Because your non festive songs show festivity in its true bittersweet form. There's more to Christmas than blindingly bright fairy lights and shouts of Merry Christmas everywhere you go. Like most things in life, Christmas, or any other festive occasion, isn't just black and white (or in this case, red and green ahahaa)

I like fairy lights too but eight billion of them shining in your eyes at the same time is a bit too much

I AM OFFENDED AS FAIRY LIGHTS ARE LITERALLY EVERYTHING.


this song honestly hits hard, christmas was so fun and magical as a kid and now it’s filled with expectations. it’s stressful now, instead of feeling happy with the past, i’m sad it’s gone. yup i love this song

I know this is an old comment and an old video but my mom and I were talking about this the other day. The magic of Christmas just isnt the same as when you were a kid. The excitement changes from opening presents and all the activities and toys and everything, to seeing everyone else open presents that you got them. Not only that, but everyone just seems kinda over Christmas by the time you get to Christmas day, and it's more visible the older you get. I would give nearly anything just to experience the feeling of childhood excitement on Christmas day again.

well Christmas has certainly lost it's spark that it had before, but that doesn't mean you can't make it magic. Spend your time enjoying and celebrating loved ones, and take your time to be cozy and rest is what i do now


tbh it doesn’t feel like christmas to me this year - living for this anti-xmas song

@i am everyone else at least we’re all still here jamming to the same christmas song

Neolexious Neolexian thank you—this is so kind. happy holidays :)

I was never really that much into Halloween or Christmas, but this the moods in this comment thread are sad  : (

I hope that whatever it is you may have lost, you can find again in the rest of your life

I hope whimsy and togetherness can be fostered, created, and cherished all year-round, if not at one time in particular

Halloween didn’t feel like Halloween either

this year just sucked altogether

I hate to tell everyone, but I think it’s called growing up :/ we’re losing the childhood magic

same lmao my family always celebrates christmas today (christmas eve) but im just kinda here lying in bed

i really miss it, i used to be so so excited for the holidays but they’ve kind of lost their thrill for some reason :(

omg I'm not alone yay i felt really sad bc this year just felt off to me

I mean...I feel like Christmas wasn't hyped much and no one was so excited unlike past years...I dunno

i am everyone else I haven’t gotten in the spirit, <br>I’ve watched like 18 Christmas movies but it still feels bleh

i am everyone else I haven’t gotten in the spirit,
I’ve watched like 18 Christmas movies but it still feels bleh

i am everyone else — i feel like something changed, and everything is different now and that’s why Christmas doesn’t feel like Christmas anymore.

i am everyone else it really doesn’t uughhhh

i haven’t felt the normal christmas feelings since I was like 12 lmao. and that’s on childhood trauma 😂😂

Zhong Kuy ok literally the same thing happened to me. i feel you.

I was friendzoned one week before Christmas, but still thou. My problems is mine, but I'll try my best to make holydays special.


i love how dodie went from "i used to play the clarinet" to "picking up the clarinet again and incorporating it into songs" <br>it's really inspiring :,)

i love how dodie went from "i used to play the clarinet" to "picking up the clarinet again and incorporating it into songs"
it's really inspiring :,)


"I will find my spirit in waking up with you" is SUCH a nice lyric wowowow


I feel like this song but I desperately want that Christmas glittering feeling back. I want it back so bad and I think decorating and doing my usual rituals of baking and buying people presents would help but I have no oven at my place, or money to buy Christmas decorations or presents 😭😢

I used to care more about spending pre-christmas with my dormmates or christmas with my now-ex, but im in a really transitional place, in a new school for a year before i move to a new city, and i don't have anyone close with a tangible connection here

It’s so hard when you don’t have the resources to do your usual holiday traditions! I’m sorry. Maybe you can find other ways you can feel that glitter. Maybe that means volunteering or making some handmade presents out of silly things around your place. I’ve been where you are though ❤ my heart goes out to you! Never stop looking for the Christmas spark!

christmas isn’t about money or decorations or presents or even food! it’s about the love you have in your soul! it’s about the warmth you can find in yourself even when life feels cold! you’ve got this! merry christmas :)

I hope every day sparkles like Christmas Day for you. You'll get there :)


I relate so much with this song. Christmas is just not as magical as it used to be for me. Merry Xmas.

babie yoda yes exactly! This year feels off. So much happened but it all feels like a blur

.BbG
yeah !! i’ve had sum pretty bad moments, death & stuff but my year hasn’t been particularly horrible

_.BbG_
yeah !! i’ve had sum pretty bad moments, death & stuff but my year hasn’t been particularly horrible

babie yoda yeah, of course there were falling moments this year that worried me (personally), but that’s just gen z for all of us huh.

.BbG
yeah i feel that, not exactly depressing or anything it just doesn’t feel the same

_.BbG_
yeah i feel that, not exactly depressing or anything it just doesn’t feel the same

babie yoda Idk maybe-<br>2019 just feels weird, I have no clue why

babie yoda Idk maybe-
2019 just feels weird, I have no clue why

.BbG
we seriously all living the same life lol? i feel this way too

_.BbG_
we seriously all living the same life lol? i feel this way too

Gray Smith I agree, this year Christmas just doesn’t have the same joy in the air for me.


I mean the real question here is why would other people only write festive Christmas songs when the non-festive ones are this good?


The grinch has never related so hard to any other song.

Ps love you dodie!


I looooove <br>Don’t get me wrong I like Christmas songs but after a while they all sound the same. This feels honest and refreshing and ew who says refreshing but you know what I mean.                   Edit: so it’s been brought to my attention that people do in fact say refreshing. My bad.

I looooove
Don’t get me wrong I like Christmas songs but after a while they all sound the same. This feels honest and refreshing and ew who says refreshing but you know what I mean.                   Edit: so it’s been brought to my attention that people do in fact say refreshing. My bad.

refreshing is such a normal and commonly used word wdym lol

You probably already know about it but Sia released a completely original Christmas album in 2017 (2018 for the Deluxe version) and it's amazing, it's got many songs with bery different feels to each of them... it really allows you to step outside of the 'All I Want for Christmas Is You' kind of thing, while still having some festive songs


please still do a minor christmas.. also this is INCREDIBLE WTF <br>IM GONNA BE PLAYING THIS NONE STOP FOR THE NEXT 2 DAYS

please still do a minor christmas.. also this is INCREDIBLE WTF
IM GONNA BE PLAYING THIS NONE STOP FOR THE NEXT 2 DAYS

@mia pizzaria thanks! I'm still trying to figured out that chord progression tho. I think she plays in a different tuning


Okay but when are we getting a dodie Christmas album??

The point from this video is that there won’t be

McKenna Reeves including baby it’s cold outside w lewis pls

@leila middleton and Christmas Time and Party!

@leila middleton Right! Also, some (or all haha) of her 'Christmas songs in a minor key'!

honestly! i'd love to see this and smile at snow on a chirstmas album/ep.


i relate to this song SO MUCH. i cannot believe tomorrow's christmas eve. it doesn't feel like christmas at all


This is so relatable! It's like the older you get, the less magical the holidays feel. So you're left feeling nostalgic about years past.


it’s officially christmas when dodie posts a christmas song


because your non-festive christmas songs are the best! :)


TJ omg and I just saw your dan and Phil playlist I love this

TJ no I love yours more 💕 But thanks it’s a picture of a garden duck I took, it’s my favourite picture ever

And your profile picture is giving me life


I love this so much. I haven't been feeling very Christmassy this year because I've been too busy with exams to think about it (year 11 sucks so much). It's so nice listening to a Christmas song where I don't feel bad about not feeling festive.


Honestly this makes me feel less lonely in my unhappy holidays. Usually Christmas is a very happy time for me but I've been having a really really tough time and am counting down the days until January 4th when I go back to uni... the wait is so painful, though.  I can't fix my problems from here (at home) but at uni there's: hope- a possibility I can talk to the person I really need to talk to, friends to talk to about it, and even therapists. And the environment is just generally less lonely and more hopeful. Whereas at home, I just have to pretend I'm fine despite literally crying for hours everyday, overthinking everything I've done wrong and going crazy trying to figure out how to fix the mess I made. At least I have my cat to hug here, ig. Just thought I'd vent. 2020 shall be better.

@The Sun Has Come to Earth Thank you so much, I'm doing much better than I was when I first commented- it's still complicated and tough, but I have a lot to look forward to at uni and my outlook is a lot brighter. I'm remembering myself a lot more- getting back into my passions as well as finding some new hobbies! Whether or not others see my personal growth is out of my control- but I am so excited for this next chapter of life that 2nd semester is bringing! It is going to be hard at times, and I know that. But getting through this rough, complicated time and still having the spark of hope I always have has reminded me of my resilience. I lost sight of myself in 2019 a lot, it was the hardest year of my life- but I am starting to feel more like me now. I have such a love for life- 2020 is going to be about focusing on that instead of letting my insecurities turn me cold/distant/self-destructive/not myself like I did in 2019. I hope 2020 brings you lots of happiness and the same kindness you've given me 💚

@emmabee14 Happy New Year to you :) just checking in to make sure you're okay... not long till you go back to uni aaaahhhhh <3

@The Sun Has Come to Earth That's a great idea, thank you! I think Burned Out would be a fun one to learn... or maybe Monster... hmmm so many lovely tunes!

@emmabee14 I just had a venture on to your channel (the breakfast video editing made me laugh!) and saw you play the Hello intro... You're pretty good! I bet you can play some dodie.

Maybe a little project for you to occupy your mind in the last week before you go back, to make a video of this?

☀

@The Sun Has Come to Earth Thank you, your comment warmed my heart 💚. Yes, I do play ukulele and piano as well as sing. And you're very right, it has been quite therapeutic through this time- music is a powerful healer. I love songwriting and it's been a great outlet for making something beautiful amidst pain.

You got this. Do you play any instrument? It can be very therapeutic if you haven't tried, and the time will just fly by!


thank u so much for writing and sharing this song. I used to really like christmas, but ever since my parents got a divorce I've been feeling very bitter about festive season :') so thank u for making me feel less alone in this time of the year <3


Christmas can be one of the hardest times for some people..it only reminds them of people they lost that year or something they had last year they don’t this year..it’s so important to love and support the people going through this year


non festive christmas songs are lowkey the best! it’s a different vibe which makes the song so much better! love y dodie!!!!


I just love how she’s expanded her sectionalism, with a baritone uke and clarinet in the background. It fits her new style so well.


such an honest christmas song. so bittersweet and raw


I gotta say I oddly connect with this song. I feel not the same way as I use to when it comes to Christmas and I think the lyrics sum up it well. I  do like this holiday but with life-changing and it not feeling what it used to be, I think it gets less magical the more you grow up and such. But I'm glad I'm not the only one that feels this way.

Well besides the shopping I did get some gifts for my family close to me. ^-^


The “all good Christmas’ have been had now” lyric hit the truth head on


thank you for putting how I feel now about christmas into song form. last year was the first christmas where I woke up and was like huh,, not really feeling it. And since then I haven’t been able to make it feel like christmas. no matter how many lights I see or songs I hear, it’ll never be the same christmas that I once loved. happy holidays.


omg the little oboe/clarinet/that instrument whatever it is YES

IDK WHY IT REMINDED ME OF TOY STORY AHHHHHHHH

@abendrot___ oh no that's sad :(( i recommend you watch it now that you're older!


I'm livin' for clarinet dodie! This song is so calming and super chill, I love it.


i was just wondering if dodie was gonna do another minor christmas songs video and then i got this notification. that being said......can we expect a minor christmas songs video this year dodie?

Stefan Dejager Yes! She posted a little preview on her Instagram story!


<b>me head bopping to this song through my twelfth christmas breakdown</b>

*me head bopping to this song through my twelfth christmas breakdown*


Finally, the song that I was looking for years. 'Don't ask me about christmas' cause I'll be in my bed with my ukulele🙂


I am literally so happy to sew you succeeding. Sending you so much of my love. xx <3


1. This is adorable thank u dodie my life is complete<br>2. Idk how you’ve been doing ur eyeliner recently but just wanted to say it is absolutely adorable and suits u so well

1. This is adorable thank u dodie my life is complete
2. Idk how you’ve been doing ur eyeliner recently but just wanted to say it is absolutely adorable and suits u so well


how can someone be so stunning and talented at the same time like wtaf


I love this the lyrics it doesnt quite feel the same anymore is so true right now i just turned 18 this year and it doesnt feel like christmas it just doesnt feel the same anymore


Love you so much Dodie, I hope you enjoy the holidays❤


@Harry James Smith Music no, crowd work and being comfortable performing is also a skill that is also learned through practice. Talent means nothing.

@The Sun Has Come to Earth Yep, you're right ; practice is important, but practice alone is not enough; talent can't be learn; ability to perform brilliantly in front of huge audience (or crowd) is a rare gift. All the best and thanks for comment!

@Harry James Smith Music Of course, not to mention the countless hours of practise and dedication that she's shown.


When is this gonna be on spotifyyyyyyyyy


honestly it makes me happy that your christmas songs arent super happy or festive because i know so many (including myself) who struggle during the holidays and all of the cheery songs only make me feel worse about it, so to have a song or two that represent how i feel... it doesnt make me feel like some crazy alien. so thank you


“All the good Christmases have been had now” 😭❤ this is perfectionnnnnn


Hope everyone has a warm and cozy Christmas... I love y’all 💗💕💖✨ (drop any plans y’all have for Christmas!)


As someone who hasn’t celebrated Christmas in 7 years, this hits home


What lovely control to your voice! I really enjoyed this. It's so heartwarming to see how you've matured in these last few years while still keeping the same vibe and feel to your videos and music. Plus, the line, "this isn't my favorite time of year but it doesn't have to be...terrible" is such a mood lol. Coming from a bit of an apathetic family, it's been up to me to make the season feel festive for myself if I want to enjoy it at all, and I find that I do :) it's doesn't have to be awkward and stilted. It is what you make it. Merry Christmas, dodie!


this is so cool! you should release some christmas songs next year, maybe with some of your songs in a minor key :)


I'm feeling this very much this Christmas. Lovely as always~~


THE CLARINETS!!!! I always appreciate a good clarinet in songs. 💕 This is really how I feel this Christmas tbh.


i relate to this so much. christmas just doesn’t feel the same as it did when i was little. it’s not as magical as it used to be.


This is such a beautiful song!! Wow, I just really love it!! It's so sad in a way, it perfectly captures how I feel about christmas!


Oh my god this is so amazingggg. I love the chord progressions and lyrics. I JUST LOVE IT ALL AHH


"Well done everyone. We're halfway out of the dark" - Doctor Who


Oh the clarinetttttt! I’m getting one for Christmas and this is making me so excited! I love the song as well! Everything is so perfect ❤


It’s been like 5 seconds and I already love this song!! Love you Dodie


this is so pretty I love the melody and the arrangement and the lyrics🥰🥰


Ayyy I was really vibing with this song when you played it live! So glad I can listen to it more!!


I feel similarly about the holidays, I’ve had holiday trauma for the longest time and this year I’m trying to rewrite a lot of it, but it doesn’t change my feelings of disappointment and loneliness.<br>Thank you

I feel similarly about the holidays, I’ve had holiday trauma for the longest time and this year I’m trying to rewrite a lot of it, but it doesn’t change my feelings of disappointment and loneliness.
Thank you


My Christmas this year: with Dodie's music, vlogs and some wine. Great Christmas so far , thanks so much Dodie! xx


This beautiful song is inspiring me to practice my clarinet again. ☺


my family has started to get into fights, so christmas doesnt feel the same anymore. this encompassed everything that I have been feeling recently, thanks dodes


I love this so much!! Also couldn't get out of my head how perfectly it fits to " The monster in Paris " vibes. But since it's not a new year cartoon I guess it's the melody that makes me think of that awsome work of art. Thank you for this song I really feel so much better now.


Well this made me feel like I’m not alone in my non festive feelings. Thank you!


“But what a beauty in sharing” is such a wonderful line. I’m tearing up after listening to it because WOW that song means a lot.


The way the lyrics flow is so strange but I love it! Summed up how some of us have started to feel about Christmas, cheers Dodie!


This is exactly how I feel about Christmas. Thank you for putting it into words 😂


love the chords and vocal control in this song xx


I thought you had filmed this vertically at first and I was gonna scream


Hey, I don't really comment on videos, but I just wanted to say I'm a new fan and you bring so much light and positivity into the world. Thank you for being you :)


I love getting notifications of your channel, your voice is so beautiful ♥


Man I’m so overwhelmed with appreciation and love for you. So glad you exist


Well shit my Christmas just got a whole lot better even if I'm spending it alone again. Thanks dodieee!


Great song Dodie,.I herd you on the  radio!


somehow dodie always writes the songs I’m feeling at the moment and it’s always perfect


Your lyricism shines on this one. You have a gift, I’m so hypnotized by the way you manage to intertwine your words!


dammit dodie, why did you take all the cuteness and left none for me????


heard on BBC 2, and was waiting for it to be uploaded. thank you for this, dodie. you're amazing!


You make me feel all fuzzy and warm inside, Dodie. 💛


This makes me double excited for minor Christmas songs :)


Thank you for making this song & sharing it! It's very relatable! I don't feel Christmassy but I do it for my son when I see him. Wish you all the best for 2020 💫


I am so in love with this. It's so different and unique. ❤👍💞


I was listening to Smile at Snow when I got the notification that you had uploaded this. (An old song, I know). And seeing how much your style and voice have changed and improved is amazing! You're amazingly talented. Merry Christmas!


i love this because it put into words how I feel this year. it’s so simple and pretty. hope everyone has a great week and finds some joy, whether you celebrate or not. thats what I’m set out to do. <3


AH I’ve been so ready for your next song!!!!! Love you dodie❤❤❤❤


First Xmas without my grandad and this song really expresses how I feel ❤❤


The clarinet is giving me Disney vibes and I love it <3


I adore this; I totally understand the feeling. I’ve been trying to do festive things and videos and activities but ever since I moved to TX and there’s no snow, and we stay in school till just a few days before, it’s hard sometimes :(<br>Bringing it with the beautiful, untraditional melodies once again, queen 🙌🏻❤

I adore this; I totally understand the feeling. I’ve been trying to do festive things and videos and activities but ever since I moved to TX and there’s no snow, and we stay in school till just a few days before, it’s hard sometimes :(
Bringing it with the beautiful, untraditional melodies once again, queen 🙌🏻❤


This is so pretty, I'm so glad you're using your clarinet playing more because it sounds so nice and you play so musically! Also I relate to this and it cute


this perfectly portrays how i feel about christmas this year and i love it


this hits so hard. absolutely love christmas songs like these that bring an honest feeling to the season. down to earth and completely relatable.


IM IN LOVE ESPECIALLY THE PART ABOUT FINDING JOY IN WAKING UP WITH SOMEONE YOU LOVE


I love this, it's so beautiful and I really understand how you feel. I don't like Christmas as much as I used to, but it's getting back towards the good side! Happy holidays everyone!!! Love you Dodie❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞❤💞


Finally a relatable song. Christmas makes me incredibly anxious and I cry a lot. But this year I have someone to pat me on my back when I do. Thank you, Dodie!


I love this so much dodie, you are the one artist who has stopped me from having some sort of breakdown your music makes me so happy and means so much to me, ☺


Really good once again 😊 so good to see how good you're getting now!! 🥰😍😁


i love this!! it shows how Christmas isn’t always joyful and picture perfect. bc not everyone has a good christmas, it also shows how growing up can change perspectives one happy things.<br>i luv this sm like wow

i love this!! it shows how Christmas isn’t always joyful and picture perfect. bc not everyone has a good christmas, it also shows how growing up can change perspectives one happy things.
i luv this sm like wow


Please release this next year, I love this! 😍


Dodie, you're the best! I know what that song means. I listened to it live on BBC (thanks twitter). You're fantastic!!!! I also watched interviews earlier. I love you as we all do. Stay strong and all the best! Btw. I don't celebrate Christmas much myself lol


i am LOVING the backing clarinet in this song, truly complements the soft bittersweet mood of this song


this feels so bittersweet
this is the first Christmas I’ve had where it just doesn’t feel the same anymore
I really like this, it makes me feel better in that
we can all bah, humbug together
there’s solace in sharing miseries


I love this song so much! Getting older makes enjoying Christmas so much more difficult than the simplicity and magic of Christmas as a child. Such a fantastic song!


I always get so excited when you upload!💕


Hey dodie!!! I was hoping for a recent video upload!! Loving this! Keep them coming!


Somehow this makes that sketch you made four years ago even funnier 😅 loving the song tho; it’s so honest and I can very much relate


deliberately rushed to the radio to hear you perform this beautiful song! it's so refreshing and different to all the other xmas songs and i love it so much aaaaaaaaa


I love this so much imma play this on repeat all day eeeee


What are the chords pleease, I'm obsessed with this song <3


hey I’ve been watching you for like 4 years now and I can tell you’ve improved your singing a lot and gained so much control over your voice but if I could offer just one piece of constructive criticism I think if you would let your voice get a little louder it would flourish! I’ve seen it! It’s a bit more emotional that way too! Anyway if this offended you in any way I sincerely apologize. love u dodes <3


Well this just summed up my exact feelings about Christmas and I got a bit teary, so thank you. It was exactly what I needed to hear. <b>sniffles</b>

Well this just summed up my exact feelings about Christmas and I got a bit teary, so thank you. It was exactly what I needed to hear. *sniffles*


you literally captured this feeling perfectly im stunned


the clarinets in the background are gorgeous <3


can’t wait to listen to this on repeat for 34 hours straight


Also I quite like the vertical filming! It looks nice <33


Beautiful lady and a beautiful singing voice!


the part on bbc radio where you went "ooh interesting chord" sounded so casual and cool, great job staying calm!


Please make more like this, even if it's just little silly things for vloggle, itsbjust such a beautiful soundscape


is it just me or has your voice somehow become even more satisfying to listen to

the tone has changed a bit... it's like a white hot chocolate smoothly running down my throat as i breathe in.... just so warm and it feels like home... silky and makes me just wanna close my eyes and sigh in relief at something so far from the troubles of today.


Hello I would like the chords for this masterpiece, thank you and goodnight


I'm lost for words.
<br>it's just too beautiful !

I'm lost for words.
it's just too beautiful !


i’m afraid that if i dedicate my life to music i will fail, but dodie motivates me to do it, it’s very clear she does this with love and it’s really beautiful


“red pushing down on the green” - If I’m Being Honest<br>and in this song she says this red and green doesn’t mean the same anymore, maybe there’s a correlation or maybe I just completely went too deep and this song is literally just about how Christmas no longer feels the same. I tend to over analyze things so there’s probably absolutely no relation lmao it’s just when I saw the title my mind immediately went to that song

“red pushing down on the green” - If I’m Being Honest
and in this song she says this red and green doesn’t mean the same anymore, maybe there’s a correlation or maybe I just completely went too deep and this song is literally just about how Christmas no longer feels the same. I tend to over analyze things so there’s probably absolutely no relation lmao it’s just when I saw the title my mind immediately went to that song


This was a deep, deep breath of fresh air after hearing "Run Run Rudolph" and  "Santa Claus Is Coming to Town" several hundred times in the span of a month (and not by choice). Thanks for the honest take on the holiday season, and have as happy a new year as possible. 😁

P.S. For some reason I had "Would You Be So Kind" stuck in my head while I was helping make Christmas dinner. Make of that what you will.


the clarinet in the background stole my heart 💕🎅


Oh my god I cannot. This music and the little harmonies sneaking in and out and the lyrics ahhhh is that clarinet?  dodie Clark you did not have permission to make me cry


i honestly love the lack of specific festivity in this song. it brings it back down to reality. this time of year is hard for some people, especially when festivity seems to be in every corner, and you're forced to hide that. people find it easy to call you out on a lack of festivity before learning your situation. this song makes me feel i don't have to feel bad about things being different now, so thanks dodie x


OK, that song will be my spirit animal right now. I Love all stuff you do. Doddie


nothing makes you feel older than going and buying your own gift from ‘santa’

thanks for this dodie. it’s going to help many.


she's so talented. being italian i hadn't even realized how big she got until i went to england and one of her songs popped up on the radio and i screamed


i hope she makes more videos this year, i miss her!


needed this song. wasn’t feeling in the spirit of christmas, but this was very reassuring.


ack this song made me feel so seen in my seasonal depression!  xmas really ain't what it felt like when I was little anymore and it's so nice to hear someone else can relate :)  thank u


dodie !! u look gorgeous i love this song i rlly relate . 💘💘


i’m so excited for this year’s sad christmas song(s?) (here’s to hoping)


We have been blessed today, thank you dodes !


I won't ask. I wouldn't want to be asked. Thank you for always getting it. I love you Dodie! Love the stars! 🌟 😊🔥❤


trills on clarinet reminds me of la la land! Like in fools who dream.

Love this christmassy song about what everyone's really thinking beneath the polite festive conversations

YESSSS they were defo la la land inspired


This song pretty much sums up how I’m feeling this Christmas, my dad passed away a few weeks ago so not really in the mood for celebrating but it’s still nice to spend time with my family


Hell yeah, comign back here a year later to once again celebrate the icky dissociation from Christmas :) also once again I wanna put little stars on my face bc of this vid


I love for your non festive festive songs they make me happy/sad


this song is appropriate for this year especially, no one seems to feel festive this year


That clarinet trill at 1:53 and 2:13 were both beautiful and enchanting


Ah. I've been looping this for a few hours now. It's too relatable. From where I come from Christmas essentially boiled down to just giving gifts. Family members don't even know or much or less like each other. It's just gift giving with fake smile.


As someone spending Christmas Eve morning in hospital I really feel this song.


I was expecting a Christmas songs in minor key video, but this is waaay better😍


This is something I relate to  a LOT but also I'm just thinking about smile at snow now and how it relates to this,,,, weird


i love ur music so much ★<br>i have ur book too :)

i love ur music so much ★
i have ur book too :)


you spoke my mind! Christmas can put so much pressure on us to ENJOY CONSUME SMILE CELEBRATE so it's nice to know it's a shared feeling. love this, love u ♡


your music just makes me want to sob. not in a sad way, just in a way that i'm having such strong emotional reactions to every sound that it needs to get out of me somehow.


Wait Woah I just wrote a poem with the same sort of vibe! Like how Christmas in your childhood is sooo much different than Christmas as an adult and no one really talks about it


I was listening to a bunch of Dodies songs and I got this notification!!!<br>This was perfect timing ❤

I was listening to a bunch of Dodies songs and I got this notification!!!
This was perfect timing ❤


ok i’m always asking for tutorials but please show us how to do this i want to perform this for my family this christmas AHAH


Someone threw beautiful! From the inside, through your voice, in your face!


I love you Dodie, i have depersonisation, watching you helps me stay grounded.


i want you to like sing sweet nothings into my ear cause your voice just sounds like heaven


So I only got to listen to this after Christmas but oh boy, does this hit hard! XD


Most Christmas songs: Hell yeah, it's Christmas! Best time of the year! Give me family and presents and ROMANCE!
Dodie's Christmas songs: lol Crimbo is dead and the world is SAD.
I love it. 😂💕


That was on a baratone ukulele right? I just got one recently, and I would absolutely love it if you could share the chords for this :)


Wow my mum had cancer over Christmas and I lost her in January. This really resonates


as a clarinet player i am lowkey fangirling at the background harmonies


This year it was the first time in years that christmas felt magical again. Maybe because I moved out and coming home for christmas feels like a proper vacation, maybe because we spend it with my grandparents. But it was just beautiful :)


You look awesome and so sparkly love dodie have a great Christmas such a sweet song


This year was my first christmas with my parents split up. It never felt like the holiday season. My elf on the shelf didn’t appear cause my mom always moved him. We didn’t have a tree. We had separate gifts from mom and dad. This song just hits way too close to home for me.


had a little cry knowing other people feel the same way as I do. christmas is a tough time for me and this song just resonates with me massively. thanks dodie :D


How exactly do you make your music? I've really been wanting to dive in and start making professional music like this! I make music but want to harmonize and add other instruments in the video like this! How do you do it? Its so beautiful 💕💓❤💗


festive christmas songs are too basic for you 💛


I love your inclusion of the reeeeeeeds!!!


this song describes how I've been feeling this month lmao


This put a feeling into words that I've desperately been trying to convey to friends who don't understand that Christmas isn't the same after you lose somebody close to you. My mother died this past year and the holiday season has been especially difficult to get through, but this song expresses what it feels like to lose the brightness of this time of year


The chords remind me of sad Would you be so kind chords and I’m here for it :)


Beautiful words and this muted-ish sound is so soft and almost like it's booming under the surface, and the clarinet!! Oh my God. Awesome. I can't articulate properly.


OMG I NEED A VERSION OF THE ACOUSTIC BOYS LIKE YOU ON SPOTIFY


I watched your Kati Morton video so am new to your channel. I also suffer from Depersonalisation so I can share what it's like for me. It's reassuring to see someone with it function so highly like yourself whose able to share her talents. Here's my own interpretation maybe it sounds familiar to your own experience. To use an analogy. Being a person is like being a conductor in an orchestra. The orchestra is everything about you; emotions, personality, intelligence, hobbies, values. Everyone has their own 'song' to play and can hear it loud and clear and connect with it as well as others connecting with it. For me, it's like being a conductor behind a sound proof glass. I have an 'orchestra', I have my own 'songs' to play but no matter how much I try I can't 'hear' anything. Ie I can't connect to anything about me. For everyone else they hear a great 'song', for me it's frantically waving my arms in dead silence. So I can act normal but I've lost my spontaneous energy and can't connect to a sense of self. I feel like I'm watching myself act in the 3rd person where one part speaks and the Real Me watches me talking to you. I'm a reactor. I'm a wall in which people bounce off. It's like I'm too sane and unselfish. However as I've got older these feelings have diminished and I'm able to just 'Wing it' basically.   This article is the best I've read    https://www.eggshelltherapy.com/feeling-empty/
Also you're a great musician, very talented. Congratulations on your success.


are we getting (even more) christmas songs in a minor key?!


i got chills for a real one, way<br>to go!


I keep forgetting that it’s Christmas in 2 days, I’ve just lost the spirit for it and that saddens me, because Christmas was my always my favourite time of the year when I was younger :/


I didn't sneeze but thank you for blessing me


Thanks I love it... I’ve been waiting since u played it on the radio for I to release this elsewhere


Been really feeling this way for the last 2 years, I wish I was a kid again.


I love the sound of that guitar!!! (Or Barry)? What is it and where can I get one? It’s so deep and mushy and round sounding I love it


Can u please put an non festive Christmas EP on Spotify?


This song is heartbreaking and so relevant for me rn


This came out before the pandemic and I was really confused as to what it meant, unfortunately it's now relatable :/


you’re so cute and talented<br>i heard this on bbc from america :)

you’re so cute and talented
i heard this on bbc from america :)


Wow, I relate to this song so much. That feeling of Christmas becoming less and less magical as the years go by, and the bitterness from living in this world that so often feels like a hopeless nightmare and like nothing is ever really going to get better. So we sigh and roll our eyes and when we do it together, the day's a little less miserable and you feel a little less alone. But it doesn't feel that great, because you've not lost any of the bitterness, and your connection is in that rather than joy.


I really feel like I needed this. It’s Christmas tomorrow, and I’m not excited at all.


Listened to it on Radio 2, couldn't wait to download it!


Your wonderfully strange 🥳 i feel having a conversation with you would have me rolling about in laughter 🥳😁 amazing song!!! stay epic! 🖖✌🤘


Really feeling the whole ~ growing up ~ thing around Christmas, it sorta feels like Christmas is just another day but just super hyped up, I love Christmas and the joy but it feels more bitter too now because it's just not the same as the excitement of santa coming and the fact that it'll change even more is so scary in a way.... idk Just a ramble I wanted to share but I didn't know where


Dang I wish you put this on your spotify


Finallyyy x I’ve been waiting for this, I listened to the whole bbc radio christmas party for this


Dodie’s like a British version of Billie but without the hype she deserves 🥺🤧 I never get tired of your music 🎶💛💛💛


This is relateable in the same way Guiltless is. Thank you.


christmas has never been about anything but love for me, and as I grow older it looses a bit of it's lackluster, and it scares me to think that christmas will never mean as much to me as used to. but I hope that as my mental health gets better, I'll start to love Christmas again and find new reasons to be happy this time of year. and i hope all of y'all do too!!! happy crimbo!!!!


This song is beautiful and you’re beautiful and this video is beautiful. You don’t need to do any Christmas shopping because this song is the best gift you could have given us <3


finally, the anti-christmas christmas anthem we've all been waiting for


The moment you’re on Spotify listening to Panic at the Disco radio and DODIE COMES ON AND YOU SQUEE!


:(( i remember listening to this when life seemed much kinder<br>i just hope this pandemic ends soon. please :(

:(( i remember listening to this when life seemed much kinder
i just hope this pandemic ends soon. please :(


They say art makes you feel something, and that thing may be different for each person, but it's still something. Holidays are kinda the same, but with the community of dealing with those emotions with others.


i guess this is my favorite Christmas song now.


why did i feel this to my core i fr got the chills


I am totally in the festive season strangely l was dreading it because I was waiting for that magical feeling to not appear and even though it's not exactly the same I'm still exited lmao. Maybe it's just because I'm still super childish which I guess isn't a bad thing.


Idk if u read the comments Dodie but u have kept me company while I wrap my mams Xmas presents for my dad. Thank u. Ur always welcome in my heart❤


this is exactly how i feel about christmas, it's scary and sad


i really like the chords! it’s very dodie but with a splash of christmas-y... stuff. (idk what makes songs sound christmas-y, but this song has it!)


i love this so much please release this properly


I will non festively drink hot coco with u ☕❤


It's 1 am Christmas Day and damn this is hitting hard right now


dodie, you are great and I wanted to tell, that your videos "angry" and "ow" about abusive and past relationships were really helpful and made it easier for me to figure out my personal experience and I am super upset that you took them down.


Those sick clarinet lines back at it again!


ok but why is this such a 2020 mood. dodie how did u know


That clarinet counter melody got me goodddd


kinda digging this ✌😳 christmas doesn’t feel like christmas this year. the excitement isn’t there this year


I feel kinda liberated now I'm not tripping myself over about Christmas, letting it go is a relief!


Awe we gonna get some Christmas songs in a minor key this year?


Truly waiting for a full clarinet choir piece lol


anyone back here in 2020 when it REALLY doesn't feel like Christmas


Okay this is one of the best Christmas songs in existence


I have loved your makeup journey hope to see some more makeup tutorials! I wanna see the growth!


I’m glad other people like wearing glitter on their face. I wear it almost every day lol


Christmas isn't the same anymore and i'm scared that it's not gonna change🙁


I honestly feel this way. I have a mental illness that takes up so much of my energy and I honestly can’t not feel anxious about literally everything in regards to food and looking good, opinions and being genuinely happy. I love Christmas but it’s just so difficult this year :( I’m hoping that I will be fine. But, merry Christmas everyone! May these days still be good even if your mental health isn’t being kind to you. You are okay and will be fine


Irrelevant but can anyone please please please tell me where her shorts from the guiltless cover are from!? I have been searching high and low since it came out. Ive spent two hours already today. Genuinely tried everyone online store you can think of and it’s killing me slowly 😂

Ps. This was beautiful


we are blessed with all this new dodie content this year lets be honest


pls put this on itunes so i can blast this sad christmas song while i text my crush who lives miles away from me


Can you do a karaoke version? Love uuuuu


I can relate to this song so much. It just doesn't really feel like Christmas this year. But that's okay. Have a nice day and Merry Christmas!!! 💛


It's refreshing to hear something about Christmas that's forcefully happy, it's like Christmas films... Non are relatable bc although they are 'feel good films' they seem to focus on sickeningly happy times and over exaggerated families etc when that's not the same for a lot of people... Yanno?


Someone please put this on ukulele chordssssss I wannnnna play ittt


She’s so cute with her little stars....WHY CANT I BE AS STUNNING AS DODIE

IKR ITS SO FREAKING UNFAIR. I LOVE HER SO MUCH


I have to admit that my favourite Christmas song is The Pogues "Fairytale of New York" because it shows the side of the world all the others forget about.


Has anyone been able to figure out the CHORDS?!?! They’re great but I just can’t figure it out by ear!!


this sounds so much like a disney song in a strange but good way


heard this on the radio thingy you did and i was hoping you would post this thanks 😊


Oh my Christmas this year is super about this. This song helps. It helps to see other people being frank about their feelings surrounding something which causes me guilt over not fitting expectations for how I should act and feel. I relate resonate with "Guiltless," too, but it's kind of painful while this song is more cathartic. Maybe it would feel less painful for me to listen to Guiltless now, though. I've separated myself a bit from the person who feels like the subject of the song for me, but that person is also my dad and he's hosting Christmas Eve for my extended family so this time of year has crowded back in on me. I think maybe I'll need a bit more time before it doesn't hit so close to home. In the meantime, I can feel supported by the knowledge of other people embracing their authentic feelings during this time.


this feels like the prequel to smile at snow


this song is so good as expected by dodie


Does anyone know how she edits these videos? With the backing vocals? Or does anyone know a good app to edit video with?


DODIE WHAT ARE THE CHORDS I REALLY REALLY WANNA PLAY THIS SONG


i finished the magicians yesterday and i've just been crying about that and reminiscing about my ex's


Maybe it's just me but dodie looks extra gorgeous in this video ajsksjdhdijssj


i hope ur still doing christmas songs in a minor key!!!


shit, i feel this way since my grandma passed away... but i adore christmas and i want to make it happy again :'(


Feel like everyone’s Christmas vibes have left the chat, is this how adults feel?


Can't wait for the next vlog to be you surrounded by rubber plants


i literally just watched this on igtv and it's made me cry.
christmas is in 2 days and i'm not feeling festive.
when santa was real and i actually had things that i hoped to get on christmas morning i was so happy.
now it feels like normal non festive times, but we decorated to make it seem less cold and dreary.
the presents under the tree are just boxes with bows.
it's sad how i have the beautiful privilege to enjoy this time of year but i'm still selfish and sad because i'm not a little kid anymore.

@doddlevloggle totally not crying because i've watched you since 2012 and you just replied to my comment thank you dodes xx

“Like all things tend to do over time” <br>Change is so sad and so hard but there will be other better things in this new way now! I promise you will find them <3 and it’s not selfish to feel sad ur feelings are VALIDDDD

“Like all things tend to do over time”
Change is so sad and so hard but there will be other better things in this new way now! I promise you will find them <3 and it’s not selfish to feel sad ur feelings are VALIDDDD


Are you doing another Christmas in minor key again this year?


Are you doing the Christmas songs in a minor key this year?


This song exactly sums up how I feel about Christmas. As a kid it was great but now it's just ugh


My whole body is pierced with sublime thrills unsuspected so far. But today I would know where they come from ... from you o/


I used to hate christmas I love it now thanks to jimmy dore and a few family members

I haven't let my god father's disownment stop me from loving christmas

Jimmy worked to hard to switch my views on so much

Christmas is about spending time with anybody who remotely cares about me

Jimmy proved I am his little baby whackado

Halloween is my fav then thanksgiving


as someone who doesn't love christmas and has a birthday two days before, this is the best birthday gift ever


The best Christmas songs are instrumental metal covers of the usual songs


I only first watched your Xmas skit with Sammy 6 months ago …… was that the turning point?  Please do more comedy skits


i was listening to this again, and i realized that Christmas has felt different. ever since the 'area 51 raid'. i swear more people were actually gonna go, but i don't remember if anyone actually did. ever since then, everything has felt different. and now covid-19. something feels odd...


i’m sorry ik it’s not the point of the song but the tone of the clarinet is so amazing it’s so cool to see how far it has developed when dodie writes it into her music and honestly 10/10

all other elements of the song were very nice but the clarinet just stood out to me


maybe they aren’t the most festive but all of your holiday songs really represent the disillusionment with christmas that i’ve been feeling recently that like.... nobody really talks about?? so i think that these are really important thank you for writing and sharing them


ahhh what ukulele does she use? its so pretty I've been trying to find it for so long ahhh


First Christmas at 18 and it’ll suck bc I’m treated as a damn adult now, no presents 😭 thank you again dodie for a beautiful song and a emotional punch in the face


I'm not quite sure if I'm sad or happy that I found this


Pleaseeeee do another Christmas asmr please I beg


That slick, slightly purpley blacky gray for the background is a great color


It's funny when you feel all Christmassy a few weeks before Christmas but then when the day actually comes around the feelings gone...


uh so we can listen to them all year round without judgement of course


This song has a very La La Land vibe much love


Also this makes me feel better. It’s the first without my abusive mom. Bittersweet


softrockz_ HAVE YOU FIGURED OUT THE CHORDS???


does anyone know the ukulele she’s playing? 💘


The clairnet softly fluttering is my kink


this + winter depression by girl in red is the mood for this year


"ooop... interesting chord". Classic Dodie. :)


it's my favourite time of the year only because dodie's annual christmas video


I saw a mug in Chester that said Sweater Weather and was like “ohmahgad”


things that make me rly happy..

❎christmas

✅the oboe part in this song

*things that make me rly happy..*

❎christmas

✅the oboe part in this song

or flute or clarinet i rly don’t know actually


And this is why we need to remind the true meaning of Christmas. Red and green, glittering trees are empty but that little manger is full of love. Luke 2 x


WENT FOR A BREAKFAST AT JUG N BOTTLE (a carvery) AND IF I'M BEING HONEST CAME ON IT WAS BLOODY ACE I HAD TO CONTAIN MYSELF FROM SCREECHING


watch me shittily cover this on my tenor uke instead of catching up on homework lmao


Why do you look so much like my history teacher?? My brain sometimes says "its her its your history teacher" but then i remind myself you most likely dont live anywhere near where i live


<b>At least we know she's still alive</b>


ur a genius and all my hairs are standing on end


I feel so broken now. The kid in me just wants to be loved. So I run to anyone that would love me, or care about people that show an ounce of interest or love. But they're never good for me.....This Christmas isn't the best.


Christmas isn't about the trappings of the tree, the decorations, the traditions it's about opening your heart to others and truly giving, just for one time in the year. It doesn't come with 'expectation', the whole point is that you give regardless of whether people expect or deserve it or not; a universal, unconditional giving to anyone and everyone. It's a time to reconnect with those you care about, but also a time to re-establish friendly contact with the stranger, the fellow man or woman to whom you owe nothing, but are thankful nonetheless. It's about putting aside selfishness, self-centredness and pride, guilt, worries and cares and just giving your heart freely and warmly. Be a light for the Christmas spirit this year Dodie, not wallowing in self-pity. You're better than that. Same goes for Tessa. There's enough to be depressed at in the world as is, we needn't add to it unnecessarily and out of a selfish consideration for our own problems. To help yourself you must help others and appreciate those who help you, every day, without thinking.

Plus you've got most of your life yet to come, so there are plenty more Christmases to be had, whether you like it or not.


good song<br>meaningless youtube comment opinion: i think it would sound interesting with a slightly pop-ier sound to contrast a bit from the lyrics.

good song
meaningless youtube comment opinion: i think it would sound interesting with a slightly pop-ier sound to contrast a bit from the lyrics.


BRO ME TOO idk why but holidays aren’t my jam but this song is ✊✊✊


Why am I still listening to this 1 month after Christmas? And why do I not foresee myself stopping anytime soon....


Saw it on ur insta and was waiting for u to upload ^^


the most beautiful songwriter in the world.


This is the worst Christmas ever nd im really upset so I understand this song :((((


This is the Dodie that past Dodie wrote Smile at Snow about 4 years ago


You give all the people over Christmas a Bop !


You remind me of heath ledger, don’t ask me why, I don’t have the answer


Why do us bisexuals like to put shiny things in our faces? 😂


I missed your random songs , unproduced.. when it's just you..


<b>wonderful, nostalgic smile at snow flashbacks</b>

*wonderful, nostalgic smile at snow flashbacks*


DODIE YOU’RE JUST A GENIUS AREN’T U 😭... i also sing on my channel, if anyone wants to listen I’ll love u forever and if u don’t I’ll still love u :) 💙💙


Dang this song slaps but I love christmas


I love your Christmas songs. Because your the only one who gets what Christmas can be like. It not all happy carols sung in choirs on Christmas Eve with pagents during days building up to Christmas. Sometimes it just another day at home with gifts for a tradition built an a hazy historical memory

I can't explain things properly. Hopefully you get what I mean.


OMG IM EARLY hey dodie I’ve missed you !!


Christmas songs aren’t very nice to listen to. I prefer these :)


This year has been so weird Christmas hasn’t felt like Christmas, especially because there’s no fRICKING SNOW IN WASHINGTON


Ahh. Dodie liked my comment on Instagram to this song yesterday. Made me so happy. I’m starting to just feel the Christmas festivity! Just blast xmas songs. And sit by the xmas tree and smell the pine (if you’ve got a real one). Go out for walks in a big floof coat and a beanie and scarf and make smoke from ur mouth. Watch the John Lewis adverts! I’m about to go to oxford street to get prezzies. Make your Christmas guys!!!


Quiet song and then...<br>HAVE A MEZZA CRIMBO!

Quiet song and then...
HAVE A MEZZA CRIMBO!


I like the  s t a r s

Ahaha I feel like a 5 year old writing that


I know no one is going to see this comment but I feel the need to share.
This Christmas is horrible for me. I normally love Christmas. But this year, my babies dad has him and won’t let me see him. I haven’t seen him for 3 months. I miss him. He won’t let me see him because I tried to kill myself and he doesn’t think I deserve to see him.
The festive season is shit, man.


Someone come thru with the chord changes plz 🙏🏼


Reminds me of that skit that she was in where she learned that Santa wasn't real


This reminds me of you for some reason? I love it tho Xx


me: WOW CHRISTMAS IS IN LIKE 2 DAYS WTF WOOOO<br>dodie: fuck christmas

me: WOW CHRISTMAS IS IN LIKE 2 DAYS WTF WOOOO
dodie: fuck christmas


this was posted less than a minute ago, i'm proud of my speed


we got a song called rainbow. we also got red and green. now may I ask. if this is dodie then where is charcoal grey in a song?


what is up my dude (or should i say... dode lmao i should leave) anyway i’m here to comment nice things because ur great and you’ve helped me through a lot so thanks! ily! <3


yess! Last time I was this early she had short hair 🤣❤


does anybody know what kind of baritone uke this is??


Hey Dodie haven’t heard from you in awhile, update us


Idk why this gave me slight Beatles vibes


" I got a hole in my head and my shrink is dead. It ain't my fault that stuff keeps coming out".................That's Why................LMAO


thought this was gonna be about colour blindness but oh well


Nobody:
Dodie: ... chrishmish
Me:
 ✧･ﾟ:*𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓱 𝓵𝓲𝓵 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓷:✧･ﾟ:*ヽ(UωUヽ)

Nobody:
Dodie: ... *chrishmish*
Me:
 ✧･ﾟ:*𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓱 𝓵𝓲𝓵 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓷:✧･ﾟ:*ヽ(UωUヽ)


Dodie was the first e-girl before it was cool


Serving Rue Bennet realness with the stars and glitter


the two dislikes are red and green lmfao


Your sweater looks like the sweater I have in Pokemon Sword


I'm on exchange in Europe (from America) and it is Christmas today (they celebrate it on the 24th) and it absolutely does not feel like Christmas. So this non festive Christmas song is just what I need rn


why is this not on spotify ? <b>christmas pout</b>

why is this not on spotify ? *christmas pout*


Oh i feel this so much. I adore halloween even more than i did before, but i guess it borrowed magic from christmas in the process. It just doesn't feel the same, it feels more draining this year than it ever has. And now that i identify as pagan, i more so celebrate yule however i can, even though i'm in the broom closet about it still. Wonderful song and another one that rings true for me. Thank you, dodie!


Hey, i love u<br>Merry Christmas you all


This is my first year where I can't stand the holidays (fucky  family dynamics) and it just really sucks.


Does anyone what camera and microphone Dodie is using?


You should vlog more, I miss your vlogs ;-;


This year is the first in MANY that I’m slightly fes (meaning festive but not enough to finish the word) but yeha Christmas is never been too great I don’t have that big family lovey, dorky and fun holidays so hi hello I’m cynical hi


damn that skit with Sammy Paul really got to her huh


What about your Christmas? Have you got all your presents? Have you got a tree?


Is your ukulele upside down? Or, are the strings supposed to be like that?


Dude... Christmas and mental illness do not mix. It’s like the literal embodiment of happy and cheerful, and my body has a deficiency of that. Good song will share.


Yes you brought back the ukelele  bsbsjshejwbakxhj I missed this


This. Is literally. What I’ve been feeling. I hate this holiday now. I miss when I was a kid. Fuck this shit now bruh


I’ve come to realise how sad all your music is and it’s damaging


I've just realised u lived like really close to me in Essex and to think you lived near me blows my mind


lol..My cat is watching this video and turning his head


Am i the only one whos noticed how long her hair has gotten???


Are the dots under the eyes from Divina de Campo?


I'm only a teenager and it feels like this lol FUCK


Finally someone else’s who doesn’t like Christmas


why does the tune remind me of you

the song, not the person


Dodie you have to stop playing the clarinet my heart can't take it


This is reality is that such a bad thing thou?


WHY DID SOMEONE CLICK ON THIS JUST TO DISLIKE IT <br>IT WAS JUST POSTED AND BEAUTIFUL

WHY DID SOMEONE CLICK ON THIS JUST TO DISLIKE IT
IT WAS JUST POSTED AND BEAUTIFUL


the vertical filming is refreshing,,, any reason why?


i’ve never been this early, we’re in a different dimension now fellas


Who else celebrates Christmas but actually stays in bed all day


disculpa , solo queria decirte que te amo pa´cuando la marrysion <3


in this new movie reboot, baby yoda as the grinch


About the pain, since I can’t dm you right now, maybe see a chronic pain doctor. I had the same thing with my foot and my friend is having similar pain to you, she had her pancreas removed, but she is still having pain


Dodie why are you calling me out like this


dodie i know your email says work email

something horrible happened in my life and i have no way of contacting wes

i am using it to give you and wes details as well as a picture of me that wes wanted to see

it is to hopefully a helpful email I am not in a good place all i know is that my autism is acting up so i am more scared then normal

i know i can get some more information by sort of breaking the rules right now and i can say i am sorry for feeling like i have no other choice

you will understand why it cant be in the comments afterwards i am not sure who will be the one to click on that email

I hope I made the right decission in sending it


I kinda felt this song. Normally I'm all out for Christmas, but my grandfather died a few days ago. He owned a toy train shop, so Christmas was a HUGE thing for him. He would go to the town's community center and set up a giant train display every year. The only time my family got to see him was Christmas. We had asked him to come down for Thanksgiving, but he was too busy (because Christmas was coming up). He said that it'd be okay because he'd see us at Christmas. He died on the 18th at 84 years old. My entire family had put Christmas on hold, but now that we're almost done planning everything, we're frantically trying to get back into the Christmas spirit. There's still shopping to be done. We never finished decorating the way we normally do. But at least we get to spend time with family. ❤

@doddlevloggle Thank you for always shining some light into my dark days 💕


Hey, how are u? I came from ur derealization video I’ve had dr for 9 months now no one knows. I mean I tried telling my parents or brother but they don’t seem to believe me so I just keep it to myself now and suffer in silence.


You mentioned before you have a problem with your eyes.. is it IIH? I have depersonalization and IIH


you know gays watch this channel because all the comments are full lowercase


Giving internet moms (TM) like me a Purpose (Justin Bieber the Tour)


Non festive Christmas songs are the most superior by far... Like yes we get it's Christmas but it's also winter and cold and dark


All your songs sound the extract same eek


this may or may not be important but i wanna let u guys know that this song starts with a G chord, dont know the rest, just wait a day or two for someone to upload a sheet of chords for this song lol


Are you Paul McCartney's child wot is dis???


hi ur very pretty and i would like to hold ur hand thank u