I have to force myself not to cry every time I hear the bridge of this song


i watch this video back now and wonder if Dodie reflected on her relationship and if she was happy at this point of free of her Bf xx


PLEASE get tthis on iTunes, I'm not usualy that keen of you but I know your work is great! PLEASE get this on iTunes


Are you going to make this a music video or what? You know we’re expecting a new ep this fall🙂


If someone hasnt done a pas de deux to this after 3 years, I’ll be very sad


My heart is so happy at the end of this.


I've watched this before but for the first time, I've cried just listening to this song maybe it's the fact I'm feeling kinda crappy right now but I don't know


You're so talented, and have a beautiful voice, the highest notes were stunning!


I can't explain this but my heart is ACTUALLY aching it literally hurts


Лучшее , что я слушай ! <3

Лучшее , что я слушай ! <3


Broke up with my "Tommy" in the summertime when I realized how unhealthy the relationship was for me. I definitely felt as if I was walking on eggshells. Haven't quite found a Sam yet, but i'm not in too much of a hurry to find one at the moment.


lol this song got me out of a crazy ridiculous relationship i’m not gonna say he was abusive but it certainly wasn’t a normal relationship the “full of belonging but not full of love” really opened my eyes thank ya dodie it’s almost been a year since then and i’m shocked to see how far i’ve made it !!


Every time I watch this video i always wonder where dodie got her dress from cos damn its beautiful


My Tommy wasn't my boyfriend but he pretended he loved me. We were so close, and I did everything he said, and he made me believe it was for my own good. I'm so glad I'm out of that situation now but this song still makes me cry because everyone told me he was abusing me but I wouldn't listen. Now from an outside perspective I can see how badly I was being treated... Regrets.


I can't listen to this song without crying and getting chills


I just recently got out of a 6-year relationship with a guy who is a lot like Tommy. I think I found my Sam. He makes me happy and shows me that I can do anything I want to do and I can be the person that I aspire to be. I don't have to walk on eggshells with him and I love every day that I spend with him. ❤❤❤


The one song that always makes me sob :( x


I have never heard something so beautiful. I didn't discover this right away from you, but my best friend, practically sister, started singing this for me. This song has so much meaning and so much passion and it just has a great moral. I fell in love with this song the first time my friend sang this for me and I will forever be in love with it. I do have a request and it is quite an odd one. This song is not on Spotify and I cannot buy it. I know you do not do Spotify, but if you could consider it, that would be lovely. Thank you for reading this!!!


I had my Tommy and it was one of the hardest experiences of my life. Towards the end I wasn’t afraid of what he would do to me but i was more afraid of life after him. He made me leave all of my friends and only focus on him. He was all I had and through the abuse, I stuck through hoping that the old him would come back but it never did. When it ended, all I did for two weeks was cry and go on a walk. I couldn’t eat or sleep for days at a time. I lost twenty five pounds in a week in a half because the water that I could manage to get down would just come up. I felt unworthy of being loved and incapable to love. I had no friends, no interests and no heart. A few months went by and I decided to go to a jazz concert my by myself and this man who I hadn’t seen in years came walking up the stairs. He had recently gone through a breakup too and quickly he turned into my Sam. He made me learn to love myself alongside starting to love him. But now he’s gone too. I distract myself as best as I can but my mind always races back to him. He’s my best friend and I would do anything to have that again.


It's not quite as bad, but my ex boyfriend used to cover my mouth when I sang, or take my ukulele away from me (the latter only happened once or twice, I didn't usually play when he was around). I love to sing, and it made me conscious of singing whenever I was around him. Now I sing confidently all around the house, and sometimes in public too :) don't let anyone tell you what to do! And call them out if they try.


can you make a song about autumn???p.s. you are amazing I was sooooo happy when I found you on instagram!!!!!!!


I know this song is so old but I still wish you'd release it on an ep


This song makes me even more sad when I realise that 'pas de deux' directly translates to 'not of two'

Ik this song is referring to a dance, but it just it seems really upsetting that the dance title means 'not of two'


what are the chords for this song??? I MUST PLAY THIS ART!! also Tommy can step on a lego bare foot and Sam needs to put a ring on Poppy


I have been wanting to comment on this video for a while but no words that i can type can justify how beautiful and amazing this is, Dodie you are such an artist with words and sounds, and once again have reduced me to tears


I would listen to this song forever if I could


definitely not crying right now. This so beautiful.


I drew A dodie ballerina while listening to this and write next to it "I won't be defined by him" ❤


Dude this song made me cry. I don't cry. I kinda hate it. But I love it.

So true! I actually recently did a cover of it with my sister doing swing dancing in the video - it's such a beautiful story I really wanted to create a visual version of it!

+Abigail Spear Soprano if so glad I'm not the only one! It's amazing song writing with an Amazing voice, you can't go wrong 😊

haha love this comment - I'm not a cryer either so when something does manage to make me cry i both hate it and love it! this song is soooo beaut isn't it!!


i am crying, this song really touches me.


Am I the only one that finds it so adorable that dodie can't pronounce the name of this song? I mean, neither can I, but I just think that adds to Dodies wonderfulness and uniqueness.


at the end when she says pas de deux i always think it sounds like "party duh" and it makes me giggle and makes me a little less sad


Dodie I could do with a big sister like you right now. I never knew a video like this could come at such a specifically relevant moment in my life.

Thanks Dodie, that means so much to me. x


I learnt this at 5 and it’s the only song I know on piano 6 years later and i still remember the song


omg seriously after I find out who she is and how amazing she is in also find out she was in New Zealand  (my hometown) two years ago  fml


I JUST NOW REALIZED WHO THIS IS ABOUT
I'm an Idiot
Oh my gosh, Dodie, I'm so sorry....
I love this song more than ever now, even though I'm crying and will continue to cry every time I listen to this.


2 years later still coming back to this and sobbing


The way you disguised the lyrics is really nice if you understand them. You didn't blatantly say who it was about but if you have watched for a while you understand it. It's not very hard to find but a nice touch.


Please Come to Austria  your music is great!!! We love your personality 🎧🎧🇦🇹🎼


How is her voice so gorgeous, how is she so gorgeous, how?


DAMN IT! MY MASCARA COSTS TOO MUCH TO BE CRYING LIKE THIS😭


I have listened to all of your original songs about a million times and I love them all, I can't choose a favourite , I love you so much your amazing ,

also I've watched all your videos on this channel and your other channel ❤

me too! I love all of her original songs but I think this one has to be my favourite as its such a beautiful story - real and rawa nd heartwrenching but so uplifting at the end!!


THE FACT THAT DODIE SAYS SHE REWATCHES HER VIDEOS AND DID A 2020 EDIT HAHAHAHA


For those who don't know the story behind this song I'll try to explain despite not knowing full details, I probably never know the full details either.
If this violates Dodie I will be happy to delete it.
At an age I'm not completely sure about she met a handsome young man, who would be her soon to be boyfriend. In the beggining he was sweet, kind, accepting, gentle. Then he changed. He became possessive, abusive. Told her not to do the things that she loved, and one tiny mistake he would get angry at her. He burned rules in her mind, told her that she wasn't aloud to see anyone. Not even her family or friends. Told her all she needed was him.

Then she met Sam after she broke up with him.

For those who don't know the story behind this song I'll try to explain despite not knowing full details, I probably never know the full details either.
*If this violates Dodie I will be happy to delete it.*
At an age I'm not completely sure about she met a handsome young man, who would be her soon to be boyfriend. In the beggining he was sweet, kind, accepting, gentle. Then he changed. He became possessive, abusive. Told her not to do the things that she loved, and one tiny mistake he would get angry at her. He burned rules in her mind, told her that she wasn't aloud to see anyone. Not even her family or friends. Told her all she needed was him.

Then she met Sam after she broke up with him.


I am currently taken over by my anxiety and it causes me to be a Tommy.. in my year and a half dedicated, loyal, important relationship.<br>She's shyly trying to get me to become more of a Sam.  I want to be Sam. It's so hard.. but this song gives me hope and paints a beautiful picture. I want this picture for me and her. I will be her Sam. Thank you Dodie.. I owe you one (a few, actually, many of your songs inspire me to fight harder. Please keep doing what you do)

I am currently taken over by my anxiety and it causes me to be a Tommy.. in my year and a half dedicated, loyal, important relationship.
She's shyly trying to get me to become more of a Sam.  I want to be Sam. It's so hard.. but this song gives me hope and paints a beautiful picture. I want this picture for me and her. I will be her Sam. Thank you Dodie.. I owe you one (a few, actually, many of your songs inspire me to fight harder. Please keep doing what you do)


Is there anywhere I can find they piano notes / letters used for this vid ❤love the song so much


Where do you usually get your inspiration from?? ❤❤


She could say anything and it would make me cry!


Hey Dodie :)

I'm part of a charity football team who are hosting an event in the summer. We've been trying for years to find someone to sing a few songs and stuff, and I'd absolutely love for you to be a part of it. We've raised over £8,000 for numerous causes such as MacMillan Cancer, Help For Heroes and various local causes up here in the North East. I just thought I'd leave this here in case you would be interested in performing a few of your songs at our event.

Thanks either way and keep rocking the joint!

Jack. X.


I never have cried so much with the softness of a cubs love.. I love your #SweetnessOfPiecesOnTopOfPeaces rotes from a sorrowful sadden mad Marine..


I'm not crying i swear. i told myself that I'll just re-watch old songs of dodie hsksks ;((


one day we will all die and be nothing, but i'm really happy i got to hear this before i go.


In a Q&A she said that her mom wanted to nickname her Poppy

IrrelevantCordy i know it's very late but please maybe delete your comment? Dodie said she didn't want names mentioned in the comments

and tommy is probably tom law who dodie was in an abusive relationship with and sam must be sammy paul who helped her after she finally broke up with tom


OMG this needs to be on the radio NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!


Dear 2020 dodie<br>     Your style has changed but that doesn't mean that you don't look good in this video. Because you do look good. Different from your style now? Yes! But bad, ugly, etc.? NO!!

Dear 2020 dodie
     Your style has changed but that doesn't mean that you don't look good in this video. Because you do look good. Different from your style now? Yes! But bad, ugly, etc.? NO!!


Anyone know where dodie got those galaxy leggings from that she had on in the beginning of the video, I need a pair asap they're beautiful, not as beautiful as this song though holy hamburgers it was amazing

Idk where she got hers but you can buy a nice pair at Infinite 92 (great teen store)


💛This was posted on my birthday I'm gonna call this the present I didn't know I had!💛


I had a friend who was basically my Tommy. Very controlling and made me lose all my confidence. Then I met my boyfriend who is my Sam. I'm so grateful for him. He's given me my confidence back and I love him so much <3


this made me really happy on a really sad day


I’ll never be like you I really love your music so much but I could never write like this I just can’t come up with original melodies like this


This sounds like it belongs on the ordinary days soundtrack


how do u do that thing at 4:27 because it has me shooken to the core


Dodie: And when push comes to shove
Me:brain don't do it
Brain:I WILL SEND A FULLY ARMED BATTALION TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE
Me:FUDGE


I don't really know quite where to begin Dodie,
this songs message means a lot to me, dancing means a lot to me and my ex boyfriend tried to stop me from dancing and every word of this song is so literal to such a tender subject that is still very recent in my life. this song has reached me on such a personal touching level.
I always saw you on a YouTube professional level but my entire perception of you is so much more vivid after this, I feel like you really understand humanity. I don't really know why I haven't found this till now but by gosh I'm glad I did
thank you, keep doing what you're doing, it's beautiful


Omg how did I not see this before ?!! Beautiful


I love this song because 1: it's really really good, and 2: my boyfriends name is Sam so that's great :):)

Ugh I just realized how much of a teenage girl I am I swear I'm not a stereotypical boy crazy blonde chick


You've done it again Dodie. I. Am. Crying.


Idk if I'm just super emotional today but this song made me cry. It's so beautiful and wonderful, Dodie. I've listened to it many times but I guess today I really sat down and listened to the lyrics and they hit me hard. I have never been in an abusive relationship, verbally or physically, but my heart goes out to all the the people who have. For some reason all these problems in the world impact me really hard. Sometimes just thinking about my amazing Internet friend who has been verbally abused by her father for most of her life, is suicidal and depressed, and has severe anxiety just makes me break down crying. He is transgender and his family doesn't exactly support him. I've gotten texts many times telling me that he is going to kill himself. Thankfully, he hasn't and I hope that he never does. Anyway, this kind of stuff (I'm not sure how to word it really, but I mean mental illnesses and abuse and rape etc.) just really makes my heart shatter. I want to help but I just don't know how. My heart goes out to all, man or woman, who has gone through anything like this. You are so incredibly brave.


listening to this after reading the chapter of her book about her abusive relationship and I'm an emotional wreck


LYRICS
Song starts at 0:14

Poppy's a dancer, just turned 16, stares at boys who wear glasses
And look like a scene
Here comes Tommy, with glasses and all
Flowers in hands and ambushes plans, it's not hard to fall

She's walking on rivers, he lifts her above
She's full of belonging, and so full of love

Things get a bit louder Tommy's focused on plans
His smile's replaced, with an aggressive face, but she'll still hold his hand
Now she's given up dancing Tommy says she's too old
He says "focus on me" but she disagrees
Well she does as she's told

Are you walking on eggshells?
And when push comes to shove, are you full of belonging, but not full of love?

Back to the studio, where she was told not to go
Feeling sick with guilt, the tension builds as she opens the door
And what else would be there, but a trusting pair?
A strong body is lacking in worry, performing a pas de deux
I am not right yet, this is what's right
Souls and hearts and minds intertwined
No I won't be defined by him anymore

Are you walking on eggshells?
And when push comes to shove, are you full of belonging, but not full of love?

So goodbye to Tommy, but hello to Sam
He doesn't wear glasses, but he loves how she dances, and he'll hold her hand
Yes, Poppy's a dancer, with plans of her own
You'll see her and her partner, performing a pas de deux, in the old studio

She's walking on rivers, he lifts her above
She's full of belonging, and so full of love
They're walking on rivers, he lifts her above
They're full of belonging, and so full of love
They're so full of love

*LYRICS*
Song starts at 0:14

Poppy's a dancer, just turned 16, stares at boys who wear glasses
And look like a scene
Here comes Tommy, with glasses and all
Flowers in hands and ambushes plans, it's not hard to fall

She's walking on rivers, he lifts her above
She's full of belonging, and so full of love

Things get a bit louder Tommy's focused on plans
His smile's replaced, with an aggressive face, but she'll still hold his hand
Now she's given up dancing Tommy says she's too old
He says "focus on me" but she disagrees
Well she does as she's told

Are you walking on eggshells?
And when push comes to shove, are you full of belonging, but not full of love?

Back to the studio, where she was told not to go
Feeling sick with guilt, the tension builds as she opens the door
And what else would be there, but a trusting pair?
A strong body is lacking in worry, performing a pas de deux
I am not right yet, this is what's right
Souls and hearts and minds intertwined
No I won't be defined by him anymore

Are you walking on eggshells?
And when push comes to shove, are you full of belonging, but not full of love?

So goodbye to Tommy, but hello to Sam
He doesn't wear glasses, but he loves how she dances, and he'll hold her hand
Yes, Poppy's a dancer, with plans of her own
You'll see her and her partner, performing a pas de deux, in the old studio

She's walking on rivers, he lifts her above
She's full of belonging, and so full of love
They're walking on rivers, he lifts her above
They're full of belonging, and so full of love
They're so full of love


What kind of piano is this it sounds amazing


This was sad and uplifting at the same tie what how do you do this


"Poppys a dancer,just turned 16" THATS ME IM SOBBING HELP 😭


"Number one, I'm in New Zealand! Huah" THE LITTLE LAUGH AT THE END IM CRYING YOURE SO CUTE


If you are in a abusive relationship LEAVE! You are too good for them!!! Send them one for the road and LEAVE! Don't be scared, if they try to abuse you physically or do anything that you don't fell comfortable with CALL THE POLICE!<br>You are better then that!!!!!

If you are in a abusive relationship LEAVE! You are too good for them!!! Send them one for the road and LEAVE! Don't be scared, if they try to abuse you physically or do anything that you don't fell comfortable with CALL THE POLICE!
You are better then that!!!!!


my re-written lyrics. for me...

Rosie's a dancer
Just turned 16
Stares at boys who wear glasses
In look magazines
Here comes Dom
With glasses and all
Flowers in hand and ambitious plans
It's not hard to fall

She's walking on rivers
He lifts her above
She's full of belonging
And so full of love

Things get a bit louder
Rosie's full of sadness
His smile's replaced with an terrified face
But he'll still hold her hand.

Now she's given up dancing
since the room is too big
Dom says to be brave
but shes so full of pain
she cant push to the aim

Are you walking on eggshells
And when push comes to shove
Are you full of belonging
But so full of fear

Back to the studio
Where she just could not to go
Feeling sick with fear, the tension builds
As she opens the door
And what else would be there
But a trusting pair
Of strong bodies
Lacking in worries
Performing a pas de deux

I am not right
Yes this is what's right
Souls, and hearts and minds intertwined
she won't be defined by fear anymore

Are you walking on eggshells
And when push came to shove,
Are you full of belonging
But so full of fear

So goodbye to terror
And hello to hope,
Dom's still there beside her
and he loves how she dances
so he'll hold her hand.

Yes, Poppy's a dancer
With plans of her own
You'll see her and partner
Performing a pas de deux
In the old studio
She's walking on rivers
He lifts her above
She's full of belonging
And so full of love.

They're walking on rivers
He lifts her above
They're full of belongings
And so full of love
They're so full of love


I wish I found this video earlier I would have come to the show


Everyone is so happy and I'm stuggleing to smile


You can see her hiding the pain oh my lord.


This was a very very beautiful song<br>You are beautiful too

This was a very very beautiful song
You are beautiful too


Now that I understand what the names mean i feel so happy she moved on


Oh my godddd this is old but I watched it again and it made me sob....my boyfriend broke up with me recently because he couldn't love me for who I was, and since the breakup I've felt so hopeless about finding the real love that I wanted, and so when Sam came along in the song, I just broke


I named my dog poppy after the girl in this song <3


As a ballet dancer myself, I find this quite the bop


I remember this feeling  it was hell. The 'walking on egg shells' around an aggressive partner and not feeling able to leave them from fear and you love them... And they don't love you as much as they claim... They use you..😭


i really wanna play this at school can someone reply with the piano chords?


0:12. That's for anyone who want to play this on repeat ;)


"He doesn't wear glasses but he loves how she dances and he'll hold her hand" my hEaRt


Shit this made me cry and I literally just found her songs


I wanted to cry this is so beautiful and sad


I'm learning how to play this right now:)


Still can't quite comprehend that I met you on Saturday at mcm comic con. This song is one of my favourites as I'm a dancer (grade 7 and en pointe in ballet) and I can't imagine not being allowed to do what I love the most

Wooh! Dancers also this song is beautiful.

+Lucy McClure exactly! Even thinking of being in that situation scares me because without dance I would literally be no one. Well done on grade 6! How did it go?

I'm the same I am on pointe and inter foundation did grade 6 exam last week! This song makes me cry because I can't imagine a dancers life without dance and the situation 'poppy' went through


this song is one of the songs you can never get sick of.


as someone who an en pointe in ballet, i love this


I like the little wisp thing protruding from the side of your head...ITS BEAUTIFUL.


I remember I had a Tommy.. He played me on and off to look "cool" and just when I thought he loved me, he started becoming manipulative and slowly cut me off from the people who really cared about me until it was just "us".. We ended after I finally reached out and I'm glad to say I've found my Sam. I'm a lot happier than I used to be, even though other's couldn't even see my pain because I thought it would be better that way.. I'm happy now and I love my Sam, and she loves me like I love her <3


Ok, but I am actually crying because this is so beautiful. And I don't cry that often.


ok how am i just hearing this- and wut the frick this song is so beautiful


by now half of the views are from me ear-learning this as i cannot read sheet music. well worth annoying my dad with endless dodie


I miss this kind of music... The kind with meaning.... Great job Dodie!


Even now I still love her and sammy together


HOW HAD I NEVER LISTENED TO THIS BEFORE OH MY LORD IN L O V E


0:12 is my fav part when she says enjoy 💜 i will aesthetic mom


watched some of your original songs! Girl!!! You are so inspiring, like what?! Seriousily I fell in love with every little detail in your voice and the way you sing your songs and just everything! Please keep it up, you are so so impressive! greetings from germany :))

Listen to absolutely smitten, then adored by him, then pas de deaux, then one for the road and finally sick of losing Soulmates. You'll break into pieces. I made a playlist of the whole story if you'd like to listen to it on my channel.

@Lena P I found where you can download her songs! ^__^ https://dodieclark.bandcamp.com/


Good job the sound is not hideous then! You look fine :-)


I'm just typing this to let u know that I noticed the 2020 edit and I appreciate the small efforts, lol. anyways, lovely video!


Poppy's a dancer
Just turned 16
Stares at boys who wear glasses
In look magazines

Here comes Tommy
With glasses and all
Flowers in hand and ambitious plans
It's not hard to fall
She's walking on rivers
He lifts her above
She's full of belonging
And so full of love

Things get a bit louder
Tommy's focused on plans
His smile's replaced with an aggressive face
But she'll still hold his hand

Now she's given up dancing
Tommy says she's too old
He says focus on me but she disagrees
While she does as she's told

Are you walking on eggshells
And when push comes to shove
Are you full of belonging
But not full of love

Back to the studio
Where she was told not to go
Feeling sick with guilt, the tension builds
As she opens the door

And what else would be there
But a trusting pair
Of strong bodies, lacking in worries, performing a pas de deux

I am not right
Yes this is what's right
Souls, and hearts and minds intertwined
No, I won't be defined by him anymore

Are you walking on eggshells?
And when push comes to shove
Are you full of belonging
But not full of love?

So goodbye to Tommy
And hello to Sam
He doesn't wear glasses, but he loves how she dances
And he'll hold her hand

Yes Poppy's a dancer
With plans of her own
You'll see her and partner
Performing a pas de deux
In the old studio

She's walking on rivers
He lifts her above
She's full of belonging
And so full of love

They're walking on rivers
He lifts her above
They're full of belonging
And so full of love

They're so full of love


Ahh you're music skill is way over 9000 <3


Okay but why aren't any of your songs on iTunes cause I'd buy them all rn


Remember how dodie said the fake name she uses is Poppy? and remember how in dodie's angry video description she mentions "if you're walking on eggshells (...)" This is heart breaking that we didn't notice this sooner. We love you dodie. XX


Dodie this song is soooo so so beautiful! I love all of your original songs but i think this one has to be my favourite! It's so real and raw and heart wrenching in the middle and then sooo uplifting at th end! The images it creates are so vivid and visceral! Thank you so so much for writing it! It created such intense pictures in my brain that I couldn't resist turning it into a video. i would feel soooo so honoured if you would consider having a little watch of the video?? Sending you looaaaddss of love! Abi xxxxxxxxx


I read it as 'pass the aux' <br>I love the song btw!

I read it as 'pass the aux'
I love the song btw!


I know a dancer called Poppy, who just turned 16 and a guy named Tommy, so this song semi-freaked me out, love it though :)


I know it's not really all that relevant but I couldn't imagine giving up dance. My pointe shoes are my best friends. They are full of the blood sweat and tears that only come from the hard work and dedication I pour into ballet. If someone ever told me I had to give it up I think I'd fall apart. I'm so blessed my parents pay for lessons and shoes and give me all their love and support.

Recently I was in an unhealthy relationship and although it wasn't necessarily abusive or anything too terrible it has left me in a not so good place when it comes to trust and confidence, and focusing on dance has helped me accomplish amazing things in the way of my self esteem and my sense of control. I highly recommend any level or style of dance for anyone looking for some happiness in their life :)


This happened to me but instead of Tommy it was my mom. I danced until I was 10 or 11 but at the end of June she told me that I wasn't doing dance anymore. I asked her why and she said because I wasn't even that good at it and I didn't even like it but I loved dance. I still do. It's the thing I miss most. Something about it made you feel so free. Even after the grueling practices. And now my grace, posture and form are gone. I can barely remember the moves and even though I'm also a gymnast, tumbler and trampolinest (She's trying to convince me to quit gymnastics too) I have no flexibility now. My friend continued with dance and she choose an intensive training program. I go to all of her shows and I wish I could be up on that stage, dancing with her. We were best friends on and off stage. She was forced into dance but learned to love it. She worked harder than almost anyone in the class because it didn't come naturally to her. It came naturally to me however. Every move made sense and sometimes I could guess the next step with out knowing it based off of the music, theme, teacher and combination of moves we'd done so far. I could have been a dancer (and a good one too) but I had to leave it behind. I miss it so much and would give up almost anything to go back.

I went to the end of year show today and I was crying. There's this girl that I pretty much idolize who was in the show and I wish I could dance as well as her.


DODIE I LOVE IT AHHHHHH WILL YOU PERFORM THIS ON TOUR WITH BRI???


This better end up on an EP or so help me God


this just saved me a lot thank you so much


i love this song but my fathers name is tom (tommy). and when my parents got divorced my mom went to a guy named sam. he became abusive. and my father was the only person keeping me sane, so i have a hard time listening to this beautiful song.


I cried so hard because Tommy/Poppy's relationship is what happened to my parents :/


listening to this after finding out one of your childhood nicknames was poppy makes it infinitly more sad :(


OH IT HIT ME... IT HIT ME RIGHT IN THE FEELS


Omfg I urge you to put on subtitles and listen to this. You're all welcome.


Depression
Step one feel like you cant live anymore
Step two preparing
Step three Goodbye
I’m on step two


this video is a lot more upsetting after your newest video


This makes me sad how Dodie was once in an abusive relationship...


WHY DO I HAVE TO LOVE HER AFTER SHE TOURS NZ


WHAT...I'M NOT CRYING...I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TEARS ARE HAHA...

You don't know what tears are? Let me teach you.
sends links to every dodie song ever

You don't know what tears are? Let me teach you.
*sends links to every dodie song ever*


Wow, never been there, thanks for the epic photo share, friend<;>


Shit I love everything about this song and her lipstick is oN POINT


I relate to this song way more than I should.


THIS HAS BEEN IN MY HEAD FOR THE PAST HOUR AND I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO PLACE IT AND I JUST REMEMBERED AND I'M SO HAPPY


i cannot believe i’m older than poppy now.


When you fit all of Dodies pieces together this song is fucking heart shattering.


This reminds me of both myself and my sister. In trying not to cry but its hard.


I used to be a Tommy, and I lost my Poppy. Listen up, if you are a controlling Tommy you are bound to lose the thing you care for most. I've been working on myself for the past half a year since we split, keep working hard to become Sams everyone. Poppy in no way belongs to you, she's her own person, treat her that way, and keep your heads up Kings/Queens.


Omg i literally saw this and was like 'ooh ballet!' 😂


Dodie can you please come back to new Zealand i missed the one around the time of this video cause i didn't have any way to watch YouTube but i would love to watch you live because you are such an inspiration and if you could come to Dunedin i would love that and it would be so much easier for us south islanders anyway you are such an inspiration and i love you and your music and thank you


I imagined this as poppy as Hermione Granger, Ron as Tommy, and Draco as Sam... Idk I love dramione and this is so cute


Okay so I've only watched the first 4 seconds but you were in New Zealand and I missed you!! Please come back xx


My volume is all the way up and I can still barely hear Dodie :(


as if this hasn't made you cry enough, Dodie said her mom calls her Poppy as a nickname :))))


I ... just remembered that Poppy was/is dodies nickname (kinda)
I always get really sad when I hear this song
But it's so beautiful


I thought that music,the lyrics, will be in french, but this is better than I thought.


@PuddingFishCakes I found where you can download it! ^__^ https://dodieclark.bandcamp.com/


Anyone else reading the lyrics from her new book while listening to the songs ? Just me?


IM CRYING I DIDNT WATCH DODIE BACK THEN AND I LOVE HER NOW AND SHE WAS IN MY COUNTRY HHHHHHH


This reminds me of piano man by billy Joel, i like it


This reminds me of the fan fiction 'human' for some reason

(I wrote a huge paragraph about the fic then my iPad ran out of charge so.. just read the fic, and listen to this song on repeat, until you die )


When you realize that "Poppy" is her other name and start crying


This song is sososo beautiful, and so important. I think healthy relationships are incredibly important, and unfortunately are becoming less and less common nowadays. I have multiple friends who have been in really troubling and sometimes abusive relationships, and a lot of the time they simply haven't even realized what they were going through was abuse, because all they really tell you in school is that if your partner hits you, that's what abuse means, and they don't ever touch on the idea of emotional and verbal abuse. So I think what I loved most about this song is that you put a lot of focus on simply the controlling, manipulative side of abuse that most people don't really consider. Long story short, it made me very emotional and I loved it, and I love you for writing it 💛

love this comment - it's so true that love and belonging often blinds us to emotional abuse which might be going on. love that this song brings it to people's attention :) :)


I still wonder if this song was written out of my own story with "Tommy".


every time i see the title of this song around i just read 'pass the aux' as in the aux cord in the car when you wanna play your music. anyway


Performing this for my music class in a few days pray for me


Oh My gosh COME BACK TO NZ I would love to hear you live!!


It’s really easy to learn on the piano because the right hand is literally just c g in two different octaves and b g once.


Aw awawwwwwww Oh my gosh I just can't.  this it so amazing


"And when push comes to shove"
Me: I WILL SEND FULLY ARMED BATTALION TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE. DADADADADADAT DADADAYADA DAYADATDATDATDATDAT

"And when push comes to shove"
Me: *I WILL SEND FULLY ARMED BATTALION TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE. DADADADADADAT DADADAYADA DAYADATDATDATDATDAT*


ok dodie said that she doesnt like this song but i love it honestly


Never let a Tommy rule your life. Be your own person. :)


Im scared to share this because of how much it means to me


Coincidentally there's a kid named Tommy in my grade who wears glasses, and is a lot like this one


this song brings me to tears every time I hear it yet I have it on repeat..

me too it bites my heart so hard in the middle - but then it makes me so happy when sam comes along! :) :)


I am stuck in an abusive relationship. This song helps me remember to look to the future and get away from my past. I need help. Please someone?


I have the sheet music right infront of me im ready


This song gave me the chlls. And PSA to everyone, if anyone ever treats you like tommy, dump them asap and then expose them on twitter.


I don't relate to this song at all

But I love it so much


DODIE if you don't play this on tour I may just request a refund (I mean obvs not literally, but really I nEED to see this live plz n thnx)


so sad, but so sweet at the end...... awww


Sam does wear glasses when he needs to see hellhounds to complete the first trial


Hey, quick question what do you do when you have a best friend who's being both physically and emotionally abused? And won't talk to you or go to authorities? Just thought I'd ask.

Okay, I will follow your advice, thank you so, so much for responding. I have you have a lovely day.

Rowan Dettloff I'm by no means an expert, but having been in that life, I can tell you your friend either doesn't want to or doesn't feel able to talk to anyone about it. Maybe they believe it, but can't see a way out, I'm not sure, but it's different for everyone. All you can do is be there. Let them know you're here. My friends told me it wasn't right and they didn't like it. Over time I realised they were right and I had the strength to get out because I knew my friends would support me.


When Dodie went to hit the last chord but didn't


that 2020 edit tho AHAHAHAH i didnt expect you to watch an old video of yours


I broke up with my bf of two years about a month ago. He was a wonderful guy but his plans were way too focused on me. I couldn't be owned and he wanted that. I didn't know how to tell him, and eventually it got so bad I was constantly depressed. I'm an artist and I needed freedom to do what I wanted, not be constrained by a marriage I wasn't interested in. Not to mention we're both only teenagers. He wanted more than I could give him. It was smothering. When I finally broke up with him it was almost instant relief. Except that he couldn't stop texting me. Finally I told him to stop, and now I'm just trying to be his friend. I genuinely hope he can find someone who can love him more than I could.


watching this after the video she posted today (angry)... wow.


Someone makes this a HP fic that starts with Tomarry and ends with Drarry. With Dancer!Harry


i learned this on piano and every time i play it for my girlfriend we sing it


the weird thing is me and my best friend (whose name starts with a p) had friends named tommy and sam (who are best friends) and she liked tommy for a while until we realized he was a jerk so she liked sam (know she and sam are just best friends :-))


this reminds me about the video she made "angry"

About the same thing, Dodie used to be called poppy (started on a trip with Karim and Evan when the starbucks person called her Poppy) Tommy is Tom (The abuser) and Sam is Sammy. But it's about how Sam helped her after the abusive relationship with Tom.


THIS DOES NOT RELATE TO ME IN THE SLIGHTEST (luckily) BUT I CRIED BECAUSE I DIDN'T REALISE IT WAS ABOUT ABUSE WHEN I LISTENED TO THE FIRST VERSE AND THEN IT CHANGED AND I GOT SHIVERS


Seeing this from a different perspective after her new "Angry" vlog <3


I want to be as good as singing as you are someday :)


I say pas de deux aloud and people think I'm just a psycho. Maybe it's because I never put it in context, I'm just like "pas de deux"


My tommy is constantly in my head, my Sammy is constantly in my dreams


I wonder if, for Dodie, the dancing was actually her youtube carrier, as we know her abusive ex once made her private a youtube video just because. So I wonder if he wasn't as supportive, and was forcing her to take more of a back seat with it... just a thought


I just need to say how much you've been a help to me over the last couple of days that I've been watching your videos. I had to file for divorce at 22 after 5 years and a 4 year old, was made final on Feb 29 (don't have to remember that every year so that's nice) and it's so crazy how much this picked me back up. ♡ No where near as talented as you are, but he told me I couldn't sing. I've been going to open mics and actually met back up with an old guy friend who has been supporting me and has been everything to me that I wish my husband would've been. So this made me smile like crazy. Thank you. ♡♡♡


I can’t believe this was 5 years ago 😭 love you bby 🥺


I need a download for this like... yesterday.


I broke up with my boyfriend a month and a half ago. We dated for a year. Half of that time we were horribly dysfunctional, mostly because of his insecurity. He was horrible after we broke up as well, and said awful things...now he wants to 'make peace' and admitted to lying about a lot of things, not just during our relationship, but during our close friendship before I even liked him. He makes me feel sick with guilt, and angry, and powerless, and crazy...<br>This song helps a bit.

I broke up with my boyfriend a month and a half ago. We dated for a year. Half of that time we were horribly dysfunctional, mostly because of his insecurity. He was horrible after we broke up as well, and said awful things...now he wants to 'make peace' and admitted to lying about a lot of things, not just during our relationship, but during our close friendship before I even liked him. He makes me feel sick with guilt, and angry, and powerless, and crazy...
This song helps a bit.


I've been hesitant to comment for almost a year now... I just wanted to let you know, Dodie, that you brought me to tears. I experienced something really relative to this song. My "Tommy" is now out of my life and I think I have met my "Sam!" It is still a very sensitive topic to me that I feel no one really understands. Thank you for giving us this beautiful song. I love you and your amazing music <3


im watching this after watching the "angry" video on Doddlevoggle an I AM IN TEARS BYE


I MISSED THE CHANCE WHEN YOI CAME TO NEW ZEALAND OH OMG GOD OH MY GOD DODIE PLEASE COME BACK


Recently had a bad breakup with a boy named Jon. We had been together for about two years, but the entire second half of the relationship, he had been lying to me. He didn't love me, and he was just waiting for the right time to break up with me. He waited close to a year to finally break up with me. He didn't care, but I was very invested in him. He gave me promises being married and having fantastic adventures. I have only had horrible relationships before this, so he sounded so genuine and loving, I did almost anything he told me to do. I dropped out of school, moved away from my friends and stayed in a job I hated because he told me to. It sounds really petty thinking about it, but he wouldn't even let me play my music on car trips to my parents' house because his music was "better."
He broke up with me after several threats if I don't do something for him. He promised he'd help me get better after my last relationship. I had to help myself, and he's left me pulled together with strings. I'm trying to get better. I'm trying not to let anyone know how much their "encouragements" hurt me (He's not worth the tears. He's a worthless piece of scum that should've meant nothing to you.).
I've listened to this song probably a thousand times. And, at 22,00 on January 17, the words finally hit me. I wish I could go back to school. I wish I could go back to my friends. I wish I could erase the past two years of my life. Sadly, I can't. Hopefully, ten years from now, I'll look back and see the happy times we had as friends, because that's what we were, tops. I was in love, and he just saw a puppet. I sadly can't erase the scars, but the flowers coming out of the cracks are starting to make me smile.


trying to avoid the tears, COME BACK TO NEW ZEALAND


holy fuck i figured it out.

listen to this one, then sick of losing soulmates.

these two songs make a story about dodies relationship with.. uh "Dom Shaw".  pas de deux shows how her relationship with Dom wasnt all that great, and how he was manipulative.  it also shows how she began dating "Shammy Saul".

then in sick of losing soulmates, it basically says that Shammy and Dodie broke up, but how Shammy helped dodie with the whole conflict with Dom.

PAS DE DEUX
Dodie dates Dom
Dom isn't v nice
Dodie and Dom break up
Dodie talks to Shammy about Dom
Dodie and Shammy start dating

SICK OF LOSING SOULMATES
Dodie and Shammy break up but they still remain good friends.

its like a lil' story :)

It was purposeful, they were covering up the names for protection of her and those people.

Tom and Sammy..... Not Dom and Shammy.....

Listen to absolutely smitten, then adored by him, then pas de deaux, then one for the road and finally sick of losing Soulmates. You'll break into pieces. I made a playlist of the whole story if you'd like to listen to it on my channel.


i’ve went through 3 tommy’s . my first one being the worst of all . he ruined me for 2 and half years of an on and off relationship along with emotional abuse , sexual abuse and manipulation . my second one pressured me to doing sexual things with him . and my third sexually harassed me to the point of leaving my school . it took years , but i finally found my sam . around november of 2017 . he was my second grade crush . we talked all day and night about everything . he loves me and treats me right . i love him so much . we started dating on December 26th , 2017 . and i couldn’t be happier . i love and adore him so much ❤ .


Please make an album or itunes or anything because i just want to listen to these songs 24/7

@THINGSABOUTFAYE I found where you can download her albums! ^__^ https://dodieclark.bandcamp.com/


I'm so sad I didn't see that you were coming to NZ in 2015! No one ever comes here and I would've loved to have seen you 😢


the fact that my crush is named sam and he is a dancer and we're dance partners


holy shit I just realized who this was written about...
cries five times harder than the first time I listened to this

holy shit I just realized who this was written about...
*cries five times harder than the first time I listened to this*

LunerCUPCAKES Cake Watch the video "angry" on her doddlevloggle channel, along with a few earlier videos including "WOTO accents: full version" (read the comments on that video), and you'll understand Who. I don't really want to name exactly who it is, cuz I'm in no place to do that. But that's "Tommy". :/


I can't believe she was in new zealand but I hadn't known of her then 😭😭😭


When you're in a car with your friends "Pas de deux "


When you find out your favourite singer came to your country five years ago (plz come to Australia again ;-;)


Is there a download for this on Patreon?


replace all the names and it's one big metaphor for my old relationship.


Is this song about the story in the video I'm angry or angry? <3 little dodie


Nobody's going to see this, because I'm so late after it was uploaded, but me and my first boyfriend broke up one and a half years ago now, and I still get flashbacks to it to this day.I can vividly remember him telling me that if I died my hair he wouldn't speak to me for a few weeks because the change would be too much for him.I don't consider the relationship abusive, but then again, I have ptsd and therefore can't remember big events from the past. Sometimes it just comes back. I remember being in hospital and his then best friend (who I dated for six month afterwards very much happy and in love) telling me he knew what I did for my birthday and who came to it, despite the fact we weren't speaking and we had broken up a few weeks before.In fact, he broke up with me two days after me coming home from Spain, planning it in advance so he would go on holiday that day and wouldn't have to deal with me being upset. During that day he acted completely normal, telling me he loved me and kissing me and other such things.Turns out he cheated on me as well.I love this song. For obvious reasons.


I seriously underrated this song until now


Awwwww now that I've seen her new video, I know what this song is about ;-;


My longest relationship I've been in was 9 months at age 14. My Tommy pulled me away from any friend I had because if I didn't sit with him alone he would spend the next two days insulting or ignoring me. I had no positive reinforcement in my life and feel into a deep depression. He fed off of is and dug me in deeper, threatening to break up with me if I didn't text him back in under and hour and video chatting with him every night. I did it all because he was the only person I had. On my 15th birthday I had invited all of my old friends and was able to talk to them until he came. He dragged me into my backyard and threw me to the ground because I stood too close to another boy. He kicked me until my ribs were bruised and let me cry where no one would see me before leaving to return to the part. We broke up a month later.
To this day I haven't had a relationship lasting more than two weeks. I can't let anyone but my closest friends touch me without hyperventilating, and I crave constant reassurance to make sure I don't end up alone again. I see him every day in the hallways of school and 3 years later he still smiles at me. He put me in therapy before I even stepped foot in high school, and 3 years later I'm still learning how to be okay again.
Thank you Dodie for reminding me that I'm not the only one who had someone like that, and that one day I'll be able to dance again.

@Seb Hazzard How on earth could someone be so cruel and heartless?! You've tried your hardest to please him and he beats you because you were standing close to a boy - probably even by accident!

I understand ♥ trust me I understand. things will get better. i promise!! im so sorry :""(

oh my god<br>im so so so sorry you had to go through this :""""( im sosososoosososSOsorry

oh my god
im so so so sorry you had to go through this :""""( im sosososoosososSOsorry

This is the most horrible thing ever. I hope things get better for you. Much love to you xxxx


After being with a tommy, I found my Sam ❤


I realized ive been playing this wrong the whole time............I've shamed you Dodie. help. ples.


I feel like this is related with her "angry." video❤❤

Mary Yellow oh... how do you know tommy was the man she was with? Xx

Caroline Dare Is Queen she said it's a name she likes to call herself. it's easier than dodie 😊

Mary Yellow are they?😂but she's not called poppy😂

Caroline Dare Is Queen It is. Even the names are the same


I see lots of comment saying people are looking for their "Sam" and there is something you should know your "Sam" doesn't have to be the person you marry and spend the rest of your life with they weren't even for dodie as it was the same person sick of losing soulmates is written about.  Your "Sam" is the person who makes you believe in love again they're the person who even if you break up its healthy and they show you that relationships don't have to make you feel worthless they're the person who makes you feel safe they make whole again after being ripped into pieces I'm pretty sure my "Sam" and I are going to break up soon but that doesn't change the fact that he's my "Sam" he loved me and respected me and my body he made me realize that not every guy who likes me just wants my body I love him so much for that and no matter what he will always be my "Sam"


I am begging you to release this officially


I just realized that this was about a manipulative relationship

I RELATE NOW :(


Im not crying. Nope not at all. Okay maybe a little, okay maybe I'm sobbing a little. Okay I'm full on sobbing now...


Omg I'm so happy your title is in my language, I'm dying <b>_</b>

Omg I'm so happy your title is in my language, I'm dying *_*


that moment when i need to stop settling for tommies. im gonna wait for sam


Me and "Tommy" just got away from each other

But I'm starting to think that my "Sam" might actually be a "Samantha"

Well good luck getting her! Everyone deserves to be happy :)


just realized this song is about her and that awful boyfriend she ranted about in a recent video. I hate him so much, how dare he put our little dodie through so much


This made me cry and not just because my name is poppy

Sameeeeeee it was nice to hear the name poppy even when it’s in such a sad sense

hahaa its from dan and phil. you have to have seen it

@ThatElizabeth Galpin what is with the craft comments? I'm seeing more and more of this pretty much everywhere (especially on Dodie's vids) and I'm genuinely curious. Someone please explain (o.o)

I've just made a music video version of this song and as your name is poppy I think you might like it if you're in the mood to feel emotional again haha :) xxx


does this remind anyone of that one song called your just a dream?


sitting here crying. it’s not ok. it makes me so sad and angry that someone could even think of treating dodie like that. she’s so cute and just such an amazing person and deserved so much better. and any other person who had been treated like that, i’m sorry.


Yes yes. Tommy seems like a horrible person. But think about it this way.
After she leaves him, imagine him singing When I Was Your Man.
"Now she's dancing with another man"


What's wrong with a little bit of paint?  (beautiful baby doddie)


I didn't have a "Tommy" I have a "Sam" and i am so glad i havent had a "Tommy"


Please someone tell me this will come to Apple Music because I’m trying to use it to really cute and I need the song on Apple Music to that please


I'm a dancer, and this song just hit me really hard. It means so much to me. Thank you.


The 'while she does as she's told' part just tears me up inside


Dan needs to play the piano and you need to sing plz I need this


yesterday would've been a two year anniversary xD


Poppy's dance
just turned 60
stairs at boys who wear classes
he comes
with glasses
flowers and acts and ambitious plans
it's not hot
she's walking on Rufus
Heelys Harbor
she's full of baloney
scatterbug louder
to me is focused on plans
his smile was replaced with a marker surface but she'll still hold his hand

yes, thank you, automatic subtitles. that's exactly how it is.


Her mum wanted to name her Poppy

angry

One for the road

Sick of losing soulmates

Ahhh this story


i don’t know why but the stutter on “plans” breaks me every time


I had a Tommy. He was so perfect then he crushed me. I thought I found a Sam but it was Tommy’s after Tommy’s and I’m giving up hope.

Never give up hope. There are 7.5 billion people in this world, and surely at least someone there will make you happy. It's just a matter of time until you run into them. But never, never give up.


I expected some combination of Pas de Cheval by P!atd and Folie a Deux (FOB album)

This is much better


OMG, why did i miss you in NZ! Damn, please come back


personally, i am full of love, but not belonging


I'm glad to not have met my Tommy yet. I had a boy who did not treat me right, definitely not a Sam, yet still not a Tommy.


this didn't make me cry but still what a song


Not sure if it's my wet hair dripping or my tears


this song means so much to me. the only thing is that tommy is my dad and there’s no way i could leave him and there’s not a sam.


From what I know, ‘pas de deux’ means ‘not of 2’


I wish I had the courage to do what poppy did but I dont


May I have the lyrics to this? I just want to be able to sing along to the song but I can't tell what some things are.I love the song, by the way!

Do you have the piano music, too? I'm sorry but I just love it so much <3 I wanna play it <3


I left my Tommy, found my Sam, and yesterday my Sam left me. </3


anyone here after the reveal of her not liking the lyrics of this


i want to know where the piano's from :(


I’ve had a “tommy” he was a ShE [ lesbian Life 😍] she gave me no time of the day and I would do everything to make her happy. And I wouldn’t know how she was feeling ever. My “Sam” came in the shape of a 6’0 ft tall girl [ I’m 5’2] and I love her


Could someone help me get ukulele chords for this song?


1:57
And when push comes to shove..
I will send a fully armed battalion to remind yoU OF MY LOVE

IM SORRY


I just realized the names; poppy, tommy, and sam...,,

CHELISEA I could be wrong, but I think Poppy used to be Dodie's nickname when she was younger. And a few years ago (2012 ish or something) she used to date a guy who was manipulative and who abused her emotionally (watch her vlog 'angry' where she explains that). She asked us not to speculate on who that was, but I'm guessing he was called Tom/Tommy, and she wrote One For The Road about him. And last year, she dated Sammy Paul for a while - they broke up as well but are still really good friends (which is what Sick of Losing Soulmates is about).<br>These are just my thoughts though, and could be completely wrong - I hope that was somewhat helpful :)

CHELISEA I could be wrong, but I think Poppy used to be Dodie's nickname when she was younger. And a few years ago (2012 ish or something) she used to date a guy who was manipulative and who abused her emotionally (watch her vlog 'angry' where she explains that). She asked us not to speculate on who that was, but I'm guessing he was called Tom/Tommy, and she wrote One For The Road about him. And last year, she dated Sammy Paul for a while - they broke up as well but are still really good friends (which is what Sick of Losing Soulmates is about).
These are just my thoughts though, and could be completely wrong - I hope that was somewhat helpful :)


dodie was going to be called poppy and the boys called tommy :(


i always thought the lyrics were... shes walking on ribbons...


ok lmfao my name is poppy? im not a dancer but i just turned sixteen and i stare at boys who wear glasses,, cute song

Of course you stare at boys who wears glasses, like obvious. Of course you just turned sixteen, im surprised you aren't a dancer. / sarcasm


2015 dodie at the beginning is more like 2019 dodie than uhhh 2017 dodie lOl


not 100% sure but i think this is related to her new video and the god awful relationship some how like the themes in the song


My tommy and I split up a while ago, about 3-4 months. I used to spend my entire time making him happy and focusing on him instead of myself. He wanted me to stop hanging out with certain friends and didn't want me talking to certain people that he just didnt like that i did. I finally decided enough was enough and ended it. My friend had always tried to set me up with my sam and i always said no because i was with tommy and i was afraid. But now im with my sam and he makes me the happiest person in the world.


you took advantage of me at my weakest point, you made me question everything that I was and am. You fed off of my emotions and twisted them into such a beautiful yet sick way to make me feel worse about myself. You made me feel as though, the reason you felt sad was because of me. You blamed me for everything you were going through. You have such a way to make people feel good yet feel absolutely shit and you make them want to cry and cry yet you somehow make them stay. Because of you I have trust issues and I’m surprised I’m still alive now. - you make it seem as though you have changed yet you haven’t changed a bit. You feed on negativity and that’s all you are able to give. You have fucked me up in so many ways to the point to where I have so many underlying issues that need to be fixed. I want those 6 years of my life back. - Sincerely your ex best friend

this has no correlation to dodie at all this was just a vent about someone in my past


when i read the title i immediately thought of pas de cheval by panic! and folie a deux by fob whoops


Whoop whoop you're here:
Clue 3:
Here we are watch us pirouette and dance,
Inspired by tumblr the next song puts me in a trance.

Social dance!! I'm doing alright at this

I dunno how I got here but yay, heeere we goo

+PAY YOUR FUCKING TAXES omg I see you everywhere!!

I love this it's so nice to tour all dodies songs, even though I'm really late for this aha

+Millie Campbell thank you for that second clue. Wouldn't have got it otherwise. Such a cel ever cute idea x

@emilyisla Don't worry, here's another clue: Sometimes I wish that I could be a kinder better me for all.....

+Millie Campbell I'm really struggling with this one

+Millie Campbell soz for spamming your notifs lol


my dumb ass thought this was gonna be a mashup of pas the cheval by panic! at the disco and la velo por deux by the brobecks lmao


My ex is named Tommy, he wears glasses.

I'm dead lmao

He's cool though


Does anyone know what brand is her piano?


I relate so much but my ex is called sam and I'm a dancer so...


why do i always read this song as "pass the aux" in french spelling or something i dONT KNOW


@Kaitlyn :P I found where you can download it! ^__^ https://dodieclark.bandcamp.com/


Watching this after your angry video and sobbing pls help


Oo! Beckie, you watch her as well? She has such talent 😍 I especially enjoyed it because I'm a dancer :)


where is your piano from as i really want one like it


It's been over a year now since I left my Tommy, but my Sam doesn't know that he's my Sam.


Who's here 5 years later because they found their Sam 🥺


I can't belive this was already 5yrs ago 🥺


I wish sam was my boyfriend.Anyone else agree?


this kinda made me think of "pas de cheval" just me?


Anybody else came here for tchaikovsky nutcracker pas de deux?


could somebody please tell me what dodie’s keyboard is called


You were in New Zealand!?! I hope you'll come back some day...


I READ A PHAN (Dan and Phil) ONE-SHOT BASED ON THIS SONG AND IT MADE ME SO EMOTIONAL

+just-phantasising I think it's just called pas de deux??

OKAY IM PHAN AS HELL BUT FOR ANY JOHNLOCKERS THERE'S A HIGH SCHOOL!AU FIC ON AO3 BASED ON THIS TOO IM SOBBING

+phan and bands Hi Phandom... PS I'm reading this fic rn

THE PHANDOM HAS ARRIVED. WE ARE EVERYWHERE

+phan and bands I'm going to read it. Wish me luck

WE ARE THE PHANDOM HERE TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD

+phan and bands I LOVE THAT ONE EVEN THOUGH I CRY LIKE A BITCH EACH TIME

+AmberIsAYellowStone huehue geniusotaku on Wattpad.

I just came here to listen again after reading that Phanfic!

+Phoenix Flame it's on Wattpad and the book of oneshots is called "Phan Oneshots" by geniusotaku. The actual oneshot in the book is called "Pas De Deux"

OMG WHERE???? <br>I NEED TO READ IT!!!!!


change
poppy-dil
tommy-eliza
sam-tabitha
there you go


the beginning looks like the place that harry potter scene was filmed


Can you please put the lyrics in the description? :)


no i didnt scream when you said you were in new zealand of course not


You were in NEW ZEALAND!?

dang, I wish I knew about you then .


It sounds better if you close your eyes... You'll look like an idiot in public but it's worth it...

Might as well do it, I look like an idiot anyway.


1:56
I WILL SEND YOU SEVERAL ARMED BATTALIONS TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE
DA DA DA DA DDDAAAAAAA


Im walking on eggshells hard core right now

It sounds stupid and cliche but time will help. If you're not already, fill your time with things you're passionate about, that helped me overcome my depression, I don't know if it would have the same affect but its something. <br>:)

It sounds stupid and cliche but time will help. If you're not already, fill your time with things you're passionate about, that helped me overcome my depression, I don't know if it would have the same affect but its something.
:)

I did, but it didn't end well and I am not alright yet. It has been a few months, but it still affects me.

Get out dude! That person isn't right for you, just tell the people who you can trust and I'm sure they'll do everything they can.


Something about this song where as soom as I here the first word I burst into years! :((


I almost cried. Wait, why am i wet? Oh, i did cry :v


Pas par tout ( I can't remember the spelling )

Also great song.


START PUTTING YOUR MUSIC ON iTUNES PLEASE!!!!!


Can anyone tell me what keyboard dodes is using?
It would be really helpful as I'm looking into keyboards!
Xxx ❤


Any dancers that thought she was going to dance ballet?


Je comprends absolument pas le sens de "pas de deux " , par ce qu'en tout cas en français ça veut rien dire 😂


if you would like a double bass player while you're in australia just let me know!

@doddleoddle lemme know if you did/didn't get my email!  I'm Isaac by the way :)

CAN I?!?!? email me?!?!? dodieclark@gmail.com:'D


I know this is late, but just stumbling upon this I can't help but comment. Hopefully, a comment on this will take you off guard, and you'll see this. I hope that you take the time to read this.. because I could use the comfort. and I just admire you so much.

My name is Jonna (pronounced John-na). I live in the United States and have for all my 16 years. I'm not that old, I haven't seen that much, but this song has cut me to my deepest.  I just recently got out of a relationship with a boy 2 years older than me. This boy is an incredible person. Please never let yourself forget that throughout this comment. He's known by so many as the sweetest person they have ever met. He aspired for years to be in the U.S. military, so he's strong and brave and everything in between.
But even the most amazing people can hurt others. And even the sweetest people can have the worst anger problems. Even the strongest and bravest can demand those around them to be weak, so they feel stronger. I was told not to talk to my friends about any sort of problem in my life. I was allowed to tell him, and only him. And if him and I had a problem, God forbid I told either of my best friends. He read through my entire phone while I was asleep on a trip, and became upset with me for things I had said to people nearly 8 months before this... I was truly walking on eggshells. He asked me to cut off someone I consider to  be family.
I couldn't be me around him anymore. And the only person I could be, was this someone he tried to cut me off from. I told him that I won't ever abandon this person, not only for the sake of not hurting that person, but for my mental wellbeing as well.
He hated that.
I left him.
and now he has this idea that we're apart, but committed. I'm still being restricted because he's telling people that we're going to get back together soon.. I just... WANT TO PUNCH SOMETHING.

Thank you for a song that may have been written for me. Thank you for understanding me. Thank you..


Can someone make a short story movie with this song


You were in New Zealand? I wish I'd known!

+doddleoddle I wish I had known you'd be back.


The amount of times I have listened to this song... It's not healthy


love those legging where do I find them?


Anybody else thinking of Tara from dance academy because that's my jam

+Chloe M omg I just watched that episode!!! I cried

I invested way too much of my life into that show!

I'm yes. When that happened to Danny I started crying. I got way too into that show but it was soooo good

although the mention of sammy made me cry

YES I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE TBH OMG

what? oh hell no. hold up. huh? oh, okay.


Please tell me this on that new ep thing!!


Why do you have to look up the name of your own song?😂😂


I am crying, please send help. Don't know if I'm happy or sad.


is this what do dodie was talking about in her 'angry.' video?


Before I watch this, does Pas De Deux mean step of two? I know that Pas De Cheval means horse step and Folie A Deux means madness of two so I kinda just inferred.

Ha pas de Cheval is a song by panic at the disco and folie duex is an album by fall out boy and now there's pas de duex

@Samantha Sings Yes, Pas De Deux does mean step of two when literally translated, it's a ballet term for when two people, usually male and female partners dance together <3 x


I KNOW THIS IS OLD BUT MY IDOL SAID MY NAME OH MY OH MY OH MY


i went to the website and made my person and then i came back and she snapped her fingers and it was the same one woooowza


Shit she was in my country and I didn’t even know who she was!


WAIT YOU WERE IN NEW ZEALAND OMG I WISH I HAD KNOWN

DUDE WHAT THE HELL MY NAME IS MIKAELA ROSE AND IM FROM NZ WTF

Me too, I'm feeling so sad right now, purely because of this.

@doddleoddle ahhhh you're here. Hope you're having the best time in NZ and that welly isn't too windy for you right now.

I'm going back there on tour!! Bribry.com/tour :D


well I already broke up to Tommy, now it's time to find my Sam


Where do you get your leggings in the intro from, Dodie? They're so pretty and idc if I get shit for wearing them (I'm a dude if you couldn't tell)

I have almost the same leggings, and I found mine on a sale rack at tjmax!(-:

Yes! Get rid of the gender roles. I hope you live near me so I could walk by you wearing those awesome leggings!

aww thanks. and people wonder why I always go on the internet and its because of people like you two. thank you so much

Wow your fucking awesome. Also idk where dodie got hers but you can get them off amazon :)


i read the title as "pas de aux" or "pas de aux" why am i like this.


WOAH I GET IT NOW BC OF YOUR NEW VEDA WOAH OKAY THE WHOLE POPPY THING (already guessed bc of tommy but) yoU CHEEKY LITTLE SHIT I LOVE YA

@Claudia Leksmana i think it was the "you got questions kid? I got answers"

@Little Canovas one of her videos explains that she was going to be named poppy so she thinks of it as her name sometimes.

+stella grace what's that poppy thing?? soz i'm noisy

@MC Hyland i belive her ex, tom law ? although i could be incorrect.

wait i know about the poppy thing and im guessing sam is  the ICOEPR guy, but who's tommy??


+doddleoddle what is the piano for this song?


it actually is about her. her video titled "angry" on doddlevloggle might provide some context. (also, one of her nicknames is poppy)

The song isn't about her at all. It was just based on all relationships in general; you think you've found your soulmate and you find somebody better.

It's about her and another man when she was in an abusive relationship

It's about her boyfriend before Sammy. Sammys actually the one who helped Dodie with the relationship she's singing about in this song.


Okay but I never noticed the whole Tommy/Sam thing fuck this song hurts so much more now


+Beth Stocks they're everywhere on the internet just look up pas de deux online for any instrument and there ya go


Dodie looks so regal in this it’s impossible not to click off


"pas de deux" 'no two' Tommie and that girl.


lol did anyone else see the "2020 edit" in the description?


I didn’t even know about this until I read the book


Can someone help me figure out what type of piano that is


InfinityPancakes I LOVE YOUR PICTURE AND YOUR COMMENT YO


the first thing i thought when i saw the title of the song was pas de cheval x folie a deux whoops


I’m so weirded out.... my sisters boyfriend is named Tommy..... but he’s a good person so..


GOD DAMNIT TOMMY....why haven't I met a Sam?


Probably wasn't intentional, but I noticed she used gender neutral names for the guys.

Tommy/Thomas or whatevs there's many spellings XD
Sam/Samuel
Tommi/idk if it's short for anything :/
Samantha/Sam

Idk, just something I noticed.


For some reason I read it as "Pas De Aux" oh my


This scares me because im worried she writes her songs based on her own experiences and that makes me sad. . . ;-;

She probably got the inspiration from a past experience (watch "Angry" on her other channel)


Ok but my this song reminds me of my grandparents. My grandpa is abusive to my grandma mentally. He tells her she's fat, criticizes her, and is rude to her. But I also get mad at her sometimes. She lets him walk all over my family and hurt us with his words, and doesn't do a thing about it. When my mom was little he even physically abused my mom and her brother (he killed himself. He was very unhappy) by punching them in the stomach and face. And she did nothing. Not one thing at all because she's afraid of confrontation. Sometimes I can't even tell which one of them I am more spiteful of...


this song makes me cry like a little baby k thx


My dumbass thought this was gonna be the song from “Us”


Okay i just looked it up. Dancers are weird. why is a duet called a "pas de deux" if it means "not of two"?

It's step of two/dance of two

Us dancers are weird, but we didn't come up with the terms

it means Step of Two. So can u not call dancers weird? dancers didn't create the French language, they just speak it with their bodies

It means "step of two," not "not of two." It depends on the context....

I know this isn't the real reason but I see it as "There aren't two" because the way they dance is supposed to make it seem like they are one person, I dunno though.

In ballet we translate it as 'dance/step of two' as you do for pas de toi 'dance/step of three' or pas de quatre 'dance/step of four'

un pas is French for step,  so it means step of two :)


The first link in the video's description takes you to a website displaying pornography, so please do not click it, or you may be scarred.


tommy broke up with me after cheating on me :/ im not looking for sam rn but maybe in a few years ill be ready lol


i know this was a while back, but i wanted advice? i don't know what to do because I'm happy with the person I'm with, but sometimes I don't feel like enough. is that normal?


Probs no one is going to see this but a friend of mine is going through a possessive piece of crap relationship yet I can't say anything too much because he's blinded by everything it's so crappy what do I do


Dodie please come to new Zealand preferably to dunedin for us in the South island 😘😙😍❤


I know that is probably not much people left to read this but let me unburden what i have i my heart. This song made me cry. I feel just like in the song, but I don't relate to the lyrics exactly. In the song she's trapped and frustrated, and that's my life. I love singing, that's my passion. There has never been something that I longed so much. But i live in a family where you have to listen and obey everything your family says. No other option. I ended up studying a career in politics, but i hate it. I hate my life right now. I feel like walking on eggshells every time music gets mention in the family. In the song she made it, she's doing what she loves, but i can't. I just can't. I know my story it's not going to end well. Either i kill myself, or I live a life of misery, because i never learnt to live by myself, and i don't have the money, or the guts. And now Im too old to ever become what i want. As Im writing this Im crying and listening to this beautiful song. And I know that i have to make peace with being nobody, because if i don't i'll get consumed by my thoughts. I don't know what to do.


why does she remind me of karren gillan?


I'm married to my tommy right now, and I want to leave, just scared to do so.

Please, please examine your local resources. You’re not alone in this, and the courage you show in this comment alone is so admirable to me. Good things are coming, I swear. ❤

Savanna Payne I’m praying for you. Stay safe


Listening to this after watching the 'angry' video..


My brother's name is Tommy and I have a friend named Sam...


For a second I thought that said pas de aux


I DIDNT REALISE YOU WERE IN NZ COME BACK


Okay, this is sad and all, but why the fuck am I thinking of Mrs. Hudson


When she said poppy I shit my pants djnfjfndjd


Where are those leggings from that she is wearing at the beginning? I LOVE THE !!

on the summer look book the links in the description


this is so so so good. the lyrics are so beautifully written, oh my goodness.


this is truly beautiful. the amount of emotion you put into your songs is incredible and the lyrics are just...... beautiful.. I've run out of words to describe it now


This is a beautiful and touching song! I love you voice, and your original songs!


I love this song, and have been (slowly) working out how it goes on the piano, perhaps if you're ever perusing the comments for a video idea, could you do one about this song? I'd love it if it included the piano notes in the description, so I could teach my little sis as well! Thanks a million Dodie, your music means a lot to me.


this will always be one of my favourite songs. dodie, you manage to convey so much emotion through your lyrics and voice, and i always come back to this video to hear this beautiful song. thank you for writing such special songs x

me too! it's my favourite song of her's. so thought provoking and visceral!


I'm in love with this.<br>the way you tell stories through your music is truly beautiful.

I'm in love with this.
the way you tell stories through your music is truly beautiful.


A year since its been released and its still one of my favorite songs ; such a powerful meaning. Well done :)


This is such a beautiful song! It's amazing how you can in capture so much into a song!


this song made my cry so fast woah, like i was caught of guard. this is beautiful and very well written!


Thank you for this song and many others Dodie, some stuff happened fairly recently and your music is really helping me to cope.


This had such a happy ending. My brother's called Sam and he's the kind of guy who would (and does) treat his girlfriend respectfully and kindly and sweetly.


I lover how all her songs tell such amazing sad but happy stories!


This actually made me cry. Dodie I love  your original songs so much! <3


this is honestly the most beautiful song I have ever heard. much love.


saw this in my suggested videos and my eyes filled with tears before I even clicked. this (and you) is so incredibly beautiful Dodie.


You are such an inspiration to young songwriters. I couldn't ever tell you enough how beautiful your songs are. You are amazing keep it up.


DODIE I love this song so much as a dancer that was once in an abusive relationship, I'm now singing this song in my big showcase in a couple of weeks in front of thousands of people so I'm terrified but thank you for the beautiful song :)


my girl friend and I are doing a cover of this, I'm on piano and she's singing and then we're putting it on her channel I'm so excited to film it so thank you for creating this <3


there are some musicians who i just can't help falling in love with and you are one of them. Amazing


this song somehow gives me hope :) thx for everything dodie, you always manage to cheer me up


All your original songs AND your covers are so beautiful & I love this song as the lyrics are so moving. Thanks Dodie :)


I love this melody so much. And also the message in lyrics.. <3 Heartbreaking and full of hope at the same time. Is it weird that this is my study music?


My names poppy, this is too cute I love writing songs as well you've been a big inspiration to me x


I did this song for an audition for a talent competition at my school, and found out that I am in the finals! This is such a beautiful song Dodie, thank you for making it.


Honestly I love this song so much, it's beautiful ❤ I love you Doddie


I'm fine with admitting this. My crying my eyes out. This is the most beautiful song I have ever heard it touches my heart to hear this. God dang   I love this.


This song is fantastic. I rarely love a song after listening to it just once, but this is an exception. Wonderful lyrics and your voice suits the song perfectly.


Omg this song brings me to tears every time I hear it 😭 Another amazing song my queen 👑 😘😘😘😘


I think this, along with She, is one of my absolute favourites of your songs. This song has made me cry multiple times - your voice is so soft and beautiful and your songs are so well-tailored to your voice. Please keep doing what you're doing, because you and your music are perfect.


I've devoted so much of my life to dancing because I love it so much and love the environment or the studio and the girls there are like my sisters. My mom suddenly wants me to stop dancing and I have no control over it. This song never fails to make me cry. It's very beautiful and means a lot to me❤


I know this is an older video but I really love this one and watching it again and listening to the song really helped me with something I'm going through right now. Thanks Dodie. (:


You have great emotion in your song love em good work continue to make people happy with your great songs and singing


Omg you are such an amazing musician!!! ❤


this made me cry so much but honestly I have no reason for it. it's beautiful I love it Doddie


Shaking pretty violently from the flu but this seems to calm me down- always happy to hear Dodie's voice :)


This song just made me start crying omg this is a work of art!!


This. is. gorgeous. Thank you for sharing this!


This song is so lovely and charming! I'd love to use it for a piece I'm choreographing for my ballet students' partnering class! Is that ok?!? How do I get a copy of this piece for performance use?


Hi Dodie! I was wondering if I could use this song for an inspiration to write a book on Wattpad! I will credit you. Love you! <3


the story behind pas de deux is so touching! thank u so much dodie, u have no idea how inspiring you are oml :)


i always avoided this song for no noticable reason, but i just fell in love omg this is amazing


Ive listened to this song over and over and cried my eyes out. I was in a verbally and mentally abusive relationship six months ago and i wasnt allowed to go out but something happened and he showed his true colours and now i dont see him and this story was really relatable for me..


I love u SOOO much DODIE this made me cry even though I can't relate 😢 I've done ballet for about 8 years now 🎀


I'm having a Dodie marathon, someone save me from the tears and feels


i've cried to this more than once in the past two days


I can't believe this was nearly a year ago! I remember watching it for the first time like it was yesterday haha <3


thanks for making me cry with your beautiful song and lovely voice


But this music is great for writing to. Like, I can write entire chapters to Dodie. Dodie is amazing.


This doesn't apply to me at all but I am legitimately crying right now.. Amazing Dodie! AMAZING.


Hey doddleoddle! I really love this song and if you don't mind, I will be using this song as an inspiration for my book on wattpad :)


I love how she says she got a "snazzy new one for Christmas" i'm not sure why it makes me giggle


This is my favourite song of yours. I don't play piano, but I can play this song, because it is so beautiful that I want to be able to take it with me.


Dodie omg you are wonderful 😊 I'm quite a new subscriber but every video I watch of yours is great and this song is so beautiful ❤

she is so so so wonderful isn't she! the pictures she manages to create with her songs are stunning - so raw and emotional! love her!


The 'given up dancing' part gets me every time.


This is a very moving song, I didn't think about the lyrics as much until I watched it the second time around, but I really like this video and your voice is fantastic. The whole situation in this song isn't something I see talked about very much, but it nice to see it brought up in such a creative way.


This is one of my favourites of your originals ☺

I'm sorry, it's just in from America, and when people spell words differently it makes me laugh. :/ Once again, sorry. :P


Not just this song, but when I listen to like ANY of your songs, I get goosebumps. I seriously do. I can't say how much I adore not only your voice, but how in every song you have so much emotion. I'm not exactly saying anything I meant to say as eloquently as I had hoped, but I'm sure you'll get the point. You're so overwhelmingly sweet.


i just rewatched this video on a whim and now it's really hitting me. I've been walking on eggshells for the past 7 years, but it's difficult to get out of because it's with my mom. this past month i've been taking legal actions and talking with people to get help and support. today is my 17th birthday and i really hope i can be happy one day

awh this comment made me so sad. I wish there was something I could do. Hope things get better for you x


As a ballerina, this song hit me really hard and i'm crying and i love it.


This song reminds me of the book "Me Before You" and I really love it

I hadn't considered that since I saw your comment, but now it's all I can relate the song to. Me before you makes me emotional, and so does this song, so now I'm emotional all over again. Ahh!


god something about the lines "Are you walking on eggshells, and when push comes to shove are you full of belonging, but not full of love" gets me everytime


I don't even know what to comment on here ._. I found your channel and songs yesterday and i've gone through about every song <b>.</b> i love this and your songs and aaagh youre very talented as im sure you read a million times a day. It'd be awesome if you eever did a new york drop by :D. anyway thank you for all your effort and talent and I'm at the start of being a huge lasting fan :).

I don't even know what to comment on here ._. I found your channel and songs yesterday and i've gone through about every song *.* i love this and your songs and aaagh youre very talented as im sure you read a million times a day. It'd be awesome if you eever did a new york drop by :D. anyway thank you for all your effort and talent and I'm at the start of being a huge lasting fan :).


I am new to your channel and have already watched 20 of your videos and you are one of the most talented people I have seen on youtube, This song was my favorite, And omg you are incredibly beatiful and so full of life, Its awesome and I love it keep it going!!!


Almost a year of this song and I'm still crying every time. And I can't relate to the story but oh my, it makes me cry a lot.


Dodie Clark, back at it again making me cry!


happy one year birthday to this cute little song <3


This is such a beautiful song! It made me cry because I kind of sympathize with it.

I kind of was this "Tommy"-character to my ex, whom I loved dearly.
She left me more than 15 months ago as she fell in love with somebody else. At that time I did not understand and did not get the proper "speech" from her - you know, the one that's supposed to make you feel better, to make you understand.
But I got over it, fell in love again (which did not last long, but that is another story) - and I got the necessary distance to it all to think about what went wrong in our relationship.

Now, my ex and I, we are sort of in touch again. She didn't say she was happy, but she changed so many things in her life in hopes to find her eventual happiness.
And her new boyfriend supports her in any way he can. He literally lifts her above so she can walk on rivers.
And I am so happy about that, to know she did the right choice for herself. She's got her "Sam" now.
Now it's time to find my own "Sam".

That being said: true love doesn't end with the end of a relationship, or with the end of romantic feelings. It can go beyond that.

Thank you for this, Dodie! ♥


This is so close to home. I'm in an unhealthy relationship... but with some friends, and it hurts so much. I cant help being weak. I dont know how to get out.


<b>cries from the beauty of this song for ten years</b>

*cries from the beauty of this song for ten years*


THIS IS THE MOST AMAZING THING EVER I LOVE YOU


Still my fave song<br>Still cry every time


A year later and it's still the most beautiful song ever

so true! I love it soooo so much! dodie is an absolute genius!


Why has the world not been blessed with a Dodie Clark album yet?


I cannot relate to these lyrics but this song is truly beautiful


i remembered this sing when our principal told us about her history.

she was a scholar in schools because od dancing and she planned to get a degree (?) in russia but her bf told her that she couldn't make it and it won't be a stable job so she quit.

through the years she became a teacher and now she's a principal and she's teaching dancing 🎶


You really need to make a cover of Birdy's songs


this made me so friggin happy idk why 😭 maybe its because i'm 16 and i also dance ballet?? I CRI


I can't find this on tour Patreon page and i want a download of it SO BAD


oh my gosh i just watched the video about her name being explained and she said her nickname from one of her parents was poppy and now this song just got twice as sad


Oh goodness that was beautiful but now i'm crying


i rewound this just to hear you say "snazzy new one for Christmas!"


I started crying because I loVE Dodie and she means the world to me aaaa


this is so sad because this has essentially happened multiple times to me and it sucks because i cant escape it


What kind of piano/keyboard is she using?  I've been looking for something like this


that look especially the dress complements he (what a beautiful person in and out)


I JUST REALIZED THIS WAS POSTED ON MY BIRTHDAY WHAT A LOVELY ACCIDENTAL BIRTHDAY PRESENT :D

+It'sActuallySpelledRachel  by the way, thank you! I'm now watching Dan and Phil a lot and they're awesome!

+Potterhead Lumos EXPECTO

PATTTRRRROOOONNNUUUUMMMM

+Soml Fan  thanks! And by the way... POTTERHEADS UNITE!!!

+Potterhead Lumos okay so first thing, I LOVE YOUR USERNAME (imma potterhead too) so the Phandom is the fandom of Phan, which is a ship name for two youtubers Danisnotonfire and AmazingPhil. :)

+Soml Fan  I'm really really sorry but I see "Phan" a lot and I have no idea what it is (I do know it's a fandom/Phandom, but that's all), so could you please tell me what it is? Thanks in advance and once again sorry cause it's really hard not to yell "YOU SO STUPID WHY DONT YOU KNOW?!!?" When someone doesn't know your fandom...


songs in this order:

absolutely smitten
pas de deux
one for the road
sick of losing soulmates

or, alternitavely

absolutely smitten
adored by him
sick of losing soulmates


Amazing amazing amazing love is this song❤❤❤


I WISH I COULD'VE SEEN YOU WHEN YOU CAME TO NEW ZEALAND 😭😭😭😭😭


it's even sadder when you know that poppy is her second name.


'and when push comes to shove-' I WILL SEND A FULLY ARMED BATTALION TO REMIND YOU OF MY LOVE


ah poor, naive, pre australia dodie. you might find internet, but finding internet fast enough to do anything is another task


How did I only see this now?!?! Fab Dodie 😊


I CANNOT SING THIS FOR THE LIFE OF ME. <br>I'm a girl who is an alto/tenor with a very "rich" voice. The light, bouncy feel if this song is screwed up by my MAN'S VOICE.

I CANNOT SING THIS FOR THE LIFE OF ME.
I'm a girl who is an alto/tenor with a very "rich" voice. The light, bouncy feel if this song is screwed up by my MAN'S VOICE.


you seriously reminds me of karen gillan! ♥


oh my god, long haired Dodie! i forgot about her! lol cutie


I swear Dodies said that she refers to herself as Poppy in her head, so like in my head this is Dodie being with Tom (Tommy) then it all going a bit wrong, then meeting Sammy (Sam)


THIS SONG IS REALLY GOOD AND YOU LOOK REALLY PRETTY YUP OKAY BYE.


This is completely unrelated but Dodie looks exactly like my Maths teacher. It's terrifying xD I stare at her a lot because of this which I know probably looks scary but I'm just like "Is this Dodie's twin sister?????"


can someone please figure out the chords so i can learn because i want to learn to play a few songs on the piano but i can't read music


Serious expression at the piano, and then there's this: 04:16


This really hit home... but I finally found my Sam :P


Where can I download this from? It's not on Patreon :'/


kinda actually crying listening to this song haha why


Her title is kind of confusing x3 In French it says "Steps of Two" but she pronounced it as Pa De Da


YES I<br>SCREENSHOTTED THIS THE OTHER THIS WAS THE START OF INTERNETFETISH EDITS

YES I
SCREENSHOTTED THIS THE OTHER THIS WAS THE START OF INTERNETFETISH EDITS

i will with screensharing thing on skype today if you want (it's not finished but whatever)

i actually do as of this week and i'm using this song in a dovan edit thing and it's so cute imma cry but also v shit


Dodie idk if it's just me but your description isn't really finished.

@doddleoddle Haha, my pleasure Dodie. :]

Arghhhh youtube keeps messing up ahskkdhajd thank you for letting me know! I'll try and fix it when im not on a bus with free but pooey wifi :"D x


"she's given up dancing" I CRI EVRTIM!!!


WAIT YOU WERE IN NEW ZEALAND LAST YEAR?!?!?! WHY DIDN'T I KNOW OU EXISTED BACK THEM OML
I so wish I would have known about you then! I hope you had a really good time here! Oh why couldn't I have seen you??
Aaaah


I LOVE SAMMY PAUL SO MUCH PLS I CRY I CRY


I love how a year later there is still people commenting on this video


Idk why, I'm probably just weird, but who else feels really good and accomplished and victorious when she says "Yes, Poppy's a dancer." ?

Just me?


O.k, sooooooo I live in nz and I'm a new fan, and I wish I knew about you when you came here!! Not many cool people come here... :(


OH MY GOD I LIVE IN NEW ZEALAND I AM THE PEOPLE OF THE PLACE YOU WERE ONCE IN AHHH


please come back to nz Dodie? we miss you!


the first time i saw it I thought of folie a deux and pas de cheval<br>if you know what i mean

the first time i saw it I thought of folie a deux and pas de cheval
if you know what i mean


crying my eyes out, just ignore me here :')


I think this is the other half of sick of losing soulmates


Guys does she have an album. tell me she does tell me she does tell me she does

Sadly no (yet) but you can download her songs if you sponsor her on patreon


The download for this isn't available on Patreon. :/


I love you and I know you will never see this but I really love you


im slightly upset i didnt know about you when you came to new zealand come back? lol


omg poppy because that's what your name might have been and tommy because of tom omg i didn't even realise

+ashes of phan and sam (sammy), fuck i'm so stupid


How do you like your eggshells in the morning


I wrote down the chords for piano, you can find them here: https://musescore.com/user/9241126/scores/2198386. Feel free to point out mistakes.


FUCK, I LIVE IN NEW ZEALAND. WHY DID I NOT KNOW SHE TOURED HERE

And yes, I do suffer from spastic caps lock syndrome


HOLY HELL THIS WAS FILMED IN MY COUNTRY QKSHDJQJSHZ9 DOD


it translates from French to English and it says no two.  WUT DOES IT MEAN??!?!?!!


I just realized the new guys name is Sam ooo


I don't rlly like rise above because it said that having 1 boob smaller isn't normal when it totally is!


This is the name of a song from the Nutcracker ballet


while I like this song, it seems the illuminati does not<br>illuminati confirmed ▶

while I like this song, it seems the illuminati does not
illuminati confirmed ▶


Why are Tommy's always up to no good? >:( As a Tommy, I'm disappointed.


who else is watching this after watching dodies video about her abusive relationship? :(


can someone tell me what happened between Tom and Dodie, everyone is going crazy and yelling at him, pls help.


She reminds me of Christina Grimmie I have no idea why ._.

Christina Grimmie did inspire Dodie to make a youtube channel. And also she does sound like her. RIP Christina


WHAT SHE CAME TO NZ IM CRYING UUUGHHH NOOO WHERE WAS III??!?!??!?!????


I love in Nederland and I'm a new subscriber


I will never be able to litsen to this song and not cry


Anyone know what notes are used in this??xx

Anna Sanchez thanks I thought that but I wasn't too sure 💗💗

Morgan Miller It's in C major, if I'm not mistaken, and you can see the notes on the video, if you pay attention to her fingers 😅


Alot of people are making it sound like this song like is about Dodie? Which makes me really sad because I came here from the Amsterdam vlogs and angry. Someone said "Poppy" is Dodie's alter ego and Dodie got called "Poppy" at starbucks in Amsterdam so it makes sense and now i'm just really sad.


this literally sent shivers down my spine and gave me chills, wonderful job!


This gives me goosebumps and makes me smile every time I listen to it. So amazing❤


This is a really beautiful song, my favourite one you've done actually<3


Made me cry gurl :')<br>Such a wonderful message to send, a lot of people need to see this! <3

Made me cry gurl :')
Such a wonderful message to send, a lot of people need to see this! <3


this is probably my most watched of Dodie's videos, I just love the message so, so much. thank you, Dodie <3


And there go the tears :'( This song reminds me so much of my friend. She has a not-so-supportive family and her older brother picks on her, throwing out her flaws. She's always been the insecure type, but now it's even worse :( I'm so thankful that she trusted me enough to open up to me, so I can help her in anyway that I might


HOW DO YOU COME UP WITH SUCH AMAZING LYRICS!! ITS AMAZING!!!! I love your songs soooooooo much<3


so glad i stumbled upon this. absolutely stunning tune and amazing message. i love it so much.


For some reason whenever I listen to this song i always tear up/start crying. I absolutely love this song! Love you Dodie xxx


This song is so beautiful and actually made me tear up a little, love you and your music Dodie!


This song is so pretty and I can relate to it so much. Definitely one of my favorites.


Definitely one of my favourites of your original songs. The message of this one resonates with me. I love the intimate nature of your songs.


You are so talented!!! This is such a beautiful song, and your voice is perfect for it!


I loved this song !! You are so inspiring ! I want to tell stories like you(:


Dodie this is beautiful - so looking forward to an album of yours one day!xx


this is the very definition of singing with emotion <3


One of my ex-best friends changed the names, learned this song, and told all of us she wrote it. I'm so glad I've found this Dodie I love you


this is amazing! you have real talent for song-writing:)


Could you please do a piano tutorial for this song? Or just a video where we can see clearly and slowly what you're doing? I love the song!

There's a really helpful piano tutorial by an account called KeyboardKate! It's how I learned to play this song.


When I'm feeling sad, I always watch your videos and they make me feel a little better :). Thank you.


I always come back to this song...always. It's just so beautifully written Dodie - thank you for writing something that's always there to comfort me in times of confusion about being myself xx


This is so unbelievably beautiful. If I'm sad or I feel the need for a little hopeful boost, this is my go to song, you're an amazing song writer.


How do you record these things! I've been watching all your stuff and you're inspirational. I've always wanted to make a song and idk. just what you do is great :D


This is easily the best sponsored video I've ever seen! Well done Dodie!


Youre an amazing songwriter! You inspire me :))


Great song, it's so well how good you are at writing songs!!


I love how you basically told a story in this song love you <3


This song is so beautiful! Great job and keep it up :)