will bring but I surely don't want our relationship to end short term. I love him so much and he makes me feel at home. I've never felt so happy before. god knows what the future holds. great things come to those who wait....
2 likesmy best friend sent me this
0 likesI honestly love her sm
watched it like 100 times!
0 likesWas just listening to this in a sleep playlist didnt even realize i was listening to the lyrics and started crying??? Half asleep just laying in my bed suddenly crying?? Wtf?? Damn dodie
0 likeshey dodie†could you make a video or something about how to play this. Or the tabs. I love your music. Thank you for your time. đč
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Psychedelic Lars She has one on her channel already :)
0 likesYou give me chills
0 likesDodie, i'm looking back at this after your EP came out...
0 likesIt brought me to tears; you have grown, but you are still the same, beautiful human who wrote this song over a year now, and if i ask any one of my friends (yeah i have more than one hehe) what their fave song of yours is, they say this one. You are amazing and beautiful. You aren't "Fucked up", you are fabulous! <3
- From a Diddy DoddleOddler :)
i love this song so much
0 likesthis song makes me cry. It's extremely beautiful.Although it reminds me of the fact that me and this boy are quite close and we talk all the time, and I like him a lot but i told him this and he kind of shrugged it off but then he ended up going out with my best friend. And im so confused. i just can't tell if he does like me...
0 likesthis is beautiful...
0 likesYou look so beautiful in this video it's sickening
0 likesI'd really like to hug you for this
2 likesComing from being hurt and lied to.....and loosing people I thought I'd die with..... thank you for this song......I really am sick of losing soulmates....
0 likesI like how your soul sounds
0 likesi love this
0 likesHAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY TO SICK OF LOSING SOULMATES!!!!!!!11!!!1!!!!!!!!!1!!!!!!
2 likesYou're awesome
0 likesWhen you watch the music video and come back to watch thisđ«
3 likesCan I please have the chords? I wanna play it on my guitar.
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Kenneth Gutierrez dodie posted a video so just search how to play sick of losing soulmate and you should find it
0 likesThanks! <3
0 likesDodie's so pretty <3
4 likesONE YEAR OMG YOU'VE GROWN SO MUCH!!!
0 likesAm I the only one that goes to this song when everything seems to be out of place and you feel lost?
0 likesthis song is so good it punched me in the face
2 likesThis is painfully relatable
2 likesSuch a good song
0 likesThis song is for Wes, I love him more than life it's self and I've been in love with him for over two years now. He just got engaged to another girl a few months ago. I'll never be over him.
3 likesTHis hit me like a ton of bricks. Dodie. Wow. If you ever come to France, you can stay at my place.
1 likeI was focusing on the sound of scratching the strings when she changed frets lmao.
1 likethis sounds so much like 'It's OK, I Wouldn't Remember Me Either' by crywank...
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Ash Waghorn i love crywank!! it really does sound like him.
0 likesTHAT'S WHAT I WAS THINKING OMG
0 likesyES
0 likesQué bien me haces cuando te escucho dodie! Se puede ser mås hermosa?
1 likeDoes anyone know what type of microphone device she is using???
4 likesdodie <3
0 likesi adore you
5 likesThis made me try again to get in couple with my best friend. We have been really close and I have confessed to her and she said that it would be better if we staid close friends.So I thought that I moved on but I still love her and I can't replace her
0 likesI was dating one of my best friends, but I realised quite early on that I couldn't give her everything she wanted. I broke up with her. It still breaks me to see her upset, but we've stayed friends. Everything's so strained nowadays, sometimes I wonder if I should have just left it, but I was so unhappy before.
0 likesOh boy just watched this... then work called n I had to be all professional like as I suck the tears back into my head and wipe tear snot onto my pj sleeves!
0 likesIt's really annoying how beautiful this is
0 likesEsta canciĂłn me recuerda a mi ex y a Life is strange
2 likesThis song is one year old today oh my god
1 likereminds me of Lucy Rose sometimes :)
0 likesAi cried this song brought the feels
0 likesI just finished perfecting She and now I have to learn this. Dammit Dodie stop making amazing songs!
3 likesI love this a whole lot
8 likesActually didn't know you had made this video, I've only heard the spotify one xD
0 likesyou know when you emotionally connect with a song so much and you feel like you need to write a huge paragraph explaining your feelings but you don't know where to start because you're actually kinda speechless??? yeah
4 likesNice!
0 likesGAH! 1 million views. look at you go with your crazy talent. just re watching stuffs before I see you live may 10th! what a fun early b-day gift to myself!
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You're so lucky, I really hope you have an amazing timeâ€ïž
1 likeProbably been asked a lot but what microphone are you using?
1 likeI want to appreciate how this was posted 1 year from now
0 likesOMG. I am totally blown away by this. I feel like this is different to anything you've written before and it's totally beautiful and I'm obsessed. outstanding
3 likesI would buy your album/EP so quick if you were to release one on iTunes đ
3 likesdodie you never fail to make me fall in love with your voice in every song you sing
3 likesThis chord progression just makes me want to cry. The beginning of this song always immediately sobers me and breaks my heart. How is it possible that sound could screw me up so much?
4 likesDon't mind me, I'll just be crying in the corner...sobs
0 likescould it be possible for you to post guitar chords and tabs? Or do a tutorial
5 likesi am in love with this x x
oh my god dodie this is STUNNING!!
4 likesdoes anyone have tabs??
0 likesRepeating this song over and over again.
1 likeThis is so beautiful â€ïž
5 likesThat was...beautiful. Thank you for doing this song.
4 likesi feel sad that i didn't know about this song before the ep
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Chloe Fay you poor soul
0 likesDoddle, can i use your songs like background of one of my video? :( I will write everywhere that is yours :)
1 likeI'm so obsessed with this song.
7 likesI paused at 2:51 and I don't regret it
2 likesthis sounds exactly like my heartbreak feels
4 likesIf you put these songs up for sale I would buy the shit out of them.
6 likes*squints eyes*-who hurt you
4 likesplease tell me it wasn't jon**
"Brave face talk so lightly hide the truth" wow that hit me right in the feels
3 likesđđ # goals
1 likeThe way she ends the video is the most heartbreaking thing ever.
6 likesThe video is out!!! check her vevo channel
4 likesYour guitar skills have improved SO much in such a short amount of time! Also I like the whole indie vibe you got going here. And killer lyrics, I mean, they always are but you went to a whole new level here! In everything really. Basically I love everything about this.
3 likes"i wish i could play the guitar"
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I'm just gonna say 'hi ukey punk' everytime I see you now đđ
8 likes+Chiara Andrighetto True. I see Ukulele Punks everywhere
0 likes+Gemma Tribbia YOU'RE ICON FOX THINGY IS TO DIE FOR IT IS SO DAINTY AND NICE AHH đđ
0 likes+Chiara Andrighetto Haha thanks :)
0 likesdodie I love u
0 likesI'm only at 00:45 and I had to stop watching because I was crying like a little child. oh my goodness this is so beautiful.
4 likesListening to this song now on your EP it sounds so different but I still love both versions, they're beautiful.
6 likesyour hair has grown so much in a year
1 likeALMOST 800.000 SUBS I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS
0 likesI love crying...
0 likesi'm getting Daughter vibes from this, beautiful song Dodie x
3 likesListening to Dodie inspired me to write my own songs and gave me confidence to post them on YouTube too. This song was one of the few that inspired me :) I recently posted a cover of this and it would mean the world to me if you guys took a look at it and maybe a few of my songs, thank you!
0 likesThis song reminds me so much of my bestfriend. It's like Dodie sings everything I wish my friend would tell me. I guess I'm just waiting for her to finally see I'm as fucked up as her. I feel like I've superglued myself together for her, I just wish she knew it. :(
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i feel you. i wish she would understand.
2 likesthis song makes me think of my life-long crush... I will never get over that boy <3
9 likesI want an album NOW! I love it <3
4 likeswhat are the guitar chords
0 likesI like to think we can never lose what we have, what is a place beyond the eyes but the state of being alive in the dream<?> I tend to think, souls might check, but to a mate can we not find a soul in a city if we search through the oughts to bring back the one that we met at wits watts never end,... Thanks for the thoughts of our ends never meet when<?> Met a friend and find a soul and make them you mate to be in loving thee as if the soul speaks.. Peace friends, why do we not try to just love again, without the lust that trust breaks the respect. Judge what we need not what one needs and be whatever thee needs to bee.. Peace..
0 likesi love your original songs so much oml
5 likesJust came back from the music video
33 likesSomeone please tell me how the fuck you get over your first heartbreak
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cry. thats the best way, dont keep your emotions in
5 likesPhan Malteser well I'm crying pretty hard so hopefully I'll feel better after, that's what usually happens when I'm upset I suppose
0 likesKatie Way
2 likesLet yourself grieve. Think about the whole situation and let yourself cry and let yourself feel miserable for a while. It's healthy. I hope you're feeling better.
the way to get over it is to wait
5 likesand to listen to heartbreak and breakup songs to validate your feelings
and definitely to write a lot of cringy heartbreak poetry and rants, so that when you do get over it you have something to laugh at
I am 100% serious
dont drink it doesnt help
0 likesYou first remember before it all happened. Then you think about why you did it. Next you remember why you stayed. Then you think about why they left. Finally you cry and eat ice cream, then think about how you can get over it and set to action.
0 likesHi dodie! I don't usually do this, cause i would imagine that it's probably just annoying - with that said, i made my own rendition of your beautifully written song. I would mean a whole lot if you wanted to have a listen
3 likesIf you don't then that's perfectly fine, keep doing you - you are special to me and a lot of other people.
I love your voice...
5 likeswatching you grow <3
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:) x
8 likesmy heart hurts
0 likesit took a while but i can finally see he's as fucked up as me
0 likesMy bestfriend of 8 years replaced me, she acts like I don't exist anymore and like I never did in the first place. No matter how much I try she just doesn't care about me anymore, this hit so hard. I just always end up alone no matter what everyone replaces me.
0 likesThe last good dodie song RIP
0 likesBeautiful, Dodie. Beautifully recorded too. Giving Marling a run for her money, pal.
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:O!!! X
2 likesfuck. in the start my brain filled with people who left me and who all had an impact on me. but then I saw a comment that mentioned a person they texted with. and in came my internet friend that was there in such painful moments. he was so sweet. I met him on Twitter and we talked all the time. I loved him. then we stopped talking. when I went back to twitter to check up on him, his latest tweet was from a few months back and said he was quiting Twitter. I started bawling my eyes out. for a few months I tried to contact him by twitter cuz I didn't have any other way of talking to him and I would just spill all my feelings out in the messages I sent him. after a while he messaged back and for once in four years I felt true happiness. my face lit up and I was wearing a smile for the next week. he explained to me he had school and that he couldn't talk that much but he would still message me once in a while. he messaged/chatted with me three times then never wrote again. I sent him so many messages.. and he saw them. didn't respond. I had almost completely forgotten about him until I listened to this. but I won't cry. I won't cry. I won't cry. I. won't. cry.
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0 likesman this came up in my recommended and now im sad... youtube knows whats up
0 likesI miss you Savannah , god I miss you so much
4 likesI've been subscribing to your channel for about 3 minutes and you're my favorite person on YouTube.
3 likesWhy am I crying?
0 likesok, no one kill me but I like this version better
0 likesDoes anyone know the plucking pattern becuase I'm trying to learn how to play it but its not completely clear what it is
0 likesI like someone. My friend. My "brother". I liked him a lot but, then this one day he told me to leave him alone-. To stop bothering him. Told me to go away... I still like him. I don't know why I still have feelings for him I just do. I can't control it. We still talk but not as much as we used to....
0 likesA ukulele tutorial for this would be killer for sure đâ€ïž
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Pleeeaaasssee Dodie?
0 likesHEY KIRSTEN I STILL LOVE U NOTHINGS CHANGED
0 likesI know, like everyone else here, who that is I lost. In my case, I'm trying to hold on. We're friends, very close, but I like them romantically. Unfortunately, my other close friend likes them as well, and they're compatible orientation wise while I'm not sure if I am.
0 likesCan you do a video about periods?â€
0 likesi wish this was "life is strange" soundtrack
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Its Numy omg yea
0 likesI would absolutely cry. That was a video game I played with my ex :/
0 likeswell if we are losing them they are not soulmates.
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0 likesme and my frend_____just had a big fight cuz of my frend spreading rumours and I called him after school and I sent him this song, he didn't answer but 5 mins later he called me back, I was crying, and so was he
0 likesAm I the only one who listens to this to much?
0 likesdear, the person im thinking of....
0 likesim sorry. i cant say that enough times. i still love you, and i probably always will. i didnt mean to treat you bad, but im not gonna blame it on anything or play the victim. what i did was wrong. but i tried to fix it and you didnt let me. you didnt talk to me or out in any effort. we're both to blame for what happened. it hurts to think about you. but i know youve taught me very valuable lessons, and i thank you. i still love you, and i hope youre feeling better.
cordially,
jess.
Ahhhhhh seeing this and now that it's actually going to be on YOUR NEW EP it's fucking incredible Dodie!!!!
2 likesi like both versions in different ways. quite like how raw this is, and how low the guitar sounds
2 likesI love this song. I love this song so much. I'm a bit stuck right now, and when I listen to this I feel better. I just cry and let out every emotion. I love this song.
2 likesseeing how far you've come makes me happy for you
2 likescant believe she just released an EP. it's making me cry, I'm so proud of her. I love you so much Dodie! thanks for being an inspiration â€
3 likesI come back to this song about every 2 months. It is good for my heart.
4 likesI'm really happy for dodie with her EP coming out and releasing this song on spotify but idk why, i still like this version better. It's so raw and real and so so good!!
3 likesListening to this song almost a year later and it's still so beautiful. I fell in love with this song the first time I heard it and it still makes me feel some type of way
1 likeOh damn girl the Spotify EP version is actually mesmerising!!!!!!!!! So very beaut XX x
3 likesdude pls put his on itunes i would love to buy it i love his so much
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Alex Derry she's making an EP now
1 likeHEY GUESS WHAT #PreorderIntertwinedOnItunes
2 likesShe did :)
2 likesIM SO HAPPY OH MY GOD
3 likesi can't fucking wait for her EP version of this song
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wait she has an ep?
0 likessavanah she's currently making her EP. She snapchats about her recording sessions from time to time. It's so exciting. This one time she was lying down on the floor and something that sounded like a remastered official version of this song was playing in the background and omfg it was only like 5 seconds worth but god damnit it sounded amazing.
9 likesOmg i want it now!
1 likeWhat's an EP?
0 likesI've always loved this song but now I relate with it on a whole new level â€ïžđ you're seriously such a beautiful person love! Thank you so much for creating this, it's beautiful! đ
1 likeso proud of you for this song and getting it onto Spotify and bringing out your EP, love you Dodieđ
0 likesI always find myself back here... Every day lately. Thank you for this song â€ïž
0 likesWhen I'm having a bad day, I flick on some Dodie songs, have a wee cry and then I'm good.
0 likesPlz just never stopâ€ïž
One of my favourite artists, such cute music with amazing lyrics. Love Love Love. <3
2 likesWish I could write such amazing lyrics! This song makes me cry so much...
0 likesThis song is so lovely, full of truth. Thank you for this beauty.
0 likeshey dodie this is so good I love this song so much :)) I was just wondering what mic you use? xx
0 likesDodie, beautiful song, so much emotion is your voice and words, I love it. I was just wondering what you use to record your audio? Or does someone else know?
0 likesYour voice is so nice and your lyrics are so nice <3
3 likesThis is such an amazing cant wait for the EP!â€ïž
0 likesI love this song, this is beautiful Dodie đđâ€ïžâ€ïž
0 likesI just discovered you and you are amazing. I would legit pay to see you at a concert.
0 likesDoes anyone know what she's using to record this? I love how it all sounds so good
0 likesthis is amazing, you are such an inspiration! thank you
3 likesdo you have a record deal yet cause you're amazing đđ
0 likesTakes some serious emotion to make this
3 likesOne of my fave songsâ€ïžđ
0 likesAlso does anyone know what mic she uses?
I'M SO BLOODY EXCITED FOR HER EP IT'S GOING TO BE ABSOLUTELY AMAZING
0 likesI'm in love with this song I listen to it sm it's so beautiful
0 likesđyour voice is so beautiful. Thanks for making time to make music and talk to us while you're going through a lot of heartbreak and emotion. i cry every timr
0 likesAfter listening to your songs for about a year, I think I should probably subscribe now ;)
1 likethis has an ed sheeran sort of vibe. I love it, amazing job, doodie!
0 likesĐŃĐŸ ĐżĐŸŃŃŃŃĐœĐŸ!:3Its exactly how Iam feeling right now...
0 likesThis song makes me think of my ex best friend we met 2 years ago and for 2 years I was the happiest I've ever been then one day she just stoped talking to me completely and I was heartbroken. It turns out she told our other friends that she hated me and didn't want to be my friend. I cried for hours that night because I didn't have someone to go to that I knew well enough to trust. This song constantly makes me feel better because now I have 2 of the most caring and wonderful people that didn't say no to me when I asked to be their friends... I'm sorry this is so long lol.
5 likesiÂŽm in love with this girl and his voice...canÂŽt stop listening to this song!!
0 likesDear Dodie,
0 likesThis melancholy song touches me in the deep crevices of my heart where best friends used to tread. Thanks for sharing--it's absolutely lovely.
What's odd doddie is you dedicate this to someone you love I do to but for me it's for all the wrong reasons I shouldn't love the guy who raped me almost a year ago I love this song the lyrics I won't take no for an answer make me cry I wish I loved myself and I wish it never happened I thank you for this song
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Natalie J. Saroff Hope things get better for you. Your picture looks very pretty. Stay strong. đ
3 likes+ultimate nerd trash I'm seeking treatment finally so it's a slow process but things are getting better slowly thank you
4 likesIt's been a month according to YouTube on when you made this comment, but I'm really sorry and I don't know you, but I hope everything gets better. That must be really hard and I cannot express how sorry I am for you. I know those feelings sort of. I mean not in the same way you do, but I'm still really sorry.
14 likesstay strong love,, people love and care about you <3
2 likesi wanted to reply to both of you. things have gotten better after a month and half in the hospital and 2 months in out patient treatment i have began to cope much better. I'm doing trauma work i have a new therapist (sadly my previous one was killed in a bicycle accident) I'm writing plays again I'm on meds I'm not allergic to, and through i friend i met at the hospital i met my current boyfriemd who is the most accepting person when it comes to mental illness. he gets the ptsd and DID though he doesnt have it. He listens he asks to hug or touch me he has seen me at my worst he even visited me at the hospital. I am getting stronger. This song still has that reminder and i still cry when i hear it but its been helping when i have an episode with my ptsd. i thank you guys for your kind words. You are wonderful. stay existing and stay awesome
5 likesits gonna be okay someday, im happy that u gettin' better and stronger and i'll keep finger cross for u
0 likesI've listened to this so many times. I want to make it into a pillow and bury my head in it forever.
0 likesI adore this song and your voice. This is beautiful and you're beautiful and everything about this video is beautiful.
0 likesLove this so much!
0 likesPlease, please, please, upload to iTunes. I love your music so much.
0 likesit's been almost a year since this song came out, and somehow still I'm able to take myself back to how I felt in that time. I swear your songs are magical Dodie, I absolutely love your music
0 likesThis is amazing!
0 likesngl this has been my favorite dodie song for a few months now and I don't think any other song can top it
0 likesLove this!!
0 likesits fucking beautiful... like i have no words this is so perfect hun .. i love it
0 likesstill my favourite ever youtuber original song
3 likesthis is a beautiful song and one of my faves but MY GOD THE ADD GAVE ME A CRAVING FOR BUBBLE TEA.
0 likesthere's something abt dodie's guitar playing that just makes me melt a bit
0 likesif you listen to the lyrics it will shake you so hard
3 likesTHIS IS AWEEEEESOOOOOMMME and I can play this song now đ
0 likesThat was really special... Thanks for sharing it.
0 likesPUT MORE OF YOUR SONGS ON SPOTIFY PLEASE YOU ARE SO GOOD
0 likesi walked my friend to her uber, and this sng just so happened to be playign when i came back to my room. THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS!! lovely song, and thank you for sharing your gift!! i've already played it like 4 times.
0 likesthanks for the goosebumps. beautiful song
0 likesI recently lost a soulmate (or I thought he was one) and I really feel happy now that I know where I stand with him! He's not mine and never be and now I can move on into seeking another soulmate!
0 likesHeart wrenching.
2 likesWhen a human's expression is powerless it means that the past has hurt them.
1 likeCan't be changed, things have been missed and situations have changed.
this is keeping me going at the moment, thank you.
0 likesMy boyfriend always plays this for me when we're fighting, because at the end of the day we're best friends and soulmates and it's not worth it to lose each other. We found each other at just the right time in our lives because I moved to his town. We're each other's #1 support system and are always here for each other. And we absolutely adore each other. :)
0 likesHi, does anyone know the chords to this song? ^^
0 likesthe harmonies in this are soooo nice i which i could sing them all at once instead of having to record each one
0 likesthis song is so beautiful oh my god
0 likesreally beautifullâ€
0 likesIt started with she and ended with sick of losing soulmates, thank you Dodie for perfectly illustrating my relationship before it even happened
0 likesyou're so amazing
0 likesThis is like... Daughter meets Ed Sheeren... Meets Regina Spektor. I love it.
0 likesI can't tell you how much this song means to me.. even the note at the end, exactly the same as what I'm feeling. Thank you.
0 likesHoly fuck this so good i have chills
1 likeWe will grow old as friends
0 likesIâve promised that before
so whatâs one more?
in our grey haired circle waiting for the end
such amazing lyrics
i wish you leave us the chords of the songs </3
0 likesOmg 2 mil!! Congrats Dodie :~)
0 likesIt's coming up a year where I would sit and listen to this multiple times a day and hurt so bad after a split but now we've both moved on and I love this song so much because it holds so many good and bad memories. Thank you for creating this masterpiece, Dodie. I am not sure where i'd be without this song <3
0 likescan you please do an album!!
0 likesi don't know what draws me to this song most out of all of those on your channel but i listen to it at least 4 times a week. it's so raw and reminds me of an old best friend and the emotion in it encompasses me every time
0 likesReminds me a lot like Daughter. Love it.
0 likesIM SO PROUD THIS IS ON SPOTIFY AND WILL BE ON THE EP IM SO HAPPY
2 likesThis is beautiful.
0 likesSomething about her voice just makes me sob uncontrollably no matter what she's singing about.
0 likesabsolutely made me cry. you are a lyrically genius xxx
0 likesi want this music on spotify so bad oh dear
0 likesliterally love every orignal you come up with. relate relate relate
0 likesBeautiful. I cried.
0 likesAt first, the sound of the fingers sliding up and down the strings drove me nuts...but as the song progressed that sound ended up becoming integral and an even an enhancement to the lyrics and tone of the song. This is an amazing song, I love it!
0 likesAhh this made me cry because of the situation that went on with my ex-best friend and I recently
0 likesthat adorable smile at 3:07
0 likesi love this so much
0 likesYour ep is so great Dodie I love yo
0 likesthis gave me chills
0 likesi'm obsessed with this song.
1 likeThis is fucking amazing!!!!!
0 likesI love you so muchâ€ïž
0 likesThis song is help in' me through my first ever break upđđâ€ïž(about last week)
This is wonderfulđ„
0 likesDoes anyone know the chords to this? I really wanna learn it
1 likeOMGOGMOG this was the first dodie song i listened to :D
0 likesPlease do a clean version of this song!
0 likesWhenever I see you cry I just want to hug you and make you feel better...
0 likeswhat mic does she use? and beautiful song btw :)
0 likesYou are sutch an inspiratonâ€ïž
0 likesIt's finally on spodfiy omg I'm so happy for you!!!
0 likeson bad days i listen to this on repeat
0 likesjust realized the intro reminds me of chasing rubies <3
1 likewish i could give this a thumbs up a thousand times
0 likesi love so much about this song....everyone who listens to this song perceives it differently and she sounds so beautiful i could cry
0 likesOmg 1 million views no wonder though today I just thought I've not listened to sick of losing soal mates in a while I now have it stuck in my head I hope this is or you're album or ep or whatever it is
0 likesDoes anyone know where I could find ukulele sheet notes for this song
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google sick of losing soulmates Dodie Clark ukulele tabs. This should bring up all the chords
2 likesLiterally this song is so relatable
0 likesDODIE YOU MUST AND I REPEAT MUST DO A SONG WITH DANIEL HOWELL PLAYING THE PAINO PLEASE PLEASE THIS IS SOMETHING EVERYONE NEEDS IN THEIR LI
0 likesStill love this
1 likeI just learnt this on uke and I can't stop playing it
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What strumming pattern do you use?? I can't find anything online about it!
0 likesCasey Barker I just kind of copied what Dodie does on guitar but I simplified it a bit? I don't know really, I don't pay much attention to strumming
0 likesStrumming pattern!? She's not even strumming :DD
0 likesAoife is a social disappointment
0 likesI do it on guitar with the top one and the 3rd one down. I think you could probably do the same with the ukulele. I haven't tried it on ukulele yet! Dodie did a tutorial somewhere too! Good luck x
She reminds me very much of Lucy Rose (singer) in this video, mainly just the sound of this song
0 likescan you cover therapy by all time low please !!!
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Jess Snaddon all time low are the best!
6 likesJess Snaddon omg yes
1 likeYou should play guitar more <3
0 likesIt's the ending that gets me. I really cannot with the ending.
0 likesWhen I heard the first few notes I thought of Youth By Daughter xD
7 likesWonder who this best friend is
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I don't think so, her and Sammy are still pretty close!
18 likesI think that's the point of the song, that they're still close (that's just what i interpreted from watching the explanation lol)
32 likesAndrea Quinn JON
11 likesThrowback to when this song wasn't on the charts lads
17 likesI think it's Ben
5 likesAndrea Quinn I believe its Jon Cozart or someone else but idk
4 likesAndrea Quinn it was Sammy, and what happened after they broke up. Sammy helped dodie after breaking up with her abusive ex Tom Law (pretty sure A permanent hug from you and absolutely smitten were written about him, but watch "angry" to see what really happened in the relationship) which she made into the song Pas De Duex and now sick of losing soulmates is about her and sammy breaking up
27 likesEvan
1 likeit was definitely sammy.
8 likesSammy
4 likesCurrently sitting alone in my kitchen at 9.30 listening and drinking vodka. I can't.
0 likesAt 3:07 dodie flashes a grin so quick it's not even there for a second but I thought it was the most beautiful part of the video.
0 likesthis song is making me cry because I'm still hopelessly in love with my ex and she is in love with his other boy and because she is now my best friend she is always talking about him
0 likesstill so fricking good
0 likesfavorite song on her channel
0 likesI love this so muchh
0 likesI keep coming back to this song
0 likesactually perfect
0 likesactually perfect
0 likesThis song really reminds me of throam vol. 3
0 likesI could drive myself to insanity trying to figure out who's leaving dislikes
0 likesdoes anyone know the tabs to this song... I know she has a video on how to play it but I'm just wondering if there are any tabs so that I can print it out and try to give it a go?
1 likeAnyone?
I keep coming back to this video... again... and again...
1 likeI'm so proud of my cinnamon roll!!!!!!!
0 likesThis song is my aesthetic
0 likesthis reminds me of "naked as we came" from iron and wine... dont know why though
2 likesi cant even describe how accurate this song is right now. I just stumbled across you Dodie and your lovely channel and voice today and i swear something out there knew i needed to hear this song. to him: i wish that you could hear this song and understand what i mean when i say you mean the world to me, youre my best friend and im so sorry for making you upset bc i was upset,. i see now that i am just so god damn lucky you are in my life and are my friend and i never want to risk losing you again. i hope you know that i care about you so much and that i am fighting so much inside me to just shut the fuck up and have fun with you again which i swear we will get back to that place bc i plan on keeping you in my life for a long while. and i hope we can get through a night of rest finally tonight instead the gut wrenchingly hard conversations we've been having every night, and i hope your doing ok right now and i hope each day we can feel more and more ok again. thank you for everything youve put up and for making me feel worthy again. i kinda sorta love you a lot and nothing makes me happier than seeing you happy. , best friends for good right? x
0 likesSO GOOD
0 likesdefinitely a rainy night time drive song
0 likesthis song breaks my heart
0 likesEveryone here in the comment section is talking about how this song reminds them of their exs while all I have to say is that it calms me down and helps me concentrate while doing my math homework.. Oh, well.
0 likesI kinda sorta feel the same way about my friend
0 likeshaha congrats on making me cry : )))))))
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0 likesi fell in love with your strumming 5 seconds in. dodie <3
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strumming, picking, plucking... i'm no guitarist. please excuse my lack of string-instrument lingo -_-
2 likes+doddleoddle has been playing for nearly an hour now. thanks for this. i really really like it.
1 likeAre your songs on iTunes? Because I would buy all of them.
0 likesI love the sound when you slide your fingers up the string of a guitar
4 likesI just balled my eyes out
0 likesyou thought I was great? you're style is right up my alley, so good!! you near NYC
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Holy crap. I would love to sing this with you. this is so frigging good
1 likeCello Noises I suppose I'd have to make a trip lol
0 likesTHE TEARS ARE REAL
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Ahem.
4 likesAbsolutely Smitten
Adored By Him
Pas Das Deux
One For The Road
Sick Of Losing Soulmates
Now cry forever.
+Phoenix Snyder I'd say adored by him after one for the road and pas Das deux before sick of losing soulmates
0 likes+emilee meagher it's by date because absolutely smitten was posted before adored by him believe. It's like a little story it's great
0 likes+Sarah Elizabeth actually yeah re reading what I wrote, you're right.
0 likesALMOST 2 MILLION VIEWS !!!
0 likesdoes anybody know chords in this song?
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hannah arganti im not 100% sure, but I think she has a video tutorial for this song on her channel
0 likesbeautiful song. as a daughter fan, i'm in love <3
3 likesEveryone leaves eventually. Everyone.
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Bri Elizabeth this fucked me up
0 likesKaren Kollar sorry
0 likesWell, you'll leave people behind someday. So you can hardly be mad. And you'll never be left alone.
6 likesLol its the same as saying that everyone dies. eventually.
2 likesOne month until I leave my hometown and go to college. This song messes up my head
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good luck with everything â€ïž
2 likes@Sala Walter aw thank you!
1 likeGood luck, hope everything goes well! <3
2 likes@Rice M thank you so much!
1 likegood luck, remember that wherever you are there is akways somebody to talk to. whether it be family or friends. Good luck for college and congratulations on getting into one!!
1 like@Abbie Allanah aw thanks for the encouragement!
0 likesSame here! Going to move to the other side of the country..
3 likes@Rupser you got this! i hope you have a great freshman year!
0 likesoh god dude i cried for days after my parents left on moving day
2 likesKirsten Joy
0 likesHow are things going?
+Blurry Dan Is Happy your name and icon are so fantastic!
38 likesAnd things are going pretty well! I'm currently trying to find a balance between meeting new people and staying on top of my schoolwork. My roommate is fantastic, but some of her close friends came to our uni. I, on the other hand, came into uni having only one friend from home in my grade. So it's weird seeing her little squad and feeling like I'm ""behind"" on finding my own group.
But in reality, I'm not behind! The people in my dorm are great; we're growing closer and it's so fantastic! And I see acquaintances all over campus! I just have to make time to get to know them better :)
Lastly, thank you for asking how I'm doing. I clicked on this song because I knew it would make me sad and cry, but instead I wrote down how I'm doing well! So thanks for turning what would be a sad experience into a positive one :) I hope you have a great day!
When uke tabs had this song I drop my phone with excitement
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Saaame
0 likesright?
0 likesStill love this
10 likesI'm so glad you won best song at the sitc awards!
3 likessOMEONE GET HER A RECORD DEAL OML
0 likesThe end gets me đ
3 likes" We will grow old as friends
1015 likesIâve promised that before
so whatâs one more?
in our grey haired circle waiting for the end "
This line gets me really hard. I've promised that before so whats one more? It sounds like; no, I really like you and I don't want to be just friends but I see It's not working out but I really still want to be friends. I seems so sad because in the end they became just friends even though it seems she wants to be more. At least, they will grow old as grey haired friends
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:) xx
93 likes+doddleoddle omg asdfghjkll dodie replied i can die now. um I just want to say that I love you music covers and original music <3 Thank you so much for everything. Hope everything works out :)
11 likesCurrently going through something similar^ Friendship just seems the better route with her though. I know all I want is to be around her though so if that means being just friends then that's what I'll be.
10 likes+
0 likesyup pretty sad one of my friends sad that before and ended up trying to take her life I hated it because this almost meant that one of my really good friends wouldn't stay that long.
1 likeThat exact verse killed me because that was probably an exact conversation I've had with this guy.
4 likesThis explanation changed the way I saw/ heard the song, so now I love it even more than I did before cause I'm going through the whole 'I like you a lot but you don't like me so we'll just keep being friends.'
7 likesI'm going through a thing where a year ago I loved someone so much that I would brake bones for them but now I have lost the feeling as it never got returned and I don't know how to end the relationship :(
10 likesdo what makes you happy man
3 likesWow. This is actually me right now. That line hit me right in the feels too.
3 likesI love hearing other peoples perspectives on songs. They are all unique and beautiful. I wish you well
4 likesI'm going through a thing where.. she said we should be friends but a las. We aren't even that anymore.
6 likesI'm going through this thing where I like my best friend but I know he doesn't feel the same.He told me he was going to ask out his crush next year and it hit me really hard. Now I'm trying to end our friendship because it hurts me too much to know he doesn't feel the same.I don't know what to do anymore.
3 likesAngel T i know exactly how you feel, and i know how much it hurts it is better just to end the friendship before you get hurt
2 likesTalk to him about your feelings. Get some closure. So that even if you do end your friendship with him, you can walk away without regrets.
5 likesDon't let the friendship end without trying, or you'll hate yourself forever after. Trust me.
Call that a reply: a colon, a closing bracket and two multiplication signs. I am deeply jealous. Nicely worded interpretation BTW. Have a colon, a dash and a closing bracket to boot.
0 likesto think that you are now on vevo,and we were here when it started. i like this version :) its more soulful. those lines still hit hard
4 likesthis song is almost at 2 mil i'm not crying
3 likesI can't be the only one going and watching all of her sad songs and crying excessively...
3 likesRight?
Am I THE only ONE going back to this too see the difference between the original and the studio version?
0 likesSO IT'S BEEN TWO DAYS AND I'M STILL LISTENING ON REPEAT AND I NEED A TUTORIAL JESUUUUSSSSS
3 likesAw I just realized this was posted on my birthday last year. Late birthday present? Makes up for a pretty bad birthday <3
0 likes"Sick of Losing Soulmates" is the first suggestion that pops up when you type "s" into the search bar! "She" is third
0 likesI'M SO UPSET THAT IT'S NOT POSSIBLE TO LIKE THIS SONG MORE THAN ONCE!!!!!!!! Honestly, I feel like I've watched this video about 100.000 times and it's getting more beautiful everytime I do so :) Very well done, Dodie! I wanna marry this song.
0 likesI love everything about thisssssssss <3333
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zannah !!
0 likesYour such a good singer and I love ALL your songs and I like this one but I think you ruined by adding the swear word! I'm not against swear words I swear all the time but it kinda ruined it for me. I still love it though!
0 likesI REALLY LIKE THIS
7 likesis inspired to learn guitar
1 likeI kinda want this to be about her and jon (aka paint) but i have a feeling it isn't which is saddening. Ya feel?
0 likesOkay I just needed to say that your music is so incredible. You are such an amazing and talented person and I really hope you can figure out whatever situation it is you are in. You deserve nothing but happiness in your life. You have inspired me to do what I love and to persevere through life's problems. Your music really speaks to me and I deeply relate to you and your beautifully written songs. Thank you for this and for being such an amazing human being and sharing your beauty with us <3
3 likesthe title says all the rot's of my rotes of credence too, why I have been chiseled away into unto onto a heart of lost #PiecesOfPeaces...
0 likesWhy the hell isnt this on Apple Music???
0 likesThis song is giving me he is we vibes
3 likesThis is a completely different Dodie from when I subscribed to you and it's like you grew up and i grew along with you (all in a good way). You are really opening yourself up with this song and showing the others parts of you and not only (or mostly) your happy bubbly self, which I love a lot. But this song is just so honest and pure and just amazingly beautiful. If you would put it on itunes or spotify I would be listening to it on repeat (only because youtube doesn't have a constant repeat button haha)
3 likesAnd as a music teacher, I just love your improvement with not only your songs but also your voice :) It is beautiful and even though you sing soft and petit your voice is still strong and steady and I just love that.
i know ima year late to this video but dont cri dodie.... it makes me want to cri too
0 likesI know I'm just a fan and you have no idea who I am but you have impacted my life in such a positive way...seeing you grow up only a few years older than me, being honest on this extremely big platform and showing that you can grow so much and achieve a lot even though you're scared. I still feel like a naive little girl after finishing my first year of university but I find comfort in watching your videos- they calm me down when I am sad and have encouraged me to continue learning with my little uke. You are so so talented and I can only hope to achieve what you have here, hope you're doing well
3 likesHer voice is so pretty and I have a slight crush on her heLP
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there is no help, only acceptance
21 likesyou are by no means alone
@Eleanor the koala whelp
1 likeIm slightly in love with her
1 likeThis song really reminds me of me and my crush. I happen to be her closest friend, and she's head over heels for her girlfriend - it's all she talks about. I told her I was crushing on her and she cried because she knew how I would be hurting. Her love for her girlfriend seems to be one-sided, and my love for her is the same. It's confusing and it hurts. It's like I'm losing my soulmate...
3 likesI cried.
0 likesYou are beautiful
0 likesGod I love you
0 likesvery touching, a beautiful piece xox
3 likesam i the only one who likes this version better than the ep one? they're both great, but this has more emotion and more of a "dodie" sound.
0 likesSomeone knows why she isn't on tidal?
0 likesI'm actually near tears, because my best friend has been ignoring me, and pushing me away. Most of our encounters now are her yelling at me to leave her alone after i ask how she's doing, and it feels like i did something that made me lose her. I've lost so many friends like that, and I'm sick of it. She's so focused on other things, to where she's becone cold and cruel towards me and others. We don't talk anymore, we don't look at eachother the same. Everythings different.
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0 likeseveryone seems to be able to find someone to think of listening to this song... but i simply cannot, and that's what makes me sad
5 likesWait its you who made that song, omg noooo, ;-; i just nu i love it :-:
0 likesi sleep to her songs
0 likesplease pull some strings and collab with bo burnham
0 likesâĄ
0 likesMY FEELINGS ARE IN A SONG
3 likesOmg you look so much like hedy
0 likesi think it's this, the start and middle and end
1 likejust saying this song got me to sub
0 likesSummer, you probably wonât ever read this. But I love you and I miss you.
1 likei was crying by thirty seconds why do you hate me so much
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i swear the "we will grow old as friends/ ive promised that before/ so whats one more?" cuts deep man
49 likesBrooklyn. It's been a little bit but I still remember. That's my person who's yours
26 likesTo my best friend
0 likesI have listened to this soooo muchđ. She is so amazing. I know all the words by heart. I've watched this video so many timesđđ
2 likesI think of this song as like how my friend was so upset and struggling with mental health a couple years back and now I'm in that position and I feel like I rely on her so much because she's proved that you can get back together, and now we're getting pretty out of touch but I don't wanna lose her. I love this song so much honestly.
2 likesAHHHH CONGRATS DODIE FOR SONG OF THE YEAR AT SITC!!!! I LOVE YOU <3
2 likesI'm crying, Dodie your music always touches my heart and soul and I just love you so much. The first verse just hits me so hard
0 likesthis is absolutely beautiful. I wrote song called "is it wrong" and i would love to hear your thoughts on it. I just posted it to my channel. Thanks for this beautiful song!
1 likeI used to listen to this song just because I really liked it. I listened to it and sang along. But now, I can barely listen to it without crying.
2 likesI love how when she sings she is telling a story. Her music is about her life and situations. Her music is just a couple of plucking/chords ( not sure what she is doing with the guitar lol I don't know guitar talk :P ) and yet still so beautiful. her lyrics always gives me chills. Love you lots Doodle! you're so talented! Great job!
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Oh and very touching. makes me want to cry sometimes. lol forgot to put that in there.
0 likesYour songs are always so beautiful and meaningful. I also love the lighting and general look of this video <3
0 likesmonths later this song still makes me think about the same person. Just in the same way. It makes me wanna hug someone. Or get myself in a coy blanket even tho it's summer
2 likesThis song is really helping get through a difficult time atm, thank you <3
0 likesI love your music!
0 likesThank you for inspiration!
Your music makes me feel like everything will be alright in the end.
Although I've known about Dodie for a while I've never listened to her music. The first song I listened to was 'she' and now this. Her music is beautiful
1 likeI'm going through a really rough patch in my life at the moment and I reply this song because it brings me endless comfort. thank you Dodie x
0 likesYou're so incredibly amazing, and I completely adore your creativity.Much love Dodie, keep doing what you're doing!đ
0 likesDodie, you are the 'Daughter' of a new generation. Some one give this young lady drums and guitar supports or I will rip these songs and do it my self ... gosh!
1 likeJust learned this song on my acoustic guitar! Its amazing! Thank you for this beautiful song :))
0 likesYou need an award for this song! I keep coming back to it! It is so beautiful đđđ
0 likesthatÂŽs just my favorite song in the world. Your voice is amazing... S2
0 likesThe future soulmate will be Jon, but you won't loose him.
6 likesThis is beautiful! I love the lyrics
0 likesI love you so much Dodie! Your lyrics help me so much.đ Stay beautiful!
0 likesI needed this so much. You're amazing <3
0 likesYou deserve everything. You are so talented and lovely <3
0 likesThis is such a beautiful simple song, thank you for writing this I always come to this song whenever I feel alone and it just helps me for some reason so thank you â€ïž
0 likesThis needs to be put on Spotify or iTunes because I'm in love with it
0 likesthis will always be one of my favourite songs. thank you dodie x
0 likesthis song reminds me eerily of the Staves. it's so lovely, which is the norm whenever you perform a song, Dodie. :)
0 likesThis is quite possibly the most beautiful song I have ever heard
1 likethis is really unlike anything I've heard before. it's beautiful. thank u for this <3
0 likesYour songs are so nice to listen do when i'm revising they are so peaceful and amazing
0 likesSweet lord. I love your music and you've gotten me through so many hard things for a very long time. I admire your strength and openness, lovely. This is probably the millionth time I've watched this video and I love it soooooo much. Ahhh. Have you ever considered putting your stuff on iTunes? I would buy all of your originals (and covers if you put them on there :))!!
0 likesthis feels like a mix of Daughter and Regina Spektor, and is amazing
0 likesThis song is the sole reason that I (occasionally) try and practice guitar so thanks for that â€ïž
0 likesI love this song since i first heard it I keep going back to listen to it again lol x
0 likesYour voice is amazing ^^ love this song
0 likesCongratulations for your award!
2 likesit's lightly raining outside here when i was listening to this and it just perfectly matched the mood. i'm loving your songs <3
0 likesI wish your music was available on spotify!
0 likesI love you. you make me feel all the feels. I was so overwelmed with emotion, I cried. I was sad, happy, alone, calm, and also not alone. i love you.
0 likesThis is the best song to watch when you're in bed.Lovely Beautiful song and Beautiful doodie :)
0 likesI've never found a song that speaks to me so perfectly. This song is truly beautiful and bought a few years to my eyes. Thank you Dodie for creating a song that literally describes my mind đ
0 likesJust listened to this 14 times in a row đ
1 likeI STILL COME BACK TO THIS VIDEO BCS THIS SONG IS AMAZING AND IM WAITING FOR THE DAY IT'LL BE ON SPOTIFY
2 likesThis is now an award winning song <3
0 likesThis.. Truly encapsulates my very being and touches my soul. Such beautiful vocals, and chilling lyrics.. I really can't contain my emotion! Thank you for this.
0 likesIve listened to this so much today I've become rlly obsessed with it
0 likesI feel like her voice would really suit any song from The Shins (especially New Slang)
0 likesyour voice is so beautiful it makes all my problems go away for a while. thank you.
0 likesi've just had this on repeat for about two hours while drawing and thinking and it is now officially my favourite song of yours. it is so beautifully written and sung, good job dodie x
0 likesI'm bi but my best friends are straight so I'm scared to come out to them because they might think I'm trying to hit on them every time I'm affectionate with them, even though I've been hugging them for years. What should I do?
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I came out as bi a while ago, its kinda changed but long story. Dont worry, my best friends are straight and they were more than understanding. If they really are your best friends it wont change anything. Good luck stranger!
8 likes+Alfie thanks! ^^
1 likeI'm straight but just come out to them and tell them the truth. It's no good to keep secrets. I wouldn't stop being friends with any of my best friends if they came out. Just do it, and if they're real best friends, they won't mind.
11 likesLaura Drinkwater I came out to them, they were really accepting, in fact they seem to want to defend me and look after me even more now XD Thanks for encouraging me :)
20 likesFST Channel glad everything turned out well!
2 likesFST Channel if they are your true friends they will accept u so if I were u I would go for it :3
0 likesFST Channel I'm lesbian and told my best friend I was and turns out she was in love with me and now we're together
14 likesFST Channel im bi also and i have a few homophobic close friend and i understand how you feel đ
0 likesLinda 17 i have a friend who used to be really homophobic but on our friend group everyone is a big supporter of the lgbt community, so that began changing her little by little. after a year, we were at a friend's house and i told them i was confused about my sexuality, she hugged me and gave me a kiss on my head, so don't worry, everyone can change!
7 likesif they are your real friends, they will accept you for how you are, remember that you are the same person as before and move on if they have any childish problems with you being bi. if they still don't accept you, drop them. what does it matter to them who you love? if they can't accept you for you, then they are not your friend.
0 likesas this comment is 10 months ago, and i've read the update on how they still love and accept you, i hope this comment could possibly help someone else instead, someone who is struggling with coming out. my parents still don't know that i'm a lesbian, but i've had a girlfriend for three months and my whole group of friends are gay/bi/les. it's true, y'know; birds of a feather flock together. i'll come out when i'm ready. there's no need to rush anything. you are ready when you are ready.
This makes me sleep... and I'm not saying it's something bad, it's so good that it helps me over my sleep problems and calms my mind
0 likesu deserve to be famous and well known cos youre just amazing words cant describe how great u are at songwriting <3
0 likesLove you Dodie! <3
0 likesso much emotion, i'm crying
1 likekind of knowing your background a little bit this gets me pretty emotional.
0 likesI feel like sometimes people don't get the importance of friendship. it doesn't always have to be romantic to be meaningful
Still in love with this song <3
0 likesi love this song. it kinda speaks to me in a cheesy broken heart way.
0 likesHands down my favorite song she's ever written next to She
0 likesomg this is beautiful! OMG OMG <3
0 likesI've come back to listen to this song so many times already...Dodie you need to get this on Spotify or a cd or something please! xx
0 likesI started watching you after your cover of 'Into You'.
0 likesThis song was queued up after your original '6/10' and it's... phenomenal. Every piece of this song is perfection and hits home hard with me.
Thank you.
Congrats! You got a well known voice actor named Travis Willingham to recognize you!
0 likesyou really sound like daughter!!! love it
0 likesI am in love. This is perfect
0 likesJust sit in your room and listen to this on a rainy evening after the sun sets...beautiful.
0 likesThis would be perfect for a musical!
0 likesCongratulations on song of the year!!! :)
0 likesthis song is literally how i feel about this girl...ugh
1 likethis song makes me feel so calm.
0 likesomg love your voice and your original songs
0 likesThis song hits close to home
0 likesthank you
why does dodie always sound like a literal angel
1 likeTHIS IS AMAZING
0 likesWhen did all these views happen!?? Omg Dodie I'm so happy for you!
0 likeswhen you first released this i listened to this with a friend and we're at aw. and now here i am relating to every word and at aw again
0 likesOkay, I'm on minute into the video thinking why isn't this girl signed, seriously this is really good!
2 likesput this on itunes pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)
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She's recording her EP at the moment :)
4 likesbest news ive heard all day thank you :)
4 likesIts on right now! x
2 likesWe love you Dodie. :)
0 likesWOW I LOVE HER MUSIC
0 likesWhat for camera did you use? It's a beautiful songâ€ïž
0 likesthis very accurately describes how I feel atm , weirdly accurate, yeah.... this made me cry :(
0 likesyou are amazing!!
0 likesI NEED THIS ON SPOTIFY
0 likesplease put your songs on spotify they are so beautiful
0 likesReally liked this song :)
0 likeswhat ukulele chords would this song be?? I love it so much, and I would love to play it :)
0 likesyou are AMAZING !
0 likesThis speaks to me now more than ever because I'm with this person who I love and is absolutely amazing but I am so scared of loosing him in the unpredictable future
0 likesI think one of the reasons this song is so beautiful is because it can mean so many things. It can be about a partner, a friend, your otp, whatever. It's up to you to decide who it's about and I really like that.
0 likesIt's insane how a song can just be labelled as an amazing song on one day to us, and, it suddenly becomes the most heart-wrenching song the next. Felt like listening to this because the person I once dedicated this song to turned out to be completely different to the person who bought ice cream with me. Sadly, I felt like listening to this because that same person was one of the reasons why I had a mental breakdown today. I don't know what would've happened to me if you didn't exist, Dodie. Thank you for existing and for your songs, and I hope you had a great day. <3
0 likesHow is this a one take?
0 likesHow did you manage to achieve perfection in one take??!!?!
I love everything about this song.
0 likesImagine a collab between Dodie Clark, Gabrielle Aplin, and Birdy. Mind=blown.
0 likeswatching this over and over to try and get brave enough to do something huge
0 likesHey Dodie! I was wondering if I could get any tips on writing songs? You're an amazing song writer! You actually inspired me to start writing songs, so thank you for that.
0 likesThis song means something different for every person who hears it, it's special for everyone in their own way
0 likesI love this song so much
0 likesCan never get enough of this
0 likesThis is amazing. chords?
0 likesI SO NEED YOU ON SPOTIFY OML PLEASE
0 likesthat's a big ukulele. what do you call that?
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Gitalele it not a ukulele
7 likesThey're joking. It's obviously not a ukulele.
13 likeslmao its a __drum roll ______________ GUITAR WTF
3 likes"I have my little gay guitar." -Jon Cozart holding a soprano ukulele
29 likesI think its a cello or something like that?
19 likesit's a guitar
2 likesSalima Sahraoui wow how can you tell?
9 likesit's called "ViolĂŁo" actually
0 likescoy um it is called a guitar m8
2 likesum. its a guitar... idk if ur joking or something but...
3 likesIs everyone joking cause thats a ukulele oml
1 likeoh silly you its a harmonica
5 likesOh Crazy You! That's Obviously a Theremin
0 likesits obviously a kazoo. you're all wrong!
1 likeYou're wrong! It's pretty obvious that it's a triangle. >:(
0 likescoy guys don't be rude they asked an honest question. in answer to that, it's an accordion :) hope this helps
6 likesCharlie What are you talking about???? It's a banjo!!!
5 likescoy everybody's trolling. that's called a pancake flipper.
4 likesThe Zodiac Killer um??? hello?? its called toothpaste!!!!!! >:(
4 likesshe feeds it well
22 likes+Seraphina indeed she does
1 likecoy and here I am thinking it's a trombone!
0 likesBaritone ukulele maybe?
0 likesThank you for this
0 likesI was trying to write a song like this but you captured what I was trying to say perfectly already.
0 likesthis is just so good.
0 likesI can definitely relate to this ... I fell in love with this girl and she fell right back but she realized too late, after she got a boyfriend who she also loves and can't leave .. it hurts being around each other but as much as we want too, we just can't be apart from each other. we've tried not being friends but we can only go so long until we run right back to each other. it's been 3 years and it's torturing us but it's a sick cycle that we live in. if I can't fully have her, I'll just be the best best friend I can be. hold her when she cries over him, watch her be with him, her belonging to him .. it really really sucks but there isn't shit we can do.
0 likesi love this song
0 likesOMG she plays guitarđ
0 likesI'd really love to learn this on guitar but I can't quite learn by ear as I'm only a beginner. Does anyone have a guide for it? Thanks!
0 likesYou and grace vanderwaal would make an amazing duet
0 likesThis really made me cry.
0 likesI love this song so much. But also, is it just me or does Dodie kind of look like Aya Cash from You're The Worst?
0 likesI've come here post reading of cursed child because I feel like I can relate now because it's over it's ended and I've lost my soulmate AGAIN.
0 likesI'm fearing my safety because my best friend has changed her fantastic and desirable lifestyle for one that abuses drugs and alcohol and would rather upset, betray and berate me than wipe away my tears like she used to...
0 likesLooking back on and analysing my decision to thank her because I thought previously 'what the hell would I be without her'... I don't know where to stand...
damn! i love her
0 likesI'm obsessed with this song
0 likesMinus the cuss words and this would be my favorite song. Just a lovely song I'm just not a fan of cursing gah I'm trying to be polite and say that I respect your creative license and well done and just because I don't like cuss words doesn't mean you have to change it. I'm not very good at this. Oh I need to eat food...
0 likesThis song is the reason I started learning the guitar again. I can now play it the entire way through, and I'm really proud because I struggle really badly with hand coordination, but because this song is quite easy to play I can actually play it, and it's given me the confidence to learn other more complex songs, and even write some of my own. Thank you Dodie for being amazing <3
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What are the chords you play for it? I can't quite figure it out
0 likes+Peyton C I believe she has a tutorial on her second channel. I can tell you the strings to play (I'm self taught so I don't really know chord names) but the whole song is basically the 1st string (e) and 3rd string (d). I'm not really an expert, as I said I'm self taught, but I'd advise checking out her tutorial, I found it really useful when I was getting stuck with it.
0 likesI still love this.
0 likesgod knows where i would be if you hadn't found me sitting all alone in the duck
2 likesI'll never get over this
0 likesDoes anyone know the mic she uses?
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i think its a h1 zoom mic? i think i read that somewhere but i could be wrong ://
10 likesFavorite song by Dodie
0 likesbeing drunk atm and just crying to this song. I get it now.
0 likesthis wAS THE FIRST DODIE SONG I EVER HEARD HOLY SHIZZLE
0 likes"Iâm sick of losing soul mates
0 likeswonât be alone again
I can finally see
youâre as fucked up as me
so how do we win?"
I guess we have lost, love. At least, we have lost each other and we won't ever grow old as friends now but as humans who turned to strangers, as humans who are hurt by the walls our abysses lead us to build for the purpose of not pulling down anybody with us anymore. But wait, this was just me. You would much likely welcome me there again. How can humans, soul mates, if you will, end up being so different depending on which decisions they are making? We recognized each other immediately, didn't we? But you still want to hate and to be hurt. I want to love and to heal. I still miss you, I sill miss you way too often and I still miss you in silence. I still don't want you to be a part of my life again but damn, I miss you and I desperately hope that you will find a way to feel that you alone are more than enough of a reason to go the path of healing. I'm sorry but I can't wait for you. Please, take care.
Why aren't you on Spotify?! XP
0 likesI hate when you listen to a song so many times it starts ending sooner.
0 likesTHIS IS SO CUTE BUT SAD AND IM-
0 likesimma bout to cover this soon đ
0 likesi need these chorfs because i love this song so much
0 likesthis stunning.
0 likesFuck this song makes me sooooo freaking emotional, I'm not crying but it actually hurts my heart. But like... in a good way. WEIRD.
0 likesSo sweet
0 likesyou just see this is hard for her
1 likeI was going to do a cover on dis but I can't swear đ©đŒđđąđŒđ by the way dodie I still love this song xx
0 likesMy favorite song
0 likesI love tis song so so much
0 likesI just want to say how much this song means to me. Idk how to like really say it but I were in love with this human who didn't like me back and we were bestfriend and it fucking felt like shot but this song and the amazing lyric made me in some way realize to not be sad?
0 likesI don't even know why. Your voice can just make me feel good anytime I feel bad and I'm so happy for you to uploading these videos cause you change people's life.
what mic is she using??? <3
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i really need 2 know!
0 likesI'm sobbing because this hits so close to home
0 likescuteucute when i saw this live i like CRIED
0 likesthis gives off such a 2012 phan vibe
3 likesAnd now all I can think of is her.
2 likesi relate too much to this song
0 likesi love this and you
0 likesi'm in tears.
0 likesthere is a singer that goes by the name phemie C.. it sounds just like her.. like exsactly.
0 likeswhat is it you are using to record the vocals?
0 likesu deserve 90000000000000000000 subscribers
0 likeswhy the fuck isn't this shit on Spotify I'm going to start a riot
6 likesYou should on be Billboards.
6 likesTHIS SONG IS ALMOST TO 1M VIEWS AND I WILL CONTINUE TO REPLAY IT UNTIL IT HAPPENS
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IT HAS HAPPENED
2 likesMission Complete, it's at 1,087,767 views
0 likesI desperately need a uku tutorial for this đđđ
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she made one on her channel
0 likesI think of this song being about sammy. (I always thought that Sam for Pa De Deux is Sammy) <3
1 likeI'm addicted to this song.
7 likesYour music is my escape from reality that I'm just going to be a girl working in a desk job. I am talentless. Ok I'll stop because no one cares lol.Just dropped by to say that I love your music!
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Damn... If only I could go back and tell myself from 2 years ago that I shouldn't give up like that. Maybe I wouldn't have ended up all goofed up like this now.
0 likesDAMN wow yeah I'm a complete failure as expected. desk job? yeah right. can't even do that lmao. wish I had the optimism I used to have 5 years ago
0 likes<33
0 likes:')
8 likesSpeechless xxx
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<3
4 likes+doddleoddle <3
0 likesI've lost so many friends in my life, for whatever reasons I don't know. I kept thinking that I was a horrible person, so revolting that the people I loved would leave me. But one day I realized that accepting the love I believed that I deserved, rather than what I needed, was just making me more lonely.
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+Lilly Noderer Liking the profile pic, great album
0 likesThis is so beautiful
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+Hannah Oudenaar Update it's 8 hours later and I can't stop thinking about this song
3 likeswe both know a break exactly what it says on the tin...
0 likesThe boy this was written for, he's really lucky.
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Or girl
0 likes+Troyler & Horses she confirmed it was a boy
0 likesthey cursing caught me off gaurd but i wouldnt have it any other way
0 likesI'm in awe... <3
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+Paula Lili ok I've been listening to this song for over 15 min and I don't plan on stopping lol
2 likes+Paula Jornet same
1 likeI severely hope everyone looks in the description and read tho bottom. Somehow made the song even better.
3 likesI HEARD THIS SONG ON A VINE AND I HAVE LITERALLY BEEN LOOKING FOR IT FOREVER! FINNAAALLLLYYY
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What vine??
0 likes+Isabella Thomas a phan vine m9
3 likes+Alithena Phan vines forever
0 likeswhat tuning are you in? :)
0 likes"I can finally see, you're as fucked up as me"
0 likesDodie, wow.. don't know how often you check comments or if a low grade one could get to you but this is definitely worth saying. out of all your songs i keep coming back to me. obviously just means my past is sick as yours. I know its an over exaggeration but it would be awesome if i could meet you someday. when i first saw this, it reminded me of exactly the songs i sung when i just knew that everyone around me. not just that, but the "soul mates" or close friends were actually just back stabbing daggers. so pretty much thank you for this song, im sure this lights some people in there times. seeing this also made me more comfortable with the idea of how much you wanna release while singing.
0 likesShe reminds me of Daughter a bit.
1 likeđđ
0 likesThis is the best ever. Thank you for writing songs and sharing them with people who can really relate to them and can help them through crap in their lives. Your songwriting is just incredible and I hope that your future is bright and beautiful because you deserve all the happiness in the world because you make other people feel better and happy and look at things in another positive way. There needs to be more people like you on this planet.
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+James Dawson I hope you see this
0 likesyou are beautiful.
0 likesThis video has got me emotional over a boy I just made up
3 likesits been a long week. im crying lol
0 likesStages of dodie's originals:
3 likes1. See it on your YouTube updates
2.Get excited
3.Watch it and love it
4. Watch it until you know the lyrics
5. Your singing with the video aren't you
6. Cry at how beautiful it is
Love u dodie, I can finally see you're as f**cked up as me
Wow, this hit close to home...oww....
8 likesi loveeee this so much :3
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IM OBSESSED -.-
1 like+Gemma Louise same
1 likeDoes anyone know what her recording thing is and where I can get it
0 likesI think I just found my new favorite song
3 likesI knew this was by Dodie
1 likeRepeat, repeat, repeat, repeat
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Daniela! You listen to Dodie? Woahhhh
3 likes+Lynx The Glorified heh it's doddle đ
0 likes+lÏŃŃŃÏÏ l 33 Her name is Dodie, as you know as doddleoddle.
2 likes+lÏŃŃŃÏÏ l 33 its dodie :))
1 likeShe looks so tired and sad in this video
1 likeit kinda hurts a little that Doddie is nearly in tears by the end of this. to me, this is a sad song, with a meaning. to doddie, though, its a lot more personal.
3 likesWHAT ARE THE CHORDS TO THIS
59 likesDODIE WHAT ARE THE CHORDS
THE CHORDS?
???
ARE THE WHAT CHORDS???
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+Lauren Power YES WE NEED TO KNOW
3 likesAnd chords for uke? I don't have a guitar...
11 likes^^^^^^^^^^^!!!!!!!
0 likes+Lauren Power and maybe a tutorial video for the tabs!!
1 likeI need le chooords
0 likesIt's not proper chords, I think you pluck the low E string and the D string, the D string stays open & the E string is 5,7,2,3 for the verse, 7,5,10,3 for the prechorus, & 2,3,5,7,6,1 for the chorus, I think! I might be completely wrong or this might not make sense cause it's really hard to explain on comments XD Just mess around with it :P
10 likes+Lisa Meek Thank you :) That does make sense (to me at least) The only difference I made was in the pre chorus the E-string should go 7, 5, 10, 2, 3 :D
0 likes+Anna Wild yes! I think I was supposed to write that cause it's in my notes but thanks for clarifying :)
0 likesChords: G, A, Bm, F#m for first part- "What the hell would I be..." Bm, F#m, D, G. Then the first set of chords for the chorus
2 likesSHE JUST DODIE JUST SWEET LITTLE DODIE JUST CUSSED!!!! :o
0 likeswhat tuning is this?
0 likesI'm crying
0 likes1 year today đ
12 likesDodie this sounds like a Daughter song and it's fABULOUS
3 likesto a Dear friend,
1 likei'm sorry for everything did. i will Always love you, but there was too much. Getting over you was the hardest thing i hAve ever done, but one day you will be better for me leaving. all i caN hope for is that you will remember me as fondly as i do you. have a beautiful existence.
what kind of music genre is this?
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Dimar Warsihantari I would like to know too!!
0 likesmy Lord the truth on life . . .
1 likedodie please cover 'skinny love'
0 likessomebody said that she wrote this about how she dated her best friend, but it didn't work out, and i actually relate to that. i dated my current best friend, but that lead us to realize that we didn't love eachother romantically, but still deeply. i'm actually the one who set him up with his current relationship, and he helped me get out of my previous emotionally/sexually abusive relationship, so it all worked out in the end:)
0 likessums up my life...
0 likesI really love you
0 likesDodie đ±đ±đ±đ±đđđđ
0 likesstill a daily watch
0 likesWhen my dog died I looked for every sad song dodie made or did or has
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Was dodie originally sad or did her own music made her sad?bc she was crying at the end
0 likesThis is the first song I've heard from you
2 likesI've never looked back.
Thank you Dodie.
Damn it, Dodie... You're so beautiful, and lovely, and your voice is so delicate and pretty and I love you! Ugh! :) xx
2 likeshad this song stuck in my head all week but whenever i sing it it sounds very aggressive... don't know what that says about me... great song tho
2 likesI just want to say i think you're an absolutely amazing musician and songwriter. I love all of your covers and original songs â€ïž
1 likethis song is so relaxing I love it so much
1 likeThis song is astonishingly beautiful, thank you for sharing it, it gives me the feels.
0 likesThis sounds like something that Ed Sheeran would write. I mean that in the best possible way. This is beautiful.
1 likeListening to your songs and singing them helps me calm down my anxiety. Thank you so much for that! đ
0 likesin the middle of learning this song because of how beautiful it is so I've been in public listening to this nonstop and playing an air guitar along with it so I can get it perfectly. I just need to get the chorus down then put the lyrics with it and I will have officially learned my first song on my guitar xx
1 likethis is honestly my favorite song and i listen to it all the time, it makes me feel so much better
0 likesI come to this video or song whenever I'm sad. it's like a warm yellow cable-knit blanket and English Breakfast tea at night around a fire.
1 likeThis brought peace to my heart. Thank you for your gift, Dodie. <3
0 likesI love your original songs so much, there's such a passion in it. I can feel it girl, i can feel it.
0 likesYou sing with so much emotionđ Love Thisâ€ïž
0 likesThis is my anthem, Thankyou for making beautiful music Dodie please never stop
0 likesEverything about this is beautiful. Your voice, the lyrics, the lighting, the soft sound of the guitar, you. I love this so much.
0 likesThis is so beautiful. DONT STOP BRINGING MUSIC INTO OUR LIVES â€ïž
0 likesthis is so soothing and calming, it's amazing đ
1 likesuch an amazing a talented person. I can relate to this song so much.
0 likesThis is without a doubt one of my favourite songs, it's so beautiful and #relateable Dodes!
1 likewow this is officially my favourite song it makes me cry but I'm so happy at the same time I looooooooooooove it
0 likesI love this song. I listen to it when I feel alone and...and it helps. Thank you, Dodie. You may not see this ever, but thank you. You've gotten me through so many things. Heck, i almost had a panic attack once and your song was on. Listening to it helped me calm down. You're my role model.
0 likesmy absolute favorite Dodie song/video/everything ever. So beautiful.
1 likeOmg this song made me cry cause it relates to me and my life so much I love it! â€ïžđ
0 likesthis is beautiful....i completely relate to every word
1 likeHit me right in the feels. I love this so much
0 likesYour songs are incredible! Please keep writing! You have such a beautiful voice đ
0 likesThis is beautiful, reminds me so much of the Staves <3
0 likesPlease release an album dang â€
1 likeI performed this for my choir final and I got such a great response from everyone. I love this song so much.
0 likesI get back to this so many times! So beautiful!
0 likesThis is my new favorite song, so beautiful
0 likesLearning this on acoustic guitar!!! :) love it so much
0 likesthe melody for this is so absolutely beautiful dodie. thank you.
0 likesThis seriously hits me so hard...one of the most relatable songs I've ever listened to. Dodie's music is just so damn effortless but so incredibly special đ
0 likesThis is the best song i've ever heard in my life, and i heard a lot of great artists (the temper trap, daughter,rusty clanton,frightened rabbit,walk the moon,the paper kites etc...) and to hear that from me as a indie music/chill music JUNKIE is a really good thing. So well done dodie i am in l o v e
0 likesThis song really hits home. Amazing :)
0 likesI've listened to this so often it's part of a daily ritual now. I connect so strongly with this. I just went through another instance where a former lover turned friend started to fade out of my life and this helps me keep trying to keep the friendship when we face the challenges born of the situation. Thank you madam.
0 likesthanks for making me cry this hits me so hard.
3 likesthe comment section of this video and all the interpretations are fkn beautiful man <3
0 likesThis song is so beautiful.
1 likeYou're absolutely beautiful. Your personality and music alike, an absolute gem.
0 likesThis song really helps me out at times. It is a really lovely song.
0 likes"dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot" đđđ
1 likeYour voice reminds me so much of Elena Tonra's đ
0 likesI just wanted to let you know I just started listening to your songs and watching your videos. Within the week I've known of you I have picked up my mum's ukulele and started playing for the first time. Thank you for inspiring me and I love your music!
0 likesThis person makes me feel like she is my best friendđ
0 likesI need all of her songs on Apple Music please
1 likeThis is my favorite song to play on the guitar. It's so awesome. And terrible (in the sad meaning sense) at the same time.
0 likesthis is so beautifuuuuul :')
0 likesOh Dodie this is beautiful!
0 likesAmazing song:), thank you
0 likesthinking abt this song live n screaming. It was literally so beautiful especially since the sound system was weird and we were all so close singing all the harmonies n stuf. I'm upset. I miss u dodz.
0 likesThis was so beautiful made me tear up
0 likesdodie. you made me cry!
0 likes<3
you are wonderful, I love your videos â„
0 likesThis song is still and forever will be my favorite Dodie song
0 likesNow i'm a fan. Thank you for the wonderful cover of My Anthem of Christina. That's how I found you.
0 likesWhenever I hear this song it reminds me of when I saw you in Alanta. The mic broke and you had to sing sitting on a coffee table. We all sang in the background and me and my newly made friends were crying like crappp.
0 likesI started to cry, thank you for this experience
0 likesbrought this guys to tears good job though this is very good in fact its beautiful.
0 likesThis is everything Dodie I love it
0 likesthis is my fav song of yours! I really wanna cover it.
0 likesthis is actually so pure and beautiful xx
0 likesyou are freaking fantastic oh my goodness gracious.
0 likesi can imagine a musical with all of dodies songs in them
0 likesthis is easily my favorite song
0 likesI love your lyrics and your music.... I don't know how to explain it, but its amazing and different and I love it. Also so honest.
0 likes"i can finally see your as fucked up as me so how do we win" almost made me cry because of the relashonship i have with my girlfriend
1 likeThis is reminiscent of Ed Sheeran's 'Firefly'
0 likesIt's beautiful x
there are cool chord passages. your vocal lines are great.
0 likesIn using this for my music assessment <3
1 likeThis made me cry đąâ€
0 likesI wish I could buy this. I wish I could buy all your music. I can't even believe you aren't on the radio yet. Ilysm Dodie
0 likesReminds me of Call It Off by Tegan and Sara. I love it!
0 likesALL THE REALLY SAD SONGS SHE ALWAYS WHIPS OUT THE GUITAR AND IT FUCKING GETS ME EVERY TIME
1 likeI heard this song for the first time just a few days ago and loved it. Then just today my boyfriend and I broke up and now this song is all I can listen too.
0 likesOk this is now my favourite song by dodie omg
0 likesi've never related more to a song in my whole life c':
0 likesYou r an amazing singer
0 likesThis is the song I relate to most of yours and it has the best lyrics in my opinion. "I will never stop watching this" I have promised that before so what's one more đđ
0 likesDodie, you should really think of putting your stuff on like spotify or itunes! It's really good and I'd love to be able to pay to listen to it and stuff.
0 likeslistening on repeat!
0 likesAs someone who's currently in love with their friend, I have a feeling this is really gonna mean a lot to me someday
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Fucking knew it
0 likesI literally cry every time I listen to this. Is that normal?
0 likes"dedicated to a really silly boy who is my best friend and i sort of love him a lot" IM FCKN SOBBING
0 likesthis song has some lines that really stick with me
0 likesWatching this at 4am bc I can't sleep and this is so calming.
0 likesMy ex told me to listen to this song when we were going through hard times and I can't even listen to it the same anymore, it's such a good song but it brings back all the memories from the times we faced and still managed to get through them until the end of our relationship :((
0 likesso beautiful thank you Xx
0 likesthis made me feel so much
0 likesDude, I've listened to this a hundred times, but for some reason the headphones I'm wearing make your chord transitions SO SCREECHY!
0 likesI love your lyrics and voice and face you beautiful little angelfish.
I don"t know if you're actually going to read this but I just wanted you to know that I think you're PHENOMENAL!!!!! I hope you keep making music and covers and just ignore all the haters. They're just jealous of how amazing you are and how much love you're surrounded by. Please never stop doing what makes you happy cause of others.
0 likesI absolutely love this song, and dodie inspired me to do this whole youtube cover thing, so i thought i'd give this song a go. It's my first youtube cover, and it'll be amazing for you guys if you checked it out <3
0 likesDo you have this on audio? Shits pretty dope
0 likesArghh I love this so much!
0 likeslovely lyrics
0 likesThis song reminds me of stuff that i listened to in my sophomore year in high school, that feels like forever ago but that was only 3 years ago from now
0 likesit hurts how much I love this song
0 likestbh when all your mutuals block you so you listen to dodie :-(
149 likes(frowny face about my mutuals blocking me not about listening to dodie)
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why the hell did they do that omg
0 likes+Ziad Guenoun idk apperantly they all hated me and never told me rip
0 likesthat's fucked up, i'm so sorry
5 likesstay strong :')
@Ziad Guenoun thanks
0 likesI'm so sorry to hear that! They're not worth your time! I'm sure you're a fantastic, funny and kind person and they don't deserve your time or attention. Stay strong - you'll find better people!
3 likessame lol???
2 likesHAMILTON BRO
3 likesPAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES seriously that sucks :( I'm really sorry but I hope you feel better
0 likesPAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES YOUR đŻ NAME đŻ YES
2 likesPAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES
1 likePAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES
0 likestheamazingvanisnotonfire hey Pham
2 likesPhilseyelash yo pham
3 likesSame
0 likesHEATHERS AND HAMILTON
1 likethis really gets to me
1 likeI want it on iTunes!!!!!
0 likesI am responsible for at least 100,000 of the views on the video đđđđ
5 likesI keep coming back to this song
1 likeNothing, I got nothing.
0 likesi tried to think of words to describe this masterpiece but honestly I got jack shit. It's just good.
I lost who I thought was my soulmate. He left me with little explanation, and no closure. Now he won't even talk to me. Oh, well -- I'm moving on to a whole new life from the one I thought I'd live :) Anyone going through a breakup: it gets so much better, I promise <3
0 likesi love you but you make me feel real emo
2 likesthis is so good
0 likesthe lip bite at 3:07 melts my heart aaa
1 likepls put this on iTunes
2 likesI've been listening to all your original songs, and this one is absolutely beautiful, I think it's my favorite. It reminds me of one of my favorite musicians, Rachel Loy (who isn't popular at all, no one I know knows her at all, haha), but it also reminds me a bit of Of Monsters and Men for some reason, who I also love. Aaahh, I just love this song so much!!! <3
0 likescan you please put this on iTunes??
0 likesI can't stop listening to this...
0 likesThis song makes me so sad... and you look like the lyrics were tearing you apart :( oh my poor little heart </3
0 likesyour videos feel like home...
0 likesBeautiful
0 likesdodie, this song is amazing. I'm going to boarding school for high school after moving six times. I've left all my friends behind so many times and its incredible to see you have gone through the same things and made something truly beautiful with it. i have listened to this song many times sobbing. i love it. i love you.
1 likethank you for creating wonderful art in a world that can seem so dead and cold at times.
i hope you read this and it brings you some sliver of joy or hope because i look up to you so much and i think you've made this world a better place.
Never stop trying because you're doing great things
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That was so beautiful. Good luck to you, stranger.
0 likesthank you. I watched some of your covers. they sound really beautiful.
0 likes@keyboard Nat thank you. I watched some of your covers. they sound really beautiful.ï»ż
0 likesIncredible. My friend introduced me to +ChewingSand and +JackHoward. Then showed me your song, this one and One For The Road. Love this song beyond words. Beautiful.
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Dodie's music is so meaningful and pretty :)
1 likei feel like dan would be singing this to phil
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YES YES YES PHANDOMMMMMMMMMM
3 likesI can see what you mean ouch my heart
5 likesMY HEART
2 likesGO AWAY
7 likes@RobTFilms lmao oops is it so bad to post a comment
1 like@Madilyn Gowens no thanks ill be staying for a while
1 like@RainbowPudding I just see so many PHANDOM LOLOLOL comments everywhere that are basically unrelated to the video. I find Dan to be more entertaining than Phil though.
4 likes+RobTFilms ugh yeah those comments are so annoying đ
7 likes@RobTFilms and thats your opinion. :)
0 likesstop
12 likes@buttnuttbabee never :)
1 likeI didnt ask for this feels
1 like@Carmeluchis Ruiz *pheels
0 likes+RainbowPudding omg my heart you can't do this to me
1 likeWHOOPS IM SOBBING HAHAH HAHAH HAHAHA I HATE MY LOFE
0 likesi. am. dying.
0 likes@RainbowPudding OMG HOW DID I NOT MAKE THAT PUN HAHA
0 likesNO YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME NO ASSFGHJKL NO
0 likesI SHOULDN'T HAVE READ THE COMMENTS, IM CRYING NOW
0 likes@***** oops
0 likesim late but holy shit did u mean to rip my facking heart out of my chest and step on it a bunch cuz u just did plz help me
4 likes@phan could be real oops
0 likes@phan could be real oh dang, shots fired
0 likesHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA TIME TO STOP
4 likesjust kidding bUT THE FEELIOS
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1 likeStuff like this normally makes me cringe, but this time it made me almost cry
8 likesKatie Miller same 100%
1 likeyessss
0 likesRainbowPudding aH
0 likesGuess what
8 likesI read the hat fic and im not even in the phandom
morgan wHO GavE U The RIgHT?!
0 likesYo dodie, you know how your like fab at music and like your kind and wanna put your music and spotify please do
1 likeYour sincerely,
A fan who loves your music xoxoxoxox
This song takes away my anxiety
0 likeslove u dodie
0 likesI came here from a video of when she was younger and it hit me like a truck how grown up she is and let's just say I was not prepared
0 likesokay but the scene of this video is so aesthetic.
0 likesThere's something about your darker songs that just gets me. Don't get me wrong it's all good, but you seem to capture sadness in a very special way. It's a gift.
0 likesThis song reminds me of Dan and Philâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
0 likesI wonder if he thinks of me when he listens to this song.
2 likesdoddie this should be on itunes
0 likesyou are brilliant
0 likesngl this still makes me cry
0 likesThis song kills me im crying
0 likesI cried at this
1 likeevan and dodie are obviously in love but wont admit it to themselves or each other. its so obvious and they both have kindof hinted at it in their videos. just get togetherrrâ€
0 likeshow did you learn the guitar? I only know basics and would really like to learn more
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i don't know how dodie learned, but personally, i'd recommend lessons. if that's not an option, there's a great one of those "for dummies" books. a lot of people learn guitar on their own. you can find tab and such for most any song on the internet. good luck!
0 likesI just realised her mic was balancing on a cereal box. đđđ
0 likesI can actually see the cat in the reflection of the glass
1 likehow can you dislike this vid
0 likesThis is me with my best friend
1 likeI've seen the explanation video and all but I took a kind of different meaning like someone is madly in love with their friend and they don't say something and their scared bc they have been in love with friends before and the past friends have always drifted away and the writer is "sick of losing soul mates" because they don't want to have another person they love to get away from them again
0 likesNow it's 02.30 in the morning and I'm sitting here, thinking about the first time I heard this song. I had a friend. And then everything got really fucked up. I felt so miserable I'd just sit on my bed for hours and listen to this song on repeat because I wanted to make everything good again. Of course it didn't happen, cause he turned out to be not much of a friend at all. So it's all good now. Without him.
0 likesi like to think that that silly boy that this song is dedicated to is jon (Paint)
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it's about sammy right?
14 likesermagerd it's Billie
0 likes+TheGeekyGirl13 âTheoâ ! Just because they used to live together doesn't mean they dated
0 likesShe's mentioned in a comment it's not about Evan and that if she wrote him a song it would be much jollier. :)
5 likeswatch the explanation vid on this song it's not evan
0 likes+TheGeekyGirl13 âTheoâ ! it's sammy paul
2 likesi was thinking evan but i can see jon as well
0 likesIt's none of our business. Dissecting someone's personal life through a song is not what listening to music is about. :'(
24 likes@Young Fossil Then why did she tell us who the song was about?
0 likes+Twenty One Chauffeurs She would've told us who exactly it was about if she wanted us to know.
0 likesShe did recent gigs in camden and she mentioned it there
0 likesOh my god why are you all so mad
2 likesI don't think it would be Jon?
0 likesRight!
0 likes+Emz so it was Jon? Aw
0 likesit's about sammy, but she'd rather us not speculate x
11 likesI thought It was about Evan Edinger? Also GreendDay is bae
0 likes@Shrek Did you read the comments?
0 likesits 100% not about evan. they've said many many times that they don't see each other that way
0 likesAny way we could get the chords for this one?
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Someone said it's on her second channel :)
0 likestheyre also on the website guitar tabs
0 likesAnd now I'm crying
0 likesThis song literally me.
0 likesOmg how much I love you it hurts
0 likesđđđ
0 likeswhy can't I be beautiful like you
0 likesyou're like regina spektor
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^_^
110 likesexcept better!
14 likesor the Staves!
3 likesThat's what I thought! Love them both đ
0 likesi love them both so much
0 likes46..
0 likesAs a huge fan of both women, I could honestly say that they're both equally as talented :')
3 likesomg what if she sang two birds ahhhh
13 likesUR PINAY?!?!?!
0 likes+hannah banana ayyyy pinay pride!
0 likesomg if you covered regina my life would be so filled with joy, I love her and you!
5 likesappreciates this comment even more today
4 likes+calums nike I'm happy your life is filled with joy now
0 likes@Nuria Lecea thank you love x
2 likesRegina spektor meets ingrid michaelson
16 likesregina meets ingrid meets daughter tbh
10 likesYES
0 likesAJAYcabrera but better!
0 likesEh.... I see them both good artists.
1 likeYeah good point. Pulled up some Regina Spektor music a little while ago and they are both equally awesome.
5 likesAJAYcabrera renewed
2 likesAJAYcabrera anti-folk genre
1 likeyou should not take a break from all of this shiƄ
1 likeshe is like if regina spektor kate nash ingrid michiolin and kimya dawson had a baby
53 likeseven better
12 likesthis song is the song that lets me sleep. This Fucking song is the most calming son in the world.
0 likesI keep coming back to this.
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+annaklein I swear! I leave and two minutes later I'm back. I listen to it at least 3 times a day, just to get the tears out.
0 likesbc dodie did a softer cover of goner from top how crazy would it be if top would cover their verison of sick of losing soulmates?
3 likesi really do love this song, it reminds me a lot like Daughter :) <333
'what how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof' <3
3 likesDoes anyone know the brand and model of her mic? Thank you! =)
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Zoom h1!
19 likesThanks for answering Dodie!!! :D
0 likesDon't mind me just coming back to listen to this for the 100000th time...
4 likesI'm in love
14 likesIs this like difficult to play or..? Cuz I'm trynna learn guitar and I like this song a lot so. What dem notes guuurd?
2 likesThis reminds me so much of Paint by The Paper Kites
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I love the paper kites
3 likes1m views but 500k subscribers
0 likeswhat the hell who doesn't like dodie
can i be your daughter so you can sing me to sleep
2 likesI just now realized, that this was uploaded a day before my birthday!
0 likescan someone help me pls
0 likesso you pay on patreon and can download her songs? cause i really really REALLY need them in my life
you look so sad at the end of this video I just want to give you a hug
3 likesI don't understand why people ship Evan and Dodie? I don't see a romantic bond between them, I just see a really good friendship. Bro-tp if, you will
5 likesThe description I'm crying
0 likesI've resorted to just leaving this tab open on my laptop, phone, computer, heart...
5 likeswhen dodie says "i won't take no" i was like lol sounds like she's saying techno and i laughed for a bit because im just so hilarious until i reaLISED THAT I CANT STOP HEARING TECHNO!! HALP ME PLS
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This really made me laugh. Last night as I was listening to a song containing the phrase "my chick can have whatever you like" or something like that and I scrolled down to see someone point out that it sounds like "my chicken has whatever you like". I can't unhear it đ
2 likes+manesh in a trenchcoat The phandom is everywhere, the comment above yours is also one of a phan
2 likesNOW YOU'VE CURSED US ALL
4 likesPHANDOM
2 likesPHAM
0 likesi hear this every time i listen to the song now.
0 likesHi dodie I love your videos and all I want in this world is for you to say (or type ) something to me I really wish i could meet you I'm 13 so I can't travel to conventions and stuff to meet you and i know you'll probably never see this but I want you to know your the greatest YouTuber ever I found you because of your Dr Pepper advert love the videos I found loads of great YouTubers because of you like bry and thanks for all the videos if you responded you would have made my day
0 likesi love dodie dearly and i dont mean to start anything but the start of this song sounds awfully like Lauren Aquilina 'Lilo'. Bear in mind that it was released in 2012 and this released 3 years later. I know in music this happens all the time cough ed sheeren cough but this identical. Just saying
0 likesKinda reminded me of an Ed Sheeran song..Which is good <3xx!!!
6 likesomg you dedicated this to evan? cute cute cute. this is amazing btw.
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+AllAboutYoutubers nope, she said in a comment it was not evan
2 likes@lolzor sozbaj wait
0 likeswho is it then
wat
+AllAboutYoutubers Sammy :))
2 likeskind of sad tho, evan had commented "i love you so much" on this video and i cant find the comment now
1 like@tsstrawberrypopsicle i saw that too!
0 likesHaha no! Different boy!
1 like@doddleoddle alright :)
0 likesAfter reading the end of the info box.... Just... All I can think is "SAMMY!"
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+LPS LIVIE :)
0 likes@doddleoddle oFFICIALLY SHIPPED. IM SCREAMING.Â
0 likesI'd like to just sit down and have a conversation with you one day.
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If I could RT YouTube comments
0 likesmarry me already.
4 likesShe reminds me of Christina Grimmie #ripchristinagrimmie
0 likesPlease please please make a video on your process of writing somgs
6 likesstill waiting or the day you'll cover drive by oh wonder bc that fits you so well
4 likesI'm obsessed with you.
5 likesCould someone links chords?.. Possibly dodie herself? xo.
0 likesI came across this song a month ago and it'll hold a special place in my heart. I came here when i was at a low in my life and now i'm kind of getting better.
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ermahgerd i luv your pic and name xD
0 likesThanks x) i do too. I found this photo in a compilation of "rare" dan photos. and i fell in love with it. He's so great.
0 likes@Dan Howlter yaasss
0 likesYour profile pic>>>
0 likes@Jade Larson same with yours
1 likeYour profile pic is beautiful
0 likesDoes anyone know which guitar she's using?
0 likesi almost broke up with my best friend quite a few times because of the stupidest things, you see, we're both really self centred, ill admit to that, we both admit to that, and that just makes you relationship difficult when you both play piano and both think you're better than the other. yep. thats what we've had arguments about. this would normally end up with is breaking up for the rest of the day and then the next day we'd act as if it never happened. but yeah, also i feel like she's slowly being pulled away from me now, she's spending so much time with one of our other friends and he boyfriend which i don't mind but she doesn't talk to me as much so it's kinda annoying me. also im the only one out of me and my other two friends who isn't in a relationship and that is literally ALL they talk about. it annoys me cause its hard for me to be in a relationship since MOST of my crushes are girls and the one boy i do have a crush on knows i have a crush on me and will probably never go out with me(again)...
6 likesso yeah. LIFE IS JUST SOOO FUN.
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I feel a bit like that too, drifting away from friends xxx
0 likesI can't help but wonder who this is written about
0 likes:')
0 likesThis is cute :)
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But it makes me sad:(
3 likes+Jillian Fitchette :):
0 likesI'm sitting here crying and I don't cry.....
0 likesA lot of people are asking for Guitar tutorial, so I am going to write out the TAB IN THIS COMMENT. Luckily it's not hard to transcribe. (ps: note the only 2 strings played are the low E string and the D string)
6 likesVerse 1 and Intro lick played 6 times
E- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
B- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
G- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
D- - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 -- 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0
A- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
E- 5 - 5 - - - 5 - 7 - 7 - - -- 7 - - 2 - 2 - - - 2 - 3 - 3 - - - - 3 -
Intro to pre chorus (played once)
E - - - - - - - - - - - -
B - - - - - - - - - - - -
G - - - - - - - - - - - -
D- - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 -
A - - - - - - - - - - - -
E- 3 - 3 - - - 3 - - -
Pre-chorus (played 3 times)
E - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
B - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
G - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
D - - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0
A - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
E- 7 - 7 - 5 - 5 - 10 - 10 - 2 - 2 - 3 - 3 - - - 3 - 3 - 3 - - - 3 -
Modified Pre-chorus leading to chorus played once
E - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
B - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
G - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
D - - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0
A - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
E- 7 - 7 - 5 - 5 - 10 - 10 - 2 - 2 - 3 - 3 - - - 3 - 3 - 3 - 2 - 2 -
Chorus (played once)
E - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
B - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
G - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
D - - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0 - 0
A - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
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Repeat everything from the top again
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Chorus, but slightly different (not the end of the first line is the same as the second line)
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Intro/Verse lick 6 times
little link to chorus
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This is a cup of tea in a song
3 likesYou remind me of a better version of Arden Rose
0 likeswhy be a whole when you have me
0 likesSo just posted my first original song
0 likesWhat's the microphone she's using?
0 likesI have a small crush
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lol me
3 likesAnd i have a huge crush
7 likesI have a very large crush
29 likesAnd I'm in love. Not with Dodie though.
3 likesSame lol "high five*
0 likesNathan đ. Hi
1 like"Small"
17 likesI have a big one lol
9 likes"Small" morphs into Inigo Montoya I do not think that means what you think it means
31 likesi have huge 1,
15 likessame but it's on a girl who's straight so I'm jsut dyinggg :')
1 like+awesome1637ify DOODIES BI
1 like@Mia Purtill I'm talking about a girl I know irl :')Â
3 likesoh my i can relate so much i know how that feels :')
0 likesSame and we're both girls. đŁ I believe she found out today and now I'm afraid she won't talk to me anymore.
2 likesRoasted HAMilton I wish you luck
0 likeswhat happened :)
0 likesfuck im crying in class again
1 like
0 likesgreatwhat kind of guitar is that?
0 likesI hope youtube doesn't think i'm a bot, I just can't stop pushing replay.
0 likesI cried o-o
0 likeslast year was a knockout, one who i loved dearly, yet a bad relationship, i gave her a ring. the other who we promised for sept 27th if we were in a bad relationship, we'd get together and get married. she shot herself after an arguement with her boyfriend.... if only i knew earlier. theres few people i actually feel connected with, maybe i'm destined for disappointment.
0 likesthis hurts too much
0 likesI looooveeeee heeeerrr
0 likesI could honestly listen to Dodie sing for the rest of my life
2 likesYour music and rainy days is all I need!!! This is perfection for sure!!!!âĄ
2 likesyou can tell loads of emotion went inti this and you sharing that through song is amazing
1 likethis is one of my favorite songs ever. thank you for this.
1 likethis is great i got goosebumps listening!! love you're channel doddie!!
1 likeI relate to this too much đ and now I have discovered this channel and video I have a place to go when I'm sad or recommending YouTubers
1 likeThank you for giving me help through bad times xx
Your songs are beautiful, your songs like this one and Down display a soul and heart full of yearning and pain but more importantly empathy and love. Thank you for your songs as they resonate with everyone who has felt what you have. Your ability to articulate these feelings into songs is masterful. You are a true artist. Namaste, I see you. Thank you, may peace and love always be with you.
2 likesThis is absolutely stunning as a song, honestly wow
1 likeJust found your channel through Helen's vlog an I'm obsessed, your remind me of all the reasons I loved an early Laura Marling. Hope you release an EP one day!
0 likesDodie are you okay?? You seem so sad at the end of songs like this I wanna hug you
2 likesI never really had a favorite singer, until I listened to these songs â€ïžâ€ïž
0 likesMy heart is rebirthed, and dies listening to this. Thank you it's so beautiful.
0 likeshell, all of your songs are amazing. But especially these emotional kind of ones. <3<3<3
This hit me directly in the feels. Perfectly timed too. Ouch.
0 likesDodie I love this so so much. I have literally watched it on repeat for more or less an entire day. You should definitely carry on writing original songs, you're very talented!
0 likesThis is so beautiful and tragic, I think I may do an a capella version of this soon. I love you, Dodie!!!
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+ItsMeMacy Macy this a re-post from me. I think it echos your words.
0 likesThat sounded like it came from a deep hole in your heart. I can see and feel the emotional toil and stress coming through your words. I pray that by sharing this with us you have found some peace. Know that a burden shared is halved and joy shared is doubled.
+Christopher Baker I can't really tell the mood of your words but I suspect it's heavy sarcasm. Look, I've never seen you anywhere before, and I really was planning on doing an a capella version. So please just leave me alone
0 likes@ItsMeMacy I apologize for sounding that way. My post was to the depth and hurt of the lyrics of the song. How it was beautiful and tragic at the same time. I think Dodie is a incredible artist with a great mind and a huge heart. And through this song I could feel her pain. Please forgive me if I have offended you.
0 likesOh my goodness I love all your music this is so lovely
0 likesthis is such a beautiful song <3
0 likesBrilliant, Dodie. Elegant and concise. Thank you for sharing :)
0 likesThis song gets me every time amazing work
0 likescongrats on the 1 mill+ views, dodie! i'm proud to be a subbie! c:
0 likesI literally fell in love with your music.
0 likesSeriously though, who the hell disliked this incredibly impressive, amazing, beautiful video?
0 likesYou and your songs are amazing. I almost fall through the screen.
0 likesI'm amazed at how gracefully you get up at the end just holding the guitar in the air
0 likesThis is one of my fav songs shes written and I just listen to it over and over again
0 likesi can hear every time the chords change and it kinda works but i love the message of the song and like the whole vibe of the vid. it was really good!!
0 likesI can't get through this song with out singing along and crying to it! I love it so much and it is such a beautiful song with amazing depth and meaning. I hope that someday I will be able to write a song half as good as this one! I love you Dodie, you inspire me. <3
0 likesI LOVE YOU SO MUCH !! YOUR MUSIC IS AMAZINGGG!
0 likesLove your lyrics! <3
0 likesvery beautiful & sad song <3
0 likesthank you for writing it.
So I've been reading through all the comments and I am so glad and proud to see how positive they are because you deserve all the praise this wonderful community has to give you, you are amazing and make the bad days good and the good days better. So thank you. So very much.
0 likesDamnit, made me cry D'X your songs are so nice to listen to, it's so refreshing to hear material like this
0 likesthis is amazing. you are so, so talented. x
0 likeshey! This is wonderful! is there a way to get the tabs to this :D id like to learn how to play it!
0 likesI really like the way you are! Your voice is so unique!
0 likesDodie, you're amazing.
0 likesYour songs are so beautiful I can't stop playing them .
0 likesthis is beautiful! :)
0 likesI love this song. You go girl đ
0 likesOmg put all her songs in spotify!!
1 likethis is the first video of yours i've seen and im actually blown away this is so beautiful im crying
0 likesCongratulations on this song getting 1 million!!!
0 likesThis song has always resonated in me, I guess that's why I decided this would be the first song I ever learned to play on guitar.
0 likesI just started watching your videos and I'm in love <3 :D
0 likesBrilliant song loved it:)
0 likesI know you posted this video 6 months ago but dodie this is an amazing song I love it đ
0 likesI love harmonizing my voice with hers
0 likesBeautiful!
0 likesI can't stop listening to this, would definitely buy an EP if you ever made one :)
0 likesthere is absolutely nothing i would change about this song
2 likesAh the angst of youth put to great music. I don't miss it at all.
2 likesthis is perfect and everything i need right now
0 likesanyone know the story behind this?
1 like^_^ such a beautiful song
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There is a video on her second channel kinda explaining the whole idea, but briefly; The song is about trying to hold onto a friendship after the relationship breaks down (in a coupley kind of way)
0 likeswhat do you use to record these videos? I'd really like to know it because the audio here is truly great! well done xx
0 likesseriously this song gives me life! <3 -
0 likesONE MILLION VIEWS!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! CONGRATS DODIE!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
0 likesThank you for this.
1 likeI need this on iTunes!!!
0 likesThis song has a Lucy Rose vibe about it AND I LOVE IT
0 likesi honestly can't tell you how much i love this song...
0 likesthis song is amazing!!!!!!!!
0 likesthis song is just simply beautiful.
0 likesI love that this song has a more eerie feel to it compared to your other songs. This is why I respect you as a musician, you can make songs that are upbeat and catchy, and songs like this that are more serious and both sound equally beautiful. Keep up the amazing work, Dodie! :)
0 likesI just got this whole thing down with guitar and a baritone voice, I still have to arrange it for doing it with my alto singing friend for a talent show later this month
0 likesWould you contemplate putting your music on Spotify?
0 likesthis probably has over a million views now because i watched it ten thousand times on repeat.
0 likes1 MILLION VIEWS AHH GOOD JOB DODIE!!
0 likesYou should sell songs on iTunes :)
0 likesMy soul mate sent me this song. I don't know where I would be without her, probably lying in a ditch somewhere. This summarises us. It's so wonderfully written and thought through. Thank you Dodie
0 likesPlease put your songs on iTunes!!!!
2 likesI found solace with a good friend after hard times but in the end I lost them.
0 likesoh wow, I started listening to she, etc... when they had 300k views and now they have millions u
0 likesAmaze!
So incredible xx
0 likesthank you for making me feel better after a terrible day
0 likesYou're like the female Ed Sheeran and that's a hugs compliment
0 likesthis is truly a beautiful song
0 likesI used to write songs but I got a lot of hate for my lyrics so I stopped, but this has inspired me again. I just discovered your channel, so thank you so much, Ms. Clark. Thank you so so much - I'm not sure you know how much you've helped in the 4 minutes and 15 seconds of a video.
1 likeAnd you should so release an album. I will buy it. And 20 other copies to give to my friends.
this is so calming
0 likesI love Dodie's original music
0 likesthe beginning instrumental part of this reminds me of She!!!
0 likesThis is beautiful Dodie, all your songs are incredible.
0 likesyou probably won't read this but I just wanna say thank you for making this song! it makes my really bad days seem just a little bit okay and I'm so grateful this song exists on those days. ur great Dodes keep doing ur thing <3
0 likesWhat tuning is this song in? I would love to learn it!
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She makes a tutorial on it! I'm sure you've found it by now, but It's in standard :)
0 likesthis should be in the charts
0 likesI love this
0 likesSo beautiful
0 likesJust had a little cry and journal writing session because this song. Thanks Dodie, I think I needed that.
0 likesTHIS IS SO FUCKING BEAUTIFUL WOW OH WOW
0 likesThis makes me think of falling for my best friend but not telling him in fear of losing him
0 likesWhat I got from this song (even though I know what it really is) is that it's about falling in love with somebody and they kinda know but they don't wanna be with you. so you are friends and you try to move on but you always kinda resent yourself for not trying harder, and you just get with people and break up (losing soulmates)
1 likeThat's what happening to me right now...
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+Matt elness i like to think that that it's actually about two people that love each other very dearly except they both know that romance ends in heartbreak and would tear them apart. So instead they both agree to just be friends as to avoid losing a great soulmate
1 like@Ren Pinegar yeah that's the beauty of music! the singer can mean one thing, but it's about how everyone interprets it.
0 likes@Matt elness Yeah that's one of the reasons I love music so much
1 likeOkay, for the past few days this song has overran any song. it's just so good
0 likesi need Dodie on iTunes or spotify
0 likesGod i relate to the lyrics and context and everything god god god
0 likesthis was the first song that made me cry
0 likesaw it's dedicated to her best friend đ
0 likesI love this song so so so much but the sound of dodies hands moving up and down the strings is like nails on a chalkboard for me and it's so annoying because I absolutely love this song
0 likesThis is my favorite
0 likesthis was posted on NOVEMBER?!?!!?? HOW IT FEELS LIKE IT WAS POSTED A MONTH AGO
14 likesi just need to listen to the guitar without the singing all day long
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In her tutorial, she has the sing along version :D
0 likesYou should do tutorials for some of your original songs because it would be cool to learn them on the guitar or ukelele or whatever else
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I think she already does this...
0 likesif i had the opportunity to have dodie like sing me to sleep every night I would 100% be like: yaaaaaaaaaasssssss
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just realized how creepy that is.....
0 likesI think I've fallen in love with you?
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Same, also, TYLAH
1 like+livin the dream in unicorn island same, also LILLAAYYY
1 likeThis song made me realize how lonely i am :/ I don't really have anyone i can call a friend, i'm all alone.
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It's okay, I've seen your other comments on this video and you seem like a lovely person. I hate to be trash, but I'm sure Dan felt the same way before he met Phil. You will be okay. I swear.
0 likesI wrote that when i was really sad and stressed out, i think i actually had a panic attack that same night. i'm ok now though.
0 likesThanks <3
0 likesOr no it was on the 4th not the 5th
0 likesALSO to all the people who like this (and doddleoddle) check out Seafret. They're really amazing like she is.
0 likesPSSSsst... doddleoddle please do a cover of one of their songs... that'd be awesome
I'd like to say, never give up on 'him', but I'm not sure I can. I really liked a guy and I never told him, he left my life soon after, I will never be able to talk to him again, I really miss him a lot. So please, if you love someone, tell them.
8 likesDoes anyone know where to find the chords for this song??
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thanks
0 likesShe posted a tutorial on her 2nd channel!!
0 likesalso they're on the guitar tabs website if you wanna look there
0 likesTwo pints of sam adams but im workin' on three ;)
1 like+Anis Ebiii John Lauren's and the place to be
1 likeTHOSE RED COATS DON'T WANT IT WITH ME
1 likeThis almost sounds like a Bright Eyes song.
0 likesjon risenger from roosterteeth brought me here. your work is fantastic <3
0 likesDope song... , violins, cellos, and 808 will go with that song.
0 likesI'm gonna cry
2 likesdodie's original songs ruin me but like in a good way
0 likesYou kinda remind me of the girl who plays spencer in pll in this Video :D
1 like+doddleoddle Is there a way i can get this on itunes?
0 likesthere needs to be a phan edit of this
0 likesahh get this to 1 million views yall !!
0 likes+Ruby Day Music brought me here. And subscribed. awesome tune.
0 likesHoly crap a million views
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Ikr it's awesome!! :)
0 likesSexuality: Dodie saying fuck
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Ikr
1 likesame
1 likeOh my god! Yes!
0 likesYeS YES YES YES
1 like+Pooch Pearson She curses a lot on her second channel :DD
2 likessame
0 likes666
0 likes+Sarah Elizabeth I know I don't want to spoil it
0 likesNearly 1 million views!
0 likesThis song was posted 3 days after i broke up with my girlfriend. It was an emotionally abusive relationship and i was driven into a depression... now a few months later and she's completely out of my life and i have never been so at peace. :/ I'm now not sure if i even want to attempt another relationship anytime soon...
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+ian audit damn
0 likesI wanna put this in my coffee and drink it every morning
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Okay......
0 likeshow is that so true tho
9 likesactually makes sense somehow
3 likesI'd put it in my tea every moment of the day.
1 likeidk why that made sense to mE BUT YES
1 like+Chloe Mason i mean i'd do it.
1 likeThis makes so much sense
2 likesthis is beautiful
1 likewhy is this relatable
9 likeswhat but yes
4 likes+Chloe Mason how do i relate to this so much
0 likesthis reminds me of dan and phil so much
5 likesDodie I love you and I've been watching your videos for ages now..But I only just realised you look a bit like Lily Collins...?
0 likeswhenever i play this it sounds lower, is the guitar tuned in a certain way?
0 likesever thought of an EP??????????????? I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY MONEY!!
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HOW ABOUT A WHOLE GODAMN MOTHERFUCKING ALBUM OR TWO..OR 90000
1 likedoes your nose always tickle after you film a video or
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it might just be a nervous habit, i cough whenever I'm nervous to fill the awkward silence lol
9 likesI think she was tearing up...and that's why she needed to give her nose a lil wipe
4 likeslol as Bryony said it's a nervous habit, but actually this time I was really cold and there was snot
1 like<3
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:) x
1 likeYou always sound like you're about to cry lmao
0 likesALBUM PLEASE
0 likeswhy does this make me think of d+p back in 09' and a little bit of 2012 (barely 2012 ew)? I DON'T KNOW OKAY I'M TRASH
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Same
2 likesI was literally thinking the same thing
2 likes@Sireen Bannayan your profile picture is gr8 btw
1 like@Avery Graham yours too m8
1 like+Avery Graham
2 likesSAME
but for me, its like 2009 to current time bc oh shit, god, im trash.
@dan;Â same tho
1 likedamn this song would make a great fanfic
3 likes@Sarah Elizabeth
1 liketbh
phan trash no. 1
3 likeslol
1 like+Avery Graham No joke the first time i listened to this i was looking at a photo of Dan and Phil and started crying my eyes out cause it could totally tie into Dan and how he was before Phil came along.
2 likes+Caitlyn S SAME LIKE OMFGGG
2 likesI'm a giant piece of phan trash, you should see my sketchbook, it's full of sketches of Dan and Phil kissing and just being all around cute. My snapchat friends hate me
4 likes@Caitlyn Howlter ACTUALLY SAME NOT EVEN JOKING I AM A HUMAN TRASH CAN
2 likesMe
1 likewhy must you hurt me in this way
0 likes+Abdur Rahim Khan this has nothing to do with you
0 likes@Abdur Rahim Khan I'm sorry for being rude, the random promo just bothers me
1 likeI feel like this song is just like their whole friendship.
1 likeis dodie swearing in songs anyone elses aesthetic or
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oooh HI <3
0 likesagreed
0 likeslol
4 likes+doddleoddle eRMEHGAWD HI DODIE
0 likesMorgan why are you everywhere omg
2 likes@April Taylor i mean what can i say
1 likeI feel like this is about a certain pun-lover we know and love.
1 likeEdit: It's not about him, I'm just trash.
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+Allthephandoms gamer it isn't check out her explanation video for this song on 'doddlevloggle'
0 likes+Melanie Awesome I've watched it, it says it's about a friend. It just doesn't specify.
0 likesIt sounds a bit like Daughter, do you know that band?
0 likes:)
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cheeky
5 likesI really hope, after a song so beautiful, that you didn't say no :)
2 likes+ICOEPRproductions good
14 likesgood good good.
<3
+doddleoddle cHEeKY
1 likeI hate seeing you looking so sad Dodie!!!!!đđđ
0 likessurprised this doesn't have millions of views tbh
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I spoke too soon
0 likessorry I was the one who gave you a million views
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Same
6 likesGuilty as charged
12 likesyour profile pic though <3
1 likeanyone else getting an Ed sheeran vibe from this
0 likesI currently crying while bleeding out of my "lady bits" this helped tho
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Can't escape the phandomđ
16 likes+Louise O'Connell lit-tra-lee
8 likesLiterally same
2 likes+Jillian Jackson amazing im in exactly the same situation
2 likesLiterally same..
3 likesLiterally same.
1 likewe are all one.
6 likes+Jillian Jackson SAME
2 likesSame
1 likewow same
1 like+Jillian Jackson lol...You just have to "go with the flow" when it comes to your emotions.
8 likesgross.
1 like+Desiree Martinez so r u
3 likes+Delaney Sprecker K.
2 likes+Angie W stop pls
1 like@Jillian Jackson Who? Me? I was joking around.
0 likessame though
0 likessame
0 likesperiod buddies unite as one!
6 likeswhy can I hear dan saying that?
9 likesI read this as being said by Dan and I just-
14 likesSame, no fucking joke
0 likesYup me too xx
0 likesSaaaaaame
0 likes+Jillian Jackson same, i'm joining the club.
0 likes+Jillian Jackson I know the feels :')
0 likesSameeeđ
0 likesWow me too
0 likes+Jillian Jackson YEp Me too
1 likeđ
0 likesomg tmi!!! lol đđđ
1 likeGirl same...
0 likesUh... Same :B
0 likeshi can i use this as my story's themesong?
0 likesI miss my ex, so bad. I know that if we try again it will never be the same, so I am keeping my distance. He wants to be friends, and I agreed, but it honestly hurts so bad. Each time we speak I feel that little hope inside of me, telling me it could work out, or he misses me, but no, it's just my silly little mind playing tricks on me. I miss you so much, and I want to be with you so bad, and you left me. We've tried so much, I can't help but blame myself, you're so amazing. I am barely realizing what a great human being he is, how sad. Till now I realize how great I had it.
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I AM SYMPATHETIC TOWARD YOUR PAIN.I have no magic words or hidden wisdom to ease this. I have had four lovers in my life. 1 in 10th grade through graduation 2 more over the next six years. And ONE for the last 25... My thoughts are that I didnt know who I was back then, so how could i know who i needed.. Please dont blame it on anyone or anything.. Go easy on yourself.
1 likeANGEL
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also the lyrics are breaking my heart rip me
6 likesI'm early and i can't think of a joke. What is my life
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you had one chance
51 likes+doddleoddle I'm so sorry please forgive me senpai
8 likesSame :(((
0 likesimmy im crying
0 likes+Immy Khalid well actually I did make a joke on when I spelt Singing wrong in a comment I left on the Pop party 15 video
0 likes+Aliza Batool WELL SAME
0 likes+Immy Khalid NO I MEAN LITERALLY TEARS DOWN MY FACE
0 likes+Aliza Batool arghhhhhg
0 likes@Aliza Batool I
0 likes+Lucie Prince What the hell would I be without you?đ
1 like+Aliza Batool we shall â€
0 likes+Immy Khalid Is that Suga i'm spotting? If so, hello there fellow ARMY :)
0 likes+Freddie Hansen yes, hello fellow ARMY
0 likesyoongiiii!!!!
0 likesYOONGI đ
2 likes+doddleoddle I love the song. you're very talented!
0 likesHey! :) Could you tell me what for a mic you are useung to record your videos?
0 likesOr do you just use the camera without a mic`?
I watch the 2 minute ads cuz ily
12 likesukulele chord for this plssss
1 likeAh,so many sad people here.
3 likesI might be making it worse buuutttt... Listen,if friends keep dumping you after a while (and this happens repeatevly) stop acting the victim card,the fault might be in you. Orrr you just aren't good at choosing friends you have similar intrests with. Try joining a community for some game you like,show,musical etc.
For you to have a good stable friendship you NEED to put efford into it.
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mate sometimes things just don't work out with people and feeling sad about it is perfectly allowed
1 liker mia I know but some people just turn into a sad blob which is bad. You need to do something.
0 likesShit this hurts
6 likesone of my favorites memories relate to dodie's music is when I get lost because I was having and anxiaty attack and I put this song for calming myself while I was walking to the right place
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Same :)
0 likes+Cristina Vizcaino Oww :( please don't hurt yourself.
0 likes+Tamara Ester (Fishi) dude if i hadnt did that i would have beaten someone elde abd nobody else than me deserves alltñ yhe hate for my awful existance... btw do you speak spanish?
0 likes+Cristina Vizcaino SĂ, y creo que no deberĂas cortarte. Aunque en el momento parezca una idea buena o la Ășnica opciĂłn.
1 likei've had a huge crush on my best friend for a very long time, i told him as well and he didn't mind, but didn't feel the same. i dated other people to try and distract myself, but i would always find myself crawling back to him. about three weeks ago, he got a boyfriend, and all they do is make out and talk to each other and i'm forced to sit back and watch it all. all we do nowadays is fight, he accuses me of ignoring him when what i'm really trying to do is get away from all the reminders of him and his boyfriend. back in june our bond was unbreakable. we would talk all day every day for so long, and now i'm watching him fade away like it never happened. in july he promised me the world, that he was going to drive here and meet me and it's not going to happen now because he's sick of my shit. i thought i could be better.
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have you tried talking it over with him? I mean maybe if you can slightly explain your actions he might still be your friends, I'm not sure about the relationship part since well I've never been in a relationship, but hey it's better than not trying and losing your best friend. just try talking it out with him (idk)
0 likesOmg. I'm literally in the same boat. Like the exact same story. Holy shit.
2 likesExcept mine is with a girl. She and I met on the first day of June and became really good friends. I told her I liked her and she told me I had a good chance with her, but that she wasn't ready for a relationship yet. From June through August she was the sweetest girl and I truly thought I had found my best friend (and also crush but I love her as a friend too of course ) Then September rolls around. She gets really busy and I knew that but then started to ignore me, like more than is normal. Come to find out she's dating a guy. I was pretty heartbroken but didn't tell her, it wouldn't change anything. Now it's a month later and she hardly responds to me anymore. Whenever I ask to hang out she comes up with excuse after excuse. I'm so worried that I'm going to lose her. I hope i can talk to her in person asap.
Sorry that was long.
I hope things improve for you and if you need someone to talk to I'm here. I'll do my best to offer support and advice. Stay strong, it'll work out in the end â€
i'm sobbing ily you deserve better what
0 likesmarc demaco aw thank you so much â€I just wish I knew How to fix things. I'm just so scared of losing my best friend..
0 likesme too . mine and i are chill now, but we don't talk as much and he's still always with his boyfriend and it makes me a little jealous, though i've finally fallen out of love with him. i'm in a relationship of my own now and it makes me very happy and it's also a distraction, but i do really miss talking to him as much as i used to. :(
0 likeshey guys it's been 3 years but yeah i realized he was grooming međ„°đ whoopsy daisy
0 likesas if this was 6 years ago oh my god
1 likeI thought I had a soulmate. she only thought of herself but so did I. she didn't notice that she's taking me away from my friends, and calling me names just so that she will feel better. she tortured me, played with my self confidence like it was a board game. she cheated. I didn't notice that at the start too. I couldn't see she needs me but doesn't want me. we stopped talking. she made my self confidence come so low I had suicidel thoughts. she became powerfull and popular, I became so lonely I lost my mind. she tortured me. I still hate myself. I feel ugly and a terrible human being. I suffer from deppression, anxiety and derealization. I don't want friends no more. I can't trust anyone. I feel lonely and blue all the time and my derealization is driving me mad..JUST IMAGINE LIVING A TERRIBLE LIFE, THAT FEELS STRANGE AND UNREAL. thank you dodie, you help me get over.
0 likesI'm 12 btw. sorry that you had to read so much of this misserable thing.
I love your ep and I love you and marry me pls
31 likesall the phan vids with this song & i've finally found the source
0 likesI lost my best friend and we were 10 years best friends... But now shes "popular" in my school and dont need my anymore...
0 likesi did a cover of this song. hope u guys like it
0 likescausally waits for words to start
1 likeI secretly ship her with Kickthepj lol
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OMG THEY WOULD BE SO CUTE!!! I needed this
0 likesI secretly ship her with daniel j layton
1 likeOmg I never thought of that and it's quite out there but it would be really cool!!
0 likesI ship her with Dan Howell, okay don't kill me but like that diss track killed phan. And if you look at it Dan and Dodie would be otp... I think I'm causing a shit storm oh no.
0 likesCollab with Grace Vanderwaal or Colleen. đ
0 likesmake it happen pls
I want to fucking vomit. I listened to this when i was at the worst of my life. I took antidepressants, i was crushing on someone, my dad lost his job, i got abused by my teacher and my grades are going downhill on the final year. I'm going to cry now i just had a flashback of everything.
0 likeschords?
0 likesThis reminds me of hebeđ
0 likesThis made me text my ex. We had a particularly messy break up and I asked him, 'are you still angry?'
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Me too. How did yours go? :p
4 likes@Katie Powers He read it but didn't reply
10 likes+Lauren Umbreon Dang. đ
4 likesHe might be still angry. Think about why you broke up and if it's fixable, try to talk it out with him. Don't be passive aggressive or mean about anything. Genuinely talk about your feelings. I know it may be hard, but give it a try. Best of luck to you, and stay strong <333
39 likes@Ecat2152 Thank you.
0 likes@EquestrianEquitation Well said. :))))
3 likes@Lauren Umbreon
0 likesDo you mind if I ask how it is with your ex now?
@Ecat2152 Still terrible.
0 likes+Lauren Umbreon hey, you'll be okay. Even if it really doesn't feel like it now, you'll be okay. I promise you that.
1 like@Abby Smith Thank you. I really needed to hear something like that.
1 like@Lauren Umbreon I'm sure everything will work out. Even if things don't go well with your ex, you're still amazing and maybe someone else will recognize that :)
8 likes@Ecat2152 Aw. You guys are too nice. I'm glad there are people like you, out there in the world doing good and cheering others up. Thank you. :)
3 likes@Lauren Umbreon
0 likesYou're welcome :)
Has he replied? How have things gone since then??
1 like@Dark Skies Yeah and he said no. And then I saw him at a party and we hugged. Idk what this means now though.
29 likesDid he reply?
0 likes@Krazy Kat_xoxo Yeah he said "no." And I said "I mean at me." and he said "no."
23 likesi'm happy for you that it seems to be working out.
13 likes+Lauren Umbreon I hope everything goes well xx
3 likes+EquestrianEquitation Very true. Learned by experience :)
0 likesOkay how is it now, (I'm invested in your love/friendship life now deal with it)
3 likesgasp if things are still weird send him the lyrics XD
@Basically Suicidle Yah I don't talk to him anymore, but there's another guy that came along, definitely a worse ending than the last one.....
1 likeI'm so sorry to hear about that. I got so invested. reading this comment chain and listening to this song at the same time has made me envision a movie or a romantic novel with a sad ending. is that weird?
6 likes@luna wall it isn't weird at all!
0 likesLauren Umbreon what did he say after that?
0 likes@lana 123 look at the comments above ^
0 likesreading all the comments, i thought on the phrase that said "everything happens for something" and i really think all your bad luck in love is because you're going to find something else, or you had to learn something idk, but thing is, dont worry, there's always a reason :)
5 likesWe're all gonna be alright! x
3 likesSuperbe ^
0 likesso i just discovered the only one guy i call friend actually hates me :)
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Oh no. Im sorry. I hope youre doing well â€
0 likesthis makes me think of Dan and Phil
0 likesI mean yeah it's an amazing song but her swearing just ruins it for me
0 likesplucking pattern (first being 1 last being 6) 121212212121221212122
5 likeswhat instrument cant you play
1 likeMy best friend killed him self last year. I feel like Iâm never going to find someone that I love that much again. He was my soulmate. He killed him self today last year.
0 likesIâm sorry Dylan. I love you.
doddlebooble i'm shook
0 likesWHO KEEPS CHOPPING THE ONIONS AUGH
0 likesis this about jon ?
4 likeshappy new year
0 likesI only really have 1 friend, all the others (only a couple in total) always leave after a year
0 likesI absolutely hate it when I have a best friend and they get popular. Then they just leave you because they are cooler then you or something. I had a best friend like this. Every time I listen to this song I think of him. I never wanted a romantic relationship with him or anything . I never trust anyone but I trusted him. Every day I just wish I could see him again. One time I was very sick and fainted. I went to heaven and saw him and dead sister. I now worry about him because he secretly seems depressed. Thank you for letting me say my story on YouTube. And I love this song!
0 likesone year <3
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15 likesI'm sorry
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nice
0 likeslizard why r u sorry gorgeous
0 likesChords?
0 likesWho else is watching this after seeing her snapchat story lol
0 likesmy poor darling
0 likesđđȘ đđ đ đ~~
0 likesdoes anyone else not like the E.P version
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Beth Reid just you mate
27 likesI ship Dodie and Jon Cozart...
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te has ido, pero todo lo que has sido permanecerĂĄ, incluso tus propios verdugos lo verĂĄn siempre y sera para ellos el eterno infierno mientras vivan. La vida es corta esta ley natural es para todos ; arriesgar en quitarle la vida a una persona es inĂștil.
0 likesChords?
0 likesIM IN LUV!1!1!1!1
0 likesI get depressed every once a while like you and I'm wondering if you write when depressed ps YOUR MY CRUSH LOLOL
0 likesIm sick of loosing best friends.
0 likesAmina âĄ
0 likesđđđđđđđđ
0 likesThis is where it began
0 likesyour good
0 likeswhat's not to like. how are there even thumbs down.
0 likesI really wish I could but this song on iTunes... WHY ISNT THIS ON ITUNES?Âż
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+Emily Casella Personally I found a way to save the video to the camera roll on my phone so I can listen to it every day, but as soon as it comes out on Spotify I'm saving it immediately.
1 likehey coby,
2 likesyou broke up with me barely half an hour ago. this came back up in my recommended. iâm so fukcing sad because i know youâll move on with one of my friends by the end of the night. iâm crying. it didnât mean anything to you, did it? why would you say u love me why would u kiss me why would u ask me out then leave me. why wasnât i goo enough for you?
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good* thereâs too many tears iâm sorry somebody else by the 1975 here we go
0 likesunderbar is probably about Jon <3
0 likesqueen
0 likesExactly 1 mil views!
2 likesto ayden.
2 likesyouâll never see this because itâs a youtube comment, but i donât want to lose you. iâm sorry. i feel like im losing you, and i feel like itâs all my fault. i miss you and i miss our conversations. im sorry for isolating myself. im trying to come back. i love you.
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i'm rooting for you <3
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