Agh.... I had a best friend since I was two and she moved away a year ago and I feel empty without her😭 i miss her and this song reminded me of her


Please make a "how to play" on all of your original songs


this is a combination of a hug and a punch to the chest


When I was in 4th grade I had an amazing friend Thomas who I did everything with I had been having a really tough time that year and the year before my grandpa had passed away and my grandma had cancer but even through all of that Thomas was there one time I wore a charm bracelet my grandpa had given to me to school and I had lost it I realized during lunch and started panicking Thomas asked me what happened and I explained to him what was going on and instead of making fun of me or judging he looked at me and offered to help me find it so he raised his hand and told a teacher what was going on and the teacher told me that a girl in 5th grade could help me so we went outside and found it lying on the ground since I had lost it during gym. Unfortunately he moved away later in the year and I haven't seen him since  he is the only really close friend maybe even soulmate I've ever had. I miss him


I knew you once and it was nice,
Not perfect looking back
I was walking on eggshells constantly and changed too
Then you left me for others and I was mad
When you came back, I didn’t want you


Sé que no vas a ver esto nunca pero me traumaste con esta canción y siempre me va a recordar a ti más que nada en el mundo, gracias por haber sido parte de mi alguna vez.


i was in a toxic relationship for seven months. he was my everything. i fell in love with him, and i truly believed i’d be with him for my entire life. I was content, and happy, for a while. I didn’t realise he wasn’t a good person, because I loved him, he couldn’t be what everyone said about him, right? He ended up cheating on me, denying it, blaming me for it, and breaking my heart. I still love him, more than anything in the whole world, and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to live without him. I’m not me without him. someone please tell me how to survive..


I decided to alter the lyrics to my current situation, it's about me and my close friend growing apart:

Thought I knew you once
And it was nice
Thought I knew your brain
And your heart
All your insides

Thought I could tell
Just with a look
What you were thinking
That's all it took

You never shared your secrets
I never shared mine
Silence was comfy
Without having to try

We swapped our smiles
With no real advice

I thought I knew you once
And it was nice


Dear Makena,
I knew you once.

In second grade I moved here, knowing no one. You invited me to sit next to you on the bus, played with me at recess, and were my friend. We would sing together, draw together, and live a connected life. Soon all of that changed in fourth grade. Krymzen, who must be so much cooler then me moved to town. You started talking to me less and less. We used to have sleepovers every Friday night, until you replaced me with Krymzen. Your personality changed into Krymzens. You were mean and manipulative. You  started cussing and wearing makeup. Talked about gross and dirty things. I didn’t want to hang around you. Hailey another one of krymzens friends told me that she becomes your friend and throws you away.

One day krymzen was on a trip with her family. I called you and I not only knew you once, but now I know you twice.

Until now. I’m moving away. So Makena, we, after all these years resolved everything, fixed little, because I will most likely never see you again.


Although you’ll never know this, you were my very best friend and I miss you so much. Never in a billion years could I have found anyone better than you. I’m sorry I was selfish and childish. I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you. I hope to meet you again one day. I love you so much.


we went through all that, just to become strangers


dear person, i knew you once. we were closed, and i loved you. i wish it didn't end the way it did, i wish everything we dreamed of actually came true. but i don't regret anything, because i knew you once, and it was nice.


Yes I knew you once. And it was nice. I knew what things made you tick, What songs made you cry and even what your favourite icecream spot was. I'll never forget that you called me wonderful nicknames that just made me feel so cozy and loved. But you have changed and moved on. I still know the secrets you shared with me. We laughed and danced together in the gazebo by the icecream shop and nearly slipped while walking on the fountain not far from there. I remember taking poloroid pictures together on the bridge to the island in the lake and playing our uke and guitar for the nice trucker man. I remember late night games of truth or truth. Arts in the park, both leaving with sunflowers. I miss those days. But I'll never forget that I knew you once. And it was nice. I knew your brain and your heart all your insides.

I thought maybe since you had a crush on me then, you may still like me now. But you like that other girl who enjoys K-pop and who apparently you act like a mess around. I hope it works out for you. You deserve someone amazing. Even if it Isn't me.


bless you.

since you annouced it on snapchat i was ready to hear a new dodie song!


how did i not see this until now?? so gorgeous


Dear .......,
I knew you once. We met at a retreat the summer going into Senior year and though we went to two different schools, whenever we saw each other again, our friendship was still there. Then we went to the same college. We were in the same friend group, and soon became best friends. We stayed up late studying together, sent each other new music to listen to, played Super Smash Bros, went to mass and then Waffle House together sunday mornings, and we laughed together at all our goofy jokes and puns. We even made plans to be roommates for the next year.
And then I made the mistake of falling for you. December hit and we talked about our feelings and you liked me too, and in January I realized the hard truth that I was not going to survive this relationship.
It was so difficult to see you and him together. I couldn't even look you in the eye. You made me feel like everything I thought could be was a lie or simply a dream. I lost my trust in you. And I made you feel like you couldn't be happy. You no longer wanted to be around me. We failed at keeping our friendship alive.
It's been a few months now and even though you've moved on and I have too, theres still a piece of me that hopes we'll be friends again someday. As much as I've repressed my memories of you, they keep coming back up. You were my reality check. You were a best friend. You were my fellow barrel monkey (inside joke). I'm sorry that I hurt you and please know that I forgive you as well. And though we've both changed, I knew you once and I hope to someday know you again.
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This is like the first video I've seen of you but I'm subbedd girll!


Dear Evan, do you even remember me? I miss you, a lot. I tried to stay in touch with you, but I guess it didn't work out. Do you remember how we would play in the park then get fast-food afterwards? Do you remember Johnathan teaching me how to fight with my fists? Do you remember our make believe stories? Do you remember racing to grab the ball that rolled under our classroom?
I miss you, and some part of me still loves you.
Brooke


dodie can I just say you're so original and amazing


A girl eyes as green as emeralds, hair of chestnut brown. Kind heart and a kind soul to match. Beautiful in every way.
In every way seemingly perfect. Used to be mine, but sees someone else. Used to be mine but is no longer.

I knew her once, and it was nice.


Dodie sitting here trying to go through q whole song withought the word comfortable so instead she says comfy


I don't believe in love, that was before I spent 8 months falling for my best friend until  he told me he didn't feel the same.. so it's safe to say i still don't. He is the embodiment of this song and i miss him everyday.


I knew a girl, she was my world. And then, one day she had to go away. But despite all of that I hope she is fine, because I still think she is the best. I miss you...


i sneezed THREE TIMES while searing for the chords for this and when the vid played Dodie sneezed xD


dear... my love.
i knew you once, and it was nice.
sometimes i still miss those days, although we have found each other again.
time changes things, and we are no different.
i knew you once. i know you still.
and yet, i miss you, my love. life will never be the same as it was back then.
however, i'm so very glad that i have found you again.
❤


it is confirmed. dodie is the most beautiful human being in the whole world and im in love with her


WHAT I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED ON THIS VIDEO BECAUSE I SNEEZED NO JOKE <br>also bless you dodie

WHAT I ACCIDENTALLY CLICKED ON THIS VIDEO BECAUSE I SNEEZED NO JOKE
also bless you dodie


oof this reminds me of my ex and now i'm crying like a weenie


this hurts a lot.. going through a breakup right now. i miss her so much


This remind me of my crush, I met her once but we never speak again


okay but everytime i watch this she sneezes and i like say bless you. without doing it purposely. i’m subconsciously programmed to bless people as soon as i hear a sneeze wow


I met a lovely innocent guy, he was everything to me. I loved him, he would let me protect him and hold him close. But then both of our depressions got in the way and it made my feelings for him go numb. I miss him.


This song is not only nice to listen to when you need a pick up on your feelings, but it's so uplifting to me. It might be one of my favourite songs. Recently, my grandfather passed away on the 5th November 2017
I grew up without a father, so he was a complete role model for me. Not only was he a captain of a regiment, but he was also my personal soldier, too.
Sadly, since this, I have suffered horrible dreams. They still occur. It starts with everything like a normal day with me and him. The norm of me calling him 'Dad' or 'Daddy.' I never felt judged or hated by him. Thinking about Grandad now, it makes me thick in the throat.
He was such a nice person and I wish I would of bumped into you sooner. If he listened to this in his few lasting days in hospital, I would of sung it to him every day.
 With your permission, may this be my lasting song for him?...

Thank you Dodie. You make people smile and make them feel content inside. Please write more like this. Xx

This song is not only nice to listen to when you need a pick up on your feelings, but it's so uplifting to me. It might be one of my favourite songs. Recently, my grandfather passed away on the *5th November 2017*
I grew up without a father, so he was a complete role model for me. Not only was he a captain of a regiment, but he was also my personal soldier, too.
Sadly, since this, I have suffered horrible dreams. They still occur. It starts with everything like a normal day with me and him. The norm of me calling him 'Dad' or 'Daddy.' I never felt judged or hated by him. Thinking about Grandad now, it makes me thick in the throat.
He was such a nice person and I wish I would of bumped into you sooner. If he listened to this in his few lasting days in hospital, I would of sung it to him every day.
 With your permission, may this be my lasting song for him?...

Thank you Dodie. You make people smile and make them feel content inside. Please write more like this. Xx


This was so beautifully calming (even if the lyrics are a little sad)


to my friend, <br>i'm so sorry. i don't really know you anymore but that one year was the best in my life. thank you for being there to even just smile at me. i'm sorry my confession ruined everything. i'm so so sorry. i hope you can look back and remember me still as a friend. love, eth.

to my friend,
i'm so sorry. i don't really know you anymore but that one year was the best in my life. thank you for being there to even just smile at me. i'm sorry my confession ruined everything. i'm so so sorry. i hope you can look back and remember me still as a friend. love, eth.


my friend group was having a really bad time with a lot of drama and problems but one of them, i was very close to. and we related to each other a lot and stick together to whatever's going on. we used to sing this song before because of friends we lost. we always fought tho. we were never good at reuniting again but often we did even if it was hard. sad to say, a month ago, we fought. and we hurt each other and at this point i think we both knew that i guess it's time for the paths to finally go apart. now i listen to this song, not with her, but thinking about her.

 i knew her once, and it was nice.


AHH DODIE OMG I LOVE IT THANK YOU FOR EXISTING  IVE SILTENED TO IT 3 TIMES ALREADY AND IM ACTUALLY CRYING

ok thank you Xx


Could i have your permission to make this into a music video? Didn't want to take your music without asking :)


when i clicked on this Dodie and i sneezed at the same time


i would sing this to a boy i use to be best friends with. he started thinking bad about me and started hanging out with other people. he blocked me on every game and social media.


Once , i'd meet a boy . His name was Cassius , we hung out alot. Do you remember climbing trees? , playing  smash bros?
i knew you once. you moved away after a few years because both our moms had a fight.
we used to go to the same school.
he now hangs out with other boys,
Now that i'm going into 7th grade, I'm beginning to forget the boy i once knew.
Cassius, what happened to you?
we almost never see each -other anymore, and whenever i call you don't pick up
And whenever i'd try and text you , you'd ether leave me on read or not respond at all.

I miss you dude :(


reminded me of someone i just recently lost. she used me.


Hey.<br>I knew you once. For a long time in fact. We were just three when our parents kinda forced us together because we were two little girls who were neighbours, and we were going to be in the same class too. You were weird, and quirky, and just as obsessed with animals and dinosaurs as me at the time. It was fine. Then all the little things started. I changed. The bullying from our classmates made me an awful person and a bully, and you responded by dealing out emotional abuse in return. We lived in that unhealthy relationship for years; I wonder if that made both of our anxiety and depression worse? Probably. But we had been friends for so long, and I clung to that relationship because it was the only one I had. I think it was for the best when we had some distance from each other in sixth grade; we had different friends that year, until we were once again in the same group. We weren't as close as we used to be. I know that I still have a lot to work on when it comes to myself. I am still manipulative at times, I still occasionally catch myself playing with people for fun, and god, how I hate that about myself. But you know what? I wasn't entirely to blame. You would use underhanded tactics to cut me down, attack all my insecurities instead of actually, you know, talking to me? Because of all that I don't think there was very much trust between us, so by the time we hit high school, even though we were in the same friendship group and on good terms you were still not much more than a stranger, and my god is it the weirdest fucking feeling, waving and saying hi and being friendly to this stranger who I used to know everything about. To someone whom I thought would be planning my wedding, but is now just another face in the crowd.

Hey.
I knew you once. For a long time in fact. We were just three when our parents kinda forced us together because we were two little girls who were neighbours, and we were going to be in the same class too. You were weird, and quirky, and just as obsessed with animals and dinosaurs as me at the time. It was fine. Then all the little things started. I changed. The bullying from our classmates made me an awful person and a bully, and you responded by dealing out emotional abuse in return. We lived in that unhealthy relationship for years; I wonder if that made both of our anxiety and depression worse? Probably. But we had been friends for so long, and I clung to that relationship because it was the only one I had. I think it was for the best when we had some distance from each other in sixth grade; we had different friends that year, until we were once again in the same group. We weren't as close as we used to be. I know that I still have a lot to work on when it comes to myself. I am still manipulative at times, I still occasionally catch myself playing with people for fun, and god, how I hate that about myself. But you know what? I wasn't entirely to blame. You would use underhanded tactics to cut me down, attack all my insecurities instead of actually, you know, talking to me? Because of all that I don't think there was very much trust between us, so by the time we hit high school, even though we were in the same friendship group and on good terms you were still not much more than a stranger, and my god is it the weirdest fucking feeling, waving and saying hi and being friendly to this stranger who I used to know everything about. To someone whom I thought would be planning my wedding, but is now just another face in the crowd.


It popped up in my recommendation after a fight with my bestfriend. I think she hates me now Bahahha and it was my fault. Please don’t leave I cannot do this alone. I’m sorry shania


You should write que chords in te description box because I LOVE IT and I really really want to play it.


its rather unhealthy but i relate to this song for most of my relationships-

my best friend manipulated me into suicide. i knew her once.

eh it's alright. she's gone from my life now.


i knew him once, he was my everything. now he's with her, and couldn't care less about my existence. i miss everything we had.


wow isn't it fun to visit this song and cry over the loss of someone you thought you knew


I knew you once, and oh god knowing that I'm the one that cut ties with you there is not a day I don't miss you. It's been a year and you found someone else to smile and giggle with wow I loved your laugh even though you said you hated it. It's been a year and I'm with someone that makes me smile more than you ever did but riddle me why I always look at you in the hallways hoping you'd be looking at me too. I don't think I want you back with me relationship wise but god losing my friends makes me miss you as a friend too. I care too much for you being with me for almost a year and it being a year later after I broke up with you, thinking too hard about you still makes me cry and I have lost my friends and now have a boyfriend I can't tell these things that pain me because it's about you. So now I'm here in a comment section venting just wishing for this feeling of missing you and your laugh and your running towards me and you walking me to and from school and your sweet sweet smile that just grabs my heart seeing it from afar still today. You were the first person I fell in love with and I'm scared to think knowing we weren't healthy together that I won't ever get over you, I mean it's been a year, I don't know how much longer it'll be where I don't flinch when I hear your name come out of someone's mouth or look too long to find you in the crowd of students in the hallway. I'm sorry I hurt you but you hurt me even more by not even showing you cared. I think I'll always love you and the thought is terrifying because I have no one to tell. I'm trying, god I'm really trying to not feel anything for you as easily as you seemed to lose feelings towards me. I wish I could say I was happy for you for finding someone else. I miss your smile Benji


I knew you once , better than anyone .
Then she did , better than anyone , better than me.
I knew you once, but im getting to know you again :)) <3

This song is so beautiful


I knew him once. This was different to most. Year 7 best friends, he and I were opposites but somehow attracted eachother.  He made fun of my art and I made fun of his, we sat by eachother in our maths lessons, and looked at eachother in our Spanish lessons from not having a clue what was going on. He liked me and I liked him. I moved schools as did he, we lost contact. I didn’t want to know anyone in that school so when he tried to contact I just deleted it. He did still like me in between those 3 years. At the beginning of 2019 I finally allowed him to talk, and that spark of ours rekindled. Within a week, my feeling for him took an uproar as did his. By June 22nd, 2019, I finally kissed him, and we got together. And now I sit here on June 21st 2020, having my heartbroken over a boy who wanted me first. Who fought to have me, but buckled under the the realisation that relationships will have tough times. Ended 29th April, and I dread our anniversary date. He already looks happy with another. Now I look at him, he seems nothing like himself, not the real him. He looks detached and cold. I do love him, still, completely. Somehow I get a feeling deep in my soul that what was us isn’t over, there’s something more that hasn’t been told. I hate waiting, but life will pass. But, I did know him once. Now it feels like I don’t know him at all.


I can't be the only one who said bless you after she sneezed


does anyone know the strumming pattern in this song?


Dear ex,<br>I knew you once and it was nice. Do you remember all the happiness or was that also one way. Do you remember the magic or was that not there either. Do you remember how much pressure was on us and how down we both were. Do you remember how much I tried to help and how much you didn't. But I was in love despartly in love. You now hate my guts and refuse to even notice me. For a long time I blamed myself but it was never my fault, you broke my little black heart into trillions of pieces. You've changed I don't like this new you so I knew you once and it was nice

Dear ex,
I knew you once and it was nice. Do you remember all the happiness or was that also one way. Do you remember the magic or was that not there either. Do you remember how much pressure was on us and how down we both were. Do you remember how much I tried to help and how much you didn't. But I was in love despartly in love. You now hate my guts and refuse to even notice me. For a long time I blamed myself but it was never my fault, you broke my little black heart into trillions of pieces. You've changed I don't like this new you so I knew you once and it was nice


holy shit i didn’t know this was by dodie


I knew you once, then your true colors shone through, a year and four months, pushing it past the breaking point, fighting every weekend, every time i was with you you’d touch me, even if you just previously said it wasn’t like that, i knew you once, but it wasn’t you. Now i know the truth, it’s not so nice.


Here we go. I'll be listening to this for the next month non stop 🙃🙃🙃


I knew him once. And it was hard to freaking let him go. It still hurts. But I couldn’t know him anymore. He made me feel insignificant.


This really helped me out bc my Bff betrayed me yesterday and it was really sad my mom did not care she Said it happens all the time But when she betrayed me i really got heart broken my mom did not know What i have been with


There was this boy... We were very close after he let me in on some very personal information about him. One day, I developed feelings and I thought he felt the same.
I was wrong.
He ignored me. We drifted apart. It broke my heart.


I love how there's no bitterness or sadness in the music or even the lyrics, really. SHE STATED HER FEELINGS LIKE FACTS AND TRIED TO STAY POSITIVE AWW DODIE YOU SWEET PEA


I GOT A UKULELE RECENTLY AND I WOULD LOVE TO KNOW HOW TO PLAY THIS BUT I CANT FIND THE CHORDS OR THE STRUMMING PATTERN OR ANYTHING HELP ME


Hi. Quick story. I had a friend. I don't want to say her name. I met her when i was 4. Along with her brother. Me and my brother became the best of friends with them. We were a group of four crazy children. Two girls and two boys. They moved away and didn't tell us where. We lost touch. I cried and still cry over them. Wherever you are, thanks for being my besties.


I knew you once, and it was nice.
Now you're gone, 'cause I couldn't suffice.
you said good bye, and I only stood by.

I hope you are happy now, wherever you are.


i was in love with a girl, and for a while she loved me back. it was so perfect and for a while i was so so happy. then she left me. twice. and now i miss her more than i can possibly say. she's replaced me and i'm still stuck in love with her


I want to play this song, does anyone know where I could the ukulele chord of this song?


Cris,<br>Do you remember being my best friend? The one I worked with every day, texted ever night, went to movies with, got ice cream with, shared me innermost thoughts with. The one who I though understood me, and I knew I understood you. The one who I relied on for everything, and you did the same with me. I miss you and the friendship we had. I still don't understand how it ended up so broken. How I am still broken and you seem fine. This is not the life I imagined, and I don't know if yours is either. I hope you are happy

Cris,
Do you remember being my best friend? The one I worked with every day, texted ever night, went to movies with, got ice cream with, shared me innermost thoughts with. The one who I though understood me, and I knew I understood you. The one who I relied on for everything, and you did the same with me. I miss you and the friendship we had. I still don't understand how it ended up so broken. How I am still broken and you seem fine. This is not the life I imagined, and I don't know if yours is either. I hope you are happy


i come back and listen to this so often and i can’t help but cry. every. single. time. i hate relating to this song so much it’s torture


This really struck home 💕 needed that, thank you Dodie, sitting here at the end crying x


Me with all the friends that have left me behind lmao


coming back to this song after 3 years of depression and self-hatred because of the girl i vowed i'd never think of when i heard this song feels like ass huh

But still you made it! And i hope you're better now! Good luck♡:)


This was very beautiful in a sad sort of way.


Dear Leo, i knew you once and it was nice <br>I met you in year 8 and we got closer come 2019 is was the best summer of my life we climbed trees and slept in tents with clear roofs starring at the night sky at 2 am we had fun on long walks and it was nice. Mid year 8 I fell in love and it was with you, you were bi and we shed a few looks my heart fuzzed and raced and I blushed it lasted for 2 weeks flirting, we remained best friends nothing came of our feelings towards each other in autumn you told me you were gay I was so happy for you then we drifted for no reason now we look at each other and exchange a small awkward smile and carry on. I love you and miss you with all my heart                                      I knew you once and it was nice ❤

Dear Leo, i knew you once and it was nice
I met you in year 8 and we got closer come 2019 is was the best summer of my life we climbed trees and slept in tents with clear roofs starring at the night sky at 2 am we had fun on long walks and it was nice. Mid year 8 I fell in love and it was with you, you were bi and we shed a few looks my heart fuzzed and raced and I blushed it lasted for 2 weeks flirting, we remained best friends nothing came of our feelings towards each other in autumn you told me you were gay I was so happy for you then we drifted for no reason now we look at each other and exchange a small awkward smile and carry on. I love you and miss you with all my heart                                      I knew you once and it was nice ❤


welp these comments have me ✨w e a k✨ so here tf I am ig

Nick, I knew you once, and it was nice. We were just little kids, sharing our stories and laughing with each other at recess and in classes when we should have been paying attention. Our little friend group was my favorite thing in the world! Elementary school was so fun.

But then I moved away. You moved on from our other friends, going for the “popular kids.” I knew that things weren’t good between you and our group, but I didn’t fully understand until I moved back 2 years later—quite possibly the worst two years of my life, might I add (new school, no friends, awkward puberty years, my mom’s boyfriend at the time was ✨not it✨). I was excited to see you, to see my other best friends. I had kept in touch with one of them but after you got that new phone, you stopped texting me. I didn’t know how to ask for your phone number again so I hadn’t. Maybe if I had... things would have been different.

When you saw me, when that flash of recognition crossed your face, you didn’t smile. You didn’t wave. You turned away and ignored me. You didn’t speak to me at all, not for that entire school year (not counting the times you had to).

It hurt... a lot. Five entire years of friendship was gone in a flash. I had thought that my life was going to finally, finally go back to normal, but then it didn’t. Normal is never permanent, I guess.

But I’m over it, I think. Seeing you laugh with all those other people and seeing you in the hallway hurt at first, but I think I’m okay. Someone who doesn’t want you isn’t worth your time, I suppose.

I’ve moved on to a different, less fun normal. I have my other friends, but the connection just isn’t the same. They’ve changed and grown with each other and I feel like I’m intruding on something they had no trouble building without me.

um chile anyway I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep

Oh, and if by some odd chance you see this and think that it’s me, please for the love of god don’t mention this to me I’m such an awful liar—

welp these comments have me ✨w e a k✨ so here tf I am ig

Nick, I knew you once, and it was nice. We were just little kids, sharing our stories and laughing with each other at recess and in classes when we should have been paying attention. Our little friend group was my favorite thing in the world! Elementary school was so fun.

But then I moved away. You moved on from our other friends, going for the “popular kids.” I knew that things weren’t good between you and our group, but I didn’t fully understand until I moved back 2 years later—quite possibly the worst two years of my life, might I add (new school, no friends, awkward puberty years, my mom’s boyfriend at the time was ✨not it✨). I was excited to see you, to see my other best friends. I had kept in touch with one of them but after you got that new phone, you stopped texting me. I didn’t know how to ask for your phone number again so I hadn’t. Maybe if I had... things would have been different.

When you saw me, when that flash of recognition crossed your face, you didn’t smile. You didn’t wave. You turned away and ignored me. You didn’t speak to me at all, not for that entire school year (not counting the times you had to).

It hurt... a lot. Five entire years of friendship was gone in a flash. I had thought that my life was going to finally, _finally_ go back to normal, but then it didn’t. Normal is never permanent, I guess.

But I’m over it, I think. Seeing you laugh with all those other people and seeing you in the hallway hurt at first, but I think I’m okay. Someone who doesn’t want you isn’t worth your time, I suppose.

I’ve moved on to a different, less fun normal. I have my other friends, but the connection just isn’t the same. They’ve changed and grown _with_ each other and I feel like I’m intruding on something they had no trouble building without me.

um chile anyway I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep

Oh, and if by some odd chance you see this and think that it’s me, please for the love of god don’t mention this to me I’m such an awful liar—


THIS IS SO GOOD MY EARS ARE BLESSED, MY SKIN IS CLEAR AND MY MATHS TEST SCORE HAS GONE FROM 32% TO 100%


Is it strange to interpret this as a person reminiscing over who they once was and how they miss feeling happy
I know it's a little off but
whatever


how in the world can your uke sound like a guitar for some songs and a piano for others and ofc a normal uke like what???


I knew her once. And it was nice. Until she left. And comfy silence turned into fights


Goosebumps hit me when the humming started!! So blooming good! I felt so holy haha

But lovely song Dodie!! Well done as always!


had to break ties with someone i've known for half a decade now and it happened so quickly. everything shattered in an instant. they meant a lot to me but i guess i trusted too much. ah. i hope they're okay.


Okay I'm crying, my best friend and I have split up a couple weeks ago, she shut me out and got a new friend who changed her. We did in fact share secrets, swap smiles, gave advice, and much more. we were like a dan and phil Type of thing, she Was Dan, I Was phil. Like a Tyler and Josh, We were told by many that they were jealous of our friendship. We called eachother "bean" since 4th grade. We lasted until the end of 6th grade. I havent had a better friend. I'm alone now. No one to be there for me. I believe We are more of acquaintances (how do you spell it?) but I wish she would just realize how much I need her.

Edit: I want to send this video to her but she deleted skype

Hizy Bear That Happened To Me To...But The Worst Part Is ,Is Watching Her Be So Happy Without You ,Yourself. The Promises You Made To Which You Guys Stay Together Till They End. Watch Her Move On Like Nothing Happened And She Never Knew You. Catch Her Looking At You And Then Look Away Like She Saw The Most Horrible Thing Ever. Watch Her 'Win' The Moving On. Watch Her Take Your Friends Away That You Introduced Her To. Watch Her Make Everyone Turn Their Back On You. Watch Her Take Away All You Loved. Watch Her Look At You From Afar Like She Was Just Looking At A Stranger. Say Hi Maybe Once Or Twice On A Daily But She Ignores You. You Start To Fall Apart ,But You Have To Stay Put At School For The Sake Of Your Friends ,But Home Is A Different Story. You Cry So Hard. You Feel Like You've Gotten Lost In The Tears. You Cant Stop Anymore. And Finally You Break And Everyone Says You've Changed And You Just Forget About Everyone. Then You Go Through Depression During Summer. You Miss The Crap Out Of Her But You Try To Show No Weakness.....Yea...Thats My Story..My Lonely Self. With only two real friends. And a broken heart..


I knew you once, and it was nice. but honestly not knowing you had been much nicer


Dear M
I liked being friends with you sometimes
Though you were mean
And you would lie
And put me down
And blame me
We’d have fun
I know you could have been a better person, when we were really young, you were kind
Still
I miss you in a weird way

Dear J
You were a true friend
I knew you better than I knew some other friends who tricked me
I didn’t realise it but you were one of my best friends
I liked you for a long time
You never really told me you knew
But I think you did
I miss you more than words can describe
I don’t feel about you the way I did before
I don’t like you in that way now
But
I miss you


i’m sorry phoenix. i love you. i always said no matter what happened, i would always love you and i meant that. i’m sorry i just miss you and i don’t know what life is without you. <br>i love you dodie.

i’m sorry phoenix. i love you. i always said no matter what happened, i would always love you and i meant that. i’m sorry i just miss you and i don’t know what life is without you.
i love you dodie.


I knew you once, and it was nice. We were inseparable, you would come to my house every Monday after school and stay for hours. We would laugh and dance and we even made a stupid musical that we made all of our friends and family come to. You were my best friend. People would tell me cruel things that you did at school but I didn’t believe them because you were my best friend and you couldn’t do anything like that. You because very mean, but blamed it on your family. You took more than I could give and I got overwhelmed. I still loved you even though you didn’t love yourself. Then we both left school and I watched as you started hanging out with the wrong crowd. Hanging out with the people we stayed away from. Having boyfriends who broke your heart and I said to leave. You and I fell apart. You’re still finding yourself. I knew you once Paige, and it was nice.


BLESS YOU!!

(I actually said bless you to her :) )


dear h

we met by pure fate.
i remember the first time i met you.
you gave me a smile and told me to sit next to you

i couldn’t believe i was so lucky to have made a friend so soon.
i knew you for 4 years and within those years we joke about the stupidest stuff. we made catchy sayings and bonded over our favorite band.

slowly distance became noticeable. you wouldn’t look me in the eyes anymore. but we fought through it. i remember the last thing i told you was see you later. i wish i knew you wouldn’t return my calls or texts the day after.


Can Pixar hire her to write their songs for once please?


I once knew a boy, I met him over the web. He was kind and generous. We became friends and he taught me how to be nicer, and I taught him how to stand up for himself. We were the bestest of friends, others came and went but i was with him always. I soon grew to love him more than a friend after I talked him out of suicide, I realised that he needed me, and I needed him. Months passed and we grew closer and closer until I confessed. He said he felt the same way, and I was happy. We never became official, but I knew from that day on we were more than just friends. But then one day he got a girlfriend, i was sad, i knew she would go, and sway she went, but i knew that he never truly loved me as I loved him. One day it was revealed that he did some horrible things, so i went to ask him, but instead of apologies like i expected he cursed me out and went away. I was heartbroken so i did horrible things behind his back to him. And when i realized what a horrible person i had become I went to confront him again. This time he apologized and cried, but when i tried to comfort him he told me that he's leaving for good, and to not search for him. I was heartbroken, he left and never did return.
I knew him once
And it was nice...


what a lovely slightly melancholy little tune. it's raining heavily where I am and this song fits nicely


I knew you once, but now I'm not quite sure I ever wanted to.


My best friend
It hurts so much to hear her talk about her crush..
"i love her so much aahhh!!!"
"i adore her gaaaah"
and it goes on
I hear her say that and it hurts so much
We promised eachother we'll always be together
but hearing her love that girl she only met yesterday more than me,, hurts
It might be jealousy
But
It's fear
I don't want to lose her
It hurts
So so much..
I feel so worthless
2:07
She went to sleep 2 hours ago
I'm still thinking about her, crying
I've never felt so bad.. :/


I knew a boy, we were 9 and both our little siblings played soccer at the same fields. So we played in the woods right next to it. We ran around, climbed trees, built forts, and caught turtles. We had another friend that was there too, neither of you had a problem with me being a girl, we could still have fun. The years went by and we were in the same choir class in sixth grade, I was worried I wouldn’t know anyone, but that first day was made better when you walked in. We got to sit by each other the entire year. You stayed the same kindhearted kid, even if our other friends changed. So it was a punch in the gut when you said you were moving. Two whole hours away. <br>It’s been two years, and I knew you once, and it was nice. I hope you come to visit again soon.

I knew a boy, we were 9 and both our little siblings played soccer at the same fields. So we played in the woods right next to it. We ran around, climbed trees, built forts, and caught turtles. We had another friend that was there too, neither of you had a problem with me being a girl, we could still have fun. The years went by and we were in the same choir class in sixth grade, I was worried I wouldn’t know anyone, but that first day was made better when you walked in. We got to sit by each other the entire year. You stayed the same kindhearted kid, even if our other friends changed. So it was a punch in the gut when you said you were moving. Two whole hours away.
It’s been two years, and I knew you once, and it was nice. I hope you come to visit again soon.


A vent for me that makes it seem like I'm begging for sympathy (I'm not, I just started and then couldn't stop)
Nothing ruins friendship like high school amirite!?
Yes. Sadly, that's just the truth.
I've felt like one of my best friends has been mad at me all day and let me tell you, as someone who fears social rejection like it's the plague this is not fun. She's always kind of been a bit iffy to be honest, has always got annoyed at me a lot and to be fair, I can't blame her. I don't get why anyone would hang out with me. Today was just weird. We were walking to tutor (homeroom) and the hallways at my school are always really crowded in the mornings and in between periods. Consequently, you get pushed around a lot and we all got squashed in a doorway, really freaking tight. When we got through she said to me and my other best friend that we were pushing her. I then told her that it wasn't our fault because there were people on both sides of us pushing us into her (which there were). She replied with: 'holy crap, can you just shut up if you're gonna shout at me!?' I can kind of see why she thought I was shouting because, as I said, the hallways are crowded with teenagers so you can imagine the noise levels; if you don't raise your voice, nobody can hear you at all! I decided to 'be the bigger person' and walk away. Thanks to me having anger management problems, it was probably very rude-looking and boisterous. For the rest of the day she just seemed very, distant? I apologized to her for shouting because, ya boi don't want no drama. This sounds kind of bratty but we're probably close to the top of the popularity rankings so there is a lot of beef with people and stuff. We went to go and talk to another friend at lunch and I asked if we could go and get food because I was hungry (I just had double performance and I was Scar from the lion king, it was tiring don't judge). She told me: "go on then. Nobody's holding you back are they!?" It doesn't sound particularly bad but just the tone of her voice was so.. dismissive and it felt very much like I didn't really fit in with them. I don't think I like being popular. I don't get on with any of the other girls in my year. I don't feel like anybody likes me. I always feel like they wouldn't care or even notice if I stopped hanging out with them. Fuck now I'm crying. I don't have anyone else to eat lunch with or talk to. The rest of lunch was just me kind of being ignored and following them around. One of the girls in my friendship group I adore. She's like Elizabeth Schuyler, literally the sweetest person alive. If I don't hang out with her she won't see me as a best friend and won't talk to me. Nobody will talk to me that I actually like. I won't even be recognized as the girl with no friends! I'll be the kid who used to be popular but got rejected. Which is about 100X worse. I just want to be likeable and happy with the people who like me. Why is this so goddamn hard? I don't know, I just feel so out of place and unincluded- almost like I just don't belong there.

 I wrote that about how I felt around a week ago and for the rest of that week they all ignored me, it was like I didn't exist. I feel so left out and depressed. I'm beginning to feel like nobody likes me and that I'm never going to 'fit in' anywhere. It's weird, I remember that phrase "fit in" always seemed so unbelievably cliche but now I realize that there is no other way to describe it. One minute we were laughing and joking, having sleepovers and movie marathons. The next they're pretending I don't exist and talkjgn behind my back. I've never felt so sad about any arguments with friends and I think it's because I always knew what was happening and it was easy to talk about. With this I genuinely don't know, I can't remember doing anything. I've been brutally ignored for around two weeks and I don't know what to do. I ahve other friends, sure. Not ones that I felt as comfortablr with as them. Jesus, I'm just repeating myself aren't I. I just feel so lost and out of place at school. I've been constantly second-guessing myself and what I say when normally I'm a loudspoken, witty, chatty person. Then again, maybe that's what was wrong with me. The fact that I just don't know how to shut up. This shouldn't mean this much to me and I know I'm being ridiculous, I know I am. It's just so hard to lose people you care so much about with no explanation. This sounds so stupid but I've had nightmares about it. One of them was them posting stuff about me being a horrible persona nd a druggie, which frankly I'm not. Another was them screaming at me that I'm a loser and to just leave them alone when I confronted them about ignoring me. If anyone has any advice on how to deal with losing friends then please tell me. I could use it right now.

This is probably really messy but I'm sat on my bed crying so excuse the probable grammar mistakes. I'm normally pretty good with my words, I got a grade 8 in my last English assessment (Which is like an A* in old terms) but when I'm in this mental state I just can't be asked. Writing has always been an escape for me so this is just me getting an escape.


UGH DODIE RIGHT IN THE HONEY NUT FEELIOS.

But for real this is beautiful and amazing ugh. ❤


dear charlie, <br>i knew you once. do you remember? the times we shared. laughing, crying, kissing, talking. you said you loved me on one of the worst nights. i knew you once. what happened?

dear charlie,
i knew you once. do you remember? the times we shared. laughing, crying, kissing, talking. you said you loved me on one of the worst nights. i knew you once. what happened?


dear leah,

i knew you once, we were six and instantly became joined at the hip. There was no Brooke and no Leah, but there would always be Brooke and Leah. In our last year of infants, you told me you were moving. We both cried. You tried to take me with you. Even though we were barely eight, I wish we still stayed in touch. Now, we go to schools next door to each other and I see you but you never see me. You’re the popular girl now and I’m on the sidelines. There is now no Brooke and Leah; now there is Leah and who? I don’t know her.


Ah this song, I love this boy (my now ex) and although he NEARLY cheated on me twice and made me cry a lot when we argued, I still love him and he was my favourite things in the universe, his family found him and one of my now ex friend's sexting and sent him to a therapist who said that he should cut ties people who he's had a negative effect on which meant he had to break up with me
He said that I shouldn't talk to him anymore and forget about him, so I stopped talking to him
It was weeks ago but I'm still miss him, he made me happier than he made me sad, now he feels like a stranger, like I'd just imagined him
I used to know him and it was nice but now j


Dear Friendly Friend<br>I remember all the memories we did together it was fun times sometimes it makes me forget the present but most of the time it makes me cry you were always there for me when nobody else and helped me even give me great advice you were like no other friend I had before sometimes you would cover for me and I would cover for you I even kept the some of the truths that was covered with lies, but I was stupid I'm a stupid kid I always feels like you hated me and I've been stupid and caught up in my own emotions to the point i couldnt control myself yet you still were there for me, but it came to the point where you don't wanna talk with me anymore or even help me anymore i knew you once..... And I wish we were friends again and I'm sorry....

Dear Friendly Friend
I remember all the memories we did together it was fun times sometimes it makes me forget the present but most of the time it makes me cry you were always there for me when nobody else and helped me even give me great advice you were like no other friend I had before sometimes you would cover for me and I would cover for you I even kept the some of the truths that was covered with lies, but I was stupid I'm a stupid kid I always feels like you hated me and I've been stupid and caught up in my own emotions to the point i couldnt control myself yet you still were there for me, but it came to the point where you don't wanna talk with me anymore or even help me anymore i knew you once..... And I wish we were friends again and I'm sorry....


anyone know what font she used for the lyrics? thanks!


I went into a trance listening to this...


If all of her songs were on iTunes/Spotify I would smash that replay button<br>I've literally replayed this like 4 times already wowow

If all of her songs were on iTunes/Spotify I would smash that replay button
I've literally replayed this like 4 times already wowow


I can relate to this sadly. I had a best friend, now I don’t. I don’t believe in best friends anymore, I just lost too many to believe that they exist. I believe in close friends but not, and never will, best friends.


he was my boyfriend and my true love. he left about a month ago, we had been together for two and a half magical years. we knew each other so well. we were in love. still were when we broke up. he gave me some poor excuse that didnt make sense, he'd tell me he wanted to stay, that he never wanted to fall in love again, that he always will love me.. but left my world without a trace. no more talking, nothing. just gone. and it hurts it feels like he just died. he gave me his things, as well as some of mine back. I know he is my person but I don't understand how everything was going so well and then he just disappears like that.

Maybe he had problems with his family, or something else. But don't thiNk it was your fault. How you described it, he didn't want to go. I bet he is unbelievable sad, too. <br>I wish you the best, and maybe you'll find him again. Just don't give up♡

Maybe he had problems with his family, or something else. But don't thiNk it was your fault. How you described it, he didn't want to go. I bet he is unbelievable sad, too.
I wish you the best, and maybe you'll find him again. Just don't give up♡


(Little bit of a TW, I don’t wanna get yelled at in the replies, so TW!)

I have a close friend, what most call Best Friend, her name is Raegan. And I love her so much.
She’s helped me through things, no one else had. She’s been here for me, and I’ve been here for her.
But for the years we’ve been friends, I’ve grown sad, and she knows. She’s trying to fix it, but she knows she can’t.
And from my sadness, it’s hard to cope. She makes it easier, but I know she’s here for me. I love her so much.
She knew everything about me, and it’s hard to tell her I don’t want to be in this earth anymore. She knows about that though. It’s not her fault, but every time I’m quitting on life, I somehow wake up the next morning. That’s because of her. I don’t know how she does it, but she does.
Up until this day she cares about me. And to be honest, she knows more about me than I do myself.
And now I’m listening to this song, while crying. Officially giving up on life. I hope she finds a new close friend. I don’t want to leave but, I don’t want to hurt anymore.

I knew you once, and it was nice.

Please don't go!!! I hope you can read this and you are getting better! Remember you are loved more than you'll ever know 💖❤💞❤💖

I really hope you are able to read this text.
Because you are awesome. And i hope one day you'll be able to see yourself like that. I know this may sound harsh, but have you considered to get professional help. Maybe therapy. I think it would help you to accept you for who you are and you can start loving yourself. And then you'll be able to love Reagen to the fullest and enjoy life with her. Maybe have children maybe not. Travel to the most exotic places or stay at home and eat pizza while watching a film. Learn the most extraordinair things about each other, the best and worst parts and everything you can share.
I hope you'll find happiness and love. I just wish you the best♡♡


the struggle when you forgot to bring headphones to school and dodie comes out with a new song and u cannot listen to it :((


I used to know my cousin, we were inseprible and I could read her like an easy book. Her life was fucked and so was my train of thought, but we shared our secrets and confided in one another. I used to get happy just by seeing her. The times When we were young and retarded, those were the best times. And now she's turned to a person in beginning to hate. Our connection is gone. I don't have anyone that thinks the same as me anymore, and we can't even have a conversation.<br>I knew her once. And it was nice.

I used to know my cousin, we were inseprible and I could read her like an easy book. Her life was fucked and so was my train of thought, but we shared our secrets and confided in one another. I used to get happy just by seeing her. The times When we were young and retarded, those were the best times. And now she's turned to a person in beginning to hate. Our connection is gone. I don't have anyone that thinks the same as me anymore, and we can't even have a conversation.
I knew her once. And it was nice.


the more i grow up and grow apart from people the more I find this song hurts


could someone please please please tell me the picking pattern she uses in this? I want to play this at my school's open mic night and ive been practicing with light strumming because i cant find the picking pattern.


This feels like the sad epilogue to Intertwined

You all made me laugh...totally not the response I was expecting. But I meant it in a sincere, musical sense. The humming, the soft ukulele, the tone of retrospect. The simple lyrics, spoken with a soft, sad, kindness.

why would you say that?? that fucked me up dude!!!

RachelKatWalsh oh i totally agree about the EP and "When." it ties the whole thing together in a sort of retrospective about how a lot of the emotions expressed in earlier songs don't feel genuine anymore. i just meant the song, but that was a great expression of the EP as a whole thanks for articulating it so artfully :)

ya'll are so articulate and smart and deep can we all be friends irl like hmu

@RachelKatWalsh well frick-eh-diddley doo that messed me up even more

RachelKatWalsh I think everyone is talking about the song not the EP but that was interesting :)

Rincewind :P i found the intertwined EP to be bittersweet on it's own, actually. the structure is interesting, every song tells the story of a love of some kind that impacts the artist, evoking powerful feelings/responses etc that are all in some way sweet. but the fact that 'when' is the last song on the ep puts it all into some kind of weird perspective. you hear all these romantic songs and then 'i've been telling lies, cus i've never been in love'. basically, everything is undone by 'when' being at the end. it's kind of a depressing realisation that the artist makes at the end of the whole musical journey--the artist becomes self aware in their patterns and behaviours and how they form relationships in the solemn reflection that is 'when', tying together a seemingly sweet, light-hearted EP with a bittersweet conclusion.

that makes a lot of sense and it makes Intertwined a lot more bittersweet

I love how some of Dodie's songs go in series though! like absolutely smitten  to permanent hug from you to sick of losing soulmates, etc.

well crap-ah-doodley-doo why would you doodley say that

Juce well this comment just fucked me up arGH


i knew someone once. she was honestly my closest friend. we laughed at dumb jokes and cheered each other up. we helped each other though dark times. she made me incredibly happy. everything was great. but, of course, as time passes, people change. and she did. a lot. she became a person i could hardly recognize. eventually, she ended up hating me because of a stupid mistake i made. i miss her. a lot. and i wish we could be friends again, but i know that's not ever going to happen. no one will read this, but yeah. that's my sob story. i'm sorry, christina.. i really am.


Dear Caroline , I knew you once, you were my best friend, the most important part of life. We were great, we did everything we shared all our friends, even my brother. But now it’s not just sharing anymore is it? You and him are happy and im glad i get to see you this happy. But now I neither know you nor my brother, and that hurts. Hopefully we’ll be as good friends someday again but right now I don’t think it’s all that possible.

I love you always, take care.


I hate myself for having to do this:

00:00 Bless You


if this doesn't prove to u that dodie's an actual angel idk what will


My puppy was whining but when I played this song, he stopped whining and slept.


(you can ignore this)

Dear Em,
I know you'll probably never see this, but I knew you once. Do you remember nights of giggling under bedsheets? Do you remember hours of staring at a screen, as we would comfort each other with a call? Do you remember how we would share all our secrets, all our deepest thoughts? There was never tension between us. We could always tell when something was off with the other.
But then it changed.
I had to move. I had to go, and I never saw you again. We promised to keep in touch, to call. To fall asleep together over a distorted voice call. But we drifted. We spoke, but it wasn't the same. until we didn't speak at all. We went to different schools, in different countries. We never saw each other again.
I knew you once.
And it was nice.
But I never knew you again.


when she sneezed I said bless you. I'm the only one, ok then


<b>insert sad backstory that somehow relates to the lyrics perfectly but actually cannot because I don't have the right anymore due to the mistakes I've done towards her</b>

*insert sad backstory that somehow relates to the lyrics perfectly but actually cannot because I don't have the right anymore due to the mistakes I've done towards her*


been listening to this on repeat! love it! :)


you can ignore all of this, just a little vent

Hi, Lyla. I know you'll never read this.
I miss you so much. You have no fucking idea. And even after you hurt me and I hurt you, I still want it all back. Those 3 months were everything. You were so nice, you cared so much. You were like my bigger sister. Almost like a mother to me. Remember when we went snowboarding at school on saturday and sang hamilton? Remember when we tried to go to your old school, but we almost got the police called on us because you forgot that it was occupied and it was friday? Remember when we made loom bracelets together during lunch? Remember when you showed me Angels of Death for the first time, and watched it together on a discord call? Remember when we watched Your Name on a call and finished it at 6am? Remember? When everything was normal?
I love you. I miss you. I think about you everyday, rewatching the chain of events in my head. It hurts. It really does. Do you even miss me? Do you ever think about me? Do you ever wish you could go back? Are you happier? Do you forgive me? I miss you, Lyla. I really do. You were all I had.

And for Caden,

I miss you. It was nice while it lasted. Those 4 years were everything. You meant so much to me. Remember when we'd stay up until 4am rping in calls? i remember when I found out you'd leave school, i was devastated. Remember when you came to visit? I wish none of this ever happened. I wish that it was the good old days again. When we first created The Friends Group, when we created Saphire and Ruby, when I joined a class only because I wanted to be with you. You were my best friend. Remember when we created Lemon, Kiwi and Raspberry? I want it all back. I want everything back. Remember "For Kids"? Remember when I was mad at Caelan for so long? Remember when we met LRDF? Remember when we got so mad at each other so we had to make a rule, "Don't Assume"? Yeah. It hurts. It really does. Remember when we'd sing Labyrinth on repeat? That was our favorite FNaF song. Remember when we went crazy over Alolan Vulpix and Vulpix? I remember specifically that you liked the Alolan form. Remember when we'd play hide and seek while we'd wait for your parents to pick you up from my house? I remember when you were obsessed with Dr. Pepper. Remember when we played Just Dance? Remember when I would always say "Capri is stealing my chair!" on call? Remember when we made a funeral for her in minecraft? Yeah, I know it sounds stupid and silly, but that meant the world to me. You meant the world to me. Remember how we were always obsessed with Lolbit and Funtime Foxy? Remember when we went to Funko and bought $300 worth of FNaF pop figures and plushies?

But hey, there's one thing I hated.

Remember when I dmed you, telling you I was crying because I missed you so much, but you ignored it? Yeah, and then a few days later you messaged me? But the funny thing was, it wasn't even related to what I had last sent. You completely ignored it and didn't even try to comfort me. That was what hurt the most.

you can ignore all of this, just a little vent

Hi, Lyla. I know you'll never read this.
I miss you so much. You have no fucking idea. And even after you hurt me and I hurt you, I still want it all back. Those 3 months were everything. You were so nice, you cared so much. You were like my bigger sister. Almost like a mother to me. Remember when we went snowboarding at school on saturday and sang hamilton? Remember when we tried to go to your old school, but we almost got the police called on us because you forgot that it was occupied and it was friday? Remember when we made loom bracelets together during lunch? Remember when you showed me Angels of Death for the first time, and watched it together on a discord call? Remember when we watched Your Name on a call and finished it at 6am? Remember? When everything was normal?
I love you. I miss you. I think about you everyday, rewatching the chain of events in my head. It hurts. It really does. Do you even miss me? Do you ever think about me? Do you ever wish you could go back? Are you happier? Do you forgive me? I miss you, Lyla. I really do. You were all I had.

And for Caden,

I miss you. It was nice while it lasted. Those 4 years were everything. You meant so much to me. Remember when we'd stay up until 4am rping in calls? i remember when I found out you'd leave school, i was devastated. Remember when you came to visit? I wish none of this ever happened. I wish that it was the good old days again. When we first created The Friends Group, when we created Saphire and Ruby, when I joined a class only because I wanted to be with you. You were my best friend. Remember when we created Lemon, Kiwi and Raspberry? I want it all back. I want everything back. Remember "For Kids"? Remember when I was mad at Caelan for so long? Remember when we met LRDF? Remember when we got so mad at each other so we had to make a rule, "Don't Assume"? Yeah. It hurts. It really does. Remember when we'd sing Labyrinth on repeat? That was our favorite FNaF song. Remember when we went crazy over Alolan Vulpix and Vulpix? I remember specifically that you liked the Alolan form. Remember when we'd play hide and seek while we'd wait for your parents to pick you up from my house? I remember when you were obsessed with Dr. Pepper. Remember when we played Just Dance? Remember when I would always say "Capri is stealing my chair!" on call? Remember when we made a funeral for her in minecraft? Yeah, I know it sounds stupid and silly, but that meant the world to me. *You* meant the world to me. Remember how we were always obsessed with Lolbit and Funtime Foxy? Remember when we went to Funko and bought $300 worth of FNaF pop figures and plushies?

But hey, there's one thing I hated.

Remember when I dmed you, telling you I was crying because I missed you so much, but you ignored it? Yeah, and then a few days later you messaged me? But the funny thing was, it wasn't even related to what I had last sent. You completely ignored it and didn't even try to comfort me. *That* was what hurt the most.


that sneeze at the beginning scared the life out of me


Dear, Max<br>Do you remember when we dated then you broke my heart and gave me a hundred reasons why? When the real reason was you were cheating on me. I know your dating my best friend, and I know you're going to break hers too. Do you remember before we dated and I and you were friends? "We shared our secrets, silence was comfy without having to try."

Dear, Max
Do you remember when we dated then you broke my heart and gave me a hundred reasons why? When the real reason was you were cheating on me. I know your dating my best friend, and I know you're going to break hers too. Do you remember before we dated and I and you were friends? "We shared our secrets, silence was comfy without having to try."


I need to get all dodie songs on my phone


Annette,

I knew you once.  I had the best view in the city at any table we sat.  We shared our secrets and our fears after our nights dancing. You were the first name I hoped to see when I came back into signal living far away.  You were the last thing on my mind every night.

 We were partners, we discovered our city together  and shared our favorite places.  We watched your son grow from a boy to a man.

I lost sight of the important part.  The word partner and I'm sorry.  I miss what we had,  even if we can't get back there I hope our paths cross again.

Thank you for writing such a beautiful song Dodie.


i knew them once and they left me and lied to me and started dating my best friend


I knew her once
And she was the Best human that I have encountered
She was giving me a lot of advices
And I couldn't get enough of her jokes
But now, no more than a stranger. Saw how much she changed and I was so sad to see that she "did want to be my friend but she did nothing for that. That's how she lost her Best friend. Happy to see that I have other people that care for me more than she ever cared

But................. It hurts to see how she didn't care enough, and she doesn't realize what she did.

And still, I am missing her laugh, her smile, her humor, her thinking

 I miss my fucking bf


Love you, Ford. Always have, always will. You wait for me up there, okay? 🤍


Did anyone else say bless you to Dodie at the beginning? Cause I sure did.


coming to terms with the fact that you never mattered to them to same extent as they did to you hurts. or realising you never were as close as you thought you were? it's been over 3 years, but she still comes to mind when I see the most random things. I really miss her.


please,,,,,
please,,
please put on spotify


Dodie's voice is so soft it's ridiculous. I can't tell if I like it, but I'm still listening. Lmao


To u... Before I ruined everything by really feeling. Live well dude :)


I knew a girl growing up, but she died today.
Oncoming traffic caught her somehow
I followed her on instagram, she never followed back
She had everything a girl my age would want

In primary school her parents bought her every trend
She was always beautiful in a way that looked expensive
Expensive hair and teeth, perfect skin
Every muscle toned and exposed, it was hard for me to see and not despair

She shopped online for bikinis in the middle of biology class
Because she went to Cuba once or twice each year
Top of every class, she was med school bound and frantic
I did a project with her once, I almost pulled my hair out

She was beautiful but she was neurotic
As if she drank espresso twice hourly
Perfect body, hair and lashes, perfect grades and perfect friends
I hope wherever she is, she isn't frantic anymore


Dodie, you were gorgeous with Jacob in Here Comes The Sun! What happened?


You know, I had a best friend. We did everything together, and still texted each other everyday after she moved. But I guess her depression got in the way.
And no, she didn’t kill herself. We just had an argument, and we stopped talking. She was the one person I could trust. Oh, how I miss her.
Edit: Forgot to mention this, but she and I already had two arguments prior to the one that split us up. We eventually began to talk again after the two arguments, and our friendship was rebuilt. But I really messed up the last time. I know she’ll never read this and we may never speak again, but I just want her to know that I miss her.

I’m sorry.


You are a star and I would love you to meet my one of my favorite male singer,s George Ezra he,s a you tube sensation!!and look how well he,s donexxxi know you can do it xxx


This is lovely, but on to a more pressing  question...how's the diva cup Dodie? 🤣


To my mom, I'm sorry I failed you. But how was I supposed to know? I was only 9 at the time, I was a stupid little kid. And years later I still am. But it was as if you trusted me with your own life, as you drove home from the doctor's to check back on us at home. And then how you sat at the bottom of the staircase, weak and nearly unconscious. I was worried, as I ran to the phone to call dad who was at work. Then, doctors rushed in and in moments you were gone.

That was the last time I ever saw you.

So yes, I knew you once.

And it was the last. <3


Do you remember?

I shared my secrets, and you shared yours. We always went to your house with my other friend. All three of us laughed all day and ran through the house. Before our third member of this little pack, we met so long ago. We loved wolves and drew every day. It was what was so similar about us. But.. Time passed and we sort of. Well. Stopped talking. I understood, we were in different classes. When the class started, I still remember you saying, “ I won’t abandon you. “ Do you remember how much that meant for the two of us? Or at least for me?  It meant we would stay friends forever. We knew each other so well. I thought I knew you, but you changed. You got a boy to fall in love with. You were always so pretty. The prettiest girl in our grade. I would never be as pretty as you. All the boys loved you. We got in an argument. And it seemed to start to crack in half. You stayed with the boy as the days passed by, my friends came and went with their things. But I? I always seemed to stay behind. I didn’t mind. I was so happy for you. You found love. But below it I found jealousy too. You didn’t say anything.. You just stopped talking to me. I didn’t know what I did wrong, I tried talking a few times but. You seemed. Like a stranger. Now you go and walk with my hoodie tied around your waist and I can’t help but give you helpless stares. As you looked back I looked away with my eyes narrowed. I didn’t want to speak up, it would be selfish. So I just let it go. I miss being friends. It was nice.

{ { Sigh This is going to get lost in the sea of comments but.. I just.. This song reminds me so much of her... }}

Do you remember?

I shared my secrets, and you shared yours. We always went to your house with my other friend. All three of us laughed all day and ran through the house. Before our third member of this little pack, we met so long ago. We loved wolves and drew every day. It was what was so similar about us. But.. Time passed and we sort of. Well. Stopped talking. I understood, we were in different classes. When the class started, I still remember you saying, “ I won’t abandon you. “ Do you remember how much that meant for the two of us? Or at least for me?  It meant we would stay friends forever. We knew each other so well. I thought I knew you, but you changed. You got a boy to fall in love with. You were always so pretty. The prettiest girl in our grade. I would never be as pretty as you. All the boys loved you. We got in an argument. And it seemed to start to crack in half. You stayed with the boy as the days passed by, my friends came and went with their things. But I? I always seemed to stay behind. I didn’t mind. I was so happy for you. You found love. But below it I found jealousy too. You didn’t say anything.. You just stopped talking to me. I didn’t know what I did wrong, I tried talking a few times but. You seemed. Like a stranger. Now you go and walk with my hoodie tied around your waist and I can’t help but give you helpless stares. As you looked back I looked away with my eyes narrowed. I didn’t want to speak up, it would be selfish. So I just let it go. I miss being friends. It was nice.

{ { *Sigh* This is going to get lost in the sea of comments but.. I just.. This song reminds me so much of her... }}


hahahahahahaha dodie. embodiment of a human and a pillow


Kyle..

I knew you once.. we were best friends, best friends forever. It's hard to believe that I got rid of that title in one night.
Remember when you bribed me to date you in 1st grade? Yea... remember when I broke up with you in 5th grade? Yea.... it was because I loved you as a friend, nothing more, and I'm sorry about that.. I still loved you as a friend, and I knew you still loved me as more.. I know you still do. But I don't share that same love.. I just wish you wouldve understood that. But you took it too far, you sent that picture that I told you over and over that I didn't want. And in a moment I had to block you. In a moment I had to forget that we were so happy. And in the next moment I cried. I cried because I knew our friendship was over. And I cried because I knew it was probably for the best. But what did I expect? You loved too much.. and you loved the wrong person. I'm sorry, but we can't go on after what you sent. I can't deal with the thought. I know he recently rejected me, but that didn't mean that I was going to turn straight to loving you. No, I'm sorry. We can't be best friends anymore. And I know that this is exactly what I thought you would say to me after she did, I never thought I would be the one to break us apart. But it had to happen eventually. Nothing lasts forever. Of course ill miss you, but not as much as I would if you hadn't done what you did.

Kyle, I knew you once, and it was nice.


Why do all of your songs hit close to home?


i can't help but automatically say bless you right after the sneeze even when i know it's gonna happen


dear you,

we're still friends and all that, no need to worry right? i guess what hurts is seeing our corner in that coffee shop and feeling your arms around me and kind of knowing that we'll never get there again. what hurts is hearing your name and seeing you smile and knowing that i didn't cause that smile, knowing that the way you smile at them is the way you'll never look at me again. i miss you. i miss the constant chatting and the joy and the love. i miss you calling me beautiful, i miss being able to tell you things. i miss truly hugging you. we're still friends, but i don't know you anymore. you're here but i miss you. i knew you once and i miss you now.


I go to this song to cry. It’s not sad tears it’s mostly happy ones. You’ll never see this but I miss you. I wish you didn’t leave ❤


hey nathan.

this is the third time i write about you in the comments section. funny, right?

i remember when you linked me to this song, speaking of how it made you reach out to me once more. ever since then, it's made me think of you.

happy late birthday. hope you spent it well. if you ever wanna come over to mexico now that youre the legal age over here, go ahead. youll have fun, i hope.

im glad to see youre moving on. im still hurting but you were my platonic soulmate. our friendship was just absolutely amazing and it hurts to remember how you think of me now.

with minty-fresh love, your super k partner in crime


I knew you once. You were moody and twisted and sour. You were funny and brilliant and bright. Something about you tethered me to the floor. I formed an unhealthy safety net based on a human who never loved me. I wonder if you remember. That morning at 3am, your head fell to my shoulder and I almost couldn't breathe, the top of your head grazing my chin. Or two days later. A freezing French evening. Shivering on the edge of a swimming pool. "Jump", you said, "I'll catch you. I promise that I won't let go." So I jumped. I let you catch me. I sometimes wish I hadn't. The next day I was at an airport. Watching your family car driving away. The goodbye hug had been far too brief, though familiar. You smelled like washing powder and hair gel and the perfume your mother always wore.

It's easy to remember the good stuff. But the truth is, every good point came before three bad ones. But I was in love with you and have only just fully recognised that you were a shitty person. I knew you once. And it was nice. But now I know it wasn't really worth it.


those are the nicest harmonies i have ever heard


Dear Sky

Hey little boy. I remember when we first saw you. You were so small still wagging your tail and walked over to me first. You were so big and beautiful, you were also the longest we ever kept in a pet. We felt the most connected to you, and I now understand that why dogs are a persons best friend. And you were mine. I still miss you, but I wont cry because I know I have to stay strong. We buried you in the trail you always wanted to go to but couldn’t. Now you can roam free and run as much as you want. I

Hey Sky. I knew you once, and it was nice.

- Your friend/owner/mother/sister


Hey Ayla you prob won’t see this but if you do I have something to say. Do you remember when I sent you this song and that’s how we started talking again? I understand that you needed a new start. I’m not angry. It hurt but now I’m okay! Thanks for the memories and playing Minecraft with me. You made my childhood a little better if you wanted to know. Maybe our paths will cross again. Maybe not. Whatever happens is okay. I hope your happy. Genuinely. :)


katie. you won't see this but my heart is still shattered and I miss what we had


Well this hits me like a fucking freight train


Listening to this after being sexually assaulted by my best friend. 💔


0:04 randomly pointing at nothing

BTW Ms. Clark, do I have permission to use this song in the end credits of a movie my friends and I are making?


is there a plucking pattern for this song?


i knew him once. and then i lied.  and someone told him. he said goodbye


OMG THE SNEEZE INSTEAD OF THE CLAP IM CRYING


Is anyone else listening to the songs mentioned in Dodies book as you get to them


Okayyyyy This song actually makes me wanna cry. I just love your voiiice aanddd everything about yoou and recently me and my friend started fighting and like i miiiisss himmmm... aahhh. Anyways, Great song Dodie! <3

@alphabettical1 WhOOPS i KNEW THAT IM SO USED TO WRITING COVER BECAUSE DODIE HASNT POSTED ONE IN SO LONG XD I NEED TO CHAAANGE THIS XD<br>im so dumb lmao

@alphabettical1 WhOOPS i KNEW THAT IM SO USED TO WRITING COVER BECAUSE DODIE HASNT POSTED ONE IN SO LONG XD I NEED TO CHAAANGE THIS XD
im so dumb lmao

Shrek it's an original! meaning she wrote it herself, she didn't cover it


Dear E,

I knew you once. Maybe I could learn again; maybe I could see inside.
You were my bestfriend. I remember telling inside jokes and losing ourselves in class. I remember every word, every sentence. Im forgetting. I really am.
You loved (love?) her. You worshiped her. You never treated me like you do her. You talked to her. She was alone, and you actually went up and were serious. Somehow I get jealous as easy as that. Somehow, when I called my friend and heard your voice on the call, it made me so shocked that I hung up.
Then we spoke.
You asked if we were friends. I said no, then you asked why.
"Friends talk. Friends hang out." I said.
"We talk," He responded. I asked when the last time we spoke was.
"A year ago," He responded quietly. I nodded.
We spoke again today. Your still rough, im still rough. Rough around the edges.
Rough around my heart.

I miss you.


I'm a gay guy and even I have a crush on Dodie XD

Miriam Salter every human being has a crush on Dodie

I actually have a big crush on dodie lol

tbh at this point you'd be considered strange if you didn't have a crush on dodie

honestly who doesn't have a crush on dodie

Doesn't everyone have a crush on Dodie tho like ???

I am very bisexual, and I have a very big crush on Dodie

no it's not me and my girlfriend both openly have a crush on her too😂

Miriam Salter I'm the straightest person I know yet I have the biggest crush on her😅

Miriam Salter I'm straight and I love Dodie so much. It is the Dodie effect ^

Miriam Salter I'm gay af but I have the biggest crush on her, it's the dodie affect

Miriam Salter almost everyone has a crush on Dodie honestly

Miriam Salter why the heck would it be bad to have a crush on dodie she's amazing


best of friends. never one without the other. until middle school screwed us up. we were apart, and our intrests drifted apart. soon we had little in common. but i still see you on my instagram feed every now and then. i dont blame you, but i do miss you. because i knew you once, and it was nice.


i miss her, a lot. i knew you once, you saw my insides and my secrets without a glimmer of weird, how you think of me. i miss you before you changed, i miss my best friend.


That humming harmony though I wish I could hug it


The saddest thing is when people comment on how they knew someone once and how much it hurts I can’t recall ever knowing anyone. i’ve never had a best friend or lover, so i’ve never known anyone.


Hey, Nia. How's life been? I know we awkwardly pass each other in the hallway, say our greetings or just ignore each other. It's painful to think how much has gone underneath that mask you wear. Our relationship, the time you left me for someone else a day later, your abusive parents, my struggles with grades and self-harming...dang. but now we're strangers, and even though it hurts, I think this is meant to be. Best wishes, I hope you'll become a great person someday and grow and be happy without me.


I knew a person once, we swapped every single one of our secrets, including my sexuality, i knew him once, before he turned homophobic.


i miss my dad a lot, sure I cut him out. sure, its my fault he doesn't know him and he doesn't know me. I know that, and it hurts. seeing my friends dads hell my own siblings dads hurts.
I regret so much but theres nothing I can do, I loved him more than I care to admit but I don't even know him anymore its been a couple years.

I knew you once, and it was nice


This lyrics song is exactly like me and my crush


Believe it or not, you know me more than anyone on this earth. And I'm afraid to relate to this in a while... but you'll go and before I know you'll met another girl that thinks of you everyday like I do, that knows your struggles and your joys and your secrets.
I don't think you know how incredibly proud I'm of you. How much I love you.
I love you enough to let you go. Please be happy, ok? And drink more of water, your room is so hot you'll dehydrate.
Thank you, for every single thing...


why did i say “bless you” when she sneezed


I once had a pet frog. His name was Ribbie. One day, we were hopping around the backyard together when my dog Molly ate him. I will never forget the time that we had together, although it was very short. One day, I can only hope that we will be together once again in froggy heaven. I miss you, Ribbie. I will never forget you. Save some flies for me :')


i love that moment after you finish singing a song and just stop, breathe and think a bit. it really shows how much music  means to you and it almost feels like you use it as a therapeutic thing? oh man, anyways, this song is so simple and at the same time it has so much emotion it it! i'm so proud of you dodie!! ❤


This song literally represents my (EX) best friend,

Now she hates me


May I use this for an animation if I give you credit in the description?


for some reason your accent and the way you annunciated reminded me of newt scamander :)


This is incredible sensitive and incredible you. I adore it.


Hey Becca.

I knew you once, and it was nice.


I was a great friend this person. They were a great person to me. Until something happened. Something...changed. They stopped asking me about my day, and it was just about them. Their relationship problems, their depression. Not once, do they ask about me. They discarded me when I did absolutely nothing wrong. Now, its time for high school. I have better friends. Ones who ask me how my day went, and how I'm feeling.


Ugh, stahp! I'm at work and now I'm CRYING


You're mmmmmmms in songs make me so calm :) Another amazing song, you never fail to leave me in awe <3


Ms. Clark, can I get the strumming pattern?


//looking at pictures of old friends sobbing// nO IM NOT CRYINGN--


I knew him once, he cheated on me over four times with my close friends at the time.


I recently cut ties with a really close friend. I wasn't happy in the friendship and I couldn't be myself anymore. She had changed. It is so difficult for now but it will be better soon :).

it really does get better guys, keep your heads up and you’ll make it.

Waffle Be honest, speak from your heart, but don't be inconsiderate.

natalie hope everything is going well for you 🤗💚

Waffle the way you phrased that 😂 (but I'm in a similar situation too.)


my partner did some art about their ex and put this song in the caption...should I be worried

eek idk dawg! keep us posted here if you want me


I knew you once, but our home was sold and we stopped talking
I knew you once, but you belonged to my best friend
I knew you once, but you’re 6000 miles away now
I knew you once, but I left you all because I was ashamed of how far we’d drifted
Remember how you’d call me every morning? Remember how we’d sit in the kitchen and you’d tell me about her? Remember how we’d catch two buses each day? Remember when we were going to be friends forever, no matter what?
I knew you once, and it really was nice x


i had a beautiful girlfriend and best friend a little bit ago. within a few weeks she broke up with me. found someone new. i see her everyday, and it hurts so damn much. <br>i miss her. we barely talk anymore. i use to know her.

i had a beautiful girlfriend and best friend a little bit ago. within a few weeks she broke up with me. found someone new. i see her everyday, and it hurts so damn much.
i miss her. we barely talk anymore. i use to know her.


OKAY SO THIS VIDEO IS REALLY OLD BUT IVE BEEN THRU SHIT AND HERE WE GO

to ram, i knew you once. and it was nice.

it was great you know. we were friends and i loved you so much. you were an amazing person and it was a nice friendship.

i knew your brain and your heart, and you knew mine.

you made my heart ache from laughing too much, and it was a good pain that i never wanted to get tired of.

but maybe you did.

i knew you once then the silence came.

and it wasnt a good one. you shut me out and i stopped bothering. and then it just ended.

i knew you once, it used to be nice. but now it hurts.

it hurts and i hate it and i hate that after everything, i cant hate you.

i miss you, ram, goddammit


i knew you once
and it was nice
but now its not so nice anymore


So beautiful. I'm crying. Thank you dodie, you're a true inspiration c:


I have sort of a funny take on this song, I don't really think of break ups i think of death. That kind of sounds morbid but just hear me out. My Dad died when i was 10 and when I listen to this song it makes me think of him and my mom. They were so in love and as the years go by this song becomes more and more relevant because we don't really know him anymore when we used to know him so well, it makes me really sad but in a nice way. If you know someone very important in your life that died then maybe you can relate. I think its way prettier thinking of it this way instead of falling out of love. Like, there was so much love and i knew you better than myself but that all left when you did. I love dodie


reminds me of someone x wish things hadn't changed


I had a best friend...I would hang out with her and all her siblings and it was a blast. We had so much fun together but now it’s in the past oh yes I did try to keep in touch you but nothing ever happened...I haven’t seen her in a couple years but I wanna be friends again. Maybe if it’s meant to happen we will again. All I can do is wait


Dear Ava,
I know you will probably never see this, but after how ever many years it has been I still miss you. I have so much to say but for now I will leave it at this.

yes, i knew you once
and it was nice


dear harry, did i actually know you once? i think i did. it was nice. then it wasn’t nice. we were too young for anything, like so young that it wasn’t fair. and we changed. and so did everyone else. it’s been a year and three quarters now. it’s painful sometimes, but it’s fine other times.


you were the best thing that happened to me.
we'd talk until i had to go to bed, and then id spend hours talking to you in the morning. remember the time i had a nightmare and you were awake although no one else was?

the first year, you forgot my birthday. i was hurt, but it was all fine and dandy. you were busy, although a simple happy birthday wouldve been nice
we kept talking, we fought. life went on, we apologised. forgive and forget, although i wasnt forgetting and neither were you.
we became so close. remember when you said youd rather spend over 100 bucks on me than your boyfriend? or when youd distract me from things you knew were hurting me?

second year, it was great. you spent about 3 days on my gift and posted such a beautiful happy birthday message that i still keep to this day. apparently, it was your mother's birthday, too. and apparently, the start of something bad that you never told me about.
it was all fine and dandy, all happy, until suddenly the negativity, the grudges, it all started taking over. we'd argue over and over, and every single time i'd come running back to you. you only had to wait.
then, you blocked me everywhere. i cried, and cried, and cried until i felt like i couldn't breathe. it was the first time of many.
we made up. we talked. we argued. over, and over, and over.
i finally started defending myself. started calling you out for ignoring me for weeks. you turned it on me, told me i didnt consider your situation. rinse and repeat, until someone made me realise it.
we fought one last time. i said goodbye, you said goodbye. i impulsively messaged you some days later. that's when you explicitly told me you didn't care, but i didn't believe you.
then, one of our 'friends' said you were angry when i manipulated you. when did i manipulate you? or at least, as much as you manipulated me?

third year, i got nothing, and i knew you knew it was my birthday. not even a single message. and so i cried up a river.

i knew you once. now, checking your profile, i realise that once was long ago. youre not the person i was able to talk with for hours. what happened?


this is relatable in the worst way possible man YIKES<br>beautiful song tho dodie!!

this is relatable in the worst way possible man YIKES
beautiful song tho dodie!!


i was about to write a comment about many of my old friends, but...

emma. you were the sweetest. you were my sweetest. i hope life has treated you well, after all these years...

i still remember how we first met, even.

and to jeff, from this year, because you still feel important to mention.

im still bitter. but you never deserved this. you never deserved any of it. nothing that happened shouldve happened to you


You are so talented. Honestly you could be a successful singer. But never abandon your channel :3. In the end this is a beautiful song!


this could go good with prim and katniss tbh


oh I would tell, with just a look what you were thinking I am shOok


This song creates nostalgia I didn't know I still had


ahhahahhah may my comment get unknown.

i had a friend who was always there for me, yeah catchy and most known phrase. but its true, i had never had a friend who looked out for me. she was like a sister. until we were in high school. she just suddenly stopped hanging out, i tried to talk to her, but her attitude towards me was different. she acted like i was nothing but a stranger. it really hurts when you loose somebody who was once a person you can talk to. it was the end of school. i had given up my dreams when we both decided to become directors and make films together. it turns out she became popular, and moved away to a much better school. dont worry, im fine. :)


Dear Amanda,

I knew you once. We had that type of comfortable quiet that I cherished. Then you where mean. You made fun of my other friends, of my boyfriend, of me. You hurt me in a way that only you could. I knew you once, and it was nice. I miss that version of you. But I won’t miss you now.


dear lila.
maybe youll see this. i know you watch dodie still.
this song came along right when we began falling out. right before. and we were rocky and all the sudden even after crying on your floor, it bottomed out. nothing couldve brought us back together. we tried so hard to go back to the way we were. go back to messy braids and avocado toast and finger tattoos. to gelly roll pens and midnight giggles, to shared books and school spirit and soft hugs in the misty west cliff mornings. we were saving an extra donut and holding each other in the queen bed and discovering all the stars.
it was purple and white and lavender and sundrop yellow and i could almost feel sorry sometimes, sorry for the way we ended things
but lies sprung up. not just from you, though you lied to your mom about the things i said, the things you said, the things my mom said, to save your own skin. not once thinking about me. maybe you did. i never felt it. not like i used to.
but i lied too.
when i held you in the morning, i stopped feeling platonic. i tumbled head over heels into a cloud of lilac stardust and early morning grape cough syrup clouds. the extra donut became a promise ring, the mist in the sky became fog in my brain and i would get so caught up in you that id lose track of myself, and thats what i did.
and i thought. i fucking thought. for the briefest moment that you would like me too. youd see what i see but in reverse and youd get lost in purple too.
but you didnt.
you changed, you lied, you became less vibrant purple and became a silver grey. i stopped knowing you like i know myself and i saw you as something different. and thats why it hurt. you changed. you didnt become purple when i looked at you anymore. and now purple is bittersweet. unrequited love. the most painful kind.
i knew you once. and it was nice.
i thought all it took was a look. but everything ran deeper than that.


I knew her once. We were 'best' friends and she seems to think we still are, but I can't understand her and why she laughs at some things. She doesn't understand what I need to hear when I open up. I don't even think she recognizes that I'm opening up as I do it. If she's noticed that I've been closing up, she surely hasn't said anything.

she moved away and I'm ashamed that I'm glad
I won't be looking for someone like her.


I'm here from snapchat, I LOVED THIS SONG! I wish i could cover it!! Haha


!!!THEME WARNING: Mentions of self harm!!! My best friend since I was 3 never talked to me again after she saw my scars leaving me friendless cause I pushed away all my other friends :/ This song hurts


Dear Emily. I knew you once and I'll never forget you but you will forget about me because you never actually even like me. I thought we were friends but you just don't care. Sorry for all I've done :((


'I knew you once, and it was nice'. They won't see this, but I miss you.


I really needed a new dodie song today, I lost a close family member in the early hours of this morning so I've had a really rough day. Thanks for making my day infinitely better dodie 💜

Abby Stott thank you for your kind words, it really means a lot 💜


This makes me so fukin sad, not because I lost someone like this, but because I don't think I've ever had someone like this, and I'm scared I never will. :(


You'll never see this, but I miss you, Brady. I miss you so damn much. I'm sorry.


10 years. And we lost it all over a silly fight over her crush. 5 months later, she’s dating his best friend. I know I’m better off now and I know we were just keeping each other around to say we had a “best friend” of 10 years, but for my whole life she was all I had. Now I have new people. But I don’t think anything could ever compare to the compassion and the relying on eachother that made up our relationship. And maybe that’s ok. She just makes fun of me when she sees me now with her new friends, but I don’t bother her.

It makes me happy that everntually, there will be peace.


anyone else crying to this late at night


i had the best summer ever with someone, really thought we were going to be best friends forever, now we're just total strangers who don't talk, in fact he doesn't even like me anymore lol


Am I the only one who said bless you when she sneezed?


Dai,
I miss you, a lot and it hurts to know that life goes on and we're not friends anymore. I remember you told me once that you'd always be here, but you left. All those promises, those "even if we don't go to the same school we'll always be best friends", those are gone. And for too long i replaced them with texts that went unanswered and poems and tears.
Once i let myself belive we had reconnected and finally i had my best friend back. But you left me behind again and texts were ignored and tears were shed. But you know what, ive decided to stop suffering over you. Ive found people in my life ive been better than youd imagine and im done crying over someone who clearly stopped caring a long time ago. And  yes i wish youd kept your promises because i knew you once, and it was nice.
-love, the person you forgot about,
Chris.


Dear G,
You were my first love, the brightest sunshine and the twinkling stars. I miss you and our conversations, the nights we spent lying on your bed, laughing. I miss holding your hand and looking into your eyes and knowing. I miss you.
I'm glad you were the first girl I fell in love with, I'm glad you were my first kiss and first love, I wouldn't have wanted it any other way.
Silence isn't comfy anymore, but I hope you find the most perfect girl in the whole universe who will love you with no conditions; I hope you find happiness and love because you deserve it most of all. Love yourself. Love your ocean eyes, your laugh, your freckles, your body, your smile and just everything, because I know that you are perfect, my love.
I hope you are well. I hope you are happy.
Love, me.