I completely relate to the selling of your family home. My first home was my grandparents' house. It was like it'd always be there. It just got sold earlier this year. It was hard. I cried awful ugly tears over it. It still makes me sad. Because there were my memories of me there, with my grandpa in his garden, through my childhood, adolescence, some of my early adult life. My children have lived there. But it goes all the way back to when my mom was a little girl there with my uncles, and you could still see all the memories of then, even 30-40 years later when my children were in those same rooms. Cement handprints around the house and where the old garden shed used to be.... I got married in the backyard. It was so hard to let go of. I took some soil. Where I had gotten married, whereabouts I figured my grandpa and I would hang out in his shed when I was about a toddler, just watching him work his gardening, carpentry magic. I want to do something special with the soil, but haven't figure what yet. Probably like a nice decorative jar. <b>shrug</b> I'm sentimental af as well, Dodie.

I completely relate to the selling of your family home. My first home was my grandparents' house. It was like it'd always be there. It just got sold earlier this year. It was hard. I cried awful ugly tears over it. It still makes me sad. Because there were my memories of me there, with my grandpa in his garden, through my childhood, adolescence, some of my early adult life. My children have lived there. But it goes all the way back to when my mom was a little girl there with my uncles, and you could still see all the memories of then, even 30-40 years later when my children were in those same rooms. Cement handprints around the house and where the old garden shed used to be.... I got married in the backyard. It was so hard to let go of. I took some soil. Where I had gotten married, whereabouts I figured my grandpa and I would hang out in his shed when I was about a toddler, just watching him work his gardening, carpentry magic. I want to do something special with the soil, but haven't figure what yet. Probably like a nice decorative jar. *shrug* I'm sentimental af as well, Dodie.


Dodie, I personally enjoy your content even MORE because you try to make everything a learning experience. I also try to embrace things that happen in my life in a way so that I learn something. I think when we share these things with others that we have the possibility to help them learn more about themselves, or become more compassionate to others, etc. I am so sorry that site is a thing that people do. Bullies are very complex, confusing beings. I love you so much. Thanks for being "dramatic." P.S. I'm dramatic too.


Ahhh my childhood home is being sold right now too! My parents got divorced and my dad got the house under the pretenses that he promised to keep it so we'd always have a home to go back to and of course he broke that promise and is selling it and it sucks!! I hope you can savor your last few times in the house, it helps to know you're leaving it the last time you see it (I didn't lol). I recorded some of the sounds the doors made and the light that hit my wall and the way the car bumped getting in the driveway and I think that helped, cuz it's like keeping a little bit of it. Anyway, hopefully you'll get a big wonderful dramatic life lesson out of it and it won't be so bad after all 💕


How can anyone trash Dodie. She is just such a beautiful and wonderful human. People are mean.


I'm glad I'm not the only one who finds those colouring in books for mindfulness the last thing I want to do when I'm stressed.


Since yesterday, I feel really shit for no apparent reason and it's been hindering me from doing anything. I either sleep or binge watch a series in bed, feeling completely hollow, whilst wallowing in my bad conscience since I'm faking being sick and I'm not getting shit done. Faking being sick makes me feel even worse, but people won't accept a mental condition as a legitimate reason for staying at home, because "everyone has a bad day once in a while". But you know what? I'm at least getting out of bed today. Thanks Dodie for making me feel better when I'm down!


Ur videos always make me feel good doddie ur gr9


I'm doing my best to just try not to accumulate new things instead of getting rid of things. It's hard but I'm just resisting the urge to buy things, what is do is wait 6 months and if I still really want it at that point then I reconsider buying it.

Also I love that you're dramatic, although I don't actually think that's the right word!


Valentine's Day, my birthday, Presidents' Day, and a daily Doddleoddle vlog, oh jeez February's looking good


I know exactly what you mean with the smells and the sentimental attachment to things. I can't imagine my parents ever selling my childhood home, but it's probably gonna happen some day :/

Also, Dodie, could you try and ease up on the jumpcuts a little? I know it's part of your style and all that, but if you've got 3 or 4 jumpcuts in as many seconds, it starts to get distracting...


My family house is being sold too :( and I'm so sentimental, just like you, Dodie. I can't throw anything away - literally nothing. I'm totally heartbroken. I'm excited about the future but... I don't feel ready to let go of my childhood. I'm 20 now and already I want to go back. Already I feel like my life is going too quickly; I want to travel back in time and live my childhood over again, live in that house for another two decades. It's a piece of my soul, a piece of who I am. It's a little patch of Heaven - my favourite place on earth. I guess I am lucky that the house will still continue to be there after we've left, but the idea of someone else living in it feels so weird and so... ugh, I don't know. It's like someone suddenly acquiring your identity, wearing your clothes and using your name, etc - that house is me! There are so many memories tucked away inside it, in every nook and cranny, in every shadow. There have been good times and bad times, but they were all inside that house. I feel like the core essence of who I am is ingrained in the brickwork and the cracks in the paint and plaster. I know the place like the back of my hand. And I don't know how I am going to be able to move on. What I'm trying to say is, I know how you feel. But if you can do it, I can do it. Thank you for being such a wonderful role model, both to me and to so many others. Xx


love, pls ignore the crapstorm of critiques that they send you. Just shove aside the "they"s and focus on the "us"/"we"s. I(or rather we) love your videos and consider them very pleasing and fun to watch <3<3


when I was 9 my family and I moved out of the house I grew up in and I totally hated it at that moment. But now I really like to remember all the good things about it and my childhood. So you don't need to visit that house to remember the good things about it. You can just think of it and it's gonna be equally beautiful.


There's this quote from another fav YouTuber that I really love NerdyandQuirky. It's, "I'd rather be an exaggerated version of myself than a subdued version of someone else." I feel like that goes really well with this video with what you were talking about and how I feel too cause I'm like that in the way where I get dramatic and make every little thing a life lesson sort of but that's just me and I'm not gonna apologize for it.


When my childhood home got sold I was really angry at my parents, I was about 9 and I had to change schools and I blamed them for me having to leave my friends. On the day we moved, my Granddad also passed away and I probably associate the sadness of that with moving. Since then I've been back to that house because my ex boyfriend lives there. It was not fun to see someone living in my house, I could barely recognise it. That's when I realised that house as I remember it was gone, and it still makes me sad 11 years later. It's weird how much you can love a building and how much it can mean to you.


I'm trying to be minimalist too! So I guess we'll be doing it together haha


I kind of like watching the progression of the colour of water. Just watching it gradually become dirty is kind of calming? i don't know that's probably a bit weird but oh well.


You do you girl! and I'm adding you on snapchat because us dramatic chicks have to stay together. Ps: When my parents sold my chidhood home and we moved to another place the dude that was getting a big pay for selling it told me (to keep me from crying) that "mommy and daddy do a lot for you now you have to be nice and do this for them" I was 15 years old... my dad was laughing behind him because he saw the teenage sarcasm rage coming, not proud of it but I made him cry haha


Dodie don't listen to the haters because there are people like me that love you and have been helped greatly by you and your music. You're such a talented, beautiful person and I just wanted to thank you for everything you've done❤


Thanks for being inspiring in how excepting you are of yourself


I so relate to your house dilemma. My parents just sold the family business that I grew up in and the new owners have completely changed the look and the entire business and i am completely heartbroken.


just this august i had to move out of my home that ive lived in my entire life and sell it. it was probably the hardest thing ive ever had to do and i remember sitting on the steps staring at the door and crying. although it was so hard i did it and its been okay. ive been okay. i hope you will be too.


ahh dodie i started coloring too now its really the best to just pick any color you feel atm and color away, letting your thoughts flow and just enjoy and be thankful. also the spacing out thing, i feel this so much w/ my anxiety disorder... and being called "dramatic", i am highly sensitive myself, which really annoys me sometimes because i feel so much but also... i feel so much! and i'm happy with how i feel. i may cry quickly, feel others negativity, get sensory overload ALL the time... but i can express, imagine, write poems constantly. and i'd rather have that than live a plain life where i have to hide my emotions and not live my "dramatic" life. (which is probably what those gossip magazines should try sometime, they seem to push their emotions away to just talk false info about others.)

wow this turned into a long rant lol (so dramatic!!!!) but thank you <3 thank you for making videos, being you, and openly talking about your feelings, it makes me (and so many others!) feel less alone. it takes a whole lot of courage to do that! as long as we stay creative right? no one can take that away. wishing you all the happiness and mindfulness, i love you!!!


i find colouring far too frustrating and stressful to be relaxing lmao


Doodie, have you ever felt that ppl <b>unconciousness</b> treat pretty ppl better? how you deal with that? how do you stop yourself from judging you and comparing yourself with others? how do you stay true and honest with yourself? lysm doddie❤

Doodie, have you ever felt that ppl *unconciousness* treat pretty ppl better? how you deal with that? how do you stop yourself from judging you and comparing yourself with others? how do you stay true and honest with yourself? lysm doddie❤


I think Dodie and I are kindred spirits because we're so similar. I'm literally in therapy right now doing emdr because of my childhood and one of the negative beliefs I have is that I'm too "dramatic" it's so silly. I also play piano, ukulele, guitar and sing..I write poetry and love coloring and at one point attempted to start a YouTube channel because I'm really creative and love cinematography. Oh and I'm also bisexual and deathly afraid of heights....we also dress similarly and both think deeply into the situations in our lives and both try our hardest to be empathetic and compassionate..man I just love you Dodie because I relate to you so well!! 💕💕 just keep being you love because you're perfectly imperfect just like all of us!!


DODIE DON'T LEAVE YOUR PAINTBRUSH UPSIDE-DOWN IN THE GLASS OF WATER!! YOU'LL RUIN IT!!
Love you 💕
a person who loves to paint
PS. great vid and super exited to see the rest of vedif


Dodie we love you the way you are ! The fact that you make art because of small or big things is why we are here, It's why you are my favorite YouTube. Truly don't look at that site anymore, they don't even deserve your attention. Also I totally relate with not enjoying the present but instead of thinking about the past , like you , I honk about the future, I'm like "Can the future just come already !!" Which is why I love your song When "Am I the only one wishing life away?" Yes I can totally relate , also one more thing , can I just say how much I enjoyed drinking tea and listening to you , honestly it makes me feel like I am with you. Sorry for the long comment 😂😂😂


I was watching this video about a month ago or a couple of weeks right and so my phone died and I couldn't find it again and I just did and so happy. I love you dodie and I hope you are doing well if not that's okay too.


Were did you get those paints??? I love them!!! <3


I just moved from my house that I was born in and I'm 17 now. So it was pretty rough but it is ok.  my new house is just as good. but it was still hard.


Omg I wanna paint with u this is so peaceful


happy smiley dodie makes me so happy :,))))


When Dodie started talking about smells at 0.44 it just reminded me of the lyric in Stressed Out by TØP:  "Sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young."


dodie is the only person that can speak, and give the auto-generated subtitles what it needs


ahhh Dodie I love you. I mean seriously. like this is just. ugh. where are my watercolours!!! but its 10pm and I have school so.... ugh. just yay. yay for vedif. yay for YOUuu. Go you! your great. I love ya. we all love ya.

i think there is a crow curled up inside my skull


That colouring book looks amazing. You know which one you need? The swearing one. You get to colour in swear words and if i remember right it's not too intricate.


I LOVE THAT YOU ARE DRAMATIC TOO BC IT MAKES ME FEEL LESS BAD ABOUT BEING DRAMATIC ALSO AHH BEING DRAMATIC IS OKAY AND A GOOD WAY TO GET EVERYTHING OUT


You are amazing! Just thought I'd share the love from Texas!


idk if this is a tad bit odd..but honestly I swear to god dodie makes meh so happy I just like feel like crying such happy tears like omg


This video honestly made me really sad because it made me realize the fact that one day I'm going to move out of my childhood home and there's gonna be another day where I never see it again and that terrifies me. I'm terrible at accepting change I honestly think that's one of my worst qualities. I wish things could just be the same forever, even if they aren't that great right now. Which is weird. I know.


I love talky videos like this they are the best ones. Ily <3


its weird losing your childhood house. I was in my house from 1st grade up until the end of my freshman year in high school. my parents divorced and my mom decided to sell the house. I honestly would drive by just to see like what the new owners did with it. it broke my heart, I had 2 weeping willows outside my window and it took a long time for me to get over it. ^-^ but I did and now I feel better about it all ♡ time heals


dodie you should put links to your clothes in the description theyre so cute :-)


Oh my goodness, when you said "I love you a lot" at the end of the video I'm just like "awww yes I love you too!"


You are allowed to feel things strongly. You are allowed to be dramatic.


I have problems letting go of things and it's sorta like Dodie, well it's. I like to look back on memories, good or bad, but I don't seem to think about present time or my future.

Dodie help, how do you do this?? make a vedif vid about it, pleeeeeeeeeease!!


You are a gift and gifted and I hope to meet more people like you in my life


Lmao I was doing my makeup the other day and used a mascara that I hadnt used in agaes (ew, i know) but it smelt like when I went to thailand with my mum and that brought all the feels and made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. So yeah #relatable


"always romanticizing the past" THATS SO ME DODIE


i think that it's a good thing that you turn everything into a life lesson. that mean that you grow alot right?


Hey dodie when you watercolour you should use two glasses - one to wash the colour off your brush and the other for the new colour so the colours don't mix and make the water brown! (also I have a disney colouring book I love it)


I feel the pain of losing your family home.
A few years ago my dad died. I went home for a bit but then came back to London. My mum had to move house because we weren't earning enough money to keep our home. Our family home. The one that I did so much of my growing up in.... And suddenly I had to call this other place home.
But a house is just a vessel. Sure you make loads of memories there, but it's more to do with the people and the objects around you. So even if you move, at least those things are still there :) And even if they aren't, at least you still have the memories to look back on.

Oh and then my mum got rid of our dogs because the house was too small. Yay.


This made my night I'm so happy that you're happy


It's so hard being a minimalist, and giving away clothes was the hardest thing for me. But it does make me feel so much better when I get rid of stuff!


but I love your long snapchats where you just ramble or talk about your day! I watch them when I am too lazy to get out of bed right away. I even like them when they're long enough to make me late when I actually do get out of bed! jk I am always late, not your fault. also that colouring book looks like so much fun


thank you dodie i think i find it hard to say goodbye too!


thanks dodie ily and now I want to paint with watercolours


i'd be the same about the house!! my grandparents have lived in the same house for like 40 years and i would be a wreck if they ever sell it!! its where i learnt to ride a bike and spent countless summers there and ive actually been living here for the past few years so i'd be soooo distraught if i ever had to leave!!!


You're still young and still growing as an adult and that's fine. You also have some form of or difficulty with depression, and you seem to be OK (which I hope is true) and you are fine. You are also a successful Youtuber which will definitely keep you warm at night (yes it will).  Childhood home: I..can never go back. My childhood neighborhood has been so radically changed, including my old house, that I can never really go back. I mean, for fuck's sake, sure some trees should be different but all the houses for blocks around have all changed !  Now a huge cornerstone of my emotional landscape and childhood is just writing on water, ephemeral as smoke. It only exists in my own faulty, shitty memory.That's not good enough, damn it. -.-  So yeah...the old saying is true: you can never really go back. Time stops for no one. 8-/  I guess, uuuhh...enjoy the coloring?

You're still *young* and still *growing* as an adult and that's *fine*. You also have some form of or difficulty with depression, and you seem to be OK (which I hope is true) and you are *fine*. You are also a *successful Youtuber* which will definitely keep you warm at night (yes it will).  Childhood home: I..can never go back. My childhood neighborhood has been so radically changed, including my old house, that I can never really go back. I mean, for fuck's sake, sure some *trees* should be different but all the houses for blocks around have _all changed_ !  Now a huge cornerstone of my emotional landscape and childhood is just writing on water, ephemeral as smoke. It only exists in my own faulty, shitty memory.That's not good enough, damn it. -.-  So yeah...the old saying is true: you can never really go back. Time stops for no one. 8-/  I guess, uuuhh...enjoy the coloring?


I tried being a minimalist late last year and it just made me extremely bummed out and made me hate being in my flat


This is frick fracking number 29 on trending, whoo!


I am the same with that strong desire to be minimalist but really not having it in my nature! It's a constant struggle. Especially since everyone treats materialism as such a negative trait/culture.


i could listen to her talk four hours on end i love this girl


This video is super therapeutic, anyone else think that?🙈


im also super sentimental...i wore a flannel to a meetup in december and i didnt wear it for an entire month after because i wanted to hold onto the memories.


all the shit that you listed is what makes you great you don't have to defend yourself ever you are amazing! and i love your life lessons its great you always cheer me up : ) never stop being you i love you u are 10/10 why do u think people are watching you and are subscribed to YOU and (most likely) not the people trashing you and other you tubers on those websites. hahha


we are parallels. I'm a very sentimental person too, extremely. and within this month, I will have moved out of my family house and start film school. Two massive steps in my life, all within 20 days and I don't know what to do with myself until then.


being dramatic makes life more fun pLS ITS A GOOD THING


You're not the first youtuber I've seen talking about losing their family house (I can't remember who the other person was) and I've realised how lucky I am that I will never lose my home. It's been in my family since 1817 (which makes me sound like landed gentry or something i promise i'm not haha) and it's just not going anywhere, definitely not. I can't possibly imagine losing it, so I can totally understand why that would be such a big thing in your life.


Dodie, if you have a hard time letting go and getting rid of items, I highly suggest selling them on an app called Depop Shop. Basically, you can buy a bunch of stuff for a hella cheap price and sell stuff as well and it's just nice. Very much reliable :)

btw this is not a spon pls don't attack me I just really like the application as it's helped me get rid of some stuff as well ok bye


It's a shame you're having to let go of your childhood home but at least you had that last brilliant Christmas there :)


When you've been watching doddle for 7 hours and want don't know where the time has gone


She's so adorable. She's too innocent and happy.


music and art IS dramatic keep on being dramatic because I love it


Oh my god, you just made me realise that one day, my family home is going to get sold... I'm not looking forward to that day :(


I'm starting to look into minimalism but "my kind of minimalism" I'm trying to de clutter everything I don't need or use and think before I buy. Two things that have really helped with this is Muchelleb's simplify your life challenge on youtube - SOOOO HELPFUL!!!  and the Minimalism documentary on Netflix. I'm a really sentimental person and I'm always thinking about the past but starting on a 'minimalist journey' has made me realise what I'm actually sentimental about and what is just simply noise. Lovely video Dodie made me feel really relaxed and chilled out. Love from Newcastle xxxxx


And i love to watch your Videos because of The way you are! ❤


I love how your screen saver says 'Dorothy's MacBook pro' ..I always feel taken aback when I remember your name is actually Dorothy


Wow I just discovered your channel and it was love at first sight !


I am the least sentimental person and this video has me like "what?" "A house?" "I don't get it"" 😂


dodie deserves the world and i love her so much


Will DoddleOddle ASMR ever make a comeback? ):


Anyone else here just wish that Dodie was their best friend? CAUSE LIKE I DO. Honestly she's such a good person, and funny, and caring and adorable and I feel like she's under appreciated


Dodie be u bc we all LOVE U SO MUCH that's why we keep returning here n following your "dramatic" life


I've moved nine times in my v young 18 year old life. Houses are just four walls and a roof. The important thing is the family living inside it!


Re: "losing" your childhood home. If you can go visit in the next 2 weeks, maybe try making a short walk-through video or take photos so if you have a moment of "Oh I wish I could go see my house" you have something to look at.


I dont think ive ever related more to dodie <3


There's a smell that takes me to when I used to sit in my parents bakery reading comics while I waited for them to finish me and my brother would buy a comic ratchet and when we were done we would switch comics, It a bit magical.


my childhood home that i just left this year to go to college just got looked at this week to be sold and i cried :/ my family is moving from the US to London and i'm excited but also so sad because i love the feeling of nostalgia so much :(((


My parents sold my childhood home last year. I'd hand painted all the walls of my bedroom I was devastated when I found out.

the house was sold, knocked down, and now they're building a new stupid house that will never have the same charm as my blue childhood home did. and it looks stupid.

but I still have all the memories of when I lived there 💖


Your chair looks so comfy, where did u get it from?


ooof, i am VERY much a sentimental person and romanticize the past quite a bit as well. not so much anymore as i've grown BUT i still very much hold onto things for no reason other than the fact that I remember slight memories surrounding them and can't bear to part with them. so hard!


Dodie: you know when you smells a certain smell and it takes you back to a time<br>Me: sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young how come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from I'd make a candle out of it if i ever found it try to sell it never sell out of it I'd probably only sell one....etc

Dodie: you know when you smells a certain smell and it takes you back to a time
Me: sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young how come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from I'd make a candle out of it if i ever found it try to sell it never sell out of it I'd probably only sell one....etc


okay okay i LOVE this vid<br>but also it's so weird seeing "DOROTHY'S macbook pro" on the screen because honestly i can't imagine Dodie as anything but Dodie (Except maybe Poppy lol)

okay okay i LOVE this vid
but also it's so weird seeing "DOROTHY'S macbook pro" on the screen because honestly i can't imagine Dodie as anything but Dodie (Except maybe Poppy lol)


Thank u for changing my life. Love you always💓💓


Those shittalkers make no sense, that's your style and it's amazing. I love it at least. A e s t h e t i c


this video is a bit dramatic and I LOVE IT <br>No, but seriously, i loved this and i love you

this video is a bit dramatic and I LOVE IT
No, but seriously, i loved this and i love you


IM WITH YOU ON THOSE COLORING BOOKS MY FAMILY KEEPS GETTING ME THEM TO COLOR 'PAISLEY SCENERY' BUT I JUST LIKE COLORING PUPPIES


I think you should make more videos of you coloring and chatting and then like we can color with you

I don't know but like watching this was really calming.


Im a very sensitive person who feels things a little bit too much about everything
I cry easily and get angry very easily and the whole being dramatic thing has been told to me
The thing is dodie people say shit are just not happy in theyre life so just try to move away from negative people
Ps love your videos☺


I too am dramatic and honestly?? Only way to live your life in my opinion, makes everything more interesting. Hurrah for dramatic people!<br>Also, this video is so entirely nice and warm and happy and made my day so much better

I too am dramatic and honestly?? Only way to live your life in my opinion, makes everything more interesting. Hurrah for dramatic people!
Also, this video is so entirely nice and warm and happy and made my day so much better


I think the plant that you need is a cactus. you only need to water it like once a month. Buy it pre grown!


It’s hard to let go of your childhood home. I have a bit of an issue of saying goodbye to things or people. I used to cry every time I had to say goodbye to my sisters at the airport (when they lived in Norway) when I was younger. Now I can usually contain myself until I get to the car, if I have to say goodbye to somebody. I just get this lump in my throat and tears appear.
Anyway, I was going to tell you about when my father sold my childhood home a few years back. I hadn’t been living there for a while, but it still hit me hard. Also I lost my mom a few years prior from MND, or you may know it as ALS. Saying goodbye to the house felt like I was loosing her all over again. And man was that hard!
I drove by it a few years back. It was strange because it looked the same, but yet so different. Like the garden still had the tree that I carved my name in, and the hook for when my father used to hang up the (disgusting) fermented shark was still there from the garage. But they had painted it a different colour and the windows had different curtains, and a bunch of little things like that. I do still miss it, but it’s not as bad anymore. And honestly, I wouldn’t know what to do if I moved back there now. It wouldn’t be the same.


lol, I want my parents to move closer to where I live which would totally involve selling the house I lived in for 20 years so if they actually do it who knows how the hell I'll deal with that. Guess it has to happen sometime?


We have the same watercolor tin! Cool beans!


Ever wondered why smells evoke such strong memories? Its because your olfactory bulb is very closely connected to your amygdala and hippocampus, two structures in your brain that are for emotions and memory!!! :) Was blown away by that explanation during my studies haha


We always moved a lot, but our last flat felt like home to me. I decorated my room all by myself (before it was mum), went through the last years of puberty and school. I loved my room, but then mum moved into a new house with her boyfriend, sold the flat without considering me (at least it felt like it) and now I don't have a room to come back to in the new house, 'cause I'm 'old enough' (21) and live on my own .. Take your time saying goodbye to your old home. It really hurts to loose that.


Dodie you do not know how much I needed this today. I had the worst day and I feel like all my friends are against me and I was angry because I knew that they weren't going to let me defend myself, but you know what, I don't have to defend myself. I am happy with who I am, I am the way I am and if you don't like it you can leave. I appreciated your talk on loving yourself and not feeding into the haters because what they're saying is not constructive, it's only meant to be mean and I can't let that get to me anymore, which you showed me. Thank you, it's only the 2nd vedif and I'm already crying and already learning so much. <3


"Dorothy's Macbook Pro" what if everyone suddenly started calling you Dorothy. I'd be shook


I understand what you are saying about your childhood home. A few years ago my grandparents sold their house that they had had since before I was born, than my parents sold the house I had lived in from the ages of 3-16, and just this past week my aunt and uncle sold their house that we used to have every family gathering at. It was hard, every place I have felt at home, every house that was my childhood, is gone.


okay my goal of finding where she bought the desk has ended but now its seeing if ikea still sells a 3 year old desk 😅


Saying goodbye to your family house is such a sensitive time!


my family house is being sold and even the thought of never seeing it again is too much for me


who agrees dodie needs to do a room tour?


Her Snapchats are more or less my favourite ones to watch


A certain spell takes me back to when I was young,
How come I can never identify where it's coming from,
I'd make a candle out of it if I ever found it,
Try to sell it never sell out of it,
I'd probably only sell one,
It'd be to my brother,
Cause we have the same nose homegrown down by the creek we use to roam...

Tøp anyone?


My parents just sold their home, and while I didn't spend the majority of my childhood in that house, they did just sell/donate/throw away nearly everything they have so they could move into a small apartment. My parents didn't want to bring a ton of material objects into their new retired life, I get that. But when I've been home, when I went to grab a puzzle we do every year, or grab an old book I've wanted to reread, or play my favorite board game- only for those things to be gone- those memories felt disposable. It feels like those memories mean less to them than they do to me. And I know my parents love me more than I could ever comprehend, and they aren't throwing things away because they don't care. But sometimes it's hard being the sentimental, emotional child of practical, logical parents. Anyway, I get the feeling of losing your childhood home.


" my friend Dan!"
MY GOOD FRIEND DAN
BUILT THESE IKEA SHELVES


JUST FOR THE RECORD I LOVE DODIES SNAPCHATS


II always put paint on the side of my drink cup when painting!


ur Evan impression of "aaaaaallright" was fuckin amazing/adorable


I lost my childhood home when I was 5 years old. And I say that because even though I grew up in an apartment in a flat for the rest of my youth (I'm 17) it doesn't feel quite like home. I don't think I'll miss it. I mean I have everything I need here like we don't live poorly but it's not the best home? I don't feel sentimental about it. I can just take my stuff with me when I move out and come back to visit my mum. But if she moves to another home one day I wouldn't mind losing the apartment. I do miss our bigger home from before the divorce but knowing everything that happened in that home I'm glad to have it in the past.


Do you know the Enneagram? Maybe you are a type 4, that would be my guess. I´m a 4 too :) And I am also dramatic, sentimental, I like art, I think and feel (!!) deeply, and so on. Knowing this has helped me a lot. Bye <3


I love your snapchat omg. The ikea trip with dan was just brilliant.


'come on. who else am i gonna film? what the heck? also they're not. also, go away'<br>Dodie, 2k17

'come on. who else am i gonna film? what the heck? also they're not. also, go away'
Dodie, 2k17


~that's just how I live my life~

"CUZ THATS THE WAY I LIKE TO LIVE MY LIFE! AND I FEEL LIKE EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE FINE"


What are those sticks that you're using and dipping in water? They seem so cool!


dodie?? i love?? this is so good?? and pure??


I keep staring at the corner of the desk where laptop and typewriter sitting side by side, that looks so wonderful


SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL BRING ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG


Your Snapchat is my favourite thing ever, don't change it!


DOES DODIE HAVE A TYPEWRITER? AAAAAAAAAAAH! IF SO, THAT IS EPIC!


Dodie. If it makes you feel any better, my old home (in another country) has been turned into a dentistry. They put the shelves I used to keep toys in on our front porch. They repainted it. The best way I could think about it was that another family will grow up there. THEY will make memories and will be able to feel the same way about that house. They will love it. Their family makes a living there and is able to provide food and shelter for their family. I love you so much.


I love these I feel like your friend and it makes me so happy because I'd like to actually be your friend + you're the cuTEST EVER


A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG


It's weird how doddie and tessa had almost the same intro in their videos. Kinda shows how much you two are alike and probably consume the same type of content


I'm very sentimental but I think I even it out with loving the present.


I can relate to this title, there's nothing wrong with being a lil extra 💅🏻


u don't have to care about haters bc your fans love you more than you could imagine.


the one month i need some joy the most, is the month you do vedif.<br>the one time i need you the most you're there. im actually crying right now because of how much joy, and brightness you bring to my life. the only reason i haven't killed myself so far is so i can one day meet you. that's my legit, only goal in life. and honestly that would be enough. <3 you have no idea how much you affect me. no idea

the one month i need some joy the most, is the month you do vedif.
the one time i need you the most you're there. im actually crying right now because of how much joy, and brightness you bring to my life. the only reason i haven't killed myself so far is so i can one day meet you. that's my legit, only goal in life. and honestly that would be enough. <3 you have no idea how much you affect me. no idea


i really like it when you do stuff like this like i like seeing your videos in my subscription box it makes me happy lol idk ur great lov u


0:44 "sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young"- twenty øne piløts


My therapist says that it's ok if you overdramatize things because some people just think it has more meaning. Also, I think it's fine because it his expands the way you look at things sometimes.


i think it's amazing that you're so dramatic, if you weren't you wouldn't be so aware of the world and inspiring for your audience


how dare they trash your snapchats those are the highlights of my day they are like little vlogs of your day that seem more personal!!


my grandparents house is getting sold and i can't imagine not going there, it has this smell which just reminds me of childhood and playing in the garden


Oh Dodie Dodie Dodie... it shouldn't be possible to love someone you've never met so much. I love you and your content and your dramatic side and your laugh and yOu and your music and your ridiculously long snapchat stories and you're rambles and just EVERYTHING! You're the type of person I want to be, and it warms my heart oh so much to see you doing what you need for you and your head. You're so important and lovely oh woW


ily and i love these chats you have with us


important question, i swear it's for science, heheh. WHERE IN THE WHOLE FRICKITY FRACKING WORLD CAN I BUY THAT CUP I LOVE IT


Stick man, oh stick man beware of the Dodie and her amazing creativity😂 x ly Dods


My family sold out house about two years ago and it's up for rent now. I lived there for 14 years and I'm tempted to move back out there and rent it with my siblings


Out of curiosity, are you putting in place any active means of getting rid of dp/dr right now (outside of therapy)?


Please don't take what they say to heartttttt. I get called dramatic, sensitive and much more but in the end it's okay to cry and and be hurt more than others. I choose to ignore it now and I feel so much more happier.


This makes me feel proud of being dramatic


THANK YOU DODIE FOR INSPIRING ME TO CUT MY HAIR SHORTER IK THATS KINDA Weird BUT ITS MADE ME A LOT MORE CONFIDENT AND HAPPIER AND I LOVE YOU OK BYE OR SHOULD I SAY BI... no? ok


My family and i are moving out of the house ive lived in all my lifeand im terrified. This house has all my memories and i hate the idea of leaving it


Honestly I'm super sentimental and I've like moved house so so many times but the house I've been in now has been in my life for nine years and as much as I hate living in the middle of no where I'm going to HATE leaving it behind whenever we have to move🙃


i used the "go back 10 seconds" feature so many times just to hear the <br>"ye bOIII...Thanks for watching ma vedif luvyualot" BC IT WAS SO CUTE

i used the "go back 10 seconds" feature so many times just to hear the
"ye bOIII...Thanks for watching ma vedif luvyualot" BC IT WAS SO CUTE


I MISSED THESE VIDEOS I'M HYPED FOR FEBRUARY NOW


You're a bit dramatic AND I LOVE IT (you and me both tho


I love seeing dodies lil mic poof in the edge of her videos


Do a cover of the house that built me!!! It's country and really sad but it's a nice song :0 your song style is really nice and I think you'll do a cool thing w the song


The 'dramatic' things are what help us learn. You, Dodie, probably don't realize it, or maybe its not the reason, but you probably post them to help us.


Let's just appreciate how straight her back is oml (coming from someone with scoliosis (a crooked spine))


when she said 'I love you a lot' I went all Grinch and my heart swelled three sizes.


is your room all clean or is it like you know a bin because I'm kind of jealous of your room and your colouring in skillz


I know this is unimportant in the grand scheme of this video, but is the coloring book she's using with the paints a normal coloring book or is it a special one she uses with paint? I've never seen a coloring book used with paint before.


man i fucking love you so much why are you so perfect i am crying i love you you are the best aah


Now I want to paint... time to take a bus to the nearest store just to buy paint and a colouring book. Brb


I personally think that Hank makes the best advertising ever. And this is a very weird comment because this is Doddies channal and not Vlogbrothers. But I got the Vidcon advertising from Hank.


yup same
a few years back I cried because we sold our car we've had for all my childhood
and then last year my parents, just for a brief moment, considered the possible option of moving into a different house.. but I just shut that ridiculous idea right down..
I guess because I attach memories really closely to things it feels to me like selling the memories when selling the things.. like that takes away the way back (which I obviously know is not there to begin with but emotions are dumb like that)


I also don't like the intricate "adult" colouring books, they're too fiiddley and anxiety-making, so instead I got a my little pony one.


came back to watch this video again and just realised that i am wearing a grey jumper and pink eyeshadow and my hair half up half down i am becoming dodie whoops


i do the same thing with romanticizing the past!


what personality type are you on the myers-briggs type indicator? would be  nice to know :)


I think you should just take loads of pictures and videos (maybe vedif in there?) of your old house bc i move a lot and everytime i move i wish i would've taken very like detailed pictures and videos of exactly how my house looked. Also, I don't think you're "overly" dramatic. I think certain things carry a lot of meaning and I think it just makes you insightful to find meaning in things other ppl might not. I have a perfume I used to wear in high school all the time and now when i smell it it brings me back to so many good and bad memories. Makes me feel like im 16 again. I know what you mean about your foundation. PS what foundation is it?


dodie, your snapchats are the only reason why i still have the app. So please, keep filming just yourself cause i appreciate it very much


i completely understand with the whole living in the past thing and stuff, like i used a lens cleanser to clean my glasses this morning and i hadn't used that kind since this summer and the smell of it just reminded me of this summer and i started to miss it and i got really sad and i shouldn't have missed this summer because this summer was nothing but doctor visit after doctor visit and test after test and worry after worry and it was terrible but i just missed it and i don't know


The cutest dramatic girl i've ever seen xx♥💕


I don't think it's necessarily a bad thing to make things a dramatic life lesson. If you don't make things into a lesson and learn from them, you never will grow as a person. :)


"if you don't like my snapchats don't fucking watch them" my life


oh dodiiieee dont focus on some trash site most probably written by very sad and angry humans.
I really, REALLY enjoy your snapchatt stories. i love waking up and then watching your story. its a nice little ritual to start my day, or before i go to sleep, that just makes me feel comfortable and happy :)
so dont stop that.
Also, you are not more dramatic than the average person ;)
oxox, Zoe


when you were acting like evan it seemed like a great impression haha


I teared up a bit at the end of this because I'm quite a sentimental person as well. The top shelf of my closet is filled with little toys and such from when I was younger. I can't let go. I'm too scared of forgetting my young self. I need my young self. I miss my young self. I have this part of me that loves to draw and read fantasy after fantasy novel and make fairy houses and crafts and pretend I live in the forest. I miss her. I feel like I'm disappointing her. Now, I don't read much and I don't draw and I don't make fairy houses and I'm always inside. I miss the wonder and excitement. I miss playing pretend. And I know that I've forgotten so much about myself and it's so scary. I can't let go.


sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when i was young


sos tan linda!! you're such a beautiful person!!


But HOW do they hate on your snapchat?! It's literally the only thing that keeps me sane oh my


"sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young"

Basically just a fan account Princess. I think it's meant to be taken as either one. Latter as in tree houses being the latter of the two choices, or ladder as in the ladder of a tree house.

Ellie Hill  (my) my name's blurryface and I care what you think |-/

Ellie Hill are you sure it isn't ladder?

But it would remind us of when nothing really mattered. Out of student loans and tree-house homes we all would take the latter

Alicia Backham give it to my brother, cause we have the same nose same clothes

I'd make a candle out of it if I ever found try to sell it never sell out of it I'd probably only sell one

Ellie Hill how come i'm never able to identify where it's coming from?


I think you have some hardcore rosy retrospection goin on there


I can relate to the family house thing iam 14 and we moved and I have trouble letting this go as well I don't know how to deal with it but that was like 5 yrs ago! and I miss it I feel like iam growing up to fast and I hold on to things from my past and I don't know how to deal with it


Yea when I my grandparents died when I was a teen, my aunt bought it, renovated it, and rented it out. Since then I think she's sold it? I'm not sure. But man...like I've lived in three different houses as a child. And the last house I'm living in a again  and it was the houses parents bought. So there's no danger of it being sold. But that house....my grandparents house, it was warm and it was a home and always filled with warm people and moments. Even if I was frequently bored there, I really miss it still. Like I was one of the youngest grandkids and I was never close with my grandparents, but the home they created was a home to me like my parents house could never be.


I honestly feel like she could be my best friend


im bingeing dodie and its 3 in the morning <b>i need to fucking go to bed BUT I CANT</b>

im bingeing dodie and its 3 in the morning *i need to fucking go to bed BUT I CANT*


Also where is your jumper from? Cause it looks SO CUTE! :) XX


the part about your family's house being sold reminds me a bunch of the vlog bertie gilbert put up recently


this is the 100th time i watched this video and i'm so in love i'm such a loser, welp


the stress free coloring books make me more stressed


i never understood this whole being sad over family house being sold because my family moved 4 times before i was 16


I got half way through the video before I realized that I have those paintbrushes from Tiger and now it's all I can focus on


I was in the stick man when it was a Christmas special on the BBC! I voiced the boy playing pooh sticks and the son of stick man :))


Im dramatic too Dodie... also Im fatalistic. And I love it toooo.


aw. im sorry and the house Dodie! im gping through the same thing. the city tore down my house years ago but i also kinda grew up at my friends house, and now their mom got remarried and had a new baby. the dad wants the baby to go to his school he went to in the town he grew up in. so their selling the house. it hurts really bad.


I don't know what I just watched... But I liked it. Something about the way you were talking reminded me of one of my old friends, that doesnt happen often with how pervasive my DP/DR has gotten, so thanks :)


4:33 just as she says 'yes I am' the macbook screen goes black and I've been looping that for the last 3 minutes


where's your jumper from? i love it so much! X


i was staring at your desk like "wait i know that piece of furniture hm" then you said ikea and i went OH WAIT YEAH COURSE I KNOW IT I HAVE IT yay desk buddies


My childhood house is being sold as well. My mother died 16 years ago and her house was left to her children. I've been living there with my father since she died and the decision was made a few months ago to sell. I'm not coping. I don't know how to let go of things like that, I always thought it would be there and now it's getting pulled down for a car park. Ahhhh. 😳😕


Is it just me but I wanna see you do a video on your desk or just show us a little how it works plz cause it looks cool ahahaha


be dramatic!!!!! be pretentious!!! have fun do what u want!!! life's bad enough, why censor or downplay ourselves!


sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young...


0:45 SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG and no this doesn't make me a fake fan.


A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG HOW COME I NEVER IDENTIFY WHAT ITS COMING FROM


where is your jumper from? it's so nice x


I would love to hear your thoughts about marijuana/other drugs or your experiences with them for a  vedif video


Honestly I've had people tell me the same thing to my face and I hate it when they do it sometimes but I can't help being a little dramatic and thinking too deeply like what do you want me to do? shut my damn brain off or something?


I'm actually so confused on how you're painting that picture.


i literally want your bed i've been wanting that bed platform for so long but i'm broke lmAo


dodie, i don't think you realise how much you mean to me


does anyone know what microphone dodie uses? It's very high quality-esque sounding. I have a neewer nw-700 and it's great but doesn't pick up sound as well as dodies. I'm starting out as a small youtuber and need a little help from the experts :)


The whole smell reminiscing thing: new school agendas have a fresh printed smell and it brings back the feeling of a new school year. Just me?


I really need to simplify my ideas, art and brain. I over think everything.


0:44 SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG


you were so happy in this vid thats so nice


0:45 sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young


what sort of paints did u use bc they look nice


One time my mom bought the same air freshener that my childhood friend had and once I walked into the house aLL tHe MeMoRiES CaMe POuRiNg BaCk


Just wondering , what editing software do you use??


I also hate those "adult coloring books"! The designs are so pretty but I feel like everything needs to be symmetrical and I have to pick the exact right color palate and it just stresses me out.


dodie: what the heck
my dad: yanno, you shouldn't get used to people swearing all the time, it's not good, and me, an intellectual,

((he kept talking and literally did not hear her say "fuck" like 2 secs after ¯\(ツ)/¯ anyways i love dodie and this video and i too love coloring :D ))

dodie: what the heck
my dad: yanno, you shouldn't get used to people swearing all the time, it's not good, and me, an intellectual,

((he kept talking and literally did not hear her say "fuck" like 2 secs after ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ anyways i love dodie and this video and i too love coloring :D ))


0:44 SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WOULD TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG


im praying that tomorrows video is them building the desk. I pray...


sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when i was young...


Just that corner of your room is amazing?


I just realized, especially with your makeup, you look just like my sister from the side and if you had a more of a v shaped-jaw and I think that's weird but cool


"i wanna colour like i did. like i used to when i was a kid."


I LITERALLY DIDN'T KNOW YOUR NAME IS DOROTHY OMG WHAT IS LIFE. You aren't Dorothy to me, though. You're Dodie. But I love you lots either way :)


this is your reminder to stop procrastinating if you already are!


CERTAIN SMELLS CAN TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG

HOW COME I AM NEVER ABLE TO IDENTIFY WHERE IT'S COMING FROM SKSKSKSKKS


you should talk about mbti it's sOOOO cool, you strike me as a infj btw


<b>colours in whilst listening to Dodie talk about colouring in</b>

*colours in whilst listening to Dodie talk about colouring in*


Hey dodie, kind of irrelevent but also not (??lmao) anyway I'm moving out of home next week. It'll be my first ever time living away from my parents and my first ever time living out of the city i've lived in my whole life. I'm like you in the sense that I'm super sentimental and find it difficult to let go of things (my family included) do you have ay advice for me? I'm just freaking out a little bit. Love you xxx


Ya know wut dodie, that egg could be gayer


I relate to you so much, you don't even know


i think i need a colouring book. for my soul


Ok so I know this doesn’t have to do with anything but I’m having a really great cup of tea and I’m just feelin great


I understand why some people might find how dramatic you are annoying, but why is it bad that everything is a "life learning episode"? Surely it's good that you reflect on and learn from your experiences? Like you are growing as a person and that's pretty cool and so what if it didn't change your life you can learn a little from everything you do and everyone you meet so why not do that


How many times did she say sentimental 😂😂 oh god I still love her tho


i know you probably get this a lot but where did you get those cool lights at the back?


DODIE I LOVE YOUR DRAMA AND I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE YOUR SNAPCHATS AND I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH OMG ❤❤❤❤❤❤ xxxx


What's the name of the coloring book you are using, I think it would help with my anxiety


It is perfectly fine to be as dramatic as you like Dodie. People that are not dramatic make You Tube videos also but they don't get watched much because they are BORING ! You are doing you just fine and anything else would be pretending to be someone else. <3


What camera//editing software do you use?? I really want to start YouTube to attempt kicking off my acting//singing career


SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG 0:44


I had a sentimental moment once. Not too long ago, my mom got a new car (Buick) and gave her old car to the dealership. We wanted a new car for a while cause the old one (Saturn) was squeaking and not working and overall slowly falling apart. I liked it tough because it was a nice bold red color and had stickers on it like local bands that she likes, vacation places, sports teams, and those little stick figures of your family. But, since she was trading her car, she had to scrape them off. She was fine with it while she was doing it, but when my mom and dad left to go to the dealership, she looked out to her mirror and started crying cause she didn't see her stickers there. She also cried after she bought the car and saw the old one in a parking spot. When she came home to show us, I was REALLY happy yet REALLY sad cause I was in that car for 14 years! (I'm 14 still, but turning 15 soon, ayeeeee) we even named it Rosie, well her I guess. I didn't cry but I was just moping around the next day all day. She is probably in the dump right now which is sad to think about, but it's probably true cause she wasn't in the best condition. For those who are wondering, "why keep a car for 14 years", well at the time she got it, it was brand new, and when the Saturn company shut down, she didn't have to pay for it anymore, so there was no reason not to get rid of it. sorry its a long story.


what does it feel to have a "childhood house"??? when i was a kid i was always moving islands and never live in a house long enough...


Also OH MY GOD YOU ARE ADORABLE AND YES YOU GO PAINT THAT COLORING BOOK


anyone else think she's lowkey cosplaying Clara


Dodie you remind me of Clara Oswald from Doctor Who


Those 'mindful' colouring books just stress me out. If I just sat there and doodled I'd probably feel much more at ease, with those I'm just constantly worried I'd colour out of the lines


Stick Man was my frigging childhood (and Julia Donaldson)


How sad must those people be that they need a website centered around shittalking YouTubers? I kinda feel bad for them.


I love Video Every Day In <i>___</i>. it's always wonderful!!! little chats are the best

I love Video Every Day In _____. it's always wonderful!!! little chats are the best


At 10 seconds the mug looks like it says I'm BI

I have been laughing about this for a solid 10 minuets


where is your top/jumper from?? it's so lovely xx


Pls tell me where your jumper is from I LOVE IT


I'm quite the same in some way which is why the song When means so much to me I love it so much


where did you get that adorable shirt/sweater omg


00:44
"Sometimes a certain smell would take me back to when I was young.
How come I'm never able to identify what it's coming from?
I'd make a candle out of it if I ever found it,
Try to sell it, never sell out of it,
I'd probably only sell one!"
l-/


Ooo thats the desk that u mentioned on ig!!!


a certain smell will take me back to when i was young


I lovE YOUR SNAPCHATS and I think they're perfect and I enjoy whatever you post. (((( pls post more selfies ur so CUTE)))) also I do like the life lessons of everything they're so helpful and your advice teaches me so much. Like actually helps me in school and everything. I love u!!


'alternatively titled fuckyougurugossip.mov' this made me laugh so much omg dodie i agree


Oh Dodie! You seem to try so hard to be a better person. I wonder if you ever give up, even just for a while? There seem to be all these standards that you hold yourself up to at all times. I do it too. There are two problems about this that concern me: one is that you will (we will...everyone will...) NEVER stop fucking up. If that's true, then surely it becomes important to learn to forgive yourself, asap? We all fall down, it only really matters if we stand our ground~
It's noble as fuck, as well as it's silly. It begins to seem kind of pointless when there comes a point where being yourself feels more like maintenaning of all your standards, rather than progressing... Are you there yet? Is it just me?
It makes me think that maybe it's OK to find some time and find a place where you don't watch yourself, and watch if you're living up to your standards, because you've forgiven yourself in advance, and you trust that the people whom you're with already have forgiven you too (I mean this kind of metaphorically)... And in case you do something they're not ready to forgive; in case they get hurt or they're offended, and need an apology or an explanation before they're willing to forgive you, then you trust that they'll ask for an explanation. And only then is it time for you to think about your standards again.
We all need time off. That's what friends are for. Are you only so strict with yourself when you're talking to the public, here on youtube?

xox


omg I had no idea you lived in Epping, that's where I live ☺💜


"im better than those people" ummm. i love u dodie but we all equal in my book...


Why are you so cute Dodie, I wish I could be your friend ^-^


my heart hurt when you droped the brush in the glass outch don't treat brushes like that they're gonna get bent and you can't properly use them anymore ; -;


Someone please tell me where I can get that spin chair


how did i not know that hazel and dodie lived together


i have bpd and it honestly makes me so DRAMATIC i'm just like 70% drama and the rest is just flesh and stuff. i never get into fights HOWEVER everything i experience is just so intense to me and people in UNI just don't know why i'm like that and they just ???? what is wrong with her


In the middle of watching this, I pulled out one of my coloring books..


Hey I live in Essex too so wondering what secondary school did you go to?


0:44
Sometime a certain smell would take me back to when I was young


"You know how certain smell will take you-" BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG. HOW COME IM NEVER ABLE TO IDENTIFY WHERE THEY'RE COMING. I'D MAKE A CANDLE OUT OF IT I EVER FOUND IT,TRY TO SELL IT,NEVER SELL OUT OF IT. ID PROBABLY ONE SELL ONE.


"What the heck"
"Also, they're not"
"Also, go away"
m e


Where's your sweater from it looks really comfy


If only i was dramatic. I just live without any big feelings at all


I have the same tiger paintbrushes hahaha


DOROTHYS MACBOOK PRO OMG DOROTHY THAT FEELS ODD


I love that egg. That egg that you coloured i love it and I was going to tell you on your snapchat but I didn't get around to it.


but dodie did you let the page dry before you turned it????


But... BUT... BUT I absolutely adore your snapchats!


A certain smell can take me back to when I was young, how come I'm never a able to identify where it's coming from.


I think you being dramatic is kind of cute


a certain smell will take me back to when I was young...


Lol pros of an existential break down is you lose the sentimental connection to items and can easily toss them


0:47 Sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young... Where dat clique at


does anybody know the title of the colouring book?


just started the vid; your hair reminds me of lucy, it's cute!!!


okay but srsly, what paints and paintbrushes do you have???


sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when i was young

same clothes homegrown a stone's throw from a creek we used to roam

@brooklyn baby it'd be to my brother, cause we have the same nose

try to sell it, never sell out of it, i'd probably only sell one

@brooklyn baby  id make a candle out of it, if i ever found it

how come I'm never able to identify where it's coming from |-/


0:46 SOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG!! HOW COME IM NEVER ABLE TO IDENTIFY WHERE ITS COMING FROM?? |-/


Anyone else notice the jumping trashcan icon on Dodie's mac at 0:24? :)


You have haters?! Congrats! It means somebody cares to analize You and your life!


Will you marry me? We can wear daisy chains and dance to yours and Tessas EPs!


the  people who disliked this video were probably holding their phone upside down while watching it...


SNAP!! I live in epping! Did you go to the infants then junior school too?!

Yaaaaaas!!! I was born 1998, so I went to the primary,  the junior then had one year in the mixed primary!!! Awhhh Thas cyooot!!


To be honest, being dramatic is not a bad thing. It's only a bad thing when you're dramatic about something that does not effect you. When it comes to your own emotions you can be as dramatic as you want 💕
When I'm around people I feel comfortable with, I can be dramatic too - I tend then to show my emotions more intensive, specially when something annoys me or people around me are treated unfair. Maybe I'm not dramatic, maybe I'm just bitching around then 🤔

However be as dramatic as you like Dodie, because you're yourself and that's why people like and love you. 💖
You are an inspiration for so many people out there, including me, so just keep that in mind and don't go on those websites! :D
Gosh, Evan keep Dodie away from it! :D

Also the Snapchat stuff: I love it, it's normal to see your face for Snapchat :D
But you had in the last few Months a lot of good music on snapchat, please add for the future title and name of the artist 😭


Why WOULDN'T you make your life a "dramatic learning experience"??? That's the cool part of life. You learn something new everyday, and life is so short, so why not make it an event?


can any one tell me where dodies shirt and jumper are from x


I think when she was born God said "Mmm, she's just going to be beautiful all the time" and it was done


Where is your jumper from? I need itttt😍😍😍


I love these kinds of videos there so cute and lovely


You are so cute and lovely, thank you for sharing that with us.

ps. I like drama too, a lot


AHAHAH i have the same desk as dodie clark... WOwIE. Now i only need dodie.... ahhh your actually my favorite human so thanks for that :))


I can't see any reason for you to look at that website. With therapy, and giving up alcohol, and your music, things are really looking up for you. Why would you willingly look at a site where jealous idiots try to bring you down? I happen to enjoy your vlogs, and your Snaps, and your Instagrams, and your tweets, and especially your music. I failed to get a ticket to your only tour stop near me, when you were in America. But, I will try again, if you ever tour here again. I think it would be totally cool to see you in person. In the meantime, I am happy to listen to your songs, and enjoy the parts of your life that you share with all of us. Are you working on another EP, yet? Any plans for another tour? What has been your most treasured moment, while working for Coke TV? Are there moments where the realization that you are technically a international celebrity hits you all over again, or do you have trouble even thinking of yourself in that way? No, I'm not a reporter. I'm just a guy who thinks that many of your followers would actually like to know the answers to these questions.So, if you find the time, please SnapChat the answers. Thanks, Dear.You're doing great. Love, and peace, and many blessings. See you in tomorrows vid. 😘


I wish I was a YouTuber so I could have time to actually do fun things like color uGH


i want to pAINT too, I'm going to buy a colouring book soon !


why are you so damn cute like i actually can't


I've been trying to find that coloring book


"im a bit dramatic" in fact, you're only at it again


i have a test tomorrow that i should probably be studying for LOLLLLLLLLLLLL


anyone know what brand that paintbrush is??


Completely random but I live literally 15 minutes away from Epping (in Loughton)💗


Was I the only one who noticed that her laptop went to sleep EXACTLY as she rested her head on her fist?


Oh no.. my growing-up-home is gone too. The room I lived in, the stairs.. they are gone, it was very old<br>It's still so hard to grasp that I can't go there anymore

Oh no.. my growing-up-home is gone too. The room I lived in, the stairs.. they are gone, it was very old
It's still so hard to grasp that I can't go there anymore


0:48

A CERTAIN SMELL WOULD TAKE ME BACK

0:48

A CERTAIN SMELL WOULD TAKE ME BACK


Is that book done by the same illustrator as the gruffalo??? Because that's honestly all I can see rn


Is vedif an acronym? If so what does it stand for?


I love listening to you talk about this stuff, but I must say that this vedif and the previous one sound a lot like you're copying Lucy's vedj..


I love the way you are! wouldn't have you any other way dodes.


A certain smell will take me back to when I was young tøp lol


Can you just not be the perfect person for one day. Please you are awesome and I am in love with your videos. Boys can like your videos too

Your amazing Doddleoddle


I'm to sentimental to with everything like I wanted to change my bedroom to make it look more grown up about 3 years ago and then I had a daunting feeling that I still wanted to hold onto it with the memories that was with it and it sucks my minds like that because I can't get rid of any of my soft teddies


Why are we so similar? Honestly. Like omg. I just don't know anymore. I need to be friends with this girl ugh


She said "ye boi" and I'm DYING I aM deceased ^___^

... im a bit dramatic


Soo...Why do you love Information Technology?


Saw this on your snapchat :3 hehehehe love your videos

Ps don't listen to them your snapchat always makes my day :)


WHAT? How dare they say bad things about your snapchat?
your snaps give me LIFE

btw why the hell people feel the need to spread negativity???
man, you can dislike me. thats fine. but thats it. dont cross the line. dont start saying shit things about me just because you dont like me. its so childish and pathetic.


I have loads of OVER DRAMATIC friends, and trust me you are not one of them. Being reflective is a good thing.


well here's a new topic that should be on gossip guru: that screensaver is ew 4:36


Why does people have such a big problem with others feeling things in a different way that they do? So what if something's not a big deal for anyone else? It's not like caring so much or feeling anything like a life changing lesson it's going to hurt others, very much unlike talking trash about them


you look a lot like lucy moon in this vid


Where is your shirt/sweatshirt shirt combo from/what is it? tell us your secrets??


What kind of desk is that? :o someone please tell me


there's nothing wrong with a little bit of paint!


Where did you get your jumper and top I need


Stupid website!😠Don't listen to them!You are an amazing inspiration that how 2 tons have talent!Please don't let some website make you think that the way you are is wrong!ily💖


is dodie's full name dorothy? her laptop said 'Dorothy's MacBook Pro', she might have just been borrowing it but


What? The only kind of bad thing one can say about your snapchat story is that it's always so freaking long! But considering it's, well you, that really makes it just a huge pro rather than a bad thing so yeah. Sounds like a silly website! You're great ^^ And being dramatic is good, dramatic is emotion, I find being dramatic usually reveals reality in some sense. So yeah, I guess my rant is over. I like your colourful eggs :3


I think I'm a bit dramatic as well, but I don't love it, I hate it...


your screensaver said 'dorothy's macbook pro' and i COMPLETELY forgot your name was dorothy WOAH


"can she go through anything and not make it a huge life learning thing" (or whatever)
Isn't the point of life is to learn from things?  I mean Idk but I thought that was how life works and stuff and like sharing your experiences can help others learn or whatever?
¯\(ツ)/¯ idk

"can she go through anything and not make it a huge life learning thing" (or whatever)
Isn't the point of life is to learn from things?  I mean Idk but I thought that was how life works and stuff and like sharing your experiences can help others learn or whatever?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯ idk


You are adorable just the way you are. Don't read the Haters comment...


the screensaver on your macbook says "Dorothy's MacBook Pro" and I KNOW that that's your real name but it felt WEIRD


I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE WOULD  E V E R  DISLIKE DODIE ??? she's so cute and kind ??


Anyone else wondering about the art supplies? Just me? Ok...


who tf would have anything negative to say about dodie??


did no one else think of tøp<br> sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young

did no one else think of tøp
 sometimes a certain smell will take me back to when I was young


Oh your sentimental? I CRIED WHEN I DONATED MY TEDDY BEARS, MOST OF WHICH I BOUGHT LIKE WITHIN A MONTH OF IT BECAUSE I THOUGHT THEY WERE CUTE


lmao if I see one more twenty one pilots reference in the comments I will literally stick my hands in a paper shredder


But don't most people dramatise our lives or certain events? I know i certainly do and so do my friends...so just ignore people  dodie...


dodie. if I ask u to marry me in every video u post will u eventually consider it


When she said dan I thought she meant Howell and was like what


That brush is from Tiger I think. I LOVE TIGER


Awww it was a stick man colouring book i love stickman!


omgg  I'm so drunk right now love you boo love you beautiful thing 🕊🕊🕊 boooppplalalala (shouldn't say I'm drunk) (whaaaaat????)


why are you so cute i still haven't figured out why and its frustrating me dodie


u look like lucy here :0 (u are both cuties so i like it but it looks like a lucy shirt/jumper combo)


OMG WE HAVE THE SAME DESK WE'RE DESK BUDDIES


When it comes to your narcissism, I don't really know whether you're close to Jake Paul's or already above his level.


We are selling our family house and I'm freaking out! My brother and I are leaving to uni and not only does it feel so weird BUT I feel like now I have to actually be an adult 😱 ahh so many childhood memories ahhhhh like you in very sentimental!! Help. Haha 🌞💕🙃


When she said dan I thought of... I MEAN WHAT WHAT


doddle is a little over dramatic over small things, but no one ever said that’s a problem that needs fixing. i’m super dramatic and i’m trying to not make a big deal over things but i don’t really mind. it’s not something you can just change if you want to.


watch muchelleb 's 30 day decluttering for room and mental minimalism


WAIT you said dan. Dan HOWELL? Probably not. Yee


I'm annoyed because 111 heartless people disliked your video, but I also love numbers, like 123, so I'm sort of excited and angry because 111 is a very satisfying number and maybe it's a "excingry" feeling but yeah that's just me and I'm really weird. So yeah.


(never acc been on guru gossip but) in defence of ppl who use those sites: sure they're saying gross things but they have the decency to not comment it on your channel where you can just stumble across it? like i love u but to be fair you literally looked for it and those websites are there for a reason ?? maybe not a nice reason but like they're there for the people who find something irritating abt youtubers but don't wanna hurt you. so like if im being totally honest idk i feel like u kinda brought it on urself by actively looking for it


I just re-subscribed yesterday because YouTube unsubscribed me. I just realized that I was unsubscribed AGAIN today. What the hell is going on?  Why does YouTube keep unsubscribing me?!!?? Is anyone else having this problem?


Sequel to little room...... dang... that's a bad joke


<b>colours whilst watching video</b> aww yiss twinsies

*colours whilst watching video* aww yiss twinsies


Jeanne Goupil I think it means Vlog Every Day In February


my current house is going to be developed, which I've lived in since I was 1.

YOU FINE YOU STILL IN THE HOUSE THEY ARE DONE WITH TRYING TO GET YALL OUT


Alright. The comments on this video are MUCH nicer thank goodness.


oof im dramatic too i think and i clicked on this as soon as i saw it haha


If you don't turn everything thing into life lessons, how are you supposed to learn? You'll just end up repeating it, if you don't learn from them.


sOMETIMES A CERTAIN SMELL WILL TAKE ME BACK TO WHEN I WAS YOUNG


Can you bring back the 'Like if you like, if you like' thing for VEDIF???? or just for all your next videos as a whole? or just one? I JUST NEED TO HEAR YOU SAY THAT AGAIN!! k thnx luv u bye


yo can someone plz tell me what vedif means


Ah gurugossip! Where bitter, jealous rude, 14 year olds go to be bitter, jealous and rude. :P


Who else saw the title and thought "same"


My childhood home in Istanbul got demolished and they built a giant Caillou statue to replace it and when I went to visit my house I wss just like "whAT THE FUCK"


Dodie, I'm sorry but I keep picturing you as Rachel Berry in the episode of Glee where her dads are selling her childhood house and she's very overdramatic about it as well so her friends throw her a big nostalgia party in it before she has to leave it. That being said, I do understand putting so much emotional weight on things like a home and even small things like a smell or an trinket from a good time. I found that a simple scrapbook where I keep some things helped me so that all of my little bits of clutter weren't spread everywhere but in one small place.


Okay hey leave my dodie alone if she wants to be dramatic let her be dramatic let our extra dramatic butts be dramatic I love it try it maybe :)


aw does your mac say "dorothy's macbook"


Is that a bloody typewriter? Dodie.... dodie... Speaking of claiming to the past. A TYPEWRITER!? Also a blue shirt when you're going to make the water blue??? There is a lot here that needs work on. Your cup of tea is good. I'll give you that one. It's a nice cup size.

Also on a serious note. A lot of studies have shown that dwelling on the past of hording the past leads to depression. I overthink and reminisce about the past a lot... and it's so unhealthy to do. Looking forward will keep you happy.


sakura0055 excuse the lack of a space then

professorm0riarty oh, you wrote "everyday"  instead of every day so I didn't realised

Jess Newton vedif- video everyday in February  :)


do Tessa and dodie live together? and is it in the UK sorry I'm new here wah


what does she mean by "spaced out"? asking because it sounds very familiar...


Tbh thought she was going to make a tøp reference


When i found out that club penguin was shutting down it was just awful because like it was my complete childhood and im sentimental about eveRYTHING so im so saaad oml its so dumb but shiiit


Dan... as in DANISNOTONFIRE?!?! UMMM jkjkjk I know I know


I stopped listening to the la la land soundtrack for you


the Snapchat comment was so unnecessary like wtf it's your snapchat ??? let it be your face for like half an hour I don't care I luv it


By dan did you mean dan Howell or someone else?


lov 2 u in all ur dramatic jellybean glory


yooooo i was born in epping !! anyway ily soz about your house <3


I don't like to color and that stuff, it reminds me of school and how many times this assholes kids stole my colors and made me get in trouble with the teacher, and how I felt like an idiot cause this teacher shit on me cause I forgot my colors and I used one on a hole drawing. Also I think is kind of dumb the idea of adult color books.


gurugossip is like cigarettes. Toxic, addictive, secretive. and i get mad because i can't stop u from smoking/ reading it and i can't make cigarettes illegal / make the site illegal so i'm stuck here helpless while people urge to read more hate about themselves and all i want to do is hug u again


hello person In comments :D are you binge watching dodie as well??


if you didn't make a big deal about things, life would be boring and people would sit in corners not properly living out their lives


Dodie you should exercise for your mental health. Not like yoga either, yoga is boring. Do something that requires you to put all of your brain power into it and that will exhaust you. Watch john greens new exercise channel, it's helping him so much.


Who really cares that your dramatic, or that you are trying to be someone that you are not in order to gain admiration or money from fake YouTube vids.


does your laptop say doofies MacBook Pro I have so many questions


the screen in your laptop kept changing whY


i leard to play would you be so kind on my ukelele today ly


woah what your MacBook says dorothy's MacBook I'm confused


You are so cute and nice and lovely ughhhhh i love you


oh please im so fucking dramatic too lets embrace it fuck that website


I'm so glad you're doing videos every day again <3


I just love these daily chats they always make my day. Thank you so much dodie! You're lovely


I love how these VEDIFS are like we can just sit and chill with Dodie. It's really calming and nice. Thank you! <3


I totally feel you on the minimalist thing. I want to live a decluttered life, but I also love my material possessions a lot and I attach a lot of meaning to them. What can ya do, eh?<br>Hope you're as okay as you can be when the house-selling happens. We moved from my childhood home about two years ago, so I know it can be a wrench.

I totally feel you on the minimalist thing. I want to live a decluttered life, but I also love my material possessions a lot and I attach a lot of meaning to them. What can ya do, eh?
Hope you're as okay as you can be when the house-selling happens. We moved from my childhood home about two years ago, so I know it can be a wrench.


This made me so happy! I'm the same way, I feel like I have to learn something from all my experiences. It makes life interesting, and I'm glad I'm like that.


I already love VEDIF so much. I love getting a daily dose of Dodie <3


i find it so relaxing just listening to you talk, love you dodie


I love videos like this where you just talk while doing something else. They're so relaxing to watch. Also, your desk looks so snazzy


i literally missed you. you brighten my day. thank you dodie


For the house thing, I recommend having a goodbye party of sorts! Gather your family together and walk around to each room and talk about good memories you have from each room. <3


the irony is how chill you were about being bi


Dodie, you have an audience and you teach us so much about life. Be as dramatic as you want, cause it honestly helps me


All of her videos are so nice and cozy, I just can't help but feel really content and relaxed when watching them. :)


You can honestly make me smile and happy. <br>I love dramaticness(dramaticness?:')) I didn't even see your videos as dramatic. I make a big deal about everything and overthink everything. When you explain stuff or just talk about stuff I think YESSS EXACTLY. Same in this video. And colouring is amazing. Little things to enjoy are the best things, even when you're not with your head in that moment. You can always look back and think: yeaaah that moment, that was a good moment.

You can honestly make me smile and happy.
I love dramaticness(dramaticness?:')) I didn't even see your videos as dramatic. I make a big deal about everything and overthink everything. When you explain stuff or just talk about stuff I think YESSS EXACTLY. Same in this video. And colouring is amazing. Little things to enjoy are the best things, even when you're not with your head in that moment. You can always look back and think: yeaaah that moment, that was a good moment.


this video was the most relaxing thing dodie is such a genuine and interesting person i love you dods


Highly enjoyed this. Thank you for being a little ray of sunshine and I hope you find peace with your depersonalization


I never thought I could feel so close to someone who I have never interacted with, I genuinely feel like I know you and when I have no one I turn to you. I hope you know that we all feel spaced out but when we feel like that we turn too you. You deserve all the recognition your getting right now Dodes, love you so much ❤❤❤❤


I love watching these videos you make.. I've probably seen each one so many times.. so you doing these videos everyday fills my heart with so much joy. So thank you💖


DODIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I just want to thank you for always being so positive and happy and nice and adorable and just... thank you, you've helped me so much :3


Dodie I just love you so much!!!!!! You are so genuine and sincere when you make videos and I just love you so much!! Your personality and your music and your chats!!! I respect your honesty and definitely love your obsession with La La Land!!!!!


These are honestly some of the best videos that you make, Dodie. They're so calm and personal, and just warm. It feels like we're actually spending time with you, and those are the moments that I cherish most. You're not necessarily talking about super important things all the time but it's just like hanging out with your best friend. You don't talk the whole time you're there, you're just there, and that's comforting. Just wanted to point this out. Love you Dodie <3


I relate to the whole mindful colouring thing, I feel sick sometimes when I concentrate too much on things and its weird, so little kids colouring books are 10 X better x


I can relate so much! My family decided to move to an apartment and at first I don't think I got it that it meant I would say goodbye to my house, and now that we're moving... it is starting to sink in and I just feel like...ugh! It'd just hard! Anyway, lovely video! Hope you're doing well! Lots of love from a brazilian fan <3


I'm still absolutely baffled that someone can have something not-nice to say about you. You're literally one of the nicest people I know of. 💕


Dodie, you just... You just make me happy. No matter how stressed I am I just watch one of your videos and I am instantly relaxed and just...smile! So thank you, whatever reason you post these videos - for yourself, for money, for your gorgeous music -  I just wanted to thank you for doing it because you put smiles on strangers faces and that is truly an amazing gift. :) 🌼


I found this video so relaxing to watch, you should make more like this, I don't know why I found it so relaxing, maybe it was watching you paint because I love to paint and draw, I don't know but I love it 😂💜


Dodie's snapchats are amazing, they actually light up my day since they're so funny. 😄


I'm honestly super dramatic too, and turn everything in to a life lesson! But dodie is right! It makes me the artist soul I am today! Thank you Dodie❤


The dramatic side of you is great. It's what helps your videos become more watchable and enjoyable

It's what gives people the smiles and the giggles


I love these kinds of casual videos. They make me soo happy 😊.


Sometimes, I just want to hug you Dodie  <3


for the past 5 months or so, it came to my attention that you and i are exactly the same person. i've had a lot of problems in the past with hating who i am, and judging and critiquing every part of my physical appearance and personality. but, i just adore you. i have for so long. and out of all of the people on the planet, you are my favourite person. ever. and realising that we are practically the same person made me feel a lot better about myself. because i love you, and would be so unbelievably proud and overjoyed to be like you.


This sounds so like me 💕 Truly feeling understood right now.


This has made me feel calm and happy and I just live Dodie so much


I can relate to you so much, you're probably the first person who tells how they genuinely feel and I can be like "wow what the heck I feel the exact same way all the time, someone gets me" so thanks Ily


It's so interesting because I have a friend who is in a similar situation to you with her family home, and it was cool to see you talk about a situation like that! You just make such #relatable content hahaha


I think your "drama" is very realistic!
If something happens that deeply affects you, why shouldn't you show and live it?
You can't just brush over it and play cool, that's not how the majority of people are like, imo!
So, as you do, and as you want to: Stay that way! You're doing a great job in taking these things and helping us and yourself with them! <3


I really liked this video Dodie! Thank you!


I work with children and have a young nephew and your colouring book is based off an awesome book for toddlers. Seriously though- 'Stick Man' is fantastic. Julia Donaldson books man 😀 (Author of The Gruffalo and Room on The Broom).<br>Also, love ya Dodie. Only on day 2 and loving vedif!

I work with children and have a young nephew and your colouring book is based off an awesome book for toddlers. Seriously though- 'Stick Man' is fantastic. Julia Donaldson books man 😀 (Author of The Gruffalo and Room on The Broom).
Also, love ya Dodie. Only on day 2 and loving vedif!


The video is so cozy! I enjoyed it a lot <3


you and Tessa uploading makes my heart content and calm. that is also what I say, because of the dramatic-ness I feel like I truly enjoy my life... people don't have to give their accord... but they sometimes voice their judgemental opinions. judgement it's weird, if you think about it, if we don't judge what happens to us, we can't make decisions, we won't be able to categorize things into what we like or don't like so much... but still it ends up being pointless and hurting sometimes. confussssing. you don't have to explain yourself, Dodie, but you can talk about what you feel and your deeply thinking, because it makes the world a more content place where people enjoy themselves more. I kinda rambled, sorry about that, lots of hugs xx


Oh my gosh I love your Snapchat stories xD They are pretty long, but I really like to save it up and watch it while I'm winding down for bed. Don't listen to them- it's not a bad thing


Vedif is making my february so much better, Dodie you're so lovely


DODIE- IF YOU READ THIS KNOW HOW AMAZING YOU ARE❤you make my days so happy! thank you❤btw I like your new desk


My family are moving out of my childhood home (only house we've ever lived in) very soon, so lots of solidarity in knowing it's going to be hard, anticipating the sadness, but trying to learn what you can from it and remember the good times in a positive way. It's the only way to make it work in the long-run. X


OMG the way you feel about coloring is exactly how I feel about watching  cartoons. I just love Adventure Time and Steven Universe. Watching just makes me feel like a kid again


I love how she repeats the "omg why is she so dramatic" thing and then looks at the camera like she's on the office and kinda just goes "obviously not"


now everyday is better because there's a video from Dodie <3


everything they say abt you on guru gossip is what i love abt you dodie!!!dont ever change


I moved out of the house I lived in for my whole life last year and I cried SO MUCH. Take pictures of EVERYTHING because I find myself randomly missing the kitchen cupboards and bits of wall from the house. It's super sad


About your family home being sold, I'm going through something similar. My grandparents died 2 summers ago and were selling their house after we clean it out. I fricken love that house. First of all, they made it themselves which is amazing. Second, my mom grew up there so I have this overwhelming urge to save it for her sake. And third, I have so many memories there. I remember going there and playing in the creek out back or eating apples off the tree around the campfire. I can even remember when my cousins came to that house and we all were running on these plastic barrels trying to not fall off. Every time I just remember that place a smile instantly comes to my face. I can't comprehend that it will be gone soon.


the whole thing with ur parents and family home JUST happened to me like literally the same thing and u sharing that helped me so by being the "dramatic" person u r has helped me so thank u and well done lol


I love your snaps it just brightens up my day ❤❤❤


I love Dodie, because she will just sit down and be real with you. plus she is positive and every video is just like sitting down with a friend and just talking about how we feel at the moment. <3


I wish you had a P.O. Box bc I found a really good colouring book that you'd probably love and yh. I love you and your channel a lot and I have set you as a role model for how I want to grow up and be. ❤


DODIE, EVERYDAY, FOR 28 DAYS<br>I JUST REALIZED HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME

DODIE, EVERYDAY, FOR 28 DAYS
I JUST REALIZED HOW HAPPY THAT MAKES ME


Man, those colouring books must really be taking your mind off the strenuous life of a successful youtuber/musician living comfortably in London.


Dodie is so cute and adorable I just love her so much


Also if being dramatic means truly experience life and be passionate and romanticize memories I don't think it is a bad thing, it's a beautiful way of livind and processing experiences.


see i feel like i'm "dramatic" too but i've only recently come to terms with it.  i too am very sentimental and i tend to ascribe cosmic significance to little things that don't really matter.  i've always done this but over the years i've suppressed it because i'm scared of being labelled as "dramatic" because it does have a negative connotation in our culture.  but suppressing it makes the feelings fester and you get to a point where all this emotion you've buried is too much to keep inside.  so lately i've been focusing on letting myself feel all the feels (lol) and i'm finding life is better this way.  idk just thought i'd share some of my thoughts since this video resonates with what i'm working through right now.


My mums selling our childhood home too. It is such a shitty feeling and I get what you mean. I left home for uni in September and it's only dawning on me that I'm not going to be able to go back there anymore. I don't have a home. You have some amazing people around you to help you through and you have a home in London. I hope everything works out, I have lots of love for you xxx


dodie is going to upload everyday and I LOVE IT


Hi Dodie! I Hope you have a Great Day today! 😊❤✨


this needs the be turned into a song. I know it's not as easy as saying it but if anyone can turn it into a heartfelt song it would be you. and it's something that a ton of us can relate to but don't have the guts/time/talent to turn into beautiful lyrics


"That's the kind of person I am..."<br>And we love you for it :)

"That's the kind of person I am..."
And we love you for it :)


I actually like reading stuff on guru gossip and I find that depending on the youtuber a lot of the time it is actually constructive, especially when you keep in mind that probably most of the people writing things about youtubers used to or even still like those youtubers and are just frustrated or put off by some of their actions and don't necessarily hate them. Sorry if you think that makes me a bad person? I don't pay much attention to anything that isn't constructive/related to their online behaviour anyway, and I usually only look when I'm annoyed with something a youtuber has done to see what other people think about it (or sometimes just when I'm bored tbh).
That being said, I definitely think it's a bad idea to read anything about yourself on there, don't do that!
Also I'm very dramatic as well and turn smallish things into life lessons, but there isn't necessarily anything wrong with that. And I romanticize the past a lot, yesterday I caught myself thinking about how some night I had was like, the best thing to ever happen in my life even though at the time it definitely didn't feel like that.


Listening to Queen and A-Ha and watching your videos. What a good 16th birthday!


I'm glad I'm not the only one everyone I know wanted to grow up but I loved my childhood so much I dreaded it & it really worried me. Also I've always imagined my childhood home being sold to someone else & it breaks my heart  just thinking about it so much evidence of my childhood just gone


i lived in a house from age 2 to 10, i cried my eyes out when we had to sell it. i'm 22 now and i still get sad about it, i still miss that fucking house. no other house has ever felt like that one. i would do anything to have that it back, but the people who bought it changed loads of it which also makes me sad. i get way too attached to everything.


i literally love you so much i can't get over it


your snapchats are perfection. please never stop!


My cat is called Epping so I'm low key freaking down that you grew up in Epping because you'll actually get the name of my cat!!!


Is it funny how Dodie is painting and I'm colouring a tree I drew for English work :)


"a certain smell would take me back to when I was young how come in never able to identify where it's coming from" I could honestly quite the whole song rn<3 LUV YA


Family home being sold is such a huge deal. This happened to me 3 years ago and it fucked me up. I'm good now but it hurts.


I think I like the videos where she just talks in front of the camera a lot more.


In re: being dramatic af...

Sometime last year (maybe it was 2015 idek) I had to clean out my Mom's cellar because it had been flooded (by an exploding water pipe or some shit). And that experience, the heartbreaking experience of throwing away all these soaked drawings and exercise books of mine from elementary school -- even some of my mother's notes from high school! -- was such a surreal, oddly symbolic experience that I kept leafing through all the muddy, smudged notebooks and writing pads and was just like "YOU BET I'mma write a sappy blog post about this!!!"*

So yeah, Dodie... I can relate.

(*)For the record, I still haven't, but I have a feeling the memory will come in handy one day...


I've never used water colours before so totally buying some tomorrow! Also can we have a link to your desk cause it looks very nice and IKEA have so many on the website D:


I love the fact that when your laptop shuts off it says "Dorothy's Macbook Pro" and not "Dodie's..."   oh man I love your name so much


Where can i buy a mug like that??? It's so adorable!


is it extremely dramatic for me to say i love you lots and little videos like this make me very happy because idk


I love how her mac book says "Dorothy's MacBook Pro" ah I just love her name <3


I can imagine the idea of your family house being sold is terrifying. I feel the same about my dogs passing away. They're both very old now and I'm moving away in a month so I know there's a good chance I'll come home in November to a different household. I don't know much about having a specific family house because I'm 20 and am in my 5th family house... my parents love to move around


Dodie you should do a q and a!!! cuz I have soo many questions! 1. do u find that posting songs and having that audience changes what you're making? like what effect does your audience have on the art you make? 2. how did you learn ukulele and piano and songwriting? I'm an aspiring songwriter and love ur stuff, so I'm interested in knowing how u got to the level that you're at rn. 3. and lastly, how do u do harmony??? do you write out each note or do you do it by ear?? thanks so much ily and your music so so SO much


honestly, whenever she's being dramatic (which I think isn't as dramatic as some other people) I kinda feel like it shows she's doing well and it comforts me. Because I know what it's like to think and feel like nothing is real and that everything is just kinda there yet it sorta isn't. It's hard to explain. You feel anxious for no reason, you're tired all the time and have no motivation whatsoever and everything feels fake. And whenever she's making things more dramatic then they actually are it shows how much she's able to cope with that and that she's doing fine.


Wow, I had no idea you grew up in Epping. I used to live near there too. I miss the forest so, so much!! I love central London but no forest :((


Lmao the laptop says "Dorothy's MacBook Pro" I love dodie


i don't know how i will cope when I cant come back to my childhood house, because i know one day its going to happen (probably in the very very distant future) but wow, thats such a weird thought to me