It's not the low point in your life that are important. It's how you rise above them. Stregnth comes from with in and that will get us through things. It's in all of us, it's in both you and Singer
Sorry to hear you two are feeling that way Lotus, but it'll be okay, for we your loyal fans are here for you, and we'll support you no matter what...but here's what i say-"Don't give up, tomorrow's another day."
My friend was struggling with depression once and I just told him that I'd always be there for him. Now I tell you the same. Don't worry and try to keep your head held up high. Don't forget that there will always be someone who will support you through thick and thin and be with you all the way up until the very end. Like Meπ. If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen.
Even within our own darkness,people who love us they're always in our hearts and I always support those who have trouble with their inner demons.ππππβΊοΈ
As a person who has dealt with depression for most of his life. I'll be the first to say it's hard it's like a little weight on your back. Sometimes you don't notice it other days it feels like you can barely walk with it. Those days are the hardest when all the dark thoughts in your head the feeling that you get when it happens but it does get better it's hard it's going to be a fight some days you lose that fight but when you get back up the fight scenes a little bit more easier each time. You two stick together I remember there are people out there who care about you it's okay to lose a fight once in awhile against oppression as long as you don't give up.
I know how you both feel, go see someone and talk to friends & family, and remember we both love you so much. (Did you know that you're mother's day reading gave me hope) *hugs *
Lotus, I've been enjoying your videos immensely. You are an amazing person. I love your voice and whoever Script is... You both mean the world to me. I don't mean to get religious, but the Lord has done so many amazing things in my life. Whatever is troubling you both, just know that I will always be here for you guys and I will always keep you in my prayers. You are never alone in this world and there will always be someone who cares so much about you who doesn't even know you that well. Please... I hope this brightens up both yours and Scripts day. You are loved. And you are cared about. And as a faithful subscriber, I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon. I'll be with you through thick and through thin, the both of you. God bless you Script for powering through in a world that wants to push you down. Don't let it. Know that you are stronger than those who want to beat you down. Whatever it is that's bothering you in life. I pray that God will take all that pain and stress away. You are loved by all of us, me, the subscribers, and even Lotus. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. β€οΈπAnd Lotus... You have the most beautiful voice I've ever heard for reading stories. I can't tell you how many times I've felt at peace listening to you read. Your an amazing person and I want you to know that I will always be right here for you. Wherever you are on this Earth, I will pray for you. I will always love you and you're videos and you can guarantee I will always be here to support you. Make your videos, I'll love them. I'll never unsubscribe, and I'll never stop listening.God bless you Lotus Moon, thank you so much for making a difference in my life. (I know I ain't supposed to put my name out here but...) - Ben
First I get were your coming from this amazing fandom came to me when I was seriously considering my life but because of all the amazing people I've met in the fandom I'm not in that dark place anymore just please remember friendship is magic and were all here for both of you if you ever need to talk and please dont feel like you have to reply to comments just let us know if they helped take care
as an old friend once said to me, "it takes courage to fight a battle, it takes even more to win a war within you." the fact that you reached out means that you are fighting the good fight, so is your friend..... keep fighting, struggle on, to come out of depression is victory.
My, my. Never would have thought something of this extreme would happen. Honestly, it seems like everyone nowadays is suffering from some kind of depressing anxiety.
If you're looking for reflection in us, it won't be enough. Believe me, I've tried to find value in the world online and it doesn't help.
The best I can say to do is to get off the internet and socialize. Meet people, have a conversation, enjoy the sun and the warmth and the ocean without nagging yourself with uploads and pleasing others.
Don't give into the darkness, never fall into their, follow the path of light and don't give up, battle through the darkness of madness. You're being helped all across the channel, please just hang in there okay. I don't want to see another person die again, not again.
We all hope both you and script will come along together, I know depression is hard to deal with but we all know that both of you will over come this, and become best buds again, We all support you no matter what lies ahead
I would advise you both seek comfort in close friends and family and good luck to you both. I know you are both worthy of praise. We are all cogs in a mechine but in this mechine we all play our part. We are all as important as the ones above. Because if one of us breaks the whole mechine breaks down. So hold your heads high and know you are important. You will get through this. Just keep fighting. We will be here cheering you on for now and until the end of time.
wither you know 'us' in life or just on the other side of the screen Lotus, watching the videos you & your friends make, know that you 3k subscribers that wish you nothing but good fortune, and a happy life. even when it looks like things are in their darkest hour, look within yourself for the strength to rise above it, and look to those among your peers & kin to give you the warm embrace to stave the cold dark thoughts.
I may not know your blight, but never give up my dear. your ray of light & hope is as strong as the sun. never think you are alone in the dark. ππ
9 to 5 we still fly, you're shine more when you smile. :) After all these years have brought you up, you're going to go up a notch, and in the future not far away, there's a hope in the night sky that's you can touch. I'm so sorry for you and your friend, I hope you gonna be alright. Just thank you for being a friend. :)
I've been through this you just have to keep pushing through and life will get better just make sure you don't isolate yourself hope both of you come out of the start stage like I have
Hey Lotus Moon if you're reading this my brother going through depression and he decide to Runaway from home and that is not a good thing but in the end we found him and he's fine now and it affected my family pretty badly but in the end we're fine if you can find help please we all care about you
We as human are fill with faults yes but that doesn't mean that we should let then give us an unhealthy state of mind I've suffered much thru out my life and all I do is get up and carry on be an overcomer to show others that their is a light in the dark that can be found
It's honestly not positive ideas or thoughts that'll get you to change, it's ACTION.
I look in the mirror every morning and say to myself 'who will I disappoint today?' but I let my actions overtake the thoughts, and show that I have value in the things I do.
We can't make you better lotus, only the touch of real love and movement to change your surroundings will make a impact.
I didn't sub to your channel to have you kill yourself. What kind of a conclusion is that? A story that ends in suicide is a pity, not because of what was but for the potential missed by the eyes of fans.
If you were expecting 'hang in there's and 'its ok, it'll work itself out' then I'm not the guy to come too. Time to start weeding the garden lotus, because we are only the rain that fuels the seeds of your motives.
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The Red Menace2019-05-18 03:38:38 (edited 2019-05-18 03:42:10 )
As it says in the book we are blessed and cursed, same things make us laugh make us cry. Many things hurt, but as long as you have each other an friends along the way no one can never stop you or break your stride.
Lotus Moon you do good work on your channel and that is something that you should be proud of not many folks do what you do I'm one of the folks that that's what you do in life and they didn't have any subscribers yet then again I haven't posted anything but that doesn't mean you got to get that down in the in the gutter you just got to look up and see the bright side of life if you need someone to talk to I'm here anytime
i sincerely believe you guys will find the strength to make out of the dark place you guys found yourself in, know that their are those who are willing to help you guys out
Life can suck at times but you always have to look at the postive things in life like being with friends and family and remember no matter what there will always be someone out there willing to lend a hand. Stay safe and stay cheeki breeki comrades.
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wade dos santos2019-05-22 04:19:54 (edited 2019-05-22 04:21:52 )
"Friends show their love in times of trouble, not just in happiness." ~Euripides
I love you! π
WE LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU! ππππππππππ
As someone who is personally going through depression as well, I can understand what is happening. But if there is something I k LW for a fact that is true, you a brave for reaching out for help. It took me 10 years to finally seek help. But my advice more than nothing, is that life won't always be or get better, but if you can for one second at all think about who you have, who your sharing these moments with, and who you find worth living for, never hurt yourself for them if not only for yourself. You mean more than what you think you are. And your audience is here to support you too. Last time I tried to end it, I only felt more empty than anything. But there is at least one person who thinks of me and wants to make more memories. If you don't have that strength, go to your special one or anyone who wants to make great memories with you. Your worth more than what you believe. We all are. β€
@Tony Stark and you do know there also Ultimate Iron Man.
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blue lightning2019-05-18 01:28:14 (edited 2019-05-18 01:34:41 )
The way i see it we are all family and family sticks together through it all i have been were you are right now when i got back home from overseas i am still battling with my PTSD just remember that every cloud has a silver lining and we all love you ππ you were all ways there for us we will be there for you and your friend
And I'm sure you guys can pull through this stay strong I'm sure your fans and I cuz I'm also one of your biggest fans lotus if you ever need to talk to any of us I'm pretty sure we'll let you contact us and our discord servers
Hello lotus moon i just wanted to say singer and you are beautiful and amazing we all enjoy all the stories. We all care about you both and nothing makes us happy to see two answering talented people who are you two. We all love you both and i hoping with all love and support please don't give up lotus even though we don't know each other you have a golden heart that is very beautiful. The strength comes from with in all of us through things together we will destroy the dark and saver are amazing friends and family together forever βΎπππ.
My regards to both you and Singer that you've been dealing these sad thoughts. I hope you both power through and get better but in the mean time when ever I feel down this video lightens my day. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBxn56l9WcU
I'm sorry to hear about both of your situations you find yourselves in. Believe me when I say I've been there and know what you're feeling. It hurts...
But you guys can't give in. I don't know you personally, but just posting a video like this takes a strong person... So I know you guys have the will power to fight and keep going.
One of my favorite quotes to remember when I'm having a hard day: "Always have to have dark in order to have light..." - Bob Ross (one of my role models)
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Briseur De Lance2019-05-24 07:33:52 (edited 2019-05-24 07:45:56 )
I cannot do much, but whatever good vibrations and comforting words I can send, I send them to the two of you.
As a person who has been struggling with this kind of thing for a while I can say that it may get worse before it gets better. But, it will get better.
It will take time and perseverance but I assure you; it will get better. Asking for help like you are now is not a bad thing at all, so donβt feel guilty for asking for it.
For the future and what comes after, there will be moments where those dark thoughts might try to worm into your head. When that happens, Iβve found that trying to think of something funny that youβve read or heard or seen, works wonders.
I know itβs not much but I sincerely hope things get easier for you and your friend.
Don't you and your friend give up you have people and friends who cares about you two and I say never give up and keep moving forward these people and friends who what to help you two.
You both can get through this! There are dark times in life, we all go through them, but know that things will get better. Believe it or not, times like this teach us all something and we learn from it to be better people (ponies lol). The first step to getting better is realizing you need help...second is to get it. If this has been an ongoing problem with both of you, then seeing a psychiatrist and therapist would do wonders. Seeking help does not mean you are weak, it means you are STRONG. Love and good vibes to both of you.
You can do it! Never give up! The light at the end of the tunnel has been much closer than you think and if you give in now you may never see it again! If you need me donβt be afraid to reach for me. Considering I have been clinically depressed since I was in elementary school, I know exactly where you both are coming from. Just please; donβt give up on yourselves.
You and singer are amazing I want you guys to no I'm here for you guys no matter what and you can get through this and take my advice there's a lot of people that are here to support you and if you ever feel like this then you should know that song What doesn't kill you makes you stronger is one of the most powerful songs that I listen to when I'm depressed
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Tony Stark2019-05-19 18:06:12 (edited 2019-05-19 18:08:35 )
This is bad because script singer just drank peroxide.
Dear friend, Your more durable then you think and way persistant than anyone i know. Dont give up hope, there will be a light that will be revealed and awaiting. Grt some sleep, eat a good meal and tea. And then some fresh air to clear the mind and overcome or understand whats holding these thoughts there. Hold fast and hugs from a masked friend.
I just saw this message and I your video in your message I understand what the price in years and I reckon man that you guys see the light at the end of the tunnel I know it sounds Mike a bad point of ice but you guys are really helpful with people with disabilities feeling good though and relaxing I have disabilities and I find your videos really relaxing and it brings me great joy for both of you you bring me joy in my life you are a great help with keeping me and good mood so keep up the good work in see the light hand of turn off and no at the end of the tunnel you'll have a lot of friends waiting for you and even seek for your friends to help you out why the help to find the end of the tunnel where you
Lotus you and Script can fight this. You two are stronger than think. I believe in you as well as everybody else. We love you both. You two are strong independent women. You and Script have the strength to beat this you just have to dig down deep within your soul to find it. Like I said weβre all with you ever step of the way even The almighty. Believe and have faithπβ€οΈβ€οΈπππ
Ill tell you the same thing I told Script. If you are worried about suicide just remember that the reason you dont is because of the people you would let down. If you think you would let them down then they care about you. Let their care be there for you when you need it. If you find those reasons lacking then know there are always at least two people that care. :) Also you are not alone in this let me know if you find a way to relieve the guilts of the past not including drugs or alcohol because im not going there.
I truly understand what yall are going thu bc i go thu depression and anxiety attacks and panic attacks it help to stay close to someone you love sadly i dont have that but thats besides the point just look to a bright future and don't look at the dark past lol i should listen to my own words but its easy said then done i wish u the best i love to help others when there down in the dumps even if im in there with them i will try to lift u out of it
YOU WILL BOTH GET PAST THIS, LOTUS MOON, YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO YOUR FRIEND'S, DESTINY IS THRUST UPON US, FOR YOUR LIGHT WILL SHINE THROUGH THE DARKNESS.....YOU MATTER TO US, LOTUS MOON......DON'T JUST THINK........BECOME. You are a very strange, and kind person, but you are unique, in your own way, no matter what other's say, and think, you are always kind, and so is your friend, I pray that she will be alright, and if something happen's, I will be here.
@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight I mean I'm sorry to yell. I'm sorry to yell and scream but I just don't know who you are. You want to have tenderness? Ease up on the pressure.
OK FK!2019-05-18 02:25:51 (edited 2019-05-18 03:25:46 )
Lottus, i'm not pretty good with beautiful words, but, what i want to say is, just don't matter how the world are Bad with you, or with your Friends, because, i Guess you know you're a good person, and problably your friend are too, and that's the only think is important for you. Maybe other people wanna try to depress you with toxic arguments, but, you don't need to follow all thinks what they say, Just be yourself, leave your life How you prefer to, don't mind about the Bad thinks that can come from the futher, because, live the today how you like to, and the futher wanna be cool with you, maybe It can throw some troubles, but you can pass It with no problems, do you know Why? Because, today, you're depresed, but you are not dead, and this's the prove you're fithing on your own with the depresion, that's makes you a strong persone, and you should be Glad with yourself for it, a Lot of people can't be good with de depresion how like you do. So, continue to fight, and, when you're not expect, you Will be a head-up person again. (Sorry for my poor english, I'm a Bralizian).
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Tony Stark2019-05-19 18:06:39 (edited 2019-05-19 18:09:05 )
Thus is bad because script singer just drank peroxide.
Lotus moon I know that you don't know me but Its not working that she still upset I don't know what to do now we all try to tell her that we all care about her.
Hey we all have our down moment's and yes it sucks but we are all togther we are here for you you and script can and will come back from this we all will help you to shine like the stars you are ive always thought after every storm theres a beautiful rainbow to bring smiles to the people of the world your rainbow is coming and it will be special
Depression is one of the many trials people will face in there lives. If your old technics are not working try something new. Try to find something new that could make you both happy.
@Tony Stark I mean it's not like she's going to make a video on trying to arrest me. Because she might think Spider-Man is a menace like that J Jonah Jameson.
Listen I know this is difficult that you have because I felt that way too that nobody cares about me but my mom told me to there is more things to experience and explore to go to and life
@Script Singer Lotus wants you to be happy and not end your life she loves you and would lose so much of herself if you killed your self she loves you and wants you to be happy till the end of time please donβt die she needs you everyone does and thatβs a fact
Script Singer Please donβt die!!!! please you have no idea how many people are going to be hurt if you die please donβt....please we need you please
Script Singer You have so many people who care about you. I care about you and I don't want to see you get hurt. Please Script. We're here for you always. β€οΈβ€οΈ
Script Singer itβs going to have a big effect on a lot of people and not just Lotus but us too weβll be just as heart broken Please DONβT we need you
Script Singer Please Script. I have all my friends praying for you right now. There are about 7 of us praying. They all love you and care so much about you. Don't give up faith, don't give in. Me, and my friends, Lotus we all care about so much.
Script Singer A world without you is not a world I want to live in. We all love you Script. We may not know much about you but we want you with us always. β€οΈβ€οΈ I have my pastor praying for you. He said, "You are loved so much more than you could possibly know. I won't stop praying for you ever. As children of God, we are meant to be together, stick together, be there for one another. Everyone here cares about you Script. That's no lie."
@Script Singer she does care about you deeply damnit your strong everyone has their wobbles you guys need to pick yourself up remember the ones you care for and love and Rise Above It any of those voices the bad ones that tell you different tell them no tell them say it as many times as you need to the point it drowns those thoughts away and say it like you mean it say it like you own it hell scream it out loud if you have to if it makes you feel better show those thoughts you're above them rise rise riseπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺ
@Script Singer Please stop me and a lot of my friends we all care about you life maybe tough but all us and other people and your friends we all care about you a lot we all what help you so please stop and think about everyone and all your friends we all need you here. (Sob & crying)
@Script Singer you're stronger than those negative thoughts you are above them you will rise because you are greatness greatness will always rise I know it sounds cliche as hell but you know this be true and as for lotus that goes for you too Missy you just need to dig deep find that strength and harness it and if it takes friends family love and loved ones to find it knowing they will help you you can rise from this.πͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺππππβββπ₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯ stay determined
@Script Singer listen I have a little sister that was going through something your going through with my family and people who care about her she's doing a lot better it's hard I know but all of us really really care about you if my little sister can make it through this you can too.π
@Script Singer were trying to figure it out but lot of us don't know what to you went through but all of us really really trying to help you out if tell us what going on we will understand if you don't want to tell us we understand just know all of us are trying to help you Never Give Up in Life we all need you here.π€β€οΈ
It's not the low point in your life that are important. It's how you rise above them. Stregnth comes from with in and that will get us through things. It's in all of us, it's in both you and Singer
17 likesSorry to hear you two are feeling that way Lotus, but it'll be okay, for we your loyal fans are here for you, and we'll support you no matter what...but here's what i say-"Don't give up, tomorrow's another day."
10 likesHugs
12 likesIn the words of all star Superman
You're much stronger than you think you are... trust me
My friend was struggling with depression once and I just told him that I'd always be there for him. Now I tell you the same. Don't worry and try to keep your head held up high. Don't forget that there will always be someone who will support you through thick and thin and be with you all the way up until the very end. Like Meπ. If you ever need to talk, I'm here to listen.
5 likesIβve been through depression in my life before so I hope you two will be okay.
6 likesOur hopes and dreams are with you bothπππππ
5 likesYoda:young one may the force be with you
Firsk:we here for you both
Twilight and her friends: we are here for you lotus
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Even within our own darkness,people who love us they're always in our hearts and I always support those who have trouble with their inner demons.ππππβΊοΈ
1 likeAs a person who has dealt with depression for most of his life. I'll be the first to say it's hard it's like a little weight on your back. Sometimes you don't notice it other days it feels like you can barely walk with it. Those days are the hardest when all the dark thoughts in your head the feeling that you get when it happens but it does get better it's hard it's going to be a fight some days you lose that fight but when you get back up the fight scenes a little bit more easier each time.
2 likesYou two stick together I remember there are people out there who care about you it's okay to lose a fight once in awhile against oppression as long as you don't give up.
I know how you both feel, go see someone and talk to friends & family, and remember we both love you so much. (Did you know that you're mother's day reading gave me hope) *hugs *
2 likesI've always been happy to see your videos and hear your voice. Hope you two feel better soon.
1 likeLotus, I've been enjoying your videos immensely. You are an amazing person. I love your voice and whoever Script is... You both mean the world to me. I don't mean to get religious, but the Lord has done so many amazing things in my life. Whatever is troubling you both, just know that I will always be here for you guys and I will always keep you in my prayers. You are never alone in this world and there will always be someone who cares so much about you who doesn't even know you that well. Please... I hope this brightens up both yours and Scripts day. You are loved. And you are cared about. And as a faithful subscriber, I don't plan on going anywhere anytime soon. I'll be with you through thick and through thin, the both of you. God bless you Script for powering through in a world that wants to push you down. Don't let it. Know that you are stronger than those who want to beat you down. Whatever it is that's bothering you in life. I pray that God will take all that pain and stress away. You are loved by all of us, me, the subscribers, and even Lotus. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. β€οΈπAnd Lotus... You have the most beautiful voice I've ever heard for reading stories. I can't tell you how many times I've felt at peace listening to you read. Your an amazing person and I want you to know that I will always be right here for you. Wherever you are on this Earth, I will pray for you. I will always love you and you're videos and you can guarantee I will always be here to support you. Make your videos, I'll love them. I'll never unsubscribe, and I'll never stop listening.God bless you Lotus Moon, thank you so much for making a difference in my life. (I know I ain't supposed to put my name out here but...)
1 like- Ben
First I get were your coming from this amazing fandom came to me when I was seriously considering my life but because of all the amazing people I've met in the fandom I'm not in that dark place anymore just please remember friendship is magic and were all here for both of you if you ever need to talk and please dont feel like you have to reply to comments just let us know if they helped take care
3 likesas an old friend once said to me, "it takes courage to fight a battle, it takes even more to win a war within you." the fact that you reached out means that you are fighting the good fight, so is your friend..... keep fighting, struggle on, to come out of depression is victory.
1 likeMy, my. Never would have thought something of this extreme would happen. Honestly, it seems like everyone nowadays is suffering from some kind of depressing anxiety.
2 likesIf you're looking for reflection in us, it won't be enough. Believe me, I've tried to find value in the world online and it doesn't help.
The best I can say to do is to get off the internet and socialize. Meet people, have a conversation, enjoy the sun and the warmth and the ocean without nagging yourself with uploads and pleasing others.
Don't give into the darkness, never fall into their, follow the path of light and don't give up, battle through the darkness of madness. You're being helped all across the channel, please just hang in there okay. I don't want to see another person die again, not again.
1 likeMe and everyone will be by your side and will help you in anyway remember you are a great person and always will be and we believe in you
3 likesWe all hope both you and script will come along together, I know depression is hard to deal with but we all know that both of you will over come this, and become best buds again, We all support you no matter what lies ahead
1 likeI would advise you both seek comfort in close friends and family and good luck to you both. I know you are both worthy of praise. We are all cogs in a mechine but in this mechine we all play our part. We are all as important as the ones above. Because if one of us breaks the whole mechine breaks down. So hold your heads high and know you are important. You will get through this. Just keep fighting. We will be here cheering you on for now and until the end of time.
2 likesAlso a hugs to both of you again you both are beautiful and amazing and wonderful please don't cry lotus moon 10 hugs for both of you.
3 likeswither you know 'us' in life or just on the other side of the screen Lotus, watching the videos you & your friends make, know that you 3k subscribers that wish you nothing but good fortune, and a happy life. even when it looks like things are in their darkest hour, look within yourself for the strength to rise above it, and look to those among your peers & kin to give you the warm embrace to stave the cold dark thoughts.
2 likesI may not know your blight, but never give up my dear. your ray of light & hope is as strong as the sun. never think you are alone in the dark. ππ
9 to 5 we still fly, you're shine more when you smile. :) After all these years have brought you up, you're going to go up a notch, and in the future not far away, there's a hope in the night sky that's you can touch. I'm so sorry for you and your friend, I hope you gonna be alright. Just thank you for being a friend. :)
2 likesBeen there. Even to toppling pillars can still stand if they lean on each other. (Hope things work out. *hugs*)
1 likeyou are not alone I've in the Mets of deep dark thoughts but your videos bring joy too my life I've been self harming myself again
1 likeYou are extremely talented, you can get through this no matter what, weβre all here by your side
0 likesI've been through this you just have to keep pushing through and life will get better just make sure you don't isolate yourself hope both of you come out of the start stage like I have
0 likesYou two are awesome you gotta push through the depression you guys are strong in your own away
0 likesHey Lotus Moon if you're reading this my brother going through depression and he decide to Runaway from home and that is not a good thing but in the end we found him and he's fine now and it affected my family pretty badly but in the end we're fine if you can find help please we all care about you
2 likesYou guys are amazing and you'll always be amazing.
0 likesWe as human are fill with faults yes but that doesn't mean that we should let then give us an unhealthy state of mind I've suffered much thru out my life and all I do is get up and carry on be an overcomer to show others that their is a light in the dark that can be found
4 likesHere watch this video I hope it helps https://youtu.be/h9mFTAtSSfc
It's honestly not positive ideas or thoughts that'll get you to change, it's ACTION.
2 likesI look in the mirror every morning and say to myself 'who will I disappoint today?' but I let my actions overtake the thoughts, and show that I have value in the things I do.
We can't make you better lotus, only the touch of real love and movement to change your surroundings will make a impact.
I didn't sub to your channel to have you kill yourself. What kind of a conclusion is that? A story that ends in suicide is a pity, not because of what was but for the potential missed by the eyes of fans.
If you were expecting 'hang in there's and 'its ok, it'll work itself out' then I'm not the guy to come too. Time to start weeding the garden lotus, because we are only the rain that fuels the seeds of your motives.
As it says in the book we are blessed and cursed, same things make us laugh make us cry. Many things hurt, but as long as you have each other an friends along the way no one can never stop you or break your stride.
2 likesLotus Moon you do good work on your channel and that is something that you should be proud of not many folks do what you do I'm one of the folks that that's what you do in life and they didn't have any subscribers yet then again I haven't posted anything but that doesn't mean you got to get that down in the in the gutter you just got to look up and see the bright side of life if you need someone to talk to I'm here anytime
3 likesHey lotus it's me again I know how you feel I'm half warframe and I struggle a lot with fitting in and I wish I was there to help you
3 likesi sincerely believe you guys will find the strength to make out of the dark place you guys found yourself in, know that their are those who are willing to help you guys out
0 likesLife can suck at times but you always have to look at the postive things in life like being with friends and family and remember no matter what there will always be someone out there willing to lend a hand.
0 likesStay safe and stay cheeki breeki comrades.
"Friends show their love in times of trouble, not just in happiness."
0 likes~Euripides
I love you! π
WE LOVE THE BOTH OF YOU!
ππππππππππ
Even in the darkest of times or places there will always be a light of hope you just need to find it and head towards it
0 likesAs someone who is personally going through depression as well, I can understand what is happening. But if there is something I k LW for a fact that is true, you a brave for reaching out for help. It took me 10 years to finally seek help. But my advice more than nothing, is that life won't always be or get better, but if you can for one second at all think about who you have, who your sharing these moments with, and who you find worth living for, never hurt yourself for them if not only for yourself. You mean more than what you think you are. And your audience is here to support you too. Last time I tried to end it, I only felt more empty than anything. But there is at least one person who thinks of me and wants to make more memories. If you don't have that strength, go to your special one or anyone who wants to make great memories with you. Your worth more than what you believe. We all are.
0 likesβ€
Please don't cry
6 likesJust relax lotus moon on couch or bed
And have a cup of tea or coffee π΅ β
I hope your friend is ok
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So does this mean Lotus Moon is too busy with her own things again??
0 likesSo were you also looking for me??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena yes did you saw the new video?
0 likes@Tony Stark yeah I did. And do you know a guy who calls himself Wolverine??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena no but I need you to support lotus moon friend name script singer.
0 likes@Tony Stark ok and also Wolverine said. What's it to you Bub??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena alright
0 likes@Tony Stark yeah and Iron Man is cool.π
0 likes@Joel Cartagena thank you
1 like@Tony Stark and you do know there also Ultimate Iron Man.
0 likesThe way i see it we are all family and family sticks together through it all i have been were you are right now when i got back home from overseas i am still battling with my PTSD just remember that every cloud has a silver lining and we all love you ππ you were all ways there for us we will be there for you and your friend
1 likeAnd I'm sure you guys can pull through this stay strong I'm sure your fans and I cuz I'm also one of your biggest fans lotus if you ever need to talk to any of us I'm pretty sure we'll let you contact us and our discord servers
0 likesHello lotus moon i just wanted to say singer and you are beautiful and amazing we all enjoy all the stories. We all care about you both and nothing makes us happy to see two answering talented people who are you two. We all love you both and i hoping with all love and support please don't give up lotus even though we don't know each other you have a golden heart that is very beautiful. The strength comes from with in all of us through things together we will destroy the dark and saver are amazing friends and family together forever βΎπππ.
1 likeMy regards to both you and Singer that you've been dealing these sad thoughts. I hope you both power through and get better but in the mean time when ever I feel down this video lightens my day. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBxn56l9WcU
0 likesI'm sorry to hear about both of your situations you find yourselves in. Believe me when I say I've been there and know what you're feeling. It hurts...
0 likesBut you guys can't give in. I don't know you personally, but just posting a video like this takes a strong person... So I know you guys have the will power to fight and keep going.
One of my favorite quotes to remember when I'm having a hard day:
"Always have to have dark in order to have light..."
- Bob Ross (one of my role models)
I cannot do much, but whatever good vibrations and comforting words I can send, I send them to the two of you.
0 likesGives lotus a hugπ hey do feel down cheer up we are all here your subscribers we are here to help you get through this anyway possible
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This is not good because script singer just drank peroxide!!!!!!!
1 likeAs a person who has been struggling with this kind of thing for a while I can say that it may get worse before it gets better. But, it will get better.
0 likesIt will take time and perseverance but I assure you; it will get better. Asking for help like you are now is not a bad thing at all, so donβt feel guilty for asking for it.
For the future and what comes after, there will be moments where those dark thoughts might try to worm into your head. When that happens, Iβve found that trying to think of something funny that youβve read or heard or seen, works wonders.
I know itβs not much but I sincerely hope things get easier for you and your friend.
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This is bad because script singer just drank peroxide!!!!!
0 likesDon't you and your friend give up you have people and friends who cares about you two and I say never give up and keep moving forward these people and friends who what to help you two.
1 likeAll i can say is hope you recover and good luck
0 likesI hope you feel better, I know how you feel.
0 likesYou both can get through this! There are dark times in life, we all go through them, but know that things will get better. Believe it or not, times like this teach us all something and we learn from it to be better people (ponies lol). The first step to getting better is realizing you need help...second is to get it. If this has been an ongoing problem with both of you, then seeing a psychiatrist and therapist would do wonders. Seeking help does not mean you are weak, it means you are STRONG. Love and good vibes to both of you.
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Life is full of wonders...love, magic, beauty, incredible things...please don't give up on it. You two make this world a better place π
0 likesYou can do it! Never give up! The light at the end of the tunnel has been much closer than you think and if you give in now you may never see it again! If you need me donβt be afraid to reach for me. Considering I have been clinically depressed since I was in elementary school, I know exactly where you both are coming from. Just please; donβt give up on yourselves.
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This is bad
1 likeTony Stark What do you mean?
0 likes@GuyNate2000 script singer just drank peroxide!!!!
1 likeTony Stark Seriously?!? When?!?
0 likes@GuyNate2000 I think like yesterday night time
0 likesTony Stark OMG is she ok?! Or did she...?
0 likes@GuyNate2000 I don't know
0 likesTony Stark if you can; keep me updated or send me somewhere I may do so.
0 likes@GuyNate2000 ok I try
1 like@Tony Stark what about Lotus Moon?? What do we do with her??
0 likesWell you're both of you are good amazing Story writer so you got everybody counting on you got girls and your girls are the best
0 likesLotus you and your friend are amazing sorry I kept enough girlfriend name hey the both of you are doing amazing good job
2 likesYou and singer are amazing I want you guys to no I'm here for you guys no matter what and you can get through this and take my advice there's a lot of people that are here to support you and if you ever feel like this then you should know that song What doesn't kill you makes you stronger is one of the most powerful songs that I listen to when I'm depressed
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This is bad because script singer just drank peroxide.
1 like@Tony Stark why would she do that to herself? I mean seriously??
0 likesDear friend,
0 likesYour more durable then you think and way persistant than anyone i know. Dont give up hope, there will be a light that will be revealed and awaiting. Grt some sleep, eat a good meal and tea. And then some fresh air to clear the mind and overcome or understand whats holding these thoughts there.
Hold fast and hugs from a masked friend.
you do a great job
0 likesI just saw this message and I your video in your message I understand what the price in years and I reckon man that you guys see the light at the end of the tunnel I know it sounds Mike a bad point of ice but you guys are really helpful with people with disabilities feeling good though and relaxing I have disabilities and I find your videos really relaxing and it brings me great joy for both of you you bring me joy in my life you are a great help with keeping me and good mood so keep up the good work in see the light hand of turn off and no at the end of the tunnel you'll have a lot of friends waiting for you and even seek for your friends to help you out why the help to find the end of the tunnel where you
0 likesLotus you and Script can fight this. You two are stronger than think. I believe in you as well as everybody else. We love you both. You two are strong independent women. You and Script have the strength to beat this you just have to dig down deep within your soul to find it. Like I said weβre all with you ever step of the way even The almighty. Believe and have faithπβ€οΈβ€οΈπππ
0 likesIll tell you the same thing I told Script. If you are worried about suicide just remember that the reason you dont is because of the people you would let down. If you think you would let them down then they care about you. Let their care be there for you when you need it. If you find those reasons lacking then know there are always at least two people that care. :) Also you are not alone in this let me know if you find a way to relieve the guilts of the past not including drugs or alcohol because im not going there.
0 likesHope you feel better lotus moon and your friend and feel better too ok.
0 likesI truly understand what yall are going thu bc i go thu depression and anxiety attacks and panic attacks it help to stay close to someone you love sadly i dont have that but thats besides the point just look to a bright future and don't look at the dark past lol i should listen to my own words but its easy said then done i wish u the best i love to help others when there down in the dumps even if im in there with them i will try to lift u out of it
0 likesbig energy hugs
1 likeRise up my sister's rise
1 likeYOU WILL BOTH GET PAST THIS, LOTUS MOON, YOU ARE IMPORTANT TO YOUR FRIEND'S, DESTINY IS THRUST UPON US, FOR YOUR LIGHT WILL SHINE THROUGH THE DARKNESS.....YOU MATTER TO US, LOTUS MOON......DON'T JUST THINK........BECOME. You are a very strange, and kind person, but you are unique, in your own way, no matter what other's say, and think, you are always kind, and so is your friend, I pray that she will be alright, and if something happen's, I will be here.
0 likesIm so sorry. I try to support your channel. Tell her i said she is awsome. And lotus...you rock!....
0 likesWhat happened to script singer???!!!
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I don't even know.
2 likesJoel Cartagena are you ok
4 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ummm yeah? I mean I am now??
2 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight why are you asking?? Is something wrong?
2 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight I mean I'm sorry to yell. I'm sorry to yell and scream but I just don't know who you are. You want to have tenderness? Ease up on the pressure.
2 likesSo what do we do Now then??
2 likesLottus, i'm not pretty good with beautiful words, but, what i want to say is, just don't matter how the world are Bad with you, or with your Friends, because, i Guess you know you're a good person, and problably your friend are too, and that's the only think is important for you. Maybe other people wanna try to depress you with toxic arguments, but, you don't need to follow all thinks what they say, Just be yourself, leave your life How you prefer to, don't mind about the Bad thinks that can come from the futher, because, live the today how you like to, and the futher wanna be cool with you, maybe It can throw some troubles, but you can pass It with no problems, do you know Why? Because, today, you're depresed, but you are not dead, and this's the prove you're fithing on your own with the depresion, that's makes you a strong persone, and you should be Glad with yourself for it, a Lot of people can't be good with de depresion how like you do. So, continue to fight, and, when you're not expect, you Will be a head-up person again. (Sorry for my poor english, I'm a Bralizian).
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Thus is bad because script singer just drank peroxide.
1 like@Tony Stark yeah that does sound very bad!!
0 likesEveryone!!!!
1 likeWe have to help script singer by getting all support and people that we all love her!!!!!
Please everyone I don't want to lose her. (Sobbing)
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Is it just me or is everyone feeling upset about something??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena it's lotus moon friend
0 likes@Tony Stark I know that she won't reply back to me as always.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena no I'm talking about lotus moon friend name script singer
1 like@Tony Stark oh right. But you know I just left her a comment and still no response. And that's all.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena ok thank you for helping me to support her friend
0 likes@Tony Stark she's not going to listen is she??
1 like@Joel Cartagena no π
1 likeShe never listen to fans that care about her.ππππ
@Tony Stark even in this situation. See I just left her a comment minutes ago.
0 likeswhat I can do help y'all
2 likesLotus moon I know that you don't know me but Its not working that she still upset I don't know what to do now we all try to tell her that we all care about her.
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I'm here. Because I think my Spider-Sense was warning me of something.
1 likeDo you really think that's a good idea??
0 likesHey we all have our down moment's and yes it sucks but we are all togther we are here for you you and script can and will come back from this we all will help you to shine like the stars you are ive always thought after every storm theres a beautiful rainbow to bring smiles to the people of the world your rainbow is coming and it will be special
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This is bad because script singer just drank peroxide!!!!!
1 likeDepression is one of the many trials people will face in there lives. If your old technics are not working try something new. Try to find something new that could make you both happy.
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This is bad because script singer just drank peroxide!!!!!
1 like@Tony Stark that doesn't sound right. Of what she's doing,
0 likesΓnimo
1 likeOke i love you
0 likeswhat the hell is going on
0 likesWho is script singer?
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SHE'S ON HER HIATUS AGAIN!!!
0 likes@Joel Cartagena wait what?
1 like@Tony Stark I should have seen this coming. I barely survived the last time.
1 like@Joel Cartagena ol
0 likes@Tony Stark I mean it's not like she's going to make a video on trying to arrest me. Because she might think Spider-Man is a menace like that J Jonah Jameson.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena who is jonah Jameson?
1 like@Tony Stark oh yeah he's that grumpy guy with a moustache who works at the Daily Bugle newspaper business who always hates Spider-Man.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena ooohhh that guy
0 likes@Tony Stark yeah and do you really have Discord now??
1 like@Joel Cartagena yeah but not anymore
0 likes@Tony Stark why not? What happened??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena because I think she blocked me in discord
1 like@Tony Stark what do you mean?? Why would she? I thought I saw her comments of her wanting you join her.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena yeah because of my old account
0 likes@Tony Stark have you tried again?? And I can't even get in the Discord.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena no
0 likes@Tony Stark maybe try talking to her again. And just ask her if she's worried about me.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena I don't know say to her and besides I cannot login of discord no more
1 like@Tony Stark I honestly don't know what's gotten into her. But do you think she's upset at the both of us??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena yeah I don't know why she hates us
1 like@Tony Stark and at first I thought she was cool several months ago. But what should we do Mr.Stark??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena are you talking about yourself?
1 like@Tony Stark oh you're still here. And can you believe Lotus Moon is still saying anything in the comments??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena look I'm just got back from school that I didn't download discord but I'm going to
0 likes@Joel Cartagena yeah
0 likes@Tony Stark ok. I didn't know you were special.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena what are you talking about?
1 like@Tony Stark sorry I've been here the whole afternoon.
0 likes@Joel Cartagena ok but I taking a break in my bed
1 like@Tony Stark alright so how's Script Singer??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena i don't know she didn't reply
0 likes@Tony Stark and Lotus Moon has gone on strike or something??
0 likes@Joel Cartagena I think so
1 like@Tony Stark sigh maybe she doesn't need us anymore. I try to leave her nice comments after her sad news video. But nothing.
0 likesWhat happened??
3 likesWhat wrong??
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3 likes@Script Singer wait you are lotus moon friend?
3 likes@Tony Stark .....yes....
3 likes@Tony Stark ....but she's better off if I'm gone.....
3 likes@Script Singer no don't say that you are important to her of your friendship
3 likes@Script Singer just relax on couch or bed.
3 likesAnd have a cup of tea or coffee π΅β
@Script Singer omg no don't do it
3 likesLet me talk first
Listen I know this is difficult that you have because I felt that way too that nobody cares about me but my mom told me to there is more things to experience and explore to go to and life
@Script Singer and please stop what you are doing because this is too far.
3 likesAnd also you are pretty,cute,adorable,and beautiful for me. That I help you that you could talk about your problems if you want to.
4 likesWe all love you no matter what
@Script Singer Lotus wants you to be happy and not end your life she loves you and would lose so much of herself if you killed your self she loves you and wants you to be happy till the end of time please donβt die she needs you everyone does and thatβs a fact
4 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight thank you sir for helping me with special beautiful girl like her
3 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight you are right
3 likesEspecially lotus moon loves you too
3 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight .....I....can't....
2 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....no they don't....
2 likes@Tony Stark ....I'm done, I don't care anymore...
2 likesScript Singer NOOO STOP PLEASE
3 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight .....
2 likesScript Singer Please donβt die!!!! please you have no idea how many people are going to be hurt if you die please donβt....please we need you please
4 likes@Script Singer why we love you very much
3 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....I know....I know the aftershock....but I don't wanna live anymore....
2 likes@Script Singer (sobbing) please I don't want you to hurt yourself
3 likesScript Singer You have so many people who care about you. I care about you and I don't want to see you get hurt. Please Script. We're here for you always. β€οΈβ€οΈ
3 likesScript Singer itβs going to have a big effect on a lot of people and not just Lotus but us too weβll be just as heart broken Please DONβT we need you
3 likes@Tony Stark .....
2 likes@Winter Plays ...
2 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight I've...made up my mind....
2 likesScript Singer NOOOOO
3 likesScript Singer PLEASE DONβT YOUR SCARING AND ABOUT TO CRY STOP STOP PLEASE NOOOOO
3 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....you can try to email me...
4 likesScript Singer what do you want me to do
3 likes@Script Singer (sobbing) yes
3 likesScript Singer ok just go to lotus and Iβll see what I can do Iβm coming Iβm coming
4 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....Idon't know...I'm having trouble keeping track of the YT coments...
2 likes@Tony Stark I'm just done with everything...
2 likesScript Singer NO IM ALMOST HERE JUST PLEASE GIVE ME MORE TIME GO TO LOTUS
3 likesLuigifan4000 #Loveluigi Go man. I can't access my Gmail right now. Let her know how much we all love her and care....
3 likesScript Singer I GOT IT PLEASE ARE YOU STILL THERE PLEASE DONβT DIE IM HERE
3 likesAmerican Ranter Iβm going
3 likes@Script Singer (sobbing) please don't do this we all care about you even I care about you.
4 likesWe all love you so please
P.s. have a cup of tea
@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....
2 likes@Tony Stark ....I can't drink tea, and you don't know me...how can you help me...
2 likesScript Singer Please Script. I have all my friends praying for you right now. There are about 7 of us praying. They all love you and care so much about you. Don't give up faith, don't give in. Me, and my friends, Lotus we all care about so much.
3 likes@Winter Plays ...you're all better off without me....but....I should get back to work on my paper....
2 likesScript Singer PLEASE I DONβT DIE I NEED YOU
4 likes@Script Singer i know that but I can see you suffer that I want to help you with your problems
3 likesScript Singer A world without you is not a world I want to live in. We all love you Script. We may not know much about you but we want you with us always. β€οΈβ€οΈ I have my pastor praying for you. He said, "You are loved so much more than you could possibly know. I won't stop praying for you ever. As children of God, we are meant to be together, stick together, be there for one another. Everyone here cares about you Script. That's no lie."
2 likes@Tony Stark ....I need to go...
2 likes@Arkhamfan4000 #LoveKnight ....I should get back to work...
2 likesScript Singer NOOOO DONβT LEAVE
3 likes@Script Singer because I have problems like that too
3 likes@Script Singer(sobbing) have mercy please
3 likes@Script Singer she does care about you deeply damnit your strong everyone has their wobbles you guys need to pick yourself up remember the ones you care for and love and Rise Above It any of those voices the bad ones that tell you different tell them no tell them say it as many times as you need to the point it drowns those thoughts away and say it like you mean it say it like you own it hell scream it out loud if you have to if it makes you feel better show those thoughts you're above them rise rise riseπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺ
4 likes@Winter Plays .....a world without me is a world that's better.....
1 like@Script Singer Please stop me and a lot of my friends we all care about you life maybe tough but all us and other people and your friends we all care about you a lot we all what help you so please stop and think about everyone and all your friends we all need you here. (Sob & crying)
1 like@Script Singer you're stronger than those negative thoughts you are above them you will rise because you are greatness greatness will always rise I know it sounds cliche as hell but you know this be true and as for lotus that goes for you too Missy you just need to dig deep find that strength and harness it and if it takes friends family love and loved ones to find it knowing they will help you you can rise from this.πͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺπͺππππβββπ₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯π₯ stay determined
1 like@Tony Stark Hi uhh is there something wrong??
1 like@Headshots The Gamer / Brony .....no you don't....
1 like@Script Singer can't we just talk about this??. After all I am your Friendly Neighbourhood Ultimate Spider-Man.
1 like@Joel Cartagena .....how....? It's hard to keep reading this...
1 like@Joel Cartagena ....just a little....I'm fine....not enough to cause damage...chickened out again...
1 like@Script Singer because I think that guy from the X-Men who calls himself Wolverine. Can heal easily. But maybe you can just heal your wound for now.
1 like@Joel Cartagena .....nothing can fix me....
1 like@Script Singer listen I have a little sister that was going through something your going through with my family and people who care about her she's doing a lot better it's hard I know but all of us really really care about you if my little sister can make it through this you can too.π
1 like@Headshots The Gamer / Brony .....nobody will understand what I went through...
1 like@Script Singer were trying to figure it out but lot of us don't know what to you went through but all of us really really trying to help you out if tell us what going on we will understand if you don't want to tell us we understand just know all of us are trying to help you Never Give Up in Life we all need you here.π€β€οΈ
1 like@Headshots The Gamer / Brony ....I...can't talk about it....just....leave me be before I do something stupid...
1 like@Script Singer I'm sorry we all are trying are best to help you because you never alone in world we all care about you.β€οΈ
1 like@Script Singer so fo you want to talk about it??
1 like@Joel Cartagena .....no...
1 like@Joel Cartagena ....she's better off without me...e.veryone is....I only cause drama
1 like@Script Singer do you think she hates me? Or something??
1 like@Joel Cartagena ....I dunno...I'm just....gonna go drink some peroxide or somethign...
2 likes@Script Singer wait WHAT????!!!!!
1 like@Tony Stark ....I drank peroxide
1 like@Joel Cartagena ....you do realize peroxide is poison right
1 like@Script Singer YOU DRANK THE PEROXIDE!!!!????
2 likesTHAT IS BAD!!!!
@Script Singer umm I don't think that's a good idea.
2 likes@Joel Cartagena I already did....
2 likes@Joel Cartagena ....none of your buisness
2 likes@Tony Stark Lotus Moon is done with me.
2 likes@Joel Cartagena yeah
2 likes@Script Singer THAT IS BAD IDEA!!!! THAT WILL KILL YOU!!!
2 likes@Tony Stark ...I know
3 likes@Tony Stark ...I know
1 like@Script Singer look if you want us to leave you alone or not disturb you from your work just say it I understand.
2 likesThis is your choice and by the way we all care and love very much remember this .
Good bye script singer
Because I'm not going to return forever.
@Joel Cartagena I feel bad for you for lost of your mother
2 likes@Joel Cartagena yeah
1 like@Joel Cartagena ....did I do something wrong....? Why are you mad at me...?
1 like@Joel Cartagena .....I'll just.......go then......
1 likegerrils i am a 63 year old disslecek if you want sumone to talk to i am her jest call fore uncel steve we can talk
0 likes