Kitti Minx ASMR Audio Vlog / Blog - I Have Depression ; I'm Sorry ( Important! )

Terrified of losing us? You're never gonna lose us, we love you, you're our favorite <3

You have 16 thousand people and counting who love, support, cherish, and are loyal to you even in the darkest and worst of times. Take as much time as you need in your battle against this ^^

Apologies aren't needed, we completely understand what you're going through and are here for emotional support. You're an incredible person with a lot of talent and creativity, but mental health comes first. I've said it before, I'll say it again: Don't force or overwork yourself trying to deal with something. Take good care of yourself and if it takes months or years till you're in tip top condition, we can wait, don't worry ^w^

If you have friends to confide in, talk to them if you need emotional support as well :3

This is nothing to apologize about kitti. Don't worry about it, we still support you. I have had depression since I was 10. If you need to talk about it I'm here for you. I will listen as much as needed. Don't worry about the videos ok, just worry about yourself for the time being, because I speak for others when I say that I wish for you to get better. So talk to me I'm here.

Don't apologise, take a break if you need to. I'm sure everyone will be there for you if you need them. I hope you get through this, I'm rooting for you 👍

You have a lot of people who care about you here minx. I'm glad you see it. :)

Nothing to apologise for. Have to take care of yourself. We are all here for ya

I’m in a depressive state so I don’t know how this will sound but I’m so glad you made this video because it really felt like I could relate to someone. You say your afraid of losing your fans but I’m afraid of losing one of my fav content creators so please stick with us idc take all the time you need. You deserve to be happy.

There's nothing to apologise about, take care of yourself. Your videos are always worth the wait, just please look after yourself and make sure you do what you need to. We're all here if you need us, please don't push yourself <3

Kitti...no one cares about slow uploads...and if they do...they arent true fans...people who....people who are here for the long haul, they know these feelings, understand them...possibly because they have them...I mean I told somebody about my feelings n now I gotta do 2 to 5 weeks of group therapy...but this isnt about me...this is about you...listen I may be silent sometimes...but I'm always in the comments...we can talk if you want...because I've noticed I have alot of what you have...I'm almost always available at all times if you ever want someone to just listen ok? I want the best for you...nobody deserves depression...its shit...it can turn people into something they arent...so please I dont understand private messages on YouTube if there is an option for that...but if your comfortable with comments then tell me...if you need to vent or something...I'll be there for ya :) but before I sign off...I speak for everyone who's in for the long haul...we dont mind upload speed...you...YOU come first.

We are all here to support you
I know losing someone in your family is heartbreaking and with depression can make it even worse
As I said we are all here for you
Stay strong and stay happy
Also congratulations on the engagement

Finally, none of us are going anywhere, we will help all we can

Please Kitti there is no need to be sorry and there is no need to push yourself to meet a set time for uploads. I myself don't mind the slow uploads and i think a majority of your fans don't mind either, it nice to see you upload but it's so much better if you take care of yourself and i hope everyone else can agree on that. And hey if it helps we're here to help you along the way no matter what. Take Care Kitti.

Hey, it's okay we'll wait months, even years (I have before) for content like yours. It's beautifully written, and said from a wonderfully calm and gentle voice like yours. Your ASMR's can even help other's with problems you have... I use to be depressed, but ASMR like yours brought me back and made me happier. So it dosen't matter how long you take, we'll all be there waiting for you at the end :')

I sympathize heavily, as I’ve had a severe battle with depression in 2016. It’s the worst feeling one could have. Take solace in the fact you are not alone.

No doubt you've been told this to the point of annoyance, but even if it doesn't seem like it, these times will pass. They may return again, but that is simply the reality many of us with depression share. Just keep in mind that the happy times will come back too. We love you, and we're here to stay.

As many people have already said, no need to be sorry.
Remember to take care of yourself and remember that we are here to help and support whenever you need us!

No dont apologize. Im really worried about you i want you happy i understand cause im going threw depression but i know its really hard i know but just know we are here we understand we worry about you. Im sorry your going threw this. Love you and thank you for being here with us we love you

Stay strong Kitti, we believe in you!

Don't need to apologize, you have to take care of yourself, that's more important than uploading videos regularly, we don't mind that.
Don't forget we are here for you whenever you want, and we always support you !

Im scared now i dont want you to be sad i love you kitti minx if it makes you happy do wharever it takes to make you happy and all of us will do whatever takes to make you happy we all love you YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS I KNOW IT I LOVE YOU KITTI MINX!!! Never forget that

As a famous doctor once said:
The good things don't always soften the bad things, but vice-versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.

When you start to feel down just remember you have 16 THOUSAND people who love and cherish you for being who you are including me so don't give up on all of this because all of us are here for you 😉 so even though we might just be faceless internet personas if you have no one else to turn to, don't be afraid to confide your worries and doubts with us😊
Edit: where tf did a "meme" like that come to exist i like the demonetized memes but where in tf did this one spawn out of tbh it is NOT ok to make light of the few and many who literally are on the tittering edge of life and suicide you sick and twisted nine year olds ( lol )

Kitti, look at all these supportive people commenting. We all care for you, we all want your health to come first. If your depression is bad for 1 or 2 days or a week don't fret. You upload so much and do so much with us patrons and YT viewers that its not a big deal.

Stay healthy and we all love you Kitti ❤

You can do it kitti minx. We believe in you, take as long as you need for a break. You got this

Please take care of yourself; your mental health and well-being is paramount. Don’t worry about anything here.

Take all the time you need Kitti Minx,we will be here waiting for you. Everithing will be fine.

You are an amazing person and content creator. Like others have said we will still be here, you need to take care of yourself and the people in your life. Take all the time you need, you have to do what you have to do, it's completely understandable. We appreciate everything you do for us, again you're such an amazing, beautiful person and soul. I can watch one of your videos and know for sure that I can chill out/fall asleep by the end. Also thoughts and prayers for you Kitti, people as sweet as you deserve the best in the world and congrats on you and your fiancé's engagement. <3 <3 <3

Take a break if you want to Kitti,we understand what you're going through. Your well being is the most important for us.♥

One’s emotions and well being is more important than uploads. Get better, I’ll wait however long I need to. God bless! ❤️

Were all here for you we will never leave and i shall remain loyal

I've been having depression too kately. I just want to say that you're not alone. I'll be sending you the best of wishes and prayers. Much love Kitti.

KittiMinx Were all here for you <3

You needn't apologise. We don't really care about how often you upload, we care about your well-being. Just get in a better place and come back when you feel ready. Keep as positive as you can, yeah 😊

We are all here for you. Don't feel pressured by content. You are awesome and we understand that sometimes life is not the best for all. You can do it and we will support you no matter what.

Please remember you are the best and that sooner or later things will get better.
We love you.
Don't give up!!!!

You have US.
And we have YOU.

Trust me, Kitti. I understand what you're going through. Depression is a total kick in the crotch that I have to deal with too. I don't have Bipolar Disorder but I have a very early stage in Autism so I have to deal with depression too. And I'm sorry if this brings you deeper into depression but just know this: You are not alone. You've got all your fans, family, friends behind you. So, I hope your depression gets better overtime. -Your fan, Dominic Best.

Многие рады слышать тебя, у тебя есть поддержка по крайней мера здесь. Мы рады тебе. Хотя, большая часть слов для меня загадка.

As someone with severe depression I understand, I have 0 intention on leaving so you do what you can when you want to, I know you will still feel pressured just know that many of us myself included are patient and appreciate you, what you do, and don't expect anything.

Kitti, we're all here for you. You've helped us get through tough times through your amazing content. I'm sure your subscribers, including me, won't leave you for something such as ununifomed content schedules. Guys, we need to support kitti in her time of need!

We sometimes suffer from Depression we cant simply just fix it we have too sometimes look on the good we sometimes also suffer some health issues we have to look forward and be positive that we well be fine we all understand on what you're going through basically what im saying is that we understand everything you've been doing

Oh my god. I'm so sorry that this is happening to you, this is awful I wish that you didn't have to do this. Take as long as you need and please stay safe.

Don't worry. You know that you have a whole community to support you!

Dont worry, Stay strong and get better ^^ !!! you have a lot peoples who loves you ^^ !!! you video, you characters, everything ^^ !!! never give up and stay better soon ^^ !!!

You'll pull through Kitti.
I had depression from 3rd to 9th grade, So I know how it feels and is. Your an awesome person, Beautiful and Strong, Everyone is Here to help you, through the best way we Can, Think of it as a ultimate battle and all your friends, Family, Subscribers, followers, ect are your allies.

The Dark Corrupted Hedgehog is by your side.

I've been dealing with depression myself recently so i know how you feel, just remember your not alone, just do things in your own time anyone that really cares will wait :)

We are here for you Kitty

No need to apologise.We love you no matter what

Stay strong kittiminx! Hang in there!

I know all too well how your feeling struggling thru depression myself. You have all your fans here to support you thru the good and the bad. I hope things get better for you

kitti we all are here for you hope you feel better soon and take as much time as you need

No need to apologize, Kitty. Take care of yourself, the rest will work out. There are a lot of people that care for you, and want you to be happy.

Dont worry and take all the time you need i hope you be okay love your videos ❤️❤️

Mrs.Minx, its alright to take the time to release the videos. All the things you mentioned in the video was alot and its understandable. One of my fav quotes from a game The Last of Us, helped me alot when i felt so pressured or weighed down by life and i hope you will like the quote as well "Endure and Survive" :3 I'll support u kno matter what, we all have ur back Mrs.Minx ^w^ Gives u a hug

Kitti, take care of yourself. Health always comes first. And we all need you here! You are an important part of OUR lives! Hope you work your situation out. Please, let us know as soon as things get better!

I've been in a depressive state for six years so far, the best advice I can give is try doing more of your favourite things to help pass the time and if things are getting to you find someone to talk too, also stay away from self harm, I've learned that lesson the hard way after damaging my body for 4 years.

Just only of the content you create and All the afford you putt into it i think you dicurve all the love you can possibly can have, and remember your fans are here for
you ♥♥

We love you kitti minx. I never knew you were going through something like this, judging by how happy you always are while doing your other vids. Your doing a great job. And remember it's only temporary, we are here for you.

You probably heard it 1000 times, but it has to go on... I lost my dad 6 months ago, it was not an easy time, of course it's not easy but it's never easy in life. you have to go on and with "go on" I do not mean your videos, but your everyday life. If you think too much about it and sink into thoughts these thoughts will break you. I've done a lot with my family and had a wonderful time. I wish the best for every person ever since. The death of my father has made me a better person and all of your problems will also help making you a better person.I wish you a lot of luck on your way and always remember that you are never alone
#WeLoveYouKitti
Btw i hope you could understand it, i‘m from germany^^

Don't worry, we're all hear for you.
We love you and your channel

There's no need to be sorry for having depression/bipolar. I've never experienced either, but I've read a lot about both. So while I can't understand the experience, I can understand how horrible of an experience it can be, if that makes sense. So take a break. We'll be here when you come back.

Never give up, Kitti Minx!!!!! Stay strong and don't lose hope!! If you're having episodes, just remember. OMAE WA MOU SHINDEIRU!! Say to it as loud as you can and you'll be fine. Also, hope you will overcome your problems!

We'll always be here for you. You'll get through this and we'll support you all the way <3

Don't give up we'll be here on the sidelines cheering you on so don't beat yourself up for not uploading videos your health is much more important than focusing on giving us content so take sometime off and help yourself not us we don't need to lose a wonderful Youtuber

Keep it up Kitti, we are all here to support you, all 16k of us are here for you. +f to you, +f

Absolutely nobody cares about your upload speed, your health is the most important thing and we all care deeply about your wellbeing. Do what you feel is best for you, because we all can wait and understand, I hope everything turns out alright in the end for you.

Silver lining: depression usually cause increased creativity.
I'm sorry for seeming insensitive, i suffer from depression and anxiety. I love you and i don't want to pressure you by worrying. I believe strength is gained through hardship. Thank you for the honesty.

I know what it's like to lose your creative drive, i'm struggling with depression and anxiety for 3 years now. used to be really creative but its just.. well gone.
Mental health doesn't care about other ways you can be happy, it will strike when it pleases.
Hope you can get through this ❤


And please don't hurt yourself. i used to do that and it does not solve anything, only brings shame.

Kitti, I dont know if you'll see this under the hundreds of adoring comments you get, but I want to be honest.

I have depression too. I was diagnosed in the 6th grade and have fought it for the last 8.5 years. You take as much time off as you need to get though this troph, we care about you deeply, and your content has helped at least me, and likely many others, get through our own depressive episodes. We love you.

Ms. kitti, I’m fairly new to your channel, honestly your videos help me relax due to my own life struggles. But please, take as much time as you need, because I, and most likely those who’ve been on this channel far longer than me, want you to take care of yourself and be as happy as you can be.

Life is hard so you gotta find the small and big things that make it worth getting through, so if you have to put your work on hiatus for your own health then please do. All of us understand.

Take any time you may need. We're not going anywhere. Thank you.

I've been a sub only recently, but i know for sure that everyone here is patient. Take all the time you need. You need to take care more of yourself first, even if it need a year to do so.

Stay strong kitti minx

To quote one of my favorite anime: You Are [Not] Alone.
Take your time, don't stress about us - we're just grateful for the time you can give us, if it's one video a year or one a day. Focus on yourself and the people closest to you.

You're the best, Kitti. We're always here for you

U don't have to worry about losing supporters the real ones will understand and stay fans....your vids help with my depression and this message is me trying to make you feel better. U should take a break if u need one we will understand.

Take as much time as you need to get better. We can wait and your health comes first, including mental health. Get the help you need and don't worry about letting us down. We'll still be here when you are ready to come back. Take your time and good luck!

I understand how you feel as I also suffer from depression and sometimes it gets really bad. But please we don't mind if you need to take time off we all understand. I hope you feel better soon 😊

I have to been dealing with depression becuase i have always felt alone, but your content ,your caracters ,help me feel that i am of value to someone, im of coruse sad that you go through a rough time, but theres a silver lining, you have family and fans who support you, me included.so take your time and i wish you the best.and stay awsome :)

I understand. Take your time and if you need to take some time off to get better i suggest you do it. Dont worry about pushing out content regularly because its important to stay healthy. We will all be here for you

Kitti minx.. I love you..I also have depression...I also have bipolar disorder type 2...you have lift my mood many times..thank you...you are my favourite asmrtist...takes your time as much as possible...god bless you

Well...
I think the other commenters covered it pretty well, but we care about you, not just your content.
If you’re having some issues, then you can take all the time in the world to get them sorted out, we will be here waiting patiently.

I sometimes suffer from the same problem but here's a tip work at your own pace don't stress too much about what you want to create. relax work when you feel like it and don't rush anyting if you do that you'll feel overwhelmed and loss motivation. so take time to relax and enjoy life from time to time don't stress too much about it take all the time you need

I know you can pull through, you're strong! You'll make it! Don't lose hope!

Kitti I first want to start by saying Thank you for the content you've shown thus far. I love it. And I will wait for as long as I need to for more.. Though my situation was different, I too battled with depression. I wasn't on anything and It didn't last too long. Honestly I wish there was something I could do to help. However I will definitely keep you in my thoughts and prayers. I love you Kitti we all do. Like I said before in your previous blog, I'm still single and not having a girlfriend puts me down but your girlfriend ASMR role-plays really do help. I mean this from the bottom of my heart. Honestly I'm not sure if I'll ever get a girlfriend. Being single is a real drag and seeing other people in relationships is hard for me.😞 Sigh. Anyway stay strong and thanks for clearing the air about you NOT being suicidal. I definitely need to hear that because I was worried for a moment there. I'm staying as one of your subscribers forever. I want to be able to support and take this journey with you.. Stay awesome Kitti, we love you and thanks again. I will be praying for you.

You have nothing to be sorry about, depression is something to be dealt with not to be ashamed of I suffer from the same demon but the difference is you have more strength than I do because you posted this on the internet and that takes an enormous amount of courage and strength. So when depression has you in its clutches just remember you're stronger than most and you're sure as hell stronger than me. And just like all things this will pass no matter how long it is.

Take as much time as you need we're all here for you and we all love you kitti minx and i hope that you get through this and i know you will you're strong kitti minx i know uou're let's kick this depression right in the ass together kitti minx😄

Wish I could give you a big hug right now, stay strong, and don't worry we're here for you

Stay strong Kitti Minx.
I have Depression aswell as you too.

It's fine I have clinical depression it's hard it's because of several other mental conditions including bipolar but it's always worse when you lose someone close I'm sorry for your loss.

Plz you wont lose us u never will we all love you, you are an amazing person plz don't leave us

Take your time. I really hope you will be okay soon. I’ll be praying for you

Health first Kitty take care of you please

Ye were millennials depression is like colds for us. I’m still here for you though sis I’ve been going through it ever since I was 11.

Just take care of yourself and don't worry to much. Your videos are great and we can wait for them.

Stay strong Kitti minx i love you.

I don't comment much but this touches home...a lot. I get where you are coming from I have had severe depression all my life, I don't really have any memories of being really happy with myself to the point of surviving suicide twice. When I finally worked up the drive to finally get help there was talk about hospitalization with it being so severe. So I get where you are coming from and you need to focus on you first. I love your content I love your characters and your stories and I would rather have a delay then to see you disappear. so please, please don't apologize, and please do what you can to take care of you I think anyone here would be as there for you as they can. Myself included.

Take some time, Minx. You take care of yourself now

Kitti, please stay strong, not for us, but for yourself. I really have not minded the slow uploads for the couple of weeks I have been subbed. It is important that remember that no one is forcing you to overwork and stress yourself out. Take your time and be back whenever you're feeling better. My prayers are going out to you.
Hugs n' Kisses

i really hope you feel better soon and i'm glad that you know that we all really care about you.

Don't worry I'll stay with you until the end i love you kitti minx

No need to worry, we're here if you need to talk. Thanks for updating us, I hope everything works out. You don't even have to ask if we'll still be here, I know I will.

Take care of yourself, I know how it is, take as much time as you need

I've been going up against anxiety for about 5 years now which has lead me to some very dark times. Usually I find myself thinking that I'm never good enough and that nobody would ever want me or that I'm not good at anything and it always puts me down and I question if I will ever find a calling in life or someone that loves me but then I know I must keep going and look at the positive side even if the bad out weighs the good and eventually my time will come where I will be happy.

I feel sorry for you... I understand if youll need to take a break, Remember we are here for you <3

No need to apologise I understand it's ok I have it myself and you have my full support all the way

I've just recently found your channel like a month ago and you're my go to.

Aww. I'm so sorry! :( I know what it's like... I have major depression and grew up thinking I was insane due to other issues. My family being of the religiously obsessed and believe literally Everyone else who doesn't behave Exactly how their interpretation of the Bible dictates will burn in hell. I grew up believing I would burn in hell as far back as 7yo...

I'm telling you this because I want you to know, I understand what depression is like. It's painful.

When it hits I feel like Everything good is a lie. Like when people say they love me I believe they are either just being nice because it's what's expected of they're just nice people to everyone... All my good memories are downplayed while my bad memories play on endless loop...

Kitti. I love you and I feel your pain. My heart goes out to you. Honestly if I saw even a dime of my disability income I'd support you with everything I could... Sadly I see about 100$ a year, at most...

Please take as long of a break as necessary. We would rather lose your videos then you.

Please stay healthy and know that we all love you.

I sorta know roughly how you feel, I haven’t been very cheery at all or motivated at all for the past few years and nothing’s really worked to make me feel better... I really hope things get better for you, it sucks to see anyone going through this stuff...

There is absolutely no need to say sorry. I do love your content but I care more about your health and well-being then your content, so take as big a break as needed. Even if it takes months. I wish you the best of luck with your illness and you will be in my prayers from now on.

Been with u since 100 subs. take as much time as u want. we love u

Stay strong bud, I know how you feel dealing with depression, it’s always a hard battle to fight, take a break, take time for you, congratulations on your engagement, Hope that you get well soon.

Don't worry about this...
We still love you anyways... :')
We really love you...

We understand and no matter what we still love you. you can do this just take it slow and take your time that's important. We will always support you

You’re gonna be all right I feel the same way like you do I live with Anxiety and depression too I feel like it’s gonna be the end for me but I’m here I promise I love all of your Asmr That cure my heart from my stressful moments

You have made people’s lives better just from them listening for ten minutes and if you can’t post as often it’s fine we’re not gonna go anywhere we’re just going to be excited for the next one! Your human and you have a separate life everyone dose so if you can’t post we understand and we’re always with you Kitti I wish you the best.

We’re all here like glue, stuck no matter what. I’m drunk, but I’ll drink to you, the people who are all going through this and the veterans. May we all find peace, kampai!!!

It’s okay to keep your content at a slow pace if you need time take some We are all here for you

Don't worry Kitti we've all got your back and your personal health is more important to us than you making videos faster. Take your time we'll wait.

Hey, don't worry. Remember, all the people here who appreciate you, we'll help you any way we can!

Minx, dont be terrified of losing subscribers or patrons, we all love you no matter what, we all want to help you in any way we can

Glad you put this out there. I waited to watch this video until after your Veteran's Day release and, as a veteran serving in Japan, I thank you for your support. This comment is being made only five minutes into the video but you've already shown your dedication to producing content. You have quite a bit of content already and it's been created over due time, that's the harder thing to do, rather than just push content out on a regular basis. I look forward to any new content you make and most importantly keep taking care of yourself.

Depression is no joke, its like a broken bone, you have to put a cast on it and treat it as well as you can. I and also everyone here wish you the best . Know that we are all here to support you.

Yes. Please don’t apologize just focus on yourself and what you need, we will always be here for you!

There are many, many people that care about you Kitti Minx. Please try to focus on that, I really hope you feel better soon, good people like you deserve to get better.

Mental health is important so take a break if u need to. I hope u get better soon

Aww no Kitty Minx I wanna help you sooooooo bad
hugs, cookies, flowers and sunshine
From me to you ^w^

Iv'e been suffering depression all my life since age of 15 but this video lifted me up Awesome video Kitti Minx! <3

I am very sorry about that. First take care of yourself... we can allways wait for you. :) Hope you get better soon sweet :)

When things in life get low it's important to take a break and recollect thoughts and get someone to support you in your time of need and if you need help from your fans we will be happy to help you get better and there's no need to apologize for something that we all might have and not know it for awhile until a certain age and everyone that knows you is willing to help no matter what goes on

I'm sure I'll
Never understand what your going through but I hope that you can get better

You are amazing and I support you and we love you and support you!!!! I am praying for you!

Nobody is going to run away and unsubscribe. All of us, the subscribers, care for you. It is alright even if you don't post that much. All of us are here to talk to. I'm sure someday you'll recover from this illness.

take your time , and bless you !

Lemme tell you something, Kitti.
You genuinely are one of my absolute favourite ASMR artists and that isn't going to change for a long time. The characters you craft, the voices you give them and the stories you tell through them are on a whole other level compared with other ASMRtists - even the bigger ones who do similar things like MissShadowLovely. I'm in a habit of saving ASMR videos for later viewing offline and the folder dedicated to your videos is easily the largest. Almost every time I go to sleep it's to your voice.

As someone who struggles with mental health sometimes too, I know how it feels. I'm a content creator myself and when depression and anxiety is weighing on me it's really hard to create. So you can be certain that you aren't alone in this.

I'm gonna echo all the other commenters and say that we don't mind a slow upload schedule, not at all. What's more important is that our favourite ASMRtist is OK. If ever you need someone to talk to, you have a veritable army of fans who'd be more than happy to listen to you, and I'll throw my own name into the hat too.

All 16,000+ of us are here for you. Never forget that.

*puts down beer
gentlemen... this is a serious problem
Kitti, I am always here for you please don't be afraid to reach out to us, we love you

Don't apologize. You should never have to for your emotions, they're what make you human. You have a supportive fanbase who understands that sometimes people need to take a mental health break. Death can hit people pretty hard and feeling this way only speaks to you being a caring person. Find solace in knowing that her spirit lives on and in a way you have immortalized her through your stories.

I"m so sorry to hear that. But I and the rest of your followers are with you every step of the way! You won;t lose us!

I'm sorry, I understand depression all to well, I battle it on a daily basis, sending big hugs and lots of positive thoughts and energy, I know you'll get through this

True it is not easy to deal with depression, but always remember that you are not alone. We all understand and you are doing your awesomness with what you love to do. We all have your back and support you. And so does your love.

If you have to take a break...do so. Take good care of yourself love. We will all be here for you. You are human and have the right to take as much time as you need.

I love the content you make and I hope you feel better 💜

Kitti minx, I have MDD. Which stands for major depressed disorder. It’s the same as normal depression but with constant and overbearing thoughts of suicide. I almost attempt it myself a few times. I’ve held the knife to my own neck asking my brain for a reason not to. The depression got so strong it was changing my brain chemically. Flavors and smells became weakened to nothing. Back than I did have a girlfriend and I still don’t and had two friends. And was plagued with anxiety. I have even trembled and had momentary peralisis because of it.
So this is what I did
1) I was very open to everyone, it showed me who was a true human and had their humanity
2) I got medication to bring my brain back to normal
3) I got a job with one of my friends, it help having a man in my corner and wasn’t alone all the time
4) I’ve been trying to get a girlfriend
5) I said to myself “ok I will at least do this today” because I had no energy
6) when it got bad I said to myself when the voices in my head got louder “more people will cry then say good riddens)
7) stop apologizing for what not your fault. It never truly lifts you up
Please keep trying because we all love you. Before you end up like me, Seeing bridges, knives, tall buildings, cars passing by at high speeds and rope as a way out instead of what they really are.

I’m also going through health problems and depression and I know it might be as bad just know that I know how you feel. Right now I’m still recovering from spinal surgery but I’m getting better and I know you will too so you will always have my support

as some one who also deals with depression i know just how hard it can be to live with. I sincerely hope that you get back to feeling in good spirits once again. Until that time comes I am going to like many others to keep you in my well wishes, and look forward to when you are back to 100%!

just rest we will wait end of the time for you kitti :)

You have nothing to apologize for.
You don't have to beat yourself up for something out of your control that happened.
Take all the time you need to get better. If you need some time off, no one will be mad at you.

you give us so much so you deserve a break if you want to and I hope you get better. keep your head up:)

Oh no.... I am sorry for hearing that. May the good things bestowed upon you.

Hold on Kitti we love you!! You have helped everyone that watches your videos. I have never felt what is was like to lose parents or brothers, and sisters. I don’t know which family member you lost but anyway. You are one of the greatest asmrists I have ever watched. We all love you! Stay strong Kitti I hope you feel better soon!


P.s. everyone I know depression doesn’t just magically heal I have had it before. Don’t yell at me and say I am stupid just because I said hope you feel better soon.

Uploads do not matter kitti.Take care of your self no matter what i bet other subscribers will agree we wont leave.Take care

Wow.
You put yourself through soo much. I respect your ability to come out and express your situation and your concerns with everyone, I'm glad you're seeing someone about your condition.
My heart goes out to you. I like soo many of your fans wish you well. I hope that you can take all the time you need whenever you need, to recover and take care of yourself.

Ever since I stumbled on you're videos I've been hooked. Your stories are soo charming and your characters are infectious. I listen to one almost every day now, cause they have helped me relax and give me the strength to power through my own issues. me and several of my family members have chronic anxiety, and because some of us aren't full citizens we're fighting to make sure that our family is safe and together. and listening to you, it helps. It makes the weight feel lighter more bearable, I can actually sleep a full night when I listen to these. You've made soo many a bad day brighter. So please from the bottom of my heart I hope I can give back all this positivity you've helped me find.

Wow, this, just hits me hard. I hate to say it but i don't normally watch vlogs, but this was just too important . I feel so bad, i wish i could support you on patreon kitty but i can't, but for all it's worth you're in my prayers. I hope you can get better. I have been lucky to not have to deal with sad things in life, i have had a good life, but i know many people that don't have that, and i want to help if i can. Plenty of people are here on YouTube to listen and talk to you, and your patreons and whatever else as well. I wish you the best, and get better soon.

That sure is a drastic flip from the last news, but it is nothing to feel sorry for Kitti. Depression is a thing wether we like it or not. It may arrive over the days or suddenly, I don't know cause I never knew about it, but then again I'm 19 and never experienced any depression periods. But I really don't wanna upset you or anyone for that matter because of my total lack of understanding of depression. I just want to let you know that you are not blamed for it by any of your (real/'loyal') followers, and that you don't have to force yourself for them, if they are real fans, they will wait and encourage you, and I too, all the way. I know it may sound cliché somewhere and it looks like you may have read that over and over through time, and also that words on a monitor may not be most effective and all, but they come from the heart of your most dedicated followers, and that's what matters the most. It worries me that you're going through that, but I just knew you wouldn't be suicidal. Like you said, you have so much to live for, the videos, us, your family, your friends, etc... And you even have a good shoulder to rest on called D-Knight. Plus there are, fortunately for everybody, quite some things that can help through depression : music, songs, videos, reading, etc... Really, quite some.
As for the bipolar illness, that may be another thing, which I know even less about than depression. So I guess I should better remain silent on this one to not say anything inappropriate or something, just in case. But this silence isn't to be mistaken for indifference, it worries me even more of course.

Well, I guess as a now former religious (only in mind, as for now at least), I should conclude with my greatest wishes for you to hopefully bounce back, recover and go back to being the superb person you really are, all soon enough 🤗.

Firstly, I would like to congratulate you on your engagement and send you my sincerest condolences for your loss. I apologize profusely for being so late to all this. I recently lost a family member as well, so I'd like to think I can relate to you in that regard on some level or in some way, shape or form. I have anxiety and depression too, so I can empathize with your feelings of low energy, stress, and the pressure and desire to be productive but lacking the inspiration or motivation to be. Which brings me to my next point, you are quite honestly a goddess, like Athena. The fact that you are able to even wake up and get out of bed in the morning is awe inspiring with all the things you do despite the war you are fighting within yourself, and on top of that being a mother and engaged. I believe that every superhero in comic books and every god in every pantheon would kneel before you. Words cannot describe how much respect and admiration I have for you. I don't know how much you like rap, but I stumbled across this one I really like, and his songs helped me through one of my worst episodes. I hope you'll give it a listen and enjoy it. It's one of my favourites. I wish the best of luck to you and all the hope in the world. Until next time, peace out, rock on, and stay awesome! :) 👍https://youtu.be/WAprJ_6Ny8g

There is not much I can say that was not said already, But dear we are here and we will, you brought us so much joy and we won't abandon you

We're all here for ya, so take all the time you need. Those feeling's are...difficult to deal with, I so well know. If you need some time, take it. If you need someone who will simply listen, I would listen. As someone who deals with clinical depression, I know sometimes there just is no sunshine, no simple joys to be found. And then people saying things like 'It'll get better' or something like that...it's something they cannot understand. We're here for you, and if you need some way to help get your mind together then go for it, we'll be waiting here. <3

You absolutely do not need to apologize about this. It's something all human beings will eventually go through and its completely acceptable to take a rest whenever you need to. It's fun to entertain people with creative work, but your own health matters just as much.

Mrs. Minx I know how you feel, I admit, I am a high functioning autistic. But I know how things can be. I wanted to remove myself from this town, only once, but once I found you, you changed everything. I know how you feel. Heck I wanted to go over to your place and give you a hug. I love you and your videos, you’re awesome, you’re lovely, you’re inspiring, you’re one of the best people I know. There is no need to apologize we are here for you. I am happy with your marriage. If you need time to take time to yourself or with your family. I know you can do this. Prayers from Seth. PS don’t drink Red Bull, they don’t work.

Stay strong Kitti! I’m not good with words but I hope that you can find your happiness! Good luck! Best wishes!

I know this is probably just another positive message lost in a sea of them, but just know that everyone here cares for you. I myself dealt with depression but I'm not going to make my situation similar to yours. You have every right to feel down, and if you need to slow work down, then do so. Your viewer base, myself included, will understand. We all love you and wish the best for you.

I've loved your work from the beginning. You put out super good videos. I especially love your Paige series haha plus you put out so many videos so often, so please rest if you need it. You want lose my sub no matter what.

@Kitti Minx I deal with depression and suicidal thoughts and I now with your going thuw stay strong my friend keep fighting on love your videos

Minx, we got your back, just try to hang in there for your friends, loved ones, and fans, as we are all here for you. I suffer from pure depression myself, I'm lonely, I think about life, I always wonder what will happen to me, what will happen to me?? You know? But anyway, enough about me, I hope you can get through this sooner or later, also I really love your videos and keep up the good work. We are here to support you no matter what; we all love and care about you.


P.s: we will never leave your side, your never gonna lose us ^_^

I hope you get better soon we all care about you

dont worry kitti we are still here for you and if you want to make it better go listen some songs from the cure it always work

Even though I'm just a relatively new subscriber, it still genuinely pains me to hear that your living situation is like this, and that your mental health only makes it worse. So please, know that we love and support you, Kitti.

My own story isn't quite as compelling as yours, and your video has helped me to appreciate the things that are going really well in my life right now; however, it still has its share of grief and tragedy. I have Asperger's Syndrome, which unfortunately leaves me feeling like the outsider in most social groups. After graduating from college and obtaining a full-time job, most of my days revolve around me simply going to work, coming home, relaxing by myself, and then doing it all over again. On my off days I get to do all the chores and adult stuff that I can't do during my work week, and occasionally hang out with my best and only friend who lives near me.

This isolation really gets to me sometimes, even though I have online friends to talk with when I play on my games console. In addition, I've never really had much luck with women; I can never get a relationship to last more than 6 months before she dumps me and goes off to do whatever else. All of these deal crippling blows to my already fragile self-confidence, which can have me on the verge of tears, often at the most inconvenient times (like in the middle of my work shift, for example). At night I clutch my pillow close to me, hoping against all hope that I can someday cultivate a lasting relationship with a wonderful and caring woman. All of these daily stresses on my life leave me drained when I get off work, leaving me with no energy or motivation to work on my own creative projects, which flourished intensely back when I was in college.

In years past I suffered from intense bouts of depression that would leave me sulking in bed all day, unable to do anything productive. At one or two points in my life I was even suicidal, convinced that it would be better than persisting in my perceived hell of a life. However, I soon understood that suicide doesn't solve your problems and grief, it just pushes them onto everyone around you, and onto the world as a whole.

Thankfully, I've been doing well for myself this past year. I have a well-paying job with good health insurance, 40 hours a week consistently, and even 401k benefits. I have my own apartment now, and have been living here almost 2 months. I got to see both of my wonderful sisters married to wonderful husbands, and to see one of them give birth to the most beautiful niece in the whole world. I see a therapist every 2 weeks (been doing so for several years now), and he helps me through the trials and tribulations of my life. And now, I have ASMR to help me relax and take away the pressure after a long, stressful day at work. And, finally, I'm ready to try dating again, this time knowing what I want and what I need to do to find the perfect partner for me.

TL;DR for you, Kitti: I love your videos. They help me relax and feel loved and appreciated, something that a woman hasn't helped me feel in a long time. With your help, I was able to finally cast off the shackles that held my heart captive ever since my last break-up back in March. And, either for better or for worse, I've developed an ear-eating fetish because of your neko videos (thanks a lot for that >:D).

Please don't stop what you're doing, Kitti. Even if you have to progress at a snail's pace, know that we're all here for you. We all love you so much!

Kitti, there's absolutely no shame in depression, so you have no reason to apologise. Sadly a lot of people understand how you feel, but on the bright side that means a lot of us know how you feel, so I hope you're able to feel our support, emotionally and on patreon. Don't push yourself and take time for yourself. I hope you have a swift recovery and are back on your feet ASAP, but until then just make sure you're battling on, because we know you're strong and know you can do it. You're a wonderful, creative soul and we love you ❤️

I have had depression for 5-6 years or maybe more I dont really know. I turned to ur videos for motivation considering that I am a very dark n silent person ur videos haves made me open up to ppl that is something I have trouble with dont exhaust urself if u need time take we'll all b here for u

I love your videos don't worry we're not going anywhere I hope you feel better

Love ya, Minx. I'm sorry to hear this. Take care!

Don't be sorry I dealt with depression all my life it's not a fun ride and you feel empty inside. But unlike me you have lot's of people here to help you through it. Hope you can fight it.

Be srong Kitti ✌🏽 we are here for you ❤💙💛💚🧡

Excuse me, why are you apologising?
Your an amazing person yous deserve the best
Slow uploads? who cares, when you do upload its sooo good
Saying sorry when your going through so much, thats just...
your engaged, be happy you have so much to look forward too
Havent you noticed there isnt one comment bashing you, we are all here for you
Love ya <3

Dont care about slow uploads. YOU come first

And true fans will always support you no matter what.

Kitti Minx, You probably don't know who I am but you're videos have helped with my anxiety and I love listening to your videos every night. I struggle with depression as well, I just don't show it. I want you to stay strong and keep this channel going because I would probably go crazy and not be able to sleep without your videos. Not only are they sexy, but they portray every dream, fantasy, etc I've ever had in my life. if you come across this specific comment, you can reply if you want, but if you don't, I completely understand. I just want you to know 3 things:
1. Sometimes it's better to let all your tears out then hold them in.
2. The world can be a messed up place, but that doesn't mean it's all negativity.
3. If you don't wanna keep this channel going, think about your fans, subscribers, and all the people you've helped out.
Also if you could make another video of Seductive Stella that would rock. (She's my favorite.)
So I hope you feel better in the morning. You and I aren't so different, believe it or not. Take my advice: If you start crying in the middle of the night, let out all your tears and you'll feel better once you wake up. I did the same thing a couple of nights ago and do you wanna know what I said? "I wanna listen to some Pantera." Rock on, Girl! If this comment helps you let me know by replying, OK? See you soon.

If you need someone to talk to we're all here for you

Minx I'm gonna be honest with you that life that I have going through made me realize things, such as realizing that others want to ruin your life, others wanting to support, I know there's more but I wanna say this.
You see I have been going through a lot of mind states on myself to look at myself on what I've done, but Minx for me i have been insane for a very VERY long time, so I know how it feels to. We all suffer from things that happen, even myself, but for me it's better to stay smiling and having a great time, and Minx you must understand that we all support you on what you have done for us as and stayed with you, just know that my family that I live is having a hard time with working together, such as being poor for example I live with my parents, and my bro, we are poor we struggle to survive the storm, but I got on my feet and tried to stand my ground with my family by helping but then I fell down again and up and down, Again, and again, and again and Minx know this, we all care about you and support you we want you to be happy. So Minx I suggest that soon try and take a break and relax and do something you love most, Like I do, for me if im sad I would just turn on music and listen to it, it always makes me happy, so Minx this is not my first time being serious on a big subject I have been on many rides of my life, so i hope you read all the way through because this is a message from My heart and soul, May the light of hope stay with you.

This is what I have to say to you.
❤💙💚💛🧡💜👍✌

Ow. I mean just from your explanation at the beginning where you're laying out 'i'm bipolar, i'm getting treatment, i had someone close die'... i can't count how many times i've had that conversation the past two weeks so... sorry Kitti... this must've been a really hard video to make... thanks for being open with us. I hope everyone here is supportive... it's so tough trying to explain why you feel like you're letting people down... especially when you're also worrying about people believing it's nothing but an excuse or stunt... at least looking at the comments, it's relieving to see so many people empathize and share their own stories... I hope it helps you feel less alone trying to deal with everything.

Please take care of yourself. I’d rather wait a year for one video and have you take care of yourself and stay healthy, then have a hundred videos a week and have you suffer. So please take care of yourself, don’t push yourself. Take some time off for yourself and take all the time you know. Your health is more important than me having something to listen to while writing an exam or trying to sleep. I can always wait for a video. So don’t push yourself, just do what you need to do. Don’t stress yourself about not being able to make videos right now. Forget about the videos for now and just relax. You’ve always been helping us relax, but now it’s your turn. So just relax, we can wait and we aren’t going to abandon you.

You were there in my darkest hours so I will be here for yours too

Hey I'm new here but just wanted to say I hope you do what helps you regardless of slow uploading or what have you. Hope things feel better soon. I just subbed and I'm not going anywhere.

Kitti, you've been busting your butt to make us happy, you've more than earned your rest, please take care of yourself too... I hate to see you sad like this, so if you need someone to talk to, I am here too.

I don’t know if you will see this because it’s a day after. However I hope that you take time to relax or do whatever to help yourself with this problem. I hope your loved ones will help you through this point in your life. I know that you probably won’t see this but I give you the highest hopes for your depression to at least get somewhat better. Take care love the stuff you do and I hope you find a good and regulated way to help with this problem. If by chance you are reading this I’m sorry if it’s weirdly worded or doesn’t make the most sense all I can do is say I hope you can feel better and have a great rest of the life that you want to live. Take care. I hope the bounce back comes and you feel better.

Don’t apologize.

Create content when you want to create content. There are more important things than YouTube, so do it when you want to. No one is forcing you to do it. Keep going and you will get through it.

i had the same problem a few weeks ago but i pushed through it and i don't have a single pice of doubt in my mind you can't push through so of course i'll support of course i'll be there for and of course i'll wish you the best of luck and safety

... Let me put it frankly! I feel you, not just cuz I'm somewhat an empathic, but b'cuz I've been through and still going through what ya talking about. I DO have depression and I DO have a mental disorder. And do have some semblance of joy becuz I've a family who love me.

Please don't stay sad. Not just for you but for everyone who loves you. Godspeed to ya! And Shine On You Crazy Diamond

Well seeing as everyone else said it already, figured I’d say as well in agreeing with with everyone. Your health comes first, not the amount of content you put out.

Just take care of yourself, that’s all anyone can ask

I'm very new to this channel but I really enjoyed some of your video's. There is nothing to be sorry for

Kitti i wouldn’t even comment about my personal health but i know what you’re going through for depression i had severe depression the from 2014 to 2017 due to getting bullied at school and it has been such a hard phase for me and i was really tired as you are.

So, from my point of view if you need a break to catch up and get better go ahead, i assure you that the real fans will always be watching your videos when they come out, also when they come out i will always watch them.

All of this to say you’ll never loose me as a YouTube subscriber and a huge fan of all of your work. Im sure that whatever is going on, the real fans will always be here for you and supporting you for whatever reason you could feel down.

Btw Kitti you are the best and you helped me alot while i was in hard phases.

Last thing please no need to apologize about anything of this i can understand what you’re going trough 🧡

Bipolar sucks but hey I've deal with it too so you know if you need to talk You've got a sub that understands so don't apologize I'll don't mind you taking a break if you need one

I'll pray for you❤ I'll support you all the way❤❤❤

Take care of yourself first and worry about production later.

Jesus, never thought something like this would ever come out of someone like you... I would talk about my faze of depression but it’s far to long, talking of suicide attempts and all that but it’s not really something I like to get into, but I feel really sorry for you. Loss of family is very hard and I understand the emotions. While I was feeling like this I never had a audience and never had really anyone there for me, but your fans really do care for you, taking this pressure of having to upload off you is a good choice. This vid got me emotional but unlike me you can get through this. Trust me

What you have sounds similar to my mom. After she got fired from her job several years ago her depression kicked in and ever since she just doesn't feel like doing anything. She's not suicidal either, but she does sleep a lot. She's been on a few medications but I don't remember what has worked best for her. I do know at one point she was on sertraline like I am and it made her feel AWFUL. Anyway, I recently was on a downer and just felt worthless but am coming back from it. Sometimes my downers stem from not knowing what I want to do with my life.

We are here for you

I could never imagine u having depression I wish I could help u in ur time of need, like how u helped me

Please done feel sorry we're lucky to have you here to begin with

Kitti minx.. I love you..I also have depression...I also have bipolar disorder type 2...you have lift my mood many times..thank you...you are my favourite asmrtist...takes your time as much as possible...god bless you

Hey there kitti. I know your in a pretty bad spot right now... But really... Take a good break. I'm sure your fans will understand. I know I will. So just take some time off. Like I do sometimes. A death in the family is a really important matter. So just try to stay well. I mean... I might have some sort of anger issue. So if your feeling down take some time to try and recover. I know you want to do these things for us. But sometimes you can't be there for us. So you should take a long break. Try to just do what is needed for you to live. Like patreon. So I hope you feel well at some point. And if you want to blog I am all for it. I am in a christian family. So may god bless your soul and give you the power to pull through. So without further ado I am taking my leave. Good night and best wishes from the fan that goes by Toasty.

From yours truly - Toasty

Please, let time flow~. It take times to flow pass whatever comes. Evenly If the pass is block, all of us, your families, your friends and your husband got your back in alone time even if there not here with you. Times flows, through a sleeping bear that pass by you every times. time flows because it’s your time not our time (like giving us a video or steaming). Sometimes it gets really bad, but in the past time you got through it. Don’t force yourself through the flow of time if you want too but please don’t really push yourself. Everyone have their time even in Heaven and Mother Earth. Time is just a time that flow one way to a multi paths. Time is just a time to choose a path to take next. So~ Pleases~~ “Take Your Time” Sorry for take everyone’s time to read this...... Sorry~~

I hope you feel better soon.

See a problem with your title, it says I'm sorry. Never feel sorry about going through hard times, you're human. The work you do may be fantastic, but your health should always be your first priority. Anyone who criticizes you for something as stupid as uploads clearly isn't worth your time. Hope things get easier.

Plz don't give up

God, I can't watch these. I jus wanna comfort you, whenever I see one of 'em. And don't feel sorry for your depression😢.











I'm gonna cry cause I can't do shit to help...

You ain't losing me and always be here for you
* in back round an army yells yeah*

I have the same thing as you have. Bipolardisorder iknow how you feel if you want time for your self we understand that but we all are here for you 💕

We care about you don’t let anything get you down cause you have your friends

I'm doing the best I can to push this back

Congrats on the engagement👍

GOD BLESS YOU.

Sshhhhhhhh...Calm down... i take care of you. Being very productive isn't the aim of the life. Be creative and we are satisfy.

you're not a slave your mental health is more important than a video

Never give up kitti mix

My brother went through something like this and I was scared for him. When he and I were in high school I would see him with a blank expression and not talking to his friends. He shut himself in his room and he would never come out. I was worried. His grades were dropping and he was a straight A student with honours classes and duel enrollment. I don't think he had the same type of depression you do but if he did I hope you don't do what he did when I heard him crying in his room. I found him cutting himself with a razor blade, one of my straight razors in his bathroom. He is better now but I still see him have a relapse every now and then. Thank God that you won't consider taking your own life. Stay safe Kitti Minx. Good luck.

Yours in Brotherhood,
Mike

Taking a break is necessary cuz if u are tired then we cant get ur content. We understand. You can talk to us. Go out with your child, relax enjoy . Do what your heart wants except suicide cuz god has given you and us a lot of things that we could never have gained by our own efforts. Its Him who gave it to us. Nobody living has no problems. I can assure you that we also have very big problems. I will say it again. You need to talk we are here. May God guide you and give you strength and patience and the ability to take right choices.

We love you wether or not your mental health

Please do not depressed kitty you are making me depressed

Take your time

Recover soon my idol😊😍

Rise above. :) We will help as much as we can.

i am going through same thing minx you are not a alone

Well, i don't care about slow uploads, i have depression 2, it's ok, i know how it feels....

wow wow that's some serious issues you got(no disrespect meant) take your time to get better we shall wait for you Kitti ;)

Listen kitti minx I have same thing and the same illness. and I'm sorry and I feel the same presser and I don't want to loose you. People were abusive towards me too. I ask the same question Who knows

Long story but i couldnt do it in less words but since its easier to just read it then actaully writing it i dont really mind how long it is well here goes

It's very easy to say things behind a screen so iam not only going by the cliche of saying i feel sorry or its going to be alright (no doubt in my mind that you wil be alright) but i wanna be honest and say something else.

First: you should never be sorry about not producing content because you are the main character in your life. You need to put yourself and/or the people most important to you first thats life nothing to be sorry about and everyone else wil need to deal with it since its not their life. In other words shake at least a bit of that pressure off since everyone knows each person has their good and bad times and wont blame you for it.

Second: do what you need to do first at all times in life no matter what even if that puts on hold other less important stuff not that the channel kitti minx isnt important but you as a person is whats most important.

Third: life is brutal and time is never stopping so everyone needs to deal with their own problems to keep moving forward thats whats life is all about but also look back sometimes so that you can see your progress you made and look next to you to see who is important to you in life. Everything a person expierence helps them grow.

I sincerely hope you will feel beter soon and wish you al the best with dealing with your problems and moving forward.(Took me 30 min to write this since i kept rewriting it to make it perfect)

Just do a video every two days that way you get a day of rest

Maybe it's time you finish all your commissions and take a break. You deserve it for god's sake!

You come first kitti minx because you and i are the same.

Oi i don't care i love you anyways

Just whatever you do, don’t commit suicide. I won’t let you end up like Robin Williams did. You REALLY NEED help. Go to a psychologist or something, baby. Just call on your husband if you need help. Don’t go anywhere that’ll have severe consequences. And that means no mustang ranch till then. Don’t dare effing die on us. You must live. Put all your content on Patreon so it’s backed up if it is lost if you can. You. MUST. SURVIVE!

This is lame but I have been struggling sense I was 12. I am 22 now but I started self harm at 12 and then tried to end my life a few tjme after that. I found a artist that showed me the light. Um my junior year of high school I was really bad. I was close that time. But the artist pulled me away. She died 2 years ago and I started acting different. I am back to where I was if not worst. Oh well. Sorry Kitti about your issues. I hope they get better

I also have a mental illness

Let’s default dance on this video 😎😎😎

You have 16k peapole tahd suport you take your time dont phus yourself

Nobody cares about slow uploads.. and if they do...they are just assholes. I am sorry you had to deal with all that,

I have too

I feel depressed now

Same

Were on the same train

What's the Mustang though?

Comments add onto the veiw rate becuz algorithm right? Well if so I will leave this

Same tho it sucks balls

you have crippling depression

You have a child!!?

Improve in content..