THE ULTIMATE THROWBACK show

Song list

9:14 - My Face
13:00 - Paint
18:00 - Adored By Him
23:45 - Little Room
29:40 - Rain
35:05 - Pas De Deux
41:10 - Down
45:25 - A Permanent Hug From You
51:10 - Freckles And Constellation
55:12 - One For the Road (Spotify please?)
1:00:00 - When

Hope you enjoyed it as much as i did!

yes i cried. It's mad how different these lyrics hit me now as a 21 year old, at the time i thought i "got" them and maybe they did in the way that suited me for the time, but now with different experiences and things these songs just hit me. And I'm sure in another five years I'll get them in a way my young, stubborn self can't even fathom yet. That feeling you get when u understand music and you just want to tell the artist that you hear them and understand them is the best and worst feeling and one that we all need more of. So glad this exists and that I heard it now, on a shitty rainy night after work when my life needed it. When something makes you feel warm and understood and filled up in a way that few other things can make you feel it's the kind of feeling that just makes you want to write, or sing or paint or whatever you do when your heads so full emotion that you think it can't possibly all fit in your skull at once and it just needs to go somewhere. This did that and more.

i feel like a bean sized doddletoddler again

I love the face she makes when she's silently judging the lyrics of her own songs.

This feels like a reunion of old friends coming together and listening back to old songs we all loved

not to psychoanalyze but i think it's interesting to note how dodie's whole "aesthetic" has changed over the years. not saying that's a bad thing either, but she seems to be in a lot better mental state while having this tinted green and black and white than she was while being all peppy in yellow. bit of irony there but i think it's sort of a metaphor for growing wiser with years and sort of abandoning that childish innocence, but knowing it's for the better.
even with her music, her lyrics. in her own words she used to write lil songs on uke about people not liking you back and insecurity(both still deep topics by the way) but now they're about love and longing and struggling and getting thrown down but inevitably picking yourself up and trying again. i notice the orchestra in the background of her music, especially on if i'm being honest, and it sounds mature and older. or the little touches, like the breath taken at the beginning of arms unfolding, like taking a leap of faith.
or maybe i'm just overthinking. lol.

It’s insane how easily these songs can take me back 5 years to 2015 and make me feel exactly the same way they did back then. Pure magic✨

I forgot that adored by him was literally the OG Heather

Let's talk about being sad of the fact dodie doesn't like yellow.

Should we appreciate one last time that dodie has her own yellow color

Dodie: I wanna hear you from your house
Me: tHeRes NotHiNg WrOnG wiTh a LiTtlE BiT oF PaiNt

you can like it if you liked it if you’d like

Me: cries at the song dodie wrote about her bedroom

One For the Road really hits different with 2020 dodie's voice.

Don't remember the exact date, but I've been here for a WHILE. I remember when "My Face" came out. Thanks for the nostalgia, and all the love to you Dodie 😊

Thank you thank you thank you. I could kick myself for missing this live. I’ve been a fan for so long it didn’t really hit me that these were even considered throwbacks. But hearing them again and being new and fresh made me so happy. Your music will always be my favorite, and you will always hold a special place in my heart. Thank you for bringing me back to simpler times, and thanks for being YOU! I LOVE YOU DODIE

My memories of these songs are real specific -- they take me back to oil painting in the winter. I had learned to paint portraits for listening to a loop of old dodie songs, so hearing them now just takes me back to quiet nights in front of a canvas, the smell of spiked lavender oil in the air. "There's nothing wrong with a little bit of paint..."

Realizing Hedy is all grown up makes me feel old

Timestamps!
9:23 My Face (2016?)
13:33 Paint (2013ish)
18:00 Adored by Him (2014)
23:48 Little Room (2015)
29:43 Rain (2011)
35:11 Pas de Deux (2016)
41:10 Down (2015?)
45:44 Permament Hug From You (2012)
51:17 Freckles and Constellations (2016)

Encore!!
55:32 One for the Road (2016)
1:00:09 When (2017)

oh my gosh!! dodie literally went out of her way to do extra little screen effects that just makes everything so much more fun and nostalgic 😭💞 best concert stream ever<3 I can feel myself about to cryy this is making me too happy

Adored by Him walked so Heather could run

don't mind me, just being viscerally ripped back to when I sent freckles and constellations to the girl I liked and said "this is 4 u 🥺👉👈" at the ripe old age of 14 ahhhhhh

You should recreate your tours. You could even dress up as past Dodie from the ep/album and invite some friends on FaceTime maybe even have orla do backup through FaceTime or something. Like if you think Dodie should do this 👍🏻

This is the first thing of hers I've watched in a few years! I was 13ish when I found her, and am 22 now. Life still sucked, but wow, life was simpler in my dodie years

Only thing missing is the purple ribbon...

Wow I’m a mess, Dodie was such a huge part of my teen years and this has just made it all come back, the young heartbreak, the drama, the stupid mistakes. The more I think about it she’s been through it all with me, that’s how I experienced her and her music. I feels like a lifetime ago and this is so emotional for me, I feel like a kid again. I’m sure so many of you relate to this. Thank you Dodie ❣️

I actually loved hearing these songs again! I remember pas de deux being released and listening it it loads, and hearing the first 3 note just brought back everything

When I was going through a hard time, your music helped me a ton. Whenever I felt bad or I wanted to just hideaway, your music spoke to me in a way. Thank you for everything you've done for me.

Long comment ahead because I got emotional lol

I think I've looked to you all these years as a big sister tbh. You got me to buy my first uke. I got a concert one because it looked like yours. I found you on Tumblr (ohmygod tumblr) when someone shared the video of your duet with Jack. After that, I just watched all your videos and continued to do so, waiting every week for that new upload. I was 14 or 15 at the time.

So much has happened since, a whole lot of growing up had to happen. I lost my grandparents in the span of a year, including a lot of pets that just died one after the other (before and after my grandparents died). I lost "friendships", mostly just boys who wanted more than what I was willing to give. My body felt violated and I knew no safe space anymore. But I went to college (and moved colleges & majors as well all in one year)-- I focused on being a better daughter, instilling boundaries, and trying my hardest in my classes. I wasn't the sweet and defenseless 15 year old that played the uke for everyone anymore.

I just want to say thank you, Dodie. This throwback concert pulled me back to before my grandparents died. I was in my bed and actually felt 15 again as I listened to you sing Adored by Him.
But it also reminded me that I was able to go through all of it and more. And I'm still growing. I'm in my third year of college now. Following you since 15, seeing you grow from a small youtuber then stepping away to fully pursue music really gives off big sister vibes lmao. I love seeing your growth and we appreciate all the love you give back to your supporters. Best believe I'll still be here listening to all your new songs 💖

“Down” helped me understand my depression before I even fully knew I had it. Thank you for giving it another chance, Dodie. “Down” means so much to me and so many others 🤍🤍🤍

throwing it back to Adored by Him on repeat after every break up in the last six years...

these songs remind me of when i originally found dodie and there were some major things i’d found out about myself that i couldn’t tell anyone about. i discovered her soon after, and her videos helped me love myself and feel less alone. you’ll always have a special place in my life

dodie pls do the world a favor and put these on an album and put it on Spotify im begging

That last song used to really resonate with me because I’d never really liked anyone, just faked crushes. Then I realised I was a lesbian. Of course I hadn’t ever really liked a boy lol

It’s like middle school all over again. You were legitimately the only thing that kept me going. Thank you dodie
PS you should definitely put one for the road on your next ep
Edit: it’s been FOREVER since I’ve heard Pas de deux 🥺

when she said "to those that are still here [since My Face] the heck are you still doing here"

My face was the first video I found of hers when it was uploaded. One of my favs <3

my friend and i preformed "when" in front of the whole school our sophomore year. we dont speak often anymore and are both in college now, but thank for the memories very much.

You know what I think is so beautiful about this livestream? By registering to vote, we can step out of this year and whatever has been hard about it to feel hope for the future. And by listening to songs from years ago, we can look back and remember a time that feels warm and safe. No matter what is overwhelming to you now, that is valid. But it can and will pass if we work to change it.

ok but like, i remember helping with freckles and constellations and hearing it again made me cry??? anyways, we love your old songs dodie

So I'm not a raving Dodie fan who follows her every move... I catch the YouTube uploads and genuinely love her music, her lyrics, her thoughtful inflections, and her raw talent. I re-watch her videos on YouTube occasionally, but I couldn't tell you her birthday. Given that context, I've always seen Dodie as a super-talented young lady, who despite her young age, had a gravity and power. Today's video was less ... curated, I guess? You really caught many strong glimpses of the woman behind the girl. The exciting and evocative young bundle was swept briefly aside, and you caught hints of a true force of nature in the shifting planes of her face, the concern in her eyes. I don't know how to better explain it that that, but it was like seeing her become an adult before my eyes, still with the vibrancy of youth, and the quirks, and the her-ness... but with a greater sense of self and purpose and certainly. I'm rambling ... but this little concert really was transformative for Dodie in my estimation (in every possible good way). As always, I'm absolutely shook by her talent, but this was entirely another level.

Watching this really made me feel old. Not in a bad way. Not in a sad way. Not even in a nostalgic way. But watching Dodie sing these old songs. Seeing her now, as the tirelessly skilled woman she is and not the talented little teen she was, it hit me hard. Especially during ‘When’. Seeing just how far she’s come and how far we’ve all come. I’m glad you’re still finding beauty in your like, doddleoddle!~

This was one of her best performances of rain EVER. Sounds so matured, and controlled, and gorgeous. Thank you so much for this gorgeous show dodie!!!

I'm honestly a little bummed that she didn't play "Little Mosquito" That was the first song I ever heard from her, and I was like "wow, she's good, I can't wait to see what she does with this"

time stamps <3

9:23 - my face

13:21 - paint

18:00 - adored by him

23:49 - little room

30:10 - rain

35:11 - pas de deux

41:21 - down

45:25 - a permanent hug from you

51:25 - freckles and constellations

55:32 - one for the road

1:00:08 - when

This was amazing! dodie will always be WAAAAYYYY more than a 6/10.

I don't like that 'when' came out when i was acc 16. That "I'll never be 16 again" hits different when you not 16 tho

what a wonderful way to enjoy a quiet monday afternoon and relax from all of the stress in life. thank you, dodie.

and please remember to register to vote!!

ill never be able to express what your music means to me 🥺 it was there when nothing else was. when i got better i learned uke and started songwriting bc of you. you truly helped me so much ❤️ been watching for more than 5 years now

PLEASE revisit down!!! i was also in the middle of a really depressive period when it came out and i’ve felt so seen. that year, my parents gave me a ukelele for my birthday (i’ve been asking one for a while because of your songs) and it was one of the first songs i’ve learned how to play, and for years i would always come back to it when i felt bad. all of these songs are so important to me, i’ve had chills watching this whole stream!!

Bro I didn’t realize I came into the fandom so long ago. I feel like I just found dodies music but i here I am singing along to all the classics. This is THE only good thing in 2020

I'd honestly give a limb to hear a studio version of Rain. It's always been one of my favourite dodie songs. 2020 Edition Rain is so good oh my gosh.

all these songs bring me back to 2015, specifically a road trip i went to that made me insanely happy in a time i was deeply depressed. i spent the whole eight hours on the road listening to all of these over and over again.
don’t look at me i’m emotional

Time stamps for the songs :)
09:00 my face (false start)
09:23 my face
13:33 paint
18:12 adored by him
23:51 little room
29:43 rain (false start)
30:10 rain
35:11 pas de deux
41:11 down
45:44 a permanent hug from you
51:16 freckles and constellations

Encore
55:30 one for the road

Encore encore
1:00:08 When

Thanks for the concert dodie!

6:15 "It's a bit annoying that you can't rock up and just vote" Mhmm, I am from Germany and this is literally how it works here. I get my paper send by mail and I just go there and vote. Btw: I have to wait, maximum, 10 minutes. And it is on a holiday, so that everyone is able to vote.

wow I didn’t realise how much your music meant to me 🥺 I had you sign my ukulele 5 years ago and I think that was peak happiness

this really made me realize how high dodie songs used to be. i listened to her older music when i was very very young (duh that’s how time works) like 10/11 and my voice was still high so i didn’t notice then but now i’m an alto and i :DDD cannot sing :DDDD those songs :DDDD

the way that i was screaming out my guesses to what each song would be and being so happy when i was right🥺 we’ve all come so far from when these first came out and i’m so proud of everyone!!

I thought I was doing good not crying
Then little room started.

Holy shit when Dodie came out with pas te deux, I was going into a relationship that was very similar to what she sang about 😨. Life is crazy, guys

Been struggling to get back into listening to your music because of the connotations that I have with past experiences but I'm really enjoying redescovering your music with a few new songs I've missed along the ways.

Ok but I literally started tearing up when she played Pas de deux and When 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 Two of my all time fave Dodie songs!

When I started following you, Dodie, I was like in the 3rd grade of my secondary education. Nowadays, I've started the second year of my Applied Linguistics degree in college but at the same time it all feels like it was just yesterday when songs like "My face" or "One for the Road" came out and I freaked about every new song and every note or harmony, which only proves that I've listened to your music so much during all this years that I was able to develop a "time-bubble" around it that transports me back to the few memories I have of those afternoons after school when almost everything was easier.
Thanks,
You don't know me but your music means, has meant and will mean a lot for as long as I am capable of listening to it on a quasi-quasi-perpetual loop ✨

idk kind of want an adored by him rewrite but she figures out she’s also in love with the girl.

god i forgot how mentally unwell i was sitting on the bus in 2017 listening to these songs.

I listened to so many of these growing up. but little room, oh gosh. so many times before I left for university. now i’m all grown up and graduated - crazy how time flies. cant stop crying lol

That was wonderful dodie, thank you so much for shaping me into the person I am today, I love you so much❤️💖💞

First heard your music when my crush showed me One for the Road 5 years ago. Listening to it again now after realising she was emotionally abusing me and finally being in a place where I'm happy and over it all was so beautiful. Thank you dodie, you've been there at some huge points in my life 💕

I've never heard Rain before and uh it might be my new fave song... I have a theory that the concept of "teen angst" is just another way to trivialize everything teenagers think and feel and that angst never really goes away it just gets a little more socially acceptable... im 21 and relate far too much soo ugh Im sticking with my 'theory' lol

These songs, including others like would you be so kind, she and party tattoos, characterise the chapter of my life experiencing my first love. Very bittersweet hearing them sang again, bit of a metaphor for looking back on fond memories with an entirely new perspective, after having time to grow x

God I love this woman. I’ve watched her for years and I love that she did this to encourage people to vote. 💜 more youtubers and influencers need to do things like this instead of their pro COVID catching parties and chaos.

9:23 - my face

13:33 - paint

18:00 - adored by him

23:49 - little room

30:11 - rain

35:11 - pas de deux

41:21 - lead

51:18 - freckles and constellations

55:32 - one for the road

1:00:08 - when

:)

Dodie called me gorgeous once replying to my comment, and sometimes when I feel shit about myself I remember that and feel a bit better. Dodie will always feel like a bud, no matter how big she gets in the industry. Much love! xx

of course the stream ended right as i was finally able to watch

hearing her sing pas de deux for the first time in like five years literally makes me sob omg

i just immediately started crying as soon as you played adore by him 😭😭😭

43:52 - 45:39 thank you dodie, I really appreciate your words <3

I'm devastated I didn't get to watch this live. This took me back to my middle school feels. I can remember first watching all of these videos when they first came out. I feel like dodie has been feeling what I've felt and I've grown alongside her. I love dodie so much, and she's had such an impact on my life I can't put it into words.

In summary, I'm sobbing.

i can’t believe i’ve been watching you since 2014! i was 13 and now i’m 19 🥺🥺

i heared the first two notes of when and just burst into tears
the entire livestream was lovely thank you dodie

this threw me back to when i was 10 and just discovering dodie and bought a $60 purple ukulele to be like her this makes me feel so nostalgic omg omg

Holy crap, I’m actually going to be 18 in 2 months... I remember listening to these songs at 13 or 14.

this made me really happy
finally, something really sweet to come of 2020 :)

I’m proud that I knew every word to the songs she sang 😌

little room never fails to absolutely break my heart into pieces everytime I listen to it

Godddddddd the freckles and constellations younow stream was one of only a handful I was ever on for but it was so exciting ,,,, a lot of dodie songs hit different now that I’m 20 ,,,, I think I was literally 12 when I subscribed god that is so insane phew

This is incredible and what we all needed in 2020! Would love to see THE ULTIMATE SHOW live one day !!! xoxo

Anyone else now on a Dodie hype and watching all her old videos??😂

There's nothing wrong with little bit of paint.
There's nothing wrong with little bit of paint.
THERE;S NOTHING WRONG WITH LITTLE BIT OF PAINT/

adored by him was such a special song for me because i spent so much of my teens wanting after other people? and this song really hit home because of how acutely it captured the feeling. thank u dodie <3

This truly made me feel so much better after a shitty month, I'm so glad I grew up with an idol like you <3

I’m freaking out, she’s playing freckles and constellations. I was here for this, I LISTENED TO THIS AND DEDICATED IT TO MY BFF :(((((

i love seeing artists evolve and watching how their music shapes your music taste and how you grow from when you started watching/listening

SHE PLAYED MY FAVORITE SONG AT THE END. I’M CRYING—
Also, Rain is so beautiful..... That is one that needs to be in an EP. 🥺

how did i just miss this ugh ok whatever i'm going to sit on my ass and watch it now and it's going to be wonderful

edit: svdghjasdsldsajk i can still sing along to all of them i :((( this is my favourite thing ever bye

edit again: oh my gosh i just finished watching the stream aaaaa that was too cute dodes !! makes me want to go back and rewatch all the older songs now., actually i think i might :))

Even though i didnt follow you in 2015 this made me nostalgic for when I just found your channel and started binge watching every single video :’)

God I feel like I’m in middle school again. I love these songs so much!! Please make a “throwback” EP!

Pas de deux still giving me major chills in 2020

me, a 19 year old (almost 20), eating a chocolate cake late at night, listening to dodie while thinking about life and the transition into adulthood; a mood.

hello long emotional comment lol

i stumbled across dodie's channel when i was in year 7, and now i'm watching this a month into year 12! dodie, you have shaped my pre-teen & my teen years so much. your music was and still is such a comfort for me. thank you for being so brutally honest in your music, and your videos in general; i can't tell you how much it helped 13-year-old me when i was going through some awful times with my mental health to see & look up to another (but way cooler and much more talented) girl like me on the other side of the screen, who i could always count on to make me feel just that bit better. you also inspired me to take up playing the ukulele, which i still love to do today!

i feel like i've grown up along side you, in my own little way, and i'm so grateful that i had you as a role model for all these years. these old songs mean so much to me (so yes i started BAWLING as soon as the my face intro started lol), especially the ones on the Intertwined EP, because they have genuinely had such an impact as an early teenager. i know that i will always revisit your music & always dip into Secrets for the Mad (which i bought as soon as it came out!!)- even if it is just to accidentally romanticise being 12 again. so keep doing what you're doing, never stop growing, and again thank you for everything! lots of love x
<3

i was trying to do my makeup but now i’m violently sobbing cause these songs represent such a specific time of my life and it’s so interesting to look back

this is so special, i absolutely adore you’re songs and ive loved growing up with them🥺 thank you dodie 🤍

wow. i’ve been here since “the awkward duet”, it’s been 5 years? that’s insane

I can't believe it's been 7 years since I started watching dodie. Thank you for all the music and the happy memories ❤️

I’ve been taken back to the me who didn’t know what they were doing with themselves, found dodie and then everything made sense.

i lived for the acoustic version of My Face honestly

Loved it! ❤️❤️❤️
Wouldn't mind a live stream every week 😁

One for the road is quite possibly my favorite song ever!
PLEASE put it on Spotify!!!!

this gives me goosebumps! I know all the words to all these songs. dodie’s music saved me during my worst years and taught me to be proud of myself as a songwriter and bisexual woman❤️

I was 16 when I met Dodie, and I'm so proud of her.
So much love to this angel

I’ve always loved the songs “when” but I never really resonated with missing a time of my life until now I felt like I peaked a couple years ago and was hoping that this year starting uni would help me but I’m quarantining and doing online classes and I’ve had a couple breakdowns but this song has helped me move on and not feel so bad and made me stop wasting my time by wishing my life away :)

omg I almost cried when I realised how much your singing voice improved over the last years... wowww! Also I think I discovered your channel through "my face" and still here ❤

i forgot how much i loved Freckles And Constellations. literally still gives me goosebumps 😍🥺❤

Thank you for this. I can’t even tell you how much your music has meant for me the past 6 years or so. It’s crazy - I still knew all the lyrics even though I haven’t listened to these throwback songs in a while. (I cried a lot during Little Room - argh growing up is so bittersweet!) Also, can you believe I was actually 16 when When came out? I remember taking it as a sign to (try to) live life more in the moment, since “I’ll never be 16 again”, and now as a 20 year old, it’s taken on a completely new meaning.
Thank you so much for doing this livestream for us, it made me really happy <3

I'm so sad that I missed the live but also....I listened to all of these on repeat when I was alone and lonely in my dorm. i love it!

She played the song for her room the same year i'm supposed to leave for college.... many tears were shed.

Omg this is amazing, I felt very nostalgic, you really were a big part of my 17 year old me phase. Love u tons

Rain will always be one of my favorite Dodie songs. It sounds so different than any of Dodie’s other stuff and I love it so much.

Dodie’s voice is an entire aesthetic

Dodie is so cute: she looks like she came out of a manga… 😅🥰

"Some of these were pretty good, yknow?"

yes dodie, we do know, that's why we're here 😭 i miss this era 😭

AHHHHH! Dodie got me through middle school and high school and this makes me so happy to listen too. Sad that these wont make it to Spotify tho :(

TW
Most of these songs remind me of my sophomore year when I was so depressed right after my s*icide attempt, made myself be hyper feminine as a way of “emotional self harm”, among other stuff. But now, as a sophomore in college, I can love these! So fuckin good dodie!

16 year old me is screaming rn ahhh reliving my high school days

these songs all take me back to a point where i was in my freshman year laying in bed reading her book or staring at the ceiling and just crying, but its not really bad. just nostalgic. i am who i am genuinely because dodie helped me through some dark times. Thank you dodie <3

Aaggggggh this got me all in my feels. Feels like I’m 13 again listening to Paint for the first time in my childhood bedroom, singing along to the harmonies. ❤️❤️ Love u and proud to be on this journey w you, Dodes 💖

the intro ukulele music is filling me with such happiness & so much nostalgia 🥰🥰

I want you to know how insanely important this is to me. Currently I am in a facility focused on therapy and this stream brings me back to 2015/2016 when I could feel so much more and you made me feel so special and uniqe. You really helped me during the time when I was lonely. Love you, doddleoddle!

dodie you still give me goosebumps after all this time

This brought me back to when I first bought my ukulele 😭 ❤️

can we get a studio version of adored by him, I feel like it's almost your current style but is so pretty even here

here I am, over a week after this came out, listening at midnight and feeling this rush of emotions remembering when I listened to each of these for the first time. remembering the first time I fell in love with the music, her music. remembering the first time I realized I wasn’t straight. remembering when her little sister was still little. remembering crying with her lyrics when she moved out, feeling like it was the end of an era. remembering all her colabs. remember all the memories I made along side her. Dodie not only got me through middle school, she got me through some of the roughest years of my life in high school. I can never thank her enough. I can never thank you enough for helping me not only find myself, but be okay with myself. I can never thank you enough for helping me get through the dark times, the heart breaks, the trauma, and the fear. you truly did more for me than you will ever know.

While now I am 18 and out of high school, i still listen on spotify as you come out with new songs and listening to old, but I often find myself coming back to youtube every now and again just to listen to these songs. to listen to the ones that didn’t make it to spotify, just to feel like I’m connected to sometime, to someone. so thank you.

and yes, I know you didn’t need to know all of this, but I really needed to thank you, and even though there is a chance you will never read this, I don’t mind. you are busy and have your own life, so thank you nonetheless

The most beautiful one hour from the whole month.

Adored by him is one of my favorite Dodie songs to this day and this made me so happy

I discovered her on lifebabble when she was singing short 30 second songs about friends being mean to you, and now she’s here and I love her

God I can’t wait until she goes on tour in person. I don’t go to a lot of concerts, but I would go to her’s in a heartbeat

Continually shocked with each song how many lyrics I still know despite not listening to some of these songs in literal years

remembering being in the freckles and constellations younow, and all the screaming as the parts came together, and the screaming between my friend and i when you used the line i suggested... ah! thank you for the throwbacks :')

just... thank you, dodie. you’ve made me so incredibly happy :,)
thank you for everything

this made me feel so old. I remember when some of these came out! It's so cool to see how far your music has come ❤️

you have save me from a dull night of requirements ✨ thank you 💖

This is going to be my new favorite to put on when I'm feeling sad or lonely. Dodie you help so much.

This was such a great idea! Loved spending the evening listening to your old songs!

I MISSED THE LIVE but oh my the throwbacks, thanks dodie, you’ve done so much for me ❤️

i thought i should watch this while i do my makeup and now freckles and constellations is on and i’m crying

Would you ever consider putting out a finished version of Rain and One For The Road? I noticed that at those tend to be fan favorites?

me jamming out and harmonizing to each of the songs

Guyssssss Im so proud of herrr her voiceee was always pretty but the improvementtttttt ahhhh

my first dodie concert!! many more to come I hope :) and it was beautiful!

Timestamps
9:00 My Face
13:20 Paint
18:00 Adored By Him
23:45 Little Room
29:45 Rain
35:05 Pas De Deux
41:11 Down
45:45 A Permanent Hug From You
51:15 Freckled And Constellations
55:31 One For The Road
1:00:08 When - Live
(Tell me if I missed one 💛)

This just makes me realise how many bangers you have written and sung ❤️
I love so many of these, too many to name !!!

Little room had me in tears because I’m the day we moved out of my childhood home when my room was empty I sat down and sung that song in the middle of my empty room
And now I’m crying 😭

54:24 That's some strong and convincing acting you got there! 😂

Genuinely furious at myself for missing this live time with the cutest human being on the planet

harmonizing with dodie by myself on one for the road was magical

This was beautiful and the nostalgia made me cry. Thank you dodie for being with us for so long!!

I’m so happy you did this. I just discovered your channel this year but this made me feel how I would have felt hearing these songs at 15.

THIS WAS EVERYTHING THAT GOT ME THROUGH MY DEPRESSION

edit: i mean, i'm still depressed, but this was what got me through it in the beginning

this makes me feel o l d - in a good way tho, look at how much we've grown! your songs and vids kept me company during some of the hardest moment of my life so far, and I'm forever grateful to have found this channel many years ago. thank you so much for everything, ilysm 💖

I'm listening to this while I do my PT exercises, and let me tell you, Dodie, you make a boring activity miles more pleasant and enjoyable. ❤️ Thanks for this!!!

Omg I can’t imagine Pas de Deux without the last verse! Definitely a situation in which outside creative input improved the product even if the artist disagrees. Super interesting.

I would seriously love is she released Down on Spotify. It’s still one of my favorite songs 🥺

thank you so much for this livestream and i’m so sad i had to miss it. i had to go to my grandpa’s viewing tonight but this brought a smile to my face and brightened up a pretty terrible day. <3

I love how dodie Switches cameras but still look back to the original one, I love her clapping effect, I love everything!

These songs really helped me when I was younger and man did this make me tear up from the nostalgia, Thank you Dodie 😭💕

Little room always gets to me. It's rare people are as sentimental as I am. Literally too attached to everything 😭😂

This era of dodie music got me through so much, and I love it more than anything. It's unlikely that she'll read this, but you'll never know how much this got me through.

This made me smile :) Thank you Dodie! I also loved the part where you asked us to sing along :p

These songs literally raised me throughout middle school. Thank you so much.

I’m so glad she posted this. I wasn’t able to watch it live. Ugh my heart 🥰 so much nostalgia

Love love loved the throwback of all this 💚 so greatly appreciate you taking the time!

It is so funny to me how i found dodie the night before my 12th birthday and here i am just turned 16 and still loving and adoring her music thank you so much for doing why you are doing

amazing throwback dodie!! wish these were on spotify but streams lovely too :)

i love you dodie
this made me feel so nostalgic, thank you for this <3

It's amazing how all these lyrics come back to me. Thank you so much dodie for being the soundtrack to my lonely teen years <~3

when she sings one for the road... just... amazing. her voice makes me want to cry but like in a good way

This is exactly what everyone needed right now. This was awesome, I wish more to your old stuff was on Apple Music / Spotify whatever, it’s the best. Until then I’ll just have to be satisfied with the sick new tunes 😆

I loved loved loved this dodie! Rediscovered some songs <3 thank you for this

i bawled my eyes out, but it was beautiful !! thank u dodes 🤍

i’m here late but i’m still so excited to watch 🥺 love you dodie, you’ve been a part of my life for years now and i’m so happy for it 💕💕

Didn't know how much I needed this, been here the whole time through a lot. Didn't realise how much until now. Thank you x

Huge fan. Love you lots. THANK YOU for all your bring along to these on line moments.

I'm actually sobbing at Pas De Deux, wow. I just broke up with my long-term boyfriend because I felt too controlled and that song perfectly describes the situation. I feel so seen. I havent heard that song in years and it hits different now

I love the “Dodie says Vote!” sign in the background

dodie: this ones pretty old,,,,


yeah it's a throwback video

The house conversation is interesting. I’ve lived in so many different places but I do still love and I think forever will love my “first” home. So many memories and good times. I still feel like that’s where I grew up even though I spent a lot of my childhood in different homes.

Just found out I failed an exam and I feel like an idiot, so happy this can take my mind off it for a bit

If it makes you feel better, I thought the lyrics to 'a permanent hug from you' were groundbreaking at the time too 😂 The super cheery melody really transports me to back to dating in highschool hahaha

i remember listening to these songs and relating so hard 🥺 can you put these ones on tiktok? it would be so nice to use them in our vids

literally how is she so perfect?!?

Adored by him was the first song I heard by you and I'm still here loving your music 🌟

the way that i learned most of these songs on my own uke... dodie really make me wanna play strings huh

Thank you for singing Freckles and Constellations!! I loved hearing you sing it live so much! :D Also, thanks for One for the Road. X) <3 Such happy memories!! : )

I'm turning 20 in two months and I've been following dodie since I was 14, how crazy it's that

i still remember when the feeling i felt when i played all these songs on repeat. thank you for making me feel nostalgic <3

Rain was absolutely gorgeous dodie!! ❤️💕

when is my favorite dodie song. i’m so happy she ended with that one, tears fell from my eyes no doubt!

I'm so proud of how much Dodie's style has developed

So many memories attached to these songs 😭 taking me straight back to 2015

Oh my god I love listening to this while working out and dodie is so wise dodie please keep being yourself

ive been here since i was in 5th grade and i fell in love with your songs. this is so amazing thank you for making my life better. i love you

Thank you!!!! We all needed this. ❤✌

i remember listening to adored by him in middle school and crying along, weird to think how much has happened since then, love this<3

Absolutely fabulous.
You're my favorite Dodi.

This really does bring me back. I remember when My Face came out and I was super excited about it :)
Little 9 year old me is quaking

I loved this throw back. Actually cried and really did need it. Thank you Dodie! If you ever do this again I suggest Sick of Losing Soulmates! That song helped me through lots and I absolutely drool over the music of it. Intertwined is another good close second for me as well! (I especially agreed with your analysis of it! ^^) Sending you love and well wishes!

Am I the only one that wants dodie to make the ultimate throwback album and put it on Spotify? Like all her old songs (l mean ALL her old songs) mashed into an album coz I reckon it'd be sick and I would listen to it on repeat forever

I come back to this when I need to see all of my high school experience in one video. dodie was my high school. When she came to my city on her first US tour, she played with Tessa and Rusty in a little bar/cafe with a stage. I went with my first girlfriend, but we had just broken up, but neither of our parents would let us go alone so we had to go together. And at the end everyone lined up to meet the 3 of them. I took photos on my sidekick phone with them individually, and then I told dodie that my mom was worried about me being out without an adult, so dodie offered to make a video to send to my mom (which I still have) telling my mom that I was alright. Tomorrow night I go to see dodie for the 3rd time, this time she's in a big venue with an opening act and a set and everything. She and I have both come so far from the sad teenagers we once were. I feel so proud and lucky to have grown up alongside you, dodie.

Today I was feeling sad, and for some reason I came back to this stream, which, for some reason unbeknownst to me, i avoided when it was live, now i can enjoy a good hour of sad nostalgia and uncertainty in the comfort of my unlit room. Thank you doddleoddle

Years later I am still in love with all of these songs ❤️

this was like a happy little dodiecoaster :)

This is gonna be my comfort video I come to when I feel like it’s to crazy outside of my house n’ I need a hour of simpler times and nice music ❤️

Cried, crazy how much all of us have changed so much and Dodie's music still resonates with us all in so many different ways, :)

this gives me so much nostalgia i’ve been to see dodie twice and i miss her

The different YouTube layouts hit me with so much painful beautiful nostalgia

This makes me genuinely so happy ^^ lots of love from Belgium!

I've been watching you since 2015 I think, it's so nostalgic to hear all this again

It was great to hear the old songs again and to learn some new ones (which are also, of course, old songs). Thank you!

oh my god the nostalgia,,, i didnt find dodie until a few years back but when i did find her i went and listened to all her songs and they were really all important to me then and i still love them all, but a good lot of these i forgot about!!! i wish dodie would take the songs from the stream and upload them on spotify and such,, like not even re-recording them but just using the audio from the live :)

Down was the reason I bought my first uke and I play it all the tiiiiiime. this stream has filled me with every emotion n took me right back to the times when these were uploaded...oof hahaha ily dodie ty for this! hope everyone registers to vote !!

so uh, thank you for everything. I will miss the old dodie songs, they got me through so much and the hardest times in my life. I'm really excited for all the new stuff that you will be doing, and I can't wait to see where it goes!

thank you, thank you, thank you

You have no idea how much history I have with your music and this whole thing made me cry lmao 💕

one for the road will forever be my favorite dodie song. i love it so much

This gave me so much serotonin you have no idea Dodie you mean the world to me

It's crazy to think how much Dodie has grown over the years!! I'm proud of how far she's come, and even though I didn't discover her until fairly late, I'm so grateful I found her when I did <33

the nostalgia for my childhood this has given me is so so heavy omg my heart

Beautiful! OMG, Dodie! You're a genius! I love it!!!

the way i forgot and then arrived mere minutes after it ended :(

I found dodie in 2015 when her tea making video popped up on my recommended feed. After that she quickly became one of my favorite musicians and her music was the soundtrack of my life, there with me through everything. These songs still teleport me back to the days when I first heard them, and the unique sound just brings me immense amounts of comfort. I can't thank you enough for doing this and bringing a piece of simpler times to our chaotic reality. Thank you.

I became a fan 4 years ago when I was 15. It's crazy for me to look back at how much I've grown up. And all the ways dodie has influenced my life that I didn't even notice until right now

I'm a little late to this but, I started watching you when i was 15 and now I'm 20!!, it's so wild how much I've grown thanks to your music, I still tear up to your old lyrics, thank you for your art and kindens, I love you so much, hope to see you live someday, greetings from Chile

This was great to watch. Thank you dodie

okay but rain was excellent, i would listen to it regularly on spotify if it was on there 👀

I love hearing pas de deux because I know Dodie doesn’t particularly like it, so I love that she played it because it’s my favourite

I was just starting high school when i started listening to dodie~ im now in college in my dream school and this takes me back to happier days 💛💛💛

Im so happy that Dodie had fun😭😭😭😭 this makes me so happy

Gosh, take me back to late 2015 when I first discovered dodie and this stuff was relatively new

Ngl this made me so emotional because of how long I’ve been around watching your channel.

Please put little room and a permanent hug for you on spotify those songs literally mean SO much to me it’s not even

couldn't see it live because youtube notifications failed me again but your voice is truly beautiful and I loved hearing all these songs again ❤️

omg it's been AGES seen I've kept up with dodie and this brings me back to really good times, such nostalgia!!! that era of my life and when I only listened to dodie's music :') i cant believe its been so long

'Rain' sounds like it should be in a coming of age musical

i got more serotonin from this stream than my sertraline has ever given me in the past 4 years. thank you dodie <33

It feels like meeting the high school Anna 5 years later and all I can say is... shit Anna why were you like that

So fucking talent and BRIGHT !! Love ya Doddie, you deserve The BEST in this messy live. Hope your ok and awsome, exactly The feeling your great songs make me ! Better, lovely and amazing peculiar

I’m 13 minutes in and starting to tear up already, been here since 2015 and wow you meant, and continue to mean, so much to me

I’m crying thank you for posting this, I love you dodie, from 2015- now

i remember getting a uke and guitar, inspired by your songs. i remember your music making me cry and laugh, feeling as though you'd taken what i couldn't find the words for and put it in a format which i could finally understand. this sure was a trip to watch hahvabvsbs

im just gonna say... your voice is always good! thats... it's so amazing, cause my voice sounds jcksjfhs most of the time and sometimes it works. these days are my happy days, cause i can sing everything with no problem

this was lovely, just so lovely 🥰🥰

I was going through a major anxiety attack. I looked Dodie up and went through this whole video feeling so much better. Thank you Dodie (:

I miss old Dodie sometimes but also I'm very grateful to have grown with her and her music <3

I didn’t realize how long I’ve been a fan of Dodie. Wow. It’s been a while.

I think I remember Sick of Losing Soulmates being uploaded soon after I started watching her videos. Time freaking flies.

the amount I cried hoooly all the uncovered emotions

Thank you for doing this dodie :)

I saw dodie live a year or two ago and this just makes me miss it 🥺💕

i remember watching dodie being 8, 9, 10 years old and now i’m 15 🥺 watching this feels like being transported back to a time before everything fell apart ;(

Dodie was the virtual older sister I needed when I was 14/15/16. Thanks for the music dodie!

this is so fun!!! i was humming the strings parts all throughout when

for real i cried that i missed this live! it started at 7am on my last first day back at school. i know where my time is going tonight xx

This was the most beautiful thing to fall asleep to thank you so much

I miss Dodie!!! She has such a good personality i honestly wish she was my friend

🥺dodie thank you for existing you really changed my life in a lot of ways

This was sooooo lovelyyyyy. Your voice is so sweet and you're so cuuuteeee. We love you Dodie <3

So close to having no technical difficulties! I didn't catch it live but enjoyed it nonetheless, loved the songs then and love them now, I hope you keep going for years to come

when i first listened to all of these i loved them bc they are good and now i love them because they just hit so hard. when and adored by him is a great example

ok but i started crying at the beginning of the video and i just finished watching the "hello 20 year old me", ive grown up to this songs so yeah ily dodie greetings from Argentina! <3333 sorry for my bad english

Can't believe it's been so long, these songs bring me back😭 as an American, Know I'm voting 💕 love you guys

Listening to One for the road takes me back to playing at a super small arts festival and I performed that songs on my Uke. I was 17 back then and I’m 21 now. Feels crazy!x

your voice has grown and matured so much, i love your mix and how you get slightly beltier (if that makes sense) i love this so much ahhhhh

I cannot believe i missed this, i was literally clinging onto these songs when i was 15

you need to make a throwback EP you’d make bank

I cried the entirety of the livestream

everyone say thank u dodie for a nice lil break from the stressed of 2020!!!!

oh my gosh i was ON YouNow, remember watching dan and phil on there every week. i remember when she asked for people to send her clips for freckles and constellations! in the end i ended up not sending in anything, but i still feel like a part of it because of how much buzz there was around it.

I’m feeling very weird because none of these songs feel super old or like throwbacks...Jesus I listen to most of these all the time

I’m in my bffs childhood bedroom watching this, waking up from another sleepover, but years apart. She showed me you.

Dodie you are truly inspirational ❤

And tbh I really liked "rain"

i've been jamming to my face since i was 15 yo and now i'm a year before 20 and i still love that song 😭😭

I’ve been a fan for 4 years🥺🥺🥺 and the absolutely smitten intro got me teary eyed

This made me very nostalgic but also I love confident adult dodie!

I couldn't attend the live because I was at an orchestra rehearsal so thank you so much for posting it on your channel! <333

It’ll be a year on the 8th since I saw you in concert. This is a nice little homage to that for me :)

okay but like. i cried a lot. this was incredible ❤

I wish there was a place to listen to "Gold Star For Me" on repeat, it always makes me happy when I'm down 🥺

🎶 timestamps 🎶

09:23 – 11:25 My Face
13:22 – 15:52 Paint
18:00 – 20:51 Adored by Him
23:49 – 26:02 Little Room
30:10 – 32:42 Rain
35:12 – 39:10 Pas de Deux
41:20 – 43:35 Down
45:46 – 48:57 A Permanent Hug from You
51:17 – 54:10 Freckles & Constellations
55:31 – 58:59 One for the Road
01:00:08 – 01:03:25 When

Ty for doing this for us, we love you dodie <333

when I'm having a hard day I come back to this

how pas de deux isn't on spotify is truly the greatest mystery of our time

Can I just say that ‘Adored by Him’ walked so Heather by Conan Gray could run ❤️

So sad I was working during the whole show but I’m glad it’s still up on the channel so I can still watch it!!

these songs are my teenage years im so emotional !!!! also wtf I remember ALL of these youtube layouts I love being an OG x

Exactly what I needed when I needed it <3

I play Down all the time. I love it. I know it's about being depressed but it's oddly comforting.

I can remember. all the harmonies in my head lol how have I not forgotten these songs after so long not listening to them

i never noticed how much of an impact u had on my life (and at points saved it) until i’m sitting here at 1 am crying haha

I’m sups sad I miSsed this live. (I had to go tO work) Anyhoo, I found you about a year ago through Pompaloomas (🤷🏾‍♀️) and everyone told me I was late to the party. Every song (no exaggeration) I have either loved, had an extreme emotional connection to or wished I’d found you and your music ions ago. Nevertheless, you’re awesome! Thank you for this🧚🏽‍♀️🧜🏾‍♀️

Idk why but this stream showed me how much I grew as a person and how much Dodie has too... dang time flies

freckles and constellations mean so much to me as it was the name inspiration for my first video game, and now i'm crying a lot oops

its crazy how far you’ve come. i feel like this is like the end of a chapter?? idk nostalgic.

When is one of my favourite songs because it describes my experience of the world so well, except that I'm living in the future instead of the past. It's also connected to a rainy and cold day after I did an audition workshop for a drama school back when I wanted to be an actress...and actually got into said drama school! I didn't end up accepting the offer because it was a hella expensive private school, but I'm still so proud of going by myself and putting myself out there. And so this song always makes me cry because it's so sad but also because it reminds me that doing scary things can work out sometimes ✨

People putting their LGBTQ flags in hearts on chat never ceases to make me happy.

I came back to see 'Streamed 30 Minutes ago.' Once again, maths class was my downfall.

ur voice has gotten so much more beautiful with the vibrato and phrasing its so so so cool to see how you’ve grown as a songwriter, vocalist, and person. this is so inspiring to see you revisit your old stuff. I love u so much dodie thank u for this I needed it today

Going to one of Dodie's Human concerts was one of the best decisions I made these past few years. I'm late to the Throwback Show, but it's always a pleasure to listen to her!
And I feel like I went back to my own teenage years, when I first listened to her music haha

dodie should cover when she loved me ill cry, this is so amazing btww !!!

Im so happy im so happy im so happy ❤❤❤ ive been here since 2013 (i remember Paint, your cups cover, and adored by him ❤)

Sucks that this was live in the middle of the night in my country, but im glad i can watch it nowww and im CRYINGGG 🥰🥰🥰😭

This was absolutely lovely!!!!

sadly couldn't watch it live but man, I hope you had as much fun as I did listening to it

oof "full of belonging but not full of love" hits right in the heart

her asking for an encore is my FAVORITE part of this entire video LOL

Omg! When I was literally in like 2nd grade I sang little mosquito for a talent show and then I completely forgot about her. This just randomly popped up in my recommendations and I recognized the name of her channel. Omg I actually can’t believe it. You have gotten so good at singing!!! Not that you weren’t good before but like. Ah

Thankyou for that small speech about depression and stuff, I dont have depression but I suffer from an other mental health condition. It can be really overwhelming and when its bad, things seem hopeless. Youre speech helped me realise that it wont always be like this and I can get through the bad part and it wont always be negative. Thankyou <3

Omg I still remember all the lyrics 😭❤️

Everyone talking about how they jolted to the past but gosh I love hearing Dodie in the now. How all of us can giggle about the past. Cheers to future songs and memories 🥂

sad I won't be done wasn't included, but am still so appreciative of all that you did play!!

i love how adored by him is v similar to heather by conan gray ❤️

I couldn't make it to watch it live but I came back, I love you soooo much

When is my favorite song, it makes me so sad, so nostalgic, but in a sweet way ♥️

Pas De Deux is so underrated wtf I listened to that shit on repeat after a break up and that got me through some hard times. Dodie, you are truly an amazing artist, I'm so excited for your album <3

Anyone else really want a dodie throwback album on Spotify...?

I've listened to this bops so much, I'm harmonizing with dods

This is the first time I've heard little room and when I tell you I SOBBED

2nd time ive watched this, excited to watch some more

The fact that I knew all of these songs word for word

This is the best birthday gift!!! so happy this streamed on my bday ☺️❤

I missed this since it was 4aam at my place, but it sounds so gorgeous aaaaa I miss the old dodie ><

When was my favorite song when it came out, I had never felt more understood and it still can make me cry. In a good way, like I’m not alone

you’ve taken me back mannnn, things were soooo good back then for me🥴

watching it hours late because time zones and i stiLL cried a lot, if i ever actually get to go to a dodie concert irl i will be full puddle

Just seeing it now and loving it!❤️

Man, this makes me so emotional and I feel so old😂

your songs feel like the most wonderful hug

little room was the most recent video of dodies that was out when I first found her after listening to adored by him for the first time. I remember watching her be so emotional about it and ache for her even though I had no idea what she was going through as a 12/13 year old. I'm 18 now, and have just moved out of the house I grew up in, and hearing her sing this again absolutely struck a chord in me, especially being right after adored by him, the same order I watched them when I first found dodie. it's been lovely to grow up with you, and to reminisce now on the way things used to be. I know what it's like to say goodbye to my little room now, and goodbye to my younger self who was struck listening to that song for the first time.

sometimes i forget just how long dodie has been an influence in my life :-) like she was 20 when she uploaded ‘my face’???? i’m turning 20 this year?? time doesn’t feel real

PLEASE can one for the road be put on spotify?!!??

I love rain I love it so much I wish it was on spotify

I discovered you on the Pomplamoose Chanel, your refreshing, beautiful and super talented

when she started singing down






i swear to god the nostalgia HIT

Sometime in late 7th grade or maybe early 8th grade, 2016-17ish, this girl I didn't know very well came up to the piano during a karaoke day and started playing. She sang When. Hardly anyone noticed, but I listened and tried not to cry. I was too shy then to ask her who wrote the song, but luckily I overheard her talking about Dodie.

I don't know how long, but some short time later, after observing this girl's love for Dodie, Pas De Deux popped up on my Youtube. I don't quite remember if it was in my recommended or if I actually searched her up and it was the featured video on her page, but either way I listened. And then I listened again. And again, and again.

Then I found Party Tattoos.
Freckles and Constellations.
She.

Then I started watching all of her other videos.

All this to say, this journey has led me here. I've spent the last 2 years in awe of how far she has come. I can hardly believe this is the same woman I sat in my bed late at night watching play piano in her bedroom while she sang about things I thought no one but me experienced.

It's both beautiful and saddening in a sense. I think back then we all wanted to keep this gem of a woman a secret all to ourselves. But the world deserves to see her.

This was such a wonderful hour in the midst of everything happening this year. As usual, Dodie is a joyful little beacon of light. :)

Dodie: plays little room
Me: this is fine ;–;

Omg literally my whole young life in one video 😭 I remember when all of these were posted 🥺

This just brings me all the way back ❤️❤️

Omg tell me why this made me cry from the first song ahhhhh. These songs characterized like all of my teenage years. Not that I’m old now or anything but wow these take me BACK. love u dodie. I’ll never forget meeting u at vidcon 2016. It made little 15 year old me sO happy :)))

Oh god this was a ride and I'm thankful for every second of it

IM SO GLAD IT WAS RECORDED

Would you consider releasing these older songs on iTunes?

ugghhhhhhh the encore shit has me so emotional from the encore on her last tour when i was already sobbing and then she just played more songs and made it worse hsjsjdjdjsj i miss thisssss

You KNOW that we all would buy this exact album! (please????)

the amount of tears i shed makes me think i might be an empath

the nostalgia is unreeeeal, wow

Talent, hard work.. crack up.. love it.. chur.. 👊👏🤙😎

this is crazy to me, like when I first listened to paint dodie was 20, and now I'm almost 20 and idk..time is going bye so fast

this is so nostalgic 🥺 luv u dodie

this was the best nostalgia i had

Such beauty. Rain made me bawl like I was a teenager again.

AHHH THE NOSTALGIA D: You might never see this but dodie youve grown so much and im so proud of you and you're success. The first video i saw was the "Stuck the way we are" song and ive been a supporter since. love you mwah

little room still makes me cry to this day. not only because i’m scared to grow up but because it reminds me of my childhood and makes me miss it and get sad that im almost an adult.

every song here reminds me of both the best and absolute worst times of my life at the exact same time and i love every second of it !!!!!!!

little room really speaks to me because me and my brother swapped rooms a few years ago, because his room was bigger than mine and because i was growing up i 'needed more space.' and sometimes ill go in there and its just weird to see it all different. like the pink flower wallpaper is gone, and now its just painted white, the bed is gone, the rug is gone, and its just weird lol

the smile on my face watching this in the middle of my night shift is so fucking wide i’m only 15 minutes into 😭😩

i'm in love with the idea of Dodie.

I remember 7 years ago having a bad day and just felt angry and destructive. I didn't even know I could be anything but angry because of childhood shit. But here in old 2013 I found this girl with a ukulele and jamming with her sis singing about make up. It was just a nice silly break from everything. I remember I even teared up a little which was uncomfortable for me. Doddle I just want you know I appreciate your light after all these years. You have a unique beautiful voice and always welcoming to anyone. If you do read this just know I appreciate a stranger for helping me out so much over the years when I was too stubborn to smile. Felt like I owed you that at least, for all the smiles you brought over these crazy 7 years. Thank you for teaching me to smile and be silly. I always wish the best for you and your family.

This takes me back to when life was good

Thank you so much for posting this!!

I love how you have “LEO” between DODD and DDLE. Love you! Love you Talent. Amazing.
Leo!

PLEASE OUT ALL THESE ON SPOTIFY DODIE PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU I CANNOT LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE NOT AFTER THIS

watching 2 days late because school be like HAH NO.. I love this all just the same, totally not obsessed with your music dodie-

thank god the mic decided to wait till the end to give up, i would have been so sad if the audio cut out during a song or if we were left with camera audio for half of the stream

some of the lyrics are cringey but the song's pretty amazing, gives me adele vibes a bit

aw thats lovely, i wish i was around for this stream

dodie please do a ultimate throwback tour!!!!!!! (after lockdown) IT WOULD BE AMAZING!!!!!!

I remember when adored by him came out- that's how I've been here
And I don't intend to leave

you were the reason i got a ukulele four years ago, so thank you :)

the romantic in me wants A Permanent Hug From You on Spotify so I can cry about being a lesbian and 16 and not having anyone to love

omg i remember being a little kid and watching all of these

permanent hug will always give me the feels UGH!! HEY, does anyone remember her Christmas song?! It was about not celebrating too early or smthng LOL

I’m trying not to cry in public on the train right now oooooft this hit the feels, all the memories I have associated with these songs 🥺

seems so beautiful how ur doin better now and uve grown and uve survived and ur well and beautiful and create so much and make ur admirers feel so much (me included), u give me hope, thank u for being u, ur rly rly awesome

I loved it!! ❤️❤️❤️

You're the reason why I bought and learned how to play uke 😊

Best way to start the day 🥰

oh god this brings back so many memories I'm so emotional aaaaaaa

That was a nice hour spent listening.

2015 was my first Dodie year 😭

Thought I’d be able to get through this without crying but as soon as little room came on I started BAWLING

i’ve not listened to many of these songs in years but the way way i sang all of them f l u e n t l y

god i know i’m saying the same thing as all these other comments but dodie was a huge part of my life from 5-9th grade and 😭😭 i def grew out of her music but hearing it brings it back 🥺

this was so lovely

Thank you Dodie. Thank you.

Quietly golf clapping after each song and pretending to be there live is how I cope with not seeing her on tour

cryin from the nostalgia lmao but we love u dodie :')

I LOVE all your songs they are so good and you seem like the nicest person!!:)
(Omg i was the 1000 comment )

you opened with my favorite!! used to listen to it all the time lol

Okay but that BURST of serotonin I got when the one for the road chorus came in

Maybe i watched it now a hundert Times... and im sooo happy every Time!!!

I really like rain after the first line or two, I hope she revisits it.

This was amazing ❤❤❤

I still sing My Face allll the time 😁

When hits me hard. There are few trans-related songs out there and fewer in genres I like that speak to me. It’s surprising when I find a song that was most likely never intended to relate to a trans person yet touches me deeply.

I spent a lot of time trying to love women when I was never actually attracted to them. I was so disassociated I never realized what I was doing. Never did what I wanted. Never living in the moment because I couldn’t bear it. Wishing for a simpler time before puberty and dating. Hoping for an easier time after I just stick it out just another month or two.

And that’s how I spent 20 years of my life. It still makes me cry knowing I’ll never be 16 again. But at least I’m not waiting anymore. I have my man and he’s wonderful. If it’s ever over, I’ll still know that it’s now, not When.

Thanks Dodie <3

Thank you so much from Spain. There are no words to express what is all that you transmit (So sorry for my poor english).

I wish I had a normal childhood, normal teenage hood and now it’s so hard to feel normal in my adulthood. I envy everyone who had normal supportive parents and normal lives. Will try my best to give to my kids at least

Holy christ! I remember when some of these songs were originally uploaded n its taken me back to like 14 year old me

Talk about If ASMR was a person! Melted the whole way! Was here since 2014 and i got a bad case of the throwback to a happier time bery nice Dodie 👌🏻🎉

This made my life I’m crying

Listening to little room as I pack for university... 🥺

you don't know how much you need dodie's voice until you listen to her again and now you're crying

Watching this at 7am UK time (the day after) damn being a teacher making me miss this live

omg freckles and constellation was the first dodie song that i heard.......... this brings me back to that time 😭😭

Greetings from Hungary Dodie. you're one of my favorite british youtubers. :)

I cried of nostalgia and god knows I'm still young

Oh man I really was ten years old when I started watching dodie's videos huh- i'm 18 now and a wholeass adult 😭

finding out the last verses of pas de deux weren’t supposed to be there is so shocking to me. i think it makes the song better but now im curious about how it originally went

i was studying for midterms and completely forgot i hate it here

She would write down your lyrics on flash cards doodle all around them and hand me one every day after class. I still have them all.

so nostalgic omfg im gonna cry

ONE FOR THE ROAD IS PNE OF MY FAV DODIE SONGS IM GLAD IT IS BACK

oh dodie saving us in quarantine

The piano in rain tho ... you could release that as an instrumental and I'd listen to it so much like wow

This brought me BACK



i love it

it was really beautiful.

She's still the oh so nice dodie years and years ago...gee i missed a lot

Oh dodie, I love you so much. <3

this brings me back to 2016🥺

Singing starts around 10 minutes in

i feel like i’m in 6th grade again i love this :’)

I know I keep commenting but I just want to say: Dodie is so inspiring, I hope I get to meet her one day!! I went to her concert last year and it was the best hours of my life. I hope one day she becomes a Christian or at least looks into it. I know how scared she is about death and I hate to see her think everything will just go away one day. Idk, I’m just ranting I guess. There’s so much more than just believing there’s a God, there’s facts and evidence that a greater power made us, y’know? I’d be happy to write more on that if you want. I know about it from a very smart friend of ours named Dr. Tim McGrew. He has two books, a PhD in Philosophy, and much more interesting facts about him. You can google him too if you want. He’s the smartest man I know, constantly reading and learning.

awww when is my all time favorite dodie song, this really takes me back

I was 16/17 when you put When up and it hit hard 😌

i still remember homemade ukulele that was painted white with polka dots

watching afterwards and paint is still a jam

Love that she sings with her eyebrows XD

Oooof. When hit me right up in the memories. Gosh those sad early-20s being in between teenage and adulthood.

Don’t think I’ve cried for an hour straight in a couple months.... man oh man it hurts. Little Room is just pain pain pain.

I’m so nostalgic I can’t even!!!

Thank you dodie :( <3

9:23 My Face
13:19 Paint
17:58 Adored by Him
23:46 Little Room
30:04 Rain
35:04 Pas de Deux
41:10 Down
45:40 A Permanant Hug from You
51:16 Freckles and Constellations
55:30 One for the Road
1:00:07 When

This was such a wonderful treat from dodie <3 I hope that you guys enjoyed the stream as much as I did!! As for my 18+ US friends, please don't forget to vote as soon as you can!! If you're under 18, you can do your part by preregistering to vote!!

I love this with my whole heart and them some

My parents just sold my childhood home in a very small town, and I moved for the first time into a city, so little room really hits rn :(

in pain not me missing the entire show

I was at school but I’m happy I can still watch this☺️❤️💛💙

I recently did a cover of Pas de Deux on Facebook for a project then this happened. MY HEART.

little room really got to me after leaving my childhood home for uni :(

Singing paint was so fun 😂

Dodie. You're so fucking gorgeous, I absolutely cannot fathom how your face is so attractive... Loved the live 💞

SIX YEARS AGO.....6 big fat years ago....wow if you think about it it’s not that long ago but Jesus Christ it sure is. Most of us are over our emo phase most of us are legal most of us are basically adults some of us even have kids some are still depressed but besides that. Six years wow it has changed us...yet here we are still into Dodie even though she’s changed just as much as us

This was amazing

this brought back MEMORIES w o w

the way i spent 3 whole days when i was a lil pre teen studying finger placement on down to also be able to play it

your streaming skillz are huge!

lol I was on the brink of tears for 20 minutes and then what's this?? little room!! and then I was sobbing

I'm moving out of my parents house in 9 days and the song about your bedroom just hit different

one for the road is just so iconic

holy shit im crying i feel 12 again this is too much

I love rain
You should totally REMAKE that song

you should fully bring out Rain because ive never heard it before and oh my GOD

I’m so sad, I missed the live 😭 ! (I gonna watch now !) anyway.. You’re so cute ! Please, after covid : come back in France ! 🥺💗

You can't see or hear me singing and air drumming/violin-ing along, but I had a blast!

This just had me 🥺🥺

ahhhhahhhhahhhhh. i cannot believe i missed this. i was in schoooooooooooooooool. i’m beyond sad:( ilysm dodie!!! u kept me alive💛

Remember when Dodie played one for the road the last time she was in the states? 😭😭😭

I did not expect to cry today... I stopped listening to dodie but I never stopped loving her (if that makes sense). She will never know how much her music helped me. Listening to this gives me nostalgia.

at rain and i wanna hear dodie in a musical podcast

dodieeee this was so cute ilysmmm <3

rain gives me chills EVERY GODDAMN TIME

Love you more then the world dodie xxxx

i play Rain on the piano and just aggressively cry to it as i’m slamming out the chords i don’t even sing i just vibe

This made my soul comfy

Did she sing Freckles and Constallations? I left after she sang about her room [I cried a little]

crying at pas de deux that song defined eighth grade for me. so crazy it’s been this long

This is the happiest i’ve been all year

This is the best foreign influence 🤣

ohnooo, i missed it! i love these songs <3

This makes me feel things

PLEASE SING A NEW VERSION OF RAIN ITS SO BEAUTIFUL

fuck it i'm crying i feel twelve years old again. i don't remember a lot of from that time, honestly. but i remember how i was and how i felt; and i'm not that person anymore. for better or for worse. and there are only a few things and people i've held onto from that time, because it wasn't particularly good but you are one of the creators that i've held onto, you mean a lot to me. you were a big part of me growing up, but i've stilll got a lot of growing up to do. so i'm still here, and i think i'll stick around for awhile :)

🥺🥺 this is so nostalgic

a permanent hug from you is so cute omgggg

can someone timestamp the songs please??

does anyone have a full list of time stamps?

this. this is what i needed right now.

adored by him is like old school heather !!!!

I, too, cried during My Face 😭😂

my first dodie concert because i live in asia

omg im small again this brought back so much nostalgia. i still know all the lyrics!!! hahaha

Gosh this takes me back 😭😭

I’m only 16! That means I started listening when I was 12 oh my god I didn’t even realize 🥺🥺

not little room making me sob the same way it did when I moved out of my childhood house

rip to the late viewers 😔

Damn, When hits hella different

it's weird I miss life when these came out but i wouldn't want to relive it ever again

I love all of these songs ;_;

Please please please put adored by him on spotify

not my eyes welling once she started the my face

pas de deux was the first song I ever heard from dodie and it really hit different ngl

Oh WOWWWWW THIS IS AMAZING!

Dodie really got the whole squad cryin huh

i’m listening to adored by him and i’m feeling too much rn SM NOSTALGIA AAAAA HELP

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

Am i the only one around here rewatching this even though i was at the livestream?

Shoulda been called The Magical History Tour 😔

those absolute BARS during rain my god

ultimate throwback should be the name for the album with these songsssss

45:45

I left this midway when she sang rooom because I wont be able to sing it to my dorm anymore cuz of corona.

please dodie i am sobbing i love it here

One For The Road brings me back to the Red Room at Cafe 939 for her 2015 transatlantic tour

I am so happy and nostalgic

OH NO IM LATE NO

Why isn’t there a like button that you can like for 1000 times!?

i loved one for the road so much

I’m so excited ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Adored by him is spotify worthy :(

This comment says nothing important.

absolute comfort person i love you so much

Dodie does a surprisingly good Scottish accent

THIS WILL NOT BE THE LAST, DODIE

She used to sing so much higher but now she can sing those low notes

ughh dods soooo incredible

how i am: down
how im trying to be: permanent hug from u

down made me cry everything's fine

I was here for the first few-songs then had to my bed. That was a late streem. And I really want Dear Happy on Spotify

Heavenly voice, who is that? Dodie? Who is Dodie? What a beaut.

Rewatching this and the ads are SO LOUD because shes soft and nice

I’m not crying, you are 🥺😭🌻

Ok i loved all this but was NOT prepared for rain in grown-up dodie's voice and her new improvs!!!!!

aww this was so funnnn

Incredible just absolutely fucking INCREDIBLE

LITTLE ROOM HAD ME SOBBING

I feel 9 again thx dodie!

wanna crying and smiling at the same time

Adored by him...Dodie is Heather

omg the nostalgia

this stream was hosted 1 day before my 16th birthday. I find that ironic somehow

Dodie always makes me want to be a lesbian.

Oh je l'aime ! Les gars, ça fait si longtemps que je la suis... J'ai l'impression d'avoir grandi avec elle, dingue.
EN: Oh, how I love her ! Guys, it's been so long since I started following her... Damn, I feel like we grew up together.
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
How beautiful to see you like this, being able to look at the past tenderly. You look so deeply happy, and I feel relieved ^^
(Still hope to meet you dodie, and drink some tea while telling us all . )

Starstruck was PHENOMENAL

I did not expect little room to make me BAWL jesus

I want the gif of dodie clapping!!!

not me crying over this because I was actually happy at that time.. no sir not me

29:40 - Rain gives me modern-day Eponine vibes.

i had a migraine last night, so couldn’t watch, woke up with the aftermath of my migraine and just starting sobbing at this.

WHAHT E FCUCK HOW DID I MISS THIS I PRACTICALLY GREW UP W DODIE IM SO EMO

Hiii iam a fan from algeria..i think what you do is very beautiful..thank you.

I’m crying in the club

i'm glad you saved this

You are loved. Thank you.

unexpectedly emotional

When the baritone uke only reminds you of jewel.

i want pas de deux (minus the sam part) to play at my mom's funeral or something

so glad i grew up with u 🥺

i set an alarm for 5 am for this (time difference blah blah blah ) but then i snoozed it for AN HOUR....i could kick myself

intro welcome music: playing
me: drowning in nostalgia

Rain is litterally me when I was 13, 14 and 15.

egglers how you doing today
i will always remember how crazy the chat was before the show started

Who else was mouthing all the lyrics along??

Oh to be a sad freshman in love with my best friend again TAKE ME BACK

Very good songs and you are sooooo cute :)

I plugged my headphones into my chrome book and earbuds into my iPad. Then I synched them and I’m having a ball

The fact that she didn't start with the claps smh

Jkjk love you dodie

this has tiny desk energy

AHHHH I needed this

my heart jumped

Anyone else play through Rain more than once?

44:44 MAKING ME CRY BEFORE SCHOOL DODIE I HAVE JUST DONE MY EYELINER STOPPPP

I miss my bedroom and I haven’t even left it yet. You’re not alone 😭

I've been there since paint...I looove it here

i hear adored by him and started crying

oh how this made me cry

truly wish to be at the better stage of life one day

here's your replay button: 13:33

dodie I love you very much

also holy shit shes improved

i cant believe freckles and constellations was in 2016 wow

i’m here for down!

is this over or is this live im so confused?

adored by him and heather could be cousins

I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED IT

The way she laughs on hedy's parts while singing Paint sjdhuexbdj

plz put one for the road on spotify plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

feels like i only just started watching you last year but i’ve been here for 5 years ???

This just be 💓💓💓💓💓

adored by him is the original heather you can’t prove me wrong

Expressing some insecurity is part of your charm. Though… whenever you do it, I'm thinking %she sure doesn't know I had the longest crush on Rachel Weisz%, additionally, you are too much destiny to not want to adore you.

lol, I could hear her when she was saying "Hello" into the mic

WHY AM I CRYING TO THE BEDROOM SONG !!!!!!!

middle school me is having a field day!

Cries at little room even though I know I’ve moved at least 5 times

Oops I haven’t heard little room since before my parents sold my childhood house....ouch

dodie: we love space!
me: gAY

32:20 Here's rain and thunder for Dodie who demands for ti*.

OH MY GOD ONE FOR THE ROAD

adored by him was the og heather tho

41:10 just to remind me later Down timestamp

we'll never know what she meant to say at the end

I'm an 18 year-old Filipina and I just registered recently yay!

I CANT FUCKN BELIEVE I MISSED IT I SHOULD HAVE STAYED UP ALL NIGHT IM SO UPSET HELP

adored by him.....:-( ugh man this takes me back to high school when i liked this boye and he was in a relationship with my friend and shes like so perfect all the teachers love her bc shes so smart and she do be pretty and everyone liked her and it hurtsss tp see them together but like im just the clown friend who everyone wants tp be friend with but not date with lol im ok now i lesbina

Wonder how many people that were in the Freckles and Constellations are watching this haha

not me crying again over every song

So we’re all in agreement to replace Simon says with Dodie says-












I am referring to the “Dodie says vote” thing in the bacc btw :3

Any other audio people here eyeing off that Ashton Spirit 😍

big mad that i didn't wake up on time for the Live :( buT I'M HERE NOW AND ISS OKAY!

i can not tell you how much i freaked out when she noticed the heather joke. her videos and songs helped me realize that progress isn’t linear and mental illness isn’t something that you can just push down in hopes to go away. she presents mental illness in a raw but reassuring way that lets you know that while it sucks, it’s okay to let yourself be openly ill. i love you, dodie 💗 (my comment is the og heather one at 21:29. i was screaming on the phone with my friend lol)

she’s a princess

So little room broke me 🙃🙃

Oh i have missed u 🧡

i am in tears

this is so nostalgic bye

Who disliked this? Why????

the cello above the radiator triggers me so much. loved the rest of the show though.

im so upset i thought today was monday 🥺

Thank you <3

wooow i remember during these times, i met u (in youtube ofc). what a nostalgic feeeling it is. ahhjfhkjsdhjfkdhfjksd

not me watching this at college while revising lol

Could you cover the good left undone by Rise Against

Does anyone remember this one french song she sang on her instagram it was like cutesy and a love song I think, I have literally never been able to find it again and it makes me SAD

Could you also cover a miracle by Rise Against please

So... who won the blue ukulele after Paint?

Other ppl in the og freckles and constellations live how are we feeling

Hey in everyone's opinion, at what song did old Dodie become new dodie?

This was nice but I can barely hear any of the instruments dodie v.v

Thank you!!

just me singing along

imagine Paint with hedy?! /insert a sad cowboy/

some of these songs are in her book

love love love love

This is the fourth time I've watched this video lolol

👍🏻 pretty cool man. prett-y cool.

6:20. Depends on where you live. I brought my mail in ballot to the elections office yesterday morning.

i feel like i’m 11 again lmao 🥺🥺🥺

oh fuck i was doing ok until When :'( i've come such a long fucking way since that came out WOW (speaking of coming out ;D)

I cried

been here since before GCSEs n graduating uni next year lol. I remember when almost every singe one of these videos was posted lol

Tears. Literal tears.

Nooo I missed it 🥺

Oh my gosh she's a beaannn

I’m going to cry

anyone know what mice shes using?

dang i missed it 🤧🤧🤧

This is the best

Why did you pick 300 as the goal? Just curious!

Rain killed me ;,,(

i missed it, im so sad-

rain is beautiful

i was literally in my first year of high school when my face was uploaded i'm now in my last rippp

i criiii 😭(only @ 26:14 in video) DODIEEEE =*( 😭
also by the end of little room i felt so big still living in my lil room ahahaaa😅😓😢

❤️

💛💛💛

excuse me i need paint on spotify..

i MISSED THIS BC OF CLASS

i love.

Thank you.

<3

I voted already

<3

"well that was sad...LOL"

what have i missed? 🥺

i love you so much

You make me real

I MISSED IT WHYYYYYYYY

im crying

wow sobbing

i love when omg <3

Please re visit rain it sounds so goodd

God I need a hug

Before the end of this live i'm not hear the audio

pitch: dodie musical.

Isnt when on spotify?

HOW OLD IS HEDY NOW

Thank you

If a butterfly could sing...

Wait I’m so upset I missed this ur so cute bby

i feel 10 again CRY

brb currently transcending into my 12 year old self again

Dodie is so pretty.

I was here when paint was uploaded ☺️

your old voice turned me into a mezzo sop lolz

did i cry yes

Please record rain and pas de deux and release please please please dodie

dodie u forgot the cw on when lol

​💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

👏🏻👏🏻💯💯💯💯🔝🔝🔝🔝🎶🎶🎶✌🏻

❤❤❤❤❤❤❤☺☺☺☺

Ah i just noticed the eyeliner!!!!

I’ve been here since “the way we are” a shame your sis aint here :P

timestamps?

pas de deux was a lot while eating my chinese food

Well it's still monday.

did i just mute my teacher on zoom to watch this yeah what about it

Not me crying rn

1:57 to skip the intro ^u^

Does Hedy use they/them now? Idk if I'm overthinking, but she seemed mention Hedy gender neutrally on purpose

🥺🥺ily

I heard there is a dodie discord?? Anyone have the link?

9:22 13:33 18:11 23:48 30:09 35:11 41:10 45:44 51:16 55:29 1:00:06

20:08

oh wow my face makes me feel... Things

little mosquito tho

I think I see you. I do not understand what you are saying. I still think I see you.

ive been here since 2014 :((((

PAS DE DEUX omg i cry

Background noise as I play AC.

i love u.

that's all.
that's the comment. <3!!

35:09

wheres my hero timestamp guy :)

little mosquito tho

pas de deux 🥺

43:43

You have so many more teeth then I remember

11:13 11:17

pas de deux is suck a beautiful song, i cri, i cri

19:20

Sobbing

😭

Ive missed it fuck 😀

i’m sorry but ‘my face’ was NOT 5 years ago

ohmygodohmygod

Fuck me I was not prepare for Rain... Honestly the song is so much better than you think it is

What's that microphone?

11:14

Fuck me i think ive been here for 6 years

leAaVe ME alOOOnEeee cuz IM nott AloNe

Angel

:)

Dirty greasy glasses

LADS

oml sammy copley

Where are you from? England or Australia

vote

Your intro is way too long....

Full view.

Full view.

egg.

Egg

Cool that you're doing so much to help get Trump re-elected!!

Aaaa