Do i personally know you? No. Am i proud of you for being so strong? Yes.


This is the strangest thing but also I wish you all luck and I'm sure it'll be more posi in the future love you dodes and hopefully you, hedy and ur mam are in a better place soon and you'll be closer I'm sure 💙💙


I've gone through this before and it's truly shit. But it gets better and easier, it's going to be all cool Dodie (eventually) ❤❤❤❤


i was having the crappiest day and then i saw dodie uploaded wow


aw dodes i hope you feel better soon, but i promise you it's all okay x


Last year my family and I had to leave our house because the bank took it. There were months full of stress, without knowing what was coming next and  so many what if's.
 I'm too, a very nostalgic person, and what hurt me the most was that I was never going back to my room, to climb the stairs, to introduce my future  partner to my parents on our kitchen and to make new memories. It wasn't that I was gonna live somewhere else, because I had already left for college and honestly didn't come back home that much, but the fact that now, my future doesn't include those bright walls I grew up with, and everything I envisioned when i couldn't sleep will play out very differently. I guess I mostly mourned the hypothetical. So yeah. I get it ( and also, I my very own mental breakdown a couple months later. I guess suppressing this kinda of thing is not a healthy coping mechanism lol.)
I'm glad things turned out okay for you, and that you allowed yourself to say proper goodbye, and let some of the past burn.


A little girl grew up in there, she's far too grown up to live there any more <3


This time last year I read a book series called Ingo and the main character had to move out of the house she had lived in her whole life. She was really upset about it and she couldn't let it go because it was the place she'd made all her memories but, after living somewhere else for a few months she accepted it and made new memories and she was happy living somewhere else. I know it's hard to let go but once you get used to the new stuff you won't want to go back


now i know where you get your sweetness from (-: your mum! ha i should've known you both are so cute


dodes. you have me crying and it's not even my house. what have you DONE


and now I'm crying. Ive had this house forever, my dad grew up in this house, its OUR house and it always has been,,, but the thing is,,, it won't always be :( I can't imagine not living here and even though I'm not moving or planning to move, I know it'll come someday. And it really hurts to think about RIP heart


cried. Bless you hope everything's well xxx


I cried watching this lol honestly if i ever have to say goodbye to this house (which yes i will eventually) it just doesn't seem like a possible thing right now, like i feel like nowhere in the world will i feel as comfortable and safe as i do in my room... :/ lol oh well that's life i guess


On the plus side, song writing material 😊😊<br>It's a shitty feeling losing your childhood. Eat a cookie, it'll bring back childhood memories for a second 😊

On the plus side, song writing material 😊😊
It's a shitty feeling losing your childhood. Eat a cookie, it'll bring back childhood memories for a second 😊


awhh hun hope you are feeling okay. i get how it can be sad and all :( <br>ily <3

awhh hun hope you are feeling okay. i get how it can be sad and all :(
ily <3


i relate to much to this, my mum i selling my house as soo as i go to uni (currently in year 10) but watching this video has really upset me as my home for me now has a time limit and knowing i will have to say good bye is awful. your mum asked what a home was to you, and for me its the memories, of the hard times the joyful ones and the scary. its somewhere  with so much intertwined and mixed in like little traditions. i am exactly the same with keeping things from my past and just thinking about letting it go scares the shit out of me. i think it could be cool if you did a video mapping out your thoughts. this was a touching video and you made me absolutely ball :')))


I starting watching this video after watching a video wherein a mother of two recounts the story of their father dying in the world trade center<br>Needless to say I'm a little less sympathetic that you're losing your house now.

I starting watching this video after watching a video wherein a mother of two recounts the story of their father dying in the world trade center
Needless to say I'm a little less sympathetic that you're losing your house now.


whaaat you co-own a house? that is so cool congratulations! <3 <br>also I really want pizza now..

whaaat you co-own a house? that is so cool congratulations! <3
also I really want pizza now..


you made me cry... And you made me think about some shit from my past, but its ok, I haven't cried my eyes out about it yet, but now's finally the time... Thank you...


Your mum sounds like the purest person ever


i miss my old trailer too :( but sadly when me my sister and my mum were out and the dog and my dad were at the house and it caught on fire. but its okay bc they survived:)


this is not even dramatic I understand you hahaha ♥


I understand how you feel about this, i do. We'll move out of the house where i've spent most of my childhood and was happy and the worst thing for me is that it is the house where my dog lived her entire life and i'm scared of not being able to connect a place like the dark spot on the white wall where she used to sleep for eight years with her and the memories of her, that i'll lose grasp of my memories. Even though she will always be in my heart i don't want to leave the place i connect with her.


I had to say goodbye to my home a couple months ago. I didn't cry but it was one of those moments where you felt really empty. I've lived my whole life there and imagining someone else living there was the weirdest thing. Like my bedroom wouldn't be my bedroom anymore. And the sidewalk I walked on so many times I wasn't going to see and all the memories I've had on that patch of grass or that swingset wouldn't be so attached anymore. It would be faded and just I related to this video so much.


I can relate, moving house is so wierd because someone else is where you were and you can't go back but at same time the memories are still the same and the feeling you have about ur life there is still the same and they'll always  be there with you. Also ur fam makes that house a home without them then that house is just a house and as for ur teenage stuff, it's just stuff you know, it revokes memories that are already in ur brain and those things brought up those feelings from somewhere so it's still all there just more emotionally present I guess


dear dodie (lower case d),
Like most things, this feeling will not last forever. I'm sure you already know this but I have had to remind myself of this a few times before. I haven't had to experience what you are going through but please know that you have a community on this plateform and many others that you can seek a place of refuge in. Sometimes you let us into your personal life and I feel so honored that you choose to share intimate things about yourself with us.
I have been watching you videos for a few years now and every now and again you remind me that one day I must meet you just to give you a hug. Sometimes out of confort for you and I alike but also to show my appriaction for you.
You will have the memories whether physical or not.
Sorry for the long post but I wanted to share how repected, cherished and loved you are.

Just keep continuing.
From Courteney
x

(@courteneyc167)


one day ill be able to read dodie's comments without pausing the video


I almost cried because of u CAN I GIVE YOU A HUG PLEASE


I love that your mom didn't take any of your shit when you got sad. Honestly super dramatic video but you do you.


I had forgotten about milly molly mandy! my gran gave me a set of them when i was young and i loved them


This utterly flabbergasts me. I absolutely cannot imagine my life without my home. It's odd, I'm sort of in the opposite situation you are. Being a teen so far has been the worst thing I have ever experienced (I'm only two years down the line dear lord help me). Some of my absolute worst memories are in this house, but it's not the house that's been the issue. Whenever there's a problem my house, especially my room is incredibly comforting. One day my parents mentioned buying a new house when my brothers and I had all left home, I was like 'what?!?!?!?!?!?' The idea of moving while I still live here is awful, but it's not as bad as my parents moving after I leave. Even though my teen years have been really difficult so far, I know when I begin to live alone life will be even more difficult. I'll need something to come back to if I need to. I'll still be able to see my parents if they move but it sure as hell won't be comfy. I need familiarity to calm me down, especially with my mental health issues. Or it could even just be regular homesickness that makes me long for that feel of belonging. I honestly don't know how I'll manage. You're so strong for doing this dodie, I know I couldn't.


i dont know why i'm crying? why am i crying for gods sake haha. honestly dodie i can honestly relate a lot, i left my old house over 3 years ago and it held so many womderful memories of my childhood and my family before it was ripped apart and i am left with one parent rather than two, that house was a safe place for me and it's someone elses to make more memories in which is cool i guess haha, i'm gonna stop i'm actually weeping okay


This makes me want to clean my room. not like make it tidy but get rid of all the STUFF i have. i always cry and keep it. but what do i need it for. nostalgia is so un-helpful :D


I can't let go of things from the past either and if I ever have to do that...well I don't think I could. Crying


i cried watching this video and i didnt even live there


as someone who is too good at saying goodbye to things(but regrets it most of the time), this makes me feel so many things. I have to move out of the home I grew up in (not childhood, but the past five years, all the meaningful ones) to move into a small dorm with a bunch of strangers, and for the first time, I'm scared to say goodbye to all of it. I know that I'll be able to come home, but I know it won't be the same anymore.


i was really really hoping you'd play "little room" in the background of this vid i've cried so many times listening to that song.


I wish I could be a 'happy teenager' but it's v hard :/


this here comment deserves to be on snapchat :))) it's worked very hard in it's life and is a great father to its kids :))


I don't want to let go of the past because I'm so fucking scared that I'll forget my younger self. I want to remember everything that I went through and all the fun times and when I find stuff from a few years ago, it brings memories flooding back and I get so happy that I get to remember it. I don't think I could do what you did, Dodie. It's not that I'm not happy with now. It's that I don't want to ever forget. Ever.


We're in the process of selling my house at the moment and I've not been emotional till now. Fuck


listens to "Little Room"

drowns in own tears

*listens to "Little Room"*

*drowns in own tears*


I watched that Rhett and Link music video you were in recently, not knowing you were in it, and I was like, WHAAAAAAT?! It was a lovely surprise. (Edit: actually it wasn't that video, I'm getting confused, it was GUTLESS WONDERS)


Yellow flowers in Dodies hair coincidence?? I think not. #dodieyellow


Pizza made it better. Pizza always makes it better. <3


Of cause I'm not in your shoes but..
this December my sister and I had to say goodbye to our childhood home. And even though I had moved out already years ago.. I just couldn't sleep. We couldn't sleep. I was in my old room thinking about memories all night.

And even though I wasn't happy (my family and I had a really tough time) the last few years I lived in that house it still hurts. So bad.

It's been a couple of months but I still sometimes think "home soon" when I'm driving towards it. It's takes time to get used to it I guess..

I loved that place. With all the hurt and joy.
And I'm going to cry now..


If you want to cry just watch this video


Dodie, saying goodbye is probably one of the hardest things in the world to do, but it is also the best! imo it means that you can finally get over it, that you finally can move on... because living in the past isn't any good, although remembering it is nice, but you shouldn't keep going back to it (?) (I don't know if this makes sense). What I'm trying to say is that letting go of the past is a really big step, and it has to be done in life no matter if it is about childhood or old lovers or old friends; 'cause if you don't take that step you'll be stuck in the past and it'll hurt. Taking that step is gonna hurt even more, but later on you'll realize how important it was to do. Anyhow, I'm happy for you that you did this and I hope everything is gonna be okay. Love you Dodie <3


dodes i hate change too, my doggy that ive had for all my life is really unwell and the last week has just been utter crap. going to the vets tomorrow is either going to be good or bad news. but either way he wont last forever. i cannot bare the thought of fucking loosing my best friend x i honestly can't


moving house is the hardest fucking thing ever i did very recently. i hope you're okay


"can you get some pokeballs for me" OMG YOUR MUM IS LITERALLY MY DAD WTF


my home is a crampt crapy mess with so many problems I can't be bothered to bore you with...but I love it to pieces because it's home


shit now im crying.... saying goodbye is my achilles heel too.. it's the absolute worst. saying goodbye is so hard for me that my whole room is like a trashcan because of too many like tiny paper bits and shit from some special places and i just cant get rid of them because thEY HOLD MEMORIES AND I CANT LET THOSE GO..it hard


Dodie do you have any advice for this, a friend recently had a really severe mental breakdown and really isn't well :( best ways to support her?? please


It physically hurt me when you burned your things omg


0:10 When the shot is brighter than your future


My mum died about two years ago and I had to move because my mum wanted us to sell the old house. It was fine for two years, no one brought it but a few weeks or months back people brought it and i really like the people that brough my house but it hurts to say my old house and to know it's not my house, I hardly see my brothers anymore a few calls from one and the other doesn't speak to me that much. I can't put into words how much I miss Christmases with everyone and big dinners.  I had so many memories there and now i can't say there mine. that house is someone else's memories.

I apologise for my massive paragraph but I had to let that out


Oh, poor girl. You watched your own memories burn, all whilst not being able to burn your oesophagus the next day from acidic alcohol and comfort foods.


Why am I crying. I'm not leaving home. Ahhhhh


why did I laugh so much when she asked you to get the pokemon lolol


this made me really upset and i dont know why


I can't say I know exactly what your going through but my grandad had to,move into a care home and a recently visited him for his birthday when he was really ill (he's getting better now) and I popped into his old house and my dad has been clearing it out. He's had it since I was a year old and it's the only house in all of my immediate family that is still there but it's now just a shell. It's sad to see it empty but things are for,the better. Keeping him in that house wasn't the best for him and staying in that house probably wouldn't be the best for your family. If it makes things better, no matter how bad it might feel, it's worth doing them, no matter how much it hurts because not doing the thing could hurt more.


im sobbing now :) :) i mean it was a long time coming but this was the straw that broke the camels back.  this doesn't really have anything to do with the video but I'm so tired of pretending I'm okay all the time.  I'm so tired of everything.  I'm so tired.


I'm super happy my birthdays in February (28) that means a video on my birthday!


Home is where you can comfortably take a shit!


Ι think "Home" by Gabrielle Aplin would help you a lot!


Are you from Epping way??  I never seen you do anything this way at all, and I would have surely attempted to if you were playing Epping way


Want to leave a nice sentiment but don't really know which one....congratulations on moving forward? sorry that you have to? best of luck from here on out? some sort of amalgamation of all of those I guess. All of the good vibes. x


Wait, are you moving away from your house that we always see or is it your family's home?


i looove dodie but someone explain to me wtf 'veda' and 'vedif' and 'bedim' are i have no clue what she means ahah


im like .. the same i keep everything i have like .. all my old books from year 7 in the loft juST in ca s e theres like .. year 7 banter in them or something ?? im crying


I have to do the same thing in 2 weeks and I am dreading it


Alternative title - My nose steals the spotlight


explain why dodie had to throw everything away?


You should of took a picture of it all of it


wait what happened? what did i miss? i'm confused right now

She left her old home and cleared out old stuff that she was attached to.


Also, I know you did it because you felt it was necessary, but couldn't you just take that box home? Not burn it?


I had no idea you knew about Rhett and Link


I can't imagine giving up my home... Loads of love, dodie! ❤


so proud of you, dodie. sending you so much love and positivity. <3


dodie, your voice makes me so happy. I listen to your music on the way to school to make sitting in classes for 7 hours more bearable.


awe dodie❤ this is so cute, I would never be able to leave home and memories like this❤❤


Sending so much love to you and your family 💖


this is exactly how i felt when i moved house, it wasn't even a great house it needed so much work done, but it was my grandparents house and i saw it as home and when i moved i didn't want to leave that behind, but my parents said to me , you're not leaving behind the memories, you can keep them, but you're going to make a lot more in the new house and that's okay.


im so proud of you for actually doing this. i watch ur videos a lot so i know how much you hang on to your adolescence and childhood so seeing you even metaphorically let that go is so good to see. so proud of you dodie


dodie, all i can say is that im proud of you, you're an incredibly strong human <3 sending you lots and lots of love


bless you angel, sending love and hugs and im proud of you, stay strong dodie, many more smiley times to come <3


Your videos are amazing even when they're casual !


thank you so much for sharing this.💗 I loved it. I hope it gets easier to cope with such a loss. Also, I adore the style this video is shot in. So raw and beautiful. :)


I feel flattered as your follower that you are sharing this moment with us! Ive never had a home. Ive had houses, and some appartments, but never a home. But i understand your feeling. Itll be okay💛

-also, the english countryside is gorgeous! i wish i lived somewhere as beautiful as that.


so proud of you Dodie and I'm so inspired that you continue to be so open on the internet about your mental health and your feelings. it helps me a lot knowing somebody else is going through the same stuff 💜💜💜


I'm so proud of you for being strong enough to let your childhood house go. I just recently moved out of the house I grew up in and I was a mess for months, and your song Little Room actually helped me get through it, so thank you a lot :)


luv u dodie! you have really helped me with my mental health so thank you so much for the motivaton and help


This is heart breaking I know what it's like I moved away from my old house a year ago and it was so sad but things get better dodes!! Xx


I'm proud of you for getting through this day and you'll always have those memories in some form, it's time to have a new home with new memories to be made <333 (honestly you've dealt with this better than I probably would so keep your head high! And you and your family will get through it all, even in a like sad about this bc I remember so many of your vids in that house and garden BUT there's so many more that have come and will come in new places. With new awesome people also ) love u lots dodes <33


What a lovely and pure video, I hope it was easier to do it than you expected. <br>Now to make new memories in a new place :)

What a lovely and pure video, I hope it was easier to do it than you expected.
Now to make new memories in a new place :)


This brings back so many memories of leaving my childhood home and moving to another country 😭 every time visit my friend who lives in the same street I want to cry. This makes me sad af!!


Dodie my heart broke when you threw your box into the fire. I've never stayed in the same house for more than two years. Seeing you throw out all of those memories is probably the hardest thing for me to watch. I'm proud you had the strength to do it because I can't. That's absolutely terrifying.


I love you. Everything's gonna be okay. ❤❤❤


Dodie, I'm going through the same thing! it's my first year in college and my mom is selling our house. I lived in that house for 15 years. I feel really sad that we're leaving it because my mom and dad built that house together so it's like the last physical piece I have of my dad. growing up is scary, but we can get through it together!


your relationship with your mum is so lovely <3


I appreciate your honesty and openness so much


this reminds me so so so much of when I threw all of my stuffed toys away when I was around 14, because I thought I was mature and could live like an adult. Spoiler alert: I couldn't. but I got over it in time! even though it feels fucking horrible now, I guess over time it will get better? I dunno, moral of the story: you're amazing for doing this; making a vedif while having a shitty day. love you lots and take care ❤


i think what we've learned from this is that dodie's mum is lit


Love you dodie💜. I'm sorry you had a bad day😭


I love how Dodie can make any day better for me but also I love how I think we can feel together even if it is sad. I am so glad I found her 😭


Beautiful back garden 😍 the view is gorgeous


when we moved house i was really young, and while it made me very sad, i cannot imagine what it would be like if i moved now when i understand the concept of moving a bit better, or what it's going to be like when i have to move because of college. change scares me so much, so i really admire you and your family for making a positive spin on saying goodbye to your old house. sending you lots of love and positive vibes <3 <3


Also dodie I completely identify with you. I've had dreams (nighmares) of moving out, and it always always ends in me crying and wanting to go back to "the old house"<br>Like once I was sitting in my dream house, but I still ended up in waking up crying because I thought we'd left this house

Also dodie I completely identify with you. I've had dreams (nighmares) of moving out, and it always always ends in me crying and wanting to go back to "the old house"
Like once I was sitting in my dream house, but I still ended up in waking up crying because I thought we'd left this house


I'm a dramatic person and I LOVE to see you the same way. Don't hide this part of you.


this made me cry :-( you're emotions make me emotional. this is beautiful.


I'm taking my GCSES this year and my nostalgia/love for the past really fucks me over whenever I try and focus on exams, and applying for sixth forms and I'm terrified of growing up and turning sixteen in June. This video was somehow cathartic even though it's nothing to do with my family. I just relate to all of memories and family and comfort. Thanks Dodie<3


I love you so much and honestly your daily vids are the main reason I like this month so far so thank u I love u


this is my favorite video ever. every single box I have is special because we move around so much and I never feel like I have a certain home. so this was very very nice to watch. (also have you seen the film Delicious with Louise Brealey because I think you'd really like it!!)


This makes me sad because I don't even have a happy childhood to look back to. Either way, I'm really proud of you! <3


i've moved away from my childhood home myself awhile ago, and i know how awful/saddening it can be. however, you will learn to move on and you'll make plenty of new, beautiful memories where you are now! hope you're well, and very lovely video. <3 also, ill see you at playlist :)


I actually love your videos so much. I really want to meet you sometime x


I feel like emotions are better to put out. Keeping it in isn't good @ all, as it's not good in the long run. And moving creates new memories and new ideas. You will have the memories together, which is so magically about brains. You still have pictures of you when you were younger. You can do it Dodie :) <3


hope you're doing okay dodes, stuff like this sucks but it won't hurt forever <3


omg !this is so sad and I would be in the exact same situation. But it's done and it's gone! And that in it's own way is the best thing and I'm soooooo proud of you and I can't believe that you are putting on a brave (sorta ☺) face for us all. Love you Xx

Ps . Give me some of that pizza 🍕 Omg I want it now .


I didn't realise I had fostered so much emotional attachment to Dodie. I cried when she dumped they stuff in the fire and I rarely cry. Wow that was emotional


I spent this whole day crying and NOW IM CRYING EVEN MORE


i hope you feel better soon dodie, we all love you so much and we are here for you<3


I'm crying, I'm gonna have to do this in like 6 months to a year when we move and I've just been avoiding the thought :( this helped a bit I think, I haven't dealt with this at all


i know its hard, but keep in mind that you'll keep your favorite memories in your heart. we cant store all our memories into pictures, otherwise we would flood ouselves with paper. remember the happiness you felt growing up in that house and just let the bad things go. like you said, home is where you feel loved. you will be loved wherever you go, Dodie. you have plenty of homes. its hard and i feel your pain, but its good. we grow, we change. you'll find a new home for yourself 💙  stay strong, we are all here for you!


I'm 16, nearly 17 and ive lived in my house for 15 of those years. The day i have t move out will be so hard. The amount of nostalgia and memories that come from my house... MAN IM TEARING UP AND I STILL HAVE LIKE 18 MONTHS LEFT


I go to uni next year and oh my god this hit me hard I'm proper lumpy throat sobbing


Damn it, now I'm crying and terrified of when this will happen to me 😭😭


I felt the same way when I left my childhood home.


Aww Dodie... I'm so sorry. 💔This must be so hard (I've personally never moved).

You won something from Rhett & Link! ❤ Omg! That's awesome. I hope you don't lose that. If you can't keep it anymore, I'll take it. 😜


Dodie I really think that all of this is a push in the right direction for you! I think saying goodbye to this chapter of your life is going to help mentally because now that you have said goodbye and burnt those things you can truly start fresh. Sending a big hug and lots of love to you❤❤


hi Dodes, i hope you´re feeling better :)


I can sympathise with this. Back in September my family moved out of the house we'd lived in for 18 years. It was made slightly easier for me because I was on the other side of the country at the time of the move, but when I went "home" for Christmas it was a bizarre experience. The new place wasn't "home" it was just the house my parents live in. I never actually really liked the old house, it was way too small, but I completely get what you mean about your childhood home being the one thing that stays constant while everything else changes. There is something uniquely special about a house you live in for a huge period of time.


Hey YOU! Yeah YOU! Keep creating, keep being you, and keep being awesome :)


Hi Dodie! Change is such a hard thing. I have just started senior high school and it is so different to what I am used to. But in the end we all adjust because that is what humans do best! So good luck!!! Also I haven't been this early since ... well I haven't. :)


dodie this made me cry :( i know what it's like to move out of a house you've lived in your whole life and letting go of all your childhood memories from that home, it sucks :(


Buying a house so your mom and lil sis will be safe and happy is such a nice thing to do! You're an amazing sister, daughter and person 🙌🏻


GO DODIE (also Hedy's voice is so deep lol.)


this has made me so worried to move out even though I'm 15 lol


im sorry dodie, ily and i'm proud of you 🌹


What makes a home? That's such as fascinating question, I'd love to write a book on it.


This made me cry so much.
I moved out of my childhood home last year and this just reminded me of my last time in that house.
The entire house was empty and right before we were about to leave I quickly ran all through the house saying bye to every room. I can't get over that sadness of not having that place be my home. It's where I grew up and had all my great childhood memories. The new house I'm in still doesn't feel like a home, but I better not get attached soon since I'm leaving in a year for college (which I maybe why I never felt the need to make it feel like home).
But yeah, I get why this is such a easy thing to cry about. I cling on to memories too much.
Just wanted to share while I wept.


I am so proud of you! ( I'm laughing because I don't even know you and you don't even know me) ily


even this made me get emotional. just thinking about having to rid of all the small memories that made/ still make u happy. when u think they'll always just be there but like no. :(  luv u stay strong xx


Dodie, I kinda know how you feel. My grandpa is selling his house and every time I went back to my hometown I would just go there and climb the tree from the backyard and now its not going to be there every time I go back.


I literally cried when she set her happiness on fire.


knowing myself, you dealt with this surprisingly well. x - jessie


I totally get it and shed a lil tear! Im going to have to say goodbye to my home in a year or so and i really want to move out and get my own place and create my own home, but it doesnt feel real that this place isn't going to be here to go to anymore. Its going to be someone elses home and this is the only home i've ever known and the only bedroom i ever remember and thats really scary and im going to cry a lot when i have to say goodbye to it xx<br>Side note i've just read the description and i'll write you a letter too lol. You've been able to help your mum to buy her and hedy a house, thats amazing! It must feel so good that you can do that!! My family is really messed up too and we went through a lot of shit to the point where my dad and my older sister had to move out. But its been about 2 and a half years and everything is alright now it just takes a bit of time, im glad everything is coming up milhouse hehe and i hope your therapy is helping with your mental health :) love you dodie/dory, just keep swimming xxx

I totally get it and shed a lil tear! Im going to have to say goodbye to my home in a year or so and i really want to move out and get my own place and create my own home, but it doesnt feel real that this place isn't going to be here to go to anymore. Its going to be someone elses home and this is the only home i've ever known and the only bedroom i ever remember and thats really scary and im going to cry a lot when i have to say goodbye to it xx
Side note i've just read the description and i'll write you a letter too lol. You've been able to help your mum to buy her and hedy a house, thats amazing! It must feel so good that you can do that!! My family is really messed up too and we went through a lot of shit to the point where my dad and my older sister had to move out. But its been about 2 and a half years and everything is alright now it just takes a bit of time, im glad everything is coming up milhouse hehe and i hope your therapy is helping with your mental health :) love you dodie/dory, just keep swimming xxx


dodes i cried with you i know how you're feeling


It was too much seeing her burn the stuff. I hope your heart will heal wholly at the end. I respect.


I wish I could've seen and said goodbye to my grandparents house for the final time. As it was the one constant house in my family even though it's like 5 hours away. Being 5 hours away meant we couldn't just go down and it was sold so quick when my granddad was in hospital. But it was where all my cousins and the rest of the family hung out and it has so many memories. (Boooo new weird people who live there)


"It's a shit home, let's face it." Dodie, your mother is a goddam blessing. 😂 AND THE POKEBALLS. HAHAHA


heck this really hit me hard

i know exactly what you mean, dodie, about crying so easily on such a nostalgic subject.  i just recently moved house and bawled my eyes out the entire time.  it was my first home.   i felt like i was sort of abandoning my childhood and old memories, but to be honest with you, the place was a piece of junk.  i wont go into detail on that, but im just so nostalgic.  i dont know whether i love or hate that, but it can make things pretty difficult sometimes.  it helped a lot to see this video i think.  to know that one of my all time favorite people are going through the same thing and dealing with it very similarly is extremely comforting.

thank you dodie <3


I recently moved out of my childhood home because my mom is getting married. I'm 19 so this is a huge adjustment. I've lived in that house for 14 years and all of the sudden we're building a new house and I'll be moving in with a new step dad when it's finished. I had a really hard time. Going through my room and everything was so difficult but i kept thinking about how the future is just ahead of me and how great things will happen and how my mom will be so happy to be living in a house with the 2 people she loves most. I love ya Dodie, it's so hard and trust me I had my fair share of tears but things get easier. ❤


I had to move from London, my home, to Northampton and I'm still terrified of everything I've left behind. None of my old friends talk to me very much and I've been quite lonely seeing as I'm home schooled. I've left physical and mental stuff behind and I feel like I've been stripped of everything I've ever had. I really want it to all go back to normal :(


I've moved around alot the longest place I've stayed was 4 years then I moved it's been really hard leaving memories


thank you little home, you served her well, now its time to say goodbye but there's so much left to dicover in the world. New Memories to look back on in ten years :)

also I'm just listening to little room right now and your voice has developed so amazingly well. Like the details you already hear have been improved so much and your voice is incredible. It's always been, but it's just getting better :)


Notification squad! Woop I've been waiting for this since the snapchat story! Moving homes suck! 😭😭 It's been six years and I still my childhood home


i'm literally crying this is my worst nightmare as well and it's going to happen to me someday too and ahhhhh i feel your pain m8


everything will be okay love♡ and it is okay to cry... i love you


thank you little room, you served me well.


Fun fact: broke my wrist on my birthday and got an infected eye the day after that, Dodie makes my days better tho 💘💘


i have the strongest urge to give you a hug right now


Be as dramatic as you want queen, we've all been there.


I don't know why I'm crying at this? Maybe I'm crying for you, or am I crying because I'll have to face leaving soon too? like moving out this house will be home for a long time still but??? Idk dodie you just make me realise it's okay be cry okay?!?!


my mum still plays pokemon go and i have the same reaction everytime she makes me get poke balls oh gosh!

also, hope you're well bab <33


Am I the only one that cried when Dodie burned the box? I just relate to keeping school memories so much,


<b>plays "Little Room" on repeat and cries</b>

*plays "Little Room" on repeat and cries*


Longer videos dodie pleeease? Anybody else with me?


This is the most real I've seen dodie. And as sad as it is. And I am so so sorry this is happening. I would have to say this is my favorite video. She's so real. And it helps me relate to her so much more. And see how she is human. And there are things in life that suck. But it will be okay. Idk. I just respect and love her so much more now.


LOL I thought Pokemon go died down a long time ago 😂😂😂 and aww Dodie it's ok I'm emotionally attached to things and places too. But it's nice to let some things go and start a new chapter in your life 😌


i've never been so early...I LOVE YOU DODIE


I HATE seeing sad dodie. But I love all dodies ♥


I hang on to the past so tightly and I need to not but I can't help it and it's super unhealthy uGh I relate


my mom tried to convince our family to move but we wouldn't let her purely because this place is just
everything we know now
and it has all the things we need nearby
and
it's just important
like yes i've had a shitty teenage life but this is where ive grown now and i don't want anywhere else
anywhere else would feel like a friends house or a hotel


"how do you wrap this up? do you just say lol bye?" - Hedy Vedif 2017


I'm now scared that I might have to throw that kind of stuff away, :(


we love you dodie. don't forget. crying is okay. not being okay is okay


i think it's completely fair that you're so sad to say goodbye to your home. this was your childhood home! you had lots of good memories {& probably lots of bad ones...} here. it's hard to say goodbye to memories. & before when you said goodbye to your room, it wasn't like you were saying goodbye forever, before now, it was always your room in your family house. I've lived in the same house since i was born (16 years lol) and as much as i absolutely hate it, i've made so many memories in it. as much as I would love to move, i know it'd be hard bc i, too, am such a sentimental person. don't feel bad for feeling bad about saying goodbye (i have no idea if any of this made sense lmao)


would you ever consider your apartment as home ??


You should start scanning pictures and taking photos of everything. It's easier to save digital things.


I cried when she dumped the carton in the fire.


totally sort of unrelated, but I love trains in England. English trains are, unique, not like finnish trains.


I know how you feel kinda since I am on exchange year right now and I only have 4 months left


"alright bye, lol" would actually be a great outro


I'd hate it if my family moved. Even though I live in the worst possible street with some "lovely" people but I don't like change but I would still hate it. I'm sorry dodes, you'll get through this. I don't know what I'm saying 🎶but don't worry, be happy 🎶


Will you ever do a video with your brother?


I can't imagine putting all my boxes of notebooks and schoolbooks and crap on a FUCKING FIRE WHAT ARE YOU DOING


am i the only one that cried when she cried?


omg a Jigglypuff? Why aren't you freaking out about that? It's so rare to run into one where I live.😅


DODIE WHAT THE HELL IT MADE YOU HAPPY WHY DID YOU PUT IT IN THE FIRE NOOOOOOOOOO


So you're saying that you're not gonna miss the house, but the memories you filled it with?


Above your head for the whole talking scene, smudged on the glass behind you is the rune Othala (Odal), was this intentional? Othala represents home and safety and comfort, was it intentional?


Put this on Snapchat? Hope the day wasn't too bad x


suddenly i don't feel bad about my name anymore lmao


Dodie, may i be your friend?? You are my favorite artist, then lady gaga... When's your second EP coming out?


12 views, 843 likes and 1 dislike... WHO TF DISLIKED IT?!


DODIE YOUR MUM IS MY MUM TRYING NOT TO KILL ME WHILE PLAYING POKEMON GO IN THE CAR<br>rel8able

DODIE YOUR MUM IS MY MUM TRYING NOT TO KILL ME WHILE PLAYING POKEMON GO IN THE CAR
rel8able


the last time i was this early dodie yellow wasn't even a thing


last time I was this early leo hadn't won an oscar yet


NOoooo dodie when u went and burned that box of letters and notebooks oh my gosh


lmao there's a suburb called Epping in Sydney


YES YOUR MUM MAKES YOU PLAY POKEMON GO FOR HER TOO


Notifications Squad!!<br>Here have some pizza 🍕

Notifications Squad!!
Here have some pizza 🍕


not really on topic but is your scooter one for adults or children, I really want one to ride to uni but I'm too tall for a kids one and wondered where you got yours?


also your mum is so cute i wanna steal her


Can someone say why they hated the place so much? I don't understand? (legit not being mean just want to understand more)


Happy to see someone else still playing Pokémon Go


Did you throw away those SitC and VidCon badges? 😪 I'm sure you could have kept them


So she's moving far away? What's happening


why did you have to throw everything away??? like couldn't you keep a few boxes of the most important things? don't understand why everything had to be thrown out


Hey Dodie, please stop making notes that are so brief that viewers have to stop, scroll back and read them. It gets annoying as hell.


My mom is also obsessed with Pokemon Go XD


Why are you burning these things? Some might be recyclable. /confused/


was it entirely necessary to burn all of your things though??


hedy kinda sounds a lil wee bit american hahaha

aLSO I VAGUELY RMB THERE WAS A CLIP OF YOU JUST IN YOUR ROOM AND LITTLE ROOM IS PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND MAYBE ITS JUST ME


Unrelated topic, where did you get ur top from??


Burn letters and pictures?? Those are the only things I would never get rid of. Pretty much anything else can go.


I am from Ireland and I see your comment :)


dodie i really like your videos but please get a mic or something! i cant understand anything


is that hedy behind the camera with her mum?


We love you so much dodie and we are with you every step of the way!!


I'm proud of you DODIE and I want you to know that my friend and I recently found your videos and have really taken comfort in your feelings and knowing we're not alone with our shitty feelings so thank you


Dodie, I know this was hard for you.  I was sending happy thoughts and good feelings all day today.  I know how sentimental you are and could tell how much this would hurt.  we love you, dodie.


best time of the day, when dodie uploads


Dear dodie: I'm really sorry. I know how hard it is to let go of the house you grew up in. I hope your dealing with it alright and I hope you're doing okay and I LOVE YOU and take care of yourself!!!


I hope get through this! Love you Dodie! Stay strong.


Hey dodie I'm sending you warm sunny vibes through the screen hope ya feel better ❤


I love the titles
also well done on your co-owned house
hope this letting go helps you even if it's difficult now


Remember that even though the material part is gone, the important part is your memories and everything you experienced there <3


Aaawww Doodie ! I love your whole existence. I really do.


I know the feeling, I'm moving away from my childhood home this summer and I don't wanna face it


i lovee you so much, I've had a bad day but you always make me happy


I hope you feel better dodie! I'm sorry you feel sad! Much love!


oh dodes I cried for you. all I want to do is give you the biggest hug


this video made me cry omg I love this video so much because it shows you have to let some things go you can't keep everything for ever


i love you so much dodie i know exactly how you feel


Ahhh yay! I was looking forward to a videooo
I had a experience a while ago moving out of my family home that I lived in since 2001, but it was such a horrible place
SO many horrible memories, so many horrible horrible people, the house was a complete MESS and so much stuff was broken just... horrible
I felt weird moving into a new place, it took me a long time to realise I wasn't going to go 'home' again, butttt now this flat is home and i'm sooo much happierrr omgggg


DO YOU NEED A HUG DODES ❤ <b>cyber hug</b> THERE YOU GO LOVE ❤❤❤

DO YOU NEED A HUG DODES ❤ *cyber hug* THERE YOU GO LOVE ❤❤❤


ow dodie 💔 i'm sending you a virtual hug


aahhh my babe dodie it'll get better in your brain :))


i click on every Dodie video as fast as i can.


I am very excited for a video on my birthday but I'm just hoping that dodie is doing better now and isn't so sad omg ;-;


crying is only human. i know you'll be okay :)


I have... never been this early. I love you. I hope you're doing okay.


My cat got confused when your cat started meowing


oh my god !! i remember the house from that ice buckey challenge video with hedy !!


Been so worried about you since you snapped about it


Dodie do you respond to comments if you come early? (because that would make my week) :)


the home won't be yours the memories are


Notif squad <3 we love you <3 <br>now to watch the video

Notif squad <3 we love you <3
now to watch the video


Is that hair clip flower dodie yellow though?


I'm at basketball but I MUST WATCH and SNAPCHAT YEAHHH I saw hedy


I love how there's two views but like 100+ likes


4 views and 448 views oh<br>buUT i love this and you sm okay

4 views and 448 views oh
buUT i love this and you sm okay


YOU'RE MUM IS MY MUM SHE MAKES ME GET POKEBALLS IN THE CAR. I'm sorry but I'm just happy someone else has to deal with it


I don't understand. Why would you throw the stuff in the fire? Why not keeping it in your own place?


Y am I tearing up NOOOOO I must not cry I an a man

Real men aren't afraid to cry<br>Be a real man

Real men aren't afraid to cry
Be a real man


That place was a dump! You've come a long way.


You shouldve done one last song/ proper youutube vid in your room


Why do they hate it soo much? They keep saying "when all this started".....


695 likes 8 views 170 comments

WHAT THE HELL!!!!!!!


REPLY IF U NOTICED DODIE FAILED HER VEDIF


why did you burn all that paper instead of recycling it???¿¿?


So why did you burn stuff that was so important to you? Like what was the point? I hope it was at least scanned so you have a digital copy.

Although "destroying beloved memories" would be an incredible new youtube trend. It'd make smash or pass look like nothing.


Why did you have to burn your memories? I'm sorry, I just don't understand.


I COULD NOT DO THAT I WOULD PUT IT ALL IN STORAGE NO FUCK THAT


But why did she burn it all? Did she have to like I don't understand I'm so confused


why would u burn ur big ass box of memories tho was that necessary


why did you burn it? idk i feel like you didnt have to. idk


by the way can u get me some pokéballs <3


Lol why didn't she just recycle the things in that box instead of burning it? Sure it wouldn't be as dramatic but it would be better for the environment.


this is the earliest i've been

25 seconds


Could you not have just put your stuff in rented storage space rather than burnt it? Saved a few tears?


I'm sorry but I'm lost , what is even going on ?? Like who is moving , and yes I've read the bio


I thought Pokémon Go was dead. What are you doing Dodie.


pokemon go's only current user-dodies mum


Why are you burning those things? Can't you keep them in your new family house?

They're going from a big family house to hold 5 people to a small one for 2 (mam and hedy). The house was absolutely full of just junk that we've all kept for sentimental value and as everyone's starting afresh it's important to let go and move on. Plus I can't carry around hundred of boxes of sentimental junk for my entire life lol. Don't worry, I took picture of some of them. C


I'm so sad because my Pokémon go just doesn't work anymore, I've deleted it off of my phone like 3 times because it won't load


i cant relate to this at all. all of it seems silly... i guess it's because i've never had a permanent home. oops. i have no soul...


5 views and 500 sumthing likes...yea that's right YouTube


Why did she have to burn the box of things? Seems pretty harsh. They couldn't store it anywhere else?


How many times can I say shit in one sentence?


sorry how is the top comment not about the fact that YOUR MOM IS STILL PLAYING POKEMON GO!?!??!


I'm a small youtuber who uploads covers and chatty videos😊 hi there👋🏻💓

Irgh. At least leave it a while before pretending to be other people and replying to yourself.. CRINGE.

Clarel Life ahhhh I subbed your super cute and funny 😍🙌🏻

Clarel Life I'm inlove with your channel😍👏🏻❤