I'm in my final few months at school now and I am really not looking forward to leaving at all. I feel like I've really settled down in this little bubble within the past year or two in a small but extremely close friendship group and I'm enjoying what I'm studying and so it makes me really sad that I'm going to have to leave all that soon to go to university. I am really happy right now and I'm scared that will change when my situation has changed.

Also, sorry I'm a bit new to this channel, could someone explain vedim please?

Vedim: Videos Every Day in March (I think). So dodie'll post one video everyday in March :)

Vedim: Videos Every Day in March (ai think). So dodie'll post one video everyday in March :)


DODIE THIS IS EXACTLY ME AND I LOVE YOU FOR THIS AND NOW I HAVE WORDS FOR WORDS THANK YOU SO MUCH


I miss school too. Even high school. I miss all of it though. The people. The camaraderie of all facing schoolwork together. I think we get so caught up in being challenged sometimes that we forget to appreciate it.


I've never been to school but I kinda wish I had experienced joining after school activities and such. "I have little cries all the time, crying is good" so me


I just finished high school and I MISS IT SO MUCH! All my friends are going to college/going to a course that prepares you to go to college (don't know if other countrys have that) and I miss seeing my friends everyday, and I miss having teachers around because they helped me think about my future and I miss having something to do...
I was just talking to my parents about this, one of the main reasons for me not knowing what to do is that I see my siblings forgetting things that are so obvious for me and everyone in class, like, I worked so hard to understand maths and memorize the names for carbon chains just to not use it and forget? I don't want that!!
Also, everyone said I would miss it and I didn't believe them


I have been thinking the exact same things, thank you for verbalising this, it's nice to hear someone else with the same feelings. (Also ur not poo)


my summer vacations end tomorrow
it's been a long 3 months but I think now I'm more ready to go back
thank you for the video I'm gonna start appreciating my school more 💕


I'd actually rather take things for granted then appreciate all of it. i tend to overthink everything to the point where i think about how i will react to my past in the future. I'd rather enjoy the moments as the come and love where i am I guess


I completely understand because I'm doing university which is something in between being a student and being mature and kind of independent. But I have the feeling that I'm just getting the bad parts of both sides. Being alone and constantly sinking in existential crisis AND revise for uni. I'm trying so hard to enjoy everything.


+doddlevloggle I leave sixth form in about 15 weeks and I'm terrified because my teachers have virtually kept me alive. I completely understand your thing about being told what to do because I'm not going to be able to do that when I should. I feel like I'm having an existential crisis and I'm 19. I don't think I'm going to cope when I leave


You should join uni ! even if it is just part time, most of the things you mentioned can be fulfilled in that environment


Here it is August, school started last Thursday and im in my Senior year, so what should be my last year but bc of the school i go to i have an entire other year to go. last school year in March i decided to write down something good about each day, i noticed it sorta helped me live in the moment and it helped me remember the good days. i tried to do the same for April, could not find very good things about the days though. when i look back at March and April i get upset about how great March was but how sad and quiet i was, how April was my birthday month and how i literally hated it so much. now im in school again and im trying to figure out a way to remember things and a way to help me sort my mind and hopefully eventually make me feel better. have a lovely day though, this is where i am at right now.


Everyone's so busy in the modern world and if you move forwards to fast you forget to look around at the beautiful scenery that you're surrounded in right now. Everyone should stop once in a while and look around them and appreciate it


I remember this feeling. It goes away after a while. Well it did for me anyway.


I relate to this on an entirely new level


I really miss school right now. Well, not so much school itself, but like you said, actually knowing things and being around people and joking around. I dropped out of school last November and I have to restart sixth form elsewhere this September. I'd been at my old school since year 7 so I've forgotten what it's like to be thrown into an environment with people I don't know at all. But I went back to visit for the first time a couple of weeks ago and honestly it just made me feel depressed, I wasn't a part of that and not many people seemed bothered that I was there. I don't know, I just want to be back and experiencing it, even if I don't always like waking up at 6 every morning or sitting through a boring maths lesson (that's how bad it's gotten I actually miss sitting in a room feeling confused about circle theorems). I don't really know what will happen for me for the next couple of years because some schools are really open to taking me because they get that it's a fresh start and moving away from your only home can be terrifying, but others are really judgmental about it and won't give me a good reason for not wanting to have me (like hello I know I'm in year 12 now but I will also be in year 12 next year that's the point what's the issue). I miss having friends, even if they're people I'll never speak to once it's over, I've stopped talking to so many people because they seem to have pushed me out. Ugh, why is adulting so difficult. I'm also learning to drive and looking for jobs and I swear if I could be 10 years old again regardless of having no friends I would take it in a heartbeat, I've started watching old episodes of Raven to remind myself of a simpler time...<br>Sorry for the ramble :')

I really miss school right now. Well, not so much school itself, but like you said, actually knowing things and being around people and joking around. I dropped out of school last November and I have to restart sixth form elsewhere this September. I'd been at my old school since year 7 so I've forgotten what it's like to be thrown into an environment with people I don't know at all. But I went back to visit for the first time a couple of weeks ago and honestly it just made me feel depressed, I wasn't a part of that and not many people seemed bothered that I was there. I don't know, I just want to be back and experiencing it, even if I don't always like waking up at 6 every morning or sitting through a boring maths lesson (that's how bad it's gotten I actually miss sitting in a room feeling confused about circle theorems). I don't really know what will happen for me for the next couple of years because some schools are really open to taking me because they get that it's a fresh start and moving away from your only home can be terrifying, but others are really judgmental about it and won't give me a good reason for not wanting to have me (like hello I know I'm in year 12 now but I will also be in year 12 next year that's the point what's the issue). I miss having friends, even if they're people I'll never speak to once it's over, I've stopped talking to so many people because they seem to have pushed me out. Ugh, why is adulting so difficult. I'm also learning to drive and looking for jobs and I swear if I could be 10 years old again regardless of having no friends I would take it in a heartbeat, I've started watching old episodes of Raven to remind myself of a simpler time...
Sorry for the ramble :')


I'm finishing high school in 2 months, and besides panicking because exams and future, I just recently realized how much I appreciate certain aspects of school and that they will be gone soon. Right now I'm in this weird position where I know that something is ending and the future is a mystery, and it's scary.


Feel like she was writing "when" when she made this video! ☺


I'm also naturally lazy! lol I love school and I love learning but not through books. I'm currently in college but it's not that fun anymore because of our current (we juniors and seniors) issue with our professors. All we wanted is just to graduate. Sometimes college is tiring bc of all the drama in it and it's kinda draining the fun out of it. It is nice to do what you want to do but a person like me can't move forward without orders from people. idk, I'm already 21 but I don't even feel a slight of being an adult yet. Idk if that suck but I'm quite scared for my future. haha


I left school a month ago and I'm feeling some of these already


I used to love going to school in India.Although there was a lot of pressure but i worked best under stress and pressure. It was my favourite place.


today's my last day of high school, so I came back to this video... and wow am I sobbing


I loved having to grow up I absolutely hated school! here I am two years later, still not looking back! only thing I regret is having to sell my drums to buy a PC for college works :( but I spend waaaaaayy too much time on my pc now so its okay :)


I really understand how you feel. But I don't think that just because you're an adult and not at university you can't continue to challenge yourself mentally. I think that reading books recreationally is a huge part of that, at least for me, but you can also use Duolingo to brush up on languages and watch channels  like Crashcourse. And when you get  those desires to write an essay and analyze a work just do it. Write it down. It's fun and engaging and is a great way to come to your own conclusions by exploring them on paper. School was convenient bc you had to be there but there's no reason those aspects of learning that you miss have to be banished from your life.


Dodie, I love school but it entirely drains my energy. I always feel tired and lethargic whenever I go to school. Do you have recommendations on energy? I have a very difficult pre algebra class and social studies class and I literally have horrible grades in both only because I can't focus due to my lack of energy. <br>Help? Sincerely a year 6 student •u•

Dodie, I love school but it entirely drains my energy. I always feel tired and lethargic whenever I go to school. Do you have recommendations on energy? I have a very difficult pre algebra class and social studies class and I literally have horrible grades in both only because I can't focus due to my lack of energy.
Help? Sincerely a year 6 student •u•

Get more sleep. You need more sleep now than you'll ever need again. Do physical activities every day. Drink water. Eat enough- quantity and quality. Bring snacks. Bring sweaters because it's hard to pay attention when you're freezing cold. If the teacher is awful, just make sure you're studying at home.
I slept a lot in school and did alright, but I wish I'd done better. (I'm pushing 30 now, so I'm talking both high school and college.)
Also just try to be aware of what a privilege it is to get an education. Don't forget that there are still people who are being killed for trying to learn.

+Hollyroks1 AJ There are physical things that help me a lot, like always having a water bottle on hand, and trying to go outside as much as possible (if you can, I know my teachers were ridiculously strict about stuff like that), but the best advice I can give you is to think about <b>why</b> you're in the class that you're in if that makes sense. It might not be your choice, exactly, but maybe it will help you in the future somehow? It always works for me at least.

+Hollyroks1 AJ There are physical things that help me a lot, like always having a water bottle on hand, and trying to go outside as much as possible (if you can, I know my teachers were ridiculously strict about stuff like that), but the best advice I can give you is to think about *why* you're in the class that you're in if that makes sense. It might not be your choice, exactly, but maybe it will help you in the future somehow? It always works for me at least.


why don't you apply for university? i think all the points you've mentioned can be found there :)


I'm in the same boat. I genuinely miss grade school, anywhere from k to 12. Now it done, donzos, finished. Then you're thrown into the real world. Shit sucks. I'm like you, love to be lazy and procrastinate, I miss someone telling me what to do. Because I wanna succeed but it's hard when it's just yourself to push you. I miss having tons of friends. Being able to be a bit more carefree. I'm sure more into adulthood I'll become more comfortable. But hey ho. Life goes on.


YouTube is like being surrounded by loads of people.... Wow  this video has really made me think a lot. As someone who is still in school I think I'm going to try and appreciate it more.


I left school not even a year ago but I basically miss it for the same reasons! I /did/ really appreciate my last few months but that makes me miss it even more. I used to see so many people a day which was tiring but way nicer than what I do atm which is sitting in an office with one other person 8-9 hours a day and only rarely really talking to them. I'm so excited for uni, it can only get better


girl, I'm 22 and I've been in school for 17 years and still have at least 3 more years to finish


this was really thought provoking. i am currently a sophomore in high school (10th grade) and i have wanted nothing more than to finish my last 2 years of school and get out of the tiny town i've grown up in and move far away and start a life independent of my parents and this life i've always known. but this made me reconsider: i am not truly unhappy with life as i know it. there are days and periods of time where i despise this lifestyle because my mom is really overprotective and people can be mean, but i love my close friends and when we graduate we'll all go our separate ways and i won't get to see them every day and have crazy adventures with them. i might not see some of them ever again! the future is exciting and terrifying and sad and hopeful, but i need to start remembering the NOW. because once it's gone, it's gone!!! pictures are so important. pictures and videos. they are a time capsule and they can take you back to the places you've been. i need to document the present.

THANK YOU DODIE for creating a chatty video that provoked all these thoughts in me. after watching you for well over a year now, you feel like an old friend or an older sister and i love you so much. loving vedim already and can't wait to see what else it inspires in you.


i had 'i wish i could go back to college' from avenue q in my head the whole time whilst watching this


I left sixthform in June and I was convinced that I would already miss it...but I do already Fml. I especially get the music thing, I spent 7 years hanging around in the music department and j miss just being surrounded by it.


Ahhhhh I miss school so much, I hated it at the time but now I would love to go back. I'm not loving uni at the moment but hopefully I'll feel the same about it in a few years as i feel about school


you know I actually do think about that sometimes bc I have the actual greatest math class. there's only six of us and we do it online and wow wow wow we've made so many memories and we have made each other laugh so hard and I'm gonna miss them sm next year :(


I miss school a bit, but only in a fondly reminiscent sort of way- I'm a different person now and it feels so long along, the difference between 16 and 20 is massive. I couldn't be a 20 year old in that environment again where you have to blindly and unthinkingly obey. If that makes sense...


The spelling thing is so true! I could always spell everything and now I forget all the time


I think I'll miss school in a similar way to you. I'll miss my friends, the subjects, the sense of order and knowing what you should/have to do.

Its my last year, and because I live in Scotland my results are mostly decided (I'll probably just have to get 3Bs this year). Hopefully I'll be going to uni in September 2018.

However, I find it hard to enjoy school right now. I live in a tiny village in the middle of the countryside, with a 30minute walk to the nearest bus/shop (a tiny coop) and a far longer walk to the train. I can't wait to make my own decisions, to decide on simple things like what I can eat or when I can do stuff. I'm a veggie and don't have much time to cook food on the weekdays, so I usually end up with some sort of frozen bagged meal from the freezer which my parents buy. I can't wait to cook my own food, and be able to plan interesting meals. I can't wait to be able to go swimming, as it takes me about two hours to get to the nearest swimming pool. I want to be able to go and drink a cup of tea in the middle of the night if I can't sleep, or go for a run when I feel like it.

I used to travel around a lot when I was younger because both of my parents are in the army. I used to get upset whenever we moved, but right now I just deeply miss the excitement that there was always something new to do, someone new to meet, a new language to learn. I want my life to be interesting and full, not stale and boring.


I finished school like 3 years ago and I'm still having dreams where I'm at school :( I miss these days so much, I miss having friends, I miss studying and trying to learn as much as possible, i miss having teachers saying what should I do 😭


If you like being surrounded by people you should do more meetups like in Russel Square. That was so lovely. Also, I really get what you say about appreciating the now. The only thing you have is the present, the past is gone and the future is uncertain. Seize the day init.


I did enjoy it at the time but now that I graduated I still miss it!!


I'm in my last year of sixth form now and I just know I'm going to miss it so much!


I feel somewhat confident in most subjects apart from Maths.


im leaving school this year and im really going to miss it, even if i don't really enjoy it that much. this yr i do like it more as im just doing subjects that i enjoy but u know. id stay at school for longer if i was allowed to


Ah yes the overwhelming feeling of anxiety that floods my brain at the mere thought of school :>


that was wise, i am at school now and i don't think i am appriciating (did i spelled that  right lol?) this time enough. yes it might be very difficult and stressworthy but at least i don't need to pay taxes or think about my life's plans. i guess it' not as bad as i though. thank you very much and good luck☆

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It sounds weird but I miss math because.. I want to spent hours solving puzzles again without really 'needing' the result


Im in school and im totally gonna miss it so much, i love learning new things, im not bullied and i love my friends and im gonna miss laughing with them and going to that little coffee shop and miss them all of them! Sure the stress is unbearable but it has so many good things to it and im gonna miiiss ittt (tho im v excited for the future)


For me, I just kinda like the idea of being so busy all the time because then it gives you less time to worry about other unnecessary things in life. I also liked having little problems like homework or stupid friends, like at the time it was such a big deal, but looking back, it's really not. Now everyone has harder problems to fade that we can't blame on school and just have to deal with it on our own.


i think whenever one looks back on their past, they need to not pick out just the good parts. when i look back and think about how i miss playing clarinet and i wish i could still take band at my new school, i stop and remember that i HATED band class. it was the worst part of my day. am i glad that i learned an instrument? hell yeah. would i pick it up again if i could? yeah. do i look back and regret not enjoying playig it more because i cant anymore? no, because it was awful. sometimes you need to give yourself credit on not appriciating the present. idk thats what i think.

this is VERY interesting, and I hadn't though of it. THANK U ^_^


Don't want to make you even more sad, but I'm 25, nearly 26, and yeah, it gets worse. My life is so all over the place and not anything like I'd imagined it would be when I was growing up. What I'd do to be back there now. And I got teased all through school but I still loved it. Like you say it was so nice seeing your friends every day. Now it's hard to keep up because everyone is in different places and have different lifestyles and ARGH. Now I feel sad haha.


I love studying but school takes up my time from studying things i actually want to learn to the point where i would sit in the corner in class with my german course book ignoring my bahasa teacher


I really enjoy the fact that i have little responsibility at this time but im literally at the end of year 11 and its like tearing my life apart. The school side of my life i completely hate but i dont want to ever base my life around school o my job because i feel passion is much more important. I utterly hate school, i struggle to keep friends, because of the way i acted when i was younger a lot of people really dont like me. Thats why i enjoy my life outside of school. I started going to local gigs in my area and now in my town theres this abandoned bus depo that like 50 kids are at every day and you kind of always meet new poeple. I like it there so much because theres more than just people my age, theres kids there as young as 13 right up to 22 but its a really cute little community and i know how much ill miss that when i grow older. You cant just go out to some dodgy place and start talking to people to make friends, its harder to meet people and try new things because theres no opportunities for older people.


old-school messy hair Dodie :3 also yes yes yes same


I totally respect all your opinions but just thought I'd point out why wearing uniform in school is a good thing. It means that everyone is on a level playing field when they enter the school building. No one is singled out if they cannot afford lots of clothes and have to repeat outfits more often than others. It also means that pupils don't have the stress of worrying what they have to wear every day. It actually allows people to be more creative because they are not held back by looking different to everyone else. :) In an ideal world, kids wouldn't be picked on for looking different but unfortunately it happens, so uniform at least helps part of that. :) xx


I am very happy you are doing VEDIM again.


As introvert every summer break I miss school because I'm so contempt in being alone that I don't seek out any sort of social interaction and it's not healthy. My energy drains when I'm around people, but it's like exercise, it's tiring but you end up feeling better because of it. Last summer I went out with my friends only twice and most days only left my room to eat (which probably stems from my depression as well) because that part of me was so out of shape that even talking to my mum for 5 minutes made me tired. I'm afraid of what will happen to me after school when there's nothing to keep me out of the house and close to my friends.

+explodingplatypus +doddlevloggle<br>thanks for the advice! I've been getting better at getting out if comfort and doing things that are good for me, hopefully I can gain then will power to do things more often, knowing that I will feel better in the end.

+explodingplatypus +doddlevloggle
thanks for the advice! I've been getting better at getting out if comfort and doing things that are good for me, hopefully I can gain then will power to do things more often, knowing that I will feel better in the end.

+Lucy D dear lucy, I'm kind of like you but I'm also out of school. The solution is to go out (against your will most of the time) and EXERCISE. Yes! It feels like you don't  want to go out at first but once you are doing things and being friendly, it is satisfying. Try not to drain all of your energy, tho. Balance your alone (but not lonely) time with your social life in a way that, in time, you get to feel comfortable.That's all I can recommend you. It is tough at first but then it gets better and better. Trust me.

Oh jees this is a difficult one. Make sure you push yourself to find a club nearby! There are plenty - me and my friend went to a dance class taster and I thought it'd be full of weird people but turns out everyone's in the same boat and just wants to try something new and join a new community. Good luck! :) xx


There's a noise in the background that was really fucking bugging me through the video omg. Love you Dodie xox


School is almost over for me and i have been thinking about the things you mentiined alot. I already get nostalgic even though its not over yet.


Doddie your eyebrows are amazing in this video!


"Good times never seemed so good" - that guy that did the song that dodie covered and goes sweet caroline ba ba baaa


you look fucking flawless I love it

also great vid


Cool vid. Totally miss school now. But question: was there a clicking noise in the background, or was that just my headphones acting up, or was it a makeshift mic setup as you're just getting settled into your new flat and unpacking and such?


Ok so I'm graduating this year and I'm so afraid bc I don't know where I'm going anymore? Like, throughout everything like grade school and high school its planned and they tell you what classes to take and what you need to pass the classes but like ??? What do I do now? I'm not good at asking for help and I just wanna stay home and be alone, which is another problem in itself bc how am I supposed to share a dorm with someone when I can barely make new friends now? And I've been realizing that after I graduate everything at my school still continues just without me and it's so so weird!!!!! ANYWAYS I really loved the video Dodie :)


i left school at 15 because of mental health problems and all my friends are still at school (im 17) and its just kinda crappy cos i miss the whole school thing, even though i hated it to the point of a mental breakdown, i miss being with everyone and learning so much. i miss the sense of community and the stationary and the lunchtime giggles. to anyone still at school: enjoy it! (even though its shit sometimes)


You are soooo Write And inspirational Keep on!!!


thats why i keep studying. i LOVE academic places and people so i keep doing it all the time (in my country is free so its easier) but join a club, start learning something new. it will help you to feel more productive


This video represent the way I think about my past (school) and my future , Its really scary. And i always get emotional about 😭


I think uniforms is debatable because all the kids with more money than others would come in with the latest stuff whereas the less well off kids would come in with whatever they could  find and could even be bullied. With uniform, everyone's equal. Great video Dodie!

Everyone says this, but I go to the most diverse school in Scotland but we also don't wear uniform. Everyone wears the same, and no one cares about clothes, because it's what we do everyday. It's not like a non uniform day which is what everyone thinks.


I've always hated missing. I find myself thinking about the past a lot, feeling nostalgic about what I could have done or not. But when that sad thoughts are gone, I tell myself that it's ok. Everything is fine. Because maybe if back then I would of done something different, there is a chance I wouldn't be where I'm today. (I don't know if that makes sense. My English is not that good, sorry)


this makes me so apprehensive for graduating aHHHH


I'm still in school. The first point hurt so bad. I'd never realised I'd actually have to leave all these people.


At graduation I was the only one to cry about leaving high school. Now I'm like "meh". I wasn't the most popular but I got along with everyone.


this video made me appreciate school for these last years i have left in school


I'm in school now. I never thought about how one day I won't be in school and will be an adult and stuff. I'm glad I'm still a student!


senior year, and I know I'm going to miss it because on the weekends I don't want to do anything and I also feel lonely.


I don't much enjoy the actual class part of school right now,  and yet, I want to be a teacher. I am the Ron Swanson of education


yyayy i love your vedas and vedims and i just love seeing your videos pop up into my subscriptions !


This is me looking back on middle school though like damn I had some rough times but in the long run I keep looking back on it like "i totally should have done that oh my god why didn't I do that" and it's just sad


this happens to me when i see a picture of food and remeber that time that i ate it and it was so good god why didnt i appreciate it and savour it more when i had it now i want it. im not even joking this happens to me


AWW dodie, I'll join you when your flatmate's out :D


yep we got 13 years , anyway thanks for your advice i love these types of videos you make


you could go to uni like part time? I'm 25 and went back to school and I've remembered how much I love learning too.


I'm crying gosh. I started homeschool last month and I really want to go back to public school. I feel like I'm missing out on so much.

I've been homeschooled for a few years. I know how you feel. At first you feel free and happy and then you realise you need people to tell you what to do and what you need to know. You can ALWAYS go back. In England at least, you can spend around 3 days a week at a college learning the main subjects (Math, English and science) which is like school but only the essentials for GCSEs. Sorry, this might not be very helpful if you aren't in Britain.
There's also homeschooling clubs and other homeschooled kids out there. More than you think there are.
You can always go back to school, you can always do it alone. It's all up to you and how you feel and you're allowed to change your mind

I've been homeschooled for a few years. I know how you feel. At first you feel free and happy and then you realise you need people to tell you what to do and what you need to know. You can ALWAYS go back. In England at least, you can spend around 3 days a week at a college learning the main subjects (Math, English and science) which is like school but only the essentials for GCSEs. Sorry, this might not be very helpful if you aren't in Britain.
There's also homeschooling clubs and other homeschooled kids out there. More than you think there are.
You can always go back to school, you can always do it alone. It's all up to you and how you feel and *you're allowed to change your mind*


Doodie, you help me so much, you are so much happpiness


It is spooky how many things you said that resonated with me.


What I miss most about highschool are my friends. I don´t have a lot of them, but I love them. I loves being around them, going to school and knowing they would be there. Now I´m in college and I don´t have that anymore. I like my classmates, they´re really nice, but they´re not my friends.. I miss my highschool teachers, I miss the jokes they made, I miss not doing what the teachers wanted us to do and having them yelling. I miss not making my homework, and getting lectured by teachers about it. I even miss the anoying know it alls who would have discussions with everyone about everyting. At the time I hated it, but now I really miss all those little things, and I hate the fact that it´ll never be that way again. <br>In 3 years I´ll be done with college (if everything goes well and I actually succeed) and I'll miss that too then

What I miss most about highschool are my friends. I don´t have a lot of them, but I love them. I loves being around them, going to school and knowing they would be there. Now I´m in college and I don´t have that anymore. I like my classmates, they´re really nice, but they´re not my friends.. I miss my highschool teachers, I miss the jokes they made, I miss not doing what the teachers wanted us to do and having them yelling. I miss not making my homework, and getting lectured by teachers about it. I even miss the anoying know it alls who would have discussions with everyone about everyting. At the time I hated it, but now I really miss all those little things, and I hate the fact that it´ll never be that way again.
In 3 years I´ll be done with college (if everything goes well and I actually succeed) and I'll miss that too then

this conveys exactly how I feel, I just moved from my old small secondary school to a sixth form where I feel like an outsider. I sit with people at break and eat with them at lunch but they aren't my friends. I used to love school but now I dread waking up to go there.<br>Good luck at college :)

this conveys exactly how I feel, I just moved from my old small secondary school to a sixth form where I feel like an outsider. I sit with people at break and eat with them at lunch but they aren't my friends. I used to love school but now I dread waking up to go there.
Good luck at college :)


You look great to me. Also, same. I was bullied really bad in school but I miss learning. I might go to uni..... we'll see. I just wish I has more money to do that now.


When I decided to choose this video for an English project I didn't realize I needed it typed out. Whoops now I'm typing out Dodie's every word bc I'm committed yo


yay to 13 year compulsory education now D:<br>I don't mind spending time with my friends, or the actual work, but it's the homework and the idea we should prioritise school and homework above everything else in our lives, even our own health.

yay to 13 year compulsory education now D:
I don't mind spending time with my friends, or the actual work, but it's the homework and the idea we should prioritise school and homework above everything else in our lives, even our own health.


Have you heard that quote from the end of the office the US version ""I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them." i mention this quote as a reminder that one day you will probably look back to where you are now with rose tinted memory glasses and think the same thing. i know i always do.


I miss school so so much, mainly because seeing your friends every single day was such a blessing!!  and now i'm lucky if we see each other 3 times a year, but damn i miss spending lunch and my lessons with all my best friends and just friends who i didn't even realise were my friends until now that i miss them! And there's no going back to school, ever, and it's really really sad :(


"I wish there was a way to know you're in the good old days before you've actually left them."


13 years compulsory now, not including reception or nursery.<br>I'm finally in my last year. Thank heavens. Only to go onto three more years. 16 years of education.

13 years compulsory now, not including reception or nursery.
I'm finally in my last year. Thank heavens. Only to go onto three more years. 16 years of education.


Yeah school especially 6th year was fucking awesome no lie - if I could go back in time and relive lower/upper 6th I would in a heart beat


This is strange to watch, because I go back to school tomorrow and I am dreading it. The anxiety and pressure that comes from school work along with the fact that all my so called 'friends' so far have been back stabbing bitches means that I'm not focusing on my school work and more on the social hierarchy that comes along with being in secondary school.


Just wondering what does Vedim stand for? And also Veda? ILY SO MUCH DODIE!


Finally someone understood me. I am not the only one. I guess I am more afraid of getting old. I am going through the same thing as you do. I miss being a kid. I sometime have dreams of being a kid again and those are the best dreams.


i don't miss school at all. i'm the epitome of an introvert, i had, like, 2 friends and i used to get bullied a lot. i grew up in a small village where everyone was racist, sexist and homophobic, there are no clubs or anything like that. i got bullied a lot because i was the slow kid who's a know it all because i didn't know how to interact with other people. idk this isn't coherent at all but i hated it, i never wanna go back and i don't want kids so that they're gonna have to go through that.


British schools sound very interesting compared to schools in croatia. We have 16 mandatory subjects which we cant choose, and there are no extra clubs to join like swimming and glee club. Plus im an introvert. It doesnt seem like im going to miss school.


I think you are very eloquently relating what many people your age don't take the time to realize - they just panic and feel bad etc etc. When I left high school for junior college (N California) the first thing I noticed was that there were no bells for class - just the campus tower clock - I had to depend on myself to get to my classes actually on time!<br>Song suggestion: John Lennon's "Starting Over" - very nice for reminiscence and love.  Such a sweetie!

I think you are very eloquently relating what many people your age don't take the time to realize - they just panic and feel bad etc etc. When I left high school for junior college (N California) the first thing I noticed was that there were no bells for class - just the campus tower clock - I had to depend on myself to get to my classes actually on time!
Song suggestion: John Lennon's "Starting Over" - very nice for reminiscence and love.  Such a sweetie!


When i were young at school, i always wanna be adult and leave school.But now look back , i find out school day is my best time of my life


I'm from Germany and I will be finished with school in a week and I'll be moving to England in April and I miss school now already :( I love all my friends and nobody is being bullied in my school so I actually only have good memories of my school. <3<br>but I'm looking forward to study and speak english all the time :)))

I'm from Germany and I will be finished with school in a week and I'll be moving to England in April and I miss school now already :( I love all my friends and nobody is being bullied in my school so I actually only have good memories of my school. <3
but I'm looking forward to study and speak english all the time :)))


I am currently in my last year of school and will finish in June/July and I am honestly already pretty sad. Even though I hated school when I was in year 7/8/9/10 and even though it sometimes really sucks and is annoying, I already miss it. Seeing the same people every day and idk it's just something where you know what to expect of the day. I am probably also one of the few who are already sad about leaving school because I hate changes and am actually pretty scared of them.


Im currently going to the exact same school that you miss so much lol. You may look back and think it was fun but year 11 is alot of stress and its just not very fun at all.


Its so hard to appreciate something when you have nothing to compare it to! I left school last year and I miss it now i'm doing this part time course which sucks and i have no friends and i realise only now that school is good, cos atm this is bad!


I hate finishing up college with a passion but I will absolutely miss being told what to do. It's a bit of a safety net of course but. I feel like I'm fantastic at being told what to do and doing it well but now is the time where I need to be ok and be good at being in charge and AH ADULTING ASHUDKSJFL:KDSLFA

I never joined a club in college and I wish I had. I was extremely stressed out and introverted and just wanted to be alone with my work to do because college was incredibly difficult for me (don't get a programming based degree ew) and I wish I would have kept on with club soccer, I wish I could have joined a random music club or art history club and joined the fashion photography magazines that were in my college and now I have to sort of just do what I love, by myself. Which sucks. I definitely miss it but it definitely taught me to enjoy the present as well. LOVED this video! xoxo


Sounds to me like you want to go to University. A lot of the stuff you're talking about is happening there. :)


I love school and education. I don't know I just really like learning it makes me feel smart, unless its science and then I dont understand anything and feel stupid.


i agree. im about to go uni next year and i really miss primary school and the fun :(


Could you please do an apartment tour once it's all furnished


everyone always tells me " you'll miss highschool " but it seems so dreadful now I don't see how I will cx


ive never even thought of being in a place where everyones not the same age


This is why I want to do musical theatre


I'm probably one of the few people who loves school. I'm just dreading leaving in a couple of years. That's probably why I want to become a teacher


Couldn't agree more. Since I've left school I've hated being an adult. I mean, yes, I was bullied but I prioritised a lot more on my studies. If I was as determined on what I wanted to do with my life as I am now, I wish that I knew that when I was at school so that I knew what subjects to take at GCSE and A-Level to get on to the right degree and get the right job. I hate, nay, loathe being an adult.


Could always do a degree? You could do film, you could carry on your career and knowledge!


In the wise words of Albie Dumblepips; It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.


I am homeschooled, because I hated school. But now I definitely appreciate and get nostalgic about it and even miss it.

Life is complicated 😕 But I'm trying to enjoy now so....yeah😊


I feel the same way about the spelling thing. I'm a really  good speller (I'm not the best at Grammar and punctuation tho let's just put that out there) but I've noticed how lazy I am when I type out big words because I really like using them and now I don't even spell my words half the time because my phone auto-finishes the word for me and now I get lazy and can't always remember and write down the word right away correctly. but weirdly when I'm typing on a computer keyboard I'm pretty good at spelling but my speed has lessened. which bothers me! because I used to be a very very quick typer on the keyboard and now my fingers fumble and it frustrates me!


I was signed off of school because of anxiety and now I am getting home tutoring. But I haven't been going to school since the summer and hadn't been learning anything. I never realized how much I missed learning and how much potential I have. I actually like learning and because I'm not in school everyone presumes I am just another drop out that won't succeed and I'm afraid of that. I get told that I won't go anywhere because I don't have any GCSEs. Yeah, thanks, bye!


Kurt Vonnegut asked people to say every now and then "If this isn't good, then what is?", I am trying to do this when I feel good and I recommend it


I'm in my last semester of my senior year in high school, I'm so beyond scared y'all


I leave secondary next year and I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do with my life!<br>Ngl I'm loving school rn

I leave secondary next year and I honestly don't know what I'm gonna do with my life!
Ngl I'm loving school rn


I'm in year 8 now and I always thought I hated school. But I now realise how fortunate I am being at school and seeing my close friends everyday yes there's stuff I don't like about school but I now realise I like going to school. So yeah it's weird I'm happy yeah


I'm gonna train to be a primary or nursery teacher so I remain in my childhood as long as possible ::)


So I'm going into high school next year and I'm terrified because I know I'm gonna miss middle school so much. I've been with the same kids for so long. Now we're separating, and it's so upsetting to me. <br>And the people in my class this year have been so lovely and we're all so close, we do so many amazing and fun things together and we're like this little family. I don't want to lose that, but I know I'm about to. Growing up sucks.

So I'm going into high school next year and I'm terrified because I know I'm gonna miss middle school so much. I've been with the same kids for so long. Now we're separating, and it's so upsetting to me.
And the people in my class this year have been so lovely and we're all so close, we do so many amazing and fun things together and we're like this little family. I don't want to lose that, but I know I'm about to. Growing up sucks.


I am okay with the aspects of school that you said here, but as a person with social anxiety, anxiety disorder nervosa, ADD and chronic insomnia and depression (mouthful woah), I HATE the amount of people that will leave me to have a breakdown. There are so so many transphobic and homophobic people (I'm trans) and that really gets to me. I do quite well in my classes, my average is a B. The only subject I wish my school had after Y6 is music. I took up music in year 7, which is the first year that you don't take it anymore, so that sucks. I chose art, geography and French as my GSCE's and I'm doing them in June. I do, however, agree with you on most of these points except for the people.

Rant over. Sorry.


i still go to school, and i don't understand how people hate school. sure the actual school work isnt fun but being with friends and being surrounded by people is nice (for me at least). and i actually often feel sad on a friday afternoon bc i dont want it to be weekend and i want to be with people


I like having a uniform because then you get to be really lazy and don't have to be self conscious about how you dress :)


I think that there needs to be a mix of these different things. So currently I am in high school and I am undoubtedly not appreciating my time here. All I want to do is grow up and be free to do what I want. But I am aware that when I do get older, I'll be like you and miss these days. So maybe to be happier and less nostalgic you should have a mix of old age freedom and youthful ease. But of course that's hard if not impossible.


You need a band! Bands/bandmates fix everything


as a 21 year old I'm so sad I wasted my language lessons


I am just finishing school...........

Every morning, I'd have to wake up early and go to that miserable old building. We all kept nit-picking about how bad our school was, how we hated our teachers, how boring it was to come to school and blah blah. But come to think of it now, I love all of it. That horrendous place gave me the best of my memories and taught me bigger lessons than Science and Math. It taught me LIFE. And I am eternally grateful for that.

And that's why, my school days will surely be one of those times I will always cherish (and miss).


I do that too now! ^^ when i feel nostalgic i think about what will i be nostalgic for in the future and try to squeeze it and enjoy it to the fullest ♡

maybe you could try a blog too? the spelling would improve and you'll  be pretentious :P

Omg that's an amazing idea, Dodie blog!!!


This video takes School and makes me appreciate it


Honestly I am in my first year of high school and I feel like I feel how you do now if that makes sense like I'm still in school but I don't want to leave which is weird


I'm about to graduate. I know I'll miss it, but I'm so ready to move on.


All of the thing you just listed about people and school and creativeness.... I just realized that I too will one day miss those 😱


Made me think.... I'm in my last year of school, nearly done. Part of me is happy but an incy wincy bit of me is a bit sad. Growing up is weirdddddddd


This breaks my heart because i really hate school but i can already feel the future regret because im not trying hard enough :(


I miss school too.
I enjoyed it between year 9-11.
However, I moved away from my school so I can't go back to my high school.


Just wondering what does Vedim stand for? And also Veda? ILY SO MUCH DODIE


Since you know your an extrovert you  should do a test to find out your mbti if you don't know it already and do a vedim on it :)


you can still be "inteligent". you just need to do it. do all that you said in this video. just do it.


I appreciate school so much tbh I'm so scared to leave


dont cry because it ended , smile because it happend


I'm with Orwell on interlectuals, they live in an ivory tower and use stupid fancy language and stuff. you should read some of his essays on interlectuals, they are quite funny... (I realise him hating interlectuals is ironic cos he himself was one...)


Honestly, I don't believe we should ever stop learning because learning helps us grow,become more open minded, etc( I sound so inspirational hahaha) but my point is maybe you should try taking a class at a uni, not for credit or a degree but you know just for the fun of learning. Plus life you is too short to live with regrets. And I often feel like if we took a class just for the joy of learning we wouldn't hate school as much. Idk I am not trying to tell you what to do or anything I just want to let you know that you could keep learning new things if you want.


I have nostalgic aches for things that haven't happened...


Every Dodie video: <b>starts the video by clapping</b>

Every Dodie video: *starts the video by clapping*


I really can't imagine a life where I want to go back to this hellhole.


It's weird.. i really consider myself an introvert but i get energy from being with others :o


I'm going back to school on Monday, and I was really sad and angry for summer to be over but now I just realized that every time I think about the past I'm like wow that was great, but to be honest it wasn't, BECAUSE IM ALWAYS THINKING ABOUT THE FUCKING PAST and I'm kinda tired of it. So fuck it I'm excited for classes to start, I can meet my friends and have fun and ride my bike to school and I love autumn as well because I can be all cozy in bed and I love the rain too so yeah just thank you beautiful human 😘😘😘


I'm doing work experience in my old primary school because I'm simply just nostalgic and want to be back in that environment.. Lol


I'm still in primary school (ugh I'm so young I hate it!) and teachers never show respect. They will tell you not to talk back or bully, but really, that's all they are doing to us. They take favourites in girls and never give anybody a else a chance. People shouldn't have to be dreading getting up in the morning because they know they are not going to have a good day! School should be fun for everyone and the teachers certainly shouldn't have favourites.


im still in school and i kind of feel like school is slipping away from my fingers :(


Dodie you are now on 399,664 subs!!! I'm so PROUD!


I've just started 5th class (6th grade) and I'm so excited!!!!!!😁😁😁😁


I could've sworn you said "The pasta's done" instead of the past lol


i've never related to something more oh my GOD I thought I was alone


i've been working on being a better reader-- like stopping being online so much and just reading things just to read. You could try getting books on things you're into.


i like learning and the structure and routine of school but the atmosphere is generally awful


Does anyone remember their times tables? Off by heart? Can anyone do math without the aid of a calculator? I miss School...


I'm going to high school next year and am slightly terrified even though my dad teaches strings at the high school I'm going too he is only there in the morning and I also have all honors classes and that is making me freak out even more because all of my current teachers say that it's really hard. Thinking about it makes me internally scream any advice from people who have been through high school would be appreciated


I think that going to school actually makes you feel intelligent because you're forced to study but i mean at school you do not practise just on subjects that you like so it is boring and stressful because you have to be good at something that you're not good and you don't even care about. I feel like i got no time to do things that I like and it is awful. Also I am a very introvert person so i do not enjoy spend so much time surrounded by people, especially when surrounded by people i hate.


Go to a nice church or an Alpha course (: Nice people, music, you can have discussions, it's every week and maybe there is even a meeting with youth your age every week/every two weeks. (: I'm also an extravert if you talk about getting energy when I'm surrounded by (awesome) people! What I really like about my friendgroup at chruch: everybody accepts each other, woepwoep!! ^^ Okay bye :p And have an awesome day ^^


To quote Carly Simon, "These are the good old days".  We just don't realize it at the time we live through them.


hey dodie! is your dress (i think its a dress) from primark? i think i have it haha


My mouse died yesterday and it was really hard for me so u kind of made me feel better.


having too many emotions is both a blessing and a curse A


hello! i'm new here and would just like to know, what exactly is vedim? does it stand for anything? thanks!


I just woke up and puked at one am and your vid made me smile.


Just watched let it be you were amazing!!!!!!!!!


I miss school too and I'm still going there 😔


you said you were bullied in school?? um, i guess i would just like some advice. im being bullied really badly at the moment, what do i do ? its so hard  to get up and go to school in the mornings, bc i really dont wanna deal with it, and sometimes it gets really personal. its just verbal abuse, and yes, i have told teachers and nothing has happened. its mainly on social media, but often words and rumours are thrown around. dms, texts, calls, tweets. what do i do? its taking everything out of me.


I'm sat here doing an English lit essay for tomorrow, you are more than welcome to help xD


am i the only one who actually likes school? i understand everything Dodie said and im still at school


Skewl is like carrots for me... sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not <br>analogeez

Skewl is like carrots for me... sometimes it's good, sometimes it's not
analogeez


Only bit of school I miss is seeing me mates everyday


Enjoy the good old days while it's still the good old days.


I cried watching this because I'm a senior...


im in the first year of 6th form and im already missing being in lower school :(


yr videos make me really happy i love you thank you for being so great


Dont worry doddy we can be your "people" :)


Throughout year 7 and 8 I really enjoyed school but now, half way through year 9 and beginning my GCSEs, I can't stand it. Obviously I am grateful for my education and I love learning, but I feel like the way we get taught is so uninteresting, and the only classes I really look forward to are history and music. Nowadays I just feel like school is draining my energy.


literally what im scared about (I've officially graduated school just gotta sit some exams)


Sounds really conceited but I was very clever at school, I worked hard and was naturally very clever at GCSE and Sixth Form. Now I'm at the top universities and feeling very mediocre. I miss school because I miss being the best!! :P


I've got a new appreciation for all the bs that is my GCSES..


can you do a cover of sweater weather by the neighboorhood


No being your own boss is the best! Trust me on that. I call the owner of my company Mr. Burns, as in The Simpson's Mr. Burns. The only difference is she is female, but cold, black, greedy heart she shares with the cartoon character. Good moral story. I am trying to appreciate working for a real life Mr. Burns.


If you get bored, just talk to us. the pros of being on youtube is that there's always someone awake on the other side of the world :)


i despise school because of my mental health, i haven't been much in year 8/9/10 and i dread to go back


I'm probably going to miss school when I'm older but I definitely won't miss my maths teacher because she shouts at us for no reason.Also she decided that if a few of us didn't understand she would have to treat us like toddlers.


WHY WOULD YOU BULLY SUCH A PERFECT HUMAN???


Now I'm really motivated to go to school and stuff, but the problem is I'm still in bed and school begins in like 40 minutes. and I just can't get up.


I don't want to take it for granted now I see how you feel right now


You're making me feel scared. I have 3 years left and I'm dreading leaving. Every single day I try to learn as much and do as much BC I can feel like this childishness wear off me and I can feel my life becoming older and more independent and I just can't I just need to stay in school with all my friends like I'm going to miss all my friends and even the people that are so annoying. And I don't wanna pay taxes or go to work. I wanna stay in bed and write fanfiction and play guitar. I'm so afraid to become an adult because then all your learning sort of stops and you just have to actually do shit w that and idk if I can. And I'm gonna miss all my activities and DODIE WHY WHY DO I HAVEV TO GROW UP. It's such a coincidence tho BC you put up this video at the exact same time I'm feeling like this. I just want more time. Like I remember my first day at 2ndry school. And I can already picture my last.


This is what I am thinking now and I already miss school so much although I still have 1 1/2 years left but I'll miss learning french and maths and just everything and this video nearly made me cry I am so weird


I used to love school so much and then middle school happened.


Sometimes I like school and sometimes I hate it. I can't help it...


I am honestly so scared of leaving school I'm to childish to go off on my own and meet new people😂


I miss school so much! I'm out of Uni a year now and have no idea what I'm doing with my life!... I'm having a mid life crisis at the age of 22!... Is that possible?...


This is why I'm so scared of finishing uni this year


for me school is absolutely terrible, having a different sexuality makes everything terrible. "bullying is not tolerated" is the biggest lies schools tell


'I have little cries but cries are healthy' I say this all the time; people be like 'oh no don't cry!' and I'm like 'but it'll help me once I let it all out' :3


Literally sitting in my English Literature class while watching this video ;P


See I actually find school physically and mentally exhausting. I am an introvert. I recharge by being alone. But when you go to a school with 98 people in it there's no where where you can be alone other than the washroom. I come home dead tired only to return to school and get physically drained because I have to socialize. I still like school sometimes but yeah as an introvert its rough

Be glad you don't go my school , 2000 pupils 😂


I sometimes have a longing for the past I recently had my best friend leave me I miss it so much we would laugh and have inside jokes but now when we walk by eachother we will avoid eye contact


I don't go to school full time ( I had an operation and haven't fully recovered ) and I wish I could go to school full time. Not because I like school I don't like it, but because I'm missing so much. I've missed two years of education and I regret it even though there's nothing I can do, everyone would have learned all these facts and skills and I'm here knowing how to write a short story and cook curry.


what I miss about school is my friends and memories with them at school but now I miss them and can't see them anymore


I'm not in school because I have autism, and I feel this soo so much. I miss learning and assignments and writing and debating, it sucks that I can't do that because the school system isn't built for disabled people.


the only reason why I like school is because it makes me feel like I have a purpose, like I'm not a complete waste of space & oxygen. Every morning I have a purpose to go somewhere and I have things to do when I get home but that doesn't add up to how many dickheads there are in my school


yeah I'm definitely not an extrovert so I can't say I relate to that, I think I will miss some of these things though

I think another thing I might miss is the variety


I was so looking forward to leaving school but now I'm just scared


It's hard to do... Life just seems shit. I want to feel as I did in the past yet the present is just hard and uncomfortable.


I’ll never miss my school. It gave me PTSD oof


Does dodie have a video on how she does her hair??


You should consider going to university. An education is something that can never be taken away from you once you get it. 👍🏻😀


When i leave school i want to do something creative and different with my life like be a you tuber or just to do something creative and surprise everyone i know but I'm afraid that ill miss discussing things with people and Ill miss helping and being around other people. What do i do?


If you want to practice French again, I'm here ahah! Je suis là pour t'aider si tu veux ;)


I feel like I might miss school when I leave this year ☹☹


Wow. thanks for making me want to go to school tomorrow. 🎈💗


I missed school, but only because I was a lousy shot..... ;-)

As a bullied introvert, I loathed being forced to be around loads of people all day. People are hard work: trying to figure out what they want, how they feel, what they mean by what they say, when they're going to hit you again...


Lol no one tells me what to do I school. Teachers just throw you in the deep end and make you figure it all out yourself.


Lots of people to surround you, want to learn something and get told what to do, picking literature apart piece by piece. You should go to church. 😃


I really like being able to see a lot of my friends every day, but I absolutely hate school… I like learning, but I'd prefer to do it another way. And I extremely dislike the big amount of people ((I'm an introvert)). I should continue my homework now… ((it's 1.17AM))


I’m currently in school doing GCSEs and I feel like I should appreciating right now more but I just don’t know how! I feel like I’m just sitting around smiling but I feel like it’s not enough and I need to be more appreciative but I am idek have a great day everyone xxx


I go to college now, but I miss school because thats where I met all my friends. I also just moved 300 miles away from all my friends and stuff, so now I don't see any of them and also I haven't even met anyone my own age and I'm sad :( I still message all my friends every day but its not the same. also I kinda miss school because you can just wear the same clothes every day because uniform and nobody will ever know because its all the same but college is like oh god gotta find so many clothes to wear. becoming old is stressful. I want to go to school again to be with my friends and not having to worry about meeting new people or stressing about what to wear. even though I didn't like school, the people I had around me made it a great experience because they kept me going and now I'm alone and stuff. this just got emo.


I couldn't even watch all of this, I got way too sad because I feel the same way. I don't know what i'm doing any more, i'm not ready to be an adult.


Dodie, this is why I hate growing up- I actually mentioned that topic today. There is this playground, and little kids playing on it, on the drive home. I just... I miss not having any problems or being worried about the things I'm concerned with now. UGH GROWING UP SUCKS. I know everyone says it's a magical time, but really it's not. Everyone smells strange, and their voices are changing, and we're all suddenly expected to take on so many more responsibilities and no one's ready for it. I feel like it was only yesterday I went to kindergarten and met two of my oldest friends- and now, they've both moved out of state and I never get to see them or talk to them. School is so stressful, and there's no recess or nap time, where you get to relax and just have fun! It angers me that when you're young, you don't think about the importance of appreciating your youth- it's gone so fast.


I broke up with my boyfriend because he changed and I didn't love him anymore but ever since then I've been scared incase I end up alone and I start to think about the good times and I get scared and I start to regret breaking up with him but this video helps me so much. I can think about my old relationship but not so much that it rips me apart


i think your handwritings pretty nice
i mean
i look at it every day


i’m leaving my school in 3 months to go to a new school and make my a-levels there because you can’t do it at my school. The people in my year are so precious and everyone likes each other and my class is just a group of the favourite people in my life. We work together and go out together. My class teacher is my favourite adult ever. He spends his own money for us to have the best opportunities to learn properly, he goes out to eat with us and we see him every day. And in 3 months ALL THAT will be gone. So many people are just not gonna be this group, they’ll find new friends, get new teachers, live new life’s. I’ll never see some people again, i won’t work together with those people anymore and we’ll grow up to be adults. That shit destroys me. I’ve seen these people every day for 6 years and i took it for granted but soon all of this, all of my daily routine will be gone.<br>It’s so hard.

i’m leaving my school in 3 months to go to a new school and make my a-levels there because you can’t do it at my school. The people in my year are so precious and everyone likes each other and my class is just a group of the favourite people in my life. We work together and go out together. My class teacher is my favourite adult ever. He spends his own money for us to have the best opportunities to learn properly, he goes out to eat with us and we see him every day. And in 3 months ALL THAT will be gone. So many people are just not gonna be this group, they’ll find new friends, get new teachers, live new life’s. I’ll never see some people again, i won’t work together with those people anymore and we’ll grow up to be adults. That shit destroys me. I’ve seen these people every day for 6 years and i took it for granted but soon all of this, all of my daily routine will be gone.
It’s so hard.


I just watched an entire ad cause I love you so much. It was a long ad XD


I just cried this is so me! I'm a senior and it's so sad!


I can't help but think that you would have loved Uni. Societies, music, choosing what you learn, choosing what you wear etc.


why don't you join an adult wind band or orchestra? those sorts of things are what make us us and why stop yourself from that? I think it's really important to keep music going when you leave school (I'm still in school so I guess I don't really know, but I would hope that I do keep going to windbands and stuff because you meet new people and get to know and understand yourself and your boundaries)


Coming back to this cause I’m kinda bummed that I’m done with middle school aaAaAAaAaaAAaH


I went to a terrible school and I didn't like it as a place, but I love learning and studying is the one (only?) thing I've always been good at. I graduated from uni last year and I'm really sad to not be studying any more. Thankfully I work in adult mental health which means I'm learning things all the time (and even have to do revision/assessments in order to start gaining more responsibilities and do therapy).


Dodie used to go to the secondary school that I'm currently at, so that's wild lmao


Same. I'm in year 8 and I feel like I have so many close friends and I worry that when I leave I will be alone.


My school is responsible for the mess I am now. I got bullied for years, not just little teasing, I mean they made fun of everything i liked about myself, they pushed me off the seats I was sat in, they once smacked my head against a window. And it didn't stop despite me and my parents going to the head of year. Two years ago I moved schools. My new school is a lot better but I now have chronic anxiety and this year that caused my weight to drop so low I literally almost died. If I had lost half a stone, I would have died. So I can't go to school at the moment because I'm gaining my weight back. So I know exactly where Dodie is coming from. I miss being able to talk to my friends, I miss lunchtimes, I miss making fun of each other and teachers, I miss ugly snapchats we sent to each other at lunch in front of each other. I'm missing my last year of school because some dicks ruined my first three years. Don't fucking bully people because it scars them for life


you know you can still do all this stuff right? (for money sometimes lol) you just have to make yourself do it haha


Nothing keeps you from going to college !


but you can still follow classes.... cooking Class or something or writing class etc.


YOUR HAIR LOOKS LIKE 2011 I WASNT PREPARED DODIE U CANT DO THIS TO ME!!! Great video tho


i thought you were saying 'nostalgic eggs' then i realised you were saying 'aches' omg i was v confused for like 3 seconds


COMPLETELY THE SAME i miss school so damn much and i actually feel like one reason why i want to go to uni is because I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO but yeah also I NEED TO ENJOY THE PRESENT TOO and i have been trying more ye ye


you could make a game of picking a random word out of a dictionary, and trying to put it in to a sentence at a random point of the day when that chance occurs?


That's why i'm so scared about going to uni. I'm not sure if i'll like it as i used to like school.


I was so attention seeking in school too! I was the kid that was always sad and like, craves attention. <b>huge cringe</b>

I was so attention seeking in school too! I was the kid that was always sad and like, craves attention. *huge cringe*


I have so much anxiety. I don't like most of the kids in my grade, I like people who keep to themselves. I get lots of anxiety from them and also being away from home. I get good grades but that doesn't stop me from worrying. Sometimes my stress makes 3 hours of homework turn into 7 hours of homework.


I miss the free time after school.. now I work the whole day :( and the friend you could see every day.. it is difficult right now to find the time to see them


''My hair looks poo my eyebags look poo nad I'm now gonna walk to mcdonalds and eat some poo''

Totally expected that. xD

But I do get what you mean, because every time I have to go to school I'm like ''this is shit everything is shit'', but when I am on break I loose all sense of purpose in life and I'm like ''what the F am I gonna do now then?''. I feel really lucky to be able to go to school and I know that some people don't have the opportunity to do so. But at the same time I feel like I would much rather just start working.

If someone gave me a full-time job right now, I would be so down for that. It's strange because I have a strong urge to work, but not to actually get a job. So I'm kind of in a loop of ''where am Igoing next'' and ''when's my next exam''.

I also have no idea where this comment was going you know? Kind of like my life. eeyy

''My hair looks poo my eyebags look poo nad I'm now gonna walk to mcdonalds and *eat some poo*''

Totally expected that. xD

But I do get what you mean, because every time I have to go to school I'm like ''this is shit everything is shit'', but when I am on break I loose all sense of purpose in life and I'm like ''what the F am I gonna do now then?''. I feel really lucky to be able to go to school and I know that some people don't have the opportunity to do so. But at the same time I feel like I would much rather just start working.

If someone gave me a full-time job right now, I would be so down for that. It's strange because I have a strong urge to work, but not to actually get a job. So I'm kind of in a loop of ''where am Igoing next'' and ''when's my next exam''.

I also have no idea where this comment was going you know? Kind of like my life. *eeyy*


I just found out we have VERY different brains.


LOL that's why "school" as an anime gender exists. :')


I believe many people have different opinions on school. For me it's terrifying to even look in my 6th grade classroom. I had been enrolled in homeschool for like 5 weeks then I grew lonely. I decided I missed band. I wanted to see people that are weird and have amazing personalities. I hate that one person ruined it all for me. I hate feeling intelligent because I feel dumb for wanting to stand out. To raise my hand and get it right everyone takes advantage.


your hair looks so good!!! hair videos v welcome xxxxxx


U r adorable.
And your eyebrows are on FLEEK.
And you are really sweet.
That's all


well school is starting and this was great encouragement.


did you play an instrument in school? a curious trumpet would like to know
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I can't relate to it that much either. I'm way stressed. I have chores, music memorization for band, finishing band classwork, tests, more tests, and I have to study for my drivers. I seriously feel like I wanna slam my head through a wall right now. ugh I'm not even a sophomore.


This is my senior year and now i really don't want to leave


I miss that too, now I'm the one who tells other people what to do... I'm a teacher


I miss college! Geez, I hated HS and such though.


I graduated from the university, got all my degrees (yeah in liberal arts) with top grades and now I'm completely lost and no one wants to hire me at all. I live in the Czech Republic. Yeah, it sucks. I feel like I was really scammed. I don't get why the goverment pays for this kind of education on massive scale, when it's a fraud in my opinion. I realized that too late. Now I dislike my school so much. It's the centre of hypocrisy. Btw. Great video! Sorry for my negativity :)


13 years compulsory school here in Australia...

1 year of pre-school, 6 years of primary school, and 6 years of secondary school...

Don't Georges kindergarten - 7 years of primary

12 years in britain and then you have to stay in education for another 2 (but you could do an apprenticeship you dont have to go to school/college)


I'm eating a salad right now I don't think future me will be like dang that salad was good


i just had a nostalgia attack ._. yay...


Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why its called the "present" <br>~Master Oogway

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That's why its called the "present"
~Master Oogway


i miss being in school also. i don't like moving on. nobody does. i wish i was in school again. and i like your video by the way :)


OMG!! QUINSIDENCE! I just came back from posting my letter to my primary school


Right I miss choir more than anything  in school also my friends but they were in choir too


Sounds like you're wanting to go to uni Dodie


I'll gladly let you come and take my place in school!


Well my hand writing's shocking and I'm still at school lol


I can't stand the stress school puts on me but I can't take not having schedule and constant things to do during summer it All Sucks


If you miss learning that much, why didn't you go to uni ? <br>I don't think I could be at a place where I'm not learning anything

If you miss learning that much, why didn't you go to uni ?
I don't think I could be at a place where I'm not learning anything


Man i know I'm not going to miss school because it actually gave me depression. (I'm not saying that in the oh lol I have depression way, I'm saying it in the I'm fucking depressed I want to die I can't feel anything and I just want to curl up in the corner and cry all day.)


I hated school. Don't regret (well, barely) not being there anymore. That's all I gotta say about that.


My pop up add for this was about going back to University xD I think Google has a solution, but I know how costly that is ^__^;;


"I'm an extrovert..." Yeah you're right this is not for everybody i can't relate

Yeah i know, BUT i'm an introvert. Having people around me doesn't give me energy, it drains it.

+MaJo Extrovert is not the same as socially awkward or unable to talk to people btw, you can be a social awkward person who is a extrovert.


I'm so sad because I've just left school and it doesn't have a sixth form so I have to go to a college and it's so different and isn't a community, and I regret so so much from school, I wish I'd gone more and I miss so many little things like you, I just wish my school had a sixth form because I love the place😢


It's funny listening to people when they miss school, because as exams come ever closer, I'm getting more resentful. School is strange: it gives you strict rules and often treats you like a child but then expects you to decide on your future at the age of 16. I can't say I hate it, but I don't love it either. I wonder if my opinion will change when I'm older.


Have you thought about going back you uni even on creative courses they still ask for loads of essays and there are plenty of social events


Of all the places in England to live and have things to do that could be mentally stimulating like school you live in the best possible place? London? Theres everything at least available. I live in a small fisherman town with what many would consider two quite good cities near me. And yet when I wanted to do some pottery classes with my mum I could not find a single place to do so within a 40 mile radius. London has a lot more to offer it just takes a second to get there.


I only have 2 years left .. I'm already scared because what's life without school i mean, since i can remember i see those corridors and all those people i like and they changed throughout the last years. I am a really nostalgic person, and i think i will fall apart on the last day of school.


Doddie WHY ARE YOU STEALING THOUGHTS FROM MY MIND? XD<br>we are the same person basically and I`m in the same situation as you are. Except I`m a blogger and I`m not surrounded by fellow creatives: all my best friends are in medicine school... thank you.

Doddie WHY ARE YOU STEALING THOUGHTS FROM MY MIND? XD
we are the same person basically and I`m in the same situation as you are. Except I`m a blogger and I`m not surrounded by fellow creatives: all my best friends are in medicine school... thank you.


I'm literally eating McDonald's right now


maybe you should be a teacher?¿ imagine you as the cool English lit teacher!! u'd definitely be the favorite


I love your vedims and i love you just talking to the camera about stuff like really important stuff and like i never used to appreciate stuff and since my teacher talked to my class i appreciate more now and you talking about school and appreciating the present just is so nice and cool! (im making no sense but hey)


I don't want to finish college (US) :/ I'm just going to keep getting PhDs forever and then teach or something


Omg today i just went back to school for the last time and this is how i feel right now AND also yeah i miss being told what to do :/ we're just weird and hopeless like that


i miss school too, but i'm in school... HOW'S THAT?


It's only summer break, but I miss school


This is going to be a long and only tangentially related comment but if you're craving some discussion (like dodie in that one small part of the video i know its a very loose link) and have seen the deadpool movie feel free to read on/comment if you're feeling it:

SO I watched Deadpool with my friends a while ago and ever since I've wanted to discuss it but whenever I bring it up there are people who haven't seen it around so I can't so hopefully we can discuss it here instead.  Also, a bit more disclaimer before I start: I haven't read the comics/haven't seen the other x-men movies so this is based purely off the Deadpool movie.

So Deadpool's main motivation throughout the movie is trying to fix his face.  This, to me, is a totally legitimate motivation.  Our face is a huge part of our identity, and does a lot to how people perceive us.  Imagine yourself with someone else's face.  Like actually imagine looking in the mirror and looking totally different than you had before.  It would be really really unsettling to say the least.  And at first I was happy that they gave this origin story to a man.  If it were a woman, she would be written off as vapid and vane.  Then I considered how I would have reacted.  Even I, the 'feminist friend', would have been like 'well of course they would give the lame appearance based origin story to a girl' and would have discounted it when I find it totally legitimate for a man.  This reveals some internalized bias on my part.  So I thought it would have been cool if they had given it to a girl, and had framed it in a way that subverted the 'just concerned with looks bc she's a woman' trope.  At this point, I thought, but would they have let a female super-hero be unattractive?  All of the marvel women super heroes I can think of (which is already limited) are attractive, which is not true for the men.  Sure, a lot of them are, but one of them is a raccoon.  It seems to be more of a perk for men rather than a prerequisite like it is for a woman.

Anyways, thoughts?

a bit of a summary
(a) the legitimacy of an appearance-based origin story for a man vs a woman?
(b) the likely hood that marvel would create an unattractive female super hero?

Sorry this comment was so long and off topic. :P


I hate school, however I'm leaving school but I will miss routines and having things to do, school passes the time more than anything for me


Trust me school sucks now 😫😫 although what Dodie talked about did sound really cool, shame we don't have it 😢


How could you have appreciated it?<br>You can only know light if there is a shadow and darkness.

How could you have appreciated it?
You can only know light if there is a shadow and darkness.


its now 13 years compulsory, if u dont decide to do apprenticeships, i mean


i'm in my last year of school and i never want to leave


To be fair, I think most people are in the same boat, personally HATED school and only till I got to Uni/College were it was relaxed did I enjoy education. I've never struggled with doing my own thing, I feel like everyone else grew up happy to follow orders while I was struggling to understand why any of this was necessary and I had to do something that took time away from my other passions.


i wanne cuddle u after every video dodie because u are the cutest,just sooo omg


Never really thought about it but it was easier in a way.


What did you play in orchestra? I'm curious. I'm a cellist.

She's mentioned playing clarinet in the past


I'm still in school, but I'm scared to leave it and grow up


I am most definitely an introvert, but I do miss having friends.. I 100% lost all of my friends now that I've been out of school for a few years, and my college friends were never good good friends, I just didn't click with them
I feel superrrr lonely now adays because I really want to just go out and have fun and go to events with friends.. that I don't have.. And I don't think I ever had, I've never had friends that had real things in common wth me, bc i'm kind of weird, not kind of, very weird. Oh well, One day lmaoo, I'm only 19 so.. theres still a chance, I hope
send me friendsssss plsss cccries

I am most definitely an introvert, but I do miss having friends.. I 100% lost all of my friends now that I've been out of school for a few years, and my college friends were never good *good* friends, I just didn't click with them
I feel superrrr lonely now adays because I really want to just go out and have fun and go to events with friends.. that I don't have.. And I don't think I ever had, I've never had friends that had real things in common wth me, bc i'm kind of weird, not kind of, very weird. Oh well, One day lmaoo, I'm only 19 so.. theres still a chance, I hope
send me friendsssss plsss *cccries*


The school system in France is shit, can't wait to finish. Plus I've already been accepted in my school for next year (because i'm in my last year of school) so can't wait for that especially !! I also got bullied at some point but meh... It got a lot better afetr :p


Most of the things you miss you can still do, you might have to search but eventually you'll find it. :)


...am i an extrovert if i get energy from being around lots of people i know quite well?..


I'm not gonna miss school. I'm only gonna miss the people in it.


On the uniform point, in in secondary school, and suddenly they have started telling us that we can't wear our own colour headbands!!! Seriously!!! I was wearing a hufflepuff alice band to school, which even worked because my house is yellow house, but I was told to take it off! And we can't wear our own pin badges or button badges anymore, just the school ones. We are losing our colours and our personalities!


Dodie you should check out Khan academy!


I've been in school for like, 12 years and I still can't spell. woot


go to uni?

lots of groups and intellectual stimulus as well as time to make videos :)


I was looking at my calendar earlier and I was like wow I have like no time left in school. I'm in my last year and in September I'll be starting a levels. I'm literally so scared! I've got to actually decide what I want to do at uni and some of my friends are going to college so I won't see them everyday and that's going to be so weird. I'm going to actually put together outfits rather than just wearing the standard school jumper and skirt get out. I'm actually so scared of the future. And responsibilities! If I don't want to go to school I won't actually have to by law, there's nothing to stop me from being a full time hermit. I would like to stop time to right now in my life please 🙁


YOUTUBE KNOWS ME. i literally miss school so much and i wanna see my friends 😭


I hated school but i loved the good old days.


dont know what glorious school you went to but even the teachers would kinda bully me feeding me insults on how im never good enough or how i wasnt going to get my dream job but then again i did go to a school in my second language welsh so i have a reason to be bad at word in welsh


I miss school it's summer vacation and I want to go back


what is that sound in the background?? <br>I'm super curious now!

what is that sound in the background??
I'm super curious now!


I have no friends.
but i dont think its my fault.
I like classical music, they hate it
I like books, they dont
I like ukuleles, they dont
I like cats, they dont
I like guns n roses and nirvana, THEY DONT
😫❤


I don't know if you went to college, but have you considered going to music school? (if you havent)


Funny, I'm the other way around. I liked school while I was there, but I don't miss it at all now that I'm gone. I recently did some tutoring in a school and I do not understand how I got myself up every day to go to school.


Currently getting ready for school. I will try. TRY. and appreciate today in school!


Me: <b>sitting in front of a ton of homework and my planner which is full of tests</b>  Yeah, schoool.

Me: *sitting in front of a ton of homework and my planner which is full of tests*  Yeah, schoool.


yeah gcses start like two weeks so school is basically over and it's like damn africa when did this happen why am i the only person having a nervous breakdown


Im in college now and holy fuck im already like sad about leaving school because like in college its your choice to go to lessons or not and it so easy to just mot go and its my responsibility to get my arse out of bed and do shit for my self and it sounds pathetic but like its really hard when you have in your head that technically i dont have to go but i have to get there and be on time so i can register and also in my college you thumb in on this thumb scanner thing so people cant register for you but you can 'thumb and run' which is WAY to tempting


I miss school, my parents always said I'd miss school. Now I do. 6 years ago I left 6 years ago :0. Hence why now I want to become a teacher to choose travel or teaching, travel or teaching?????????


Dodie, I know this was a while ago, but go look up Bullet Journal.


You know what ?  I fucking love school.    It makes me very happy. And I completely understand why lots of people hate it but I just couldn't really ever properly dislike it. I mean in middle school it was hell but now at my school I'm really happy. Sure I have my days where it sucks and it's boring and stressful but those days make up maybe, 20% of my time in school. The rest of it is bloody great .


Ugh it's hard because I'm in high school now and I now how much I'm going to miss it


this is so strange because school gives me the worst anxiety, i couldnt go to school because i had so many panic attacks i have to go back two years to do my gcses now but thats sad so whaetever. i always hated school, i didnt get bullied or anything i just got ignored by literally everyone, i am really quiet though i kinda blend into the background, anyway, nobody cares about my problems, i just find it weird that there are people who liked school...it was the worst time of my life..


go to a uni library ? it's silent but it's people, lots, and more or less your age group 😊


I hated school too and now I miss it loads..


Nobody will ever see this except maybe future me but I kind of agree with the COVID-19 Closures. I like being around people I like, although. there are many I hate and there's so much more to do now, just in terms of school work. I don't miss the boredom or the terrible seating plans from on high but I like the regularitity I can't get at home with my family. Hope you hate yourself a little less possible future me


I have to admet I don't like school. Not only for classes, but also because when you're 17, people could be veeeeery nasties... but I also have to admet that, since the begining of the year, I feel like every class was unuseful, and I was completly boring, except when I started Art class, 'cause I realized what I was doing exactly what I like, and when I meet my french teacher, the best teacher in the world (whose fucking fan of the Pixies and David Bowie, and plays guitar, so he's much more the best!) and I realized I actually LIKE going to their class! Something like... a week ago, someone said we should stop french class (he's a S (scientist class), I'm a L (literature class)) and I told him: If we stop french class (and art class) I've got no more reason tostay in school XD


I had to leave school because of mental/medical reasons and at first it seemed great, I didn't have to worry about home work or being late and just school shit. I would just sit at home and play video games, and then I started to notice how my school friends stopped talking to me and pretty much everyone I knew, and soon after that I had no one. I was pretty much alone for two years, then some time went on and I thought shit I don't have any fucking education how the fuck am I going to get a job. So after a lot of thinking I asked my mum if I could go back to school, so I did....but then I left because missed freedom and shit (I know I'm stupid) I just like being my own person, then we moved and because I wasn't in school I started playing my guitar a lot more and fucking hell I was happy again (Now I can't shut up about music and guitar) and whilst I may be stupid for wanting to be a musician I don't fucking care it makes me happy and quite frankly that Is the thing that is most

+WTBrown 0_0 anyway follow your dreams and do what makes you happy and fuck what other people think of you.


I go back to college on Monday and I have anxiety so I keep having panic attacks so that's why I don't look forward to going back


Extrovert? Weird. What's your MBTI personality type?


Am I the only one who thinks Dodie's hair looks like it's long again in this video?  I know it's not but something about the way the fringe looks makes it seem like it is... ack I'm so weird why do I even pay attention to these things


when youre just about to go to school and everything dodie says is actually trueI just hate getting up at 6:30


Maybe it's because you're bad at spelling. My advice- laugh at them. Laugh if they hurt you, laugh at what they say about you. Make them the joke.


Why am I literally you, I just left school and I already miss it. Same reasons as well


School is slowly and painfully killing me.


I NEVER WANT TO LEAVE SCHOOL I WISH I COULD STAY 13 FOREVER 😭😭😭


So in Europe, is McDonald's tea hot or cold?


I didnt hate it at all... And I fricking miss it!!! :,(


Didn't notice the eye bags soz. Alsos great shout on enjoying le present. Tis too easy to glamourise the past or be wishful of the future. Nice one. x


<b>cries because I'm at the end of year 8</b>

*cries because I'm at the end of year 8*


Its freaking me out because your hair looks super long and im used to it short now! ahh!


lol everyone is talking about doing music in class but in my school no one wants to take music class bc there's only one teacher who teaches music and he's horrible. Maybe that others do want to take it this year but my whole year was said they couldn't choose it bc they were with too few. I wish they could just fire the guy and hire a better one.

I actually miss my old school, we got a new building this year and the cafeteria is so small

I don't go to clubs either. My school has a few things you can join but it's not something as a soccer/football team. I don't know any Dutch schools who do have sport teams.

we don't wear uniforms at my school. I'm from the neds


I thought evan moved out... who is the new roommate? did I miss something?

She moved house with her mate hazel haze who's also on YouTube. 👍


I’m the wired kid too rn , only got 5 months left (yay)


I do not miss school one bit
Not at all
Ugh
Makes me feel sick when I think about it


Also I need Vedm, Veda, Vedm, Vedj, Vedj, Veda, Veds, Vedo, Vedn and Vedd.


yeah, community and all that is great but exams! Please don't tell me you miss exams!


now I feel bad for not going in to school today whoops


YOU SHOULD START CALLING YOUR FANS DODDLE BUGS AND SAY SUBSCRIBE IF YOU WANT TO BECOME AN OFFICIAL DODDLE BUG!!!!! 💙💙💙


I love learning stuff, but I don't like studying


I CANT WAIT to leave school and now we HAVE to stay in education until 18 instead of 16 so I have 4 years left when I would have had 2 😑


There's various types of youth centers aren't there? Maybe one of them will be a fit for you!


<b>*sees title*</b> sounds fake but okay. School is a living hell for me as an introverted, socially awkward/inept, unpopular and painfully anxious person. FUN TIMES

**sees title** sounds fake but okay. School is a living hell for me as an introverted, socially awkward/inept, unpopular and painfully anxious person. FUN TIMES


Why don't you go/didn't go to university? I'm sure there is lots of reasons, but just wondering.


you can also think about university, it's the same i guess.


seriously when you were talking about all of the things you used to do, they were all my gcses woaaah


If one is depressed they live in the past, If one is anxious they live in the future... If you are enjoying, you live in the now...

I'd agree with that. I'm somewhere between all three!


Maybe you should go to uni? Even if you only did one or two papers just for interest it could give you what you are missing.


Before i was jealous of my sister because she has school and
she has alot of friends while i was just doodling in my house
One day i told my mom i wanted to go to school and she was surprised and immediately
made me go to school, After like alot of years i that school, i hated it. The only thing that
made me sane were my friends. Without them i would CRY But i never had an official best friend that would wait for me at the school entrance
I just hang out in other kid’s groups, I hated that i had to wake up so early and miss events because of school.
I wished that I didn’t have to go to school anymore.
years later, My wish came true when i was Grade 3, my mom decided to
try something new for me and my sister, She told me if i wanted to go homeschool, my sister agreed and idid
Too because i thought homeschool was actually the opposite of what it really was, I thought that you had a room
in the school and that’s your home, And i thought my mom was gonna be a teacher, IM SORRY I WAS STUPID WHEN I WAS GRADE 3
And i told my friends all about it and they weren’t excited, Nobody told me what it actually was.. After the summer we had a few
exams and tests and we passed! I was happy, but a little confused, then my sister explained everything, i was SHOOK
but i just kept thinking to my self that “it already happened” and “I didn’t really have a choice”
I miss school so much, I have never been this shy before.. Before i wasn’t even scared to talk to the new girl and try
To be friends with her, i was completely scared. living with my sister rubbed on me
The reason i couldnt be friends with anyone now is because i think 12 years olds now are.. really immature?
Idk, But i just think it’s stupid that they still keep talking about games..
but I didn’t lose all my youth lol
I’m still more like a kid but they are a whole new level of immature.
I just want a friend, My mom told me i can go to school after grade 7
Because I’m not really okay with my grades in homeschooling..
im excited but i know making friends next year wouldn’t be that easy as before...

You deserve an award if you read all of that

be my friend :3


I'm watching this the day before I go back to school in 8th grade


just about to start my new year, I'm year 11 on Monday!! howwwwww


I don't like school... At all. But I do fear that one day I will miss it, but how? I'm so miserable here and I can't wait to start my life on my own. But looking back on my life now, as a 13 year old, I do miss a lot of times. But, when I think about it, I thought I was miserable then too. But really I was just taking things for granted, and not appreciating them enough.


every time u said 'ache' i thought u said 'egg'


Hello dodie. im moving soon. really soon. i live in suffolk right now with lots of friends and lovely people that i know but on the 30th of march my mum my sister and my brother and i are moving to northern ireland to be with family. i dont want to. i really dont want to. no friends. new school. but i have to so what am i gonna do. im kind of freaking out. i love my friends alot. i like alot of my teachers. i am in a swimming club. but now we're moving and my dads not even coming with us oh god sorry for putting this here dont know why i did this video just reminded me of it anyway soz again bye


The only thing i like is school is because its the only place that i made friends now im grade 7 and most of the grade 7 in my school are my friends


it's my birthday on the 8th March and it makes me happy you'll upload a video then