THIS IS THE BEST THING. Youre so real. I legit watched this and said "wow this is exactly how i feel" for so many things. Youre too special. Love you lots.


I started crying half way through this. I feel so much better about the future from watching this, thank you for doing what you do and sharing it with us


dodie I've seen you live in new york city twice now and I never thought that'd happen because when I started watching your channel I was a teenager in Mongolia with no idea of who i was going to be and I'm just so grateful that you continue to bring us along your journey. this warmed my heart and made me CRY REALLY GOOD TEARS


ahhh this is the sweetest thing ever, I definitely cried along with you.


I cried through this whole thing and I relate to a lot of this, but most of all I feel SO PROUUD of you oh my god <3<3<3


you are so sweet dodie and i love you so so much and although i’m only 14 i feel a lot more comfort knowing that stuff is going to get better and that everything will be okay soon💖


honestly when i was in high school I thought Dodie was so much older than me, but now I realize she is only 4 years older than me. Maybe thats why her songs always spoke to me where i was in life. Dodie you are so lovely and wonderful! Honestly I feel like we would be great friends in real life, as in if we could meet in person after I got over the fact that i was talking to you :)


i’m 20 right now so i’m gonna take inspiration from this and film one of these so i can look back on it. i loved this video, it’s like a lil time capsule 🥺


I remember when you first posted your video at 20 and I decided to do something similar and record a video talking to 20 year old me from my 15 year old self. I was shocked by how drastically I changed and it made me sad to see how little hope I had. I was depressed and suicidal and your videos helped me through it, listening to your songs and relating to someone who gave me hope. I am so happy to be here now watching this video and even if you don't read this I wanted to make it known. Thank you :)


I never comment on videos, but this was just really special for me to watch. I started watching your videos many many years ago where I was in a very bad place and found a lot of comfort and reassurance in them. When I would be spaced out or down or alone, it helped me a lot. Since then, I've gotten so much better and changed my life completely. And I don't really watch youtubers anymore, because it just kind of feels like a weird journey to the past whenever I do. But I still get notified whenever you post, because I think there is something comforting about all of your videos and I am so amazed and proud of everything you have done and how far you have come. This feels really silly, but I watched your "Dear 25 year old me" video when it came out and watching this response now was just really emotional, because 5 years ago I didn't have much hope that it would be better, but I have so much hope now. And it is just amazing seeing where you are now, and I am so happy for you. <br>I am not sure what I want to say with this. Just thank you for bringing us along the journey, and know that you made me feel seen when no one else did. I am so happy that everything is better now. <3

I never comment on videos, but this was just really special for me to watch. I started watching your videos many many years ago where I was in a very bad place and found a lot of comfort and reassurance in them. When I would be spaced out or down or alone, it helped me a lot. Since then, I've gotten so much better and changed my life completely. And I don't really watch youtubers anymore, because it just kind of feels like a weird journey to the past whenever I do. But I still get notified whenever you post, because I think there is something comforting about all of your videos and I am so amazed and proud of everything you have done and how far you have come. This feels really silly, but I watched your "Dear 25 year old me" video when it came out and watching this response now was just really emotional, because 5 years ago I didn't have much hope that it would be better, but I have so much hope now. And it is just amazing seeing where you are now, and I am so happy for you.
I am not sure what I want to say with this. Just thank you for bringing us along the journey, and know that you made me feel seen when no one else did. I am so happy that everything is better now. <3


Dodie, I used to watch your videos pretty regularly and keep up, but as time passed and life got in the way I lost track. (I blame the YouTube algorithms, so I've made sure to hit the "bell" icon) Seeing this video on my feed was definitely a surprise and watching was like meeting up with an old friend! (I know you don't know me, haha) I'm so glad you're in a happier place and I hope you're doing well in this strange time! <3


I turn 20 this year and I can relate to a lot of the ways that 20 year old dodie was feeling, and to hear you answer those questions for yourself really helped me personally. You may not technically be able to actually go back and speak to your old self, but trust me, she heard you. In the ears of countless 20 year old girls just like her, she heard you.


Oh my I remember watching you around this time, it almost feels like I’m looking back at myself at the same time with u 💕


5 years ago I was 18 with angst and a yearning nostalgia for the past just like you, watching your video with the same trepidation about the future, and now I wouldn't wanna be anywhere else. It's cliche but you're right, it does get better as time goes on


This is such a cool but also crazy concept! Even though it was hard for you to do hopefully it felt cathartic in some way, to see how far you've come. I actually might try this myself because I'm 21 right now so I guess I could still do one for 25 year old me. You're so inspiring to me and I absolutely love your music and how open you are, you've made me feel comforted about my mental health. Even though, like you said, it'll never really go away, I'm glad you're doing better now than you were. Sending you my love! <3


I can't really come up with a coherent comment so I'll just say that I'm very happy to see you grow into a happy, healthy person. ❤


This was great I remember watching 20 year old you at 16 and 20 was my next mile stone now turning 21 knowing it’s ok not to have your shit together and the good stuff will keep coming

SHOUT OUT TO 25 YEAR OLD ME! I can do it


I just want to say thank you for creating your music and for being here


Such a cool video idea ! I loved this video❤ i truly hope you are okay. Still amazing as always


you say you read every comment so i hope you read this... <br>i loved seeing you share your feelings with us again. i'm very sorry if at some point we overwhelmed you with our comments and made you not want to be on youtube anymore. i just hope you know that i'm thankful for you opening up in this video<3 you are literally the purest human on earth

you say you read every comment so i hope you read this...
i loved seeing you share your feelings with us again. i'm very sorry if at some point we overwhelmed you with our comments and made you not want to be on youtube anymore. i just hope you know that i'm thankful for you opening up in this video<3 you are literally the purest human on earth


It’s insane to think that I watched that video the day it came out, when I was 13 years of age, and now I’m 18 looking back thinking wow. Time is actually insane.


oh god im 21 and can relate to 20 year old dodie so badly im literally crying and when you say everything will get better and seeing how you are now makes me sob i dont think ill live to be 25 lmao but heres to the future, love you dodie


Watching this at age 20 makes me feel like it was kind of made for me. Like obviously it's not. I am not in the same situation 20-year-old Dodie was and I am not and never will be the same person. But still. It really hit me hard (in a good way) to see how much Dodie has changed and how much she's learned about herself in five years. It's almost like looking into the future? Like when I'm 25, the details will be different and such but I hope I'll be able to look back at 20-year-old me in a similar light and see how much I've grown and matured. Five years feels like a long time and part of me is terrified of what's going to happen in that time. In five years, I will have grown as a person and I will know myself better and I will have discovered things and people and places I never could've imagined at age 15.


This is so beautiful <3 thank you dodie <3


Be happy and befriend your depression and anxiety,I've had mental illness since I was 21 ,I'm now 58 and had alsorts of meds, enough to knock a battleship out.Stay positive and go for walks if you can.I know it's difficult at the mo but when all this isolation is over try to get out and look at all the pisativity around you.Godbless and stay safe and take care🙏


I’m 20 right now, and you’ve inspired me to make my own dear 25 yr old me video! I’m curious to see what life is like in the future


I love this! I will be making my own because it's so nice and inspiring!


Thank you so much for sharing this! :) Before I watched this i felt like this would make me cry and be kinda emotional and guess what, i was right hahah

But watching this being 20 and seeing how many things have happened and how emotional this makes me feels sooo weird. I kinda want to make on of these videos but like just keep it for myself and watch it in 5 years but I'm kinda scared to do it hahah, I think I'd be so nervous just filming it. But i think i might actually try that, wish me luck lol


this video warmed my heart in the exact way I needed


NOTHING MAKES ME CRY MORE THAN SEEING YOU CRY :( youre strong. we’re strong.


i'm just in shambles sitting in my car over this video i'm so proud of you


this is SO CRAZY. I actually found your channel when my mum told me to clean my room and I needed motivation so I looked up “how to clean your room” and your ‘how to tuesdays’ video popped up lol


this actually inspired me to write a letter to myself for when im 23 or 24..? cuz im 18 at the moment (and yes, yes, a letter bc im waaaay too awkward to do a video,,. maybe i will tho, who knows) <br>ive watched your videos since i was 14 i think and you have inspired me in so many levels i cant even explain, i really hope i meet you someday :) love u

this actually inspired me to write a letter to myself for when im 23 or 24..? cuz im 18 at the moment (and yes, yes, a letter bc im waaaay too awkward to do a video,,. maybe i will tho, who knows)
ive watched your videos since i was 14 i think and you have inspired me in so many levels i cant even explain, i really hope i meet you someday :) love u


It's so strange to think I first watched that video when I was 12 and now I'm following a completely different career path at the age of 17, wow.


The part where u said u wished u were 16 again hit hard for me. I still feel that way in my early 20s but I’m glad it gets better and u aren’t stuck in the past anymore.


I'm 18 right now and relating a lot to 20 year old Dodie. I honestly cried this whole video because I'm so scared for the future and I just hope that in 5 years I can look back and reassure 18 year old me that everything is going to turn out ok.


Aww you’ve grown so much!! <3

I also hyperventilate when I cry lol


my parents divorced, i lost my family home, and went through the shittest period for my mental health pretty much at the same time as you, which is when i originally found your videos/music (january-ish 2016, i was 22). and i find myself now, living my best life, doing so much better since i did a shit ton of therapy to "rewire my brain" (as you say) and to see you say the same thing i tell my younger self, that i did the tough work to get better, is just so fucking cool. and honestly, although i am just once face among the many, if you see this, i just want to thank you and to ask you (gently) never stop making stuff (please) and sharing (what you feel comfortable with). and i completely agree about the brows, because i totally copied you when you did them like that, and when i look back on pictures of myself.....oh lawd.


This was the most heart warming video I’ve ever watched


I do this every leap year, writing three letter to myself (what has changed, what maybe will change, an answer to the previous "what will change one"); I think this is a funny coincidence that we both did this this year. I also cry every time. Thank you so much for sharing <3.


Omg i remember watching this vid when it came out. This reply is really amazing to see. Keep growing stronger to 30 !!


as someone who is very scared of the past and the future but also misses the past and hopes for the future, this video gives me a lot of hope that things will get better. i had a good cry to this, and i needed it. thank you. ❤


wow what an amazing idea for a video, you are amazing girl <3


I watched your videos at the time you made the original video when you were 20, when I was 16, and was going through a seriously hard time in my life. For a long time during that part of my life, your videos helped make me happy and get me through some really hard times with myself and at home. Watching your videos from 14 until I was 17 helped in ways that you don’t even know, it’s crazy. When I reached 17 I fell away from your content and didn’t go back to your videos. Then just last week I heard one of your songs on the radio and all the memories and nostalgia came flooding back to me, I even cried a bit. Watching this now was a surreal strange experience, sharing this weird bond with someone you never meet or even knows you exist but helped you in ways they couldn’t even imagine. And now, after all this time, seeing how successful, accomplished and well you are doing for yourself in so inspiring and enriching. I just want to say thank you for everything you did for me in the past and for the joy you have even brought me now, reliving all of this and seeing how everything has changed. Just thank you for everything.


gosh i remember watching that video 5 years ago and feeling just as scared because i was finishing high school and had no idea what would happen next. and here i am, 5 years later, about to finish my bachelor's degree and feeling basically the same as then ha ha :| i should write myself a letter too...


the funny thing is that I've been a fan of you since before you made that video, so it's interesting to see your transformation!


Hey :) I pressed my tongue to the top of my mouth for years and got nodules on my vocal chords because of tongue tension so just be careful of that one especially as a singer!


Aw dodie, I adore this. Imma do this too, maybe, I turned 20 less than a month ago. I am laughing at how I am so much like dodie-20yo, being afraid of the future, rather living in the past than the present day, but I know things will get better and so will I ❤ take care


God damn I was crying along with you 😂❤ I don’t think I could ever record myself for 25 yo me


i love the kindness with which now-dodie treats her 20 yo self. you just Know that it's with more kindness than she treated herself at the time. i'm going to try my best to learn from this that you might as well skip the delay and be happy with who you are now while also knowing that better things are probably coming. so yes i look at myself with bloodshot puffy eyes and a face full of snot after crying at this for ten plus minutes and say i love u look at u go x


i watched this when i was in year 10 and im now in my second year of university... time flies!


Honestly, I relate this video except for the fact that I'm a 25 year old who wants so badly to be 20 again and be back in college with an actual friend group, grandparents who are alive, and feeling like I actually accomplished things in life instead of just a cycle of going to work and coming home. Idk maybe that means 30 will be better for me.


2:17 oh Dodie me too, I've been watching since 2014 and had no idea you had it as well :(  it's really scary but I kind of feel less alone now ❤


I don't think enough people have said this; well done :)


I’m 15 right now and it scares me to think that I’ll miss this as much as 20 year old dodie misses it. Does it really not get any better than this? I guess I’ll have to wait till I’m 20 to find out...


My favourite thing is your excitement at the things you have done (or are going to do)


watching the first video at 15 and this one at 20 really hits different.


Would you be able to make a video explaining how you re-wired your brain? Explaining how it was before and how it’s improved now? xx


Idk, but I literally started crying when she mentioned the cat dying 😢


wow this even made me emotional, i adore you


Happy birthday Dodie!!!! I love you ahhhh❤❤❤


I'm 30 years old. Life keeps getting better and there's more peace in the growing pains than one can think.


You're just beautiful... simply put.  Maybe we should all make a video of ourselves like you did, so we can see if we made any progression in a five year period. For those of us that actually DID progress, grow up a little  and learn from our mistakes, say Hoorah!!!!! to yourself and keep moving forward. Those who did NOT progress.... please try again... and DO what is required for progression. You CAN do it!


fav part of the video was seeing you get excited about knitting 🥺💖


Dear 14 year old me, you've in a really tough place right now and many more unfortunate things will happen. you enjoy watching this girl called dodie and want to do music in college.

you are now 18..and over the past five years you've grown and learned that you deserve to be treated better. you have mostly healed from your traumas and you are now in a loving relationship.
I know you currently aren't in a loving relationship but I promise he'll be gone one day. and you'll be happier. you do music in college and have a really cool group of friends. Eli is fine (our house cat)  and he still cuddles you when you're crying (which isn't as often). you're almost complete clean from self-harm and I couldn't be more proud of you. if I could give you a hug I would and I'd warn you to be more carful and less trusting, but you'll learn that. love you lots - Lily :3


this is incredible, why did I cry so much


ok. you look beautiful. GLOW UP!!! and im 20 this gives me so much JOY!


I’m 16 and I just filmed one to my 18 year old self.


Did I see this and write a letter to myself five years from now? Of course. So much can change in 5 years and going from 15 to 20 my whole life will change.


So her fluffy and cute hair secret is actually not brushing it? God, wish I could look that beautiful unu


I cried with you at the how's hedy and mum and dad. We both started at the same time


I also just turned 25 and I don't even want to think about what my 20 year old me would have said in such a video/letter 🙈


I wanna do this now. I‘m 22 now, but I am afraid I‘ll lose the video over the time of five years or I‘ll just not remember it. Any suggestions on that?


god, that video was like the third video I ever saw of yours and now its FIVE YEARS LATER THATS INSANE


I'm CRYING. I remember watching that video when you made it. Crazy.


1.30 in and already crying lmao me too girl


My 14th bd is in 5 days, i am inspired by you to maybe be a dear 19 yo me. Like a year ago i didn't know how to talk English so wowy what would have happen in 5 years :) thank you, love you!


weird i am 20 now and i definetly remember whatching „dear 25 year old me“ when i was 15.... fucking weird feeling


the perfume part really made me cry. i love you so much.


I'm so inspired to do one of these videos to my future self


you should totally do one for when you are 30


when she started roasting u ): i love this video. love it!


"...and it will be...so different, you WILL BE OKAY, and thank god I learned how to do better brows."


Welp this gave ME a little panick attack


I would be really interested if you could make a video on nose fillers? I'm interested about learning more about the procedure :)


09:07 have never related more to anything in my life 😂


omg she be 8th on trending tho - also FUCK i cried a lot watching this


you would be such a good companion on doctor who


You should rename this video to “have a cry with dodie”


dodie saying babe has me feeling some type of way 😳😳😳


That was an experience. Thank you darling.


i take spironolactone too! but i take it for hair loss cause when i get stressed and upset my hair gets upset and falls out


"Are you happy? I hope your happy." Damn the tears, the tears man, it's too much


omg i should’ve done this a couple of years ago. i was going through some crap like bullying ,, very very bad mental health and i shaved part of my head cuz someone said it looked bad but then it looked even worse. it was a lot but dodie was the person who helped me the most especially when i was standing in an aisle in aldi crying and having a panic attack

it’s a lil better now i don’t rlly have an ED anymore and i don’t sh anymore (yay) and i’m homeschooled


love that dodie posts randomly at 6 minutes to 10 on a sunday afternoon


That choked "oH DEar" at 8:02 hit different and now I'm sobbing too


i cannot believe i have been watching your stuff for five years now what the heck


dodie’s voice is already shaky at the start i want to hug her😭😭


I really can’t believe I’m here for 5 years already oh my god...


This made me cry, having known her since then and a little before.


i watched that when i was 9 holy crap i-


The most depressing part was the phone. Because nothing has changed in 5 years. lmao


"I hope there's still people to see it" it's #8 on trending hehe


when dodie cries, I cry<br>so I'm a bit dehydrated now

when dodie cries, I cry
so I'm a bit dehydrated now


Who else wrote/recorded a message to their future selves after watching this?


Omg. I think that was the like 2nd or 3rd video I ever watched, I can't believe that it's been 5 years!


The elevator music crying is so sweet and kinda funny. Thank you


This actually gives me hope because I’m gonna be an adult in two years and I’m so scared

@Sair’s vibe np <3 being a teenager is hard. Good for you for doing ur best at it. Lol <3

Nell Talbot it’s ok we’re in it together!!

thornprick thanks dude for telling me that 💗

It's scarier when looking ahead at the big unknown from where you are in the present, I think! The prospect of being an adult was scary for me when I was in high school. But now I look back on high school and I'm like "damn how'd I do that. That was hard. Good for me." I've also learned that all the hard stuff which caused me anxiety to think about was actually less anxiety-inducing as I experienced it! I don't think it's totally an age thing, though. I'm 21; not much older than Dodie in that video. My path was just different. So I think this is more of a general thing about anxiety and the future.


I remember when that video came out , that means i was 13 im 18 this year ....wait .....jeeesssuusssss !!!!!


TW; mention of su*cide

I was 17 when the original video came out, and 17 year old me had just lost one of my best friends to suicide.
the end of 2015 will be the hardest 2 months of your life, and 2016 will be even harder as the reality hits you. but 2016 will also be a year to cherish and immortalize your friendships with your very best friends. and make solid proud memories in honour of your lost best friend. 2016 you have the best summer of your life because of your loss you are celebrating every ounce of life you can, and you adopt your cat Potter.

2017 you lose your favourite uncle to a painful fast acting cancer, your family is very sad but the bittersweet memories bring you all joy and pride in knowing him, then you fall in love with some girl you never had a chance with and your heart broke HARD but you had a lot of fun and went to prom and dressed the gayest ever (tux and Van's), end of 2017 you visited Vancouver and had one of the coolest weeks of your life.

 2018 you go on a Tennessee bound roadtrip w ur dad, a great 3 days of fun. Summer 2018 u visit Ireland for 2 weeks for ur cousins wedding and have an incredible time exploring and spending time with family. 2018 I started to get my mental health together, and I did! Therapy, constant therapy!

 start of 2019 you lost your best furry friend, Jake the Pug, your dad was heartbroken. 2019 got better though, concerts with your best friend, adventures w family, began to truly love myself, personality, body AND mind. Then I met somebody and 'fell in love' , I started a band with my uncle. I had the coolest summer ever with all my friends. and I moved in with 3 of my best friends !

 2020 arrives and I get out of a bad toxic relationship, party a lot, go downhill mentally, college gets stressful, but you begin to find yourself again. you perform more with your band, get some gigs, and have a whole night of success after your open mic. :)  you also began to fail out of college. you fool around a bit. and then you recently met a boy, a really cool boy?? out of the blue, when I was not seeking romance at all and ?? it's currently going really well! like the over the moon, crazy shit. then Corona lockdown happened and threw a wrench in all your plans !!! I'm dealing though, the worlds on pause but I'm not ! I'm getting my mental health back on track, I'm taking care of myself again. Respecting myself again. I'm gettin there. :)

 (sorry this is so long, I've been through a LOT the past 5 yrs)


I'm going to create one for myself at 30


i literally have been waiting for this for 5 years 😭😭


Still waiting on charlieissocoollike to do his version of this when he’s 30


I cant believe this video made me cry ughhh


DODIE THOSE BROWS WERE ICONIC I LOVED THEM OKAY


"And thank God I learned to do... Better brows"<br>Okay, mood lol

"And thank God I learned to do... Better brows"
Okay, mood lol


I've just realised how long I've been following her it's been over 5 years when she wasn't even 20 and I wasn't even 15


the way she mumbled “fire emojis” i love u wholesome baby💕


OH MY GOD IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG


dear future me

are u dead? did you find out what’s wrong with yourself?
i’ll update in 5 years

Please do, I do hope this is still here 🙂


Jesus I thought Heydi died from how she cried jeez


im scared of geeting old im 23 this helps theank you and i love you theanks for the good music


Hi :) I’m 16. If there’s any advice anyone in these comments would give to their 16 year old self, put it here, please. I’m very much in need of advice :) <br>- rosalynn <3

Hi :) I’m 16. If there’s any advice anyone in these comments would give to their 16 year old self, put it here, please. I’m very much in need of advice :)
- rosalynn <3

Don’t give boys the time of day until you’re in college and even then, be extremely picky and don’t waste your time with people who take and don’t give.


On a second answer besides beautiful yes! on 02-10-2020  about 814 150 views. About 86k+ liked and 369 ppl weirldy disliked it(F you haters) ppl have seen your past and Present forms reconnect and as a 37 year old person, doodle wait till you are 30(altough i dont recomend you to be in a hurry about reaching 30 :D but yeah life is a continuos growth with alot of mistakes in the way but also some personal victorys(btw a friend introduced me to your musics and i ended up loving them) so.. to you and all of who ever reads this in their past forms looking for their future selfs, all the best of luck :) and best reguards from Portugal.


Hi, would love to know the stores of your tattoos.


There was a lot to unpack in this, and it has me thinking about my own life a lot.
But.
You bought a flat??


its so weird that me and dodie have the same birthday


I made the mistake of watching this while doing my make up


I literally have no idea who you are and I’m crying


This was such a powerful video to watch. I'm so happy for the person you have grown into Dodie, it's not easy to reflect on hardships and change sometimes but it's an essential part of our growth to look at all the things that have shaped us into who we are. To realize just how special we are and how our struggles, our laughs, our tears and our memories help make us the people we are today.


i  remember watching this video when it came out. i love you dodie. you have helped me for the past 5 and more years. you are amazing


Oh Dodie this was actually lovely. <3 I'm so proud of you! I was about 17, nearly 18 when I first started following you. I'm 23 now and life is changing so much, but this video is really comforting. Knowing everything still will be okay, even if some things fall apart. You are so strong and I'll always look up to you for being honest like this on such a harsh platform. I can't really explain, but it means so much that you are willing to put your heart out here for us, and be honest. I agree that it's more healthy to have your boundaries in doing so though, like you do now, for your own protection. Thanks for sharing this with us. <3


watching this video makes me feel like a proud parent. i am so proud of you dodie and how far you've come, you're an inspiration to us all! <3


So much love for you Dodie! Carry on being the awesome person so many people look up to, including me ☺✨


This was incredibly sweet, and such a raw experience for you i’m sure. Thank you for sharing this part of yourself dodie🤍


As someone who has watched you the past five years, I feel like I've, in a sense, grown up with you. I'm proud of the person you've become, and so much of your music has shaped my teenage years into adulthood. Thank you for sharing.


Thank you for making this Dodie, I can't believe I watched this 5 years ago, I was about to turn 15. I'm sat in my room crying because you sharing your journey about derealization made me realise I have a problem. And now I'm in trauma based therapy working on it. Thank you for being the human you are. 💓


I remember watching this when you posted it! This made me think on my own life as well! I remember finding "she" as a little queer girl and falling in love with how your brain seemed to work like mine with the depersonalisation and depression! It made me feel less alone and gave me comfort. Thank you for that. I'm so proud of you and all you've done💜


I adore dodie. I’m so emotional watching her in a better place, it’s been a long time of me keeping up with her and following her journey. I’m so proud.


this just hits in a lot of very soft and squishy places <3 thank you for sharing this with us, it's honestly such a very brave and beautiful thing to put out there, and i just want to say that i've been a fan for so long, and i'm still looking forward to whatever you create next ! and i might just do something like this for my 20th birthday in a few months, hehe 💙


Watching this as someone who is 20 right now gives me so much hope for the future. Seeing how you've grown personally and professionally just fills me with hope and joy for the next 5 years of my life so thank you for sharing this dodie


I remember watching the video when I was thirteen, and seeing you grow since is like growing up with a friend; you don’t really see the changes day to day or even year to year, but you look back in such pride of where you’ve come. I even felt like I was doing it with you, thinking about all that’s changed with me over the past five years. But you’re something that’s always been there. I’ve never lost my love for your music and videos. Thanks dodes x


i’ve been with you since 2015 and this just made me cry and idk what else to say, it’s great seeing that you made it through even though you didn’t think you would


This is mad. I remember you making this when I was 18. Equal parts terrifying,  heartwarming, and happy to have ‘grown up’ with you, your videos, and music.


this video has got me sobbing in my room. this was so moving and inspiring and actually really reassuring to watch as someone who is scared of growing up too and no longer being a teenager. i have a feeling that i'll rewatch this video whenever i need that kind of reassurance in the future. thank u dodie :)


I’m so proud of how much you grew. When I saw that video five(!!!) years ago, I was scared too. I’m 22 now and happy!! Doing what I want to do and so much has changed.


I haven’t watched your videos in a really long time, probably since you were 20 and filming those videos. But I was scrolling through Instagram and watched your story and was compelled to watch this.

This just puts in perspective how crazy life is and what all can change in 5 years. This was really inspiring to me. Thank you ❤


I'm so amazed that I watched both of these when they came out. I love your videos Dodie! They've helped me thought so many things


Nice to see, that you managed to stay wonderful all those years. And thank you for sharing your feelings so honestly. Hope, you will feel perfectly fine this year! And look forward too a fantastic future!!


Oh my god wow I was there when you posted that video. This made me tear up. I’m so proud of you and how far you have come! I can’t wait to see the 30 year old up date!


God ive been waiting for u to come out with this video, i watched it every year 🥺! Youre so strong and I absolutely admire your passion and hope. This made me feel so much better about the future!!


i was 11 when i first started watching you and now im 16. i've watched you grow and i've grown along with you and i cannot thank you enough! <3


this was soooo interesting to watch :) and also just what I needed rn. I feel like I sometimes get stuck in thinking things won’t pass (which I know is quite normal especially at a younger age) so sometimes receiving a little reminder that things do move forward can be very reassuring. So thank you for that 20yo dodie and 25yo dodie xx (also it is crazy to realize that the first video was uploaded 5 years ago??? how time flies, I still remember watching it at like 13???? hoooow?!?!)


Thank you for this video, I'm turning 20 next month and I'm gonna for sure make a "dear 25 year old me" video. I can't believe how much you've grown and how in these short 5 years so much has happened for you. Happy birthday and I hope you are happy :)


Oh Dodie please please please make another one for when you’re 30! That was SUCH a joy to watch and so relatable on so many levels... made me ask myself so many questions and sort of sat my 20 year old self down with me throughout watching this. So bloody nice to give yourself a hug sometimes and this is such a beautiful way of doing that! DO IT AGAIN ITS SO COOL


This made me less scared of growing old... thanks Doddie! I was here since you were 20 and I was 18, I'm gonna be 23 soon and 30 feels just around the corner even though I'm still just 22. Anyway, hope you're ok, stay safe with the hole virus thing!


i love you so much dodie ❤<br>cannot believe that I’ve been watching your channel for so long. This video rlly puts it into perspective. I just love u very much

i love you so much dodie ❤
cannot believe that I’ve been watching your channel for so long. This video rlly puts it into perspective. I just love u very much


Literally cried with you the entire time - that 20 year old video was the first one I watched of yours. I was highly confused and obsessed for a while about you after that. Hope you are doing okay dodie. <3


You're so amazing and genuine. Stay strong <3


I just decided that I'm gonna film a video like this for myself. The future is scary, it's completely uncertain. I think this'll help me a lot to.... continue on. Thank you for letting us be part of this journey, we love you. ❤


I've been watching you for like 3 years, just wanted to say this vid is beautiful and i would absolutely love to get the chance to cross paths with you some day, even for a couple seconds. Such thing seems pretty impossible bc i live in Argentina but who knows, right?
Your art and what you share in your videos (and your ig posts) make me happy and inspire me. Back when you used to share a lot more, i found comfort in seeing someone being so human, but i totally understand why you chilled out a bit, being vulnerable is not always good for you, especially if you're doing it with the whole world lol. I also used to overshare a LOT and now i understand why it's not the best idea to always do that.
I've changed a lot in these years. I relate to you in many ways. You seem like a wonderful human being, i'm so glad that you're getting better. Just wanted to comment this to let you know that what you're doing is actually influencing people for the better (must be so weird to have so many people watching you omg). I hope you continue to share little bits of you through your music or whatever way you want to. <3


This video made me cry too. It's so weird, I watched your 20-year old video exactly on the day you uploaded it and to know that that was 5 years ago... crazy to see that I've been a part of your fandom for about 6 years and also crazy to think about all the things that happened in my personal life since I watched that video... Thank you so much for sharing this. Stay safe xx


God I was 15, now 20, when that came out and I remember watching it the same day, it's amazing to watch how you've grown as a person


Still here as a dodie fan, i remember when she came to australia and played for us, woo, so much has happened and ive enjoyed watching your videos, god us,  you and your audience have grown quite a bit, be proud of that fact.


Wow. I remember when you released the first video. I’m turning 25 this year as well, and I’m terrified? I wish I would have done a time capsule thing like this. Beautiful video.


You got me crying, I remember this video🥺 <br>I love you, Dodie!

You got me crying, I remember this video🥺
I love you, Dodie!


Doddle figuring out how to mew made me feel so wonderful and fuzzy. I'm so happy you're doing orthotropics!


i know you don't really like talking on yt anymore, but everytime you upload a video where you talk i just get so happy and calm :) you are truly a lovely human!!! when i feel down you always make me feel better and i hope you realise how big and beautiful your impact has been on us ♥


i remember watching that video when it was posted. i was twelve years old and it was at the very start of my journey with mental illness. it made me feel hopeful during that time, like somehow i'd be able to look back at myself in five years and say that everything will be okay. i was also terrified of the future, but i still wanted to skip ahead to the future when things would be better. now i can confidently say that things can and will get better with time. i lost friends, i lost loved ones, but i am okay. thank you dodie, for feeling comfortable enough to share these parts of your life with us. thank you for letting us know that it's okay to be sad, it's okay to be angry, it's okay to feel these things. thank you for talking about derealization, as someone who also has it it's so validating and helpful to hear others talk about it. thank you for always being there for us. i can't even begin to explain how much you've affected my life and i'll always be grateful for it. i love uuuuu <3


I remember watching this video and watching the response from 25 year old Dodie gave 21 year old me a lot of hope and perspective. Thank you for sharing ur life and giving me hope then and giving me hope now. :')


I love you dodie 💜 This made me so emotional... I missed you so much :(


This was beautiful. Also found it comforting for someone who’s at the age of your first video💓 I seem to be scared of all the same things.


Thank you for sharing these private moments and thoughts...love you, Dodie


I finally cried. I cant remember the last time I cried, and you helped me remember how good it feels and how wonderful it is to,,, feel. I never saw the first video, as I was 10 when it came out, but watching it now and seeing how scared and unhappy in the present that you were reminds me of me. I'm terrified of the future, and I wish more than anything that I could go back to being a carefree, happy child. I'm crying again. Thank you, dodie, so much. Seeing you now, five years later, so much brighter, so much more sure of yourself, gives me hope. I will discover who I am, and I will learn how to take care of myself, how to connect with people again. I know I will still be broken, but I also know that that's ok, because you've given me hope. Maybe I'll write to 20 year old me, see if she remembers this video and how it taught her that change can be good, and so can she. Thank you, again, I am so proud of how far you've come, and I can't wait to see if I go the same distance

i am 20 now, and wish i had put down my thoughts more often when i was 15. a lot of amazing things happen especially from 15 to 20! its insane. i think i will make a note to my future self sometime soon too. :)


I remember watching the original when I must've been 12 😮 that's crazy, still love your music and videos though 💕🖤


This is such an emotional, but beautiful video, like a piece of art. I'm in rehab and will probably be for my 20th birthday (I'm 19). So, I think I'll do something similar, like writ either a poem or letter to myself, and also one to my past self, because mental health rehab has taken me so far.


I was 15 when you originally uploaded, I wrote a letter to myself because of you... I've sinced moved to London and I've got no bloody idea where it's gone but seeing your journey made me cri a little. Look how far five years can take you <3


god i was so scared to watch this bc i just turned 20 and i think i have a lot of the same fears you expressed in that first video but it was actually so comforting. i hope i can look back in 5 years and be happy with who i am as well


I was watching you heavily at the time you posted that video, I am now twenty so it is super cool growing up with and behind you in a way.   Thanks for sharing and thanks fro showing us it gets better


It's so wild to have grown up while watching Dodie, I'm 19 now and I've watched that vid when I was 14...Oh god.


God it’s so weird I remember when the 20 year old version came out! It’s good to see you chatting again 💛


I struggle to cry but it looks like you're going to handle that for both of us.

I have so much respect for you for recording and then uploading this. Two super amazing steps.

Much love 💜


i started crying when you said you lost your cat, i’ve lost a couple of pets before when i was 10 and 12, it’s really hard to lose a pet. hope you’re doing okay! 💕


this was so incredibly beautiful. brought ME to tears


wowww. ive been here a WHILE. i remeber that video coming out and thinking woahhh ill be turning 18 that year. and now its here. i cried with you, that was tense. im so glad youre doing better, and its been amazing watching you grow <3


It's nice to think that I watched that video years ago and so much has changed, so much in the world has changed for better or worse. Dear God sobbed all the way through that lol


I realised I kind of 'grew up with you' these past few years because I think I found your video's around 12/13 and I'm 18 now.. that's such a beautiful feeling, thank you for sharing bits and bobs of your life :)


This is a crazy brave thing to do. I think big kudos to you for putting this out here, it couldn’t have been easy, and presenting it all in such a personal but respectful way. I turn 20 this year, it’s definitely weird to think I know everything now but in five years I’ll look back and recognise how much I didn’t know


gosh what a moving video. hope you're good after doing it ! must be so weird. like you're the same person but also totally not like how mad !!! im 23 and wish i did the same thing because as u said so much can change in this time !! defo gonna start writing letters to future me. thank you for sharing <3


It fucking broke my heart to see Dodie cry, but I am so glad you feel better now. You deserve it.


i'm 20 and unhappy and everything 20 year old you fears here, i do too. 15 feels like yesterday and i want it back so badly, this video put a lot into perspective and made me cry v much thank you so much for sharing and being you <3


Whoa I remember watching this video at 17. I am now 23.  I remember relating to you so much at 17, wanting to be younger. Now at 23, I went through a horrible year at 22 and I felt like my mental state changed massively. It's getting better, ish. I have days where I am angry at everything, and just let out so many emotions, but I hope in a year's time, I am much better.


ohmygod i cried so much. It feels like dodie grew up with me. I was about 10 when that was filmed and now am 15 and it’s weird how much time has passed and how much older we all are... gross


I love this, I remember watching that video when you uploaded it and you've come so far!!

(Also omg I would love to know where you got the pattern you are using for that jumper bc it looks like it's going to be SO COSY omg I love it!!)


ahhhh family issues..... too relatable <3 i might make one of these in a couple years for my 25-year-old self and never post it... congratulations on achieving the dreams you have!! ur a role model for me :'>


I’m so glad you were able to do this for yourself and have this chance to reflect, even as you look ever forward. I also wanted to thank you for this; I have my own 5-year letter written as an assignment for the closing year of High School, and better understand how important it can be. This June I’ll get to see just what’s changed, and like you, I’ll probably keep it going forward; I may shave off a few years to make it to 25 year old me though... XD

Anyway, Happy Easter! And may the coming years bless and strengthen you as these have!


bruh i handnt cried in months (bottling up emotions due to past experiences). the part about you asking how your parents are made me tear up. my parents died, a year apart from each other, this summer 2 and 3 years ago. 5 years ago i would have had no clue. thanks for this.


I watched the first video some years ago (not 5 tho), and I related so much to the questions you've made for your 25yo self. Now, having watched your response, I can relate again SO MUCH MORE to you, seeing how afraid you were, how uncertain things seemed to be (lol)... and how things, um, have found their way. and how you've found your way too. you had to deal with so much, and oh my gosh, it was hard. but you've made it. and, for my part, I've made it too. I'm making it work, little by little.
i wish I've made a letter to myself when I was 15, 20, so I could answer and have a little realization on how things change. life is so strange, so wonderful.
i really hope happiness keeps finding you. you've made me find it, in some ways.


I wrote a letter for myself in the future too and sometime last year I opened it. It is really weird seeing yourself be so scared of the future. Especially when you know the outcome now. I cried a bit reading that back.


Happy birthday baby dodie love you dodie hope you have a great birthday you're such a beautiful person in every way


This was super emotional for me but like in a cathartic way if that makes sense? change is scary and it's overwhelming but the main thing is, things do get better eventually. I had a bit of a cry watching this and I am just sending all my love and virtual consensual hugs to everyone watching this video.


I was 13 when you posted dear 25. I'm 18 now. It's interesting to witness change like that. It's beautiful. It's like whenever I listened to your song "when" and the lyric 'gotta get it in my head, I'll never be sixteen again' has had multiple meanings as I aged. When I was 15 it was a note to my future self, to cherish the year I am sixteen because I'll never be it again. When I was sixteen it was a reminder to enjoy the moment because I knew I was living years I would look back on and miss. And after that, it was a reminder of how nostalgia can be dangerous and how I need to keep looking forward.


Sometimes you don't realise just how much things have changed and how much you've grown until you hear from your past self in some way or another. This was so lovely, Dodie. I hope you do write your 30-year-old self a letter!


i wasnt expecting to cry at this i luv dodie so much :')


I feel seen. The passing of time is one of those things that get me. Like I am so happy I am not younger me because she was in a horrible mental space ( I also have dp dr) but I am sad that my life started at 20 because depression ruined my teenage years


The fact that I was a tiny little teenager looking up to dodie at that time and now I’m here. Technically an adult. Still here


Self growth is so incredibly beautiful this is truly such a touching video


I’m 20 right now and after this video I’m genuinely considering doing something like this for 25 year old me.


I cried with you when you was talking about hedy it made me think about my little sister and all the things she as achieved in the past few years xx


ohgod im 20 i was 15 when i watched your video and now i am the one sobbing because im so so happy for you and also for me because i am in so much better place than before and. im so happy youre still making music and im so happy i got to see you and wow im crying so much bye


Do a video to your 30 year old self! Absolutely loved this dodieee


You’re so much happier and proud of yourself i’m gonna cry


i have derealisation too!!! everyday is veryyy hard <3
you make me want to start making youtube videos again
i'm 20 right now ahah, guess i gotta make one for myself


turning 20 in may <br>watching this and crying with you 💕

turning 20 in may
watching this and crying with you 💕


Dodie has grown so much in 5 years, this made me look back at my 5 years and be like well shit also https://www.futureme.org/letters/new


I'm turning 20 very soon.. and I started writing those letters at 16. It is crazy how much has happened within every year🙈


that hedy part hid hard for me. my parents anounced their break up just a few days ago. ill hope i grow into a women like dodie one day, i hope heal like her


wow this was so surreal i was 11 when you were 20 and everything’s changed so much in my life since then


i watched the original video and 15 and now im 20 !!!! this is insane to watch. this made me less scared to grow up


This makes me want to make a sort of time capsule like that. I use a journal app which helps me see how much I've grown in just a few months by looking back at how I felt through the calendar function, and helps me to realize how different events can cross over other events different from how I remember. I'm also in a really good place where I can look back at my younger self, or any version of myself, and feel compassion, sympathy, and pride. I think if I can do that now, I can continue doing that in the future. I don't know if I would make it event-based, either. Like This Exact Age to This Exact Age. But maybe like, two years from the date I decide to make it. Or something.

(I've specifically been able to see that I've grown in just a few months because I'm experiencing a lot of life changes so the growth is more constant from October to now, than in like, July looking back on February. Wherein not that much changed about me, relatively.)


This is hard to think about. My mum died a week before my 20th birthday, I was too depressed to work and very ill which then meant I had my kidney removed. Now 24 and saving a deposit with the best boyfriend ever who went through it all with me.


holy crap... i watched the original video when i was 14 years old. fourteen. and i'm now 19 watching 'dear 20 year old me' and in a weird way it's like youre talking to me. imma make one of these vids for my own channels and it's gonna be so weird. you're such a huge part of my teen years and it's strange to watch you be so Apart from the person i idolised when i was 14. thank you for growing, thank you for changing, and thank you for inspiring me. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤


This just made me put "make a message to your 30 year old self" on my to-do list. I'm 24 right now and I'm dreading the day I would turn 30. It feels like my youth and life would end by then. I managed to survived 2 major depression by now that required me to be on medication and I'm afraid that my depression would become chronic and it will just come back again and again. I guess that's the main topic I want to tell my 30 years old self. Would depression be a thing of the past for me?


In general, it seems like to me that it turned out to be good in general at the end which must be great, because you're past version has no idea you're capable of and now you have gone through it, you can comment on her saying that she was so afraid and she gets better. she helps you evaluate your current habits and feelings and appearance in a good way which I think does its purpose. even though there are bitter bits, i'm glad that you're better than the 20 year old dodie!


Dodie: you have not only changed your own life for the better, but the life of many others too. That is one of the biggest achievements you can ever achieve. Be proud of yourself and enjoy the present.


its so surreal that i watched that original video as a 13/14 year old and now im about to turn 19 (practically the age you were when you made the original video wow)


Ok, i remember the first video i watched Dodie
Was Stuck The Way We Are, me and my little sister used to sing this everytime and now i sended this video to my sister and she said: wow... You still watch her!
I watched the "dear 25yo me" when you louched it! I was 15!!
I started watching Dodie and by the time i did not understood english, wtf!!
Dodie, i wish you the best always, such a beautiful soul, such a kind person, really, all my respect for you and even your family.
Happy B Day <3
(Ps: i cried the entire video)


I was 15 when i saw the first video, and now i am 20 seeing this. Its been quite a ride already.


can't believe i was 13 when u recorded the original vid! was just as scared of change as you used to be


did anyone else bawl their eyes out the entire time? <br>just me? ok.

did anyone else bawl their eyes out the entire time?
just me? ok.


wow i remember you making that video.. im 20 now, i have been going through so much. I think  I will do something similar for 25 year old me. Maybe in a letter, idk yet


I found you so late im really sorry for that. i know , you won’t even see this comment but thank you for inspire, hope and happiness. Love ya


oh i haven’t cried like that for a while now, god it was a good cry


why is this gonna make ME cry ive been watching you for so long omg...


I was in junior high when the first video cane out and now I'm ending high school..  this is crazy!


I am 21 and now I really want to write a letter to my 25 or 26 year old me 😅


i’m only sixteen now but i want to record a video to like, twenty or twenty-five year old me 🥺 i used to always write notes to myself and hide them around, at any random point i’ll find one and feel very nostalgic. one of my most important notes has to do with you! i was twelve when i first came out, the girl reacted terribly and told me i was going to hell, that god hated me and what i ‘had’ was a sickness. i wrote a note to myself speaking of ‘she’, talking about how this girl <del>who i had been friends with for seven years and was harbouring one of my first girl crushes on</del> said that i was wrong but how your song just made me feel like it couldn’t be wrong and how i don’t think it’s a sickness if they just seem so gorgeous. your voice and music was and still is a safe place for me, for four years now i have been able to come to your music if i ever needed a place to feel like my feelings were valid. rainbow i sobbed my heart out to, i came out to an old friend with your coming out song as well. i now have both the rainbow and she shirt, they just remind me of how i have overcome everything and i’m even out for the most part now. you are truly a beautiful person and i’m so glad i found you :) forever wishing i had the secret for the mad shirt, it’s such a gorgeous song. i have your book too! i think i’m a little obsessed with buying your stuff, come to think of it. i have three of your pins, the sunflower, monster and party tattoos one. i have two of your tote bags, the shirts mentioned before, and your book! now you just need to come to australia lmao

i’m only sixteen now but i want to record a video to like, twenty or twenty-five year old me 🥺 i used to always write notes to myself and hide them around, at any random point i’ll find one and feel very nostalgic. one of my most important notes has to do with you! i was twelve when i first came out, the girl reacted terribly and told me i was going to hell, that god hated me and what i ‘had’ was a sickness. i wrote a note to myself speaking of ‘she’, talking about how this girl -who i had been friends with for seven years and was harbouring one of my first girl crushes on- said that i was wrong but how your song just made me feel like it couldn’t be wrong and how i don’t think it’s a sickness if they just seem so gorgeous. your voice and music was and still is a safe place for me, for four years now i have been able to come to your music if i ever needed a place to feel like my feelings were valid. rainbow i sobbed my heart out to, i came out to an old friend with your coming out song as well. i now have both the rainbow and she shirt, they just remind me of how i have overcome everything and i’m even out for the most part now. you are truly a beautiful person and i’m so glad i found you :) forever wishing i had the secret for the mad shirt, it’s such a gorgeous song. i have your book too! i think i’m a little obsessed with buying your stuff, come to think of it. i have three of your pins, the sunflower, monster and party tattoos one. i have two of your tote bags, the shirts mentioned before, and your book! now you just need to come to australia lmao


I cried so much watching this video and I don't even know why


it’s nice to not cry alone. it’s nice to not feel alone.


Out of all the things that made me cry in this it was about the cat! I don't even have a cat...


I’ve been waiting 4? Years for this and god I wasn’t ready I can’t believe it’s been that long ahh


damn i watched this when i was 13 and now i’m 18 thats crazy


Exactly the videos that 16 and 21 year old me needed


I’m 23 now and I never made a video or wrote a letter but oh boy the things that I’ve been through in 3 years? 20 year old me would be terrified and proud and ugh. I felt this video too much and I’m still 2 years away from 25.... what will happen??? Exciting stuff


I never expected you to reply to yourself, I figured it would be too personal a thing - but I guess I'm glad you posted it? It's weird to be a fan and feel some sort of manufactured connection to someone I have no right to know. It's kind of lonely, but in an "everything is as it should be" kind of way.

Wow though. I watched that first video when I was 16 and I'm 21 now. I was always obsessed with this idea that I could already know my future partner/husband without knowing it, I was so silly and insecure, because, you know, 16. Now I hop between countries with my de facto partner, whom I already knew at 16. Which is wild. I wonder how much more I'll know at 26. I hope I'm more confident. I'm sure I will be.

And FoR The LOVE of GoD I hOPE I DO SOME PROPER SKINCARE because I definitely dO nOT NOW.


me as me crying 5 different times during this video WOW


i remember the video coming out omfg i’ve been here a long time 🥺


wow yeah I remember watching this video when you first made it... I was 15 and now I'M 20 😬 kinda scary...


I wonder if dodie got her deposit back from previous appartment afer scrathing the walls with her skooter.<br>And if mooving her IKEA shelf was actually hell.

I wonder if dodie got her deposit back from previous appartment afer scrathing the walls with her skooter.
And if mooving her IKEA shelf was actually hell.


well watching this knowing i watched the original 5 years ago is so weird


Do your teeth also chatter when you’re nervous? I thought I was the only one lol


I had my birthday too, life changes so much.


i didn't know i needed this until i stumbled upon this


I have to say... I'm your age, and Jeeesuus that video looks like it was yesterday you uploaded, time runs insanely fast DDDD:


Damn u crying and talking to your past self made me cry :((( love u


this is so beautiful. you are so beautiful


Jesus. I still cannot believe that 2015 was 5 years ago. it fells like yesterday, yet 2017 feels like 20 years ago, that is just my messed up concept of time, it all passes so weirdly.


Feeling a little childish because I loved the 20 year old Dodie's make up and hair so much. 😬 You look lovely now of course. But I love the vintagey Dodes.


oh god wHY DID THIS MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL


20 YEAR OLD DODIE AND 25 YEAR OLD DODIE U GUYS DESERVE THE WORLD


Dodie: sorry hon but those eyebrows don't suit you

20 year old Dodies eyebrows: well I'll be damned


I gotta film a video for my 20 year old self rn


Oof this had me crying my eyes out and i don't even know why


Last time i was this early she was still 20


Hey we’re birthday twin so happy late birthday to us!!♥


tbh I think your brows were pretty iconic back then


"...I wouldn't go back, i definitely wouldn't do all this again..." oof


I shouldn’t have watched this on my period oh god


when in the next five year milestone she’ll be 30
guys what

when in the next five year milestone she’ll be _30_
guys what


somehow this is the most important video i’ve ever watched


You're the most beatiful girl I've ever seen


i can't believe that video was five years ago i remember when it was uploaded!! yikes!


Please don't take this critically, but I think you involve yourself too much with emotions. They are actually a choice until they get out of control. When you hear something that triggers you into fear, anger, sadness or guilt etc, catch the emotion and choose to not go down that thought path. Just feel nothing and accept what you've heard then move on. Highly recommend reading the power of now. I feel that you put so much pressure on yourself and are also stuck thinking about the past a lot. You deserve to be happy x

@anne I get your point but it's my decision to make my comment and it might help her in some way. I study psychology at uni and know that therapy does not always help. If you'd read the book and knew about spirituality you'd get it. You can oppose to my comment as can she, I don't care tbh just want to spread my ideas/knowledge about improving mental health.

heyy it's really nice of you to comment this, but I don't think it's your place to comment on dodies mental health. I am pretty sure she is in therapy and not waiting for advice from people who don't know her. don't take this the wrong way, of course you mean well! I'm just saying maybe be don't comment things like this when you don't know her.


🔥🔥🔥bi babe 🔥🔥🔥

🔥🔥🔥bi babe 🔥🔥🔥


the craziest part is i can’t believe i was here when you posted videos five years ago :0


you're so similar to my big sister its actually scary


Im 25 to BTW . You could react to your 25 year old self,  reacting to your 20 your old self when you turn 30 lol


Wow I really want to do this now. I'm 19 but 20 this year.. maybe I should


I hate when dodie cries, it makes me feel sooo sad


Happy birthday to you !  <br>but please prefer music for your therapy coms (mais oui on t'aime !)

Happy birthday to you !
but please prefer music for your therapy coms (mais oui on t'aime !)


How did you get to face time Demi Lovato 😲


I will make a video for myself  now.... I already remmeber I wrote a letter to myself in 9th grade  i will receive it when 10 years passes counting from when I wrote it. But a video is nice. I am 20 and i will make a video too now, thank you ♡. I am a bit of a mess  right now and i think it would be  nice to leave myself questions and thoughts and feelings to look back to in the future  and analyze myself and see myself and just that's great, thanks ♡❀


She didn’t answer if she was happy, I hope she is


there's this website that emails you a letter you write to yourself u can do that if you want !


I'm going to do this now,<br> where is my video camera at!

I'm going to do this now,
 where is my video camera at!


i love that we have the same birthday (april 11)