You're in my city on the anniversary of my rocky relationship. Yesterday, in a rage I said, "that's it. I'm my own girlfriend now." And i think tickets to your show would be a great date that I could take myself on.
Hell yes! I decided a while ago that I was my own gf, too, and it's been a long, long journey from abusive to queerplatonic and hoping to make it a romance one day 💖💜💙 keep doing you, babe!
Thanks for your support, all of you babes💕❤💕 it's confusing and messy to muddle through all of this, but I know I can rely on myself. so that's what I'm gonna do!
Yall can feel the guilt in this song. Its hard to listen to bc of how much second hand guilt i feel for her, but i love it bc its real. I hate the narrative of 'we'll pretend, because we need it', because its so selfish but its probably like justifying it to herself UGH this song is so gorgeously complex
oh and the bridge lyrics !!! the way “i know this isn’t right” overlaps with “something in me says that this is okay” to sound like “i know this isn’t okay”
This song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
I hope to see u in Denver, I'm moving from hell, Florida to Denver area to start a life with the boy I fell in love with since I was 11, apparently so was he. We just started dating on my 31st birthday. Can't wait to see you girl!! I've been supporting and watching you back when you and Tessa were making music all the time. <33
Ooh I’m so early! Besides that, I think this song is really nice. Like most of Dodie’s other songs. Feels a tang of painful but so distracted by the beauty of her voice. Her lyrics that you may or may not be able to make out but you really can get the feeling out of it. And I do find that quite pleasant.
this hurts because i’m the “she’ll never know” (that makes sense right?),,, but it makes it all better somehow? therapy but ouch therapy. thanks dodie <3
Tom Louis Müller2021-06-22 19:46:11 (edited 2021-10-25 07:14:06 )
I'll just say it. You are one of if not the best musician I have heard of. Build a problem was the first album I ever bought and it fascinates me how special and unique your music sounds! So thank you for making music!
God I love this song so much, it came at the perfect time for me and I just want to cry but dodie's voice is like a warm blanket ❤ It just gives me all the feelings haha
I’ve been loving dodie’s songs since I first found out about her in year 7. I’m finishing year 12 now and I feel like I’ve grown up watching her videos. I’m writing my own songs now and I’m so inspired by this style of writing. Thank you dodie for all the stunning music you’ve given us over the years 💗
Also I want to say that I love you and your music and it’s been a big part of my life for the past few years. I’ve listened to it through many good and hard moments and your voice makes me feel better. I really appreciate and thank you for creating such beautiful art that I’ll be listening to for as long as you create it!!! <3
I think her sort of shifting out and back into herself both here and in the lyric videos is supposed to represent heavy disassociation during moments of crisis, and let me say - it definitely feels like that.
i can’t wait to see you in texas!!! you’ve been one of my biggest inspiration and the person who has helped me through some of the worst times of my life and i can’t wait to hear the songs that have saved me 💕
Hi dodie! I really love don’t quite belong and was quite sad when you didn’t do a more produced version on the album so maybe you could something like this and cover the song again?
Love the song and love the outfit! I'd like to ask (as if you're going to read this, dodie ~_~) what instrument were you playing? Is it a baritone ukulele? Just a little curious... Stay safe out there! I'd like to meet you soon 😭
okok first of all - i love this song. it’s beautiful and it hurts and it immediately stood out to me on the album. second - absolutely cannoT WAIT to hear it live next year!
dodie, I beat you to it. Already got my Orlando ticket and I guess I’m going alone?? Been supporting you for YEARS I’m so excited to see you sing again 💖 (first time was playlist live)
I loved hearing this song for the first time on the album with full strings/production, but something about this stripped down version just ...works. Idk
also I felt like I needed someone to acknowledge the "post-pandemic blues." Like yes! It's weird and icky and it's comforting to know I'm not the only one who doesn't feel like celebrating if that makes sense.
hello I just started to watch it and I’m sure I’ll love it but most importantly I love your top so much <3 (I love all your clothes tbh, you have such a pretty style)
my girlfriend is absolutely in love with your new album; a part of me was reluctant to listen to it at first despite adoring all of your previous work, because i’ve heard from people that it’s supposedly sad and i’m awful at dealing with sad/depressing things as i myself don’t stand stable in terms of mental health. a few days ago i decided to finally listen to your album, and though i cried through multiple the songs i was glad i listened to them. both the instrumental and vocals are beyond beautiful and i wish i had listened to them sooner. i’m so proud of how far you’ve come dodie, i hope you take care of yourself throughout the tour and remember that you are very loved- you’ve got this! 💛
To start I love this song, fantastic job as always. I love your whole album. It takes a lot in my eyes to make an entire album where I love every single song! Then next I am internally screaming that I just now heard about you going on tour in the US...it has been quite hectic lately for me so I am going to get tickets now and I am SO ready!!! And VERY excited! XD Great job as always dodie keep it up! <3
The more I've listened to 40Kg, I have started to hear it in a way that validates developing feels for and even being intimate with friends. Not baggage or betrayal but comfort and closeness. Something in me says, that this is ok💚🌻
i start university in edinburgh in september, and so i think coming to my first ✨dodie gig✨ sounds like a nice gift to myself to start this new chapter off with. see you in glasgow!!
I'm the first one :D This is one of my favorites from the new album Btw the chords on the ukelele are A, Bm and E for the verse Bm, E and A for the chorus And D and E for the bridge
This song, to me, sounds like big swaths of paint-y golden browns and oranges and deep yellows and neon greens and glowing blues, but they’re under a layer of something that sounds like guilt and feels like new computers and tastes like dust at the back of my throat and the word gray. The harmonies in the bridge are the only times the colors truly shine out through the haze, before retreating back. It’s beautiful, I love it so much
@dark acad presence in blood Why thank you!! That’s so nice!! I’m glad you liked my description :D Question (if you want to answer): What does this song look/feel/etc. like to you? I’d assume it’s different to mine, and I’m curious to what someone else with synesthesia thinks
I'm so excited for the Vancouver show! I'm going with some good friends ❤❤ I won't be able to get the best seat because I'm disabled so I can't stand for too long. Last time I got right to the barrier! The security guard there was really kind and let me sit on the steps there but I probs won't get that this time 😕
God why did the end of this video make me cry? Yeah post-pando blues are def happening over here too, love you loads dodie. Can’t wait to see you in Portland next year!!
I used to be the king of making excuses for the bad intent and bad actions of others. This really hit home for me. I'm in a much better place now. Thank you.
Just need to decide if I’m making my friends get tickets to NY show or Charlotte NC show since we’re all over the east coast (old like Dodies age lol). Coordinating and can’t wait to see you and lizzy.
ATA girl.. you do day in a big way! I should send you a picture of my big sister. You would be in shock. You be twins decades apart. Cheers from Canada
dodie you just scared the shit out of me lmao. i was watching this then put my phone down to do smth else while listen then a minute later a little voice said "hello" when i tell you i died
this song didn’t really stand out to me on my first listen of bap but now it’s one of my favorites!! it feels so real and raw and emotional in a way that makes me feel seen.
So sad. So beautiful. I can feel the protagonist's loneliness. Her ache for an affection that's only pretended in this emotionless fling. Superbly written, and superbly sung. This song is a rare treasure. I feel lucky to have discovered it. Thank you!
This song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
this song gives me such big musical theatre vibes. as if it's a performance and not really dodie (maybe connected to depersonalization?). like "singing in the rain."
also, please, anyone... help me. i got the deluxe album and it just came in and i got two booklets of lyrics, one in order and one not. is the second in the order the songs were written in (my best guess)??? or was it an old tracklist that accidentally got thrown in? it was hidden in a sleeve/slit type thing on the front cover. does anyone know what it's for? secret message? i have no clue lol.
I wonder if the "she" in "she'll never know" is actually herself - the sober her. She drank so much that the sober her won't remember in the morning, and therefore, it's ok to make this mistake. The mirror in this video encourages my theory - there are two of her and one of them is disassociating from herself.
i plan on going to the us tour and the closest venue is two days before my birthday!! plus it will be my first proper concert i’ve been to. i’m so excited!!!!
Yay a US tour!!! how exciting! As someone who lives in more central/northern california though, I wish more musicians I love would do shows that weren't just la or sf bc california is huge and I hateeeeeee driving to the bay lol no one ever considers sacramento and they have good venues! I'm not a touring musician tho and don't know what all goes in to getting venues and dates so what the hell do I know i'm just being selfish bc i hate the drive to the bay area lol :3
Can't wait to see you in Montreal!!! It was either that or Toronto sobs in Ottawa but like HELL was I not going to pre-order the SPLIT SECOND I got that email newsletter :P So excited <3
dodie releasing a cute little home video of her own song which has been professionally produced and marketed is the sweetest thing,, like,, hella yeah she is a professional! hell yeah she is at the same as ever!
Can peeps just have Canada tours? instead of at most two shows heeped into the US tours, that would be lively. I am gonna try my darndest to go to your Toronto date cuz I wanna be a part of that vibe.
"What does favourite even mean here" is what I meant. :p beautiful album, full of feelings that used to bring me to tears Anyways @𝓕𝓪𝓷𝓬𝔂 to me it is for loving someone who needs someone else Never read it as cheating But I guess it is personal
dodie I don't appreciate you using vulgar words in your videos okay? I thought you were family friendly still very good work as usual kind regards someone you helped in a time of need smile
wa a 🥺 and waa, dodie i'm sorry for being silly, but if it's possible, will manager josh ever be able to put bap instrumentals up for sale again, maybe on dodie co ? ;; i wanted it so very much but couldn't get it last month cos of medically stuff, and i'm distraught it isn't available anymore now that i have a lil bit of extra to buy bap with again <3 ; _ ;
this kind of feels like the other side of “i kissed someone it wasn’t you”. what a beautiful song!
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omg you're so right
15 likesI THOUGHT THE EXACT SAME THING OMG
12 likesYES THATS WHAT IT IS!!! GENIUS RIGHT HERE
5 likesI mean, it literally is guilt versus freedom
2 likes@TrogledyWretched except the guilt comes right after with Sorry
0 likesGod bless you and whoever reads this, Jesus loves you
0 likesOMG..
0 likesThis song hurts in a nice way. I have no better way of describing it.
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Dodie is a unique person. She makes you okay with not being okay. I love her! 💙
11 likes“Something in me says that this is okay” MA’AM IT IS THE TEQUILA
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Damnn
5 likes😭😂😂😂
3 likesi love the way you’ve framed this, the mirror reflecting you the entire time
562 likesYou're in my city on the anniversary of my rocky relationship. Yesterday, in a rage I said, "that's it. I'm my own girlfriend now." And i think tickets to your show would be a great date that I could take myself on.
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aww thats lovely💕
12 likesIf this isn’t the confidence we need in 2021, I don’t know what is 😖
21 likesI don't know you or your situation but I wish you the best and just want to say... I 100% support this idea. Go get those tickets!!
16 likes“I’m my own girlfriend.” So freaking powerful. Gonna start using this and I’m single lmao
16 likesHell yes! I decided a while ago that I was my own gf, too, and it's been a long, long journey from abusive to queerplatonic and hoping to make it a romance one day 💖💜💙 keep doing you, babe!
3 likesThanks for your support, all of you babes💕❤💕 it's confusing and messy to muddle through all of this, but I know I can rely on myself. so that's what I'm gonna do!
5 likesGood for you 💖
1 likeYall can feel the guilt in this song. Its hard to listen to bc of how much second hand guilt i feel for her, but i love it bc its real. I hate the narrative of 'we'll pretend, because we need it', because its so selfish but its probably like justifying it to herself UGH this song is so gorgeously complex
97 likesmy favourite line is 'oh kiss me before i start to think', also the harmonies. godly
118 likesThis is actually my favorite off the album
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i love love love the vocal melody! the lil riffs are so pretty :))
13 likesoh and the bridge lyrics !!! the way “i know this isn’t right” overlaps with “something in me says that this is okay” to sound like “i know this isn’t okay”
26 likesSame!!
0 likesI love how expressive dodie is, you can tell she put so much into each song. I loved watching this, TALENT
172 likesme ignoring all my uni assignments to watch this instead "we'll pretend because we need it" 😳😳😳 "something in me says that this is okay"
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good luck with your assignments <3
5 likesYOU CAN DOOOOO IIIIIIIT!!!!!!!
5 likes@Lilymoon tyy
1 like@strawberry thank you :)
1 likesame here -,-
1 liketheres such a delicate desperation to this song, its addicting
57 likesShittt the way the mirror goes all wacky during the bridge woahhh so cool
191 likesthis song feels like "I kissed someone (it WAS you)"
64 likesThis song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
37 likesscreams the lyrics at 5am IT'S 5AM WHEN YOU CLOSE THE DOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRR
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I'm talking full emo here
12 likesMe having and existential crisis: I DON'T KNOW WHO I AM ANYMOREEEE
8 likes@Psalm えすり turns the lights off SO IN THE DARK I LOOK LIKE HUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRR
4 likes(You missed a line there but ok)
2 likesme and him stumbling to bed FOUR TEQUILAS DOWN! WHO GIVES A SHT IF WE'RE MESSING AROUND? THEY'LL NEVER KNOWWWW!!!!
I love the "multiple reflections" in this video singing harmonies. Awesome song, too.
10 likesI hope to see u in Denver, I'm moving from hell, Florida to Denver area to start a life with the boy I fell in love with since I was 11, apparently so was he. We just started dating on my 31st birthday. Can't wait to see you girl!! I've been supporting and watching you back when you and Tessa were making music all the time. <33
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Good luck in Denver!! I wish you and your boy a happy, prosperous life.
7 likesOoh I’m so early! Besides that, I think this song is really nice. Like most of Dodie’s other songs. Feels a tang of painful but so distracted by the beauty of her voice. Her lyrics that you may or may not be able to make out but you really can get the feeling out of it. And I do find that quite pleasant.
24 likesthis hurts because i’m the “she’ll never know” (that makes sense right?),,, but it makes it all better somehow? therapy but ouch therapy. thanks dodie <3
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Hope you’re alright and know it wasn’t your fault x
0 likesI listened to this song from the album on my vinyl record player and I swear I was transported into another realm ✨
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Especially when she sings SOMETHING IN ME SAYS THAT THIS IS OKAY 😭😭😭 I’m not okay at alllll
0 likesIt scratches an itch in my brain when I hear it
2 likes@Aoife and in such a good way right?! That song is my safe space 😌
3 likes@Waffles the best way possible
2 likesOH YOU’RE TOURING THE US AAAA
67 likesUPDATE: DODIE’S COMING TO MY CITY I’M CRYING I’M SO EXCITED
It’s just so melodic calming yet painful in a way I can’t describe :)
9 likesthis song is my favourite out of the whole album, it’s just so beautiful and the lyrics AAAAA makes me feel all nice
2 likesDodie you are literally so ethereal, this song just shows your talent ahhhh
8 likesEdit: I am bringing dolldie to the Kingston show so ;;;)
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DOLLDIEEEEE
0 likesI CANT WAIT TO HEAR THIS DURING TOUR
12 likesI LOVE YOUR PINEAPPLE DRESS WHERE'D YOU GET IT
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I wanna know toooooo
1 likeMe too :(
0 likesin love with everything about this! <3
5 likesThe background hums/swells hit me every time 😭💘
9 likesI'll just say it. You are one of if not the best musician I have heard of. Build a problem was the first album I ever bought and it fascinates me how special and unique your music sounds! So thank you for making music!
10 likesOne of my favorite songs in the album.
7 likesThis song describes my current innermost feelings
26 likesone of the best songs on the album 🥰🥰🥰
7 likesthis feels so old school aw
14 likesthis is really one of my fave songs off the whole album 💛
4 likesit is such a powerful song !!
13 likesone of my favorites for sure, this is beautiful dodie ❤️
4 likesdodie makes it seem okay to feel the hurt
7 likesGod I love this song so much, it came at the perfect time for me and I just want to cry but dodie's voice is like a warm blanket ❤ It just gives me all the feelings haha
1 likeI’ve been loving dodie’s songs since I first found out about her in year 7. I’m finishing year 12 now and I feel like I’ve grown up watching her videos. I’m writing my own songs now and I’m so inspired by this style of writing. Thank you dodie for all the stunning music you’ve given us over the years 💗
2 likesyou're damn right that it's 5am dodie, talk about timing
10 likesI love how dodie always put captions in their videos
6 likesI love that you can hear noises in the background. Idk why it just adds to the song🖤
2 likesAlso I want to say that I love you and your music and it’s been a big part of my life for the past few years. I’ve listened to it through many good and hard moments and your voice makes me feel better. I really appreciate and thank you for creating such beautiful art that I’ll be listening to for as long as you create it!!! <3
3 likesMy fav song on the album!!! I clicked so fast!!!
2 likesstill one of the most gorgeous songs on the album… love it <3
3 likesThis song makes me and my boyfriend hurt so much! We love it
2 likesDodie!! I’m early for you once!! This is beautiful, can’t wait to go to your concert next March <3
4 likesomg i love four t̶a̶c̶o̶s̶ tequilas down 😍🥰
5 likesthis song has been stuck in my head all week
7 likesThis song 😭🥺 "original song" yeah we know dodes, no one does this like you
3 likesBeautiful song wonderful, amazing and talented Dodie!!! ❤ 🎶 All the best with the tour!!!
0 likesThis is my favorite song on the album!! So excited to see u play in ft lauderdale dodie!!
2 likesthis is my favorite song off of BAP!!! ahh my ears have been blessed ❤️❤️
0 likesAbsolutely incredible! I listen to this song on repeat
2 likesThis song makes me feel. Idk what but it just does.
8 likesLiterally feeling this rn, thank you for putting into words Dodie ❤️
0 likessuch a beautiful song. one of my favorites from the album! 💗
0 likesone of my fav songs off the album 💗💗 amazing job babe!!
0 likesI've listened to your album countless times now. I love it, its so good and I'm so proud, been watching you since 2016.
0 likesThis song is so amazing
2 likesthis is my favourite song on the album but I love them all, im so excited to see you on tour in september <3
0 likesI think her sort of shifting out and back into herself both here and in the lyric videos is supposed to represent heavy disassociation during moments of crisis, and let me say - it definitely feels like that.
2 likesGorgeous as always❤️❤️ You are such a beautiful soul!!😊
0 likesi always love hearing from dodie, it feels kind of nostalgic because I started watching her videos around 6 or 7 years ago
0 likesI love you dodie ❤️ can’t wait to see you in nash
3 likesThis is absolutely beautiful, thank you for blessing my morning 💕
0 likesI'm so hoping I can make it to your show in Utah! 🤞🤞🤞
0 likesLOVE this song! 🙏🙏🙏
Beautiful song <3 also I’m seeing you on tour next year and I’m so so so excited!!
0 likesI love this mf song SO MUCH AJSHDBDJDJ that is all 😌
26 likesThat song released so many emotions I'm not sure I'm capable of dealing with 🥺 absolutely beautiful 💗
0 likesyou always have such wonderful video ideas, you're inspiring, THANK YOU!
0 likesLove you dodieeeee!!!
2 likesi can’t wait to see you in texas!!! you’ve been one of my biggest inspiration and the person who has helped me through some of the worst times of my life and i can’t wait to hear the songs that have saved me 💕
0 likesI love this song so much thank you dodie 💕💕
0 likesHi dodie! I really love don’t quite belong and was quite sad when you didn’t do a more produced version on the album so maybe you could something like this and cover the song again?
1 likeWow, I didn't expect that special effect in the mirror: Great ! 👍
0 likesAmazing!!! 🥺 love you dodie💕
0 likesI really think that you're one of the most incredible people in the world
6 likesHeard your voice in the last episode of Final space and I have never screamed louder.
0 likesLove you Dodie from Ghana
One of my favorite songs in the album~
0 likesLove the song and love the outfit! I'd like to ask (as if you're going to read this, dodie ~_~) what instrument were you playing? Is it a baritone ukulele? Just a little curious... Stay safe out there! I'd like to meet you soon 😭
0 likesI miss these acoustic casual singing videos, feels nostalgic 😅 like dodie's older videos
1 likeMy favourite song on the album,, thank you for this lovely song dodie (,;
0 likesokok first of all - i love this song. it’s beautiful and it hurts and it immediately stood out to me on the album.
0 likessecond - absolutely cannoT WAIT to hear it live next year!
That strumming pattern has been the death of me since the album came out :’)
0 likesI started my first job today! also dodie i love you and how this whole album sound straight out of lala land
0 likesMaravilhosa!!!
0 likesomggg i’m crying dodie I love you so much I can’t wait to you see you on tour I already have tickets!!😁🥰🥰🥰
0 likesAlways love your music dodie love you dodie your beautiful dodie your music is always so relaxing
1 likeHistory is a BRAND new venue, I'm so excited for you to be the first act I see there
6 likesUgh your videos always are so beautifully done, love this!
0 likesCannot wait for you to come to Belgium :))
Love this 🎧
1 likeWoah that Europe tour transition was so clean like what
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1 likeawwww this feels like the old times. love the shot and damn do i love this song 😭💙
0 likesI really wanna see you performing live :')
0 likesdodie, I beat you to it. Already got my Orlando ticket and I guess I’m going alone?? Been supporting you for YEARS I’m so excited to see you sing again 💖 (first time was playlist live)
0 likesI loved hearing this song for the first time on the album with full strings/production, but something about this stripped down version just ...works. Idk
0 likesalso I felt like I needed someone to acknowledge the "post-pandemic blues." Like yes! It's weird and icky and it's comforting to know I'm not the only one who doesn't feel like celebrating if that makes sense.
dodie, this ukulele sounds amazing!!! (of course you sound amazing too)
0 likesOne of my favourites from the album, beautiful dodie♥️
0 likesmy favorite from the album. so beautiful!
0 likesI can’t wait to see you in concertttt in September🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
8 likesKiss me before I start to think is so deep hitting still
3 likesI'm always imagining your whole album being played in a musical movie after watching the full visuals..
0 likeshello I just started to watch it and I’m sure I’ll love it but most importantly I love your top so much <3
3 likes(I love all your clothes tbh, you have such a pretty style)
my girlfriend is absolutely in love with your new album; a part of me was reluctant to listen to it at first despite adoring all of your previous work, because i’ve heard from people that it’s supposedly sad and i’m awful at dealing with sad/depressing things as i myself don’t stand stable in terms of mental health. a few days ago i decided to finally listen to your album, and though i cried through multiple the songs i was glad i listened to them. both the instrumental and vocals are beyond beautiful and i wish i had listened to them sooner. i’m so proud of how far you’ve come dodie, i hope you take care of yourself throughout the tour and remember that you are very loved- you’ve got this! 💛
0 likesMuch love Dodie..glad to hear you're getting back out on tour
0 likesTo start I love this song, fantastic job as always. I love your whole album. It takes a lot in my eyes to make an entire album where I love every single song! Then next I am internally screaming that I just now heard about you going on tour in the US...it has been quite hectic lately for me so I am going to get tickets now and I am SO ready!!! And VERY excited! XD Great job as always dodie keep it up! <3
0 likesthe queen is back at it again w. another BANGERR ilysm dodie, ur music calms down my nerves whenever im having a panic attack thank u <3333
4 likesI LOVE THIS SONG 💗💗
1 likemy favorite song from the album : D
0 likesthat’s my favorite off of the album 😩 it’s so good and raw and honest and painful, I love it
0 likesI'm so excited to see you. You inspire me to keep trying to write music even though I struggle with it terribly.
0 likesI'm in love with everything about Dodie 🥺🥰
0 likesMy fav song of the album! <3
0 likesCan you do a tour of all your instruments pleaase, lovely song♡ your are wonderful :)
0 likesit sounds so pretty! thank you for this
0 likesbought tickets for the la show next year ! cant wait to hear everything live so i can sob <3
0 likesyou so neatly and beautifully put together such a subject to a song that I didn’t know how to express when I felt this way, thank you :’)
0 likesthis is my most listened to song this month on spotify
1 likeI’m coming to see you for the 2nd time in September and I’m so excited ❤️
1 likeI love love love the effect with the mirror at the bridge
0 likesAlso everything else about this...obviously 🤍
My absolute favorite from the album!
0 likesProbably my favourite of all your songs so far. So gentle but heavy
0 likesThis is my favorite song off your new album
0 likesVery nice, Dodie! I mean, beautiful! :) ... Four tequilas down. Cheers, Dodie! lol
0 likesi’m so excited to sing along to this in birmingham ahhhhh
1 likeThat dress is absolutely adorable. Does anyone know where she got it from?
3 likesDodie makes me feel safe 💕
0 likesAlmost 2 million subscribers 😱 you deserve it x
1 like"I was thinking if you were lonely.
3 likesMaybe we could leave here and no one would know.
At least not to the point that we would think so." 🙌💖
The more I've listened to 40Kg, I have started to hear it in a way that validates developing feels for and even being intimate with friends. Not baggage or betrayal but comfort and closeness. Something in me says, that this is ok💚🌻
1 likewe love you dodie!❤️
0 likesI am so excited to see you in Boston for the 2nd time!!!! you've evolved so much since the last time i saw you and I can't wait to see you again!!!
0 likesthis song has changed the course of my existence i love it so much
0 likesI was thinking there has to be a reason why she's standing alongside a mirror and then when the face started to distort I was like hell yes!! ❤️
1 likeBeautiful!
1 likei just bought my tickets to nashville and am currently writing an analysis on the album in full! ETHEREAL! 🤲🏻🤍
1 likeProbably my favourite from the album. Love this song
0 likesthis framing felt so nostalgic like dodie's older videos - secret for the mad-esque with fairy lights + layering - and it's just so so nice
0 likesThis is beautiful <333
0 likesThat's a baritone uke isn't it?? what are the chords? <3 I'd love to play it!
0 likesThere is so much nostalgia right now... wooooooaaaaaaah! 😂💕
0 likesLove u darling! Wish u the best of the best ✨💛❤️
0 likesI'm obsessed. These are my fave dodie vids. Her voice her profile her vibe 👌 chefs kiss. immaculate
0 likesi start university in edinburgh in september, and so i think coming to my first ✨dodie gig✨ sounds like a nice gift to myself to start this new chapter off with. see you in glasgow!!
0 likesI am in love with you and everything. Wish I had the chance to see you maybe in a few years):
0 likesone of my favorites of the album
0 likesthe vibes of this video is so sweet. idk what it is, but it made me feel so calm- :'))
0 likesAHHH this version of the bridge is so pretty 🥲
0 likesI see talent and I see beauty :)
0 likesI'm so amazed that I got tickets for your US tour, I can't wait for Feburary 22 !!
0 likesmy fav off bap! luv u dodie!
6 likescan't wait to see her live next march :))
0 likesi get chills every time i listen to this song. very powerful stuff.
0 likesWell, I’m early but I already know it’s gonna be a good video 💛
1 likeThis song just touched me 😭
0 likesTHIS IS MY FAVOURITE SONG
0 likesBAP is full of bops 🎶💕🎶
2 likesso excited to see you on tour again :')
0 likesomg! i love this
0 likesI'm the first one :D
0 likesThis is one of my favorites from the new album
Btw the chords on the ukelele are
A, Bm and E for the verse
Bm, E and A for the chorus
And D and E for the bridge
This is so lovely
1 likeBeautiful beautiful beautiful ❤️
0 likeshey dodie,,, i just wanted to say thank you <3
0 likesThis is an amazing song
0 likesi can’t put into words how this song makes me feel
0 likesI love this song!
0 likesloved everything about this
0 likesthanks, my neighbors will love to hear this new version 24/7
0 likesI’m 24 but i wanna be dodie when I grow up (btw just got the album on vinyl I’m in love with it!!)
0 likesThe queen of harmonies 🙌🏻
0 likesI've been waiting five years for dodie to come to Missouri and she's finally doing it IN MY BIRTH MONTH so happy bday to me :)
0 likesThose soft, distant-feeling, ethereal outros, like the one playing under your gig promo, yeah I could keep that on loop.
0 likesMy fav song
2 likesFew songs hurt like this one and I love it
1 likeSo beautiful <3
0 likesOk but how can I stop hearing ‘fourty kilos down’ hehe Ily
6 likesi cant wait to cry to this live 😀
0 likesWould you ever post the instrumentals? I think you're playing it in the background when you're talking and oh my goodnessssss
0 likesWhen you talked about European tour my tiny Italian heart jumped HOPE YOU COME TO ITALY I would totally come and see you🥺🌼
0 likesCan we just talk about the quality of editing of the mirror thing?
0 likesAlso YES can’t wait for the Europe tour oh my goood
France team here 🙌🏽🙌🏽
love this song
0 likesThis song, to me, sounds like big swaths of paint-y golden browns and oranges and deep yellows and neon greens and glowing blues, but they’re under a layer of something that sounds like guilt and feels like new computers and tastes like dust at the back of my throat and the word gray. The harmonies in the bridge are the only times the colors truly shine out through the haze, before retreating back. It’s beautiful, I love it so much
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So you're a fellow synesthete, huh? This is such a beautiful description, you should be a writer if you aren't already one :D
1 like@dark acad presence in blood Why thank you!! That’s so nice!! I’m glad you liked my description :D
0 likesQuestion (if you want to answer): What does this song look/feel/etc. like to you? I’d assume it’s different to mine, and I’m curious to what someone else with synesthesia thinks
i was like YAAAAAY DODIE IS GOING ON TOUR until i remembered i live in brazil and things are BAD so... nope lol
0 likesseeing you in concert in a few short weeks, feels surreal, am anticipating crying
0 likesaaaaahhhh sounds so lovely
0 likesNever even been drunk but I'm like 'yeah I feel you' lol
0 likesI'm so excited for the Vancouver show! I'm going with some good friends ❤❤ I won't be able to get the best seat because I'm disabled so I can't stand for too long. Last time I got right to the barrier! The security guard there was really kind and let me sit on the steps there but I probs won't get that this time 😕
0 likesTHIS IS SO GOOD AUGHHG
0 likesCan't wait to hear this live in September. Commented this before but super hype
0 likesGod why did the end of this video make me cry? Yeah post-pando blues are def happening over here too, love you loads dodie. Can’t wait to see you in Portland next year!!
0 likesI used to be the king of making excuses for the bad intent and bad actions of others. This really hit home for me.
0 likesI'm in a much better place now. Thank you.
Just need to decide if I’m making my friends get tickets to NY show or Charlotte NC show since we’re all over the east coast (old
0 likeslike Dodies age lol). Coordinating and can’t wait to see you and lizzy.
DODIE I LOVE YOU :''''
1 likeATA girl.. you do day in a big way! I should send you a picture of my big sister. You would be in shock. You be twins decades apart. Cheers from Canada
0 likesI love this song so much
0 likesthe instrumental during the ending chatty bit was so beautiful
0 likesdodie you just scared the shit out of me lmao. i was watching this then put my phone down to do smth else while listen then a minute later a little voice said "hello" when i tell you i died
1 likeJust got my ticket for the Orlando stop. <3
0 likesI love her edits
0 likesThis whole song and video is beautiful
0 likesi will be going to the san francisco concert!! i am so so excited :]
0 likes"love you lots, wish you well" is the cutest goodbye ever
0 likesBeautiful
0 likesthis song didn’t really stand out to me on my first listen of bap but now it’s one of my favorites!! it feels so real and raw and emotional in a way that makes me feel seen.
0 likesSo sad. So beautiful. I can feel the protagonist's loneliness. Her ache for an affection that's only pretended in this emotionless fling. Superbly written, and superbly sung. This song is a rare treasure. I feel lucky to have discovered it. Thank you!
0 likes2:09 “She’ll never know”
1 like2:10 *Door Slams*
She knows.
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This song feels like when you’ve done something embarrassing or weird and wanted to try it out, but it ended up hurting you and now you regret doing it, because you’ll know it stay with you forever?
0 likesthis song gives me such big musical theatre vibes. as if it's a performance and not really dodie (maybe connected to depersonalization?). like "singing in the rain."
0 likesalso, please, anyone... help me. i got the deluxe album and it just came in and i got two booklets of lyrics, one in order and one not. is the second in the order the songs were written in (my best guess)??? or was it an old tracklist that accidentally got thrown in? it was hidden in a sleeve/slit type thing on the front cover. does anyone know what it's for? secret message? i have no clue lol.
I wonder if the "she" in "she'll never know" is actually herself - the sober her. She drank so much that the sober her won't remember in the morning, and therefore, it's ok to make this mistake. The mirror in this video encourages my theory - there are two of her and one of them is disassociating from herself.
1 likeThis feeling is way to familiar
4 likes3:50 looks like we have reached the unintentional asmr portion of the video! (dream crossover omg)
0 likesokay I guess I have to listen to everything from Lizzy McAlpine in the meanwhile then! Thank you for this tip
0 likesI'm really more of a fan of heavy metal Rock. But I can't stop listening to her. Not sure what it is.
0 likesi plan on going to the us tour and the closest venue is two days before my birthday!! plus it will be my first proper concert i’ve been to. i’m so excited!!!!
0 likesAmazing...
0 likesYay a US tour!!! how exciting! As someone who lives in more central/northern california though, I wish more musicians I love would do shows that weren't just la or sf bc california is huge and I hateeeeeee driving to the bay lol no one ever considers sacramento and they have good venues! I'm not a touring musician tho and don't know what all goes in to getting venues and dates so what the hell do I know i'm just being selfish bc i hate the drive to the bay area lol :3
0 likesThe entire song but especially that prechorus and the bridge are so hauntingly gorgeous oml dodie ur giving me tingles
0 likeswow my depression is gone thank u
1 like❤️❤️
0 likesI am head over heels completely in love with you
0 likesdodie do you edit your own videos still? just curious, because this is impressive! Love the song
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Thank u ! Yes I do!! It’s just a mask on the mirror!
1 likeI think this might be my top 3 fav tracks from Build a Problem
0 likesThose harmonies ☺️
0 likesi dont watch you anymore but you made my whole 8th grade year and my whole personality
0 likesdodie your a legend. ok bye☺️
0 likesNow I have to figure out which show I'm going to drive hours to go see.
0 likesHOW DOES SHE DO THIS
1 likeCan't wait to see you in Montreal!!! It was either that or Toronto sobs in Ottawa but like HELL was I not going to pre-order the SPLIT SECOND I got that email newsletter :P So excited <3
0 likesI am in love with this dress
0 likesdodes who gave you the right to open up my chest, to pick apart my brain, and tell a story that mirrors mine to a t?
0 likesSo excited to see you in London 🥰
0 likes❤️
1 likelove u and this song
0 likesIm coming to see you in concert :D
0 likesThis is lovely.
0 likesI love your baps
1 likeDamn I wish I could go to a concert but I'm in school on the only date closest to my country :,-(
0 likesCannot wait to see you in Brum for the first show back i am so so excited!!!!
0 likespost pando blues is a brilliant way to describe it
3 likesOn god I needed this
1 likeMan, mirror FX are always next level
0 likesI just wanted to ask about a Europe Tour and then you‘ve mentioned it. So exciting!!! I hope you‘re coming to Switzerland!
0 likesgod i cannot wait to see dodie live. (Feb 15!!)
0 likes🌻🌻🌻
1 like<3
0 likesCome play in Valencia !!!!!! 💜💜💜 Lots of love from Spain!
0 likesevery time i see dodie in that dress i try to convince myself i don't need it
0 likesAm I going to wait for hours outside in the midst of winter in toronto for your show? absolutely
0 likesVery nice 😃
0 likesthis do be stunning though
0 likesi love that the pineapples are dodie yellow™️
0 likesdodie releasing a cute little home video of her own song which has been professionally produced and marketed is the sweetest thing,, like,, hella yeah she is a professional! hell yeah she is at the same as ever!
0 likesThose cam transitions 👌
0 likesperfection
0 likesLooking forward to the swirly magical show in Manchester
0 likesIs that... A piña colada singing 4 tequilas down?
2 likesi admire you... so much, it HURTS
0 likesACK wonderful <3
0 likesSee you in TO next year!! I'm excited!! I'll bring my son!!
0 likesi love you dodie
0 likesthe day dodie announces a tour in Australia I will buy a ticket to every venue she's playing
0 likesStrong LaLa Land Vibesss
0 likesGorgeous in a heartbreaking way
Ugh. Your whole personality is so cute I want it
1 likeI MIGHT be obsessed with this song
0 likesI’m seeing you in Boston in February dodie after following you for six years ahhhejjewkkeowdjjdjwaknsd
2 likesVery good Dodie!
0 likesTE AMO
0 likesMy God that voice...
0 likesi’m going to the nashville show!!! ahhhh i can’t wait!!
0 likesCan’t wait to hug you 🥺
0 likesSo excited to see you in Boston!!
0 likesmay I request a pineapple song inspired by this gorgeous top and the lettuce song
0 likesI fall in love ohhh😭😭😭💕💕
0 likesSuper ❤️but I m a fan of Hammad Khatri. He hearing impaired Youtuber. No one notices him. His channel name Hammad Khatri
2 likesMy best friend and I have tickets for the chicago show!!!
0 likesYES LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU
1 likeIly dodie!!!
0 likes💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
0 likesmy fav song on bap
1 likeCan peeps just have Canada tours? instead of at most two shows heeped into the US tours, that would be lively.
0 likesI am gonna try my darndest to go to your Toronto date cuz I wanna be a part of that vibe.
Love from Israel ❤
0 likesOMG Europe tour?!?!?! I’m gonna go crazy if you come to Spain 🤩🤩🤩
0 likesthis song is so comforting and warm in a weird bittersweet way
0 likesstunning stunning lovely human being
0 likesmy favourite one out of the album... though what does that mean even
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It's about cheating
0 likes"What does favourite even mean here" is what I meant. :p beautiful album, full of feelings that used to bring me to tears
0 likesAnyways
@𝓕𝓪𝓷𝓬𝔂 to me it is for loving someone who needs someone else
Never read it as cheating
But I guess it is personal
@𝓕𝓪𝓷𝓬𝔂 ok maybe
0 likesThey'll never know
Hints that
Doesn't have to whoops
3:01 dodie casually going Special Girl at me
0 likesdodie I don't appreciate you using vulgar words in your videos okay? I thought you were family friendly still very good work as usual kind regards someone you helped in a time of need smile
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she’s an adult and has never ever been family friendly
2 likes@Amber Wood yeah I know was messing dodies great
0 likes@sLuRmP so sorry, I don’t always get joke tones!
0 likeswhat are the chords in this??? i am aching to play this while crying
0 likesif Dodie comes to Greece during a Europe tour, I'm going to cry FOREVER
0 likesI wasn’t a fan before but this song changed my mind so hi hello I’m a fan now
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(Not that I didn’t like you before? That sounded wrong lol)
0 likesI hope you come to Australia one day!!!!! ❤
0 likesOmg wait that dress is so cute I need it
0 likesyou know carrots are a great follow-up to tequila
0 likesyo i feel like we should all categorise ourselves as either cool girls or special girls ok thank you
0 likesMe at 0:00 This is the best song ever
0 likesWhat a song ! Pleasure and pain.
0 likesdodie i think you're rlly cool
0 likesMy favorite song of BUILD A PROBLEM
0 likesI wish you would come to Finland some day 🥺💕✨
0 likesWhen I’m meant to still be in the UK but no one ever comes to ✨Belfast ✨for tours. Sad
2 likesAnyone notice that at 3:02 she makes the same noise she does in the song "Special Girl?"
0 likesdodie my beloved
0 likesooo we have another mirror video everyone! :D
1 likeTRULY A BANGER!!!!!!!!!!
0 likesabsolut talent
0 likespatiently waiting for an australian tour....
0 likesI was just listening to your music till I opened yt
0 likesoh WORD THANK U
0 likesJust got a ticket to see you in Birmingham! 😄
0 likesI LOVE YOU AND LIZZY SO MUCH BUT I LIVE IN AUSTRALIA THIS HURTS SO MUCH
0 likesMy lady, what instrument is this if l may ask?
0 likesomg the mirror like the 2 sides of how she's feeling 🧎🏼♀️
0 likesYES YES i love
0 likeswell this was very cool
0 likesWow i have something to look forward to in February. See you in Boston!
0 likes✨ manifesting a south america tour ✨
0 likesI am watching this 5:58 in the morning, does that count? Lol
0 likesthe things i would give for you to play in gloucester one day
0 likesbestie will u ever restock the ALOSIA vinyls 😭😭
0 likesHellohello, thanks for posting! Idk why i'm saying this, but yea thanks:)
0 likesI LOVE YOU
0 likescant wait to see u in boston❤️
0 likesoh to be able to say "post-pandemic times" *cries in brazilian*
0 likesPls an European Tour 🙏 I'm from Italy come here 😭😭❤
0 likesFunnily enough already bought tickets like a month ago lmao
0 likesCould someone maybe explain the meaning of the lyrics? Or what they mean to you? I'm a bit confused. :D
0 likesgosh it's so embarrassing to say this but i must speak my truth... please come to brazil one day 🥺🙏
0 likesI reslly love youuuu
0 likesPlease come to New Zealand at some point 🥺💕
0 likesAnyone else here seeing dodie in Chicago? <3
0 likesI want to be your guitar😭😭😭
0 likescoming to your show on the 27th of september ✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️✌️
0 likesGlad to see you fixed your spelling mistake 🤣💙
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lmao i literally put "tequillas" and didnt think it was wrong first time akhfghjkadshgjafj
0 likes@doddleoddle I honestly wouldn’t of even noticed it was spelt wrong if you left it 🤣🤣
0 likesOkay, i shall be holding on tight then
0 likesYou are literally coming to my hometown (silver spring md) right after I go back to school!! I’m so sad
1 likeyou are a goddess
0 likesYESSSSSSS
0 likessee you in kingston in august!! cannot wait <33
0 likesIM GOING TO YOUR AMERICAN TOUR IN FEBRUARY IM SO STOKED
1 likeSee you in LA… Thanks for the 2nd night!
0 likeswell now i want tequila
0 likes💙🍍💙
0 likesanyone know what kind of uke dodie is playing?
0 likesI like the effect in the miror😭😭
0 likes3:54 - we do, don't worry
0 likesSo the album’s like an entire problem construction plan then
0 likesAdd a Minnesota show!! if you can :)
0 likesgrr love this song grr ruff ruff
0 likesthis song hits different
0 likesAnyone know where the dress is from? 👀
0 likesthat mirror effectttt
0 likessomeone make a dodie font please
1 likeI love you.
0 likesWhen will you get to come tour New Zealand?
0 likesEUROPE TOUR!!! COME TO SERBIA PLSS 🥺🥺🥺
0 likesFantastic, but are you building a problem or fermenting a problem? I guess it works out either way.
0 likesOMG DODIE DODIE DODIE
0 likesWill you be toruing Europe in the near future? :)
0 likeshow did u spell it before dodie i would like to know lol
1 likegood luck. and for the future and your success.
0 likesI clicked so fast
1 likePlease come to Australia i promise we’re starting to get vaccines 🥺🥺
0 likesPlease can you tell me where your dress is from? X
0 likescome to spain pleaaaaseeee!!!! (when covid is better lol)
0 likesI’m seeing you in Birmingham 😁😁
0 likescan we hold on for asia tour... more specifically india... pls..
0 likeswill u come to spain on ur eu tour ?
0 likesSo sad cause I want to go to see you in Maryland but my 3rd baby is due on Christmas 🎄 so idk if I can goooo ): and I’ve never seen you live before
0 likesi love this song!
1 likealso, dodie, i wrote to you on facebook about something sorta important, but... sure... okay.
have a good day and all! your music is beautiful
i missed youuuu
0 likesdodie i love your GOOSE POSTER
0 likesEUROPE TOUR YES YES YES YES
0 likespineapple dress makes a return
0 likeswa a 🥺 and waa, dodie i'm sorry for being silly, but if it's possible, will manager josh ever be able to put bap instrumentals up for sale again, maybe on dodie co ? ;; i wanted it so very much but couldn't get it last month cos of medically stuff, and i'm distraught it isn't available anymore now that i have a lil bit of extra to buy bap with again <3 ; _ ;
0 likesOMGG I CANT WAIT TO SEE U IN FT LAUDERDALE
0 likesEurope tooooooouuuuuur (please come to Belgium)
0 likesEurope tooooooouuuuuur (please come to Belgium)
0 likesTHE DRESS AW
0 likes✨happy✨
0 likesFUCK YEAH DODIE
0 likeswowwow
0 likesplease come to brazil i need to see u live or I’LL DIE
0 likesWhy she is soo cute😭😭😭
0 likesI HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EARLY IN MY LIFE
0 likesWhat mic is she using?
0 likesHi i love you <3
0 likesoooohh the echoey reflection
0 likesYES
0 likesMarch can't come soon enough
0 likesHolding tight
0 likesEUROPE TOUR WEEWOO
0 likesEUROPE I SCREAMED
0 likestutorial…? 👀👀👀
1 likeWhere you been Dodie?!
0 likes* cries in european *
0 likesaustralia tour?
0 likeshey queen this 4k is KILLER
0 likesCHEESE ON HER PHONE
0 likescome to australia pleaseee ilyyy
0 likesS'good
0 likescome to latam someday haha:(
0 likesI HAVE LONDON TICKETS!!!!
0 likesYes please
0 likespineapple dods sings about alchool
0 likesSEE YOU IN BROOKLYN BABY
0 likesI hope you’ll come to Paris !!
0 likeswew the bridge section
0 likesLatin America tour someday? Maybe???
0 likeshelp i can't decide which dodie to look at
0 likesvery much fleabag and hot priest vibes :(
0 likesDamn I'm early
0 likeshi dodie😩😩
0 likesjust dont drink
0 likesWhat about Australia?
0 likesother woman core 😔
0 likesWow I’m within a minute of posting this wut
0 likespineapple
0 likesEarly!
0 likes6 tequilas too late
0 likesTOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOURTOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOURTOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR TOUR
0 likesgokil
0 likesFO TEKILAZ DAW
0 likesmi amiga la borracha
0 likesgamer
0 likesi wish i was as skinny as you are :(
1 likeforty kilos down
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hahahahahah
1 likehi cutie
0 likesEeeeeek hello
0 likesMargie
1 likeBased
0 likesMinge?
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