I also have PTSD from my abusive father, and I'm not trying to put him in the spotlight with fingers pointing at him, but it was physically, mentally, emotionally, and even spiritually, that all happened when I was a kid. It got to where I couldn't talk to anyone, and it also got to where I couldn't even finish school. It really made my life a misery, that I started having thoughts of suicide, and thank god I didn't do it. I finally got the courage to tell everyone about the problem, why it caused me to stop school, and why I thought about suicide. Afterwards my parents had divorced, and I am still living with my mom right now, I'm thinking about becoming a graphics designer. And your videos do help me a lot, they bring my mind at ease. I know that there's lots people that can relate to eachother, and I think that's best way to bring all of our pasts to closure. Sorry for rambling I just wanted to express lots of things, hope you get better soon!


We’re all here for you - right now, just focus on recovery, okay?


Kitti minx I'm sorry all this happened to you I love your asmr its relaxing and sometimes erotic. But don't let the negative people back in your life even if you slightly trust the it can only end up bad and we don't mind how long you leave just as long as you yourself gets better I'm only twenty and shit  like this always happens because I care to much and can't say no to anyone.


im sorry this has happened.  you can take all the time you need. we understand and will wait for you.


Kitti i'm so sorry about all that

That person who Abused you should be sorry for harming such a Sweet Person like you


I've not had the chance to listen since this was uploaded at like 3 in the morning for me and I have to go to work early, so I couldn't listen when I woke up, but I wish for a speedy recovery and for Karma to bite this abuser in the ass. <br>We all love ya immensely and don't want to see any harm befall you

I've not had the chance to listen since this was uploaded at like 3 in the morning for me and I have to go to work early, so I couldn't listen when I woke up, but I wish for a speedy recovery and for Karma to bite this abuser in the ass.
We all love ya immensely and don't want to see any harm befall you


Oh Kitti, my heart goes to you in these hard times. Take it easy, we'll be here, take your time, you're not alone. Recover one step at a time, take strength with your loved ones and knowing we care.


There's absolutely no need to apologize. I'm so sorry that happened to you. That's absolutely awful. 😔 I hope you're feeling better now, and we love you too! 😊


I know some people that put on masks in order to better hide their feelings. You have a community some would die for, and everyone in it is willing to support you in any way they can. You don't need a mask, just be yourself around your community


Minx, take all the time u need. I find ur stuff relaxing. Especially ur thicc lamia wife video, I think I’ve actually falling asleep to that video a few times. Hope ur feeling better.
May the force be with you.
Edit: my sanity is not perfect, I suffer from depression. But I view myself one of the lucky ones. I’ve been off anti-depressants for a decade and a half now, at least.


We'll always be here for you Kitti. We love your content and care about you. You're awesome and amazing so please never forget that


My god the sanity of this person to stoop this low I'm so sorry that you had to feel all of this including the disease you have but don't worry we understand that you need time off in fact you could take a month off and we would still support you. So don't worry Kitti we will still be here and we hope you stay safe as you truly are a wonderful person worthy of respect, care, and love no so worthy in fact that worthy isn't even the word to use so please feel better and remember to stay safe, stay smart, and stay positive.

Sincerely, Sebastian The Berserker


I'm sorry that you've had to go through so much! 😢 You poor woman.


We understand minx we here in the  community are here to support and pray for you


Hope you’re feeling better, physically and emotionally, very soon!


Oh Man Kitti I'm So Sorry to hear that,<br> I hope you Get Better And take all the Time you need to Recover.

Oh Man Kitti I'm So Sorry to hear that,
 I hope you Get Better And take all the Time you need to Recover.


We all love you and support you!  Take your time with your troubles.  You have helped me so much, yet I’m a random stranger in the world.  The best I can do to help you is to be patient and listen to you.  Thank you so much.


let me just say i hate abusive people. it makes me mad that this happened to you. you don't deserve to go through that. i'm sorry you went through all that. be strong don't give up. just power through.


i’m so so sorry... you don’t deserve any of this horrible stuff happening to you. you’re an amazing person and this is so unfair. i’ll understand if you need to take breaks for self care and/or recovery, i love your content and i enjoy it when you do upload vids but i really want you to be okay. you’re the best ♥


Wow, I'm sorry you went through all that. the last time I was sick was 2 years ago with a really bad cold.


Please don't be sorry, you have nothing to be sorry about. It's completely understandable that you couldn't upload any new videos because of your sickness and depression. Us viewers totally understand and we will keep supporting you no matter what. Don't feel bad about not being able to make new videos, focus on your overall health first since that's way more important.


I'm sorry all the pain that you went through. Hope your recovery goes well.


Damn. Sorry you have to go through that type of stuff. Wish you the best. We'll always be here for you.


Get better soon lass. We're all wishing you the best of luck and we hope the best for you. Even if you're not religious God bless you. You are an awesome person and you always interact with your audience to let em know whats going on. In my book, that makes you an all around awesome person. Wish you the best of luck. :)


Kitti take all the time you need we all understand and I'm sorry that this happened to you. You will get over this I believe you will be able to get away from those old wounds and start a new chapter in your life.


My godness, i dont know what to say now.
I mean, i've heard about problems before, but this is something else.

And again with the apologize stuff, Kitty, you DONT need to apologize for anything. And im pretty sure that your Patreons and subscribers (if they really appreciate you), fully understand your situation.

I really hope everything go well from now on for you.
Please take care and rest as much time as you need.
Good luck on your work.

And remember:
"There will always be a rainbow at the and of the storm"
Things will always get better. ;3


I'm sorry for you I'll definitely be praying for you. I hope you get better soon and get over this pain both physical and emotional.


Do your best to take care of yourself. I know we all hope you feel better soon. My sister is in a place pretty similar with her ex husband. I don't understand what makes people treat the person they're supposed to love the most so horrifically, but the aftermath is tough to watch. Glad you have someone good now.


I'm sorry to hear that, you don't deserve this. Some people just have to struggle through life, every time I was sick of it your videos really helped me. I hope you get better soon. Sincerely, Adam Z.


Stay strong 💪 Kitti I'll be praying for you


I am so sorry to hear that this happened to you and I hope everything gets better soon


Kitti minx thanks for the update
And All so sorry that you under the weather get plenty of rest stay hydrated get plenty of rest
You mean all lot to us
Get well soon


Take You're Time Getting Back Kitti, Even A God Needs To Rest. I'd Also Like To Say Congrats On You're Baby! (I Guess I Missed A Post?). One More Thing: 1: Stay Safe, I'd Hate If ANYTHING Happened To You, You're One Of My Favorite ASMRtists (Yes, That's What I'm Calling You Guys) You're Vids Are The Highlight Of My Week. Allow Me To Reiterate: We're Here For You, That'll Never Change. We Can Wait, Focus On You're Recovery.


Im sorry to hear you had to deal with that i hope everything gets sorted out


Sorry to hear life's been putting you down, but don't let it get to you. This too shall pass, you'll feel good again, and until then, rest up and take care of yourself!


Oh dear, i'm so sorry to hear that. God bless you to be healed.

Sincerely,
Willis Aw.

@EvanHead thanks, i'm a Christian (not fully Christian yet)

Bruh I feel like you are so underrated. God bless you for sayin that.


I'm so sorry this happened. I will pray for you. Hope you feel better soon.


Hope for the best for you kitti, sending prayers your way


😢😢 jesus christ Kitti, I'm so sorry to hear how the last month and a bit has been absolute hell for you, I do pray for a speedy recovery for you and it breaks my heart to hear you suffering from depression due to the fact that the person who caused untold pain,  grief and trauma in the past has decided to insert themselves into your life all of a sudden, I can sympathize and relate to you in quite a few ways because about 4-5 years ago I was in highschool (I'm turning 21 in about 5 weeks) and I dated this girl I loved only after 3 months together she decided to spread a lie about me which was not true and after our break up she spent the next 1-2 years fucking with my emotions and my head (some times mentally but mostly emotionally abused, and before people ask why didn't I pick up on it and cut ties with her, I have aspergers syndrome and for my whole life I have struggled to interpret, read and understand social situations, people, their emotions as well as my own and even trying to understand what people mean when they say things hope that helps) I found out about this from my dad telling me, I have have cut ties with her and haven't heard nor seen her ever since. Though I have gotten better and can talk to people about what I think and feel, the scars are still there and I unfortunately now have some trust issues when it comes to wanting to date someone but I am trying to move on and have been to a therapist before (at least 3 times). I feel for you and honestly I am very happy that you have D in your life, he seriously is absolutely amazing bloke and you both make a fantastic couple, take your time I have no problem at all waiting for whenever you are ready to create video's again besides you have remained one of the biggest influences on me getting into asmr and I am forever grateful, you have created many characters that I absolutely love and adore and hell have made a come back like one of if not my most favourite succubus ever Poppy (seriously she is waifu material) I do miss aiko though (she is still one of the best yanderes ever and she is still very near and dear to my heart). Sorry about my ramblings but I had a lot in my head that I needed to out. Have a wonderful rest of your day, take care, much love to you and cheers from a fan in Australia have a good one Kitti minx bye 👋 😊😊😊😢😢😞😞😔😔😌😌😌❤❤❤❤❤👍👍👍👍👍👍👍


Oh my gosh! I'm sorry to hear that Kitti Minx. Anyway I wish you a speedy recovery :)


I hope you will be good :') have great days Kitti Minx I believe you


Hope u feel better soon and dont listen to the abusers just block them out of your life


HUGS TIGHTLY
I can't offer any advice, because I haven't been in your situation. However, I am a part of a community of people who are all very supportive. Many of them can offer all kind of advice, as they have been where you are. If you ever want to talk with them, it is a Discord server, I'll give you a link.

*HUGS TIGHTLY*
I can't offer any advice, because I haven't been in your situation. However, I am a part of a community of people who are all very supportive. Many of them can offer all kind of advice, as they have been where you are. If you ever want to talk with them, it is a Discord server, I'll give you a link.


I’m so sorry I wish I could give you a hug and comfort you like the way you’re voice has done for me.


This world is cruel and twisted. And the good have to suffer with the bad and it’s really not fair....

Im so sorry Kitti


I....I thought.....no.<br>I'm so sorry all of this has happened to you. When I saw this it hit me like a truck.

I....I thought.....no.
I'm so sorry all of this has happened to you. When I saw this it hit me like a truck.


My God, I'm really sorry to hear that. I hope you will get better soon.


I'm sorry to hear what happening to you. Get well soon.


I'm so sorry kitty,I hope you get better.


OMFG ARE YOU GOING TO BE OK?!<br>Praying things will change in your favor soon.

OMFG ARE YOU GOING TO BE OK?!
Praying things will change in your favor soon.


This is all just a bad dream . . .

Kitti, stay determined!

(please get the reference)


I had a feeling something went bad in the organs the moment I heard you got the fever. I was worried an extra bit ruptured or something. Please, please, PLEASE never ever give bronchitis a chance. Three trips to the ER will vouch for that. Almost died when I was five. I’m so sorry about everything else. Just remember this - it takes no effort to do nothing, but it takes everything to forgive. And forgiveness is the only way to truly fix things. Just make sure to keep a safe distance, but don’t make it excessive. It only makes it worse.

I can say strongly that abuse is something I can understand a bit. My parents were really abusive in hindsight. They always listened to everyone but me, and only did what was right for them. They just said what they were ‘supposed to’. It scares me. I’ve gotten violent a few times. It has horrible. I would never wish an abusive relationship on anyone. I was gimped in school because of it, and I can’t even think of myself learning anything, and I can’t travel with my parents anywhere anymore - literally learning anything or going anywhere with my parents - without monstrous anxiety and PTSD. It hurts. But this will always be your choice. Do what you think is the right thing. I have autism, so my own ineptitude would be higher than average.


My abuser was the same way kitti almost everything you said was the same. I'm so sorry once again.


I tried to think of something to say, but in this situation there is really nothing to say except, I love you.  I know that might not mean anything. You don't know me, we will probable never meet, but I am a real person, and the fact that a real person can sit by and listen to every word come out of your mouth, and shed a tear for you, and then tell you they love you, is all I can do for you.  Take care of yourself and good luck with everything.  Once again, I love you!
Lots of Love,
Tony The Viking (TTV)


By god. o.o
I honestly thought the cruise was ongoing for a few weeks. When I saw the thumbnail, I thought "Oh god. Please tell me it's not DKnight." I am extremely relieved it's not, but the fact some jackwad forced their way back into your life is flaring off the aggro-side of me. I really wish I could just give you lots of hugs right now, but the best I can do is virtual hugs.
Hope you get better soon. :) is crying inside

By god. o.o
I honestly thought the cruise was ongoing for a few weeks. When I saw the thumbnail, I thought "Oh god. Please tell me it's not DKnight." I am extremely relieved it's not, but the fact some jackwad forced their way back into your life is flaring off the aggro-side of me. I really wish I could just give you lots of hugs right now, but the best I can do is virtual hugs.
Hope you get better soon. :) *is crying inside*


Awww. ;^; I'm SO sorry!!! <b>hugs</b> pls be ok and take care of yourself!!

Awww. ;^; I'm SO sorry!!! *hugs* pls be ok and take care of yourself!!


Just wanted to give you the biggest hug to be honest


I hope this gets better you don't deserve this


Take care of yourself mental care is an important part of life please breath  and maks sure you're centered and well before you come back


Get better please, I mean it ^^ !!!

get well soon ^^ !!!


21:04
Kitti: but there just this programming-
Me: are you a robot lol

Sorry if you missed understand I'm joking why? Well if you fill yourself with all these sad emotions it will be harder for you to recover so I just want you to Smile and I hope you have a wonderful day :3


4:25 is as far as i could have made it cause i cant hear stuff like that without immediately thinking that it was me who was experiencing that and i cant watch the rest of the video but if i could i would and im sorry you had to go through so much pain


The warriors of sunlight will protect you young lady


That’s terrible... I wish you the best. D:


Take your time and recover, get better, ele Will be gere, que love you


I think I'm officially doing asmr for a month just need to pick a date


dude: beats up kitti

us: we boutta end this whole mans career

<b>Me in the back from a distance</b> : yea get is ass

*Me in the back from a distance* : yea get is ass


Real talk, I don't think barely anyone watches the community tab lol It just looks like such an eyesore and is so flawed there's no point of it unless youtube makes it's own separate tab page away from videos themselves otherwise it just gets lost in the funhouse of a home page


The "like" was out of support. Much love from Atlanta, GA.


You know that you can report this so call abuser to the police and can press charges


Y'know never thought scrolling through my subs would ever piss me off.


<b>revs Lancer chainsaw bayonet</b> Where exactly does your “abuser” live?

*revs Lancer chainsaw bayonet* Where exactly does your “abuser” live?

Kitti Minx Welp <b>activates Hammer of Dawn satellites</b> look up in the sky in a couple hours to see my present for you.

Kitti Minx Welp *activates Hammer of Dawn satellites* look up in the sky in a couple hours to see my present for you.

Amarillo, Texas and he dares to want to move closer to where I live. Have at it.


I really want to hug you. So I’m here for you. I hope the Abuser goes to hell! I want to help!
Sincerely
Carter Robertson


Where does this abuser live? Quote Peter Griffin,"I just wanna talk to him."

By the way, just tryna make you laugh a bit. Hope you feel better and I'm very sorry for everything that's happened to you.


Damn... This Äb-user you discribed sounds like a check list narcisist. Even freaking medical licensed doctros say that being with a narcisist is gonna create nothing but hurt, depression and not nice people... I have a family member whos kinda... With the 6th wife going on in his soon to be 50s. D is honestly just a good example for me, in my case convert yall to my beliefs in karma (Not my belief, but ive gotten so many experienves with karma that it just could...)


It be a shame if this abusers identity was leaked...


Thanks for sharing 🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈☂☂☔☔☔☔☂☂☂☔🌪🌈🌈🌈🌈🌨🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌈🌬🌩🌩⛈🌤🌤☀☀🌪🌪🌪🌈🌈🌈


Damn kitti, I’m so sorry dude... hope the asshole is will die in hell ❤ take all the time you need